E DREAM DIARY OF A SHOCKED PERSON 02102025 the writer understands what's what and who's doing what to whom and why * if you haven't been shocked, you have failed to understand quantum mechanics" niels bohr, regarded as the oracle of quantum mechanics, opens his discourse on the subject with the above sentence in one of the earlier editions of the encyclopedia britannica he did so because he wanted to make it clear, in plain everyday language, that all the studying in the world would not yield that revealing insight into the mechanistic nature of the subatomic world unless or until a person undergoes a mild shock subjectively, it's like a light-bomb going off in your head and produces a very mild state of shock there's nothing to worry about; it doesn't hurt if it were any milder, you wouldn't notice it at all explore through discussion axioms 1, 2 and 3 c'mon people, get shocked the more of us that get shocked, the more the momentum builds * foreward in 2009, the writer is prompted by you-know-who to draw our attention to what's going on in our mind while we sleep, and to orient ourselves to the circumstance that there is more than one level of consciousness-cum-memory each level of consciousness-cum-memory is more fantastic than the one before it we will assign our "awake-time" consciousness-cum-memory as level 1, and assign our dream-time consciousness-cum-memory as level 2 within level 2, we have two sets of memory: 1 - the awake-time experiences of our current lifetime and 2 - the memories of all previous bouts of existence, going back to the dinosaur era and some considerable distance into the future - see weird and wonderful dreams level 1 kept us in good standing for two million years the first instances of level 2 consciousness-cum-memory came into existence, through the written word, 5,000 years ago https://www.google.com/search?q=when+were+dreams+first+recorded&gs_lcrp=EgZjaHJvbWUqCAgDEAAYFhgeMgcIABAAGIAEMgYIARBFGDkyCAgCEAAYFhgeMggIAxAAGBYYHjIICAQQABgWGB4yCAgFEAAYFhgeMggIBhAAGBYYHjIKCAcQABgKGBYYHjIICAgQABgWGB4yCAgJEAAYFhge0gEJMTgyOTBqMGo3qAIAsAIA&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8&udm=50&fbs=AIIjpHxU7SXXniUZfeShr2fp4giZ1Y6MJ25_tmWITc7uy4KIeoJTKjrFjVxydQWqI2NcOha3O1YqG67F0QIhAOFN_ob1yXos5K_Qo9Tq-0cVPzex8akBC0YDCZ6Kdb3tXvKc6RFFaJZ5G23Reu3aSyxvn2qD41n-47oj-b-f0NcRPP5lz0IcnVzj2DIj_DMpoDz5XbfZAMcEl5-58jjbkgCC_7e4L5AEDQ&ved=2ahUKEwjZw-H-lIyQAxUOZkEAHX8cB_YQ0NsOegQIPxAA&aep=10&ntc=1&mstk=AUtExfAliEUkp_-BNVlh1iHgFAe_Smz0AkDPscejO8_zh5FKX4vIV2AmyT-0qbisNo9hnIguP1Mu2mhsZ8q_LaGipGvfKL64b1FE3KvgzBFKLZxurv7rDTrWnNzgMdX3yMdOPjwn7hUGRBpW7j5bH2A0r01lk3SFdZRYtRIiOdrRWVsgJyE8Y2LXASR6TUY6dfd8RHBo7vnu3-XRJCZEyOslYfAdIAHhA8SCrY5XTsNKDTCpK7CCnHn-KR51lVb72iB6t_Rgyxmmd22KxDWmzeFbpNSMJYqIjdtGUSXn2g6939ObgrA293em9uProuYM-hma2CKM89F0YTlY1g&csuir=1&mtid=KO7haNmyMYSehbIPlI_bOQ now, here we are 5000 years later and discovering that it is possible to communicate between people at level 2 it's time to start orienting ourselves to level 2 15092014 - 71 the first think-read dream name of the dream: think-read dream 1 first scene in the centre of a large, busy town, looking for a sign that points to the railway station second scene having a confab with a railway employee about buying a ticket third scene a woman in the same situation as me (we missed the last scheduled commuter service, and we will have to use the employee's transport-home train) fourth scene slept during the journey and woke to find a message on the seat next to me could only read the message by "think-reading it" one word at a time the first word was 'your'; when i read that word, it meant reading the next word in a way that made grammatical and contextual sense (in this instance, it was 'luggage') the next word could be is/was/has, etc. if the sentence wasn't making sense, it meant going back to that part of the message where i could form a grammatically correct sentence, then trying different words until the right one presented itself the next word revealed itself in both grammatical and contextual sense while reading/forming the message, i recall thinking, "why is it in the luggage office?" and wonders, "how did it get broken?" i realised i could go back to the note/message and ask, "how did it get broken?" the message began forming itself, and eventually, it all made sense the note read, "your luggage is in the luggage office because the handle of the large black bag broke while being handled, causing the contents to spill out you can collect it there until 1 a.m. the think-reading was the most extended scene of the dream, and it took bleedin' ages to compose the think-reading became a real chore, and it may have been the case that the task of think-reading was becoming so much of an effort that i concluded the message, so i wouldn't have to keep on think-reading when i had fully formed the message, i felt relaxed i would eventually get the luggage back, and woke from the dream notes 1 there are enormous consequences tied to think-read, think-write dreams when this ability is a common feature in the dreams of all of us, we will be able to communicate with other "think-reader/writers" think-read dreams reached their conclusion sixteen years later, with the dream of 03092025 below 03092025 - 2360 name of the dream: read, think-write dreams no. 1 after a good night's sleep, but still in a semi-sleepy state, the writer begins reading the messages from the mail box the pressing do-thing in my life is getting a book published i am in a permanent state of frustration if it's not one thing, it's another in this read, think-write dream, the design of the cover is the subject matter i question the design on the front of the book as being too subdued notes 1 it took sixteen years to go from think-reading a message in a dream to think-writing a reply to it notes 2 elsewhere on this website, it is mentioned that bringing "soul partners" together is one of the many challenges we have this dream spells out one way we can do it addenda - vividness - 95/97 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: think-read, think-write (1) hours slept (10) - the dominant colour/s of the dream: orange - last food before sleep, two eggs on toast * note 1 use the dream diary to bring soul partners together 12102025 - 2361 the name of the dream: sharing action dreams via mp4. format just when the writer thought we had reached the peak of sophistication with dream no. 2360, up pops another dream that promises even greater potential on the 11102025, a dream began the name of the dream: knocking on the door of dream-time consciousness there was a lot more to the dream than is remembered the last bit of the dream shows a woman wearing a shiny green blouse the woman is leaning back against something her breasts are not level, so, using her left arm, she pulls the blouse up and, in so doing, lifts her right breast level to her left breast the scene changes, i am in the "file manager" of the computer the colour and the format of the files in the dream are exactly the same as the ones on my computer in awake-time i am looking for an mp4 file with a name that suggests it might have the content of the dream just dreamt i apply a slow to medium "scroll down" speed i am searching for the file, i can feel time is slipping away if i can only find the mp4. file with the woman with the green blouse, i will be able to share the visual content of this and every other dream notes 1 before we're done, we'll be watching one another's dreams notes 2 i thought think-reading, think-writing was pretty neat this dream knocks other types of dreams, except weird and wonderful dreams, right into a cocked hat finding our "soul partner" is going to be a doddle notes 3 this dream lasted for about seven seconds of dream time, which translates to seventy seconds of awake time addenda the category of the dream: think-read, think-write (1) vividness 95/96 dominant colour/s: white and green participant and observer last food before sleep: 2 eggs on fresh wholegrain bread, beans, salmon and milk tense of time: 4 * 03092025 - 2360 the name of the dream: read, think-write dream no.1 (a.k.a. from me to you) after a better-than-usual night's sleep and still more asleep than awake, i am reading (not think-reading) his emails one message in particular grabs my attention the message is on a vivid grey/white, almost translucent, paper (stand-out visual) the mail is from the book publisher, who is halfway through the publishing process of the dreams diary book she is asking me to describe what i want the cover to look like i construct a think-write reply to the email notes 1 this is a landmark dream it demonstrates one of the abilities of level 2 consciousness-cum-memory notes 2 the writer can pinpoint the origin of this dream the day before this dream, a phone conversation with a woman representing a publisher revealed that the total cost of what is to become of a fifteen-volume series became known it will cost 15,000 pounds! notes 3 it won't be long before think-read, think-write dreams become as common as clouds it culminated with this dream addenda the category of the dream: think-read, think-write (1) vividness 92/93 dominant colour: orange participant and observer last food before sleep: 2 eggs on bread tense of time: 5 * straight line action doesn't contain the wavy characteristics we are experiencing here and now - the variables for multi-faceted shapes are, to all extents, subjectively endless * THE NINE TENSES OF TIME exploring the nine tenses of time reveals how past, present, and future undulations shape our perception of reality and dreams 1 the future of a future undulation 2 the present of a future undulation 3 the past of a future undulation 4 the future of the present undulation 5 the present of the present undulation 6 the past of the present undulation 7 the future of a past undulation 8 the present of a past undulation 9 the past of a past undulation * an undulation is from the start of the universe (big bang), to the beginning of the next undulation, or big bang currently put at between 10^42 000 and 10^83 000 years, and is inviting us to consider time as a continuous, flowing process we use the word undulation to describe the wavy, oscillating nature of particles, illustrating how time itself may ripple like waves. this is in complete contrast to straight-line action (heaven) it's approximately 5,000,000,000 years between now and the beginning of straight-line action (type heaven into the search box) * as a typical woman or man, you will have the immediate demands of your family at the forefront of your priorities in amongst your daily routine, you will have time to watch t.v., or read a book or do any one of a thousand things that don't have a direct connection to the affairs of your family the reason we dream is to transcend the awake-time consciousness and tap into that mysterious part of the brain that hosts those baffling and occasionally bizarre activities presented to us in dreams through pictures, movements, emotions, and so on the dream-time consciousness has a record of everything we've ever done since our inception the you of you came into existence many, many undulations ago https://www.endic.at/undulation%201.html through dreams, we are gently guided into becoming aware of our history and, more intriguingly, our potential future we can say with a fair amount of certainty that the more fantastic the content of the dream, the greater the probability it is a future tense of time - see weird and wonderful dreams in categories of dreams below the first dream that took the writer into the realm of constructive dreaming was dream no. 71 it made me realise that it would be possible to communicate, through dreams, with other people who have think-read dreams * 09072009 the origins of dreams theory you would be right to think that being in touch with you-know-who has endless advantages the downside is that he is a hard taskmaster, and he expects the writer was prompted a few days ago (2nd june) to start a dream diary, but made the mistake of thinking he could do it at his discretion he won't let the writer think of anything else until this is underway there's something important to be conveyed, sooner or later (it would be foolish of the writer to try to fathom what) from the start, it should be understood, the writer usually has love/kissing/sex dreams an analysis of all the details will be necessary for an interpretation, and for this reason, you may want to keep the dream diary away from minds that are too young, and while you are at it, keep them away from those bloodbaths and murder news stories that are shown regularly before the watershed hour of nine p.m.; they're guaranteed to produce less than desirable dream content, and further, screen children's programmes that have fireball-type explosions in them they have an unsettling effect on a calm mind and alter the theme and the overall quality of a dream The effect of fireball-type explosions on the mind will be known to some, but not all, in films and TV. industry, they wouldn't be there if there weren't one or more persons in the chain of the production of the movies or programmes with a death outcome assertion finally, start your dream diary, and in the not-too-distant future, a blog site will be opened up, and we will compare and dissect the meanings of the content of our dreams and make sure we agree on important points * 3102024 added the dominant colour of the dream to the addenda * 20092024 - the latest consideration is that black-and-white dreams may be memories from that stage of coming-to-be when our composition isn't yet sophisticated enough for colour * awake-time conscious and dream-time conscious the second most mind-blowing insight was that the awake-time conscious/memory is subservient to the dream-time conscious/memory our awake-time consciousness/memory can span one hundred years the dream-time consciousness/memory spans our entire genetic line, connecting us to ancestors and future generations across aeons for mammals, it can be two or three hundred million years into the past in your dreams, you will share the habitat with dinosaurs like stegasaurus - if he can see you, you are in his territory, and he will charge at you in your dreams, you will meet beings from the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings they are what we will be in a few million years they have been evolving for sixty-five million years ladies, you won't believe what you will be like in a few million years until you see it the memory of their visit is still fresh in the writer's mind "TESTIMONY" the following description is as accurate as it needs to be it is the winter of 2012, 2013, or 2014 the writer wakes from his sleep; at a guess, it is three or four a.m. within touching distance of the bed are three figures they are standing and are about five feet tall they are in a semicircle with about three-quarters of a metre between each of them they are wearing head-to-toe gowns made of a dull grey material that has the odd characteristic of reflecting light; it's as though there are sequins in the material, and it looks flexible my first impression is they are in a state of ecstasy; they are more than satisfied with life it is a satisfaction that comes from the experiences produced by the continuous exposure to happiness, humour, pleasure and freedom i can't make out their faces my attention rests on the middle figure i look to see the features on her face where i expected to see a face, features are absent, but there is a black/dark blue space that suggests endless delight 29042025 a dozen or so years later, it is now starting to make sense as to why i couldn't see their faces and why they wore head-to-toe gowns their gowns present them as man-shaped beings i can relate to man-shaped beings, but not to an atmosphere of dark blue/black the black/dark blue space is the essence of their current state of being they must be at a stage of evolution that is anywhere between one million and sixty-five million years ago, and precedes linear shape by milliards of years - see video clips from china No.3 below and see the girl by the water go from corporeal to ethereal It allows us to speculate sensibly and emphasises the importance of expanding consciousness, inspiring us to seek greater understanding and growth. when i woke up in the morning, the zipper of my luxury down sleeping bag had found its way to the bottom of the zip (something that had never happened before), i was lying on my back (something that hadn't happened before), and most revealingly, my legs are fully parted who amongst you has woken up to find your legs are fully apart? there is no mistaking the purpose of their visit; it is xual so, if the writer's got it right, there are one hundred thousand billion beings of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings that's fifty thousand billion females and fifty thousand billion males however, there can be discrepancies https://statisticstimes.com/demographics/world-sex-ratio.php a slight shift, let's say one per cent, changes the number from fifty thousand billion females to fifty thousand billion five hundred million females that's five hundred million "unpartnered" females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings with nowhere to go except to mammal man that's five hundred million "unpartnered" females without a soul partner- see link below https://endic.at/soul%20partners.html when a person's instincts are to expand, and the only method is through copulation, we have a problem the problem? five hundred million females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings need a male to fulfil their destiny and experience heaven's highway, but all the males of the dinosaur man-shaped beings have "soul partners" these girls aren't messing around there's a shortage of males in the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings, to the tune of anywhere up to five hundred million males men, you had better believe it: there are up to five hundred million "unpartnered" females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings looking to procreate with mammal males we don't see anything wrong with inter-ethnicity, so why not inter-class? apart from my turning my head to look at them, there was no other movement in the event * the video clips from china, below, will give you an insight into the abilities we will gain in due course video clip no.3 shows a girl of the dinosaur class of man shaped beings by the water going from corporeal form to ethereal D-man has been evolving for more than fifty million years fifty million years is a small amount of time compared to the five thousand million years before our hand is forced and we have to move off earth; it is also when we get to meet our maker * now, we all know we have to comply with eternity's law (expand) it is the writer's belief that our rate of expansion is already keeping abreast of the law and can exceed the law there are dozens of galaxies in local space, averaging millions of solar systems per galaxy https://endic.at/local%20space.png futuristic methodology should find no problems with "tweaking" certain types of planets and making them fit our outlook and lifestyle (the writer is of the mind that it is more likely d-man has built space habitations the size of planets) as you will conclude from the clips below, we will have the ability to change from our corporeal selves into an ethereal entity within millions or even tens of thousands of years this is why there is a dream diary it is to get us used to the idea of going from form to form, first as an ethereal entity followed by the transition from ethereal to euclidean form - watch the video clips from china below and watch the girl go from corporeal to ethereal * there's absolutely no rush; love/life is on top of its game so, we recognise there are at least three stages of evolution 1 cellular to man-shape 2 man-shaped to ethereal 3 ethereal to euclidean * here's a notion to toy around with: the three sides of a triangle always add up to 180 degrees the baseline of the triangle can be as long as we want to make it; let's say ten miles/kilometres it could be a million meters in fact, it can be an indeterminable length, so that the degrees at the tip of the triangle will, when projected into infinity, become, to all intents and purposes (.99999999999999999 ad infinitum), flat 100 000 000 000 x 100 000 000 000 parallel lines! * 01062009 precognitive dreams precognitive dreams are the dreams that perplex people how can someone say that something will happen in the future when, by definition, it is yet to happen the simple truth is, it has already happened an understanding of poincares recurrence theorem is necessary to grasp this circumstance https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/02/180222145053.htm#:~:text=It%20is%20one%20of%20the,a%20multi%2Dparticle%20quantum%20system. a precognitive dream is the memory of the experiences from previous undulations: see tenses of time below an undulation is defined as the time from the big bang, through earthly evolution, to the last moments in heaven, when we will have exhausted every variation there can be (we are, and always will be, a finite number) the time it takes to use up every combination and permutation is, currently, placed between 10^42, 000 and 10^83, 000 years and you thought a googol was big! it all depends on how many of us there are the more the merrier there is no experience; there is no set of circumstances or events that have not already happened there is nothing that can happen, either desirable or undesirable, that has not already occurred throughout a love-length in earlier undulations all the variables that reality can contain had to be factored in, through experience, into the evolutionary process, so that evolution could be completed by the ethically orientated and the ethically orienting, and to predispose the conditions that will enable the act of one times one to continue for eternity everything you have experienced, are experiencing, or will experience has not only happened before but is destined to happen over and over again throughout a love length, for endless undulations to come the worst things that can happen have already happened the best things, those experiences that contain the most excellent quality and quantity, are beginning to happen again as well, with each new undulation, the quantity, and thus the quality, increases there is an increase in the quantity of the best thing that can happen, and it intensifies the feelings of the previous best thing that happened, which makes the latest experience of the best thing that can happen even more desirable it's not just a win-win reality it's an increasingly win-win situation let's hear it for the lover * CLIPS FROM CHINA 1 https://endic.at/ADRIAN.mp4 2 https://endic.at/MESSAGES.mp4 3 https://endic.at/female%20halo.mp4 (watch the girl when she's by the water and see her go from corporeal to ethereal) isn't it just like love/life to put a hugely important piece of knowledge in plain view, yet we didn't recognise it * delayed dreams: an event that occurred sometime before, days, weeks, months and even years, and which becomes the central theme or sub-theme of a current dream see also informative dreams https://endic.at/D/DO%20-%20DT/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-informative%20dreams%20basic%20june%202009/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-informative%20dreams%20basic%20june%202009.html * axiom 4: the sleep-time memory is more accurate than the awake-time memory and has access to at least a hundred thousand million more memories dream no. 277 highlights that dream-time memories are more accurate than our awake-time memories * the things we will be experiencing over the next thousand years are already in our DNA - predestination there is a difference, though; it is a little better for us this time than it was last time, and it will be a little bit better the next undulation than it is this time - see undulations below https://endic.at/undulation%201.html * the writer's favourite categories of dreams are x-dreams, kissing dreams, babies, and weird and wonderful * recommended it's meant to be a fun thing as well as informative and for reference e.g. the film starts in ten minutes you decide who gets the tea, coffee, sandwiches, and cake by putting a name, colour or any word or number into the search box, or see how many times the words "i love you" or "dance" come up the person with the most accurate results stays seated while the other half goes into the kitchen if you decide to read the dream diary methodically, the writer suggests you start at the beginning with dream no. 1 doing so will give the reader a "feel" for a myriad of abilities ready to be tapped the first of the new abilities (think-read dreams) to reveal itself was dream no. 71 treat the diary as a fun/informative thing, the writer suggests the reader zoom in on one particular type or category of dream e.g. a person likes going fishing type "fishing" into the search function - (don't type in "fish", all you'll get is my favourite meal of fish and chips) you will get an assortment of themes, some of which should "tweak" your interest and or imagination (see categories of dreams below) the writer expects people of all ages to want to know his bedroom adventures and antics there are only a few dreams that are just too raw and were not entered otherwise, it's "sex" and "xual" into the search function * professional card players are familiar with the odds what the odds don't do is take into account the "quality" of the deal (ta, cath) * types of dreams https://www.endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory%203.html that dreams serve a purpose, and an understanding of what that purpose is will result in an enhanced quality of life we will put dreams into two groups: 1: remembered dreams and 2: unremembered dreams to begin with, we focus on unremembered dreams the most common reply to the question, "what sort of dreams do you have?" is, "i don't have dreams" as surely as you breathe, you dream things you can do to remember your dreams during the day, say to yourself as often as you feel necessary, "i'm going to remember my dream tonight when i wake up in the morning" when you are in bed and about to drift off, say with determination, "i am going to remember my dream tonight when i wake up in the morning" also, emphasise the protein content of your last meal of the day; see dream no. 2123 persistance pays off * there is a division in thinking some maintain that it is possible to experience pain in a dream the writer's only experience of a sort of pain is in dream no. 74 the experience of pain in a dream may have significance the initial thought is that any person who feels pain in a dream may be changing their conjugate position of love/life - see axiom 3 https://endic.at/axiom%203.html if it is the case that pain in a dream represents a change in the conjugate position of love/life, a person can be aware of this possibility and take steps to correct their lifestyle the bulk of the content of most dreams is, for the writer, formed by his p.d.e's (previous day's experiences) https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt however, external events can influence the dream so can food: see dream no. 1971 * the feel-good content in a dream is a direct indication of a person's orientation to love/life it is thought that it is not possible to have a feel-good dream that contains murder, torture, etc. if such circumstances do exist, they are to be assigned as a serious breach of an individual's attunement to love/life a person thinking and acting ethically by love/life can expect vivid, feel-good dreams regularly the more intense the feelings of love the person has, the greater the feel-good factor of the dream will be love -https://endic.at/love.html a person at the wrong end of the conjugate position of love/life can also have vivid dreams, but of the wrong type e.g. while in an open prison, the writer shared a dormitory with 7 or 8 young males in the bunk to the right of me was my partner in crime (name withheld) he would, while asleep, jump out of bed and dash for the door a giant snake is chasing him! * 25th May 2009 notes: the combinations and permutations of types of dreams run into the hundreds of millions perhaps dreams will come to represent points of transition from universal reality to straight-line-action reality https://endic.at/S/STRA/STRAIGHT/STRAIGHT%20LINE/STRAIGHT%20LINE%20ACTI/STRAIGHT%20LINE%20ACTION/straight%20line%20action%20basic%2027th%20may%202009.html* * in a future environment, unremembered dreams may become a reason to see a doctor * when the writer started posting on the internet, he discovered that people found it easier to read the text when sentences were separated by a line of space it also dismissed the need to use a capital letter to signal a new sentence the next novelty was to use a capital letter solely to denote a link to another page i hope you will give the writer this latitude * PDE'S -previous days' experiences - https://www.endic.at/why.do.we.dream.txt thoughts, feelings, touch, sights, emotions, sounds, meals, sounds, food... https://www.innerbody.com/image/digeov.html in the writer's experience, thoughts and food play the biggest part in the formation of dreams * when the term "the dreamer" is used instead of "i" it is because not all dreams are the experiences of the person having the dream to understand how this can be, we only need to think of watching someone's video of themselves on holiday another way of looking at it is to realise that you-know-who has "been there, done that" in every conceivable circumstance that evolving and devolving man-shaped beings can find themselves the dream of 20022024 revealed that the term "the dreamer" makes the writer an observer (i.e., the dream is not a personal or unique experience but someone else's experience), while "i'll, me, my, and mine" suggest participation in the dream * it needs to be understood that you-know-who didn't partake in activities that resulted in the death of other beings he did, however, experience those actions that resulted in the death of evolving beings - see terrible love https://endic.at/terrible.love.txt * for evolving men, some of my dreams are the experiences of you-know-who and will become your dreams and your awake-time experiences when there are dreams where women are the key figure of the dream, it may be the experiences of you-know-who as a female, or, more likely, me as a female * first generation was a man-shaped scenario - see "picture pages 4" https://www.endic.at/P/PICT/PICTURE%20PaGES%203000%201/picture%20pages%203000%20index.html femininity, it i, is the time's factor or the second act of multiplication - see "femininity" below https://www.endic.at/femininity-masculinity.html for the first act of multiplication, see "picture pages 4" below https://www.endic.at/P/PICT/PICTURE%20PaGES%203000%201/picture%20pages%203000%20pic%204.html the only circumstance that enables us to express our true individuality is via "straight-line-action,f" see url below https://endic.at/S/STRa/STRaIGHT%20LINE%20aCTION%201/archive.html * as evolving man-shaped beings, we can hold the view that we are treading the path already trodden by you-know-who also, we can, while man-shaped, see ourselves as the essence of an impression left by his presence as he enacted every variable for the first one hundred thousand million beings we can consider our experiences, memories, and dreams as imprints of the essence of his presence for evolving man-shaped beings, some of the writer's dreams will be your dreams as you move further and further towards fulfilment https://www.endic.at/fulfilment.html * the feelings of mutual pleasure in an x dream, and in awake time, are because we are complying with the law-see https://endic.at/the-law-5.html. x is an aspect of "expand" * the vividness rating of dreams changes as of 14042024 before that, the vividness rating was .1 to 5; this gave 50 ratings the new vividness rating system goes from 1 to 100 - the new vividness ratings give a better indication of the vividness the vividness of a dream is, it seems, the representation of a person's current state of mind if the dream is 3-D, the rating will exceed 100, also, see dream 1251 * it appears that the mind can take experiences from all the tenses of time and combine them to make a dream make sense - fractals? tenses of time - https://www.endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html * 09052024 - started, "last food before the dream" it's purpose is to familiarise ourselves with those foods that affect or determine the quality, vividness, and perhaps other things not yet associated with dreams this is a big step towards making dreams theory a bona fide science * the most significant influence on the details of a dream's content, vividness, desirability, etc., is, in the writer's experience, the summation or overall theme/tone of the person's experiences the day before the dream e.g. you find a ring you thought you had lost months or years ago, which can produce a memorable dream likewise, if your mood is buoyant throughout the day equally, something you see, read, or hear makes you think about harming someone or causes you to form a moody attitude towards them, or when something you see or hear about puts you in a bad mood a single fleeting thought can influence or create a dream * it would be nonsense to expect to eat only the most expensive and nutritious food and have nothing but out-of-this-world dreams * 30052024 - added "hours slept" to addenda * 12062024: specialised words - montage https://endic.at/data.dreams.montages.txt * see also types of dreams https://www.endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory%203.html * 12052025 - reintroduced tense of time into the addenda 09072025 - added weight to the addenda the writer urges you to read, think-read dreams and montages chronologically, and see the evolution of dreams start a dream diary for yourself and your partner it's mentioned somewhere on this website (use the search facility) that a dream diary will help bring soul partners together this, it is envisioned, is a task for "when we get going" * for every man, there is a woman made for each other * the mechanism for bringing male man-shaped beings into existence is shown in the picture page "alone no more" it was a black and white environment * the mechanism for bringing female man-shaped beings into being is the reason for this entry first, we assumed that the number of "first generation" numbered 100 000 000 000 and was sexless within a relatively short period after the creation of the first generation, it is thought that you-know-who realised a vastly more complex composition of the man-shaped being was necessary for a never-ending expansion to take place this, it is thought, is when it became necessary to begin undulations, i.e. big bangs there isn't a picture for "first generation" other than the one already mentioned, unless black and white dreams are of the black and white era it may be the case that the black and white era contains the extremes we currently have * the writer hopes the reader is getting a "feel" for the transcendental time-scales needed for making our experience of life pleasurable INDEX OF DREAMS BY CATEGORY the numbers below are the numbers of the dream the writer urges you to read think-read dreams and montages chronologically, and see their evolution BABIES 2, 3, 149, 272, 280, 298, 455, 460, 477, 548, 571, 615, 657a, 658, 675, 810, 826, 827, 841, 845, 853, 903, 949, 956, 996, 990, 1022, 1043, 1078, 1180, 1200, 1203, 1344, 1348, 1357, 1262, 1379, 1400, 1411, 1426, 1437, 1495, 1496, 1520, 1583, 1602, 1608, 1627, 1633, 1649, 1653, 1670, 1684, 1688, 1717, 1752, 1781, 1788, 1850, 1788, 1788, 1850, 1898, 2018, 2036- CATS 242 - 257 - 359 - 521 - 634 - 889 - 1136 - 1299 - 1340 - 1437 - 1598 - 1651 - 1842 - 1892 - 2039 - 2270 DOGS 74 - 139 - 137 - 178 - 231 - 233 - 254 - 301 - 302 - 349 - 350 - 354 - 356 - 401 498 - 520 - 537 - 554 - 755 - 784 - 886 - 960 - 1009 - 1020 - 1042 - 1097 - 1119 - 1136 - 1257 - 1274 - 1283 - 1312 - 1333 - 1375 - 1395 - 1411 - 1418a - 1445 - 1503 - 1531 - 1545 - 1557 - 1619 - 1620 - 1634 - 1660 - 1661 - 1656 - 1768 - 1830 - 1886 - 1888 - 1898 - 2017 - 2039 - 2042 - 2218 - FOOD 44 - 75 - - 86 - 88 - 124 - 132 - 243 - 351 - 352 - 365 - 464 - 509 - 576 - 578 - 580 - 615 - 638 - 694 - 713 - 714 - 727 - 864 - 1023 - 1035 - 2331 - 1036 - 1037 - 1038 - 1133 - 1336 - 1153 - 1368 - 1390 - 1402 - 1408 - 1451 - 1639 - 1602 - 1661 - 1724 - 2193 - 2243 - 2289 - 2291 - 2292 - 2293 - 2255 - 2312 - KISSING 2, 199, 200, 237, 249, 260, 268, 272, 273, 335, 337, 340, 335, 438, 455, 467, 469, 481, 507, 598, 606, 617, 692, 698, 792, 810, 841, 903, 985, 1003, 1024, 1060, 1186, 1210, 1235, 1254, 1460, 1491, 1512, 1526, 1560, 1598, 1606, 1623, 1628, 1660, 1777, 1763, 1835, 1903, 2015, 2097, 2100, 2119, 2146, 2171, LAUGHING DREAMS 28, 36, 34 - 470 - 506 - 592b - 614 - 619 - 688 - 701 - 865 - 887a - 918 - 1010 - 1100 - 1119 - 1152 - 1237 - 1343 - 1352 - 1378 - 1567 - 1679 - 1777 - 2055 - 2315 MONTAGES https://endic.at/data.dreams.montages.txt 422 - 529 - 628 - 637 - 658 - 676 - 678 - 858 - 864 - 865 - 931 - 1005 - 1232 - 1251 - 1338 - 1379 - 1547 - 1607 - 1617 - 1769 - 1771 - 1790 - 1796 - 1838 - 1839 - 1847 - 1255 - 2190 - 2251 - 2303 SPACE AND OFF-WORLD 1 - THINK-READ DREAMS 71 - 99 - 161 - 215 - 219 - 266 - 281 - 283 - 285 - 295 - 314 - 351 - 356 - 358 - 364 - 368 - 380 - 388 - 389 - 403 - 466 - 492 - 538 - 550 - 637 - 680 - 735 - 815 - 877 - 878 - 888 - 891 - 902 - 914 - 928 - 929 - 979 - 981 - 982 - 1000 - 1006 - 1019 - 1035 - 1050 - 1054 - 1056 - 1057 - 1061 - 1074 - 1086 - 1131 - 1133 - 1155 - 1186 - 1199 - 1220 - 1262 - 1271 - 1305 - 1308 - 1321 - 1334 - 1337 - 1396 - 1427 - 1433 -1447 - 1461 - 1471 - 1494 - 1506 - 1507 - 1516 - 1530 - 1539 - 1557 - 1563 - 1564 - 1574 - 1602 - 1626 - 1643 - 01032023 - 1664 - 1666 - 1720 - 1732 - 1740 - 1745 - 1751 - 1762 - 1783 - 1789 - 1796 - 1799 - 1001 - 1833 - 1840 - 1854 - 1871 - 1890 - 1904 - 1906 - 1912 - 1914 - 1933 - 1950 - 2021 - 2030 - 2045 - 2083 - 2089 - 2095 - 2114 - 2115 - 2140 - 2141 - 2154 - 2179 - 2188 - 2214 - 2290 - 2291 - 2293 - 2340 - 2355 WEDDINGS 310 - 1093 - 1268 - 1270 - 1340 - 1646 WEIRD AND WONDERFUL 213 - 547 - 980 - 1070 - 1168 - 1188 - 1259 - 1293 - 1416 - 1413 - 1433 - 1435 - 1473 - 1520 - 1565 - 1572 - 1586 - 1598 - 1632 - 1651 - 1661 - 1664 - 1874 - 1902 - 1940 - 1942 - 1976 - 2012 - 2030 - 2058 - 2123 - 2142 - 2258 - 2272 - 2309 X-DREAMS 692 - 1024 - 1431 - 1611 - 1727 - 1746 - 1780 - 1854 - 1863 - 1934 - 1938 - 1943 - 1985 - 2057 - 2072 - 2093 - 2295 - DREAMS DIARY dream no.1 the very first dream the writer can remember was when he was ten or eleven my parents bought a children's encyclopedia in four or five volumes of all the images in the books, it was the image of the andromeda galaxy that impressed the young me so much so, it produced a dream with a scene of movement that exceeded the speed of light as it took me from the right-hand edge of the milky way and partway towards the andromeda galaxy it was the sense of space that imprinted itself indelibly into the writer's sleeping consciousness it is also the very same sense of space the writer gets today when he contemplates the immeasurable and unimaginable extent of endless space (see also dream no. 43) vividness: 82/100; observer and participant; the category of the dream: space (1+) as is going to be realised, dreams are an integral part of evolution dream 2 the name of the dream: baby and me with the exception of the cot in the middle of the room, the room was bare the baby in the cot let out a cooing sound there was no mistaking it it was the sound of someone calling out iF replicated the sound and ducked down out of sight before he could turn to where the sound came from i cooed again and again, changing my position before he could locate me that happened a couple more times before we made eye contact his blue eyes studied me this is the epitome of a baby every man who liked to have fun with a baby could relate to this baby vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - babies dream 3 the name of the dream: who was the mother? as tough as they come, even as a baby we are in and looking around a house that is entirely run down doors missing, walls with holes, open stairwells with no bannisters it looked like it had been bombed baby is single-minded in respect of going where he wants to go he didn't want to be played with or cuddled he wanted to explore the surroundings and nothing else we are on the second floor he crawled off the landing and fell two floors onto the ground oddly, he landed in the same position as he fell, on his hands and knees it appalled me to know that he had been left alone in a place where he could kill himself baby cried for a second or two; the cry sounded more like a cry of disappointment than of pain he recovered and continued crawling out of sight i made off after him, vowing never to let him hurt himself again addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - babies (4+) you-know-who (3+) 10052009 - 4 informative dreams a kiss before waking last night (11th may 2009), the writer dreamt of an acquaintance from more than 20 years ago the young lady, not someone he had or wanted a relationship with, had, in the dream, taken on facial and personality characteristics that were so appealing that the writer had to respond to the desire to kiss her the thought of kissing her did occur to the writer all those years ago, but for reasons that elude him now, he didn't the events in the dream were tied in with a film (leaving las vegas) i watched before going to sleep while watching the film, it crossed the writer's mind that a woman's facial characteristics and personality traits were, and are formed, to a greater measure than previously thought, through her experiences with the opposite sex had the writer given in to his curiosity all those years ago, the woman in last night's dream may well have become, albeit only by a small degree, more womanly as i moved closer to her, at the moment our lips were about to touch, he woke up 12062009 - 8 first dream a highly graphical sexual dream second dream the writer, as a close friend of a person being groomed for public acceptance, was asked to influence the remarks he might make at an interview that would define his career alas, the interviewer coaxed the interviewee to use the word (either dead or...?), that was to be avoided, and his career as an establishment figurehead was finished the writer thanked the panel of 5 or 6 people from the establishment, who had deeply disappointed expressions on their faces, for allowing the up-and-coming personality to continue with his career as he and his close friend walked out of the room, the dream ended 05062009 - 12 in a room with two men they had all of the writer's belongings and were treating them as their own i asserted myself and began collecting all of my things together, except for a power tool and a couple of weight-training dumbbells the dream ended at that point 09062009 - 14 on the underground, asking for directions and looking at the maps for a place called? pde's (previous day's experiences) earlier in the day, i had problems finding a website of the same name the connection is too obvious to look for any other meanings, but why the underground and not rooms in a house or drawers in a sideboard? 11062009 - 15 the closest the writer came to being able to make himself get out of bed and start doing things while asleep was when he was six, seven, or eight i willed myself to continue the satisfying dream from the previous night it wasn't just an "i'm glad this isn't a dream" type of dream in awake dreams, there is a level of control through which we can introduce into the dream whatever content is desired there's no sleeping heaven somewhere along the path of evolution, sleep won't be needed when we begin to enact straight-line action incorporating the subconscious into the conscious (it may be the other way around, i.e. the awake-time conscious becomes incorporated into the subconscious is, without doubt, a significant transition of evolution one of the writer's interactions with e.t's. suggests that e.t. is able to manipulate/merge the conscious and sleep periods it is safe to say that for most people, some dreams do have a moreish quality try revisiting a dream you enjoyed and experiencing it again 11062009 - 16 a typically enjoyable kissing dream with a slightly amiss moment i woke up for half a minute or so, then went back to sleep, only to have another even more sensational kissing session with a different person one of the many intriguing aspects of dreams is the almost indistinguishable emotional feelings between them and memories of actual events the quality of kisses in dreams is always of a standout quality, whereas in real life, that isn't always the case standout kisses have the advantage of being of reality and thus, are repeatable, but then, there are recurring dreams that can also repeat the same sensations category of dream: kissing dream (1) 12062009 - 17 1st dream a highly graphical x dream (1) upon reflection, dreams with sexual content won't be analysed it is now thought they are meant to be for reference 2nd dream the writer, as a close friend of a person being groomed for public acceptance, was asked to influence the remarks he might make at an interview that would define his career; alas, the interviewer coaxed the interviewee to use the word (either dead or ?), which is to be avoided, and his career as an establishment figurehead is finished the writer thanked a panel of 5 or 6 people from the establishment, who had deeply disappointed expressions on their faces, for allowing the up-and-coming personality to continue with his career as he and his close friend walked out of the room, the dream ended this is a two-themed dream 2062009 - 18 there are at least five states a being can occupy the least in terms of quantity and quality is that as a devolved being a devolved being goes from being a mono or multicelled entity into an inert life form in the shortest possible time in which that change can happen the inherent ethical bias that devolved beings had took trillions of undulations to lose entirely and cannot be reacquired for those who are losing their ethical bias, between now and next year is the final chance in all eternity to change their state from being a decreasingly quantitative/qualitative one into a state that is becoming increasingly quantitative and qualitative some will not take the opportunity they are to be considered insane 2nd dream the writer, as a close friend of a person being groomed for public acceptance, was asked to influence the remarks he might make at an interview that would define his career; alas, the interviewer coaxed the interviewee to use the word (either dead or ?), which is to be avoided, and his career as an establishment figurehead was finished the writer thanked a panel of 5 or 6 people from the establishment, who had deeply disappointed expressions on their faces, for allowing the up-and-coming personality to continue with his career as he and his close friend walked out of the room, the dream ended this is a two-themed dream 04072009 - 19 the writer has concluded that he should make getting back to health his priority not being able to move as he is used to doing is affecting what he thinks, and it is creeping into the things he writes also, the amount of time needed to prepare a new entry (a seven-sentence entry can take the best part of a day) is clashing with his fitness recovery plans if things go as the writer thinks they can, he believes he can be doing those things he was doing fifteen years ago within a year and some of them in six months (turning the corner in sync with the economy) if anything of significance needs to be relayed, i will make an entry in the usual way if things go as the writer thinks they can, he believes he can be doing those things he was doing fifteen years ago within a year and some of them in six months 01092009 - 21 what a great kissing dream category of dream: kissing dream (2) 02092011 - 22 although there were no conscious thoughts during the day of the previous night's dream, this dream tonight was with an african woman (the writer knows that the lover has no qualms about using the writer to experience certain things with the sole purpose of them being relayed to you) the sensation of the kiss in this dream was almost, but not quite, as pleasure-filled as the night before what was different, though, was that the second scene of the dream was of us being about 3 metres apart there was an air of mystery about the woman that is still playing on the writer's mind the atmosphere was recognisable as a look into the character of the lover himself (don't overlook the fact that african mammal woman was the first extension of mammal man's soul partnership and, as such, is special, in the same way a first child is special (not more important or favoured just special) the dream didn't highlight love or pleasure it highlighted an air of mystery it was more of an insight into the depth of the range of experiences that await us as individuals, as we probe the infinite the character of love changes into a completely different thing in the far-off reaches of eternity although we are individuals, our individuality is a part or rather an extending part, of the lover himself each person is a result of love in heaven and love on earth 18092011 - 23 recurring dreams dreams with the same or a similar theme the reason we have recurring dreams is that there is a critical issue that needsto be resolved they recur to prompt us to pay attention to them and make necessary changes to find the solution example: a person dreams of being in an ocean or in or by a water environment regularly on one occasion, the surface of the water is smooth the smooth surface of the water is a reflection of my emotional state, which in this example denotes is calm in another dream, some days later, the water will be choppy or turbulent this denotes a change in my feelings about the subject matter that caused the dream in the first place the recurring theme of the dream will be because of circumstances which could be work-related or money-related, because of a relationship, a moral or philosophical dilemma, or one of a thousand other possible sets of circumstances it is for the reader to identify what is causing the undesirable feelings in the dream and resolve it by adopting a different attitude and then acting it out in real life until the water in the dream is consistently calm turbulent waters and the attending feel-bad emotions brought on by an incident or experience, not of the making, i.e. a physical attack or experiencing a violent attitude or an upsetting news report in the media or..." the list goes on, should be easy to identify how to resolve circumstances forced on us is a social/political problem in the first instance living within ethical parameters is the solution see also the dreams and dream theory entry by lola noble and the writer notes: consistently calm waters in the dream and the accompanying feel-good emotions denote that there is no issue to resolve is there a reason why it is water and not wind or terrain? 22092011 - 24 a triple-themed dream the first theme is of being in a car, with very few other vehicles in the dream it is thought that this was a knock-on effect of mulling over and extending an entry in politics; the three-party interpretation, earlier on in the day, that addressed the problem of the car in our lives the second theme is trotting up a flight of stairs in a sprightly manner no doubt an expression of the desire to be able to move normally ( a desire which won't go away ) the third theme, this is one of those dreams that remain personal the writer doesn't want you to know just how unhappy he is with the way you are dealing with the current state of affairs in the world 02092011 - 25 although there were no conscious thoughts during the day of the previous night's dream, this night dream was with an african woman (the writer knows that the lover has no qualms about using the writer to experience certain things with the sole purpose of them being relayed to you) the sensation of the kiss in this dream was almost, but not quite, as pleasure-filled as the night before what was different, though, was that the second scene of the dream was of us being about 3 metres apart there was an air of mystery about the woman that is still playing in the writers' mind the atmosphere was recognisable as a look into the character of the lover himself ( don't overlook the fact that negroid mammal woman was the first extension of the mammal man's soul partnership and, as such, is special in the same way, a first child is special not more important or favoured, just special the dream didn't highlight love or pleasure it highlighted an air of mystery it was more of an insight into the depth of the range of experiences that await us as individuals as we probe the infinite the character of love changes into a completely different thing in the far-off reaches of eternity 12012012 - 26 listened to the news earlier in the day, in which iran called israel liars and israel called iran liars for some minutes after, the currently held view of evolution and devolution was overridden by a whole gamut of possibilities of other ways it might be happening the dream that night is set in the most profound, densest jungle scene that the writer had ever seen, dreamt or visualised all manner of deadly creepy-crawlies were out for a kill the emotion in the dream, which was initially a mild form of panic, was quickly replaced by a determination not to allow killer instincts to gain sway when the determination to beat the killer instincts had established itself, the threat of danger and the creepy-crawlies faded, and the dream ended this dream highlights the delicate and subtle nature of love/life how a calm mind that lets its imagination run amok will pay for it the lesson learnt from this dream is to keep thoughts and feelings towards all man-shaped devolving beings as generous as possible the lover is giving such beings as gentle and as gradual an exit from existence as circumstances and reality allow 13022012 - 27 there were three distinct dreams last night the memory of the thoughts that caused the themes for the dreams during the previous day are clearly remembered there was also some strong emotional content during the day the emotional content during the day was greater than the emotional content that accompanied the thoughts which prompted the dreams it is concluded that thoughts are more influential in a person's life than emotions the dreams one was sexual the next was a world where everyone was rich beyond belief the third was a world where our man-shaped dinosaur cousins were as visible as clouds in the sky are multi-themed dreams only ever a manifestation of desires? this will be borne out if it is a common experience amongst all people if multi-themed dreams that have undesirable content are commonplace, then it is reasonable to assume that the person needs to evaluate their outlook and lifestyle upon waking and thinking about the dreams, a new realisation occurred, which is going to make bringing soul partners together a lot easier than had been thought however, it does mean worldwide cooperation (the writer is not going to encourage the group/clique/cult mentality by putting essential information on this website when the vast majority of the population doesn't have access to it) more life is available, with only seventy visitors a day! it's sheer madness 22072012 - 28 food-influenced dreams this was the second dream of this type within a month another dream with this content occurred some years ago that there is such a big time gap, and the fact that it is remembered, suggests it needs to be investigated the poor quality of the dreams this month occurred because ham was eaten as the last food of the day the second dream happened because of eating a larger-than-usual amount of beef as the last food of the day it isn't remembered what the food was that caused the first original dream, some twenty or more years ago, but we can assume that the similarities of the dreams are too similar for them not to be connected that the meat of devolving beings can cause undesirable feelings in dreams wasn't considered before this month, although they should have the dreams are of pieces of food being regurgitated, which were causing a mild choking, similar to the reaction the body's mechanism employs if a person tries to swallow an amount of food that is too big for the throat the interpretation of these dreams is that consuming the solid tissue of devolving beings, too close to going to sleep, as commonly experienced with cheese, does not suit the physiology, although eggs are proven to be extremely useful 14082012 - 29 for the first time in a year or two, i woke up laughing from the dream (i was laughing so long and loud it woke me up) it was a singing/laughing dream that was brought on by a continual desire throughout the day to make a concerted effort to get something in particular organised for other people 31102012 - 30 the name of the dream: not every wind blows no good informative dream what a strange dream a small cluster of shops in a one-street town centre (similar to plympton, possibly based on the visit there) i found a large wad of money but did not assert a claim to it i felt that he should have made a greater effort to acquire it in the next scene, in an area of coventry (spon end), a wind blew a silver purse decorated with five or six rows of evenly spaced beads on both sides and another object into my grasp the small purse contained a silver latch key, a gold-coloured 2-pound coin, and another coin (the 2-pound was introduced in 1998) made an effort to find out who the key belonged to and returned it to the female a fruitful relationship with amorous feelings began ~~~ earlier on in the day, i realised who would win the american election i am pretty sure the money in the dream was the winnings from a bet i was thinking of making, and using the money to pay for a visit to holland the writer took the thoughts of what he was thinking of doing to bed with him that night ~~~ the intended bet was wrong in three ways; it would have been hypocritical an entry on a web page earlier in the day promoted doing the opposite of what i was thinking of doing it was also a personal indulgence or a loveless act it is based on insider knowledge it is worth pointing out that when a person accidentally spills some water or stubs their toe or drops something, or when there isn't an external cause for the mishap, it isn't the lover telling them off or punishing them it's all to do with reality and expansion the thought that precedes or accompanies the accident is an unrealistic one that is, it can't be expanded into infinity ~~~ the two-pound coin and the new relationship are the alternative outcomes for not using knowledge for personal gain after waking i was thinking this dream was one dream that would be unfathomable it became clear what the meanings associated with the dream were it was the decision not to place the bet 11122013 - 31 had been thinking throughout the day about which points to put in the entry 1st july 2013 three dire consequences are inherent in the issues, and only one that promises hope the dream was of a flood there were four people in the dream: a child who had drowned and was floating on top of the water, a man with a child who was occasionally and insidiously sinking and was on the verge of sinking below the turbulence as the man and the child got to within arm's length of the boat, he shouted that there was another child who needed saving the writer informed him that the child had already drowned, and we both started crying as he passed the surviving child into the boat the water was gushing into the boat, and we both started bailing the water out with our hands as it became apparent that we were saving the boat from sinking, the dream ended the interpretation of this dream is that, regardless of whether the points are written into the web page or not, there are half who can be saved and half who can't 31012013 - 32 what an incredible dream the first dream of its kind- an adventure dream 12032013 - 33 a food-influenced dream in a prison cell with a dozen other men who didn't like me rancour, hostility, resentment, that'll teach the writer to eat cheese before going to sleep 29012013 - 34 had been thinking throughout the day about which points to put in the entry 1st july 2013 three dire consequences are inherent in the issues in this dream, and only one that promises hope the dream was of a flood there were four people in the dream: a child who had drowned and was floating on top of the water, and a man with a child who was gradually sinking and was on the verge of falling below the turbulence as the man and the child got to within arm's length of the boat, he shouted that there was another child who needed saving i informed him that the child had already drowned, and we both started crying as he passed the surviving child into the boat the water was gushing into the boat, and we both started bailing the water out with our hands as it became apparent that we were saving the boat from sinking, the dream ended the interpretation of this dream is that regardless of whether the points are written or not, there are half who we can save and half who can't 16042014 - 36 an externalised dream - laughing externalised dreams are dreams in which the dream's content can be observed by others (movement, talking, laughing, singing, shouting, etc.). externalised dreams happen to the writer regularly why does it happen? the initial thought is that in the fullness of time, there will not be a distinct difference between being awake and being asleep (it is known that we do not sleep in heaven) the conscious and subconscious merge the things that someone can experience in dreams that can't be experienced in our waking state (flying-type acrobatic feats, etc.) will eventually become natural abilities it looks like it will start to happen within a million years or so externalised dreams are to be viewed as latent abilities beginning to emerge the emergence of these latent abilities will begin when our dreams produce content that those observing consider desirable 18052013 - 37 insignificant dreams i got a couple of new saucepans while cooking with them, i used a metal knife to move the food around in the pan as i was doing so, the thought occurred that the knife could score the bottom of the pan, so i began using a wooden utensil the dream that night was of me looking into a saucepan that had deep scores along the bottom why did the subconscious reaffirm a decision already taken? possibly as a validation that a correct decision had been made, or a future dream where the previous day contained thoughts and actions that were not so easy to resolve would be validated or invalidated via a dream or is it that the content or theme of a dream reflects the most significant thought/action of any given day (which goes to show how uneventful the writer's life can be), or neither of these two interpretations? 12082013 - 38 loving thoughts-laughing the last time i laughed this loud and long was in 1978 (while awake) it was that laughing when you have to force yourself to stop laughing to take a breath it woke me out of the dream, and i played the scene over half a dozen times before it didn't make me laugh out loud any more the funny scene involved an acquaintance from five years ago he was at my home and was using the computer for something or other the computer itself was a desktop that could handle three screens at the same time, like a woman's bedroom mirror, and each screen could work independently of the others or in sync with either or both of them i programmed the computer to respond randomly with a vivid picture on one of the screens when it was not in use, and the other two were active, but there was nothing on the screens when he began touching the keys, a 3d black-and-white picture jumped onto the right-hand side screen and took him aback as he overcame his disorientation, he saw the funny side of it and started having a laughing fit that caused him to lose control of himself, and he slipped off the chair and onto the floor as i took in the event, he saw the funny side of it too and started laughing as well am currently in the process of buying a 3D t.v. and during the day had been thinking about what sort of effects i could expect when i installed it also, earlier on that day, while at the computer, i had a series of humorous thoughts concerning a screencast that had a love theme the moral of this dream must be to think loving and happy thoughts 13092013 - 39 dream within a dream never had one of these before someone is staying with me, and while we are sleeping, i dreams he is explaining something important to him was talking out loud in the dream within the dream (speaking out loud in dreams is quite common for the writer), which woke up the guest, and he began talking to me about the points made in the dream when i began reiterating the points in the dream within the dream, i woke up alas, it took three hours to iron out a problem with the computer, and by the time it was working, i had forgotten what it was i had said out loud in the dream it may be linked to some unusual mental activity last week (i will go into what that is if it continues, and i can figure out what it means) 15022014 - 40 laughing dream this is the first dream this year that woke me because of my laughing in a picture house that only had seven or eight rows of seats on either side of a central aisle four or five of us men who had arrived late and our wives were in the front row, all the other seats were taken i got the attention of my wife and smiled at her, and she waved, which in turn had a knock-on effect on the other wives, who then all turned and waved to their respective husbands what was funny about it was the short distance between where the men are standing and the front row (seven or eight metres) it was the same circumstances and the same sort of wave a toddler gives to someone who is within a metre or two of them it made me smile, and i decided to capitalise on the moment by saying something that caused another childish response, and everybody, except the women, realised what had happened and started laughing two points here: the sense of distance that a child, and to a lesser extent, women, have is different from that of adult males why that is so is to do with the attitude of a person or outlook on life the more attuned a person is to life and other people, the more distance there is to reality again, children and women are leading the way this dream was the result of the day being an "other person day" (spent all day working on things that were for the benefit of other people) this is categorised as an externalised dream 09042014 - 41 the roney analysis - precognitive dreams preface to the "roney analysis" in a nutshell the roney analysis is saying that the images and sequences in dreams can be from any tense in time, far, far off into the future, right to the very end of time, and at any point in the past, all the way back to the beginning of time imagine a caveman or cavewoman having a dream of looking through the window on a plane, and now try to conjure up what sights you would be seeing a few thousand years from now, when you're living in a space station that has two hundred thousand million men and women living on it the roney analysis the dream that triggered the thinking it was nighttime, and i was looking at a cluster of four or five lights way up in the atmosphere another person came into the dream and wanted to know what i was looking at "u.f.o.'s" was my reply, and he said, "no, they're not" when he said that, the group of lights turned into about twenty lights of different colours, and it became apparent it was u.f.o.'s i dashed to the house to get camera inside, people are rushing about "there are u.f.o.'s in the sky at the front of the house", i said, thinking it would get the people rushing about to stop what they were doing and get interested in what it was i was excited about a voice standing on my left shoulder said, "take a look out there", indicating with his head at the periphery of my field of vision, he was indicating the back of the house as i moved to the window, a bright white light started to get brighter and brighter, it made me realise the light was coming from a giant spaceship that was coming down to the ground the dream ended there with me in a state of resignation evolving e.t.'s are much too advanced for us to do anything other than accept that they are superior to us in every meaningful way: technologically, altruistically, and responsibly thinking about this dream made me wonder where the images of the lights up in the atmosphere come from? does the mind have the ability to generate images that fit the dream, or is every conceivable image, thought, emotion, etc., that can exist in reality already in the brain in the form of an adjustable template ? this, in turn, produced the notion that the content in dreams may be jumbled up in terms of time, and further, they could have come from the experiences of previous undulations, as is suggested to explain precognitive dreams thinking about my dreams, every single dream i've had, and i've had some bizarre ones, could, when thought about in the context of a love length*, exist in actuality, so now the following possibility has to be entertained * https://www.endic.at/love%20length.html everything that occurs in dreams has already happened the odd and baffling sequences in dreams are the mind drawing on experiences that have already been enacted or witnessed in previous undulations! the seemingly random generation of images, motions, etc., that occur in dreams is the mind using the experiences we've had in past undulations* * https://www.endic.at/undulation%201.html?t=1744750051908 the mind presents the most apt image available from our experiences to the dream sequence, albeit the aptest content may be hundreds, thousands, or even millions of years before or after now! this, in turn, means the brain contains the memory and can retrieve, construct or reconstruct any of an individual's experiences from that initial moment when their own unique experiences began if so, then dream theory, and especially the analysis/interpretation of dreams, has taken a completely different and radical turn interpretations of dreams based on this theory are referred to as "the roney analysis"* * https://www.endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-THE%20RONEY%20ANALYSIS/the%20roney%20analysis.html whether the memories of the mother or father or both are passed on to their children, or if memories are truly personal (can't be passed on) or only certain types of memories can be inherited or..." is not a priority for this website but knock yourself out trying to present dreams in a way that fits the facts note 1 it's possible that dreams may have a place when we begin bringing soul partners* together from 2028 to 3000 a.d. * https://www.endic.at/soul%20partners.html?t=1744749461828 15042014 - 42 a taste of freedom whoa!, usually the writer wakes up from dreams in a semi-sleepy state this dream was the first that has jolted me wide awake there was nothing, no images, feelings, etc., that preceded it there was a dark, featureless slumber, and then there was a white/blue-light/space that drew the consciousness into it as it was looked at it took on depth; the depth began expanding in all directions of the 130-degree image (vision?). the attention became focused on the centre of the image as it began increasing in depth the thought "the endless" occurred, and then, suddenly, things became dramatic throughout about three or four seconds, the endless took on a new perspective as its depth deepened in a smooth but fast way until the depth became a tangible quantity, which caused the mind to baulk as the reality of endless depth diminished the individual identity of self and forced it to withdraw as it realised it was experiencing something greater, so much, much greater than its ability to encompass the dream lasted a second and a half of sleep time, but people, you had better believe it, is going to take every minute of the evolutionary process to adjust to the endless in a way that allows a continually-expanding state of mind to become part of our consciousness there have been two experiences that were notable for their sense of space/movement/freedom before this one the first, another dream as a child, and the second, while fully conscious, is mentioned elsewhere on this website both of those had wonder and appeal this one, however, was mind-expanding, and it is the writer's delightful privilege to pass on to you one of the features of the heavenly state this dream experience was similar to the quantum shock*, although it wasn't as sudden * https://endic.at/page%206.html from "normal" self to a different mental state faster than our current mind processes can wilfully perform applying the roney analysis to this dream/vision leads to the conclusion that all of our desirable experiences of previous undulations are re-emerging as evolution takes place what is also new is the idea that the endless void of space can, subjectively, be turned into a colour-rich environment 21042014 - 43 (food influenced dream?) two different dreams both of them had ill feelings in them the first was in a house where i was watching a large-screen telly that was hanging from the ceiling there were four birds in the room, cockatiels? one of them was very unhappy about being there and was exuding an air of restrained belligerence and defiance a big black predatory bird in flight came onto the screen, and the unhappy bird became uncommonly frightened i am not sure if the frightened bird thought the bird on the screen was real or not, but it acted as though it was and flew to me for safety it was so frightened and unhappy about the situation, it bit into my foot between the big toe and the toe next to it there was no sensation to the bite, nor was there any feeling in the second bite immediately afterwards, the scene changed, the bird is about five meters away from where the first scene took place and is standing looking up at where the bird that didn't want to be there was sitting on its perch, shaking with fear the second dream walking down a street where i once lived there were eight or nine of us of mixed ethnicities, and we were happy with each other's company went to a shop for something and joined the queue of about twenty people someone who had been a friend for a long time came over and was looking for trouble, and began to goad me into striking him so he could retaliate with greater force i felt intimidated and was trying to figure out why the friend was doing what he was doing it then became clear that he was a closet racist and was venting his hatred on me for mixing with non-whites there was nothing in the day that was the reason for the content of this dream the cause of this dream may be the diet for that day not being a big meat eater (a quarter to one-half of a kg per week) an unusually large amount of pork meat (one hundred and fifty grams) for the main meal of the day might be the reason for this unsettling dream it will be easy to test this theory will keep to the usual amounts of meat for three or four weeks, and eat the same meal again 24042014 - 44 precognitive determinism this dream is a picture dream there was another image before the main one, but it wasn't dwelt upon, and the details faded quickly from memory the picture in the dream was of chips; there were twenty or so of them in the picture what caught my attention was the colour of the chips; they were much browner than the ones the writer usually makes. upon waking, i decided to have chips and make them the vivid golden-brown colour they were in the picture dream when it came to cooking the meals, it meant cooking them differently to get them the same colour as they were in the picture dream it was more straightforward than i thought it would be the writer's approach to eating is to let his hunger lead him to when he eats, and as the need for food increases, it determines what to eat the meal was home-made, fresh bread, chips, mashed swede, chicken pie and gravy the meal is was every bit as enjoyable as usual, and yes, the chips did have a more-satisfying-than-usual quality it is only recently that i started to take dreams seriously enough to get "with it" and let dreams influence his waking state in a way that dictates his motivations - see precognitive dreams below * https://www.endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-PRE-COGNITIVE%20DETERMINISM/pre-cognitive%20determinism.html people who don't regard dreams as anything special may find this alarming someone pointed out that the average person probably didn't regard physics as being particularly relevant to their lives, either the knowledge that has come from quantum theory in the last one hundred and 40 years has opened up pathways in the neural structure; it has changed our way of thinking so radically that the views expressed before its discovery make our previous ideas about reality as outdated as a flat earth is going to reveal more about what is essential in our lives than quantum theory ever will this is the most intellectually rewarding situation imaginable a mechanism, whereby previous events and actions that can enhance the quality of life present themselves before doing the same or similar things - pre-mechanistic determination! the writer has acted on the content of dreams before; this dream, though, is the first that is recognisable as being from the self that is for the self the applications are immense pre-dream-pooling of the previous night's dreams before making decisions of profound importance may have merit it was mentioned some years ago that there was some frustration about there not being memories of past experiences what's emerging far surpasses that limitation memories from previous undulations that can guide us on our way now! wow! things are taking off like a rocket; let's hear it for the lover it seems that what's happening is in the vein of the roney analysis*, and the more we act on our dreams, the greater the benefits will be * https://www.endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-THE%20RONEY%20ANALYSIS/the%20roney%20analysis.html 01052014 - 45 externalised dreams the dream began with someone in a small group asking me a hypothetical question my answer was something along the lines of, "if a person suggests something, is it fair to accept what the person says as true?" i wasn't going to enter this dream into the diary to start with it was a few hours before i did, and by then, i had forgotten the precise wording of the question, i said "yes" the next scene is of someone i had known as a boy/teenager, and he was walking away from where he lived in the next scene, i upstairs in the house where he lives a cat was meowing outside a bedroom door it was apparent the cat wanted to go into the room, so i opened the door and let it in with the door open, i could see the friend's mother by her bed, and i said sorry for intruding she immediately asked me why i had testified to her about having done something it then became clear why the opening scene of the dream was a matter-of-fact type question my answer is going to be used to incriminate the friend's mother the externalised aspect of the dream began as i started speaking, "just a moment," i said, "i didn't know that the question you asked was going to be used to incriminate someone" (at this point, the dreamer realises he is becoming conscious, but finished the end of his sentence) "if i had nown my reply was going to be used in a court of law, i wouldn't have answered the question or would have qualified it" notes 1 the cause of the dream... someone brought to my attention a newspaper headline it was about max clifford* again, it's a question of who to believe? is it the vipers den that has given itself the name bbc, or would you rather take the writer's word? the person who brought the story to my attention said he was convinced he was guilty because he was the sort of person who would do something like that for the first time in many a month, i read a tabloid it's wasn't too difficult to understand what was going on max clifford was the only person who had the character to mention my existence on the telly for telling the truth, he was murdered* * https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-cambridgeshire-50822653 it is the courage of his convictions that has brought about his predicament (there are a handful of people who have demonstrated the courage of their convictions) they, through their progeny or other life mechanisms, will find more life in this undulation some of you will be aware that there has been a spate of prosecutions of sexual crimes against high-profile people in recent months ken barlowe* is the one that most people will have heard about he was smeared as a rapist and was taken to court and found not guilty * https://www.southeastradio.ie/coronation-street-star-found-not-guilty-of-rape-and-indecent-assault/?relatedposts_hit=1&relatedposts_origin=29979&relatedposts_position=0 he was persecuted through prosecution because he dared to voice the fact that a person's disabilities were/are brought into existence as a result of them doing things, undulation after undulation, that reduce the quality and/or quantity of life, time and time again this touched a raw nerve with the british oligarchs there are many amongst them and their families who have mental and physical disabilities while you control the media and can use the resources of a country to persuade, bribe, or otherwise induce people to do and/or say what you want them to do there are always enough people to do the oligarch's bidding when bribed the oligarchs know that the mere mention of a sexual crime will condemn that person when the accusation comes through the mainstream media too many ordinary people, being lazy-minded, believe everything they see and hear on the telly which only encourages the controlling clique to perpetrate ever more outrageous things the tears shed for the loss of the original ancestors of today's oligarchs were shed many, many undulations ago the lover tried and tried and tried to get them to see that what they were doing was wrong and what the consequences would be he suffered in ways you can't imagine as a result until, literally, the end of the universe understand fully the following points, the mental faculties of the "original sinners" were working perfectly there was nothing in the environment that could harm them there was no external reason that could have given them cause to choose nonexistence perhaps they just wanted to be different from everyone else (see also the mistake) - https://www.endic.at/the%20mistake.html israel's netanyahu and britain's cameron. (the second and third most influential oligarch-controlled countries in the world) did not originate strategies it comes from a well-organised "cesspool" of liars i wasn't going to enter this dream into the diary to start with it was a few hours before it was, and by then, the precise wording of the question had been forgotten; i said, "yes" the next scene was of someone i had known as a boy/teenager, and he was walking away from where he lived in the next scene, the dreamer is upstairs in the house where he lives a cat was meowing outside a bedroom door it was apparent the cat wanted to go into the room, so i opened the door and let it in with the door open, i could see the friend's mother by her bed, and i said sorry for intruding she immediately asked me why i had testified to her having done something wrong it then became apparent why the opening scene of the dream was a matter-of-fact type question; my answer was to be used to incriminate the friend's mother the externalised aspect of the dream began as i started speaking, "just a moment, "i didn't know that the question you asked was going to be used to incriminate someone" (at this point i realised i am becoming conscious, but finished the point) "if i knew somebody intended to use it in a court of law, i wouldn't have answered the question or would have qualified it" the cause of the dream: that day, someone brought my attention to a newspaper headline it was about max clifford the person who brought the story to my attention said he was convinced he was guilty because he was the sort of person who would do something like that for the first time in many a month, i read a tabloid it's wasn't too difficult to understand what was going on max clifford was the only person who had the character to mention my existence on the telly it is the courage of his convictions that has brought about his predicament (there are a handful of people who have demonstrated the courage of their convictions] they, through their progeny, and other life mechanisms, will have more life in this undulation some of you will be aware that there has been a spate of prosecutions of sexual crimes against high-profile people in recent months ken barlowe is the one that most people will have heard about he was persecuted through prosecution because he had an uncluttered view of reality and only spoke the truth he dared to voice the fact that a person's disabilities were/are brought into existence as a result of them doing things, undulation after undulation, that reduce the quality and/or quantity of life time and time again this touched a raw nerve with the british oligarchs there are many amongst them and their families who have mental and physical disabilities when you control the media and can use the resources of a country to persuade, bribe, and induce people to say and do what you want them to do, there are always enough people to do the oligarch's bidding the oligarchs know that the mere mention of a sexual crime will condemn any person when accused of a sex crime made through the mainstream media too many ordinary people, being lazy-minded or trusting people as a matter of course, believe everything they see and hear on the telly the tears shed for the loss of the original ancestors of today's oligarchs were shed many, many undulations ago the lover tried and tried and tried to get them to see that what they were doing was wrong and what the consequences would be he suffered in ways you can't imagine - until, literally, the end of the universe understand fully the following points: the mental faculties of the "original sinners" were working perfectly there was nothing in the environment that could harm them there was no external reason at all that could have given them the cause to choose nonexistence perhaps they just wanted to be different from everyone else (see also the mistake*) * https://www.endic.at/the%20mistake.html 01052014 - 46 externalised dreams the dream began with someone in a small group asking me what i thought was a hypothetical question my answer was, "if a person suggests something, is it fair to accept what the person says?" 20062014 - 47 had the same meal as the last meal of today as the meal on the twenty-first of april 2014, to establish if the less-than-desirable feelings in that dream were caused by an unusually large amount of meat i had a dream, but i don't remember it! 31072014 - 48 was baffled couldn't figure out why the dreams over the last few weeks were less enjoyable than usual it wasn't until yesterday (310714), when the writer didn't watch any news and had a typically pleasant dream, that the writer got thinking, and then the penny dropped the news over the last few weeks was mainly about gaza with the accompanying explosions it was recognised and mentioned in the dream diary entry of 11062009 that fireball-type explosions unsettled the mind and affected the quality of dreams even without the visuals of explosions, the non-stop barrage of murder and unnatural death presented to us every day by the oligarch-controlled mainstream media will cause mild depression in life-oriented people (this is known to the oligarchs) the news format of the mainstream media is a mixture of death and sport it's the ancient roman empire outlook on life (a devolving being's future) to those heading that way, love/life does not salute you; you're love/life's tragedy a permanent poignancy in an otherwise joyous mathematical function ordinary people, do yourself a favour and give the news a miss this website will keep you apprised of what's happening through the ukraine entry 31072014 - 49 couldn't figure out why the dreams over the last few weeks were less enjoyable than usual it wasn't until yesterday (31072014), while in a meeting where a children's party was being organised, that i realised the entire dream revolved around the details of the logistics of the party, what was needed", how many", "where to buy them" the dream ended when the adult organisers had done everything and we were getting stuck into a page-sized steak sandwich this dream was brought about by a conversation during the day when a committee i belonged to brought food up in the conversation i am fairly sure it was the use of the word committee and the thoughts and feelings associated with the committee that were the basis of the dream 05082014 - 51 thought-influenced dreams sometimes a meal will cause the writer to sleep during the day." the first theme of this multi-themed dream was christmas eve in the dream, i woke at midday and got a bit panicky because it was going to be touch and go as to whether i could get into town and buy a bottle of whisky and be back in time for the beginning of the festivities the second part of the dream was about a friend the writer knew from his teenage years, who was more interested in wooing a girl than anything else a friend of his, a budding guitarist, was more interested in being friendly than he was in being a musician the third part of the dream was in the kitchen of the house where the writer grew up the kitchen had expanded and could now seat ten people and had become something of a meeting point a young woman was proudly showing the results of the very first vegetables she had grown (flat beans) these three themes are the result of three distinct thoughts that the writer remembers occurring during the day one about christmas, one about the adjoining kitchen where he currently lives, and one about spending more time doing musical things it may be that the other details in the dream were associated thoughts that surrounded the distinctly remembered thoughts, which determined the main themes in the dream in which case, the main factor in determining the content of dreams may be thoughts 06082014 - 52 the dream opens up with a fierce fire in some residential buildings the fire, image-influenced dream content, was not from a news clip but from a film the writer watched before going to sleep (disruptive events so easily influence life-oriented beings, it's a wonder there's any happiness at all in the world) within a second, the scene changed to a conservative cabinet meeting where the cause of the fire was being discussed it took a humorous turn when one person started to explain how he knew from personal experience how difficult it is to clean dustbins (where the fire began) using cumbersome protective gloves; it then got even funnier the cabinet leader, a very attractive version of margaret thatcher, had been born in an upmarket maternity ward in a posh constituency, but it came to light that she was conceived in the working-class town of barnsley the meeting then became very serious again as a damage-limiting cover-up story became the main topic of the meeting the writer was in the process of making up a comically flimsy excuse for such a severe breach of etiquette when he woke up 08082014 -53 two-themed dreams x dream (2) i've had some graphic x dreams before, but this one takes the cake the images and thoughts generated the first theme of the dream during the day the news today was the most death-filled five to ten minutes of news the writer can remember watching (they move with great fury, for they know their time is short) mixed with the images of c-clip (my reference) the thoughts surrounding the news contained the understanding that someone would replace the lives lost via love/life, and replacing the lives would be more significant, and the lives would have immeasurably more longevity the dream itself was ten to twelve different scenes, each lasting between half and one and a half seconds of dream time the scenes were much too xual for a description; suffice it to say, when it comes to love/life and reproduction, love/life does it with a passion driven by a hunger for more life that would make death-oriented beings hang their heads in shame the sequence of images stops and is replaced by a lying-down view of me; i could see my left knee and a woman's right knee a metre or two beyond our knees was a nude male who began talking about his x habits within a sentence or two, it became apparent that he was homosexual, and rancorous emotions surfaced in the writer when the woman next to him insisted on listening to what he had to say the theme of the dream changed to a gymnasium-sized room where there was excited talk about someone special who had just joined us the buzz was that he could levitate suddenly, the person was sitting in the lotus position in the centre of the room immediately, he rose into the air and descended again, but in a less-than-steady way he looked like david blaine the writer had seen the illusionist do a fifteen- to twenty-centimetre levitation trick on the telly umpteen years ago and thought then he had used helium or something akin to it to do the trick, so i challenged its genuineness again, from the lotus position, he rose and descended; only this time, it looked much more real then again, from the lotus position, he began lifting, and suddenly, he gained speed, went out of control, bounced off the ceiling, then off the wall, off the floor and was on his way towards the ceiling again when (there was a microsecond break here, again) he turned into a bumblebee. the bumblebee was flying erratically and from person to person someone said, "he's scared someone will hurt him." the bumblebee landed on my hand, walked a bit, and then flew off the dream ended there nothing stands out as the cause for prompting this dream, though it makes sense to think they are related. hmmm 09082014 - 54 a loyal champion of the cause was making the case to an audience that the writer has done all he needs to do and need not involve himself any further (with current affairs) the writer wasn't sure, but he felt that somebody could do something the writer is in a quandary on this point this dream is a direct result of that difficulty; this dream may recur 11082014 - 55 a tender love dream in a room with two women and a man accepted an invitation to cuddle from one of the women, and i immediately suggested we kiss the kiss was surprisingly forthcoming, but i felt the togetherness should be toned down the woman felt differently, and it meant having to steer her feelings into a less passionate state having done that, we continued in a way that allowed tenderness to dominate our feelings, and they could have gone on indefinitely. things continued like that for the rest of the dream which ended when my hand accidentally brushed against her nipple, and it brought out her procreational instincts, at which point the man in the room came over to us and suggested we stop 13082014 - 56 film sequence dream in an underground, but nothing that fits into my experience of them, that was jam-packed with people there wasn't more than a metre between the elevators, which extended to the edges, both in the depth and the height of the scene the elevators are arranged diagonally the depth revealed twenty or more elevators, with the farthest from view being between forty and eighty meters in height. there were four or five people abreast of each elevator and toe to toe assessment: this is the first time ina dream the writer had the feeling that there were too many people it looked like there were about one hundred thousand people in the sequence applying the roney analysis to this dream suggests there has been a poor organisation of large numbers of people in undulations in the past there are at least two interpretations of this dream; the one favoured is that there can only be too many people if the organisation isn't right 15082014 - 57 two-themed dream had a raft of things to do first thing today, and by the time i got to the computer, i had forgotten the details of the dreams there were a few days on the trot during the past week when a certain satisfaction accompanied the detailing of the previous night's dreams as i wrote them immediately after waking, should we make the analysis of dreams the first order of the day? happily, this person is in a position to try it let's see if anything constructive happens 16102014 - 58 dreams and dreams theory: the beginning, same-theme dream, first scene was out cycling in the evening it was an ordinary bike, but there were two of us on it i was doing the peddling in the second scene, i stopped to ask for instructions from a couple sitting and having a drink outside of a pub and got an awkward response in the third scene, i was heading out of the built-up area towards the edge of the city the bike suddenly slowed because the brakes were defective the front light was very bright and lit the road like a spotlight there was something wrong with the linkage of the braking system, and the bike slowed again the fourth scene, i sat back on the seat to do the peddling (i had been standing-peddling up until now) and could feel the passenger's (i don't know who it was) p000s digging into my coccyx the fifth scene got to the area where my aunt lived, but i didn't know the number of her house had to go through the back gardens where clothes hung on clotheslines to get to a door to ask if anybody knew her in the sixth scene, a teenage girl answered the first door i tried, and when i asked her if she knew where the person i was looking for lived, she said she didn't know, but said her mother might know and asked me to come in seventh scene, there was some conversation, and the young girl said, "and you've got bad breath" i said something apologetic, and she said, "i'm a nurse, i can make it better" she told me to lie down and pulled the front of my shirt out of my trousers she lay down next to me with her knees close to my head and started kissing my stomach i responded and started massaging and squeezing her breasts eighth scene, she could see her mother through the legs of the chair and thought it would be best to get her involved the dream ended interpretation/analysis, the sameness of this dream is the aunt in the dream although she doesn't make an appearance (because she died a decade or so ago ?) n.b. - will have to start an index reference for dreams 18082014 - 59 multi-themed dream/film-influenced film the first theme was something to do with washing clothes, but i can't remember the details the second theme, the ukraine/russia crisis, was over, and i was on a train on my way to russia with an attache case full of money and expensive items that were going to be used to help people who were having a hard time making ends meet got off the train in a city where the hardship was obvious the very first person i tried to encourage to organise things saw the contents of the case and took me to a group of nationalists who weren't happy with the way the crisis ended and were looking for a way to find faults with my motives i was feeling invulnerable and not prepared to compromise with the way they weren't going to use the wealth in a way that benefited most people when they realised i wouldn't budge, they decided to take me out of the equation and dropped me off the top of a fifty-storey building i fell through the top of another building (they had watched the last ten minutes of the empire strikes back, (anything skywalker could do) and into the next scene this dream sequence Is in a classroom where there was a discussion about the value of different people in society (i had been thinking about how equality and work could be married several times over the last few months, and thought the solution could be "time-for-time") the lecturer was maintaining that some people were more important than others a debate began the debate ended when i proved the point by using an analogy between boys and men the lecturer left the room smarting and quipped, "and you're a boy" the next scene was a high-speed pursuit (again, i watched twenty minutes of a film earlier with a car chase in it) i was chasing a suspect we both had super-fast cars eventually, the suspect drove off the main road along a dirt track that ran alongside a field with twenty- or thirty-metre-tall plants in them the suspect's car had crashed and overturned, but there was no one in it i became aware of a substantial black object in the shape of a wide bullet that looked like a spaceship the top half of the spaceship morphed into a giant alien who was ready for trouble realising i was outgunned, i backed off, and the alien spaceship took off assessment: all the leading visual aspects of the dreams, the clothes, the ukraine/russia crisis, being dropped off a building, the debate, the time-for-time idea, the car chase, and the alien ship, are connected to thoughts and images during the day the attitudes interwoven throughout the dreams are attitudes i hold the way the dream ends; in two of the remembered dreams, there is a concessionary ending in one, it was a fantasy film ending 19081014 - 60 two-themed dream/thought-influenced dream there were half a dozen or so people in a very elaborate spaceship there was an air of anticipation as we readied ourselves for an encasing procedure that would give the spaceship the ability to endure for an unlimited amount of time someone voiced reservations about the long-term effects it would have on us the process commenced, and the sound of the casing carried a sense of permanence. the dream stops there and is replaced by one of an x nature the first dream was brought about by trying to understand what the physical composition of evolving beings is while composing page four of the entry, "the mistake" earlier on in the day 20082014 - 62 word/conversation/thought-influenced dreams the contents of this dream, arnold scwharznegger, manfred hoeberl, two films and politics there was a two-hour window in which to discuss politics and political strategy one of the films was halfway through when the confab began the conversation lost its momentum and changed to deciding whether to watch the film that was showing and talk afterwards, or talk then and watch a movie later analysis: the two films were the result of a chat with someone about actors and films the personalities and politics were the result of thinking about them notes: it is becoming easy to recognise what generates dreams, and it should eventually be possible to use the abilities of the brain to instigate solutions and insights (see precognitive deterministic dreams) the writer will be maintaining his stance on not associating with people who are not living within ethical parameters a broad range of themes was part of today's thoughts why did the dream settle on these three? it could be that these were the most productive to the writer from a conjugate position of love/life point of view 21082014 - 63 unassigned categories of dreams this dream opened up in a self-serve cafe on the first floor of a building in a built-up area i was in the queue when someone close to me said something that had to be written down stealthily i took a pen from a man's shirt pocket to write it down the man was so impressed with the deft way someone took the pen from him that he got friendly and began a conversation it turned out we both had music in common the scene changed to a hall where music was playing he was in the process of organising a musical event, but didn't have the right equipment for what he was planning after assessing his equipment, it was clear he didn't have enough wattage for the venue this part of the dream ended with him feeling pleased that the equipment he had would enable him to go ahead and hold the event the scene returned to the cafe, where a man who claimed he could levitate was going to give a demonstration the scene then changed to down in the street, where the levitation was taking place it turned out to be a genuine act of levitation, which impressed us all the scene went back to the cafeteria, where a fuss was made about whether we should eat the meal and then pay for it or, as the owners wanted, pay for it first and then eat it suddenly, a wall of water higher than the building is rushing towards us someone said, "what is that?" a hazardous situation had developed i remembers moving away from where the water would be crashing through the large glass window as it broke through the window, the glass smashed into large and small pieces and caused fatalities the water quickly filled the cafe, and in the next scene, i managed to keep on top of the water the only way out of the situation was to take a deep breath and swim to the end of the cafeteria, where the water was still coming in, and get outside and above the water to breathe as the water was swirling around me, i took a deep breath and was just about to duck under the water when i passed that part of the self-serve counter where the sandwiches were i grabbed a sandwich, took a big mouthful, and immediately thought, "this is a bad idea" i realised opening my mouth was going to affect my breathing the next scene i was back in the street outside the cafe, where someone else made the claim he could fly and was about to do it he took off and moved straight up and away and returned at the angle of an arc everybody was thoroughly impressed, and we all applauded and cheered i woke up at this point, but my eyes were still tired i was lying there with my eyes closed for about three to five minutes and fell asleep again for a couple of hours, during which time i had another dream the dream was with my second-oldest brother we were using a magazine as a frisbee the first few flicks made the pages flap wildly, which is what you would expect if you threw a magazine across a room, but that soon changed, and within half a dozen tries, we were getting the gliding effect then we were getting a semi-permanent hovering effect, then a new movement for the frisbee, a hovering stall-before-fall effect the magazine cum frisbee was hanging for an unusually long time at the pre-stall-fall stage i'm sure if the dream had gone on the spread pages of the magazine, it would have taken on a life of its own and begun to fly gracefully notes: nothing in this dream happened during the day perhaps a new category of dreams is needed 22082014 - 64 thought-conversation-influenced dreams this dream was set in amsterdam struck up an instant friendship with a chinese man and mentioned that i wanted some soft, fresh moroccan black he decided to let me know about his illegal drug supply operation and took me to where the organisation operated he showed me around the building and then took me through to a room where a woman and a man were doing something important he introduced them saying, "this is", and this is ?" they were familiar to me, and said, "i already know them" the chinese man looked astounded and said, "what kind of fool do you think i am?" for some reason, it was the kiss of death for the woman and man, and they both looked resigned to their fate the dream ended there every part of this dream came from thoughts, memories and conversations during the day, but i can't figure out the ending though 25082014 - 65 externalised-laughing dream, five-themed dream 1/ a building with twenty or more storeys: open-plan glass-structured waiting for a lift: in a dilemma about something 2/ multi-room in a stately house: clothes theme 3/ large room with an open fire 4/ in a low-roofed, enclosed cave with a coal shale floor: produces a claustrophobic feeling the dreamer is on his own and has a claustrophobic moment another person comes into the dream i go out of the dream; the other person remains trapped and says, "i'm insane", and the dream ends in a buiding with five large stores: in a sky-high mood with an old acquaintance from 30+ years ago i experience a walking-cum-floating movement when moving from place to place i am in a great mood, but it is misconstrued or resented and is taken as being flippant and disrespectful my old acquaintance walks away from me i have a fawn jacket in one hand and take it to the old acquaintance who is now lying down on a masseur's couch i say, "is this yours?" he says, "no" i say, "it should be," and the acquaintance nods the dreamer leaves the jacket on a peg near where he is lying down, and i go on my merry way woke from this dream laughing before opening my eyes while trying to probe the details of the first dream, a sudden muffled sound woke me up in a start notes: first and fourth dreams are separate or distinct periods of r.e.m. is the last dream or final r.e.m. period, the mind "summing up" all of the r.e.m. or dream periods for that sleep? 26082014 - 66 three externalised-laughing dreams the first dream was of me lying on a bed in a room that had microphones on mic stands and one or two japanese people tending to technical things this dream is the result of thinking about how to use the dream state to further our understanding of how the mind/brain works and, precisely, to capture the externalised content of dreams the second dream started with a tense situation over the ownership of a pedal-bike it was undoubtedly my bike, and i had caught the person who stole it red-handed the thief dashed out of the scene, and the dream ended there with me feeling rankled that i didn't get the bike back the third dream, again, started with antagonism in it the mother of our child was angry and frustrated and refused to resume our relationship another man related to the woman was there, and obviously, he took her side realising i was on a hiding to nowhere, i left the next scene: it didn't have any details that i could remember a baby, six or seven months old, was making happy baby sounds, and responded with like sounds that went on for four or five exchanges of sounds i realised that the baby and i had something in common the scene changed to a different place where my mother was with the baby my mother was trying to convince me that it would be for the best if she could continue the relationship with the mother i became vehement and made three or four points, saying why i didn't want to get involved the final point i made was the most determined: "i don't want to, and that's it, don't mention it again" my mother said, "it would be for the best, though", and i softened my stance my mother was like that; she had a character "deformity" that made her try to bring couples together she was forever matchmaking. she loved people being in love in the next scene i am with the baby, and we are doing the sound-swapping thing again it reached a crescendo of reciprocation the dream ended with the baby looking at me with a broad smile on his face i woke up laughing (second laughing dream this week) the eye contact of that final moment of the dream is one of those aspects of a dream that gets etched into the memory notes: each of the themes was the result of thoughts, which i clearly remember during the day it would be useful to record the sounds while sleeping by and large, men don't "get off" on babies (they're too busy being manly) when you get into it, you will realise that babies need as much, if not more, attention than toddlers this person is famous for getting a six-week-old male baby laughing a long, loud, intense guttural laugh a maternity nurse made no apologies for not knocking before she rushed into the room she thought there was a stranger in the side room when babies are lying on their backs on a flat surface, try putting your cupped hand under their head i've found that it gets a positive reaction 28082014 - 67 sitting in a car there is an air of expectation i am waiting for someone or for something to happen a white cloud, or a cloud of white smoke, filled an area about the size of four or five houses, fifty meters in front of where i am it formed into a twirling, pointed funnel and started coming towards me it looked menacing, so i scarpered ~~~ there was a lot more to the dream than is in this entry had forgotten most of the details by the time i entered it into this page because something else happened during last night's sleep for the first time in almost thirty years and for only the second time in my life, i was woken up by my snoring both times, there was a quality/depth to the sleep that gave me a feeling of being rejuvenated i lay there for an hour, savouring the feeling for every second i lay there, i could feel the tiredness in my bones seeping away this sleep was brought about by finding the perfect way of doing deadlifts, which enabled me to do fifty with a twenty-kilogram bar without any real effort or strain wasn't keeping notes of what was happening in my life thirty years ago, but weight training was part of my routine then, too will presume it was the same thing that brought about the same type of sleep that caused me to snore the first time it happened the dream itself was due to thinking about the situation in gaza one day, they were at each other's throats; the next day, there was an extended cease-fire; the next day, they were at each other's throats. again, a rapid-kill-no-kill, a start-stop situation is to be expected when devolving beings get going 31082014 - 68 two-themed dreams both dreams had x content someone might think that a normal person wouldn't have this many of this type of dream there are good reasons for it the next 1000 years can take many different courses (schrodinger's cat) day by day, the best one is being replaced by the next best one the lover has done all that he needs to do to get the best possible outcome to happen women not yet connected to their soul partner instinctively know what it is, and men will acquire the instinct, too by indulging the second and third parties, russia didn't want to join the european movement seventy years or so ago, nor will they in the future, while the third party is even more entrenched in the past than the second party you're going over ground the lover has already covered over the next one thousand years, the incompatibilities of outlook, which are in the genetic coding, will manifest themselves as physical disorders for which there will not be a remedy (precisely in the same way as there is no way to get beings who are murdering to change their outlook either) the new habitation will only constrain them, not change them the worst possible future is that there will be more people with untreatable conditions than healthy people these types of dreams are the way love/life keeps the best of all the possible futures alive 05092014 - 69 thought-influenced dream i'm on the ground with other people there is a gigantic spaceship hovering in the atmosphere, displaying a stream of writing along its hull the writing is in two tiers and is running as a ticker-tape-style information readout of events that were going to happen eventually, i twigged on to what was happening love/life can copy and paste actual events the people in the spaceship can tap into periods in the future, but can only experience and portray them in written form the implications of their abilities were both startling and too stark i could interpret what was displayed i was assigned superhuman abilities and elevated to the position of a deity because copying and pasting leads to understandings that increase knowledge, which in turn increases the quality of life to a degree that is sufficient and enables us to continue along the right track of evolution for the foreseeable future it resulted in the choice for this person to ascend and leave earth and the evolutionary process behind once and for all, for this undulation the dream ended when somebody declined the choice to ascend, preferring instead to continue to interpret and implement the lifestyle that the intricacies of copying and pasting had opened up to us the basis of this dream is a decision taken earlier in the day it anticipates someone else's decision, due shortly, and it is also influenced by thinking about the lifestyle we will be experiencing at the gathering place this entry may lead to an insight into the lover's abilities and highlight the futility in, and the consequences of, trying to steer the course of humanity's history when that course does not contain an increase in the quality and quantity of love/life in the same way that you and i have at our convenience the means to copy and paste words, pictures, moving images, etc., that convenience is available to the lover in real-life situations over significant periods involving a few or all people the outcome of the decision mentioned above is already known to the lover contingency planning has begun in case it does happen if it does happen, the writer will explain in a little more detail the way the lover uses this person notes the thought keeps occurring that there is something beneficial or essential about being aware of the start of any dream sequence what's the first thing the mind/brain does to acquire images, thoughts, etc., to become part of the consciousness/memory faculty? can it be something simple like a fundamental sine wave that grows in complexity? 12092014 - 70 type of dream: tactile-informative (physiology) this dream started in a spacious underground station i am asking an african man for instructions to get somewhere he told me the exit i wanted got to the start of the exit and was taken aback by how steep and long the incline to the street is there was an intense sensation of gripping the handrail as i got toward the top of the steep. i only just managed to pull myself up the last half metre a woman with a young baby in a pram was standing at the top of the exit, anxious to get into the underground, but she could see it would be unsafe to try and get the pram down into the underground i told her she shouldn't even try it, and the dream ended notes 1 the sensation of gripping mentioned was so intense that it was on the verge of waking me up this is the second night running, the dream has had an incline in it analysis/interpretation: the sensation of grip was linked to weight training earlier on in the day (had to grip a dumbbell more firmly than usual to do a particular movement) pushed myself too hard and stretched a muscle, ligament, or fibres, and breathing was uncomfortable for the rest of the day the grip aspect of the dream enabled me to identify the reason for it: the steep incline, the underground, the african man, the woman, and the baby note keeping the time spent on dreams and dream theory to 2 hours per entry (times up for today) 15092014 - 71 the first thing-read dream name of the dream: think-read dream 1 first scene in the centre of a large, busy town, looking for a sign that points to the railway station second scene having a confab with a railway employee about buying a ticket third scene a woman in the same situation as me (we both missed the last scheduled commuter service, and we would have to use the employee's transport-home train) fourth scene slept during the journey and woke to find a message on the seat next to me could only read the message by "think-reading it" one word at a time the first word was your; when i went to read the next word, it meant using a word that made grammatical and contextual sense before it could be read (in this instance, it was luggage); the next word could be is/was/has, etc. if the sentence wasn't making sense, it meant going back to that part of the message where more than one word could be used to form a grammatically correct sentence and then trying different words until the right one had been chosen the next word revealed itself in both grammatical and contextual sense while reading/forming the message, i can remember thinking, "why is it in the luggage office?" and asked myself, "how did it get broken?" i realised I could go back to the note/message and ask, "how did it get broken?" the message began forming itself, and eventually, it all made sense the note read, "your luggage is in the luggage office because the hand strap of the large black bag broke as it was handled, and the contents spilt out you can collect it there until 1 a.m. think-reading was the most extended scene of the dream, and it took ages to compose the think-reading became a real chore, and it may have been the case that the task of think-reading was becoming so much of an effort that i concluded the message, so i wouldn't have to keep on think-reading when the message was fully formed, i felt relaxed i would eventually get the luggage back, i woke from the dream analysis/interpretation there are some tremendous consequences tied to think-read dreams when the ability is a common feature in dreams, all of us will be able to communicate with other "think-readers" 18092014 - 72 emotionally-based / two-themed dream the first theme, first scene an indian man invented a cylindrical-shaped strimmer that recycled the energy of the machine as it was using it, and had solved the energy problem the second scene, another invention (i am trying to remember what it was. i will put it in the entry if it comes back to me) second theme, first scene, two of us are sitting on a two-tier concrete step there are about twenty-five kilograms of two or three-inch screws scattered around us came into possession of about one hundred pounds worth of marijuana had the idea to hide the marijuana amongst them if a correctional officer happened to appear the second scene; in an open cell in an open prison, the people in the cell, all african, were amazed at the amount of money i had made in just a few hours one said, "you must have had a rush on" i replied, "as soon as the cell door opened, everyone flooded in" the third scene: organised a game of cards for five people and thought it would be a good idea to have a woman in on the game we are playing cards when a bottle of mango chutney becomes the main content of the dream i returned to the other cell where another card game is being played; only this card game was reversed in terms of gender (four women and one man) there were a few sentences of good-natured banter i left their cell, and as i was going back my cell someone in my awake-time life (an authority figure) said to me, "is there a woman in there?", i said, "yes," and she said back to me , "you could get in a lot of trouble over that" - the dream ended note 1 the odd thing about this dream was that there was nothing that happened during the day that could be even remotely connected to the themes of these dreams on the contrary, except for the first three hours of the day, which were extremely rewarding emotionally, the day is filled with feelings of frustration and defeatism and a determination to get around what was a body blow to me, but more urgently, the degradation to the life of someone else however, two aspects of the dream could be related to events and thoughts over the last two or three days the first three or four hours of yesterday were unusually satisfying, and, it is thought, it determined the tone of the dream however, why was there no visual connection between the most rewarding part of the day and the themes of the dream? assigning this as a new category of a dream, an emotionally-based dream analysis/interpretation: indian man cylindrical strimmer, concrete steps, a large number of screws, marijuana, an open prison, money, african men, a prison cell card game, mango chutney, a woman's card game, the real-life figure being referred to this month came about because of eating ham as the last food of the day the second dream happened because of eating a larger-than-usual amount of beef as the last food of the day it isn't remembered what the food caused the first original dream some twenty or more years ago, but it has to be assumed that the similarities of the dreams are too similar for them not to be connected that the meat of devolving beings can cause undesirable feelings in dreams wasn't considered before this month the dreams involved regurgitating food pieces, which resulted in mild choking the interpretation of these dreams is that consuming the solid tissue of devolving beings too close to going to sleep, as commonly experienced with cheese, does not suit the physiology at the point of our evolution 21092014 - 73 multi-themed dream, first theme two scenes in bed with a couple who were established partners too xual to detail second theme, several scenes in the living room of a family who were struggling to make ends meet thought it would be appropriate to offer them some money the last of the scenes i remembered was giving one of the grown men a fiver (i had about fifty pounds in my wallet, and it was in a time when a fiver was an amount that could buy a family its basic needs for a week or two) the third theme, the first scene the dreamer is travelling abroad in an impoverished country (again, it was an earlier time in history) i was trying to get back home, and the nearest i could get to make it home was to catch a train to france second scene, i can remember saying "parie, parie" to a porter in my best squeezed french in the third scene, he conveyed to me that the train i wanted stopped at the platform i am standing on fourth scene, a massive train thundered into the station there was nothing to indicate where it was going, and i became hesitant about getting on it the train had gone before i could change my mind and board it in the fifth scene, i found myself alone on the platform, with no one else in sight fifth theme, the first scene, was in yet another train station something was amiss, but i can't remember what second scene, a fast-talking, smarmy, and too obviously cunning con man was trying to lure me into going with him or going along with a suggestion i sensed he was bad news and declined the third scene, when i realised i wasn't going to be fooled, two of his mates suddenly appeared, and they intended to rob me using violence fourth scene, i kicked the nearest man to me in the groin he still had his con-man's smile on his face as he crumpled to a heap fifth scene, a small crowd of locals came from behind me and set upon the men with him with sticks and began beating them violently sixth theme, first scene, yet another impoverished country (by now, any semblance of affluence was gone) i had no money, no belongings, and was destitute in the first scene, i am looking out into an expanse of a semi-industrialised area second scene, a young urchin with a winning character and sincere smile warned me of an impending threat to my life third scene, he looked to a bend in the rail track and indicated that was where the threat where it would come from fourth scene, he jumped off the elevated walkway where we were standing and ran across about a forty-metre gap to a line of decaying buildings and disappeared through an opening and then the sound of roaring began fifth scene, i looked to the bend of the view and saw a low wall of white water coming sixth scene, it was easily strong enough to wash me away, so i ran to the point in the buildings where i last saw the boy seventh scene: i found a gap just big enough to get through and got as far as i could into the buildings eighth scene, the water arrived and was lapping against some stones a metre away the dream ended there analysis/interpretation: sexuality, money, lack of money, people, travel, trains, foreign countries, bad people, good people, violence, poverty, water unsatisfactory content and, in particular, endings, are probably the emotional content during the day 22092014 - 74 pain in a dream: in the first scene, i went into a hi-fi shop in town to ask for advice about an amplifier the technician who could answer the question asked me to wait while he did something second scene, there are two of us in the shop now, and the owner of the shop came in wearing a suit and started talking to the other customer third scene, i had another call to make while in town and decided i could do it before the technician got back it is a blisteringly hot day took off my shirt and wedged it in an out-of-the-way space on a shelf fourth scene, i am wearing a vest under the shirt i opened the door of the shop and intended to let it close behind me i launched myself off my right leg to start sprinting the moment i did that, a sharp pain started in the area below the knee the momentum at the start of the sprint is significant enough to keep me taking steps fifth scene, every step produced a seemingly more significant discomfort than the one before it was twelve to fifteen steps before i came to a stop, and with every step, i heard myself making a whoo, whoo, whoo sound note keep on meaning to set up a microphone over the bed to capture sounds in externalised in dreams the sixth scene, i was propping myself against a building when a girl/woman appeared and said, "i know your father; what's wrong?", i said, "i don't know" seventh scene, the eamer pulled up the trouser leg to have a look, and there was a small bloody gash with a yellow colour just below it in the area of the funny bone was about to pull the trouser leg further up to look at the knee because that was where the pain was worse, when the dream ended analysis/interpretation: pain in a dream is new to me it was real enough for me to look at my knee when i woke up to see if it had done something to it while i was sleeping amendment: on the sixteenth, i went shopping with marlene she liked ham, so we bought two of those wafer-thin packs of ham that people put in sandwiches and a pack of mini-sized gammon steaks when marlene was taken from me, i put the food in the fridge thought i may as well use them up today, and over the next couple of days, i pigged out on them this, i am now sure, is the reason for this dream and the dream on the 25092014 analysis/interpretation; was the original entry used to explain the cause of why there was pain in this dream? the only way to explain this is to associate it with the thoughts and feelings that have been swirling around in my head because of what happened with marlene if this is the case, then as evolving beings, we're not even allowed to have recriminatory thoughts or feelings it's the nature of reality reality can only accommodate things that have endlessness wishing or wanting something not to exist that can exist is an unreality 10^100 (a googol) years is the most time/reality that love/life has/needs to generate the desired outcome every conscious entity can endure for that length of time if it wants to devolving beings are to be identified and observed we should no more bear ill thoughts or feelings towards them than we do with a dog with rabies, an insect, or a virus they are to be identified and grouped, and quarantined or at least separated from evolving beings in a way that doesn't allow any form of contact in short, a thought that breaches reality by wishing to reduce its length or time (the endless straight line or universal time) is going against reality which in turn produces consequences, hence this dream content of the dream shop in town, technician, another customer, shop owner, hot day, taking the shirt off, attempting to run, sounds in a dream, girl/woman/speech, coloured wound 23092014 - 75 in the first scene, a young boy and i are climbing up a scaffolding attached to the side of a cliff the cliff is 100 to 120 meters high there are four or five workers with about seven tiers of scaffolding below us in the second scene, about two tiers from the top, we went into a cave and made something to eat the third scene, when the meal is ready to eat, i say, "this meal needs potatoes; let's get some" fourth scene, the dream ended after we had gathered everything together and are walking back towards the cliff face analysis/interpretation: yet another dream with the beginning missing the writer is beginning to think that the beginning of a dream holds the key to its interpretation the spoken bit of this dream was probably due to thinking about a meal that is on the tuesday lunch club menu for today i looked on the internet yesterday to see what ingredients are in chilli con carne after looking at the ingredients, i thought, "there needs to be some freshly cooked vegetables with it" the first vegetable that always comes to mind is potatoes analysis/interpretation: young boy, cliff face, scaffolding, workers, climbing up, cave meal, the spoken word http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/22nd.html 25092014 - 76 first theme, first scene: ten or eight of us are at a woman's house there was an even mixture of women and men second scene: it had whittled down to five of us after another person left third scene: there are now four of us, and i fancied one of the women the other male was an awake-time acquaintance from twenty years ago the other man was a sturdy, muscular thirty-year-old he became awkward with me, and his manner had a threatening undertone the person from 30 years ago decided it was time to go fourth scene: he became belligerent with one of the women, who, i had just discovered, was his current or ex-wife or girlfriend fifth scene: he started making threats sixth scene: the woman looked at me and formed the sentence "call the police" with her lips seventh scene: two or three men come through the door one was a real-life person who was a no-nonsense tough guy; he pointed as he was striding to the troublesome man and said, "get out" eighth scene, the aggressive man didn't move, and then the no-nonsense man hit him twice in the head there were headbutts and more punches, and eventually, the troublesome man was subdued analysis/interpretation: i don't remember having so many dreams within a few days of each other that had violence in them was in someone's house the day before yesterday, and someone had filled a usb stick with 100 films for him they were all this year's films i had a quick look at ten or twelve of them to see if any of them were worth adding to my film collection every single one had extreme violence in it they weren't fringe films with unknown actors; they were the latest offerings from the major studios, with all the top names taking lead roles to this, we add the latest news items: violence, violence, violence it seems the whole world is caught up in violence this website has a theory about this, which means the major film studios are in on the conspiracy or have got caught up in it without realising it, or this person is deluded and paranoid second theme, first scene, was relaxing by the river where i used to live had a green plastic bag with me second scene: found a yellow plastic bag with items in it i recognised it as coming from a stately house a mile away in the third scene, we walk with the bags to the mansion's grounds and encounter a steel cattle gate leading onto the estate proper. i saw three or four people on the other side of the gate and recognised one of them as someone i didn't want to see third scene: i was now at the house itself and could see that some sort of event was ongoing or being organised fourth scene: i was in the house itself, explaining my presence to a couple of people i am hoping the items are things they valued and would think it appropriate to give me a reward no such luck (the mean gits; only got money to spend on their mates) fifth scene, they had become suspicious of me and thought i had stolen them, so he could claim a reward and called the police he thought he had caught me out when he said, "watch where that woman goes", the woman went through a door, and said, "she's gone into the kitchen" he said, "how do you know which part of the house she went into?" i explained that i had gone from room to room when he first got there, looking for someone to talk to about the items i found" analysis/interpretation: a relaxed start to dream, mini-treasures, big house, activities (was thinking about organising an event during the day), looking for a handout? both dreams had the police in them (still thinking about marlene) 26092014 - 77 two-themed dream / kissing dream / x dream (3) first theme, first scene he dreamer is in a cafeteria that could accommodate 50 or 60 people i am looking out onto a golf-course-sized lawn men were running around, and i heard a voice say, "now she's gone into?" second scene, marlene comes into the cafeteria; she has a sweaty face and torso we saw each other and moved towards each other third scene, we embraced and had one of those soft, supple lip kisses that lasted for 5 or 6 seconds in the fourth scene, when the hospital personnel are a few feet away, whispers, "we'll be together soon" category of dream: kissing dream (3) analysis/interpretation: this is the most apparent and most straightforward analysis/interpretation i have had a child could put this one together second theme, first scene: x content second scene x analysis/interpretation now, this is more like it this is how dreams should be: pleasurable, enjoyable, moreish, and repeatedly desirable it is worth mentioning again that of the experiences awaiting us in the heavenly state, pleasure hardly figures at all there are many, many more fantastic feelings than pleasure, think of exhileration, when enacting straight-line action read the link below and try to get an insight https://endic.at/S/STRA/STRAIGHT%20LINE%20ACTION%201/archive.html it must be the sexism in me, but i find myself intimidated when the female is showing greater passion than me during x both themes were with marlene it occurred to me while thinking about the situation with marlene that, in an ideal world, the problem would be to have alternate days with marlene and the days in between with a different woman ladies; tragically, the people who currently control our lives are too oriented to death to embrace life see oligarchs -https://endic.at/oligarch's.html 28092014 - 78 delayed-theme/consecutive-feel-good/informative dream a genuinely delightful dream (with a dash of poignancy) that makes the dream state what it is: a place where there are experiences better than the best things we can experience in our conscious state first scene, reading an article in a paper or magazine about a teenager who had come up with a way of measuring the polarisation of light (see delayed theme further on down the page) the lad was the son of a farming family they lived in a rural area and lived a more or less isolated life the young man dreamed of being someone else somewhere else he had heard or read about the difficulty science was having in establishing how to measure the polarisation of light and the wavelength of light at the same time in the second scene, he devised an apparatus that consisted of a photon emitter and a photon collector plate the collector plate was transparent, and it enabled an observer to see both the position and the shape of the particle/wave in the third scene, he became overcome with joy a young man with no distinguishable achievements had answered a question that had baffled the best brains in science it was the happiest moment of his life he now knew that even though he lived a drab life, he could quite quickly realise any of his dreams if he wanted to in the fourth scene, he is filled with unbounded happiness the first thing he decided to do was to fly the crop-spraying aeroplane he knew he wasn't supposed to fly it until he was a year or two older, but that didn't dissuade him up in the air in the plane, his thoughts were soaring way above the height the aircraft could fly he could do anything his thoughts were sweeping and soaring, but the plane couldn't do what his thoughts were doing, so when he put the aircraft into an impossible manoeuvre, it crashed analysis/interpretation delayed theme f took a book (quantum reality) to read on the train to exeter on the twenty-fourth read and re-read a couple of chapters that explained polarisation in an attempt to come up with an easy-to-understand graphic definition for use in the entry-to-be on polarisation informative dream: the contrast in the types of dreams between the violent dream period between 21092014 and 25092014 and yesterday's dream caused me to rethink what it could be that had changed i now know that ham, specifically the blood in ham, is responsible for the violent dream period! it had occurred to me, because of another violent dream (21042014), that the thoughts and feelings associated with marlene weren't the cause of bad dreams, and i had been considering eating a large amount of ham to test the theory this dream has convinced the writer that, although i may try the pork test (eating ham for two days and then pork for two days), there haven't been any other significant changes in my life that would cause such a big difference in the content of the dreams feel-good theme x dreams are all well and good, but this is the type of dream that lifts us above and beyond the mundane the very stuff of the spice of love/life, never knowing what new angles or directions our thoughts and experiences will take us always and forever surprising us there is always something new, exciting, inspiring, rewarding, and uplifting. the spur that drives us on with an ever-increasing momentum the heavenly state is beckoning, beckoning, beckoning the poignant bit, the writer was reminded of the time he read a one-paragraph item in the reader's digest about a man in spain from his childhood (he must have had truly loving parents) sprang the idea that he wanted to be as happy as his dad as a grown man, his wife had just delivered their first baby into the world he was so happy their first child was a boy that his heart exploded, and he died of happiness! the sheer poignancy of it the poignancy in this dream didn't tarnish the overall quality of the dream there doesn't seem to be any other reason why the story would mention the crash, though perhaps it was a local rag it also brought to the fore the magnificence of you-know-who's sacrificially-creative love 30092014 - 79 short-term consecutive-theme dreams, first scene, was sitting at a table next to me was another man at least half as big again as me it was part of a formal introduction to a religious cult we were at the lowest point it was possible to be within the hierarchy of the organisation, and, more specifically, the person next to me had superiority over me by a matter of hours or days his manner was friendly, and although he was bigger than me, i felt i was on par with him second scene: an air of anticipation is growing as senior figures within the group are expected any moment third scene, three men dressed formally appeared and seemed separate, distant from me fourth scene, in a different place, and it was just the other new guy and myself in a spacious area i wanted to talk to the three men who had been in the room in the previous scene immediately, the mood and feel of the dream changed i had opened a holy door, and the total weight of officialdom was making itself felt fourth scene, i wasn't allowed to talk to them; i wasn't even allowed to talk about them the reprimands were coming thicker and faster as the dream ended interpretation/analysis, both today's and yesterday's dreams had secrecy and structured authoritarian themes still reeling from the previous seven days of the oppressively rigid encounters with both the police and hospital staff how severely such attitudes affect a person is relative to that person's disposition or outlook on life how good or bad the world appears depends on an individual's sensitivity or feelings for life depending on how many days, weeks, months, or years the same theme lasts, it indicates the sensitivity or feeling an individual has on that specific facet of life 01102014 - 80 kissing/x dream: first scene and second scene, forgotten the third scene, kissing with a difference, a little difference that made a whole new world of difference in the fourth scene, we were guests at the house of a famous person i was embarrassed that i wasn't wearing clothes that suited the surroundings the famous person put me at ease, and felt comfortable about having x category of dream: kissing dream (4) interpretation/analysis: men, you'd better believe it, women out-passion us by at least two to one all they need is the opportunity to do it their way there were one or two scenes before the memorable part of the kissing dream the stand-out part of the dream was the kissing itself as much as i'd like to share this dream experience in total, it would be bad etiquette to reveal another person's inclinations it is the case that where there is both kissing and x within a dream, nine times out of ten, it always makes for more enjoyable kissing this dream was also an informative dream; it was a sensational x dream (4) it added an aspect to kissing that vaulted kissing into a new realm can't think why it never occurred to me it is thought that the reason why kissing holds such a special place in the feelings between women and men is that kissing is represented in the heavenly state as the sensation produced when physical contact occurs between two beings and stimulates a feeling for more life in a numerical sense if this is the case, then it is indeed the subtlest of mechanisms that takes the time equivalent of somewhere between 10^42 000 and 10^83 000 years to reach a crescendo the explosive sensations we experience through the act of x may be related in some way to the explosive ideas we attach to the big bang although the assertion "this time we do not stop" suggests the big bang came about for a different reason in terms of trying to understand what the beginning and the end of the mechanical nature of the cyclic nature of love/life is, it seems likely we haven't even learnt the basic structure of the language of love in its broadest sense, and we're trying to run before we can walk or tell a joke before we can talk when attempting to formulate these matters still, it's not a hanging offence to think about them, and who knows what such speculations will throw up 02102014 - 81 two-themed externailsed dream first theme, the first scene was in palm tree avenue, which is within a couple of hundred metres of where i lived between the ages of 6 and 18 30 to 50 people were holding a political meeting on a small green nearby david cameron was doing a reasonable job of defending his corner for people living on amounts more significant than the world wage https://www.endic.at/world%20wage.html second scene i listened for a while and then chipped in with my two-penneth worth made my point sarcastically, "don't you realise?" i said to the gathering, "the cost is of sending children to a public school? it's a thousand pounds a week" then there are holidays the children work hard at school and deserve a holiday during the school break we like to get away from it all and find the seychelles an excellent place to relax a few people started smiling when they realised what i was doing second theme, first scene at the alterationist's in exeter was lying down on a pile of paper second scene the alterationist's son came in with his beautiful girlfriend third scene there was a conversation between the males while the father repaired something his son was wearing fourth scene the father had seen the couple out of the building and returned to the room where i was still lying down he was pleased about the way his son's life was going and was singing yellow submarine i picked up on his good mood and joined in i sang the chorus line twice and woke up as i was singing it the third time interpretation/analysis first dream small crowd, david cameron seen his smiling face on the telly, without the sound on, a lot over the last two days second dream: alterationist reset my mobile phone, and the alterationist was the only number i wanted to keep had been thinking about young girls and boys both dreams had feel-good endings comment i can't tell you what a relief it is to be having normal dreams again (see analysis/interpretation for 28th september 2014) 03102014 - 82 same-day-influenced dream first scene i am deleting entries from the website on u.f.o.'s which didn't seem to carry much weight in the second scene, after deleting 4 or 5 clips, i took a look on the internet to see the new sightings the third scene is of every new upload of a ufo the sightings were more impressive than the last, and the final one was as dazzling as a carnival i realised that my input to the u.f.o. community was no longer needed, it had an impetus all of its own interpretation/analysis was working on the-web-page-to-be red giant and had been looking at sun/space photos one photo in particular reminded me of a u.f.o. sighting and got me thinking about them e.t.'s are going to figure in our lives in a significant way very shortly as is to be expected, the oligarch-controlled media barely mentions them the oligarchs, with monster-sized egos, can't bring themselves to acknowledge that there's something more influential in life than themselves 04102014 - 83 recurring dream, same person, same theme; xual: interpretation/analysis this is a recurring theme/dream because i'm at a loss as to what to do about marlene there's no doubt marlene has symptoms of dementia the uninformed consensus is that it's a deteriorating condition with no chance of recovery however, that's by no means written in stone, quite the opposite; except for three or four separately identified types, the prognosis is bright there are at least four proven prognoses for other types of the ailment with this particular problem, i'm stuck on how to contact her brother all i know about him is that his name is john take into account that nothing happens to the writer by chance every single little thing that happens in his life is there by design it wasn't just a chance that marlene was standing by my door on that day at that time there's more going on here than a chance encounter; although the writer considers the heart as the number one priority for all people, it may be we're getting involved in a secondary priority think about it and respond if you're inclined to 95 minutes R.E.M.types of brain waves 05102014 - 84 fleeting-thought/two-themed dream, first theme, first scene: i am composing a new layout for the home page of my website and i'm having trouble getting a word to link to a particular page the second scene, managed to get it to work by using a word with more letters interpretation/analysis: this dream formed from a single, fleeting thought during the day possibly the most important thing about this dream is that the thought that produced it is remembered a stand-alone thought mixed in with all the other thoughts and feelings and sights, sounds, tastes and smells of hundreds and thousands of sensory inputs during any day if you have difficulty in assigning the reason for the theme of a dream, this may be the reason why the question is, "why did the dream machinery latch on to this particular thought and make it the theme of a dream?" new category of dream: fleeting-thought-influenced dream second-theme, first scene: at the home where i lived in my junior and teenage years had nearly completed putting together all the components to make a barbecue just needed a board about twenty-five square meters to level a bit of the ground; there were some comments second scene, the wood had appeared, and the barbeque-cum-party was underway in the third scene i was the last to arrive and was having trouble getting into the garden using the entrance at the side of the house used the board to enable access to the garden interpretation/analysis: i am unable to put my finger on the reason or cause for this dream 08102014 - 85 speech-spoken word-influenced dreams: first scene, the dreamer explaining to one person in particular in a group of three or four people about the features of a pen i told him that i had been trying to buy a pen for the last few years which would always write when you used it i had bought recently would need coaxing into use if somebody hadn't used it for an hour or two it meant running the pen frantically over a part of the page to warm it up not something you would want to happen when trying to make a good impression the 'must do' something about it came when i had to fill in a form to get a reduced price on a train ticket as usual, the pen needed warming up, but there wasn't any paper to hand to run the pen across as i stood there feeling and probably looking stupid while trying to think of how to get around it determined to get a pen that did the job, i had, over the last few weeks, spent thirty pounds on one pen and a similar amount on another was about to spend even more on another told the salesman what was what, and he suggested a pen the shop had in stock i bought the pen but wasn't confident it would do what i expected later on in the day, i went on the internet to find a pen that claimed it would always write the pen i bought in the shop earlier on in the day was a toshiba, so i went to their site first two or three searches at the website and the pen i had been looking for over the last half dozen years came up on the screen it wrote upside down, on wet paper, in zero gravity and at -20 degrees below freezing it is also called a "space pen" the jam on the bread was the price 12 pounds for ten pens with a free retractable pencil pen and 12 refills, almost a lifetime of pens for just over a tenner in the dream, not only that, the ball of the pen can cut through hair from someone's head in the second scene, someone fetched a length of wire the width of a human hair when the pen split it in two everybody was thoroughly impressed and the dream ended there were several themes in this dream but this was the only one that revealed its details interpretation/analysis: this dream was the result of explaining the virtues of the pen to a group of four or five people earlier on in the day when they were about to play a game of scattegories applications: we are now at the stage when we can begin to use our dreams to our advantage we know that dreams can inform us what experiences during the day caused a problem we now know that thoughts produce the theme of a dream we know that talking about something in particular can form the theme of a dream we know that reading about something can produce the theme of a dream example of an application, a parent wants a solution to the problem of why two of her children are "always fighting and squabbling" it will need to be a sincere and genuine attempt to get a solution the parent thinks about it during the day the parent reads about the problem on the internet the parent talks about it to a friend the parent writes the details into a blog or reads about other people with the same problem 10102014 - 86 another thought-influenced dream: first scene, i am in the city centre of a town where he used to live i had two parking spaces for a business that supplied peeled potatoes my prowess at peeling potatoes was so good it had become a successful business i was talking to someone interested in knowing how the business got started in the first place second scene, i was holding a large potato in my left hand and one of those t-shaped peelers in the other was having difficulty peeling the potato with it and the dream ended interpretation/analysis: during the day, i had been thinking about a comment someone made earlier in the week about the importance of the potatoes i had supplied for a meal the most authentic aspect of this dream was the potato in the second scene; the colour, the shape, and the memory of it have as much reality as any potato that i can recall from awake-time memory 13102014 - 87 delayed-theme/two-themed dream: first theme, first scene a woman of a large family was having difficulty organising a meal for her family helped out by buying an extra-large grill/oven which could cook two lots of burgers at the same time second scene, the dream ended as somebody placed them on the cooking tray there was going to be more than enough room to do the meal second dream, the first scene i am approaching a small gathering of people clustered around someone who was proposing something radical in the second scene, jimi hendrix was in the crowd and wasn't getting any attention the person's proposals were so revolutionary it made jimi hendrix's impact on society seem insignificant i said, "i can remember when you were radical jimi" the dream ended there interpretation/analysis: first dream, the oven/grill part of the dream was from tuesday last week when it was necessary to have two separate cooking dishes to cater for seven people second dream, earlier on in the day, was programming the recorder to record several of next week's programmes considered recording a programme about jimi hendrix but decided not to 14102014 - 88 i am trying to get people interested in a prototype emergency food pack for use in death-hunger situations it consisted of dried potato, several small whole potatoes, a plastic sheet about two or three square meters, a tinderbox or matches, a collapsable spade, a small cooking pot, and salt the idea was to plant the potatoes, which would be ready for eating by the time the dried potato was used up the plastic sheet was for collecting water overnight via condensation interpretation/analysis can't think of what it was that caused this dream 15102014 - 89 first scene, wandering around coventry city centre late at night with nowhere to stay second scene, standing in the street looking up at the football stadium and thinking it looked less impressive than i remembered the third scene, i am up in the stands behind the goal-keeping area taking in the structure and thinking it would be possible to have a musical event using my p.a. equipment fourth scene, bedded down and went to sleep fifth scene, awake and looking around sixth scene, four or five people are going past me on the way up to the commentary box they saw me and are curious about what i was doing there, but weren't alarmed or bothered by me the seventh scene, was in the commentary box with them and asked if there was anywhere i could have a wash he pushed a door open, and there was a washroom with the sink visible the eighth scene, i was more or less finished washing when one of the group said, "how are you off for money?" i realized he was going to offer me some and i said, "if you're trying to tap me you're out of luck" someone laughed, and i woke up 316102014 - 90 the names of the dreams: the beginning - same-theme dream first dream, first scene; was out cycling in the evening it was an ordinary bike, and there were two of us on it i was doing the peddling in the second scene, i stopped to ask for instructions from a couple sitting and having a drink outside of a pub and got an awkward response in the third scene, i was heading out of the built-up area towards the edge of the city the bike suddenly slowed because the brakes were defective the front light was very bright and lit the road like a spotlight there was something wrong with the linkage of the braking system, and the bike slowed again the fourth scene, i sat back on the seat to do the peddling (i was standing-peddling up until now) and could feel the passenger's (i don't remember who it was) p000s digging into my coccyx in the fifth scene, i got to the area where my aunt lived, but didn't know the number of her house had to go through the back garden where clothes were hanging on clotheslines to get to a door to ask if anybody knew her in the sixth scene, a teenage girl answered the first door i tried, and when i asked her if she knew where the person i was looking for lived, she said she didn't know but said her mother might know and asked me in seventh scene, there was some conversation, and the young girl said, "you've got bad breath" i said something apologetic, and she said, "i'm a nurse. i can make it better" she told me to lie down and pull the front of my shirt out of my trousers she lay down next to me with her knees close to my head and started kissing my stomach i responded and started massaging and squeezing her buttocks eighth scene, she could see her mother through the legs of the chair and thought it would be best to get her involved the dream ended interpretation/analysis: the sameness of this dream is the aunt in the dream although she doesn't make an appearance (because she died a decade or so ago ?) will have to start an index reference for dreams 18102014 - 91 informative dream? first scene, was observing a man in an elaborate overall that covered his hands as well the man in the overalls is suspended by a fine network of fibres that look as delicate as a spider web the breast/nipple area of the overalls had finely engineered, conical-shaped nozzles that could release a tacky fluid when the wearer of the suit brought the nozzle into contact with the delicate weaving they were suspended above in a free-fall position the overalls also had the exact mechanism on the fingers of the overalls the finesse of the engineering on the part of the hand that released the fluid was much more sophisticated than the breast/nipple mechanism while watching the operator manoeuvring them, they came into contact with the web-like structure with the nozzle of the hands of the suit, and the whole network of fine strands lifted in response to coming into contact with the tacky substance the second scene, in contrast to the first scene, shows what somebody did with high levels of concentration and with serious purpose; this scene had the same sort of atmosphere as you would expect at a fete everybody was having a good time, and there was an abundance of smiling faces a woman was in an ordinary type of overall, which, like the overalls in the first scene, had liquid-release valves around the breast/nipple area the fluid release mechanism on the woman's overalls was a purely fun thing though, and it became apparent why people were laughing and smiling when a man tried to suck out or drink some of the liquid from the crude mechanism around the breast area, and it went all over him interpretation/analysis: now, if we take the roney analysis seriously, then what we have here is a bit of future technology this is the more purposeful side of dreams and dream theory you are now asked to consider whether the interpretation put on the analysis of dream content has any merit, relevance and application in our lives now or in the near future when we get going, WHEN we get going, dream analysis will be presented in an animated comic-strip form 19102014 - 92 externalised/informative dream? two men are playing a game of billiards the winner decides who is to be the most knowledgeable or whether essential issues should be decided collectively (democratically) we see the game from a slightly elevated view from the spot end of the table the first stroke made the red ball go into the left-middle pocket, and the white ball rolled toward the same pocket the ball got as close as it was possible to get to the edge of the pocket without falling in i woke up to the sound of my own "oooooh." interpretation/analysis: how do we arrive at the answer when the right decision is unclear? answer: what produces the most significant increase in quantity and quality of life? 22102014 - 93 two-themed dream: first theme, first scene, the telephone rang it was my eldest auntie she said she was coming over couldn't remember what it was we had arranged to do in the second scene, we were waiting for someone an uncle arrived (not her husband) i was having a polite conversation with my uncle, but i could tell he wanted to know why we had gathered i then realised my auntie hadn't said why she was coming to see me; it was just a casual visit, and there was no reason why the uncle had to be there dream ended second dream my mother was at the door with her belongings her items were in a flat travel bag that must have been the better part of three metres long and a metre and a half high there was tension between her and the person who brought her the driver was agitated because he was compromised into carrying an item he didn't want to transport i was paying the cab fare when the dream ended http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/20th.html 23102014 - 94 two-themed dream first theme, first scene, what looked to be a cinema had been converted into a dancing arena there was room for fifty or so people to dance down in the front it was pretty busy; more than a hundred people in the second scene, there are about a dozen people (all women) already dancing at this point in the dream i was raring to go and was the first male to start dancing the third scene became an exhibition; some of the moves were jacksonesque (we really do need to present these dreams in animated comic-strip form to do them justice) i became the whole show within half a minute second dream, first scene: four of us (all fair-haired males) were on holiday and had arrived at our destination second scene, we are in a shop buying something to eat we settled for baguettes with white meat in the third scene, a boy of four or five was given a baby-sized one and stole the show when he looked at his and said, "boy baguette" we all felt a warmth and liking for him in the fourth scene, the dream changed its feel we were out of the shop, and a menacing predatory dinosaur came from between two streets and made its way towards us the fifth scene, the dream became jumbled up, and there were other scenes which are too vague to recall http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/22nd.html 24102014 - 95 dreams and dreams theory: the beginning, straight-line-action-related dreams: first scene, an impressively big structure that is an assembly or gathering area it was also a launch area it looked to be four to eight square kilometres it had a skeletal look to it, as though made of girders there were small and large groups in every part of it second scene, it was the beginning of a weekend or a week-long activity every group was preparing and discussing how to maintain motion that could be sustained indefinitely in a qualitative way i listened to the reasoning of several different groups the predominant theme was mathematics. it was agreed by all that it had to be a straight line in the third scene, one group thought that the best way to sustain motion was to have an intertwining, like a rope although it could work in theory, when someone tried, it had lumps or knots in what should have been a seamless or smooth formation finally, people tried launching themselves from the structure into the surrounding zero-gravity environment fourth scene, another group used the straight-line action approach but had problems because they were using a mechanism other than love-motivated reciprocating actions it occurred to me that initiating motions with the attitude of just wanting to be might have merit the dream ended without the idea being tested interpretation/analysis: the sense of space and the intensity of the feelings associated with the application of the various mechanisms of motion were the stand-out features of this dream there is difficulty in employing the roney analysis to this dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/23rd.html 25102014 - 96 two-themed dream: first dream, first scene, had won second prize in a lottery or competition the first prize was a party-sized trifle my prize was an unimpressive-looking concoction with a marshmallow or a soft biscuit cake stuck on the top of it mine was in a fridge second scene, i opened the fridge to have a look and took it out it was in a pyrex-type jug, which i had to tip forward to get it out from between the shelves the contents of the jug swelled toward the angle of the tip, and the biscuit thing started sinking the dream came to a welcome end second dream, first scene, had been out and about for a few hours and arrived home, where an acquaintance and his son were waiting for me i said, "have you been waiting long?", he said, "yes, ages" in the second scene, inside the flat, he says, "is ? looking for you?" the person he referred to was trouble third scene, was closing the windows and drawing the curtains so i could give the impression of not being in the acquaintance made a jibe along the lines of "no point in looking for trouble" fourth scene, the details of this scene had faded by the time i got around to writing it http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/24th.html 26102014 - 97 this is the last of the routine daily entries it's time to give our attention to the heart hopefully, what we have so far in dream theory is enough to get the ball rolling will continue to enter new dreams that have something important in them informative dream: the first scene is set in africa, and i am talking to an african girl/woman who is about nineteen her attitude towards me is that she regarded me as she did with all other people, just another person she saw all people the same way, as a separate part of herself embracing the acceptance of all people that goes with childhood the natural tendency for an immediate friendship with any and every other being here is a woman who didn't see a difference between a man and a woman next scene, i bought an expensive diamond ring at an affordable local price next scene, we were sitting talking, and i gave her the ring she laughed, thinking it was my sense of humour next scene, i expressed my feelings by leaning over and kissing her on the neck my lips are slightly parted, and without thinking about it i touched her neck with the tip of my tongue that was the moment her thoughts changed the moment of magic when two people make that transition from two people in life to two people in love i was no longer another person among many; my feelings had touched her in that way that produced the thoughts and emotions that we describe with the word love it can come from the woman or the man the time and the place are one of the marvels of his terrible love try to imagine how it can be that love/life can arrange events so that two people can be brought together from a vast array of seemingly random circumstances how could events in heaven possibly be translated to events here on earth when the people affected by them have never met before? it's easy to imagine someone suggesting to their best friend that they come around to sunday lunch, having already invited someone that their best friend had mentioned they liked, and that from that initial meeting love blossomed, but how could you do that from another place without either one of them having met before? further, how could you be sure that both of them would exist at a point in time through thousands of millions of years of murderous events? this is the basis by which soul partners make the connection to each other in the first instance next scene, we are thinking of how we could be together permanently she was part of a national darts team that played international games her team is scheduled to play a game in france shortly it was the opportunity we needed; we could get together in a culture we could both identify with next scene, we were near the top of a wooded hillock that overlooked her village, with about five hundred people in it the villagers are being shot at by a group of armed invaders at first it was a slaughter the villagers gradually became organised and began fighting back effectively there was a group of armed villagers on the hill near where we are, and they were preparing a flanking manoeuvre looking down into the village, it is evident that the tide has turned, and the villagers repel the invaders some skirmishes are going on the other side of the hill a stray bullet hit my love interpretation/analysis: for some years now, it has been the writer's intention to write an entry explicitly addressing the problems that accompany people's sense of identity the entry, called identity, responsibility and happiness, inspired by neils bohr, appears to have found its natural place and time here in this dream two of the leading causes that furnish the divisions that allow wars and hatred to flourish are nationality and ethnicity many years ago, it was realised that a person's identity is tightly bound up with her and his (mainly his) sense of national identity identity is so thoroughly ingrained into a person's sense of identity that the mere mention of not seeing oneself as a being who belongs to the country they live in has a treacherous tinge to it "for king and country" is, and has been for many centuries, the rallying cry when mustering a fighting force it is currently being successfully re-enacted via the oligarch-controlled mainstream media for a day or two, count the number of times the words british or england are used on british t.v. programmes, and you will get the picture and understand why britain is the most unequal society in the western world it's not just this country, it's all of them even the handful of countries that aren't controlled by the oligarchs do it it's the same systemic creeping death that has found its way into every country in the world via the old testament through the notion of unintentional murder there is some relief coming through the european union, which is successfully ridding the continent of the nationalistic outlook that whips up divisions, but even here, ethnicity is a closet issue the problem of identity has its roots in the absence of a person's ability to compare the finite numerical value of individuals against the overwhelming and incomprehensible reality of endless space the realisation of how thinly spread out life is within the infinite will produce the recognition of just how appallingly few of us there are what people see in the world around them is the complete opposite of our timeless, eternal reality overcrowded cities, self-serving motivations, people ready to snuff out people's lives at the drop of a hat, it's a complete nightmare these extremes are being pointed out in an attempt to bring about a thought or two in your mind that the here and now is no more than a moment or two of the greater reality awaiting those who choose it this dream itself is the second one in which an interaction with an african woman has contained insights both the first one and this one have in common that aspects of character are so appealing it borders on fantasy all of the five ethnicities have their fair share of devolving beings, and it will serve us well to keep in mind the bigger picture of evolution before allowing ourselves to form outlooks that favour one over the other any thought that reduces the stature of other beings will lower your standing within love/life the frame of mind that will keep you on an even keel should be along the lines of recognising that the frailties and foibles between one type of man-shaped being and another come from the mistake: see below https://endic.at/the%20mistake.html we live in linear time, and it's not possible to turn back the clock however, it is possible, through repetitive practice, to rectify those things that contain the unreality of non-existence the more often you think the thought that all man-shaped beings are/were invaluable, the more you become part of the forward thrust of life by taking responsibility for your thoughts and identifying with all other man-shaped beings, the happiness this fleeting time-reality contains will produce the feeling for life expressed in this dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/25th.html 28102014 - 98 thought/food/conversation-influenced dream: first scene, in a built-up residential area i become trusted by a man trafficking in drugs, he was unaware of his treacherous motives next scene, i was given a mission to track down drug-related criminals who were holed up in thick, brittle bush the bush was so brittle and spiky it was necessary to wear a special protective suit next scene, moved stealthily through the thicket and found the two men next scene, the moment i saw them, they moved out of their position, and i realised they knew i was there as they moved away from me, i sensed that something terrible was going to happen to me in the next scene, unbeknownst to me, my movements are being tracked, and i am being monitored by others who are fighting the war on drugs there was a violent, fiery explosion this explosion and the way the men died was the most brutal and horrific vision of death i've ever had in a dream next scene: back to the original scene, and the man, not in the picture, at the start of the dream the man was being assassinated by three or four men who were pouring dozens of bullets into him with automatic rifles again, althoug i couldn't see the man being shot, it was clear it was a bloody and brutal execution interpretation/analysis of the violence in this dream is that i is sure the violence in this dream is due to eating ham 02112014 - 99 (first think-read dream 2) externalised/two-themed/think-read (informative ?) dream first scene, a lab set-up the size of a large classroom between six and nine people in three tiers standing in an offset line formation facing toward a pulse gun that could detect the heart and fire an unseen packet or bubble of "physio" energy the gun is used for the treatment of the heart in the second scene, i turned sideways to discover if the detector could still locate the heart at that angle it couldn't, and it hit the person behind me, who needed life-saving surgery in the next dream, i was think-reading an article about the way the body ejects viruses it was a highbrow wiki-type article that needed a dictionary to look up the definition of every other word the mental effort in forming the sentences got too strenuous and eventually woke me out of the sleep the theme was about expelling viruses anally the gist of the article was the interdependence of the workings of the body and, specifically, the importance of the role of the excreta when isolating a virus the crux of the article was the chemical substances, or the substances in the cells, which play the crucial role in surrounding the virus and keeping it isolated interpretation/analysis i don't know if this dream has an application or is just the result of thinking about the workings of the body/heart during the day wouldn't have made this entry in the dream diary if it hadn't woken me waking up in the middle of the night while the dream is still in progress is taken as a "prompt" from you-know-who his attention to the heart marks the end of an attempt to incorporate dementia into the sphere of priorities for this epoch http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/28th.html 19112014 - 100 while speaking to someone yesterday (19112014), they mentioned their dream from the previous night as she was talking, the realisation occurred that in the absence of influencing thoughts, images, speaking, etc., during the day, emotions become the dominant content of the dream emotions are considered to be of a lesser order in the table of the experiences of the human condition now we can introduce the idea that dreams are "tiered" in the writer's experience, the highest tier is the runaway experience that accompanies a comprehension of space the lowest order is the feelings that went with the only nightmare the writer had (as a child) which in turn prompts the need to highlight the sensitivity that goes with childhood the worst feeling ever experienced by the writer was the result of the emotional content of parents arguing this is another example of how interaction produces results the writer knows you think that with the knowledge presented so far, you know all you need to know in one respect, and one respect only, this is true in terms of improving the quality of our lives, we have only scratched the surface of dreams 09122014 - 101 writing/(informative dream?) in this dream i am acknowledged as being the person who can lead humanity into the future was in a largish room that had a floor-to-ceiling window that looked out onto an expanse of greenery about 80 metres wide and a hundred to two hundred metres long many people were milling about outside the greenery was inclined, and at the top was a building or buildings i was in the presence of a group of about 14 people the people were the behind-the-scenes movers and shakers of world policy they were listening and watching what i was saying and doing as i began writing "to give away what is desired for self is to give to self; to share with others" "what is desired for self is to receive from self" woke up as i began the third sentence interpretation/analysis it may be worth noting that this dream breaks a succession of love, x and kissing dreams they are indeed some of the special effects of love/life (let's hear it for the lover) http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/notes/notes%201.html 15062015 - 102 the dreamer is revisiting the family of a previous dream the family are people i used to board with in london in the late 1960s the family have five or six young girls; the eldest was ten or twelve the girls are gathered about me; they think i am the centre of the galaxy one of the girls handed me four or five pennies puzzled, i asked her what they are for she said, "the last time you were here, you said you would marry us if we each gave you a penny" my mind paused for a moment as her words caused me to become the person i was when i was her age feelings i had forgotten about filled my being and awakened that gone by time as a boy water welled up in my eyes, and tears began trickling down my face the unhideable love of childhood had stripped away the accumulated years of "growing up" a mixture of uncontainable happiness and deep regret i felt her love the love i once felt, and most of us have lost 06082015 - 103 multi-themed dream first theme: it is the evening, and i am socialising in a pub and smiling at good-humoured banter someone rushed into the pub, saying a monster was on the loose and was making its way into the area sure enough, within a few seconds, this nimble seven-footer with an extraordinarily large head and a menacing look was visible through the windows and was heading to the door of the pub everybody, including myself, panicked and ran for it the monster man came into the pub, and everyone was trapped i hid behind a wall in the pub and was expecting him to get to me eventually then the words of the person who first raised the alarm played through my head again, and i realised it was a hoax by the time the monster-man got to me, i realised hit wasn't a monster and things started to get back to normal second theme: i thought of a new way of making money through a new technique in photography printed off mini-sized and a4-sized examples, which i then pasted on walls in public places and started to make some dosh third theme: went back to the home of two ladies where x activity took place there is a clear plastic bag by the side of the bed with tiny fish swimming around in it one of the women said they were food, so i tried them they weren't unpleasant to eat, even though they were alive as they were being eaten fourth theme: was playing football in a park with a cat the dreamer is in goal, the cat was doing an excellent job of using the flat of its paw to strike the ball and was scoring as many as i saved the last paw-kick made me stretch i dived to the right and just managed to push the ball away with my right hand under where my right hand made contact with the ball, it touched the ground and landed in some fresh animal muck went back to the house where i had been in the previous theme of this dream and used the fish-like soap, rubbing it between my hands to make a lather fifth theme, in an auditorium where there is an audience of five or six women one of the women is giving a lecture-cum-demonstration of xual foreplay with a young woman who is wearing just a skirt and lying on her back was still giving a demonstration when the dream ended this dream was the direct result of thinking about multi-themed dreams while composing an answer to a question about multi-themed dreams asked on a q and a forum the details within the dreams are various thoughts and influences during the day have any of you watched the film lifeforce? 10082015 - 104 sounds in dreams: (latent beauty?) i am is in a town or city he needed to make some money went into a pub and talked the landlord into letting me do the djaying it went o.k., and i was chatting to a customer about the merits of music a song was playing, which was a perfect example of what i was describing i said, "take this one "it's just the right pace, the lyrics express deep feelings, and the harmonies are exceptional" at that point, i started listening to it properly my appreciation of the song reached a point where i thought, "what's this one called?" then, "who's it by?" it was in my collection of songs, but i couldn't remember who sang it a track this good would generally be right at the forefront of my memory i began looking through the lists of songs to refresh my memory of who it was as i looked for the lists, it started to dawn on me i didn't have the song interpretation/analysis the confusion of the situation caused me to wake slowly when i was fully awake, i was still trying to think of the name of the group that sang the song it took a full half minute for me to realise it was a song i'd never heard before i fell asleep while watching a film "aah" that's it, i thought; the music was in the film i started watching the film again from where i'd left off it wasn't in the film this is the first dream i've had of outstanding quality of music that i'd never heard before where did it come from? the closest to it in terms of quality is along the lines of songs by the delfonics this one though, was more accomplished by far and penetrated a lot deeper into the soul where did this sound come from? 16082015 - 105 first scene: on a settee was with a female acquaintance from 20+ years ago her intentions were the same as mine she knew me well enough to be able to" play me" she diverted my attention by talking about where she would like to live resignedly, i went along, and we talked about the pros and cons of living in one place or another second scene i am sitting on the floor, the following "diversion" became about what to eat another conversation about food began i got enthusiastic about the topic and became engrossed in it third scene was back on the settee when the following "diversion" about the holidays came up i began to go into the details of getting a holiday organised when she realised i was playing her game, the dream ended this woman was one of only three or four women the writer knew who had a sense of humour interpretation she's often in my thoughts, so it follows she'll be a regular "visitor" in dreams the theme of this dream is the result of a real-time experience we shared i often think about how the tables turned on her she was less than happy about it upon reflection, it's not a man's prerogative to say no, and the real-time situation should have been different. http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 20082015 - 106 time in dreams first scene: it was a hot sunny day i looked at my watch and saw that it was two minutes before 12 a.m. went into a pub and bought half a pint of a guinness shandy the second scene is outside the pub, on the pavement, with the drink in a dimpled glass. third scene: i took a sip of the drink; it was refreshing two males became belligerent, and i began looking for a way out of the situation. fourth scene: right on cue, at three minutes past 12, a bright white double-decker bus enters the dream fifth scene: i get on the bus and am chatting happily with someone on the bus when the dream ends analysis/interpretation. first scene the dream lasted 5 to 6 minutes of awake time (thirty or so seconds of sleep time) during the day, i remember thinking it was the warmest day of the year and getting dressed, ready to go out alas, by the time i was free to go out, the weather changed to cool, and so i stayed in the crossroads junction is near where i grew up during my early years (family connections meant i visited there 20 or more times a year over the following decades) this specific road junction has featured many times in dreams over the years there must be a reason why this real-life place occurs so often in dreams second scene the glass was vivid in the dream don't understand why the glass was such a dominant feature of the dream third scene since i can't remember a particular instance of a satisfying drink during the day of the dream, the pleasing taste of the drink may reflect a physiological need for a drink during the dream fourth scene: the white bus must surely be equivalent to a knight in shining armour coming to the rescue fifth scene the outcome of life is a happy ending. in the writer's experience, as often as not, the content of dreams is formed by the thoughts a person has during the day of the dream and still, recognition of His sacrifices goes unmentioned 26082015 - 107 first scene was in a small hall a serious altercation led to a duel what i thought i was going to be a fight to the death with a large, brutish opponent changed into an exhibition of killing skills second scene had a large, heavy sword the opponent and i are eight metres apart the winner would be the person who could get to a block of wood next to the other person and chop it in half third scene cut through the wood in three swings of the sword and beat the opponent http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html first scene: in an unfamiliar house with six or seven people, three women and four men; two of the women were african 27082015 - 108 it was the same opponent and the same hall as yesterday's (26082015) dream this time, though, we had a choice of three different swords, ranging from a light, easy-to-wield sword to another one slightly bigger or the same one used in the previous contest i chose the same one as the first time the contest wasn't a re-enactment, though the content of the first dream is due to thoughts during the day about how to deal with devolving man-shaped beings who had an intractable bent for killing this, the second dream, was the result of thinking about the first dream during the day this is only the second episode that the writer has had in a dream the first, as a child of nine, was a wholly enjoyable dream in both instances, the content of the dreams are brought on by thinking about them during the day 29082015 - 109 externalised dream (singing) a jingle bells duet with a child and a mother looking on interpretation/analysis the thoughts during the day that produced the three main details of this dream are clearly remembered this is an episode dream 04092015 - 111 the dreamer is at home and working out what belongings to keep and which ones to throw away in a large (3 feet by 5 feet) black leatherette carry-all was a 5-piece set of percussion instruments, each in its own smaller bag decided to keep the three smallest bags changed my mind a few seconds later and decided to keep all of the items within a second or two, i began waking with a feeling of frustration because i didn't have the presence of mind to be able to figure out where to put them iv'e entered this dream because it raises the question, "what are the limits of a dreaming mind?" 6/7092015 - 112 unremembered dreams there was another episode that was going to happen for these two days, but i left it too late after getting up, and had slipped from my memory "i don't have dreams" is the usual reply to the question, "how often do you dream?" as surely as a person breathes, they dream to remember dreams, start by saying to yourself after waking up, "i am going to try to remember my dreams tonight" try thinking the thought a few times during the day and then again when you put your head on the pillow as you enter into sleep if you do it over days and weeks, it will come dreams happen for a reason understanding what the reason is and, more importantly, why you have the types of dreams you do will result in a greater understanding of yourself 09092015 - 113 music in dreams had done the djaying at a party everybody had gone a few of us were lying down and drifting off to sleep i left a compilation of songs playing the sounds filled the whole building, and i was considering turning the volume down the music playing was good enough to want to listen to, which kept me awake and listening the next song was of a completely different complexion, but again, it had a mesmerising quality and kept my attention the third song, like the previous two, was a completely different style of song it didn't have a melody to speak of, but it did have a feel to it, which produced a sense of admiration for the singer, who had projected his feelings of love into the song looked over at someone across on the other side of the room he had also been kept awake by the music and was looking at me in appreciation of my choice of music. i smiled back at him as i began to wake up, he realised that it was the individuality of the different artists that had given the songs their appeal interpretation/analysis thinking about heaven during the day was the basis for this dream one of the things that will keep you thirsty for heaven is the insight that will reveal the scope for the limitless expansion of individuality that heaven holds for every one of us see also the roney analysis. http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 22092015 - 114 music in dreams first scene was at a train station when an impressively large train (it looked as tall as one of those double-decker trains, but it only had one tier) came in as soon as it had come to a stop, the engine revved up, and i could tell from the sound it was about to start moving (this train was keeping to a timetable measured in seconds) i ran to the front of the train to tell the driver to wait until i got on second scene the train driver is sitting relaxed the deep rumble of the umpteenth thousand-horsepower diesel engine made its presence felt i could tell the train driver had gunned the engine to make me hurry up i said something to him, and he said something to me, and we both relaxed i asked him if he wanted a cup of tea he said yes, and i went off to the buffet to get it third scene as i walked through the first carriage, i saw it was full of mainly smartly dressed men then began to rib me, and i hurried on to the buffet carriage fourth scene ordered the tea and took a sip fifth scene (second dream?) was in a built-up area in london, i think there is a town hall the size of the albert hall sixth scene i'm talking to a young lad he tells me he was a singer/songwriter and is asking me if i had any suggestions as to what to do to make it in the world of pop music i asked him to sing one of his songs he sang seven or eight lines, i was utterly blown away the first four lines of the lyrics were full of genuine emotion, and when he started to sing the chorus lines, the quality of the melody vaulted onto another plane the difference in quality between the lyrics and the chorus was moving (a bit like the change of melody in the song "poker face") only in the dream, both the melody and chorus were better (ffi tried to sing it into the voice recorder of the phone when i woke up, but what is in my mind and what came out of my mouth was as different as chalk and cheese) seventh scene we are in a pub with other members of his band; he asked me if i had any suggestions it occurred to me i could roughen the style of the singing for the lyrics (something like bank robber) and got one of the group to do a harmony instead of double tracking his voice eighth scene i am sitting on some stairs in the pub, looking down from an elevated position the group began doing a number and asked me to suggest how i thought it should be sung the group looked up at me with a look that didn't show admiration the dream ended there 26092015 - 115 in a block of flats where i used to live, a too-young-for-me girl insisted on a kiss i began making a meal of it, and she said, "don't be greedy" i said, "don't limit yourself" the category of dream: kissing dream (6) interpretation/ananysis again, the quality of the kiss was the stand-out aspect of the dream upon waking, i began remembering other kisses and comparing them the most vivid kiss that presented itself was an awake-time kiss 35 years ago elsewhere in the dream diary, the quality of kisses in dreams in the dreams seem more real than awake-time kisses this entry changes that opinion it is closer to the mark to consider that the feelings of touch are more or less equal in both states of consciousness 15102015 - 116 multi-scene/multi-theme dreams first dream a group of 300-500 people wanting to be friendly i was slightly apart from them, trying to avoid being the focal point so i began walking to the right of the people 2nd scene i was as far to the right as i could go and couldn't go any further because it was at the edge of the sea 3rd scene there is a green, plastic-coated, 15 feet high, chicken/rabbit mesh fence which was there to prevent anyone from falling over into the sea about thirty feet below 4th scene everyone gravitated to the fence 5th scene the people at the front put their fingers through the mesh and let their weight rest against the fence 6th scene the weight of the people caused the fence to give way 7th scene most of those who had their fingers through the mesh kept a grip on the fence as it gave way, but eight or so people fell onto the sand without knowing for sure, it looked as though some were injured 2nd dream in a built-up area the buildings are sturdy, castle-like and look as though they have been there for a long time 2nd scene was crossing a bridge over an impressively energetic river there were two young ladies in front of me the river is turbulent the water is washing up against the buildings where the water was swelling against the buildings, it was forming into sideways-funnel vortexes 3rd scene there was an air of awe as the water began defying physics as it began sculpting itself it produced giant holes and recognisable images of real-life objects as it flowed tumultuously 3rd dream: kissing dream waiting to be served in a shop with three or four other people 2nd scene a man and a woman are doing the serving a man who had just bought something was quietly talking to the person he was with he has just realised that he has been given more money back in his change than the amount paid for it although he didn't bring the discrepancy to the assistant's attention 3rd scene the same thing happened with the next customer when it was my turn to get served, i asked for two bars of chocolate and paid for them with the largest denomination note i had, thinking i would get even more back proportionally to what i handed over, which i did the male assistant knew what was happening and wasn't worried about it i was trying to understand what was going on at first, i thought the female cashier was mentally challenged a concentrated look at her told me that wasn't the case 4th scene i am with a woman in a room, and we were looking, more than talking, at each other it became apparent she wanted to be more than just acquaintances she leaned back and pulled me on top of her, and we started kissing after five to ten seconds of very enjoyable kissing it stopped, and i am trying to understand what is happening as i wake up category of dream: kissing dreams (7) analysis/interpretation most, but not all, of the significant points of the elements of the third dream sequence were thoughts/sights and feelings during the day for instance, in the second scene of the second dream, the presence of women suggests the turbulence in the water was the result of turbulent thoughts i had during the day concerning women without knowing what the thoughts were, it's a safe bet it is along the lines of a continuing theme of troubled thoughts relating to women that has been going on for more than 20 years the details of those thoughts have to do with non-interaction a hardening of this resolve will occur in less than three months if the events of the day are, in this person's experience, the principal cause of the content of the dreams we can comfortably assume the reason we dream is the same reason we eat and breathe; love is a guide to attaining optimum quality and quantity dreams, we can postulate, can be likened to the digestive system we aim to assimilate and evaluate the experiences of the day before and, like food, the better the quality of the thoughts, feelings, images, etc., the more enjoyable our dreams our goal is to have a range of experiences, including laughing, singing, kissing, flying, and learning, throughout the entire period of r.e.m. the postulate above is the initial basis on which dreams and the theory of dreams currently rests 15102015 - 117 multi-scene/multi-theme dreams first dream there is a group of 300-500 people who want to be friendly was slightly apart from them, trying to avoid being the focal point, i started walking to the right of the people 2nd scene was as far right as i could go, and couldn't go any further because it was at the edge of the sea 3rd scene there was a green, plastic-coated, 15-foot-high chicken/rabbit mesh fence, which was there to prevent anyone from falling over into the sea about thirty feet below 4th scene everyone gravitated to the fence 5th scene the people at the front put their fingers through the mesh and let their weight rest against the fence 6th scene the weight of the people caused the fence to give way 7th scene most of those who had their fingers through the mesh kept a grip on the fence as it gave way, but eight or so people fell onto the sand without knowing for sure, it looked as though some were injured 2nd dream in a built-up area the buildings are sturdy, castle-like and look as though they have been there for a long time 2nd scene was crossing a bridge over an impressively energetic river there are two young ladies in front of me the river is turbulent, and the water is washing up against the buildings where the water was swelling against the buildings, it was forming into sideways-funnel vortexes 3rd scene there was an air of awe as the water began defying physics as it began sculpting itself it produced giant holes and recognisable images of real-life objects as it flowed tumultuously 3rd dream: kissing dream waiting to be served in a shop with three or four other people 2nd scene a man and a woman were doing the serving a man who had just bought something was quietly talking to the person with him he has just realised that he has been given more money back in his change than the amount paid for it although he didn't bring the discrepancy to the assistant's attention 3rd scene the same thing happened with the next customer when it was my turn to get served, i asked for two bars of chocolate and paid for them with the largest denomination note i had, thinking i would get even more back proportionally to what i handed over, and i did the male assistant knew what was happening and wasn't worried about it i was trying to understand what was going on at first, i thought the female cashier was mentally challenged a concentrated look at her told me that it wasn't the case 4th scene the dreamr is with the woman in a room, and we were looking, more than talking, at each other it became apparent she wanted us to be more than just acquaintances she lent back and pulled me on top of her, and we started kissing after five to ten seconds of very enjoyable kissing, i stopped, and i was trying to understand what was happening as i woke category of dream: kissing dreams (7) analysis/interpretation most, but not all, of the significant points of the elements of the third dream sequence were thoughts/sights and feelings during the day not all of the thoughts during the day which produced the content of this dream are remembered for instance, in the second dream, the second scene, the presence of women suggests the turbulence in the water was the result of turbulent thoughts i had during the day concerning women without knowing what the thoughts were, it's a safe bet it is along the lines of a continuing theme of troubled thoughts relating to women that has been going on for more than 20 years details of those thoughts have to do with non-interaction a hardening of this resolve will occur in less than three months if. the events of the day are, in this my experience, the principal cause of the content of the dream we can comfortably assume the reason we dream is the same reason we eat and breathe, and love is a guide to attaining optimum quality and quantity dreams, we can provisionally postulate, can be likened to the digestive system we aim to assimilate the experiences of the day before and, like food, the better the quality of the thoughts, feelings, images, etc., the more enjoyable our dreams will be our goal is to have laughing, singing, kissing, flying, etc., dreams for the entire period of r.e.m. the postulate above is the initial basis on which dreams and the theory currently rests 28102015 - 118 informative dream first scene i am employed as a dogsbody in a factory although the company supplied a sweeping brush, i brought my own into work because there was more demand for brushes around the factory than were on tap, and it took the pressure off me having to wait or hunt around for one there were two or three people in particular who let their resentment of me get the better of them and had hidden my brush, knowing it would cause me problems being me, i went straight to the people who i thought were behind it and asked them where it was they shook their heads and were ready to get angry if i accused them of doing it looked in all the places where someone could hide it and ended up back where i had left it the people who moved the brush were looking at me with an air of sly satisfaction that their dirty deed had succeeded in causing me to become flustered i had no choice but to use a company brush second scene i went to get a paintbrush, only to find the last two brushes were screwed together in such a way that it was utterly impractical to use them it was the end of the working day by now, and the dream ended, and i woke, still feeling annoyed and frustrated interpretation/analysis being honest, happy, and having an open disposition with a flair for originality doesn't go down well with some people the thoughts and memories during the day which furnished this dream are clearly remembered i never left the house during the day and spent most of the day at the computer several things went exceptionally well exercises seemed unusually productive came across four or five perfect songs i had never heard before, and they brought a compilation of disco songs together beautifully ate three hearty meals, zeroed in a little closer to getting a 3d programme to render a more life-like depth to the picture, and for the first time, the cloud backup system proved its worth when i found a registration key which saved me having to buy the programme again also, during the day, the memory brought up a conversation with someone a few years back it was this relatively short period of reflection that dominated the content of this dream a person is trying to bamboozlet me with misleading comments and statements on one occasion, being in an open and well-disposed frame of mind, i followed through on his comment by asking him two or three questions in quick succession, which brought the incorrectness of what he had said to the fore it laid the lie bare, and he became sad and moody you will know what i mean if you can think of a time when you were in the presence of a parent telling a child something and when the child asked questions (they have the knack of getting to the heart of the matter by asking a few "whys" or "hows" questions) are refuted with a "don't ask so many questions" reply as we create circumstances where honesty and openness become the norm, the bullshiters of this world will become uncomfortable at not being able to lie or get out of a situation they have created by becoming angry and violent these people will feel as out of place in a peaceful environment as a quiet man does in a war zone we've still got a ways to go, yet main point that so many good things happened during the day, yet the central theme of the dream is dominated by a mere fraction of the total time of consciousness, causes the writer to conclude that the psyche has to address problems before it can engage in enhancing itself this dream exemplifies the situation humanity is in the good stuff will happen once we overcome the things holding us back see https://endic.at/lead-article.html note the spirit, soul or essence of the person is housed in the brain the body sorts out the food via the digestive system dreams are the extremely subtle mechanism the psyche uses to bring out the compatibilities and incompatibilities of the previous day's experiences inadequate food will cause salmonella and can make a person feel very ill evil thoughts, feelings, etc., will cause bad dreams and can produce nightmares and night terrors, which are equally awful in another way note 2 the test of a correct theory is that it explains and predicts reflects on the main thoughts, feelings, images, etc., of the day and see if you can predict whether the dream/s you are going to have will be desirable or not 06112015 - 119 woke up today feeling completely refreshed and relaxed, and lay there luxuriating in the feeling began reflecting on the dream i'd just had it had so many new sights and variations in it that after an hour of thinking about the dream it dawned on me that an interpretation/analysis of dreams will mean having to organise the content of dreams into many distinct groups and categories the need to make this entry galvanised me into action and got me out of bed a game of ja is in progress, the writer, is being played not in a court with a cesta but with a cap on a flight of stairs with what could have been a small but heavy ball-bearing that would cause an injury to either player two mineral stones, one was oval/round, predominantly black with white streaks, and the other was cube-shaped, predominantly white with black streaks a class of spiders about the size of a grasshopper but with a body the shape of the spaceship millennium falcon with an "i'll attack you if you try anything with me" a group of avant-garde thinkers led by myself became convinced that making money from the mineral stones is the best way to go; some want to make a name for themselves by exhibiting the friendly spider the game of ja, was undoubtedly the result of watching a bit of the film "tron" various thoughts during the day can explain some of the other contents of the dream, but too much of this, and many different dreams, aren't understood 13112015 - 120 feel-good dream first scene at the start of the dream there is a baby bear in a small room it was in a semi-frantic state, looking for food the bear picked it up and left second scene in the company of six or seven other people, and the bear was the centre of attention third scene took the bear home and let it run around the house big mistake fourth scene every time the bear moved, it broke something or knocked something over fifth scene magically, a sturdy thirty-foot-tall pine tree and a cave appeared in the back garden sixth scene the dream ended as i went out the back door and into the garden a feeling of satisfaction swept over me as i realised that between the simulated habitat and human company, the bear would be pleased had a run of enjoyable dreams this last week it has prompted this entry the dream itself was caused by watching the last third of the film monsters inc (i had watched the first and second parts the two previous nights i crashed out while watching the film) the enjoyment of the film transposed itself into a dream where both the bear and the human got what they wanted the enjoyment factor of dreams over the last five or six days is the direct result of following my advice and not allowing "stray thoughts" to figure prominently during the day by stray thoughts, it means thoughts which do not contain life-enhancing outcomes for other people, regardless of who they are or what they've done, and because it's such a radical thought, i may remove it the part of the brain where the dream takes place may be the "digestive system" of the soul the analogy is used to simplify the reason why we dream consideration the gratifying feelings in this dream weren't as great as the feelings while watching the film then again, there are plenty of instances where the content of the dream is far greater than the conscious experiences on which dreams are based so, to determine with greater accuracy which of the two possibilities is closer to the truth, i.e. the me in us, is, more accurate than the conscious self, or, the dreaming self in us is a barometer of our conscious selves, a little experimentation is needed what this website will do, and if you're in the position to do it, you do it too, is, on the run-up to christmas, maintain or instil in ourselves a wholly "others are more important than self" attitude and, without spending less than the world wage on yourself, follow it through in deeds what the experiment is trying to establish is whether our dreaming self can be more enjoyable than our conscious self id, person, essence, psyche, soul, spirit, you, the writer is in a unique position to define that part of the person which remains constant in the eternal sense it's not just memories in the same way that a person who practises playing the piano develops flexible fingers, and those characteristics become part of the genetic structure, which, if continued through successive generations, would result in even more deft skills so too it is with practising ethics the more a person practises it, the more those traits which produce evolutionary progression manifest themselves once more, the characteristics and abilities which lead to more life are not an intellectual ideal, but the natural order of the state of mind for an ethically-oriented being notes the implications of this are that in the dream state, we would have to be able to communicate with each other and move together this website has no experience in doing this externalised dreams make communication possible, but even then, it's a one-way thing other ideas that led to insights about things that i previously thought beyond our range of understanding started in this unwieldy state will let this idea run for a while and see if it takes us anywhere 04092015 - 111 was sorting out what belongings to keep and which ones to throw away in a large (3 feet by 5 feet) black leatherette carry-all was a 5-piece set of percussion instruments, each in its own smaller bag decided to keep the three smallest bags changed my mind a few seconds later and decided to keep all of the items within a second or two, i began walking with a feeling of frustration because i didn't have the presence of mind to be able to figure out where to put them have entered this dream because it raises the question, "what are the limits of a dreaming mind?" 6/7092015 - 112 unremembered dreams there was another episode dream that was going to happen for these two days left it too late after getting up, and they slipt from the memory "i don't have dreams" is the usual reply to the question, "how often do you dream?" as surely as a person breathes, they dream to remember dreams, start by saying to yourself after waking up, "i am going to try to remember my dreams tonight" try thinking the thought a few times during the day and then again when you put your head on the pillow as you enter into sleep if you do it over days and weeks, it will come dreams happen for a reason understanding what the reason is and, more importantly, why you have the types of dreams you do will result in a greater understanding of yourself 09092015 - 113 music in dreams had done the Djayinging at a party everybody had gone a few of us were lying down and drifting off to sleep i left a compilation of songs playing the sounds filled the whole building, and was considering turning the volume down the music playing was good enough to want to listen to, which kept me awake and listening the next song was of a completely different complexion, but again, it had a mesmerising quality and kept my attention the third song, like the previous two, was a completely different style of song it didn’t have a melody to speak of, but it did have a feel to it, which produced a sense of admiration for the singer, who had projected his feelings of love into the song looked over at someone across the other side of the room who had also been kept awake by the music and was looking in appreciation of my choice of music i smiled back at him as i began to wake up, i realised that it was the individuality of the artists's who gave the songs their appeal interpretation/analysis thinking about heaven during the day was the basis for this dream one of the things that will keep you thirsty for heaven is the insight that will reveal the scope for the limitless expansion of individuality that heaven holds for every one of us see also the roney analysis. http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 22092015 - 114 music in dreams first scene was at a train station when an impressively large train (it looked as tall as one of those double-decker trains, but it only had one tier) came in as soon as it had come to a stop, the engine revved up, and ikk could tell from the sound it was about to start moving (this train was keeping to a timetable measured in seconds) i ran to the front of the train to tell the driver to wait until i got on second scene the train driver is sitting relaxed the deep rumble of the umpteenth thousand-horsepower diesel engine made its presence felt i could tell the train driver had gunned the engine to makee me hurry up i said something to him, and he said something to me, and we both relaxed i asked him if he wanted a cup of tea he said yes, and went off to the buffet to get it third scene as i walked through the first carriage, i saw it was full of mainly smartly dressed men they began to rib me, and i hurried on to the buffet carriage fourth scene ordered the tea and took a sip fifth scene (second dream?) was in a built-up area in london, i think; there was a town hall the size of the albert hall sixth scene was talking to a young lad, who told me he was a singer/songwriter and was asking me if i had any suggestions as to what to do to make it in the pop music world i asked him to sing one of his songs he sang seven or eight lines, i was utterly blown away the first four lines of the lyrics were full of genuine emotion and when he started to sing the chorus lines, the quality of the melody vaulted onto another plane the difference in quality between the lyrics and the chorus was moving (a bit like the change of melody in the song "poker face") only in the dream, both the melody and chorus were better (i tried to sing it into the voice recorder of the phone when i woke up, but what was in my mind and what came out of my mouth was as different as chalk and cheese) seventh scene we were in a pub with other members of his band; he asked me if he had any suggestions it occurred to me i could roughen the style of the singing for the lyrics (something like bank robber) and got one of the group to do a harmony instead of double tracking his voice eighth scene the dreamer is sitting on stairs in the pub, looking down from an elevated position the group began doing a number and asked me to suggest how i thought it should be sung the group looked up at me with a look that didn't show admiration the dream ended there 26092015 - 115 in a block of flats where i used to live, and a too-young-for-me girl insisted on a kiss i began making a meal of it, and she said, "don't be greedy" i said, "don't limit yourself" category of dream: kissing dream (6) inerpretation/ananysis again, the quality of the kiss was the stand-out aspect of the dream upon waking, i began remembering other kisses and comparing them the most vivid kiss that presented itself was an awake-time kiss 35 years ago elsewhere in the dream diary, the quality of kisses in dreams seems more real than awake kisses this entry changes that opinion it is closer to the mark to consider that the feelings of touch are more or less equal in both states of consciousness 15102015 - 116 multi-scene/multi-theme dreams first dream a group of 300-500 people wanting to be friendly was slightly apart from them, trying to avoid being the focal point started walking to the right of the people 2nd scene was as far right as i could go and couldn't go any further because it was at the edge of the sea 3rd scene there was a green, plastic-coated, 15 feet high, chicken/rabbit mesh fence which was there to prevent anyone from falling over into the sea about thirty feet below 4th scene everyone gravitated to the fence 5th scene the people at the front put their fingers through the mesh and let their weight rest against the fence 6th scene the weight of the people caused the fence to give way 7th scene most of those who had their fingers through the mesh kept a grip on the fence as it gave way, but eight or so people fell onto the sand without knowing for sure, it looked as though some were injured 2nd dream in a built-up area the buildings were sturdy, castle-like and looked as though they had been there for a long time 2nd scene was crossing a bridge over an impressively energetic river there were two young ladies in front of me the river was turbulent, and the water was washing up against the buildings where the water was swelling against the buildings, it was forming into sideways-funnel vortexes 3rd scene there was an air of awe as the water began defying physics as it began sculpting itself it produced giant holes and recognisable images of real-life objects as it flowed tumultuously 3rd dream: kissing dream waiting to be served in a shop with three or four other people 2nd scene a man and a woman were doing the serving a man who had just bought something was quietly talking to the person he was with he has just realised that he has been given more money back in his change than the amount paid for it although he didn't bring the discrepancy to the assistant's attention 3rd scene the same thing happened with the next customer when it was the my turn to get served, i asked for two bars of chocolate and paid for them with the largest denomination note i had, thinking i would get even more back proportionally to what i handed over, which i did the male assistant knew what was happening and wasn't worried about it i was trying to understand what was going on at first, i thought the female cashier was mentally challenged a concentrated look at her told me that it wasn't the case 4th scene i was with the woman in a room, and we were looking, more than talking, to each other it became apparent she wanted to be more than just acquaintances she lent back and pulled me on top of her, and we started kissing after five to ten seconds of very enjoyable kissing, i stopped and i was trying to understand what was happening as i woke category of dream: kissing dream (7) analysis/interpretation most, but not all, of the significant points of the elements of the third dream sequence were thoughts/sights and feelings during the day for instance in the second dream, second scene, the presence of women suggests the turbulence in the water was the result of turbulent thoughts i had during the day concerning women without knowing what the thoughts were, it's a safe bet it is along the lines of a continuing theme of troubled thoughts concerning women that has been going on for more than 20 years the details of those thoughts have to do with non-interaction a hardening of this resolve will occur in less than three months if the events of the day are, in this person's experience, the principal cause of the content of the dreams we can comfortably assume the reason we dream is the same reason we eat and breathe, and love is a guide to attaining optimum quality and quantity dreams, we can provisionally postulate, can be likened to the digestive system we aim to assimilate evaluating the experiences of the day before and, like food, the better the quality of the thoughts, feelings, images etc., the more enjoyable our dreams are so our goal is to have laughing, singing, kissing, flying, informative etc., dreams for the entire period, r.e.m. the postulate above is the initial basis on which dreams and the theory of dreams currently rests 15102015 - 117 multi-scene/multi-theme dreams first dream a group of 300-500 people wanting to be friendly i was slightly apart from them, trying to avoid being the focal point started walking to the right of the people 2nd scene was as far right as i could go, and couldn't go any further because it was at the edge of the sea 3rd scene there was a green, plastic-coated, 15-foot-high chicken/rabbit mesh fence, which was there to prevent anyone from falling over into the sea about thirty feet below 4th scene everyone gravitated to the fence 5th scene the people at the front put their fingers through the mesh and let their weight rest against the fence 6th scene the weight of the people caused the fence to give way 7th scene most of those who had their fingers through the mesh kept a grip on the fence as it gave way, but eight or so people fell onto the sand without knowing for sure, it looked as though some were injured 2nd dream in a built-up area the buildings were sturdy, castle-like and looked as though they had been there for a long time 2nd scene was crossing a bridge over an impressively energetic river there were two young ladies in front of me the river was turbulent, and the water was washing up against the buildings where the water was swelling against the buildings, it was forming into sideways-funnel vortexes 3rd scene there was an air of awe as the water began defying physics as it began sculpting itself it produced giant holes and recognisable images of real-life objects as it flowed tumultuously 3rd dream: kissing dream waiting to be served in a shop with three or four other people 2nd scene a man and a woman were doing the serving a man who had just bought something was quietly talking to the person he is with he has just realised that he has been given more money back in his change than the amount paid for it although he didn't bring the discrepancy to the assistant's attention 3rd scene the same thing happened with the next customer when it was my turn to get served, i asked for two bars of chocolate and paid for them with the largest denomination note i had, thinking i would get even more back proportionally to what i handed over, and did the male assistant knew what was happening and wasn't worried about it i was trying to understand what was going on at first, i thought the female cashier was mentally challenged a concentrated look at her told me that it isn't the case 4th scene i was with the woman in a room, and we were looking, more than talking, to each other it became apparent she wanted to be more than just acquaintances she lent back and pulled me on top of her, and we started kissing after five to ten seconds of very enjoyable kissing, i stopped and was trying to understand what was happening as i woke category of dream: kissing dream (7) analysis/interpretation most, but not all, of the significant points of the elements of the third dream sequence were thoughts/sights and feelings during the day not all of the thoughts during the day which produced the content of the dream are remembered for instance, in the second dream, second scene, the presence of women suggests the turbulence in the water was the result of turbulent thoughts i had during the day concerning women without knowing what the thoughts were, it's a safe bet it is along the lines of a continuing theme of troubled thoughts concerning women that has been going on for more than 20 years the details of those thoughts have to do with non-interaction a hardening of this resolve will occur in less than three months if the events of the day are, in this person's experience, the principal cause of the content of the dreams we can comfortably assume the reason we dream is the same reason we eat and breathe, and love is a guide to attaining optimum quality and quantity dreams, we can provisionally postulate, can be likened to the digestive system we aim to assimilate the experiences of the day before and, like food, the better the quality of the thoughts, feelings, images etc., the more enjoyable our dreams will be so, our goal is to have laughing, singing, kissing, flying, etc., dreams for the entire period of r.e.m. the postulate above is the initial basis on which dreams and the theory currently rests 28102015 - 118 informative dream first scene i employed as a dogsbody in a factory although the company supplied a sweeping brush, i brought my own into work because there was more demand for brushes around the factory than were on tap, and it took the pressure off me having to wait or hunt around for one there were two or three people in particular who let their resentment of me get the better of them and had hidden my brush, knowing it would cause me problems being me, i went straight to the people who i was sure were behind it and asked them where it was they shook their heads and were ready to get angry if i accused them of doing it looked in all the places where someone could hide it and ended up back where i had left it the people who had moved the brush were looking at me with an air of sly satisfaction that their dirty deed had succeeded in causing me to become flustered i had no choice but to use a company brush second scene i went to get a paintbrush, only to find the last two brushes were screwed together in such a way that it was utterly impractical to use them it was the end of the working day by now, and the dream ended, i woke still feeling annoyed and frustrated interpretation/analysis being honest, happy, and having an open disposition with a flair for originality doesn't go down well with some people the thoughts and memories during the day which furnished this dream are remembered i never left the house during the day and spent most of the day at the computer several things went exceptionally well exercises seemed unusually productive came across four or five perfect songs i had never heard before, and they brought a compilation of disco songs together beautifully ate three hearty meals zeroed in a little closer to getting a 3d programme to render a more life-like depth to the picture, and for the first time, the cloud backup system proved its worth when i found a registration key which saved me from having to buy the programme again also, during the day, the memory brought up a conversation with someone a few years back it was this relatively short period of reflection that dominated the content of this dream a person is trying to bamboozle me with misleading comments and statements on one occasion, being in an open and well-disposed frame of mind, i followed through on his comment by asking him two or three questions in quick succession, which brought the incorrectness of what he had said to the fore it laid the lie bare, and he became sad and moody you will know what i mean if you can think of a time when you were in the presence of a parent telling a child something and when the child asked questions (they have the knack of getting to the heart of the matter by asking a few "whys" or "hows" questions) are refuted with a "don't ask so many questions" reply as we create circumstances where honesty and openness become the norm, the bullshiters of this world will become uncomfortable at not being able to lie or get out of a situation they have created by becoming angry and violent these people will feel as out of place in a peaceful environment as a quiet man does in a war zone we've still got a ways to go, yet main point that so many good things happened during the day, yet the central theme of the dream was dominated by a mere fraction of the total time of consciousness, causes the writer to conclude that the psyche has to address problems before it can engage in enhancing itself this dream exemplifies the situation humanity is in the good stuff will happen once we overcome the things holding us back. see https://endic.at/lead-article.html note the spirit, soul or essence of the person is housed in the brain the body sorts out the food via the digestive system dreams are the extremely subtle mechanism the psyche uses to bring out the compatibilities and incompatibilities of the previous day's experiences inadequate food will cause salmonella and can make a person feel very ill evil thoughts, feelings, etc., will cause bad dreams and can produce nightmares and night terrors, which are equally awful in another way note 2 the test of a correct theory is that it explains and predicts at the end of the day, reflect on the main thoughts, feelings, images, etc., of the day and see if you can predict whether the dream/s you are going to have will be desirable or not 06112015 - 119 woke up today feeling completely refreshed and relaxed, and lay there luxuriating in the feeling began reflecting on the dream i'd just had it had so many new sights and variations in it that after an hour of thinking about the dream it dawned on me that an interpretation/analysis of dreams will mean having to organise the content of dreams into many distinct groups and categories the need to make this entry galvanised me into action and got out of bed in the dream, a game of ja was being played not in a court with a cesta but with a cap on a flight of stairs with what could have been a small but heavy ball-bearing that would cause an injury to either player two mineral stones, one was oval/round, predominantly black with white streaks, and the other was cube-shaped, predominantly white with black streaks a class of spiders about the size of a grasshopper but with a body the shape of the spaceship millennium falcon with an "i'll attack you if you try anything with me" there are a group of avant-garde thinkers led by myself some of us are convinced that making money from the mineral stones is the best way to go, and some want to make a name for themselves by exhibiting the friendly spider the game of ja, was undoubtedly the result of watching a bit of the film "tron" various thoughts during the day can explain some of the other contents of the dream, but too much of this, and many different dreams, aren't understood 13112015 - 120 feel-good dream first scene at the start of the dream, there was a baby bear in a small room it was in a semi-frantic state, looking for food i picked it up and left second scene was in the company of six or seven other people, and the bear was the centre of attention third scene i took the bear home and let it run around the house big mistake fourth scene every time the bear moved, it broke something or knocked something over fifth scene magically, a sturdy thirty-foot-tall pine tree and a cave appeared in the back garden sixth scene the dream ended as i stepped out of the back door and into the garden a feeling of satisfaction swept over me as i realised that between the simulated habitat and human company, the bear would be pleased ~~~ have had a run of enjoyable dreams this last week it has prompted this entry the dream itself was caused by watching the last third of the film monsters inc (i had watched the first and second parts the two previous nights i crashed out while watching the film) the enjoyment of the film transposed itself into a dream where both the bear and the human got what they wanted the enjoyment factor of dreams over the last five or six days is the direct result of following my advice and not allowing "stray thoughts" to figure prominently during the day by stray thoughts, it means thoughts which do not contain life-enhancing outcomes for other people regardless of who they are or what they've done (because it's such a radical thought, i may remove it) the part of the brain where the dream takes place may not be the digestive system of the soul the analogy is used to simplify the reason why we dream, but it may be the you consideration the gratifying feelings in this dream weren't as great as the feelings while watching the film then again, there are plenty of instances where the content of the dream is far greater than the conscious experiences on which the dreams are based so to determine with greater accuracy which of the two possibilities is closer to the truth, i.e. me in us is more accurate than the conscious self or the id , a little experimentation is needed what this website will do, and if you're in the position to do it, you do it too, is, on the run-up to christmas, maintain or instil in ourselves a wholly "others are more important than self" attitude and without spending less than the world wage on yourself, follow it through in deeds what the experiment is trying to establish if our dreaming self can be more enjoyable than our conscious self id, person, essence, psyche, soul, spirit, you, the writer is in a unique position to define that part of the person which remains constant in the eternal sense it's not just memories in the same way that a person who practises playing the piano develops flexible fingers, and those characteristics become part of the genetic structure which, if continued through successive generations, would result in even more deft skills so too it is with practising ethics the more a person practises it, the more those traits which produce evolutionary progression manifest themselves once more, the characteristic's and abilities which lead to more life aren't an intellectual ideal, but the natural order of the state of mind for an ethically-oreinted being notes the implications of this are that in the dream state, we would have to be able to communicate with each other and move together this website has no experience of doing this externalised dreams make communication possible, but even then, it's a one-way thing other ideas that led to insights about things that i previously thought beyond our range of understanding started in this unwieldy state will let this idea run for a while and see if it takes us anywhere 19112015 - 121 humorous dream one scene humour in a dream is nothing new for this website this difference in this dream is that the joke was on me i can't tell you the specifics of the humour, except it was two people who were at ease with life, more so than myself at the moment the penny dropped, there is a non-plussed moment for me, but it immediately changed to a feeling of appreciation of being out-humoured in a way that is one of the hallmarks of my sense of humour this dream is the result of realising during the pde's there are people out there who are on the train and don't know it https://www.endic.at/the%20train.html 22112015 - 122 a two -themed dream: humorous & inventive first dream in an enclosed area about four times the size of a squash court two men came in, followed by two women both the ladies were beautiful the first of the two men who came into the area moved out of the squash court the second of the two men was a burly, well-dressed and serious-looking chap second scene i am in a comfortable chair one of the women sat opposite and close to me, the other one was two metres to the left of her, and the man was to the back and left, observing me the woman closest to me exuded a nervous apprehension i asked her what her job was she said, "i work for the media" i said, "so they know where you are then" it dissipated her anxiousness, and she visibly relaxed, and the other woman smiled and moved closer the dream ended there not much in this dream to write home about am making this an entry because it was possible to pinpoint every thought of the pde's that formed this dream the first of the two men who entered the dream is an acquaintance from some years back who let me down on something quite profound and who is in the doghouse had thought about him during the day the second man represented the establishment had been thinking over what the outlook of the oligarchs was and how best to nullify their influence the point of this entry is to make you aware that it is possible to understand why you have the dreams you do the most influential thing which forms the content of dreams are your thoughts of the pde's https://www.endic.at/why.do.we.dream.txt the second dream is way too complicated and time-consuming to go into in detail these few sentences alone have taken more than 90 minutes suffice it to say it was a business venture that had a woman in it (no, not xual. mores the pity)and is set high in the sky going into the details of dreams is a feat of concentration it took almost two hours of thinking about these two dreams to recall every detail and marry them to the pde's lying there after waking for two hours with eyes shut produced some other insights into dreams through going to have a drink (coffee) and will then add some more to why do we dream http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 23112015 - 123 two -themed dream: humorous & inventive first dream in an enclosed area about four times the size of a squash court two men came in, followed by two women both the ladies were beautiful the first of the two men who came into the area moved out of the squash court the second of the two men was a burly, well-dressed and serious-looking chap second scene i am in a comfortable chair one of the women sat opposite and close to me, the other one was two metres to the left of her, and the man is to the back and left, observing me the woman closest to me exuded a nervous apprehension i asked her what her job was, she said, "i work for the media." i said, "so they know where you are then?" it dissipated her anxiousness, and she visibly relaxed; the other woman smiled and moved closer the dream ended there there is not much in this dream to write home about i am making this an entry because it was possible to pinpoint every thought of the pde's that formed this dream the first of the two men who entered the dream was an acquaintance from some years back who let me down on something quite profound and who was in the doghouse had thought about him during the day the second man represented the establishment had been thinking over what the outlook of the oligarchs was and how best to nullify their influence the point of this entry is to make you aware that it is possible to understand why you have the dreams you do the most influential thing which forms the content of dreams is your thoughts and experiences of the pde's the second dream is way too complicated and time-consuming to go into in detail these few sentences alone have taken more than 90 minutes suffice it to say it was a business venture - had a woman in it (no, not xual, mores the pity) was set high in the sky going into the details of dreams is a feat of concentration it took almost two hours of thinking about these two dreams to recall every detail and marry them to the pde's lying there after waking for two hours with eyes shut did produce some other insights into dreams through going to have a drink (coffee) and will then add some more to why do we dream 25112015 - 124 laughing dream externalised dream this is only the second laughing dream this year there was a time when i was having two or three a week the point is more important than the details of the dream itself the point is this dream was the result of following through with my suggestion of doing and thinking things for the benefit of other people it does work the most influential factor in producing enjoyable dreams is not to allow "stray thoughts" into your view of people stray thoughts (thoughts which contain a reduction in the quantity or quality of life) are counter-productive to pleasant dreams for the simple reason that reality demands, yes, demands, of us that everything we do, think, etc., embodies endlessness that's all there is to it, and that's all there is to it sweet dreams http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html name of dream: crumpets and photographs in accommodation of an average size was eating crumpets two or three uncles were there and were looking at the food got the feeling they wanted some and went into the kitchen and started toasting another four or five second scene it became a full-blown gathering of the clan with twelve men, and the room had got bigger third scene was back in the kitchen opened the fridge to find another couple of dozen crumpets and a dozen scotch pancakes had materialised fourth scene back in the living room, where everybody was eating, and there was an atmosphere of celebration a large oval silver platter with twenty or thirty slices of beef had come from somewhere bread and other items were needed to make it a proper buffet-type meal i left the gathering and went off to a nearby shop for the food fifth scene was outside, and the surroundings were unfamiliar to me; it was going to be necessary to catch a bus sixth scene was in a street that was curved and sharply inclined there were buses, and it was bustling with people it occurred to me that it was going to take too long to get the food and get back to the family gathering in good time seventh scene i was walking along another street when a voice to my right said, "hello john" it was someone who didn't recognise standing at the entrance of an open-front shop which sold assorted upmarket knick-knacks he was smiling eighth scene he raised his hand to offer me something, the dramer saw what looked to be a 20-pound note i could see the zero, but i me couldn't see the two he handed it to me, and then the number became clear, but it wasn't a 2 but a 3 a 30 pound note is a sure sign of prosperity he could see i still didn't understand who he was or why he was giving me money then he said, "thanks for the photo" i said, "have a good christmas," and then realised it was christmas; as i started waking from the dream, i realised i was dreaming, i heard myself say, "or, should say, "a merry christmas" again, as is becoming the writer's waking routine, with eyes closed, lay still in bed thinking about the dream after half an hour, the pieces started to fall into place" in another dream, a year or two ago, i was the official photographer of a wedding in that dream, the man who gave me the thirty-pound note in this dream asked me to take a photo of a young man (a real-life person who had been a regular caller to my home for over four to five years, 15 to 20 years before!) in the dream of a year or two before, he was not the father of the young man but the lover of the young man's mother the man who asked me to take the photo in the dream of 1 to 2 years ago thought the young man epitomised what he thought a decent, clean-cut, well-balanced young man should be and was proud to have become involved with a woman who could produce such a fine example of manhood and he regarded the young man as his son in the dream of one to two years ago, there had been a gap of 18 months to two years between the wedding and the man receiving the photo the time gap was because i could never remember to give the photo to the young man to give to his stepfather the man who wanted the photo had resigned himself to not getting the picture and had formed a poor opinion of me he was shocked when it turned up, and it restored his belief in people he had wanted to show his gratitude to me for some years, but, like the with the photo, the circumstances had never presented themselves until today's dream! analysis/interpretation comment the crumpets are the result of the writer thinking how much i had enjoyed honey and peanut butter on crumpets the day before, but that's the only one of the pde's of this dream that the writer can put his finger on this is in sharp contrast, or perhaps the complete opposite, of yesterday's dream the complicated bit is how a dream from more than a year ago should find a conclusion in this dream the one factor that may explain it is that the writer began practising his dancing steps with determination the day before for this dream for the first time in more than fifteen years, and was pleased to discover he had still "got it" this dream has produced the outlook that dreams aren't just the influence of the pde's it should be considered by the reader over the years and, incredibly, over a lifetime more than just a little bit of satisfaction was derived from this dream that dreams can be this sophisticated bolsters the view that dreams are a portal to understanding our inner self quantum theory opened the door to understanding the physical world, and its applications are still only in their infant stage dreams and dream theory, it is boldly conjectured, is going to be as big a breakthrough in understanding what the soul is and just what the relationship between our soul and our human selves is as quantum theory was in explaining the workings of the inanimate world - possibly a necessary prerequisite to becoming a pure soul it is evident from the outset of dreams and dreams theory that it would become a "biggie" it looks like it may become even more significant than was first envisaged category of dream: serial dream/externalised dream "supercalifragilisticexpialidocious" means something to say when you have nothing to say 02122015 - 125 stray thoughts dream this dream wasn't a quality dream it didn't take long to figure out what caused it while composing the new page, the writer allowed himself to dwell on disastrous thoughts and feelings towards devolving beings anything less-than-loving content was removed 05122015 -126 informative dream? reference: dream 05122015 was trying to steal some toothbrushes from the counter in a store toothbrushes, six or seven assorted individual and coupled items in each package a mixture of items", a toothbrush and a re-usable/disposable wet shave razor", two different types of toothbrushes, one soft, one hard, a packet of four (all soft) and two or three individual packets of mixed items by the same manufacturer (blue and grey design/colour and sleek/modern looking) had my hand hidden under a cloth and was slowly inching my hand to the items i wanted, and was succeeding next dream, first scene a public playground from seemingly nowhere, a steady white/blue beam of light, about thirty centimetres wide, emanated from two feet above the ground for about a second near the wire on the inside of the playground second scene within a second or two, a blue/white pulse light, like the green pulse light in the original film "war of the worlds", again seemingly came out of thin air from the same place the beam of light came from i knew what was happening: "two kids had got hold of the invisibility cloth (although in this scene it had become big enough to cover the two) kids) and were using it to have some fun at the expense of grown-ups one was holding a hand-held gun which shot the pulse light, and the other was operating a mounted-cannon gun which was emitting a steady beam new scene a small group of people were gathering around but kept their distance (most people publicly deny the existence of aliens but secretly harbour thoughts about them and weren't going to take any chances) a young woman who was more curious than afraid was approaching the point of emanation of the light next dream first scene was at a cash machine that had a small slit in the brickwork, a metre or two away from the cash dispenser had stashed some money there previously and was retrieving it people thought i had got the money from the machine, but couldn't figure out how i had got so much money out of the machine (the limit was 250 pounds, and had hundreds and hundreds) next scene a queue had formed, hoping they would be able to do the same next dream standing at the end of a tight alley where i left my push-bike overnight second scene a male person (had been wondering about a person in real life and real-time, if he had joined the "force" or not it turned out he had because he was now using a push-bike. couldn't leave his bike where he wanted to because mine was there he couldn't see me because i was still invisible woke up as i lay awake thinking about this dream, recalled another scene in the dream (associated with the two-scene push-bike dream sequence) of me looking at my wristwatch and noticing the time was two minutes to six on a wild, speculative hunch, i decided to check the time in real-time, which prompted me to get out of bed it took about two minutes to get dressed and look at the wristwatch it was precisely 5 a.m., not 6 a.m., as it was in the dream this may or may not be significant, but there is an imaginative idea forming that synchronisation between dream time and awake-time will have implications and applications related to "getting connected" this dream is entered because of the possible application of sleep-time and real-time for use in getting connected and also because it is another one of those dreams in which packeted toothbrushes of the same colour and design had featured in another dream in the last year, and that dream itself was based on a real-life incident from at least eight years previous to this date (i looked through the image pages of blue/grey, toothbrushes, no matches) ~~~ this entry has taken 3 hours to get to this point have still got to colour the words and re-read it and probably change it it's going to be closer to four hours than three before it can be published this entry is typical of how much time this website spends on dreams and dreams theory for each entry we're now at the stage where the time it takes to keep abreast of sleep and dreams is going to take up half of the day and it's demanding greater attention 10122015 - 127 externally-influenced dream woke from this dream feeling drained, sluggish and more tired than before going to sleep it was the most violent dream the writer has ever had; close to being a nightmare three scenes of apparently wanton murder its only saving grace was that there were no children involved a dozen or so people were burned alive by some liquid fuel a hose was jetting out a fountain of fuel at any and everyone who came near me there were some genuinely horrifying images in the dream, and they were still occurring as i awoke feeling ill feeling defeated that i'd had stray thoughts sometime during the day, i began going through the thoughts and feelings of the previous day there were one or two thoughts that weren't entirely "wholesome", along the lines of not feeling too annoyed by the idea of homosexuals not gaining access to the future, but nothing of a destructive nature which would produce this type of dream then it occurred to me that the last dream that was violent happened more than a year ago it was brought on by eating too much ham the food the day before this dream was typically low in meat, so it wasn't the food then it was thought it might have been a combination of food and thoughts (i had eaten some corned beef for the first time in several months), but that didn't make enough sense lay there for a full half-hour or more trying to isolate the cause of the dream, and eventually gave up, thinking it was one of those dreams that had yet to be analysed at the very moment i took that decision, an image sequence popped into my mind, and the reason for the dream revealed itself fell asleep watching a film (automata), which had a scene of a man-shaped being doused in a liquid and then setting fire to itself the scene lingered in the eyes of the being as it was burning, and it conveyed a sense of melancholy it was clear, this was an externally-influenced dream comment usually, this type of image sequence wouldn't have affected the writer in the way it did over the last week or so, since the entry of stray thoughts, the writer has kept his thoughts and feelings in line with the underlying thrust of life, an ever-increasing quantity and quality of life honing in on inner-self produces, for evolving beings, a more relaxed and wholesome feel for life any increase in orientation to more life will produce a change in the person's conjugate position when the change is sufficiently significant, it will re-position a person's temperament to the degree it will be affected more quickly by life-reducing circumstances, such as what happened to the writer because of watching the burning sequence in the film the point is that violence through the media outlets is depleting your children's feelings for life and consequently your chances of making it into the future 19122015 - 128 time conscious/timeless conscious dream got back into bed after going to the bathroom and was waiting for sleep to claim me again after a couple of minutes, i began to feel more awake and realised i wasn't going back to sleep i couldn't figure it out hadn't lain down during the day before and watched a film, as is typical for me had put twice as much effort into weight training than usual had been more active than usual about the house had gone to bed early (10 pm) usually, that would have guaranteed a whole night's sleep or, as has always been the case until today, would have fallen back to sleep within seconds of getting back into bed after coming back from the bathroom i am miffed it would mean that i would be too tired to go through the whole day without having a sleep which means my sleep routine still wasn't settled after coming back from the bathroom and before getting back into bed, i had looked at the wristwatch on the table; it was just after 2 am after about 5-10 minutes, i started feeling more awake, it was noticed that, through the cracks of where the curtains meet, the street lighting was brighter than usual curious as to why that would be, i parted the curtains and had a peek it was the daylight! it was eight o'clock i had dreamt the i had woken up, gone to the toilet, had the unmistakable sensation of the cold bathroom floor on the bottom of my feet, looked at the watch before i got back into bed the cause of the dream? fell asleep the night before watching the film "dark skies" in the film, two people had been "tampered" with, and their waking and sleeping states had got mixed up o.k. my mind latched onto the idea of not being able to distinguish between awake and sleeping, but the sleeping mind can fully convince the awake mind of a different reality! you had better start accepting it, people; there are going to be more twists and turns marrying the time-conscious and the timeless-conscious than there are in figuring out how we got here from nothing 21122015 - 129 externalised/laughing dream these dreams are becoming too much listen to this... the first half of the dream was a replay of a dream from between five months and two years ago unfortunately, the writer didn't make it an entry for dreams and dream theory if it had, it could have been accurately analysed and purposefully used does the idea of spending half your day worrying about sleep and dreams seem like a waste of time? for some reason, dreams and dream theory seem to be high on the agenda of love/life in that, and this, dream" got onto a single-decker bus/coach the bus/coach, almost immediately, started going too fast within a couple of seconds (sleep-time), it had got out of control and careered off the road and into a circular tunnel, which went under another road and became wedged between the sides of the tunne l managed to squeeze out of the coach via the front door and began walking towards the other end of the tunnel, which was about thirty metres away the entry/exit to the tunnel which i was walking through was at ninety degrees to the tunnel itself and was quite steeply sloped, and the light of day was reaching into the tunnel - this is the end of the old dream the new sequence begins here, to the left of me is a budget-film crew (sound man, director, actors and a cameraman) they were filming a crime movie two men were having a fight against the wall on my left the bus that had crashed had drawn two athletic, have-a-go-type women into the tunnel to do their christian duty they bounded into the tunnel and stood for a moment, looking around to see where they could be most helpful i couldn't help myself; i shouted, "stop it, stop it, stop fighting" it worked the two, very healthy women pounced on the two actors fighting and stopped, in double-quick time, what they thought was a real fight as they were wallowing in the satisfaction of a job well done, they began to realise that they had interrupted a filming sequence, and it didn't take them long to figure out who the culprit was in the next scene, one of the women made a hasty exit from the tunnel, and the other one, wearing trousers, was slumped in a squat position, trimming the skin off the ends of her fingers with her teeth i got the impression she was on the verge of coming over to me and poking me in the eye for making a fool of her now, i had begun silently laughing the moment they had started moving, at speed, toward the two fighting actors my amusement was growing, and every time i recalled the expression on their faces as the embarrassing truth dawned on them, it became stronger between looking at the girl with a disgusted-at-herself-for-being-so-easily-duped look on her face and recalling the expressions of the women (an awkward bemusement) at the moment of realising what they had done, the silent laughing had turned into involuntary noisy tittering and chuckling it got to the point where the laughing was interfering with my physical ability to breathe a final glance at the girl showed she was becoming infected by my laughing, and it was starting to make her smile i woke up at a point of the laughing fit where i was not breathing in enough to feed my body with the air it needed to laugh i was laughing hard for a full minute after waking, and it took another minute or two after that for it to subside completely (still chuckling a little as i'm writing this) this dream was the result of what i thought was witty and amusing writing in a chat room on the internet yesterday this entry points out the timeless conscious mind's ability to turn or use a semi-disastrous event as a prequel for a bloody good laugh we need to learn about and develop the faculties of the timeless conscious there's so much good stuff to unearth in it a quick read of this article provides the scientific evidence of the benefits of laughter the above corporeal interpretation explains laughter as the pituitary gland releasing endorphins into the brain methinks it will, eventually, lead to laughter tied into the timeless-dreaming conscious perhaps a straight equation of a numerical increase or enhancement of love/life this is the 3rd laughing dream this year 24122015 - 130 the name of the dream: intricate graphics in dreams this dream is an entry because of the highly sophisticated pictures and visual sequences it contained the reasons that caused the dream are known we don't need to go into those what we can think about is the ability of the dream-time consciousness to produce such complex visual content this is the second dream with this type of visual content; the first was on the 15102015 we're entering into a new dimension of abstract form (e.g. linear-shaped clouds) the puzzle is why the dream-time conscious feels the need to introduce to the awake-time conscious completely unfamiliar content when everyday visualisations could do the job just as easily the first thought is that it is an introduction to another aspect of reality an equally important aspect in the understanding of self, as quantum theory is to understanding physics is the timeless consciousness the underlying character upon which the time consciousness rests? physicists found themselves questioning the credibility of their discoveries as quantum theory was formulated "can nature be as strange as the experiments indicate" (werner heisenburg) the answer, we now know, is yes picture page "furnace place" falls into the category we're talking about for now, the dream-time consciousness is considered the underlying character of the awake-time consciousness: the consciousness upon which the awake-time consciousness rests or is built 30122015 - 131 E two types of consciousness in dreams if movements and visualisations in dreams get any more sophisticated than this, this website would like to hear about it however, it is not the incredible motions and sights in this dream which make it worthy of note it is because, in this dream, i got closer than ever to being able to form the content of the dream while in timeless consciousness admittedly, it was towards the end of the dream (the "crossing-over" point between the two states of consciousness); however, the ability to affect the dream's content was marked and distinct there were at least two occasions when consciousness went from one state to the other the implications, if taken to their logical outcome, have fantasy-level implications this is another step in crossing the bridge of the comprehension of the self we are entering a world where time and timelessness co-exist we can use the comparison/analogy with the quantum theory the quantum character of substance is the timeless consciousness, and our everyday experience of reality (classical mechanics) is time-conscious our time-consciousness can, and does, affect events at an atomic, and even at a superficial molecular, level (see the act of observation) it is beyond dispute that the pde's affect the timeless consciousness the dream itself" sequence one* a sickeningly smug religious man, wearing a black habit with white trimmings at some of its edges and a large black skullcap, was, at first, standard size but became the size of a finger-puppet when i attached two or three string cables to him, which were highly responsive to my touch the slightest touch sent him one metre one way, and then he swung back, with slightly less momentum, to more or less where the movement began he became life-sized again and was still maintaining the composure of self-righteousness, which is what i was trying to change i mind-willed him to finger-size again and gave him another, slightly more energetic push when he was life-sized again, he agreed with my way of seeing things (i will let you work out for yourselves what the pde's were for this part of the dream) sequence two was at a computer or a game console i pressed or toggled something, and the screen came to life, and a video sequence began the sensation of movement was immediate and fast, too fast still, before it unsettled me, my mind focused on the shapes and colours i was on a roller-coaster ride, but it wasn't a carriage, and it wasn't on tracks couldn't see the shape of whatever it was that was transporting me; indeed, it may have been just a mind thing it was a roller-coaster ride through a tube the surface area of the tube was now the screen, and it became a rapidly changing display of kaleidoscopic images that were continually changing; some stayed formed long enough to take in the detail the roller coaster movement went at a slope down, slope up, slope sideways, twisting up, down and sideways, turning as it was twisting up, down and sideways, slowing down, speeding up, and always at a breakneck speed it was a saturation of patterns and colours, predominantly orange it was taking the mind to the very limits of its ability to perceive the volume of input of motion, shape and colour then it stopped, and the moment it stopped, the desire to experience it again filled the senses sequence three i was back where the dream began, at a computer screen or game console, when the crossover between states of consciousness occurred it was possible to re-enter the roller-coaster reality twice more as a result of my wanting to, while in a time-conscious state in this time-conscious, stimulated dreaming sequence, the motions and colours weren't as intense as the original however, it was still okay, like eating another spoonful or two of a sweet pudding after becoming sated it happened again on the second attempt again, the detail and newness of the experience deteriorated i knew i had crossed back to time-conscious as i was trying for the third time comment we have to open up to the possibility that this type of dream can happen as a shared dream and, who knows, perhaps as a group and as a collective shared dream notes *because i didn't get to the computer straight away after waking, i can't be sure which of the first two sequences came first the third sequence is in the right place 31122015 -132 E the name of the dream: the friendly green lizard in a room with another person a small green lizard, about twice as big as the giant newt in a fish tank nearby, was scurrying here and there i stooped down so that the back of my hand was resting on the floor and offered the palm of my hand to the lizard the lizard accepted the invitation, and it ran onto my hand, up my arm and stopped on my shoulder, but then jumped off and onto the floor almost immediately again, i put my hand close to the floor so it could run up it and made a squeaky sound to get the lizard's attention it not only got the attention of the lizard, but the lizard mimicked my sound almost precisely as it climbed onto my hand, up my arm and onto my shoulder again when the lizard was on my shoulder, i made another sound, only this time, it was more of a soft cluck it duplicated the sound yet again, and the other person in the room darted a look at me, and we knew the lizard had intelligence but, for the first time, it jumped back onto the floor almost straight away i then realised the lizard was looking for something to eat i asked the other person in the dream to use two jars to make a flour paste while i attempted to coax the lizard back into my hand the other person made the paste, but it was much too watery, and then the theme of the dream became two men trying to make a bread paste for the next couple of scenes the lizard was no longer in the dream when the dream ended notes 1 this is another dream above 3.5 in the addenda: vividness: it looks like only dreams that have a high level of addenda: vividness: are becoming worthy of becoming an entry into the diary this trend isn't just my choice vivdiness 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - animal () reptile () lizard () green (1) 133 E the name of the dream: the egotist i handed a flyer while walking through town on the flyer are two questions the answers are to be one-word answers i write my replies and hand the sheet of paper back the man says that my answers are what they are looking for and asks if i would be interested in being recruited during the conversation that follows, one statement the recruiter makes is so obviously biased to seeing things his way, it makes me realise this guy is on a power trip he's one of those people who are on sure ground, providing you see things their way vividness: 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: people with insular outlooks (2+) 22042016 - 134 E serial/episode dreams this is the third serial/episode dream of the writer's unillustrious life the first episode of this serial dream (a one-scene dream) was the day before this one in this one-scene dream, i am standing and looking down at a rectangular, see-through, malleable plastic container that has a removable top to it the contents are visible the objects in the plastic container were about five centimetres tall and about two and a half centimetres wide at first look, the objects looked like mushrooms; only the stalks were noticeably hyperboloid in shape (pic 1) and at the bottom of them were what looked like thick white/grey roots the cap of the mushroom-like objects are grey/brown with four or five red spots on it the cap of the mushroom-like objects stuck out from the stalk by about a centimetre my first thought was that they were sweets i took the lid off the container to smell it to confirm it had sweets i don't recall if it had a smell or not, but i decided not to eat it that ended this one scene-dream the dream the next night started as i had just gone through the front door of the house where i am staying it was a two-up, two-down house, and i had a bedsit at the back as i walked through the hallway to get to my room, on my left, the door to the flat at the front of the house was open i looked in and saw a man looking at me i stopped, stood and glanced around the room there are two men in it one had a pair of earphones on and was busy adjusting knobs and switches of audio equipment, and the other, the man i saw first, was holding a microphone and, as i was about to find out, was hosting a radio competition the man holding the microphone invited me to be the challenger to the person on the other end of the phone i've won a few awake time competitions in my day (the last one was over the christmas season, just gone in that one, i won a handsome sekonda watch, so i fancied my chances what did i have to lose? it was a three-question competition, and the winner would be the one who got all three questions right it seemed the quiz lasted about three seconds in this dream, but we're timeless-conscious in dreams, and it could have been three minutes anyway, i won easily, too easily for the quiz-master he was one of those sorts of people who's got a bug up his a when it comes to intelligent assessments with an air of smug delight, his smile had broadened, he was the adjudicator, and his decision was final; he pronounced the challenger on the phone was the winner (this dream may be linked to a phone-in competition i took part in back in the christmas of 1968 in that competition, i didn't win outright but was level with my competitor at the end of the quiz the host had to choose the winner, and i was the loser. i felt i'd got the short end of the stick then, too i looked at him with disgust, and he was loving it i'd have the last laugh, though the time would come when he would need a stand-in challenger again he'd come knocking on my door, and i'd tell him to shove it at that moment, though, i am well mift i turned away as quickly as i could so he wouldn't be able to boast about seeing me fuming as i made my way into my room i went to the other side of the room and emptied my pockets of "bits and pieces" onto the top of a table i turned around and immediately noticed that one of the mushroom-like objects from the dream the night before was on the other side of the bed within a second, again, in timeless-conscious, it's hard to tell, i am staring at the mushroom-like object as it begins morphing it became a five-centimetre cat it was sleek and had the body of a cheetah, although it had the face of a kitten the cat began to walk along the bed towards me (it is at times like this that the writer wishes he had an expensive computer graphics program and the skill to use it) i'm not going to attempt to describe its movements the movements of the animal were out of this world it wasn't flying or anything like that; its movements are expressions of being, happiness, freedom, etc. i stood fixed, trying to make sense of what it was i was looking at at this point, i became slightly nervous; this thing could do anything it wanted the man who had hosted the radio quiz was standing in the doorway his teeth smile was bearing down on me he let out an ordinary, quick laugh amazement, awe, disbelief" yes, but laughing, definitely not i did start laughing, though, and woke to the sound of my laughter (this is also the third laughing dream this year) ~~~ the movements of what i'm going to call a being are fixed in my memory the time will come, i hope, that there'll be a little help on hand which will enable me to share some of the things that have to be shared those of you who are new to "dreams and dream theory" are missing out by not tapping into your dream-consciousness there's stuff in there that will broaden your view of life and even enrich your life ~~~ this one-scene dream may be a "setup". i.e. the one-scene dream episode of this serial dream sequence was contrived to arrive at the second scene "setup by whom?" i hear you asking take a wild guess this explains why i didn't win the phone competition and the out-of-context smile of the quiz-master ~~~ hopefully, this is the first and second of what will turn into a multi-episode, and if it carries as much significance as i think it might, it may turn into a multi-serial dream we know from other episode/serial dreams that they can span years this dream has opened up new thoughts regarding evolution the writer has assumptions regarding how evolution occurs, i.e. all classes of the man-shaped being (summary: extended version. part 8) follow the same pattern: primitive fish, amphibians, and several stages of quadruped it's possible that within the next two or three hundred thousand or two or three million or two or three hundred million of the hundred thousand million classes of beings scheduled to emerge over the next five thousand million (summary: extended version. part 8) years will go from a sophisticated "vegetable" stage to the quadruped stage missing all the in-between steps over the past three months, dreams and dream theory have been neglected, and i've got out of the habit of remembering and recording dreams perhaps this is the time to start anew, and as the writer gets back into the routine of remembering dreams, i can tell you how he did it, and it should be the same for you but these dream entries take up masses of time to convey putting this and the other entry together has taken three to four hours! 22052016 - 135 E epic dream 2 within the first few seconds of this dream, the word love sounded out the sound of the word conveyed the stamp of time the word love could have been the first sound a baby made (possibly the baby hadn't cried when she took her first breath or had just learnt it as her first word, or perhaps it was a spontaneous and simultaneous collective sentiment [a sentiment so powerful it took on form], that emanated from two or more babies (it would be a challenge to a film director to portray this scene) there is an air of efficiency, but also a professional detachment from what was probably a hospital the dream has me at a dozen or so different places, walking along corridors, walking up stairs, standing and sitting in rooms at about the tenth scene, a single note of what sounded like a sitar resounded throughout the building gradually, in very subtle ways, the air of detached efficiency started to change first, the lighting became softer, and then people, without actually saying anything, became more amenable there wasn't the detached air of professional efficiency there was previously people slowed as they walked past, as though they wanted to stop and speak the single note sounded again and again, and subtle changes occurred with each note the lighting became lighter, the building looked cleaner, and the women's uniforms had style again, the note played, only now, the lapse of time between one note and the previous one had shortened the dream continued: "every time a note sounded, the intensity of congeniality improved; people walked with a more relaxed gait, smiles became more regular, little touches of cooperation, the tone of people's voices took on concern, compassion, friendliness, interest" eventually, the notes formed a melody the melody matched the new mood caring dominated the drive to accomplish love had taken residence there the dream ended this dream could, with the right director, be a great film 26052016 - 136 on holiday with my brother in amsterdam 30062016 - 137 name of dream: carmen three things in this dream have characteristics that deserve your attention it is bizet's carmen for those not familiar with the song, you can treat yourself to it here - http://endic.at/carmen%20with%20chorus.mp4 there were twenty or thirty people in this dream we were in a circle and began to shuffle in a slightly stiff manner when the song began then, when the chorus began, we began to move more fluidly and started humming along with the tune each time the chorus came in, we began singing in harmony with it our harmony was at a different pitch from the song we then started to ad-lib the words of the song, and, believe it or not, the sound of the performers meshed with ours, and the song took on a more appealing sound it was beauty in music there may be those who scoff at the thought of the song sounding even better than it does this is a dream-time reality, people dreams are where your most daring fantasies can/will come true the most relevant aspect of this dream was the chance to gauge how long a dream lasts for those who know the song will also know that it lasts for four to five minutes this was the first time it has been possible to get an objective comparison of the difference in values of the sense of time in dream-time and the sense of time in awake-time if this difference between dream-time and awake-time holds for all dreams, then the difference in time values between sleep-time and awake-time tells us that dream-time passes at least ten times more quickly than awake-time experiences if i hadn't known the song and based solely on the dream, i would have said it lasted twenty to thirty seconds! either an and or of time-tense 1 or 3 addenda: vividness:: 3.6 tenses of time: https://www.endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html stand-out moment: the harmonies the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: our ability to appreciate beauty in any form category of dream: informative cause/s of the dream:? 01122016 - 138 E new category of dream: kaleidoscopic environment head/torso/arms/observer montage dreams this dream had about seven different picture sequences they were all women in the act of giving or receiving x a man wasn't evident in any of the sequences, not so much as a finger the two sequences most vividly remembered are of a young woman in the cowgirl position her movements were what a girl enjoying dancing would be making not backwards and forward, but left to right sideways turning, more in the fashion of the "twist" dance by complete contrast, there is a frail, pallid-looking woman on her back she was unresponsive as the thrusts pushed her back she was either in a deep sleep or dead does the mind think in extremes? this dream may have been the mind encapsulating all of the possible realities we can experience not too difficult to assess what the pde's of this dream were a woman i spoke to in the street a few months back said that men think about sex every two seconds now, there's a woman in need the category of the dream: kaleidoscopic (2+) 24122015 - 139 intricate graphics in dreams this dream is an entry because of the highly sophisticated pictures and visual sequences it contained the reasons that caused the dream are known we don't need to go into those what has to be thought about is the ability of the dream-time conscious to produce such complex visual content this is the second dream with this type of visual content; the first was on the 15102015 we're entering into a new dimension of abstract form (e.g. linear-shaped clouds) the puzzle is why the dream-time conscious feels the need to introduce to the awake-time conscious completely unfamiliar content when everyday visualisations could do the job just as easily the first thought is that we are exposed to another aspect of reality one which is equally important in the understanding of self, as quantum theory is to understanding physics is the timeless consciousness the underlying character upon which the time consciousness is built? physicists found themselves questioning the credibility of their discoveries as quantum theory was formulated "can nature be as strange as the experiments indicate?" (werner heisenburg) the answer, we now know, is yes picture page furnace place falls into the category we're talking about for now, the dream-time consciousness is thought to be the underlying character of the awake-time consciousness: the consciousness upon which the awake-time consciousness rests or is built 06122016 - 140 an undressed young woman who looked like she had just got out of the bath moved closer to the camera of her computer, clasped her hands and said, "i'm looking for a firm relationship" 30122015 - 141 two types of consciousness in dreams if movements and visualisations in dreams get any more sophisticated than this, this website would like to hear about it however, it is not the incredible motions and sights in this dream which make it worthy of note it is because, in this dream, i got closer than ever to being able to form the content of the dream while in timeless consciousness admittedly, it was towards the end of the dream (the "crossing-over" point between the two states of consciousness); however, the ability to affect the dream's content was marked and distinct there were, at least two separate occasions when consciousness went from one state to the other the implications, if taken to their logical outcome, have fantasy-level implications another step has been taken in crossing the bridge of the comprehension of the self we are entering a world where time and timelessness co-exist we can use the comparison/analogy with the quantum theory the quantum character of substance is the timeless consciousness, and our everyday experience of reality (classical mechanics) is time-conscious our time-conscious can, and does, affect events at an atomic, and even at a superficial molecular, level (see the act of observation) it is beyond dispute that the pde's affects the timeless conscious the dream itself, sequence one a sickeningly smug religious man, wearing a black habit with white trimmings at some of its edges and a large black skullcap, was, at first, standard size but became the size of a finger-puppet when i attached two or three string cables to him which were highly responsive to my touch the slightest touch sent him one metre one way, and then he swung back, with slightly less momentum, to more or less where the movement began he became life-sized again and was still maintaining the composure of self-righteousness, which is what i was trying to change i mind-willed him to finger-size again and gave him another, slightly more energetic push when he was life-sized again, he agreed with my way of seeing things (it will let you work out for yourselves what the pde's were for this part of the dream) sequence two was at a computer or a game console i pressed something or toggled something, and the screen came to life, and a video sequence began the sensation of movement was immediate and fast, too fast still, before it unsettled me, my mind focused on the shapes and colours i was on a roller-coaster ride, but it wasn't a carriage, and it wasn't on tracks couldn't see the shape of whatever it was that was transporting me indeed, it may have been just a mind thing it was a roller-coaster ride through a tube the surface area of the tube was now the screen, and it became a rapidly changing display of kaleidoscopic images that were continually changing; some stayed formed long enough to take in the detail the roller coaster movement went at a slope down, slope up, slope sideways, twisting up, down and sideways, turning as it was twisting up, down and sideways, slowing down, speeding up, and always at a break-neck speed it was a saturation of patterns and colours, predominantly orange it was taking the mind to the very limits of its ability to perceive the volume of input of motion, shape and colour then it stopped, and the moment it stopped, the desire to experience it again filled the senses sequence three i was back where the dream began, at a computer screen or game console, when the cross-over between states of conscious states occurred it was possible to re-enter the roller-coaster reality twice more as a result of me wanting to, while in a time-conscious state in this time-conscious stimulated dreaming sequence, the motions and colours weren't as intense as the original however, it was still okay, like eating another spoonful or two of a sweet pudding after becoming sated it happened again on the second attempt again, the detail and newness of the experience deteriorated i knew that i had crossed back fully to time-conscious as i was trying for the third time comment we have to open up to the possibility that this type of dream can happen as a shared dream and, who knows, perhaps as a group and as a collective shared dream notes *because i didn't get to the computer straight away after waking, i can't be sure which of the first two sequences came first the third sequence is in the right place 31122015 -132 the name of the dream: the friendly green lizard in a room with another person a small green lizard about twice as big as the giant newt in a fish tank nearby was scurrying here and there i stooped down so that the back of my hand was resting on the floor and offered the palm of my hand to the lizard the lizard accepted the invitation, and it ran onto my hand, up my arm and stopped on my shoulder but then jumped off and onto the floor almost immediately again, i put my hand close to the floor so it could run up it and made a squeaky sound to get the lizard's attention it not only got the attention of the lizard, but the lizard mimicked my sound almost precisely as it climbed onto my hand, up my arm and onto my shoulder again when the lizard was on my shoulder, i made another sound, only this time, it was more of a soft cluck it duplicated the sound yet again, and the other person in the room darted a look at me, and we knew the lizard had intelligence but, as the first time, it jumped back onto the floor almost straight away i then realise the lizard was looking for something to eat i asked the other person in the dream to use two jars to make a flour paste while i attempted to coax the lizard back into my hand the other person made the paste, but it was much too watery, and then the theme of the dream became two men trying to make a bread paste for the next couple of scenes, and the lizard was no longer in the dream when the dream ended notes 1 this was another dream that was above 3.5 in addenda: vividness: it looks like only dreams that have a high level of addenda: vividness: are becoming worthy of becoming an entry into the diary this trend isn't just my choice vivdiness 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - animal () reptile () lizard () green (1) 133 the name of the dream: the egotist i get handed a flyer while walking through town on the flyer are two questions the answers are to be one-word answers i put in replies and hand the sheet of paper back the man says that my answers are what they are looking for and asks if i would be interested in being recruited during the conversation that follows, one statement the recruiter makes is so obviously biased to seeing things his way, it makes me realise this guy is on a power trip he's one of those people who are on sure ground, providing you see things their way vividness: 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: people with insular outlooks (2+) 22042016 - 134 serial/episode dreams this is the third serial/episode dream of the writer's unillustrious life the first episode of this serial dream (a one-scene dream) was the day before this one in the one-scene dream,meis standing and looking down at a rectangular, see-through, malleable plastic container that has a removable top to it the contents were visible the objects in the plastic container were about five centimetres tall and about two and a half centimetres wide at first look, the objects looked like mushrooms; only the stalks were noticeably hyperboloid in shape (pic 1) and at the bottom of them were what looked like thick white/grey roots the cap of the mushroom-like objects are grey/brown with four or five red spots on it the cap of the mushroom-like objects stuck out from the stalk by about a centimetre my first thought was that they were sweets i took the lid off the container to smell it to confirm it had sweets the dreamer doesn't recall if it had a smell or not but decides not to eat it that ended this one scene-dream the dream the next night started as i had just gone through the front door of the house where i was staying it was a two-up, two-down house, and i had a bedsit at the back as i walked through the hallway to get to my room, on my left, the door to the flat at the front of the house is open i looked in and saw a man looking at me i stopped and stood and glanced around the room there are two men one had a pair of earphones on and was busy adjusting knobs and switches of audio equipment, and the other, the man i saw first, was holding a microphone and, as i was about to find out, was hosting a radio competition the man holding the microphone invited me to be the challenger to the person who was on the other end of the phone i've won a few real-life competitions in my day (the last one was over the christmas season, just gone in that one, i won a handsome sekonda watch) so i fancied my chances what did i have to lose? it was a three-question competition, and the winner would be the one who got all of the three questions right it seemed the quiz lasted about three seconds in this dream, but we're timeless-conscious in dreams, and it could have been three minutes anyway, i won easily, too easily for the quiz-master he was one of those sorts of people who's got a bug up his a when it comes to intelligent assessments with an air of smug delight, his smile had broadened, he was the adjudicator, and his decision was final; he pronounced the challenger on the phone was the winner (this dream may be linked to a real-life phone-in competition i was in back in christmas time of 1968 in that competition, i didn't win outright but was level with my competitor at the end of the quiz the host had to choose the winner, and i was the loser. i felt i'd got the short end of the stick then, too) i looked at him with disgust, and he was loving it i'd have the last laugh though the time would come when he would need a stand-in challenger again he'd come knocking on my door, and i'd tell him to shove it at that moment, though, i was well mift i turned away as quickly as i could so he wouldn't be able to boast that i was fuming and went into my room i went to the other side of the room and emptied my pockets of "bits and pieces" onto the top of a table i turned around and immediately noticed that one of the mushroom-like objects from the dream the night before was on the other side of the bed within a second, again, in timeless-conscious, it's hard to tell, staring at the mushroom-like object began morphing it became a five-centimetre cat it was sleek and had the body of a cheetah, although it had the face of a kitten it began to walk along the bed towards me (it is at times like this that i wish i had an expensive computer graphics program and the skill to use it i'm not going to attempt to describe its movements the movements of the animal were out of this world it wasn't flying or anything like that; its movements were expressions of being, happiness, freedom, etc. i stood fixed, trying to make sense of what it is i am looking at i am very slightly nervous; this thing could be or do anything it wanted the man who had hosted the radio quiz was standing in the doorway his teeth smile was bearing down on me he let out an ordinary, quick laugh amazement, awe, disbelief" yes, but laughing, definitely not i did start laughing, though, and woke to the sound of my laughter (this is also the third laughing dream this year) ~~~ the movements of what i'm going to call a being are fixed in my memory the time will come, i hope that there'll be a little help on hand which will enable me to share some of the things i have to share those of you who are new to "dreams and dream theory" are missing out by not tapping into your timeless-conscious there's stuff in there that will broaden your view of life and even enrich your life ~~~ this one-scene dream may be a "setup up". i.e. the one-scene dream episode of this serial dream sequence was contrived to arrive at the second scene "setup by whom?" i hear you asking take a wild guess this explains why i didn't win the phone competition and the out-of-context smile of the quiz-master ~~~ hopefully, this is the first and second of what will turn into a multi-episode, and if it carries as much significance as i thinks it might, it may turn into a multi-serial dream we know from other episode/serial dreams they can span years ~~~ this dream has opened up new thoughts regarding evolution the writer has assumptions regarding how evolution occurs, i.e. all classes of the man-shaped being (summary: extended version. part 8) follow the same pattern: primitive fish, amphibians, and several stages of quadruped it's possible that within the next two or three hundred or two-three hundred thousand or two or three million or two or three hundred million of the hundred thousand million classes of beings scheduled to emerge over the next five thousand million (summary: extended version. part 8) years will go from a sophisticated "vegetable" stage to the quadruped stage missing all the in-between steps ~~~ over the past three months, dreams and dream theory has been neglected and i've got out of the habit of remembering and recording dreams perhaps this is the time to start anew, and as i get back into the routine of remembering dreams, i can tell you how i did it, and it should be the same for you but these dream entries take up masses of time to convey putting this and the other entry together has taken three to four hours! 22052016 - 135 epic dream 2 within the first few seconds of this dream, the word love sounded out the sound of the word conveyed the stamp of time the word love could have been the first sound a baby made (possibly the baby hadn't cried when she took her first breath or had just learnt it as her first word, or perhaps it was a spontaneous and simultaneous collective sentiment [a sentiment so powerful it took on form], that emanated from two or more babies (it would be a challenge to a film director to portray this scene) there was an air of efficiency, but also a professional detachment from what was probably a hospital the dream sees me at a dozen or so different places, walking along corridors, walking up stairs, standing and sitting in rooms at about the tenth scene, a single note of what sounded like a sitar resounded throughout the building gradually, in very subtle ways, the air of detached efficiency started to change first, the lighting became softer, and then people, without actually saying anything, became more amenable there wasn't the detached air of professional efficiency there was previously people slowed as they walked past, as though they wanted to stop and speak the single note sounded again and again, and subtle changes occurred for each new, subtle change the lighting became lighter, the building looked cleaner, and the women's uniforms had style again, the note played, only now, the lapse of time between one note and the previous one had shortened the dream continued: "every time a note sounded, the intensity of congeniality improved; people walked with a more relaxed gait, smiles became more regular, little touches of cooperation, the tone of people's voices took on concern, compassion, friendliness, interest" eventually, the notes formed a melody the melody matched the new mood caring dominated the drive to accomplish love had taken residence there the dream ended this dream could, with the right director, be a great film 26052016 - 136 on holiday with my brother in amsterdam 30062016 - 137 name of dream: carmen three things in this dream have characteristics that draw your attention it was bizet's carmen for those not familiar with the song, you can treat yourself to it here - http://endic.at/carmen%20with%20chorus.mp4 there were twenty or thirty people in this dream we were in a circle and began to shuffle in a slightly stiff manner when the song began then, when the chorus began, we began to move more fluidly and started humming along with the tune each time the chorus came in, we began singing in harmony with it our harmony was at a different pitch from the song we then started to ad-lib the words of the song, and, believe it or not, the sound of the performers meshed with ours, and the song took on a more appealing sound it was beauty in music there may be those who scoff at the thought of the song sounding even better than it does this is a dream-time reality; people dreams are where your most daring fantasies can/will come true the most relevant aspect of this dream was that it gave the writer a chance to gauge how long a dream lasts for those who know the song will also know that it lasts for four to five minutes this was the first time it has been possible to get an objective comparison of the difference in values of the sense of time in dream-time and the sense of time in awake-time if this difference between dream-time and awake-time holds for all dreams, then the difference in time values between sleep-time and awake-time tells us that dream-time passes at least ten times more quickly than awake-time experiences if i hadn't known the song and, based on how long it lasted purely in the dream, i would have said it lasted for twenty to thirty seconds! either, an and or time-tense 1 or 3 addenda: vividness:: 3.6 tenses of time: https://www.endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html stand-out moment: the harmonies the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: our ability to appreciate beauty in any form category of dream: informative cause/s of the dream:? 01122016 - 138 new category of dream: kaleidoscopic environment head/torso/arms/observer montage dreams this dream had about seven different picture sequences they were all women in the act of giving or receiving x a man wasn't evident in any of the sequences, not so much as a finger the two sequences most vividly remembered are of a young woman in the cowgirl position her movements were what a girl enjoying dancing would be making not backwards and forward but left to right sideways turning, more in the fashion of the "twist" dance by complete contrast, there was a frail, pallid-looking woman on her back was unresponsive as the thrusts pushed her back she was either in a deep sleep or dead does the mind think in extremes? this dream may have been the mind encapsulating all of the possible realities we can experience not too difficult to assess what the pde's of this dream was a woman i spoke to in the street a few months back said that men think about sex every two seconds now, there's a woman in need 04122016 - 139 3rd sleep i am in the company of friends we were talking about an upcoming visit from relatives the husband of my mother's younger sister was to stop with us, but no mention of his wife i exclaimed, "does that mean iris is dead?" i woke from the dream at that point i had sent but not received a christmas card last year i thought one of them had died as of this writing, the writer still doesn't know 2nd sleep 1st dream at auntie g's house x was in the air someone said, "in a while" it took a while before i started looking for her i tried one or two rooms, but couldn't find anyone i went upstairs, but still, there was no one anywhere i shouted out something, hoping she would answer a sound from downstairs drew me back down i opened a door, and my mother was sitting on the toilet she said, "a bit later" the dream ended 2nd dream was walking from the bus stop back to where i was living (location 3) i am carrying a dog just out of the puppy stage (an awake-time dog from 30 years back) he didn't seem to want to walk, so i picked him up after half a dozen steps, he was struggling to get out of my arms i put him back down again, but he seemed to be having trouble moving i thought he was ill i bent to pick him up again and noticed a few blobs of poop near him, and when i looked at him again, he was letting it all go doggy bags weren't compulsory back then, and i began cursing at myself i looked for something to put it in there wasn't any paper anywhere i was becoming impatient; this wasn't something i wanted to have to expend time and mental effort on a plant with cabbage-sized leaves came into view, which would do the job even better all the poop went into one leaf, and i dropped it into a drain next scene i am forty or fifty metres closer to where i lived there was a two-tone brown piece of wood, which was about two inches square, just ahead of me i did a little shuffle to get into position to kick it onto a lawn a metre or two to my left i put no more energy into the kick than was necessary to move it a metre or two, but when i kicked, it took off and went about thirty metres and nestled into a position in the wall which seemed to be made for it, as it was symmetrical to the wall and complemented the colour of the wood 07122016 - 141 secretive goings on i had become accepted as a valuable addition to a group of personnel who were part of a government "black ops" set-up in one scene, there are three operatives of imposing physical stature dressed in black; they looked like they could cause some serious problems someone set up an isolated area, and i arrived there with one of the operatives who was the spitting image of lou diamond phillips we were waiting for someone. i got out of the car and began looking for them a car sounded its horn, and we both turned to see someone who wasn't part of the operation sitting in a maxi car he had deliberately drawn our attention to him and sat facing away from us, indicating he didn't want us to approach him the man was seriously concerned someone he didn't know was ahead of our game and must have known what was happening i realised the man in the car was letting me know he was on my side the man pulled away from his stationary position and waved his hand in an acknowledging way as he passed by us the operative was stunned how could the man in the car possibly have known he would be there? he was expressing his disbelief at the situation when the dream ended the category of the dream - secret services () celebrities () lou diamond phillips (1) 06122016 - 140 an undressed young woman who looked like she had just got out of the bath moved closer to the camera of her computer, clasped her hands and said, "i'm looking for a firm relationship" 07122016 - 141 secretive goings on i had become accepted as a valuable addition to a group of personnel who were part of a government "black ops" set-up in one scene, there are three operatives of imposing physical stature dressed in black; they looked like they could cause some serious problems someone set up an isolated area, and i arrived there with one of the operatives who was the spitting image of lou diamond phillips we were waiting for someone. i got out of the car and began looking for them a car sounded its horn, and we both turned to see someone who wasn't part of the operation sitting in a maxi car he had deliberately drawn our attention to him and sat facing away from us, indicating he didn't want us to approach him the man was seriously concerned someone he didn't know was ahead of our game and must have known what was happening i realised the man in the car was letting me know he was on my side the man pulled away from his stationary position and waved his hand in an acknowledging way as he passed by us the operative was stunned how could the man in the car possibly have known he would be there? he was expressing his disbelief at the situation when the dream ended the category of the dream - secret services () celebrities () lou diamond phillips (1) 10122016 - 142 a dream about e.t.'s and ufo's it brought the reasons for people being so reluctant to talk about the evidence to the fore upon waking, i considered doing something about it the thought of listing the film studios in the forefront of portraying aliens as killers over the years, and coupling that info with their links to the oligarchs and the oligarch structure began to form 13122016 - 143 x dream (5) participant n.b. most, if not all, of the types of dreams that depict the writer as participant in an x dream have a wholesome nature 09122016 - 144 E embarrassment in dreams was in a small accommodation with an asian woman i could tell she liked me, so i leaned forward to give her a quick kiss as soon as our lips touched i became ravenous and went into a full lip press she was taken aback for a moment, but soon responded in a similar fashion it was she who then went into overdrive and reached down and held onto me i began pressing his pelvis into hers in an x-rhythm before i knew what had happened, she loosened my clothing and hers, and we conjoined the sensations were as good as usual, and this dream could have gone on to a natural conclusion, but after half a minute or so, another woman came from the right of me it was a friend of the woman, and she casually spoke to her the woman i am embracing began talking to her in an equally relaxed manner i am mortified the situation got worse when a man's voice sounded behind me i immediately stopped everything and went to the nearest corner of the room, and buried my face in my hands it was the most embarrassing moment of my life i was thankful to the nth degree that the woman i was embracing hadn't let my trousers fall to the floor; that would have been the end of my sense of respectability forever i would never have been the same again i kept my face hidden under my hands and was shaking my head and letting out the occasional sound of disbelief the conversation between the three of them continued, and it was apparent they had taken the situation in their stride i had to get away, but didn't want it to be an unsociable exit i began waking, and for some eight or so seconds, i was still feeling the embarrassment to the extent that i ducked my head under the quilt to keep my face hidden i can't think of what pde's brought this dream on the chances are the origin of this dream is something much more subtle 12122016 - 145 E was at a train station with another person the person with me hardly spoke at all i think he has a mental disability we had a choice of which train to catch the train going first was leaving more or less straight away i decided to get on it we tried to get to the platform, but there weren't any stairs to get to it as far as i could see, it meant having to cross some tracks on foot the thing which made me decide not to try to get across the tracks was that the line looked like it hadn't been used for years there was long grass growing between the railway track, and the platform we had to go to was deserted the buildings of the platform hadn't been in use for many years so i decided to wait where we were and catch the later train it meant we had time to get something to eat we were in a busy cafeteria which served a cooked meal there was hot pork still on the bone, and it looked delicious two men in white catering attire were ready to serve us one of them could see i had my eye on the pork and said, "how do you like your pork?" i said, "large and succulent" he cut off a sliver of about 12 ounces one of the men said something to the person i was with, but his reply didn't answer the question i spoke on his behalf and said something which made the man behind the counter smile a question directed at the person i was with produced a reply that didn't make any sense at all i jumped in and quipped, "do you know what century you're in?" four or five people laughed out loud, and the dream ended there 23122016 - 146 the name of the dream: food and theft most of this dream is planning a robbery with an accomplice i had come across a metal wardrobe-sized safe in the government department i work in it was oligarch slush money, which wasn't on the books if the money went missing, a full and proper investigation wouldn't be possible, which upped our chances of getting away with it in the next scene, we opened the safe and were amazed at just how much money there was and how we were going to transport it in the next scene, some friends phone me and arrange to come over for a meal our guests are on their way the dreamr is standing at the cooker doing the cooking there are two large pots of sauce, one white and one brown i was still thinking about the robbery and kept getting the feeling that we were going to get caught my girlfriend came into the kitchen and let me know the sauce needed more of something or other in it i phoned the guests and asked them to stop off somewhere and buy some chips 25122016 - 147 montage sequence hadn't slept for twenty-eight hours and was feeling tired the moment i closed my eyes, a montage began this montage sequence was different to other montage sequences in that every image/sequence was in a frame (imagine the taskbar of your computer twice as thick and is on all four sides of the screen) specifically, what this experience has highlighted is the very slim margin between the awake state and being asleep spectator 27122016 - 148 E montage sequence (with one exception, all images were black and white) this montage had four unusual characteristics compared to other montage sequences. 1) it happened before going to sleep, and i am fully conscious. 2) it was black and white. 3) the images and movements were blurred or undefined. 4) there were at least fifty images/sequences (more than double that of previous sequences) the thought occurred that because montage sequences contain more awake-time consciousness than dreams, it may be a natural ability that can be brought into the conscious state at will what the purpose of such an ability is isn't known yet, or has yet to be developed in a way which has purposeful applications 28122016 - 149 E a baby in the family a awake-time teenage best friend and i are chatting away as we are walking back to where i live i unlocked the front door, and my friend entered first and enthusiastically said his hello's a chorus of shhh's resounded through the room "the baby's sleeping", my mother said, looking at the baby's cot i woke up wondering whose baby it was 30122016 - 150 E epic dream what a dream! an x dream (5) that contained responsibility participant 31122016 - 151 first sleep had to pick up some money for a job done at the house, two young boys were using a long, thin bit of flat metal to scoop coins through a small gap at the bottom of the door they looked up at me and thought they were in trouble they didn't realise the door was open and were even more non-plussed as when opened the door by the handle the money was stacked in piles of 1 pound coins, fifty pence pieces and smaller denominations i picked up the pound and fifty pence coins and shoved the three or four other stacks of coins into them second sleep was in a small room the moment you took a step into the room you were up against the bed there was a single bed and a dressing table about a metre long and half a metre wide against the wall, which left about another half of a metre gap between the bed and the dressing table on the bed was a polar bear the size of a stocky young men and looked like it weighed about two hundred pound from its movements, it was a youngster i didn't feel threatened and wouldn't be frightened if i had to share the bed with it when it was time to sleep however i knew it would be just a matter of time before it became hungry i had shepherd's pie in a white porcelain bowl about half the size of a fruit bowl, put about an eighth of it into the lid of the bowl, and put it near the polar bear the writer doesn't think the polar bear even saw the lid portion and went straight to the bowl and woofed it down in about three gulps i offered the bear something else in a mug, and the stand-out part of the dream was the movement of its nose as it sniffed at the contents of the cup first-ever dream of a polar bear 01012017 - 152 was in the dingiest, most depressing, dungeon-type prison ever oddly the turnkeys were sympathetic one, in particular, stuck his neck out for me, but the chief officer overturned his suggestion, although i got the feeling he didn't want to it should be recognised that these frequent prison dreams aren't the result of me feeling guilty about things i've done this type of dream is the result of the oppressive feelings that come from living in an oligarch-controlled nation (what it must be like in russia, i shudders to think) the situation isn't helped by men, and women, who will not speak out and say it like it is (home page) it's yourselves who is putting distance between us, not me category of dream: prison: () closed: (1) 02012017 - 153 kissing dream: (11) (my girl and her three sisters) time-tense 1, 3, 4, 7 - https://www.endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html struck up a relationship with a girl about twenty-one we were comfortable together, and she was just my type fairly early on in the relationship, we were sitting together on a settee, not designed for lying comfortably her three sisters were on the far side of the room, seven or eight metres away my girl was unusually forward and was giving me soft peck-kisses around my neck and gradually moved to my cheeks and finally my lips i was mindful of her three sisters but they didn't seem to notice we were there so i started kissing her first on her lips and then on her face as she had done with me it was while kissing first her face and then back to her lips again that i realised the softness of her lips and the softness of her skin had the same texture whether i kissed her lips or face it felt the same (this was the stand-out part of the dream) of course there were no protrusions on her face but if her face did have protrusions the shape of lips and if my eyes were closed i wouldn't have been able to tell if i was kissing lips or protrusions we broke away from kissing, and her three sisters were looking at us and smiling a pleasure smile that surprised and slightly startled me one of the sisters said "you can live here if you want" in another scene, one of her sisters was going through a door next to where i was sitting and stopped and said "you don't have to break the law anymore now" i woke to hear myself saying "what is it i've done" * there was a raunchy scene somewhere in this dream sequence, but i am unable to place it chronologically without going into detail," i didn't realise women could be so genuinely concerned about the health of their man's genitalia * after waking from this dream, i had a quick dip into montage territory and was delighted when a new form of montage occurred you've probably seen a drawing or writing on a screen without the hand or pen being visible as the picture was taking shape it was a mini-montage of that type of imaging second sleep x dream (6) first sleep alas, the sound being sought occurred before this recording started this sentence, at fifty-three minutes and forty-eight seconds, was, "is there a trick to getting rid of dandruff?" came immediately after an image sequence of dandruff falling like fine snow from my hair the memory of the image sequence was triggered when i heard it while searching for the baby-talk perhaps the one image sequence was the whole of the dream note the breathing pattern becomes noticeably different when entering the dream state this means, if the assumption is correct, there were at least two other dream sequences unremembered 05012017 - 154 two dreams and controlled-imaging two new developments occupied the writer's thoughts upon waking and caused him to forget most of the details in both dreams he does remember the content of the first one, a violent one the second one, an x dream (6), was as good as the first one was bad a good one and a bad one in the same sleep is itself something of a novelty i can't recall it happening before* have initiated a database for dreams about twenty entries so far have started with the earliest dreams and am working toward the present now that dreams theory is the priority project it should be available by spring the new development brings into being a new category of imaging the imaging faculty is called "controlled imaging" it occurred while trying to stimulate a montage immediately after waking it was discovered that the imaging centre of the brain/mind can produce an image with any content i tried it with three different types of subject matter and produced varying degrees of success the degree of success may not have been due to the order of the imaging, but between the imaging and the second discovery, which was also occupying my thoughts, i forgot the order of the images the new realisation may be more critical than the image-controlling faculty, and it is straightforward to prove or disprove and will be verified or disproved within a week" test the origin of controlled imaging goes back to "startled" we should note that the original things on this website followed on from the comprehension - https://endic.at/comprehension.html this is the third time within a week this theme content has been present three times does seem to make it essential in one way or another time-tense ? second sleep was in a lively urban area, location 2, where five or six groups of teenage girls were all listening to their favourite music i tried to organise a full-blown disco, with me as the mc, but they preferred to listen to just one or two lines from each of the songs they like after trying unsuccesfully to get them interested i gave up and the dream ended first sleep montage dream yet again, the old noodle has tapped into an area of experience not even concieved of this dream was a demonstration of what we are physically capable of sometime in the future there were or five or six completly different ways a supremely supple body can manipulate its limbs one of the sequences had a man standing on one leg while the other one was rotating like a windmill only at what must have been three or four circles each second the last one was of a man who didn't have any shoes on and could put one leg over his head and the other one in a position which enabled him to twist one or both arms into a position which didn't allow at the first look to tell where the rest of the limb started and because of his convoluted state it wasn't entirely clear whether his legs were attached to his shoulder or if his arms were attached to his hips the other sequences were equally impossible to attain for the contemporary man this was a dream about dancing, that had occupied my thoughts during the day while musing about how agile and mobile might become as the limitations on my current inability fall away 06012017 - 155 a tired john and a concerned relative the dream starts with me waking from a sleeping position and feeling tired, very tired the first thing i see is a mature young man looking at me the male is either the brother or a son of the woman i'm in a relationship with he says, "i can go and get you a black leather mattress or if you don't want that i will take you home" he talks in a no-nonsense manner, and his tone of voice and his look tell me it's time to make a choice the situation is i'm sleeping in the living room and he doesn't like it people in a relationship sleep together he's too sensitive towards his mother/sister to ask questions about the sleeping arrangements, but knows something isn't as it should be i was touched that he would take on the expense and go to the trouble of getting a new mattress and said, "you would do that for me," and then "give me a minute to wake up please" i was waking from the sleep as i heard myself saying the last sentence before the dream ended, there was a final picture or scene of me looking at myself in the mirror i had dark bags under my eyes and looked unwell (this is the stand-out part of the dream) i don't remember looking that unwell in this lifetime methinks this isn't me but you-know-who he's filling in for me rather than having me experience those things which would demoralise me time-tense for first scenes 3, 6, 7 time-tense for second scene/picture 3, 5, 9 notes in the first scene, i am participating the mirror scene, i now realise, is me as an observer this is the first dream i am aware of when i am both a participant and observer in the same dream! pde's tried resting to the fullest extent during the day to see if lying down all day was beneficial this dream tells me it's not too much rest or inactivity during any given day is not what we can/should be doing there is an optimum minimum/maximum movement/rest ratio for every individual it is time to start tieing dreams in with metabolic maintenance to get a more accurate picture 07012017 - 156 in a vehicle an african woman was having trouble stopping her child from crying i stretched out my arms in a come-to-me gesture it took the little girl three steps to get from mom to me i sat her on my knees, facing me, and put one of my fingers in her palm she closed her hand and held onto the finger with a surprisingly firm grip i could feel she needed changing she stopped crying the moment she was seated and was smiling within a second or two the stand out part of the dream was the sensation of her hand gripping my finger time-tense 1, 5 or 6 - qod 3.7 qos 3.3 08012017 - 157 in this dream, the dreameer is transposing a song to events it is set in a factory the visual was a zoom-out of workers at their various machines each of the machines the operators are operating makes a different sound which was incorporated into the song as the zoom-out brought them into sight time-tense 1 or 4 - qod 3.3 qos 3.2 09012017 - 158 time-tense 6, 8 or 9 first dream in this dream, i'm a passenger in a stationary car a man, the driver, jumps into the car he has just come out of a bank after robbing it he starts the car and drives off in typical getaway fashion the noise of the engine of the car is startling so now he's driving like a maniac and causing everyone within hearing distance to turn and look i tell him to slow down and not draw attention to us he's still driving flat out as the dream ends qod 2.5 2nd dream a girl i see on a fairly regular basis in awake-time asked me if she could borrow a pen i tell her there's one on the table she writes something and gives it to someone not visible in the dream she then comes back and cosies up to me she runs her hand along the side of my face tenderly i let out a little giggle and play coy she decides not to take it further i'm thinking of what it was i should have said or done as i wake up third dream type of dream: see time-tense 5 here's a new variation fell asleep while watching a film the central character of the film is a woman playing a profound role in a drama film in the film in the dream, the woman is cast as a fun-loving person, the opposite of the drama i was watching when i fell asleep what i'll do now is look to see if the dream sequence was from another film, and if it wasn't then the dream sequence was from an awake-time experience of events that happened in a previous undulation, but if it is her in another film then... made a reasonably extensive search to find a film in which the girl plays a happy-go-lucky role couldn't find one 2017 - 159 in a double-deck game of three card brag, the players discard two cards i could have had a prial of aces but chose an ace, two three running flush the dream finished before the cards were turned over 12012017 - 160 half a dozen or more of us are part of a smuggling gang taking money through the turkish border we were all wearing black suits with white shirts and black shoes and socks the border search was a pat-down of the upper body and a hand squeeze of the ankles i was last in the queue, and there are two more to go through the check before me i had to prepare some scampy shorts of a trio of female singers for the laundry and was keeping the border guards waiting the border guards are becoming impatient and motioned me to come forward for the check i was nervous because everyone else had taken two notes through in their socks, and i had put three or four in mine i smiled cheekily as he shook the last pair of shorts and laid them on top of the other two i felt relaxed the dream ended there 13012017 - 161 new category of think-read dream (5) a think-read combining consciousnesses dream which had vague, smokey-type image sequences that seemed to be trying to adhere to a straight line as they formed and dissolved as the words became apparent, the images faded the message was, "for last year, your site has been ad-free and of the best quality; we now have to reduce the quality of the stream, or you can accept ads" this is almost certainly from a past undulation (see the roney analysis) qod 3.5 - qos 4 - p 14012017 - 162 2nd sleep ultra formal dinner party for the world's most famous and the mover/shakers a modernistic, predominantly wood and glass three-storey spacious building set on its grounds the mall-sized palace had been built on sloping grounds, so the entrance was a level below the ground floor it could accommodate thousands of people people had been arriving for days before i was one of the early arrivals i went through the foyer and started to climb an open semi-circular staircase to the first floor a young woman dressed formally had fallen asleep on the stairs and was lying on her side on the third step on the first floor, some guests are talking about the guest list i heard a young man say, "it gives his name but doesn't say who he is" dream ended there qod 3 - qos 3 15012017 - 163 sleep within a sleep waking up from a sleep in a dream which was itself in a dream i awoke into a dream and found myself located in exeter it was a dingy room with a high ceiling in the dream, i woke up and had to go out but couldn't remember any more of the dream 16012017 - 164 second sleep i forgot i was providing the music for a woman's party she was too polite to say anything, so she caught my attention by appearing topless briefly about forty metres away got to the party but couldn't stay and showed three or four people how to use the dj decks to change the music first sleep three of us, all men, were having a drink at the local one of us suggested getting some chips to eat on the walk back home i wanted home-made chips and suggested going back to my place both of my friends hesitated i produced a full-spread newspaper with about a hundred pages it contained just about everything a mind could want for referencing and i began looking for an example of how to do them someone mentioned women, so i looked in the entertainment pages a montage sequence began, which showed a woman fondling a man with each new picture/sequence, the man got bigger, and every new picture/sequence showed his privates in more detail i doen't find the sight of a vagina or penis anyway appealing to look at, unless of course, it's my own, and this thing in the moving picture paper library was as grotesque as they come penis's and vaginas are sorry-looking things at the best of times on this occasion, it looked uglier with each new photo/sequence i caught sight of the man's face at the beginning of this montage sequence; it was terry thomas i moved on from the article i was reading, but realised i had to go back to the entertainment section for women and entertainment it was while the i was looking for, but couldn't find, the female entertainment section again without think-reading through each new category that i became frustrated and the dream ended 19012017 - 165 i did a favour for a young woman she was so pleased she was going to reward me with x the dream never got to the x scene, but the conversation and the emotions leading there were superb a total understanding of one another's feelings demonstrated our ability as people to have experiences that enhance our characters to new levels notes 1 i can't imagine how these types of personality traits exhibit themselves while enacting straight-line-action i can't wait to find out the wholly empathetic feelings accompanying this dream gave rise to the most satisfying sleep in recent memory 20012017 - 166 was at a live performance after the act, i was talking to one of the band mentioned that five of us are forming a band and were ready for doing gigs he said he would be interested in being our agent, and we arranged a meeting there are five in our band, and in the next scene in the dream, the six of us were sitting on a bench in a small room it meant leaning forward to see the face of someone who wasn't sitting next to you at one point, i asked the agent-to-be a question he didn't reply when he didn't reply the second time i leant forward to look at what he was doing and realised he wasn't there where had he gone, and why had he gone? i felt obliged to say something "i'm not sure we needed an agent anyway" "besides, i've heard the band he plays in, and they're not all that" i continued, "there's no reason we can't do it ourselves someone says, "the latest trend in bands is for the group members to do everything themselves" i say i'll be in charge of the female fan club and someone else can do the male fan club the guys say that the best way to build up a good following is to have affairs with the girls the ideas come thick and fast... "it might be a good idea to have some girls dancing on stage while we perform", someone else says, "i'll put an ad in the paper tomorrow and interview the applicants" "it will be best to have young girls" "their bodies will be more supple, and they'll have more energy" "we can have them scantily dressed, so i'll get girls who have firm, largish breasts and shapely bottoms" "long hair is more appealing" " i woke up listening to my increasingly lecherous monologue four or five sentences later 21012017 - 167 new category of dream: a montage of self it wasn't until the last photo that i realised the pics/sequences were of me i look nothing like the person in the pics/sequences the me of these images is a lot better looking than the writer does these portraitures were/are obviously of different points in time of this and or a future or past undulations there's hope for me yet 22012017 - 168 i needed a lead to show someone a video a woman who lived a few doors away had one i went to where she lived to ask her for a loan from it Before i could knock on her door, another door opened, and my mother came out i am taken aback she had never looked so unappealing there was nothing in the pde's which referred to mom possibly due to the-influence of pork sausages) 23012017 - 169 externalised dream was in an unused or abandoned snooker hall another person came into the scene and was making me explain what i was doing there i am sleeping rough and gets in through a window i was explaining apologetically the mood became calm, and i began giving the man an idea that could make the snooker hall make money i suggested he turn the snooker hall into a pool hall and start promoting a winner-takes-all competition regularly the person who could win two games consecutively against five, seven or ten challengers would win the money the man said the same person would win every time i said, "there's a lot of talent out there," and told him about a real-life professional pool hustler i was friendly with for a few months he was so confident of winning any game he would go into a strange bar and tell the people playing at the pool table he could beat any of them, and he would make a bet without the money to pay if he lost talk about living dangerously this one time, his opponent had put him in an impossible position, and the outcome of the game depended on the shot the cue ball was against the edge of the table, just a few centimetres away from the bottom right corner pocket the ball he had to pot was hovering over the middle-right pocket, but it was in behind two balls which didn't have enough space between them to get the cue ball through if he had hit the two balls in front first, he would have lost the game, and he would have been in deep trouble before i tell you how he did it, have a little think to see if you can figure it out if he were only a millimetre out, he knew he would need an ambulance so how did he do it? he hit the ball with precisely the right amount of down-stroke, sideways spin and forward momentum to make the ball jump onto the felt on the top of the table (if the ball had touched wood, the ball would have been out of play, and he would have lost) and it rolled down the table on the felt, came off the felt at precisely where it had to so it would land on the back and top of the ball he was aiming for with just the right amount of forward momentum to push the ball he needed to pocket backwards and into the pocket and then carry the cue ball forward with enough momentum so it didn't get pushed back into the pocket by either or both of the balls which would land on i could hear myself telling the man in the dream that new talent was coming through every year, and a previous winner couldn't enter the competition a second time as i came out of sleep 24012017 - 170 qod 3.7 qos 3.3 - p in a function room that could seat two hundred people, it seemed empty with just the twenty or so people who were in it It was a jewish group, and they wanted to hear what i had to say within ten seconds, i felt confident enough to present myself my tone was an encouraging one, and the people listened carefully they responded to my continuous flow of ideas, and decided to go into detail i had a blue folder, which had fifty or sixty sheets of a4 paper in it there were only four or five blank sheets; the rest were all the main points people found interesting, and they could have been more organised on a few occasions, when i tried to reference something, i had to skip to another point, or he would have revealed my lack of preparedness quickly outlined four or five of the most popular ideas and noticed the people were discussing and commenting among themselves as they heard them the reaction of the people told me it would be o.k. to take the proceedings to another level there was a small unused table to my left i moved the table and a chair to a central position in front of where they sat and said, "let's get organised" i asked them, "how often can we use the room? can we do any catering here? is there a p.a. system? is there an internet connection?" the dreamer opened the folder and took out a blank page "we aim to try and change the direction of history by 2026; this gives us one hundred and eleven months we'll use the first three months to lay the foundations for the following one hundred and eight months we'll meet once a month for a critical appraisal of what's happened during the last month and see what happened and what didn't happen, why what we wanted to happen did happen and why and what caused some things not to happen" the dreamer sensed it was time to ease the pace i continued, "how long can we stay here for now?" and someone answered, "three hours" "good. right, we'll break the time into six half-hour segments to show you it's not all work and seriousness for the first half hour, we'll get to know each other the second half hour, we'll start outlining what needs to be done, and we'll do the same, alternating between work and play for the rest of our time together now" the above is the dream as i remembered it six or seven hours after i woke (more computer problems), and the order of the scenes of the dream is incorrect when i woke, still full of the desire to organise, i turned sideways while still in bed and picked up a pen, swung myself out of bed, picked up the notebook and started writing some of what i'd said in the dream 25012017 - 171 i woke up this morning and tried to remember the details of the dream i'd just had but couldn't pinpoint any part of it on the third or fourth attempt at trying to remember it, something highly unusual happened a dream from two or three days ago started playing out (the dream from a few days before was nothing special, so i didn't make it into an entry) then, suddenly, i realised the dream wis an extract from a film i had watched one or two days previously the dream i remembered was from a film i had watched the day after the dream! what is noteworthy is that this precognitive dream was about rest we can dream about the dreams we are going to have, and not just about awake experiences we are going to have this tells us that everything we can experience is ready and waiting for us it is clear that every conceivable variable that follows any experiences of doing and being has been ordered into the most outstanding quality and quantity of experience throughout the entire finite circumstance of lov-len what is brought to your attention is this: in a future undulation, world war one and world war two do not happen what is thought to be the optimum solution in our current history won't be relevant in a future undulation likewise, what is thought to be the best solution now can be improved upon and will be improved in a future undulation this "rolling out" of experience can apply to our current situation when a connection between a flurry of thoughts shows itself, it suggests to me that we're on a "roll" this same "roll" occurred when composing auditoriums* in choices a few days ago as the option of choice, three was thought about as a run of several details unfurled and seemed to be begging to be recognised there are things about this option that cannot be presented (devolving beings are ready to thwart love/life's endeavours) what i don't understand is why a dogged determination to get things done is adhered to when somebody can achieve the same result quicker yesterday, another option presented itself, and we will be given choices in the next two or three days p.s. dreams are being entered as usual in the dreams diary, but i'm having to save time where possible to get other things done (the website is a mess at the moment, as is my bedroom and living room) i'm prioritising rest and sleep for the next few years to regain full mobility 28012017 - 172 bumped into a girl from my school days whom i fancied she had above-average good looks even then, but she had become wealthy, and it suited her she agreed to come back to where i lived and said hello to the family back at the house i ribbed her, and she took it o.k. we were considering going out somewhere when the dream ended 01022017 - 173 doggy dream a black and brown dog latched onto me while i was out and about the dog kept disappearing over a fence, down a street, but reappearing every half minute, and stayed with me for a few seconds and then was off again 02022017 - 174 i get a cat that is at the end of its days as a kitten i put it inside my jacket, but it was trying to get down to the ground in the next scene, i was holding a black lamb that was twice the size of the cat two animal dreams in two days! the same dream entered twice; amend 04022017 - 176 i was living in the west country it was a summer day, so i went to london for the day i took fifty pounds of spending money with me on the tube on the way to the centre of the city, the young man next to me began a conversation before he got off about five stops later, he handed me two pounds and fifty pence and said, "give this to one of the women in the carriage." it seemed the sort of surprising, random act that i would do, and it seemed a natural thing to do, stood up and walked down the carriage, looking at the faces of the women for the face that seemed most likely to accept the gift i had got to the end of the carriage before seeing the woman who looked like she would accept it i explained why i was giving her the money as i handed it to her she was bemused and a little flustered but accepted the money as she gradually realised the gesture didn't have any other motive than for someone to be on the receiving end of an act of generosity from a person she had never met and would never meet this was the first theme of the dreams in this sleep 05022017 - 177 i was was sleeping rough a refuse collection company, which had a lock-up area in an industrial estate where they kept household items until recycled, let me sleep on the mattress for the night for 10 pounds the following day i got a day's work in a cafe, washing up and serving tables i got 20 pounds for the work, and with the extra 10 pound i could have a shower and get some clean, recycled clothes i had to wait until a security check by a vehicle with a spotlight had checked the compound wherethe i would sleep before going into the compound the could still see the spotlight of the security vehicle sweeping another area as i was settling into a sleeping position, and the dream ended 06022017 x dream (7) 07022017 - 178 this is the third dream this week with the same dog the dog is a large mongrel it is large enough to stand on its hind legs and use its forelegs to hold on to me, although its grip isn't substantial, about my chest from the back of me it is on a lead, and the owner encourages it to go to me in this dream, it didn't just grab me about the chest as in the previous two dreams, but this time, it grabbed the long hair on the back of my neck and attempted to pull me back i freed my hair from his teeth, and i knew i had to do something a bit on the violent side to get it off me the dreamer jumped upwards and backwards, so i landed on the dog as we both hit the ground i thought i had hurt the dog as the dream ended * there was nothing in the pde's of the previous few days that could be assigned to this dream i could probably figure it out if me went back to lying in bed and thinking about my dreams before opening my eyes 08022017 - 179 i felt as though i was not accomplishing anything and were trying to organise life a friend of twelve years ago wanted to show me something and asked me to go with him in the next scene, we are at the entrance to a field on the opposite side of the field and about a hundred metres away, i could see four or five adjoining areas, each about five to seven metres wide and separated by canvas, where different events would happen at the nearest one to me, recognised an orange extension lead and knew it was mine as i looked longer at and into the section where the cable was, i could see an extensive table things are so enabled a p.a. and my d.j. decks and other accessories for a disco i then realised my friend started a mini-glastonbury, and it was ready for use i became elated there would be enough room for a six-foot screen and enough space in and in front of the open-marquee-style area for more than a hundred people i wouldn't need over five hundred watts, and as night fell, the disco lights would create an atmosphere i was pleased beyond words with my friend, who had shown initiative to make me happy and was thinking of him as the dream ended 09022017 - 180 1st dream three standout scenes in this dream one of them was about my hair some men are sensitive about losing their hair i'm one of them (one of the distinguishing features of mammals is their hair in the dream, the hair i've still got is crunched up it gave the appearance of a full head of hair, albeit with the hairline high on my forehead what was striking was the similarity between my hairstyle and the hairstyle in one picture of her i haven't analysed these three dreams yet (it looks like i've got to give more time to dreams. a more elaborate interpretation and explanation of dreams is, it seems, being prompted by you-know-who) another scene has me doing some fancy footwork while dancing the thought has occurred while making this entry that the origins of some dreams aren't in the pde's but are of combining consciousnesses further, the writer's dreams aren't always generated by himself but by you-know-who the third one is personal p.s. the picture pages, which will not be presented either further on into this undulation or at this point of earthly evolution of a future undulation, are yours to appraise 2nd dream it was a summer evening i was about a thousand metres from home i was driving a motorcycle i was driving it illegally (without insurance) the last set of lights before getting home was against me as i came to a stop, there was a police car, and a police officer was motioning me to pull over the police officer sternly told me to get his front indicator light fixed i said i was sorry and that it had done the trick he moved away from me to go back to his car 10022017 - 181 in tonight's main dreamer is is a boxer it was just my opponent and me we were ready to be introduced to the audience my opponent, a five-foot-six muscular african, was giving me the look i felt confident and was trying to imagine how my biceps looked compared to his when i woke up 11022017 x dream (8) 14022017 - 182 violence in dreams a dozen or more of us were on a submarine in a thick fog with calm waters, preparing to repel attackers the fog was so thick we couldn't see past the end of the bayonets on our rifles i was on the front line and in command i told everybody to lean forward and probe for the attackers with the point of the bayonet it worked without seeing the damage we were inflicting, the attackers were repelled this dream was probably caused by watching a series of violent films 18022017 - 183 on the run from the police again in a rural area i think i get away this dream results from making a cynical remark on a film uploaded to youtube (it's official: the denialists are the loony tunes) 19022017 - 184 building structures from a multi-rectangular structure that took form as my will created it, the structure became ever more sophisticated and as lavish as i could imagine then i realised it could go on into infinity it became overwhelming and woke me up notes 1 this dream was another step in willing images to form while partially time-conscious another ability that manifested itself a week ago was the ability to project cartoon sequences, but only in a simple form (beano comic style) and only in black and white, but with moving images the thought arises: "the mind's ability to will realities can manifest itself in both a time-conscious state and a timeless conscious (flat space) state 22022017 - 185 this dream was about technology the first thing to do on the computer after getting up was find a music track, and by the time i got around to entering the dream into the dream diary, the memory of the dream had faded the dream is about entering find queries in a way that the search results give all the information needed after pressing the entering in keywords second sleep two dreams remembered in the first dream, the dreamer is deemed to be the best person to organise a meal for about a dozen people it pleased me to know that somebody recognised my talent, and i was busy arranging things when the dream ended second dream an acquaintance of some years back gave me some clothes the clothes enhanced my physical appearance and suited me perfectly the person who gave me the clothes in the dream had given me a pair of trousers in awake-tim many years ago the trousers he gave me twenty-plus years ago gave my legs a shapely look i wore them to death and felt they had lost some appeal when they became too ragged to wear anymore i was thinking how i could reward him when the dream ended first sleep x dream (9) the memory of the tactile sensations in x dreams is becoming more prominent in my memory than the memory of the tactile sensations in awake-time conscious 24022017 - 186 a new type of dream," extensive dreaming there were eight or ten different dreams in a complete reversal of trends in this series of dreams, the dream most vividly remembered was the first dream in the first dream, i was underwater and moving in a type of motion that seemed to be mind-willed the motion through the water must have lasted as long as the rest of the dreams put together as each dream ended, the dreams were categorised in a word-indexing fashion by length of time and type, and seven or so words gave a satisfactory description of each dream (an interpretation of picture-to- words programme) in the last dream, i was being pursued by a giant fish with humongous teeth i had a plan to let it get in its mouth and then activate a spring-activated extendable device with spear tips at each end and a large round collar a metre or so from the pointed ends, which just happened to be handy, and which would stop the jaws from closing i was in its mouth and waiting for it to stop trying to close its mouth when the dream ended 25022017 - 187 two-scene dream first scene my best friend and i are at his house he is bigger than i and i got enormous pleasure out of trying to get the better of me in a wrestle against the odds, it was always me who got the better of him whenever, i was in command of him, i would let him know by drilling my forefinger into his ribs or some tender spot, which made him wriggle like crazy and make him give in his dad was looking on and was smiling broadly in the second scene, we were in a shallow sunken bath in the nude with our girlfriends he and his girlfriend were happy with each other but my girlfriend was asserting her will by not snuggling up to me because i wouldn't commit myself to her wishes (i'm too much of a gentleman to say what it was) 26022017 tender x dream (10) 27022017 - 188 second dream the elements of this dream are "a piece of paper with a song on it" and "a tatty-looking machine twice the size of a sandwich box which would play "my father wrote the song" my father was either split up from my mother or was dead" my parents were of different ethnicities the machine and a tube necessary for playing the song was missing a person bought the machine without him or the seller realising the tube was not with the machine the person who sold the machine wanted it back, i sympathised with the buyer the words and melody of the song, the person who bought the machine wished to the tube as much as the person who sold it the tune had the potential to be a money-making hit i told the buyer since he now knew the music he didn't need the tube and the song was legally his" i woke out of the sleep as i was trying to sing the song out loud when fully awake and thinking about the dream, a series of thoughts flowed concerning taking the oligarchs to court over the illegality of murdering princess diana if the prime minister knew of the assassination, then he was an accessory to the fact, and if he didn't, the oligarchs were accountable the thought of initiating a legal challenge comes from watching the first youtube video on the comments page first dream was doing nothing in particular at a friend's house his girlfriend walked into the living room with their daughter that was my cue to make like an entertainer one of my set pieces was to go into iggledy piggledy talk:" diddley ink poink tink, googly ding tok nok it brought a straight, broad upper-lip smile from the child and an involuntary hmmph from the mother in the next scene, we were watching an ad on the telly for a popular theme park the camera did a panorama sweep of the park there was a long queue for the most popular adult attractions woke up to hear myself saying, "that's a three-hour wait for that one" 01032017 - 189 in an accommodation with two young women i'd had a relationship with one of the girls in awake-time some years ago and i regretted ending it, but in the dream, the relationship was still ongoing in the dream, she was reserved about the relationship and didn't want to go on with it her friend did want us to continue, though and said she did she was experiencing pleasure as we were lying close together as was gently fondling her breasts (the fondling was the longest part of the dream) i had to do something for my mother, and it meant leaving them i told the girls to treat the place as their own, which pleased them as they could tuck into the food, bathe, etc., the dream ended as i left the apartment knowing i had won them over and was looking forward to being back with them * could be a theme for a film here the film starts as in the dream the man wakes and decides to do the things he did in the dream to get back with his girl successive dreams lead to greater and greater desirable outcomes in real life, and eventually, we're left wondering which are the dream sequences and which are the awake scenes 02032017 - 190 a game of table tennis is underway a big girl versus a medium to small-sized boy/man the girl was getting murdered; she didn't stand a chance i asked to play the male i was in top form and put the three first serves past him as though he wasn't there the game became serious, and the people close to the boy went into a huddle they decided to play dirty a petite, big-busted girl in her late teens wearing a nipple strap and skimpy shorts which showed some of her buttocks and inner/upper thigh appeared at the table i lost my concentration, and she started winning we had to retaliate a couple of virile young men who looked like film stars with the bodies of adonis with over-sized members wearing semi-see-through skin-tight white mesh outfits joined our side we started winning was waiting for the counter-move from the opposition as i woke over the last few months, memories of experiences in dreams are becoming as, and more vivid than, time-conscious memories and experiences! 2nd dream a kissing dream 03032017 - 191 kissing dream: (8) qod 4 - 3.3 - p - 10 04032017 - 192 this dream is all about movement the highlight was a standing jump that vaulted me fifteen feet into the air, and when i landed, i seemlessly began doing street dancing second dream i was making with the one-line quips and raising a few smiles a toddler of two or three years of age was sucking on a milk bottle that looked like it had a fruit drink in it i opened and closed my mouth in goldfish style, my way of asking a toddler for some of the drink the girl holding the drink had a round, close-cropped hairstyle, and she would have looked like a golliwog if her hair hadn't been ginger a couple more scenes passed, and the ginger-haired girl approached me, holding out the drink bottle i didn't want any of the drink, but her act of generosity couldn't be declined i sucked in a mouthful of it and gave her the bottle back, and she walked away the drink had the cosistency of and tasted like scrambled egg i covered my mouth as i spat it out into a waste bin category of the dream: food (4) scrambled egg (1) taste: scrambled egg (1) 3rd dream i boarded a crowded train with people getting on, getting off and struggling with their luggage it was orderly chaos as the throng thinned out, i noticed a baby in swaddling clothes on the floor i asked a woman who was carrying a baby if it was hers, and she said "no" as she shook her head there were three or four other women there, and they were looking at me and didn't indicate it was theirs i picked up the baby and dashed off the train the platform was as crowded as the train was i decided to keep the baby and was thinking what to tell people and keep it p - 10 - quality of sleep 3 out of 5 10032017 - 192a 2nd sleep it should have been an x dream walking between two rows of eight or ten nubiles with that smile on their faces 1st sleep on my own walking into town something caught my attention, and i looked up, more or less directly overhead it was a cloud-grey flying saucer which was camouflaged to some extent by grey cloud about it it was round and about three hundred metres across and was slowly spinning about its axis i got excited and began cross-waving my arms and shouting to it i was making so much noise other people looked up and saw it, too the other people started shouting and gesticulating half a dozen of us are calling and waving lights underneath the spaceship started blinking, which caused us to make even more noise that, in turn, drew more people's attention; then, the clouds around the craft began forming a round pattern around the craft and the clouds started turning in synchronisation with the craft the dream ended there with everybody feeling an air of satisfaction 12032017 - 193 second sleep the comments preceding dream entry 18032017 have caused me to re-think about what it is i should be doing with my life it seems that i have to change the outlook of expecting historical events to occur any day now and concentrate on relaying insights and thoughts for this and the coming generations for the next thousand years, which will enable equally important progress to happen regarding the workings of the mind this dream today makes me think i should resume my dream diary with a flourish and see where it leads an initial thought is that there is more information from combining consciousnesses than there is from just time-conscious the future we are moving into has already happened in the present of a future undulation, with very slight variations of what events do occur over the next thousand years already there, waiting to be tapped into through combining consciousnesses for me, this means relative isolation it now makes sense why picture page "easy isolation" is the first, and probably the last, picture for this generation this form of isolation is as easy for me as it was for the lover should circumstances change, i will, of course, change to embrace them first sleep the dreamer is a wedding photographer one day, a hard-back wedding album came through the post i opened it expecting to see the wedding day photos of the couple who sent it i thought that the people who sent it wanted me to use some of their photos in my portfolio, which potential customers would think were my own, and i, in turn, would get more business and then pay the sender a royalty when i opened it, there weren't any photos in it at all but what looked like a written account of the wedding day those of you who have dreams with writing in them will know it's a bit of labour to read while sleeping, so within a few seconds, i had dismissed any notions of using the writing, and the dream ended over the next few days, there were several dreams which didn't seem to have any rhyme or reason to them, and i didn't think they were worthy of being entered into the dream diary between this dream and yesterday, some of the dreams kept surfacing while in the time-conscious state, but because there were no entries to refer to, the dreams were gradually fading from the memory 13032017 - 194 staying at a plush hotel it was so expensive and i was struggling to pay for two nights got friendly with the second bush president he was trying to make out he was an ordinary guy i discovered he was making an arms deal we are talking in his room, and i levelled with him and told him squarely, "your family is in with the people who manufacture arms" he became embarrassed and didn't say anything in another scene, i was carrying a flat, robust metal briefcase which was too heavy to carry without changing into a style of walking, which meant having to take it while walking sidewards carrying it down a long flight of stairs in the hotel was a feat of strength i laid it flat on its side, and could then let it slide down the stairs the dream ended as i was surfing down the stairs on the briefcase the category of the dream: hard work manually moving heavy items (1) 18032017 - 195 a serial dream before writing about the dream, some comments from december until now dreams weren't posted for a few reasons people are more likely to rally or respond to a situation if it is wrapped in celebration and happiness as opposed to being motivated by the sheer urgency of it i tends to do this: i throw myself into a course of action on what seems, at the time, to be a good idea which will get things moving so, motivated by this latest idea, the three months before christmas were spent solely on getting the "worlds first intercontinental live-stream internet new years party" organised and by the beginning of december, entries into the dreams diary had stopped there were to be three parties spread over the christmas/new year period a momentum would be generated, which would lead to regular rally parties would gradually introduce the "ethical message", and within a year, there would be enough pips amongst you who would become noticed nationally, and the love ball would have begun rolling we would be converting people into pips at every new party things will take on a new direction as we recognise that the future that beckons is full of non-stop, fun-love, playful motions with the knowledge that it only ever becomes more so any life-loving person would have jumped at the chance of such a lifestyle as it turned out, despite the initial enthusiasm of the people invited, only two people turned up for any of the parties; they arrived so late that i had begun packing everything away so what had happened? several factors: people would rather see me disappointed than happy people are fearful of associating with me because it throws the spotlight on them and draws the attention of the people who will kill for the flimsiest of reasons men resent me, and women cold-shoulder me because i won't go with women who haven't got the sense to recognise the ethical nature of life and won't change" the people who want things to stay as they are, increasing wealth for themselves, which means decreasing wealth for you, division between factions, wars, reducing health care, etc., are dancing with glee the dream two women came to where i was and presented me with a blue paper folder with about forty pages in it i began reading it and realised it was the script for a wedding film, play or t.v. programme upon waking and thinking why i had dreamt it, i realised it was the entire script of the wedding album i had received through the post in the dream of 12032017 19032017 - 196 two thoroughly depressing dreams it didn't take long to figure out what caused them in the first one, a female and two might-makes-right aggro merchants waltzed into my flat and headed for my phone to make a call i beat them to the phone and began a defence of my corner by warning them that their attitude and manner would backfire on them if they didn't show me some respect i said it in such a way that it made them hesitate the dream ended with them still braced for violence in the second dream, i was with a girl, and we were in a dark, watery underground cavern two or three men, one of whom had a chest as solid as a rock, knew we were there and had come to claim us the girl was in full view, and they began moving towards her i was out of their view behind a part of the cave that jutted out, and i tried to take the short, burly one by surprise and hit him with a solid piece of something or other, which made contact with his breastbone i might as well have hit him with a three-foot-long toilet roll it didn't phase him one iota he didn't even look at me as he said, "put him to use" in the next scene, the girl's hands are bound, and her face is one of total defeat i had been stood in a shallow pool and was being used as bait to attract predatory fish i was thinking stray thoughts for a full five minutes after waking 20032017 - 197 2nd dream for my reference 191 ufo entry 19032017 the first dream i was trying to help a struggling taxi-driver driver make more money had to resort to unethical methods to do it 23032017 - 198 two dreams remembered the first one was to do with hash the second was in a cinema which was also used for dancing; both dancing and film-watching could happen at the same time it was a hot spot which was renowned for couples finding long-term partners the dancing area is in front of the screen and stretched across the length of the screen, which was about twenty-five metres wide and projected ten metres in front of the screen everybody but me was dancing within the dancing area; i went to a darkened area to the side of the screen not being used, while the friend with me stayed close to the screen at the edge of the area i went into i went into the area at the side of the screen because i only wanted to dance and i couldn't "let loose" in the designated location without taking up too much room it is times like this when i wish things had gone as they could/should have gone twenty-plus years ago; then dreams like this would have been simulated via the graphics and motion team who would be skilled enough to produce images and short films as they are generated in the dream, i was able to move my hips an entire half of a metre around the x-axis (left to right) of their body and could bend my knees and get about ten to fifteen centimetres through the y-axis (up and down) there were some "standard" fancy moves as well, but the "hip swivel" was the stand-out part of the dream which caught the girl's attention i was enjoying the dancing too much to start talking as you should be aware by now, this website believes that events in dreams come from real life; time-conscious events so this happened at a future point in time in a past undulation, or it can happen at a future point in time in this undulation 24032017 - 199 2nd sleep a friend and i are in a home environment two young women dressed in clothes that looked expensive and fashionable and fitted them like thin leather gloves that enabled us to see every curve of their body and legs called on us and asked us back to where they lived my friend and i ummed and ahhed about it for a long, long time and eventually decided we would we went out into the open, where there was a black stretch limousine the women sat in the driving compartment, and we were in the lounge the woman driving was making it her mission in life to impress the hell out of us by driving at break-neck speed without crashing she held the curves and the corners like an expert i couldn't hear the engine but could tell from the way people walking ahead and going in the same direction were turning around to see what it was that was causing the engine and or the tyres to be under such a strain we arrived at the plush apartment block, and the driver side-swerved the car into a bricked area, which the car could only fit into if it were in sideways, and came to a stop i was duly impressed we got out of the car and realised we are parked in a bricked-designer flower bed the woman had indeed been driving like a bat out of hell, and we had only got there by the grace of god the dream ended 1st dream (the dreams might not be in the correct order) i was an inmate of a prison i worked in the clothes shop my job was a sweeper-upper i was the bottom of the pile, and the other inmates didn't pay any attention to me i would take whatever was on the floor back to a large table, sort through it, and keep anything that could be reused, such as buttons, zips, strips of cloth, etc. i must have been doing the job for some while on the table, along with the boxes of buttons and cloths, were a writing pad, a radio, an open book, whicht i read a few lines of in the dream, some loose change, a mobile phone and other items the policeman who had arrested me, i don't know what i had done to be in prison in the first place, came to see me he had come to gloat he had a mocking attitude to his speech, and i knew not to react, which was what he wanted "how are you?" i asked it took him aback, and his expression and tone of speech changed immediately i told him i had settled into prison life and felt i could do the sentence and wouldn't make another mistake like the one which got me imprisoned he had to acknowledge i would probably be alright and was still standing there looking at as the dream ended 2nd dream the staff of a prison kept a notebook of events one guard showed his notebook to the inmates so they would know what he thought the prisoners should know about him on one page, the book had four five lines in it in this little notebook is what the man knows about me in this book is how others know you boeth you and i are in this notebook category of dream: prison: closed: (2+) 3rd dream kissing dream: (10) this dream started as an x dream and turned into a kissing dream 25032017 - 200 name of the dream: the silent treatment my girlfriend isn't talking to me i didn't know what he'd done wrong, and he stubbornly refused to ask if it was my fault, i felt she should tell me what it was we tried to carry on as normal the phone rang, and she calmly and pleasantly said it was for me i was too tired to get out of bed, and thought she would tell me who it was or would take a message i assumed she, in turn, thought i was childish and refused to respond to anything i was part of she put the phone down and went out of the room from her point of view, it was a snub too many she started singing a farewell love song i got the message and started singing it back to her she left the house, and i was thinking about how i should go about making things up when the dream ended 26032017 - 201 the theme of this dream revolved around a machine/device which pressed studs into shirts the type of stud, coloured, patterned, precious metal would make it more fashionable or expensive the studs would be used to clip other clothes or adornmennts to the shirt and give it versatility i was selling the idea to someone who had the money to invest in the machine the dream ended with me wearing the shirt with an add-on fluffy overshirt, which enhanced my shape and i was feeling chuffed with myself. and i woke to hear myself explaining to the person who gave me the loan that it would save me no end of money over a lifetime 30032017 - 202 in a city-centre it was heaving, and there weren't enough retailers to cope with the demand there were queues for everything in one of the queues at street level, there were a family of three just ahead of me a girl, six or seven years of age, and her parents the parents found the child excess baggage for their lifestyle and were making severe comments to the people to whom they had to apologise when the girl sought their attention that they could have the child if they wanted her the child seemed amiable enough, and i was wondering what it must be like for her to know she wasn't wanted by her parents in another queue in a multi-storey store, the family of three were there again and had been served and had moved away from the pay area as i was about to be served, the woman at the till realised the family of three had left something of theirs behind those of us who heard what the check-out woman said looked around for the family, but they wern't to be seen within a few seconds, it occured to me that if i could find the family and ingratiate myself with them, i could accompany them back to the counter, the girl with them might get friendly with me, and her parents would make it so i could have her as his girlfriend i would gradually warm to the idea, and we would come to an arrangement which resulted in me taking the gitl into my life the family had left the shop, so now it was a near-mission-impossible task to find them in the crowd of the centre of the city when outside the shop, the most elaborate movements of any dream i've ever had began first, i picked up speed, and, at at guess, i'd say i was moving at an almost constant rate of about fifteen to twenty kilometres an hour i was weaving and swerving and gliding, occasionally coming to a dead-stop for only an instant as i bounced off one foot or the other and changed direction at one point, i was running through a grassy area where people were siitting and munching and drinking on seats on the grass thirty or so pigeons were foraging pecking at scraps as i got near, they all flew up into the air in different directions i don't think i could have slowed down even if i wanted to, and i was in among them before they could get above my head height, and some were only a few centimetres into the air with amazingly subtle movements, a slight tilt of the head, a dip of the shoulder, a bend of the knee, minute side-steps, a bay hop," and ne'er a feather was ruffled at another place, an extended curved walking area, i must have been running with my body angled at thirty to thirty-five degrees as i leant into the curve, slowing only marginally i eventually came across the family again and was thinking how great it was going to be for dad again when the dream ended three dreams remembered one was a day out, which involved catching three or five different buses the destination has been featured in at least two other dreams over the years with one of the connections, the bus driver was downright awkward and were words exchanged in another dream, there was a snake eating another snake and the third dream is too vaguely remembered 05042017 - 203 this dream was at a baseball game in america i was watching the game from the sidelines with two other people the depth and clarity of the details was the stand-out aspect of the dream the ball floating off into the distance and the colours of the uniforms of the teams i said, "must have been amazing for spectators to have seen babe ruth hit the first infield home run" my companions were duly impressed that i knew and felt that 06042017 - 204 another holland hash dream went to a party with a male friend at a house only to find a queue of fifty girls standing in a loose formation of two's i was told to form another queue at another door at the same building i can't figure out why he was chosen to stand apart from the queue that was already formed as i looked around, a line of people, two or three abreast, had formed behind me and i realised was the start of a queue to another party the door opened andt i led the people behind me into the building i was getting the music organised, and the joints are being passed around as the dream ended 08042017 205 this dream was set in at an olympic games-type sporting event the different sports are spread over an area of about fifty square kilometres another person accompanied me while we were watching one event, a trio of chinese persons who were associates of the person i was with and with whom i had become friendly, were a kilometre away watching a member of one of their family competing in a sports event the stadium screen showed the results of the events in which the people wre most interested were displayed on a screen; it showed that chinese athletes had won i knew they would be celebrating big-time, and i had the idea of looking at them and seeing just how jubilated they were through some powerful binoculars within a short time i had picked them out and could see them in the stands of an open arena the stand-out* bit of this dream was the clarity and detail when seeing them through the binoculars *it has to be mentioned that a new faculty of the mind is emerging namely, the "stand-out" part of a dream, usually by clarity of vision, sound, movement, etc., has taken a firmer place in the visualisable imaging faculty was it mentioned as first occurring? years ago and has over the last few months become more available to the now-conscious state this particular ability has a distinctive character, it has a severe or sombre or no-nonsense feel to it it is considered to be love/life in "business" mode" 09042017 - 206 i posted a cynical video of a plane crumpling up and gave the title "human technology" before i had time to post the second one, i was under a relentless attack of vitriole that radically diminished my standing as a good guy i realised i had goofed big time and was retreating under the criticism the dreamer is in big trouble and was thinking about how i could get out of it for thirty seconds after leaving sleep and had a noticeable feeling of relief when i realised it was a dream this is the sort of thing that happens when, regardless of what the circumstances are or how justified my feelings of despondancy are, i allow myself to think the worst about people 10042017 - 207 a woman with a round, deep cut about the size of a thumbnail asked me to stop the bleeding there was quite a lot of blood coming from the injury i knew how to stop the bleeding; i could use a tornequay and apply pressure to the wound i said we needed some clean cloth to apply to the cut, and the girl asked if i had any tissue paper i gave her the tissue paper but knew the wound needed a skilled person to treat it i was thinking of the quickest way to get her to the hospital as the dream ended 12042017 - 208 interviewing michael johnson after a new world record had been set in the four by 400 metre relay a re-run of his team's world-record run was shown on the stadium screen he was animated stand-out part of the dream was the clarity of his face and the depth of the stadium 13042017 - 209 second dream the ground was saturated, which meant navigating around the edges of a field near a river all my possesions are in a cloth bag about the size of a dustbin liner i had to leave the bag hidden in amongst some bushes as they were making it too difficult to walk i managed to get where i was going both dreams were about possessions! first dream living in a society where there was a sharp divide between have's and have not's i slotted in at the bottom of the have's a mark of my status was a full-length crombie coat it was the evening, and i went to the cinema; it was almost empty someone was sharp enough to get me to leave my coat in the cloakroom the moment i was in my seat, i knew i had made a mistake and went to get my coat back the dream ended as i was looking for the person who had the coat i had the feeling the coat was gone 01042017 - 210 two dreams, and both dreams were arguments in the first dream, i was arguing with max planck in the company of four or five people he became more and more irate the more i insisted his constant was ten raised to the minus forty-third power of a second he was almost shouting, "90, it's 90" the dream ended on that tone the second dream was about a key i couldn't find my front door key i went to an office where they kept backup keys the person who could give me a spare key told me they didn't have one because it was a security issue i kept pressing him that he did have a spare key, and he explained that i had the only spare key because it wouldn't make sense from a security point of view if someone else had one the dream ended as i realised he was right and suddenly remembered where i'd hidden my spare key 15042017 - 211 was in a small function room it could seat about fifty people, and there was a circular area about five metres across, which was for dancing it had cheap, glitzy furnishings which looked expensive there was a low-hanging chandelier everybody was there but nothing was happening it was apparent music was missing but i didn't have my equipment as i walked past one lady, i heard her say, "he can be entertaining" that was my cue to be "on" i took a run and jumped onto the chandelier in a way which caused it to start revolving in a circular motion just inside the dancing area as the chandelier circled the dance area, i let go with one hand and started blowing kisses to the ladies with the other hand my gaze met the eyes of the different women in my line of vision as i circled with one woman, i didn't blow any kisses but pursed my lips and moved them around in the way one does when savouring an excellent food or drink that got people laughing so dropped to the floor and began a "routine" first, i began shadowboxing with the chandelier, which was now swinging back and fort i turned my back on it and let it knock me over when it swung back at me i then turned around the room and began an impromptu remarks session with everyone one at a time the theme in this two-dream sequence had to do with sounds there was a consistent danceable rhythm which was coming from an unidentifiable location i stopped trying to figure out where it was coming from and began listening to it in earnest the rhythm had a tune buried in it, which was easy to predict and go along with after building a bit of a song and humming along with it, the tune/rhythm started changing, and very quickly i realised it wasn't a tune at all but it was the repetitive sound coming from a machine nearby as the sound became apparent, it lost its harmonious quality, and the tune wasn't noticeable the sound was going to go on and become a nuisance and would have done if i hadn't decided to re-form the machine sound back into a tune which became pleasant to listen to again i woke out of the sleep, and it got me thinking just about any inanimate sound could become qualitative if a person's mindset was so disposed 16042017 - 212 walking on the pavement of a road that was on a ten or twelve-degree incline someone, it might have been me, shouted "u.f.o." looking up, the lights suggested it was a u.f.o., but as it went overhead we could see the fuselage and cockpit of a plane before a sense of disappointment could set in another voice said, "look" and everybody looked up and saw a craft not of earthly design but it was low enough to see inside and it did have man-shaped beings in it before anyone could say anything else a display of craft filled the sky i was taking in the movement and shapes and colours as i woke x dream (11) 17042017 - 213 this was one of those weird ones was at the sink washing food ready for cooking a worm the thickness of the lead for mobile phone earplugs and about five centimetres long fell out of something it was about to disappear down the sink-hole when it made a sticky substance in no time at all which stuck onto the metal of the upside of the sink strainer i couldn't see where it was for a moment and thought it had gone down the drain the bottom of the sticky substance had formed into a small globule the size of a pea as i went to loosen the substance off the metal with my finger so it would get washed away, the worm emerged from the cocoon of viscous and tried to get out of the sink the scene changed and the cocoon shape changed into a short cylinder the chamber was being used in a in diagram to explain that space couldn't have holes in it, but it could have chambers through which something could pass but would automatically loop back to where it started from immediately it emerged from the far end of the chamber the diagram itself was part of a visual indexing system that will be incorporated into an all-encompassing index an idea that is calling out to be created 20042017 - 214 this dream was brought about by thinking during the day what it was that the lover experienced in the initial stages of moving from the three of pi to the endless it was as though two vast sheets were spread throughout the extent of space one had an orange colour, the other didn't have colour it was more like a grey mist but was solid the two were in proximity to each other, almost touching there was a sense of resignation or commitment to the toil ahead, or was it from a weariness of something past? a settling feeling occurred while making an effort to make more sense of what it was that was being observed as the dream ended similar feelings have accompanied other efforts to understand the experiences of his evolution which is what i think this dream revealed well beyond the scope of mortal experiences other various points of his evolution have been glimpsed over the years, this dream was considerably more contemplatable, though 21042017 - 215 sitting next to the aisle in a coach the seats were three deep, and there were two girls to the left of me i fancied his chances and was making with my best smile the girls looked at me with some disdain my expression was asking why one pointed to my feet and said, "your feet smell" it took me by surprise i certainly didn't think so i put a couple of them inside my shoe and rubbed them against my sole i smelt my fingers and was embarrassed to find they smelt the girls went back to ignoring me, and the dream ended 216 a think-read dream (6) a charge-sheet in the form of a single sheet of paper a bit smaller than a4 size had been posted through the letterbox i am is charged with stealing a cabinet and the papers therein i couldn't make the writing read as a single, smooth-flowing sentence the dream ended as i was still trying to read the writing without having to go back to the start of the letter/sheet and read it all the way through without having to think-read it into a coherent whole applying the roney analysis to this dream means a society has and will re-exist in the past or future of a past or future undulation or will exist in has and will exist where the most serious crime is a relativity petty 23042017 - 216a nearly an x dream second dream there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr they are asking about max planck's quantum theory neils replied, "the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was", and i chimed in, anticipating his last word, which we both said in unison, "bumby." qod 4 qos 4.2 25042017 - 217 in a changing room which had row after row of cubicles my view of the cubicles was a slightly elevated one, which allowed me to see the extent of the layout it looked to be twenty or thirty by twenty or thirty they all had black curtains or doors and sides this could be something which would be in the ship of yesterday's dream less than half a dozen people were using the changing rooms, which meant it was almost empty i wake from the dream at this point, still thinking about what was what this dream was set at sea i was in the water next to a metal-hulled ship it was bigger than any ship today the deck of the ship was at least seven or eight stories above us, and we were making preparations for a race or a pageant three or four of us were assessing where and how to hang a thick rope along the side of the ship to attach decorations there was a lull in the activity, so i decided to lounge horizontally on the water using a buoyancy suit and revel in a warm stream of water coming from the depths one of the other men came over and asked me what i was doing and told me the getaway i told him what i was doing, and he explained that the warm water was a constant stream of sewage that all ships of this size flushed as a matter of course i took a good look at the water around me and realised what it was was wallowing in. and had shown my ignorance of the way a ship works i was feeling pretty stupid as i woke up second dream there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr asking about max planck's quantum theory neils replied, "the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was", and i chimed in anticipating his last word, which we both said in unison "bumby" 26042017 - 218 two peoplethe me knew had a drug dealer mate the three of us bought an ounce and had a smoke i got pally with the dealer and asked him for another ounce the other two people weren't in the next scene in which the dealer produced another ounce it was a different type, and i rolled another the dealer said, "i can let you have it for thirty-five quid an ounce." it didn't take me long to work out tat i could set up a decent network and shift a few ounces a week i took a drag of the joint i had just rolled and felt a wave of pleasure it was quality gear to boot the dreamer asks, "what is it, afghani?" the other person didn't reply the dream was ending, and i felt dissapointed to find out it was a dream 22042017 - 219 a think-read dream (6) a charge-sheet in the form of a single sheet of paper a bit smaller than a4 size had been posted through the letterbox i had been charged with stealing a cabinet and the papers therein i couldn't make out if the writing read as a single, smooth-flowing sentence the dream ended as i was still trying to read the writing without having to go back to the start of the letter/sheet and read it all the way through without having to think-read it into a coherent whole applying the roney analysis to this dream means a society has and will re-exist in the past or future of a past or future undulation or will exist or has and will exist where the most serious crime is a relativity petty 23042017 - 220 nearly an x dream second dream there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr he asked about max planck's' quantum theory neils replied, "the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was", and i chimed in, anticipating his last word, which we both said in unison, "bumby" 24042017 - 221 this dream is set at sea i was in the water next to a metal-hulled ship it was bigger than any ship today the deck of the ship was at least seven oe eight stories above us and we were making preparations for a race or a pageant three or four of us were assessing where and how to hang a thick rope along the side of the ship to attach decorations there was a lull in the activity, and i decided to lounge horizontally on the water using a buoyancy suit and revel in a warm stream of water coming from the depths one of the other men came over and asked me what i was doing and told me to get away i told him what i was doing and he explained that the warm water was a constant stream of sewage that all ships of this size flushed as a matter of course i took a good look at the water around me and realised what it was i was wallowing in, and had shown my ignorance of the way a ship works i was feeling pretty stupid as i woke up second dream there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr someone asked about max planck's' quantum theory neils replied, "the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was", and i chimed in, anticipating his last word, which we both said in unison "bumby" 25042017 - 222 in a changing room which had row after row of cubicles my view of the cubicles was a slightly elevated one, which allowed me to see the extent of the layout it looked to be twenty or thirty by twenty or thirty they all had black curtains or doors and sides this could be something which would be in the ship of yesterday's dream there were less half a dozen people using the changing rooms which meant it was almost empty i wake from the dream at this point still thinking about what is what 26042017 - 223 two people i knew had a drug dealer mate the three of us bought an ounce and had a smoke i got pally with the dealer amd asked him for another ounce the other two people weren't in the next scene in which the dealer produced another ounce it was a different type and i rolled another and the dealer said, "i can let you have it for thirty-five quid an ounce" it didn't take me long to work out i could set up a decent network and shift a few ounces a week i took a drag of the joint i had just rolled and felt a wave of pleasure it was quality gear to boot i ask, "what is it, afghani?" the other person didn't reply the dream was ending, and i felt dissapointed to find out it was a dream 27042017 - 224 in a busy cafeteria with a partnered-couple we are waiting for the service a manageress caught our attention from a distance and asked us to pay at the till i said to the couple, "she thinks we have finished; she doesn't know the piled dishes on the table are from the previous customers" i woke to hear myself saying in a loud voice, "we haven't started yet" 28042017-225 was in a strictly controlled environment, but it wasn't a prison there was an air of supervision which we didn't try to breach about a dozen of us, all males, were herded into a t.v. room the front seating was two brown, plush, triple settees with a matching single-seat armchair in between them i found myself sitting on the triple-seater furthest from the door, sandwiched between someone friendly and a lanky, surly bloke the moment i relaxed into the settee, the deep comfort of a well-made piece of furniture made itself felt i thought to myself, this is the style of seating in which money works its way out of the trouser pockets my keen sense of good fortune asserted itself casually, i positioned myself on my left side and gradually worked my hand between the seat cushion and the back cushion within a couple of movements of my hand, i felt a coin i could tell it was a pound coin every time i repositioned my hand, i came across another coin it didn't take long to explore and gather all the coins i could reach without my probing hand being felt by the people on either side of me another opportunity presented itself when the person to my left fell asleep and leant into me, which justified my standing up, which in turn meant he would relax further into the area i had been occupying now, i could sit on the floor and stretch my right arm into the empty part of the settee and search between the cushions in the left-hand corner in a perfectly naturally relaxed position again, almost immediately, i found more coins i put them in my pocket, and the problem now was to keep the coins in my pocket without them clinking and alerting my fellow opportunists to my having money in the company of men who have no money, a few quid is worth going to a bit of trouble to acquire now i was on the king's throne with my business acumen, i would be a top wheeler-dealer with a rosy future as i woke up, i was searching my pyjama bottoms and trying to figure out where the money had gone 01052017 - 226 at a popular nightclub the dance floor was full the girls spontaneously created a round space in the middle of the dance floor the girls wanted the boys to go into the centre of the space and continue dancing the girls would choose which dancer most suited their style of dancing and would partner up with that boy that was my cue to do some fancy moves the dream came to an end as i was doing one of my original fancy moves qod 4.1 qos 3.4 p 10 made a successful visual programme for the internet and had gained considerable cred because of it i couldn't quite figure out why it had become so successful the origins of the endeavour were examined, it turned out the video, which somebody forgot, was nestled in an obscure file which i had forgotten about it was in a file called "teddy bear", and i was beginning to realise before i looked at it, there was going to be something about it which had a childish appeal i woke up before seeing what was on the film this dream was due to thinking about the child-like nature of evolving, e.t. during the day 02052017 - 227 a new category of dream alternative realities to the pde's there were six, seven or more variations or presentations of the pde's, which the timeless consciousness brought to the fore they weren't exactly the details of the pde's, nor do i think they were meant to be, or could be the dream sequences could be easily associated with the pde's the purpose of the dream sequences was to present the pde's as they could/should have been there was one scene in particular in which a stirringly poignant response would have been achieved had a slightly different set of words been said in a somewhat more sincere manner so now dreams can be used not just to evaluate the pde's ranking in terms of their absolute position to the optimum alignment to love/life; now we know dreams can also show the alternative realities which can be achieved this type of dream may be related to pre-cognitive dreams if there is a connection, it will eventually show itself 05052017 - 228 third sleep a new type of dream: grid selection this is a mind-willed selection the dream started with a mixture of single-shot images, then single-shot in slide-show fashion, and then it became a three, then four and then twelve-grid selection of photos to choose from: i awoke to full time-conscious i was at various stages of time-conscious throughout this dream and became fully time-conscious as i was trying to manipulate a non-existent cursor with a non-existent mouse to select one of the images to see it as a single picture and awoke tapping my thigh, thinking my finger was on the mouse where do these and new faculties lead? a next possible step is to choose whether to have still or motion montage sequences to view in magnificent detail there may also be a theme-grid faculty twelve types of dreams to choose from" beach party, sport, x, etc also possible is a montage slide show with hundreds or thousands of different themes to choose from in groups of twelve the limits would then be the time a sleep lasts within which to choose and experience a particular theme that is, assuming that the time-conscious is an endless experience, which we now know might not be the case so, how quickly does the timeless consciousness become a full-time reality? the combining-conscious states may well have a much shorter time to combine than had been thought up until this point these dreams may well be the result of thinking about the current states of mind the most evolved beings of the dinosaur class are in now, which the writer has access to via a visitation from three females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings within the last five years it was while recalling the visitation earlier on in the day the writer gained an insight into the conscious state of what this was and which caused him to baulk (link to the word baulk) this, the third of three montage dreams in three different periods of sleep on the same day, appears to be rushing the inactive abilities of the timeless conscious into life with one raised to the one-hundredth power (1 ^100) years to work in my thoughts are" "how can there be a rush to do anything?" the answer may be that life has only five thousand million years to bring all beings into existence, and the evolutionary/devolutionary process has to occur within a certain period there is no leeway in the sun's cycle first sleep x dream (11) and a montage of couples any of the scenes in the montage sequence would appeal to companies which want to use a tasteful/artistic representation in their ads this dream had so much pleasure in it, a new entry in endic will be created to explore the expanse of pleasure capable of being experienced by the man-shaped being through and beyond x new endic entry pleasure 06052017 - 229 first sleep first dream a man with a violent nature i met more than twenty years ago was on my case because of a casual remark he was becoming more and more intent on causing me grievous harm as the dream ended second dream all my valuable items were in the pannier bags of a push bike the bike got a puncture, and i left it about a hundred metres from where i lived it crossed my mind that it might get stolen, but i needed to get home and get to sleep in the morning, i went to where the bike was to find the bike was still there, but the pinion bags had gone there were six or seven youngsters in the scene, and i said, "eighty pounds reward if anyone can get my bags back" when no one showed any interest, i said, "no, make it one hundred" 07052017 - 230 insignificant dream the only bit of this dream remembered is to do with shirts and jackets there was a clothes rack about two metres long, and i was trying to decide which shirt went best with the jacket i was wearing in the end, i settled for a rough-cloth green shirt but wasn't entirely happy with it 08052017 - 231 what would have been a delightful x dream if my partner wasn't so noisy 09052017 - 232 my stepfather was going to accompany me on a journey about two hundred kilometres up country he had three cars one that had different coloured doors looked like it wouldn't pass its m.o.t. but ran quite well a black one which looked o.k. and ran well and a classy one which looked great and ran superbly i was trying to explain to him that i would be better off using the black one because the car with two different coloured doors was more likely to be stopped the dream ended without the issue being settled 10052017 - 223 second sleep two themes both had to do with the internet the first one was the comments on a viral post it was footage of the images of the outside of the spacecraft of a human mission the thing was the images were coming from the reflection of something in the craft and were indiscernible the colours were vivid and mainly purple it was something significant; the visible movements were not earthly the comments were furiously attacking the like vote being assigned to the uploader of the film and not to the person who gave the uploader the movie in the first place the second dream was to do with the stock exchange polish residents were seething that the polish zilotti could be traded against the euro when it was the polish people who were paying for a run on the polish currency that was losing its value at a disastrously fast rate first sleep got friendly with two friendly males my age we went back to where they were living rough it was an underground setting with just enough room to sleep for three or four people they had cardboard on the floor, a radio, and that was about it after a while of light-hearted comments and observations, i decided to "hit" them with genetic theory i began with just one assumption; i can prove to you there is life after death they gave me that slightly blank and slightly interested look i continued, "in the same way, you can only flip a coin twice before either heads or tails comes up again" and, in the same way, a dice can only be rolled six times before the same number comes up again, so too it is with our genetic combinations the number of ways our genetic combinations can be assembled is finite there is a maximum number of ways the nucleotides can be put together as life continues, eventually, all the combinations will be used, and the same combination of nucleotides will start coming up again using just that one assumption produces an arithmetic proof of life after death it is similar to poincares recurrence theorem which is a well established in science i carried on, "now we have to add the condition that for life after death to occur, we become parents and our children become parents, and their children become parents and so on indefinitely into the future" so, for life after death to become a reality, we make one assumption, and the assumption carries the condition that we create life and not destroy it the dream was ending as i was saying things like, "now i have to go and find more people to talk to" ~~~ it will come to be realised that to take the life of another is to take the life of oneself strictly speaking the destruction of life applies only to children theoretically, it's possible to live a life of abstinence from murder, and once it is agreed that children are the holiest of holies we could go on to play games of war as parents you won't believe what has happened in undulations past as all possible scenarios were played out 11052017 - 224 adventures in dutchland was in a queue in a shop with four or five people in front of me waiting to give an order for something to eat the person behind the counter said, "next customer please", and when no one moved forward, i thought the people in front had given their orders and were waiting to collect them i went to the front of the queue, and before i could give the order, the girl behind the counter said, "look at this, someone's too important to wait in the queue" the scene changed to a hotel where someone was putting together a bong after one or two people had had some of the bong, the person who put it together suggested to me that we go to another place i had the feeling he wanted me out of the hotel so he could come back after we had left and could rifle through my belongings and nick whatever he wanted i woke up as i am figuring out a plausible way of excusing myself from going without making him aware that i knew what he wanted to do second sleep this dream seemed insignificant and i had forgotten it then, unusually, without any prompting it came to the fore an hour after having forgot it and for this reason it is being entered i was adjusting the sound of the stereo equipment there was some interference at the top end of the sound spectrum it turned out that the interference was due to the radio not being tuned in finely enough to the frequency and was producing "hiss" and some light crackles there was a fine-tuning feature built into the radio that could be adjusted by a knob on the outside of the housing there was a transparent panel at the front of the mainly wood radio, which allowed the fine-tuning mechanism to view the optimum position the mechanism looked like the arm of a record player with a wood or metal wedged-shaped part which was flexible and could be seperated from the rest of the arm at the tip where the stylus of record players would be it was the size of a baby's nail and about four millimetres thick and looked like it was wood the fine-tuning worked by turning the knob on the outside, which in turn moved the wedge-shaped wood tip seated just a little back from the tip of the arm onto what looked like a metal slope the more the knob is turned, the further up the slope the wedged-shaped tip went bending back as it was being moved further up the slope it reminded me of a shoe horn, only on a much smaller scale the slope or slide-slope was about four centimetres wide and a little more than twice as long as its width at the top of the slide-slope there was a flat platform the size of my thumbnail for the wedge-shaped tip to rest when the tip of the wedge is on the platform it was bending back at about forty-five degrees to the head of the arm (there may have been an angle on the very tip of the wedge but that might be my imagination) when the wedge was on the platform proper, a green valve-sized bulb began to wax and wane the slightest adjustment of the knob produced a significant increase in the brightness and the quality of the shade of green the light gave off the first adjustment of the wedge changed both the quality and the quantity of the sound, and the light grew a second adjustment of the wedge produced a sound of such penetrating purity people living nearby began complaining about the volume even then, there were still three or four crackles of interference each second, and the light was low it was as i began to realise the potential and the applications of the device the dream came to an end quality of the sound and the quality of the light three-themed dream 13052017 - 225 in the kitchen cleaning up after a meal when a member of the staff came into view she began talking to me, so i opened the window the girl who was speaking was rosamund pike, the girl who played a lawyer in the film "fracture." she told me i was one of the people selected to move into a luxury block of flats she was quick to mention she was also going to be carrying on her job there as a carer she came came to the window she was in a playful mood, and while i was talking, she grabbed the ends of the curtain and wrapped the curtain around my head as a head scarf which covered my hair and tucked it under my chin she was getting no end of pleasure out of teasing me i tried to ask for details about the new accommodation, but she only wanted to be playful and didn't answer the questions 15052017 - 226 the standout bit of this dream, which appeared out of nowhere, was a great bit of punk music with a noteworthy melody which could easily become a no.1 hit it had the soul of the clash and the melody of a pop song of a different genre it reminded me of another band, and i asked, "is it the anarchists?", and "is it the archaists?" it wasn't a tune which was published, but it has existed and may find itself in the punk genre of the 70's in a future undulation another indicator of the improving circumstances of future undulations second dream x dream (13) 17052017 - 227 second sleep the stand out bit of this dream, which appeared out of nowhere it was a great bit of punk music with a noteworthy melody easily a no.1 it had the soul of the clash and the melody of a pop song of a different genre it wasn't a song in my collection, so i asked someone, "is it the anarchists or the archaic's?" it wasn't a tune which was published, but it has existed and may find itself in the punk genre of the 70's in a future undulation another indicator of the improving circumstances of future undulations x dream (14) 18052017 - 228 what a shocker of a dream two murders, blood and intense rancour i am not entirely sure what caused this dream an extremely violent film, (the thing) stray thoughts or the blood in lamb liver it is probably a combination of the three 20052017 - 229 tonights dream was as good as yesterday's was bad it revolved around an app for mobile phones the app was a square which had squares or lines on it and almost filled the screen depending on where the square was touched, it returned information which included features based on the user's personality a query which had a romantic "feel" to it would give results with amorous content the "feel" feature of the app came from the touch of the finger two people featured in the dream in succession; the first was bob meuller, and the second was paul schofield during the day, the pde's featured news stories concerning Bob Mueller, but, and this is the reason this dream is being entered, Paul Schofield hasn't been in the time conscious for decades while looking for images of both men on the internet, the similarity of the facial features of both men, as younger men, became apparent if their lives hadn't run concurrently, i would have surmised that the person in the dream was the same person at different times in their life at this moment, i is unable to make the connection as to why paul schofield is featured in the dream sometime in the future of this undulation when the intricacies of dreams are more fully understood, the reason why Paul Schofield featured in this dream will have an answer 22052017 - 230 in a street crammed with people i was looking for someone in particular i was looking along the street in one direction, but it was hopeless there must have been several hundred people in just a one-hundred-metre span i turned and looked right and immediately spotted a green, long-peaked cap about thirty metres away it was the person i was looking for the peak cap, the main feature of the dream, is remembered from the pde's again, i am unable to interpret the dream perhaps the dream hasn't got an interpretation but is just a reflection of the pde's 20052017 - 231 tonights dream was as good as yesterday's was bad it revolved around an app for mobile phones the app was a square which had squares or lines on it and almost filled the screen depending on where somebody touched the square was touched, it returned information which included features based on the users personality a query which had an amarous "feel" to it would give results with amorous content the "feel" feature of the app came from the touch of the finger two people featured in the dream in succession, the first was bob meuller and the second was paul schofield during the day the pde's featured news stories concerning bob mueller but, and this is the reason this dream is being entered, paul schofield hasn't been in the time conscious for decades while looking for images of both men on the internet the similarity of the facial features of both men, as younger men, became apparent if their lives hadn't run concurrently, i would have surmised that the person in the dream was the same person at different times in their life at this moment i am unable to make the connection why paul schofield featured in the dream it is thought that at sometime in the future of this undulation when the intricacies of dreams are fully understood the reason why paul schofield featured in this dream will have an answer the next dream is very busy, and i am just another person in the crowd a dog was standing still just in front of me it had longish black hair, and it looked like it had some of the setter breed in it it wasn't with a person, and it had a lost look and conveyed a sense of wanting to have direction i stooped down and motioned it towards him with my hand and some friendly sounds it came to me, and i now had a dog this part of the dream ended as i was thinking about what to get it to eat in the next scene i was the entrepreneur with a banner pinned to a wall with the words "the YouTube interviews" in red and black the camera was "rolling", and when the right face with the right gait came along, i engaged them in conversation 22052017 - 232 in a street crammed with people i was looking for someone in particular i was looking along the street in one direction, but it was hopeless there must have been several hundred people in just a one-hundred-metre span i turned and looked right and immediately spotted a green, long-peaked cap about thirty metres away it was the person i was looking for the peak cap, the main feature of the dream, is remembered from the pde's again i am unable to interpret the dream perhaps the dream hasn't got an interptretation but is just a reflection of the pde's 24052017 - 233 was regaining the ability to move around normally slung a camera tripod over my shoulder and went into town to find photo opportunities it was early morning, and there weren't many people about set the camera on the tripod, panned it arou24052017 was regaining the ability to move around normally slung a camera tripod over my shoulder and went into town to find photo opportunities it was early morning and there weren't many people about set the camera on the tripod, panned it around and noticed that people were avoiding getting caught on camera soon, it was typically busy, and i decided to stand at a corner between two buildings where i wasn't so noticeable and started snapping away the scene changed it was hectic now, and i was just another person in the crowd a dog was standing still just in front of me it had longish black hair, and it looked like it had some of the setter breed in it it wasn't with a person, and it had a lost look and conveyed a sense of wanting to have direction o stooped down and motioned it towards him with my hand and some friendly sounds it came to me and i had me a dog this part of the dream ended as i was thinking about what to get it to eat in the next scene i was the entrepreneur with a banner pinned to a wall with the words "the youtube interviews" in red and black the camera was "rolling" and when the right face with the right gait came along and i engaged them in conversation 27052017 - 234 was on a bed in a bedsit with two male companions chatting about things the other half walked in with a tray that had tea, biscuits and sandwiches on it the drinks and food were laid out in a caring and neat manner we were well impressed the tray was laid on the bed, and as one of the other males moved to get to the tray, the tray started sliding it was sheer good luck that my sudden movement to stop the tray from coming to an abrupt halt and the things on it from spilling over didn't cause an even bigger mess than would have happened if i hadn't moved notes 1 i've no idea where this dream came from at a guess, it was an uneventful thought day, with the most crucial being a thought along the lines of... "i need to slow down a bit" 01062017 - 235 been having 3.5 qod's regularly lately they would make enjoyable reading, but dreams theory is taking a back seat currently 05062017 - 236 at a neighbour's house two young girls came to the house after a night out one of them had left me a letter from her previous visit i had read the first line and skimmed over the rest of it, picking out words here and there it was telling me that she didn't think there was any future for us reading between the lines told a different story my reply to the letter was full of emotion and left her in no doubt that if we were to give it a go, ours would become a relationship which somebody could only dream about was still composing the letter when i woke 06062017 - 237 outside of a house when a car pulled up with three or four people in it in the back seat of the car was a girl about three years of age the young girl looked distressed and was on the verge of crying the car door opened, and i went towards her with my arms outstretched to pick her up she backed away from me but responded when i said something which put her at ease in the next scene, we are in the house the family was there the family comprised of the mother, a girl about ten years of age, the girl of three whothe me had taken out of the car and a boy of thirteen or fourteen the mother had no control over the two eldest children and did and said nothing to moderate whatever it was they wanted to do the girl of three moved toward the boy, who was sitting in an armchair as she was directly in front of him he stood up and knocked the girl over the girl was more disappointed than hurt his callous nature was more than i could stand i jumped in front of him, pointed my finger in his face, and said, "if you do that again, you and i are going to fall out" the dream ended notes 1 the pde's that formed this dream are well-remembered as is usual with the writer, there was a full range of emotions during the day, but the sense of injustice between males and females was the dominant feeling perhaps i'm not doing enough to bring to the attention of men the cause and effect of the chauvinistic attitude 15062017 - 238 a complicated and intriguing dream with almost nothing to reference to any part of it except a type of elevated freeway the freeway-type construction was way up in the sky; it was half a kilometre wide and disappeared over the horizon to complete its construction, we have to imagine what future features it would have the means of applying what we thought the near future would be was done by standing in front of a console the console was receptive to a person's thoughts and feelings it was while i was appraising just how sophisticated and how monumental the task of construction was going to be that the sleep ended big, massive construction is something dinosaur-man has experience of we know they can build objects hundreds of thousands of kilometres long from this bit of evidence the off-earth habitation is going to be huge it may have to accommodate two hundred thousand billion (200 000 000 000 000) people! the next major step in our progression into the future is when we team up with our man-shaped dinosaur cousins 16062017 - 239 on a single-decker bus with a friend and a friend of my friend we were fifteen or sixteen and had on school uniforms we are wearing white shirts and grey trousers, and i think we wore dark blue jackets it was daytime, and judging by what the other passengers were wearing, it must have been spring or summer there looked to be fifteen people on the bus my friend and I were sitting on the left-hand side of the bus i am in a creative mood and decided to do something daring with a certain amount of skill, i whipped off my trousers, folded them, hung them on a hand bar on the back of the seat in front, and waited for other people to follow my lead i sat there in my shirt and tie and white underpants, feeling quite comfortable with myself a glance at the expressions of the other people on the bus told me they thought it was acceptable and they were thinking about following my lead everybody's expression changed from being mildly pleased to gaping shock when my friend took his trousers off and, with the presence of mind to stand up, pressed against the side of the bus facing outward so his back was facing us, revealing his bare bottom of course, it would be a male who decided to copy me, but he hadn't done it to shock people but merely because he had picked up the vibe of good fun and wanted to be part of it he was embarrassed, but the need to feel part of the fun had overcome his reservations almost immediately, everyone on the bus realised what sort of person he was and that he wasn't being deliberately provocative i began laughing, and it got harder and more complex, and everyone else started laughing too notes 1 i can't remember ever laughing this long and hard in a dream before, and there are only two instances in awake time in which i laughed longer and harder i laughed so long and so hard that he became too weak to stand and had to drop to all fours and crawl away from the source of the mirth as i was having difficulty breathing in this is the first dream as a teenager if i'm not mistaken, this dream is set in the now of a future undulation 18062017 - 240 it is the beginning of a new relationship the young lady and i are relaxing on a double-seater sofa watching the telly she was becoming anxious that we hadn't kissed her talk was not about the fact we hadn't embraced, but it was edging around it in other ways i felt utterly relaxed and began explaining to her why it wasn't necessary to become intimate i woke from sleep while speaking the third sentence of why i was "taking my time" "we are going to be in this situation many, many times; let's wait until both of us are sure we want our relationship to be unique and will endure" forever 21062017 - 241 four of us are going to the races there was going to be an air display as well the dreameer is keen to see if my ability to predict a winner extended to horse racing, and I secretly hoped that a U.F.O. would show up at the last minute, someone announced that they had invited a friend i had a mobile phone or tablet which had a programme that listed the original four of us, and quickly amended it for the extra guest the programme on the device was very elaborate it gave an accurate profile of any person based on a photo of them and their size and weight we were talking and appraising the information it displayed about the newcomer when the dream ended 03072017 - 242 the star of this dream was a young, petite black cat the cat had three or four patches of white hair, which accounted for about two-thirds of its surface area there were two of us tickling the cat someone was tickling its neck and ears, and i was using my nails to tickle its stomach the cat was experiencing a delightful rapture the cat had the look of someone laughing but wasn't making any sounds (babies do the same thing) it was feigning resistance to the tickling by pawing at us without its claws drawn i stopped the tickling twice to see its reaction, and both times, its facial expression changed to one of reduced pleasure, and the mock resitance with its paws stopped both of us made comments about the unnaturally human characteristics it was demonstrating category of dream: animal: mammal cat (3) the thing about this dream is that usually, with a dream of this quality, i would be able to remember the pde's which caused it * a new faculty of the brain has emerged in the last few months it's in the very infancy of its development, and it isn't sure what its applications or uses will be this exciting ability is being kept back to let you know that because the knowledge herein isn't getting disseminated with a passion and is thus delaying the changes necessary for us to move forward, the writer is not letting you in on everything he knows two can play the secrecy game! 2nd dream there was a buzz that e.t. activity in the form of craft was happening over the grounds of a stately home out in the sticks armed myself with a camera and a video camera and went to check it out there were indeed three of four u.f.o.'s doing their thing a few hundred metres above and around the grounds the activity was about as unspectacular as it comes, and even though it was possible to capture good pics and film of them, it was just about the slightest "viral" evidence i had seen someone mentioned that exotic water snakes had populated a river that runs through the grounds in the next scene, i was alone in a two or three-berth rubber dingy with an oar and video camera filming the snakes again, the water snakes were little more than large leaches, and i had decided the whole thing wasn't worth the effort the river was wide but shallow then some artificial, remote-controlled, fancy-looking droid/craft appeared and began manouevering in an eye-catching way the next scene was a conversation with a girl about the elgin marbles (http://spenceralley.blogspot.co.uk/2011/01/eglin-marbles.html) they were going to be split up and distributed around the world so that lots of people could see them in the next scene, i put forward the same idea for the sumerian tablets the girl in the dream said she thought the greek stones were more significant, but i got the impression she was just being argumentative i woke up to hear myself saying, "the babylonian culture is of much more significance than the greek civilisation" 04072017 - 243 in the house lounging on the sofa with the girlfriend she was more inclined to non-procreational x than procreation decided to steer the destiny when the time was right, i asked her if she would like i to get her something to eat she was genuinely interested i began suggesting what to cook, and she nodded most enthusiastically when somebody mentioned roast potatoes the more i could imprint my decision-making as being suitable for her, the more likely it would be for her to go along with when he suggested that other people's lives were more important than ours and i would get the desired result 13072017 - 244 in the kitchen cleaning up after a meal when a member of the staff came into view she began talking to me as i opened the window the girl speaking was rosamund pike, who played a lawyer in the film fracture. she told me i was one of the people selected to move into a luxury block of flats she was quick to mention she was also going to be carrying on her job there as a carer she came came to the window she was in a playful mood, and while i was talking, she grabbed the ends of the curtain and wrapped the curtain around my head as a head scarf, which covered my hair and tucked it under my chin she was getting no end of pleasure out of teasing me i tried to ask for details about the new accommodation, but she only wanted to be playful and didn't answer the questions 16072017 - 245 a group of four or five people were talking about the merits of smoking marijuana in one way as opposed to another there was a consensus that using liquids to cool the smoke was the best way to go at one point in the conversation, somebody said that the best quality of weed was in wolverhampton and that a new technique for smoking it using a comb was the latest and greatest way of getting the best effect was waiting for the person who mentioned it to give a detailed explanation of the new technique when the dream ended note 1 over the last few days, the thought that combining the consciousnesses needs another appraisal has been prevalent in the thinking for some months now, the determination to make sleep a pivotal part in the development of combining consciousnesses conscious development has, and is, being evaluated and practised specifically, time-conscious should be regarded as a mere mechanical enactment throughout earthly evolution, and the combining-consciousnesses contain most, if not all, of the experiences and knowledge needed to achieve transmutation there may be more scope for the development of self through dreams than through time-consciousness 17072017 - 246 in this dream, the dreamer holds a prominent status in the world of money some years ago, a real-life acquaintance asked me to buy the latest super-sleek aerodynamic skateboard and also ask for the entrance fee to take part in a prestigious skateboard race we were at the track where the skateboard race would take place three or four of us were standing at the starting grid there was a decline of about twenty degrees over a distance of a couple of hundred metres to the first banked corner a skateboarder would quickly get up to forty-plus kilometres per hour by the time they reached the corner we had two of the latest designs of racing skateboards with us, and we unpacked them the person who was pressing me for the chance to take part in the race was given a skateboard and showed us his skill it wasn't at all what i had thought it would be i made a mess of taking the corner and was giving the reasons for not having got it right he was banking on his association withthe me to let him take part in the race and not because of his merits as a racer his abilities as a class racer existed in his mind and nowhere else i had a go on the other skateboard the way i could steer the skateboard with deft shifts of body positioning was superior to his it crossed my mind to be an entrant myself i was conjuring up a design for a protective suit and helmet in my mind as the dream ended this (youtube link in here), the second video viewed showed something very similar to the motions in the dream 19072017 - 247 here's an intriguing little dream this dream from a few days ago wasn't made into an entry when i get a present i've no idea who gave me the present the present was a mobile phone the phone was about the size of the one i'm using at the moment, a galaxy 5 the phone in the dream is heavier than the one i'm using, and it's primary functions, the volume control and the on/off switch, were easier to access; it also had rubber grips positioned on the sides, which allowed holding the phone in such a way which enabled the main controls to be accessed very easily in the dream of a few days ago, i used the phone and spoke to the person who sent it to me not all of the details of the brief conversation are remembered, but what is remembered is the request to send them a photograph of me in today's dream, i received a call on the phone it was an elderly female who spoke in a faint voice which was slightly croaky she said, "what's it like?" it was her way of saying, "we haven't got a photo of you yet." i knew what she meant but decided to misunderstand "it's very sexy" she didn't answer, but i heard a mature male voice say, "he's talking about the phone" i recognised the voice and realised who the woman was there was something which didn't quite fit in with my understanding of her situation, and i was trying to think of what it was and think of what i should say to her original question when the dream ended * this dream may very well be you-know-who filling in the gaps to an assessment of my interpretation of what's happening with the two types of consciousness as laid out in the dream of the sixteenth of this month you should be aware that to you-know-who, i am very much a vessel to be used i will use me to get a thing done in a way which produces a "most love/life" situation in as fast a way as possible after finishing this writing, the writer will phone the people in today's dream and report back 12082017 - 248 serial dream in yesterday's dream, i was getting ready to go abroad and had bought an air ticket and went to the city where the flight would be departing from in today's dream, i was in the city where the flight took off from there was an altercation or argument about something, and i wouldn't be able to catch the plane in the dream i remembers thinking, "i've lost ninety pounds of airfare" 25082017 - 249 was in a room that had a small bar the room has a dark green or blue freckled carpet (the carpet was the stand-out feature of the dream) there were no more than five or six people in the room all the people in the dream are females the room was about ten by ten metres two people were at the bar; one person was behind the bar serving, and the other person was standing on the other side of the bar talking with the barkeeper two or three other people were more or less evenly spaced about the room, standing against or near the walls the music playing had a beat which caused me to start dancing after three songs, i was still dancing within twenty or thirty seconds of dancing to the fourth song, i noticed that my movements had become more fluid, and one of the ladies came near to me and began dancing too this was the first dancing dream in which my movements weren't spectacular or noteable for one reason or another my movents were only slightly better than the movements i can currently perform will now incorporate a minimum of ten minutes a day of dancing into my exercise routine 05092017 - 250 in a room with marylin monroe i had a thick wad of one thousand denomination notes which belonged to her gave her four of the notes she was concerned that i was keeping the money i told her she could have it all but was trying to persuade her not to take it all as the dream ended 22092017 - 251 name of dream: the bretheren this dream will be our reality within a few millennia on either side of this point of time in a future undulation in this future, there is a brethren of families when a couple discovers they are to become parents, the couple is transported off-earth and joins all the millions of other couples who have passed through the same point in their relationship this dream begins with my partner discovering that she probably can't have children her despair is compounded because she knows i love to be in the company of children, and it may spur me to find another partner her world has ended it wasn't sympathy or pity or a type of empathy which steered me the simple, plain fact is she was my girl i couldn't even think of being with anyone other than her the thought of leaving her wasn't in my mind, nor was it how i felt until this point of our partnership, she hadn't realised just how deep my feelings toward her are i thought more of being with her than of being within the brethren made her see me in a different light she was amazed and became overwhelmed with joy the dream then became a sequence of scenes of love and passion one scene, in particular, made the dream memorable, and it is the scene which has spurred me to enter the dream into the dream diary about half the way through the sequence of scenes, through a natural impulse to please me, she was moved to organise and prepare an extravagant formal night in it was will be a minimum seven-course meal with drinks it must have taken days of planning and organising i was standing at the back of a room which had a higher-than-normal ceiling in the middle of the room and just off-centre, about four or five metres from where i was, there is a two-person table the proportions of the table in a big room gave the table an added feel of intimacy it was a small table, hardly big enough for the main plate, a side plate, the drinks, and the drinking glasses the table, which was covered with a white cloth that almost draped to the floor for a moment, the table looked much too small, but that was how i, a man, saw it the me soon saw how my girl, a woman, saw it the smaller the table, the better it meant we would be closer to each other on the table, there was a small bouquet furthest away from where i stood stood was the kitchen door my girl came through the door carrying a laptop-sized square cake which looked like a tier of a wedding cake she was also carrying a look of assuredness, and she had an air of contententment her long dress was light beige, and the cake was white, and there was an adornment on the right side of her hair which was quite fetching it struck me it could be a wedding-day meal it further struck me just how much i meant to her my love for her deepened in that moment the scene changed the cake and the meal were no longer relevant the meal was abandoned we were standing next to the table, embraced and kissing in our formal clothes, sealing our deepened love for one another * this dream brought about the understanding that there will be those who, as the profound implications surrounding procreation become understood, will find themselves in the same position as the girl in this dream it brought to mind those women who refused the opportunity to accept the writer's offer to conjoin with him over the last thirty years, knowing who he was eternity encompasses all time and all eventualities the worst is behind us let your mind dwell on an earth where the brethren are a reality we know that with each new undulation, things here on earth get better and better and better as we unwrap the future 30092017 - 252 some people become very sensitive whenthe me calls someone a devolving being and asksthe me not to be so straightforward about it this dream was an instance of it * every person who is devolving chose it the loss of someone's life by natural causes is hard enough to come to terms with a life lost through an accident will plaque those close to the person killed for the rest of their life when a person we know is killed intentionally, it produces violent feelings within us which may never entirely subside the person who takes the life of a child, knowing, in the light of genetic theory, what the consequences are, should be openly admonished there are many not yet aware of the information on this website however, most, if not all, of the heads of state of most, if not all, of the countries of the world know what you, the reader, are acquainted with or are becoming acquainted with go and tell the parents who have had the life of one of their children snuffed out deliberately that they shouldn't get angry about it or better still, try imagining it happening to one of your children what would you say? 01102017 - 253 today's dream, an externalised dream, is more of an informative dream in this dream, the writer was explaining to some people how life arrived at the point we're at now i woke up in the middle of a mini-monologue before this universe was the way it is now, there had to be enough mass we can work out how much mass accrues each undulation it seems to be the case that life remained attached to mass until the maximum amount of mass reality could contain, the 3 of pi, was arrived at there is, for instance, the formulation that decrees that if the mass of the universe is a certain amount, then the universe becomes locked into an endless cycle of expansion and contraction, which lasts for ten raised to the four hundred powers of years for each cycle that particular scenario, we now know, is not the fate of the universe, but we have to consider that life remained attached to mass until the endless numerical structure of pi was reached there's probably a whole new area of understanding as to what happened before there was enough mass for what we would recognise as a universe to occur, which did not collapse back in on itself through this entry, it is hoped some of you will begin to get insights as to the length and depth of the lover's experiences through the 3 of pi notes it's also possible life can only increase the number of individuals by returning to its "roots" is the heavenly state life discovering and orienting itself to the charecter of the straight line? 05102017 - 254 a three-episode serial dream! the first episode was five days ago the second episode was three days ago the third episode was yesterday the subject of the dream is an all-white shih tzu dog in the first dream, the dog was a companion to a street beggar the beggar's clothes were worn and dirty, and he didn't look the picture of health the second dream was in the same place as the first dream neither the beggar nor the dog was in the scene, but where they had been squatting, there was a stain of what might have been blood or poop in the third dream, i had gone past the place where they had been in the previous two dreams and was on the corner of the street ten or fifteen metres from where they had been as i turned left at the corner, a young indian lad was trying to befriend the dog the young lad picked the dog up, and we went back to where the beggar and dog had been in the first dream the lad put the dog down where the stain was i think the lad wanted to re-familiarise the dog with sights and smells it knew and would accept the boy, but when we got to the place where the beggar and the dog had been squatting, someone had been on the spot for a little while and the old scents were gone, the lad tried to pick the dog up it avoided the boys attempts i pursed my lips and sucked in, which made a kissing sound the dog looked to where the sound came from and was looking at me while i had its attention, i bent down and massaged just behind its ears the dog didn't pull away, and after a few seconds, i stood back up, cupped my hands and presented them to the dog the dog recognised the gesture and jumped into my cupped hands, licked them once or twice, and made itself comfortable the young lad was no longer in the scene, and as the dream ended,i realised i had a contented dog for a companion notes 1 this dream has gotthe me thinking how deep can/does the interaction between time-conscious and inter-undulatory consciousness go? new entry, two consciousnesses 09102017 - 255 was living in a tent someone accessed my computer and hacked a business deal from it given my circumstances, it was worth quite a bit i thought it was the girl living in the tent next to me she denied it, butthe me is convinced it was her she wasn't going to admit it, and it looked like there was nothingthe me could do as a parting shot, i said, "this is going to come back on you." * there were more scenes after this scene 10102017 - 256 decided to go on a holiday on the spur of the moment was travelling very light no wheelie or backpack just my cards and pound coin in my pocket i live near the train station and only need to go one or two stops on the bus to get to the station got off the bus along with two older women and asked them where the train station was one of the women pointed and started giving instructions on how to get there i interrupted her and said, "oh yes, i know where you mean." in the next scene, i was crossing the road wherethe me had just got off the bus as i was crossing the road, i saw a fifty pence piece to my left i picked it up and thought, "i've got twice as much money now as when i left the house." the holiday was off to a good start i woke out of his sleep and was thinking about the dream for five minutes and then went back to sleep, and the dream continued i was now at my destination, holland i think i had got friendly with a woman, and we were both staying at the same place my room was directly in front of us when we got to the top of the stairs i went into my room, put a small packet on the bed, and then went straight back out to where the woman's room was she was at the opposite end of the ten-metre metre corridor i didn't see where her room was but knewthe me could find it i was at the other end of the corridor from my room and,the me was just about to walk through a door to a different part of the floor whenthe me saw two men go into my room i hurried back to my room, and asthe me approached the room,the me could hear the two men assessing my status they were appraising if i was worth robbing another time i walked into the room and said, "get out, and don't come back." the two men bustled out, and i was thinking about the situation when the dream ended 11102017 - 257 set in the west of the u.s.a. an established settler, previously one of the original pioneers of the west coast, was dedicating his life to helping new settlers through the mountains, which, for one reason or another, might claim the lives of "greenhorns" on this occasion, it was a family of three a doctor, his wife, and their elderly teenage daughter in a small green canyon, there was a family of lions the settler decided to draw the big cats away from the family by sending a horse into the canyon once the lions had eaten the horse, they wouldn't need to attack the family the horse was sent into the canyon and drew the big cats out the lions, however, must have developed a taste for human flesh and ignored the horse and began to stalk the family the lions were a lot more skilful at hunting human prey than the guide realized, and in the next scene, the big cats had out-manoeuvred the settler, and the family of big cats are moving in for the kill the settler, himself as brave as a lion, knew what he had to do he went to the doctor and got the doctor to fill a syringe with a narcotic or poison and, with a sacrificially creative act, snatched it off the doctor and pumped it into himself he said something to the family just before the drug took effect and then steered the horse toward the lions the last scene was of the guide slumped over the horse, heading toward the lions * the pde's of this dream are remembered as you familiarise yourself with your dream content, the chances are you'll only find merit in writing into your diary those things which have a constructive use to other people 13102017 - 258 on a skateboard in the city centre the smoothness or gracefulness of the movement was determined by a person's alignment to their attitude to life, mainly whether their outlook contained equality for other people the reverence for life gave the board momentum and propelled them in direct proportion to the skateboarder's love for other people a single soft push of either foot could take the person on the board for a hundred metres regardless of the gradient of the ground the movement was virtually mind-willed in another scene, three of us are in a car on an extensive road, the equivalent of a ten or twelve-lane motorway an american was driving a limousine-sized car i was in the back seat and was pushed hard to the right of the car as the male driver attempted to go fast and keep the car accelerating on a long turn to the left the driver realised he hadn't got the smoothness of the turn correct and had to decelerate to an unacceptably slow speed to keep the passengers from being shifted around in their seats in another scene, the mindset which produced productive outcomes came through when writing a person's descriptions flow more expressively through the pen when the writer has the well-being of other people at the forefront of their mind 15102017 - 259 time-tense first dream the whole of this dream, which lasted for about ten seconds of dream-time, was the feeling of being unwell it took just a few seconds after waking to realise what produced it the last thing i ate before going to sleep was a heavily laden ham sandwich second dream a girl in her mid-teens had a rabbit as a pet the rabbit was animated in a way i wouldn't have imagined was possible the girl was taking great delight in watching the antics of the rabbit third dream in the dentist's chair can remember the dentist's face his serious look, and his determined manner can see the syringe in the dentist's hand as he comes towards me i see the syringe going into my mouth didn't feel a thing * a reminder, people, if there's any pain in a dream, i've only ever had one, you need to identify the cause as a matter of urgency * i have had a run of animal dreams over the last ten days didn't enter them into the diary because they didn't seem to be significant 16102017 - 260 sister and self at the bus stop it was the first day back at school, and we had got to the bus stop an hour before we needed to we were exploring the stream that runs alongside the road someone said someone is running amok and damaging the cars in the car park at the front of the pub acrossthe road from the bus stop we could see from where we were that it wasn't someone but something it was a tube-shaped life-form that could turn itself inside out its outside was grey, and its inside was brown it had a nasty character and was putting big dents in the cars every time it bashed or jumped onto one of the cars in the next scene, we were back at the stream again, and i sensed it was time to catch the bus and made my way up the incline from the stream to the bus stop just in time to see the bus turning the corner of the road fifteen metres to my right by the time i had got over the metal barrier that seperated the path from the stream, the front of the bus was passing me i noticed the number of the bus the number of the bus served the district of the area our family lived in before we moved to the location where the dream was taking place i shouted out, hoping to get the bus driver's attention, but he didn't hear me we had now gone from being an hour early to being late a relative or someone who had our interests at heart offered to get us to where we had to go * two odd things about this dream the first was the thing-being will assign the animal as coming from some stray thoughts during the day the second was the number of the bus which was clearly out of the time-tense cum location of the dream as this dream is being written, the number of the bus we are waiting for is clearly visible in the mind's eye why did the conscious conjure up the wrong bus when the correct bus was obviously on tap? the thinking is that the time-tense of dreams may have a lot more significance than is curently being given to them the time-tense factor may be the key to figuring out anomalies in dreams, such as the ones in this dream, and may also be a break-through in understanding dreams in general there doesn't appear to be an easy explanation, so it will have to be a complicated one the creature is primeaval a dog-sized tube-shaped being with a destructive nature must precede the dinosaur class of being a mobile being without any limbs must have come even before any of the creepy crawlies in the insect world the caterpiller which has legs at the front and back of its body but none in between and can rear up on its back set of legs, is the closest of any creature which comes to mind thinking about it further, there are tube-shaped creatures in the sea that have the shape of the creature in the dream the evidence which supports the origin and evolution of life seems reasonable so, you-know-who realises he can bring into being others who can experience the qualitative state of straight-line action to get to the point of transmutation, the act of earthly evolution is necessary after having attained their man-shaped status, some man-shaped beings make the decision not to maintain an ethical lifestyle an ethical lifestyle, in absolute terms, means aligning oneself with the characteristic of endlessness to act in a way which is not endless is contrary to eternity, and eternity cannot accommodate it an unethical lifestyle "constricts" the form of being and prevents life forms from progressing to the point of transmutation furthermore, constriction becomes restriction, and restriction eventually becomes self-destruction the process of the unravelling of the man-shaped form brings about shapes which weren't necessary to achieve the man-shape odd, easily-recognisable, non-man-shaped forms don't happen until milliions of years into the future of this undulation link to 14 shades of grey https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwVy_6biLuE so, how does this way of looking at things help us understand the creature in the dream? how can a creature that lives in the sea be bashing cars about? reference to a similar-looking creature (pecognitive 22042016 http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/precognitive%20dreams.html) 17102017 - 261 in a reasonably busy city-centre was returning to the corner of a junction where i had left flyers on a fold-away seat with a sign that read "free: take one" so people could help themselves whenthe me wasn't there everywhere looked, there were uniformed men every fifteen metres or so standing at the kerb the uniforms were black or navy-blue trousers, black leather or synthetic shiny jackets and peak caps with a glossy peak as i walked past one of them, i could hear his voice clearly His voice had a distinctly german accent, and he spoke in a confident tone in the next scene, i was talking to someone about the contents of the flyers 18102017 - 262 was lying down recuperating or recovering from something a medical carer was near an emergency call came through for my carer, but he couldn't go i decided i could do something i was on my feet and making for the destination the carer couldn't go to as fast asthe me could run i remembers having to hold onto the sides of a car parked alongside the road of a busy pedestrian street and squeeze past three or four people to keep the momentum going the me broke into a sprint, and that tookthe me about fifty or sixty metres to the edge of a significant drop which was too big to jump down looking down, i could see the ground i was standing on covered a historical structure which had a sizeable wrought-iron gate which must have been hundreds of years old if i were careful, it would be possible to lower me onto the top of the gate, and if could keep my balance, i could bend down and get a grip on the gate. it was slightly dangerous, but i managed to do it as was scaling down the gate, which was about three metres high, there were people on the other side of the gate, and it looked as though they were tourists looking around the structure, which i assumed had historical significance when i was on the ground,the me broke into a run again and was weaving my way around various impediments which prevented me from running in a straight line to my destination i was moving at a pace when the dream ended * the previous day's experiences which caused this dream was the feelingthe me had asthe me was part-way through a new and expanded exercise routine of squats and deadlifts, which were the most intense i had done for two or more years and made me feel healthy my forearms are still noticeably bigger fifteen hours later! 20102017 - 263 there were two dreams which were remembered in this sleep both had a holiday theme to them the second dream is the one of significance there were three sequences two of them were aerial views and the third was looking down but at street level at first, i thought it was a holiday resort but then realised it was something much grander there was an air of excitement with lots of colour the two sequences which stand out were the aerial scenes the first one looked as though the scene was being viewed from a mountain-top about three kilometres away looking down onto a promenade in this scene, the view took in about eight hundred metres of the sea there were hundreds and hundreds of people along the promenade with the greatest concentration of people at the departure point where a boat which looked like it could ferry about two hundred people at a time was accepting boarders this scene also showed the boat which had previously departed, it was about five hundred meters across the bay the second sequence looked like it was being seen from a satellite it showed the entire expanse of water between the departure and arrival points and five kilometres of the land of on either side of the water there were three boats like the one in the first scene at an equal distance from one another at various points of the crossing all three boats left a two-boat-length wake as they were moving i would say they were moving at fifteen to twenty kilometres an hour the destination point was bustling, almost a bazaar the me got the sense it was somewhere in southern europe although, depending on the time-tense, it could have been anywhere the view being described was a 24/7 live-feed which was the, or one of the, most watched live-feeds in the world the thing about the dream is that there wasn't a two-way flow of the boats all three of the boats in the aerial scene was going one way this, again, depending on the time-tense, has been and/or will be, the most orderly migration of people in the history of the planet this could mean the boats were being made on the side of the water people were departing from and being used for a completely different purpose afterwards thinking about this dream two days later, the boats could be used for children's playhouses this dream opens up yet another point to take into consideration when formulating dreams" this dream could reasonably be seen as any class of man-shaped being" dinosaur class, mammal class, the class which follows the mammal class or any of the classes of man-shaped being which are scheduled to emerge over the millennia and milliards to come first dream met two young girls i had captured their imagination and was going to show them the "ropes" i had to go home for something and the girls came with me my mother was in the house, she weighed up the situation and stepped in she began an argument in front of the girls and it was enough to scare them off the girls left the house and i was fuming the dream ended withthe me saying to mother "you and i are officially at loggerheads" dream 3 in a shop that was a house that had been converted into in a mini-market the ceiling was high enough for five or six shelves the highest shelf was one and a half metres up which would have bee too high for a smaller person to reach there were three or four rows of shelves but they were too close together when there were only a handful of people shopping it was practical enough the problem was, when it was busy, as in this dream, getting from row to row was one long "excuse me please" i had done the shopping and was almost at the front of a queue in a line of about ten people the me had to move the bags of shopping from my right to my left to give people leaving the counter room to walk out, so i stepped to one side of the queue and re-arranged the bags and as i was doing that the queue shuffled forward and filled the spacethe me had created when i moved again, as in the second dream,the me became livid that the entire queue was in the frame of mind which cooperated in taking my place was more than i could swallow i waited for the person being served to finish being served and gave the bloke who had been the person behind me in the queue a wild look he saw i was going to confront him and let me get served first i woke out of the dream at this point feeling really tired *i spent a full twenty minutes figuring out what it was in the pde's which caused the two low-quality dreams eventually, i pinpointed it as being a long minute of Stray Thoughts the day before it took another few minutes to implement a series of thoughts which made me raise my tolerance to devolving beings and was mentally relaxed my eyes had been closed since waking and i was still in a semi-sleepy state and ready for more sleep as sleep beckoned a montage began the first two or three scenes could, i realised, quite easily have become undesirable ones if i had not made the effort and resolved the problem of what caused dreams two and three to happen the rest of the montage of images took on pleasing forms and movements * three points here" 1 it takes but one thought to initiate a stream of thoughts once a train of thought begins it tends to follow the quality of the initiating thought 2 montage sequences are most easily initiated in a partially sleepy state if we are to make meaningful progress as we begin the transition into the "awake dream-state" the body needs to be relaxed and the mind needs to be at peace 3 usually, the writer enters into a sleep while thinking about things he will now try imagery as a "lead-in" to sleep * third dream this dream was a high 3's in terms of quality a marked increase over the first few dreams the improvement in quality was undoubtedly due to the re-positioning of tolerance mentioned above this dream was on a sunny day in a field with short grass there were four to six groups of people with three, four or five people in each group it was predominantly groups of families the first people i came into contact with were three young boys i said to the young boys "if you can tell me who was on the throne when queen victoria was alive you will win a hamper as a prize" they gave the right answer and i told them where to go and get the prize from i asked a woman with children a similar answer-in-the-question question she got it right as well and won a hamper * i woke from this second sleep feeling more refreshed and relaxed than any sleep for weeks or even months the moral of this story is, of course, keep those Stray Thoughts in check * it is now thought that this last dream is an "undulation-hop" an undulation-hop is a dream which comes from a different time-sense to the previous dream or scene this possibility means the mind/brain is even more sophisticated than we have previously thought the only way this website can see how this might be possible is if the brain/mind has the ability to Fractalise experience dreams theory is getting more and more complicated it should simplify itself after this initial "starting phase" notes 1 there were five dreams and a montage in this sleep but the details of the first dream are not remembered 22102017 - 264 was living on the first or second floor in perfectly acceptable accommodation in a block of flats i went to a neighbour to ask for some coffee he was dressed in slightly formal casual clothes there was another man in the flat he gave me a quick look of polite recognition and i was forgotten the man who opened the door was congenial enough and some sentences passed between us a girl walked into the room she was slim, veering toward gangly she was wearing a tightish two-piece dark suit and a white shirt or blouse she had the mary quant hairstyle that was one or two centimetres longer than the original style and the bottom of her hair splayed out all around her head except for her forehead she was wearing glasses that were fashionable i didn't think that she was my cup of tea she spoke a couple of sentences to the man who opened the door to me on the third sentence, in response to something the man said, she mentioned a male and broke out into a prolonged and delightful chuckle with a startling immediacy, i knew that whatever she was on the outside it was housing a fabulous personality and i had to get to know her was waiting for my chance to join in the conversation when the dream ended 23102017 - 265 i was given a supervisory order by the courts it meant travelling fifteen kilometres to the people who were doing the supervising it was a sunny day and when i got there i had to go around to the back of the house it was a fenced garden a young male, who was also under a supervision order, was at the gate to let me in we had taken a couple of steps into the garden when the young man said "the car isn't working" that meant it would be a great inconvenience for getting back home there were four elderly people sitting at a table and looked to be having a good time one of the two women looked at me and said "that's him" as i was walking the twenty metres to where the four people were sitting i could feel my walking becoming more deliberate (this was the stand-out bit of the dream) it dawned on me that the four people saw the supervision of people as something of an event and it produced in them an air of superiority i also realised that the car was working and inconveniencing was something i would have to like they were going to "toy around with me" and i was supposed to take it the me was forming a verbal attack of them in my head when the dream ended 24102017 - 266 think-read dream (7) this think-read dream began as a dream and continued through the stages between deep-sleep to being fully conscious if you ever find yourself in a think-read dream you'll come to know just how laborious they can be they really do tax a person's ability to concentrate to continue, eventually, the writing in the dream stretched out to about two-hundred and fifty to three-hundred words it was part of report which done a study of couples and procreation in brief, it found that nearly all of those who planted their seed in the "garden" were successful in their attempts to create life whereas those who viewed sexual activity as "happy hunting grounds" were only successful one time in ten the words "garden" and "happy hunting grounds" was used often in the textthe me was reading in the dream and are not terms that are familiar tothe me in the context they were written if there has been a study of couples as mentioned above and the terms mentioned are used then there's an interesting interpretation which can be attached to this dream if such a report doesn't exist then this dream can be assigned to a specific time-sense * this was the most elaborate think-read dream to date it's with a bit of an apology that this website has to declare that its most prominent dream-theme is x dreams the reason for so many x dreams is because this website is acutely aware that our numerical value, when viewed within the context of eternity, is appallingly small further, no matter how many of us there are, it will always be an appallingly small number the expression "the more the merrier" in no way expresses the situation in which life finds itself there is a primal driving force which underpins our existence and which is compelling life" you must, forever, be increasing the dominance of x dreams reflects our position again, view life not as a by-product of eternity but as an extension or continuance of eternity second sleep a three-girl dream in this dream, i am entrusted to look out for the best interests of three girls they were all in their early twenties with that demeanour which men find attractive and typically they trusted men my lifestyle was a bit hectic but by and large handling this type of situation as well within my scope they were getting ready for a social evening and they all wanted to bathe there was only one bathroom but it was large enough for the needs of the three girls i was organising everything needed to make the evening's activities a success inexscusably, at one stage i became totally absorbed in one specific part of the organising and forget about the girls i was a full twenty minutes out of sync whenthe me remembered that the girls didn't have towels and hadn't shown them where the towels were by the time i got to the bathroom the girls had finished bathing and the bathroom had got too cold for comfort they were wet, didn't have the means to dry themselves down and were looking despondent i turned the heating on got the towels and made my exit hoping as the me left that the girls would not let my mistake affect their enjoyment of the evening 25102017 - 267 laughing dream (pool table) there was a dream before this one which was also humorous have forgotten most of the details though in this dream" there were three of us, all males, playing pool it was a good-natured atmosphere with lots of banter when someone played a good shot one of the players would say "he relies on flukes" or "i'm glad i don't have to rely on flukes to win" the trick was to reply with an equally sharp remark "it's funny how opponents usually say that when they know they're losing" or "you do realise you have to pay up even if all your opponents shots are flukes" it was my turn to play a shot it was a difficult shot and i didn't expect to get it nor did the other two there were three balls clustered around the bottom-right pocket i knew the theory that needed to be applied to make the pot but it was well beyond my abilities all i knew was that it was a slow ball i made a slow deliberate stroke which sent the white ball down the table at a snail's pace as i watched it the i had a feeling i started walking, following the ball down the table not daring to really think it would do what it could do as it reached the contact point with the first ball it was barely moving the me moved in closer to see what would happen the cue ball seemed to go into slow motion i was mesmerised i got closer still the me bent over to within half a metre of where the balls were and placed my hands, one hand on the left-hand side of the corner of the table and the other on the right-hand corner of the table, and leant over into the table my position at the table blocked the view of the balls from the other two guys to my sheer amazement, the result i knew was possible but never thought would happen, happened, the cue-ball knocked the balls perfectly and i made the shot it looked even better seeing it through the eyes than it did in the imagination it was one of those moments in your life when you realised you had "it" in you do world-class things i stood up and turned and looked at my two mates expecting them to be nodding with ackowledging with what was a superlative act of precision but they were looking at me with a mixture and disgust and disdain then the penny dropped, they thought i had helped the ball into the pocket with my hand teasing remarks were an acceptable part of the game but using your hands! it lowered the game to below an acceptable standard it would have been hopeless to try and persuade them i began laughing at the irony of it i was the only person who would see the best shotthe me would ever make the moret i laughed the more disgusted the other two became and the more disgusted they looked the more i laughed i woke up still laughing hard * this is the fourth or fifth laughing dream this year a few years back two or more laughing dreams a week were the norm an appraisal of the pde's revealed the thoughts, feelings and actions which caused this laughing dream they may start to become regular again 26102017 - 268 kissing dream: (12) a quick kiss got chatting to a girl in a shopping mall or it might have been a large office we are standing at one point in the conversation, she said when she got home there was a programme and a film she wanted to watch it sounded very much like an invitation i let her know that i was interested by referring to another film which had the same actor which said was worth watching she became even friendlier and the tone of the conversation became relaxed the me suggested getting groceries for a meal on the way back to her place she was saying something in reply to my suggestion when, as smooth as silk between two of her words, she leant forward and kissed me without breaking the flow of what she was saying her expression didn't change as, while or after the quick kiss and i didn't see it coming it was a natural spontaneous show of her feelings it was the stand-out part of the dream a natural, strong bond had formed and it was going to be a long-term relationship * usually in a kissing dream the sensation of the kiss is the stand-out moment in this dream, the sensation of the kiss was only incidental to the emotional sense of happiness 28102017 - 269 two x (15 and 16) dreams and a car dream the street where i lived for the first five or six years was on an incline and at the bottom of the street is a t-junction for a few hundred metres to the left and right of the junction is a row of houses the houses have a one-way access/exit road for the residents the access-road is necessary because just a metre or two from the access-road is a busy dual carriageway i turned right at the junction, i think he is on his on my way to see a family who used to live two doors from wherethe me was born and he moved because they had more children than that house could accommodate, and asthe me was walking along the pavement of the houses that run parallel to the carriageway someonethe me knew stopped in his car scene two we are driving on the carriageway a police car appeared behind us and is flashing its lights the driver of the car then started accelerating and kept accelerating the sense of acceleration and the powerful thudding of the engine was the stand-out part of the dream before the dream ended we were moving at least one hundred and seventy-five kilometres an hour notes the only thing in the pde's which might have caused this dream were thoughts concerning cars because of this, my thoughts are being assigned as the major factor in forming the theme of a dream there's another entry from a few years back which lists the things which were then considered to be the major factors in the forming of the content of dreams it may be revealing, when there is a database to tap into and find it, to discover if thoughts were thought to be the major influencing factor then too 29102017 - 270 first dream met two young girls the me had captured their imagination and was going to show them the "ropes" the me had to go home for something and the girls came with me my mother is in the house; she weighed up the situation and stepped in she began an argument in front of the girls and it was enough to scare them off the girls left the house and i was fuming the dream ended with me saying to mom "you and me are officially at loggerheads" dream 3 in a shop that was a house that had been converted into a mini-market the ceiling was high enough for five or six shelves the highest shelf was one and a half metres up which would have bee too high for a smaller person to reach there were three or four rows of shelves but they were too close together when there were only a handful of people shopping it was practical enough the problem was, when it was busy, as in this dream, getting from row to row was one long "excuse the me, please" i had done the shopping and was almost at the front of a queue in a line of about ten people i had to move the bags of shopping from my right to my left to give people leaving the counter room to walk out, so i stepped to one side of the queue and re-arranged the bags and i was doing that, the queue shuffled forward and filled the space i had created when i moved again, as in the second dream, i became livid that the entire queue was in the frame of mind which cooperated in taking my place was more than i could swallow i waited for the person being served to finish and gave the bloke who had been the person behind me in the queue a wild look he saw i was going to confront him and let me get served first i woke out of the dream at this point feeling tired * the me spent a full twenty minutes figuring out what it was in the pde's which had caused the two low-quality dreams eventually, i pinpointed it as being a long minute of stray thoughts the day before it took another few minutes to implement a series of thoughts which made me raise my tolerance to devolving beings and was mentally relaxed my eyes had been closed since waking andthe me was still in a semi-sleepy state and ready for more sleep as sleep beckoned a montage began the first two or three scenes,the me realised, quite quickly have become undesirable ones ifthe me had not made an effort and resolved the problem of what caused dreams two and three to happen the rest of the montage of images took on pleasing forms and movements three points here" 1 it takes but one thought to initiate a stream of thoughts once a train of thought begins it tends to follow the quality of the initiating thought 2 montage sequences are most easily initiated in a partially sleepy state if we are to make meaningful progress as we begin the transition into an awake dream state, the body needs to be relaxed, and the mind needs to be at peace 3 usually, the writer enters into sleep while thinking about things he will now try imagery as a "lead-in" to sleep it was successful ! three clear images with motion a person hasn't just got to be relaxed and peaceful a person has got to be near to the point where they have "let go" of the ability to control their mental activity * third dream this dream was a high 3's in terms of quality a marked increase over the first few dreams the improvement in quality was undoubtedly due to the re-positioning of tolerance mentioned above this dream was on a sunny day in a field with short grass there were four to six groups of people with three, four or five people in each group it was predominantly groups of families the first peoplethe me came into contact with were three young boys the me said to the young boys, "if you can tellthe me who was on the throne when queen victoria was alive you will win a hamper as a prize" they gave the correct answer and i told them where to go and get the prize from i asked a woman with children a similar answer-in-the-question question she got it right as well and won a hamper * the me woke from this second sleep feeling more refreshed and relaxed than any sleep for weeks or even months the moral of this story is, of course, to keep those Stray Thoughts in check * it is now thought that this last dream is an "undulation hop" an undulation-hop is a dream which comes from a different time sense to the previous dream or scene this possibility means the mind/brain is even more sophisticated than we have previously thought the only way this website can see how this might be possible is if the brain/mind can fractalise experience dreams theory is getting more and more complicated it should simplify itself after this initial "starting phase" notes there were five dreams and a montage in this sleep, but the details of the first dream are not remembered 30102017 - 271 met a woman who invitedthe me to a party she saidthe me could bring friends the impressionthe me got from our short conversation was that the party was a no-expense-spared extravaganza highly formal but with the promise of every acceptable form of adult entertainment the organised entertainment would go on for days and days and we would be expected to expand on on the scope of what happend by improvising with variations and off-shoots of the activities by using our talents and imaginations to enrich it the me got the impression the party would be open-ended if, indeed, it was not already in progress, and my invitation was to make it even bigger or replace people who couldn't maintain the pace my invitation was for the following day managed to find three girls who wanted to come with me arrived on the grounds it was a stately setting with a wing annexe to the main bulding the me joked to girls as we took it in, "the me was told to use the servants' entrance" while waiting for door to open two or three more couples showed up one of the men gavethe me the impression he and the woman he was with were pretending to be part of my group one of two large doors open and we go into the main buiding the woman who invitedthe me was standing there with a board in her hand she said "john,the me said you could bring ten people and you have brought ten people" she nods in approval and writes something on the board; it could have been a tick against my name the me notices a highly polished oblong table with seats touching each other there were four in line on either side of the table, and three or five hugged the curves at each end dream ends * awake with eyes closed and thinking about the dream when a classic montage begins a burst of more than ten different sequences they happen so quickly thatthe me doesn't have time to take in the details of most of them the two or three that gave up their detail showed individual girls all in white and dancing only one sequence lingered long enough to forthe me to recognise the situation" they were ballerinas whatthe me thinks is happening with this dream is we are moving into another gear with dream theory this dream is laying the foundation for increasingly more sophisticated themes and intricate connections the me believes this dream may be the first of an episode or serial dream or a reference point for another or other dreams you-know-who has lined up for you and are designed to draw you into the dream state we can expect to have to begin linking dreams and themes together and if the wedding photos dream (Ref) is anything to go by, dreams will be linked over years and decades 31102017 - 272 quality of dreams's 1st and 2nd 2.9 participant inter-undulationary dreams two dreams first dream first scene was making my way along the walkway alongside a canal or a river the ground was uneven, andthe me was laden with a collapsable wheelcahir and a couple of bags the me had to get up an embankment to get onto the road the me couldn't have done it on his own, but the luck of the dream would have a family with two young boys the me told the boysthe me would give them a pound each if they would get the chair up the slope they jumped at it next scene was at a railway station still had the chair and baggage, and the family from the previous scene were also still in the dream the platform was narrow which made the station look busier than it was the train pulled in it only had two or three carriages and was on the track beyond the track that our platform was servicing people started letting themselves down onto the track next to our platform and going to the train it started something of a stampede, and again,the me promsed the lad's money if they would helpthe me get my things onto the train several peolpe had boarded the train and some my belongings were on it or were about to put on it when the train started pulling away everbody started shouting;the me was shouting the loudest a guardsman showed up at the back of the train and was gesticulating and saying something couldn't hear his words but he managed to convey that another train was coming for us second dream had got out of the car with half a dozen presents the presents were mainly big ones it was my aunty's house, and relatives from another part of the country or another country had arrived the guests were a family of four or five with one or two children and a new addition to the family the me was excited because one of her guests was an old real-life girlfriendthe me was going to marry as a teenager she had broken up with her first husband and had started a family with another man twenty years before, the real-life situation with my ex-girlfriend things were not going how she had expected in the real-life situation going back to a year after we split up she was at the same aunties house in the dream and looked glum the me found out later that the man she married, a canadian she emmgrated to canada with, didn't want children and it was causing a lot of friction my entire family clan were staunch supporters of "the get married and have children" outlook on life back in the dream the me walked through the front door and said something to make my prescence known the me walked through to the back living room and went in the ex-girlfriend's new addition to the family was in a pram or cot that had a partial overhang, andthe me peered into where the baby was whenthe me looked back up from the pram my ex-girlfriend was standing there looking atthe me intently the look was unmistakable andthe me was thinking the same thing this could/should have been us the me asked her if the baby was a girl but she didn't reply the me spoke to the baby and could see the baby respond with an open mouth smile the me said to the ex-girlfriend "it looks like she's smiling to me" again, she never said anything but looked atthe me even more purposefully and the dream ended the realtionship with the woman of the child in this dream broke up through circumstances outside of my control andthe me often wonder what our lives together would have been like the woman of the child in the dream was the very first female to make a real impression on me the me was five or six or seven andthe me remember the instance as clearly as any memorythe me have the me was with my mother at a bus terminal in the centre of town, and she appeared in front of me a bubbly blonde talking her head off blonde hair, blue eyes, pink skin, red lips, white teeth and full of life the me had never seen anything like it at that age there were no connotations of sexuality attached to either of us she became my first girlfriend whenthe me was sixteen, and we were together for about a year we were ready to, but never did, conjoin * tried the imaging when falling asleep, as mentioned in the entry for 03112017 - 273 this dream was about a scoring system a dark-coloured ball displayed the value of the thing being scored in a thin transparent square container that had liquid in it the container was about three diameters of the ball in width and five ball diametres high; the container/s could have been any size the liquid in the container was responsive and could, very subtlely, change colour the ball rose and wavered and fell in the container as its rating rose or fell in the second scene, there were three or four of the transparent containers which looked as if they were joined together my attention focused on one container in particular, probably because it had the most movement in it inside the container, there was a light-grey small, wispy column which changed its shape, like smoke in a still room the light-grey column of the smoke-shaped liquid was about the height of a ball, and asthe me looked at it, the width varied from one-seventh to one-sixth of one ball's width time-tense 2 or 5 it doesn't seem likely that the technology being described here will have been developed within the writer's lifetime the only way it could happen is if the d-man class of man-shaped beings begin sharing their technology with us (see lead article) the pde which brought this dream about was the scores at a weight-lifting competitionthe me watched on the telly there was argy-bargy about whether the referees had got some of the scorings right or not in the programme, the decisions were close calls but it is the case that life can be meticulous about the most insignificant thing notes thinking about it, a scoring system or any situation with severe consequences, which had a qualitative attachment, would be helpful when decisions are based on measuring devices which are too crude to measure a difference thinking about it further, a liquid substance which reacts to the presence of consciousness seems feasible notes 2 wasn't going to make this dream into an entry, but like those times when we throw something away only to find a use for it later, all dreams, regardless of their seeming insignificance, will have to be entered if it's in a dream it's there for a reason! this dream thing is taking over my life! 06112017 - 274 a tired john and a concerned relative the dream starts withthe me waking from a sleeping position and feeling tired, very tired the first thingthe me sees is a mature young man looking at me the male is either the brother or a son of the woman i'm in a relationship with he says "the me can go and get you a black leather mattress or if you don't want thatthe me will take you home" he talks in a no-nonsense manner, and his tone of voice and look tellsthe me it's time to make a choice the situation is i'm sleeping in the living room and he doesn't like it people in a relationship sleep together he's too sensitive towards his mother/sister to ask questions about the sleeping arrangements but knows something isn't as it should be the me was touched that he would take on the expense and go to the trouble of getting a new mattress and said, "you would do that for me" and then, "givethe me a minute to wake up please" the me was waking from the sleep asthe me heard myself saying the last sentence before the dream ended, there was a final picture or scene ofthe me looking at himself in the mirror the me had dark bags under my eyes and looked unwell (this is the stand-out part of the dream) the me doesn't remember looking that unwell in this lifetime notes in the first scenethe me am participating the mirror scene,the me now realises, was as an observer this is the first dreamthe me is aware of whenthe me is both a participant and observer in the same dream! pde's tried resting to the fullest extent during the day to see if lying down all day was beneficial this dream tellsthe me it's not too much rest or inactivity during any given day is not what we can/should be doing there is an optimum minimum/maximum movement/rest ratio for every individual it is time to start tiering dreams in with metabolic maintenance to get a more accurate picture 08112017 -275 dance the mood fantastic they don't come much better than this a sunny summer's day in the precinct in the centre of the town it is a two-tier precinct when the architect initially conceived the design for the precinct, he imagined spacious, uncluttered access to every part of the precinct with plenty of room for people to manoeuvre with their large bags of designer outfits and such in this precinct in this time, mature teens had turned the precinct into a socially oriented gathering place shopping sprees were incidental to the overriding impulse to meet new people and enjoy life in places in the precinct, there were clumps of people who were shopping, but overwhelmingly, it was the youth culture which gave the precinct its character the teens were the people who were leading life, andthe me was one of the responsible teens and, boy, on this day,the me was humming with vibrancy there was a melody somewhere, it might have just been in my head, which had a beat which was causingthe me to tap my thighs and lightly, almost imperceptibly, skip and sway swinging to the left, slowing and then picking up the pace lightly slapping out on the beat on my thighs, on the walls, on the glass of the shop fronts, occasionally expressing the beat on the side of the bag of somebody's shopping the me was on the second-tier now and was headed toward a cafe with outside-seating when the melody and beat diminished and very nearly, but not quite, faded out there was still a song in my mind, but that was almost washed away asthe me neared eight or ten girls in summer clothes five or six of the girls were seated, totally relaxed and smiling that smile that only women who want and can give more life have but it was the three or four girls who were standing who channelled my concentration there was one who was breathtakingly good-looking she didn't stir the emotions; she elevated the spirit it brought out in a person the recognition that true beauty was an elevated position to which we all aspire she was something which life produces in tiny quantities too many of her would make the rest of us feel inadequate, unsubstantial still, my mood hadn't changed, and one of the girl's friends standing next to the beauty caught my attention she was a plain beauty, or did she seem plain by comparison? it didn't matter;the me knows a good thing whenthe me sees it, and when she looked at me,the me knew we would be suitable for each other the dream ended withthe me carrying me on my way, asthe me had before encountering the girls dreams don't come much better than this 1 a noticeable improvement in movement during the day 2 was thinking about he-whose-name-you-dare-not-speak and how his femininity comes through in women 3 the me spoke to on the bus a couple of weeks ago a young girl notes 1 because my recovery back to mobility is a long process,the me is acutely aware of the slightest improvement, which causes feelings of jubilation and, in turn, gets blown out of all proportion in dreams 2 femininity can be the biological mechanism through which love/life implements eternity's command to increase endlessly the beauty in this dream epitomises love/life's multiplicative nature in mammal man-shaped beings 3 the young girl on the bus is the plain beauty in the dream since that brief encounter,the me has realised it was an opportunity lost to implement an idea from more than a year ago yesterday, it was prominent in my thoughts, andthe me resolved not to let a chance like that pass by again other notes there were three stand-out moments in this dream the beauty, the plain beauty and the opening sequence with the exceptionof the "fade-out" at the end of the dream, which was about one-tenth of the whole dream, it was all stand-out it was while wondering what women in the far-off future will be like that it occurred tothe me thatthe me hasn't yet had a dream that takes place in space get ready for some stand-out space-dreams 12112017 - 277 was outside the house where i lived throughout my teens (when first recollecting the dream upon waking,the me got the impression he was walking towards the house, although after replaying the scene a couple of times, the impression was thatthe me was an observer) it was undoubtedly the housethe me lived at for more than two decades, except for one detail: a window about a metre high and two-thirds of a metre wide the bottom of the window started about one and a half metres from the ground if the house has a window in the place described, then a person looking through the window would have seen the front door, the stairs and the door to the living room there was a teenage boy at the window the me recognised the boy as someone who was in the same class asthe me in school - (my ref; c.t.) the teenager had a piece of 4 x 2-inch wood in his hand, and asthe me looked at him, he drew it back and smashed the window in the next scene, he is at the front door of the house he was deranged, which meant my family are at risk in the next scene, he was sitting on the sofa, and my mother and father were sitting in the matching armchairs on either side of the sofa i glanced at my parents and said, "didn't you hear the window breaking?" if i didn't say it out loud, then it was a loud thought because my parents didn't say or do anything i grabbed both sides of the front of the teenager's jacket with my right hand, pulled him towards the me, and said, "what the hell are you doing ?" the teenager didn't say anything but was looking atthe me without any concern i realised he wasn't aware he had done anything wrong and that he was mentally disturbed and further realised that my reaction wasn't going to be constructive i put my right arm under his head and my left arm under the joints of his knees, lifted him and laid him on the sofa i thought he said something at this point in the but can't remember if he did * nothing in the thoughts of the pde's points to this dream not the teenager from school or a teenager on the rampage, no thoughts or sounds of breaking glass, no thoughts of the parents, no thoughts of something related to the house, nothing notes 1 three possibilities - 1, watched a t.v. programme about a killer psychopath the day before the pde's, which would make this a delayed-theme dream if the theme/contents of dreams are going to be linked to experiences from days, months and years before a dream, the value of the interpretation of dreams of this type will become unconvincing 2 it's a plant by you-know-who, and the significance of the dream will become apparent in the future 3 this is a new category of dreams not yet understood notes 2 on the off-chance that the people who are now living at the house in this dream have made some improvements to the house and put a window in the same place as the one in the dream,the me google-earthed it lo and behold, there was a window there, albeit only half the size of the one in the dream at first,the me was amazed but then noticed that the people living next door had done the same home-improvement so had the occupiers of the house next to that, and then it dawned on me the window had always been there! the me must have looked at that wall with the window in it from the same angle as in the dream ten thousand times over the decades, and equally, i must have looked through it just as many times from the inside of the house so, dreams theory, postulate one sleep-time memories are more accurate than awake-time memories this postulate makes assigning time tenses more accurate and optimises the quality of a situation or circumstance 14112017 - 278 was at a big arc-shaped bridge in a built-up area, probably london was talking to a celebrity about the politics of what was happening in the country i said, "did you know that only three per cent of the country's surface area is built up?" he replied, "i want to think about things in my way" i felt he knew what was what with the politics of this country but was reluctant to do anything about it and with that, he made off with some haste thought about a three or four-sentence conversation with a young man a couple of years ago in the brief conversationthe me brought up the point that the refusal of the government to build on the land and tried to defend it by saying that most of the land was unsuitable i countered by saying "i'm talking about houses" notes 1 in notes 2, from the third of this month, i said i would have to enter every dream regardless of whether it seemed significant or not that still holds but the problem is some of the details in dream contains explicit x material of some very well known people, in this dream it was ray winstone it isn't the case in this dream, but it does mean that dreams theory may never be complete if it ever gets to the point where vital understandings are unable to be shared beacause of embarrassment to others then this reason for not making a dream an entry will have to be put to one side notes 2 that people with a privileged position in society would rather keep their lifestyle than speak the truth is a constant source of irritaton to this website ordinary people aren't compromised in this way and are thus able to remain more closely aligned to the expansive nature of life i spoke to an elderly lady, a staunch royalst, who didn't try to deny princess diana was assassinated but rejoined by saying, "the queen didn't have anything to do with it" people know the truth but are too scared to say anything 15112017 - 279 three dreams and a Mini-Montage first dream an x dream (17) in a tent in a garden second dream money dream third dream an old acquaintance and health issues mini-montage (women in red/pink bikinis) notes the dreams were, as usual, (3 to 3.5) in terms of the clarity of the images the mini-montage, by contrast, was as clear as a film on a screen also, the awake state was fully present during this mini-montage also, after the first sequence of the montage, there was a degree of controlled-imaging possibly the next step in controlled imaging is to be able to do it in the middle of the day between the furthest points of one sleep and the next if and when midday controlled imaging has been accomplished, the question is, what are its applications? if it can be called into action in the middle of the day it will have unlimited entertainment value perhaps we have yet to realise that all the arduous work is over, and it's time for a life of recreation! 17112017 - 280 a neighbour and friend from secondary school (my ref; b.l.) was much bigger thanthe me but was a little envious of my gymnastic abilities each year males of the senior classes chose their best exercise on the vault and performed it in front of the whole school my friend simply wasn't agile a handstand was beyond him whereas i could do a short-arm over the long-vault in the dream, my friend was in the shower and sink room i walked into the area where he was and he said "watch this" and he done a forward somersault from the standing-still position he performed the movement with impressive height but unfortunately his momentum threw his head forward when he landed back on his feet and he bashed his head seriously hard into a sink i knew better than to try and say something sympathetic to someone who was experiencing a lot of pain and watched him fighting back his anger to do something violent to take his mind off how he felt notes as is becoming commonplace with my dreams recently, there was nothing in the pde's which points to what caused this dream perhaps a rethink is necessary to understand further the mechanism of the causes of the themes in dreams what's the word, ancillary? alternative? preferred? discard? notes 2 there were five different dreams in this sleep only one dream was entered because the time is needed to complete the dreams database for referencing as soon as possible 19112017 -281 first sleep first dream with a friend from some years ago and his three children, and the latest addition to the family standing outside a small shopping area waiting for mom to return the latest addition to the family started crying, and the baby's milk bottle appeared from somewhere the me was getting ready to do the honours when mom showed up mom gestures tothe me to pass the baby to her i had the bottle in my hand by now and said to the mother, "do you wantthe me to feed her?" hoping she would letthe me give her the milk feed mom shook her head in a way which was a definite no the baby stopped crying as soon as she was in mom's arms mom loosened her clothing and began to breastfeed the baby category of dream: baby food notes 1 as of this entry, this website believes that its dreams are not, in the main, the result of its pde's someone else (shhh) is at the helm notes 2 also as of today, memories are put into two groups 1 inter-undulation memories 2 present tense memories * further, we shall hold the view that memories and consciousness are the same notes 3 this dream is you-know-who telling us breastfeeding is the way to feed the baby! in case there was any doubt second sleep first dream category of dream x dream (18) notes 1 not all x dreams are top-notch experiences this one may well be a warning second sleep second dream category of dream think-Read (8) "the authenticator app is causing the jpg file to switch between programmes twenty times a second it can gain access to... this issue is known all the best, the gang notes 1 the four points in the dream are the ones that have stuck in the memory until this point (one hour later) this was the second-ever longest think-dream of all the think-read dreams this was the easiest to read notes 1 before publishing this entry this website will follow the advice in this dream i will finish it later and let you know what happened (00:42 20112017) 20112017 - 282 was at home with my mother we both heard a clatter in the kitchen i went to find out what it was as i opened the door to the kitchen there was another flurry of sound a white-feathered bird with a broken wing in obvious distress looking very frightened my mother suggested it should be put out of its suffering i said, "i can't do it" notes 1 again, nothing points to why this content found its way into a dream second dream an army of ants was on the move they weren't in a charitable mood notes 1 unable to pinpoint why this dream occurred third dream a film was in production on the set was a strong man called big z he was amused that his role had a scene in which he took a tentative puff of a joint he wanted the fame the movie would bring, so he complied notes 1 no pde's for any of these dreams there are still a lot of thingsthe me doesn't understand about the theory of dreams i am not sure why these dreams happened name of dream: cabbage 1 a one-scene dream which showed a savoy cabbage on display in a box with other savoy cabbages the one cabbage that caught my eye was the one on the top of the others pde's: have been unable to find a large-leaf, dark green and firm savoy cabbage for ages and was wondering if and whenthe me would find one which was howthe me thought one should be this dream showed an acceptably decent one notes 1 this dream wasn't entered on the day it happened it wasn't until the cabbage mentioned in notes 5 of the dream of 30112017 that's its significance was realised it's now thought thatthe me is being pressed to enter every dream, regardless of its content or theme there may be some dreams coming shortly that won't be received gladly by some people 21112017 - 283 reading a review which was comparing one type of sound system to another there was no competition, really the one who got all the best press completely overshadowed its competitor without naming the companies involved one of the systems was called the feathered model name of dream: think-read (9) p.a. systems notes 1 another easy-to-read think-dream the third easy-to-read think-dream in a row! 22112017 - 284 first dream name of dream: bespoke accident was the passenger in a car and we were out in the country the road was narrow and became single file as we drove over a hump-back bridge, about ten metres long we were more or less off the bridge when the sound of a motorbike filled our senses i swivelled around to take a look and saw a scrambler dirt bike on the bonnet of the car behind us the biker must have driven the bike up the boot and over the roof of the car because there was no space on either side of the vehicle whilst on the bridge the biker was testosterone-driven, and nothing was going to stop him from going where he wanted to go the bike finished its manoeuvre, landed on the road and had just passed us when the scene changed in the next scene, another biker like the first one had a man trapped into his bike somehow, a man got his leg, which was showing his bare leg up to the knee, and this was the stand-out scene of the dream, trapped through the front wheel and between the spokes of the bike without his leg being cut, scratched or grazed was trying to work out how it would be possible for that to happen when the dream ended name of dream: bespoke accident notes 1 contrary to common thinking that dreams are a series of jumbled-up images which don't have a place in the "real world" dreams are snippets of realities that have happened in past undulations and will continue to happen in this and future undulations the second sequence of this dream is baffling it's possible that if a bike like the one in the dream landed with enough force and the spokes of the wheel were made of a very supple metal, the wheel would momentarily bend and cause a gap between the spokes large enough for a leg to fit through have a go at thinking in what circumstances a leg would be in that place at that moment the spokes of the wheel were mishappen the point that must be considered is that every conceivable circumstance or set of circumstances that can happen has happened! welcome to his terrible love second dream at the kitchen window when mom passes by i can see she is in a hurry she is on a mission to a woman-only meeting to support a popular member of the community who has been disproportionately punished for saying something or doing something against another woman in the community the woman she has wronged is not a well-liked person, but she has a core group of supporters who think an aggressive attitude in a woman is the way to tackle problems, be they communal or personal i can see there is a steady, and growing, stream of women going up the hill to the meeting place who want to make their feelings known this is the chance for the women, who, it must be said, outnumber the supporters, the woman with an aggressive outlook on life by three to one or more mom was in fighting mood and was no mouse when it came to taking on other women or other men come to that i could see she was about to strike a blow for fair-minded women, and nothing was going to stop her from having her say She knewthe me knew she was on a mission and gave a hurried smile that contained a genuine feeling of pleasure whenthe me said, "any chance of a cuppa' ?" name of dream: mom on a mission notes pde's: scarcely a day goes by when my thoughts don't linger on mom notes 2 currently, there are plenty of women with an aggressive attitude 23112017 - 285 i have had three dreams in two periods of sleep so far today think-read (10) all three were low quality, but the sleep quality was high (every cloud...) one was right on the verge of me being violent towards three anti-socials who had blatantly ripped me off one was to do with accommodation in which i had to lie to avoid admitting to a breach of the house rules second sleep a think-read dream on the computer in whichmeuncovered the log of a type-chat which showed the chat of someone pretending to bethe me to get access to my funds will probably be having at least one more sleep and with any luck, it will put these into the rubbish bin where they belong third sleep name of dream: back to school this dream began withthe me as a competitor at a weight-lifting competition remember seeing the score i got and think-reading some of the details, but that was all of the detail that i remembered of this scene in the next scene, i'm at home setting up an olympic barbell with weights was using about ten or twelve small weights ranging from half-a-kilo to two-and-a-half-kilo i loaded the bar with about three or four kilos on each side when i lifted the bar it felt unevenly balanced so i put it back down a quick look at the weights revealed that there were indeed different weights at each end of the bar i began to change the weights and noted i needed to take two one-and-a-quarter kilo weights off one side and add one weight of a different weight on the other side i began to add the total weight for both sides of the bar to divide the sum by two and simplify the numbeer of weights needed to two weights, one on each end of the bar i began to add the total weight of the weights on the bar together "one-and-a-quarter plus one-and-a-quarter equals..." "two-quarters equals..." "one-half-kilos plus two one-kilos equals..." "five minus two, one and a one quarter equals..." "one and a half plus one and a quarter..." it was no use;the me couldn't work it out the me woke up after half a dozen attempts to make the numbers make sense because the mental effort of doing sums in my head in a dream is too strenuous! it was drainingthe me mentally i was becoming mentally fatigued in a dream! it was more restful to be awake than it was to be asleep! * comments on back-to-school i have no idea of how many of you who dream regularly have think-read dreams a two-minute read of this dream - http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/15th.html - will convey how difficult it is to successfully compose two sentences of a think-read dream for the first time the chances are think-read dreams are a necessary part of discovering one's self it's not just possible but more than probable that information necessary for understanding our spirit will mean some of what we need to know will come through in written form lately, think-read dreams are becoming commonplace in the writer's dreams and have become easier to read (practice makes perfect) now we have to learn to do arithmetic in dreams! it's back to school for all of us pde's - have been watching weight-lifting competitions downloaded from the internet on the t.v. regularly for the last week or two notes 1 you may get some satisfaction from knowing that whatever elsethe me may be when it comes to doing sums, i'm a complete dunce: see aside below) perhapsthe me becomes as good at doing think-read sums in dreams as badly asthe me does with addition and subtraction in awake-time notes 1 it was the first day back at school after the summer break and the first day as a second-year junior the teacher was q and a'ing us on fractions she came to me she wrote 1/2 on the blackboard she asked me "what fraction is that ?" i thought for a long second "a oneth", i replied "no, try again," she said "a second", i replied "the expression on her face became quizzical "try again," she said "a twoth," i said her face slumped in dismay and she turned to someone else 24112017 - 286 name of dream: drive through the night, drive all night the first scene of the dream was taking the cover off the bike and seeing the controls and gauges between the handlebars the next scene is motoring along at a steady forty or fifty kilometres an hour on a single two-way road which was wide enough to be a dual carriageway the road was completely clear of traffic, which was my idea of driving heaven (driving at top speed at every opportunity wasn't my style.the me much preferred the easy-rider way of riding. ifthe me found myself on a long, clear, and a more or less straight stretch of road, my idea of speed was seventy or eighty kilometres an hour. that way, you could still take a look around as you were riding without the road throwing up some unwanted surprises) within a few seconds of dream-time riding a police car in a recess on my side of the road and facing slightly towards me, but could have easily, with a slight swing of the steering wheel, started at speed in the same way asthe me was going if it had to, gave a quick flash of his headlights to get my attention the quick on/off of the lights didn't suggest he wantedthe me to stop but equally, he could have argued in court that it did the me resigned myself to being detained (the me was driving without insurance) the me started slowing and asthe me got to about within fifteen metres of the police carthe me could see the policeman was half-in and half-out of the car he shouted, "are shorts the latest fashion now?" his remark/jibe didn't concern me, just the opposite; it meant he didn't wantthe me to stop the joy of the ride was over however and within less than a second of dream-timethe me was back to wherethe me was when the dream frist started nowthe me was thinking of howthe me could go for a ride at night on a road that wasn't likely to have spot checks and things the me turned to the computer and brought up a map of the area the map showed a twenty to thirty-kilometre radius of wherethe me lived the detail in the map was the second most stand-out part of the dream and ifthe me had wanted to make it the priority point of the dreamthe me could have concentrated on writing the names of roads and areas and the colours in the map don't know if it's the same for everybody butthe me finds ifthe me doesn't put the minutiae of the dream into the awake-world description as soon as possible after waking, it fades from the memory the most stand-out sequence of the dream was after the picture of the map was gone, and the next scene of the dream started playing out as mentioned, was on the computer and with a quick click of the mouse and the map was replaced by six or nine yellow/amber-coloured folders, the like of which we are all familiar with within a second of dream-time, one of the folders had writing on it don't remember what was written on it but asthe me scrolled down more and more of the folders had something written on them then the folders had pictures on them and then the pictures became picture-posters the one which caught my eye straight away was a poster folder with two sentences, one sentence on either side of the folder, which spread like a snake from top to bottom of the folder and read "drive through the night" and "drive all night" the me didn't click the folder open because the artwork and the captions on the folder poster toldthe me everything an all-night rider would need to enter rider-heaven was in it the me couldn't believe that someone with a love for riding a bike had experienced his joy being marred by police checks, as had happened tothe me in the first scene of the dream, and had gone to all the trouble of making an easy -to-read map for fellow and female bike riders the me carried on looking at what other goodies were available and the next onethe me stopped and looked at was one which had a japanese man with a stern look on his face and the caption read "why the japanese like to die riding" the dream ended asthe me was looking at the following picture on a folder the caption was "the next sexiest thing" retro (or regrade) smoking" the picture was a semi-clad female volubile the letch inthe me was asserting itself the name of the dream: drive through the night-drive all night time-tense have decided not to time-tense each scene the reason is every individual has it in them to change the time-tense of the dreams here at dreams theory for instance, as far as i'm aware folders which have pictures on them don't yet exist not being a computer specialist,the me wouldn't know if it's possible to put writing or pictures on the outside of a folder whichthe me assume would have to be an option when creating a new file folder if it is possible, then the person who introduces it will have changed the time tense of the scene with picture folders in it from 1 or 2 or 4 to 3 in the years to follow, there will be many opportunities for people to change the time tense of the scene of the dream if it's a one-scene dream, then the whole dream will have had its time-tense changed the new ideas coming through dreams theory are not copyrighted, nor will they ever be subject to legal compromises any person who develops or initiates the use of anything coming through dreams theory knows they have made their mark on the future for all time, and they will always be part of that future indeed, any person with an eye on the future will be satisfied with immortality instead of a payment notes 1 if had woken one hour earlier this sleep would have been four periods of sleeps and five dreams in one day which would have been a new world record for me the speculation now is, how many times can/does/will the writer sleep and dream in one day for this lifetime notes 2 it wasn't until the policeman shouted, "are shorts the latest fashion now?" thatthe me became aware thatthe me was wearing shorts which brings up another point "people from the awake-world are needed, in many instances, to forming the contents of a dream so now we have both states of consciousness affecting the other my belief is the inter-undulation conscious is greater/more enduring/more constructive/more inventive than the time-conscious we'll know for sure when we're interacting with dinosaur man 25112017 - 287 name of dream: xh time-tense: 1 or 2 or 3 or 5 or 6 or 7 or 9 - qod 4.5 - qos 3.7/8 - p pde's: thought about her notes 1 this dream was so sensationalthe me spent too long thinking about it upon waking and forgot the details of the dream before it notes 2 the nervous system has to be considered as being dormant at the moment we're so immersed in an unethical lifestyle the capacity for the nervous system to deliver qualitative experiences to the brain is, to all extents and purposes, not needed notes 3 and this was with a womanthe me didn't get on with! second sleep name of dream: unexpected guests was expecting a group of youngsters for a confab about an ideathe me had all at once, everything changed when eight or nine mature adults in informal but tasteful attire came through the door and were ready for evening entertainment the me became confused how did they know somebody had planned something? where were the youngstersthe me was expecting? those questions and more would have to be another time in the next scene, they were all in the living room in a buoyant mood, and some of them were looking at me there was no way out of it; it was time to become the host "would anyone like a drink?"the me asked, looking at them but not looking at anyone in particular one man, slightly burly and expensively but tastefully dressed in a country-man style, said in a semi-jokey way, "have you any neat bourbon ?" he said the name of the brand but he might as well have said something in mandarin my blank look told everyone thatthe me didn't worse than that,the me had been expecting youngsters; the most vital thingthe me had was a four per cent proof malibu mix, some babychams and a couple of dozen cans of soft drinks and even worse still, the only thing to eat was crisps and peanuts my mind was racing;the me would have to go to the "offy" then,the me would have to rustle up something decent to eat it would mean leaving them there whilethe me went shopping Whenthe me got backthe me would have to do some cooking this wasn't going to work the me couldn't think my way around the situation but forever the tryer,the me heard himself saying to one of the ladies, "what canthe me get you ?" asthe me was waking up 27112017 - 288 name of dream: travelling man was between countries and in the centre of a city and needed to buy something to eat decided on a takeaway meal and ordered one from the biggest roadside van i've ever seen three people were working the stall the person who took my order was a woman, and we got into a friendly bit of chit-chat the meal was nearly ready and it was time to pay the me dug into my pocket and brought out all the money in it and soon realised there wasn't enough to pay for what i'd ordered not that it mattered. i would have enough in my wallet whenthe me opened the wallet there was just one ten-unit denomination note in it and that wasn't enough either thenthe me rememberedthe me had four ten denomination notes stuck to a thick piece of paper in amongst my paper items it took longer than i thought to find the folded sheet of paper and when unfolded, the notes were stapled to the paper the me attempted to prise the staples open to free the notes, but the notes started to rip at this point,the me began apologising to the woman she remained amiable and unconcerned butthe me was starting to feel the pressure the me suggested paying by card, but the smile on her face loosened, which toldthe me that wasn't an option the me asked if there was a cash dispenser nearby the woman's expression was changing by the moment a slow, drawn-out shake of her head meantthe me had to come up with something else business etiquette demanded a sales-person should be friendly whatever the circumstances; she was, however, becoming a different woman and was looking atthe me in a different way the me knew the look she was beginning to suspect a con the me had a chequebook the me asked her half-heartedly, "will you take a cheque ?" the dream ended there in fade-out fashion notes 1 this dream is not untypical of the writer's awake-life experiences there are quite a lot of these types of incidents that could be related perhaps an "odd-memoirs" page is something for the future second dream name of the dream: compromising situation 2 in the bookies a man in his late twenties walked pastthe me and said to another man standing within a metre or two of wherethe me was said, "be standing by the door" within a second of dream-time, one of the two of them then said, "will have the shotgun" there's no waythe me could not hear what they were saying the me became implicated one of the men looked atthe me and said, "we want you to stand there", as he looked to my left the me knew the man who owned the betting shop, and he seemed reasonable enough the robber's wantedthe me present just in case the shop emptied a bit andthe me being there would make it look like a typical day and wouldn't ring any alarm bells in the head of the owner of the shop who was very much security-minded the shop owner would have reason to be even more security-minded than usual on the day of the robbery the robbery was going to take place on what would be the biggest sporting day of the year and lots of people who wouldn't usually bet on anything would have a little flutter on one or other of the sporting events the me turned to one of the men planning the robbery and said "the me won't grass you up butthe me won't be here" they started threatening me that was their mistake the owner of the booking shop was more vigilant thanthe me realised and read the situation he suddenly appeared from behind the partition between the shop and office and was striding towards us holding something, it looked like a heavy metal bar, spitting and cursing obscenely as he was getting nearer the owner of the premises was something else; the robbers knew it, butthe me didn't he was as tough and fearless as they come he had long black hair and looked as solid as a statue his walk had an unstoppable gait to it the robbers knew the only way they would be able to stop him was with a gun the robbers left the building before he got to them in the next scene, all three of the would-be robbers were on the floor outside of the shop it looked like they might be dead notes 1 the entries over the last two days are jumbled up a bit one or two of them should be for the twenty-sixth although the record will now show no entry for the twenty-sixth will have to leave them as they are becausethe me can't remember what the actual order should be the mix-up is because there was a dream on the twenty-fourth which was going to be an entry then changed my mind but didn't erase it from the other entry on that date and published it beforethe me realised whatthe me had done the reason for bringing this up is because this second dream in this entry is related somehow to the one which wasn't published the dream not published was named "compromising position" it's similarity to this dream would be plain to see and was a lot more grave somebody toldthe me to do something and ifthe me didn't a girl about ten or twelve would be murdered we have to keep in mind that dreams are not fantasy events but memories of experiences, albeit as often as not, from different time tenses the dream being referred to may yet find itself as an entry 28112017 - 289 name of dream: xh2 x dream (20) notes 1 the problem with x dreams is that they occupy the mind upon waking and, not for the first time, i've forgotten the dream that came before it 29112017 - 290 name of dream: a nightmare of a child a girl of five or six she was on a sofa in a sitting position coming out of a sleep as she was waking she peed herself the urine jetted from her body in a stream she was sweating profusely, and her fringe stuck to her forehead she looked atthe me and spoke a sentence the sentence was a question which queried whether she was different it was as though someone had just come out of an anaesthesia sleep and wanted to know if the operation had saved their life then she was asleep again notes 1 the stand out part of the dream was the heartfelt manner in which she spoke it was as if she thoughtthe me could make one reality or another for her this might be the time to remind ourselves of the characteristics which can endure forever in the forever there probably isn't one adult person who has retained the characteristic's they had as a five-year-old anywhere in the world yet that it is what it takes to merge with eternity the ability to change realities in a moment an open-mindedness which can embrace a new happiness the ability to absorb new thoughts and actions in an instant complete flexibility to be in one state or another to get to where we seek to get means complete trust in every other person the thought of self before others won't exist the simple act of giving without receiving, which children find easy to do, will have become the norm this is the gist of what we have to become that two adults arguing in the presence of a child can cause such a severe reaction gives us an indication of just how poor our understanding of ourselves is DREAMS 291 TO 300 30112017 - 291 Name of the dream: insignificant dream? looking at myself in the mirror and seeing a boil-sized spot on my forehead pde's: during the day, my hand automatically went to an irritation on my forehead notes 1 the next time i went to the bathroom and looked at where the irritation was, there was a pimple the size of a pinhead notes 2 this isn't the first insignificant dream entry notes 3 after thinking about it, this one-scene dream does have significance i'm a cooked-meal man four out of five of my meals are meat and veg my veg-to-meat ratio is about three to one a look at the diet diary (uploading the diet diary sometime next year) will show an imbalance in the ratio of cooked meat and veg meals to non-cooked meat and veg meals over the last week or so notes 4 being a film-goer, i can't help but notice that more than just one or two of the big-name film stars have developed wart-sized spots on their faces this was due, i am pretty sure, to the chemicals used in foods to flavour, colour, and preserve the foods and thus enhance the profit margin time and money are significant factors in our lives; there are, however, bigger ones, and with a whole world of things to do, allocating time to buying, preparing and cooking food isn't always the priority it should be incorporating into our lives the twice or thrice daily mundane task of the seemingly insignificant act of eating will slow the tempo of our lifestyle and bring us back to realising the importance of taking the time to eat cooked meals as a way of life it takes up more of our time, yes, but the time scales you are becoming familiar with will bring about the realisation that it only takes a second for a person to change their time-tense from one to nine shopping, preparing, cooking and eating food are excellent ways of making us reduce the tempo of our lifestyles and avoid the type of catastrophes that often accompany the frantic pace of a money-first outlook it will also ensure that those handsome faces on the silver screen will be blemish-free notes 5 this dream scene brought to mind another insignificant dream from the last few days in this one-scene dream, there is an inviting-looking savoy cabbage although iv'e seen better-looking savoy cabbages in awake-time that an informative dream, which is what i think it was, has presented in the dream state a cabbage which i would have considered inferior to those seen in awake-time, has caused me to believe (because of postulate one in dream 12112017, the savoy cabbages we see in the awake-state might be over-fertilised to get to the size they are if that's not the case, then the giant, brighter cabbages in the awake state are actually of a more recent time tense and have not been around for enough undulations to become a permanent part of the inter-undulation memory this makes sense when the cabbage i had seen in the shops and had thought about during the day before having the cabbage dream second sleep name of dream: claustrophobic situation on the inside of a large store next to the entrance something had prevented a bottleneck of people from moving into the store about fifteen semi-burly men were wearing white shirts who were blocking access to the rest of the store i couldn't get past the men, and the doors didn't open outward trying to push them into the store only made matters worse, as it caused the mini-throng to go back, which caused me to have to stoop down so i wasn't pressed against the door all i could see from my lowered position were the legs and back of the men's torsos there was a moment of mild panic as i tried to stand up and realised i wasn't going to be able to the slightly panicky feeling intensified as the crowd of men lost ground to whatever it was which was causing them to bunch up, and they edged back onto me by about a quarter of a metre if the men directly in front of me crumbled to the ground, there would have been hundreds of pounds of weight lying on top of me pde's: this dream is easy to pinpoint used dumbbells earlier on in the day to do dumbbell stoops, and in typical fashion i used too much weight the i didn't get the breathing in and out in sync with the movement, and at the bottom of the movement, there was too much pressure on my torso for me to be able to breathe in i was on the verge of dropping the dumbbells and taking a breath in 01122017 - 292 name of the dream: skinny's skinny four different scenes where all the clothing i was wearing was a cloth, zipper bomber jacket and if that wasn't bad enough, it wasn't zipped up it wasn't an attempt to be provocative, nor was it because I wanted attention it was a natural, innocent act of an adult with a child's mind the reaction of the people who saw me was slightly reserved, but none were concerned in the last scene of this dream, i am in a room, and a girl is there she looked and then looked away and moved her right hand, with my fingers open, to her eyes and said politely to me to put more clothes on favoured time-tense 2 qod 3.1 qos 3.3 - p - pde's: no pde's that i can put my finger on notes 1 the chances are that if a baby isn't schooled and the climate is correct, the only thing they would wear is shoes second dream x dream (21) pde's don't blame me because i feel the need to try and fill endless space notes 1 the first dream that i can remember is when i forgot the details of the x dream because of thinking about another dream 02122017 - 293 name of dream: story/saga 1 in the last scene, i befriended a young man who was down on his luck we were discussing what we would have to eat and where to get it from when the dream ended not sure if this dream came from the pde's notes 1 a story dream is a dream with the same theme, and which can last for most, and perhaps all, of the time the brain/mind is engaged in dream sequences this dream continued with the same theme for three different periods the periods were separated by two brief bouts of awake-conscious and finished with me hearing myself speaking out loud as i woke the scenes in the dream varied in length of time one, in particular, lasted for what seemed to be more than half of the whole dream within this long period, a whole saga of the same theme played out (imagine a film which didn't change scenes for twenty minutes) this dream is a new category of dream for the time being, they are being called story/saga dreams as their purpose becomes known, they will probably be renamed notes 2 it's now an hour since i woke, and all i can remember of the dream are vague impressions from one bit or another how we're supposed to remember the contents of something which lasts for twenty minutes, i've no idea perhaps it's the adage of "practice makes perfect" routine being thrust at us notes 3 the thing that's becoming clear is that dream theory is a big, big subject there's no way i could have a family and a job and devote as much time to uncovering what's in the old noodle as is presently possible it may be the case that to make sense of dreams, we will have to cross-index the types of dreams with more than forty different types already identified, there will be more than ten raised to the fiftieth power (10^50) possible variations to cross-check! and if you're wondering what the number means, it's telling us there are millions more ways to categorise dreams than there are stars in the universe i hope you like a challenge second sleep name of dream: mountain bike ride 1 three of us had just finished a mountain bike ride the two young men were younger than me and had been friends for more than twenty years we arranged to do it again in the next scene, we were ready to do it again, but one of the other two hadn't shown up we set off it was a thick brush with just an outline of a trail, and it was more challenging than anything i had done before in the next scene, we had to do a drop-jump of about one and a half metres it was the most challenging manoeuvre i had ever tried the moment of hesitation, the drop, and the landing were the standout parts of the ride i fully expected to get a bruise or worse the other rider was out of the scene, and i wasn't going to get left behind and make him come back, as that would have blown my cred i managed to lift the front of the bike sufficiently as i went over the edge, and it was just enough to make the bike land on its back wheel the bike hit the ground with a bump, and my crotch hit the seat of the bike, but, wonder of wonders, it didn't hurt, and the bike stayed on two wheels in the next scene, we were off our bikes and talking the other rider looked at me with a serious expression and said, "i am getting a weight for a few hundred pounds" (he was talking about hash) i was interested and asked how much i could get a quarter of it for, and he said, "ninety pounds" he said something about keeping it to myself, and the dream ended pde's - thinking i would like to go for a ride on the bike sometime (still have a mountain bike and regularly think about going out on it) 03122017 - 294 name of dream: an echo of christmas a brief acquaintance from the past turned up out of the blue at about this time of year he was in a subdued frame of mind, i got the impression he had turned to me reluctantly or at someone else's behest he spent most of the day with me during that time i was assessing what would be of most use to him and getting things ready for him to take me with him when he went he never asked for any money, and i never thought of offering him any i couldn't get over how subdued he was like a man who had accepted a fate he didn't want whatever it was that was preoccupying him, it didn't lessen, on the contrary my last sight of him, which troubled me, was of him turning the wrong way out of the door which led to a brick wall it was as if a brick wall was more inviting than an open path as laden as he was with gifts and useful items, the burden he was carrying was greater by far 04122017 - 295 name of dream: strictly adult first thing, if you're a parent with youngsters this website is out of bounds for them from here on in the dream was watching a sporting event i had downloaded from the net when part-way through it another video started to play i was a bit annoyed at first (a bit of malware has infected the computer, and ads are hijacking just about every page i visit) it was x material, and so i took a few seconds to look at it and then began what was the longest-ever run of a montage sequence it totalled dozens and dozens, quite possibly a hundred and fifty, and then something happened which has never happened before, i was able to rewind or go back and look at a previous image/sequence the image/sequences rolled on and they were as varied a bunch of x scenes as i've ever seen at one point in the flow of images and sequences (the length of time of the image/sequences varied between one second and a quarter of a second of dream time) the detail of the visuals became too dark to see clearly amidst this deluge of image/sequences, there was a half-second of a still image with the words "stryker presents" the montage continued the pictures are going by so quickly, some of them were just impressions then the words "what's the second greatest pleasure" appeared momentarily then more sequences then again, "what's the second greatest pleasure" and still the seemingly endless run of image-visuals kept on coming then again, for a third time, another message appeared which read "styrker and ? presents" (can't remember the name) by now i was wondering what it could be referring to i thought it was going to say bestial x or anal x or child x as the imaging continued a long message showed which had too many words on it to read in an instant i began to think-Think-Read it (it was the most difficult message i've had to think-read for quite a few months) as the slogan appeared time after time (it appeared briefly about seven times) i managed a word or two here and one word there between the movie/sequences and, with the new faculty of replay, eventually managed to string the sentence together it read "the second most pleasurable thing is the act of murder or the accomplishment of killing" and then began a stream of moving and still images of various types of murder of both sexes of all ages i think all of them are acts of individuals being killed, no pairs or groups the computer is playing up thoughts about the dream referred to in notes 1 of the second dream of the the entry of 27112017 and, of course, women notes 1 the writer is going to keep reminding the reader that dreams are comprised of actual events notes 2 you've only got to remember the atrocities i.s.i.s performed when they began running amok (drugs, the group/clique mentality, weapons and a wad of money will turn a testosterone-fuelled young man dissatisfied with life into becoming a murderer to realise just how easy it is to do and how recently it was, to believe that this dream is founded in fact 05122017 - 296 name of dream: psycho bully 1 in custody, again it wasn't prison though it was a young offenders institution in a claustrophobically small dormitory my bed was the furthest from the door against the wall and the closest to the door, one of the inmates was looking at me with murderous intent he was one of the top three of the institutions most violent prisoners, and he was thinking about what he was going to do to me as he was listening to someone standing to the left of him talking into his ear the someone was a trouble-maker, but of the passive kind i had pulled him up about a bit of mischief-making he had instigated and he didn't like being told off i knew there would be no use in trying to talk to the psycho, in his mind i was already condemned, for him, it was now just a matter of where and when to vent his natural violent tendencies it was a tightly controlled establishment and had been designed or modified to minimize the chances of violence flaring up there were only a few places which were blind spots from a security point of view one of them was on the way to the ablutions it was a small ninety-degree zig-zag about two metres long in the next scene we had all gone through the zig-zag and i was the last to go through because i was the last in the order as we filed out sure enough, the psycho and two others were waiting as I came out of the zig-zag two of them moved out of the area, they just wanted to make sure i would be where the psycho could get me, after that, it was a foregone conclusion what the ending would be, and now it was just the psycho and me in the dream i lifted my arm and thrust it out straight with my fist clenched and my finger pointing at him the gesture was unmistakable, it said: "you" it was like waving a red flag at a mad bull he came at me in a rush my plan was to get around the second corner of the zig-zag far enough ahead of him to be stooped down as he turned the corner i would rugby-tackle his legs, something i could do well at school, and take it from there i got around the corner ahead of him, but didn't get down into a crouched position because one of the prison officers was dashing down to where i was my guess is the prison guard would be aware of which of the inmates to watch most closely and see the potential aggravation the psycho was not so stupid as to attack me with a guard as a witness i was safe, and the dream ended the time-tense for this dream is an and/or for 6, 8 or 9 pde's: thinking about devolving man-shaped beings notes 1 this is the second time within a few days i have been in a life-threatening situation, and someone has come to my rescue there must be somebody up there who likes me 07122017 - 298 name of dream: heisenberg's proof the dream started with the words "heisenberg's proof" on a white background a volunteer is hooked up to electronic equipment, which is in a console on the far side of the room the room itself was pretty large all of the room wasn't in view, but what i could see was roughly thirty metres high, thirty metres deep and thirty metres wide there was a windowed console at the far side of the room, in which somebody was raised close to the roof there are three screens which were closer to the ceiling than to the floor and they were evenly spaced from each other by three or four metres each screen was rectangular and about three or four metres high and four or five metres wide don't remember seeing anyone the equipment could show the images a person was seeing in the dream as they were happening in the dream the equipment could also interact with the images of the dream and insert images which became part of the dream, which would be seen as part of the dream the experiment was to establish whether i was familiar with the content of the dream the volunteer was dreaming of cameras one image of a picture i was seeing in the dream was too dark to see in detail, or it might have been darkened as a part of the experiment an aperture feature was introduced into the camera's images if i used the newly installed feature to brighten the picture, it would demonstrate that they were familiar with the workings of cameras the feature introduced into the dream was transparent, and if somebody used a red dot of light, it came on at the left-hand side of the rectangle the image i was seeing was closest to me and about four metres away when i adjusted the introduced aperture feature, it proved that i knew about cameras another different test is carried out on a different aspect of the dream, and that too was proven notes 1 werner heisenburg, in conjunction with niels bohr and max born, were the three people who formulated quantum theory between 1900 and 1925 following Max Planck's discovery of The Quantum of Action in 1899/1900 werner heisenberg will always be remembered for "the principle of indeterminacy" the principle of indeterminacy is now, deliberately misguidedly, called the uncertainty principle; see "who discovered relativity" notes 2 this dream means in a future undulation, heisenburg becomes famous for something other than the principle of indeterminacy notes 3 this dream may well be an invitation for someone to change the tense of time of this dream from one or four to five it is also possible that more than one person may think of an application in the event of that happening, the date of each submission will be attached to the submission 08122017 - 299 name of the dream: nowt queerer than folk this dream is in a society where much is tolerated, perhaps too much it starts with a man called taff and myself taff is a burly man in his late twenties and looks a little like a strongman called gary taylor taff prefers men to women and, wouldn't you know it, i'm the object of his affection no, change that i'm the object of his carnal desires in the first scene of this dream, he's standing close to me, and his face is within centimetres of mine he's wearing tight-fitting clothes the t-shirt hasn't got sleeves, and his whole appearance declares his orientation to life: flesh of the body his needs put decorum to one side, and his continued badgering to persuade or convince me we are meant for each other is becoming bothersome at this point in the dream, another man comes into the picture and is within three or four metres of us this moderates his insistence and i take the opportunity to end the talking "there's another man who loves you", and then sealed it with "i'm in love with a woman" the cushioned blow is enough for him to accept my rejection, and the dream ends as he's seven or eight metres away and moving further away notes 1 homosexuality, it must be mentioned, represents a specific point of devolution second dream name of dream: happy hols 1 living where i lived before where i am now there was a knock at the door i opened the window next to the door, and a man asked to see (an awake-time girlfriend who was a regular visitor) my girlfriend must have been expecting him because before i could turn around and call her, she was at my shoulder she had a bath towel wrapped around her that covered her above her breasts, and was clutching money in her left hand i could see she was holding two ten-pound notes and two or three one-pound coins as she leaned across me and handed the money to the caller through the window, she said, "i'll give you the rest later" in the next scene, the girl from the first scene sees her friend and me sitting on a train in the seats to the left and right of the aisle nearest to where the carriages were joined the girls were sitting opposite each other to my left the friend of my girlfriend asked, "where will we be staying when we get there ?" i said, "i don't know" both the girls paused in thought; i carried on "we'll get off the train and see which street looks the most inviting we'll walk along the street, and when we see a restaurant, cafe, or a pub, we like the look of we'll go in and when we come out, we'll buy a piece of paper and choose the name of a guest house we like the sound of and every moment will be a new adventure today, it's britain the next time it's... the friend of my girlfriend stretched out her arm and leaned across the aisle to touch me on the shoulder in a gesture of affection i took her hand and kissed the back of it the girls were crackling with delight i didn't feel too bad, either pde's - quite possibly thought of an ex-girlfriend third dream name of dream: day-dream 1 was walking through town, and christmas was all around to my right was a children's carousel with several youngsters enjoying the ride the song accompanying the ride was "last christmas" by wham and had a good beat, good enough to make me feel like moving to it there was a girl of five or six, three metres from the ride watching and dancing the girl hadn't yet learnt to sync her body movements to a rhythm, and only one leg was lifting as she disjointedly bobbed up and down how she might look wasn't on her mind the music had taken her over and she was part of it she stopped suddenly as though something was wrong, something wasn't right, something was missing she then darted to where a pram was and started moving things around, and, i must say, she was doing it with haste after six or seven seconds, she had hold of something and rushed back to where she had been before and held it out at arm's length before her it was a rag doll about a third as big as she was she now had a partner to dance with notes 1 a male might not see the female perspective here without someone else dancing, just isn't possible 09122017 - 300 name of the dream: in a rush the first scene is in a car on the dual carriageway which circles the outskirts of a big city don't know why i'm in a hurry, but something is propelling me with a sense of urgency being in a rush is working against me first, i don't get off at the right exit, then i go past the exit i should have taken, and then i have to go around a large roundabout three times before i get my bearings when i do get off the dual carriageway, the scene changes now i'm a couple of kilometres from where i want to be and have to catch a bus catching the bus isn't a problem, but paying for the ticket is i dig into my pocket with my left hand, i grab most of the loose change and bring out of my pocket so many coins i have to keep my fist tightly clenched to stop the change from slipping out of my hand i must be holding onto something with my right hand because i presented the change to another passenger and asked him to take enough out of my fist to pay the fare as the man is taking one coin at a time, i can feel the change loosening in my grip, and i am expecting the bunch of coins to collapse, as a fistful of marbles held too tightly would do, and spill to the floor the man taking the coins is aware of what could happen if he isn't careful and is doing an excellent job of imitating a surgeon removing a foreign object from next to the heart he had almost got all the coins when, on what was the last coin needed to pay for the ticket, two pennies got loose from the rest and fell to the floor i said, "i was going to give you a tip for your help, but you've blown it" he took it in the spirit it was spoken and was smiling as i woke and heard myself saying the sentence above 01122017 - 292 name of the dream: skinny's skinny four different scenes where all the clothing i was wearing was a cloth, zipper bomber jacket and if that wasn't bad enough, it wasn't zipped up it wasn't an attempt to be provocative, nor was it becauset i wanted attention it was a natural, innocent act of an adult with a child's mind the reaction of the people who saw me was slightly reserved, but none were concerned in the last scene of this dream, i am in a room, and a girl is there she looked and then looked away and moved her right hand, with my fingers open, to her eyes and said politely to me to put more clothes on favoured time-tense 2 qod 3.1 qos 3.3 - p - pde's: no pde's that i can put my finger on notes 1 the chances are if a baby isn't schooled and the climate is correct, the only thing they would wear is shoes second dream x dream (21) pde's don't blame me because i feel the need to try and fill endless space notes 1 the first dream that i can remember is when i forgot the details of the x dream because of thinking about another dream 02122017 - 293 name of dream: story/saga 1 in the last scene, i befriended a young man who was down on his luck we were discussing what we would have to eat and where to get it from when the dream ended not sure if this dream came from the pde's notes 1 a story dream is a dream with the same theme and which can last for most, and perhaps all, of the time the brain/mind is engaged in dream sequences this dream continued with the same theme for three different periods the periods were separated by two brief bouts of awake-conscious and finished with me hearing myself speaking out loud as i woke the scenes in the dream varied in lengths of time one, in particular, lasted for what seemed to be more than half of the whole dream within this long period, a whole saga of the same theme played out (imagine a film which didn't change scenes for twenty minutes) this dream is a new category of dream for the time being, they are being called story/saga dreams as their purpose becomes known, they will probably be re-named notes 2 it's now an hour since i woke, and all i can remember of the dream are vague impressions from one bit or another how we're supposed to remember the contents of something which lasts for twenty minutes, i've no idea perhaps it's the adage of "practice makes perfect" routine being thrust at us notes 3 the thing that's becoming clear is that dreams theory is a big, big subject there's no way i could have a family and a job and devote as much time to uncovering what's in the old noodle as is presently possible it may be the case that to make sense of dreams; we will have to cross-index the types of dreams with more than forty different types already identified, there will be more than ten raised to the fiftieth power (10^50) possible variations to cross-check! and if you're wondering what the number means, it's telling us there are millions of more ways to categorise dreams than there are stars in the universe i hope you like a challenge second sleep name of dream: mountain bike ride 1 three of us had just finished a mountain bike ride the two young men were younger than me and had been friends more than twenty years we arranged to do it again in the next scene, we were ready to do it again, but one of the other two hadn't shown up we set off it was a thick brush with just an outline of a trail, and it was more challenging than anything i had done before in the next scene, we had to do a drop-jump of about one and a half metres it was the most challenging manoeuvre i had ever tried the moment of hesitation and the drop and the landing was the stand-out part of the ride i fully expected to get a bruise or worse the other rider was out of the scene, and i wasn't going to get left behind and make him come back, as that would have blown my cred i managed to lift the front of the bike sufficiently as i went over the edge, and it was just enough to make the bike land on its back wheel the bike hit the ground with a bump, and my crotch hit the seat of the bike, but, wonder of wonders, it didn't hurt, and the bike stayed on two wheels in the next scene, we were off our bikes and talking the other rider looked at me with a serious epression and said, "i am is getting a weight for a few hundred pounds" (he was talking about hash) i was interested and asked how much i could get a quarter of it for, and he said, "ninety pounds" he said something about keeping it to myself, and the dream ended pde's - thinking i would like to go for a ride on the bike sometime (still have a mountain bike and regularly think about going out on it) 03122017 - 294 name of dream: an echo of christmas a brief acquaintance from the past turned up out of the blue at about this time of year he was in a subdued frame of mind, i got the impression he had turned to me reluctantly or at someone else's behest he spent most of the day with me during that time i was assessing what would be of most use to him and getting things ready for him to take me with him when he went he never asked for any money and i never thought of offering him any i couldn't get over how subdued he was like a man who had accepted a fate he didn't want whatever it was that was preoccupying him it didn't lessen, on the contrary my last sight of him, which troubled me, was of him turning the wrong way out of the door which led to a brick wall it was as if a brick wall was more inviting than an open path as laden as he was with gifts and useful items, the burden he was carrying was greater by far 04122017 - 295 name of dream: strictly adult first thing, if you're a parent with youngsters this website is out of bounds for them from here on in the dream was watching a sporting event i had downloaded from the net when part-way through it another video started to play i was a bit annoyed at first (a bit of malware has infected the computer and ads are hijacking just about every page i visit) it was x material and so i took a few seconds to look at it and then began what was the longest-ever run of a montage sequence it totalled dozens and dozens, quite possibly a hundred and fifty, and then something happened which has never hapened before, i was able to rewind or go back and look at a previous image/sequence the image/sequences rolled on and they were as varied a bunch of x scenes as i've ever seen at one point in the flow of images and sequences (the length of time of the image/sequences varied between one second and a quarter of a second of dream time) the detail of the visuals became too dark to see clearly amidst this deluge of image/sequences, there was a half of one second of a still image with the words "stryker presents" the montage continued the pictures are going by so quickly some of them were just impressions then the words "what's the second greatest pleasure" appeared momentarily then more sequences then again "what's the second greatest pleasure" and still the seemingly endless run of image-visuals kept on coming then again for a third time, another message appeared which read "styrker and ? presents" (can't remember the name) by now i was wondering what it could be referring to i thought it was going to say bestial x or anal x or child x as the imaging continued a long message showed which had too many words on it to read in an instant i began to think-Think-Read it (it was the most difficult message i've had to think-read for quite a few months) as the slogan appeared time after time (it appeared briefly about seven times) i managed a word or two here and one word there between the movie/sequences and, with the new faculty of replay, eventually managed to string the sentence together it read "the second most pleasurable thing is the act of murder or the accomplishment of killing" and then began a stream of moving and still images of various types of murder of both sexes of all ages i think all of them were acts of individuals being killed, no pairs or groups the computer is playing up thoughts about the dream referred to in notes 1 of the second dream of the the entry of 27112017 and, of course, women notes 1 this writr is going to keep reminding its readers that dreams are comprised of actual events notes 2 you've only got to remember the atrocities i.s.i.s performed when they began running amok (drugs, the group/clique mentality, weapons and a wad of money will turn a testosterone-fuelled young man dissatisfied with life into becoming murderer) to realise just how easy it is to do and how recently it was, to believe that this dream is founded in fact 05122017 - 296 name of dream: psycho bully 1 in custody, again it wasn't prison though it was a young offenders institution in a dormitory which is claustrophobically small my bed was the furthest from the door against the wall and the closest to the door, one of the inmates was looking at me with murderous intent he was one of the top three of the institutions most violent prisoners and he was thinking about what he was going to do me as he was listening to someone standing to the left of him talking into his ear the someone was a trouble-maker but of the passive kind i had pulled him up about a bit of mischief-making he had instigated and he didn't like being told off i knew there would be no use in trying to talk to the psycho, in his mind i was already condemned, for him it was now just a matter of where and when to vent his natural violent tendencies it was a tightly controlled establishment and had been designed or modified to minimize the chances of violence flaring up there were only a few places which were blind spots from a security point of view one of them was on the way to the ablutions it was a small ninety-degree zig-zag about two metres long in the next scene we had all gone through the zig-zag and i was the last to go through because i was the last in the order as we filed out sure enough, the psycho and two others were waiting as i come out of the zig-zag two of them moved out of the area, they just wanted to make sure i would be where the psycho could get me, after that, it was a fore-drawn conclusion what the ending would be, and now it was just the psycho and me in the dream i lifted my arm and thrust it out straight with my fist clenched and my finger pointing at him the gesture was unmistakable, it said: "you" it was like waving a red flag at a mad bull he came at me in a rush my plan is to get around the second corner of the zig-zag far enough ahead of him and to be stooped down as he turned the corner i will rugby-tackle his legs, something i could do well at school, and take it from there i got around the corner ahead of him but didn't get down into a crouched position because one of the prison officers was dashing down to where i was my guess is the prison guard would be aware of which of the inmates to watch most closely and see the potential aggravation the psycho was not so stupid as to attack me with a guard as a witness i was safe and the dream ended the time-tense for this dream is an and/or for 6, 8 or 9 pde's: thinking about devolving man-shaped beings notes 1 this is the second time within a few days i have been in a life-threatening situation and someone has come to my rescue there must be somebody up there who likes me 07122017 - 298 name of dream: heisenberg's proof the dream started with the words "heisenberg's proof" on a white background a volunteer was hooked up to electronic equipment, which is in a console on the far side of the room the room itself was pretty large all of the room wasn't in view, but what i could see was roughly thirty metres high, thirty metres deep and thirty metres wide there was a windowed console at the far side of the room, which was raised close to the roof there are three screens which were closer to the ceiling than to the floor and they were evenly spaced from each other by three or four metres each screen was rectangular and about three or four metres high and four or five metres wide don't remember seeing anyone the equipment could show the images a person was seeing in the dream as they were happening in the dream the equipment could also interact with the images of the dream and insert images which became part of the dream, which would see as being part of the dream the experiment was to establish whether i was familiar with the content of the dream the volunteer was dreaming of cameras one image of a picture i was seeing in the dream was too dark to see in detail, or it might have been darkened as a part of the experiment an aperture feature was introduced into the me's images of the camera if i used the newly installed feature to brighten the picture, it would demonstrate they were familiar with the workings of cameras the feature introduced into the dream was transparent, and if it was used a red dot of light came on at the left-hand side of the rectangle the image i was seeing was closest to me and about four metres away when i adjusted the introduced aperture feature it proved that i knew about cameras another different test was carried out on a different aspect of the dream, and that too, was proven notes 1 werner heisenburg, in conjunction with niels bohr and max born, were the three people who formulated quantum theory between 1900 and 1925 following Max Planck's discovery of The Quantum of Action in 1899/1900 werner heisenberg will always be remembered for "the principle of indeterminacy" the principle of indeterminacy is now, deliberately misguidedly, called the uncertainty principle; see "who discovered relativity" notes 2 this dream means in a future undulation, heisenburg becomes famous for something other than the principle of indeterminacy notes 3 this dream may well be an invitation for someone to change the tense of time of this dream from one or four to five it is also possible that more than one person may think of an application in the event of that happening the date of each submission will be attached to the submission 08122017 - 299 name of the dream: nowt queerer than folk this dream is in a society where much is tolerated, perhaps too much it starts with a man called taff and myself taff is a burly man in his late twenties and looks a little like a strongman called gary taylor taff prefers men to women and, wouldn't you know it, i'm the object of his affection no, change that i'm the object of his carnal desires in the first scene of this dream, he's standing close to me, and his face is within centimetres of mine he's wearing tight-fitting clothes the t-shirt hasn't got sleeves, and his whole appearance declares his orientation to life: flesh of the body his needs put decorum to one side, and his continued badgering to persuade or convince me we are meant for each other is becoming bothersome at this point in the dream, another man comes into the picture and is within three or four metres of us this moderates his insistence and i take the opportunity to end the talking "there's another man who loves you", and then sealed it with "i'm in love with a woman" the cushioned blow is enough for him to accept my rejection, and the dream ends as he's seven or eight metres away and moving further away notes 1 homosexuality, it must be mentioned, represents a specific point of devolution second dream name of dream: happy hols 1 living where i lived before where i am now there was a knock at the door i opened the window next to the door, and a man asked to see (an awake-time girlfriend who was a regular visitor) the girlfriend must have been expecting him because before i could turn around and call her, she was at my shoulder she had a bath towel wrapped around her that covered her above her breasts and was clutching money in her left hand i could see she was holding two ten-pound notes and two or three one-pound coins as she leaned across me and handed the money to the caller through the window she said: "i'll give you the rest later" in the next scene, the girl in the first scene her friend and me are sitting on a train in the seats to the left and right of the aisle nearest to where the carriages were joined the girls were sitting opposite each other to my left the friend of my girlfriend asked, "where will we be staying when we get there ?" i said, "i don't know" both the girls paused in thought; i carried on "we'll get off the train and see which street looks the most inviting. we'll walk along the street, and when we see a restaurant, cafe, or a pub, we like the look of we'll go in and When we come out, we'll buy a piece of paper and choose the name of a guest house we like the sound of an every moment will be a new adventure today, it's britain the next time it's... the friend of my girlfriend stretched out her arm and leaned across the aisle to touch me on the shoulder in a gesture of affection i took her hand and kissed the back of it the girls were crackling with delight i didn't feel too bad, either pde's - quite possibly thought of an ex-girlfriend third dream name of dream: day-dream 1 was walking through town and christmas was all around to my right was a children's carousel with several youngsters enjoying the ride the song accompanying the ride was "last christmas" by wham and had a good beat, good enough to make me feel like moving to it there was a girl of five or six three metres from the ride watching and dancing the girl hadn't yet learnt to sync her body movements to a rhythm, and only one leg was lifting as she disjointedly bobbed up and down how she might look wasn't on her mind the music had taken her over and she was part of it she stopped suddenly as though something was wrong, something wasn't right, something was missing she then darted to where a pram was and started moving things around, and, i must say, she was doing it with haste after six or seven seconds, she had hold of something and rushed back to where she had been before and held it out at arm's length before her it was a rag doll about a third as big as she was she now had a partner to dance with notes 1 a male might not see the female perspective here without someone else dancing it isn't possible 09122017 - 300 name of the dream: in a rush the first scene is in a car on the dual carriageway which circles the outskirts of a biggish city don't know why i'm in a hurry but something is propelling me with a sense of urgency being in a rush is working against me first, i don't get off at the right exit then i go past the exit i should have taken, and then i have to go around a large roundabout three times before i get my bearings when i do get off the dual carriageway the scene changes now i'm a couple of kilometres from where i want to be and have to catch a bus catching the bus isn't a problem but paying for the ticket is i dig into my pocket with my left hand, i grab most of the loose change and bring out of my pocket so many coins i havef to keep my fist tightly clenched to stop the change from slipping out of my hand i must be holding onto something with my right hand because i presented the change to another passenger and asked him to take enough out of my fist to pay the fare as the man is taking one coin at a time, i can feel the change loosening in my grip and i am expecting the bunch of coins to collapse, as a fistful of marbles held too tightly would do, and spill to the floor the man taking the coins is aware of what could happen if he isn't careful and is doing an excellent job of imitating a surgeon removing a foreign object from next to the heart he had almost got all the coins when, on what was the last coin needed to pay for the ticket, two pennies got loose from the rest and fell to the floor i said, "i was going to give you a tip for your help but you've blown it" he took it in the spirit it is spoken and was smiling as i woke and heard myself saying the sentence above