19 th october 2009
impossible love
the desire to change inanimate substance into life
it's possible this feeling came before compelling-inventive/sacrificially-creative love
compelling and sacrificially-creative love
when the overwhelming urge to share something good becomes so great
( in 1 ^80 000 years or so )
it will be recognized that the only way to get more beings to heaven will be to begin a new undulation
(love is the eternal victim of its own success)
necessary love
the inability to put self before others
this is the love that keeps us in perpetuity while traversing infinity and the love characteristic of an evolving being
intellectual love
recognizing that practicing necessary love is a requirement for straight line action
it's possible that this comes before necessary love
see ethics, space dream evolution, ethical parameters, ethically orienting, fulfillment
personality love
the appeal of a persons character that makes us want to be in the persons company continually
protective love
the hormonal response that makes us want to make sure that no harm comes to them as in the case of our children or parents
cellular love
the feelings associated with the pleasure receptor cells
instinctive love
the basic sex drive
these different types of love are placed in order of importance from an eternal point of view
chronologically they will have a different order
these are the meanings of the word love that are used here in endic
no doubt other distinct types of love exist
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it (impossible love) is a strange characteristic of life
not the love that accompanies the feelings that are associated with hormones or the pleasure receptor cells
the characteristic that is trying to be described here is completely unglamorous, dull, a plodding chore-like characteristic
the opposite of pleasure but not painful
putting oneself after others is an easy thing to do
impossible love goes a lot deeper than that
it lies somewhere between the absolute indifference that anything should happen and the ability to enact unmitigated motion that generates a qualitative texture
it’s like a tacit agreement between sentience and the absolute that requires an attempt be made to bring life to substance itself
as though reality is saying… now that you’ve got a qualitative state all of the substance in that state must experience it too
it’s possible it represents one of the lovers periods of attunement to flat spacestill not completely understood but a real requirement for our continued existence
impossible love, like the inaccessible quantum world that exists below planck’s constant, underpins our reality
10 000
.....back to index page22nd june 2009
were the lover to vent to his ability to move in heaven we'd never see him and would be left with our own meager feelings of love to keep us going
sure, even without his love influencing us transcendental time scales could be achieved before our own feelings of love became depleted but those time scales would be but blinks of an eye compared to what is available
his love is intimidating and the thought “we’ve got eternity to try to match him… we’ve got eternity to…” keeps this person trying
each new day starts with the resolution “I’m going to try a little bit more today”
and when acts of love start to falter “we’ve got eternity to try to…”
if everything goes as it should for you
you can look forward to becoming ethically thick or ethically stupid in the fullness of time