21st april (food influenced ?)
two different dreams
both of them had ill-feeling in them
the first... was in a house watching a
large-screen telly that was hanging from
the ceiling
there were four birds in the room
(cockateels i think)
one of them was very unhappy about being
there and was exuding an air of restrained
belligerence and defiance
a big black predatory bird in flight came
onto the screen and the the unhappy bird
became uncommonly frightened, not sure
if the frightened bird thought the bird on
the screen was was real or not but it acted
as though it was, and flew to me for
safety but was so frightened and unhappy
about the situation it was in that it bit into
my foot between the big toe and the toe
next to it
there was no sensation to the bite nor was
there was any feeling in the second bite
immediately afterwards
the scene changed to where i was about 5
metres away from where the first scene
took place and was standing looking up at
where the bird that didn't want to be there
was sitting on it's perch shaking with fear
the second dream... walking down a street
where i once lived there were 8 or nine of
us of mixed ethnicities and we were happy
with each otherss company
went to a shop for something and joined
the queue of about 20 people
someone who had been a a friend for a
long time came over and was looking for
trouble and began to goad me into striking
him so he could retaliate with greater force
i felt intimidated and was trying to figure
out why the friend was doing what he was
doing
it then became clear that he was a closet
rascist and was venting his hatred on me
for mixing with non-whites
there was nothing in the day that that was
obviously the reason for the content of this
dream
the possibility of the cause of this dream
may be the diet for that day
not being a big meat-eater (a quarter to
one half of kg per week) it is thought the
unusually large amount of pork meat (150
gms... 5 and a 1/2 oz) for the main meal
of the day might be the reason for this
unsettling dream
it will be easy to test this theory
will keep to the usual amounts of meat for
three or four weeks and eat the same meal
again