first scene
was sitting at a table
next to me was another man at least half as big as me again
it was part of a formal introduction to a religious cult
we were at the lowest point it was possible to be within the
heirarchy of the organization
more specifically, the person next to me had superiority to me
by a matter of hours or days
his manner was friendly and although he was bigger than me i
felt i was on a par with him
second scene
an air of anticipation was growing as senior figures within the
group were expected any moment
third scene
three men dressed formally appeared and seemed seperate,
distant from me
third scene
in a different place and it was just the other new guy and me
in a spacious area
i wanted to talk to the three men who had been in the room in
the previous scene
immediately the mood and feel of the dream changed
i had opened a sacrosanct door and the full weight of
officialdom was making itself felt
fourth scene
i wasn't allowed to talk to them
i wasn't even alowed to talk about them
the reprimands were coming thicker and faster as the dream
ended
both today's and yesterday's dream had secrecy and structured
authoritarian themes
still reeling from the previous 7 days of the oppressively rigid
encounter's from both the police and from hospital staff
how severely such attitude's affect a person are realtive to
that persons own disposition or outlook of life
how good or bad the world is depends on an individual's
sensitivity or feel for life
depending on how many day's, week's, month's or year's the
same theme lasts indicates the sensitivity or feel an individual
has on that specific facet of life
80 minutes
R.E.M.
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