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this is the place to tell the organizer of mass murder that if you repent there is a minimum of 1000 years of quality life in future undulations every undulation

(dependant then, as now, on your determination to practise ethics)

if not then you already know your future... it's in history books and wildlife programmes

it's a continuing source of disbelief to the writer to see people out of ethical parameters who can see where their lifestyle is taking them but just can't bring themselves to do anything about it (change)

don't you dare look to blame the lover when, at this point in time in future undulations, you realize you are past the point of no return

(have been party to mass murder and can't muster the will to change)


 13th january 2009

it is the nature of things that everything a person brings into reality has to be experienced by themselves sooner or later

further, even if a person didn't bring into existence that which caused the unnatural death or deaths of someone or some people but supported the reasons that resulted in the unnatural death happening will have to experience the affects that they helped bring into existence sooner or later

examples are...

a person didn't give the order for an army to go to war but sees the need for the other persons resources and supports those actions that results in the loss of life


a person sees the justification for the assassination of a person as it will probably mean less will people will die as a result of the person not existing


a person didn't want to kill someone on the way to the shops but needs a car to live properly


people don't want children to die from starvation or from lack of medicine in other parts of the world but need more than their fair share of money so they can live to live in a way that suits them...

the point, and this is directed chiefly at the 2nd and 3rd party, that has to be pondered is...

 do i repent and retain my man shaped status and experience those unnatural deaths

(which will be finite)

that were a consequence of events i caused


do i say f*** i* and experience unnatural death endlessly

first as a man shaped being and then in non man shaped forms


a being who has a death outcome assertion wthin them chooses to repent knowing they cannot gain access to heaven but are satisfied with being able to avoid devolution