dreams and dream theory  

                                                                      15th april (a taste of freedom)


usually the writer wakes up from dreams in a semi-sleepy state

this dream was the first that has jolted him wide awake

there was nothing, no images, feelings etc. that preceded it

there was a dark, featureless slumber then there was

a white/blue-light/space which drew the conscious

into it as it was being looked at

it took on depth and the depth began expanding

in all directions of the 130 degree or so

image (vision ?)

the attention became focused at the centre of the

image as it began increasing in depth 

the thought "the endless" occurred

then, suddenly, things became dramatic

over the course of about a three quarters of a second the endless

took on a new perspective as its depth deepened in a smooth

but fast way until the depth became a tangible quantity

which caused the mind to balk as the reality of endless

depth diminished the individuals identity of self and

forced it to withdraw as it realized it was

experiencing something greater,

so much, much greater than

its ability to encompass

the dream lasted a second and a half, but, people, you

had better believe... it is going to take every

minute of the evolutionary process to adjust

to the endless in a way that allows a

continually-expanding state of

mind to become part

of our conscious

there have been two experiences that

were notable for their sense of


before this one

the first, another dream, as a child and the

second, while fully conscious, is

mentioned elsewhere

at this web site

both of those had both wonder and appeal

this one however was a mind-expanding one

and it is the writer's delightful privilege to

pass on to yourselves one of the

features of the heavenly state

this dream-experience was similar to the quantum shock

although it wasn't as sudden

from "normal" self to a different mental

state faster than our current mind

process's can willfully peform 

applying the roney analysis to this dream/vision

leads to the conclusion that all of our

desirable experiences of previous

undulations are re-emerging

as evolution takes place

what is also new is the idea that the endless void

of space can, subjectively, be turned

into a colour-rich environment