introduction capital letters = an entry in " Endic.at " copy the letters in quote marks and paste them into the search box the use of the term - the dreamer - is used instead of "i" because not all dreams are the experiences of the person having the dream to understand how this can be, we only need to think of watching someone else's video of them on holiday another way of looking at it is to realise that you-know-who has "been there, done that" in every conceivable circumstance that " Evolving " and " Devolving " man-shaped beings can find her or hisself for evolving men, my dreams are the experiences of you--know-who and become your dreams and your awake-time experiences women's dreams are probably the experiences of you-know-who as a female let us not forget that " First generation " was a man-shaped scenario " Femininity " it is curremtly thought is the times factor or the second act of " Multiplication " the only circumstance which enables us to express our true individuality is via " Straight-line-action " as evolving man-shaped beings, we can hold the view that we are treading the path already trod by you-know-who we can, while man-shaped, see ourselves as the essence of an impression left by his presence as he enacted every variable for the first one hundred thousand million beings for evolving man-shaped beings, the writer's dreams will be your dreams as you move further and further towards " Fulfilment " we should consider our experiences, memories and dreams as imprints of the essence of his presence the mutual pleasure in an x dream is because we are complying with " The law " x is an aspect of "expand" * grammarly is used to check text * this way of looking at things also gives us the means to assess whether a person is evolving or devolving * the vividness rating of dreams changes as of 03052021 before that the vividness rating is .1 to 5 - this give fifty ratings the new rating system goes from .1 to 2.9+ this gives twenty-nine ratings and unlimited high ratings from 3 to infinity - see also the dream of 03052021 ******************************************* 12052023 the name of the dream: the hot seat we are trying to find he most comfortable position every new position produces an hightened sensation but each new position places too much weight at one part of the dreamer's body the edge of the chair is digging into the dreamer's flesh within seconds the discomfort demands relief a new position needs to be found there are five, six or seven such scenes vividness: 2.7.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream (15+) seated (1+) 09052023 the name of the dream: a mouse called kitty last night a mouse dropped by we don't know how the mouse got into the room where the dreamer sleeps the mouse is shuffling around looking for something we don't know what the mouse is looking for the sounds the mouse makes wakes the dreamer he turns over, spies kitty the mouse and then turns back into his sleeping position and goes back to sleep sometime later, kitty, a five-foot-tall female mouse asks the dreamer where something is the dreamer says, "keep looking, you'll find it" soon after, the sounds of kitty the mouse moving things around wake the sleeper again she is becoming agitated she asks the dreamer to get the thing she is looking for kitty is the dreamer's friend she is friendly and the dreamer would never hurt her he tells her not to wake him again or he will put her outside the dreamer goes back to sleep vividness: 2.7.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: female man-shaped beings represented as animals (1) (mouse) (1) 042023 unsure of the date - the name of the dream: excuse me the dreamer wakes from his sleep a message from the bladder has been sent to his brain the message is telling him to get to the toilet in double-quick time or it won't be responsible for its actions the dreamer is feeling stiffer than usual probably due to a more intense than usual "work-out" during the day the dreamer is sleeping on the side of the bed against the wall his latest partner is lying between him and the floor he swings his right leg over his partner as he attempts to lift his-self over his partner, his left arm gives way and he lands full-square on top of his partner his weight causes his partner to wake it takes her a micro-second to realise what's happening "you bastard", she exclaims, and then says with total disdain as she begins pushing with all her might to get the dreamer off her, "you're trying to mount me while i'm sleeping" the dreamer starts laughing uncontrollably his girlfriend doesn't find it funny she is furious the dreamer, between breaks, as he breathes in, blurts out the reason for being on top of her she begins to see the funny side of things and begins chuckling vividness: 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: partners (25+) bed and bedroom situations (3+) 23042023 the name of the dream: a very civilised war undoubtedly a future tense of time (https://www.endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html) a war is in pogress we don't know one side from the other on one side there is a tank and on the other side is an anti-tank gun we don't know who fired the first shot the side that wins the war will be the one who destroys the other sides weapon the sides are taking turns at shooting at each other after many attempts neither side has managed to destroy the other it wasn't making sense the law of averages says one side or the other should have hit its target the dreamer is called in after a few more rounds the dreamer realises what is happening the tank is repositioning to where the last shell landed a courier is dispatched to the enemy he has a message that states the tank will be hit the tank with the next shot the enemy has made its point it could have hit the anti-tank weapon but chose not to the war is over vividness: 2.6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: war scenarios (2+) tanks and artlliary (1+) 23042023 the name of the dreams: a devious boss - anyone got a light? the dreamer is the manager of a shop that sells second-hand medical equipment it is getting toward the end of the working day the dreamer uses the end of the day as a tactic to put pressure on the staff to make a sale for reasons unknown, the end-of-the-day sales always come out on top when the figures are analysed vividness: 2.7.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: jobs (5+) medical equipment (1) the dreamer is one of four or five people we are being given a "walk-through" of where we will be working within the science block our guide is a female she is the definition of poise and tact it is a very thorough "walk-through" and it is taking forever the dreamer needs a smoke he becomes the straggler of the group he lights a fag and takes a puff when the guide has her back to him as a non-smoker, she is acutely aware of the smell of the smoke and can smell the smoke from a fag from a mile away in the last scene of the dream our guide stops and says, "mr millington, you may not be aware that the company has the policy to choose a non-smoker before a smoker when it comes to promotion when all other things are equal" vividness: 2.7.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: 22042023 the name of the dream: a short stay it is a past time-tense the dreamer is in a hospital the hospital reflects the state of society as it is now all decisions are taken by an unseen, unaccountable bureaucracy many a life is lost as a result the dreamer is in good health the beaurocacy errs on the side of caution and decides to keep the dreamer as a patient it could be weeks before he leaves the dreamer rebels and manages to get out of the clutches of the hospital note 1 this dream is the result of a recent spell in hospital vividness: 2.7.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: hospitals (2+) 21042023 the name of the dream: two hands vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream + (5+) 20042023 the name of the dream: her and me vividness: 2.7.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream + (4+) 19042023 it is the official opening of a hotel or apartment block it is the ultimate in luxurious living the block is about twelve storeys with just two or three apartments on each floor on the ground floor, a reception is ongoing after the reception, the new one hundred tenants will go to their respective apartments and will find there the most expensive meal ever served to more than fifty people at one time the price of the food catches the imagination of a gang of thieves the dreamer is part of the gang the utility lift will drop off approximately ten meals on each floor a total of around one hundred meals with five or more courses comes to about £10 000 000 we join the dream as the gang is burning through the top of the lift with oxyacetylene sparks are flying everywhere (stand-out visual) with typical short-sightedness rich people never thought to fit the utility lift with security men or cameras a bit of squabbling breaks out among the gang as some of them decide to sample the wares vividness: 2.7.4 - observer - the category of the dream: food (8+) exotic (1) colour (white) (3+) 18042023 (09042023) the name of the dream: the white sports car in a rural area, the dreamer comes across an abandoned and in need of repair, white, open-top, two-seater sports car the car is in disrepair the windshield is broken among other things to the dreamer's surprise, it jumps to life when the ignition key is turned even more surprising, the engine is really gutsy and sounds in tip-top condition (rare occasion of the sound of a car in a dream) the dream moves on to a scene in a filling station the dreamer is talking to a male about how much it's worth the male is hesitating about giving a figure the fact that he's thinking about it tells the dreamer it has value the haggling begins whatever the offer is the writer will accept it although, of course, the salesman mustn't get wind of that fact the offer is pitifully small the dreamer doesn't know the difference between a sports engine and a lorry engine he does know the sound of a powerful engine which is what the car has he decides to keep the car he tells the man to put petrol in the car vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: usable finds (1+) cars (1+) white sports car (1) colour (white) (2+) 17042023 (10042023) the name of the dream: old testaments a wonderfully complicated dream that has the dreamer discovering a dark metal slab the size of a sheet of a4 paper and about a centimetre thick (stand-out visual) the metal slab has a v-shaped chunk missing from the top of the slab that accounts for about one-fifth of its size on the front of the slab, there are about forty lines written in raised hieroglyphics when it is translated a science fiction story unfolds the dreamer recognises the story-line is intriguing enough for it to be made into a film he contacts a well-known nationwide chain of cinemas and explains the story enthusiastically the cinema company agrees to do it the dreamer's lack of business skills enables the cinema company to make the film without acknowledging the dreamer's part in discovering the story or having to pay any royalties the dreamer is seething mad in the next scene, the dreamer finds another metal slab fully intact it allows the missing information on the first slab to be filled in as well as continuing the saga the dreamer has got the film company by the goolies and is savouring squeezing them when the dream ends vividness: 2.6.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: finds that produce wealth (5+) films (1) family dreams (5+) colour (light shade of black) 16042023 the name of the dreams: chaos at the banquet - family harmony - family disharmony a family dream that depicts two sisters aged about ten years of age doting on their baby brother the ease with which the girls care for the baby boy highlights the natural superior skills of love females possess there are two long scenes that show the baby boy responding to the girls anticipating the baby's actions and the baby in turn exhibits boyish movements the balancing of new movements guided by love is an achievement of oustanding prowess that came from you-know-who as he ingrained the two traits into his being we will forevermore be attmpting to equal his ability to move in a loving way vividness: 2.7.5 - observer - the category of the dream: family dreams (5+) patricia (1) colour (white) a follow-on dream in total contrast to the above dream shows the mother of the same children addicted to a class a drug the children are neglected and traumatised they remember a loving mother and are unable to understand why things have changed notes 1 the woman and children are a family the writer lived with in his twenties a baby boy was the result of our relationship these two dreams seems to be presenting the two extremes of the ways the boundaries of experience can occupy without tipping into unnatural death outcomes there must be thousands and thousands of variations there are millions and millions of people we get a glimpse into his Terrible love - https://endic.at/T/TERR/TERRIBLE/TERRIBLE%20LOVE/terrible%20love%20basic%208th%20january%202009.html the name of the dreams: chaos at the banquet - family harmony - family disharmony a family dream that depicts two sisters aged about ten years of age doting on their baby brother the ease with which the girls care for the baby boy highlights the natural superior skills of love females possess there are two long scenes that show the baby boy responding to the girls anticipating the baby's actions and the baby in turn exhibits boyish movements the balancing of new movements guided by love is an achievement of outstanding prowess that came from you-know-who as he ingrained the two traits into his being we will forevermore be attempting to equal his ability to move in a loving way vividness: 2.7.5 - observer - the category of the dream: family dreams (5+) patricia (1) colour (white) a follow-on dream in total contrast to the first dream shows the mother of the same children addicted to a class a drug the children are neglected and traumatised they remember a loving mother and are unable to understand why things have changed notes 1 the woman and children are a family the writer lived with in his twenties a baby boy was the result of our relationship these two dreams seem to be presenting the two extremes of the ways the boundaries of experience can occupy without tipping into unnatural death outcomes there must be thousands and thousands of variations there are millions and millions of people we get a glimpse into his Terrible love - https://endic.at/T/TERR/TERRIBLE/TERRIBLE%20LOVE/terrible%20love%20basic%208th%20january%202009.html vividness: 2.7.5 - observer - the category of the dream: family dreams (5+) patricia (2) colour (white) a well-intentioned but poorly planned event goes awry for its organisers the plan is to use the good weather to enable the country hotel to line the outside wall of the dining room with tables and chairs (stand-out visual) this will more than double the number of people who can have a sit-down meal what wasn't known was that less than a hundred metres from the hotel a colony of yellow and black striped wasps had laid claim to the territory some aeons before it wasn't until the event was underway that the scent of the food drew the attention of the aforementioned flying insects mild panic turned into pandemonium when a scorpion the size of an adult hand was spotted under a table we don't know where the scorpion came from that's one of the problems with dreams, the inexplicable is a regular feature vividness: 2.7.3 - observer - the category of the dream: insects (3+) colour (brown, silver and white) 15042023 the name of the dreams: peep-o - arabian delight - the new recruit it is the dreamer's first day in the army we don't know if the dreameer has been drafted or enlisted no sooner has "lights out" been called when the dreamer is called to the main desk the main desk is at the end of a long corridor the corridor has a marble floor (stand-out visual) at the desk the dreamer is ordered to walk down the corridor and back again part-way down the corridor a different voice calls out for the dreamer to return to the desk back at the desk the dreamer is told to stay where he is in he next scene, the dreamer is asked by the first person who ordered him to walk up and down the corridor why he hadn't the dreamer replies, "when two different are given always carry out the last order" the dreamer has passed the test of a basic rule vividness: 2.7.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: army dreams (3+) (1+) colour (speckelled white) it is warm to hot the dreamer is in the middle of a town/city he is new to the area the buildings are all at ground level he goes to the building that is playing slow dance music inside the building, there are more than two four-post double beds the beds have drapes and luxurious bedsheets and blankets one bed has three or four girls reclining on it the other has one girl the dreamer joins the girl on her own on the bed we are both moving slowly to the music parts of us are touching each other our movements aren't in sync another girl joins us on the bed she has long black hair and is wearing tight, black courderoy slacks our movements are in sync the dreamer clasps his hands on her hips the girl responds to the slightest variation of the dreamer's movements to start with, we are both on our knees we occasionally sit back on our feet there is next to no noticeable difference in our swaying and single and double hip movements another girl joins us she too mirrors our movements for a moment, the music stops both the girl lie on their backs their heads are close together as they lie there motionless the dreamer studies their faces (stand-out visual) then looks at their eyes once, twice, three times there is very little difference between the shades of the brown of their eyes although the depth of brown is more pronounced in one of them all of us will be in agreement with whatever any one of us suggests the dreamer is smiling one of the girls asks, "what?" the dreamer replies, "i'm pleased" notes 1 before we enter heaven, all of us will, as adults, have the characteristics of children you know how easy it is to persuade children to do something, especially when it contains fun or otherwise has appeal that's how it will be between first and second generation - First generation https://www.endic.at/first%20generation.html Second generation https://www.endic.at/Y/You/you%203.html first generation is so familiar with love/lifes ways we can interact with second generation in the same way adults interact with children you will do whatever is asked of you don't baulk everything we do always results in an increase in freedom of motion and pleasure eventually, as the second generation, you will be in the same position as the third generation as the first generation is in now with yourselves - https://www.endic.at/the%20train.html vividness: 2.7.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: suggestive dance movements (1+) colour/s (brown) a holiday is over the dreamer is sitting on the back seat of a coach as it makes its way to where he lives in front of the dreamer are the seats that run down the left of the coach two young children aged three or four are in the seats the dreamer begins playing "peep-o" with them the dreamer peeps over the seats and then around the seats the gap between the bottom of the seat and the floor is big enough to do a peep under the seat the children become fixated as they try to understand how a living being can be anywhere notes 1 a month-long break has been rewarding it may be repeated next year vividness: 2.7.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: children (8+) colour/s (green) 15032023 the name of the dream: the party-pooper at a gathering of one sort or another there are fifty or so people it has an upbeat atmosphere (stand-out visual) it occurs to the dreamer that music wouldn't go amiss he spots a music centre by a pillar in the middle of the room (stand-out visual) a quick look at the records tells him there are enough records with a party feel to them to enrich the already semi-party mood in the room the dreamer chooses a popular dance track the mood of the room changes immediately people's heads begin nodding and swaying people will sing along with the words of the well-known song when it gets to the chorus before it gets to the chorus, a young lad comes over to the dreamer and says something along the lines of, "this is my music player, i don't want anyone to touch it" the dreamer is non-plussed the dream ends vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: social gatherings (12+) colour/s (brown/red) 06032023 the name of the dream: the prospector meet a stranger, and we get into a conversation he tells the dreamer about himself he is a professional prospector he asks the dreamer to help him with his latest venture the dreamer agrees it means travelling some miles to the location where he expects to find ...? in the next scene, we are in a moutainous area he needs help getting through a narrow crevice first we go downward and then have to go up in order to get to where he has to place the dynamite, it means the dreamer has to go ahead of him, and when there, the dreamer secures his position then reaches down, and we grasp each other by the wrists, and the dreamer pull him up (stand-out tactile sensation) the equipment is the next thing that has to be lifted lifting the equipment up to where we are is definately needs two people if this guy knows his onions, and by now, the dreamer is convinced he does, there's going to be a fruitful payday the dreamer is thinking about what he's going to buy when the dream ends vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: prospecting (1+) colour (the colour of rock) 05032023 the name of the dreams: go for it - don't believe it a man best known for his involvement in the acquiring and restoration of antiquities diverges from his speciality and becomes an animal conservationist his first animal, and the reason for his surprising change of tac, is a gopher his first interview with the press seems suspiciously like a "photo op", and has him opening up his coat or jacket and revealing the head of the gopher we see the twitching nose and the prominent white front teeth peering up at us (stand-out visual) it would be a heartless person that didn't feel their emotions going out to the animal vividness: 2.7.8 - observer - the category of the dream: animals (20+) mammals (15+) gophers (1) colour (white - the teeth) another news item dream a daring robbery takes place in the heart of moscow a think-read dream that announces that a fully-fuelled and armed anti-tank carrier has been stolen while on exhibition after the initial disbelief has settled down the rumours begin the prominent one is that it's an exercise in how a news item can throw a nation into confusion vividness: 2.7.8 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read (18+) news flashes (1+) 04032023 the name of the dream: sunny day blues - the pervert the school the dreamer attends has over a thousand pupils it is a mix of girls and boys on one occassion two of us are showering after gym we are the only males who like a shower regardless of whether we need one the dreamer isn't a friend of the other male in the shower have seen him around though with a gleeful glint in his eyes he shows the dreamer how it's possible to alter the angle of the silver ceiling mirror so that it is possible to reflect the image of the girls in their shower room there is a girl taking a shower it isn't a toe to head refection just her torso she has her hair bundled at the back so as to not get it wet her hair is aubern-coloured she is wearing a bracelet, earings and what looks like a rubber indentification wrist-band the gir occassionaly turns around every now and then to be sure getting all her body gets wet we can see she hasn't got any tatoos or distinquising marks anywhere on her body not on her back or neck or arms or stomach, none at all her stomach isn't completely flat but has a little bulge toward the bottom the dreamer is trying to place her he thinks he might know who she is but she keeps moving her head around while she rubs the bar of soap over different parts her body and it's hard to get a good look at her face first she washes under her arms, then around her neck and then she lifts each breast and works up a lather under each of them before she changes the bar of soap from one hand to the other and does the same thing again she seems to spend an inordinate amount of time cleaning under her breasts... the teen who showed the dreamer how to angle the mirror has left the dream good riddance to perverts vividness: 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: perversion (3+) colour (silver, aubern, skin) go out for the day it's a sunny day was over cautious and decided to wear a blue jumper over a long-sleeved white shirt the shirt is baggy but no one will see it under the jumper get to mingling with the "in" crowd compared to them the dreamer is dressed in old-fashioned clothes the others tell me to ditch the jumper go along with the suggestion only to realise the shirt is a terrible fit the dreamer no longer "fits in" with the others one of them produces a short-sleeved t-shirt it's an improvement over the one the dreamer was wearing but it doesn't suit him the dreamer hears someone ask another person the dreamer's age her or his answer is much older than the age the dreamer is it makes the dreamer feel depressed the dream ends vividness: 2.7.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: clothes (5+) emotions (4+) colour (blue and white) 03032023 the name of the dreams: the blockage - the stuff read about, or was told or heard on the t.v. or grapevine about the effects of a herb or plant or mineral or an extract from a fish or bird or compound or... decided to give it a try bought a bottle of the green fluid back home, and before the dreamer gets around to trying it, some visitors come calling there are at least two of them, possibly three the latest sensation gets mentioned someone wants to see it fetch the bottle whatever it is, is dark green and swimming in a clear liquid (stand-out visual) hand it to one of the guys before it gets back to the dreamer, one of the guys opens the lid and gulps it down the dreamer says, "thanks very much it only cost a tenner" there is about a tablespoon of the liquid left the dreamer swigs it down as they get up to leave, one of them says something the proclamation contains the word... word omitted instantly the word is spoken, the dreamer becomes weightless and begins floating the dreamer now realises why the drink has mixed reviews, it only works on certain people it is unlikely that people will "cotton on" to the reason why it only affects certain individuals vividness: 2.7.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (5+) liquid (1+) colour (dark green) living in a highly advanced society just about everything can be done online, which is where the dreamer is at the start of this dream the dreamer is online because he wants to get information about how to clear a blockage in the sewage pipes the dreamer's sewage system connects to a bigger, shared-pipes complex, about ten metres from his home the pipes merge at about thirty degrees the pipes then go on to connect with more homes as the area the sewage system serves increases the dreamer is looking at a diagram on his computer screen (stand-out visual) the sewage system isn't so sophisticated it can pinpoint exactly where the blockage is, it can only suggest the most likely place the diagram on the screen chooses the initial first connection ten or so metres away it even shades in an area depicting the size of the blockage the instructions to remove the blockage are easy to follow the person confirms the location the confirmation sets the mechanics of the operation in motion we see a "pac-man blockage-remover" come onto the screen and follow its movement it gets to the junction selected the dreamer clicks on the shaded area we hear the explosion we go to the lavatory and flush the toilet we go back to the computer mission not accomplished the diagram is still showing a blockage not to worry the next step is to go through the procedure again the second attempt will be a bigger explosion it is guaranteed to clear all blockages known to man the dreamer begins to initiate the new procedure a bigger problem arises the dreamer can't apply pressure through his forefinger onto the mouse and get it to click no matter how hard he tries, the dreamer can't get the mouse to respond he wakes up notes 1 for the umpteenth time, the dreamer wakes up from the frustration of not being able to click the mouse in a dream the mouse responding on the first click but not on subsequent clicks is a common occurrence there's got to be a reason why this keeps happening vividness: 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: think-read (20+) sewage (2+) colour (various - nothing pronounced) 02032023 the name of the dream: to be entered 01032023 the name of the dream: personalised chat forums at the computer am scrolling through lists of the names of the people using the platform the platform enables people to type or speak their comments, messages etc. there is a strip for each user the beginning of the strip is where the user puts her or his identification and then they put their comment, titbit etc. note 1 at the beginning of the dream, it was easy to click the screen it gradually became harder to get a response by pressing the mouse vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: think-read (13+) computer-interaction (6+) colour () the name of the dream: singalong disturbed children find a way to reconnect with the big wide world a purely accidental discovery comes about when one severely affected child responds to the sound of the voice of a singer coming through open windows of the nearby domestic houses the radio show is a nationwide favourite in an era before the t.v. the dreamer is still trying to recall the first song that brought about the response from the ten-year-old the second one is still fresh in his memory - [audio recording 28022023] the first song was more in the vein of the banana boat song neither of the songs that the young boy responded to had musical instruments accompanying them the dream became externalised during the second song notes 1 we know laughter has therapeutic applications with certain conditions this dream may or may not have applications for "troubled" children no harm in trying vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: emotionally affected children (1) externalised dreams (8+) colour (no colour comes to mind) 27022023 the name of the dreams: an unexpected reaction - end of the line the dreamer and his girlfriend are at the train station there is a wire fence a few metres to our right that cuts across the track it is an end-of-the-line station we both have a suitcase the train pulls in it's doors open automatically we have to walk a few metres to get to the open door of the carriage the dreamer gets there first he plonks his beige-coloured suitcase down and turns around expecting to see his girlfriend but she's not there he peers around the open door of the train and can see she is still standing where we were when the train pulled in her suitcase is only a little one, it's not like her to expect me to treat her like she's royalty still, if she wants me to treat her like a lady, don't mind impressing her the dreamer goes to where she is, picks up her suitcase and say's, "c'mon" the dreamer starts to walk away, then stops his girlfriend hasn't moved he looks at her she says, "i don't want to go" the dreamer says something along the lines of..., "we'll talk about it on the train" again, she says, "i don't want to go" there are then four or five scenes of the dreamer trying to persuade her to get on the train every time the dreamer tries to get an explanation, all he get's is, "i don't want to go" it becomes obvious she's not going to budge the doors of the train close automatically the train starts pulling out the dreamer makes a futile effort to get on the train just about every important item the dreamer has is in his suitcase he thinks, and expects, that his suitcase will get pilfered he is irate he turns and looks at his girlfriend she says, "you can phone the next station" her voice is completely calm it makes the dreamer think she's been planning it but that doesn't make sense our relationship is a steady one there's nothing we kept from each other we have a "sister and brother" attitude towards each other it's like we've grown up together it's just not like her something is radically wrong between the loss of his most personal and precious things and his girlfriend's totally alien attitude, the dreamer starts crying his girlfriend tries to console him he says forcefully, "go away" he says it a few times vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships (45+) bernie (5+) end of relationships (1+) colour (beige) the name of the dream: an unexpected reaction on the holiday of a lifetime it is a fantasy/reality theme park one of its many themes is to share a minute or so in the same environment as a newly-discovered beast before it was discovered, the animal had the same status as the fabled abominable snowman or yeti or bigfoot it is a semi-aquatic animal the "adventurer", anyone who had the minerals to get near it, had to be unclothed a bit of a bother because the guide is a woman it was probably the idea of being in the same place at the same time as a naked woman that convinced the dreamer to "go for it" another prerequisite is to wear a snorkel-type device and diving gloggles so as to be able to breathe when the perspex tank, the size of a tennis court, is filled with a liquid the animal is used to in its natural surroundings the liquid is the consistency of watery single cream, not quite fluid enough to swim in the guide and the dreamer are "kitted up" and waiting for the fluid to be pumped into the see-through tank what the dreamer hadn't been prepared for was the pressure he would feel when liquid began filling the tank because the tank needed to hold thousands of cubic litres of the cream-coloured liquid it had to come into the tank under pressure (stand-out sight and sensation) the feeling of weight caused the dreamer to go into a state of mild claustrophobia the female guide was there and kept the dreamer calm the fright the dreamer experienced caused his "john thomas" to shrivel to the size of a worm out of the tank and back with his wife, the dreamer is being "ribbed" by his wife the female guide told his wife that the physical reaction to the experience is a normal reaction that didn't stop the wife from bringing it up in the company of complete strangers as is happening at the dream closes vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: theme-parks (1) colour (beige/white) 26022023 the name of the dream: what's going on? the dreamer has just go off the plane in amsterdam next scene, it's the dreamer's turn at passport control the passport is made of two small, slightly transparent pieces of paper he hands his passport to the checker it is about the size of a slice of bread of a 400-gram pre-sliced loaf of bread it can be folded as the man takes the passport from the dreamer something moves within the passport "what was that?", he exclaims with astonishment before the dreamer had time to say anything the youngish man got out of his seat and left the scene the dreamer knew what was coming the scene before the dream ended sees the man who first handled the passport is now accompanied by other members of officialdom and experienced passport control personnel who thought they had seen it all they want answers the dreamer says' "answers to what?" "what is in the passport?", they say the dreamer says, "let me see" they produce the passport but don't let the dreamer hold it the dreamer asks the man to hold it up to the light the official holds it up to the light we are waiting for something to move within the paper pages after about one second of dream-time, the dreamer begins looking at the men who suspect something the dreamer looks from man to man with a perplexed expression they begin looking at the passport and then looking at the dreamer then looking at the dreamer again and then looking at the paper passport they had all seen it with their own eyes they can't figure it out they can't figure it out because they don't know what the dreamer knows what is it that the dreamer knows that they don't? welcome to the mystical world within dream-time, and awake-time, of the weird and wonderful vividness: 2.7.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (5+) colour (see-through light-brown) 25022023 the name of the dream: sun and fortune the dreamer has just woken up he has had a drink and a thin "rollie" fifteen minutes after waking, he is wondering what to do he's done everything that was pressing over the last few days the harder he tries to think of something to do, the more convinced he is there's nothing to do so what to do? decide to get some hash from my contact out of town the problem with that is its sunday, and the bus schedules are all over the place might need three or four hours just to get there then there's no guarantee he'll be in then it occurred that one of the neighbours could take me there were two or three people with cars a forty or fifty-pound inducement would suffice left the house it is a lovely sunny day (stand-out visual) the first person the dreamer sees with a car is a "newbie" to the area hadn't really got to know him he is about twenty-metres away we get to chatting didn't launch into asking him straight away when the dreamer did ask him and threw in the forty or fifty-pound "sweetener" he wasn't persuaded at that moment all he was really interested in was going for a drink he considered the money and weighed it off against getting a drink he didn't want to go to the pub on his own, but neither did he want to wait for half an hour to get to the pub another man enters the dream the two men begin talking to each other the topic of their conversation is a tenant that just moved out it was a woman she left a whole load of items she didn't want anymore they told the dreamer who it was when he asked the dreamer goes to the newly-vacated house there was a treasure trove of goodies the two men had already taken some of the things the dreamer looked in places the two men hadn't, and he found the best of her "throw-aways" it would take all day to appraise them the dreamer has a distant memory of being bored vividness: 2.8.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unexpected windfalls (8+) household items and keepsakes (1+) colour (all colours associated with a sunny day and sparkling glass and shiny metals) 24022023 the name of the dream: a double whammy an outrageous deceit is brought to light a rigged election is the basis for the people who rigged it to win huge amounts of money it is the equivalent of sending troops to kill people and charging them for doing it note 1 the dream is the result of thinking about the way people are being manipulated by devolving beings the irony of life is that it can only be lived to its fullest with an unbiased view toward all people while even when it is in an environment that has people in it who want to destroy life - see " The Mistake " vividness: 2.7.1 - observer - the category of the dream: injustices (10+) voting (1+) 23022023 the name of the dream: softer than softly, a.k.a. a woman's dream we are sharing the sofa we are both wearing dressing gowns the t.v. is on you are lying on your back on the sofa the sofa isn't quite deep enough for both of us to be lying side-by-side on our backs your partner can only rest three-quarters of his back you want me to be comfortable i am "in the mood" i take your hand and move it to my groin placing it around me your gown is open to below her waist while you are "holding" me i turn further onto my right, put my right arm under your head and your head rests in the crook of my elbow with my weight on my elbow we kiss during the long kiss, you break and ask quizzically, "it's got smaller" i want to tell you, "it's because i'm thinking of you, not of me" we kiss again i place my right arm under your head so your neck is resting in the crook of my arm my hand reaches your right breast and i begin moulding your breast to fit into my hand i can't remember your breast feeling so big and soft as it is at this moment my fingers come into contact with your nipple your nipple also has a softness that is even more responsive to my touch than your breast i break from the kiss to look at your nipple your nipple is also bigger than i remember it your nipple is also flushed and swollen it is a shade of red i have never seen before (stand-out visual) i want to feel your nipple between my lips i begin to reposition myself you sense what it is i am going to do you say in a voice that is even softer than your nipple and in a tone that is surrendering to the coming pleasure, "softly" then again as my lips are about to make contact with your nipple you whisper, "softly" notes 1 it wasn't until he woke up and was thinking about the dream that the writer realised that the girl could be pregnant and was waiting for the right time to tell him notes 2 it is thought that the reason you-know-who, having "been there, done that" in every conceivable situation, be it male or female has timed this dream to occur on this day he has put this dream into the here and now to soften the current circumstances women need to know that men are capable of constructing more pleasure than pain notes 3 the tenderness in this dream has more sensitivity than any awake-time memory in similar circumstances notes 4 the closest the writer came to producing extremes in pleasure (fainting with pleasure) was thirteen years ago the writer, applying the obvious, took the girl being referred to the greatest levels of pleasure she had known circumstances forced us apart the girl did come to see the writer where he lives now four or five years ago but by the time the writer got to the door girl had left if the girl who came to see me reads this please call again we have work to do vividness: 2.7.3 - observer - the category of the dream: timed to occur (4+) intimate experiences from a woman's view (1) colour (blood red) 22022023 the name of the dreams: "where's the champagne?" - altercation a one-scene dream about a submarine that discovers an oyster bed vividness: 2.7.3 - observer - the category of the dream: underwater (3+) submarine (2+) oysters (1+) colour (brown) three members o the immediate family, mother, sister and eldest brother, don't see eye to eye in a three-bedroomed house, two people have to share a bedroom it makes the most sense to the dreamer that women are more suited to sharing a bedroom than males the women disagree, brother says nothing the last hope the dreamer has is to concede the women have the biggest bedroom no one is budging the dreamer decides to find somewhere else to live vividness: 2.6.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family (8+) accommodation (1+) colour (faded orange) 21022023 the name of the dreams: at the opera house - two men and a woman - the name of the montage: in the doghouse we are level with a man who is watching a stage play from the "royal box" we, the observers, are the film-crew we are to his right he is the guest of honour and knows he is being filmed he is making faces at different parts of the play as they are happening he is commentating by facial expression he is doing a great job of it he doesn't know it, but his wife, one of the actresses in the play, is in on a set-up meant to leave him speechless the man being set up is eric sykes the best expressions come from his natural expressions and responses as, little by little, bits of his life are incorporated into the play he slowly starts leaning forward as one titbit after another triggers memories the script and actors are magnificently subtle, he has "fell" for it hook, line and sinker he becomes incredulous and is genuinely taken aback playing to our film crew is no longer important to him he will have "real" facial expressions to look back on after tonight vividness: 2.7.14 - observer - the category of the dream: celebrities (7+) eric sykes (1) colour (face colour - s shade of cream) x-dream this x-dream also had a humorous theme vividness: 2.7.1 - observer - the category of the montage: a one-scene montage - https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt a dog about the size of a jack russell enters the montage from the bottom of the scene the dog goes through a door at the bottom of a metre-high dolls house at the back of the small room the dog re-appears almost immediately through a window flap above the door the dog is wearing clothes and a hat end of montage vividness: 2.7.1 - observer - the category of the montage: animals (1+) mammals (dogs) jack russells (2+) colours (brown and sandy) 20022023 the name of the dream: spaceship slingshot we are on-board spaceship slingshot a hardy and sturdy crew of males are doing the heavy work of maintaining a slow increase in the tension in the stretch of a rubber rope to a point that will enable them to release the energy and propel them a little faster they aren't on a mission the desire to maintain a self-sustaining habitation in space is their goal it is the camaraderie and commitment that gives the endeavour its momentum a shared single-mindedness defines their unity of purpose "what is life if it can't be fulfilling at the extremes of survivability" it has an "open-plan" interior its innards look like the interior of an immense empty hull the size of an oil tanker the biggest fixture is a long metal tube the metal tube runs from end to end of the hull, or at least it looks like it does the tube is as big as an underground subway sparks are coming from welding equipment in two or three places along its length they are building the ship and adapting "as they go" vividness: 2.6.3 - observer - the category of the dream: outer space habitation (1+) colour (shadowy-red) 19022023 the name of the dream: animal parade a cat is the first animal to enter the dream it came through a metre-high bush, the stems are like bamboo plants the cat is oozing confidence at varying lapses of time, it is followed by four other different animals, a mouse, a bird and a small parrot or cockatiel and a juguar alas, the writer deleted the voice memo of the dream by mistak and had to rely on his memory of the dream five hours later vividness: 2 - observer - the category of the dream: animals (15+) cat, bird, mouse, jaguar 18022023 the name of the dreams: x-dream - the professional mother x-dream vividness: 2.7.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream (20+) colour (red/pink) it isn't clear if the woman looking aafter the two babies and a child is the mother of the children or the mother of one or two of the youngsters or if she is mother to any of them what is clear is she is ahead of and has anticipatory instincts of their needs there are four captivating scenes the first one is of the two babies they look about twelve months they are lying on their backs they begin crying for food in the next scene, they both have milk bottles in their mouths they are lying facing each other they are breathing in unison not just breathing in unison but the amount of milk in both bottles lowers at the same amount as they suck the milk in on their in-breath and then the milk settles to the same level as air gets back into the bottle the next two scenes are of the girl toddler the girl looks about three years she is sitting in a push-chair in a flash, she is standing up and cheering she has learnt that the best way to get attention is to emulate those times when she has seen adults in their best mood, jumping up and out of their seats when their team scores a goal or wins a point in whatever competition they are watching it is a perfect rendition of how adults react vividness: 2.7.2/3 - observer - the category of the dream: mother and babies/toddlers (4+) colour (white) 17022023 the name of the dream: anne of the rowley's for a one-scene dream, there's a lot of detail a court case is ongoing one of the girls of the rowley's has been accosted the dreamer is the villain of the piece he isn't the one charged with the crime the rancour towards him is because he didn't accept her advances when they first met at her house if he had responded to her she wouldn't have started a relationship with the male who had done her a mischief there are about a dozen witnesses we are in a waiting room the dreamer is the last person to arrive as a witness there are no seats in the waiting room there are "stubb" coat hangers along two walls of the room each of the coat hangers has a white plastic bag hanging from it (stand-out visual) the dreamer enters the room, points to the bags and asks, "are they in the order we are called?" no-one responds to his question all he gets is icy stares one male shows compassionate initiative and begins a conversation with the dreamer the male is suggesting that after the trial has finished the dreamer takes anne out and comforts her the dreamer agrees the dream ends satisfactorily vividness: 2.7.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: courtrooms (2+) neighbours (2/3+) the rowley's (2/3+) colour (white) 16022023 the name of the dream: intrusion was woken by the sounds of thumps and knocks coming from under the bed shortly, the sounds of knocks and thumps are replaced by the sound of sawing there was no mistaking the location of the sound could feel the vibrations coming through the bed it persisted lay there trying to make sense of it then it dawned on the dreamer what's happening people are trying to kidnap him the sawing stopped, then began again the dreamer said, "if you don't stop, i'm going to report you" (this sentence was externalised) the sawing stopped the dreamer heard two people whispering the dream was taking place in the last place the writer lived started trying to make sense of why they were coming through the floor to get to me wouldn't it have made more sense to pick the lock of the front door? that had its drawbacks though they would be visible to a dozen or more houses someone might see them that would explain why they were coming through the floor that didn't make sense though the flat the dreamer lived in, and is where he thinks he is, is on the first floor of a block of flats beneath his flat, there is a thoroughfare for pedestrians to get to the dreamer, they would need ladders and scaffolding the dreamer sees a thirty-centimetre square piece of wood pushed up and out from the floor near the end of the bed a black cat appears from the hole in the floor (stand-out visual) the cat meows the dreamer realises he's not living where he used to live but where he is living now now things aren't making any sense whatsoever the building where he now lives has a concrete foundation they would need a pneumatic concrete drill his bed is made of metal there is a t.v. at the bottom of the bed the dreamer is waking up to his surroundings vividness: 2.6.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (5+) cats (1+) sawing (1) colour (black) the name of the dream: for sale the dreamer is in the moving business he is moving to new premises and changing his home the equivalent of two housefuls of items have to be moved confusion reigns he accumulated so many items over the years he can't remember which of the items are his and which things were bought from people his insurance only covers items that belong to him that, in turn, means proving his ownership with receipts the filing system became less and less detailed over time, and he is unable to show receipts for most of the items it comes to light that pilfering has been going on reorganising everything is going to take forever does anybody want to buy a lorry-full of household goods? vividness: 2.6.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business (4+) second-hand goods (1+) no distinct colour 15022023 the name of the dreams: the dreamer - best kiss - the smile - farm life living and working as a farmer the farm is mostly vegetables the exception is the three cows and three collie dogs at its furthest parts, the grounds extend about five-hundred metres the grounds aren't fenced off anywhere we can see the cows seem to know where the boundaries they never stray in one scene the dreamer is playing with the dogs there is snow on the ground the dogs are chasing the dreamer every so often he throws a piece of cloth onto the ground and one of the collies picks it up and takes it back to the house and comes straight back into the "game" vividness: 2.7.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: farm dreams (1+) colour (white) this dream opens up in vivid colour a girl of about nineteen walks into our vision she is wearing a thin shoulder-to-ankle dress the dress is white with a red butterfly-sized pattern she is deliberately walking slow her deliberate slow-walking is to avoid looking ungainly her ungainliness will be revealed if she walks at too fast a pace the reason being, she is about two metres tall and weighs around sixteen stones it is not muscle weight her outstanding feature is her face and it fills the sense of sight with a different, striking experience her smile is grace and confidence her eyes are slightly slit-shaped she has a smile and poise that we only see in dreams the skin on her face is the colour of pastel-rouge while the skin of her neck and down to where her bosom starts is pastel pink/white we don't see any teeth smiles at any point her hair is white blonde there are three or four scenes of her moving from one part of the room to another we don't look her up and down we can't take our eyes off that smile in the final scene, we see a pic of her as a young teen before she blossomed talk about going from caterpillar to butterfly amazing notes 1 haven't begun to consider the way we look in heaven it's probably the sensations of touch and movements that fill our senses vividness: 2.8.2 - observer - the category of the dream: exceptional attractiveness in women's faces (4+) the colour of the dream: (pastel red and pastel pink) in a pub the interior has a "ye olde world" style there are about eighteen people in it of the eighteen, there is a group of four or five men in their early thirties sitting against the wall to the right he is sitting at the bar minding his own two luscious twenty-year-olds come to where the dreamer is sitting to order their drink the dreamer inadvertently becomes a "rival" to the group of men the men are attentive when they see the dreamer talking to the girls, they make demeaning remarks just loud enough for him o hear them the dreamer is not worried one of the girls says, "how old do you think we are?" it is obvious the girl is the elder of the two and wants confirmation that they both look the same age the dreamer says, "there's only one way to tell which of you is older" the girls are waiting for the "judgement" and waiting... with the cheekiest of smiles on his face, the dreamer purses his lips and put his forefinger to his mouth the youngest girl "goes" first the kiss lasts for two or three seconds with the second girl, the dreamer makes a meal of it (stand-out tactile sensation) the prolonged kiss is to give the impression that he finds her kiss more enjoyable, which he did, and to lessen the feeling of not looking as young as her friend after the kissing test is over, the dreamer points to the eldest girl and says, "you're twenty-one" and to the youngest, he says, "you're nineteen" it was a guess based on experience the girls are impressed, it turns out it is right vividness: 2.84 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: kissing dream (11+) pubs (1+) colour (blue (the colour of the eldest girl's dress) thought i was a puppet i wasn't what i seem someone should have told me "you're living in a dream" notes 1 will try to get into the habit of giving the main colour in a dream notes 2 there were two more dreams in this period of r.e.m. vividness: 2.7.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: write-read (2+) poem (1) self (1) orange (8+) 14022023 the name of the dream: where you going? early evening the dreamer is in his best clothes he is heading for the centre of town he is at that part of town that separates the inner from the outer of the city there is a maze of pedestrian walkways there are two different levels the walkway the dreamer wants veers down and around to the right as he begins to walk along it a voice says, "where you going?" the voice is a girl she is with another girl the other girl is with a man they, like the dreamer, are "dressed to the nines" the dreamer is quick to reply, "it depends on where you're going" they have a bit of a confab a slightly stocky man with an eastern european accent says, "do you want to come?" before the dreamer can answer he says, "come, come with us" the threesome is now a foursome the dreamer is "hooked up" with the younger and better-looking of the two girls so far, so good in the next scene, we are at the entrance to a restaurant there are two sets of doors we pass through the first doors we can now see inside the restaurant the restaurant has subdued lighting and a plush interior (stand-out visual) this going to be "pricy" the other girl and man go through the second set of doors no sooner have we stepped through the second set of doors and into the restaurant proper when an imposingly tall female holding a clipboard steps in front of us in a voice that is devoid of compromise, she says, "we're closed" stunned into silence the dreamer says to the girl he is with, "where do you want to go?" vividness: 2.7.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: first dates (3+) unfulfilled expectations (2+) 13022023 the name of the dream: big momma the beginning of this dream is a bit vague yet another "massage" dream there is s sense of intimidation running through this three-scene dream there is a big girl let me re-phrase that, there is a BIG girl it wasn't so much a case of the dreamer offering to massage her back it was more a matter of her putting her back in front of the dreamer, pulling up the back of her clothing so that the vast bulk of her vast back was in his face in a standing position, she leant forward slightly and waited expectantly it became a massage for her and a "work-out" for the dreamer for reasons that are not clear, the dreamer is little more than a prop in the larger scheme of things within this dream what should have been a semi-sensuous experience becomes a chore perhaps the unremembered start of the dream holds the key it was something to do with money vividness: 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: male to female massages (2+) 12022023 the name of the dream: intricacies of evolution this dream gives an insight into how love/life separates the living from the dead on an undulation-by-undulation basis imagine a microchip the size of the earth visualise a single pulse of electricity moving at the speed of light through the circuits notice how the energy is steered into one part of the circuit but not another the same thing is happening at the macro-level the dream starts with the dreamer observing the concerns of a group of four or five people coordinating their efforts to bring about a small change in the local environment the effect the group of people are trying to stimulate will enlighten people about the workings of the dead in their manipulation of information the people are gathered in a living-room they are waiting for the news to come on when the news does come on, it doesn't mention the event they are expecting something has gone wrong the scene changes we see a pair of hands moulding a substance the substance is grey and is malleable it looks like putty the putty is being moulded around what looks to be an electric junction the electric junction is the size of a fist as the putty-like substance is being manipulated, small sparks are jumping out from the putty they emit a crackling sound somehow, the putty-like substance is disrupting the flow of electricity the news item will be seen by everyone other than the people in the living-room it is a blow to them, but it is a success for others the impression is, the small group of people are ordinary people who are trying to introduce a small but meaningful change they think they have failed they haven't it spurs them on to try something else and if it is successful, it will produce an even greater victory for love/life than the failed attempt did note 1 it will take quite a bit of effort to appreciate just how precise love/life has to be at the macro-level, as it separates two thrusts of life away from each other this dream was brought about while thinking about the intricacies of the mechanism that chooses one spermatozoon over another if you can, find a calculator online that can do the permutation for 500,000,000 individual sperm and the million oocytes (eggs) the calculator the writer used couldn't get anywhere near it the greatest value it could give is 3.4879234532734E+3238 - https://keisan.casio.com/exec/system/1223622949 that's thirty-two googols notes 2 the word egg is being replaced by the word "preg" - https://www.endic.at/P/PREG/preg%20basic%206th%20december%202008.html vividness: 2.6.7 - observer - the category of the dream: evolution/devolution (2+) 11022023 the name of the dreams: foiled - up yours at the bus stop on a steeply inclined road on a clear day (it could be the road outside where the writer lives) an attractive young girl of seventeen or so is walking casually down a declining road toward the bus stop on the other side of the road the girl gives off an air of assuredness and naivety she's as innocent as the day is long a tallish male is walking a few metres behind her he, like the dreamer, knows that if the girl is spoken to openly and with a little enthusiasm, the girl will respond the stalker says something about the clouds in the sky the girl stops and turns to see who has spoken this guy might just be able to "snare" her if he treads carefully the dreamer "heads him off" by saying, "the clouds would be a good place to play hide-and-seek" the girl looks across at the dreamer she is smiling the predator reacts childishly by saying, "i was talking to her" the dreamer ignores him and says something else to the girl the dreamer is winning her over there's no mistaking the hatred on his face he is plotting his revenge the "revenge" comes in the next scene the dreamer is at the same bus-stop a bulky male of about five-feet-seven inches and wearing a bob hat with the fold high on his forehead he is wearing fatigues the dreamer expected a "backlash" but wasn't sure in what form it would take the guy in the fatigues is on the other side of the road and steps onto the road all the while his gaze is fixed on his "target" the dissuader glances over his shoulder for traffic as he is crossing the road every time he looks over his shoulder, the dreamer takes a couple of steps away from him the bulky guy realises he has lost the element of surprise the dreamer keeps the distance between us at six metres the "avenger" could easily take the dreamer apart of that the dreamer is sure now though, the dreamer has a good description of him and the advantage of a head start on top of which, he won't know that the dreamer was the first leg of the school 4 x 100-metre relay team there is no way he will be able to catch the dreamer if he tries to get to him, he is just too bulky vividness: 2.7 to 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: covetousness (1+) women (12+) at the end of this dream, there is a two-scene dream it was two close-up scenes of males engaged in sodomy all we see is about ten centimetres on either side and the top and bottom of the anal orifice and the male inserting and withdrawing his penis the vividness made it doubly gross notes 1 there are people alive today who can remember when sodomy was illegal it was/is the bribing of public officials who vote to pass laws that have sold us out led principally by the conservative party how easy it is for the jews to drag you down with them notes 2 the second dream is the direct result of stray thoughts - https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt vividness: 2.7 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: jealousy (2+) sodomy (2+) 10022023 the name of the dream: the dreamer is friendly with some of the personnel of a film company he has an idea for a film he asks a director or producer if it's possible to direct a film the director wants to know why he wants to do it and if he thinks he can do it the dreamer is all gush and enthusiasm and feels confident on both points the executives give the go-ahead the dreamer wants the little guy who played alongside robert de nero in a couple of films to take a lead part the fella that played alongside robert de niro isn't happy about one of the scenes in the film the issue becomes personal the little guy attacks the dreamer the dreamer resorts to fighting dirty when the small guy gets within kicking range the dreamer kicks into his groin it takes four kicks for one of the kicks to "connect" before the small fella' crumples to the floor in one scene the dreamer does some of the acting the scene is set in a bar the dreamer wants a steady beat for the entire scene the only way he can express the beat is to tap it out on the bar the producer listens for a bit and then nods as he "gets" what it is the dreamer is asking for vividness: 2.7 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: celebrities (8+) 10022023 the name of the dream: the wanna be film maker the dreamer is friendly with some of the personnel of a film company he has an idea for a film he asks a director or producer if it's possible to direct a film the director wants to know why he wants to do it and if he thinks he can do it the dreamer is all gush and enthusiasm and feels confident on both points the executives give the go-ahead the dreamer wants the little guy who played alongside robert de nero in a couple of films to take a lead part the fella that played alongside robert de niro isn't happy about one of the scenes in the film the issue becomes personal the little guy attacks the dreamer the dreamer resorts to fighting dirty when the small guy gets within kicking range the dreamer kicks into his groin it takes four kicks for one of the kicks to "connect" and the small fella crumples to the floor the dreamer does some of the acting in one scene the scene is set in a bar the dreamer wants a steady beat for the entire scene the only way he can express the beat is to tap it out on the bar the producer listens for a bit and then nods as he "gets" what it is the dreamer is asking for vividness: 2.7 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: celebrities (8+) 09022023 the name of the dream: talk about a mix-up the dreamer woke up to the sound of his own voice three different times during this dream in the dream, the dreamer has reunited with an old friend during our conversation, he asks the dreamer about his love life the dreamer begins telling him about his latest relationship in the dream, a relationship with two girls happened just a couple of days before as the dreamer begins going into details, the memory of the details becomes intertwined with other scenes from a recent dream with two girls as he tries to separate the scenes from the recent dream to the ongoing dream, the dreamer trys to explain to steve why he is getting muddled up "i'll have to check my diary", the dreamer says while trying to do the impossible, the dreamer is giving steve a running commentary of what he's doing "the problem steve, is that to check my diary, i'll have to put the phone down - it may take a while to do it" steve doesn't reply the dreamer takes that as an "i'll wait" again, the impossible presents itself, it means becoming fully conscious and going to the computer it is at this point the dreamer wakes up to hear himself saying something along the lines of... "will check it out and tell you" notes 1 it has been mentioned before but never has it been more appropriate than on this occasion that love/life answers or gives us an insight into the most vital aspect of our being (souls) is to be found tucked away in plain sight in our dreams the oh, so subtle nature of love/life can package vast amounts of information into the most complicated thing in the universe, our brains (did you know that the brain is re-ordering entropy faster than the universe is disordering it?) that the entire purpose of evolution, from our bacterial origins to the still-evolving man-shaped being, is still in its infancy there is no doubt in the writer's mind that the speeding up of our transition to beings of pure energy of a type yet to be understood is increasing exponentially so much so that our evolution from four-legged beings to pure energy beings takes approximately the same time as it took us to go from little rat-shaped animals to where we now still unable to say for sure if the evidence we have (insert url for ? girl) of the things we see d-man doing is the same type of energy we eventually become perhaps the shape of the soul itself is in a state of evolution one thing is for sure, by the time you-know-who is with us in 5,000,000,000 years we will have to be able to take on linear form vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: friends (20+) steve (5+) externalised dreams (20+) 09022023 the name of the dream: who is this girl? the dreamer is sitting on the left arm of an armchair sitting in the armchair is a girl the dreamer has his arm around her shoulders he gently presses his hand against the side of her face, turning her face around and up the girl's eyes stay fixed as she turns her face to the right and up in readiness to receive a kiss in those few moments before our lips meet, the dreamer is trying to "place" the girl what's her name? where did we meet? when did we meet? after we kiss, the dreamer realises who she is the girl is every girl he has ever kissed the girl is every girl he has or will ever kiss the girl is the past, the present and the future of every kiss in that place beyond where our mortal bodies cannot exist, she will be there, and we will know we have always known each other in that endless playground we will play and kiss and know bliss vividness: 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: eternal relationships (1+) 08022023 the name of the dream: deleting music files at the computer sifting out files no longer needed came across an old black-and-white clip of the rolling stones it didn't show them in a good light, so the dreamer deleted it didn't need to delete anything from the beatles folder there were two versions of the same song by the hollies removed one notes 1 this dream has a "first" in it the dream had colour and black and white scenes vividness: 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computer files (12+) music (1+) colour and black and white scenes (1) 07022023 the name of the dream: unnamed accuser the dream is set at the dreamer's home we are in the kitchen ab explosion occurs think it may be the microwave that's the only thing that could cause an explosion but we don't know for sure it could be a gas mains fault it causes hundreds of little spots to cover the walls and ceiling in the next scene, we are still in the kitchen there are three new people in the dream two women and a man they are social workers or council officials they have received information that the dreamer is not a fit person to be looking after someone it isn't known in the dream who the person is that the dreamer is caring for it becomes clear to the dreamer they intend to take the person into their care in the next scene, a fourth person has joined the dream he is security the situation might get out of hand when the dreamer presses them for information about what it is that has caused them to be here in the first place, they say nothing they're not at liberty to reveal sources it's becoming clearer by the minute "someone" has manipulated the social services into acting on false information it's easy to get the "machinery" to do want you to want it to do if you know what to say and who to say it to the dreamer is keeping his emotions under control but only just he will have to let things run their course, and his accusers will have to appear in court vividness: 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: domestic interference (2+) 06022023 the name of the dream: moms know best imagine a domestic scene two twenty-year-olds they are in the living room she is sitting in a single armchair the girl is doing something with her hands the male is reclining across the sofa, watching the t.v the relative tranquillity is broken with a single burst of a baby's cry the girl looks at her husband with a bit of reluctance, he gets up and makes his way to the baby's room he returns with the baby in the next scene and hands the baby to her mom the mom gives him a sharp look dad takes the baby out of her arms the baby lets out another sharp, short cry mom takes the baby from him the baby immediately becomes quiet there are then three scenes as the baby gradually goes from being fully awake to closing her eyes, relaxing into a comfortable position, and her face changes back to being fully asleep there are another two or three scenes as we see mom adjusting the baby's clothing, repositioning the baby and her hand stroking and touching the baby's cheek the baby's mom, her complexion is exceptionally smooth, almost glistening, is young, but she has the instincts born of generations past and knows exactly what the baby needs the father is third in the family hierarchy vividness: 2.7.9 - observer - the category of the dream: domestic (4+) parents and babies (3+) 06022023 the name of the dream: the joys of walking have been on a long walk it was a long and enjoyable walk must have spoken to four people with dogs it seems like everyone is a dog-lover now we are on the outskirts of the city and heading homeward the walk is coming to its end off in the distance, there is a supermarket as we get nearer, the details become clearer the supermarket is closed there is someone under the overhang of the entrance it is a homeless person she is laid out on a bench she is partly in her sleeping bag when the dreamer is next to her, he sees her dog the dog is skinny with long matted black hair it needs a bath the girl explains her situation the dreamer gives her a couple of pounds she is genuinely appreciative the dreamer says his farewells and begins the "home stretch" within ten minutes, he will be back home vividness: 2.4.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: walks (3+) 05022023 the name of the dream: it is early evening, and starting to get dark the dreamer is babysitting his sister's daughter we outside where she lives it is near a curved t-junction a lapse of concentration of a second or two by the dreamer is all the time an active seven-year-old needs to get into danger in the next scene, the youngster, mandy, is chasing a pelican-sized bird the bird, of course, has less "road sense" than a seven-year-old all the bird knows is, something twice its size is trying to catch her/him it makes a "run for it" that takes it into the road as the dreamer makes haste to get to her, a car comes out of nowhere it gets too close for comfort to the girl the dreamer is still a good ten metres away from where she is time enough for another vehicle to come out of the blue the dreamer is calling out to her for the child, that means the "chase is on" fortunately, the pelican-sized bird sees the dreamer as an ally and moves towards him the child follows the bird and is now out of danger the end of the dream is a two-scene finale mandy has hold of the tips of the bird's wings and is pulling them outward the then bird seeks "shelter" from the child and nestles itself between and across the feet of the dreamer its wings are spread, we can no longer see the dreamer's feet vividness: 2.4.5 - observer - the category of the dream: children and birds (1+) mandy (1) animals (10+) dinosaurs (7+) 04022023 the name of the dream: wedding-day chaos it is the morning of a wedding the tone of the dream was set the night before that was when the friends of the groom gave him a "send-off" he would remember in other words, get him "legless" we don't see the bride or the groom in this dream what we do see is a steady stream of young men walking with varying degrees of imbalance as they enter the room the dreamer and three or four other people slept and head for the clothes along with the reduced ability to walk steadily is the reduced ability of co-ordination between thinking and doing sizeable amounts of alcohol are still coursing through their veins most of the friends of the groom slept upstairs, two or three of us slept downstairs the dreamer is one of those who slept downstairs the room we slept in is also the changing room there is an alcove that has fifteen or more hangers with suits, shirts and trousers in it all it takes for things to go "pear-shaped" is for someone to get into the wrong jacket, suit or trousers that's exactly what happened someone puts on the wrong trousers from there on in, it is pandemonium the dreamer isn't the best friend of the groom, nor is he especially friendly with the groom the dreamer is invited because he is a friend of one of the groom's close friends and will take lots of informal photos you would be right to think he is at the bottom of the ladder in terms of being a friend of the groom the last thing he should be doing is telling people to do anything when the "scramble", and the word scramble perfectly describes the getting dressed scenes, it was like a sales rush at a superstore you had to be there to appreciate the melee between a dozen men pushing, pulling and snatching for clothes someone has taken the dreamer's dress trousers the trousers that were left looked like windsails when the dreamer tried them on all the dreamer had to wear was the casual trousers he had arrived in the worst of it is, the trousers are beige-cloured his shirt is white, his jacket is dark there was no way the dreamer was going go into the church ceremony in an outfit like that the dreamer is pondering his lot when the dream ends vividness: 2.6.5 - observer - the category of the dream: weddings (3+) 03022023 the name of the montage: faces a sequence of female and male faces each face lasted for three to four seconds of awake-time there were three or four faces that looked familiar only one face was distinctly recognisable, john hurt the actor the expressions either started with a relaxed face and became expressive or started expressively and became unexpressive the stand-out expressions were humour, quizzical, concerned and playful it was a fun guessing game to predict what each face that began without expression would eventually become (panel game?) didn't guess any of them correctly they were more or less equally vivid 2.83 to 2.85 remember, that 2.9 is as high a vividness rating can go before it becomes 3D - see dream 03052021 the lowest rating is .1 (see dream 19112014) is it possible to die in a dream? see https://www.syfy.com/syfy-wire/die-in-dream-real-life-true-false-nightmare-elm-street vividness: 2.7 to 2.8.2 - observer - the category of the montage: expressive faces (1+) 02022023 the name of the dreams: the danceless disco - the enraged man - the plump theresa or the normal caz at a dance with a friend we have just entered and are walking towards a spot where we can see what's going on, the dreamer is aware that his friend is getting all the attention the friend said something to someone or it may have been said to the dreamer a girl standing nearby made a demeaning remark the friend said something back to the girl she replied, "you're so right" and said to the d.j., "play something by afrinel poncho" the music had a light-classical music feel to it there is a quiet pause with no music or voices but then it picks up again the dreamer gets the feeling he and his friend are out of place there the dreamer wanders off when he gets back there are two or three coins stacked in a pile it was enough to get a drink his friend had left it there the bartender asked the dreamer what he wants, and he said, "a small coke" the scene changes the dreamer is walking in a private estate not sure what he is doing there his friend keeps dropping in and out of the dream in another scene, the dreamer is walking along the pavement the houses are of the type that when a person steps out of the house they are standing on the pavement as the dreamer passes one house the window is open he can hear a heated argument he looks in a man with a ruddy complexion is having a "go" at someone he turns and looks at the dreamer the dreamer says to the man something along the lines of..., "every time a person becomes angry the emotion becomes more firmly embedded into the person's character" the sentiment gets through to the man he nods to the dreamer and stops being angry the theme and scene of the dream change the dreamer and theresa are naked the theresa in the dream is not the slim theresa the dreamer knew as a child or when we were adults this theresa is plump come to think of it, the girl in this dream may be caz theresa/caz is sitting on a ledge her position enables coitus to take place not sure if we are conjoined or not what the dreamer is aware of is massaging caz's/theresa's back using all of his forearms, the thenar eminence, the lower-middle thenar and the hypothenar eminence of both hands, and very nearly all his strength, to massage outward from the middle of her back to her hips (stand-out visual and tactile 8.2) the dreamer can feel her relaxing every time he takes the pressure off her back she say's, "i love it when you massage my back" vividness: 2.7 to 2.8.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: disco's (5+) strong, wrong emotions (10+) nudity without x (2+) 01022023 the name of the dream: the ultimate message board this message board had some handy features the messages are in orange and red rectangular boxes the format was a two-tier, ticker-tape format that scrolled from left to right and could be freeze-framed, slowed and rewound the most amazing feature was that it only played messages that had content related to the user thirty seconds of dream-time think-reading produced a balance of praise and critisism note 1 this is a "back-up" dream from late 2022 a back-up dream is used for a variety of reasons we can go into sometime vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: think-read (10) message boards (1) 31012023 the name of the dream: not on your nelly due to developments in other fields of science and technology someone can define distance more accurately it turns out that there is a difference of a couple of metres between one airport and another more specifically, it is the distance between london and bristol a couple of metres might not seem a lot but when satellites are involved pinpoint precision makes a huge difference a "dummy" run is organised and the dreamer is one of those selected for the test a "whisper" begins circulating there are risks the dream takes on a hazardous "vibe" the dreamer is being put under pressure to risk his life if someone thinks the dreamer is going to risk his life to test something, that person is going to be disappointed the dream ends with threats of unemployment if it comes to that the dreamer's wife will understand vividness: 2.81 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unnecessary risks (2+) 30012023 the name of the dream: frustration there was a dream before this one, but it was forgotten as the writer decided to give the dream below full exposure the naked truth is the overwhelming desire to expand takes first place on the list of priorities there are no faces in this dream what there is are two people, a male and a female, with the "hots" for each other the girl or lady or woman is revealing her genitalia to the male the dreamer, being a more-life-maniac, jumps to "attention" with the subtlety of a mad bull, he begins to discard those clothes getting in the way of his objective before he gets his clothes off, the dreamer reaches down and feels the warm, moist and soft texture of her vagina he becomes the proverbial "bull at the gate" his feelings take over his common sense he can't co-ordinate the movements to unhinge the latch on his belt because his mind is ninety-nine point nine per cent focused on getting "in her" the more he tries to unhinge the latch on the belt, the more the frustration becomes the frustration builds and builds the dreamer forgets about the subtlety needed to unhinge the latch on the belt and starts using brute force to pull the trouser down the dreamer wakes up tugging at his pyjama bottoms halfway down his thighs notes 1 the eagerness for conjoinment in this dream is more powerful than any awake-time circumstances that can be remembered in awake-time this dream re-affirms the conviction that the dream-time conscious will be the dominant conscious state as a requirement to enact straight-line-action many, if not most, women and men have had that irrepressible urge to conjoin you can begin acclimatising yourself to the fact that an intensifying state of pleasure accompanies merely being what happens when we touch each other is left to your imagination what happens when a three-dimensional being is inside a four-dimensional being is beyond anything we can imagine also, bear in mind that there are more dimensions than there are stars in the sky let your mind run free there are endless dimensions in infinity vividness: 2.81 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: pre-conjoinment feelings (3+) 29012023 the name of the dream: hot money - no, to sweet treats the girlfriend of a male friend popped in to say hello she had her seven-year-old daughter with her took the dughter into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to let her see if there was anything she wanted she made the sound of "ooooh" she is surprised by the number of things that are in it then opened the second fridge she let out another "oooh" it was the colour that took her by surprise there are some mince pies in front of her the dreamer can see her gaze fixed on the mince pie and shouts to her mother, "is it o.k. if she has a tart?" the mother raises her arm and points at the girl, and says something the dreamer couldn't make out what she said, but the tone was clearly admonishing didn't think of giving her a couple to take home until after the dream ended vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: children (7+) sweet foods (1) have just walked into a bank the walls and pillars are white it is a really flashy bank with round, broad pillars the ceiling is eight metres high it looks as clean as a new pin two bank employees and a customer are bunched around a cash dispenser when both bank employees stoop down and look up the chute, it becomes clear that the dispenser hasn't dispensed the cash after a few moments of deliberation, the three of them disappear into a room at the far end of the building the dreamer, ever the opportunist, moves as casually as possible and makes his way to the dispenser a double-check over both shoulders tells the dreamer he is, in the eyes of an onlooker, just another customer with the casualness of a sightseer, he manoeuvres his body so he can put the entire length of his arm up the chute his instincts have served him well his hand can feel something lodged at a bend in the chute a little tug loosens the stuck objects the dreamer is now looking at two white packets the two packets are about six centimetres thick by fifteen centimetres long by nine centimetres wide the scene changes the dreamer is in a moving car with three men the men are out-and-out criminals basically, they kidnapped me their comments and attitude towards the dreamer are that of a predator playing with its latest catch before killing it the scene changes again the dreamer is sitting on the leafy ground at the edge of a wood or forest the ground ahead of him is on a decline the decline ends about six or seven metres in front of where he is, there is a sheer drop of a hundred metres or so the dreamer has sought the help of an old ally the old ally looks like columbo he in turn brings his two brothers in on it that they are brothers is plain to see from the similarities in the features on their faces they're no match for the desperados physically, but they have worldly-wiseness and calm, assured confidence and the determination that the semi-psychopaths don't have it's brains and cunning v's wild animals somewhere in the end part of the dream, there is a scene which shows the dreamer, columbo and his two brothers looking at the money inside the envelopes someone says, "a quarter of a million" the dream doesn't show how the dreamer escaped the clutches of the semi-maniacal criminals the task ahead is to figure out a way to evade their clutches vividness: 2.74 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: stolen money (3+) 28012023 the name of the dream/s: double-duped - steaming potatoes a girl is staying with the dreamer she has a no-nonsense outlook on life she also has a slightly stocky physique the dreamer knows from experience that a girl that is not given to giving herself too easily gives it everything when she does the dreamer believes it is just a matter of time within a day or two, a male friend of hers comes to visit if the dreamer had known about him, the dreamer wouldn't have got friendly with her in the first place he begins "dropping in" more and more frequently he's not a problem, but the dreamer senses there is something "going on" one thing that he starts doing is making notes on an a3-sized notebook while he's talking to people on the phone one time, he deliberately lets the dreamer see what he's writing it is an assortment of pictures with a name for each picture it was yet one more thing that didn't make sense all other times when the dreamer saw him on the phone with the notepad he was writing the trick was to "play it" ultra-casually if the dreamer could convince him that he didn't suspect anything, they would drop their guard which they did a minute or two of glistening through the notepad revealed all age, name, work history, previous abodes, jobs, friends etc., it was all there the dreamer is thinking about what he is going to do when the dream ends a new setting for the next dream, but the theme remains the same on one occasion, a male friend brings a male friend with him he's an amiable enough he won't be a problem he is though, always hungry a "door-step-sized sandwich" is a heavenly treat it's only a few coppers to do a tomato and cheese sandwich with a cup of tea it pleases the dreamer that he can help him out at next to no expense the other side of his character reveals itself when the dreamer is cooking a steak the steak will be going into a long, crusty roll along with various uncooked vegetables the dreamer's mate of his mate says, "no matter how i try, i can't cook it right" the dreamer gets the hint and takes the dreamer says, "the trick is to turn regularly" the dreamer then hand's the roll to his friend's mate and says, "try that" the guest's mouth opens and reveals a set of healthy, clean teeth as he bites into the crusty roll he manages to get about a third of a thirty-centimetre of it into his mouth this guy likes his food more than anything else he just can't be "arris't" to make himself a proper meal the last dream in this inter-locking themed dream is about a plate full of food it is a sunday lunch-sized meal on a plate we see the food on the plate about half a metre away and from slightly above the nearest food to us are the boiled potatoes they are still steaming a prolonged look at the potatoes shows the potato going from white to off-white as we watch the edge of the line of the steam as it moves to the back of the potato (stand-out visual 2.8) notes 1 of late there have been follow-on sequences of unrelated themes to the dreams in the form of montages - https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt they may find themselves being incorporated into this diary vividness: 2.74 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: interlocking three-themed dreams: (1+) con artists (2+) - lazy people (1+) - food (8+) potatoes (2+) 27012023 the name of the dream: whose to blame? the dream looks like it is set in america it is about a court case a young girl is killed while selling goods she stands in the middle of the road at the point where the road has a curved ninety-degree turn the road was carved out of a mountain it is a "blind curve" drivers can't see the flow of traffic until they have gone through the curve drivers are, of necessity, brought to a snail's pace the road broadens by third at the corner one-third of the middle of the road has yellow lines running sideways before and after the bend the girl sells her wares to cars that are moving slow enough to pull over if they want to buy something of course, the inevitable happens a would-be racing driver takes the bend at speed and kills the girl both sides of the argument are being evaluated by the court the girl shouldn't have been on the road the driver was driving too fast to avoid a car that had broken down the court hasn't made its decision by the time the dream ends but the general feeling is the driver is culpable vividness: 2.76 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: car accidents (2+) 26012023 the name of the dreams: the changing face - the jogging fraternity the dreamer is commissioned by a japanese family to take photographs of the newest member of the family, a boy the infant will be one-year-old further, the family want the dreamer to take photographs of him every day on his birthday until he is ten nine-years later we have ten photographs the dreamer strings the photographs together into a five-second film showing two pics per second it produces a novel effect of a changing face the dreamer receives a bonus vividness: 2.76 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: photography (2+) portraits (1+) the latest "craze" is two or more people jogging together at a pace that enables them to converse apparently, it stimulates a dormant area of the brain that brings about greater creativity before you know it, we then have singing jogging, poetry jogging... vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: running/jogging/talking (1) portraits 25012023 the name of the dreams: the swinging dick - gently does it we are looking at a nude male from slightly above and three or so metres away he has black bushy pubic hair his penis is "limp" it is about eight-centimetres long he isn't circumcised after a second of dream-time, his penis swings left and upward into the "erectile" position it then flops down pretty well immediately after a moment or two, it swings right and into the erect position and then drops down we are left wondering how it is possible rather than say it's fancy editing, let's consider the other possibility, it was a genuine event a couple of minutes of looking at clips on youtube after entering the search term "impossible things people can do" will persuade you that the diversity of life can produce anything that it's biologically possible to produce even to the point of it not having a useable function vividness: 2.72 - observer - the category of the dream: male genitalia (2+) we are looking at a woman's crotch we are about half a metre away and level with her crotch she is naked she has sparse pubic hair a left-hand holding a small bottle enters the scene, in front and below her crotch this is followed by the right hand entering the scene from the right two fingers of the hand dip into the bottle and come out with about half a teaspoon of paste the paste is pale pink the two fingers massage the paste into the pubic hair at this point, it was thought the girl was going to shave off the hair not so the two fingers enter the vagina and begin massaging the inner-upper part of the loose skin of her vagina (stand-out visual and the most erotic bit of the dream) vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: female masturbation: (3+) 24012023 the name of the dreams: precarious terrain - lost in transmission - the spirit of irresposibility a young boy, he looks like a miniature grown up perhaps it was the other way around, he was a grown-up with a stunted growth growth syndrome an odd thing is he is wearing really bright clothes the sort of dress you would expect a child would choose for his-self or a dwarf clown in a circus whatever he is, he is totally "savvy" everywhere he goes, he leaves an imprint of his deeds it's more a trail of chaos, mischevious pranks, confusion we know where he's been and what he's done as to his present whereabouts, it's complete mystery we have to wait for his next prank vividness: 2.78 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unseen main characters (1+) the dreamer is set to make his next purchase of hash he places the call the go-between wants to know how much the dreamer wants the dreamer says, "a hundred, a thousand - whatever is available" the next scene, the dreamer is in an out-of-town pub it looks like the dreamer, his go-between and the supplier, with a small entourage, are the only onees in the place the supplier starts quizzing the dreamer the dreamer doesn't understand why the supplier wants to know why the dreamer wants so much the dreamer says, "it's the amount i usually buy" everybody is looking at everbody else, then everyone is looking at the dreamer one of the suppliers chums says, "you usually buy a hundred thousand" the dreamer replies, "yes, i always buy a hundred or a thousand" someone says, "when did you last buy a thousand?" the dreamer says, "about three months ago" everyone other than the dreamer looks at the go-between he nods "when did you buy a hundred-thousand?" someone asks "i bought a hundred about three months ago and a thousand a few weeks later" a relaxed atmosphere returns to the dream as everyone other than the dreamer realises what has happened vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: hash (6+) a two-scened dream in which the dreamer is walking along well-trodden path on a hill or small mountain to the right it is almost a sheer decline of about a hundred metres there are trees growing on the steep decine if a person slipped it's likely they would not be able to stop themselves crashing into a tree would be the only way to stop the rolling-fall vividness: 2.67 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: feelings of pecariousness (4+) the name of the dream: overreactions living in a bed and breakfast or lodging house or bedsit woke up in the middle of the night with a desperate need to get to the toilet it was so urgent, any and every thought was directed toward achieving that goal it was so overriding couldn't focus on where the toilet is in blind desperation opened the nearest door it was a room that housed girls only a startled chorus of squeals and yelps filled my senses, momentarily overriding my mission managed to get to the toilet in the next scene, two uniformed policemen were standing in front of me they both had blood on their face they had been in an accident or in a fight it was'nt too hard to understand what had happened the person who phoned the police had, in a state of hysteria, described a naked man had burst into their room (did the dreamer forget to mention the need to get to the toilet blotted out the consideration to get dressed) thinking there was a sex maniac on the rampage, the police came rushing to the scene it didn't take the police long to figure out the true nature of the circumstances they were pissed it might have been that the blood on their faces was due to a crash because they thought the sex maniac might have violent intent and drove with such urgency it caused the crash they looked like they had been in a war the dreamer is genuinely concerned for them and says, "you need to get your wounds seen to" the one to the left of the dreamer lost his "cool" and tried to swipe the dreamer in the face with a backhand the dreamer dodges his hand things are getting ugly the dream ends vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: pressing needs for the toilet (3+) 21012023 the name of the dream: puberty for the first time in his life, a young boy sees a war film with extrema violence he asks his father what it all means his father doesn't give him an explanation that makes sense in the next scene, a shaggy-haired dog the size of a great dane opens its mouth and puts the whole of the boy's father's head into its mouth the father experiences fear in the next scene, the young boy is watching naked voluptuous women in various acts of sensuality the boy has found something else he doesn't fully understand for reasons he doesn't, it makes for more compelling viewing vividness: 2.7 to 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: sex and violence (2+) 20012023 the name of the dream: waste not, want not wasn't going to make this an entry, but it repeated scenes from a montage from a few days before it wants to be known three or four minutes worth of a montage - https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt different women are breastfeeding babies it doesn't stop there though there are women who, for a variety of reasons, are lactating but don't have a baby in some women, there is a driving force of maternalism that produces an irrepressible urge to give the milk in two of the scenes in the dream a woman is encouraging kittens to suckle from her, which they do it must be an urge as strong as the sex drive itself, and we all know how reason goes out of the window when we seek sex there are, it seems, women who can't bear wasting living-giving nutrients notes 1 there was a montage a few days before this one that had at least two of the scenes this one has vividness: 2.7.7 - observer - the category of the montage - breastfeeding (1+) 19012023 the name of the dream: help from all quarters a two-part dream with all the hallmarks of a suspense-thriller film the first theme sees five or six african labourers working in cramped conditions cutting into the sides of low-level, half-round cave-shaped earthen walls it's nothing short of slave-labour there is a sense of rebellion in the air the labourers are ready to stage a coup the settings change but the suspense increases the main character in this part of the dream is the son of the man who controls events the son is the dissatisfied party he wants to change the way his ruthless father manipulates people to get things if the son wasn't related he would already be dead the son knows he won't be killed he is however under constant surveillance by a team of professional "minders" who are allowed to physically restrain him if he "tries anything" the son's first attempt to give the minders the slip is only partially successful he is back under "house arrest" almost straight away the next couple of scenes are the most suspenseful the son is in a room about three metres by four metres when like a person who believes they have eluded a predatory animal only to become slowly aware the animal is entering the room through a door behind them the predatory being moves oh, so slowly and stealthily and casually and with supreme confidence we see this happening over the shoulder of the trapped man as his face portrays the face of a man who has just realised he is about to be executed the man begins turning slowly inch by inch as he turns to face his foe as the son turns we see what he sees a lithe, man-shaped being is leaning back casually against waist-high cupboards the shape of his head is as much triangular as it is round when the son has turned fully, the man-shaped being raises his right-arm his hand has only three digits the three digits of his hand form a "v" the son sees i for what it is, a gesture of friendliness to be able to get past the wall of bodyguards the man-shaped being must have the ability to walk through walls the son realises the man-shaped being is sympathetic to his cause the man-shaped being is going to help the son overturn his father's practices the man-shaped being looks a lot like "pic 1 " on this web page - https://endic.at/pics-page.html notes 1 it wasn't until the writer went to the picture to load it onto the web page that it was realised that this is the only pic of a devolving being the writer has ever seen with lips vividness: 2.7.3 to 2.7.7 - observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (4+) - e.t.'s (2+) 18012023 the name of the dreams - a serious sport - a bird that knows what it wants the dreamer is walking briskly to get home it is his turn to host an "evening in" his accommodation is unusually big for a dream the games room is the size of a badminton court only tonight it's for table-tennis one of the guests is already there we swing into action the table tennis is ready for use within one scene one of us, we are playing single, calls for clarification on a point both players think it is their point it is not a "fun" game we take the game seriously it will determine "bragging rights" for some weeks second dream the dreamer is sitting about two metres from a window to his right on the other side of the window, a pair of hands come into view (stand-out visual) whose hands?) near the hands is a cockatiel the hands are holding a flower pot about the shape and size of a "fez" the hands fill the flower pot with soil the hands press what looks like a cactus into the earth a cactus without spines no sooner has the cactus been firmly pressed into the earth when the cockatiel climbs onto a branch growing sideways out of the plant the dreamer quips, "he's claiming that perch" then three scenes show the cockatiel getting older until in the third scene, the bird has a long, thin, grey down of feathers, and its eyes are mere points looking through grey feathers vividness: 2.6.7 to 2.8.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: two-themed dream - table-tennis (2+) animals (30+) birds (4+) cockatiels (2+) 17012023 the first theme of this three-dream is the dreamer running and high-stepping in slow motion the sense of strength in his legs seems limitless high steps of six, seven and eight metres even greater distances of length the theme changes as we enter a building that houses every physical sport you can imagine we view it from a "birds-eye" perspective for a building to house every sport played on the planet, it would have to be the size of a city the last theme is set at night a troubled george seeks advice from the dreamer his problem is he "crossed the line" with people who expect unreserved loyalty the advice the dreamer gives is only of minor comfort the name of the dream: fond farewells the sounds of activity wake the dreamer as he moves from one dream to another he is now in a dormitory not sure if the room is for the military or prisoners or something else the dormitory or billet accommodates thirty or forty men the dreamer's bunk is in the corner against the wall facing the other side of the room the wall to the right of the dreamer's bed has the entry-exit door the door is swinging open and closed as people come into and go out of the barracks there are three men on the other side of the room getting ready to leave they are glad to be going the three men are held in high esteem by the rest of us the dreamer swings his legs out of bed and sits watching as the men gather the items they will be taking with them one of those leaving looks up, catches the dreamer looking at him, and comes over he extends his hand the dreamer says, "we'll meet again" he knew what the dreamer meant we had talked about the possibility of life after death he went back to packing his belongings one of the other men getting ready to leave comes over we shake hands the dreamer says, "our destinies are intertwined - we'll be seeing other again" he too, understands the deeper meaning the men leaving have left the dream the dreamer turns to the person in the bed to his left, "shall we move into their beds?" the final theme of this dream a song starts playing it is a psychedelic song the song is coming to an end the dreamer says something to the person listening to the song he says, "shhh" within moments the instruments stop playing after a brief pause, the song fishises with a voice that says in two separate sentences the words, "i" and then "alone" the last two words of the song, coming as they do after a melancholy instrumental, have a penetrating effect vividness: 2.6.7 to 2.7.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: three-themed dream (floating movements) (4+) - sports (10+) personal advice (3+) george (1) male-only dormitories (4+) 16012023 the name of the dream: seeking justice the dreamer lives on the first floor of a block of a dozen flats of the people the dreamer speaks to regularly, all are, without exception, either top of their profession and ridiculously wealthy, or both and/or are well "connected" in the first scene, the dreamer is outside his flat a young man living on the floor above is letting the dreamer know that he has been burdened with a particularly tiresome task the young man say's, "first, i've got to go to france, and then i've got to go to canada" the dreamer replies sardonically, "it's a hard life for some" the young man doesn't pick up on the dreamer's sarcasm two men on the ground beneath where the dreamer lives do they laugh quietly the dreamer has got "real" problems to deal with a friend of his, a woman, has a heart "condition" the injustice of it is, her problem stems directly from her working environment her employers are not going to have any problems dismissing any claim for compensation all the "angles" were straightened out when the company's legal department took out their insurance policy the woman is beside herself with anxiety the treatment the woman needs requires a specialist it so happens that one of the residents in the residential flats is a solicitor he hears about the woman's plight he tells the dreamer to tell the woman not to worry the chambers he's aligned with have top-of-the-line professional barristers amongst them is a man who specialises in "industrial" claims the grapevine has it a new tenant is moving into the flats within the next few weeks it wouldn't surprise the dreamer at all if the next person who moves into the block of flats is the circuit judge for our area vividness: 2.8.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: ordinary people and the legal system (1) 15012023 the name of the dream: axiom 1 leads to a chase had been having a confab with a young man the informal conversation was about axiom 3 -https://endic.at/axiom%201.html the young lad was having a little difficulty grasping the idea he "got it" eventually he became confrontational and tried to disprove it his way of "disproving" it is to let the dreamer walk away when there are about fifty metres between us, he sprints towards the dreamer his intention is to catch the dreamer unawares he is about ten metres away when the dreamer becomes aware of him the dreamer is out of the chair (we first began talking when we were close together in a pavement cafe) and sprinting away from him in the next scene, after two or three seconds of sprinting, the dreamer looks behind there is a gap of about five-metres after another few seconds of sprinting, the dreamer looks behind again the gap between us has increased he is now ten-metres away the scenes speed up after a few more scenes, we are running down a street with a fairly steep decline the gap has increased to forty or so metres the young man will not be catching up with the dreamer he has left the dream in the last scene, the dreamer is sitting on the ground of a street with a "stoney" surface the dreamer wraps his arms around his legs and tries to get by rocking backward and forward four or five times until he has gained enough momentum in the forward rock to lean forward and stand up straight he gauges the momentum wrong and has to sit back down quickly, or he will fall down backwards end of vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: axiom 1 (2+?) running (7+) 14012023 the name of the dream: lip-sensations walking along the hallway of a house the hallway is five or six metres long and easily wide enough for two people to walk past each other without having to turn sideways a girl is coming from the opposite direction the dreamer blocks her way, so she has to stop the girl is carrying something the thing she is carrying is bulky but not heavy it is a delicate item the girl is forced to stop the dreamer kisses her the supple feel of her moist lips is enjoyable the dreamer wants more, the girl is smiling, but it's not the perfect occasion for it she tries to get around the dreamer he blocks her, again and again, and kisses her the dreamer could go on for another half a dozen times, which he does it's just as well the girl is his girlfriend notes 1 don't know how many of us men have noticed it, but, regardless of the situation, a girl/woman does, almost every time, responds affirmatively to an invitation to kiss vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: fun/kissing dream (1) sarah (4+) 13012023 the name of the dream: life's priorities in a tragedy of epic proportions, a woman is looking for her husband it seems like the whole world has been scorched burnt vegetation, ruined buildings that stretch out to the horizon every face portrays a different form of suffering the woman looking for her husband is single-minded in her determination to find him she ignores pleas for help all she can think of is finding her husband notes 1 if you-know-who was ever in a situation of this type, he would assess which person was most in need of immediate help this dream was caused by watching a film where a woman is looking for her husband in a hospital with hundreds of people in need of life-saving treatment and is prepared to let a baby die to find her loved one vividness: 2.6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: people suffering (4+) 12012023 the name of the dream: one touch - two touch a powering of numbers think-read dream with underlined links in the text which allowed the dreamer to touch them and go to the url (a first) two scenes of male and female masturbation vividness: 2.7 and 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: two-themed dreams (100+) 3D (2) masturbation (4+) dreamer to computer touch-response (1) 11012023 the name of the dream: in the thick of it in one way or another, the dreamer is involved with an international drugs gang these guys aren't "fly by night" criminals, they are connected to governments' they are organising importing the greatest "shipment" of heroin there has ever been the dreamer sees the opportunity to expose them the dreamer lures the "boss" of the section of the operation into a conversation in front of other people during the conversation, the dreamer raises his voice with a combination of feigned/genuine show of anger at his "boss" says, "don't you realise there is so much money involved and so many people who know about it there is bound to be corruption" the dream ends notes 1 this dream is the result of thinking about the way the "west" pays for and imports heroin the u.s.a's "panicky" withdrawal from afghanistan that resulted in the taliban coming into possession of $8 000 000 000 worth of arms is, this website claims, to pay for heroin supplied by the taliban that will be re-sold via the c.i.a. to the american public for a handsome profit that's typical jewish thinking vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: arms and drugs (1) 10012023 the name of the dream: 3 out of 4 ain't bad 1st theme two of us are on our holiday and have just returned to our chalet after a night out we get into our single beds, but we are nowhere near ready to go to sleep we decide to play a game of "numbers" one person says a number, and the other person has to give it significance it can be anything... a joke with the number in it, the size of the cc of a bike or car, the age of something or someone etc. 2nd theme two of us are in a cafe or restaurant with about forty tables we are the only people in the room we are discussing what to order a couple more people come into the dream someone suggests we make a kitty (second kitty within two days!) and let the average price of the kitty determine what we order it sounds like a novel way of doing things, and we all agree to do it the idea gains momentum, and before we know it, most of the people in the room join in there are a few gripes afterwards as a few "freeloaders" are identified as not "chipping in" the "freeloaders" are cornered and begrudgingly "cough up" the cash the only "sour point" in an otherwise uplifting dream 3rd theme walking past a house the dreamer sees a neat little idea the occupant/s had made a wire mesh enclosure that enabled their pet birds, cockatiels? to gain access to the mini-aviary via the small window at the top of the kitchen window the mini-aviary jutted out from the wall of the house to about a meter and a half away from the wal of the house and stretched about three meters across and was embedded into the earth o.k., the birds weren't able to take long flights, but then they didn't have the hassle of having to go scavaging for food either they were making a lot of noise the noise they were making was that of birds in the mating season they were definitely not unhappy 4th theme the dreamer is living on the top floor of a building the building is in a maze of buildings the flat the dreamer lives in has two french doors that open onto a flat roof the amount of space is more kitchen-sized than a living-room sized not that the size of the roof made a difference in how the dreamer used it at best he wouldn't need more than enough space for four or five people on this early summer evening, it was perfect for lounging in a deck chair and having a smoke the ledge of the rooftop was two-thirds of a meter wide as was the ledge of the roof of the nearest house the gap between the ledges is about a meter narrow enough to jump if the necessity arose the dreamer becomes aware of a "tinny" sound a concentrated focus on the sound takes the dreamer's look to the source a young girl is doing a "sound check" with a microphone taking in more of the scene, a stack of speakers, professionally arranged, are strapped on top of the buildings ventilator there must be at least two-hundred watts of speakers the "scratchy" sound of the girls' microphone is due to the quality of the microphone it is one of those "cheapo" mics you get with one of those home-karaoke kits it was awful the girl doesn't understand why it is nothing like her voice the dreamer is going to be her hero when he fetches a shure microphone from his disco equipment the dream ends there vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: four-themed dreams (5+) 09012023 the name of the dreams: the girfriend - across the generations the dreamer is at home he has female company we are getting along really well we talk about music it turns out we both like a particula artist the woman hasn't got her favourite tracks of the artist or group but the writer has before we leave the house the dreamer records her favourite tracks onto a cd in the next scene, the dreamer is lying on top of the woman kissing her a man appears in the dream and sees the dreamer lying on top of his wife or partner or latest "fling" while we're kissing he is holding a white paper bag it is a bag of sweets he is the woman's husband or partner or the woman's latest, now last, "fling" the dreamer expects an argument or a fight but that doesn't happen, the man looks despondent dreamer says to him "alright" the man whispers, "alright" as he nods that's the last time he appears in the dream the next scene is at the home of the family they live in a terraced house the dreamer has brought a cd in white cd case it is music that one of the females likes and wants but hasn't been able to get it the dreamer meets all of the family... the grandmother, wife, and daughter all three of the females, the dreamer notes with some delight, have, unlike the man in the dream who seems subdued, an extrovert character the ages of the women are... 60's grandmother, late twenties, early thirties mother, seven or eight daughter it is the grandmother's hairline that draws the dreamer's look the hairline of her blonde hair is more than a third of the way to the back of her head (stand-out visual) we have a meal afer the meal the grandmother says to the dreamer, "right, where's the ribena?" her way of saying, ""next time you come bring some ribena" it is after the daughter and grandmother have gone to bed that the dreamer and the woman have another "session" of kissing notes 1 notes 1 of the dream "double-bluff" on 07012023 can now be entered the less than optimum quality of the dreams of 05, 06, and 07 for this month were, as the writer suspected, due to eatng too much bacon the latest bacon slices were twice as thick as the previous packets twice as thick bacon means twice as much blood pig's blood, as is mentioned elsewhere, has got some "anti-life characteristic's" in it lesson learnt: keep bacon/ham to a minimum vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships (20+) at the computer when the girlfriend walks in from the bedroom "what are you doing?" she asks the dreamer says something along the lines of "explaining to people what a googol means" beore she has time to say anything else, the dreamer says, "it amazes me that a few letters can represent such a big thing" beore she has time to say anything else, the dreamer says something like, "do you realise that a googol is a number so big you would need thousands of life times to write it out?" the reader should understand the dreamer's girlfriend isn't "thick" she, along with more than half of the world's female population, is yer typical girl satisfied with her life and loves her partner she wants to be on a par with her partner and is willing to spend time learning thing he knows that she doesn't "let me get my phone", she says she is going to bring up the calculator on her mobile and follow her boyfriends instructions the dreamer says something iike, "the phone won't be able to show the number because it's too big" she says, "why not?" the dreamer tries to explain why not in as simple a way as possible the dreamer tries to explain it she doesn't "get it" a googol is like that it can take several "runs" at it before a person "gets it" the dreamer understands people's frustration at not "getting it" he was one of those people vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: girlfriends (20+) a googol (1) 08012023 the name of the dreams: food/hash and a load of cash the dreamer is living on his own but is intimate with caz she visits regularly circumstances not dissimilar to those we are living in now are coming into effect prices are rising at an unprecedented pace it is time to spend all "idle" cash on items that will become too expensive, especially food one to two thousand pounds is used to buy food and other ongoing essentials there are still a thousand pounds left in the kitty it occurs to the dreamer that hash will have exceptional versatility as a form of currency the dreamer doesn't have the contacts to make a bulk purchase, but he knows someone who does he re-opens channels with bernie she is in her usual buoyant mood she becomes eager to help when the dreamer promises to give her a regular weekly supply for free until it runs out our initial contact, after a year or two of not seeing each other ignites the sparks that will lead to occasional and perhaps regular "hot" evenings caz is broad-minded enough to accept a situation where both parties have the freedom to "see" other people if they want to the dream ends with the dreamer in an increasing sense of anticipation vividness: 2.7.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: geopolitical influences (4+) personal relationships (15+) caz (3+) bernie (4+) 07012023 the name of the dreams: double dialogue - double-bluff a trusted friend had been "got at" by the bad guys his attitude towards the dreamer and little snippets of conversation alerted the dreamer to the situation could have nipped the conspiracy "in the bud" by taking him to one side and whispering in his ear, but decided instead to "play him along" with it and teach those who have coerced him into it a lesson what he was going to do was ask the dreamer to let him stay at my place for a few days because of a rift between him and his long-time girlfriend it would only take a quarter of an hour for two or three men to steal everything dear to the dreamer my now, untrustworthy and ex-friend, knew it would be the end of our friendship and there would be consequences for him the dreamer couldn't help but feel sorry for him his morose manner was deepening by the minute early in the morning of the second day of his friends stay, the dreamer told him he had something important to do that night and might not be back until the following day the stage was set the dreamer spent a while getting his overnight things together he left the house, walked around the block and returned within two minutes the dreamer entered the flat and said, "are you alright?. had this funny feeling telling me something was wrong and to go back home" the dreamer's enemies would now have to contend with the idea that the dreamer has a "built-in" alarm system that alerts him to their goings-on notes 1 dreams of less than desirable nature over the past few days would normally be associated to "stray thoughts" - https://www.endic.at/stray.thoughts.txt but there haven't been hardly any on the contrary, the writer has been on a natural high composing "the googol index" - https://wordpress.com/page/googoliers.uk/1375 a quick cross-check with the diet diary may have revealed the reason will report back in a day or two vividness: 2.6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: interferance from the oligarch's (3+) am a liitle hesitant about even trying to explain this dream but here goes... there two things going on at the same time a dream in which the dreamer is giving step by step instructions over the internet to an unknown person, and a telephone conversation, also to an unknown person three or four times throughout the dream, the dreamer's instructions externalise - that is, he hears himself saying what he's telling one or the other of the people in the dream the dreamer comes into full awake-time as he is repeating for the second or third time an instruction to the person on the phone the dreamer in a state of mild anxiety and can't cope with the complexity of the dual-conversation and ends of the dream vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: two-pronged conversations (1) internet and phone (1) 06012023 the name of the dream: a dog's life met a stranger he was a little older than the dreamer he seemed o.k. we go back to his place he has an alsation dog the dreamer's opinion of the man completely changes when he realises how he treats the dog he never takes the dog for a walk the man has got the dog for one reason only it is to stop anyone from stealing from him when he goes out all the dog will ever know is the inside of a house at the first opportunity, the dreamer steals the dog for a dog that has never been out for walks, it behaves perfectly it walks on the inside of the pavement and adjusts its walking speed to the dreamer's a policeman stops the dreamer and wants to know why it's not on a leash the dreamer tries to bullshit his way out of it by saying the dog has been trained the policeman isn't satisfied the dreamer knows that at any second, he will be asked a question he can't answer the dreamer starts to feel panicky he is desperately hoping the policeman will be distracted by something the dream ends on that note note 1 two days of dreams about dogs... hmmm vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (15+) mammals (16+) dogs (9+) alsatians (1+) 05012023 the name of the dreams: dig a hole and let me hide in it - top dog we, the dreamer's dog and the dreamer are locked in battle for the dog, it is a battle between his obedience to his master and his instincts for the dreamer, it is a test of his pet's recognition of him as lord and master the dreamer's hand is hovering just above a juicy bone the juicy bone is the dog's ultimate idea of a heavenly feast it is fresh and has bits of red meat on it we are almost eyeball to eyeball if it wasn't for the thirty or so centimetres between our eyes, we would, literally, be eyeball to eyeball the dog has longish, glistening light-brown hair he almost stock-still he is waiting, with all his will, for the dreamer to take his hand away from the bone the bone, it should be mentioned, is in the dog's mouth the slightest movement of the dreamer's hand fills the dog with expectation the dreamer isn't teasing the dog he is testing the dog's patience the longer the wait, the juicier the bone the dog is waiting for the signal he knows will be coming he has passed the test the dreamer says, "go on then" as he lets go of the bone vividness: 2.7.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (14+) mammals (9+) dogs (7+) an old flame appeared out of nowhere the dreamer couldn't ask her to wait at the door while he tidied up the place and made it befitting for a woman had visited her place dozens of times it was nobody's idea of a palace on one occasion, the writer felt he had to do something to get a semblance of order into the kitchen knowing that some people would get offended if you were to volunteer to clean up, the writer asked if it was o.k. to re-arrange things the young lady positively embraced the idea seem to remember there was a tone of enthusiasm in her voice when she agreed back in the dream, the dreamer invites her in the priority was to make sure there was nothing in the toilet that would give her cause for concern it was while the dreamer was putting a few eye-appealing touches to the toilet that his jaw dropped to the floor he has got so used to not having visitors that he has slipped into "slovenly mode" there is a habit he has picked up that saves a lot of hassle it would be offensive to a woman, but as the dreamer hasn't had female company for what seems half a lifetime, it never occurred to him to change a particular habit the unexpected visitoress was talking to the dreamer while he's in the bathroom a sudden stunned silence from the young lady in mid-sentence told the dreamer she had seen what he hadn't wanted her to see while in mental panic mode, the dreamer is trying to think up a plausible reason for his bachelor habits that the dreamer awakes and thanks his lucky stars it is a dream notes 1 it is totally feasible that this dream could be played out in a future time-tense vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: embarrassing situations with females (1+) caz (6+) 04012023 the name of the dream: happy christmas persuaded the caterer of a christmas meal to let the dreamer play christmas songs during the festivities he was hesitant to begin with, but the dreamer managed to bring him around when he said he would pay for the eggs and mince pies vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: catering (3+) christmas (1+) 03012023 the name of the dream: butter fingers an x-montage - https://endic.at/data.dreams.montages.txt a two to three minute narrated montage of different ways for males to masturbate females a typically vivid montage with both males and females wearing white over and undergarments the use of small suction devices that looked like eye droppers to collect fluids accompanied many of the scenes the narrator explained the remedial uses for the fluids although the girls and women made the familiar sounds, facial expressions and movements associated with pre and post ejaculation, what kept crossing the writer's mind was the way the unseen men used their fingers to masturbate the women men still haven't figured how to produce maximum pleasure using their fingers vividness: 2.7.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: fragments of drea 02012023 the name of the dreams: sometimes, it seems the lips are more suited for eating than kissing - a chore easily done what are the odds? two days on the trot i've been woken out of a dream by people calling both times the callers were gone by the time i got to the door was deep in dreamland for today's caller so much so that the dreamer shouted out to the person in the dream, "it's your turn" (to answer the door) two fragments of the dream are remembered... a mother is feeding her baby the baby is supported by an unseen something the baby, looked like a girl, is facing her mother a forearms-length from her mother they are sharing the food the two-scened dream ends with a magical touch as the mother sticks out her forefinger with some food on it the baby girl leans forward, sucks it off her mother's finger and then leans back into her reclining position (stand-out visual of both dreams) in the second part of the dream, the dreamer is observing an elderly woman mowing her lawn the lawn has a slight incline not sure if the lawnmower is mechanical or powered the ease and smoothness of the way she is doing it suggests she has done it many times before and will be doing it many times to come notes 1 both segments of these dreams had a surreal look to them vividness: 2.7.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: fragments of dreams due to broken sleep (3+) mother/baby (3+) feeding (1+) - elderly women (3+) lawn-mowing (1) 01012023 the name of the dream: subject/observer a three or four-scene dream with two themes the first scene shows the dreamer is disabled he is accompanied by a deceptively big-small guy the carer/helper/bodyguard and friend are in a petrol station the dreamer's friend-cum-assistant and chauffeur becomes concerned about something he tells the dreamer to hold on with an instinct to protect overriding everything else, from a standstill, he mounts the quarter-metre high curb that elevates the petrol pumps and does a 90-degree turn we speed away from the petrol station in the next scene, it is the driver from the previous scene who is disabled, and it is the dreamer who is passing on the learnt habits from when he was disabled female home help is changing the bed-sheets she spends three seconds of dream-time closely examining the sheets before she replaces them with fresh ones (stand-out visual) vividness: 2.6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: disabled people (4+) self (2+) others (1+) 01012023 the name of the dream: subject/observer a three or four-scene dream with two themes the first scene shows the dreamer is disabled he is accompanied by a deceptively big-small guy the carer/helper/bodyguard and friend are in a petrol station my friend-cum-assistant and chauffeur, becomes concerned about something he tells the dreamer to hold on with an instinct to protect overriding everything else, from a standstill, he mounts the quarter-metre high curb that elevates the petrol pumps and does a 90 degree turn we speed away from the petrol station in the next scene, it is the driver of the previous scene's who is disabled, and it is the dreamer who is passing on the learnt habits from when he was disabled a female home help is changing the bed-sheets she spends three seconds of dream-time closely examining the sheets before she replaces them with fresh ones (stand-out visual) vividness: 2.6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: disabled people (4+) self (2+) others (1+) 31122022 the name of the dream: in his dreams every now and then, he said something derogatory about the writer to gauge his "tolerance level" in this dream, he has decided the time is ripe to "have s go" a third person is nearby, keeping discreetly innocuous if things go horribly wrong for the would-be "bother boy" he might come to his aide he comes charging like a bull from the other side of the room he tries to get a neck-hold on the dreamer the dreamer ducks under his arm and uses the bother boy's momentum to twist him and throw him to the ground while he's still lying on the floor the dreamer taps him on the shoulder and says, "good try, but you're not ready yet" notes 1 the main dream was ruined by a knock at the door vividness: 2.6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: harmless trouble-makers (2+) (name withheld) 30122022 the name of the dream: external influences the writer went to sleep listening to a radio play not for the first time, the writer forgot to reset the playback option after resetting the t.v. the default setting for playback on the t.v. is "play-all" all radio plays, there are about fifty of them, are in the same folder the t.v., dutifully, played all the plays after the one that the writer selected to "crash-out" to the dream-time conscious, bless its little heart, done the best job it could do with marrying the pde's into a dream while it was receiving information from an outside source the result was... the dreamer is in the foyer of a cinema he has arranged to meet his home help there together they will be meeting sherlock holmes sherlock holmes will be instructing them on how reveal who the bad guys are note 1 during the seven-hour sleep there were eight plays the sherlock holmes play was the one that is playing upon waking note 2 the writer clearly remembers thinking about the home help during the day note 3 as d-man knows only too well, the dream-time conscious is the best time to interact with mammal-man it enables them to get a minimum adverse reaction from the inter-action note 4 almost certainly, we will find there are therapeutic remedies that can be incorporated into the dream-time consciousness vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: external influences while dreaming (1+) sounds (1) 29122022 the name of the dream: x-dream the dream doesn't start with us meeting, so we don't know how we first met the dream starts with us at the dreamer's place of residence we are in a bedsit on the second floor the bedsit is as big as bedsits go it's a biggie four-seater table, two-seater settee, and enough space in between for a dozen people to dance in the bed is the room neatly out of site behind a partition the new-found girlfriend asks the dreamer if he has a film she likes the film is one in a series of films the series was a scary one it was either the amytiville horror or final destination she is impressed that the dreamer has all the films from both series we're off to a good start in the next scene, now we are in bed watching a film between us talking and the sounds from the t.v., we are disturbing the people who live to one side of us the house doesn't meet the minimum standards for sound insulation the dreamer has an arrangement with the landlady if the sounds in the dreamer's bedsit are an intrusion into the adjoining bedsit, the dreamer can use the bedsit across the hall the girlfriend is impressed yet again when the dreamer takes the film out of the player, and we both go into another bedsit and continue watching where we left off in effect, the dreamer had two bedrooms in the next scene, we are lying down facing each other (stand-out visual) she has plain good looks we have most of our clothes off all she has to take off is her panties (why do women expect the man to remove their panties?) anyway, the dreamer removed them in the next scene, we are in the conjoined position at one point, the dreamer says, "it's the nicest feeling in the world" abruptly the girl separates us the dreamer is gob-smacked it eventually comes to light she thought the dreamer was about to climax the girl didn't want to chance getting pregnant vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream (12+) 28122022 the name of the dreams: the way it is - treasure found at the edge of a town or city looking away from the town, there is what seems to be an endless expanse of hills and desert the dreamer heads for the horizon the town from which the dreamer started has dipped below the horizon it could be fifty kilometres away some way ahead of where he is, the dreamer notices protrusions from the ground up close they become the remains of houses or a wall the protrusions are about half a metre high, vary in length and thickness and are spread apart from each other by metres and tens of metres in the next scene, the dreamer is in the remains of a building with one wall taller than himself other smaller walls define the shape and size of a basketball court something glitters, and the dreamer's eye turns to look he drops to his knees and pulls the object from the ground it is a gold ring using his foot, the dreamer scuffs the ground immediately other objects become visible every new scuff on the ground reveals more objects we must be in what was a treasure vault for those who originally lived there in the next scene, the dreamer has collected so many objects he needs to find something to put them in another man enters the dream he is a lot bigger than the dreamer he is also relaxed, with a satisfied smile on his face he walks the dreamer to where his "stash" is he has three one-hundred-weight sacks two are filled to the brim the third is about one-tenth full he motions the dreamer to put his things in the nearly empty sack we are both in the same boat we have more treasure than we can carry it looks like we will be dragging the sacks back to town vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: treasure finds (5+) gold and jewels (1+) a job was in the "offing" the pay and perks are extra special the boss of the company is jealous of the dreamer's status his jealousy comes through in his attitude to the dreamer the "air" of the dream becomes thick with resentment vividness: 2.6/5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: employee (7+) 27122022 the name of the dreams: how not to win someone over - all in a morning's work got friendly with the owner of a cafe over the course of a few months, we began talking to each other as you would with a member of the family his business provided him with a sustainable income, but the cafe was never going to be a ticket to the "good life" the dreamer began thinking of ways that would change all that the ideas came thick and fast a dozen or so ideas later, the dreamer goes into the cafe with the sure confidence the owner, a greek man, will see the merits and potential of the ways that would change everything for the better to his disbelief, the cafe owner "shot down" every idea worse than that, every new idea the dreamer suggested made the cafe owner more irate by the sixth or seventh idea, the cafe owner was on the verge of becoming violent the dream ended with the dreamer feeling thoroughly despondent vividness: 2.7.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: acquaintances and businesses (2+) the dreamer is self-employed he has just walked through the door of where he works he goes over to the farthest part of the room from the door and begins doing something the telephone rings the dreamer can't get to the phone in time there is an automatic device that rings when someone opens the door it sounds off the dreamer believes he knows who it is and says, "will you plug the jack into the plug board" there was no response to that the dreamer says, "i can't get to the plugboard, will you please plug in the jack" still no response the dreamer says, "hello" again no response as the dreamer says hello again, he realises he is awake vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: self-employed situations (5+) 26122022 the name of the dream: my shiny black shoe talking to a couple with their new baby the boy-baby is four or five months the dreamer asks if he can lift the baby out of his lying position the mother nods her approval the dreamer puts his hands under the baby's arms and picks him up the baby's head lolls back as he is lifted the dreamer let's out a sound of self-admonishmnt he repositions the baby in his right-arm so his right-hand is suporting baby's head the baby and the dreamer are seperated by about half-a-metre of space the baby's face is epressionless the dreamer lifts his left-foot so it comes to within the baby's sight the baby expression doesn't change the dreamer then lifts his right foot so that it comes into the baby's field of view the shoe is either patent leather or highly buffed (joint stand-out visual 2.8) the baby turns his face to the dreamer he has a half-opened mouth-smile on his face (joint stand-out visual (2.8) don't know why a shiny black would trigger the response it did but we are both delighted vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: babies (5+) 25122022 the name of the dream: kissing-rooms/booths - montage/dream over the last six months a new faculty has emerged the definition of a montage is - https://endic.at/data.dreams.montages.txt what is happening now is that dreams are happening for the first minute or so after waking that's after having regular dreams while asleep as of this writing it's not known why this happens or what it means or where it's going these new category of dreams are being called "montage-dreams" yesterday's montage dream in an area the size of a small bedroom a leopard jumps onto what looks to be someone completely wrapped in a brownish, thick blanket we don't know, exactly, what's under the blanket all we know is that whatever it is, it moves the leopard, having leaped onto the moving blanket, sinks its teeth into the blanket the leapards front claws are dug into the blanket, pulling whatever it is under the blanket into within reach of its mouth the leopard bites into the blanket and uses its back legs to push the thing under the blanket away every time it moves the co-ordinated push/pulling is a leopards way of subduing its prey every time the leopard bites and kick-pushes, the blanket stops moving whenever the leopard isn't biting into the blanket, the blanket moves this happens over over over is this going to be a horror dream? whatever is under the blanket, it has limitless resilience it becomes comical the view zooms out we see a child behind a one-way mirror mirror enjoying himself watching the leopard he is pushing a button and causing whatever it is under the blanket to move the child will take the leopard to the point when it loses its strength vividness: 2.7.7 - observer - the category of the dream: montage-dream (1) leopard and manipulation (1) 25122022 the name of the dream: kissing rooms/booths the cologne auditorium is up and running - https://www.endic.at/A/AUDI/AUDITORI/AUDITORIUMS/auditoriums%20basic%201st%20january%202009.html we are planning how much space should be allotted for recreation, relaxation, exercising, dining, manufacturing, sleeping... under consideration is whether people who want to kiss should be able to do so whenever they want, taking into account that there are people who want someone to kiss but aren't and feel dejected seeing others kissing the best kiss i've ever seen - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HIW46MSX4eA vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: auditoriums (1) 24122022 the name of the dream: h, t, t, p, m on several occasions the writer wondered if he would get dreams like ths one it is not possible to enter the details of this dream without some people recognising the person in the dream it can't even be hinted at vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unpresentable (1) 23122022 the name of the dream: - i.o.b.n the dream is set in a society where people are assigned with a category of ethicity there is confusion about the way a person, or any animal, is assigned its level of ethicity it is so chaotic that one interpretation puts insects at the top of the list amongst homosapiens it is relatively straightforward the dreamer is ranked as an i.o.b.n. an i.o.b.n., it turns out, is the highest-ranking it gives the person the right to wear light-blue clothes he goes into a tailor shop to get a light-blue suit the taillors are from india they show the dreamer jackets and trousers in shades of light-blue it is three scenes before the dreamer realises that the men are trying to sell him clothes "off the peg" when what he really wants is a suit made-to -measure when the men realise that the dreamer wants to see different rolls of cloth of shades of blue, the dream ends vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: ethics realted to clothes (1) 22122022 the name of the dreams: not narcissism - you can't win them all - generous to a fault the dreamer takes a couple of young lads under his wing, intending to let them earn some money from one of the dreamer's projects from the get-go, one of the lads starts pilfering the dreamer drops him but tells the other lad he can work if he wants to more or less straight away, the dreamer catches him half-inching he is openly blatant about it and informs the dreamer he has half-a-dozen men as back-up the men are looking at the dreamer as he looks them over the dreamer says to the young lad, "let's take this outside" the young lad and his "backup" lose their enthusiasm when the dreamer introduces them to his "backup" one look at them tells the protagonists they are in for a "hiding" they back down vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: confrontations (3+) groups of males (2+) invite a girl back to my place she thinks she is too good for me we get into bed, and due to the size of the bed are bodies are touching it triggers an outburst from the girl, and she puts a pillow between us vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: the dreamer is looking at himself in the mirror the reflections span undulations all the reflections show the dreamer in a good light one reflection, in particular, stands out the dreamer's facial characteristics change from o.k. to appealing as his eyes and face take on the look of a handsome teenager (stand-out visual 2.8.4) vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: reflections from mirrors (3+) self (2+) 21122022 the name of the dreams: over my dead... - avoiding eye contact - medication - how to win over a girl - a matter of interpretation staying with friend the dreamer is one of seven or eight guests his house is big the owner of the house, the friend, hasn't got the mindset of a person who knows how to make money the friend has inherited the house the house has a basement the size of two large living-rooms the house has a basement, a ground floor, a first floor and an attic the dreamer is in one of the bathrooms the rest of the guests, it is thought, are sleeping he has just filled the bath with water and is about to get in when there is a knock on the bathroom door the dreamer puts on a thick, white flannel bathrobe thinking it may be a jokester, the dreamer asks, "who is it?" a girl's voice says she wants to talk the girl's voice is recognisable as the girlfriend of the friend who owns the house the dreamer is a little sceptical but the tone of the voice is sincere he opens the door it is the girl the dreamer thought of she has a letter poking out of an envelope the girl pulls the letter out of the envelope, points to a line on the letter and asks the dreamer to read it the dream turns into a think-read dream after reading the sentence, the girl wants to know what the dreamer thinks the sentence means the sentence is open to more than one meaning the girl presses the dreamer for his interpretation of what it means he asks her what she thinks it means he doesn't reply he asks again and again she doesn't say anything the image of the girl begins to fade the dream is ending vividness: 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: girlfriends of friends (1+) the final dream of this sleep sees the dreamer talking to a two-metre-tall, big-boned and muscular young woman in her mid-twenties the tone of her voice is somewhat defiant the dreamer causes her to pause by saying, "in that case, we should go out for a night together" we are waiting for her response when the dream ends vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (32+) (females) (24+) bigger than average (1+) the dreamer is walking past a stall-cum-boothe there are two burly men in it the one on the left is giving the man on the right an injection it isn't one of those syringes we see in films with a long needle and a long body it is one of those "stubb" syringes we see when a diabetic injects it into the stomach vividness: 2.6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: syringes (1+) the dreamer is in an indoor market (possibly in the city where he lives) for reasons that aren't clear, the dreamer is wearing a "hoodie" the hood of the hoodie is longer than a typical hoodie so much so that a girl trying to talk to the dreamer has to bend her head down to his waist to see his face while speaking she does so three times (her facial colour and bright, friendly face is the stand-out visual of the dream 7.8) vividness: 2.7.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (31+) a pub, once the main attraction, has lost its way over a year or two, it has become an almost derelict building even the gloss of the surrounding buildings has lost their sheen it has become a hub for the rough and ready the dreamer sees an opportunity for a relatively small amount, it can be revived the plan is to offer substantial meals with drinks the meals will be simple and nutritious - bangers, sausage and mash - vegetable soups with corned beef and bread, rice pudding and jam... etc. at rock-bottom prices the food is targeted at families the moment money starts being invested it becomes a magnet for the "get something for nothing" brigade the first scene is of the dreamer "squaring up" with one of the "lads" of the "get it for free" brigade jack the lad thinks his size and reputation will get him what he wants the dreamer is not in a conciliatory mood the dreamer launches a verbal attack "any spare food goes to babies first, pregnant women second and then children" the dreamer says it with such force and conviction that jack the lad knows he has hit a brick wall in another scene, the dreamer gets wind that a small group of the "lazy and crazy" intend to "muscle him out" the dreamer is not inclined to gather forces together and enact a "fight at the o.k. coral" neither is he inclined to let the "force wins" mentality get their way with a sense of defeat, in the middle of the night, the night before the "take-over", the dreamer goes to the premises and trashes all the fixtures and fittings, pours away all the beer and has a taxi-driver friend fills the taxi with most of the food vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: thwarted businesses (2+) pubs (1+) 20122022 the name of the dreams: floating dreams - who is the female? an x-dream with full feelings vividness: 2.7.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream (20+) talking to a girl and her boyfriend at my place we are talking about how to get super-buoyancy from a mattress one idea is to make a "wafer" mattress four square pieces of wood for the top and bottom of the mattress these will be the corners of the matress they are also the principal support - springs or perhaps a hydrolic mechanism for the rest of the mattress the springs will be more responsive than the main support - adjustable the distance between the top and the bottom of the mattress is determined by the weight of the sleeper's keeping the mattress "square" within the frame shouldn't be a problem vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: innovation (3+) beds (1) 19122022 the name of the dream: big numbers on a bus talking to a man about numbers, big numbers at first, he didn't "get" the idea of powering numbers specifically, he couldn't see how half-a-dozen numbers could represent incomprehensively large amounts he "got it" when it was applied to small numbers - 10^2 = 100, 10^3 - 1000 etc. we then went on to talk about football notes 1 wasn't the final one of the most exciting games of football ever? vividness: 2.7.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: numbers (4+) powers of numbers (1+) 18122022 the name of the dream: hypocrites walking past a large plate glass window on the outskirts of town looking through the window, it looked like it was the reception it was quite bare no tables or chairs or even a desk a message on a white background towards the top of the room caught the dreamer's attention it conveyed an all-embracive notion of a philosophical nature the message on the banner suggested that any person can lead other people, and the organisation would allow them to put the idea to test it twigged the dreamer's imagination and caused him to go inside in the next scene, the dreamer is talking to a well-dressed man the man is a little over six-foot with a slim build the man invites the dreamer to come back later on in the next scene, the dreamer is at the back of the building he has returned on his bike we go into the building there are other people there they are expecting the dreamer we get to the nub of the visit the dreamer makes a statement the small group of people are amazed at the insightfulness of his proclamation and dutifully begin enacting it the man who spoke to the dreamer initially is smarting up until that moment, the group of people had been following a proposal he had made in the next scene, the dreamer is standing by his bicycle it has been stripped of just about everything the slim, tall man is sympathetic to the dreamer and offers his condolences his condolences aren't sincere it is obvious he had something to do with it there are any number of things the dreamer can do to "get back at him" the dream ends vividness: 2.7.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: devious people (2+) 17122022 the name of the dreams: the telepathic cat - a world record - kissing dream - getting away with murder we are in the dreamer's place of abode the dreamer is in bed there are two or three other people in the dream two of them have brought their pets a black cat begins walking over to the dreamer it is walking with a limp the cat is in a sorry state a metre or so from the dreamer, the cat telepaths its thoughts it says, "can you help me? i've hurt my leg" the dreamer decides the first thing to do is give the cat some salmon the dreamer leans out of bed and tries to stroke the top of the cat's head as his hand touches the top of the cat's head, the diminishes in size the dreamer attempts to stroke the cat's back as his hand makes contact with the cat's back, the cat gets smaller still the room is darker than it is bright the cat becomes a shadow the dreamer decides not to try and touch it again he feels the cat may vanish vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (6+) cats (1) there are two people in this dream we have just broken the world record for one-hundred meters the dreamer's time is 10.1 seconds the other person does it in 10.2 seconds we are trying to work out the time/distance/speed in feet and yards when the dream ends notes 1 it's going to be constructive to discover who can and can't do arithmetic in dreams the writer's success rate is -100% vividness: 2.7.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: athletics (2+) sprinting (2+) the dreamer and his girlfriend are in bed we are wearing our birthday suits the woman is upset she is on the verge of crying it turns out the woman took something the dreamer said in the wrong way the dreamer explains what he said the woman understands what was meant and is soothed the dream ends with the dreamer's left arm under her head and resting on her shoulder as we begin kissing vividness: 2.7.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: kissing dreams (5+) the dreamer is livid he is listening to jewish-controlled mainstream media headline one sentence, in particular, is a blatant lie he decides to take a stance and take the media company to court he remembers that the lies have already been exposed by the people's court - https://endic.at/mm.4.shingles.mp4 vividness: 2.7.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: politics (5+) 16122022 the name of the dream: doomed to failure a conspiracy is underway to frame the dreamer for murder three brothers are the witnesses for the prosecution the conviction was doomed from the start for a while after the charges were brought, it gained a bit of momentum but it soon fizzled out the brothers didn't have the wherewithal to pull it off they were the only people the conspirators could find who would receive "favours" for perjury the charges were dropped vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: frame-ups (2+) murder (1) 15122022 the name of the dream: ways of breaking the ice the dreamer meets two girls while he is on his own we go back to their place one of the girls is my height and a lot less in weight the other girl is a good 12 kilogrammes heavier we start getting acquainted the dreamer bends his legs, grabs the girl around her waist and picks her up he then tells her to put her arms around his neck and then lifts her up from the front and begins swinging her backwards and forwards between his legs after a couple of swings, the dreamer tells her to put her legs around his waist and then rocks backwards and forwards the rocking turns into swings and thrusts there's no doubt in anyone's mind about what the motions represent after that, the bigger girl asks the dreamer to kneel on the floor she then tells the dreamer to put his knees into the shoes she turns on the music and tells the dreamer to dance to the music while he is kneeling in the shoes the girls are going to take a phone video of it after this sequence of the dream, there are a couple of vivid scenes of the dreamer transferring information from one phone to another vividness: 2.7.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: fun dreams (3+) girls (2+) 14122022 the name of the dream: fed up with folders dreams about folders are starting to bug me can't figure out why they occur in the first place yet again, the frustration of not being to complete a folder operation brought about awake-time this one was a five-task operation done the first four parts of the task ok it simply wasn't possible to complete the last task without moving the pointer onto the folder and double-clicking it it was at the point where the sensation of a mouse would have allowed the task to be completed perhaps this dream is the groundwork for introducing a tactile sensation that represents a mouse there's got to be a reason for having dreams about folders vividness: 2.7.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: folders (7+) 13122022 the name of the dream: my russian mate as the national champion of the town and street speed cyclist, the dreamer gets selected automatically for a contest the "meet" is against a russian team the dream starts with the captain of the russian team familiarising the dreamer with the course we get into a chat we are talking about tyres and their compounds, the best grip for the streets and roads we are talking about suspension and braking systems which make of gears is best, and so on the promoters want to present the race as boxing promoters would a boxing match they want us foaming at the bit, trying to get at each other the promoters want rancour, threats and jibes neither the russian captain nor the dreamer wants to go along with it the promoters are livid it will be the end of the dreamer's career if he doesn't play ball and do things their way both of the captains are in agreement it is to be a good-natured contest there is a scene where the two of us are eating russian fayre ladies are hovering at the edge of the dream, waiting to make an entrance the dream ends notes 1 fairly sure this dream was, in part, the result of watching dr zhivago before going to sleep vividness: 2.7.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: bicycles (5+) racing (2+) 12122022 the name of the dream: into the lion's den a way to infiltrate the secret services presented itself whether it succeeds or not depends on the dreamer being able to act normally when he is in the lion's den a slip of the tongue, a sign of nervousness and other tell-tale signs will mean certain death for the dreamer failure will set things back, and a new wave of oppression will begin the stakes are so high it causes the dreamer to begin having doubts about his ability to carry it off it means staying cool, calm, collected, and, most of all, convincing the dreamer expresses his doubts about being able to succeed to those around him the thought of anyone else doing it is not an option either the dreamer does it or things carry on as they are an equally disastrous outcome the dreamer says the only way he will be able to get away with it is if he maintains a relaxed manner the only way he will be able to stay calm and relaxed is if he is calm and relaxed the dreamer turns to a long-standing male acquaintance he tells his acquaintance what's what and asks him to get either opium or heroin there is then a new set of surroundings both of the drugs are on a table the acquaintance of old and his drug supplier are in the room the dreamer says to the supplier, "my acquaintance tells me your product is of superior quality" the supplier starts talking the dreamer is taken aback by the tone of confidence in his voice it is deep, level and almost therapeutic he explains how much of each drug to take and when to take it the dreamer starts to think he can succeed in his task there is another scene when the dreamer is making a "single skinner" with opium something happens, and it ends up on the floor vividness: 2.7.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: secret services (5+) 11122022 the name of the dream: cronyism the dreamer is working for a big company it's one of those companies that's so big it's an institution think walmart or shell or toyota the company is so big there is a section that allocates what names can are to be used for folders on top of that, add family cronyism the woman who heads the company in the dreamer's part of the world is as fickle as they come she has put a friend of her's as the big kahuna of the folders section in the office block where the dreamer works fortunately, she is so not capable she welcomes advice and suggestions from the employees the dreamer latches on to her modus operandi she is susceptible to complimentarity remarks, especially those that flatter her looks in due course, the dreamer persuades her to adopt his folder-naming system the dreamer knows she will get the credit for the improved efficiency initially but that doesn't matter to the dreamer he also knows that sooner or later, it will come to light that he is the person behind the throne of the folder-filing system and it will secure his continued employment vividness: 2.7.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: work-related (8+) folders (18+) 10122022 the name of the dream: touch and go the dreamer has been busy all day and is tired he decides to lie down for a while he goes into the bedroom, and to his complete surprise, his love is asleep on the bed he is surprised because some days or weeks before, she said she wanted to think things over between us she is on the bed and not in it she still has her clothes on she is wearing grey corduroy trousers but doesn't recall what her top is the dreamer, still in his clothes, lies down beside her our thighs touch through the clothes her left arm rises, and her hand flops onto the hips of the dreamer he thinks it is a voluntary movement and clasps her hand it wasn't, it was just her moving in her sleep she pulls her hand out of the dreamer s and gets up off the bed the dream ends vividness: 2.7.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: brief dreams (4+) relationships (20+) 09122022 the name of the dreams: a complicated dream - sweet girls and chocolates a man did a job for the dreamer think it was a repair or modification to a bicycle the bill for the work broke down the amount for the time it took for each modification or repair the amount wasn't in question, it was the way the bike mechanic worked out the time-to-labour ratio one thing in particular became the focal point of the dream he had included the time the supplier charged him for doing his part in the process it included his waiting time the nitty-gritty of it became a matter of the third-party man claiming tax relief or concessions the point of contention causes the dreamer to protest he is paying tax to the government for the supplier's part in it the dreamer becomes exasperated he complains, "it's the banks, at every turn, it's the banks" it is for the man who did the repair to claim costs from the tax collector and not for the dreamer to pay for the bike-repair man for those costs he incurred there is an amicable end to the dream when the bike repair man concedes to reduce the costs to the dreamer the theme of the dream changes the dreamer is sitting at a four-seater table in a well-lit cafe at the table in front of him are two girls facing him after a few smiles, we get to talking there is a scene in which the dreamer produces a small box of chocolates the dream ends as we are joking and having a laugh fighting over who gets which type of chocolate the second dream is the most vivid 7.8 note 1 for those of us who find dreams intriguing... in the not-too-distant future, instead of the latest tweet being the hot topic, the "must-see" video is someone's dream the url at the end of this line is a sci-fi film of a future when it becomes possible to "see" someone's dream ( https://endic.at/Come.True-2020.mp4 ) vividness: 2.7.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: two-themed dream (8+) 06122022 the name of the dream: the spirit of america the dreamer is talking to an unknown male we touch upon the subject of america the dreamer gives him his assessment of america "what makes america great is the entrepreneurial spirit", the dreamer says, and continues with, "the spirit of america was at its greatest just before the outbreak of the war with korea" "if i could be anywhere in the world at any time it would be when america was at its most vibrant in the early 1950's" "america lost its way when the financial institutions realised there is undreamt of wealth to be had by fermenting wars and enriching itself through the production of weapons" ( https://endic.at/Eisenhower-Military.Industrial.Complex.mp4 ) "all that's needed is to create conflicts - easy to do when you control the media ( https://endic.at/head.of.the.snake.mp4 ) "even now, the capitalist mechanism, starting a business, bringing the business to the point where it is self-generating and then moving on to the next endeavour, is still evident" "on many occasions, the writer has gone on youtube and come across a single organised man who is creating products that i thought to be coming out of factories" the writer woke to the sound of his own voice and said several more sentences before becoming fully awake vividness: 2.7.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: externalised (7+) 05122022 the name of the dream: lesser people the dreamer is looking for premises suitable for business in one of the offices, he views the previous business left behind cupboards and a filing cabinet in the cabinet are assorted folders, paper clips and other useful office items that will come in handy the folders are quality, some are made of leather in the folders are photographs and individual sheets of paper that look like business contracts there is also a round, silver canister the photographs (10 x 8's) are the work of a professional they are oozing quality and style the dreamer is looking through the photographs and is becoming more and more impressed with the way the photographer has managed to take the space between the photographer and the model out of the picture the grain of the paper brings the models face to life the scene changes the dreamer is viewing the film in the canister the first bit of the film, again, the quality of the footage is first class, is of a man holding a dildo with testes in his left hand he is wearing a lopsided blonde wig and is waggling the dildo with testes from left to right in front of his mouth he then puts it in his mouth the camera goes in closer and frames the view so that it looks like he is giving someone a "blow job" it looks very realistic a person watching it would be convinced that it is what it looks like the man looks familiar to the dreamer he looks like bruce dern the scene changes we are now viewing a social event the quality of the film "puts the observer there" 2.8.5 nearly, but not quite, 3D dozens of people are coming and going in an outdoor environment all of them look healthy and are dressed fashionably the coming and going changes to a one-way flow the people are going to a specific place naked children enter the dream this film, the dreamer realises, is leading to paedophilic activity, possibly worse why did this film get left behind when the previous tenants moved out? it's as though someone wanted it to be found then the dreamer "twigs it" someone did want it to be found for the person who left it, it is a death sentence perhaps that's what it was the person who left it knew they were about to be killed the person who left it hoped the person who found it would pass it on it would be easy to identify the people in the film and photographs the problem is, of course, people who are organised in the practice of paedophilia and are wealthy have ways and means of avoiding prosecution not least murder the dreamer realises that handing it over to the police would put him on the firing line the people in the film would have "contacts" who would have no trouble finding out who had viewed the property the dreamer wakes while thinking about the problem notes 1 this dream is so very clearly the result of the thoughts and emotions of the pde's vividness: 2.8.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unnatural x (2+) 04122022 the name of the dreams: prequel to x - outnumbered and out-sized - out-sized the dreamer is standing close to a tall and strikingly good-looking woman she knows the look somehow the woman generates in the dreamer's mind a picture of an erect thirty-centimetre ****s it is an alludiation to what she expects a man to have vividness: 2.6.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: implications of x (1) waking down a slope into the centre of town in spon end on a corner, a biggish car is parked in the driver's seat sits neil in the front passenger seat is an african man of slight build the dreamer walks around the car to speak to neil before the dreamer can engage him in conversation another african man enters the dream he enters the dream from the same position as the dreamer did the latest entry to the dream is anything but small along with his imposing physical size is his extrovert personality he can see the dreamer is trying to talk to neil whatever it is neil is engaged in it is more important than talking to the dreamer the latest addition to the dream says to the dreamer, "one minute" emphasising the point with his forefinger the dreamer knows when he is being dominated he starts to move away from the car neil says i'll see you in an hour the dreamer can tell he is being "fobbed off" he, like the overly real extrovert african, uses his finger in up and movement and says, "you've said that before" vividness: 2.6.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (30+) neil (2+) from the moment three women and two men decide to have an x-night, it is a vivid, music, food and fun dream a single and a double bed in the bedroom and a couch in the living room gave the dream privacy and scope there was so much good-humoured banter as we were getting organised the dream ended before we got to "it" a white-covered two-seater table with the cutlery, wine and glasses neatly arranged ready for a takeaway delivery should anyone want the evening to have the romantic touch of a meal or get hungry don't recall what music is playing the entire dream is dominated by the increasing to and fro of quips and suggestions the final scene is when the dreamer and one of the girls open the door of the bedroom, and both are impressed with its spaciousness the dreamer says, "see, plenty of space" notes 1 not reaching the "finale" of the dream didn't disappoint the writer at all the sheer good-naturedness of the tone of the dream was the stand-out aspect of it it's just a matter of recreating the pda's and finishing the dream vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: pre-x activity (2+) 03112022 the name of the dreams: is anyone here? - easy come, easier to go the dreamer is at a fruit and veg fayre what should have been a "payday" for dozens of fruit stalls fell flat it was positioned close to the town or city centre on a clear day the problem is there are too many stalls or there aren't enough buyers they hadn't done enough advertising! the dreamer sees an opportunity it doesn't take him long to nip into town and back he scrounges some wooden boxes and plastic containers and scribbles a few colourful words on a paper-lined board and puts together a makeshift stall he has enough ice cream and cones to make a couple of hundred ice cream cones his crowning touch is to offer a choice of fruits to go into the ice cream strawberries are, as was anticipated, the most popular his instincts served him well he made a sizeable profit eventually, the stalls begin closing up shop the dreamer is moving through the stalls as he makes his way out of the fayre he is asking the vendors how their day was without exception, the vendors are thoroughly miserable earlier on in the day, the dreamer had spoken to a young lad might have gotten a wooden box from him being a "young un" he wasn't too dejected, but his disappointment was plain to see he might have been expecting to earn enough for something he wanted, or perhaps he was empathising with his mother the dreamer gets the envelope with the money in it out of his inside pocket there is the better part of three hundred quid he hands a tenner to the woman and says, "give him a fiver of it" it crosses the dreamer's mind that if it weren't for the vendor's he wouldn't have had the windfall between that and the appreciative look from the boy and his mother, the dreamer goes into "generous" mode he hands out fifteen or twenty fivers and tenners to other stalls on his way out in one scene, he whips out the envelope with the money in it and has to sift through the notes to find a fiver a man looking over the dreamer's shoulder says, "you're doing well" he has a glint in his eye that could be suggestive of just about anything the dream ends vividness: 2.7.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: entrepreneurial (4+) food fayre (1) the name of the dream: is anyone there? it is back in the day when shops closed on a sunday have run out of baccy a similar situation happened a few years earlier the dreamer remembers being told there was a shop in a town nearby that opened on a sunday think the town is called "mandham" got off the bus at the stop that looked like the centre of the town remembered that the last time it meant having to go to the street that ran parallel to the street the bus stopped at and walk a few hundred metres the dreamer takes the street that runs parallel to where he is standing get off the bus at a t-junction it looks like it is the right place a quick look to the right tells the dreamer it isn't ask a girl with bushy, shoulder-length hair if she knows where the shop is she does a "weird and wonderful" on me in one second she spins around about four times her spins are so fast that she becomes a blur when she's still again the dreamer asks her, "why did you do that?" the girl replies, "it helps me to get my bearings" she points and says, "the shop is over there" looking in the direction she is pointing the dreamer can see a village in a valley a couple of kilometres away that is definitely not the place he remembers the dreamer becomes despondent he decides to head back home he looks for but can't see a bus-stop anywhere in fact, he can't see anyone anywhere even more factually, he can't see anything moving it's time this dream ended, which it does vividness: 2.7.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (6+) 02112022 the name of the dream: the interviewee two young ladies from somewhere in the corridors of "power" have been dispatched to, and are intervewing, the dreamer one of the ladies is asking questions and writing down his answers the other is an observer she is making mental notes and probably had a say in what questions to ask the lady asking the questions, will omit a description of her (people in dreams are people who have, do, and will exist) is brief and to the point there is a hint of irritability in her voice at one point, the young woman is asking questions that refer to one dream in particular it was a dream in which the dreamer encourages people to act or respond in awake-time to their values and feelings in dreams the interviewer reacts to the idea that a person could/should base their morals or outlook on the content of dreams the dreamer replies to the question by suggesting that it makes a certain amount of sense to take dreams seriously because the content of dreams are not fettered to the extent they are in awake-time he starts to make another point about applying the known rules to awake-time can be instructive... the interviewer cuts the dreamer short by saying, "stop it" the dreamer asks, "what?" the young lady says, "acting superior" it causes the dreamer to laugh softly vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: interviewee (1+) 01112022 the name of the dream: cowboys and cowgirls there's not enough detail in the dream to suggest whether the family portrayed is subservient or if they represent the pinnacle of society in all, there are a dozen or so people in the dream they have a horse ranch with three or four stables housing twenty or thirty horses their clothing does not reflect they are gentry, but it may be that the culture and circumstances of this period of another undulation did not produce a society with a class structure the man of the house is a man of few words, a stoic if ever there was one he exudes an air of calm a sense of mild apprehension enters the dream one of the young males is vying for the attention of a girl the young man is either a work hand or the girl is he has competition it is his brother or a work hand it all rests on the man of the house we are waiting for the ranch owner to make his opinion known when the dream changes its location we are now in or near the stables a girl and a boy are pleased to be together vividness: 2.6.8 - observer - the category of the dream: relationships (25+) 30112022 the name of the dream: a category above sleeping rough on holiday because there are signs that have the words "le" and "la" in them it must be france there is no other reason for thinking this as the entire dream uses the english language it is becoming a matter of urgency that the dreamer find somewhere to sleep although it's warm enough to sleep outside, in an unfamiliar place it isn't recommended in an accommodation agency, the desk clerk is shaking her head the woman says, "there is only one place available - i don't recommend it" it's obviously a "last resort" but it's got to be better than a bench at the boarding house, the dreamer is "weighing up" the place it doesn't look dirty nor is there anything that suggests it's "the pits" the boarding house is run by a woman her clothes, hair and posture are raggedy she leads the way up a flight of stairs on the first floor, there is a twenty-rung vertical window cleaner's ladder perfect for practising mountain climbing manoeuvres in the attic room, the ceiling is sloped there is one bed the legs of the bed are about fifteen-centimetres a perfect place to put your shoes elsewhere in the "room" two, three or four mattresses cover what's left of the space on the floor a young male enters the dream he seems a nice young chap the dreamer's opinion of him changes radically when we are downstairs and a young woman with a baby comes into the building she, like the dreamer, feels blessed to have found cover for the night it soon becomes apparent that the mother and child are destined to be given a mattress to sleep on the dreamer makes a remark to the young lad that we should help her get to the attic he makes a joke out of it the dreamer says sternly, "if you were a man you wouldn't say that" in the last scene, the mother and baby are in the attic-room the young woman has an alluring character vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: holidays (4+) france (2+) 29112022 the name of the dream: seaside and chips a family of four or five are sitting at a table they are on holiday how do we know they are on holiday? because the table they are sitting at is in a booth shaped like a carousel chair, only it's a fair bit bigger the only reason a parent would consent to eat in such a ridiculous seat is that they are on holiday, and holidays as everyone knows, are more for the children than the adults the children are, of course, in child's heaven alas, all is not well in this particular heaven namely, the portion of chips is nothing like the photo of the chips posted on the outside of the restaurant quite simply, there isn't enough of them to appease the appetite of a family that has been breathing in fresh sea air all morning for the first time in their life the man they are complaining to is in a double quandary if he gives them more chips, his profit margin is affected if he doesn't, there's every chance the customers will leave and thirdly, other customers might get on the "bandwagon" he gives in and gives them more chips a second scene ensues with the same circumstances at this point of the dream, the dreamer goes from observer to participant and "weighs in" he is not on the side of the restaurant manager vividness: 2.7.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: holidays (3+) food (8+) chips (3+) 28112022 the name of the dream: the moderator in a community of two hundred in a city of hundreds of thousands, the dreamer is no one special however, as is the case of communities within cities, some want to be the "leader of the pack" this is the scenario for this dream the alpha male has assumed his position and is confident of being recognised as such his word will be taken as the last word in all matters of policy and right behaviour one or two people don't think he should be the "main man" one canny lady knows how to upset his apple cart she mentions to someone close to the man that the dreamer may be a better choice she says it knowing it will get back to the "main-man" in the next scene, the "king of the hill" is at the dreamer's door he wants to "size the dreamer up" to his horror, he realises the dreamer has got a vocabulary with an easy manner that makes him acceptable to any reasonable person not wishing to become embroiled in a messy clamber for the "top man" position, the dreamer tells the "kingpin" he has no aspirations to be a "policy maker" the dream ends just after the dreamer hints to the man that he has no ambitions to get "in his way" unless, of course, his "pronouncements" don't meet the dreamer's sense of fairness the man will have to take the dreamer into account when he makes decrees vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: communities (2+) 27112022 the name of the dreams: the confidant - another bicycle dream you've seen the tour de france and how the cyclists lean over whe going round a corner at thirty-kilometres an hour you've seen the cyclists going down mountain roads at seventy-kilmetres an hour this dream is nothing like that it hasn't got any movement in it to speak of no scenic views just two blokes talking about their bikes and how their going to do this, that and the other notes 1 it's the sort of dream you have when you want to be able to say, "i had a dream last night" it's the sort of dream that would cause the person you told it to to say, "yea, what about it?" "i think so" is the answer you give when someone asks, "did you dream last night?" putting this dream down to sleeping when not really tired vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: bland dreams (1+) bicycles (4+) a girl gets in touch with the dreamer he is the only person she knows and trusts to help her the situation is the girl wants x with a "hot" boy the young man, one of the dozens offering his "charms" on a dating site, looks the part his good looks and adonis-type physique is impressive he doesn't come cheap money isn't a problem for the girl her problem is she doesn't know how to present herself to men hence, the dating site she hasn't used a dating site before, and she doesn't know what to expect they are going to meet at her place she is going to leave her phone on during the date she wants the dreamer to be listening in it will provide her with a sense of security the dreamer agrees the dream ends while we are talking via the phone before her date arrives vividness: 2.7 - phone participant - the category of the dream: friends of girls (1) 26112022 the name of the dreams: a lax, closed mixed prison - the boy toy-fixer a dream about a young deaf and dumb boy his joy in life is mechanical toys by the age of ten, he has mastered the skill of being able to mend any toy that gets broken he gets his wish of being a shopkeeper in the village of his birth his reward is seeing the delight on the faces of children when her or his toy is returned in working order he develops a sense of humour that is so entertaining people have been known to deliberately break the toys of their children because the child wanted to be in his company the dream ends as another customer enters the shop vividness: 2.7.1 - observer - the category of the dream: disabled children (1) deaf and dumb (1) this dream is close to being an epic dream (10+ scenes with the same theme) as closed prisons go, they don't get much more easy-going than this nor do prisons come any bigger than this it looks like it can house tens of hundreds of inmates the start of the dream suggests it is going to be the opposite a man wants a gun the man who wants the gun is negotiating with another man about what specifications he wants the gun to have the man who will be building the gun works in the engineering workshop he has the skills and the materials to make a gun as elaborate or simple as is required the man who wants the gun wants it to be made in a way that allows it to be easy to assemble and disassemble the gun is wanted for an escape the gun doesn't have to be able to fire a bullet as long as it looks like the real thing the gun is intended to be used in a bluff they agree on the design the scene changes to the dreamer being presented with two piles of clothes the prisoners in this dream don't wear uniform clothes the clothes are sent in by the prisoner's wives and girlfriends on the top of each pile is leather trousers, one pair is black, the other is brown before the dreamer can make up his mind on which colour to have, both pairs of trousers are snapped up by other inmates at the end of the scene, the dreamer ends up with a grey, mottled polo neck jumper and non-matching trousers there is a large dining area women do the cooking and the "over-the-counter" serving the women also do the washing and the mending and altering of clothes the looks and comments between the men and women tell us there is many a relationship between the women and men, and there are plenty of opportunities for them to get together this prison is every inmate's dream of a prison notes 1 a lowish vividness rating in such a relaxed atmosphere suggests a future tense of time in a past undulation (time-tense 7) vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: prisons () closed () 24112022 the name of the dream: the spoiler a prestigious building is completed and ready for use it is the morning of the day it opens officially there is going to be something of a ceremony among the fanfare and other things, there is going to be a race the building has been designed with a stretch of road that encircles the building the shape and size of the building is such that the shape of the road that encircles it is precisely the shape and size of an athletic track it has been designed specifically to enable track athletes to compete for the opening day, a float carrying dignitaries, press and celebrities is to set the first official time the float won't be trying to break any records it is merely a "showtime" time it is will do the 400 metres in a minute the dreamer is one of the spectators he is among the crowd of hundreds he has cycled to the event the float is in position when the float gets the signal to go, the dreamer cycles to where the float is and follows it around the building fifty metres from the end of the track, the dreamer puts on a spurt and completes the 400 metres four or five seconds ahead of the float although history will show that the official account of the event will put the first time as one minute, everybody will know that the first record was set by a bloke on a bicycle vividness: 2.8.2/3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: public events (1+) inaugurations (1+) new buildings (1) 23112022 the name of the dreams: his first love - a whale of a time - prison brutality the dreamer is looking through a peep-hole the peep-hole is built into a prison door it is used by prison staff to check what's going on in the cell there are two people in the cell we are drawn to look through the peep-hole by shouting looking through the peep-hole we see two "screws" holding an inmate while a third is repeatedly slapping him hard across the face and then shouting, "talk to me" we see that about five times as in the whale dream below, one of the four men interrogating the inmate turns and looks at the dreamer three times as the brutality is underway in another scene, the dreamer calls over his cellmate and says, "see those cells above the archway - i used to be in one of those" his cellmate is aghast the cells being pointed out housed the most serious criminals his cellmate doesn't know that the "most dangerous wing of the prison" is also used for shock treatment of non-dangerous inmates who have got an "attitude" problem toward the screws notes 1 the writer was serving "time" in winson green prison when the birmingham bombers were being held there in 1974 the writer was appaled by the sounds men make when innocent are being brutalised the second biggest problem after the control-freaks (jews, especially jewish bankers and non-jewish militarists) are those people who are asleep to what's going on (sleeple) vividness: 2.7.7 - observer - the category of the dream: prison (5+) prison brutality (1+) another aerial view dream from about one-hundred-and-fifty metres it takes in a pier about thirty metres long, twenty metres of shoreline on both sides of the pier and an expanse of clear-blue ocean about two-hundred metres across and a hundred metres out into the sea what is assumed to be the rim of a crater the diameter of the crater is about seventy metres and it is clearly visible through the water a whale with seating and harness is carrying four people the person nearest to the head of the whale has a pole with whale-food dangling down to just in front of the whale's mouth the person behind the person baiting the whale is steering the whale a whale bit in the same a jockey steers a horse with a horse bit there is a significance between the rim of the crater and the whale but it isn't clear what it is on three occasions the person at the back of the whale turns around and looks up at the dreamer vividness: 2.8.2/3 - observer - the category of the dream: animal entertainment (2+) whale (1) the first time we meet we are both six years of age the memory of it is still fresh in the writer's mind she had blonde hair, pink skin, blue eyes, red lips and white teeth it was like an animated painting the writer had never seen such colour in a face he is entranced the next time we meet we are both sixteen it is at a "gathering of the clan" at auntie g's house at the end of the evening, the different families are to be transported to our respective homes by members of the clan with cars the writer, his love, another young man the same age as the writer, and an adult are squashed into the back seat of a car the other young man sat on the right next to the door, his love sat next to him, the writer sat to the left of his love and an adult is sitting to the left of the writer both the young lad and the writer are strongly attracted to his love for the writer, it is his first physical contact with his love the writer's hormones are in overdrive neither of the young lads knows how to "break the ice" and speak to his love it may have been a bump in the road or it may have been as the car turned a corner that caused the weight of our bodies to become more firmly into contact with each other our hands touched her hand clasped mine our relationship began when our relationship is some months old an "initiative" between the governments of canada and britain gives a monetary incentive to families to take in students the inevitable happens the eighteen-year-old student "falls" for the writer's love his love shows the writer a letter she received from him after he returned to canada it is a moving letter the writer says something along the lines of, "he loves you - you should love him back" his love says, "i knew you would say that" perhaps the writer should have fought for his love the letter was so touching it stirred the writer's emotions he expressed in words more than the writer had felt for his love the next time the writer and his love came together was, again, at a gathering of the clan at auntie g's three years later as his love walked past him the writer said, "you're looking trim" (when she was sixteen she was plump) his love completely "blanked" him the writer is bemused one of the aunties saw my reaction and said, "he doesn't want children" over the years the writer has reflected on what could or should have been that a man would marry a woman and not tell her beforehand that he didn't want children must be a breach of the contract of marriage (is it?) if it were up to the writer there would be provision for men who want x but don't want children - pair them up with women in the same frame of mind but to trick a woman into marriage with the intention of not becoming a parent is wrong, wrong, wrong the dream the dreamer is in bed with his love we are both undressed we are both past our physical peak and his love has resigned herself to a childless existence theoretically, his love could become a mother the dreamer might be able to persuade her to try but the years of regret have hardened her his love doesn't respond to the dreamer's subtle advances perhaps in a year or two, the dreamer and time will be able to re-instil in his first love the desire to procreate (expand) vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: relationships (30+) theresa (2) 22112022 the name of the dreams: an oppressive society - 3 a one-scene dream a colourful visual presentation of the number 3 the visual is accompanied by a voice saying, "number 3 is the most important number in science" the writer went online to check it out it turns out it isn't the most important but it comes a close second notes 1 most of the dreams in the last couple of weeks have been both vivid and colurful vividness: 2.8.1 - observer - the category of the dream: numbers (1+) number 3 (1) the first of the three scenes is angled birds-eye view from about twelve-metres it takes in three detached houses it looks like your typical middle-class american suburb the three houses have sloping drive-in garages the houses are elevated a couple of metres above street-level the odd thing is the four or five mailbox-type structures in a line going up the slope each structure has a red-eye glowing at the top a quotes banner appears at the top of the scene each banner has a quote one of the quotes reads, "every movement of the household is to be monitored" another reads, "each person believes close monitoring is necessary" at first, the dreamer thinks he is watching an episode of the outer limits until that is, a sentence that contains the words, "must believe the lying" shows we are watching a docu-film that's for training the "up and coming" in the ranks of the control freaks notes 1 a vivid dream it puts this dream in the category of the future of a past undulation or the past of the future undulation notes 2 fairly sure this dream is the result of listening to a programme that detailed how oligarch-minded, ancient-greeks planned to run a society the outlook of today's control freaks will, eventually, be the last remnant of ancient civilisations notes 3 compare the stifling manner of control freaks to the utter restriction-free activity of the free-will you-know-who has fashioned vividness: 2.8.2 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read (20+) societies (4+) 21112022 the name of the dreams: singing for your cuppa - a better bit of butter the dreamer is on his first-time visit to the family of his wife or girlfriend he is given a pastry with his cup of tea the pastry has a likeable distinctive taste he makes a remark about it to his wife or girlfriend's friend the friend of the wife or girlfriend says, "we buy it by the box" she shows the dreamer the butter in its gold wrapping (stand-out visual) the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice saying, "can you buy me some next time you buy it" vividness: 2.7.5 - participant and observer - category of the dream: food (12+) butter (1+) there are intricate and striking melodies with harmonies filling the emptiness of the dark recesses here and there wealth is generated by giving money to anyone who busks the money earnt from busking is, in the main, spent on food and drink no one thinks people are lowly if they sing a verse or two to get enough for a drink and a sandwich or doughnut it is the accepted way the tone of the dream and the buoyant mood of the people in it suggests it's not a society that is ill at ease with itself on the contrary, there is an air of confidence some people have got singing-busking down pat a minute or two of singing or reciting verse or literature guarantees a person will get enough for a drink and a snack after a verse or two of singing a well-known song ,the dreamer receives enough for a drink and a "bite" he is sitting in a busy cafe when a young lad comes in the young lad looks around his attention falls on the dreamer he is going to "tap" him he is about three metres near when the dreamer says, "i've just had to busk for this drink" a sloping-mouthed wry smile forms on his face he turns away before he gets to the dreamer he hasn't yet latched on to the way of the world it is a world where receiving comes after giving vividness: 2.7.7 - participant and observer - category of the dream: types of societies (4+) busking (3+) 20112022 the name of the dreams: the sneaky way - the way of the world the second dream is from a (just got another fly) past tense of time the depth of colour suggests it is the past of a future undulation it is a combination being both vivid and a think-read dream there is a column of men wearing "ye olde worlde" armour from head to foot the armour is a sparkling silver it doesn't look used each man is carryinng a banner atop of his lance every banner has a different word on it the last word of the statement is on the first banner in the dream it means waiting for the last man in the column to come into the scene with the first word of the sentence to be able to read the sentence as the scenes are being re-run the scenes condense into a single scene that takes in each previous scene and enable the dreamer to put the sentence-statement together the sentence/statement reads... "the living dream can't detain we who go war to defeat the evil byzantium" notes 1 from memory, this dream marks the first think-read dream in which the dreamer is able to move the scenes backward and forward notes 2 the writer hasn't searched the web for the spelling or history of the word byzantium he will let the reader do that and discuss what interpretation to give to this dream with the first person to bring it up vividness: 2.8.2 - observer - category of the dream: think-read (20+) war scenarios (1) two colour-rich dreams the first is an orange-coloured dream it shows an orange-coloured plastic shopping bag crumpled into half its size there is a swarm of tiny fruit flies crawling in every nook, cranny and crease of it notes 1 the writer is, finally, getting the better of a two-year-long battle with an infestatatiion of fruit flies after trying sticky fly-paper, disenfectant sprays narrow-necked fruit-juice bottles smeared with orange juice concentrate the solution is to lure the flies into a folded orange-coloured shopping bag by putting segmants of fresh oranges on the inside of the bag then, when the flies are busy gorging on the traces of orange, the writer slowly moves to the shopping bag with another orange-coloured shopping bag the bag the writer is going to snare them with is fully open the trick is to move the bag and his-self in slow motion so as to not to alarm the flies to the writer's presence at about thirty-centimetres, just as the first of the flies spots the imminent threat and makes a "dash" for it, the writer moves at lightening-speed and cover the flytrap with the bag he is holding one or two, or three get away but the overwhelming majority get caught yesterday was the first day of the mopping up stage the last of the stragglers are being dealt with using the dienfectant spray the writer has honed his shooting skills to the point of being able to shoot them down as they are flying hang on, the writer can see one the blind to his left yep, got it, really vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - category of the dream: insects (7+) fruit flies (1)e past of a future undulation it is a combination of being both vivid and a think-read dream there is a column of men wearing "ye olde worlde" armour from head to foot the armour is a sparkling silver it doesn't look used each man is carrying a banner atop his lance every banner has a different word on it the last word of the statement is on the first banner in the dream it means waiting for the last man in the column to come into the scene with the first word of the sentence to be able to read the sentence as the scenes are being re-run they condense into a single scene, that takes in each previous scene that enables the dreamer to put the sentence-statement together the sentence/statement reads... "the living dream can't detain we who go war to defeat the evil byzantium" notes 1 from memory, this dream marks the first think-read dream in which the dreamer can move the scenes backwards and forward notes 2 the writer hasn't searched the web for the spelling or history of the word byzantium he will let the reader do that and discuss what interpretation to give to this dream with the first person to bring it up vividness: 2.8.2 - observer - category of the dream: think-read (20+) war scenarios (1) two colour-rich dreams the first is an orange-coloured dream it shows an orange-coloured plastic shopping bag crumpled into half its size there is a swarm of tiny fruit flies crawling in every nook, cranny and crease of it notes 1 the writer is finally getting the better of a two-year-long battle with an infestation of fruit flies after trying sticky fly paper, disinfectant sprays narrow-necked fruit-juice bottles smeared with orange juice concentrate the solution is to lure the flies into a folded orange-coloured shopping bag by putting segments of fresh oranges on the inside of the bag then, when the flies are busy gorging on the traces of orange, the writer slowly moves to the shopping bag with another orange-coloured shopping bag the bag the writer is going to snare them with is fully open the trick is to move the bag and his-self in slow motion so as not to alarm the flies to the writer's presence at about thirty centimetres, just as the first of the flies spots the imminent threat and makes a "dash" for it, the writer moves at lightening-speed and covers the flytrap with the bag he is holding one or two or three get away, but the overwhelming majority get caught yesterday was the first day of the mopping-up stage the last of the stragglers are being dealt with using the disinfectant spray the writer has honed his shooting skills to the point of being able to shoot them down as they are flying hang on, the writer can see one the blind to his left yep, got it, really vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - category of the dream: insects (7+) fruit flies (1) 19112022 the name of the dream: what's right and what's wrong two men are having a conversation both men are the fathers of boys the boys are the same age, about twelve the topic of the conversation is how to instil in boys behavioural traits, values, outlook etc., that will stand them in good stead it's not that they agree or disagree on what characteristics are of value rather, it is that one believes that the character of boys ocurrs naturally through the home environment and the inter-action with his peers, while the other is trying to point out that certain values have to be introduced one of the men takes the view that certain traits need to be instilled into his boy the other man takes the stance the peer-pressure and the home environment will do the same thing notes 1 think this dream was generated by watching the film "quiz show - 1994" beore going to sleep notes 2 we (evolving beings) all agree, do we not, that it is a bad idea to expose young minds to pornograhic material "porn", of course, shouldn't exist in the first place given that it does is another issue notes 3 as a sixteen-year-old, the writer went into a pub to meet someone or use the toilet a narrowish hallway entrance meant the writer had to turn his body sideways to let a mother and her daughter pass the girl is thirteen or fourteen as they pass, the young girl said, "what's he like?" the mother, it is presumed is her mother, is in her late-thirties, stiffened and her face took on a serious expression the tone of the girl's question and the reaction of her mother puzzled the writer for some reason the memory stuck it was days or years before the writer grasped the significance the mother was prostituting her daughter vividness: 2.7 - observer - category of the dream: scruples (4+) 18112022 the name of the dream: super-hero the start of the dream, sees the dreamer coming out of a building the building might be a cinema there's a group of seven or eight young males milling about on of them tries to provoke the dreamer with a jibe the dreamer responds with, "you know, you will receive everything you give - your attempt to goad me will be what someone has or will to you" he doesn't reply another one of the group has a "go" at the dreamer a reply similar to the one the dreamer gave to the first person doesn't cause him to make another remark when another of the group says something ,the dreamer loses interest in them a young man who is not with the group of youths and is unknown to the dreamer enters the dream a member of the group of youths slight him the newcomer in the dream becomes withdrawn his body slumps a little his feelings have been hurt the dreamer realises that he is someone who is used to taking verbal abuse the newcomer to the dream isn't the type of person who responds in kind to denigrating slights, it isn't in him a lifetime of negative experiences has made him introverted a person might conclude he is a bit "slow" the dreamer says, "take no mind", in an attempt to soothe him he says something that makes the dreamer smile the dreamer throws him an admiring look the group of youths are "all at sea" as it dawns on them the person who they think is retarted has the character to make the dreamer smile non of the group have that ability the dreamer notices that the latest addition to the dream has a dark spot near his hairline above his left eye the newcomer doesn't doesn't pull away when the dreamer puts one of his fingers on the spot as the dreamer rubs the spot to remove it, it goes from being the size of a tealeaf to the size of a small smudge there are then four or five scenes that occur in "stop motion" - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ql4Kkb-89D0 each scene has two, three or four frames of stop motion it starts getting bigger and bigger and begins changing shape it becomes green with four of five sides the size of a crumpled sheet of paper about the size of a tennis ball then it takes on the shape and size of a large cucumber then it takes on the shape of a slug that has eyes and mouth the slug broadens and elongates it is now the size of a five year-old it then becomes the size of a man the dreamer becomes concerned whatever it is, it could quite easily consume the newcomer the dreamer plunges both hands into the "thing" to take it away from the newcomer it comes away from the newcomer and turns into a "captain marvel" with a grey-coloured costume the newcomer is now the theme of the dream his outfit even has the stars on when it is fully formed, the newcomer has gone from the dream he has become a super-hero notes 1 possibly caused by the previous days thoughts weird and wonderful (5+) super-heroes (1+) 17112022 the name of the dreams: the mind-mall - 299 of 400 the dreamer is asked to compile hundreds (400?) films the films are for familty viewing at the computer have put 299 films in a folder when the dream ends notes 1 this dream could be related to the first dream notes 2 highest vividness for 50 dreams vividness: 2.8.3 - observer - category of the dream: computer-related (15+) we are in a mall this mall isn't in the city centre this mall IS the city centre i kid you not it's the size of a town it has a life of its own there are no signs or notices didn't see any writing anywhere there must have been a team effort between all the main branches of science and technology psychology, time and motion... the result is subliminal-steerage by that it is meant using the known patterns in the brain a person is automatically steered themselves, through colour, the shapes of the goods on display, the positioning of the goods, whether a person is right or left-handed, left or right footed, peronality... amazingly it works imagine that? you go out to by a pair of shoes you arrive at a window and see a pair shoes that are the style you wanted, the colour you wanted, the fabric you wanted etc. there are square three-metre by three meter pillars twenty metres the pillars have a light reflective glass, not mirrors, that generates an amount of light equal to a bright, sunny day the pillars might be holding up other storeys the mall might be underground the temperature in the mall is balmy (the same temperature as your skin) notes 1 highest vividness for 50 dreams vividness: 2.8.3 - observer - category of the dream: malls (3+) 16112022 the name of the dreams: wanted the dream starts with an air of apprehension "they" have had enough of the dreamer it's time to get him out of circulation the dreamer gets "wind" of what's afoot it's time to get out of town if he can get to another city, there's a good chance the dreamer can lay low and stay out of "their" clutches indefinitely the dreamer hasn't even got enough money to catch a bus to the outskirts of town he has an old 250cc b.s.a. motor-bike the battery is flat, and there's only a cup-full of petrol in the tank the dreamer gets the bike onto a stretch of road that has enough of a decline to enable him to free-wheel the bike until it gains enough momentum to jump-start the bike once enough momentum has built up he puts the bike into gear and disengages the clutch the bike jumps into life things are starting to go the dreamer's way a feeling of relief enters the dream, but he's not out of the woods yet there are a couple of scenes of the dreamer going a fair bit faster than the flow of the traffic in one scene, he overtakes the traffic in front of him only to find he has gone over into the lane of the oncoming traffic there's a moment of panic before he gets back into the right lane the dream moves on now we're in the parking lot of the main shopping complex on the outskirts of the city the car park is huge, four times the size of a football pitch there are barely any cars in it it must be a sunday the dreamer must have been spotted leaving town there are police near the entrance to the buildings the car parking area is on quite a steep slope at the top of the slope, there is greenery if the dreamer can get over the ridge of the slope, he will be out of town and in the country he can stick out his thumb and hitch a ride to the next city it will be easy to find a menial job that no one else wants vividness: 2.7 - observer and participant - category of the dream: brushes with the law (5+) 15112022 the name of the dreams: everyones a winner - petite girl in red the first dream is a ten-scene dream ten people have been assessed on their skills artistic, cooking, writing... their scores were announced in reverse order needless to say there was mutterings of protest from those with the lowest scores even the person with nine out of a possible ten had something to say the fact is they are all outstanding the dreamer's affinity for one skill or another did figure in his judgement being in the contest was prestigious in itself there wasn't any losers vividness: 2.7 - observer - category of the dream: contests (6+) practical skills (1+) a slightly built young lady is standing just inside of the door of where the dreamer lives she is wearing a matching two-piece red jacket and skirt (stand-out visual) her black hair is neatly fashioned she wears glasses she speaks three sentences after the third sentence her head turns slowly, almost reluctantly to her left as she begins to exit the dreamer is on the verge of saying something that will give her cause to begin a conversation when the dream ends vividness: 2.6/7 - observer and participant - category of the dream: missed opporrtunities with women (2+) 14112022 the name of the dreams: the attack of the bears - roger crane - home-hospital the dreamer has come in through the front door and makes his way into the living-room it has been transformed into a hospital room there are three nurses dressed in white and wearing masks while tending to a woman on a full-sized hospital bed (standout visual 2.8) there are monitors and tubes, a trolley with instruments and medicine on it the patient is on a respiratory equipment one of the nurses pulls the dreamer to one side the woman is dying, and her last wish is that she dies at home the dreamer is "moved" by the trouble nurses will go to give a dying person what they want vividness: 2.7/8 - observer and participant - category of the dream: dying people (1+) compassion (2+) a guy from secondary school days is the focus of the dream his surname is crane he is the second biggest male in the school the dreamer has something "on him" the dreamer is the only person who knows his prestige as a tough guy, other than his aggressive manner when he'd been drinking, due to his claim that he duffed up two guys as he was walking across a narrow bridge over a stream the whole school was talking about it the truth of the matter is he tried to bully the person the dreamer was with the night before he swung at him and missed and then tried to kick him in the crotch, lost his balance and nearly fell into the water his drunken state told him that if the two people decided to fight him, he would lose he knew the dreamer could blow his story apart he sided up to the dreamer at lunchtime and talked about nothing, in particular, to find out if the dreamer had anything to say about the night before his size intimidated the dreamer, but it was his earnest plea not to wreck his image that made the dreamer feel sorry for him vividness: 2.6/7 - observer and participant - category of the dream: bullies (3) we are under siege not an army, not a vigilante group, not a civil war it is a species of bear not your ordinary run-of-the-mill bear oh no, this species of bear is intelligent it has a crude form of language its face has expression it thinks humans are the scourge of life on earth the dreamer's home is the focus of its attack two of us are hunkered down we have guns the other person has a fully automatic, big calibre machine gun the dreamer has a big gauge shotgun the bear is almost upon us our habitat is brick and cement it can't quite get through the doorway it is stuck part way an extremely violent scene has the person with the machine gun ripping the bear apart with bullets half of its face is blown away the dreamer becomes the focus of its attention the bear is only two metres away the dreamer "unloads" the first barrel end of bear notes 1 yet another dream brought on by watching violent scenes in a film vividness: 2.7 - observer and participant - category of the dream: violence (12+) bears (1) 13112022 the name of the dream: flying on a bicycle - keeping oneself entertained a girl of about eleven dressed in white in her bedroom the bed, the blankets, the curtains, the door, the wardrobe and the clothes in it are white and the ceiling is more or less the same shade of white there are about eight scenes bouncing on the bed, trying different clothes on, jigging about, laughing, teeth-smiles, running from one place to another was waiting for the "punch line" of the activity but it never came notes 1 that a child can get so much enjoyment from her own company needs to be evaluated notes 2 does an all-white environment produce expansive behaviour? vividness: 2.8/8.2 - observer- category of the dream: child behaviour (1+) there are about eight scenes in the first scene, the dreamer is cycling on a 2 lane road in the country there are no cars the road is a continuous series of brows and troughs that wind to the left four or five scenes are viewed from the brows of hills all but three of the scenes show an expanse of the road of about a kilometre the scenes viewed from the brows of the hills give an aerial view of the road ahead and give the dreamer the impression of being able to fly the temptation is to "let loose" the dreamer gives in to the temptation the sensation of smooth movement at speeds of between forty and fifty kilometres happens three times (the stand-out feeling in the dream) of the three scenes that aren't panoramic, one is of the dreamer having gone too fast into a bend and has to slow down to almost a stop the second is as he passes another cyclist he recognises who it is it's ray the third is when he goes too fast into a bend and finds himself on the other side of the road and has to slow down and swerve to avoid half a dozen cyclists coming in the opposite direction at the end of the dream, all we cyclists have arrived at our destination the rider the dreamer recognised is getting out of a car the interior of the car shouts out wealth vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer- category of the dream: cycling (2+) ray (2+) 12112022 the name of the dream: good times the dreamer is out and about he gets to talking to a guitarist doing some busking it doesn't take the dreamer long to persuade the busker to let the dreamer accompany him with his harmonica in another scene, the dreamer bumps into a lad we "hang" together for a while before he takes the dreamer to the house of somebody he knows it is the home of a dealer of hash the lat is one rung up from being a squat the dreamer whips out a couple of small lumps of hash the lad who brought the dreamer to the house comes over and picks up the largest lump and takes it back to where he was sitting and "puts one together" the dreamer doesn't mind, he has plenty of money and hash there is music playing while "stoned", people can be hyper-sensitive about the music they're listening to the dreamer recognises that the people in the room are of that ilk decide to be impish the dreamer whips out his harmonica and says something along the lines of, "this track sounds better if there's a harmonica in it" two or three people stiffen one of them is about to chastise the dreamer for having the impudence to consider he could make the song sound better the dreamer turns his head away to hide his smile they realise they have been "had" vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - category of the dream: music (7+) hash (5+) 11112022 the name of the dream: lost in time - springy stuff the dreamer lives on the ground floor in a terraced house the row of terraced houses extends seventy-five metres or so to a break in the houses across the other side road of the break, there are three or four shops the dreamer is about to go the shops outside the house is a road the road is only wide enough for one vehicle the springy stuff is on the surface of the road all the way down the road and then for another seventy-five metres past the shops to a factory wall it isn't snow if it was it would be on the pavement as well as the road the dreamer bends down and prods the substance it is halfway between hard and soft he then manages to get his fingers under the substance and lift it up it is about five centimetres thick the substance feels as light as paper and has a paper mache-cum-rubber feel to it haven't got a clue who put ut there or why the dreamer begins walking on it the feel of it underfoot gives it a "springy" quality it didn't take the dreamer long to realise it would give him momentum and help him with walking it took just a fraction of a second of dream-time for the dreamer to decide to take a run on it it gave the extra momentum that it was thought it would the dreamer was in and out of the shops without there being a scene in the shops the dreamer turns left out of the shops and is against the factory wall seventy-five metres from the shops in the next scene the assisted movement of the springy stuff gave the dreamer the belief and confidence to sprint all the way back home he set off by the time he was passing the shops, his "puff" was flagging it would have to be a four-hundred-metre pace from there are in the springy stuff is going to be a great aid in speeding up his recovery it's as if someone had put the springy there just for the dreamer vividness: 2.7/7.1 - observer and participant - category of the dream: weird and wonderful (4+) health issues related (1) in a mall the dreamer sees a lady in her thirties she is dressed in clothes that denote she is leaning more toward being "well-off" than poor something isn't quite right every move she makes has a "hesitancy" to it the dreamer moves in closer to her her facial expressions change with her movements she goes to adust her clothing, then stops she goes to move in one direction, then stops she appears to go say something, then stops the woman is vulnerable the dreamer is considering taking her "under his wing" when the dream ends notes 1 is this a rare condition? does it exist? vividness: 2.7/7.1 - observer - category of the dream: mental and physical afflictions (1+) 10112022 the name of the dream: the "royals" indicted - his true colours the first scene appears to be in a barracks room it is clean and has more amenities than any barracks we've seen in films possibly it's an officers' lounge the dreamer is with a man he cares about the man is about two metres away from the dreamer he is wearing a shirt and trousers he is a good man and a friend unfortunately, he is prepared to carry out or gives orders to others that will lead to people being killed the dreamer is desperately and earnestly trying to get him to be aware of the consequences of what he will do or tell others what to do it seems he can't grasp the essential point of being equally responsible for deaths even if he didn't actually commit the murder the thought of him losing a place in heaven is more than the dreamer can bear it reaches the point when the sense of loss causes the dreamer to start crying the man reaches into his shirt he slowly lifts something out of his shirt-pocket when the entire gizmo is visible, it takes the dreamer three seconds of dream-time to recognise what it is it's a microphone it's about the size of a mobile phone and more than twice as thick the dreamer regains his composure as he realises what the "score" is the man is a double agent for the good guys the dreamer "latches on" to what is happening and is about to pretend-berate him when the dream ends vividness: 2.7/7.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: double agents (2+) another think-read dream an extraordinarily revealing indictment of the way the "royal" infrastructure maintains its grip on the way the general public sees them the whole can of worms is opened when a jockey or horse owner exposes some of the ways that the "royals" horses get to win more than they should especially on those occasions when winning a race carries more prestige than the prize money it is revealed that brittle plastic with jagged edges is put under the saddle when the jockey wants to get an extra "burst" of speed, he presses his body into that area of the saddle where the plastic is it is imagined the rear end of the saddle, being closer to the hind quarters, will produce the "best" response you will have probably noticed that jockeys use a crop (whip) to induce pain to make the horse giddy-up one of the people making the claims of brutality speaks out publicly he announces he has been threatened with death if he persists he ignores the threats and continues to express his feelings that happens when people with a thread of ethical fibre in them reach a point where the repercussions of the circumstances which are known to be false are so blatantly obvious it's less of a worry to die than it is to live a lie the surprising revelation is that some members of the "royal" family know they are devolving beings (taking your eye off the future and living for the moment) further, they have known for the better part of two thousand years vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read dream (15+) the royal family (1) 09112022 the name of the dream: easy breezy, nice n'neasy if it takes on, then we shall know if the next round of easy-peasy n'easy can get going into the next round of easy peasy we shall see that the go that the we could get an account of the way things go for the next round of easy-peasy notes 1 the dream had about five sentences each sentence has between five and sixteen words in it notes 2 if you think think-reading is difficult wait until it comes to doing sums in a dream: see 23112017 vividness: 2.7 - participant - observer - the category of the dream: think-read (12+) orange-coloured (7+) 08112022 the name of the dreams: the impenetrable folder - the chreily folder don't remember any details of the dream before it got to the scene showing a paper folder, the kind used in offices the folder had the words "the chreily folder" on it notes 1 the fact that it is the theme of a dream means it has significance it may have relevance in a future dream vividness: 2.7 - participant - observer - the category of the dream: paper folders (1) at the computer, tidying up and moving things around there is a folder with the word covid on it a quick look in the folder reveals there is a crucial bit of information missing tried three times to re-name the folder and failed woke up feeling frustrated notes 1 is there anybody out there who can change the names of folders in their dreams? vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computers (12+) re-naming folders (6+) 08112022 the name of the dream: three's company, fours' a crowd - am at the computer the computer is next to the window the window is slightly open there is a brisk breeze the brisk breeze is making the roller-blind move the bottom of the cord of the roller-blind has a metallic bobble the metallic bobble keeps banging against a metallic heater the sound it makes is distracting it is amost jarring that happens five or six times an unseen voice says, "it'll stop in a minute" the clanking sound stops instantly the voice is soft, it also has a penetrating, all pervasive quality the dreamer thinks that you-know-who has just made her/his prescence known notes 1 as is mentioned in the proloque, the prescence of you-know-who accompanies every evolving being throughout her or his passage on their way to person to person contact with her/him met a girl a week ago who is in touch with her/him you've got to experience her/his prescence to appreciate and revel in it dreams are but one way of doing it vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: the prescence factor (7+) the first and second scene four of us, a female and three males, are on our way to the car park - from whence we came, we know not at the car park, a male wearing a white jacket points to a car and says, "i've got us a lift, it's only twenty quid" the dreamer says, "i'm not paying £20 when a taxi is £10" the guy in the white coat veers to the left and out of the dream as he realises he won't be "fleecing" the dreamer tonight the third and fourth scenes the three of us are entering the market near the main shopping area inside the market, the dreamer hands over a couple of notes to the girl and boy and says, "get yourselves something to eat" the fifth scene we have all got our arms full of shopping the sixth scene we get back to my place our spirits are high the dream ends vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: friends, family and acquaintances (25+) 07112022 the name of the dreams: a great kisser - the digger and the forklift within fifty metres of where the dreamer lives, road construction is underway one of those dinky toy-type diggers is gauging out a trench to get at pipes or cables two of us go to watch the goings-on during a conversation with the construction team, it turns out they have another job to do when they are finished with the current repairs they have a problem though they can't figure out how they are going to get the digger up a steep incline and into position to begin the next job without bringing in large and expensive trucks to move the digger back home, the dreamer suggests a way it could be done to his companion the dreamer has the idea of winching the digger up from the lower to the higher ground full of good intent, the dreamer thinks it would be a feather in his cap if they surprise the work-men and get the digger into position when they turn up the following day we do so and are rewarded fresh on the back of that, another problem of logistics crops up with a dinky toy-type forklift again the dreamer and his companion decide to move the digger and have it ready to do the next bit of work the following day it means laying down planks across a two-metre gap we lay down the planks and get the digger to where the planks are it's then that the precariousness of the manoeuvre becomes highlighted the dreamer isn't certain the planks are sturdy enough to take the weight of the digger the distance from the planks to the ground below is about twenty metres if the planks break and the machinery goes crashing to the ground, it is certain death for the dreamer the dream ends as the dreamer realises the danger vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: construction sites (4+) was at somebody's house there are about a dozen or so people couldn't see any chairs there are bean bags and scatter cushions around the walls a happy face with black hair sits down next to me the room is so crowded our faces are only a few inches away after a couple of sentences, we are kissing her mouth and lips are the wettest the dreamer has ever experienced (stand-out feeling) she takes the lead it becomes an x dream at one point, she sits the dreamer up and speaks over his shoulder to someone she then lies us back down again girls don't come any more relaxed with boys than this girl vividness: 2.7/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x dream (7+) 06112022 the name of the dream: paul and i it is about half-past dusk the dreamer is in the dip of town near the bus station the gaumont cinema is at the top the road to the dreamer's left he is headed for the centre of town a voice asks for directions the dreamer recognises the face the moment he looks at him it is paul mccartney not sure which of the two of us is the more thrilled the dreamer pours praise on the band the dreamer says, "your melodies are right up there with beethovan" the dreamer begins singing "i wanna hold your hand" paul latches on to the "vibe" and joins in we sing all the lines of the song and the first chorus (stand-out part of the dream) tried a couple of times to take the falsetto, but we didn't quite sync "it's easy to tell who wrote which songs", the dreamer says the dreamer continues, "i think "things we said today" is my favourite of yours" the dreamer doesn't hide his belief that john wrote the best melodies paul isn't "phased" he's too famous to let it bother him vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: celebrities (7+) paul mccartney (1) 05112022 the name of the dreams: 1st class - two lifestyles - the kamikaze green fly a one scene dream the dreamer has the overriding thirst and is about to drink a half-pint of an unknown liquid the moment the dreamer initiates his arm to bring the glass to his mouth a green fruit fly dives into it the fly lands with one or two of its left legs in the water the dreamer thinks to scoop it out with a finger before he can do that the fly slips into the lquid proper the dreamer is weighing up whether he still wants to drink the iquid with the fly on the other side of the glass he is considering that when the greenfly starts sinking it has sunk below the level of the liquid that is visible in the dream when the dream ends without the dreamer having quechced his thirst vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: flys (2) watching a group of four or five women they are wading in the water at the beach the water is lapping around their ankles they appear to be doing something the dreamer is trying to figure out what it eventually becomes clear they are waiting for the tide to go out when the sea has receded, it reveals rocks the size of "under the counter" refrigerators clinging to the rocks are colonies of whelks the scene changes, although the theme stays the same from an elevated position we are viewing an area four or five kilometres by four or five kilometres of what could be the artic or antartic some rocks are poking out of the ground at the bottom of the mountains of snow it is dotted with one or two groups of people somehow the people are eking a lifestyle out of the apparantly barren land a half-a-dozen scenes of this vast expanse dominate the visual aspect of the dream vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: someone "in the know" gets permission to hold a party in the fuselage of a plane the plane has been decommissioned, and its wings have been removed it is a jumbo-sized fuselage there is ample room for people to walk and dance in the aisles the dreamer is the host he decides to start things going with some meditation music - https://endic.at/meditation.mp4 that didn't work out quite right the music is being fed through the plane p.a. system the planes p.a. is in mono, and the effect is lost via the planes p.a. the dreamer apologises for the lack of effect not to worry to the rescue comes the ever-popular track "in the music" - https://endic.at/Deepswing.In.The.Music..mp3 people begin nodding and swaying the party is underway in one scene, the dreamer does a nerdy thing while standing to the left of a girl while she's looking forward, the dreamer stretches out his right arm and taps her twice on the shoulder there's an automatic response from the girl she turns around to her right to see who it is when she sees an empty space, she automatically turns to look at the dreamer the dreamer anticipates she will do that and has started talking to someone in the next scene, we hear a male explaining to the girl what happened in the next scene, we see the girl doing it to someone else food enters the dream the party is ongoing when the dream finishes vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: parties (7+) 04112022 the name of the dream: dogs "to order" this dream starts off as a think-read dream and changes into a regular-type dream in terms of time, the think-read dream took up most of the r.e.m. - https://www.verywellhealth.com/the-four-stages-of-sleep-2795920 the theme of the two types of dreams is the same it is set in the darkest days of the covid lockdown the words in the think-read dream are highlighting one of the more bizzare crimes people are turning to in order to get money thieves are breaking into peoples houses not to steal the family silver but to steal dogs of a particular breed small dogs are in demand chihuahuas are fetching £200 the think-reading then goes on to say how heinous the crime is the dream becomes a "regular" type of dream the way of combating the crime is to have an "identity/locacation" chip inserted into the dog it costs a few hundred quid but what's that compared to knowing where you dog is? a new service is born more money that can be taxed notes 1 lord denning... "it is every english mans duty to avoid paying tax" notes 2 have you noticed that the mainstream media will make a big thing of what one person or another said but never brings to our attention the "real" crime of abductions? vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: mixed categories (4+) think-read + regular (4+) animals (19+) mammals (11+) dogs (8+) 03112022 the name of the dream: the past of the future an ultra-violent dream gargoyle faces, sadistic personalities and skin flayed to the bone must have been eight or ten scenes of extreme brutality cause of the dream? watched the film "the passion of christ" before going to sleep in the not-too-distant future, when we have separated from beings with death-outcome tendencies, everything that is not in harmony with love/life will have been expunged from our environment and memories with this type of content will not surface the hollywood characteristic of presenting the general population with ultra-violent realities is that facet of america the world can well do without notes 1 third consecutive day as an observer! vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: violence (8+) 02112022 the name of the dreams: the wordsmith programme - the reader can give this dream a name - the swarm the dreamer is at using his mobile phone he is going through his files and deleting the ones he no longer uses he comes to one file that he can't even remember using the file is in a folder that has the picture of an orange on it - see also 24112017 the bottle starts to crawl with flying insects (stand-out visual) the insects are as small or smaller than ants the dreamer is disturbed it seems the insects are in the real world and not in the dream notes 1 the story behind this dream starts about two years ago the writer is in the bedroom sorting out his belongings it has to be mentioned at this point that the belongings he is sorting out haven't been moved for years and years one boxful of items has about fifty different things in it some of the tins have got rust on them we can safely say that the tin that is about to be opened is more than five years old, perhaps longer the tin is about the size of a bar of soap i open the lid and a cloud of flying insects, about the size of a clenched fist, headed straight for my face the bodies of the flying insects are smaller than ants by far it startled me anyway, that, i thought, was that back to today earlier today i opened the lid of the waste bin in the kitchen to put something in it as soon as the light got into the waste bin, it triggered a mass migration of the aforementioned insects out of the bin and into the kitchen there were everywhere before i could react it was disappointing up until yesterday had been winning the battle sticky flypaper was doing its job it will take three or four days to whittle down their numbers again you gotta hand it to them though they put us to shame when it comes to proliferation notes 2 how did they manage to survive for years in the dark without food? notes 3 an orange-coloured dream vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: insects (3+) fruit flies (1) there is an ongoing local or regional or national or continental or worldwide competition every day or week or month or year that produces the most liked sentence it is an all-inclusive, ongoing competition in which participants rate their favourite sentence there could be a top ten for each language! the programme is a more sophisticated version of the word prediction program in a mobile phone for e.g. the person starts a sentence, the programme then constructs and completes the sentence based on the word or words typed in let's say there are twenty-two thousand words (there are a lot more) in the english language following the simple rule of a subject, predicate and object (the cat sat on the mat) for any and every sentence, there will be millions upon millions of possibilities there are a couple of scenes of the programme constructing sentences then there is a scene where we see seven or eight marble-sized bits of rock being spilled from a hand onto a surface it is thought that the purpose is to form a recognisable object vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the1 dream: word programmes (1+) the second dream is, mmmmmm, well, let's say it's "earthy" it is three or four scenes it shows women standing up and peeing with their knickers on! notes 1 where this dream came from is anybody's guess notes 2 the writer is sure the reason the dreamer responds lustily to the sight of sensuously-shaped buttocks and upper thighs is that it is built into our being it is believed, more than hoped, that a males response to a woman standing up doing a no. 2 would be different notes 3 two consecutive days of observer-only dreams! vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: reader designated (1+) 01112022 the name of the dream: m.r.d. from memory, it's the first x dream as an observer vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: x dream (18+) 31102022 the name of the dreams: the running man - acid rules two lines of the song "rock around the clock" are playing over and over the dreamer is waiting for it to change it doesn't the "anti-repeat" mechanism of the mind kicks in and varies the beat it gives the dreamer an idea for a new format of acid music vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (9+) rock n' roll (1+) the dreamer has to be somewhere, fast he hasn't got a car can't afford a taxi he starts running the running is almost effortless the running continues for about a mile and a half he is pleased that he has got his running legs back he starts to come out of the sleep he realises he hasn't got his running legs back he feels despondent there is still time to get up and running notes 1 time will tell if this dream is the future of the present notes 2 this is one of two or three dreams of running in the last couple of weeks didn't write them in at the time as they, like this dream, didn't have a theme to them vividness: 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: running (5+) 30102022 the name of the dream: doicosagon dice a vivid dream set in the future society is ultra-well organised every individual is on fixed credit/allowance the first scene sees the dreamer at home and alone (stand-out visual) he is completely satisfied with his life his accomodation status is single the apartment blocks may house married, married with children there may be baby/children/parents/grandparents accomodation as well as well as "singles" in the apartment block we don't know from the dream a single persons apartment is small but is designed to give the impression of space the flat has a hallway, a kitchen, living-room and bedroom the bathroom/toilet don't feature in the dream when the kitchen and bedroom doors are open and, along with the hallway, there is a real sense of space the living-room can seat six or seven people in the first scene, the dreamer is on his own alas, all is not well in this utopia in the next scene there are two of us we are discussing the plight of someone known to the the dreamer's friend/acquaintance but not the the dreamer the male we are talking about has got his-self into a mess with his credit/allowance a credit is twenty units a unit is the equivilent of a penny or cent, the smallest value of the credit/allownce this utopia is wealthy the basics, food, clothes, energy etc., are amost given away what people do for recreation and work isn't in the dream there is enough wealth for people to get a substantial amount of credits on demand a figure of ten or eleven thousand is available however, failure to comply to the strict repayments conditions brings harsh repurcussions* this is the issue we are discussing in the next scene we are in an hospital-type setting and meet the chappie not able to manage his credits it is immediately obvious to the dreamer young man is "flighty-minded" put simply, he hasn't go the capacity to "do arithmetic" he needs an assistant it emerges that he is using his credits to play a game of 22-sided dice (doicosagon) the solution is to "cap" his credit card so that he can only draw out an amount too small to be of concern of his daily "allowance" there are twenty two units in one credit the game is universally played for one unit a game the goal of the game is to predict the outcome of the doicosagon dice the chance of getting two dice of the same number is 21/1 having come to an uncomplete but workable solution, the dream and the dreamer move on the dreamer is off for a game of doicosagon dice he has two credits and has got a "thing" about the number twenty-two note 1* it is the "freedom to do" or free-will theme being highlighted in this dream vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: betting (1+) dice (1+) 29102022 the name of the dreams: the 208 - uncompromisable - exercises to follow the dreamer is in the company of four or five young men we are in the army the dream is set in the camp's gymnasium we are not training because we are part of the gymnastics team we are there for fun there is a pommel horse, gymnastics rings, floor mat etc. the dream ends before anyone does anything vividness: 2.67 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: gymnasiums (1) this dream may be connected to the previous one the dreamer works for a company that makes high-tech equipment for satellites and the like the manager of the department the dreamer is attached to, is connected by blood to the top echelon of the company the manager wants the dreamer to say something on his behalf the manager has done something wrong the best thing he can think of is to "rope" someone else into it and divert some of the attention from him the dreamer realises it will affect his entire working life if he does and says no to the manager the manager says, "if you don't help me, i'm going to tell everyone that you smoke cannabis" the dreamer says, "there's one problem with that" the manager says, "what?" the dreamer also knows people who have influence and says, "people are more likely to believe me than you" vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: the workplace (8+) hi-tech companies (1+?) the dreamer is awake at 01:00 when the phone rings it is two girls they are regular visitors they want to come over the dreamer says, "absolutely not, i'm not that sort of person" (joke), and then, "i'll leave the door open" in the next scene, the doorbell rings the dreamer gets up and goes to the door on the way to the door the dreamer is wondering... why they didn't walk in at the door, the two girls are with the landlord the landlord has two "heavies" in tow the dreamer's quizzical expression prompts the landlord to say, "i've come to collect my 208" haven't got a clue what he means without so much as an "excuse me", the three males walk past and into the living room to the dreamer's amazement, they begin hacking into one of the walls the dreamer asks, "are you going tell me what this is about?" no reply again the dreamer tries to get an answer, "will you please tell me what you're doing?" no reply so, the dreamer thinks, their not going to tell him anything there's nothing he can do whatever it is their after, it's sure to have an illegal "vibe" to it the dreamer considers telling them he is going to call the police then realises it would be a bad idea the dream finishes vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dreams without a theme (1+) 28102022 the name of the dreams: the muscle and bones man - hot stuff - a business opportunity the dreamer gets access to a new building in a holiday resort the building is on "stilts" in the first scene we see a room about twenty by twenty metres and three metres high the walls are a shiny salmon colour (stand-out visual) a thick, clear polythene is hanging loosely against the walls the word that describes the scene is pristine the dreamer knows the agent who is leasing the rooms for the owner the agent can "swing" a favourable deal for the dreamer each room is independant of every other room each room is sound-proof the scope is endless a large photographic studio, a small cinema with tiered seating, a conference room, a keep-fit gym, luxury apartments, restaurant... renting two rooms would be a sound investment vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business (10+) there's cold going around it seems as though everyone is getting it it was thought one way of tackling it is to turn up the setting on the water heater the dreamer "bought-in" to the idea what he didn't realise was just how hot the water would get when the dreamer turned on the tap to do something, he simultaneously jumped back and yelped as he pulled his hand away he still had the "subroutine" in his noodle of the water being hot but not too hot there are two other people nearby who are aware of what the dreamer has done one of them says, "go on, you big pussy" someone has challenged the dreamer's "manliness" the dreamer says, "you couldn't keep your hand in the water for two seconds" that was it as quick as a flash, he was at the sink and ready to show the dreamer what being a man is all about the stream of water wasn't giving off steam so it couldn't be that hot he stuck the back of his hand into the flowing hot water with lightening fast speed, he pulled his hand from the water he says, "i didn't know it was that hot" he discovered what the dreamer discovered a minute before water doesn't have to be giving off steam to be able to cook something note 1 this is the writer has experienced pain in a dream, albeit for only a fraction of a second taking a broader view of it, the writer thinks that dreams with pain in them is a dimishing circumstance e.g. a hundred this undulation, ninety nine in a ten thousand undulations from now, ninitey eight in in twenty thousand undulations from now etc. vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: hot water (1) in town and on the way to a "watering hole" in the pub, there is a mini-event about to "go down" it is an exhibition arm-wrestling challenge there is this guy who is about 170 centimetres tall he is rough-hewn and as rugged as the face of a mountain his bunched muscles, easily seen through his clothes, are extensions of his bones when it comes to strength in a small package, this guy is it he has an aide who is doing all the talking the aide has a chalkboard giving the odds to anyone who wants the challenge the writer is game not sure what odds his aide gives the dreamer, but the fact that there are not three numbers on any side of the backslash doesn't reflect the reality of the outcome the dreamer does a bit of heavy breathing and loosens up with shoulder shrugs in the next scene, we are seated at a table facing each other the command, "go" is given the dreamer tightens his grip and pushes then the dreamer swings sideways and, using his left-hand, grabs the hand of the person nearest to him then the dreamer indicates with his head to the person nearest to the person whose hand he has just grabbed to hold onto the first person the dreamer held hands with if the dream hadn't ended there, there is a strong possibility one or both arms could been pulled out of their sockets notes 1 this dream is the result of thinking about an awake-time incident from about six months ago the writer is in a pub and in a playful mood he challenges a man twice his size to an arm-wrestling match the man went along with the writer's suggestion we sit down, and the match commences within a couple of seconds, the writer reaches out and grabs a solid wooden fixture then, still clasping the man's hand, he stands up and beckons other people to help him vividness: 2. 7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: arm-wrestling (1) 27102022 the name of the dream: playing with fire the dreamer is physically-handicapped and needs two walking sticks to walk he is practising using them in the house it is a tricky business balancing and using maximum strength at the point when the dreamer needs just a little more effort to get into the standing position, his balance is at its most precarious determined to stand, the dreamer concentrates more on the effort than the balance the dreamer loses his balance and falls to his front it must be winter an open fire is burning the dreamer's head goes into the hearth fortunately, it is a small fire the dreamer's reflexes are not impaired he manages to push himself backwards and out of the hearth before the flames have time to have an effect in the next scene, the dreamer's younger brother is having fun with the walking sticks he is playing in the same place as the dreamer was in the first scene he makes the same mistake as the dreamer did in the first scene and falls forward into the fire being younger, smaller and more agile than the dreamer, he's out of trouble before he gets into it that's not the point the situation could easily have resulted in serious injury the dreamer scolds his brother with the words, "that's exactly what happened to me - don't you ever, ever touch those sticks again" vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: potentially dangerous outcomes (3+) fire (2+) brother (3+) 26102022 the name of the dreams: a penny short - who nose? a male lion is balanced on its nose it looks at ease it may be a stuffed lion it may a live lion doing its "party-piece" in a zero gravity circus in space your guess is as good as mine vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: one-scene dream (10+) animals (14+) mammals (12+) lions (2+) the dreamer is in the local "corner" shop he buys items that cost eight pounds and-fifty pence he digs into his pocket, brings out all the money he has and puts it on the counter there is one note the rest is coins using one finger, he pushes the money across the counter, counting it out as he does so five pounds... six pounds... seven pounds... eight pounds... eight-pounds-twenty... eight-pounds-forty... eight pounds forty two... eight pounds forty four we don't know if the shopkeeper let's him off with a penny notes 1 a present tense of time vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: shopping (5+) 25102022 the name of the montage: maxi-plus montage - https://endic.at/data.dreams.montages.txt this montage went on for about twelve minutes in some ways, it would be easier to say what wasn't in this montage - https://endic.at/data.dreams.montages.txt the longest ever montage, about fifteen minutes (2nd longest ever montage, about 8 mins - 04052019) could, at the start, initiate what theme to have the colour is predominantly a light rust colour - a cross-check against the diet diary and see if it possible that food may have a bearing on the colour of a dream it included... to start with, it was possible to initiate the theme slightly more moving scenes than still scenes females males females and males groups an animal or two indoors outdoors sounds friends black and white scenes 200 - 300 images and scenes about thirty different themes notes 1 this montsge went on for about twelve minutes (the second longest maxi-montage went on for about seven minutes this dreams analysis thing is getting more complicated by the day according to this website there are about another three-hundred-million (300 000 000) categories of dreams and/or montages yet to emerge! vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the montage: maxi-plus (2) business (8+) audio equipment (3+) low-lifes (20+) steve (4+) 24102022 the name of the dream: the scam-man - the name of the montage: what a biggie the anti-scam artists in this dream, the dreamer's line of business is p.a. hire and djaying on the first day of business a stocky, ginger-haired and smartly-dressed young man arrives at the premises (stand-out visual) the dreamer's stock-in-trade opening line is, "i have three thousand watts of speakers and five-thousand watts of amplifiers" the second boast is, "i have a five-hundred-watt orange valve amp that powers a pair of bose 800's for smaller venues that produce the most mind-penetrating sounds you have ever heard" the young man isn't moved by either statement he wants to see the equipment somethings amiss his disinterest and lack of enthusiasm put the dreamer on guard he's waiting for a response to his request to see the equipment the dreamer lies and says, "i don't keep the equipment here, it's in storage" the man gets frustrated and stresses his request to see the equipment the dreamer concludes the reason he wants to see the equipment is to know its location it's time to turn the tables on this would-be thief we arrange a time and a place to see the equipment what the dreamer is going to do is move the equipment to a different location a friend, a savvy, tough irish man, will put the equipment in an empty garage the friend will be there for the viewing he will get friendly with the "scam-man" and find out enough about to give to his "connections" this will in turn, provide the dreamer and his friend with critical information about the scam-man... address, job, "straight-up" or crooked... if he doesn't come up clean, then... the dreamer is thinking about what he will do to the scam man if he turns out to be a snake several possibilities present themselves as the dream comes to an end vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business (7+) audio equipment (3+) low-life (20+) steve (4+) 23102022 the name of the dreams: an opportunity - dogs that died and dogs that didn't the dreamer is on his way back home there are six or so scenes in which the dreamer comes across and touches dogs each dog responds sightly differently to his touch with one exception, all the dogs respond warmly the one that doesn't respond warmly barks in a non-aggresive way the bark is more like a statement of recognition the dream then becomes the dreamer out and about with his dog he takees th dog into an abandoned building the dog discovers a fluffy bag there must be something in it which the dog wants to investigate the dog gets its head stuck in the bag before the dog gets its head out of the bag the dream becomes a six or so scene montage each scene of the montage is in colour the scenes depict different ways dogs can cause their own deaths by sticking their heads into different things the last scene of the montage shows a dog with its head stuck in a cellophane bag the dog has the intelligence to use its front legs and paws to pull the bag off vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (28+) mammals (20+) dogs (15+) unnatural deaths (1) came across a way to make a lot of money within a very short time the returns became a lot more than was expected the problem is the opportunity to "cash in" only crops up while the dreamer is out and about making sure the information is acted upon quickly enugh meant finding someone who could operate the dreamer's computer whenever he was away from the house whoever it is will have to be able to follow the dreamer's instructions over the phone the big worry is the money-making scheme meant the person at the computer would have to have access to the dreamer's bank details someone who is savvy enough to operate a computer could take out as much money as they wanted there is only one person who can be relied on to keep quiet unfortunately he is a drug addict the dreamer knows him well enough to know that if push comes to shove, he will help himself to whatever amount he needs the dream ends with a vivid scene of a computer screen showing how much money is in the dreamer's account it is a lot vividness: 2.6/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computer-related (18+) money (10+) 22102022 the name of the dreams: eight's company nine's a crowd - the non-paying customer - drunk on the job - it just ain't right on a desert-hot day, the dreamer is sitting on the ground next to a stony and dusty path that has been hewn out of the ground by the general public a young boy of about eleven years of age is the guardian of his three or four sisters and brothers the children in the boy's charge are aged between four or five to seven or eight the youngest child, a girl, is the straggler it's not just her size that is causing her to be at the end of the group she has lost the shoe from her right foot the dreamer is watching her as she is trying to avoid stepping on jagged stones (stand-out visual) the dreamer's heart goes out to her he stands up and goes to the eldest boy the dreamer is going to give the young lad money the dreamer says to the boy, "will you take money and buy shoes for the girl?" "i'm not allowed to take money", the boy replies the dreamer starts thinking about the injustices in the world as he begins to wake vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: poverty (3+) children (1+) am in a shopping mall it is a narrow mall, wide enough for about five people the dreamer is loking into the window of a woman's fashion shop the dreamer isn't sure why he went into the shop it may have been because it was so colourful walked through the door and to the left almost immediately, an african woman with a beautiful "beamer" came from behind a rack of clothes and said, "hello" her expression is that of a woman who is full of fun it was so captivating the dreamer's reply of "hi" has a stuttered laugh in it the woman retreats back behind the clothes rack now the dreamer is feeling awkward the woman was too eager to engage a potential customer the dreamer gets the feeling she is desperate to make a sale there's nothing he wants as the dreamer starts to wake, he thinks he should say to the woman, "i was thinking that if there was just one item in the window, it might capture the imagination of passersby more than lots of items do" vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: shopping (2+) in a shopping mall it is not the same mall as the first one this one is five times bigger than the first one the dreamer is looking through the window of a chemist's shop he sees an item, shaving blades, he wants the dreamer goes into the shop and makes the purchase the cashier say's, "your card has been declined" the cost of the blades is less than two pounds was the amount too small for the shop to make a worthwhie profit? the dreamer asks to speak to the manager a man in a shiny, grey suit with small black-speckles enters the dream the dreamer wants to know why his card has been denied the dreamer doesn't hear the words the manager speakshe because the dreamer catchces a whiff of his breath within two words of what he is saying and is taken aback when he smells alcohol on his breath the dreamer then notices he is swaying then further still, his eyes are glazed over to make things even worse, the manager gets on his high horse and starts verbally demeaning the the dreamer it's too much for the dreamer the dreamer turns to two women within a metre or two and says says in a raised voice, "this man is drunk" one of the two women says, "yes, we know - it's disgusting" the manager starts backing off vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: shopping (3+) declined card (1) not sure if the dreamer has moved to a new town or has decided to change his regular saturday night out for a new one the dance finished about eleven o-clock in the next scene, there are about eight of us in the car park the dreamer follows the main body of people to where the cars are parked he notices that a doube-door with push-down metal bars is open the dreamer has figured-out by now who the main-man is and says to him, "is that door meant to be left open?" the elderly man in his thirties looks to where the dreamer is looking the man stops dead in his tracks he has made a serious gaffe and double-times it to the door and closes it the dreamer is not trying to impress the man and goes on to say that it may be an idea to have a couple of cars and drivers to take the regular ladies home at the end of the night the man realises the dreamer is not just a "hanger on" but has got his wits about him the man tells the dreamer to go to one car in particular, they will take him to the "after hours" party they are going to at the next place, the dreamer is sitting with the eight or so people that were in the car park one girl isn't with a male the dreamer sees his chance and offers to get all the ladies a drink the dreamer gives the girl without a partner special attention and gets her a double of the drink she asked for the dreamer's "move" on the girl does not go unnticed by the rest of the group smiles and suggestive remarks are the closing images of the dream vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - time-tenses: 1, 4, 6 - the category of the dream: socialising (7+) - three-themed dream (7+) 21102022 the name of the dream: the latest thing the latest fad sweeping societies is a health/nature fad it is not a fun fad like a yo-yo this fad has, and is, to be taken seriously specifically, it is shoes made of a black material that looks like foam with small mounds that taper to a point the points are about the same size as the bottom end of an ice cream cone there are about a dozen mounds evenly placed on the bottom and sides of each shoe the benefits of the shoes are to be had at night it is hinted there may be a connection to a natural event like a full moon, although that isn't emphasised in the dream what is emphasised is that the foam-like shoe comes into contact with a natural surface... sand, grass etc. the user is advised that they will get the full benefits when no socks are worn the dreamer's girlfriend swears by it the dreamer knows better than to call into question her belief-system on the contrary our relationship will be more harmonious and pleasurable if the dreamer goes along and enthuses with her the dreamer is hiding his true feelings the fad has all the hallmarks of a media-fuelled advertising campaign that has a "latest-discovery-of-natural-circumstances" feel to it the fad will continue to gain popularity until people realise they still catch colds vividness: 2.7 - observer - time-tenses: 1, 2, 4, 7, 8, 9 - the category of the dream: fads and fashions (2+) footwear (1) the tenses of time https://www.endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html 20102022 the name of the dream: survival in a world where staying alive is a feat comparable to a miracle, small bands of people somehow eke out a meagre existence in this dream, the dreamer is an observer he is observing how a group of ten or so do it patchwork and makeshift clothing a slither of fish or meat, and a "coin" of carrot is a banquet they are looking for anything that can be eaten without being cooked scavaging for food is only allowed during daylight hours at night they have to return to where they slept the night before nighttime is when the devil-worshippers gather-up people their "home" is a prison cell it is the size of a bedroom the bars of the cell are about twenty-five centimetres apart the secret of their ability to survive is revealed in the last scene of the dream a man from india enters the dream he brings food and other necessities he walks up to the bars of the cell and begins pushing himself against them the harder he presses his body against the bars, the more the bones of his body "mould" into a shape that enables him to squeeze through the bars it is a startling sight that causes the dreamer to wake notes 1 there is only one dream that comes to mind where the people are more oppressed (2402018) notes 2 we really are in a time of global oppression oddly, there will be ordinary people who go through these turbulent times without feeling the inconveniences or restrictions notes 3 is there a condition that allows a person to change the structure of bones? vividness: 2.7 - observer - time-tense: 9 - the category of the dream: oppressive societies (20+) 19102022 the name of the dream: cloning this dream begins with the dreamer talking to someone who wants to know what cloning can and can't do the dreamer has mixed emotions and contrasting conclusions the dreamer is trying to soothe a young male the tone of the conversation suggests he is unsure as to what his fate will be he wants to know if the person he is now will be the same if he is cloned a second time the defining characteristic is the memory the dreamer is hesitant when it comes to the theme of continuity of memory if the person is cloned a second time and doesn't have memories of his first cloning then cloning is a dead-end procedure the dream ends when the dreamer decides not to mention the "litmus test" of the continuity of memory notes 1 this dream is the result of thinking about the continuity of evolving and devolving beings during the day notes 2 there's a telephone-book-sized entry that could be devoted to explaining the variations inherent in cloning notes 3 films that examine the issue of cloning - https://endic.at/Never.Let.Me.Go.2010.mp4 and https://endic.at/Intruders.1992.mp4 notes 4 another vivid dream - three consecutive higher-than-average vivid dreams! vividness: 2.8/2 - participant and observer - time-tense: 7, 8 or 9 - the category of the dream: cloning (1+) people (1) 18102022 the name of the dream: the computer newbie the dreamer is online explaining via a type-chat how to download programmes and films to a newbie to the wonderful world of the internet the nebie, is having real difficulty following the procedure after several "runs at it" the dreamer decides to do things the easy way the dreamer gives the newbie his username and password for the programme that will enable her or him to download the films the sense of excitement and achievement of the newbie as the newbie sees a file downloading onto her or his computer is palpable the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice congratulating the newbie on her or his achievement notes 1 the vividness of the screen in this dream is moving towards being 3D vividness: 2.8/9 - participant and observer - time-tense: 8 - the category of the dream: computer-related (14+) 16102022 the name of the dream: as sweet as candy the dreamer is in the foyer after he has bought his ticket and now has the serious task of getting sweet treats to accompany the film in the next scene, the dreamer is wheeling a large wire shopping basket into the stalls in the basket are thirty or more packets and bars of sweeties obviously, the dreamer won't be eating all the sweets the extra sweets are for the people who didn't get any sweets when they bought their tickets and will realise part-way through the film they forgot to buy sweets the dreamer wheels the shopping basket down the incline of the aisle on the left side of the room because it's on an incline, the dreamer puts the brakes on at an appropriate moment during the film the dreamer goes to do "the rounds" and starts on his journey to offer the basket of sweets to the other people the braking mechanism of the trolley is slightly jammed and is so tight the dreamer has to push extra hard to get it to move the trolley shudders and stalls as the dreamer pushes it it takes more and more effort to get the shopping basket moving it becomes so stiff it makes a grinding sound as it 's moving the sound it makes takes on a life of its own it's like a rhythmic beat in the next scene, a couple of the staff in the cinema are "on my case" between the sound of the trolley, the beam of the torches and the staff talking, it is impossible for the audience to watch the film the film will have to be stopped the staff realise the dreamer isn't being deliberately disruptive but is a simpleton of some sort with a minimum of fuss, the staff escort him out of the viewing area note 1 you can expect childishly simple actions like this from the writer a few lifetimes further on into this undulation vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - time-tense: 8 - the category of the dream: misplaced good intentions (1+) cinemas (1) the name of the dreams: you can lead a horse to... - cartography a four or five-scene think-read/write dream that sees the dreamer reading and amending the boundaries of the fir trees of an area of russia in the last scene, the dreamer starts to wake up when he realises that after making a change to a line of information the newly-entered data is placed in the middle of another sentence e.g., "five babies makean apostrophe here a quintet" the frustration of not being able to move the mouse into the position and delete the new wording becomes too difficult and causes the dreamer to wake notes 1 a rust-coloured dream... vividness: 2.7 - participant - time-tense: 5 - the category of the dream: on a verbal and written chat platform an energetic, although the word heated would describe it better, conversation is ongoing the dreamer is on the receiving end of a barrage of messages and verbal as things progress, it becomes clear that the bias comes from the american war of independence and still infects a large swathe of the american psyche in an attempt to impress upon the people in the talk what's going on, the dreamer tries to point out that the amercans are still being taxed by the british as much as they ever were, aren't getting through the arguing went on and on the dreamer realises that their bias has infected their thinking to the point of incoherence he wakes up to the sound of his own voice saying, "surely you're not going to let something that happened hundreds of years ago sway what you're thinking today" notes 1 the american chat platform, paltalk, has the most dogmatic and unreasonable collection of people the dreamer has ever encountered notes 2 unfortunately for the american's, their inherent determination to reject anything british is affecting their verbal ability to express themselves clearly it's not "the cat sat on the mat" anymore but "the cat on the mat sat" the american degradation of the english language first became noticeable some fifteen or so years ago a programme pointed out that one food, in particular, was "the best food source" for the animal... when it is spoken, the term "food source" becomes more recognisable as the notion of "a sauce for food" it wasn't until the writer watched the programme for a second time that it was the misleading phrase that caused the confusion tracing it back leads to the culprit the people who wrote the script for "star trek" back in the 1960s deliberately used the phrase "to boldly go" instead of "go boldly" that's how a powerful medium, the telly, can change the perception of an entire society every sentence in the english language follows the simple rule of subject, predicate and object even the smallest sentence, "i am", in the english language, follows the simple rule of "subject, predicate and object" has the writer has discovered, the american contempt for the british is "dumbing down" the average americans ability to express themselves in a way that doesn't leave room for misinterpretation vividness: 2.7 - participant - time-tense: 5 - the category of the dream: online chat platforms (1) paltalk (1) 14102022 the name of the dream: uncle les in this one-scene dream, uncle les is at his unruly best never a one to shun the limelight on the contrary, he shone best when he was centre stage he was infamous for his rendition of "the silent sentry" the silent sentry is something only an army veteran will know about thankfully, the time when he was urged to perform his "showpiece" at a gathering of the clan at auntie graces', he decided not to he was the division or regiment boxing champion in his weight category by all that's holy and for reasons unknown, he gave the writer his stamp collection when he should have given them to his son jimmy two thick, a4-sized hardback folders that contained hundreds of mint penny black stamps looked them up online a moment ago they'd be worth a small fortune if the witer still had them (the reason why the writer hasn't got them is due to a break-up with a girlfriend) jimmy and the writer had two memorable times together one of them was when we both had motor-bikes one night out in the middle of nowhere on a deserted a4 road, we passed each other several times at a moderate speed the riding position on each "pass" had to be different to the one before side-riding, lying down riding, one-legged riding, standing on the seat,.. a bond formed between us that night vividness: 2.6/7 - observer - time-tense: 8 - the category of the dream: one-scene dreams (8+) family, friends and acquaintences, (32+) uncle les (1+) 13102022 the name of the dreams: possibilities - punk makes an appearance the owner or manager of a high street cafe gives the dreamer the green light to play music until it closes at about midnight the dreamer sets up his mobile equipment the equipment fits into a large backpack the dreamer plays a mix of music the predominant genre is punk surprisingly, it gets a good response the mobile p.a. kicks out punchy, raw mid-range frequencies that grab the attention of people on two occasions, the dreamer has to go from where he is sitting at the bottom end of the cafe to the serving area to adjust the volume on one of the occasion, he crawls along the top of the adjoining benches against the back of the wall rather than walk at the end of the night there are more people in the cafe or restaurant than there were at the start of the dream vividness: 2.7.5 - participant - time-tense: 1 or 2 - the category of the dream: music (11+) punk (1) the dreamer is living where he lives now there are three people in the dream the dreamer, the dreamer's girlfriend and the dreamer's brother in the dream, we are talking about how good it would be if we knew now what things will be happening in a future undulation we speculated that the situation could be that the dreamer's girlfriend might be the girlfriend of the dreamer's brother vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - time-tense: 7 or 9 - the category of the dream: conversations of a speculative nature (2+) undulations (1) 12102022 the name of the dream: prisoner-release day am one of a coach full of prisoners of about forty-five we are crammed in like sardines in a tin we are on our way to the hub of the county-wide rail and coach stations the dreamer is on the extreme left of the back-bench seat there are two on/off doors, one at the front and one next to where the dreamer is sitting the dreamer speaks to the person next to him he responds aggressively when the dreamer doesn't give back with something equally aggressive, he takes it as a sign of weakness he starts telling the dreamer that when we get off he wants my transport ticket and the spending money that every prisoner gets the dreamer keeps playing the part of the person the aggressive thinks he is, occasionally saying things in an apologetic way while the aggressive person is working out how much money he will get for selling the dreamer's ticket and what he's going to do with the extra windfall, the dreamer is looking forward to seeing his face drop when the dreamer shows him he can be even more aggressive than he is the bus gets to its destination the door to the dreamer's left opens a crowd of young men move towards the coach they intend to do what the person sitting to the right of the dreamer intends to do the dreamer gets off the coach and stays tight to the body of the coach as the guy next to the dreamer gets off, the dreamer grabs him and pins him back against the coach ten to fifteen people from the coach are being accosted by the local bullies they see the dreamer "shaking down" the aggressive person and move on to someone else a nice finishing touch to the dream is the dreamer telling the aggressive person to keep his money and ticket notes 1 the reason for prison dreams is not because the writer has done something wrong on the contrary, they exist because the writer feels constrained or "hemmed in" vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - time-tense: 9 - the category of the dream: prisons and prison-related (9+) prisoner-to-prisoner altercations (3+) 11102022 the name of the dream: confusion am in a police station the reason for being detained isn't known the dreamer suspects it is harassment he is eventually released when the dreamer collects his jacket on the way out of the police station his phone or credit cards or notebook and pen are not with it he becomes agitated and gets vociferous when no one is concerned the dreamer is on the verge of becoming belligerent as he starts waking from the dream the realisations that my credit cards are on the desk where they usually are - my notebook and pen are on the desk where it usually is, and finally, as the dreamer become fully awake, the dreamer realise my phone is on the desk where it usually is notes 1 the practice of taking a person's coat or jacket from a person when they are detained is something the writer has experienced this undulation that makes this dream a 4, 5 or 6 time-tense mobile phones were not in use any of those times the writer has been detained by the police this undulation this makes this dream a 1, 2 and 3 time-tense the time tenses of this dream are both past and the present this dream is assigned as being a mix of tenses of time more precisely, the past of the present undulation (6) and the present of the present undulation (5) notes 2 we're aiming for are dreams that portray a future time-tense of this undulation (8) without checking thoroughly, seven or eight such dreams have occurred so far most importantly, we're trying for dreams that foresee a reduction in the quality and/or quantity of people we are, of course, able to foresee a possible calamity in many, many, situations seeing disasters in dreams is different it is believed that precognitive dreams are specifically generated the writer uses the term "timed-to-occur" currently, there is so much chaos that giving credence to dreams and acting on them isn't given an airing it will be one of the things that we can incorporate into our lives when we "get going" - https://endic.at/getting%20going.txt vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - a mix of time-tense: 8 and 2 - the category of the dream: police stations (2+) 10102022 the name of the dream: his last request at home (coventry 2) the dreamer's stepfather is close to passing his stepfather gives the dreamer his credit card and asks the dreamer to get £20 cash and twenty cigarettes he stresses that he wants the "blue ribboned" variety of the cigarettes back from the shop, the dreamer isn't sure if he said blue-ribboned or red-ribboned the dreamer shouts up to him in bed, "did you want blue-ribboned?" his stepdad doesn't answer the dreamer shouts it again, a bit louder "did you want blue ribboned or red ribboned?" "did you want blue ribboned or..." the dreamer doesn't finish the sentence the dreamer awakes from the dream mid-sentence to the sound of his own voice notes 1 this dream has mixed tenses of time following the dream of 08102022, the writer believes that the time has come to assign the tenses of time to dreams the dreamer's stepfather stopped smoking at least ten years before he passed in this, the current undulation that makes the time-tense of this dream a past time-tense (time-tense 8 - the present of a past undulation) vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - time-tense 8 or 9 - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintences (32+) stepfather (2+) 09102022 the name of the dream: money, sex and power in an ancient rome type setting, three legal suits are ongoing the first is for bribery and corruption the second is for over-spending on the public purse the third is for debauchery the three different factions are equally confident of not being held to account proposals and counter-proposals between the three factions ensure that a one-sided outcome against one or the other of the interests of any one of the parties will not occur bribery and corruption, excessive spending of the public purse and depravity continue to flourish vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: ancient history (2+) 08102022 the name of the dream: the party that nearly was the dreamer bumped into a girl called judy tench near where he lived judy and the dreamer are in the same class at school judy mentioned that a small group of friends had a weekly mini-house party of about eight people in a block of flats within a hundred metres of where the dreamer lived as a teenager she invited the dreamer the dreamer told her he would bring music and crisps she hesitated and said that they would be playing disco music she said martha reeves typified what they like to listen to and dance to she also hinted that they wouldn't be playing the music very loud the dreamer knew exactly, what sort of music would be appropriate and convinced her that he would play only that type of music at a sensible volume the dreamer also mentioned he would bring crisps and sausage rolls judy left the dream before the dreamer realises he didn't get the address notes 1 an interesting mix of tenses of time in this dream the writer didn't start playing music for other people until he was ten years older than he is in this dream notes 2 judy was the boyfriend of a friend from school called chris clements she, chris, self and another girl did have a double date at one of the girl's houses in the 1960s tragically, judy was killed by a lorry during a protest in the wood-end district of coventry in the 1960s or 70s vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (31+) chris clements (1) judy tench (1) 07102022 the name of the dreams: an ownerless dog - the times they are a changin' as the new world order gains momentum priorities become defined surprisingly, hygene takes centre stage the most popular product is a soap called dove it becomes the norm for a woman's handbag to contain a credit card-sized, wafer-thin bar of the soap the design, patterns and colours of the soap are as varied as the people who use it the second most prioritised issue is the accuracy of information historians are agreed, the defining point of the last battle in europe was the seige of mariupol the doctrine of the law is applied extensively all in all things are on the up and up a mood of optimism pervades the dream vividness: 2.7/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: world affairs (4+) within a scene or two, a black dog, the same as the one the t.v., comes into view to the right of the dreamer unlike the dog on the telly, the dog in the dream is wearing a red collar this dog too has a subdued m manner it's tail, like the dog in the programme, is curled between its legs it is moving cautiously toward the dreamer the dreamer throws a bit of food toward the dog the dog senses the dreamer will not harm him the last bit of the dog's tail wags while the rest of its tail stays fixed between its legs the dreamer starts to consider taking the dog with him the first thing will be to get a leash is there a name and/or an address or number on the collar? if not, the dreamer will advertise a "dog found" ad in the local paper if a person responds and lays claim to the dog, the dreamer will want to know the name the dog responds to how it came to be lost in the first place? if the person sounds like a "heel" the dreamer will say something that doesn't match the description of the dog as the dream ends, the dreamer is wondering if the person who lost the dog sees him out and about with the dog, will the dreamer have cause to challenge him in court using the argument that he doesn't or can't claim ownership of the dog by virtue of not keeping the dog on a leash notes 1 this content of this dream, was again caused as a result of watching an episode of a drama series within an hour of going to sleep in the programme the writer notices a black dog the dog's tail is curled under its body the writer wondered how the producers of the programme got the dog to act in such a subdued manner vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (10+) mammals (7+) dogs (5+) 06102022 the name of the dream: big mouths a gruesome scene of a male lion with a snake the size of the lion's mouth while its mouth is fully open we can just about see the tip of the snake's head at the back of the lion's mouth the hindquarters of the lion are in the mouth of another, larger black snake there's some think-reading that occasionally shows during the scene the scene itself pretty well stays the same the repeating scene is due to the dreamer trying to see the whole of the black snake notes 1 never was the cause of the content of a dream more obvious during the last meal of the day, the writer was watching wildlife snippets of african carnivorous animals notes 2 this dream tells us that the trick to producing the desired content of a dream is to let your thoughts, sights, emotions etc., dwell on the subject you want to dream about during the day especially over a meal shortly before going to bed doing so will allow you to discover the extent of your genetic line in all the nine tenses of time via dream-time memories reference: tenses of time ( https://endic.at/the%20tenses%20of%20time.html ) vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: carnivorous animals (3+) lions (2+) snakes (1+) 05102022 the name of the dreams: problem solved - unresolved had to go out the dreamer decides to remove excess crockery from the cupboard under the kitchen sink one item that seemed to have been there forever without being used as a large dinner plate didn't have a bag to put it in the supermarket was only a minute away the dreamer could carry it in his hand and get a bag from the supermarket at the supermarket, the dreamer went to two or three checkout counters and asked if he could have a bag to put the plate in they all said no nor would they sell a bag on its own went to the floor manager he thought something "fishy" was going on and shook his head the only way to get a bag was to buy something now it's getting ridiculous getting rid of the dinner plate is becoming the main task of the day refused to "bin" it it was nicely decorated someone somewhere must want it the plate should have a better fate than being binned vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unwanted items (1+) plates (1) had to go somewhere and buy a heavy item am in a hurry didn't have enough to get a taxi had no option but to use the car the reluctance to use the car was because the tax disc was out of date all things considered, the car was the only option the second problem with the car was the petrol hadn't used the car for weeks but could remember it was low on petrol left the house and headed for the shop/store came to a t-junction had to turn left the road had a steep incline within a short distance after turning left, the engine started spluttering the gravity-fed petrol was not getting to the engine couldn't let the car come to a halt on a busy road it would block the traffic and bring unwanted attention couldn't reverse back into the road had just come out of, a car might be coming no use in turning right it would only take the dreamer further away from his destination on the other side of the road, there is a five-metre grass verge that separates the houses from the road managed to get the car onto it almost immediately a police car came into the dream going down the road pretended not to notice them and went to the boot of the car and began moving things around to give the impression of doing something purposeful if the police noticed the colour of the tax disc, it would tell them it is out of date things could get awkward, to say the least the dreamer did what any other self-respecting dreamer would do if they were in a sticky situation... he ended the dream vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: problem situations (12+) cars (1+) 04102022 the name of the dreams: divide and conquer - 8 a.m. and 12 a.m. the dreamer's brother said he would call at 8 a.m. don't know what we are scheduled to do two heavy thumps on the door woke the dreamer the dreamer shouts out, "wait" the dreamer's brother is a stickler for punctuality he doesn't like being kept waiting knowing this, the dreamer decides to make him wait for knocking on the door so hard for a second or two the dreamer is revelling in the thought of his brother feeling the annoyance of being kept waiting the dreamer is about to get out of bed when his brother knocked again, only louder now the writer is really annoyed the dreamer gets out of bed and is going to give his brother a piece of his mind the dreamer gets out of bed and realises he is in the place where he is curently living it's not his brother, it's 12 a.m., it's the delivery man! notes 1 without doing a thorough check, this is only the second time confusion or fusion of the two states of time have inter-twined the other one is 19052021 vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: betwixt and between sleep and awake (2+) in a newly pioneered part of the world where eking out enough land for farming had been a source of animosity and violence for generations the best news possible threw the entire area into a mood of celebration a surveyor discovered that what the original settlers thought to be land that was too soft to hold the millions of tons of water needed for irrigation was, in fact, covering a vast sheet of bedrock it meant that a freshwater river a few miles away could be channelled into the immense valley of forest and pasture there would be fish, vegetables, crops and livestock in abundance even conservative estimates put the number of people who would be able to sustain themselves in the transformed landscape in the tens and even hundreds of thousands of people at the height of the speculation of the land-to-water ratio a figure of one million came into the reckoning there is no doubt, if organised properly, it would become one, if not the most populated area in the country or region the outlook kept getting better from day to day unfortunately, there are those who are more concerned with feathering their own nests to the detriment of others came into play land-grabbing became the big threat it had the potential of throwing the entire area away from jubilation into small and large collections of rivalry the dreamer identified the main culprits a small clique of about five men, each with an entourage of about a dozen men, think nothing of using violence to get their way are the people causing the turmoil of those five only two represented the spearhead of the disharmony and had to be removed the dreamer spread the rumour that he would fight one of the men on such and such a day at a place and time to some of the people who represented one of the men and spread another rumour to fight the other man amongst members of his gang there had to be an hour or so difference between the confrontations the dreamer had more than enough men ready to help him in case one or both of the men resorted to dirty tactics they would be discreetly placed at the two places it was known that both men were "dirty fighters" and the dreamer knew he would have to do the same the details of the fights are too gruesome to detail suffice to say, they were bloody and short notes 1 this dream is the result of watching too much of the news about the ukraine conflict vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: disharmony in society (2+) 03102022 the name of the dream: twenty-thousand million years am in the process of organising all belongings two males call on the dreamer in amongst the dozens of book-type containers, each holding about twenty-five cd discs, were three or four sets of stanley knives with a complete set of blades still in their original packets the dreamer sees one of them pocket one of the sets when he thought the dreamer wasn't looking it irritated the dreamer he tried to get them to see past the immediate present and look to the future "in twenty-thousand million years, what's happening now will be less than insignificant", the dreamer said "in twenty-thousand-million years, this won't even be a memory", he added it did, of course, fall on deaf ears notes 1 the figure of twenty-thousand-million appears to have significance how far into the future is the quantisation of evolution fixed? vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: the far-off future (1+) 02102022 the name of the dreams: harmony - my new girlfriend - the break-up had just woke up to get out of bed it meant "climbing over" my girlfriend while climbing over her was kissing her face and neck she woke up fully as the dreamer was sitting on the edge of the bed was about to stand up when she spoke to me "i'm going to leave", she said it was tone of voice that told the dreamer she meant it "there's another man", she added we hadn't been together that long but the time we had been together seemed to stretch back forever our relationship was fairly brief but the natural feelings she showed during the time to this point were undoubtedly sincere she felt it necessary to explain she had another boyfriend in another country "wer'e too different", she said and added, "you're a bit of an odd one" it was difficult for the dreamer to grasp up until this moment she had managed to keep her secret lover a secret it wasn't until now that the dreamer remembered she had mantioned she had a boy child at the time she toldthe dreamershe never expanded on it the dreamer concluded her mother was bringing him up plus the fact that she always said she was determined to settle down with the dreamer in this country was thinking things through whe she said, "have you got a sheet?" didn't know what she wanted it for and at that moment didn't care the dreamer said,"no" the dream ended notes 1 this dream, the writer is sure, was produced because the day before, he dwelt on an awake-time circumstance that ocurred at the beginning of the summer the circumstance... while in town shopping the dreamer needed... (details deliberately omitted - my ref: tapers) in the first shop he tried the shop had the product the saleslady wasn't the manager and and the writer cncluded, wrongly, that the saleslady wouldn't know the price, so he didn't ask her he knew where the manager was and would go and ask her the saleslady struck up a conversation we began talking completly enexpectedly, the saleslady mentioned that she never went out the saleslady stayed on that theme and was dropping hints that she wanted to go out but didn't know anyone to go out with it was obvious she was inviting the dreamer to invite her out the writer didn't respond immediately before the writer left the shop, he decided he would ask her out when he got a quote from the manager he left the shop and went to get the the price of the product he wanted from the manager the manager told him that the woman in the other shop knew the price the writer went back to the other shop and asked the saleslady the price the quote was more than twice that what the writer thought it would be he said he would think about it he thn started talking about other things to the saleslady at the opportune moment he asked the saleslady if she would like to come out with him she immediately said, "no" the writer stopped trying to fully understand women many moons ago it isn't the first time the writer has come across this attitude on the contrary, he comes up against regularly notes 1 whatever it is, those pde's which enhance or detract from the overall quality of the soul determine the quality of the dream is the soul more keen to enhance itself or maintain a balance? perhaps there is an automatic adjustment mechanism perhaps food is the main influence vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: acquaintences (12+) female (12+) 02102022 the dreamer has just begun courting his new girlfriend she is, the dreamer is sure, his "mrs right" there's no way on this earth he's going to spoil the chance of making her his he is at the girl's home for the first time when the dreamer asks if he can take her for a night out, the girl's father begins asking the dreamer probing questions the dreamer can sense the father is concerned about the way the dreamer will treat his daughter after several questions, the dreamer's face portrays a quizzical expression he feels he is being "grilled" the father can see the dreamer is becoming anxious the father explains his daughter was treated poorly by her previous boyfriend and the girl's mother want's to make sure the dreamer will treat her right the dreamer takes the initiative when the moment is right, he suggests to his new girlfriend we go into the kitchen and make a meal while the dreamer is in the kitchen, he asks his new girlfriend to lay the table in the adjoining dining room those times when the dreamer is in the kitchen and his new girlfriend is in the dining room he asks, in a louder than necessary voice, to make it audible to the parent's in the living room, where something is or if one thing is prefered over another or... his new girlfriend has to raise her voice to ask her mother or father in the living-room now the parents are attentive and are listening to what is being said between their daughter and her new boyfriend it is now just a matter of talking about what we should do or where we should go when we go out together for the first time keep the tone of the conversation between us light give the impression we are already an "item" the dreamer can already hear the pitter patter of tiny feet note 1 this girl in this dream is, in part, based on the writer's first-ever awake-time relationship with a girl vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, relationships and acquaintances (20+) girlfriends (12+) the beatles are doing a live concert it's a worldwide broadcast it's as much as a media event as it is a musical event)everyone but everyone is there the dreamer asks if he can join the band and sing along with the harmonies on two of his favourite songs he gets the go-ahead it might have been his imagination, but he could swear the songs sounded better when he joined in on the harmonies vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (11+) the beatles (1) 01102022 the name of the dream: adam and eve the dreamer makes friends with a woman and a man on the internet they are both biblical literalists (biblical literalists believe that the first people god created (adam and eve) did so about ten-thousand years ago. consequently, they do not believe dinosaurs existed) the dreamer's explanation of current events persuades them we are in that phase the bible calls the "end of days" they travel to england and stay at the dreamer's home further discussions in england convince them the possible imminent introduction of cards as the sole means of transactions represents the trigger for passing into "the new day" somehow, their logic tells them that the trigger which will begin the transition is if the dreamer turns off the lights in the living room and flicks his credit card against the far side of the room the dreamer obliges them when, after a few moments of palpable expectation, nothing happens, they aren't "phased" at all they reinterpret the scriptures and say, "we have done it too early, there are still a few days to go" vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: biblical literalists (1) 30092022 the name of the dreams: the ups and downs of a varied life - the young lad the dreamer befriends an african lad down on his luck we go back to my place in the kitchen the dreamer opens the cupboards and drawers and shows him what's where the dreamer tells him to make himself a meal and leaves the kitchen in the living-room the dreamer can see the young lad from where he is sitting his curiosity is triggered when the lad opens the door of the deep-freezer and takes out something the dreamer had showed the lad where all the tinned and packeted food was there was nothing in the deep freezer he needed to make the meal in the kitchen, the dreamer goes and stands behind the young lad while he is at the sink the young lad is using a small pair of scissors to open a frozen packet of fruit the dreamer then sees that the young lad has got two piles of frozen fruit stacked up either side of the sink the young lad has put them there to thaw out there was obviously too much to eat there's no way anybody could eat all that fruit he probably didn't realise you shouldn't re-freeze defrosted food or he might have thought the food would stay fresh the dreamer is smiling to himself as he is about to explain things to the young lad vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintences (30+) food (10+) frozen food (1) fruit (1) the dreamer is on his bicycle he is in a rural environment it is an "a class" road an "a class" road usually has a tarmac surface the road the dreamer is on isn't an exception the bends and cambers of the road enable the dreamer to maintain speeds of 50 kmph "a class" roads usually join up with dual carriageways or motorways this road joined up with a "b class" road it then joined up with a lane the lane terminated when it came to a field at this point, an adult male with his ten-year-old son appear in the dream we are both going in the same direction the field we enter is a ridge and furrow field it is a few hundred metres long and has an even wider width it has a decline it is a dry day and the ground is firm we start talking the dreamer proposes that the young boy sits on the crossbar of the bike his dad says ok the young boy is having the thrill of his life, it is as if we are on a fairground ride as we are going up and down at differing speeds we start to leave the adult behind he is soon a hundred metres behind us we stop to let him catch up the adult is concerned that we might fall and injure his son he doesn't want to spoil his son's fun and proposes he would feel better if he rides the bike if there is a mishap he has only himself to blame the dreamer takes his point and lets him use the bike the final scene is the man and his son disappearing into the distance and out of sight note 1 this dream is the dreamer's comeuppance for being a sneaky bastard yesterday vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: bicycles (2+) fun and misplaced trust (1) 29092022 the name of the dream: sneaky bastard - the name of the montage: ethnicities ethnicities first montage for a while the opening scene, looking at a wall the wall is about three metres square it has a large window frame that occupies the centre of the scene but there is no glass below that is more brick between the brick wall and the earthen ground, there is a gap of a third of a metre something crosses from the right to the left of the gap it moves too fast to be identified there is then a zoom-out of the scene it looks like the building has been abandoned for years people enter the montage the first is of a woman carrying a child they are dirty and dishevelled their clothes look like they are made of sackcloth the image typifies the expression "forlorn" the montage moves on we see the torso of a man his face is familiar but can't place him we then see a close-up of his face he looks like john voight we then see a young woman she looks like the girl who presents the details of the progress of the conflict in ukraine on euronews we then see elvis presley or his double there are then a dozen or so scenes showing people with the same facial features the writer can replay and freeze the scenes the montage is resolving a question that has been playing on the writer's mind lately which is the newest and most numerous ethnicity to have evolved? so far, and this is subject to change, it appears to be africa man, peking man, india man or ethopian man and quinary man vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the montage: mega montage (3+) rust-coloured (2+) ethnicities (1) quinary man (1) the dreamer is one of a gathering of thousands at a "super-gig" we don't know who the band or bands are it is a well organised event the queue is four or five people wide and goes on and on the dreamer is somewhere in the middle the path leading to the entrance of the town-centre-sized building has many twists and turns the dreamer is on that part of the path that slightly inclining forty-metres ahead the path twists almost a hundred and eighty degrees two or so metres above and to the right of us there are people walking up a steeply incling path in an impressive atheletic feat of agility the dreamer jumps up and graps the handrail above him and swings his body in a way that takes his feet over the rail he has just moved forward in the queue by several hundred people at the top of the incline the path levels out and turns to the left we can now see the building it is at least three-hundred metres away it's going to be more than half an hour to get to the entrance the dreamer has another queue-hopping trick up his sleeve he whips off his jacket, takes the entrance ticket out of the inside pocket and places the jacket on the floor he waits a moment or two and then asks the people in front of him if they know whose jacket it is they don't, of course there are murmers and curses coming from those people who see what he's doing but aren't inclined to do anything about it he does the same thing two or three more times he then abandons the ploy and walks to about twenty metres in front of the entrance and mingles in with the queue vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: cheating (1) queue jumping (1) 28092022 the name of the dream: frustration in the first scene, the dreamer is looking forward into a room about three to four metres wide and four to five metres long including the dreamer, there are five people, two women and three men, in the room one of the men is in a wheelchair another woman enters the room she is carrying a four-pack of beer the beer is for the man in the wheelchair the woman carrying the beer apologises for not being able to organise a table-tennis table for the man in the wheelchair he throws up his hands resignedly the reason he is there is that the only thing he gets enjoyment from is table-tennis he is recognisably disappointed in the second scene, it is the same room and the same people again, a woman walks into the room with beer and tells the man in the wheelchair she couldn't organise a game of table-tennis the man is more than just a little disappointed he is agitated and voices his disappointment, "the only reason the dreamer has come here is that he was told he would be able to play table tennis" his carer says nothing but he too is dissatisfied with the outcome the only thing that gives the wheelchair-bound-man a sense of movement comparable to an able-bodied person is table-tennis it is the only joy in his life in the third scene, we are back in the room again same people, same place and the same woman with the beer for a third time, the woman with the beer says she couldn't get the table and bats the man in the wheelchair looks to be two and a bit metres tall he has an athletic body and weighs about ninety-kilos he explodes the way he moves his arms and body and almost comes out of the chair while doing so is intimidating more than intimidating, it is frightening this man, like an animal of the wild, could take a smaller person to pieces in seconds the dreamer realises he has to do something to calm the man down the dreamer is about to ask the woman if there is a computer on the premises he intends to buy a table tennis set-up and organise a game for the man in the wheelchair as the dream ends vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: disabled people (1) table-tennis (1+) 27092022 the name of the dreams: the happy hotelier - sensational - the brown-shaded skin face - the miracle twins the first four-scened dream since i don't know when! the dreamer is the barman and general dogs-body of an up-market hotel that is set in its own grounds the owner/manager of the hotel relies heavily on the business that comes from the bar the second most item in demand is the coffee and tea have been working there for a long time the owner/manager gets his moneys-worth, the dreamer is worked non-stop there are plenty of perks though prestige in the local community, good pay, girlfiends... there are several elderly ladies who are long-term residents the dreamer organises tea-parties, birhday parties, bingo, day's-out the locals in the surrounding area attend many of the events it's a busy but rewarding job the years are flying by in one scene, an elderly lady tips the dreamer with valuable siver coins he kisses her on the cheek don't know who is more thrilled, the woman or the dreamer the locals also use the dreamer as a baby-sitter for kids of five-years plus in another scene the dreamer produces an assortment of games... monopoly, cards etc in another scene the dreamer is showing pre-teen girls how to play "five stones" (using the original metal, four-prong and stem type) vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: employee (7+) hotels/bar (6+) the second dream is an x-dream vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream a three-scene dream a full-face shot of girl in her early twenties she is a bit scruffy brown and slightly ginger-coloured hair her skin gas has "dirty" look to it her hair looks like it has been left to form its own style, it's straggly in some parts and neatly laid in others the really odd thing about her is the hair growing up her throat and under her chin the dreamer is thinking he should offer to shave it off using a hair-trimmer no words are spoken during the dream vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: girls faces (8+) the next dream is about twin girls twins as babies, then as twelve-year-olds as babies the girls are involved in a train crash the crash got full international media coverage at the time the injuries and deaths were so shocking the crash was given a name which became a part of the language "it was a almost as bad as the miracle-twins crash" they survived the crash without a blemish as twelve-year-olds they developed an unusual condition there are then three scenes in which we see the girls they have what look like smudges of make-up on their left cheek one the girls becomes the focus of the dream she lifts her left hand and places two or three of her fingers so they are level with, but not touching, the top of the smudge she slowly lowers her fingers down her face as she is doing so, the blemish disappears at the same pace as her fingers go down her face there are a couple more scenes of the same thing because the incident was so notorious the legal team who brought the litigation knew they would have public opinion on there side things started getting messy the government are stuck between a rock and a hard place the lawyer's representing the girls are asking for amounts of compensation never asked before the unprecedented amounts being mentioned will set a trend that will cost all future litigations, big time the counter-offensive starts the girls have been "schooled" as to what to say we don't get an outcome as to what the result is (maybe that's for another dream) vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: litigations (1) injury compensation (1) weird and wonderful (5+) 26092022 the name of the dream: alien attack the whole world is prepared for the attack we know to the minute when it will begin we are expecting fleets of spaceships the attack comes in the form of asteroids that are steered through the atmosphere the family are together, waiting everyone in the neighbourhood understands that someone near them will have an asteroid crash into their house we are all waiting in suspense, it could be anyone within the neighbourhood what hadn't been anticipated was the volume of the crack as it hit the atmosphere (if the reader has experienced a flash of the lightning flash directly overhead and the accompanying crack above them you will appreciate just how loud the sound was) - it was the sharpest, loudest sound the dreamer has experienced in a dream we could hear the gushing of the air as the asteroid compressed the air we were looking through the living-room window and saw it crash into the front garden of a house about seventy metres away the attack had begun now we knew the severity of what to expect the dreamer went outside he was armed it was an extremely cold night a man was folding paper and handing it to us while telling us to put it into the shoulder of our jackets and coats we were assessing the lie of the land and identifying the best positions to take that would give us a direct line of fire when the dream ended vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: aliens (3+) alien warfare (2+) 25092022 the name of the dream: poor judgement met two lads in their late teens they are down on their luck and homeless they come across as genuine guys the dreamer invites them to stay at his place a table-tennis table appears in the dream the two lads are engrossed with it and spend all day playing it doesn't take long for the table-tennis ball to find its way to where the dreamer is sitting the dreamer throws the ball back to them picking up the ball and throwing it back to them becomes a chore it sees to be happenng every twenty-seconds or so the dreamer suspects the two lads are doing it on purpose it is obvious they are "pissing about", the dreamer decides it is time for them to move on the dreamer can't be "arrist" to become confrontational he calls a friend in his friend is about five-foot six inches the friend is the no-nonsense type and lives by the rules of fair-play and common decency the young lads mistake his small size and fair-mindedness as weaknesses it takes but one fixed look and a sentence or two said in deadly earnest for the two lads to realise he is not to be "messed" with the two lads are getting readying themselves to leave when the dream ends vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: confrontational situations (3+) 24092022 the name of the dream: the copyright straitjacket while at the computer, a message displays on the screen the dreamer remembers downloading a programme a few days before and recognises the name in the message the message says that by using the programme for political reasons, the dreamer had breached copyright and that a lawsuit had been initiated note 1 two consecutive days of computer-related dreams! vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computer-related (8+) copyright infringement (1) 23092022 the name of the dream: of mouse and men at the computer using a 32" laptop a notification pops onto the screen it is the latest proclomation from the government concerning covid the dreamer clicks on the notification the message goes into the detail it clarifies a point that the dreamer's aunties didn't understand the dreamer takes it to show his auntie's he can't get the video clip to play he tries tapping the notice on the screen it is realised immediately that the computer isn't of the touch-screen type a message is showing on the screen it reads, "the video will not play until the sound is turned on" the aunties are waiting the dreamer becomes flustered he begins explaining to his aunties why he can't play it they don't know about enabling sounds or anything like that all they know is their nephew said he could solve a point of some urgency but isn't delivering out of sheer desperation the dreamer keeps tapping the notification hoping against reason the video will start playing he has to eat crow and says he will go and get a mouse the dreamer realises the aunties think he's going to get a mouse even his tech-illiterate aunties know a mouse has got nothing to do with t.v. screens he's losing credibility by the second it will be best to say nothing and go and get the mouse note 1 two consecutive days of dreams of relatives! think-read computer messages two consecutive days of dreams concerning relatives vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computer-related (7+) relatives (7+) think-read computer screens (3+) 22092022 the name of the dream: the holiday altercation two brothers and five women and their respective wives and husbands take their respective families of the same on holiday together four or five cars and a twelve-seater van are needed they are headed for the seaside within a scene or two, a difference of opinion arises as to which is the best route the atmosphere becomes a tad strained the decision to settle the matter is taken thus... every person, female and male, from the youngest to the eldest, will raise their hand when asked if they want to take route 1 or route 2 within a scene or two, we are on the move again vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: holidays (4+) inter-family (2+) 21092022 the name of the dream: ethics wins in this dream, the writer's dreams diary is a daily publication the dreamer is being taken to task by his publicist or agent specifically, it is pointed out that dreams that are categorised as "degredadion-to-life" are in least demand the dreamer is being urged, no, not urged bullied into keeping to the "meat and bones" themes of dreams the dreamer's counter-argument is that it has to be pointed out that before people do things that can lead to the death of other's they predispose themselves to such outcomes incrementally namely, through degradation to life acts the dreamer insists and gets his way and will continue to publish dreams that contain degradation to life outcomes vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: ethics (2+) degradation to life (1+?) 20092022 the name of the dream: fish and something fishy we are in a time when no self-respecting person or business, particularly hotels, are without an aquarium aquariums come in every size and shape a top-notch aquarium will have the most exotic, most sought after species the oceans have given rise to the fish in the aquariums are not for effect they are for eating the dreamer is a client staying at a hotel in one scene, the hotel is caught representing one breed of fish as a new breed and has priced them accordingly it is something of a scandal when it is shown that the "new breed" is in fact, a hybrid vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (25+) fish (2+) 19092022 the name of the dreams: up and running - the art of pleasure 19092022 three of us, all males, are making our way to somewhere or other we are walking along the pavement with a road to our right just ahead of us there is a break in the pavement for a road coming from the left on the other side of the break in the pavement, three girls are stepping into the road by the time we reach the break in the pavement, the three girls have crossed the road they look to be in their late twenties to early thirties we meet up with them as they begin walking on the pavement in front of us the girl in the centre catches the dreamer's eye he knows when a woman is asking with her eyes and smile she wants to be "approached" the dreamer makes an introductory remark the dreamer says, something along the lines of, "those lips need to be kissed" the girl says nothing, nor does she do anything when the dreamer embraces her and they kiss for a full five seconds of dream-time after the kiss, the dreamer looks to the nearest girl to the girl he has just kissed she is smiling he kisses her for a shorter period than the first girl the dreamer doesn't know why his chums don't make advances on the other girls perhaps there should be a p in the word chums the stage is set the dreamer suggests we go to the home of the person with the biggest bed it turns out to be the dreamer on the way back to his place, he explains to the girls how he approaches pleasure he points out that women have five pleasure points whereas men have only two the dreamer is setting out how to get maximum pleasure when the dream ends note 1 to reiterate... the amount of pleasure that we experience at the outset of straight-line-action is at least five-thousand times greater than the pleasure we feel during x vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: kissing dream (10+) foursomes (2+) the dreamer finally found a pub landlord who was prepared to let him have a regular spot playing music the room could hold about sixty-people it had a low ceiling (about two-and-a-half-metres) four bose speakers with a total of three hundred watts was more than ample to generate the right volume for individual tracks two strings of about one-hundred egg-sized christmas lights with slowly-changing colours gave the room an intimate feel people began arriving with about thirty people in the room, it was time to turn off the main lights and turn on the coloured lights turning off the main lighting threw the room into darkness then disaster, the coloured lights didn't come on when they were switched on could feel the apprehension of the people in the room there were emergency red lights which gave off just enough light to see an outline of the people and tables spotted the problem more or less straight away a plug near the ceiling wasn't pushed in far enough to make a connection standing on a chair and giving the connection a quick back-hand thump brought them on a little cheer went up in one scene, the room was so crowded there wasn't enough space to dance and in another scene, a blonde security guard wearing a two-tone khaki-coloured uniform was leaning against a wall looking into the furthest reaches of the room his relaxed stance and easy smile told the dreamer he wouldn't be needed vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (10+) pub discos (3+) 18092022 the name of the dreams: soft skin - the wrong side of life was going door-to-door trying to drum up business as a handy-man tried my luck in an area of terraced houses of the edwardian-style mistake without exception, it was dimissive, derisory and disinterest two people in particular disheartened th dreamer to the point it woke him out of the dream the upside is it gave the writer another novel idea if things get really bad vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business ventures (10+) home services (1+) an x-dream without conjoinment vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream (20+) without conjoinment (10+) 17092022 the name of the dreams: two types of hunger - too loud was scanning the fm stations for melodies and dance music it took a while but eventually found a station that was playing a beaty, danceable track found myself moving with the music and turned it up after listening to the song for about four seconds of dream-time the dreamer realises the music would be so loud it would be heard by the upstairs tenant he reaches over to his left-hand side, picks up the remote control and presses the volume-down button it doesn't alter the level of the sound at all he looks to see why it's not responding and finds he's pressing the wrong button on the remote he opens his eyes to see he has been trying to turn down the volume of the music in the dream with the t.v. remote vividness: 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: music (10+) remote control units (1) two of us are pulling out of a petrol station two women pull into the petrol station as we are pulling out there is no mistaking the look they are man-hungry two women-hungry men and two men-hungry women it was fate throwing us a bone as the distance between us grows the dreamer, the passenger turns and returns the same pleading look he is looking at them for the better part of fifty yards before their faces lose definition we two men are under pressure we are the support crew for the main crew of film-makers the film-makers are only twenty minutes behind us we two men have to be at the film crew "pit stop" some twenty miles further along the motorway the film crew will be expecting their refreshments ready to eat the moment they pull in a small room has been set aside within the motorway cafe/petrol station for them to grab their food and drink in the room, there are two large stainless steel platters with covers we two support crew have to get the tea, coffee, and soft drinks ready for their arrival the film crew arrive they demolish the food and drink within minutes across from the motorway, there is a dance hall the weekly dance for the locals takes place there for reasons unknown, there is an air of anticipation at least one of the two woman-hungry men feels he will meet a man-hungry woman there vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: work (7+) film-crew support (1) 16092022 the name of the dream: he who hesitates a quick look at his bank statement tells the dreamer he is on top of his finances with a surplus of the better part of a thousand pounds he is hungry the most expensive meal imaginable at the most expensive place he can find is a strong possibility find someone with a car who will take him around the country to visit all his relatives is appealing a week in holland could take a chance and bring back some "smoke" no, too risky start a business venture several possibilities present themselves a few lavish items for the wardrobe maybe a car nah, couldn't afford to maintain it went back to the holiday abroad idea am in a restaurant/bar, ready to head for the airport or train station an unusual request makes the manageress or waitress irritable she becomes hostile and completely awkward toward the dreamer the holiday abroad idea is dropped for the second time thought of buying new items and gizmo's for home entertainment treat someone, female or male, to a memorable night out hadn't made a firm decision to do anything as the dream ended note 1 a vivid dream it could/should have had a better ending vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unfulfilled dreams (8+) money (10+) 15092022 the name of the dreams: the dermatologist - the trapped fly - a tidy fit the dreamer's bicycle fits in the space in the hallway like a book on a shelf it enables the dreamer to walk through the hallway without having to turn sideways, as is the case now vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: bicycles (3+) the trapped fly the dreamer is washing leafy food in preparation for cooking while washing it a fly crawls out the fly is a "big un" its wings are wet it can't fly away, so the dreamer finger-flicks it out of the window the flick made a solid connection with the fly it travels about a metre into a bush the fly lands in the strands of a spiders web the vibration brings out the insect it's not a spider but a cream-coloured caterpillar or centipede the efficiency with which the caterpillar or centipede, about the length of the distance between the knuckle and the tip of the little finger, spins the cacoon around the fly is alarmingly speedy the fly is "toast" note 1 those who have chosen to tread the devolutionary path are going to experience every possible type of death vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: insects (2+) fly and a centipede (1) the dermatologist the dreamer is in contact with someone who uses a lotion to treat a skin problem he persuades the person taking the lotion not to take it as it is he puts half of the lotion into another bottle, fills it with water and splashes it over the affected part of his body the results are positive vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: medical treatment (1+) skin (1) 14092022 the name of the dream: a thank you a think-read dream that is a message from the parents of two boys "thank you for your bonnie and clyde presentation of love/life this morning it helped slow down our two boys and gave them a new perspective on life thank you so very much" notes 1 two consecutive days of think-read dreams! vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read dreams (20+) messages (2+) 13092022 the name of the dreams: petty theft - paradise regained a think-read dream of about ten sentences it asks the dreamer, "milt, what if somebody lost her/his ability to experience joy/wonder or love of life? then, towards the end of the message, it read, "and were to get it back again?" note 1 the writer knew of "paradise lost", but didn't know if there was a "paradise regained" went online and found it in seconds it was more than just a surprise to discover that it was written by john milton (some will know the writer's surname and make the connection) what very few will know is that "millt" is the writer's nickname on paltalk there's more than just coincidence at play here vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: think-read dream: (20+) poetry/literature (1+) the name of the dream: petty theft at home and am being arrested it was the flimsiest of charges the money value of the crime, what the crime is isn't clear, is just a few pounds it's such a small amount the law allows for crimes that might result in a custodial sentence of the arrested person, she/he is allowed to take her/his most valuable possessions with her/him to the police station the cost of the police having to move the dreamer's possessions from his place to the police station is several times more than the value of the stolen item or items, again we don't know it is that's been stolen the police are complaining moving the dreamer's belongings is more trouble than it's worth the police in the property department see the irony of it and find it amusing the dreamer is collecting his belongings together and getting ready to leave the police station with them when the dream ends vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: brushes with the law (2+) 12092022 the name of the dreams: the demure girl - the inexcusable bad manners of hungry dogs at a friends house he makes a roast meal it has all the trimmings the friend doesn't have a dining table so we have to eat it on our lap the stand-out viual momoment of the dream is looking at the meal before getting "stuck in" before the dreamer knows what is happening, his friends dog helps itself to a tongue-full off the dreamer's plate the dreamer is too hungry to let it put him off eating the rest of it there then follows a discussion in which the dreamer suggests to hs friend that in future he boil the bones down and serve them to the dog his friend has reservations the bones may stick in his throat the dreamer replies that with chicken bones it is just a matter of boiling the bones to the point where they become too soft to be a problem vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: food (10+) dog food (1+) the name of the dream: the demure girl x dream without conjoinment vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x dream (11+) without conjoinment (5+) 11092022 the name of the dream: hot-hand in the cinema the cinema is about the size of two living-rooms the dreamer is the whole of the audience on a good day, there will be two people in it it shows only one type of film, pornography the bug in his life has become those people who come into the cinema for the sole purpose of masturbating he knows, as does the owner, that without that sort of clientele the cinema would go bust the projectionist, after showing tasteless porn for a few years, has become cynical he doesn't blame himself for taking the job, he sees the fault as being people who come to the cinema to watch pornography occasionally he takes the law into his own hands there is enough light coming from the projector for him to see if a person's jacket, or more likely his raincoat, is covering his waist and thighs at that moment in the film when the action is at its "hottest", he stops the projector and turns on the lights and announces that masturbating is not allowed the dreamer was just about to achieve climax he is fuming he didn't pay good money to have the film turned off when it was at its crescendo note 1 this dream is the result of the feeling of frustration felt during the day because of not being able to create more life vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: masturbation (1+) 10092022 the name of the dream: the man in a wheelchair we see an elderly man in a wheelchair in front of a large plate-glass window of a store he is wearing a white-patterned, two-peaked sherlock holmes style hat he looks scruffy a couple of shoppers ask him to look after their dog while they go into the store they drop some coins into his money box and leave the scene the same thing happens again with someone else on the third time, two large dogs with long black and white hair, they are about the size of afghan dogs become part of the menagerie that happens again with a different breed of dog then a couple of parents ask him to look after their children while they go into the store that happens a couple more times in the next scene, the man has a three-metre python wrapped around his neck and body he's now got the attention of people passing by the snake looks like it could swallow a child or squeeze the life out of an adult the number of passer's-by grows they can see the danger still more people leave their children with the man in the chair the concerned onlookers are trying to point out the dangers to the parents the parents aren't concerned and leave them anyway it becomes a matter of public concern it will just take one dog-fight to break out and mayhem will follow people start taking matters into their own hands and begin preventing adults from leaving anyone or anything being given to the man in the wheelchair the man in the wheelchair isn't in the slightest bit concerned we find out why in the next scene three or four people carrying film equipment and microphones on extended poles present themselves they are the crew of a candid camera or "just for laughs" type programme the dogs are well trained, the snake is as tame as a kitten, probably sedated, and the children know what's going on vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: humour (3+) children and animals (2+) 09092022 the name of the dream: my nymphomaniac walking along the street in a fairly "well-to-do" area a woman is standing at a partly-open window looking out she's got a satisfied smile on her face the dreamer says something to her she says something back the dreamer walks across the lawn to the window within a sentence or two, she explains the situation she is locked in the dreamer is appalled what sort of man would lock his wife in the house when he goes to work? she obviously needs rescuing this is a job for the police the dreamer climbs in through the window her knight in shining armour has come to save her in the room, standing within arms-length of her, the woman's smile is even more alluring she moves closer and now we are face-to-face the dreamer does the natural thing and embraces her he looks into her eyes she is beckoning him, no, not beckoning, she is begging him, love me the woman's outpouring of emotion is irresistible they become lover's in the next episode of this dream, the woman, her husband and the dreamer are all in the same room the woman is in a bed the bed is against the wall at the back of the room, the husband is sitting on a chair against the back wall and the dreamer is sitting on a couch in front of them watching the t.v. the dreamer occasionally turns around and speaks he looks at the husband and his wife as he talks the husband's resentment of the dreamer comes through in his face but he doesn't voice it the woman is sitting up in bed with a wholly satisfied look of pleasure on her face in the next episode, the husband's hostility toward the dreamer makes the dreamer realise the husband is scheming to do the dreamer a mischief possibly to "do away with him" the dreamer decides it is time to act the next time the husband goes to work, he will elope with the woman and give her the life she and the dreamer want note 1 episode 1 is for 07092022 - episode 2 is for 07092022 and episode 3 is for today 09092022 vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: three-day serial dreams (1+) relationships (40+) female (35+) 06092022 the name of the dream: the young old geezer the dreamer has "come of age" it is the first day or two of his retirement he is now living in a retirement home the retirement home is one of many within society the retired person's "living room" is her or his personal/private area the room is the size of a small living room it has a bed, settee and a closet toilet it is as clean as a new pin there is an incentive scheme it gives people rewards or points for contributing to the running of the retirement home for instance, a person who can cook a meal for someone else while cooking for her or himself two will get a merit point or reward of some kind persons who are active to the extent that they could continue to live as they were before retirement have the best of both world's they get to choose whether they eat in or eat out don't misunderstand, the meals provided are perfectly adequate but many amongst us, like the dreamer, like a "nosh-up" although the dreamer is in the "sell by" age group in society, he still fancies himself as a stud he likes the look of that bit of crumpet in the lounge area vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: retirement (1) retirement home/s (+) 05092022 the name of the dream: disrespect an acquaintance or a member of the family asks the dreamer if he can use his computer the dreamer says o.k. a few days later, when the dreamer checks his bank statement, he sees one payment has sky-rocketed the person who used the computer a few days earlier had used the computer for games or phone calls the programme he used was set on auto-renewal the dreamer is hopping mad he will see the person sooner or later by then the dreamer will have calmed down the best he could expect was to be "sent to coventry" note 1 almost certainly, this dream is the result of discovering, the day before the dream, that skype had not discontinued the writer's auto-renewal payment for its phone facility if the writer's auto-renewal hasn't been discontinued, the chances are there are probably thousands of others in the same boat 100 000 times £6 times 12 months = more than £5 000 000! vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money (8+) computer bills (1) (skype) 1 04092022 the name of the dream: filling the vacuum it seems that everything is on hold someone should be doing something but no one is the dreamer realises that by coupling two bits of unused hardware and software together a musical event can take place in the next scene, everything is set up and ready to go a "buzz" is in the air the sounds of music are drifting through the dream there are a few people but they are too thinly spread on the ground for it to become an event an unknown male looks at the set-up and asks the dreamer a few questions he was picking the dreamer's brains in the next scene, the unknown male has created his own event he didn't make the same mistake as the dreamer he set up his event in a smaller area the same number of people in a smaller area gives the impression there is more "going on" in the last scene, the dreamer's event hasn't "taken off" whereas the other guy has built up a fair number of people he had succeeded where the dreamer hadn't the dreamer is peeved but the dream has come alive vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (10+) events (2+) 03092022 the name of the dream: a new society? in this dream, we have a clique of deities running things the deities are visible to the population they look insubstantial not unlike a misty ghost they appear quite regularly at a fixed place a person only has to be at the portal where they appear for a few minutes for one to show itself we don't know where they come from or how they got here it is their mystifying history and their ability to appear and disappear that captivates the population we join the dream as one of them is making a pronouncement we know before it speaks the announcement will introduce a dictate that will further limit our already limited lifestyle they are not popular away from where they are, there is a wind of change afoot a new type of deity is ready to take over although of the same substance and the same abilities as the current deities they bring a different message there is a thing called happiness some people have engaged with them and are telling us they will be taking over from the current deities we do what they tell us to do to help them do it within a scene or two, the previous bunch have been ousted and the new lot is running things there is indeed a thing called happiness we all begin experiencing it it is perfect shorty thereafter a problem comes to the fore the new deities are, due to their complete absence of being able to introduce any limitations whatsoever, hopeless at organising a society so now basic things like food clothes and water are the main issue they are not in plentiful supply anymore the happiness factor becomes tinged can the new way persist? vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: aliens (2+) stand-out moment: the scenes of happiness 02092022 the name of the dreams: missed opportunity not sure what the opportunity is it was a loss of some sort but don't know what exactly the lack of detail is due to not entering the dream upon waking vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: missed opportunities (1+) 01092022 the name of the themes of the dreams: baby mimicking adults - chatting on the go a two-themed dream at an unknown person's home a female has a new addition to the family a baby within the first six months of her life is the object of the dream the mother lets the dreamer hold the new-born he remembers something his mother used to do when she held a baby namely, mom would put the fingers and/or the whole hand of the baby in her mouth and open and close her mouth as if she was chomping on it it got a favourable reaction from the baby the dreamer does what his mom used to do both the mother and the dreamer are delightfully astonished when the baby begins opening and closing her mouth in the same manner 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: babies (3+) - the stand-out moment of the dream: baby's mouth opening and closing second theme found the paltalk app for a mobile phone extremely versatile while out and about p.s. you can find the writer on paltalk - url... https://www.paltalk.com/g2/group/1679267216/DisplayGroupDetails.wmt vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: mobile phones (2+) - a stand-out moment of the dream: the colours of the screen of the phone 31082022 the name of the dream: life finds a way a two-man police force in a rural village finds itself the centre of attention of the world's scientific community more specifically, the pharmaceutical industry one of the two men had an affair with an extremely attractive married woman she has the drug company by the goolies she can prove that she was taking the "pill" the "bobby" is also at an advantage it turns out his sperm has found a way of secreting a chemical that neutralises the anti-nuetralising compounds in the pills huge figures are being mentioned the woman's husband is talking lawsuits, as is the bobby he wants the baby, he is also facing charges of breaking the law by using his position of trust several pharmaceutical companies want his sperm the scientific community want his sperm the pharmaceuticals also want the pregnancy covered-up the woman is under pressure from her husband will the baby be female or male? some of the interested parties want a female, others want a male so far, the media doesn't know about it it's just a matter of time... vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: pregnancy (1) 30082022 the name of the dream: accolade it's amazing just how much this country has given to the world vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read (12+) 29082022 the name of the dream: sneaky the dreamer, along with others, is a new recruit to the latest hi-tech submarine its specialty is sonar the capabilities of the sub are so advanced it could only happen in dream-time it can pick-up the voices of the crew of other submarines and ships over kilometres unbeknown to the dreamer and others of the same rank (able-bodied) he is fed wrong information the idea is thata surface-ship ship with the same tech-specs as the submarine will eavesdrop on what they are saying the dreamer deduces what is happening and takes things into his own hands using a stethascope-type device pressed to the hull, the dreamer twists the story he has been given and causes the surface ship to make a manouvre that wasn't planned before a full-scale enquiry is begun the dreamer reveals what he has done the immediate reaction is to reprimand him, severely when the dreamer points out he done it to show that if some or all of the tech was deliberately leaked to the enemy the wrong information could send them somewhere at a critical point in a battle instead of the brig the dreamer receives a commendation stand-out moment: the moment when the dreamer realised he could do what he did vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: submarines (1) 28082022 the name of the dream: raunchy had been out with three or four of the lads for the evening back at the house of one of them, the ladies are getting snacks and sandwiches ready the living room is L-shaped the girls decided to wear seductive and daring clothes on our return every so often one of the girls would come out of that part of the room we couldn't see carrying a plate or drinks their nipples and crotches are covered there are four scenes when each of the girls comes into the living room, lay down the food and drinks and then disappears back into the kitchen each of them highlighted a different or a combined part the female form a pervasive, educated male voice captures the dreamer's attention the dreamer can hear him but not see him the dreamer has to wake to identify him his voice is coming from the radio raunchy is the best one-word description of this dream women have almost limitless ways of revealing parts of themselves vividness 2.67 - observer - the category of the dream: women (100+) raunchy dress (1+) 27082022 the name of the dream: 4 kisses (aka bernies back 2) just returned home think it was morning went upstairs to go to the toilet at the top of the stairs, my girlfriend was dressed and on her way out to go to work as we manoeuvred to let each other pass, our eyes meet we never said anything before we embraced and kissed the kiss was different to usual the dreamer couldn't quite put his finger on what it was he had to do it again to find out on the second kiss, the pleasure increased but so did the curious nature of the quality of the kiss the dreamer looked at his girlfriend, she is smiling, she knows the dreamer wants to kiss her again she moves in closer and leans her head back the kiss increases in pleasure the dreamer gets an insight into the character of the kiss we both move our heads back momentarily before our lips join again the kiss takes on intent the dreamer is about to find out something he didn't know before note 1 it crosses the writer's mind every now and then as to why it is that the lips, the largest portion of the body with pleasure receptors, deliver the least pleasure? remembering his first kiss at a dance organised by the secondary school and how it sent his head reeling got him thinking again, why don't the lips produce more pleasure than they do the prefered option is that the lips do, when we are fully oriented to love, become the most sensitive part of the body the almost overwhelming sensation of ejaculation does, it is thought, represents that moment in heaven when you-know-who has taken us to the maximum level of pleasure we can experience and it gives rise to an increased numerical value which results in the "big bang" see also link vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: kissing dreams (3+) bernie (4+) 26082022 the name of the dream: the old dog the dreamer and his wife are in an interview the interview is taking place at their residence their residence is is fully-monitored with discreet micro-cameras at the first signs of ill health, medical staff appear the camera crew have their own filming equipment the room looks like a film set both the dreamer and his wife are of advanced years the dreamer's wife is older by ten years one of the female interviewers asks the dreamer if his love for his wife has changed over the years he answers wryly there is a brief moment of emptiness before the people present started smiling the dreamer has alluded to x vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: interviews (2+) dreamer and wife (1+) 25082022 the name of the dream: the egg with a hole in it the dreamer is moving things around in the fridge there are three eggs in a box he decides to put them in a clear bowl he puts the first one in he realises that the bowl has water in it the thought occurs that if the egg is cracked it will ruin the egg the egg isn't cracked but the shell does have a pinhole in it the egg slowly seeps through the pinhole the dream lasts for as long as it takes for all of the yellow to drain from the egg approximately ten to fifteen seconds of dream-time (around one and a half minutes of awake-time) vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: one-scene dreams: (4+) food (9+) eggs (1) back-up dream 24082022 the name of the dream: ...cannot enter the kingdom of heaven the media is in turmoil three homosexuals have been pardoned and let out of prison they obviously have friends where it matters the public is outraged the three men give an interview the result of the interview is that their mental and physical conditional will be examined the physical examination is first the writer will spare you the details vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: homosexuality (1) 23082022 the name of the dream: the origin of the aliens (part 1) we are in a corridor on a spaceship a column of creatures is slowly making their way away from us imagine a black crab without legs their outer body is leathery soft they move using a skin that ripples under their body it is a hopelessly slow way of moving they must have evolved in an environment where they didn't have any natural enemies what they lack in speed they make up for in stealth they take over a person's body through transference when they come into contact with the forehead of people they attack when a person is sleeping now read yesterday's dream vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: aliens (3+) 22082022 the name of the dream: skulduggery and drama at the checkout (part 2) the dream is set in the future earth is under attack a species of extraterrestrials have managed to disguise themselves as humans they are mingling amongst us the dreamer is one of a group of nine or ten new recruits being "briefed" just before the start of business on the opening day of a mega-store the store specialises in home electronics and related hardware and software it will be a magnet for those engaged in espionage we are being briefed on what tell-tale signs to look for the floor manager is "filling us in" one of the counter-espionage agents, a girl, will be posing as a shopper it is her job to spot aliens she is also the daughter of the floor-manager the floor manager becomes very earnest when he spells out the number one priority do not "hit" on the girl she is his daughter to make a "move" on her will bring on repercussions worse than death in one scene, the dreamer believes he has identified two extraterrestrials they have two bones sticking out of their shirts on either side of their shirts just above the collar in another scene, an alsatian dog starts barking and snarling and is pulling on its leash to get at someone boring this job is not going to be vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: jobs/employment (7+) mega-stores (3+) aliens (2+) 21082022 the name of the dream: high profile people not entering this dream it shows a high profile person in a bad light vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: high profile people/celebrities (8+) 20082022 the name of the dream: mega-structures and hope the dreamer is at the top of a mega-structure it has hundreds of storeys the dreamer is on a sloping surface if he loses his footing or balance he will slide down the smooth slope and off the building to certain death this part of the dream ends there in the next part of the dream, the dreamer is at the top of another mega-structure this one is about half as high as the first one he is standing on an iron grill he can see through the grill again, the ground is so far down certain death awaits if the dreamer fails to clamber down this part of the dream ends while the dreamer is trying to figure out to get to the next floor down the theme of the dream changes it becomes a feel-good dream notes 1 fairly sure the uncertainty in the dream stems from a period during the day when the writer felt global circumstances may change for the worse before they get better vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: mixed-themes dreams (20+) mega-tall structures (3+) hopeful-themed dreams (50+) 19082022 the name of the dream: at the check-out was at the check-out with about £15 worth of groceries took everything out of the basket and placed them near the check-out woman dug into my pocket and brought out all the change and placed it in a line standing the coins on their side (stand-out visual) after a little while, when the check-out woman hadn't begun scanning, the dreamer looked up to her she in turn looked down at the groceries following her gaze led the dreamer to see she was looking at the coins the coins are still lying neatly on their side it takes the dreamer a moment to realise the check-out woman wants the dreamer to pick up the coins and hand them to her things weren't resolved when the dream ended vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: shopping (2+) supermarket check-out (1) 18082022 the name of the dreams: developing films wasn't going to enter this dream and consequently the details were forgotten it was to do with developing films vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: developing films (1) 17082022 the name of the dream: two good x dream vividness 2.7 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x dreams (15+) threesomes (2+) 16082022 the name of the dream: by the light of the silvery moons in the opening scene, the dreamer is sitting in a neighbour's house he is sitting next to the window a movement outside attracts his attention it is a security man he is wearing yer typical security-type uniform... dark-blue trousers and thick, dark-blue wool neck-jumper his communication device is above his left-breast the dreamer turns to the neighbour and says, "did you know we have security here?" then, by way of complete contrast, a full moon shows in the top-right of the scene it is twice as bright and three times as big as a super-full moon the next odd thing is its speed it is moving at about the same speed as a helicopter it takes five to ten seconds of dream-time to cross the horizon it is so bright it lights up the ground outside in the next scene, a man is standing where the first security man was standing he is another security man only this one is wearing a bulky bullet-proof vest and has a machine-gun he is holding the weapon across his upper-chest the dreamer turns to the neighbour and says, "did you know we have armed security here?" then, as before, a full moon appears this one is twice as big and twice as bright as the first one it is occupying the centre of the scene momentarily, it comes to a halt it's as bright as the sun (stand-out visual) note 1 the simple fact is, the writer hasn't got a clue as to the symbolic meaning of these types of dreams it is thought that the in-betweenies (those generations between now and 3000 a.d.) will have made sufficient progress in the field of dreams and dreams theory to say precisely what's what in dreams we'll see vividness 2.7 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: symbolism in dreams (6+) the moon (2+) 15082022 the name of the dream: of wimps and men working in a scrapyard it dealt in metals, plastics, wood and paper it was as big as a factory house-sized mountains of paper and metal ready to be processed it must have had at least a hundred workers one of them, a lad about my age, tried to intimidate me his smug smile and his glance behind him towards a group of "heavies" gave him a confidence he wouldn't otherwise have don't you just hate wimps who have a false sense of bravado because they have back-up the dreamer's chance to take him down a peg or two came in the last scene of the dream it was after working hours when a skeleton crew were getting things ready for the next day that the dreamer got his chance the dreamer hid behind a pile of rubble and waited for the wimp to walk straight into the dreamer the dreamer's look of contempt as he began walking toward the wimp was enough to cause him to become fearful he wouldn't be bothering the dreamer again who knows, we may have become friends vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: wimps (2+) 14082022 the name of the dream: the snake in the sewer the dreamer is one of a small commitee that has been called together to deal with public concern about the action the council suggests to deal with a highly unusual situation namely, a giant snake was discovered living in the sewer system it had a psychedelic-patterned skin which gave the impression it was even bigger than it was the initial public reaction was controlled panic the thought of it popping its head up through the "lav" was in people's minds due to a cartoon picture of it doing just that the media decided to turn things around and come out on the side of the snake it was the person who had decided to flush it down the toilet in the first place who was to blame the snake was just doing what any animal would do, trying to stay alive the general public agreed the best course of action was to capture it and ship it back to its natural habitat when the planning of capturing it got into the details of capturing it was realised that someone could get killed trying dilemma: how to appease public concern and not get anyone killed the dreamer's proposal was to stuff the carcass of a sheep or calf with poison the story would be that the snake died from food poisoning due to deadly bacteria that were part and parcel of any sewer system everyone was happy except the snake vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: situations of public concern (2+) snakes (1) 13082022 the name of the dream: files, files, files for the third consecutive day, sorting files has been the theme of the dream it is a result of categorising files in awake-time vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: consecutive days of same-theme dreams (3) sorting files (1) 12082022 the name of the dream: a lotta lotteries the dreamer is disappointed he laid out three hundred pounds on the lottery he thought that he would get something he would have been content with a fraction of his outlay, but not a sausage he suggests to the organisation that they introduce a word lottery the idea is that instead of numbers four or five four-letter words be used bonus prizes can be awarded for sentences that have literary or poetic or insightful merit the words generated by the word-generating programme will, sooner or later, produce such sentences the dreamer spends the last third of the dream composing examples vividness 2.8 - participant and observer- the category of the dream: lottery formats (1) - word lotteries (1) the name of the dream: solo football just ain't much fun the dreamer and another person, possibly his brother, have just entered the park it is a perfect summer day they are going to kick a football around they head for space against the fence about fifty metres to their left nearly where they are headed for they pass a child of four or five "toeing" a ball around the ball is about half as big as a regular-sized football it is made of a soft plastic the child is at sixes and sevens there's not really that much a child that age can do with a ball we can see he is confused as to what it is he's supposed to do it produces a tinge of sadness in the dreamer after he kicks the ball one time the dreamer moves away a metre or two with the ball, then turns and kicks it to him the dreamer tells him to kick it back he kicks it back we do the same thing again and then again now the child understands how to play football you need at least two people he is visibly enthused and happy the dreamer decides to play "penalties" that's the game in which you put a jacket or jumper in one place and put another jacket or jumper a few metres away the idea of course is to get the ball past the goalie the dreamer puts the ball about two metres in front of the "goalmouth" he tells the child to try and kick it past the dreamer the child understands what he's supposed to do the child kicks the ball it heads for the right-hand "goalpost" the dreamer dives for the ball and makes sure his out-stretched right hand is forward of the ball and fails to save it (stand-out visual and motion) the child has just scored a goal the child's face lights up the child has just become a boy vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: games with children (2+) football (1) 11082022 the name of the dream: scheduled to happen this dream is a repeat of the second of yesterday's dreams (not entered) the dreamer is organising audio and text files into blocks of fifteen, thirty and sixty minutes segments it works out that 400 mgb is about thirty minutes the whole of the dream is spent honing the length of each file into fifteen-minute segments successfully, it should be added fairly sure this dream stems from the decision to launch a new format on paltalk vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: computer related (10+) audio and video files (2+) 10082022 the name of the dream: greedy is greedy does the dreamer is re-organising the files on his smartphone about a hundred files to be moved after transferring two or three files, he notices a small hole in the screen he taps another file and another hole appears in the screen within another scene or two, there are about five holes in the screen he is both appalled and bemused that the manufacturers of phones would use such flimsy materials makes him even more cynical and concludes that profiteering has reached a new low he shows the phone to the other two people in the dream they too are aghast they fear the same thing will happen to their phones vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: technology (5+) mobile phones (2+) 09082022 the name of the dream: here and there the dreamer is in a virtual meeting it is a virtual meeting with a difference a big difference the dreamer can be in either location almost simultaneously when he is asking a question or making a point, he is at home and observing via the virtual set-up when he is having something explained he is in the room with the sales-person the sales-person is a girl in her late teens she is wearing a long black dress the dress looks to be a couple of sizes too big her hair is black and has a "straggly" waft of hair going down to her chin on the right-hand side of her face the rest of her hair is cut evenly just below her ears she has a reluctant or reticent manner she wants to conclude the sale as quickly as possible and get back to socialising what the product is isn't clear we do know it's a fairly big commitment the girl occasionally says something to another girl we hear the other girl speaking but don't see her the sales girl in the black dress says she's going to kiss the girl we can't see after she's made the sale the dreamer jumps in and say's, "if you kiss me i'll buy the product" the girl in the black dress says she will the dream ends with the dreamer in a state of mild frustration as he tries to kiss her the girl in the black dress knows that the only way we can make physical contact is if she "calls or invites" the dreamer into her reality vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (5+) virtual reality (1) the dream was followed by a montage of swerling bodies 08082022 the name of the dream: broken sleeps was in a police station talking with two policemen the reason? was trying to establish what constitutes a breach of the peace the reason? for the hundredth time, the dreamer was woken out of his sleep by the sound of an ice-cream van announcing its presence it turns out that, outside of an emergency, there is no justification for someone to cause another person or persons to be woken out of their sleep notes 1 an alternative would be for the vendor to drop a leaflet through the door of all houses on his route that gave an approximate time of when he would be on the street or, an envelope with a return envelope, asking the vendor to call when he is on the street notes 2 in essence, it's the old jewish problem of getting what you want without having to work for it vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: intrusions (1+) sleep (1) 07082022 the name of the dream: the longest sentence in the world the dreamer has been "wronged" by a group of hell's angels-type dudes no indication in the dream what the "wrong" is whatever it is, it's bad enough for the dreamer to want to "get back at them" the dreamer could stake them out and do something to each of them one at a time but that would take ages and he doesn't want to spend weeks and months in a state of vengefulness he turns to a local "tough guy" who seems to know everyone with a bit of "clout" he knows someone who used to be in the military and was part of a "special ops" unit they were so secret they never had a name they agree to teach them a lesson the dreamer doesn't know exactly what they did the word on the street is that the clique who wronged the dreamer dispersed that should have been that however, the ex-military men weren't doing favours without some sort of gratuities they visited the dreamer when they realised he didn't have any money they helped themselves to his belongings the dreamer was o.k. with that it wasn't until he went to use his bicycle that he discovered that the back wheel had been taken a nine-gear back wheel was going to cost more to replace than the dreamer could afford he needed his bike he went to the man who knew the ex-military and asked him to get it back he said it wouldn't be possible the dreamer really needed his bike, his lifestyle depended on it he had no option but to go to the police within a few days, the dreamer received a legal document he would be getting his wheel back providing he signed the document the dream turned into a think-read dream - (https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt) the document contained more phrases that contained the word that than anything the dreamer has ever come across or heard about... "that the" and "in that" and "so far as in that" and "should it be that"... the document was at least fifteen lines long there wasn't a full stop or a comma any where vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: mixed types of dreams (5+) think-read (15+) confrontational (7+) 06082022 the name of the dream: another reality the dream starts, and finishes, with an aerial view of about five metres three men are walking through a narrow street they are wearing robes the buildings on both sides are one-storey they look like they are made of clay they have an amber tinge to them we sense it is a hot climate two of the three men are more or less shoulder to shoulder one of the men is admonishing the other "i wanted to die on the cross", he says, "why did you keep me alive?", he asks there is then a point and counter-point exchange of two or three sentences as the man being admonished explains and tries to justify his reasons the man criticising him insists it wasn't what he should have done it becomes obvious we are witnessing an undulation when jesus was saved from dying on the cross notes 1 although jesus was prepared to die on the cross you-know-who sees things differently wherever and whenever there is the option for more life, love/life occupies it to make the point that there is life after death jesus didn't need to survive cruxifiction jesus's recurrences are written into the fabric of reality, as your reading of this is it is probably the case that jesus knew how qualitative the future would be life under roman-rule, by comparison, wasn't worth having vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: jesus () 05082022 the name of the dream: e and me a truly immersive x dream high visually and higher tactilely vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x dream (20+) e (1) the name of the dream: lesser men it is early morning the dreamer has just come off an "all-nighter" still feeling fresh, he decides to catch a taxi into town and walk the rest of the way following a friendly chat with the taxi driver, the dreamer decides to give him a bigger tip than the two-pound tip he was going to give him we arrive in the centre of town the taxi fare comes to eight-pounds after giving the taxi the driver a tenner, the dreamer tells him to keep the change and hands him a twenty-pound note mistake what he should have done was take the tenner back off the taxi driver and tell him to give the dreamer seven-pounds change from the twenty-pound note the taxi driver is now holding thirty pounds of the dreamer's money from the way the taxi driver is behaving (it's strange the way people become when it comes to money) the dreamer can tell he wants to keep hold of all of the money the dreamer sees someone who looks like an authority-figure talking to another man on the pavement he is tall and is wearing a white shirt under his jacket with big lapels as was the fashion some years back the dreamer tells him about the taxi-driver he goes over to the taxi-driver this dream ends there notes 1 this dream was the result of becoming agitated while thinking about two instances of late when two people let their attitude to money turn them into thieves vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money (7+) thieft against self (2+) 04082022 the name of the dream: underestimated it is the first morning of a new two-man venture the dreamer has opened a cafe-cum-restaurant it is offering basic meals (fish and chips, steak pie and veg etc.) but the new angle is a small menu of "posh" dishes (mediterranean vegetable salad, Salmon and avocado, etc.) the dreamer knows he will be fraternising with the customers as much as waiting on them the chef takes his job seriously the dining area is made up of two or three four-seater tables and four or five two-seater tables all the tables have a plain white cotton tablecloth on the first morning and the second scene, there are two or three customers seated their orders have been taken and the dreamer is moving between them doing his "verbal entertaining" thing everything is going as envisaged within two more scenes, it has gone from easy peasy to a complete "cock up" the restaurant-cum-cafe has seven or eight diners the "personal" touch, which is known to be the main attraction, becomes impossible the dreamer can only apply the "personal touch" to one or two people at the expense of neglecting others the "crunch" moment comes when one gent, dressed in a formal black suit, white shirt and black tie and dark-rimmed glasses glasses "blows his top" for having to wait too long for his order he gets up from his seat and leaves both the chef and the dreamer have completely under-estimated their ability to cope with more than three or four people at a time the only way to give the service originally envisaged is to hire two more chefs and one more waiter vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business ventures (4+) restaurant/cafes (2+) the name of the dream: woofterism the first scene is an elevated view looking down from just below a male head the male is dressed in white the camera moves down the male's body just below his belt the camera stops and shows the male's right-hand pocket it shows the male has a pocketful of change there are about two-dozen coins about the size of fifty-pence pieces in a line across the bottom of his pocket the view pans up and out and reveals the male's face, it is burt lancaster burt can see what is showing on the camera on a preview screen he adjusts his "change" so it isn't showing the cringing truth becomes obvious a "woofter" camera-man let his lust override his professionalism vividness 2.8/9 - observer - the category of the dream: celebrities (6+) (burt lancaster) (1) 03082022 the name of the dream: ladies' first A girl of about eighteen is walking on the path next to a road she's walking very slowly it is an invitation to males she is approachable in the next scene, that is what happens the girl responds to the young male positively providing he doesn't do or say something stupid, they will become an "item" the dreamer wants the girl he is more experienced than the young boy who is, like most males his age, testosterone-driven and, as such, is not thinking of what the girl wants but is being driven by his instincts it isn't fair the dreamer believes the girl should have more than a mainly one-sided experience "hey", he shouts, "what are you doing with my girlfriend?" it throws the young lad off balance his confidence has gone he doesn't want a fight he walks away from the girl the dreamer introduces his-self and gains the girl's acceptance in the next scene, we have walked about a hundred metres and are at the dreamer's place he explains to the girl that intimacy is a "girl-first" experience he understands that the five pleasure areas of a female need to be stimulated and not just one, two or three the girl is not sure what he's getting at the only way she'll understand is to be the recipient of the dreamer's beliefs vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships (20+) female (20+) 02082022 the name of the dream: not even a kiss preamble the writer doesn't post all dreams some x dreams and dreams containing violence (the extremes) can be off-putting the dream from last night is a follow-up to a dream the day before last in that dream, a woman in her thirties or forties took the initiative and the dreamer by surprise, when she pulled him to her and kissed him ferociously the dreamer said, "i'll close the door and we'll pretend we're asleep" the woman agreed and the dream ended in the dream last night we are both fully dressed and lying down the dreamer says, "i'll put wedges under the door so it can't be opened" the woman didn't say anything and the dream ended another type of dream that just about makes it into the dreams diary is bland dreams bland dreams may be useful as reference points vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of last night's dream: bland dreams (2+) 01082022 the name of the dream: the dreaming man at a neighbour's house we are talking about this that and the other the neighbour uses words and meanings that are incorrect the dreamer explains the proper meanings of the words and phrases the neighbour begins asking for the meanings and definitions of words and ideas the conversation becomes a defining-of-words session after several words have been defined, the dreamer continues the chat with his eyes closed it takes longer and longer for the dreamer to answer questions the dreamer falls in and out of sleeping between questions the neighbour says it's time for him to go to bed the dreamer is too tired to reply or move the neighbour's voice becomes increasingly forceful as he tries to get the dreamer to respond to what he is saying the dreamer can hear his voice but is too tired to respond it is like listening to someone talking to the dreamer while he is dreaming vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dream within a dream (2+) dermot (3) 31072022 the name of the dream: the wave machine at a seashore entertainment amusement centre looking at the screen of a games console it's one of those consoles that have shielding on the top and sides, presumably to keep the light out and make the screen clearer there is a choice of gradients with options of ten settings for each of the four gradients the dreamer sets the machine at 4.2 at this point, the dreamer doesn't know exactly what the machine is going to do the word "wave" is part of the name of the game the activate button is big, round and yellow the dreamer presses down on the button not knowing what to expect he is looking at the screen waiting for another prompt to do something without warning, the floor of the room undulates it is exactly the sensation we get when we are in a boat that gets lifted and lowered as it encounters a wave big enough to make us lose balance the dreamer manages to keep balance, but only just amazed, he goes into an adjoining room and asks the three or four males in the room playing billiards if they felt it one of them nods another one says, "was that you", obviously making reference to the building moving "yes", the dreamer says, "shall i do it again" "no", one of them says, there is irritation in his voice they had done it so often the novelty had worn off the dreamer is still in a state of amazement notes 1 the dreamer has experienced many different types of movements in dreams this one though was the most pronounced could feel all of self-rising and lowering it was as if it was the first time such a movement had occurred vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: movement in dreams (15+) wavy-motion (1+) 30072022 the name of the dream: the nub of the matter the dreamer is "laid up" and is more or less house-bound not sure what the malady is he has just put "one" together when sarah calls the dreamer is talking "ten to the dozen" sarah is eagerly attentive to what he is saying the dreamer has almost finished the "j" when he realises that sarah's attentiveness is not focused on what he is saying but is a form of anxiety the "j" is almost down to the roach and she's too polite to ask he passess the "j" to her but it has reached the nub he will mak things right by putting another "one" together and passing it to her after lighting it vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: sarah (2) 29072022 the name of the dream: all good things... the dreamer's dream girl is pleasant towards him but that's as far as it goes she, along with most girls and women of this dreams time and place, need security above all else that's something the dreamer can't offer the circumstances arise that lead to the dreamer being re-assessed to establish his position within society the results of the test vault the dreamer into a position whereby he gets a job that places him firmly in "secure" bracket in another scene, he is talking to his dream girl and persuades her to keep him company for an evening during the date the dreamer poses that they should be more than just friends the girl thinks things through she arrived at the conclusion that it was improbable she would get the man who could give her the security she and as any mother-to-be would, had accepted her fate of having an uncertain future and accepted the dreamer's advances the dreamer was waiting for the perfect moment to tell her the good news and see her momentary disbelief and happinness when the dream ended vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships (25+) female (20+) 28072022 the name of the dream: militarism is bad for the blood a think-read dream about julian assange 1 if there was or wasn't orange juice in vodka 2 whether he slept through a train journey or not 3 that he would die in prison notes 1 the writer has no way of knowing if any of the details in the dream are true to life the animalistic character of the american army demands death for anyone who exposes their blood-lust the writer is still semi-traumatised by the massacre in the "road to baghdad" atrocity one of the ten most barbaric slaughter's in the annals of warfare did you know that one division of the british light infantry flies the skull and crossbones flag into battle? the reason for the attack? there were combatants amongst the civilians the reason for the war? oil again, chiefly the british and american military doing the jewish banker's bidding vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read (12+) julian assange (1) 27072022 the name of the dream: skilful seducer the dreamer is in a department store or a large ground-level store he goes to the customer services desk a girl of about twenty with a rounded face, and blonde hair that is styled in small pigtails is at the counter the dreamer says something in a light-hearted way the girl is in no mood for fun she scolds him so effectively the dreamer becomes depressed he walks away in the next scene, the girl at the information desk is talking to a girl of about fifteen or sixteen-year-old the much younger girl also has blonde hair they are at ease with one another talking energetically with lots of teeth-smiles the girl with pigtails is steering the conversation their friendliness moves on a bit there is an air of intimacy the difference in ages tells the dreamer something isn't quite right the dreamer is still stinging from the unnecessarily harsh "put down" he got from the twenty-year-old the dreamer follows his hunch in the next scene, the view is of the two girls about three metres from the observer the dreamer is looking at them through binoculars the elder of the two girls is talking to the other while she is talking she is moving the fingers of the left hand of the smaller girl up and down and back and forth with the fingers of her right hand they are close to hugging and kissing the scene changes the view is from about twenty metres and we see into an open-space large living room again the dreamer is looking at them through binoculars the living room is awash with unopened presents, clothes with labels still attached to them strewn all over the place and an alladin's cave of glittering gold and silver objects it is what the dreamer suspected the elder girl seduced the wealthy younger girl into an illegal sexual relationship the dreamer's testimony alone is enough to convict the elder girl upon reflection, the dreamer decides to avoid giving testimony in court the elder girl will almost certainly get a prison sentence there is no doubt that the dreamer will become the target of her revenge she's the type of girl who will go to greater lengths to bring about a bad outcome than she would a good one vividness 2.7/8 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: bad people (20+) women (1+) 26072022 the name of the dream: natural affection in a car, a mini(past time tense) early afternoon, motoring through a rural area it isn't clear where the dreamer has been or where he's going a sign advertising a holiday camp catches his eye why not, he thinks in the next scene, he's on the ground's following the road to the end leads him to an area of grass dozens of families are picnicking the dreamer drives the car onto the grass as he is walking through the throng heading to a space, the dreamer walks by a family of four or five a young boy in the family says something the dreamer smiles back at his chosen spot, the dreamer settles into a comfortable lying position in the next scene, the young boy comes over to him we say a few things to each other the dreamer is taken by surprise when the young boy side-kisses him on the corner of his mouth the dream ends vividness 2.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: affection (5+) young boys (2+) 25072022 the name of the dream: the girl at the chalkboard update to the dream a catnap during the day revealed more details of this dream the dream is a youtube post the name of the post is "making a picture" this dream spanned three consecutive sleeps! preamble to the dream this dream is not totally disconnected from looped dreams an insight or connection or the cause of this dream occured within the previoius twenty-four hours of the dream the inability to pinpoint exactly when the first memory of the dream happened could be due to the first memory being the first of two dreams, which makes this dream a repeat dream of the same dream in the same period of r.e.m. the writer thinks it is more likely there is a period of awake-time between the two the variations or highlighted parts of the two dreams or the dream and awake-time memory is thought to be the reason or purpose for the dream the dream the dreamer is observing a girl there is a lengthy moment of eye contact with the dreamer the girl is about twenty she has blonde hair her top is dark-blue or black she is standing in front of a metre-square chalkboard holding a finger-length piece of chalk in her right hand the implication that she is poised and about to write couldn't be more obvious she is looking pleased or satisfied she begins writing alas, there are only two bits of detail that are remembered of the three different scenes of her writing in the first one, (it's at times like this that the writer wishes he had the skills to draw as easily as he can write - perhaps we can consider introducing into our education of children the skill to describe through pictures) there is writing above as she draws a square she keeps the chalk to the board after drawing the aquare and takes the line at the top-left of the square and makes a semi-circle so that the end of the line finishes slighly left of off-centre and writes the name "peter" underneath the second scene, there is writing above and below of what looks like a smudged drawing of a circle of spikes what the drawing is or was can only be guessed or surmised it is a shade of orange in the third scene, we see another picture of a woman it could be the girl in the first scene if it is, the girl or waman in this scene is in her thirties in the fourth scene, there is an elderly woman on the board she looks about sixty the woman looks thoughly defeated she might be at death's door there are two other scenes one shows something being rubbed out and re-written the other is of a word being emphasised as the person chalks over a word three or four times notes 1 the priority of dreams is remembering them the second most important thing is remembering the detail the third is understanding their meaning - see pde's https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: consecutive same-theme dreams (1) informative (4+) 24072022 the name of the dream: in the loop the dreamer is to do an indoor gig he gets to the venue and begins setting up the equipment the dreamer has barely got the leads and speakers connected when the manager or owner of the premises asks the dreamer to do a sound check the dreamer duly obliges the manager or owner listens for a few seconds, then walks away without saying anything in the nexr scene, the dreamer is still setting up when the owner or manager re-appears and asks again for another sound-check the owner or manager listens for a moment or two and then leaves the dream the scene changes, the owner or manager of the building is back asking for another sound check the dreamer regards the man with some concern is he a stickler for detail? is he being awkward? before the dreamer has reached a conclusion, the owner or manager is back and asking for another sound check it is then that the dreamer latches on to what's happening for the first time in years the dreamer's having a looped dream notes 1 have no solid theory as to the reason for looped dreams there undoubtedly is a reason for them perhaps it reflects a monotonous or repetivive awake-time routine it may have been a result of watching the film "millenium" before going to sleep vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: looped dreams (2+) gigs (1) 23072022 the name of the dream: the jack in the box while out and about, a mystery person handed the dreamer two tickets the mystery person had a sincere smile as he handed them to the dreamer the tickets were the size of a credit card they weren't your typical tickets the tickets are a soft, bendable paper the same as you get for a receipt from a shop the invitations are for that night the venue is at a place called the jack in the box the dreamer's girlfriend or wife gets excited about going out for the night she gets her hair done and decides to wear a long, cream dress she looks fetching with her hair up the jack in the box straddles the corner of two streets that diverge from each other at an angle of twenty degrees it means the premises are triangular a good arrangement for a big stage there is a queue of about twelve people, mostly couples, dressed in a mix of dress-codes two couples are in formal dress, long gowns and black jackets the bulk is wearing smart-casual as we get nearer to the entrance, the dreamer reaches into his pocket for the tickets a scene follows that has the dreamer frantically checking and rechecking his pockets for the tickets only a dunder-head would make that mistake of not transferring the tickets from one jacket to the other it's too late to go back home the dreamer leans forward and asks the couple in front of him if it's possible to pay to get in it wasn't the door attendants must have seen the dreamer searching for the tickets because when he gets to the door, they believe he has forgotten them and let him in inside the club, there are about twenty or thirty tables of different sizes the table we get shown to seats a dozen or so people instinctively, the dreamer pulls out the chair for his girlfriend or wife one of the staff is impressed a little while after ordering and receiving drinks, a voice announces that the buffet is open again, the dreamer is on his feet and pulling the chair out from behind his girlfriend or wife again, one of the staff is impressed it appears the dreamer is the only one doing it the dreamer's girlfriend or wife joins the queue the dreamer is right behind her the buffet is a hot meal served by chefs wearing floppy chef hats if the entertainment is as good as the buffet, it's going to be a whale of a night it is a few seconds before the dreamer becomes aware that the people behind him are agitated with the dreamer it turns out that his girlfriend or wife joined the queue halfway along it it was an innocent mistake there was a break in the queue both the dreamer's and his girlfriend or wife thought there were two queues as he looked at the people behind him in the queue, there was one man who was giving him the "evil eye", he was glaring angrily it is too late to go to the back of the queue, we are being served someone on the staff must have seen what had happened and realised that a situation might develop in the last scene of the dream, the man who was furious with us is being escorted unceremoniously out of the room b/u dream from 052022 vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: social events (5+) 22072022 the name of the dream: the x-factor in a society where the economy is based on whim and fickleness, the latest product is always a winner regardless of its inherent value so when a product that does do what it says it can do comes on the market, it's guaranteed to become a best seller when the product generates an irrepressible desire in either gender to engage in x you know you have a game-changer the aphrodisiac is in liquid form it is in small glass phials the dreamer has a tray of them there is about thirty in the tray the demand for the aphrodisiac far exceeds the supply the dreamer is well aware of their value he knows the longer he keeps hold of them, the more they will go up in value the dreamer always has and always wiil, put x before money there is a girl across the room with a hungry, willing expression on her face she is waiting to receive one of the phials the sense of anticipation in this scene and the thought there will another thirty such encounters is more than the dreamer can contain vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-themed dreams (1) potions (1) 21072022 the name of the dream: the imposter a male about the same age as the dreamer presents himself as the dreamer's brother he claims he was fathered by the dreamer's dad, within a year of the dreamer physically, it seems plausible there are similarities between us what is all wrong about it is that he has traced his lineage to the dreamer just when the family estate is being finalised there is a considerable value attached to the estate, not the least being a house the dreamer consults his step-brother we both become convinced that he is an opportunist of the worst kind the dreamer's step-brother wants to "call him out" the dreamer wants to teach him a lesson the dreamer plans to go along with his claim and expose him at that moment when he thinks he is about to receive his part of an inheritance it's not going to be too hard to collect information and evidence that exposes him the dreamer is hiding his feeling of satisfaction that the imposter's overly confident smile is about to crumble into a heap when the dream ends vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: conmen (1) family (1) 20072022 the name of the dream: the poker game after several years of double-dealing with the established financial institutions, four or five of us have made enough to live on easy street the money arrives in large envelopes in a cardboard box we're savvy enough to know we have to carry on living as though nothing has happened one new thing we do is have a game of poker once a week we do it to explain to our wives how we occasionally come home with a big win we arrange things so each of us "wins" every month or two the women accept their man's story of being "lucky" at cards once a year, a big "win" is enough to go on holiday somewhere exotic the children and wives are healthy and happy, who wouldn't be? in the last scene, the dreamer's wife turns up with some chips in her hand where she got the chips, how she discovered where we played and what happened next may be revealed in a future dream vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: card games (2+) poker (1) 19072022 the name of the dream: robbed the mystery isn't who did it, it could have been anybody, the real mystery is how anyone's abode could be stripped bare without anyone seeing or hearing anything surprisingly, the dreamer is not stressed out the more he dwells on it, the more the situation presents interesting possibilities the chance to start over afresh a new location a new direction in life the dreamer signs off on the dream looking forward to his new life vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: theft against the dreamer (2+) all property (1) 18072022 the name of the dream: a healthy tune the most respected and influential health organisation in the world highlights the literacy and knowledge of the american people specifically, it points out that the poorly educated don't have a basic understanding of nutritious food a survey shows that a significant number of the population get their education about food through the advertisements on the jewish-controlled telly to exemplify the differences between spoken american-english and spoken british-english and how it affects a persons perception, the world-renowned health organisation shows clips of interviews with people of all ages and genders from both cultures the difference is as plain as the difference between chalk and cheese the americans haven't got a clue they can only recite the "catch-words" and phrases from the advertisements the english-speaking british people interviewed can cite some of the vitamins in bread, vitamin b-12 is mentioned to further highlight the situation, the health organisation goes to an british school they suggest that one way of heightening people's awareness would be to introduce a song with a catchy melody which youngsters could latch onto to prove their point a class is chosen at random one of the children, guess who is to sing the carol "12 days of christmas" - https://www.classicfm.com/discover-music/occasions/christmas/twelve-12-days-of-christmas-lyrics-meaning/ the dreamer begins waking to hear himself singing the song and manages to recite the first three lines but can't remember any more notes 1 this dream coincides with a report presented by euronews today (coincidence or something else?) the report shows that food manufacturers have increased their wealth by almost half a trillion (500 000 000 000) dollars in the last two years again, we see the profit-driven jewish religion, aided and abetted by those amongst us who place the acquisition of money above all else, causing amounts of unnatural death that make the death toll in the war in ukrainian to seem like a car crash notes 2 the introduction of a hard currency by the jews some five thousand years ago is coming home to roost with a vengeance vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: health (2+) nutrition (3) 13072022 the name of the dream: impatience the dreamer, along with eight or so other prisoners, are under escort we are about to be released we are taken to a shop to buy food for our train journey to freedom we are in a single file, lined up and ready to go into the shop after a bit of wait, no one goes into the shop the dreamer, about third in the queue, takes the initiative and walks passed the couple of guys before him and strides up the three steps into the shop at the entrance and about to go into the shop, he comes face to face with a man in a suit coming out it's then that the dreamer realises that the reason no one is going into the shop is because our escort has kept us waiting to allow the person already in the shop, not a prisoner, to come out the dreamer apologises to the man in the suit and goes back to his place in the queue our escort comes up to the dreamer and says, "good lad" notes 1 it crosses the writers mind that there is a "randomly generated" section in the mind that "fills in" periods of r.e.m. when there is nothing in the p.d.e's of significance vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: randomly generated dreams (30+) 12072022 the name of the dream: inbreeding in ohio according to this dream, there was a time, it could be any one of the nine tenses of time, when e.t.'s began inter-breeding with mammal-man or, e.t.'s begin manipulating the genetic configurations of mammal man why it is, was or will be ohio isn't in the dream, although there probably is a reason among other things, what came from the gene manipulation is the highly erotic heightening of the sensations in the buttocks it produced pleasurable sensations as great as those produced by the genitalia of both genders although dubious of the claims, the silky, shiny sight of the buttocks did produce the desire to touch them the dreamer "goes for it" it was every bit as moreish as the claims said it would be the dream finishes with the dreamer handling a handful of soft, malleable part of the body he is in the throes of a "pleasure trip" whe he wakes the writer suspects this dream is the result of watching a game of football there were eight goals in the game notes 1 may the writer remind you, eventually, every cell of the skin will have pleasure receptors it works out that the amount of pleasure a person will eventually be receiving will be ten-thousand greater than what we currently experience the writer will never be able to come to terms with the outlook that forsakes the future for the oh-so-short here and now vividness 2.5/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: pleasure (50+) 11072022 the name of the dreams: the swinger - the essayists the dream starts with the dreamer in a large classroom there are three rows of desks each row has about eighteen desks all the seats are occupied there is a teacher at the top of the scene facing the students the dreamer is sitting in the right-hand row of the room, third from the front we are all writing the dreamer is the only person at one of the desks who is not a student he and the teacher are both adults someone thought it would bring a productive theme to the classroom the dreamer is a "stabiliser". it is a marathon test it is over seven or eight hours with no breaks there is an air of "elitism" in the room the task is for each student to bring a unique perspective to a set theme the student's essays will be reviewed by an academic the evaluation of the academic may well determine the path the student takes for the whole of their professional life the room has an intensely serious atmosphere there isn't a cough or the sound of the leg of a chair moving or a murmur or a sigh it isn't the case for the dreamer occasionally he stands up and silently walks down between one row and up another one time, he goes to the supervisor's desk and whispers, "i'm going to stretch my legs" he is going for a smoke the dreamer returns to the classroom, at that point, begins to wake note 1 the smooth, seamless transition from dream-time to awake-time was the second-longest to date: the first longest..19052021 vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: classrooms/schools (4+) the swinger this side-view of a one-scened dream is of a naked and tanned young lady enjoying swinging from a rope swing attached to the branch of a tree it lasts for about three seconds of dream-time ? vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: nudity (3+) 10072022 the names of the dreams: loose change - when de geek? d.jaying a gig played the deep purple song "child in time" https://endic.at/Deep.Purple.-Child.In.Time.mp3 both the party-goer's and the dreamer are surprised when the track finishes about three minutes later one of the party-goers comes to the dreamer and asks, "why didn't you play all of it?" the dreamer says, "i didn't realise it was a shortened version" in the next scene, the dream becomes a think-read dream in the next scene, the dreamer is searching online for a review of the sheet music in the next scene, the dreamer is looking at the sheet music of the song sure enough, the sheet music has abbreviated the song the review was as critical and infuriated as the party-goer's and the dreamer the review reads "since when the geek did "child in time" only last for a few minutes?" "who the geek do they think they are?" "who the geek is green valley (the name of the company that printed the sheet music) anyway?" the dreamer had just pulled up the sheet music of stairway to heaven from the same company and realised that the penny-pinching company abbreviates the sheet music to save money when the dream gives way to awake-time vividness 2.6/8 - participant and observer (reader) - the category of the dream: music (12+) rock (1+) loose change the dream opens with the dreamer walking towards the centre of town he has just got off a coach and is looking forward to visiting his old stomping grounds the centre of the city is about two hundred metres away a girl, about eighteen, comes up to him and asks him if he has any spare change on the scrounge she looks too well dressed to be on the scrounge the dreamer digs into his pocket and hands her all he's got, it was about fifty pence "you won't be able to do much with that", he says the girl says, "thanks, that's alright" the girl leaves the dream the dreamer decides the first thing he's going to do is buy a new pair of shoes notes 1 the writer is reasonably sure the origin of some of this dream came from the previous days experiences when he thought about whether he would be able to find shoes as comfortable as the ones he has vividness 2.5/6 - participant - the category of the dream: visit's to coventry (2+) 09072022 the name of the dream: balancing feelings three or four of us are playing at a full or three-quarter size snooker table there are four balls on the table they are all white the "cue" ball is where the brown ball is in a game of snooker the three other balls are placed in the pink position, the blue position and the brown position an automatic win is to pocket all three balls with in one shot the other players take their turn first one or two pot one ball while the other doesn't pot one with two shots the dreamer pots three balls, one of which is the cue ball the cue ball is then replaced on its cue spot after the first round the dreamer is ahead on points in the second round the dreamer does abysmally and doesn't pot any balls the points are evenly balanced in the third round the dreamer does another three-balls-down shot the other two or three players aren't happy and dagger-looks and contorted faces tells the dreamer he should let them win vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: games and sports (9+) snooker table games (2+) crime (10+) identity theft (1) 08072022 the name of the dream: dennis's dog dennis asks the dreamer to look after his dog for the day, he has to go to the hospital in the next scene, the dreamer is out walking the dog wouldn't you know it, the dog slips the lead the dog, a jack russell terrier, doesn't respond to the dreamer's calls it could be anywhere if the dreamer doesn't find the dog before dennis gets back, the dreamer's credibility will drop to zero dennis might even shunthe dreamerforever still looking for the dog when the dream ends vividness 2.5/6 - participant - the category of the dream: animals (10+)mammals (15+) dogs (10+) jack russell terrier (1+) 07072022 the name of the dream: the fall guy somehow someone got hold of my passport and was using it for an online scam not just any old scam, oh no, it was a well-oiled and sophisticated scam involving muchus dinero the scam crossed both borders and language the police were on my case in no time it became clear to the police more or less straight away it isn't the dreamer who is behind it it didn't take long before th real culprit was discovered his name is ian mcleland his connection to the deamer goes back to secondary school the dreamer has only one memory of him it was in a maths lesson the teacher posed a question to the class and mcleland came up with a novel way of solving it the teacher remarked, "when you start work, your boss will tell people to ask mcleland, he knows the easy way around things" unfortunately, the writer didn't retain anything at all from maths lessons what is the square root of minus one? note 1 upon waking and thinking about this dream, it crossed the writer's mind that memories play a crucial part in our evolution memories that are the "triggers" that manifest themselves within a particular set of circumstances and are part of the basic template that all man-shaped beings would follow the introduction of numbers for instance, may well be the result of you-know-who laying down specific times when numbers would steer evolution along a particular path it also follows that the evolutionary template, from amino acids to geometric form, will take on and automatically enact those traits/actions necessary to complete evolution at specific times across a five-thousand million year period seeing the bigger picture? vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: crime (10+) identity theft (1) 06072022 the name of the dream: the coffee and cake and tea and sandwich cafe the first view in this dream is from a slightly elevated position, about a metre it is of an elongated room of about twenty metres it is about two and a half metres wide a long padded bench of the "chesterfield" style goes from end to end of the room there are ten or twelve half-metre square tables spaced evenly along the length of the room, so there are about two metres between each table there are no chairs at the tables the lighting is subdued and even seven or eight of the tables have patrons every patron is reading or writing or musing all the customers are sitting on the padded bench we don't see the proprietor or manager the dreamer is the observer in this dream it 's not known how it happened not unlike being unable to single out an individual moment of the growth of a plant and say, "it just grew a bit" indeed, we would have to go into atomic theory to specify a particular moment of expansion let us be fanciful and say it was an alignment of the stars to continue with how it all started... it may have been that someone remarked to someone that referred to something he had read or heard that had been by one of the men it resonated with the person who heard it the person who listened to the remark heard, a week or a month later, a comment from the same man, and again got him thinking the next time he saw the man, he asked him where he heard or read it the man didn't know the name of the man who wrote or said it it was told to him by an acquaintance of the man who wrote it when the man who had become curious heard a third remark which again gave him food for thought, he wanted to speak to the man who wrote it to cut a long story short, he eventually tracks him back to the cafe the curious man doesn't know which man it is he buys a drink and eventually another drink and a cake or sandwich he is getting the "feel" of the cafe eventually, and without being intrusive, he talks to the man to his left he recognises immediately that this man could be the man who originated the remarks or views that pricked his imagination within the short time of a few weeks, the curious man has spoken to most of the men he comes to realise he is in the midst of moderate men with great minds he persuades the men into giving him copies of their papers between them, the writer's work covers all the main topics twice a week, the most relevant points, which pertain to societies, are read to a worldwide audience they are rarely, if ever, contested the thing is, because it isn't in the dream, we can't figure out how the men "happened" to find themselves doing what they're doing in the same place at the same time we just don't know the dream only shows us the men in the cafe writing and someone reading out the latest decree/s outside the cafe notes 1 when you hear the expression, "it's only a dream" bear in mind that dreams are, in the main, your very own memories of this and the future and past undulations everything you have ever done, are doing and are destined to do, is already "scheduled" to happen the minutest variation of the most inconsequential thing you enact has already been factored into your destiny, be it evolving or devolving vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: informative (6+) 05072022 the name of the dreams: hash party, betting on gold, model body, a hash party is just starting, and the guests are still coming a slightly-built host is handing people lumps of hash from a brick-sized lump it must have weighed four kilograms the dreamer was handed a piece off the block that was at least four ounces before the dreamer could start consuming what he had, he was given it in two or three different ways the dream went on like that the only way a person could use it all up would be to eat it as the party was coming to an end, the dreamer realised that his piece hadn't and wouldn't be needed the dreamer thins it out and wraps it in silver foil in the morning, the dreamer would be the hero when people were ready to start smoking again, but no one had any, that is when the dreamer would produce his untouched piece note 1 in case you haven't come across the latest thinking on hash elsewhere on this website and think the writer would condone indulging in the way in the dream, the dreamer must pass on to you the latest from you-know-who it is ok to take marijuana in drinks and food, it can effectively release blocked sinuses, smoking it in whatever form, is not what you-know-who wants you orthe dreamerto do it has harmful effects over time vividness 2.6 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: hash (7+) betting on gold the dreamer is listening to two women talking one of them is trying to get the gen on which nation is likely to win the most gold medals at the winter olympics the woman going to bet will bet on the advice she gets from the woman she is talking to both the dreamer and the woman who is going to make a bet find it hard to believe israel is most likely to scoop most medals "it's a given", says the knowledgeable woman notes 1 a quick check of the medals table for three different winter olympics shows israel nowhere in the medals perhaps the knowledgeable woman was referring to isreali's representing nations other than isreal this dream may have been the result of thinking about the film "molly's game" in the last week or two vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: isreali sports persons (1) model body a one-scene dream in the centre of town on a bright day the centre of the town or city is in a dip in the land the dreamer has just turned a corner and is about to walk up an incline the dreamer is wearing trousers and a shirt the shirt highlights his upper-body muscularity it shows his lats and pecs with impressive effect the dreamer is in a confident frame of mind vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: body shape (2+) 0407202 the name of the dreams: an abundance of energy and an abundance of cash, corrupt america this dream starts onboard a plane it is coming into land in the next scene, the aisle is a mixture of chaos, activity and anticipation as everybody is gathering their belongings and getting ready for the newness of something different in the next scene, the dreamer is reading from a newspaper while reading, ideas and suggestions present themselves following through on one of them leads the dreamer into an area of four or five people the dreamer is enthusiastically organising them into doing something finances become an obstacle no problem we make our way to the nearest atm (automatic tilling machine) after handing out cash, new ideas and opportunities present themselves it becomes a self-generating mechanism there are seven or eight scenes in the same vein things are happening so fast it's hard to keep track at the current pace, we'll have changed the world within a few more scenes vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: adventure dream (4+) second dream: corrupt america a mentally "challenged" young man is used by a predatory-minded individual to further his career without realising it, a young man tresspasses into an elderly womans garden the woman calls the police the attention the woman is getting makes her emphasise the trauma the intrusion is causing her it becomes a news item the predatory-minded individual sees the opportunity to capitalise on it he visits the elderly woman with the use of innuendo and suggestion, he gets the woman to dramatise the event one of the things she suddenly "realises" is that she thought she was about to be attacked she thinks the the young man is going to murder her the predator moves in for the kill he gets a truama specialist to recognise the woman has developed life-long symptoms that will probably shorten her life at the trial, the young man's mental condition does'nt get mentioned the young man isn't sufferering from any recognised mental disorder he is, in fact, a predator looking for a victim the judge is "in" on the set-up he is a menace to society and sentences the young man to three life sentences the predatory oppurtunist and three or four others advance their careers notes 1 every time the writer tunes into an american channel, the lies and corruption jump out of the screen vividness 2.5/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: politics (3+) 03072022 the name of the dream: political manoeuvres the dreamer's father is in prison using fabricated evidence, he was sentenced to life imprisonment a decade or so before for exposing the illegal activities of the son of a leading political figure (perhaps this dream draws its substance from the situation between Biden and his son) that a leading political figure has a wayward son who has denigrated his character and standing it is something that turns the father of his besmirched son into a vindictive man one of his "comforts" in life is knowing the dreamer's father is languishing in jail a golden opportunity to get his father out of prison comes about this is where it gets a bit vague the dreamer gets presented with information that is causing a "logjam" in international cooperation a situation which, if resolved, will restore, to some extent, the political bruising that came from the exposing of his son the dreamer presents part of the information to an intermediary he recognises its value immediately and has no doubts something can be worked out with bitter reluctance, the vindictive politician pulls the necessary strings that lead to the decree that the dreamer's father is to be released three years hence note 1 some of the intricacies of the dream are vague the vagueness is due to not making the dreams diary a priority item it will seem, given the current circumstances, that a person's dreams are insignificant what do a persons dreams have to do with real life? , "a dream is just a dream" as mentioned elsewhere... in time, dream-time memory and awake-time memory become "fused". that is, what we dream about is what we will do in the period of awake-time that follows the dream and what we do in awake-time becomes part of what we dream about the next time we sleep dreams are significant alas, it will take many a millennium for their significance to be realised and longer still for them to be acted upon (see dream 09022018) vividness 2.5/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: political (2+) 28062022 the name of the dream: potato-heads we are three we are at my place in the next scene, one of the guys is in the kitchen he is frying potatoes that have been cut into smaller pieces he is frying them in butter they look delicious (stand-out visual) it gives the dreamer the idea to make some mashed potato, add some plain flour and shape them the same as the guy who is frying the potatoes in butter the excitement is building as the dream ended vividness 2.5/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: food (potatoes 2+) the dreamer is in the company of a woman and a man in their place their not paying much attention to the dreamer they have a problem specifically, the woman has a splinter in the forefinger of her left hand it's driving the woman crazy she can feel exactly where it is but she can't see it neither of them can up with a solution to remedy it in the next scene, the dreamer has a paperclip at hand he configures the paperclip so that it fits tight to his finger upon relieving the pressure of the paperclip, momentarily it turns the skin white the dreamer shows the woman does what he has just done the man poo poo's it the woman says something derogatory to the man the dreamer, like the woman, know how uncomfortable a splinter can be and suggests that the woman does the same when the skin is white the black splinter becomes visible placing the finger in hot water will soften the skin it is then a matter of using a sterilised pin to loosen the skin and expose the splinter note there was a time when the writer was a young man he did exactly what was done in the dream only in his case, he didn't use hot water or a sterilised pin it was a bit painful but the nagging throbbing every time the finger touched something was worse vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: application of awake-time experiences in dreams (1+) 20062022 the name of the dream: a bed of zzzzz's a regular caller to the dreamer's pad was sitting on the sofa the dreamer let the caller in a few seconds before before he had a chance to say anything the dreamer said, with obvious cynisism "i'm broke" the dreamer knew that after the caller had said something banal he would launch into his "pitch" he would make a promise that the dreamer would get something for nothing if the dreamer lent him some money the dreamer's initial comment broke his momentum in a flash, he introduced a new angle to get the dreamer's sympathy "i've broken up with my girlfriend" the dreamer wasn't going to fall into the trap the dreamer countered with, "you'll get by, your a survivor" he was looking dejected when the dream ended vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: friends and acquaintences (20+) 19062022 the name of the dream: a bed of zzzzz's the dreamer finds himself on a bed it is a big bed a double bed plus a single bed in width the head-end of the bed is pushed up against the wall the wall is made of marble a third of a metre above the bed the wall goes back about twelve centimetres in effect, it is a shelf that runs around the room the dreamer is "cat-sitting" at least a dozen kittens the kittens aren't quite ready to settle down for the night they are all over the bed, on the pillow, burrowing under the blankets, about the pillows, everywhere in an attempt to bring order to the chaos the dreamer puts three, four five of the kittens in the reccess above the top of the bed for a few seconds, the dreamer is beginning to feel as though he is winning the battle some of the kittens are going to sleep the kittens elevated to the shelf don't like the cold, hard surface of the shelf they begin diving onto the bed there are now half a dozen kittens on and around the pillows the situation isn't improving much as the dream ends the kittens are replaced by babies in nappies there are about five of them the dreamer is in his element we're having great fun the mothers of the babies are in the room they're smiling that the babies are happy but they want the babies to be sleeping before going out in the next scene, two or three of the babies are sleeping but two or three aren't the women have left the dream two or three of the babies aren't vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: baby's (4+) animals (20+) cats (6+) kittens (1+) 16062022 the name of the dream: everyone's a winner a solution to the problem of gambling addiction is being implemented on a world-basis the odds of winning were, unbeknown to the gambler, fixed the gambler is assured of winning at a rate of a little more than fifty per cent of the time the gambler has an "aide". the aid encourages the gambler to use her/his winnings to channel the winnings to people who needed it it turns out that when a person is on a "winning streak", she or he is generous with their booty vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: gambling (2?) 12062022 the name of the dream: full moons there are three dreams for today am entering this one for now full moons the dreamer, along with cousin jim (the younger) and his girlfriend or wife, have just stepped out of the front door of their home jim says something which suggests that the dreamer finds his wife/girlfriend appealing, which he does the dreamer is sure his girlfriend/wife has put him up to it his girlfriend/wife is all eyes and and ears she wants to know what the dreamer thinks of her the girl/lady has smooth skin, sleek hair, body and dress the dreamer is up against the ropes he can't say he does like her, and he can't say he doesn't a bit of fancy verbal side-stepping produces the reply, "i'd have to change beyond all recognition" the dreamer continues, "i like being a bit of a loose cannon,i don't want to change" there is a silence as they are both thinking about it a movement above and behind the house draws the dreamer's attention there are three objects in the sky the biggest and closest is what looks like a gigantic air-balloon if it is a balloon it the size of a stadium at a hundred metres it has siimilar pockmarks and craters like the moon it is also a shiny silver-moon it is moving slowly, almost imperceptibly beyond that is the regular moon in its full moon stage as with the closest moon, features of the uneveness of its surface are visible about one-third of the regular moon is obscured by the big moon beyond that is another round body about one-half of the size of the second nearest moon there is a white cloud just in front and at the bottom of the gigantic moon the picture of the three moons and the wisp of white cloud looks like the face of a clock at three-thirty the dreamer, looking above and behind jim a nd his wife/girlfriend says, "it's three-thirty" they both look up the dream ends as all three of us are looking at the spectacle note eleswhere at the website, poincares theorem of reccurence dictates that the configaration of the earth and moon is always a set-circumstance it's within the range of possible that the earth can be moved before the sun becomes a red giant? see the film "wandering earth" or, is it possible that googoled beings keep their man-shaped status and use other solar systems with an earth/moons arrangement, as described in the dream, to extend the completion of genetc lines that would otherwise have given rise to other beings that would therwise would have achieved fulfilment but were thwarted by circunstances beyond their control? the only other interpretation is that this dream is a mish-mash of influences over the past week or so looking at this picture (dreams pics 1 12062021) for a minute or two four or five days ago could be the influence vividness 2.7/8 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (4+) planets and moons (1+) 06062022 the name of the dreams: unnatural x vividness 2.4 - observer - the category of the dream: x dream (20+) 01062022 the name of the dreams: magic-mover, pre-apocalyptic writings, at the disco at the disco the dreamer is one the first to go through door at a discotheque he is at the cashiers kiosk the dreamer says, "ticket for one please" the cashier, he looks more like a bouncer than an admin person, looks at the dreamer for a long second he then says, in a way which doesn't want any smart arse replies, "your'e a one alright" the dreamer is too old to be going to disco's seated with a drink, the dreamer is thinking about being the first one to start dancing the place is filling up when the dream ends not much of a dream at all interestingly, has as happened before in recent dreams, at the end of this dream an idea comes to mind that has awake-time applications it is an idea that has marketable features perhaps it is the dream-time conscious "opening up" the inventions, insights, formulations etc. of our history, that, although enriching in most ways, sre only scratches on the the surface of those things that are to come let's not forget, our soul has within it not just all the memories of all the things we have ever done but, more significantly, the memories of all the things those of us who have experienced all the future times to come while man-shaped vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: discotheques (7+) - future memories (3+) see https://endic.at/database.dreams.types.of.dreams.txt pre-apocalyptic writings in the aftermath of nuclear war the dreamer is going from one community to another he is looking for survivors before he finds anyone, he sees instructions written on stone and other material whiich would still be there after the explosions the dream becomes a think-read dream they were written by those who went underground or sought safety elsewhere some gave their reasons for how things got to where they are some offered solace, some lamented the striking thing was they all gave instructions of where to find things that people who survived the explosions could use to keep alive the dreamer is moved by the fact that even in the face of impending death people are thinking of how they can help others to survive the theme of the dream changes from nuclear post-apocalytic to bio-war post-apocalyptic there is no evidence of there being any explosive effects, craters, bombed-out buildings etc there is though the same type of messages as with the nuclear apocalyptic theme this dream was long enough for it to be classified as an epic dream - see https://endic.at/dreams.types.of.dreams.txt vividness 2.5/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: epic dream (5+) post apocalyptic (1//+) magic-mover the first half-dozen or so scenes has the dreamer in an playful state of mind he is one of a only a handful of people worldwide with a weird and wonderful gizmo the reason only about one in a million people have one is because the gizmo has the potential to harm if not in skilled hands the gizmo is the size of sandwich made of six slices of bread it feels like a firm sponge and is brown in colour using two hands, the harder it is squeezed, the greater the weight it can move further, once it "locks on" to the person it is pointed at, it can move the person left or right, up or down and in a curve the skill is in knowing how slow or fast to move the person from one point to another its has an unlimited range, from centimetres to beyond the atmosphere basically, to any place within the user's field of vision it doesn't work on inanimate objects whatever it was designed for isn't known in this dream it is being used as a party trick its greatest fun-value is to point it an unsuspecting girl or boy boy the roar of laughter that comes from the surrounding people as the unsuspecting girl or boy is lifted into the air is the highlight moment everybody wants to be lifted up and feel the sensation for themselves it's a great feeling to be in demand to give people pleasure vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (4+) p.s. about one-hundred dreams yet to be entered 18052022 the name of the dream: the female wanderer the dreamer and a young lady join the back of the queue of a take-away bakery shop at the same time we get to talking the girl, aged about twenty, is touring the country in a van the van is a converted 20cwt van we eat our cake and savouries sitting in the driver and passenger seat the dreamer is slowly winning her around to the idea of letting him travel with her when the dream ends vividness 2.6/8 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 17052022 the name of the dream: x-dream: melanie; the brief girl decided to include the details of this dream for reasons only known to melanie, she enjoys conjoinment most sitting astride and facing the dreamer she reaches fulfilment surprisingly quickly, within three or four seconds of dream-time at the most intense moment, she clasps the dreamer with all her strength the sensation for the dreamer is a mixture of softness and firmness it feels as though we are welded together and will never part note melanie was an awake-time girlfriend when the writer was in his early thirties our intimacy never included the details as described in this dream therefore, am assigning this dream as a future time-tense hope she reads this vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: melanie (1) x dream relationships (20+) 15052022 the name of the dream: the would-be billionaire in the early morning light the dreamer is heading for the casino the temperature is cool to cold the dreamer is wearing a grey crombie coat for reasons unknown, he is carrying another full-length overcoat the coat is peach-coloured it is exotic it is also eye-catching the dreamer enters the casino two or three stunning-looking girls give him the once-over the girls are high-class professional hookers the young women know their game they don't see the dreamer as a potential catch they are right, the dreamer has about forty pounds in his pocket one of the girls sees the label on the coat she gasps out to the other women something like, "it's a ........? coat" the dreamer is now in the wealthy class and worthy of their attentions the dreamer knows better than to "lead them on" if the dreamer takes advantage of their "hospitality" and doesn't start "shelling out" drinks and tips almmost immediately, there are men on call who know how to deal with freeloaders the games room in the casino is empty except for one player the dreamer asks the floor manager to open up a blackjack table in the last scene of the dream, the dreamer is striking up a friendly conversation with the female dealer if the dreamer stretches the game out he may start winning if that happens, there's every chance she'll accept the dreamer's advances note fairly sure the coat in this dream is a coat the writer picked up from an up-class jumble sale in kensington when he was in his late teens it was a fawn-coloured camel-hair coat vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: clothes, girls and gambling (1+) 14052022 the name of the dream: it is the end of the working week the dreamer gets handed his wages for the first time, he receives his wage in a brown envelope usually, it's counted into his hand opening the envelope, he sees the money is in two separate groups one of the amounts he recognises as his weekly wage the other amount is three or four times bigger than his regular wage and is held together with a band in with the unexpected windfall are two photographs the first one is of a bride dressed in a traditional white wedding dress she hasn't got her headdress on she is sitting in the back seat of a limousine her lips are in the shape of the expression of a playful O the ceremonies are over she can relax the other photo is also of a young woman at first, the dreamer doesn't recognise her then, the memory of who she is comes to mind the dreamer first started taking photographs in his late twenties he can recall several occasions when a passerby "caught his eye" and asked them if he could take their photograph the second photo in the envelope was one of those times the girl/young lady was wearing a thickly-woven jumper it suited her it captured her inner self she was pleased that the writer noticed it "brought out" her personality and enthusiastically gave permission for the writer to take a photograph why had she sentthe dreamermoney and, even more perplexing, how did she know where to find me? it was while musing on that question that another similar awake-time circumstance came to mind* the writer awakes to hear himself say, "who else knows about this?" notes *the writer asks the reader to refer to the dream of 23112015 that dream is also interwoven with a mix of awake-time and dream-time circumstances like the 23112015 dream this dream connects awake-time and dream-time across years * this is the beauty of keeping a dreams diary it allows us to piece together the memories of dream-time and awake-time into a meaningful whole part of the process that will happen before Transmutation (https://endic.at/transmutation.html) will be the ability, possibly a requsite, to remember all awake and dream-time memories vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: awake-time/dream-time connections (2+) 13052022 the name of the dreams: fight dream - think-read/write geneology compiling the current family tree... things are going swimmingly with sisters, brothers aunts and uncles the table has a dozen or so boxes the problems began when it came to divorces, re-marriages and births not related to both parents referring to and changing the boxes became took too much mental effort the effort needed to remember, and go back to boxes already compiled, caused the dreamer to wake up note from memory, this is the second most difficult dream to complete and which caused the dreamer to wake up the first was the dream "back to school" of 23112017 it brings up the question "what, are the limitations, if there are limitations, of the brain/mind's ability to recall?" we know from regression (https://www.hypnotherapy-directory.org.uk/approach/past-life-regression.html#whatispastliferegression) that it is possible to regress a hypnotised person to a particular day of her//his past, but to be able to remember every moment across trillions of lifetimes! links for regression 1 (https://www.hypnotherapy-directory.org.uk/approach/past-life-regression.html#whatispastliferegression) links for regression 2 (https://www.psychologytoday.com/gb/blog/hypnosis-the-power-trance/201406/hypnotic-regression-and-healing-the-unconscious-mind) again, the notion of fractlizing (https://giphy.com/clips/OJKDl8nrd1gbARI7Hc) presents itself we also get an expanded insight into the complexity of the workings of the man-shaped being as we begin to unravel our various parts as the possibilities of what we are capable of thrust themselves itself into our conscious state vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: think-read/write (4+) genealogy (1) a fighting dream vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: fight dreams (3+) 23042022 after waking this morning, the writer laid in bed for 10 to 15 minutes watching a montage play out the theme of the montage was mother and baby all of the scenes had the same tone of colour, light beige this montage is published for two reasons 1 it is the lengthiest ever montage 2 it is the beginning of the long sought after ability to be able, by will, to extend the length of a montage the name of the montage: mother/baby delights 12022022 the name of the dream: unnamed 2+ a two-scene x dream vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: x dream 12022022 the name of the dream: boxed in imagine a bedroom five metres wide, seven metres long and three and a third-metres high now imagine see-through plastic boxes that are twenty-five centimetres wide by forty-five centimetres long by five-thirty centimetres high there is less than a clenched fist of space between the top box and the ceiling to walk between two rows of boxes means turning sideways most, if not all of the containers are choc-a-bloc with the dreamer's accumulated possessions over more than sixty-five years the dreamer is searching for something he knows he has it but doesn't know which box it is in there is a mild sense of claustrophobia the dream ends before the dreamer finds whatever it is he is looking for this dream is based on the writer spending thirty minutes yesterday looking for, but not finding, a length of wire vividness 2.7 - participant = the category of the dream: manual searches () see-through plastic containers (1) 07022022 the name of the dream: lucky me walking through the shopping centre in the middle of a city, it looks like plymouth the dreamer is on his way to a cafe for something to eat and/or drink he comes across a small crowd of eight or nine people grouped around someone or something he stops to see what's going on a man is claiming he can tell a person what the oldest coin is in their change he is betting his loose change against your loose change he has more change than any person would normally have, that's the lure the dreamer is curious he can't possibly know what dates are on the coins in the dreamer's pocket the dreamer accepts the wager the man says, "1940" the dreamer looks through his change he has an older bronze coin the dreamer says, "1930" the man paid up the man must have done his homework the central bank had recalled all pre-1940 coins months before something neither the dreamer nor the average joe wouldn't have been aware of it was thousands to one against a random passer-by having one of only a handful of the recalled coins still in circulation vividness 2.6.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money (7+) betting () 06022022 the name of the dream: the queen wore slacks the headline on the front of the daily mail read, "the queen dismisses her dressing assistants" (the stand-out visual) it is a concession to the public mood the public is struggling to make ends meet it will give the average person a sense of justice the dreamer knows it won't change anything certainly not the oligarch's it's just another bit of media hype vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: the royal family (1) 05022022 the name of the dream: choose your friends carefully someone the dreamer knows shows his true colours we are out and about together we come to a road without looking right or left he steps out into the road an approaching vehicle swerves to avoid him the car steers clear of him but crashes into another car and causes a fairly serious injury to the driver the dreamer loses contact with the person he was out and about with a while later, think it was a few months, the dreamer receives a summons to appear in court to give his account of the incident in court, you could have knocked the dreamer down with a feather when the solicitor or lawyer accuses the dreamer of leading his client into the road it never occurred to the dreamer that the person with him on the day of the accident would blame him why would he? why would the person he was with on the day do it? his solicitor or lawyer said that it was the dreamer who stepped onto the road first and because the person with the dreamer was looking at the dreamer while he was talking to him, he assumed that the road was clear as the court proceedings proceeded it all fell into place the dreamer knows the parents of the person with him on the day of the accident are well-off it was essential that their son should not have a blemish on his character and is only too ready to pass the blame onto a "working man" the dreamer is angry and stunned and is thinking about what to do when the dream ends vividness 1.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: pseudo friends (1) 04022022 the name of the dream: tuning into the computer another foray into computer skills in dreams the dreamer is splicing and joining a music file it was going smoothly for the first four or five scenes at the moment when a sense of satisfaction entered the dream, things started falling apart the old problem of not being able to get a response when pressing a key was back woke up feeling a little frustrated still, the first four or five scenes of the dream were the most successful and intricate of any dream so far vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: operating computers (7+) 03022022 x dream 02022022 the name of the dream: the pug dog a woman lays a 2 x 2-metre sheet of stiff white paper on the ground she then gives the dreamer a partly-deflated, soft, coconut-sized, light-brown ball and invites him to play with the dog the dreamer is all for it the dog is seated on his haunches in the middle of the sheet of paper the dreamer rolls the ball a little to the right of the dog the dog moves its head as it follows the ball going past on the second roll of the ball, the dreamer rolls the ball so it comes to a stop in front of the dog the dog doesn't look at the ball but is looking at the dreamer the same thing happens twice more when the ball is rolled the dog doesn't "get it" a ball, a person, so what two perplexed people don't understand why the dog isn't interested this dream came about as the result of speaking to a woman holding a pug dog in the dustbin area two days before vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: animals - mammals () pug dogs (1) 07122021 the name of the dream: the girl wearing a white blouse not for the first time, the dreamer's sister is playing cupid again her friend is a biggish girl she suits the white blouse and dark jacket the dreamer is not sure why his sister is determined to partner her brother with someone our mother has the same trait like mother, like daughter the girl gets the go-ahead in the form of a nod and makes her way over to where the dreamer is lying in the sleeping position on a sofa in the next scene, the sofa becomes a bed the girl wearing a white blouse slips under the blanket the dreamer is lying on his left with his back to her he says something completely inappropriate it was along the lines of "relationships are easy to form". it wasn't what the girl was expecting to hear the moment he says it, the dreamer realises it is a "mood-killer" he tries to put things right and says something more fitting it gets things back on track, but it may not be enough it's touch and go the writer wakes up to the sound of his voice desperately trying to win a girl over vividness 2.6/2.65 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 06122021 the name of the dream: pushing my luck it was one of those occasions that crop up every couple of years the dreamer needed tobacco the nearest shop was more than two miles away the dreamer didn't have enough money to catch a bus and get the tobacco nor did he want to use the car because the tank was nearly empty and he didn't want to chance running out of petrol the thought of walking two miles was even more daunting though his craving for nicotine got the better of him he decides to take a chance with the car the shop he had to get to was one of half a dozen shots in a built-up estate it would only take a minute to park the car near the shops, get the tobacco and get back to the car before the car became an issue for other drivers the problem was the road at the point nearest to the shops was on a long bend which is not a good place to park a car there weren't any traffic wardens to post tickets but, it was an obstacle for other vehicles the absence of other cars in the dream prompted the dreamer to think he could be back before any traffic came by again the dreamer decides to push his luck and parks the car on the bend as was thought, it only took moments to go to the shop and get back to the car the dreamer kept an eye on the car while walking to the shops and while in the shop all that he needed now was for the petrol to hold out the petrol ran out within twenty metres the dreamer decides the car is not worth it with reckless abandonment, he abandons the car vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: cars () tobacco () 05122021 the name of the dream: hot chocolate the dreamer is in a shop that is renowned for its luxury chocolates after a while of careful deliberation, it comes down to two both are delicate wafer chocolates the salesperson opens one of the boxes the box has about twelve finger biscuits two of the biscuits have slipped out of their containment place with a practised, delicate touch the salesman moves them back into place with his forefinger he then opens the second box two of the biscuits are broken the dreamer can sense the salesperson's tension the box with the broken biscuits then breaks into flames note fairly sure the flames are the result of watching a film (terminator: genisys) with more explosions in it than ww2 see also the dream of 25112021 vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (3+) food () luxury chocolates (2+) 03122021 the name of the dream: the downside to lending just made it on to the bus went up upstairs the person the dreamer had lent money to at the beginning of the dream was in the seats closest to the stairs "have you got the money", the dreamer asked the young man didn't say anything he was looking at the dreamer as he went his right hand pocket he pulled out of his pocket notes folded in half and then folded in half again it didn't look like the amount that had been agreed he said, "it's a hundred" he had borrowed a thousand and promised to give it all back and a "little something" by way of thanks the dreamer began pressing him for an explanations while the young man began trotting out the excuses the dreamer could see the young man looking at something or someone behind the dreamer turning around to take a look, the dreamer nearly bumbed into the person the young maan was looing at he was a well-groomed "heavy" two and a quarter metres tall, fourteen stone and all of it was meat he askedthe dreamerto go downstairs and get off the bus with him the young man had turned rat/fink on the dreamer the dreamer was weighing up his options when the dream ended vividness 2.6/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money () strong-arm tactics () 02122021 the name of the dreams: over-anxious, red spiders the dreamer is having a dream about children the dream about children is replaced by a dream about spiders the spiders are red there are two of them they are confronting each other they may be a female and a male enacting a mating ritual the dreamer gets the impression they are about to fight the dream ends, the dreamer wakes he's lying on his right side his face is within five or six centimetres of the wall on the wall about twenty-five centimetres above the dreamer's face is a red spider it is the same as the ones in the dream you work it out vividness 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: animals () insects () spiders (2+) note a google search of five or six sites says the same thing the u.k. doesn't have any red spiders, as are in the dream or on the wall, native to the u.k. * is was back in the late 1980s when the writer was woken out of his sleep two or three times over a period of a week or so a nasty, boil-sized poisonous sac had developed behind his right ear it started to ache it became the writer's number one priority his heightened sense of purpose to figure out what the boil is was the last thing he was thinking about when he went to sleep in the middle of the night, about ten days after the writer first became aware of the poison-sac, he woke suddenly the sac of poison was so sensitive it sent signals to the brain whenever it was touched the writer lifted his head rapidly and turned to look at the pillow it was then he saw the spider its body was about the size of a ten-pence coin it had bright colouring the writer reached out and grasped it in his hand instinctively the writer dropped it when it bit into his skin the spider had pincers at the front of its mouth the pincers were strong enough to break through the skin of an adult hand it was obviously an exotic spider the writer put on a loose washing-up glove picked the spider up and threw it into the grass at the front of the flat the writer began thinking about the circumstances which led to it coming from a tropical country into his bedroom it must have been in with the bananas (a couple of bananas a day were a part of the writer's diet at the time) it's easy enough to imagine it was in a bunch of bananas when they were cut from the tree the problem with that conjecture is that a blood-sucking or meat-eating spider isn't likely to be in a fruit tree leave out the way it got into a shipment of bananas for the moment so, it's in the crate, then it's in a ship, then the harbour in england, then it's in a distribution centre or warehouse then a lorry, then a store, then a shelf, then the writer's bedroom the more it is thought about, the less likely it becomes that it should end up in the writer's bedroom it was years before the writer put it together... an acquaintance, an ex-army man, had run over and killed a german while on "tour" in germany no charges were brought against him on the contrary, to kill a german is a feather in the cap of the british military he was seconded by the military for "use" in civilian life shortly after the writer met him he began a relationship with a girl who was the daughter in a family which owned a pet shop the pet shop specialised in snakes, parrots and the like the memory of the night the person being mentioned and another man came to visit presented itself it wouldn't have been remembered if it hadn't been for the ex-army man insisting that the writer go with his friend to make a phone call in the laundry-room the reason given for accompanying the other man to the phone isn't remembered at the time there was no reason for the writer to suspect the ex-army man of ill-will toward him it wasn't until the writer began to criticise the government that the writer began to experience "difficulties" in his life the "difficulty" mentioned above is just one of the dozens of instances of "difficulties" between nineteen eighty-six and nineteen ninety-six the writer was astounded that men could stoop to such petty vindictiveness this dream has given the writer the chance to say to them what he's been wanting to say ever since he realised what had happened, "when you get to the insect world watch out for the spiders" over-anxious the dreamer is lying on his back a friend is with him he is waiting for a doctor his friend called for an ambulance before the dream started the dreamer doesn't know how the accident happened the injury is a neck injury it is similar to the dreamer's current situation but nowhere near as bad (in fact, this dream may be the current situation of a future undulation) the friend who phoned for the ambulance must have described the dreamer's physical state accurately the person he spoke to on the phone recognised the symptoms and diagnosed the injury the medic he spoke to on the phone knew he didn't need to go to the hospital they would be sending a doctor the doctor arrives it is a young woman the woman is a person from awake-time (the writer is still trying to remember the where and the when) the doctor is wearing day-to-day clothes a hip-length, light brown suede jacket and skirt she produces a roll-up cigarette and says, "is it alright to smoke?" we say it is she doesn't examine the dreamer the dreamer is starting to relax he doesn't need to go to the hospital he doesn't need medication or treatment "i thinks i have bruised my neck bones", the dreamer says the dream ends vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: personal physical injuries (2?) 01122021 the name of the dream: sooty takes a shower a four or five scene dream an assortment of toys are sprawled in a square metre of the floor two or three of them are puppet-sized animals one of the puppets is sooty as in the tv programme, it is an orange-coloured sooty an adult hand props sooty up against the back of a doll-sized comfy-chair in the next scene, a hand produces a doll-sized shower-head in the next scene, a trickle of water flows from the shower-head within two scenes the trickle becomes a deluge sooty is drowning get help someone vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: children's tv character's () sooty (1) 30112021 the girl wearing a beige coloured skirt-suit team up with a woman she is wearing a dark-beige, two-piece skirt-suit we go back to her place she lives on the first floor of a two-storey block of flats we are getting along alright there isn't an intimate air to the dream the writer thinks the dreamer and the girl do become involved but haven't been able to recall the rest of the dream vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 29112021 the name of the dream: part experiences, part dream-time memories zebras the dreamer is looking at a lorry that has been converted into a cage the cage has eight or nine zebras in it the zebras are eating hay the hay is wedged into a wire netting half a metre outside of the cage the gap between the bars of the cage is only wide enough for the zebras to get their heads through the zebras are extremely relaxed in the way they are eating, almost human-like a lot of the hay is being pushed out of the wire and onto the ground where the zebras can't get it the dreamer is tempted to tell the driver that he could save the lost hay by putting an angled bit of wood at the bottom of the wire next theme in a supermarket a woman has just put her two-year-old daughter into the built-in seat of the shopping trolley the baby girl responds to the dreamer when he speaks to her he gets the baby-girl smiling and almost laughing the mother is pleased the baby is happy the writer detects a tinge of jealousy in the mother the dreamer leans his trolley against the wall to get closer to the baby girl there is enough of a down-slope leading into the supermarket for dreamer's empty trolley to feel the tug of gravity the trolley has gained enough speed to be of concern the dream ends as the dreamer is setting off to get the trolley the baby/mother dream and the pub dream are an amalgamation of awake-time experiences over the last several days next theme came across a dog in size, it was twice as big as a whippet and half the size of a greyhound it was standing perfectly still as though posing next theme in a pub was feeling unusually thirsty it was a crowded it took a space-age before being served ordered a cider shandy the first swallow of the cold drink was a stand-out sensation equal to any awake-time memory vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: multi-themed dream (20+) animals (25+) mammals (15+) zebras (1) dogs (10+) babies (10) drink (15+) cider-shandy (2) 28112021 the name of the dream: somebodys' watching me there's no doubt about it the dreamer is being watched, closely he is also being followed it is easier for the dreamer to see the people following him than it is to see those keeping an eye on him on two occasions the dreamer makes unexpected turns into streets that were off the beaten track turns which were so diverse it couldn't be a coincidence that two different people would make them at the same time on one occasion, the dreamer turns two corners in rapid succession and waits for the person following him to walk straight into him it was satisfying to let the person following him almost bump into him the dreamer was tempted to start a conversation with him the oligarch is so structured that they have to let you know you are being scrutinised it enables the person being watched to say and do things she or he wouldn't normally do things that are so contradictory it so steers their thinking into spending time and effort to discover their following a red herring this dream came about as a result of the writer noticing a man looking at him while the man was talking on his mobile a few days ago it's easy for the writer to see a devolving being in action the dream was further stimulated as a result of watching the film "gemini man" yesterday - https://thepiratebay.d4.re/search.php?q=gemini+man&cat=0 vividness 2.6/7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: spies and spooks (2+) 27112021 the name of the dream: humour saves the day waiting for a male friend waiting at his place he's due momentarily his girlfriend is there she doesn't dislike the dreamer it's just that she doesn't rate him the dreamer decides he will try to change her opinion of him the next time she says something the dreamer will add a humourous or sober factuality to his reply e.g., his girlfriend asks, "how long have you been friends?" the dreamer replies, "ever since the first time he lentthe dreamera tenner". e.g., his girlfriend says, "it was ron who taught you to drive wasn't it?" the dreamer replies, "yes, did you know more people learn to drive through a friend or relative than with a driving instructor?" about ten q and a's later, she is taking a shine to me the dream ends before ron returns vividness 2.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: friends, family and acquaintances () unknown friend (2+) 26112021 the name of the dream: a piece of cake the dreamer is sixteen or seventeen he is down on his heels nowhere to live, no job and hungry it is early morning, about seven o'clock from the road he sees a school standing on its own grounds the school is about thirty metres from the road it looks inviting the dreamer enters the grounds he goes around the back of the school out of sight of the road the school looks like it is a secondary school it is about a hundred metres square the dreamer is looking for an open window there is a recess on part of the building the recess is about eight metres deep and a metre-and-a-half wide his intuition tells him if any door is open, this is the most likely candidate it is open inside the building, there are thirty to forty-metre hallways good for seeing people coming, but equally, other people can see you the dreamer takes the first smaller hallway he comes across the first door the dreamer opens is the ablutions nothing in there to steal and sell the scene changes to another room, it may have been a room used for cooking classes for the girls the dreamer concluded this because there is a plastic, see-through cushion-bag sized container hanging from the wall in the bag, there are about twenty pieces of cake the pieces of cake are about a quarter of the size of a loaf of bread before the dreamer can help himself a grown-up comes into the room he ignores the dreamer and washes his hands he must have thought the dreamer was an early-bird pupil the dreamer says, "do you think anyone would mind if i had a piece of cake?" the grown-up shakes his head the dreamer wakes up before eating any of the cake vividness 6.6 to 6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: schools (3+) 25112021 last-night dream was ultra-violent it was brought on by watching an ultra-violent film during the day it has been mentioned at least twice before that dreams with violent content have an unsettling effect on the mind consequently, it affects the quality of dreams it has also been mentioned before that hollywood knows that violent films affect people adversely which type of being do you think would wantonly produce violent films, evolving or devolving? p.s. the writer closes his eyes when he anticipstes an explosion sometimes it catches him by surprise 24112021 the name of the dream: bard the dreamer is struggling to get by the dole is nowhere near enough the dreamer decides to call on a friend, who becomes a business partner, will getthe dreamerout of the house everyone calls him bard no one knows how the name stuck he had a grammar school education he didn't trust banks he was the first acquaintance the dreamer had who voiced that opinion didn't know why a person would not trust banks we trust them with our money, why shouldn't we trust them? he must have excelled at mathematics at school he was one of those people who could align all the colours of a rubic cube faster than you could follow with your eyes for reasons unknown, he trusted the dreamer completely he made a handsome wage fixing cars which had failed their m.o.t. and doing them up one evening while playing cards, smoking hash and listening to a grace jones L.P., bard toldthe dreamerwhere he kept his money never could understand why the dreamer knew his routine an honest days' work, finish about tea-time and down the pub he wasn't a big drinker, about three pints, but he did enjoy them his mood changed noticeably after the first pint he knew that more than three in a night would spoil the effect if the dreamer timed it right, he would catch him half an hour before he went out the dreamer knew bard would pay for the dreamer's drink (half a larger) the dreamer could "nurse" half a shandy for hours if the dreamer drank a pint, it would be a record the dreamer doesn't understand why people like the effect of alcohol never has, never will bard always had good quality hash he "scored" the quality hash from bikers it was another thing the dreamer didn't understand he was as far away from being a biker as the average family man anyway, after leaving the pub and about a third of the way back to bard's place, we come across a gang of workers doing some overnight work on the surface of a road it was a busy bit of road doing the work during the day would cause major traffic-flow problems a couple of sentences of conversation between bard and the charge-hand produced the sentence, "will give you £50 if you work through the night" the gang were "short handed" if the job isn't done by the time the morning traffic started, the charge-hand would be the person held responsible the bard knew a "sitting duck" when he saw one "a hundred", he parried back in the mid-eighties, £100 would buy you a half-decent ready-to-drive-away car the dream ends as we are labouring away vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (60+) bard (1) 23112021 the name of the dream: it all works out in the end the dreamer is living in a large two-storey house the corner-house has been converted into bedsits the dreamer lives on the top floor there are two cupboard-sized bedsits on the top floor there are three bedsits on the first-floor he doesn't know it yet, but the dreamer will soon be moving into the biggest of the bedsits on the first-floor a couple move into the other cupboard-sized bedsit next to the dreamer's the dreamer is explaining to the couple how things work each bedsit has its day for using the bath on the first floor the resident caretaker gets the mail first behind the slit, there is a shoe-box-sized metal-mesh container that holds the mail there is a shoe-box-sized metal-mesh container that holds the mail the mailbox does not do what it is supposed to do occasionally a letter will slip through it and fall through a gap in the floor it's a bugger of a job trying to pull a letter out of the gap the caretaker keeps our dole money cheques until we collect them the caretaker who has, as part of his job description, the responsibility of making sure residents get their cheques the caretaker is overweight and well past his prime he was a force to be reckoned with in his day nowaday's though, he wields a baseball bat when he has to lay down the law with the youthful residents he bangs the bat on the sturdy oak table we eat off when he wants to emphasise a point the caretaker doesn't know it yet, but he will be leaving the dreamer a handsome windfall when he quits the job a month or two and leaves dozens of books behind the dreamer is the only resident to appreciate the value of the books and gathers about twenty of them within a few days, a book-collector appraises them and pays the dreamer £60 for just four (still have one of them) you could do things with £60 back then the dreamer's life has been full of little windfalls like the one mentioned here the trials and tribulations of the writer's life have been cushioned by incidents like this it all balances out in the end vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dwelling places (2+) 22112021 the name of the dream: a nation of drinkers a nationwide challenge is a regular event in this dream every established pub offers it once a week people have the opportunity of winning free drinks for the night to win a person has to drink half a pint of concotion of drinks the drink isn't so strong it sends a person doolally on the contrary, it is a quality, "moreish" drink which would be too expensive to drink all night the dreamer is trying to explain to a woman how the competion works "you pay for the first drink if you guess the right ingredients straight away, the rest of the night you can drink as much of it as you want near-miss guesses get the chance of having another try", he says there is something about it the woman doesn't understand and presses the dreamer to explain it again, and then again, and... the dreamer is slowly breaking through into awake-time for three or four sentences an exasperated dreamer hears himself saying the last sentence as he becomes fully awake vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: competions and games (10+) drinks () 181102021 the name of the dreams: food grab - friendly "heavy" - bernie is back: part 3 in the market buying vegetables it was the end of the day or, there was a shortage of food as fast as the dreamer could single out and gather vegetables ready to buy, hands and arms with unseen bodies were taking them from my pile the dream ends with the dreamer with two brussel sprouts and two long runner-bean pods this may have a connection to the previous dream vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: food () sprouts (1) runner beans (1) the name of the dream: a friendly "heavy" woke from sleep feeling hungry mulled over getting something to eat and then going back to sleep decided not to have something to eat and went back to sleep a dream occurred... went into a sit-down fish and chips bar was still in the queue before the meal had been ordered when a friendly and slightly overbearing guy the dreamer knew barged his way into the dreamer's life it was either buy him a meal or be on the receiving end of his "cold shoulder" from there on in he wasn't what you would call a bad guy he would stick his neck out for those who had done him a favour the dreamer bought him a meal and we ate together the dreamer woke from the dream strangely, wasn't feeling hungry anymore vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: acquaintances () food () fish and chips (3+) the name of the dream: bernie is back: part 3 the x is as good as ever her enthusiasm for life isn't quite as strong as it used to be she is still has a playful outlook at one point in this four or five-scene dream, she says, "you still think you're fourteen and a half" the comment might reflect the most vibrant time in her life vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships () female () bernie (3+) the name of the dream: more events per person than stars in the heavens walking through the edge of the water of a beach came to a part of the beach which had rocks jutting two or three metres into the water stayed in the water was now following the rock-line not the water-line one time as the dreamer leant onto the rock, a part of the rock moved a little as his weight pressed against it the dreamer had come across something which made him curious by pushing and pulling the loose bit of rock it became looser eventually, it became free of the rest of the rock the rock is an irregular roundabout twice the size of a basketball it then revealed an odd characteristic it floated the dreamer assumes it is a clump of compressed shells somehow, the air in the shells had become trapped, or perhaps the dead animal matter converted to a gas it wasn't just light enough to float, it was sufficiently buoyant to take the weight of the dreamer when he held onto it and used his feet to propel himself along the dreamer found he could sit and rest his upper body on it as well after motoring along on it for a while, came across two lads they are both in the water too one of them has a wooden acoustic guitar the other has a hollow, tubular rod the tubular rod has a length of thick string attached to the top end by keeping the string taut he could get a variation of tone depending on where he twanged the string it takes on the role of a bass guitar the dreamer begins tapping on the rock he has tapping at different places produces either deep or shallow thumps we are now a trio of guitar, bassist and drummer the dreamer wakes to hear his own voice singing along with the sounds we are making the unlikelihood of these three circumstances coming together in awake-time is in the millions to one against try extrapolating every variation of things that can happen at any moment in every day of your life we're treading a fine, endless line vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (8+) 11102021 the name of the dream: part-meal in town shopping felt hungry and made for the cafe of a large store the cafe was in the basement the dreamer parked himself in the middle of the room of the twenty or so tables, only four or five are occupied a waiter arrived at the table he was wearing black trousers and a white shirt he was pushing a trolley with water and glasses gave him the order and asked for a drink of water in the next scene, a waiter brought the dreamer soup without asking him, the dreamer takes a roll of bread from the trolley while eating, another waiter came to the table and asked the dreamer if he had paid yet the dreamer said, "no" the waiter scribbled on his notepad it wasn't until he had gone that the dreamer see's that his half-eaten, first course, had been cleared from the table the dreamer leaves the restaurant without paying vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: restaurants/food (10+) soup () 10102021 the name of the dream: a wrongful assumption a friend/acquaintance who lived across the other side of town has a bee in his bonnet about something the dreamer has done the person, john, thought the dreamer had been spiteful john never mentioned it for years then, one day when we're in disagreement about each other's shortcomings, he brought it up he accusedthe dreamerof being slyly vindictive when he askedthe dreamerto make a compilation of music he liked and put it on a cassette he thought the dreamer had deliberately mucked around with the tape so that the sound kept slowing down when the dreamer denied doing what he said, he produced the tape within seconds the music was playing as he described it sounded awful especially so when it is music a person has a genuine liking for after racking his brains the dreamer realised what had happened he remembered a cassette player from that time that was on the blink the tape would slip and stick when playing the recording the dreamer had done for john was done before noticing the problem with the recorder but not before the dreamer had made other recordings, not just john's it just goes to show how minor oversights can have damaging consequences vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: mistakes and oversights (1) 09072021 the name of the dreams: in my car - brief encounter - fathers and babies - now you see it, now you don't - the vanishing soup have just become the owner of a brand new, automatic, light-green coloured car (stand-out visual) while sitting in the driver's seat he notices that the window of the front passenger seat is wound down on cue, a bloke sticks his head through the window he making belligerent threats my first instinct is to hit him in the face decide not to hit him, instead, the dreamer leans across and winds the window up that stops him from putting his hand inside the car and opening the door start the car and drive off in the next sequence, take the wrong lane in a part of the road undergoing repairs and am now driving into oncoming traffic (joint stand-out visual) luckily, there is a slip-road to the right of the oncoming traffic the dreamer steers into it and avoids a collision a little further on the slip-road joins the original road the dreamer is now back into normal driving conditions he is relaxed and enjoying the movement and thinking how wonderful it is to drive a car vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: vehicles () cars (4+) brief encounter on the morning commuter train the train reaches the stop the dreamer wants there is a small crowd of people at the door on my right further away to the left is another door with just two or three people ready to get off the dreamer prefers a jostle-free exit from the train and joins them walking along the platform and come to a cafe that is still getting ready for customers go to the counter and say, "tea please" there was no movement from any of the people who worked there that indicated they were about to get a cup of tea after waiting a reasonable amount of time said, "can you hear me?" they never looked my way or said anything the scene changes, back on the train (probably the return journey) catch a woman looking at me gave her a slight smile she never reacted to it she then said, "are you really ever-ready?" the dreamer says, "pretty well most of the time" the woman then says, "are you ready now?" the dreamer says, "partly" the woman says, "can't i feel?" the dreamer says, "if i can feel you at the same time" the woman and the dreamer clasp each other's crotches while standing side by side with our backs to other people the woman then says, "do you want to do it?" the dreamer says, "i don't fancy doing it standing up" the dream ended vividness 1.6 - participant - the category of the dream: xual () clothed (1+) fathers and babies on a fairly crowded train the dreamer becomes aware that everyone looking in his direction are fixated on something behind him he turns around to see what they're looking at there are two men each holding a baby or child what is unusual is that the men are dressed like tramps the small children are also dressed raggedly the children look totally relaxed and we can see the children have affection for the men holding them it is an unexpected combination we expect to see the children looking hungry or downtrodden there is no mistaking the love the children have for their father's vividness - 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: babies with fathers (1) the vanishing soup in a large store go to the restaurant/cafe to appease a hunger pang it was a while before anybody got to the dreamer the feeling of hunger was replaced by a sudden need for water a waiter wearing a white jacket and black trousers and pushing a trolley gets to the dreamer's table he asked if my order had been taken, the dreamer says it hasn't and asks for water the waiter places a glass and water-jug on the table shortly thereafter, another waiter comes to the table he too has is pushing a trolley he asks if the dreamer has given his order yet the dreamer says he hasn't the waiter places a soup bowl on the table and puts a ladleful of soup in it within a minute or so another waiter comes along, not pushing a trolley, and asks if the dreamer has placed an order the dreamer says, "no" before the dreamer realises the waiter has gone and taken the barely-touched soup with him the dreamer is debating with himself whether to go or not when the dream ends vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: unfinished meals () 08072021 the name of the dream: crime and punishment on a cold, snow-laden ground we have an aerial view of an abandoned cement works a small convoy of seven or eight vehicles is on its way to the plant at the cement plant, five men are busy hiding themselves the five men were part of a gang that was caught red-handed in a major theft they were offered, and took, the opportunity to become witnesses for the crown and avoid a long prison sentence the convoy is transporting twenty or more "heavies" the men who became witnesses for the crown are wanted by major players in the underworld the heavies have been instructed to cause as much injury as it's possible to afflict on the men at the plant without killing them we see two of the men at the plant squeezing into a pipe even if they are discovered their attackers will have a problem getting to them the other three men intend to hide out in the open we see them pushing and scrambling their way into the thick brush just inside the entrance to the plant the men in the vehicles arrive we see the men in the pipe being discovered at the entrance, three or four men from the convoy wait at the entrance to the plant without realising it, they are within spitting distance of the men in the thick brush it's touch and go as to whether they are discovered there is an air of suspense as the dream ends vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: crime () retribution () 07102021 the name of the dream: gender identity am in bed in a hospital ward there are five or six beds on each side of the ward all the beds have women in them they are all wearing the same type of gowns all the gowns are the same style the garments used in judo also like judo gowns, the garments are loose about their bodies one woman’s garment is wide open her breasts are exposed there isn’t any need to use the imagination to see what their breast look like a woman appears at the end of the dreamer’s bed she begins asking the dreamer questions every time the dreamer answers, the woman who asked the question becomes infused with enthusiasm the answer the dreamer gives after the third or fourth question causes the woman who asked it to jump onto the dreamer’s bed and hugs onto her/him her gown is loose the dreamer can feel her breasts on her/his chest/breasts the scene lingers for a longish time before the dream ends note 1 the dreamer may be a female in this dream from here on, where the context of the dream suggests it, an f will be placed after participant vividness 2.8 – participant (f) and observer – the category of the dream: hospitals (5+) patient (2+) 06102021 the name of the dream: the end is here having a confab with jared harris he harbours the notion that the end of the world is possible the dreamer refers him to the entry, “the end of the world“ further, the dreamer asks him to think about life in terms of the anthropic principle further still, the dreamer presents him with the notion of a pain-free existence as outlined in axiom 3 vividness 2.6/7 – participant – the category of the dream: conversations (3+) 05102021 the name of the dream: getting to know yourself people take it in turns to take a test there are prizes worth having for those who come out on top various organs of the body are monitored as individuals say or eat something the readings are shown on a graph on a monitor in front of them it soon becomes apparent to the contestants how easy it is to influence the results the purpose is to educate people on what has the most effect on blood pressure, pulse, emotions etc. this dream was more of a think-read dream than anything else as the results showed on the dreamer's "master-screen" he had to group the results into their various categories (stand-out visual) it was rewarding to be able to keep abreast of the think-reading there was one new reading every second vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: think-read () computer screen information 04102021 the name of the dreams: a bee in her bonnet - puppy love after becoming acquainted with one another, an unknown male invites back to his place his wife or girlfriend is there the dreamer says something to the girl, don't recall what it was it wasn't anything provocative or anything like that she then lets loose with an admonishing tirade the dreamer is dumbstruck he has met this type of female before she didn't get the man she wanted, and it was the man's fault for not wanting her the dreamer fitted the description the dream ended vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: dissatisfied women (2+) puppy love woke from sleeping the dreamer has a puppy dog she or he is about four months my right hand is resting heavily but comfortably between the shoulder and neck of the dreamer's puppy dog the dog has golden hair, the puppy dog's head is a round mound (think it is a labrador) the puppy dog is lying on its front, stretched out along the right-hand ribs of the dreamer it's head resting in the dreamer's' armpit the dreamer assumes the puppy dog can feel the weight of the dreamer's hand he lifts his hand off the puppy-dog and rests it across his chest two black, sleepy eyes open slowly and look at the dreamer are we getting up? the dreamer's half-closed eyes tell the puppy we are not the puppy-dog closes its eyes and goes back into slumber the dreamer wakes for real vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () mammals () dogs () labrador's (2+) 03102021 the name of the dream: the sharp lad and the not so sharp lad the character's in this dream (in order of appearance) the sharp lad the dreamer dave 2 mr plod the dream get a phone call from the sharp lad he tells the dreamer he can organise a summer of festivals over the summer months, he can arrange all-night discos' every weekend he has the contacts he tells the dreamer he will be getting five-hundred or more of the "take" every week (this dream is in a time when five-hundred a week is a middle, bordering on an upper-class, wage) all he needs is a d.j. and his equipment the dreamer is all for it he will rake in more cash in four months than he would in a lifetime of wedding and birthday disco's it's going to be his "turn" to be someone will need someone to help with "humping" the equipment dave comes to mind dave is a big lad, strength is his middle name the dreamer explains what's what to dave dave, like the dreamer, sees the potential women, money, fun, dancing... dave throws himself into it he gets a van he plasters the midnight-blue coloured van with stick-on words and pictures he does a great job of it it looks super-professional we have a great time doing the first gig after the gig, the sharp lad hands the dreamer fifty quid there is no mention of another gig the sharp lad has contacts alright contacts with organised crime it was a one-off "sting" operation the chances are that he has another twenty d.j.'s lined up to do what dave and the dreamer did dave is livid when the dreamer explains what has happened and gives him twenty-five he doesn't blame the sharks who set us up, he blames me he wants all the money and regular payments from the dreamer to cover his costs the dreamer can't possibly repay him dave is so upset he calls the police there is a scene in which dave talking to a policeman in uniform can tell from the policeman's posture and gestures there's no chance the police will be doing anything about it vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: con-jobs (3+) discotheques (1) 02102021 the name of the dream: a class jalopy not sure which member of the family is moving every male in the family agreed that the dreamer's car would be the best car to use when it came to transporting the people moving from one part of the country to the other the car is justly rated as a class car although the model is twenty years old the bodywork and its v8 engine put it in a class of its own what the family didn't know was that the dreamer hadn't kept it well maintained the car was burning up oil it needed tuning the tyres were worn to cap it all, the m.o.t. had run out that meant the insurance was invalid and made the car illegal to use the dreamer was too embarrassed to admit he wasn't doing as well as everyone believed his car is proof-positive he is a success the dream goes from bad to worse the dreamer's cigarette lighter has too much fuel in it when asked for a light, the wind-guard catches on fire the dreamer uses his handkerchief to smother the flames, only for the handkerchief to catch fire enough is enough the dreamer wakes up vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: transport () cars () 01102021 the name of the dreams: the glove thief - an engrossing lecture in a multi-storey car park found a pair of black patent gloves the gloves had orange finger pads (stand-out visual) the pads gave the gloves extra grip down on the ground floor, the dreamer took the gloves off to do something before he had finished doing what it was he was doing, the guy who worked as the car-park attendant picked up the gloves and put them on the dreamer protested strongly the person who put them on realised the dreamer was going to make an issue of it the attendant didn't give the dreamer the gloves back but gave him a pair the same only without the orange finger pads the dreamer settled for second best vividness 2.5/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: gloves () black patent leather (1) an engrossing lecture the dreamer enters an auditorium it has seats for about three hundred people all the seats are taken the seating area is fan-shaped with two aisles all the seats are taken the speaker captures the dreamer's attention the speaker is talking about science the dreamer walks slowly down the aisle on the left-hand side he doesn't want to distract anyone or miss anything the speaker says the dreamer stops and stands where the seating ends he stands there for a quarter of a minute or so before it occurs to him he must be locking the view of some of the people the dreamer walks to the wall on the left he has a rolled-up something in his hand it is the size of a hand-towel that has been rolled up it is in a plastic bag the dreamer puts the rolled-up something on the floor and sits on it the dreamer notices that the two end seats closest to him are empty he is about to get up and go and sit in one of the empty seats when two people enter the dream and sit in the seats the person closest to the dreamer is smartly dressed and well-groomed we begin a conversation about the subject of the lecture he has an american accent vividness - 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: auditoriums () lectures (1) 30092021 went to sleep listening to a radio version of the “day of the triffids” was awakened when the play was at its noisiest (three, four or five people talking urgently in loud voices) a black and white scene began and lasted for about three seconds the people are walking through an area that is closed in it could have been a corridor the motions of their bodies are in sync with what they are saying shortly after, the writer put two and three together and made four the brain distinguished between women and men and synchronised their voices to the movements of their mouths or every scenario that can exist has existed the radio play and every variation of the words in the script have been enacted in undulations past getting a feel for the depth and breadth of our experiences of eternity past? vividness 2.7/8 – observer – the category of the scene: abilities of the brain () generating images to match sounds as they happen (1) 29092021 the name of the dreams and awake-time/dream-time events: barren lands full of sounds - must have been you-know-who - a thoroughly disagreeable person this dream is in a hot and barren land it is though well-populated there is singing the singing has an operatic structure and quality to it choruses with dozens or more people there are no visual sights during the singing the melodies are appealing easily good enough to be famous in today's world vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: music () operatic (2+) must have been you-know-who why did you throw the vegetables and potatoes away? you're only dreaming what makes you think it was me? vividness - awake-time vividness - participant - the category of the event:? a thoroughly disagreeable person the dreamer is on a coach destined for the seaside he is sitting in the second seat from the front on the left-hand side a burly, flat-nosed bloke come onto the coach and sits next to the dreamer the dreamer says something the big bastard says something in return his voice has a menacing tone to it the dreamer gets out of his seat to get something from his bag in the luggage rack above the seats when he goes to sit down, the big bastard is sitting in the dreamer's seat next to the window the dreamer says, "you're sitting in my seat" the big burly bastard says in a manner that has a note of finality to it, "this is my seat" the dreamer is seething in the next scene, the dreamer gets out his tobacco and stats making a roll-up the dreamer hopes the big, burly bastard asks him for one so he can tell him to piss off vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: sociopaths (2+) 28092021 the name of the dream: dreaming of dancing was at a house party it could have been where the dreamer lives but not certain there are three of us, all males, dancing in one of the rooms the room has a hard floor now and then people look in it's a fact, the act of observation affects that thing which is being observed - https://www.endic.at/the%20act%20of%20observation.html bit by bit, our foot movements become faster eventually, it got to the point where the fastest foot movements were attained only when the heel and toe of the dreamer's shoes made contact with the floor the other two lads are lifting the whole of their feet off the floor and aren't doing as many taps with their feet as the dreamer is at the fastest point of the dancing, the two lads are doing three taps of either their toes or each second while the dreamer is getting four taps each second because the two other guys are lifting their feet off the floor their dancing is more energetic they will tire before the dreamer does all of the dreamer's movement is going through his ankles his feet feel separated from his body the speed at which the dreamer is doing his heel/toe taps means he is unable to control the direction his body is going being right-footed, his body is slowly turning to the right it gives the illusion of someone sliding in slow-motion the dreamer's girlfriend/wife enters the room she comes to the dreamer and gives him a big hug the dancing scene changes to the dreamer and his girlfriend they have just woken up the dreamer says to his girlfriend, "i've just had a great dancing dream" the dreamer is about to tell her about it when he wakes up note 1 from memory, this is only the third dream within a dream have yet to understand the significance of dreams within dreams no reason why someone else shouldn't beat the writer to it vividness 5.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dreams within dreams (3) dancing (5+) 27092021 the name of the dream: honey for our honey the dreamer and his wife or girlfriend are trying to coax our daughter into eating a quarter segment of an orange for reasons only known to the child, she refuses to try it the dreamer remembers that his daughter likes honey the dreamer has toyed with the idea of smearing honey on a quarter of an orange making sure our girl is within hearing distance, he says to his girlfriend or wife, "orange is good for you if you eat it with rosehip honey" then the dreamer asks our daughter, "do you like honey?", knowing full well she does it should be a simple matter of getting her to try it note 1 the writer is going to eat a quarter of an orange smeared with rosehip syrup after finishing this sentence four minutes later... after trying three segments... the trick is not to put too much honey on the orange vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: food () fruit () oranges with honey () 26092021 the name of the dream: two's company had about eight-hundred-and-fifty pounds in english currency and about two hundred in european currency intended going abroad and have a jolly good holiday a woman advisedthe dreamerto use a particular company and get the best exchange rate we soon became involved with one another and are planning to go abroad together when the dream ends note 1 the two different currencies tell us this dream is of a present time-tense vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: money () relationships () female () holidays () abroad (8+) 25092021 the name of the dream: things can only get better the dreamer has just gone through induction and is now in grey trousers and a blue and white pin-striped shirt he is on the first floor of a two-tier building it is a closed prison the ground floor has about a dozen prisoners, those who need watching and those who have a job in admin, interview room, hospital, library etc. the first floor holds about eighty inmates the dreamer has put "his foot in it" twice so far and is getting "attitude" from the turnkeys for his "smart remarks," the dreamer becomes the "ward" of the macho man of the first tier all muscle and attitude, with a free hand to cause pain it's time to play it smart in the last scene of the dream, the dreamer is talking to a turnkey and gets him to smile the dreamer says, "you and i could be friends", pauses for a second and then says, "if i wasn't a thief" vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: prison (10) closed (5) 24092021 the name of the dream: easy pickings a makeshift wardrobe long enough to hold twenty or more pairs of trousers and an equal amount of shirts and jackets is the opening scene of this dream a quick shifty through them reveals that one shirt is exactly the same material as a jacket (stand-out visual) the clothes don't belong to the dreamer he is staying with a couple of lads they have told him to choose whatever clothes he wants to wear the dreamer's relationship with the young men in business the lads want to tap the dreamer's inventiveness the young lads are too obvious in their efforts to get the dreamer to go into details whenever something novel gets mentioned the dreamer leaves out crucial points that leave the ideas incomplete if they think they're going to milk the cow without feeding it they've got another think coming the dreamer is on top of his game vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business acquaintances (3+) the theme changes the dreamer is making himself comfortable he is getting ready to sleep when the dreamer looks above where he is lying, he sees a leafless bush there are four or five sparrows in the bush one of the sparrows is two metres above and directly in line with the dreamer's head the dreamer thinks that if the sparrow is to "let loose", he would get it in the face no sooner is the thought completed when the sparrow answers the call of nature the dreamer only just manages to get out of the line of fire the dreamer is resigned to not going to sleep immediately and wakes from his sleep vividness - 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (12+) dinosaurs () birds () sparrows (2) 23092021 the name of the dream: the queue in a very large store the dreamer is one of hundreds of people in a queue the queue snakes out of distance in both directions it isn't clear what the dreamer or the other people are queueing for the queue has stalled there's a bit of argy-bargy when some people leave the queue and then try to reclaim their position a minute or two later the dreamer steps in and helps calm things down by and large though it's a fairly orderly affair the children are getting restless and start to explore the immediate environment before you know it they are running here, there and everywhere to start with, the children are a nuisance humour enters the dream the scenes become hunourous as the dream progresses by the end of the dream the queue becomes the "in" place to be vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: stores (2+) queues () 22092021 have reached new heights of dream-time/awake-time fusion with today's dream dreamt the dream as is the writer's habit, he entered notes of the dream into the voice recorder on a mobile phone later on in the day he turned on the phone and went to the latest voice-recording the latest voice recording was dated for yesterday the dreamer entered the notes into the phone alright, the problem was he had entered the notes for today's dream into the phone in the dream!!! don't call for the men in little white coats just yet the writer is hoping others will join with him in the fantasy-reality which is dreams and dream theory and make this sort of blunder commonplace 21092021 the name of the dreams: river patrol - living on a prayer at the end of an unsuccessful night at the dance trying to "pull" a bird, didn't even have the bus fare home the dreamer asked at least three people he didn't know for a "hand-out" the feeling of rejection after hearing the word "no" compounded the dreamer's sense of dejection the end of the dream was the best thing about this dream vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: night's out (7+) river patrol it is a bright day the dream opens with a view of a small harbour the harbour is in the middle of a town or city the dreamer is in a motorboat he turns the ignition key the sound of the v8 engine always evokes a sense of power (the stand-out bit of the dream) this dream is no exception after a quick "gun" of the engine, the dreamer chugs slowly away from the mooring after leaving the centre of town we can see the river stretching away for about a kilometre we come to a y-junction and take the right side the right of the junction leads to where the greatest number of people are gathered the sense of importance and the motion through the water compliments the warmth of the day the dream ends as we leave the city centre and head out into the country vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: motorboats (2?) 20092021 the name of the dream: kenny's list there is disquiet in the family mom's long-standing and last love was called kenny kenny wasn't short of a bob or two he intended to give mom a lavish wake three or four member's of the family hadn't received an invitation to the wake the dreamer agreed with his decision about one of them but not necessarily the others kenny was a fair man and a gentleman he was much too sensitive to reveal why he had excluded them the chances are there are "ghosts in the cupboard" only kenny knew about no one, including the dreamer, thought to ask what they were vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream; wakes (1) mom (1) 19092021 the name of the dreams: the great wall of ice - a disturbed man - the name of the montage: clouds of images a colourful and pleasant montage with a new variation after the first half-dozen pics or so, the pic or animated pic/scene occupied about one-eighth of the field of view around the pics or scenes were ten or twelve or more, brown, irregular oval-shaped objects made up of rectangles with splodges of beige (will need to use a drawing programme to show their odd shape accurately) it was possible to animate one of them by concentrating on it after it was viewed it faded and then choose one of the other ones a touch of humour was when one cloud was animated and the shape of a little dog formed it was looking at the dreamer in a quizzical, impatient way it was conveying a look that said, "about time you got here" vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - the category of the montage: cloud images (1) (may have to change the name of the category a disturbed man the dreamer has two people his place dave r and martin c dave belongs to another time he doesn't see life as having any restrictions when he does something it is because he has just thought of doing it he needed a pee he went to the window and pee'd out of it when he walks through the front door he leaves it open behind him martin thought it funny the dreamer didn't when dave was admonished he thought the dreamer was being finicky it was water off a duck's back the dreamer told martin not to laugh when dave done something unacceptable after two or three of dave's indiscretions and with martin laughing, the dreamer has had enough he tells them both to go they both look a bit surprised but didn't argue one of them picked something up as they left the flat whatever it was worth it to see the back of them vividness 2.5/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: friends and acquaintances (30+) martin (2) dave (1) the great wall of ice this one-scene dream begins and ends as an aerial view we are looking down from about four hundred metres the view of the terrain is about four hundred metres by four hundred metres we see about two hundred metres of settled snow to the right of the construction site the snow occupies about two-thirds of the whole scene the extreme left of the scene is a forest that stretches from the bottom to the top of the scene a little more than halfway up from the bottom-left of the scene is the construction site the construction site is on rollers or tracks it is about a hundred metres long and goes up above the height of the trees it has a medieval look to it the scaffolding against the wall of ice looks like it is made of wood the scaffolding has pulleys and stairs there is a flat platform on the top of the mobile construction this is where most of the activity is taking place the wall of ice hugs the contours of the edge of the forest vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: construction sites (3+) ice (1) 18092021 the name of the montage: relaxation the first few scenes are of two lions a pregnant female is lying on her left-side the view of her is from the back a male comes into the enclosure have never seen a male lion looking as relaxed as this one it shows clearly in his walk and on his face he places himself in front of the female the female lion licks his mane just below the chin it is a slow, casual lick the next scene is of two tigers they are looking straight on at the observer from about five-metres they don't look as relaxed as the lions nor are they looking like they want to attack the final scenes are of women and babies some of the babies are sleeping again, an air of contentment and a sense of ease pervades the scenes about eight or nine scenes in total vividness 2.8 - observer (all montages are observer only ) the category of the montage: states of relaxation the name of the dream: the awake-time and dream-time cyclist on the cycle machine begin slowly and gradually build up the speed at the fastest point, the dreamer's left foot slips off the peddle and then the peddle goes through a revolution and is stopped by the back of the lower part of the left leg resume the peddling the dreamer sustains the top speed long enough to experience the sensation of blood filling the calves, more so in the right leg than the left note 1 it is worth mentioning that the feel of both the peddle against the back of the left leg after it slipped off the peddle and the sensation of blood filling the calves in the dream is precisely the same as those memories of it happening in awake-time vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: exercising (4+) cycle machine (1) 17092021 the name of the dreams: the pool of delights in a swimming pool the pool looks to be about five by seven metres the swimming pool is at the back of a house the houses are detached it may be that all the houses have swimming pools there are only four or five people in the pool mostly children a couple of children with air-filled "wings" go past the dreamer in another scene, a young lad approaches the dreamer the dreamer tells the youngster he's coming after him the youngster begins moving faster away from the dreamer the dreamer pretends the youngster is going too fast and lets the young boy put distance between us he is laughing with delight he can swim faster than a "grown-up" in another scene, the dreamer is holding a baby or toddler the dreamer is singing to her or him the song is "all i really want to do" (the byrds version of it) as the dreamer sings the falsetto part of the chorus it resonates within the dream and the dream takes on a qualitative feel as it ends vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: swimming pools (3+) children (8+) singing (4+) 16092021 the name of the dream: the batter brunch in the kitchen the dreamer is cooking what looks like a scallop the saucer-sized dish has all the ingredients a person needs in a single meal no other foods are needed the dreamer thinks that a lettuce base would be a nice touch the batter is just the right colour the dreamer says to someone out of sight in the dream to come and get it if the food doesn't come out of the pan the batter will take on a dark colour and lose its visual appeal vividness 2.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: food () food in batter 15092021 the name of the dream: the other computer operator at the computer the dreamer is putting his favourite radio plays into folders there are three categories the "best of" has the fewest also, the "best of" has a sub-folder the sub-folder has those plays which need editing the most common bit of editing is boosting the volume the bulk of the plays are in the second most listened to category the third folder are those plays on the verge of being deleted the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice giving himself instructions on what to do note 1 definitely making progress with operating the computer in dreams there wasn't a single instance of having to correct anything it was also a vivid dream vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: operating a computer in dreams (10+) moving files into folders (2+) 14092021 the name of the dream: the vanishing dog the dreamer has a chihuahua dog he lets the dog off the lead in the park the dog is energetic but doesn't go far from the dreamer another dog-owner enters the dream he has two doberman dogs the colour of the coats of both breeds of dogs is the same the owner of the doberman dogs agrees to let the dreamer introduce his dog to them the dreamer picks up his dog and moves towards the dobermans when the nearest of the doberman dogs sees the chihuahua dog, it lies on its side it looks like a sign of acceptance as the dreamer lowers his chihuahua down towards the doberman dog, his chihuahua starts to growl (stand-out sound and sight) the dogs growling may cause the doberman to go on the offensive the scene changes the dreamer can't see his dog there are no bushes his dog can be exploring there are no corners in the park it is grass in all directions the dreamer calls the dog he also tries whistling the sound of a whistle doesn't come from the dreamer's mouth the dreamer wakes while trying to produce a whistle whistling in dreams isn't something the dreamer has mastered yet vividness 2.6 to 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () mammals () dogs () chihuahua () doberman () 13092021 the name of the dream: with acquaintances like this who needs enemies at my flat in exeter a teenager (an awake-time acquaintance) from down the street is with the dreamer we are deciding which equipment to take to a house party the living room is floor-to-ceiling with amplifiers, speakers, equalisers, lights, leads, stands... another lad, a friend of the acquaintance, joins the dream within another two scenes, about five more lads had come into the dream one of them went into the kitchen and helped himself to something to eat was going to have to watch everything they do was feeling on edge when the dream finished note 1 fairly sure this dream was due to thinking about an awake-time incident from twenty-seven years ago some guys wanted the dreamer to d.j. a house party when the writer arrived at the address with the equipment the first noticeable thing was the absence of girls when one of the lads suggested moving the party to another house the scam became obvious the equipment would go missing between the two places knew one of the lads "in" on the scam and told him the equipment stays with me the writer would pay for a taxi to move the p.a. he "weighed"the dreamerup stealing by force wasn't the plan he left the room vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: musical equipment (3+) 12092021 the name of the dream: two's a choir a girl aged nineteen with a great singing voice starts off the dream she has a grammar school education and talks with a commanding clarity that keeps everybody's ears pricked she begins singing her singing voice is even more dynamic than her talking voice she engages one of the young boys in the audience the boy joins in the song is "bless your beautiful hide" it was a joy to see how confident the young boy became as the girl lifted and lowered her voice to let the young boys' voice match her volume (stand-out sound) the girl occasionally changed her harmonics, which gave the song an added dimension awoke to the sound of my voice singing along with them vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: music () voice harmonies (2+) 11092021 the name of the dream: my mate steve showed my mate (steve) how to buy and sell on the stock exchange he, however, had other ideas on how to make money he wasn't interested in doing things my way he askedthe dreamerto loan him the money for a motorbike he got his way and in the next scene, he is disappearing into the distance like a bat out of hell (stand-out visual) he must have been doing a hundred-and-twenty kmph when we next met up, he hadn't made his fortune steve lived in the moment, he was that sort of person vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer -the category of the dream: friends () steve (4+) 10092021 the name of the dream: infidelity a long-standing relationship becomes a joint business enterprise the dreamer and his girlfriend have a photo studio and an office in the same building the dreamer's girlfriend takes care of the bookings and the money side of things the dreamer coaches the models and builds their portfolios a twenty-year-old girl with long, dark hair becomes the most popular model we've ever had on the books she brings in so much business the dreamer and his girlfriend decide to make her a joint partner on one occasion, when the dreamer's girlfriend is out of the building, the dream turns into an x dream the sound of the front door of the office opening and closing alerts us to her return she doesn't go into the office as was expected but makes straight upstairs to the studio where we are the sound of her steps coming up the stairs is enough to make the dreamer a coward there are too many tell-tale signs in the studio for us to pretend nothing has happened there's one possible way out of it the dreamer goes to the door of the studio room the lock on the studio door is one of those bulky, old-fashioned dead mortice locks the dreamer gets to the door and turns the key just before she gets to the door alas, he doesn't turn the key all the way around the door is opening when, thankfully, the dream ends vividness 2.6 to 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: business () photography relationships () female () x dream () 09092021 the name of the dream: the reclining deckchair the dreamer has a small windfall the dreamer uses the money to buy a semi-luxurious collapsable chair the chair is advertised as a deckchair for use in the garden on sunny days the chair has a soft seat and a canvass back it occurs to the dreamer that the chair could, with a few minor alterations, become a beach-mat a scene or two later, the chair has a softback to compliment the seat another modification is to separate the chair into three parts one of the parts becomes a flat base that a learner-swimmer can hold onto while propelling themselves with their feet the multi-purpose chair becomes a "must-have" item for the beach or outdoor pool vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: innovation (3+) chair (1) 08092021 the name of the dream: skyways construction in a small group of men are being shown around a construction site we are standing at the central point of a junction that brought together two or three elevated highways the highways were a hundred metres above the ground and were wide enough to accommodate a dozen lines of traffic the lanes turned and sloped down over a distance of kilometres which stretched off into the distance they must have been suspension roads as there weren't any support pillars in the scene in the last scene of this dream, the dreamer wanders away from the group of four or five people showing him around the site and goes to the bottom of an incline that shows all of the construction from horizon to horizon its scale was so impressive the dreamer threw out his arms in a gesture of intimidation indicating it was too big the only dream with a grander scale was 15062017 addenda: observer and participant - the category of the dream: construction sites (4+) elevated (2+) 07092021 the name of the dreams: murderous beings - bedfellows the opening scene is at the edge of a pool-cum-swamp the dreamer has come to the pool/swamp to feed an animal the animal looks like an aardvark, the food is half a loaf of bread the aardvark is wading through the pool to get to the bread as the aardvark is about to come out of the pool/swamp a crocodile or alligator grabs hold of it and pulls it under the water the dreamer is appalled and angry if that wasn't bad enough, the alligator or crocodile sees the dreamer near the edge of the swamp/pool and comes out of the pool/swamp to get him the dreamer is more enraged than scared the alligator/crocodile hasn't eaten the aardvark, merely drowned it it will eat it when it feels hungry in the meantime, the crocodile/alligator decides to keep the larder full and add the dreamer to his cupboard the dreamer is now feeling homicidal towards the alligator/crocodile he picks up a solid bit of wood the piece of wood is the length of a truncheon, three times as thick and weighs about ten-kilograms the dreamer whacks the alligator/crocodile as hard as he can on its snout the crocodile/alligator hesitates, it felt it it begins to move towards the dreamer again the dreamer is about to hit it again when a python, about the width of a wrist and two metres long, propels itself out of the water towards the dreamer the dreamer catches it with both hands just behind its head when it is half an arms-length from the dreamer's face with the strength that comes with anger, the dreamer squeezes so hard its eyes start to come out of its sockets before he needs to do anything else the alligator/crocodile grabs the snake and takes it into the pool/swamp note 1 this dream is due to thinking about those man-shaped beings who think nothing of killing other people vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: murder () bedfellows in a police station talking to a female detective the reason for being there is because the dreamer was in the house of a friend when the police came to arrest him the friend is a drug addict he does not consider it wrong to steal to feed his habit he doesn't try to hide the fact it was him who stole what he is accused of stealing he's a hopeless case the dreamer isn't in any sort of trouble the conversation with the woman policewoman isn't about doing right and wrong it turns out we both are "into" music the policewoman tells of her aspirations and interests in music the dreamer in turn tells of the most difficult thing he had to accomplish to become musically proficient "i found maintaining the beat while singing a melody the hardest thing to overcome", the dreamer says the woman detective is nodding in agreement as the dream ends vividness - 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: drugs () police () music () 06092021 the name of the dream: cherry red an extremely wealthy young man, the same age as the dreamer, invited the dreamer to be a live-in companion the dreamer is slightly apprehensive within a scene or two, it becomes clear it is a case of a wealthy young man wanting to have someone around him he can be at ease with the young man tells the dreamer that the best way of merging in with the general population is to familiarise himself with the area he tells the dreamer the best way to do that is to visit the town's museum it's not the way the dreamer would have gone about things, although it made sense the wealthy young boy suggests he takes his car in the next scene, the dreamer is in a cherry-red coloured "roller" in one of the towns main streets (stand-out visual) the problem is the museum is in a cobbled street that has nothing but imposing house any one of which could be the entrance to a museum there are a couple of scenes where the driver/dreamer thinks he may have gone past the museum and reverses the car the dreamer is fully expecting to hit one of the other cars parked along the road he allows himself a self-congratulatory pat on the back for handling the big car so well when he doesn't it is now dusk the dreamer comes to the entrance of a pub and decides to ask someone for directions it would be less than a minute to get directions the dreamer parks the car and goes into the "ye olde world" pub he comes out with the directions half a minute later the dreamer's mind goes blank for a moment he can't see the car in the half-minute, he was out the sight of the car someone had "half-inched" it in his haste and being in a confident frame of mind, it never occurred to the dreamer to take the keys with him he thinks the thought, "he's going to killthe dreamerfor this" with his tail between his legs, the dreamer heads back to his new home the dreamer "hits" his new friend with the news to the dreamer's complete surprise, his wealthy new friend says in a way you might say don't worry to a child who just dropped her ice cream, "it's alright, my insurance will cover it" how much money does a person have to have not to be "phased" when someone steals their gleaming new rolls royce? vividness 2.5/6 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () male () cars () "rollers" (2+) 05092021 the name of the dream: love is ageless living in a large, shared house two other people are living there the dreamer has two rooms the others have three or four returned to the house after going into town through the front door and into the hallway one of the other people, a woman of about thirty-five, has a small crowd of five or six people visiting two or three of her visitors are standing in or near the doorway to her living room there is an air of celebration the mother of the woman is back home after being away the daughter of the mother is over the moon now that her mom is living with her she sees the dreamer as he's making his way to his rooms she asks him to meet her mother the dreamer gets caught up in the party atmosphere and is happy to oblige he walks into the room the woman's mother is slight but not frail the dreamer moves towards the woman's mother the moment her mother sees the dreamer she throws open her arms she is beckoning the dreamer to give her a hug not wanting to be a party-pooper the dreamer plays along he bends over her and gives her a hug she clasps hold of the dreamer around the neck and leans forward her grip is much too tight to be a simple hug the dreamer realises she wants him to stand up with her holding on to him the party atmosphere still prevails the dreamer straightens up when she is clear of the chair she wraps her legs around his waist it could turn into a catastrophe if she loses her grip she could fall backwards the dreamer has no option but to take her weight by intertwining his fingers and putting his hands under her thighs he then sits down on the nearest chair for both of us to sit in one chair, she has to let go of the dreamer with her legs she is now sitting astride the dreamer in what can't be seen as anything other than an intimate position the dreamer wakes up he is not in a relaxed state vividness - 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: love across the generations (2+) 04092021 the name of the dreams: revelation - ever the entrepreneur a woman realised that there was a living to be made by selling milk and sandwiches her shop was in a great spot nestled, as it was, between two schools one of the schools was for juniors the other was a secondary school it was so popular you could find yourself late for school if you joined the end of the queue five minutes before the bell rang for the start of classes the entrance to the junior school was a mere fifty metres away the secondary school was the better part of four-hundred-metres from the shop (pic) at the time of the dream, the dreamer was a working lad once in a while, three or four times a year, he would pop in the shop for a sandwich in the dream, there was this one occasion when he got chatting to the shopkeeper she found the dreamer an amicable person she told him she was closing the shop it was time for retirement the awake-time shop, it should be noted, was the front room of the house she owned and lived in the house was a semi-detached it was a pre-ww2 semi-detached pre-ww2 semis were a bit of a mansion compared to yer typical semi-detached council house one bit of the conversation led to another it wasn't long before the dreamer saw an opportunity he suggested he would be willing to pay rent for the franchise that particular idea hadn't crossed the woman's mind a quick mental calculation told her she was on a "winner". she agreed there and then the dream moves on the business is running smoothly it is doing nicely, thank you the dreamer "hits" on the idea of introducing pre-packed one-minute-to-cook take-away meals things start aking off before you can say "bob's your uncle" there are delivery vans people are clamouring for a job women are offering their "favours" for a taste of the honey pot (it wouldn't be right if the dreamer doesn't have at least a hint of x in a dream) the dream ends the dreamer wakes and spends a minute or two thinking of things he could, and should, have incorporated into his business when he was self-employed in awake-time note 1 think this dream may have its basis in an awake-time shop that was situated as described in the dream the awake-time shop sold sweets vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: business (5+) food (2?) (it's too time-consuming to search this database for matching categories) revelation in a small living room with four other people, a woman and three men at one point in the conversation, the dreamer saw the opportunity to make a point he said, "what's the one thing god can't do?" there was a silence the dreamer said, "there's one thing god can't do - it will make you cry" it is one of the things the writer realised following Comprehension something which makes him cry with happiness when he thinks about it anew one of the men, medium-sized, white hair neatly trimmed, joined white moustache and beard, is wearing a light-grey with a white shirt and tie it gave him the look of a clean man the man of about thirty-five started walking towards the dreamer he walks resolutely, his eyes fixed on me the man's walk conveys a physical presence his walk is saying, "you've crossed the line and one way or another i'm going to make you step back" the man is a "devout man", recognised as such within the church-going community he is the last word on the character of god that a nobody can make statements of a blasphemous nature gets what he deserves the dreamer isn't in the slightest bit worried he knows the type the dreamer calls his bluff the dreamer says, "try anything with the dreamer and i'll kick you in the balls" that done it the man stops dead in his tracks the dreamer is obviously a violent nutter and should be under supervision the atmosphere needed for the dreamer to make his sublime point has gone note 1 this dream may have its origins in the character who plays the inquisitor in the film Goya's ghost it depicts a pious, smug, self-righteous man who can do no wrong vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: undisclosed revelations (1) 03092021 the name of the dreams: pigs banquet at a table that seats more than twelve people everyone is naked male and female alike are probing every orifice of their body with their fingers they are also eating with their fingers note 1 because the dream was so vivid, the writer has assigned to this shocking dream the present of a past undulation (time-tense 6) the writer has tried to get insights into the level of violence in undulations past on several occasions on the last occasion, you-know-who jumped in with, "you have no idea" there must have been a time when every man-shaped being (devolving) believed and acted in accordance with the dictum, "the purpose of life is to end all life" note 2 the writer was, at first, convinced that this dream, along with the dream of 29082021 and at least one other dream, can be associated with eating red pig meat as a cause for less than appealing content in dreams a quick search cross-referencing red pig meat in the diet and the colour orange to dreams did show a connection though it is not conclusive on at least four occasions, it has been the case that there is a tie-in between red pig meat and undesirable dreams there is, possibly, another factor yet to be recognised (04092021 - it's possible the missing factor is that an orange colour-scheme dream is very close to the present of a past undulation (time-tense 6) ongoing... note 3 dreams theory is in its infancy most insights and revelations into our dream-time memories/consciousness will likely come to the fore between now and the year 3000 the next thirty to forty generations will have the time and means to start joining the dots vividness 2.9 to 3 - observer - colour-scheme, shades of orange - the category of the dream: eating etiquette (1+) x dream not madly passionate, gently becoming the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice saying the words of the name of the dream and three more sentiments of a similar nature vividness 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream: x dreams (20+) x dreams without conjoinment (3+) tactile pleasure (3+) externalised dreams (20+) x dream not madly passionate, gently becoming the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice saying the words of the name of the dream and three more sentiments of a similar nature vividness 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream: x dreams (20+) x dreams without conjoinment (3+) tactile pleasure (3+) externalised dreams (20+) 01092021 the name of the dreams: the three birds - the windfall - the two sisters the two sisters walking through the streets of an unknown place a girl comes into the dream she is walking in the opposite direction to the dreamer the girl is nineteen or so she's a little shorter than the dreamer the dreamer is attracted to her the moment he sees her our eyes make contact her expression tells the dreamer she will respond to a smile he pushes his luck and says something which needs a reply the girl is even more responsive than anticipated she replies in a tone of voice that is receptive to further conversation without her knowing it, she has a physical characteristic that the dreamer looks for in a girl physical characteristics that some men don't find appealing some men it off-putting within half a dozen sentenced being exchanged the dreamer finds out that the girl is on her way to see a man with a frankness that makes the dreamer emotionally happy, she says she is going to get paid for having sex with the man when the dreamer asks how much she will get the girl says, "twenty-two" (the denomination {euro, pound, dollar etc} doesn't get mentioned in this dream or the one before it) the dreamer says he will give her the twenty-two if she will keep him company and not go to the man the girl's face shows perplexion the dreamer says, "you're special" she still looks perplexed the dreamer uses the index fingers of both hands to ram the message home he points to his eyes and says, "i see" and then points both fingers at her and says, "you as special" the girl is taken aback the girl changes the direction she was walking in and heads back home the dreamer starts talking ten to the dozen the girl and the dreamer get back to her place the door closes behind us before anything else occurs her sister comes running down the stairs and throws her arms around her her sister is younger than she is by about four years never was there a better example of sisterly love the girl couldn't have been away from the house for more than a couple of minutes yet to her sister it had been a lifetime it is the dreamer's turn to be taken aback within moments he realises he is about to change the lives of both girls he knows how easy it is to become financially secure more than that, he knows how to bring out the child in the girl the dreamer is explaining the details of how he intends to change things when the dream ends notes 1 the girls in this dream are, the writer is reasonably sure, the girls from an awake-time relationship vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () the windfall the dreamer is in the "dole" office he is picking up his weekly unemployment money the money comes in a sealed brown envelope one of the corners of the envelope is cut away so that the notes can be counted the amount in the envelope is also stamped on the outside of the envelope the reason for that is so we can see and count, if we feel it is necessary, and make sure the two numbers tally the dreamer isn't sure what his "standing" amount, eighteen or thereabouts this current envelope is a double-wallet there is another amount showing it is for seven-hundred and fifty the reasons for the payments will be on a slip in the envelope there's no chance it's a mistake, i'm rich a whole raft of possibilities are open to the dreamer the mood of the dreamer becomes fantasy-like the dreamer's natural "high" carries through into the last dream (above) vividness 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream: money (10+) the three birds the dreamer is woken by the sounds of birds looking to where it's coming from the dreamer can see two large birds, about a third of the size of a chicken, perched on the window-ledge of the skylight window next to the main window in the living room the noticeable thing is that the birds are of a different species no sooner has the dreamer noted the difference between the two birds, they are joined by a third bird the third bird is twice as big as the two other birds from its markings and the way it's giving its attention one of the smaller birds the dreamer can see it's the parent of the bird it is concerned with another obvious thing is that the sounds the smaller birds are making are requests for food the dreamer is so delighted by their calls to him for food he decides to go into the kitchen and prepare them a treat of milk dipped in warm milk the dreamer wakes up as he makes a move to get out of bed vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: animals () dinosaurs (7+) birds (4+) 31082021 the name of the dreams: the land of the free - the eye-worm a pandemic has taken root everyone is required to have an examination the examination is in the form of an eye-test it is a quick check using an ophthalmoscope the nurse is looking for a worm-like creature the images of the worm are getting exposure via the media the creepy little bastards are white and easily big enough to see with the naked eye the nurse doing the examination doesn't seem to realise that the weight of her body is going through her hands the dreamer is first moving his sole, then his heel to adjust his balance the nurse gets impatient and tells the dreamer to keep still the dreamer says, "i'm losing my balance" the nurse must have had the same problem with other people she stops putting her weight through her hand vividness 2.8 to 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: pandemics (6+) medical procedures (2+) eyes (1) the land of the free this dream has the dreamer living in america he doesn't know how long has been there it must have been a couple of years at least living in one of the sunshine states the dreamer is not well-dressed he doesn't need to be most of the time not a lot of scenes, about five the scenes there are were lengthy each scene was vivid and colourful the minimum regulation and the easy-going attitude of the people made it easy to "work" the system the dreamer realises all he needs is a fake social security card, a receipt or two and one or two character references and some mail with bonafide addresses to become a "real" person in a couple of years the dreamer had been there he built up a handsome income and had more than one place he could live money seems to be as available as freely-running water he has settled into a way of life that enabled him to live on the streets or at overnight or short-stay accommodations his favourite way of life was to stay in one town for one or two nights and move on when sleeping outdoors would wash with face-wipes or a small bottle of water and hand-flannels and use an electric toothbrush this sets the scene for the first scene of the dream the dreamer has come from wherever it was he had spent the previous night and is seated with his back against the concrete wall of the boulevard by the beach a family of three or four with a baby come and sit by the wall two or three metres to the dreamer's right as he uses the electric toothbrush the baby starts to look around to see where the sound is coming from the baby is facing the opposite way to the dreamer she or he can't manoeuvre all the way around to see where the sound is coming from the baby is determined to identify the sound she or he is struggling to turn around the mother realises the best thing to do is turn the baby around and let her or him satisfy her or his curiosity the mother gives an apologetic shrug and smiles as she turns the baby to face the dreamer the dreamer is on the verge of laughing in another scene, the dreamer is in a brightly lit office he is using his fake i.d. to get a loan the dream ends when the dreamer decides to go "legit" and start work or get an enterprise going his first venture has something to do with push-bikes vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: america (4+) 30082021 the name of the dream: hope to enter this dream one day for reasons you would understand, can't put the details of this dream into the public domain vividness - 2.8 - observer and participant - the categry of the dream: externalised (20+) 29082021 the name of the dreams: men with a conscience - we both like salmon the last, and next, president of america is at a table the salmon on the plate in front of him is not small the ex and future president has separated his first forkful and is about to lift it to his mouth when he notices something (stand-out visual) he says something criticising the fish the fork is slowly being lifted to his mouth when the dream ends vividness 3 - observer - colour-scheme gold and light red - the category of the dream: one-scene dream (20+) celebrities (8+) donald trump (2+) four down-to-earth northerners, yorkshiremen or lancastrian's, (is there are distinct differences in the accents?) who work in a machine tool factory, figure out that the parts they are making are for weapons worse still, the men discover the weapons are illegal under international agreements the men are savvy enough to know that the newspapers will not run the story they decide to steal or accidentally on purpose lose the parts it doesn't take long for a crack team from m.i.5. long to uncover them now the establishment is in a quandary the powers that be can't prosecute them without causing an international outcry the men are offered, and take, an early retirement plan providing they sign a non-disclosure agreement they are sitting pretty a generation later the dreamer is talking to one of the men the man won't confirm or deny anything the dreamer is asking or suggesting but smiles whenever the dreamer hits the nail on the head the dreamer awakes to the sound of his own voice vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: externalised dream (10+) secret services (2+) 28082021 the name of the dreams: titillating cheerleaders - other-worldly - the smooth computer operator first scene, a girl with short, bunched hair, dressed in a skimpy orange one-piece cheerleader outfit is looking at us (could find the style but not the colour and could find the colour but not the style) she lifts the front of her dress and we see something written on her underwear change of scene and change of theme a jet fighter coming towards us then we see a larger area of the clear sky now the first plane is being "dogged" by another, even sleeker jet the chasing jet has something attached to its under-carriage the dreamer's first thought is that it's an odd style of radar it is semi-circular at the front, the rest of it is square it is about two-thirds of the size of the plane as we watch, it detaches from the jet and begins "dogging" the first jet it moves at speeds five times faster than any jet and changes direction in the blink of an eye it is not within the scope of current technology it begins to mirror every move the first jet makes after half a dozen different manoeuvres by the first jet the detached part of the second jet, in one immediate movement catches up with the first jet and before our eyes, it absorbs the first jet it then returns to the jet it was attached and re-attaches itself then there is another scene in which the same thing happens a commercial jetliner is at the distant horizon again, without any noticeable time-lapse, the device is behind the jetliner and absorbs it that's the clincher it's obviously not earthly technology the scene changes, we are back with the cheerleader she is trying to attract someone's attention she certainly gets the dreamer's attention when we see her standing and get her view of her briefless crotch with a wispy amount of hair the scene changes to the dreamer downloading files the files are being clicked and re-located into their specific folder (the dreamer is overcoming the difficulty of moving files around in dreams all is going swimmingly the files related to the dream about jets is all but completed when a file labelled "the average wage of a rockstar" presents itself how did that get in with jets and saucy girls? no matter how he tries he can't get the file to respond to a single-finger click on the laptop keyboard and wakes from the dream in frustration note 1 the cheerleader and the downloading at the computer is yet another two dreams in orange (the downloading has black lines defining shape, whereas the cheerleader has colours - it may become an important distinction) we're on a roll with orange/brown and orange/black dreams here's to hoping it doesn't carry a health warning vividness 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - colour-scheme, orange/black - the category of the dream: cheerleaders (1) jets (2+) computer-related (8+) files (5+) 27082021 the name of the dreams: too vague - the diet dreams we learn through this dream that we will, eventually, be synchronising dreams to the following day's awake-time activities when the dreamer's dream contains details of food, others have the option to have the same food the day after the dream there are no prizes for guessing the correct meals or the order they are in however, it does indicate that we are all on the same page in respect of what is best for us in terms of food the dream the dreamer is talking to a girl he asks the girl what meals she had chosen for today's meals before the details of the dreamer's meals were posted she says, "the same" she then forms the word "exactly" with her lips and mouth she feels that because she chose the same food as the dreamer she is in sync with evolution notes 1 it is thought that dreams that have the same colour scheme have other things in common as well as of this entry, it isn't known what the commonality is from now on, the addenda of dreams diary will incorporate the colour scheme of dreams that are the same brown/orange dreams have been regular over the past couple of months this is another brown/orange dream addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - colour-scheme brown/orange - the category of the dream - food (7+) the name of the dream: too vague the dreamer has just walked into the cinema and is standing in the area where a film is being shown he is standing at the back looking down at the rows of seats it is the only scene he remembers clearly in this period of r.e.m. as the writer tries to remember the rest of the dream he realises he is remembering scenes from other dreams of being at a cinema it's possible that in the future all dream-time memories become one single sequence that portrays the dream-time / time-line of every individual that is, the discontinuity that separates one dream from another becomes joined in the same way our awake-time memories keep things in order addenda: vividness: 2.5 - observer - the category of the dream - same-theme dreams (10+) cinemas (3+) 26082021 the name of the dreams: aggro-merchants and muggers - mom's first son is back - the one track disco someone recommends the dreamer for an event after being told where it was the dreamer accepted it was his secondary school he knows how big the playground is and knows how many people will fit into it comfortably the dreamer decides he needs just one two-hundred-and-fifty watt speaker on the day of the gig, the speaker is placed facing down into the playground on a ledge outside the window on the first floor the people in the room with him are waiting for the dreamer to play something the dreamer hasn't been given any instructions the dreamer looks at the people in the room, all males, and concludes from their dress they like rock he plays an a.c./d.c. track after a couple of seconds the dreamer shouts out of the window to the people in the playground, "can you hear it?" "no", is the chorused reply the dreamer looks at the volume dial of the main amp and sees it's only on 1 a quick clockwise turn to number 5 and we can feel the vibrations coming through the walls as well as being able to hear it the dream comes to an end while the dreamer is debating with himself what track to play next he decides on "winds of change" by scorpion addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream - d.j. (2+) after a gap of a couple of years, had been in prison or borstal, the dreamer is only ten or twenty metres from the front door (pic of almond tree avenue) of where he grew up two or three metres from the door the back of a car becomes visible it is a white lamborghini it is an older model than today's cars (pic) when last at the house there was a third of a metre step down to the level the house from the pavement the step has been removed and there is now a concrete slope that allows the car to be driven into the gap that separates the semi-detached houses the gap between the houses is about three metres for the car to get in the gap, it has to use some of the space of the next house, our house it is no longer easy to get to the back door or garden in the next scene, the dreamer is in the house in the company of mom, sister and another woman they are givingthe dreamera homecoming an aunt arrives with her baby the baby is in a pram, sleeping the aunt decides to leave the baby asleep it begins to rain, it is a light "spitting rain" a couple of the women insist the baby be brought indoors it doesn't take long for the dreamer to bring up the subject of the car mom, being generous to a fault and always eager to please, permitted for the next-door neighbours to re-structure the ground between the houses the dreamer will be acquainting himself with the neighbours it is suspected they may be the selfish type with no man to deal with, they would easily be able to ride slip-shod over mom the dreamer senses mom is feeling as though a weight is being lifted off her shoulders the woman with the baby has problems the problems are serious the women are making suggestions someone suggests they come and live with us the dreamer doesn't let on that he has money he will wait until the cost of moving the furniture of the woman with problems moving comes up and will then offer to cover the costs the dream takes on an upbeat feel notes 1 this dream has implications dear to the writer mom outlives her second husband at the time of her death, mom is younger than her second husband implications???? addenda: vividness: - 2.7 to 2.9/3 - the category of the dream - family, relatives and friends (7+) mom (4+) muggers and agro merchants an epic dream with fifteen to twenty scenes of fighting with muggers and agro merchants it is nighttime after the pubs are closed everybody knows that it's the worst time to be walking in places that are poorly lit (has the dreamer deliberately placed himself in the situation?) they came in one's, two's and three's in a couple of scenes, the dreamer has to run for it or hide, but not before he manages to get in a kick or hit one of them stole money from one or two of those that were easy to get the better while they were lying down and unable to put up a fight on one occasion used the money to ward off a potential fight between a tall guy and his mate his mate was about ten metres away (they didn't need the two of them to get the better of me) instead of running from him or hitting him and running away, gave him a tenner he was well pleased he was waving the tenner in the air as he returned to his mate he said, "now we can get...?" it's not the first epic dream where violence is the theme addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - epic dream (4+) violence (2+) 25082021 the name of the dream: taken by surprise a girl is staying with the dreamer we're not in a relationship though she's pleasant enough but the dreamer isn't "drawn" to her we smoke hash together and watch films and like similar songs there isn't any spontaneous conversation to speak of in the last scene of the dream, i'm lying down or stretched out on a sofa she comes into the room and sits on the floor (stand-out visual) her complexion is shiny she's dressed ultra smartly her hair is brushed back with a parting almost at the top of her head for the first time, the dreamer finds her attractive the dreamer doesn't know if it comes through in his expression nor can he think of anything to say he is mesmerised the fair-haired girl says, "iv'e got an appointment but it's not for a while" "the dreamerdon't know what to do" the dreamer is still can't think of what to say when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - uninitiated relationships () 24082021 the name of the dream: cameras and the law in the bedroom, it may have been a bedsit, with an unknown girl not sure if we are in a relationship we are talking about cameras there isn't an air of intimacy the girl works in a camera shop and is telling the dreamer about the latest phone/camera the shop sells the dreamer is persuaded to buy it the girl makes a phone call and places the order we will go into town in the morning and get it another girl enters the dream she is either her sister or flatmate the new girl's face exudes life alert, confident, purposeful in her movements and bright-eyed she gets straight into the bed where we are sitting and talking without saying anything after more conversation, the first girl gets a phone call her boss has phoned to tell her that he can givethe dreameran even better camera for just a little bit more than the one just bought after hearing what the extra features are, the dreamer jumps at the offer the girl says, "it will be eighteen-pounds fifty for eighteen months". it doesn't occur to the dreamer he was manipulated what the dreamer is aware of is that he can feel the buttocks of the girl already in bed the first girl in the dream gets into the bed too now the dreamer can feel both the girls bodies through the eiderdown either side of him the dreamer is no longer thinking about cameras the dream ends notes 1 upon waking, the writer is trying to figure out why the dream ended when it did it might be that the reader's of this dreams diary may feel that the writer is too oriented to x forget ye not, the pleasure associated with x represents the desire for the expansion of life the natural impulse of beings oriented to eternity's dictum - see the law - https://endic.at/the-law-5.html notes 2 the price of the camera's in this dream is about half the price of the latest phone/cameras in the shops today it gives the time-tense for this dream the present of a past undulation - time-tense 6 - see tenses of time https://endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - cameras (2+) 23082021 the name of the dream: frontiers and dream-time dexterity was on or practising to be at a space station the environment is dream-clean bright, stainless steel and and see-through lockers and cupboards was at a person-sized refrigeration unit with a single door which automatically re-sealed itself and expelled all the air when closed, the door was open there were two columns of shelves in the unit a row of six, seven or eight shelves in the left-hand column of shelves and five, six or seven shelves on the right at the top of the right-hand column of shelves there was another self-sealing compartment that took up the space of two shelves the cupboard within a cupboard had small, flexible steel Table Leg Storage Clips (https://camperinteriors.co.uk/products/te21-table-leg-storage-clip) affixed to the back of the cupboard which clamped hold of the tablets as they were pushed into it there was a black tray below the fixture with clips that had half a dozen blue pills on it was in the middle of putting the loose pills on the tray into the individual clips the automated single door of the refrigeration unit was programmed to close after a few seconds there was no effort needed to keep the door open when it began to close but it imparted a the little nudge to the arm before the sensory mechanism of the door met resistance and stopped closing the problem was the little nudge to the arm was enough to break a delicate tablet if it was pushed into the clip too hard after a few attempts to time the placing of one of the tablets into its clip before the door came back into contact with the arm failed and frustration entered the dream which aroused the dreamer's awake-time conscious the dreamer was now straddling dream-time and awake-time while in the dual-state of consciousness he manufactured a built-into-the-door bar lever that made a hissing/whooshing sound when it was pulled up or pushed down (quite a common bit of kit in sci-fi films) the bar-handle needed two hands to pull it up or push it down to turn on and off all the pneumatically (https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-d&channel=trow&q=pneumatic) operated devices in the room the dreamer woke as he was trying, unsuccesfully, to lift the handle upward with one hand addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - space habitation (2+) 22082021 the name of the dream: dancing comes first three or four of us are at my place one girl and two or three boys a compelling dance song gets us dancing it wasn't a track the dreamer had heard before it was "catchy" though the melody was easily good enough to be a best-seller (alas, the writer was too slow to make voice-notes and the melody had faded from the memory before he could record it) it wasn't exhibitionism that drove the dreamer to dance naked it was the spontaeous reaction to a compelling dance track no one raises an eyebrow we are too immersed in the music to take notice it appears dancing is higher on love/lifes list than etiquette addenda: addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - dancing (5+) nudity (5+) nude dreamer (2+) 21082021 the name of the dreams: a misplaced sense of importance - the godfather - natural curiosity the dreamer is in a building that houses the workings of government some of the proceedings are open to the public to get access to the proceedings the public have to sign-in the man who oversees the procedure is standing at a wooden plinth on the plinth is a large, thick, leather-bound book the dreamer goes to the plinth the man in charge of signing in is wearing formal dress and is well-groomed he points to a point on the page with his finger the dreamer is confused he has pointed to a part of the page that has twenty or thirty signatures on it each signature occupies a line there are no empty lines the dreamer makes a comment that queries if the signature is to go in between two of the signatures it upsets the man he then points to the bottom signature on the opposite page the page has room for a dozen or more signatures the dreamer saw the half-filled page when he first looked at the signing-in book if the man had said, "please sign in", without placing his finger anywhere, the dreamer would have done the obvious thing addenda: addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - officious people () the godfather preface to the second dream many moons ago, a woman with two children asked the writer if he would be godfather to her children the writer felt pleased that he should be asked and agreed a couple of days ago, while watching a film, the words, "i wlil do what every godfather does and look after her children" the mother of the children had "passed" - (see between heartbeats https://endicat.com/between-heartbeats/) it was a bit of a shock until watching the film, the writer was thought being a godfather was just a title the writer thought that being a godfather meant going to their weddings or helping them out financially if they got stuck ordinary everyday things looking after them like a father never entered the writer's mind the following dream is the result of the thoughts and feelings since watching the film the godfather the dreamer has located the family he intends to "make an entrance" he is in the concrete complex where they live the ground floor of the building is for cars there are no cars in it it is about the size of a tennis court it is big enough for a game of five-a-side football the scene shows three lads playing a ball game there are stairs and lifts to the left of the scene there is an ice cream van on the road nearby the dreamer has a twenty-pound note he is going to spoil the children he has come to see the man in the ice cream van has sold out of everything and shakes his head when he realises the dreamer is about to buy something when he hears the dreamer ask for twenty-pounds worth he gives instructions to someone in or by the van to go and buy it from the nearest shop addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - in the execution of responsibilities () children (3+) natural curiosity on the bus the dreamer is on a bus sitting on a long seat that looks across the bus, not down it the seat has three young boys on it the boys look like they are brothers there are about two years between each of them the eldest is eight or nine the dreamer is sat next to him the youngest looks five or six he is furthest away the dreamer reaches down to open his gladstone briefcase when the holding latch is slid to open the case it makes a click out of the corner of his eye, the dreamer sees the boys head turn to the sound the dreamer also sees an "opportunity" as he is rummaging through the contents of the case his right foot is inching the case closer to the boys seated to the left of him it works like a charm the boy next to the dreamer only has to lean slightly towards him to see into the case the boy in the middle has to lean and straighten up to take a gander the boy on the end has to lean in further, straighten up and stretch his neck tantalisingly, almost imperceptibly slowly, the dreamer moves the case a little closer second by second the mother, sitting to the left and looking down the bus towards us "twigs on" to what the dreamer's doing three or four times she lets out a belly-cum-guttural laugh the youngest boy is on the verge of standing up the dreamer can't suppress his reaction either he starts laughing and wakes up laughing addenda: vividness: - 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - laughing dream (4+) 20082021 the name of the dream: boy meets girl boy meets girl two long, soft and moist kisses later they have become an "item" girl takes boy home to meet her mom and dad mom is stand-offish to boy "who does he think he is that he's good enough for my daughter?" boy is fearful mom will turn him away mentions it to girl boy is invited for sunday lunch mom has completely changed her attitude towards boy she is genuinely pleased to see boy boy sees mom in kitchen mom is preparing something special mom is working flat out it crosses boy's mind to offer to do the washing up girl and boy go into town on the bus on the way back, the journey is one long curve to the right boy is unfamiliar with the scenery boy goes to the front of the bus where the conductor and driver are seated boy asks conductor which stop is nearest to where girl lives conductor says, "yours is the next stop" as girl and boy are getting off the bus, the conductor says, "you look contented" boys says to conductor, "if i knew you better,i would tell you why" conductor smiles addenda: vividness: 2.8 participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 19082021 preface a month or two ago, hung a bird feeder outside the kitchen window (https://www.poundstretcher.co.uk/filled-fatball-bird-feeder) it was gratifying to see six or more birds (sparrows) on the feeder regularly took note when the hatchlings were guided to it by their parents could have written a book about their habits the name of the dream: all's not well in the garden opened the door day on a sunny summer day two dozen or so birds were in the air and on the ground near the door you might have thought you were in an aviary they weren't frightened away when the dreamer stood within feet of them feeling pleased that all was well in the world, the dreamer decided to let his pet mouse play in amongst the birds the mouse had no qualms about joining in with the activities and moved towards the birds the next scene turned the dream into a horror show one of the sparrows attacked the mouse a graphic scene of a sparrow pecking out the eye of the mouse caused the dreamer to wake from his sleep the sparrows weren't intent on eating the mouse they only wanted to kill it addenda 1 initially, the writer wasn't going to publish the dream because of its violent nature however, it serves to remind us all there is a reason why so many animals cannot evolve into, and remain, a man-shaped beings more accurately, it serves to remind us of the stages devolving beings go through as they devolve imagine if you will, instead of lips, you had a beak you have no recollection nor will you ever experience a kiss beaks come in all shapes and sizes (https://www.dkfindout.com/uk/animals-and-nature/birds/types-beak/) for our purposes, we will divide the shape of the beaks into two categories 1 conical 2 curved we will further consider that conical beaks represent vegetarian birds and curved beaks represent carnivorous birds we will further enlighten our understanding of birds by recognising that of the ten-thousand species of dinosaurs, (see dream 24042021) only birds survived the mass extinction event sixty-five million years ago (http://endic.at/The.Day.The.Dinosaurs.Died.320.mb.mp4) this website asserts that the reason birds survived was due to the intervention of dinosaur-man (https://dinosaur-man.com/) why?, the nutritional value of eggs (https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/10-proven-health-benefits-of-eggs#TOC_TITLE_HDR_3) addenda: addenda: vividness: 2.8/9 - observer - the category of the dream - animals () dinosaurs () birds (4+) mammals () mice (2+) 18082021 the name of the dream: from pillar to post the dreamer's boyfriend has introduced the dreamer to one of his acquaintances he is refined and polite an an-easy-to-speak-to young man with fair hair he is relaxed and is well-off the person who introduced the dreamer to him leaves the dream it is just the two of us chatting and getting acquainted after a while, he leaves the room while he is away the dreamer looks around the room in the third of a metre gap between the wardrobe and the wall, there are items piled on top of each other the dreamer has a rummage through them in one of the carrier bags, the dreamer comes across an orange the orange has been cut into quarters there are two quarters each quarter is the size of a quarter of a pumpkin the dreamer takes one of the quarters and is impressed with its colour and succulent looks (stand-out visual) the dreamer is eating it when the young man re-enters the room when he sees the dreamer eating the orange, he has a look of disappointment he intended to surprise the dreamer with it himself notes 1 what the average reader won't know is that the writer can be either gender throughout evolution: see: (https://endic.at/man-shaped.beings.and.the.ethnicities.html) y po this point had been overlooked until this dream in this dream, he is a female there have been, and probably will be, more dreams with this feature in it notes 2 the days of the nefarious manipulation of the writer's genetic line have come to an end from here on in, we begin separating the wheat from the chaff addenda: vividness: 2.5/6 to 2.9/3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - female gender (1+) food () fruit () oranges (1) 17082021 the name of the dreams: who stole the ki-lee? - the tufted style an air of foreboding accompanies the opening scene someone has made off with the ki-lee what, you may be asking yourself, is a ki-lee? join the club neither the dreamer nor the writer doesn't have the foggiest either we do eventually discover that a ki-lee? is one-half of the expression a "moo-lee ki-lee" as far as can be gleaned, it is a food that is given to a youngster as an introduction to adult food along the lines of a biscuit or rusk dipped in milk or tea it makes the most sense to assume that the moo-lee (moo-cow) is the liquid part of the food why it has become a crime of unspeakable proportions isn't known this dream may be the result of the dreamer considering buying and experimenting with baby foods the day before the dream addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - baby food (1) a one-scene dream not sure if it is a prolonged view of a pic or a short cine clip we are looking at the face and the hair of a young man he is straight-faced he has a full head of hair his hairstyle is something ken dodd would have been proud of most of his hair lies on his head above that, his hair has been separated into eight or nine different parts the end of the tufts are pointed and are pointing to all parts of the compass this dream is probably due to the writer shaving his hair off the day before the dream this is one of the dreamer's many faces of himself across the undulations the dreamer is not sure if he likes the look of himself in this dream he has looked happier and better in both awake-time and dream-time addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 observer - the category of the dream - facial pics of self (7+) 16082021 the name of the dreams: the whoopie girl - nice pace, grubby place the first scene shows a girl who looks more like twiggy than twiggy she is wearing a one-piece dress it just about covers the lower part of her buttocks it doesn't look like she is wearing underwear her mouth is wide open her expression is, "oh my gosh, just look at me" she takes a short run and vaults herself onto the saddle of a piece of keep-fit equipment her momentum causes her to slide off the seat for an instant, we see her bare backside from the side on there are two or three scenes in which she demonstrates her agility all the while she is making high-pitched sounds and squeals of delight in one scene, we see the crotch area of a woman she is sitting on a machine it looks like a lathe for fashioning wood the woman is seated her buttocks are pressed firmly against the wooden stop used to brace blocks of wood at the far end of the lathe we don't see her face, it is probably the same girl at the beginning of the dream a highly and delightfully xually suggestive dream this dream was almost certainly the result of watching the first half of the film "the wolf of wall street" addenda: vividness: - 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - xually suggestive (3+) 17082021 the name of the deam: the opposite of sobriety the dreamer is walking away from the centre of town after a night out he is walking like a champion gliding as much as walking (stand-out part of the dream) he goes into a toilet it is dark and dank a drunk man is on the floor, slouched against the wall the wall is where men pee against at the bottom of the wall, there is a gully that takes the urine to a drain the drunk man doesn't realise he is sitting in the gully which transports waste the dreamer is deciding what to do when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - movement () walking () toilets (2+) 15082021 the name of the dream: the balancing act what looks like a seagull has made its nest in the rafters of a disused building the dreamer sees there is a chic in the nest the nest is as wide as the rafter it is on the chic isn't strong enough to maintain balance were it to leave the nest it would undoubtedly fall to its death in this one-scene dream, a parent of the chic has just flown into the building carrying a fish for the chic both birds are making a lot of noise the chic is hungry the parent is anxious the chic will leave the nest to receive the food whether the chic realises the danger isn't known nor is known if the sounds the parent bird is making are warning sounds addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - one-scene dream (10+) animals () dinosaurs () seagulls (1+) 14082021 the name of the dream: baby-adult liaison mother and baby are on the bus mother is standing, her baby is in a hooded push-chair baby is asleep mother taps the baby twice on her forehead baby wakes the baby is momentarily disorientated she-he acclimatises to her surroundings the baby realises her playful mother caused her-him to wake a smile forms on the baby's face the smile is that of an adult addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - baby-mother () 13082021 the name of the dream: the long cat-nap after a gruelling five and a half-hour stint at the computer the writer is ready for a catnap during his time at the computer, he downloaded a radio play the last thing the writer does before settling into his sleeping position is to start listening to the play the play is in six episodes the story is a science fiction play the first five or six sentences is a male voice introducing the play the play begins the voice-actors have a dramatic tone if the play maintains its dramatic characteristics it will go into the sci-fi plays favourites folder within a minute or two the writer becomes the dreamer within a short time of dream-time the first episode the story ends abruptly it is immediately replaced by the same voice which introduced the first episode, only this time he is introducing the second episode as with the first episode, the play ends abruptly in the middle of a sentence the same thing happens once or twice again the dream-time conscious is a no-nonsense, smart little cookie it is not going to permit disjointed continuity the dream-time conscious has a trick or two of its own for dealing with discontinuity the play now becomes the subject of a panel show the format of the panel show is that one of the panellists stops reading the script of the play at a point of her or his choosing, preferably at a point when the theme of the story is getting too difficult to ad-lib to the next panellist, an off-the-cuff, sharp-witted comedian, takes the story and makes it even more difficult for the next panellist to keep the dialogue in context with the story so far it takes no time at all for the panellist's to turn a serious sci-fi play into a hilariously funny nursery story the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own laughter notes 1 what makes this dream even more notable is the fact that the day before the dream the writer thought that it had been a while since his last laughing dream notes 2 after waking the writer played the episodes of the play five of the six episodes ended abruptly in mid-sentence the total listening time of the plays came to about two hours the length of the sleep was about two-and-a-half hours in this dream, there's plenty of data for in-betweenies (the people who will be living between the time the the writer dies to the the next time he makes an "entrance") to formulate dreams theory addenda: vividness: 2.8/9 - observer - the category of the dream - laughing dream (3+) panel games (1+) 12082021 the name of the dream: magic mushrooms they were first recognised in prehistoric times the two silver-coloured, mushroom-cap-shaped metal objects presented the man-shaped being with his first exposure to symmetrical form the objects are a metre and a half across and half a metre high fifty-thousand ago language was struggling to find words that gave them a description across the millennia they took on a mystical, and eventually, a religious significance the dream moves forward to recent times how it happened isn't revealed in the dream, the two mushroom-cap shaped objects have become four the mushroom-cap shaped objects are mounted on square pillars about half a metre across and two metres tall they are no longer visible they are covered in earth with grass covering the earth their shape is still clearly discernable a group of five or six men dressed in black and white are gathered near the mounds of earth for them, they have a religious significance addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - prehistory () symmetrical objects () 11082021 the name of the dream: vegetarian or omnivore a dream about the best way to slaughter a cow a bit too distressing to detail this dream was brought on while thinking about eating meat during the day addenda: vividness: 2.5 - observer - the category of the dream - animals (20+) mammal (15+) cow (1) 10082021 the name of the dream: french fries a nephew in the family is to be the best man at a friend's or colleagues wedding as is the decorum for weddings, the best man can invite members of his family the dreamer is one of those invited the bride is french and, consequently, the ceremony will be in france it is to be a semi-formal wedding the bride has a trailing white gown the gown seems to be as big as a tent two or three men are wearing formal dress, grey trousers, black jackets with long tails and what looked like starched shirts at the banquet, the dreamer gets his first taste of french fries, french style he has never seen chips this colour before, golden brown and glistening like jewels (joint stand-out visual) he has never had chips that had a crunchy outer body like the ones he is eating the taste, well if there were eating in heaven, which there isn't, these would be on the plate it was a revelation in food it had such an impact on the dreamer he decides to leave the british isles and live on the continent there are then three scenes that show the dreamer looking through a hard-back book the book is about half a metre tall and around a third of a metre wide, and three to four centimetres thick it shows all of the countries of the world in full colour (joint-first stand-out visual) it might even be the book of the world the dreamer has in another set of scenes, about fifteen people from both sides of the family are gathered and getting to know each other the dreamer is in an exuberant mood he is talking excitedly about how he intends to go about making a new life for himself on the continent the only "off" part of the dream is a man with a ruddy-coloured complexion he is big and is looking at the dreamer with a hint of resentment twice the dreamer says something to him, and both times he doesn't reply on the third time, the dreamer asks him a question which demands a reply he is still silent but now it is he who has shown himself to be rude one more time, the dreamer addresses the man and again he doesn't reply the dreamer wakes to the sound of his voice saying, "oh well". while awake, the writer tries to understand the man's attitude some grown men don't like other grown men showing exuberance a child-like manner in an adult doesn't sit well in some peoples view of the world this dream is of a future time-tense addenda: vividness: 2.5 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - weddings (4+) food (7+) french fries (3+) 09082021 the name of the dreams: across the road/titillation it is dusk the dreamer is sitting alone on the top of an embankment the twenty-metre embankment looks down onto a dual carriageway on the other side of the dual carriageway is another embankment that too has people gathered on it the straight-line distance from embankment to embankment is about twenty-five metres there is at least one group of five or six people gathered on it someone comes and stands by the dreamer he says, "?" is over there" the dreamer waves his fingers the person across the road waves back he then says, "?" is over there" this time the dreamer waves his arm the somebody does an arm wave back the person next tothe dreamersays, "martin crook is over there" the dreamer stands up and peers intently into the darkening evening he can recognise martin's stance and build it definitely is martin martin is a friend from decades back some of the things we did together in awake-time are still vivid memories the dreamer thought he would never see him again couldn't wait to be speaking face-to-face with him again consider going down the embankment and shimmying over the barrier in the middle of the two-metre grass verge separating the two carriageways the constant flow of traffic dissuades the dreamer there is a pedestrian bridge to the other side of the road forty or so metres to the left without saying anything else to the person who pointed martin out, the dreamer heads for the bridge the moment the dreamer starts walking he is aware he is not wearing shoes neither is he wearing slippers he is barefoot he can feel the different degrees of cold as he goes from grass to concrete to tarmac on the other side of the carriageway, the dreamer decides to take a short-cut to get to martin quicker the short-cut leads to a dead-end to make up for lost time the dreamer takes another shortcut it leads to roads and houses the dreamer is hopelessly lost this dream sequence ends with a blonde-haired stocky girl in her late teens letting one and all feel her ample bosom her delighted look tells us she is enjoying it more than the males the dreamer thinks of a way he can get as much and more pleasure from the experience than the girl he has it all worked out as he waits for his "turn" addenda: vividness: 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () martin crook (1) - titillation () 08082021 the name of the dreams: the hunt - a game of darts there is a gathering of about thirty males they are gathered to watch and are being interviewed by detectives the place is a men's toilet the toilet is in a mall or a major railway station the hunt is on for a serial killer the police are hot on his trail he is proving elusive the public is eager to see him caught the police have a dna sample the toilet attendant produces all the property that has been left there by users among other things, there is a box with a dozen pairs of shoes in it one of the pairs is patent leather they become the focus of attention statements of possible sightings of the killer mention a man wearing glossy shoes also, a pair of light-brown heel-boots are among the shoes they too fit some descriptions of the killer the size of the shoe also indicated his height if the police send out a message immediately to all police on duty to question any man wearing either type of shoes, they may catch him note 1 of course, the biggest murderers of all are the bankers addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream - crime () murderer's () the dreamer is in a pub playing a game of darts he needs one-hundred and thirty-seven to win the dream ends before the darts are thrown addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream - games () static () darts 07082021 the name of the dreams: table for sale, x for free - a slippery run a female acquaintance, not a girlfriend, asked the dreamer to let her know (look for) if a rectangular dining table came up for sale within a day or two, a table matching her requirements was advertised in the local newspaper using her car we headed for a small town or large village about seven miles away it was a bungalow the woman of the house opened the door we see her hubby just once after we enter the bungalow the woman is talking more or less continually for this part of the dream for reasons unknown, she becomes quiet, almost sullen the scene changes, the dreamer and the woman who lived in the bungalow are in the act of x in the back seat of a car a few vivid and pleasurable scenes later, the sound of the sirens of a police car invade the dream the dreamer says, "please don't tellthe dreamerthey've seen us" the dream ends note 1 another quick reminder the pleasure of x is because we are complying with the law x is an aspect of "expand" note 2 it has now reached the point for the dreamer that x dreams in dream-time are more real than awake-time memories addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () - tactile () a slippery run was running here, there and everywhere te dreamer is running in his slippers the slippers lived up to their name must have slipped off at least four times it didn't affect the overall theme of the dream though had to jump over and off walls was exceptionally nimble throughout the running sequence, three-quarters of the entire dream ended up in a pub somebody in the pub knew the dreamer the dreamer didn't know him or how he knew the dreamer the stranger said, "kay's here". it took a while for the dreamer to realise who he meant kay was a brief relationship and businesswoman from many years before she came into the barroom she wasn't the relaxed and confident woman of years before she looked a bit dire she hardly said anything the running part of this dream is due to greater feelings of mobility as the result of exercising addenda: vividness: 2.7 participant - the category of the dream - running (6+) ex-girlfriends (2+) 06082021 the name of the dream: the gourmet sandwich company the dreamer knows a family and is talking to an enterprising young couple of the family they have just started a business in tailored-to-suit sandwiches they are selling to the local community the sandwiches can be made of white or brown bread or rolls, crusty or plain, pitta bread... the business wasn't as busy as they hoped it would be what the couple didn't realise was the way businesses were run the dreamer explains that giving "back-handers" here and there would make all the difference getting mentioned or being "plugged" in the right places would have a greater impact than just relying on word of mouth they went along with the suggestion the last the dreamer heard about them was that they were on the up and up addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream - business () food delivery (1) 05082021 the name of the dream: thwarted the dreamer is the guest of prisons younger brother; borstal we have just come from induction and are in the sleeping quarters it is a small, square dormitory that sleeps a dozen young men there are nine beds, three of which are bunk beds there is not enough space between the bunk beds and the ceiling a person can kneel but that's it two of the bunk beds have been claimed it is known to the dreamer, and most of the other lads, that the two lads who have laid claim to two of the bunks are homosexuals they are hoping that a naive, fresh-looking chappie will take the vacant bunk they will go to "work" on him and probably corrupt him the dreamer mucks up their aspirations by taking the third bunk bed if the two devolving beings try to "diddle" each other in the middle of the night, the dreamer will call them out they will have to do what others of their ilk do in borstal squeeze into a single toilet cubicle an unusually vivid dream for the subject-matter probably a future time-tense addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - incarceration () borstal (1+) homosexuality (1+) 04082021 the name of the dream: the girl of my dreams x dream addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () c (1) 03082021 the name of the dream: tea and coffee but no buns or biscuits the dreamer is a new guy on the job the job is as a waiter it isn't as a food waiter though, it is for tea and coffee only, mostly coffee the area for the people sitting and drinking is massive, five-hundred plus the dreamer, along with all the other waiters, is down at the front of the room by the stage there are people on the stage dancing the dreamer begins to tap his feet and sway to the music the room starts to fill up time to do the job get a laminated wooden tray with a lip around the edges the organisers hadn't thought through the logistics of the waiters' job to get to the kitchen meant going to the oppsite side of the room where the metal barriers allowed people through to the seating area the barriers were only waist-high the deamer is tall enough to stretch his legs over the barrier failed on the first attempt but got it on the second it would be tricky with a trayfull of cups though dream ended addenda: vividness: - 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - work () waiter (3+) 02082021 the name of the dream: my impish girlfriend in bed and trying to get to sleep the old bod wasn't ready though swung my feet over the side of the bed and sat up rolled a cigarette and went to light it (it should be mentioned here, smoking in bed or before getting dressed is something the writer never does - this dream must be a past time-tense) every time the flame ignited it went out almost immediately tried half-a-dozen times before realising my girlfriend has a spray or something which produced a jet of air and was having a good old giggle at my expense the dreamer isn't in the mood for it and says, "that's a childish thing to do" my girlfriend said, "pick up your phone and look at it" the dreamer says, "letthe dreamerfinish my roll-up in peace" fell asleep in the dream and woke into awake-time addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 01082021 the name of the dream: the other person at the computer playing a game with an unknown person the game is to get an object to the far end of the other person's territory (think it was a gladiator-type game) the dreamer made his move after the move, if the person didn't block the dreamer's next move the dreamer will win the game in two moves the object was played back it was miles off-target the game was nearly over waited, and waited, and waited for the other person to make her or his move after waiting for bleedin' ages the dreamer began thinking that the rules should be changed a time penalty or a reduction in points sent a message to my opponent, "wakey-wakey, the games not over". the person never responded then spent half a minute of dream-time composing a message containing suggestions of how to make the game more fluid it was while the dreamer was immersed in composing the message and was becoming impatient that he realised he was in dream-time addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - computer () games () think-write dream () 31072021 the name of the dreams: poignant dream - home from home a fluffy white cat occupies fills all of our vision the dreamer gives the cat a few smooth rubs with his palm the dreamer then offers the cat a tasty piece of food that cats like (don't recall what it was) the cat moves its mouth toward the dolly mixture-sized bit of food it knocks the food off the dreamer's finger with its nose never before saw a cat misjudge where to pick up a bit of food the dreamer looks at the cat's owner "she's blind", she says emotion wells up inside ofthe dreamerand continues to build after waking up this dream, the dreamer is sure, comes from running through the words of an english lament during the day it's part of a song which starts... the darkest cloud that passed my life was also of my darling wife spent a while online looking for it couldn't find it addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals () mammal () cat () blind cat (1) back in home from home (prison) it is a tightly run regimen sharing a cell a female member of staff comes into the cell she is wearing the regulation dress, blue, knee-length skirt and white blouse we enter into a conversation she is tellingthe dreamerwhat classes and activities are on the prison program one program, o.c.l., she believes, wouldn't be suitable for me she is on my side the dreamer rapidly agrees again, the theme of this dream probably comes from thoughts and feelings throughout the day addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - prison () closed () 30072021 the name of the dream: twice, nearly thrice x dream addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream - x dreams (30+) two-dream x dream (1) note 1 things are definitely looking up for the writer in a couple of different ways this dream may be a reflection of those changing circumstances note 2 for the majority of people, the most intensely pleasurable feelings are the feelings accompanying ejaculation to get an insight into the pleasure felt whilst enacting straight-line-action you need to multiply the pleasure factor of x by ten-thousand that is the starting point for the pleasure of straight-line-action the writer is happy to tell you, the state of pleasure you-know-who is in when beginning a new Undulation has a "cushioning" effect like when we leave the warm environment of the home and step out into the cold, it takes a little time for the cold to start "biting" so too will it be for you-know-who as the time spent enacting straight-line-action increases, so also does the cushioning effect when she/he begins a new undulation, the increased pleasure is cushioning the pain eventually, it will be barely noticeable for her/him see also "the art of pleasure" https://endic.at/the%20art%20of%20pleasure.html 29072021 the name of the dream: "day of dreams" the name of the dream: dream five of the "day of dreams" in the first scene, the dreamer is filling a jar with liquid after putting the cap back on the jar, the dreamer turns it upside down to make sure it is on tight in the next scene, the dreamer has something else in the meantime and when he looks again the liquid is seeping out of the jar this two-scene dream is the result of doing the same thing with a jar with liquid in it during the day note 1 there were two more one or two-scene dreams in this sleep the name of the dream: dream four of the "day of dreams" got an invitation to a social event the event was for the rich and powerful powerful in the sense that those who headed the list had a gangster status their code of behaviour was extremely rigid in a skewed way the wives of the "dons" were queens, while the husbands took the decisions and gave the orders a person could get away with a personal joke with the husbands but not with their wives if nothing else, it would give the dreamer the chance to see how the other half of a corrupt society lives the convention-cum-gathering turned out to be even more formal than had been envisaged if anything the dreamer is under-dressed the sit-down banquet is scheduled to begin in an hour or so time enough to make a good impression or getthe dreamerinto "deep shit" the wife of the king don approaches and then stands in front of me after brief hello's, she leadsthe dreamerto the roof-garden the scene changes, we are walking down a wide staircase the balustrade leads down to the main hall where most people are gathered at the seventh or eighth step before the bottom of the stairs, she grabs hold ofthe dreamerand kissesthe dreamerfull on the lips the tone of the dream changes the woman has decided she wantsthe dreamerdead, the dreamer didn't show affection towards her when we were alone on the roof the kiss is a deadly sin she could say whatever she wanted to her husband and he would believe her no if's and but's an indiscretion of monstrous proportions had been perpetrated a levy would have to be paid but not there and then if people were shocked they didn't show it we are walking through the throng of guests a waiter offers the dreamer a platter with round chocolates wrapped in silver paper the dreamer takes two there is a bowl with large crisps in it the dreamer takes one the woman tells the dreamer not to eat it yet and asksthe dreamerto give it to her after handing it to her she drops it can't tell if it was a deliberate act or not the woman asks the dreamer to pick it up he picks it up and hands it to her she then said, "eat it" the tone of her voice is not humourous, it is a command that has menace in it for the dreamer to say he is bewildered is an understatement, he is flabbergasted what's happening? the dreamer says, "no" the next thing the dreamer knows is that two short and ultra-stocky "heavies" are by my side they are going to forcethe dreamerto eat it the dreamer runs away from them out of the building, the dreamer is on concrete the heavies will be arriving soon the dreamer drops the crisp on the floor and grinds it into pieces with his foot the dream ends there this dream was, in part, due to thinking about the way some women have reacted tothe dreamerover the years addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream - social events (3+) threatening behaviour (3+) the name of the dream: dream three of the "day of dreams" strictly speaking, this visual extravaganza should be called a "dream montage" half-in, half-out, of dream-time and awake-time unusually for montages, it has a two-tone colour scheme, yellow and black the images are portrayed in thin, black lines with black shading to begin with, the images came thick and fast, two, three and four a second for each pic much too fast to take in the detail for more than one here and there it breaks new ground in more than one way it contains more images than any other montage it wasn't just single images for the last tenth of the dream, there were colour motion sequences some of them could have found themselves as an entry in dreams diary because this montage contains awake-time and dream-time states of consciousness it is difficult to assess we'll say it lasted for two minutes one hundred and twenty seconds at two frames a second of awake-time comes to one-thousand two-hundred pics of dream-time (see the Carmen dream) let's even it out and say approximately one-thousand individual pics the only other montage with this sort of number of pics in them is the "box-montage" dream of 14022018 each of the boxes in that montage contained about fifty pics however, they are not individual pics, although each pic could be isolated, freeze-framed and re-run a "box montage" has the potential to have vastly bigger numbers of pics than this dream notes 1 until the writer gets the exposure necessary and can present his encounter with the three females who visited him about ten years ago, the reader will not be able to fully appreciate the connection between dream-time and away time addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - dream-montage (1) dream two of the "day of dreams" back in holland staying with a "crew" of five or six guys the crew are buying and selling hash the dreamer is not involved with the "business" am living the "party" life the crew are making more money than they know what to do with the police decide it's time to "take them down" the "raid" occurs in the middle of the night when we are asleep don't have time to hide my "percy" will be charged with illegal possession leave the police station and head for the dance where everybody who is anybody hangs out have on pants and a t-shirt the doorman won't let the dreamer in unless he can search him protest at being searched but the dreamer takes off his t-shirt the doorman is giving the dreamer a long, hard look before he decides whether to let him in or not the dreamer looks at the doorman straight-faced and serious and says, "i'm a man,i don't lie" go into the club sat down and get distracted by something before the dreamer knows what has happened a girl has nicked his t-shirt trying to get her to give it back without getting "macho" about it the girl will only give it back if the dreamer buys her a drink she's already half "sloshed" tell her we'll get some blow and drink and go back to my place addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - holland () hash () relationships () girl () the name of the dream: dream one of the "day of dreams" am living in a flat with two other guys one of them is paul price knew paul from secondary school days he is as friendly as they come he went on to become a session guitarist he is a well-respected person who carries a lot of weight the other person is unknown to me something the dreamer said causes paul to say to him, "let the dreamer show you something" he goes to one end of the room, starts running and when he is at sprint-speed does a forward somersault and lands on a table on his feet the dreamer says, "i am impressed" he goes on to say, "are you making a statement", and, "what's the point (you are making)?" he didn't reply the dreamer says, "my area of expertise is to come up with solutions for seemingly unsolvable problems" the scene changes, am now in a big bed with luxurious linen and a fluffy eiderdown somebody knocks on the front door or it might have been a bell that rings one of the lads answers the door a girl walks in and asks, "is such and such a person here?" before anyone can say anything a bloke in his mid-thirties comes through the still-open door in a hurry he is five or six centimetres short of two metres tall, wearing a flat cap with a shiny peak, a donkey jacket and carrying a half-metre square flat black satchel that straps over his right shoulder and is resting on his left side he could have been the postman he had come to get something though, not deliver it he said, "which one of you is so-and-so" his eyes fix on the dreamer before anyone says anything, he must have been given a description of the dreamer he pulls out a gun it's not a revolver it has a silver sleeve the length of the nail of the little finger stuck into the barrel of the gun the dreamer surmises it shoots or injects something into the skin the dream ends there addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - intrigue () friends and acquaintances (30+) paul price (1) 28072021 the name of the dream: star trek script a think-read dream which reviews the script for the next start trek movie there is talk of bringing in william shatner this dream is due to falling asleep while watching the film "galaxy quest" addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read dreams () films (1) the name of the dream: the strong swimmer out for a walk along by the river at a point of the river where it widens to about twenty metres, there are three or more people swimming two-hundred metres further downstream there are cafes and outdoor activities looks like one or two hundred people take off my shoes and pants, jump in and start swimming towards them immediately, the feeling of great strength is noticeable in the dreamer's legs the speed at which the dreamer is propelling himself is the same as that we see when watching olympic swimmers going for gold it reminds the dreamer of the time he first used flippers the flippers doubled the speed when using the crawl stroke even better, the pace is increasing as the dream ends this dream is due to the feeling of strength the dreamer felt during the day after doing standing cycle peddling - see exercise diary addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - strength dreams () swimming (1) 27072021 the name of the dream: the unwelcome guest have just woken up the flat is silent sounds are coming from the street it sounds like mid-morning a friend and his girlfriend are lettingthe dreamerstay at their place until the dreamer gets his place the dreamer doesn't expect he will need more than a day or two to get his accommodation the front door slams it is my friend's girlfriend she is lettingthe dreamerknow she doesn't wantthe dreamerthere her footsteps are deliberately heavy, she bangs things down in the next scene, her boyfriend is in the dream she says. "i've only got pie and chips" the dreamer gets the impression there's only one pie she asks the dreamer what he wants with a mixture of sarcasm and playfulness, the dreamer says, "the left-overs will be fine" addenda: vividness: - 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () the name of the dream: easy peasy a dream about editing and cataloguing dreams the dreamer is enjoying the ease with which he is able to copy and paste whole dreams from document to document it has never been so easy addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - using the computer in dreams (5+) editing dreams (1) 26072021 the name of the dream: the trilogy of rings each ring is slightly bigger than the next the rings are made of what looks like jade there is a single white gem in each of the rings in the first scene, we see the left hand of a person it could be female or male we don't see any faces in this dream she or he is wearing two of the rings one is on the ring finger, the other on the middle finger the person is taking one of the rings off her or his hand the dreamer says to someone, "i knew what it meant when i gave it to you" one of the rings changes hands whenever the person wearing one or more of the rings meets a person who enacts an act of exceptional love (a woman or a man stands aside when she or he sees that another woman's or a man's life would be fulfilled by another person who would adore her or him for life in a way the current person doesn't), or generosity (a woman or a man gives the money she or he had saved to buy a house for the person they intended to marry when a woman or a man are in the position of not having enough money to start a married life in a home which had those things a new family needed) the person taking the ring off their hand in the first scene has witnessed an act of love or generosity even greater than the act she or he enacted to merit getting the ring all three of the rings will at sometime, end up on the hand of the person who persistently enacts the greatest acts of love or generosity we all know who that will be this dream must be the future of every future Undulation in which only those who can attain heaven walk the earth addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - extreme future undulations (1) 25072021 the name of the dream: 'tis better to have lived and loved... a think-read dream exposing the jews for what they are, a money-making organisation note 1 there are a couple of white jews somewhere in the world who is the definition of a couple in love they have everything they want they are happy and healthy unfortunately, they have a jealous and vengeful god (https://www.biblestudymagazine.com/bible-study-magazine-blog/2018/8/14/a-jealous-violent-and-good-god) addenda: vividness: 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream - think-read dream () the jewish conspiracy (1) link for think-read (https://endicat.com/dreams-think-read-dreams/) second sleep, first dream in a crowded area a man handsthe dreamera ragged-edged envelope it has thirteen-hundred pounds in it no one notices the hand-over just as well, we are in a prison second dream on a coach the coach is stopped people are getting out of their seats and getting off it is as though the dreamer is one step ahead of everyone else am making my way along the aisle without stopping third dream walking through a compact park two girls make some comments the dreamer suggest we play a ball game didn't notice at first, they have a dog with them when next to one of the girls and talking to her she calls the dog it is a behemoth of a dog it easily outweighs me it has the coat and markings of an alsation noticeably, it has black fur around its mouth like the girls, it has a friendly disposition offer the back of my hand for the dog to sniff the dog, like the girls, is ready to play addenda: vividness: 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream: money () coach () girls with a dog (1) 24072021 the name of the dreams: resolution - sexy goings-on - attraction to a lizard - attraction to a puppy a dispute over the ownership of a pair of speakers has been going on for years the situation was, the dreamer overheard two people talking about how they had bought an expensive pair of speakers for loose change the two males having the conversation knew the dreamer could hear what they were saying but shady deals were part and parcel of our lifestyle the two males were delighting in the circumstances they had in effect robbed the robber within a month or so, the opportunity for the dreamer to rob the robbers who robbed the robber came along the dreamer took it the dreamer would, he knew, be a prime suspect it was just a matter of brazening it out a close acquaintance was visiting the dreamer he didn't know anything about it the dreamer had to go out for a minute or two he told his acquaintance not to let anybody in while he was out the people who the dreamer stole from concluded it wasthe dreamerwho stole from them they knew the dreamer wouldn't let them in his premises, so they sent someone he did know to the dreamer's place of work to have a look-see for them my acquaintance knew the man they sent very well and didn't think he fell into the "anybody" category he let him in he was still there when the dreamer returned the dreamer knew there was no point in asking him not to say anything it now meant having to move everything worth stealing what the dreamer didn't know was that the people who bought the speakers had promised them to someone else the person expecting to receive them did know people who would recover them by force they were out-of-towners there were weeks when, by sheer circumstantial luck, they kept missing the dreamer by minutes their frustration grew and grew in the end, they left a "message" with my brother they set fire to his car in the middle of the night moving forward a few years the person who was supposed to receive the speakers and the dreamer cross paths (let's not forget he knows the speakers are stolen) he is still smarting about it the dreamer is doing well he is in his prime, has a quality car and girls aplenty he gives him one of the speakers and offers to sell him the other one for a song the person promised them feels he should be given both of them for free he agrees, begrudgingly addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - sexy goings-on (8+) ray appears from my right he is in a rush, almost flustered he is enthusiastic about a great job with lots of potential a newly-opened nightspot called the buzz-bar is looking for waiters the job is more of a passport to the jet-set than a job celeb's and high-rollers are flocking to it it is going to be the new "in" place the dreamer's all for it we head for the buzz bar with a purpose we get there and are now in a bedroom-sized room two girls are conducting the interview after a bit of chit-chat, one of the girls, the smaller of the two, is oozing salaciousness in both her face and speech she says to ray, "lower your pants" the dreamer is more than just a bit surprised when ray complies without a moment's hesitation the same girl gives out an involuntary, quiet squeal as ray reveals his all the dreamer realises he will be asked to do the same thing it then dawns on the dreamer this is a setup within an hour or so, pictures of both our genitalia will be in circulation the situation is the women run the business the pictures of us will be available to the other women almost immediately the women will choose their waiter for the night based on the attractive qualities of the male's personality and genitalia if they think they're getting a look at mine withoutthe dreamergetting a look at theirs, they're mistaken going for the jackpot, the dreamer says, "a true test of attraction can only be established if the woman and the man fondle each other" the salacious girl is up for it her companion is mulling it over when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - xually-related dreams (4+) friends/acquaintances (ray) (3+) attraction to a lizard from somewhere, a green, flattish lizard appears it is about the size of a modern mobile phone a lot thicker though it emanates a demure quality the dreamer senses it wants to be cuddled he picks it up and places the lizard against his neck and throat the dreamer then lies down with the lizard nestled comfortably between the gap between his neck and the surface of whatever it is the dreamer is lying on the lizard is motionless except for its barely perceptible movement of breathing whether it was a female or male isn't known what the reptile wants is the warmth of the dreamer's body addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals () reptiles () lizards () attraction to a puppy the dreamer is asked by a passing stranger if he wants a puppy and opens his jacket the dreamer can't resist the puppy-dog-eyes and agrees to take it the puppy senses that he is about to have a new owner and jumps out of the coat of the passer-by and onto the chest of the dreamer the passer-by brings up the subject of money the dreamer has to open his coat to get to the money he goes into his pocket and brings out a note the passer-by is satisfied and walks away the dreamer then realised that he doesn't have the puppy and the passer-by has gone from the dream the dreamer becomes panicky as he looks around on the ground the dreamer's attention is drawn to the roof of the car parked next to where the dreamer is standing the puppy is looking dejected his eyes meet the dreamer's eyes as with the first time we made eye contact, he jumps onto the dreamer's chest the dreamer determines that the puppy will never feel abandoned again this dream is based on an awake-time instance when a young lad offered the writer a puppy dog as he was a few hundred yards from home the writer bought the puppy-dog this dream almost certainly came about as a result of thoughts of getting a dog during the day before the dream addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals () mammals () dogs (7+) 23072021 the name of the dream: the hors d'oeuvre trolley the dreamer is not sure if he works in the restaurant or he has been invited by the owners or clients as the dream starts, we are seated at a round table the table can seat eight or ten in the first scene, there are four or five of us we expecting more people two or three people have something from the hors d'oeuvre trolley the dreamer goes against his desire for food and decides it would impress the others at the table if he joins one or two of the others and declines anything from the hors d'oeuvre selection as the trolley is being wheeled away the dreamer is on the verge of calling it back the dreamer is famished the feeling of hunger accompanies his waking addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - food (10+) hors d'oeuvres () 22072021 the name of the dream: the unfinished conversation a trio of callers, a girl and two boys, are at the door after the dreamer answers the bell the dreamer invites them into the hallway he will not be inviting them into the living-room the callers are all around the twenty-years of age bracket they say they are visitingthe dreameron behalf of a neighbour the dreamer asks them to make the conversation as quickly as possible they agree with nods one of the boys wants to know if the dreamer will compile a musical collection for a house-bound neighbour the dreamer tells them that he did make a compilation for him some while back again, there are nods the dreamer is trying to make sense of their visit why would they askthe dreamerto compile music for the neighbour? he could tell them what he likes and they could make a compilation it comes to light that they belong to a religious organisation the dreamer suspects it is the jehovah's witnesses their visit is to find out about me the dreamer is about to ask if the girl's name is evie when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - unfinished dreams (10+) 21072021 the name of the dream: fly in the fridge the writer's diet has gone through some major changes of late one of the changes was to eat at least four or more fruits a day after a couple of weeks, the dreamer changes his fruit diet he goes from four or more fruits a day to only oranges it was during the day before this dream when the thought, which is clearly remembered, to incorporate grapes into the diet occured the dream, a two-scene dream, has the dreamer opening the fridge door, then moving things around the dreamer sees, then reaches for, the see-through carton of grapes before his hand gets to the carton, he sees an insect standing on the grape closest to him it had two very small eyes, four legs, and two feelers coming out of its head the feelers are longer than any other parts of its body being as it was in amongst fruit, the dreamer thinks it is a fruit fly even though it doesn't have wings (non of the pics in google images for "fruit fly" came close to what this insect loks like) there is a momentary staring-match between fly and human the scene changes, the dreamer is looking into the carton of grapes he sees a grape that has been knawed it puts the dreamer off wanting to eat any of the grapes addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals (10+) insects (2+) note 1 the grapes in the dream are easy to explain how or why the fly got into the dream is mystifying theories' to explain it are too wild to proffer 20072021 the name of the dreams: the photo portrait company - a night at the theatre was going around from person to person and place to place drumming up business for a new venture the idea is to have a video interview with a person, family, friend, business colleague, etc. the dreamer would then watch the video with the person who engaged him at their home or a place of their choice the client would indicate, at various points of the video, that or those expressions which "caught the essence" of the person's personality the dreamer would then freeze-frame the video, for a second or a few seconds, looking at which frames best captured the client's view of her, or his character eventually, the client would settle on one frame the chosen frame could be painted by an artist or, and this was the main novelty, be given a computer programme which rendered the image into a geographical map, the same as in ordnance maps, which lays out the terrain in uneven concentric circles (http://www.themapcentre.com/ekmps/shops/themapcentre/images/ordnance-survey-1-5-000-map-map-print-sent-by-post-please-select-map-size-a0-ground-coverage-3.9km-x-5.4km-6713-p.jpg) the programme was dirt-cheap cheap enough to give away the client would save himself the expense of hiring an artist to fill in the colours her or himself a lesser and more expensive novelty was to give the coloured picture substance with a "paper texturising-machine" which gave it the look of an oil painting addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - innovation in dreams (3+) a night at the theatre the dreamer is connected to an actors' guild by way of his musical connections they invite him to a mens' night-out at the theatre the dreamer gets the o.k. to invite members of his family-friendly he persuades four or five relatives of the family to join him for reasons not featured in the dream, the members of the family can't get to the theatre until about twenty minutes after the curtain goes up in the theatre, it is dark the dreamer can see there are two hundred or so people the nine or ten men the dreamer is with are all seated at the back row wasn't able to concentrate on what was going on on stage as the dreamer wanted to be aware of his relatives the moment they walked in the members of the family come into the theatre at the time they said they would the dreamer's hand shot into the air the moment he saw them they made their way to him and sat down the dreamer says, "will introduce you to my colleagues at the intermission felt pleased that my relatives had entered the theatre and made the way to their seats with complete anonymity addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - theatre-related (2+) family, friends and acquaintances 19072021 the name of the dreams: poor judgement - a dead-live big cat was living at home with mom we headed into town on the bus, mom askedthe dreamerif a friend of mine had a key to let himself in the dreamer had, on a couple of occasions, given him the key to let himself in mom went on to say that some of her things had been moved one or two things had gone missing mom wasn't getting senile, far from it if things had been moved and gone missing, things had been moved and gone missing thought about the possibility of him stealing things the circumstances meant he must have had a key cut for himself the dreamer had misjudged him would have to buy new lock and keys when we were shopping addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () at someones home it was a three-people home their child, a young boy of about ten years, had a wrap-around leopard skin complete with the head a first-time visitor to the house didn't know about the leopard skin he had walked into the boy's room and had frozen with fear the dream became one of laughter as the dream ended this dream was caused by watching the film "sammy going south" (http://endic.at/Sammy.Going.South.1963.mp4) addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - film-influenced dreams (5+) 18072021 the name of the dream: ufo compilation at the computer am putting together clips of sightings of ufo's the first two clips seemed to know where to go on their own compiling video clips had never been easier on the third clip, the dreamer-computer liaison started to break down in came the old problem of clicking open folders and then moving the files into the folder things ground to a halt completely on the fourth clip no amount of finger-tapping on the folder icon opened the folder woke out of the dream in a state of frustration addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream - ufo's (4+) computer limitations (4+) note 1 there's obviously a limitation of accessibility between dream-time/awake-time which isn't available at this point of time of evolution 17072021 the name of the dream: x dream addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () 16072021 the name of the dream: 3D audio another "first" fell asleep listening to a radio play of the science fiction story "foundation" in the first scene of the dream, the dreamer becomes either the person speaking (participant) or an observer, i.e. listening to the characters in one scene in particular the voice "carried" from one place in the scene to another imagine, you are in a room, someone says something, the stereo faculty of our brains pinpoints the position the sound came from, we look to where the voice is, we observe the face of the person speaking, the person stops talking, someone, somewhere else in the room, replies to what the first person said, our gaze goes to the person replying we become the person replying (participant) or are observing the person replying imagine that happening three or four times it was just two months and two weeks ago (03052021) when the writer had his first 3D visual dream there was depth in the first scene of this dream but not enough for the dream to be categorised as a 3D visual dream it is just a matter of time before we are able to access the full range of all senses in both awake-time and dream-time addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - 3D audio (1) 15072021 the name of the dream: cat and mouse a lorry-full of vital items destined for the general public is seconded and the items are to be scrapped because the military needs the specialised container of the articulated lorry to transport a military device the self-employed owner-driver of the lorry gets wind of what's happening and takes matters into his own hands he intends to make sure the goods reach the people for whom they are intended the driver of the lorry is a lifelong trucker he knows the dirt-track back roads, gulleys and roads through forests which aren't on any maps it becomes a cat and mouse-type dream in one scene, the trucker takes cover in the maze of roads of a "spaghetti junction" (https://www.google.com/search?q=largest+spaghetti+junction+in+the+world&sxsrf=ALeKk039Q3O8gv3NppBP_37o7tcuYJl4kQ:1626376366070&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjh88eM5OXxAhVRolwKHar4C94Q_AUoAXoECAEQAw&biw=1292&bih=665#imgrc=WApT8BudkhqDfM) there is one place in the junction which is big enough for two or three trucks that are only known to truckers the dream ends as the goods reach the people they are intended for addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - vehicles () lorries (2+) 14072021 the name of the dream: the white room a highly vivid dream set in holland a hostel houses two hundred plus guests the dream is in the ablutions of the guest house or hostel there are ten or more rows of sinks each row has about twenty sinks in, it the bright lighting, white sinks, sivler taps and the mirrors on the wall give it the illusion of it being the size of a football pitch (for a small country, holland certainly thinks big) the dreamer is almost alone in the area a tall, black-haired, well built, proportioned and retiring young man of about twenty comes to a sink near me he is irish it soon becomes obvious he has come to holland for x the dreamer offers to show him how to go about it the ablutions begin to fill up the women have no qualms about taking their bra's off to wash the dreamer tells him not to look directly at them the trick is to pretend to be shaving and look at the girls via the mirrors that run all the way along the walls the young man becomes flushed it is to be the dreamer's fun-filled duty to make sure he loses his virginity addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - holland (5+) 13072021 the name of the dreams: buddies - out of sync one of those dreams that are not uncommon in awake-time you meet someone for the first time and immediately become long-term friends was sitting on a wall across the road from the gym the gym was in a shopping centre a passer-by asked the dreamer if he knew where the gym was it didn't take long to get him talking about the merits and the exercises of keeping fit went with him to show him where it was in no time at all, we were "working out" together he was soaking up very bit of information the dreamer fed him among other things that we talked about was the benefits of having a training partner after we finished exercising, we walked off into the day together and began planning for what we would do that evening addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () male () keep-fit themed-dreams () got up and dressed with nowhere to go in particular went to see a friend at his place, the dreamer persuades him to go out to a dance he is enthusiastic about it one slight problem, the shoes the dreamer has got on aren't dancing shoes no problem, he has two or three pairs of shoes my size he puts the shoes down by my feet for reasons unknown, the dreamer isn't wearing socks the innards of the shoe are soft and thick the slightly moist feet of the dreamer doesn't enable him to slip the first pair of shoes on easily the theme of the dream changes from a "going out" dream to a "keeping him waiting" dream no matter how he tries the dreamer can't get the first pair of shoes on there are then four to six scenes of the dreamer trying to get shoes on can get the right foot of one pair of shoes on but not the left then can get the left shoe of another pair on but not the right it gets ridiculous try to get two different styles of shoes that fit each pairing looks more stupid than the last the dreamer's friend has become impatient he says he will wait forthe dreameroutside the frustrated dreamer is still trying shoes on as he wakes up this dream represents a feeling of frustration the writer had during the day we are twenty-one, going on twenty-two years behind schedule it's anybody's guess how many Undulations it is going to take to synchronise our evolution to the year 2000 addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant and observer - the category of the dream - emotions () frustration (2+) 12072021 the name of the dreams: sorry - birds, again a three-scened dream a girl is reading out her written apology it is a sincere, almost touching, explanation of why she deceived me think she had stolen from me the letter was from the heart the dreamer dismissed any thoughts of compensation addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - spoken think-read (1) during a sleepy lie-down, a vivid Montage with about seven scenes played out all the scenes were of budgerigars in motion think they were all in cages addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the motion-Montage: animals () dinosaurs () budgerigars (1) - https://endicat.com/dream-montage/ 11072021 the name of the dreams: sensible people - fruits for my sweet a company has reached the point when it is obliged to go public and offer shares there are those within the company who can see there is a fortune to be made by selling cheap and re-buying unbeknown to the dreamer who is trying to warn people what is going on the dreamer is shunned by most people because they are in on the scam there are two scenes that show the documents have been re-written to stop the company from going public this, in turn, enables just a few people to reap most of the rewards the dreamer is frustrated that he can't get some people who should know better to see what is going on it becomes clear that the dreamer is going to be dismissed then there is another couple of scenes showing documents on the day of the floatation, the company is saved by a few people who want the company to remain in the employee's hands and they slip in a few clauses which enable the company to stay with the workers there are furious recriminations from those who wanted to sell when they realise what has happened addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream - business () fruits for my sweet my girlfriend has come round for the evenings am going to surprise her with a fancy fruit salad go to the fridge to get the ingredients the envisaged scene of her being delighted with the presentation is dashed when the dreamer sees the fruits they have been in the fridge for too long some have mould on them others have gone soft attempt to separate the usable from unusable the dreamer's best efforts aren't good enough my girlfriend looks at the fruit on the table she can see the fruits aren't fresh she goes to the fridge one look tells the story the dreamer is left with mud on his face addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () food () fruit () 10072021 the name of the dream: fire in the night two of us leave a house in the wee hours of the night think we had been playing cards there seemed to be an unusually lot of activity for the time of night first, one or two cars whizzed by at the bottom of the street then, a male went sprinting by from left to right at the same place as the cars looking in the direction they were going, we could see a soft, red glow it was a fire, obviously then the words "plane crash" sounded out it wasn't the sort of thing that got my companion or myself excited we would hear about it in the morning addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - plane crashes (1+) 09072021 the name of the dream: a healthy dream in town walking along have a walking stick in my right hand it's as much for style as it is an aide it gives that little bit of added security which enables the dreamer to walk normally next scene, on a drop handlebar bike on a dual carriageway of an inner ring road (looks like coventry) there is next to no traffic must be moving at forty k.p.h. someone else on a bike passesthe dreameras we are approaching a fifty-metre decline that leads to a roundabout have gathered too much speed the roundabout, although a large one, is too small to manoeuvre the speed the dreamer is going am approaching the roundabout too fast a vehicle could come out of the blue from the right keeping his left hand on the top of the handlebars, he applies the brake on the right-hand side of the handlebars the sensation of speed and deceleration at this point of the dream is one of four or five of the stand-out moments of the dream the dreamer is on his way to see steve he is living in an upstairs flat of what looks like a factory floor or a warehouse ask a man in a white coat if he knows him he does he tellsthe dreamerhe lives across the other side of the building the dreamer says, "no, he lives on the first floor of where we are" steve emerges from a door to my left he has a bushy, full head of hair he seesthe dreamerand completely ignores me the dreamer says, "o.k. i'll leave you alone" next scene away from the factory and walking in a spacious environment with wide walkways walking with a stick it's more for style than an aide for walking the dreamer's steps are sure, he can feel the firmness of his feet on the ground a young lad of about twenty steps off the road and onto the pavement next to the dreamer can tell from his face that he is a friendly person we begin talking as we are walking he puts his hand and arm between my right arm and body he is too friendly for his own good a predatory male could easily take advantage of him we go to where he lives he showsthe dreamerthe body of a home-made guitar it needs strings and pick-ups the dreamer tells his father or carer that her can finish it and make it playable the young lad showsthe dreamerhis record collection they are in a cardboard box about a metre square and a third of a metre deep there are about a hundred 45's in it the dream closes at the end of this scene addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream () 08072021 the name of the dream: tubes and tanks what started as an average-sized fish tank that connected one fish tank to another by way of a see-through cylindrical tube became more and more elaborate over three or four scenes eventually, a four by five-metre living room was a blaze of colour and movement as fish swam through the tubes from tank to tank, that went from floor to ceiling and wall to wall this dream was due to the idea of a single fish tank connecting to another fish tank by way of see-through tubes some months ago this dream was the fulfilment of that idea addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - animals () fish (2+) 07072021 the name of the dream: dressed for the occasion the dreamer finds out that a girl who lives near him and he fancies goes dancing the place she goes to isn't a disco but a live "big band" dance hall although it is a big band and plays popular songs the music isn't contemporary popular dance music the desire to become acquainted with the girl overcomes his preferences he gets his friend to come with him to the dance the dress sense is not casual as would be the case at a disco but semi-formal, shirt, trousers and jacket the dreamer has got it covered he has clothes he likes wearing which are formal on the night, the dreamer is wearing black velvet trousers and silk or silk-like shirt his friend is wearing brown trousers and a white shirt at the dance, the dreamer is watching others dancing it is definitely not the sort of dancing he would do normally he finds out that the band stops playing about halfway through the evening, and it becomes a disco the girl is enjoying herself dancing with her friend is already smiling as he asks her, "will you dance withthe dreamerlater when the disco music starts?", she says, "yes" the writer is thinking about how things will go with her when they are on the floor together when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () girls () 06072021 the name of the dream: a rat and two spiders the dreamer is living alone no girlfriend no friends the dreamer is at a low ebb in his life, and things are about to get worse a large plain, grey/brown spider decides to set up home in the dreamer's, bare one-room bedsit as a countermeasure, the dreamer gets a rat to "sort it out" the spider shows its face again the dreamer hits it with his pillow the spider falls to the floor, stunned the rat makes short work of it another spider with a big, coloured body appears in the dream (stand-out visual) it is more like a tarantula than any other type of spider that comes to mind the dreamer doesn't want to witness its demise the dreamer leaves the two antagonists to battle it out the rat will obviously be the winner the spiders in this dream are the result of watching a video of three or more people discussing their feelings about spiders addenda: vividness: 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals () mammals () rats (1) insects () spiders (3) 05072021 the name of the dream: life is but a dream won a competition the prize is a very small rowing boat the boat is delivered to the nearest mooring to the dreamer go along to where it has been delivered at a push, two people can sit in it one of the things the dreamer intends to do is go to a nearby river with sandwiches and a flask of tea and photograph the birdlife the spot the dreamer has chosen is at one of the widest parts of the river it has bullrushes that extend for fifty or so metres along the banks at one point, the growth narrows the river to little more than a stream it won't be possible to get close to the bank using oars the dreamer will need paddles there is then a couple of scenes when the dreamer buys and then tries to use paddles it's a little tricky to start but it soon became easy to use them the dreamer makes plans to take his girlfriend with him she is happy to try it the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - competition prizes (1+) rowing boats (1) 04072021 the name of the dream: pies, pasties and claustrophobic places the dreamer is the undisputed king of pies his pies define the word pie an envious upstart is attempting to take his glory by introducing a meal-in-one pastie credit to the upstart, it is a scrumptious pastie there may even be an ingredient or two in the pastie which could find its way into the dreamer's pies in an effort to gain popularity, the upstart comes up with the snazzy name of "the gingy pastie" (yes, the writer is aware of a brand name that has a similar sound to it) into the dream comes the adjudicator his unbiased judgement will settle the matter the upstart is desperate to take the crown he cosies up to the adjudicator he fails to understand the adjudicator will see his approach as a transgression of fair competition the dreamer becomes aware of what the upstart is doing and intends to catch him red-handed trying to influence the adjudicator's opinion to get to the adjudicator means having to squeeze between two tall, smooth walls the dreamer is having trouble moving through the narrow space of the walls a feeling of claustrophobia comes over him he can see the adjudicator and upstart at the end of the enclosed space the sight of them together spurs him on if it hasn't already, the fact the adjudicator and the upstart are in conference will turn public opinion against him the dreamer is no longer worried about being dethroned addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - food () pies and pasties (1) 03072021 the name of the dream: a nighttime dream a late-night meal at a sit-down fish and chip shop is the last thing the dreamer does before heading for home as he walks past a house, a black dog comes through the gate it wants company the dreamer strokes the dog the dog then lies down and exposes its stomach the dreamer scratches its stomach the dreamer takes a liking to the dog and decides to become its new owner the dreamer takes a few steps away from the dog and beckons it to come to him the dog stays lying on the pavement in the last scene, the dreamer is approaching a t-junction as he is about to cross the road a sleek sports car enters the dream the dreamer waits for it to pass the car stops a couple of metres to the right of the dreamer the unseen driver is, it appears, being courteous the dreamer isn't sure what the driver's motive is and feels unsafe about the idea of walking in front of the car both the car or the dreamer is stationary as the dream ends addenda: vividness: - 2.6 to 2.7 - the category of the dream - nighttime dreams: food () fish and chips () animals () mammals () dogs () cars () 02072021 the name of the dream: ambition without understanding this one-scene dream is of a monkey the monkey is the size of a boy of twelve or thirteen we are looking at the monkey from a metre or so above it the monkey is attempting to cross a bridge it is not using the wide footpath of the bridge but the supporting iron structure underneath the bridge the bridge straddles a river the distance from one side to the other is about fifty-metres it is at least eighty metres to the river below the monkey becomes stricken with a severe attack of vertigo it loses its sense of orientation and lets go of the metal above its head we see the monkey falling it doesn't look scared mercifully, it is no longer aware of its situation addenda: vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream - deadly outcomes () animal () mammal () monkey 01072021 the name of the dream: pioneers the dreamer is a young boy he is about ten years of age he is in a shop buying sweets getting the right sweets is taking too long the dreamer wants sweets that have different centres in them the shop doesn't have the ones the boy wants what the store-keeper does have is marble-sized sweets that have a shiny two-toned shell the shells are brown/gold, yellow/pink... (the stand-out visual) the boy-dreamer is enthusiastic about them he looks through the store window he sees his family and some close relatives, about twelve people, stretched out over a distance of about forty metres, are waiting for him the boy-dreamer realises he is holding people up he steps outside the members of the family are just the tail-end of a much bigger group of people stretching over a distance of a hundred and fifty metres there are about fifty people most are on foot five or six are on horses they too are waiting for the boy-dreamer momentarily, he feels guilty for keeping everyone waiting at the furthest point of the scene are small mountains the terrain is mountainous and the ground is parched more desert than fallow ground we are about to embark into unknown territory in search of habitable ground addenda: vividness: - 2;7 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - 30062021 the name of the dream: should have been an x dream under the eiderdown lying down in bed having a conversation the person the dreamer is talking to isn't seen in the dream a girl is listening to us talking she has long, bunched up auburn-coloured hair she is wearing black slacks and a black top the slacks and top are a different shade of black the dreamer says something to her the girl immediately joins the dreamer under the covers the dreamer is not naked, he is wearing pyjamas the girl doesn't get undressed she turns her back to the dreamer now we are in the "spoon" position the dreamer places his right hand on her shoulder his forearm is resting on her upper-arm he says to the girl, "it's great to have a girl close to me" the girl can feel parts of the dreamer through her clothes the dreamer knows the next thing he says will determine what happens next before the dreamer has thought of what to say the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 29062021 the name of the dream: about-turn accusers a think-read dream about a woman the woman is incorrectly accused of wrong-doing before she is cleared of doing anything wrong, she is persecuted and condemned it's amazing how quickly people come up with reasons for not taking the blame when they are wrong addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read (10+) 28062021 the name of the dream: more about love the dreamer has an audience of three or four people he is laying out how it works and why things are happening the way they are "because our destiny is both qualitative and endless we are bound to be magnanimous" "it would mean nothing if we were to make our way into the future and pay no heed to those who could also experience it if they knew how to but didn't do anything to guide them" "what sort of joyousness is it that ignores others who don't realise what's available?" "there is a special type of satisfaction that only occurs when presenting the way it works to others" "there is a wholesome characteristic to a love that starts last and finishes joint first" "everything that can be done will be done to make every individual realise and expand their potential" the dream goes on making analogies using different circumstances black and white a room filled with objects made of silver there are at least two more dreams like this elsewhere in the diary one is on the 09122014 will categorise them as reflections of love addenda: vividness: 2.7 to 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - reflections of love (3+) 27062021 the name of the dream: my father was an astronaut first scene, man in a astronauts suit the suit looks the same as the ones we're used to seeing on the telly the difference was the backpack went right down the calves only the face was visible it was a little eerie the words "I'm your father" sounded out the dreamer followed him into a tight corridor two or three other people entered the dream the dreamer said "what's it like?" was referring to living forever he never responded but walked through a wall and out of the dream addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - you-know-who (1) astronaut (1) 26062021 the name of the dream: dreams and dreams theory am at the computer have decided to re-index the categorising of the category of the dreams it meant re-reading every dream with viv and verve unmatched in the history of a dreams diary, the dreamer applies himself to the task after the third dream has been re-indexed, the magnitude of the undertaking starts to make itself felt don't getthe dreamerwrong, the writer likes a good Think-read/write dream, as much as the next person (https://endicat.com/think-read-think-write/) but there are limits it was while the third or fourth dream entry is being re-indexed that the hopelessness of finishing the job of re-indexing in one "go" hits home it's going to take years somewhere in his being, something revolted the dream is about columbo it gets the dreamer thinking he watched part of an episode of columbo before going to sleep so that's it the dreamer is merely trying to remember the details of the episode he watched before going to sleep the dreamer is a bit annoyed with himself now he hasn't got a dream to enter into the diary still dreaming, the dreamer is trying to remember the details of what happened in Dream-time before the decision to amend the indexing (https://endicat.com/z-awake-time-dream-time/) if he concentrates hard enough, the details before the decision to re-index the diary will emerge, and the dreamer will have the material to make it into an entry the dreamer starts to wake up there is a sense of satisfaction when the writer is fully awake and realises the convoluted nature between awake-time and dream-time is the essence of the dream addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - dreams about dreaming (2+) think-read/write (5+) computer (2+) notes 1 way off into the future, our dream-time memories are, then as now, a mix of the present, future and past experiences our dreams will, then as now, be about the influences in awake-time it is proposed we call the amalgamation of all experiences our soul it will include all the awake-time experiences from the beginning of our evolution to Transmutation (not later than five thousand million years from now) which brings up other points at what time in our evolution did we start dreaming? are our experiences the fulfilling or perhaps the realisation, that every endeavour we embark on is a part of the soul in its entirety? in the future, some bad dreams will be of memories of this time the writer has more than one memory of a predatory dinosaur trying to turn him into a meal will make one of them into a Picture Page (https://endic.at/picture%20pages-2.html) will call it, "a true-to-type Troodon" (https://www.thoughtco.com/things-to-know-troodon-1093803) notes 2 there's probably a useful application in assessing the time-tense or "mood" of a dream by the colour in the dream this is another brown/rust-coloured dream 25062021 the name of the dream: the eligible bachelor modesty prevents the writer from putting in the details addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships (38+) female (29+) 24062021 the name of the dream: a poke in the eye to the establishment it is a society run on whim and favouritism every so often, everyone is re-assessed there are three lines of people at a guess, about seven hundred people moving slowly two columns of people moving one way and the third moving in the opposite way when at the front of the row the person is allocated their new work i.d. while shuffling forward hear two people talking in the row next to me the row they are in is moving much slower than the one the dreamer is in one of them mentions his name it occurs to the dreamer that the way things are run is so sloppy it's just possible that if he gives someone else's name by the time it comes to light the person who discovers it won't be bothered to run checks or initiate an investigation it works like a dream the dreamer is given a position that enables him to leak bits of information uncovering the true nature of the people calling the shots it won't bring big changes immediately it will, however, sew the seeds of discontent and revulsion a final scene, a bird flies into the kitchen and perches itself on the top of the open window addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - society/work (2+) 23062021 the name of the dream: a glint in the night, a.k.a. some people are a jinx after all the preparations had been made for a night out with a neighbour, at the very last moment, it fell flat when the neighbour said he'd changed his mind am fairly sure he was prompted to do it by another neighbour who was in the room and had done the same thing tothe dreameron more than one occasion the dreamer told the neighbour who was meant to be coming out withthe dreamernot to expectthe dreamerto organise another night out and stormed out of his house outside and walking away, a glint on the floor drew my attention and looking closer look it turned out to be a coin as with other dreams of this type, finding one leads to seeing another and then another and so on there were about a dozen coins of gold and silver in my left fist when the neighbour, the person who persuaded the man who had wanted the evening out to change his mind, was standing nearby and seen what was happening he made a casual remark andthe dreamertold him to f' off it didn't stop him from coming over and grubbing around on the ground alongsidethe dreamerand saying things aimed at placating me after a little while, he hadn't found anything and my run of luck ran out as well addenda: addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - finding money/valuables (3+) 22062021 the name of the dream: a lucky guy a male friend came to visit for the evening at the end of the visit, he asks the dreamer if he knows where he could buy a particular item he was one of those people who point blank refuse to get a computer but don't hesitate to reap the benefits of the versatility of the computer within a minute the computer located the item and the nearest place he could buy one the computer highlighted the shop on a street map which was, as it happened, within a hundred metres or so of where we were he askedthe dreamerin a way that suggested it would be a big favour to him if the dreamer would walk him to the shop even though it was evening and the shop was closed it was an easy enough thing to do and we both got ready to leave when his back was turned to my girl and said, "will give you a big hug when i get back" she leaned forward and said with uncomplicated emotions, "i want a hug now" her red cheeks and lips highlighted her clean young looks and the dreamer thought how lucky he is to have a girlfriend with such a captivating personality (stand-out scene) shook my head though the hug, the dreamer knew, would involve a kiss and, as we all know, kisses have the nasty habit of not knowing when to stop didn't want the friend to get ebarrased for a minute upon waking, the writer lay still luxuriating in the feelings of being fully rested while still on the boundaries of asleep and awake when another dream played out had come across an eye which had been in a doll or a teddy bear it not only looked like an eye but it had the look of being alive in the dream, had placed the eye between the fingers of my clenched fist and put hair above and below it a split second before she saw it said to my girl, in a way which suggested it was a cute pet, "found this little thing" her brain filled in the blanks and she was seeing a living thing as big as a head inside my clenched fist she recoiled instinctively for a split second before realising she had been "got", again addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (35+) female (25+) male (15+) 21062021 the name of the dream: talk-through tuition at the computer watching a programme which walked people through the steps of building a website it was an "idiot-proof" procedure that didn't allow the person creating the website to make a mistake whenever the person made a mistake the programme auto-initiated a return-to-previous-step procedure and wiped that or those commands which led to the mistake the mistake was highlighted with an explanation of why the error occurred and explained how to avoid repeating the mistake notes 1 this procedure is similar to the way think-write dreams are composed addenda: addenda: vividness: 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream - computer (3+) website/page construction (1+) 20062016 the name of the dreams: cashing in - high tea - the magpie and the black cat a local newspaper has as its headline, "the company? is bringing its opening date forward by three months" the soon-to-be-opened shop specialises in kiddies items the company intends to take advantage of the announcement that a rare breed of a bear will be on exhibition in the town centre in a few weeks the paper notes that the company is resorting to cheap tactics cheap tactics are the grist of newspapers so they should know meanwhile, somewhere in holland, a cafe has a notice in its window saying, "it comes on slowly and stays with you all day" the notice has a drawing of a steaming cup of tea it is referring to hash tea meanwhile, looking out of the kitchen window and into the back garden... a magpie "calls out" a cat the dreamer's attention is drawn to the excited squawking of a magpie as it hops in quick, jerky movements near a bush a smallish black cat emerges at speed from out of the bush in an attempt to catch the bird with the help of a flap or two of its wings, the magpie jumps neatly up onto a branch of a nearby tree the bird is about one-and-a-half metres off the ground the cat weighs up the situation and decides not to enter the bird's territory the magpie is taunting the cat with sounds that have a mocking characteristic the cat slinks away utterly demoralised at about three metres from the bush, a sound, or a movement or a thought causes the cat to swivel its head around and look back at the magpie the look of homicidal intent in its glaring pale-green eyes is only too easy to interpret addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dream (40+) animals (40+) (20+) animals (40+) dinosaurs (10+) birds (4+) cats (3+) hash tea (1) birds (3+) cats (2+) hash tea (1) note 1 the next class of beings are due to emerge in about twenty-five million years this website feels confident that in twenty-five million years the birds will still be around, whereas mammals will have become, as all species except the birds of the dinosaur class did, extinct see also part eight of This page - https://endic.at/S/SU%20-%20SZ/summary%205th%20august%20-%2020th%20october%202010.html 19062016 the name of the dream: peeved a new girlfriend invitedthe dreamerto her home she likedthe dreamerand the dreamer likes her we both fully expected we would "cement" our new relationship that night the dreamer wore a suit in case she wanted to go out she didn't want to go out and wanted us to watch a film the dreamer was sitting on the sofa and expected her to come and join me she didn't, instead, she sat on her own why didn't she come and sit next to me? the black and white film lasted for ninety minutes and we watched the engrossing film without saying anything the film finished she stood up, turned off the t.v. and said, "take your jacket off" the dreamer shook his head and said, "no" "why not?", she asked the dreamer looked her up and down, "because", i said she had a pained look on her face and the dream ended addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (37+) female (28+) 18062021 the name of the dream: a narrow escape and a narrow doorway in the town centre a young man latched onto me then he was joined by someone he knew they were up to something they tried to getthe dreamerto go somewhere with them but the danger signals were flashing could sense their frustration whenthe dreamermade an excuse and left them in the next scene, there were two girls and another young man on a bike one of the girls left the dream and the remaining one letthe dreamerknow she was interested the three of us made off to her place she lived way out of town now we are in the country and walking along a narrow dirt path with low hedgerows at the top of a brow, a village in amongst trees came into view there are at least two steeples in the village in the valley it was taking too long to get there and the dreamer said, "if we don't get there soon i'm going back" then the dreamer became aware that the pushbike was motorised and was perfectly suited for the path were walking along the young man would occasionally give the bike the "gun" and make like a dirt-bike racer and disappear and re-appear the dreamer asked again when we would get there and he pointed to my left and said, "just there" in the next scene, the dreamer is following the girl up some narrow spiral stone stairs we are in one of the steeples at the top of the stairs, the girl has to turn sideways and squeeze through the doorway to get into the accommodation when she is through the doorway her young daughter of about five greets her the two of them retreat into the room the dreamer begins to squeeze through the doorway but it's too narrow and the dreamer gets stuck and has to pull himself back out the dreamer calls out to the girl but she doesn't re-appear and the dream ends addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - low-life men (3+) unfulfilling relationships (2+) 17062921 the name of the dream: the programme we are in a time when technology rules everything that can be known about a person is known have moved into a new place to live the first thing that the new-dweller has to do is sync her or his biology to the all-encompassing programme having done that, the first order of the day is a meal the first food that the dreamer considers is rejected by the programme because it has one particular substance that is incompatible with his physiology the programme gave the reason, it would throw a more important biological process out of balance it gave equally convoluted reasons for the next four or five foods that the dreamer thought of the programme corrected the pronunciation of one of the words the dreamer used it was fun to vary a syllable here or there and get the programme to speak with a foreign accent the thing is, it gives reasons for not eating or reading or watching this that or the other but, annoyingly, it doesn't give suggestions or recommendations of what is suited to the person it must be that when no negative advice is suggested it is alright for you this dream is a similar theme to the dream of 11062021 the main difference is the colour the colours in this dream had more texture or substance addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - future technology (5+) in the home (?) 16062921 the name of the dream: the mouse and me a dream about computer folders the folders contained drawings and photo's there were instructions on how to sort and assemble them used the mouse to initiate changes and move the pictures from place to place this is the first time that using the mouse didn't present problems addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - computer-related (15+) mouse (1) folders (8+) 15062021 the name of the dream: too casual about earning a wage got the sack from a job in a factory because of irregular attendance wasn't too bothered, jobs were aplenty, it wouldn't take long to get back into work the most immediate concern was to get something to eat went to the canteen and asked one of the women server's if the dreamer could have a meal and pay when the dreamer gets his wages the women said o.k. but it meant having to wait until the rush was over a female from admin came tothe dreamerand toldthe dreamerto go and pick up the bits and pieces that had been in my locker and were now in one of the offices there was a scene in the office with my items on a desk, gathered them up and the dream ended without getting a meal addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - work (7+) unemployment (1+) 14062021 the name of the dream: magic in dreams a tale of a top-down society the main figure in this dream is a "jolly-giant" type man he is friendly and brash for someone with unlimited credit, his clothes left something to be desired they are too tight he is in a generous mood with a gesture and a pronouncement, and a bit of dream-magic, he transforms people from the confinement of a restricted money supply to that of princess and prince status he could do this by placing his hand over the crotch of a person they instantly became a celebrity their clothes changed into tight-fitting, silver-coloured, one-piece garments the jubilation of the girl he had just transformed became infectious everybody's spirit was lifted he could transform lots of people in minutes how many more of us could he transform before the dream ended? addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream - weird and wonderful (7+) 13062021 the name of the dream: the all-purpose indentification and purchasing offer while surfing came across a fantastic offer it was an introductory offer for a new way of both buying software and hardware online through a universally recognisable identification it seemed too good to be true the new customer could try out the service free of charge before signing up for it decided to buy something to try it out it worked without committing myself to buy it, an order for a technical programme was downloaded onto the computer tried using it for purchasing goods again, confirmation that the item was on its way came up on the screen as soon as the "confirm" tab was clicked it didn't take long for the dreamer to realise that someone, somewhere had made a monumental blunder could load up the computer with dozens of programmes and then unplug the computer there was no way the people offering the service could take them back staggered by the implications, brought someone else in on it excitedly, told the person what was happening and to bring his laptop over we filled in the purchase form confirmed the order only it wasn't accepted after trying to get something else for him and that too was declined, we realised the introductory offer was for my computer only never mind, the dreamer could order hardware for him what business in its right mind would let you buy things you always wanted, use them for a while and then send them back? there is one possibility in the dream of 08102014, an awake-time situation occurred not unrelated to this dream a "give away" offered by mitsubishi, which on the surface of it seemed too good to be true, turned out to be an exceptionally good deal (ten space pens that could write in zero gravity, on wet paper, at minus 40c and upside down, with ten spare refills and a retracting pencil for a tenner!) within seconds after placing the order the writer realised just how good an offer it was and went back to the website to place a repeat order only to find the webpage had been taken down the writer had landed at the page on a specific time a bit like a lottery win someone at mitsubishi hwith a generous sense of fun and the status to do it had put the page up for as long as it took for the first person to place an order still got the space pens and refills looks like they will last a lifetime this dream may have its origin in the Pde's - https://endicat.com/dreams-pdes/ think about my good fortune with pens regularlly addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - purchasing online () hardware and software (1) 12062021 the name of the dream: columbo's indiscretion this is an epic dream - https://endicat.com/dreams-epic-dreams/ vivid scenes with lots of detail in each scene several of the scenes had enough detail in them to complete a page-full of info in the first scene, the crew and cast are having a break between shoots the dreamer recognises a certain interplay between columbo and one of the female characters it is an exchange of words, looks and body movements that the dreamer is only too familiar with the inability to hide feelings of admiration for another person although it is obvious to me, no one else seems to be aware of it the dreamer catches columbo's attention just after he has had dialogue with the woman he is drawn to and smiles a knowing smile at him columbo blushes a bright red someone else knows he has strong feelings for the woman from this scene onwards, columbo and the dreamer are in every scene cocktail parties, press conferences, shooting on set... it is in the writer's make-up to encourage feelings of love wherever it shows up the problem is the unbreakable bond between the t.v. columbo and mrs columbo is one of the wholesome traits of the character of columbo for columbo to "two-time" his wife would completely wreck the public perception of the character he plays it would be more catastrophic than an actual extramarital affair off set whether he knows it or not, columbo's secret is safe with me in the meantime, the writer is having a whale of a time as the crew and cast go from location to location this dream was the result of watching an episode of columbo during the day why it turned into an epic dream is anybody's guess addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - celebrities (12+) peter falk (2+) 11062021 the name of the dream: the quora quotient the quora quotient is a measurement of a person qualitative nature the mechanism of the measurement is too complicated to explain the method for taking a quora measurement is for a person to sit in front of "a field of sentience" the field of sentience senses the persons physical and mental state it becomes physical via the sentience machine it forms at the top of the apparatus as solid black blocks the blocks fall into position as a single line and are suspended at head-level in front of the person at the machine they are continually changing, in line with persons thoughts and feelings the delicacy of the line and the smoothness of the way it forms represents the persons' closeness to those things deemed correct the sentience machine keeps copies of every "read-out" and the read-outs are a sum of all of them everybody gets a turn at being at the helm of the machine the dreamer is next in turn addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - mind-reading machines (2+) 10062021 the name of the dreams: drink - dreams of love it is a hot day the dreamer needs something to drink he wanders into a village and then into the village hall there are three women dressed in black taking orders for drinks there are no drinks on the table they are standing behind the dreamer tries three times to convey what it is he wants it's as if the women don't speak my language he writes down what he wants it doesn't work the words the women speak after looking at what is written down aren't the words on the paper the desire for drink is getting acute other people are getting served without any problem the dreamer listens to what the others are saying someone gets a drink which is more or less what the dreamer wants the dreamer finally gets a vodka and orange with ice the dream turns into a female relationships theme the girl of my affections isn't seen in the dream but her presence is felt we are taking it in turns to express our feelings for each other our sentences are on the short side we are deeply in love addenda: vividness: 2.6 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dream () thirst () love () 09062021 the name of the dream: why don't birds smile? the dream starts with the dreamer in a room the room is about 4 metres square there is an abundance of colourdrea did the dreamer imagine it, or did the colours move? it took another two "takes" of the scene for it to fall into place the moving colours were birds it took another take or two to realise they were moving in sync with me every time the dreamer moves, crosses his legs, scratches his nose... the birds take a step or two towards him the dreamer has a bit of fun he makes disjointed, non-rhythmic and pretend movements the idea is to get them to stop in mid-stride don't recall seeing any of the birds standing on one leg the final scene is an in yer face still pic of the yellow head and blue neck of a cockatiel he doesn't look amused, why don't birds ever smile? addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals (80+) dinosaurs (6+) birds (4+) 08062021 the name of the dreams: investments - the mind's of children woke up with the memory of a vivid dream fresh in my mind the moment the writer began to recall the dream a mixed-theme montage began, and the dreamer does mean mixed everything, from a display of hats to gardening tools to titillation in the form of a hand going down the front of a woman's jumper fell back into sleep after could no longer generate a flow of images a dream began in which the theme was the dreamer being invited to invest money in a new product or scheme it had all the hallmarks of being a winner alas, the amount of money the dreamer has isn't enough to buy him into the venture the dreamer is feeling into the pockets of his clothes in the next scene he discovers a wad of notes in the pocket of a pair of trousers more than enough to buy a stake in the scheme a voice comes from the radio the female announcer says, "next we have a play about a young boy who believes jesus is buried in the hill near where he lives" woke up and began musing about the minds of children addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - investments (4+) children theme (7+) montage - addenda: vividness: 3.2 - the category of the montage (mixed-theme) 07062021 the name of the dream: screwed a blockage of the underground sewage system was causing serious health problems and needed to be fixed the dreamer is given the task first scene, in a tunnel under the ground appraising the situation the sewage wasn't being moved along the tunnel with water in a stream as was imagined the water had been separated from the solid and the solid was finding its way along a turning corkscrew mechanism about a metre in diameter the screw was encased in a tubular housing and couldn't see how long it was the problem quickly became apparent metal objects which looked like cans had become wedged in the grooves of the corkscrew and were blocking the flow of the matter next scene, the top half of the tubular casing surrounding the corkscrew mechanism had been removed the screw was still turning when the casing was removed it turned out the screw wasn't made up of a single long screw but was a collection of single screws about a metre apart and turning at different speeds it meant getting between the screws and rocking each screw back and forth until it became loose and using a metal bar to loosen the compacted matter the dream had become dangerous and the dreamer was starting to get claustrophobic one by one the screws were cleared and a sense of accomplishment accompanie the finished job addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream - enclosed areas (2+) underground 06062021 the name of the dream: a life saved, a life lost set in ireland two men are the central characters in this dream they are couriers of life-saving medicines it becomes known to them that the medication they move from place to place is a placebo they agree they should expose the scam somehow, the people supplying the false medicine find out what the two men are going to do the two men are unaware they are under surveillance and have become a "security threat" to the establishment the machinery to assassinate the men is set in motion in the next scene, the two men are on a boat it is in a crowded harbour the two men discover the bomb that is meant to kill them one of the men jumps overboard with the bomb the next scene is underwater, we see the bomb explode it looks like a grey cloud that has been released from a pressurised container the man who jumped overboard with the bomb is killed the man who lives reveals the deceit addenda: vividness: 2.8/9 - observer - the category of the dream - topical (4+) hoax diseases (4+) 05062021 the name of the dreams: the newcomer to hobbitsville - the intruder the pic above is the closest to the scene in the dream except there was only one large building set in front of an imposing rock-face, and a viaduct sixty metres in front of the large building that led to a fifty-metre pool of water in front (the breadth of the scene didn't show how far the water went either side of the large building) of the spiralled large building a festivity was underway everybody would be attending when the dreamer gets to within about a hundred metres of where the celebrations are taking place he becomes perplexed to get to the building it means having to swim through a three-channeled viaduct other people are going through, although the dreamer is hesitant the dreamer weighs things up if others are swimming through, the dreamer doesn't see any reason why he shouldn't be able to the dreamer gets into the water and baulks at what he sees there is no space visible between the level of the water and the bricks of the viaduct to do the crawl stroke as the dreamer watches others going through, he notices that they turn over onto their backs when they need to breathe this enables them to gulp down enough air to swim more metres before taking another breath the ones doing it get through the viaduct in three or four breaths the only way to make progress underwater is to do the breaststroke if your lungs are big enough you may be able to get through with one big breath the dreamer goes for the one big breath technique he gets to the mouth of the viaduct and takes in as much air as he can part-way through the tunnel, all his breath has gone there is momentary panic got to keep a grip of the situation it's a matter of life and death a calm head prevails the dreamer rolls over onto his back and rises the five-centimetre gap between the water and the bricks seems enormous suppose it would be if you thought that you're a goner the dream ends with a sense of relief for the dreamer you would think there would be at least one scene at the end of the dream which has the dreamer dancing and eating and generally making happy none of it definitely ain't going to hobbitsville again if i've got a say in it addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - fantasy scenarios (3+) swimming (2+) near-death dreams (3+) note 1 the combinations and permutations of the number of categories of dreams must be in the thousands of thousands of millions (https://endic.at/A/AU%20-%20AZ/axiom%202,%20permutations%20and%20combinations.%20basic%209th%20march%202010.html) perhaps dreams diary comes to an end when there is at least one dream of each category how many years must there be to have one dream a night for thousands of thousands of millions of dreams? the intruder am lying low may have offended somebody or owed money didn't turn the lights on until the curtains are drawn didn't put on the t.v. or listen to music occasionally heard voices as people walked past where the dreamer is became aware that someone is inside the house while in bed stayed still and listened need to know if there is more than one person it becomes clear, it is only one person start to get dressed can hear the sound of water it is the shower the gall of this guy he thinks whoever lives here is out he's taking a big risk, the occupier could return at any time listen long and hard to the sounds he is making music starts playing it is a david bowie type of voice the person in the shower begins to sing along with the song (the stand-out part of the dream) now he's really pushing it the dreamer has got the edge, the intruder in the nude and can take him by surprise take a long, thin knife out of a drawer (stand-out visual) if this guy tries to takethe dreameron he's in trouble how did he get in withoutthe dreamerhearing him? he's so casual anybody would think he owns the place then it hits me i'm the intruder the dreamer wakes up addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - intriguing dreams (1+) 04062021 the name of the dreams: no name, the two-tone dog four or five people come to visit they all have dogs on leads one of the dogs is ginger with a black tuft of hair on the back of its neck she or he wants to be friendly she or he responds to my playful movements dream ends as we are playing addenda: vividness: - 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream - dogs (8+) no name night-time walking away from home turn right at the t-junction at the bottom of exe street the above three lines are from memory the entire voice recording was distorted sorry about that 03062021 the name of the dream: nowt queerer than folk nature brings together, as it does, the unlikeliest of couples the couple in this dream is in the unlikeliest category she is built like a tank, brash and forceful he is softly spoken and his manner is mild the couple have a poor opinion of me my latest indiscretion is opening further the already open window of a neighbour and speaking to him to be accurate, the window was open three centimetres or so and had to pull the window opens to be able to speak to the neighbour face-to-face could hear the condemnatory mutterings of the couple coming through their open window while talking to the neighbour through his open window people talking about others in a poor light is one of those things we have to put up with in life was hugely gratified, therefore, when, while in the kitchen, with a view that took in both of the neighbour's homes, to see the male of the couple trying to talk to the neighbour through his slightly ajar window he encountered the same problem the writer encountered when he tried to talk to the neighbour on the day of his "indiscretion", his mouth wouldn't fit in the gap between the window and the window frame the dreamer watched, and it has to be revealed, got a degree of satisfaction, as the male tried two or three times to angle his jaw so that his lips were between the gap if he had asked the writer, the writer could have told him that the only way to talk to the neighbour without raising his voice was to open the window addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - neighbours (2+) 02062021 the name of the dream: i'm back, almost at the dancing "hotspot" in town mobility is nowhere near back to normal however, enough momentum has built up and has propelled the dreamer to see if he has found his dancing feet the first "move" was to lie on my back and swivel around got it down pat on the first go managed three swivels on the first attempt a piece of carpet, about a third of a metre square, appeared between putting the carpet side on the floor and lying on the adhesive side, the grip allowedthe dreamerto use the weight of my legs to get enough momentum to swivel a full circle then it was possible to either do another swivel with no noticeable stops or swivel back the way the first swivel come from one of the true-blood girl dancers came over to "checkthe dreamerout" she wants to know how the dreamer moves when he's standing she starts dancing she is good tapping her feet between steps, bouncing up and down twice as fast as the beats the dreamer simply hasn't got back into that good a shape he says apologetically to the dancing girl, "givethe dreamera couple more years and we'll see what we can do" * haven't had the fluidity or range of movent or enjoyed a dance dream this much since the dream of 23102014 this dream was due to re-starting the cycling exercise without any resistance on the wheel the idea is to concentrate on the ease of the range of movement made the mistake, again, of thinking that building up muscles was the key to improvement the dream was also influenced by half-a-minute of a young woman freestyle dancing to the charleston in one of the episodes of the original series of the twilight zone here (http://endic.at/charleston.freestyle.mp4) it buoyed up the belief that any style of dancing is enhanced with original, impromptu moves incidentally: the five loves of my life are... 1 babies'/children 2 women 3 music 4 dancing 5 walking addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - dancing (8+) 01062021 the name of the dreams: a vague dream - she was looking at me a one-scene dream of a girl the girl has just stepped onto the pavement outside of her house the front door is halfway to being closed her right-hand is pulling the door closed as she moves away from it the girl has light-brown hair, is wearing a light-coloured, plain dress with a tight belt that pinches-in her waist and flares at the bottom she has half-heel high-heel shoes before the door has closed we are locked in eye-contact she has an intense look that says,"i'm a girl and you're a boy" the man has to initiate any advances amm just about to do just that when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - eye contact (1+?) another dark and moody dream (three dark and moody dreams in a row) a dream with no theme plenty of detail though each scene or theme of the dream came through as an impression each scene/theme could have been the result of a single, fleeting thought of the pde's - https://endicat.com/dreams-pdes/ none of the scenes/themes connected to the previous scene or theme a carpet that needed hoovering and a hoover that made no sound as it sucked up the bits from the carpet a trip to an idustrial site in a canvas-covered lorry driven by a woman the woman spoke but don't recall what she said seeing the scenery passing by as the lorry headed to its destination; a site that had a high but flimsy wire fence around it a room that was square and receeded twenty metres into the distance different activities, evenly spaced, happening along the entire length of the room an interview with a psychiatrist thinking there may be a connection between a persons the low tone of a dream and blood pressure, took a measurement of my pulse it hovered around fifty-nine to sixty-one (there may be mileage to be had by connecting blood pressure to the quality of the dream) addenda: vividness: 2.5/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - unconnected-theme-dream (1+?) 31052021 the name of the dream: all is not fair in work and play two dreams with the same theme, work-related cum position in society this dream is dark and moody there is tragedy and death there is also camaraderie and goodwill the dreamer is befriended by a couple who are happy with life and the way society is run they make sure the dreamer gets a "fair shake" still, a sense of foreboding accompanies all the scenes except one in the last scene, fortune smiles on the dreamer he is elevated to a coveted position he feels a little bit guilty that he is "sitting pretty" while others are still in the same rut the dreamer was in at the start of the dream addenda: vividness: 2.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - society (7+) work (10+) 30052021 the name of the dream: under threat a sense of foreboding accompanies the first part of this dream upstairs in the bedroom am in a state of vulnerability can't move properly due to a lower-back problem, a slipped disc or something like it a snake so big it's too big to see all of it in the room it looks to be about half a metre in diameter it isn't moving one way or the other but can see its body moving as it breathes in and out the snake is replaced by a lion the lion is ready to attack the lion is replaced by a snarling tiger the window is the only way out looking out of the window can see a giant eagle it may be the fabled roc of legend it is too far away to reachthe dreamerwithout moving the dangers receded the dream becomes a ravenous x dream addenda: vividness: 2.7 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - threats from predatory animals (6+) x dream (20+) bernie (5+) 29052021 the name of the dream: naked laughter a one-scene sequence of a male comedian standing naked he is covering his genitalia with his cupped hands without realising it, his "member" slips around the side of his hands he thinks everyone is laughing at his entertaining monologue the scene where he realises the real reason people are laughing is missing from the dream addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - nudity (7+) male (2+?) 28052020 the name of the dream: shark v's mom and me mom and self are in the property-buying business mom is happy to letthe dreamerdo the negotiating the seller is yer typical money-grabbing individual the dreamer recognises that the seller is "sweating" he is in a rush to sell the seller maintains his stance of "no compromise" on the asking price the dreamer emphasises he is eager to purchase the property immediately the shark can smell a kill his confidence is soaring his expression changes to despair when the dreamer says, "will accept the asking price if you replace all the fixtures relating to the heating" a "speedy" sale is no longer likely can see a compromise on the price coming addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream - property (3+) mom (4+) 27052021 the name of the dream: the cure-all there is an illness going around perhaps plague would be a better description a preventative cure, in the form of a liquid, is the most sought-after commodity the amount taken is a variable twenty-five per cent of the recommended dose produced a twenty-five per cent level in improvement etc. addenda: vividness: 2.5/6 - observer - the category of the dream - pandemics (3+) 26052021 the name of the dream: a visit to the rowley's it is a special day in the christian calendar it is not cold which means it is probably easter the dreamer will, as usual, be generous towards the children of which there are more than six nothing like a ten-bob note or half a crown to transport a child's imagination to alice in wonderland territory the dreamer is still eating a custard cake he bought from the baker's shop that is in a row of shops the row of shops is a main alighting stop for three or four buses the shops are about thirty metres from where the rowleys live it is one of those cakes made of a mixture of crispy and soft layers of pastry it is rectangular it has icing on the top and a custard filling it is something of an accomplishment if you can bite into it and not cause the custard to squirt out of the side and onto the floor a seasoned scoffer of a custard cake learns early on to lean forward on the first bite to avoid getting any spillage onto your clothes, it's a bugger to clean off the trick is to bite into it slowly and deliberately with just enough pressure to cause an amount of the custard to come out of the sides and then scoop it into your mouth with your tongue am standing at the front door with another couple of mouthfuls to go when the front door opens someone must have seenthe dreamercoming through the gate or walking along the four or five-metre path that leads to the door their front door opens into the living room it is even more clustered than it was on the last visit two armchairs, a table, a t.v. and six or seven youngsters ranging in age from seven or eight to fourteen or fifteen it is vibrating with youthful life for the first time in a visit to the rowley's they have a dog a puppy beagle (yes another beagle-dog-dream) the puppy automatically comes to investigate the new life form the dreamer is seated by now he straightens his legs to allow the puppy to run up him and onto his lap the puppy gets halfway up the dreamer's legs before falling flat onto it's chin in the final scene, the dreamer is stretched out and almost in a lying down position the puppy's stomach is resting on the dreamer's stomach wallowing contentedly, in a state of semi-sleep as it goes up and down with the motion of the dreamer's diaphragm addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends, neighbours and acquaintances - animals (20+) mammals (12+) dogs (8+) beagles (3) 25052021 the name of the dream: money first, please homeless and penniless in london went to a lodging house in a built-up area which,the dreamer was told, would take in lodgers who didn't have the money to pay beforehand the lodging house was run by a couple who had partitioned three of the rooms and let them out for boarders the couple were in their fifties they did indeed let boarders in who didn't have money all they expected of the boarder was that he went to the dole office and ask them to assure they would pay for the rent when that was done the dreamer went back to the boarding house the woman and man then phoned the dole office to verify the dreamer had made a claim when they were assured the claim had been made they knew they would be paid they acceptedthe dreameras a boarder knew that a bed and a breakfast are mine for an indefinite period am no longer down and out the room itself was as meagre as it was possible to be no light shade, no cupboard, no carpet, a classroom type-chair, sheets, a single blanket and a pillow tomorrow would try to get a little venture going, it had the potential to go somewhere it all depended on meeting the right people addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - boarding rooms (2+) 24052021 the name of the dream: the ghost-lover stops it x dream addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream:: x dream (15+) the ghost-lover (3) 23052021 the name of the dreams: ultra-smart meter - he's all wrong, almost - stereo fixation those readers with smart meters will know this dream is credible the first smart meter bill has arrived the family is enticed by it the dreamer is pissed the dream becomes a Think-read dream - https://endicat.com/think-read-think-write/ a black and white bill with more than six categories is showing in the dream the categories are, "individual times and totals of the amount of electricity used, when first used, last time used, the device used, which member of the household a device belongs to . . ." different members of our house are not happy that everyone else can see what devices they are using all we need now is smart water meters and we can tell when mom or sister is having her periods notes of course, the argument can be made that a person shouldn't want or need to hide anything try telling that to the secret services the secret services want to know everything about everybody to be able to control them what the secret services really want to know is how much we know about what they're doing the cry of "national security" is the mantra of those who have lost control of their destiny and now seek to control others this intrusion into your domestic life is yet another tool through which the secret services can "muck" us about this dream was due to realising that smart meters can interfere with the mechanism of a device it was only yesterday when an expensive sharp microwave went haywire the microwave wouldn't respond to the cooking commands the commands were being accepted but the microwave was not executing them or, the commands flashed onto the display screen and either flickered on and off or didn't display at all, or, the commands showed on the display screen but didn't execute them, or, nothing showed on the display screen when a command was entered . . . a smart meter can be a boon the writer was both appaled and pleasantly surprised with the rate of consumption of some devices this website advice . . instal the meter, turn on your electrical devices on one at a time, write down or memorise the consumption of each device, unplug the meter addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - smart meters (1) think-read (25+) he's all wrong, almost the male in this dream has appeared in other dreams he is not known as an awake-time person, although he is surely an actual person this guy is all wrong he dress code is non-existent sloppily dressed in dark, creased trousers and creased shirt and casual jacket, drawls his speech, his stance suggests he wants to lie down you get the impression he is fed up with life to his merit, he has an appealing face the dreamer is sitting on an armchair the wife of the man is in an armchair on the other side of their small living room the man sits on a stereogram that has a t.v. on it the table breaks under his weight he is on the floor with the table and t.v. across his chest and legs he gets up and does something with the legs of the table in the final scene, the t.v. is back on the table for some reason the t.v. and table look better than they did before breaking addenda: vividness: 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream - dream-time personalities, who is he? (1) (2+dreams) stereo fixation a few friends and acquaintances stopped over for the night we were up until the small hours among other things, we planned the details of an "all-nighter" disco-cum-party left the music on when we eventually "crashed" was using a pair of sony shelf speakers they were placed facing each other at the furthest points of the rectangular room the music wokethe dreamerabout seven o'clock it was just a bit too loud the neighbours wouldn't say anything, but the dreamer would have lost some brownie points a young lad was seated on a chair in the middle of the room he was stock still for the first time, he was hearing music in stereo the stereo sound was pronounced in the dream the track playing was the byrds singing turn, turn, turn - http://endic.at/The%20Byrds_-_turn!_turn!_turn.mp3 (stand-out part of the dream) notes 1 yet another first stereo sound in a dream notes 2 it's just a matter of time before all the sensations we experience while awake find their way into our dreams the exception will be the absence of pain the montage of 03052021 is edging toward 3D in dreams the writer's awake-time memories are not recalled in 3D plus, the dream of 12112017 demonstrates that the accuracy of the details in dreams is greater than the accuracy of the awake-time memory again, the writer is bringing it to your attention that it is looking more and more likely our dream-time consciousness becomes the dominant state of awareness in the future sleep tight lovers addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - music (10+) stereo (1) 22052021 the name of the dreams: the girl with the million-dollar smile - the foot jugglers have dropped in to see liz she has a friend with her unusually for liz, she doesn't have any hash she asks the dreamer if he has any he does he has almost a "quarter" he cuts off enough for liz to make a joint he knows liz will need all he has within an hour will have to make my excuses and leave as quickly as possible note 1 as a photographer, have seen some pretty dazzling smiles, both at weddings and in a studio environment liz's smile outshone them all her teeth-smile would have held its own at a miss world contest or a hollywood premier alas, her weakness was the demon booze it took her from us when she was in her mid-thirties few people were aware of her demise the lives of those of us who knew her darkened that day addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream - hash (12+) family, friends and acquaintances (30+) liz (2+) the dream is set in a park about fifteen of us are waiting for the team managers to come out of the changing rooms someone is using a golf ball like a football he places the golf ball under his foot and rolls the ball backwards the momentum of the ball is sufficient for it to roll onto his foot he lifts his leg fast enough for the ball to go about a metre into the air he catches the ball on his shoe between his toes and the arch of his foot (you've probably seen footballers doing it ) he does it again on the third time, he passes it to someone near him the person he passes it to does the same thing within a scene or two, three or four people are involved the dreamer becomes involved when you get the knack of it it isn't that hard to do occasionally someone gets it wrong but most of the time it gets passed two or three times without a mishap on one occasion, someone flicks the ball to me it is sent too forcefully and goes over my head without turning around, the dreamer leans forward and with good judgement makes contact with the ball with just the right amount of force to send it back into "play" over another four or five scenes, the dreamer uses the move another two or three times someone says, "good one" the dream ends without us playing whatever game it is we're there to play addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - impromptu activities (1+) 21052021 the name of the dream: john and the goliaths there is great concern about the pollution of the seas pollution is of no concern to the armed forces the dreamer is in a single-seater rowing boat in an expanse of water that occupies all horizons the sea is calm two ships, a battleship and a submarine, english the dreamer thinks, are performing naval manoeuvres the battleship fills the furthest areas of the scene it is humungous occupying the forefront of the scene is a submarine again, like the warship, it is a behemoth the sub is coming towards me it is moving at a snail's pace it nudges my rowing boat out of the way and there is a sound as it does so a young man is standing on the deck of the submarine five metres above me he has a mocking smile on his face as he say's, "sorry about that" the dreamer is thinking about what might happen if the sea becomes restless he wakes before it does addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - one-scene dream (4+) sea environment (4+) 20052021 the name of the dream: marriage on a shoestring close acquaintances asked the writer to help with the organising of their wedding they didn't wantthe dreamerto do much mainly, they are relying onthe dreamerto provide fruit and pastries for the guests the reception is to be at the house of the couple the couple have been living together at the home of the bride for some it is going to be a meagre affair the writer will only have to make two visits to the shops the total value of the food will be less than forty pounds something prevented the writer from getting to the shops two days before the wedding it meant getting everything the day before the wedding what should have been a relaxed, almost casual bit of organising over two days became a "rush job" if the local shop didn't have all the items needed, it would be necessary to go into town it is late afternoon the money earmarked for the items wouldn't be enough the extra costs needed for taxi fares would take us over our budget it could easily turn into a disaster if the main stores had sold out of the goods we wanted the writer is getting worried he becomes relaxed when it occurs to him that all he will have to do is to dip into his savings after all, the couple are friends addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - weddings (4+) 19052021 the name of the dream: the unlikely lads a pre-dream event, in the form of a profoundly pervasive female voice, penetrates the dreamer's soul and causes him to become calm says, "love, wake up, it's ten-past seven" the voice is so real it causes the dreamer to get out of bed and start thinking about and looking for things to do it takes a full ten seconds of awake-time before the writer realises he is acting out the voice-prompt get back into bed and spend one to two minute trying to make sense of what has just happened before going back to sleep still not sure, probably you-know-who the dream starts the first scene is of an italian man, his accent is unmistakable he has a toddler with him the toddler can't have been out a pram for more than a few weeks the man makes a snide remark it causes the dreamer to become angry my impulse is to hit him the toddler shouldn't be witness to an act of violence it is noticed the man is standing by a stone barrier about a third of a metre high the stone barrier runs around a large pool that contains many varieties of fish the pool is an irregular shape it is approximately fifty square metres the dreamer walks towards the man when the man is within arms reach, the dreamer extends his right arm and uses his open palm, pushes against the man's chest which causes him to lose his balance the man tries to steady himself but the stone barrier behind him prevents him from moving either leg backwards the man falls back-first into the water there are then ten or more scenes of a similar nature in every scene, the dreamer gets the better of his antagonist's in novel and painless ways at the end of the scenes that contain hostility, the dreamer is teamed up with a young man of twenty-three or thereabouts physically, we couldn't be more different he is three or four stones heavier than the dreamer, has a beard and moustache, is dressed like a biker and has a demeanour that exudes a person who is discontented with everything and everybody and is ready for anything before we speak for the first time, the dreamer can see he is ready to jump down the writer's throat the moment he finishes speaking to his surprise, he doesn't find a fault with anything the dreamer says, on the contrary, his prolonged pause is invitingthe dreamerto carry on speaking after making a few points about the state of the world his silence is replaced by an eagerness to hear more before you know it, we agree about the best tracks made by different rock bands our conversation returns to world politics we both agree on who the "niggers in the pile" are further, we agree on what course's of action should be taken we are "feeding" off each other in a way that neither the dreamer nor the biker-bloke had experienced before we begin our campaign after a mere seven or eight of the most influential men of the Oligarch's structure have been nullified, the way looks open to implement a lifestyle free of murder in the last scene, the one and the only use of force looks like it is about to be enacted we have an aerial view of a sniper lying on his front on top of a building his "target" is in one of the well-lit offices on the top floor of a high building forty-metres away since Murder isn't permitted, it is assumed the sniper intends to wound the person in his sights in this dream, two men with resources and determination can produce world-changing events you-know-who had to do things of a vastly greater magnitude without any help addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3 - participant and observer - a new category of dream: pre-dream prompted (1) politics (5+) note 1 this dream was, in part, due to the feeling of strength and surefootedness felt by the writer for the first time in twenty-five years the day before (the result of exercising on a cycling machine) the thing is, the writer knows it's there, it's a matter of coaxing it out note 2 the only thing that makes sense is that the dream the writer would have had would have been different had there not been a prompt in which case, the dream is a prompt for other people second sleep walk into the office a colleague is sitting in the darkened room talking to Boy George they are smoking the dreamer remains standing, and referring to the song Do You Really Want to Hurt Me, says to boy george, "it was amazing the way just about everybody was influenced by that song, it seemed to calm everyone down" and, the dreamer continues, "the one that i liked most was time" note 3 can a pop song change the mood of an entire nation? 18052021 the name of the dream: 245y had put a lot of time into making sure my end of the deal went through smoothly the supplier arrived on time after a few pleasantries we got down to it the dreamer had to give the dealer a thousand the dreamer is using large denomination notes so he only needs half a dozen or so notes the arrangement was the dreamer would pay six-hundred for hash and the supplier would give him four-hundred in small denomination notes the dreamer handed over the money the dealer put the money in his pocket he then pulled down the sock on his left foot his lower left leg had a slither of paper just above the ankle he slid the paper up his leg and handed it tothe dreamer the supplier was waiting forthe dreamerto read it it read, 245y was trying to figure out what was happening when the dream ended a sesnse of apprehension accompanied the dreamer's awake state addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - hash (10+) hash deals (2+) 17052021 the name of the dream: loud and deadly while out and about found a gun it was obviously a real gun was it loaded? how could the dreamer find out? went to an enclosed area pointed it away fromthe dreamerand pulled the trigger knew it would be loud but it still didn't preparethe dreamerfor just how noisy it would be it was deafening was being quizzed by the police in the final scene addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - lethal weapons (3+) guns and rifles (2+) 16052021 the name of the dreams: all alright - bernie's back james purefoy and a female actress are on set ready for a "take" someone out of sight to the left throws him what looks like a bust from the way it moves it looks like it is made of cardboard he is expecting it but isn't quite prepared for it he attempts to catch it but it bounces out of his grasp and goes over his shoulder the female actress deftly catches it it makes him seem a bit of a div he is looking peeved when the dream ends bernie's back the dreamer's favourite girlfriend has turned up out of the blue a change of scene has us in bed wearing pyjamas it's been a while since we were last together the most voracious, moist/wet-lipped kissing scene, in dream-time or awake-time memory, takes place the dreamer can't seem to satisfy his need to experience her lips she is "ready" before me the dreamer asks her to pull down his pyjama bottoms the dreamer is so firmly pressed against her she is having difficulty pulling them down go to her aid wake up trying to pull down my pyjama bottoms in the next dream, dennis, an ex-neighbour, is at the dreamer's home offer to take him to the pictures the dreamer is wondering whether to take cash or a card when the dream ends in the next dream, a girl who looks like an ex-girlfriend is in the living room another woman, a home-help cum carer, is busy doing things in the background the dreamer is lying down on the sofa the unexpected girl is looking down at me she is close enough forthe dreamerto be able to stretch out my foot and place it between her breasts gently rubbing the sole of his foot up and down between her breasts the dreamer says, "any chance i can see you later?" she smiles that smile it's looking good addenda: vividness: - 2.5 to 3.2 - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (50+) 15052021 the name of the dream: five into one doesn't go at home there are three visitors during their visit, the dreamer receives a phone call the dreamer is in the habit of recording and cataloguing his phone conversations after the phone call, the dreamer sets about putting the recording into its particular category one of the visitors becomes interested in what the dreamer is doing the dreamer explains what he is doing as he's doing it at one point, the voices on the recording, the visitor's voice and my voice explaining the procedure, are occurring at the same time my thinking becomes muddled while trying to cope with five different aspects at the same time it's more than the dreamer can cope with the way the dreamer overcomes the overload of information is by ending the dream the dreamer awakes to what is probably the longest externalised sentences of any dream as he compounds all the relevant points the person in the dream has asked him into one dsentence addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream - externalised and semi-externalised dreams(25+) 14052021 the name of the dream: a productive dream at the computer screen the screen is full of folders (about fifteen) looking for a folder that has the word "sacrificial" in the header find the folder and click it using the pointer and clicking open a folder has never been easier go to the page within the folder have to use the keyboard to do the edit this is when the dreamer's dream-time abilities and the dreamer's awake-time abiities find their limit wake up from the dream and go to the computer and do the edit see the fruits of the influence of dreams and awake-time endeavours Here addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - Think-read (20+) computer-related (10+) 13052021 the name of the dream: the redundant man the summer is coming to an end and the coffers need replenishing the dreamer sets off from home with his work tools . . . a hedge cutter, a twenty-five-metre extension lead and black rubbish bags it wasn't just the hedge cutting that brought the dreamer work after finishing a hedge and if the customer was happy, the dreamer would mention that there are other things he can do in and about the house it was a tactic that had brought him other work, like putting up shelves on a couple of occasions all in all, my income wouldn't be enough to keep a family, but enough to buy clothes, and more importantly, other tools to expand my services my first stop was a large detached house had trimmed the hedges the year before and the house owner was pleased with the work unfortunately forthe dreamer had left starting work for the year too late and the house owner employed two men to do an electrical job and asked them to do the hedges as well the electrical job was a voice-responding device that could be set from between one second to hours, days or weeks it was being tested a woman's voice would say, "now, now, now", at a fixed or variable rate the electricians were obviously on top of their game and had made the dreamer redundant didn't feel bitter or resentful it was time to "up" my game addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - self-employment (3+) hedge cutter (1) 12052021 the name of the dream: internet issues a girl is having trouble submitting a form on the internet it is a two-step prcocedure she asksthe dreamerto open the form and submit it for her only too glad to oblige her have the same problem opening the file as she had felt foolish not being able to open it was clicking away trying open the file when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - computer protocols (10+) 11052021 the name of the dream: stuck up a tree it came to the dreamer's notice that someone was stuck up a tree at the scene, there were, in fact, several people in a predicament but they were in different trees in a group of about ten trees the lowest branch of any of the trees was too far away from the ground for anyone to drop down from without getting injured the dreamer becomes aware that he is one of the people stuck up a tree the lowest branch of the tree the dreamer is on is no lower to the ground than any of the branches of the other trees the lowest branch of the tree the dreamer is in slopes to the ground at its lowest point, the branch is about two metres closer to the ground than any of the other trees the dreamer doesn't need prompting he is the only person with a chance of not seriously injuring himself when hitting the ground hooking both arms around the branch he can keep his grip as he moves arm-over-arm and he makes his way along the branch he lets go of the branch and lands on the ground the distance to the ground was big enough to cause him to hurt his lower right ribs on landing in the next scene, the dreamer has a laptop and is using the pointer to navigate along the path from the trees to a built-up area using the 3D map on the screen as is known, with google 3D maps, the user can tilt and swerve and do all manner of fancy moves the dreamer is having a wonderful time as he accelerates and slows the feeling is enhanced as the dreamer realises he will reap the plaudits and have his "five minutes of fame" addenda: vividness: - 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream; weird and wonderful (7+) in-the-computer realities (2+) 10052021 the name of the dream: the hitman the dreamer is living where he lives now he is sleeping on a mattress in the hallway the mattress fits like a glove between the sides of the hallway he awakes he is aware of the presence of another person the person is behind him the dreamer lifts and turns he is resting on his left elbow a narrow-shouldered man, about 5'8/9", about eleven stone, with a dark complexion wearing a tight-fitting, grey/blue boilersuit and a thickly-woven grey polo neck jumper and tightly cut short hair is looking down at me don't notice if he is wearing gloves or not his eyes are riveted on me "who are you?", the dreamer asks challengingly the intruder doesn't answer his eyes are fixed on mine he has the eyes of the hitman in the film no country for old men the dreamer asks him twice more, "who are you?" still, he doesn't say anything, nor does he move closer he's looking into my soul, searching for my character his eyes stop looking into my eyes for a third of a second and flick to the front door the dreamer turns to look at what has diverted his gaze through the frosted glass upper-section of the door, a dark shadow is filtering out more and more of the light coming through the glass section of the door as it gets nearer the dreamer hurriedly scrambles to his feet and opens the door a man six-feet two or more has brought a delivery the item isn't on his person it means the item is big and/or heavy, and he wants to make sure i'm in before he exerts himself the delivery man is weighing up the situation the dreamer is in sleeping attire his bed is in the hallway the hitman man is poised stealthily behind him the dreamer turns around and asks the man in the boiler suit, "who are you?" and "how did you get in?" the delivery man echoes my question, "who are you?" for the first time, the hitman moves slightly backwards he's confident he can "take me", but two people to deal with isn't in his plan he looks down at me, and with all the menace of a bad dream says, "i'll see you again" addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - life-threatening situations (4+) 09052021 the name of the dreams: what are the chances? the first dream yesterday was of a Beagle it was more a pic than a dream the dog was obviously alive the dog was standing still nothing more happened addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - one-pic/scene dreams (1+) animals () mammals () dogs () beagle (1) second sleep, first dream the name of the dream: the return of the beagle the first dream in the second sleep was, as with the first dream of the first sleep, of a beagle in this dream, there was a scene in which the beagle is in someone's arms the same pic/scene in different dreams has never happened before for some years now the writer has been at a loss as to what to do and/or say/write to move things along or, the writer hasn't got a clue as to what to do, say or write it is believed you-know-who is coming to the rescue and taking a hands-on approach we'll soon find out addenda: vividness: 3.1/2 - observer - the category of the dream - one-pic/scene dreams (2+) animals () mammals () dogs () beagle (2) 08052021 the name of the dreams: youtube 15+ – bloody head – peeping queens the first dream was a vivid red and black, ticker-tape message which went from left to right of the scene it read, “youtube – 15 shades of grey – youtube – 15 shades of grey – youtube – shades of grey 15+- youtube – shades of. . . “ it was a variation of the title of a post uploaded to youtube in february 2018 (above) it showed thirteen different types of devolving beings from the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings, one of them may be a female (have only come across one clip of a male with genitalia) this dream was the result of thinking yesterday how obvious it is that the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings exist the addenda: vividness: of the dream suggests the post above will, in a future Undulation, have fifteen examples of devolving man-shaped beings addenda: vividness: 3.1 – observer – the category of the dream - d-man (1+) bloody head my head is bleeding from two different places, one from the skull, the other from around the cheekbone had a sore scalp during the day and gave it a vigorous rub it made my scalp feel worse addenda: vividness: 3 – participant – the category of the dream - injuries to self (2+) peeping queens in the last dream, had to go to the toilet for a number one two girls followedthe dreamerto the bathroom they kept the door open so they could get a good look their brazen inquisitiveness intimidated me addenda: vividness: 3.1 – participant and observer – the category of the dream - brazen hussies (3+) 07052021 the name of the dream: then there was one in town with a couple of friends the city centre is bustling it may have been christmas unusually for me, am wearing a blue suit my two friends aren't happy with it it is in sharp contrast with what they are wearing the real problem is it looks really good on me it makes them look like vagabonds in the next scene, they have gone three youngsters are nearby they are sitting on a knee-high wall one of them, a girl, loses her balance and falls backwards her body takes most of the impact, but the momentum flicks her head back the sound of her head hitting the floor causesthe dreamerto let out an involuntary "oooh" the knock on her head doesn't phase her at all it happens like that sometimes, it either really hurts or it doesn't register there is a scene in a shop with a paper copying machine the scene is brightly lit but there are no details of anything happening addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - crowds of people (5+) 06052021 the name of the dreams: prisoner of war - bangers without mash am a prisoner of war sitting down with my back against a wall my legs and wrists are tied one of the "enemy" comes and sits down next to me recognise him as a neighbour he lived across the way fromthe dreamersome years back he engagesthe dreamerin a conversion not sure if he knows i'm a good guy or not put forward my case for doing what i'm doing he listens to as the dreamer explains about world war one he doesn't say a word after a dozen or so sentences he gets up and goes don't know if he understands my position he is on the "other side" he may or may not know what's what the dream ends i'm feeling unsure addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - war situations (3+) family, friends and acquaintances (32+) bangers without mash a consignment of pork sausages being imported from europe is found to be contaminated the english mainstream media milks it for all its worth chat shows, topical programmes, lead story for days on end after two or three days the english public is convinced europe is the devil's playground you may remember the saturation coverage on t.v.when Terry Waite (https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/terry-waite-released) was freed from lebanon it went on for weeks no other news got a look in that was the idea at the time, turkey, a nato ally, was bombing the hell out of syria even the dullest of people would have realised that the "good guys" were the bad guys addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - europe v's the british empire (1) 05052021 the name of the dreams: over-reaction - all the right moves the first dream of these extremes of themes is when a regular visitor called at this point in our relationship, we are taking each other for granted either one of us could call on the other unannounced and get a warm welcome was sitting on the couch eating a meal out of a bowl on this occasion put the bowl down by my side when he knocked let him in he entered into the room ahead of me it was meant to be funny when he gave his dog the leeway to approach the bowl he didn't gauge the distance right it allowed the dog to put its nose into the bowl beyond the rim of the bowl the dreamer exploded a tirade of four or five sentences streamed out of him among others, one sentence was, "now iv'e got to get all of my things out of your place" he fell silent and became sheepish it was then it dawned on me, he had deserved a rebuke, but the one he got was too severe began feeling guilty would have to apologise in the sincerest way possible to undo my unwarranted reaction addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances (30+) dennis (2+) all the right moves was in a small ballroom high ceiling, slatted wooden floor, fifteen or twenty metres square there were just two or three couples on the dance-floor was standing on the edge of the dancing area a woman askedthe dreamerto dance the dreamer said he didn't know how to dance in ballroom style she said, "i'll show you", and ledthe dreameronto the floor found it easy to follow her lead in the next scene, was finding following her easy she knew the dreamer is ready for the next bit of dance decorum and put her left elbow under my right arm and lifted my arm to ninety degrees to the floor now we were "cooking" in the last scene, we are in the altogether in bed like the dancing, everything is prim and proper we are cuddling addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - dancing (6+) relationships (30+) 04052021 the name of the dream: a welcome addition have scored an eighth of squishy black three of us begin the "sesh" a fourth person, nobody knows who is, he says a few words he is not pushy or in anyway objectionable accept him as an enhancement have rolled and smoked one on the second joint it is realised it wont be long before it's all gone when no one is looking break about a quarter of it of using my nails and put it in my shirt pocket on the next joint, have taken a puff or two when the dreamer realise the last person to join us is not getting a fair share of the smokes it's partly my fault the dreamer is smoking the last joint before he makes the next one sense of fair play kicks in wake up to hear myself saying, "sorry, didn't realise was kogging the smoke" addenda: vividness:: (addenda: vividness: ratings have channgecd - see 03052021 - the demaarcation point between future and past is, 2.5 is a past time-tense, 2.6 is future future time-tnse) 2.8 - paarticipannt and observer - the category of the dream - hash (15+) 03052021 the name of the dream (montage): what a Montage! the writer had woken from his sleep and was lying relaxed on his back when the montage began it was of a neighbour, (terry) he was climbing into the front seat of the car from the passenger side the drivers side was closest to me the car must have been no further away from the window/wall than a third of a metre he was wearing a white shirt it was the white of the shirt that set the vividness of the montage the car was parked outside front of my flat he appeared to be so close, it would have been possible to reach out and touch him it was at this this point, the montage had most clarity, 2.9 it is not an exaggeration to say, the first four or five scenes are in 3D the depth between the viewer and the car was an arms-length this montage produced a new category of montage, a 3D montage there was no sensation of movement or weight or temperature, nor was there any sound, but apart from that, this montage could be a memory of awake-time consciousness that’s how vivid it was the only way it could have been more vivid was if one or more of the sensations of, sound, weight, temperature, touch or smell, taste or emotion were present then we will need to have to leave another seven variations which could accompany montages… repeat, loop, serial, black and white,, etc. which can, and have, been present in other dreams and montages the writer can see where this going so... the lowest rating is .1 from experience, the worst dream the writer had was as a child - (see dream 19112014) even today the memory is clear it is the most traumatic asleep experience the writer had it was a type of nightmare in which you know if you don't wake up something dreadful will happen on second thoughts, we will need to give this a rating of 3 a vividness rating of 3 automatically makes it a 3D dream or montage this will allow us to incorporate as many different new variations as needed as new sensations accompany 3D who knows, by the end of this millennium it could reach a rating of one-hundred! addenda: vividness: (4.3 is old way of rating, 3 is the new way of rating) – observer – the category of the dream - 3D (1) live births (1) family, friends and acquaintances (31+) 02052021 the name of the dream-time montage: an array of girls/womens hairstyles head and shoullder pictures of about seven women in fairly quick succesion this dream sequence would have been categorised as a montage if it wasn't for the fact it happened while in a deep sleep will categorise it as a dream-time montage addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - dream-montage (1) womens/girls hairstyles (1) 01052021 the name of the dream: living at home it is a three-bedroomed house mom, sister-in-law and self share the house mom and self both have a double-bedroom mom has got a great sense of humour everything is going great going great that is, until it is announced that my brother-in-law is coming to stay with us it means having to share the my double-bedroom it doesn't take long before our first serious disagreement crops up "there's no way", the dreamer tells her, "i'm sharing my bedroom with another grown man" sharing the bedroom with my brother while we were growing up was o.k. but as grown men, it simply wont work for the first time ever mom looks sad not a good ending for a dream addenda: vividness: 3.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances (30+) 30042021 the name of the dream: four of us,two girls and tow boys, are in a celeratory mood we have discovered a way of fixing a tooth problem we have averted having to go the dentist one of us says, "lets dance" we dance in a waltzing s style to a salsa beat my girlfriend says something which alludes to our being in bed together wake up to hear myself saying, "are you feeling fruity?" 29042021 the name of the dream: at home alone where at my current address there is a knock at the door standing a two metres back from the door is an african girl she is wearing an eager, happy smile she says, "iv'e come to help you" opent the door as far as it can go and stand back to let her in when she has passed me, the dreamer goes to close the door, four or five more girls are standing more or less in a line they, like the first girl, are wearing simple clothes and the same smile "what have the i let myself in for?" is the thought in my mind as they start moving forward 28042021 the name of the dream: the sound of a forceful hailstorm wakesthe dreamerup it is accompanied by the feeling of coldness the weather has been erratic lately cold winds giving way to to cold warm days sit up in bed and g 27042021 the name of the dream: a trip to holland a trip to holland was well overdue bought a train ticket but don't remember the journey in holland, headed for the area familiar to me the entire layout and feel of the area was different gone was the thriving atmosphere as were the buildings it looked as though the area was under construction, but there wasn't any building equipment an area the size of a football stadium housed just three or four stalls went to a cafe that looked more like a market stall it had a comprehensive menu the dreamer intended to buy something and then approach someone in the cafe/stall who looked as though they could getthe dreamersome hash the customers were elderly people not one of them fitted the bill asked the man behind the counter if he could get some hash he shook his head he then toldthe dreamerto go and stand away from the stall and he would come to me he came over and handedthe dreamera nugget he asked for six euros gave him the money and went off in search of somewhere which had the sort of atmosphere where the dreamer could enjoy it still in empty surroundings when a friendly guy joined up with me we would find somewhere where we could enjoy ourselves we walked in a neighbourhood filled with teens we were on their "patch" and subject to their rules two or three of them confronted us and wanted everything we had not sure how it started but a fight broke out it was only going to end one way during the scuffle, a passing single-decker coach filled with japanese tourists entered the dream they came to our rescue in a dramatic way when the coach smashed through a three-metre-high wire fence to get to us the tables had turned the trouble-makers dispersed one of the japanese tourists handedthe dreamera purple hoodie as a memento (stand-out visual) it was time to leave holland was making my way back to the station when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - holland (4+) 24042021 the name of the dream: our beginnings and the start of the endless this is the third or fourth dream from which the writer has been jolted out of his sleep here are the details… an area that has meagre vegetation the area of the view is about half a kilometre by half a kilometre there are a few gentle slopes that rise and fall over hundreds of metres in the next scene, the area contains a river or a pool the land has marshes the first animal life to appear is a biped because the animal’s upper limbs are so bulky, the animal would, if it used its upper limbs to lower itself to eat, look every bit a quadruped in the next scene, there are at least seven other different species the thing is, none of them is recognisable as anything that has been extrapolated from the bones in the fossil record they are similar to those that are known, but equally, they look completely different (we have to consider that our current knowledge of the fossil record is woefully incomplete) in the next scene, a biped, recognisable as an early man-shaped being, captures our attention now the dream takes off we whizz forward through time to where we are now at a break-neck speed, we see scenes of recent and contemporary life big buildings, traffic, the hustle and bustle of a metropolis then we are habituating space, again, crammed with activity beyond that, we know there will be Transmutation and Straight-line action what has come to light as a result of this dream is that we haven’t taken into our view of the future the consideration that straight-line action isn’t the be-all and end-all of Endlessness no siree, straight-line-action is just one of endless phases of what’s waiting every Point in space has to be utilised and brought into the equation picture page pre-pi the is the culmination of this in the second dimension before we move into the fourth dimension we will have to “use up” every Point (11’59″‘ ) in the third dimension to fire your imagination consider… if memory serves, for every new dimension weight decreases by half? and the amount of space increases by two? the one and only picture of us the writer has of us is as two-dimensional entities in euclidean form (made up of straight lines) it is as two-dimensional beings it is now realised, the reason it is available to the memory is that it is of the past the implications of endless dimensions are fantasy-like for every new dimension, gravity decreases, while space increases* as if there isn’t enough space already *from memory, spent ages looking for the figures but couldn’t find them, gravity decreases by one-half, while space increases by one-half 23042021 the name of the dreams: a girl and three cars - mack's in town on the top tier of a car park in the centre of town have just been quizzed by two policemen in a police car walking away from them when lee mack appears he has the most joyfully impish smile on his face he extends his arm and points a gizmo in the direction of the police car the "beep, beep" of the gizmo sounds out clearly it turns off the engine of the police lee mack turns and runs into the stairwell behind him after a small gap of time, the police car starts back up again the policemen don't get out of the car they may not have seen him the car has only one way to go down it will pass bythe dreameron the way don't know if the policemen saw lee mack if they didn't they might think it was me if they think it'sthe dreamerthey will search me i'm in a bind if they believe it wasn't the dreamer he will have seen who it was and will have to give a description the prank will have made the police angry they might vent their frustration on me there's a small chance the dreamer can get out of the predicament there's a metre-wide pillar a few steps behind me the pillar is quite close to a wall if the dreamer times it right, he can hide from view behind the pillar and then move around the pillar as the car approaches and go all the way around the pillar as the police car passes by the police car has passed by me i'm out of the danger zone the look of sheer delight on lee macks face when he used the gizmo to turn off the engine of the police car keptthe dreamerchuckling for minutes after waking up looking forward to constructing dreams and presenting them as two, three or four-minute sketches when we get going, when we get going addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant and observer - the category of the dream - celebrities (10+) lee mack (1) humourous (2+) a girl and three cars another one of those dreams when, upon waking, am thinking about what has to be done during the day is interspersed with the memory of the dream by the time the two states of consciousness are identified, the beginning of the dream has become too vague to recall the details what is remembered is, we are on an important task the day will be fully occupied fulfilling it my companion is also a friend he has to speak to his girlfriend before we get started we are at his girlfriend's house he and his girlfriend are talking in an animated way the girl realises her boyfriend isn't going to see her point of view she leaves the house in a bit of a storm my friend chases after her she gets in her car and is no longer in the dream by the time the dreamer gets to the street to my complete disbelief, my friend is disappearing down the road chasing after her in our car by the time the dreamer gets outside the job at hand has becom e insignificant in his frustration,the dreamer knee-kick a dark blue car next to him a dent about the size of a coconut appears to the left of the front wheel (stand-out visual) so now we've not only lost the important job but will have to fork out for a repair not expecting to be able to push the dent out of the car,the dreamer puts something heavy in his jacket and swings it under the car so it catches the edge of the car and swings upwards and hits the dent to my surprise, most of the dent comes out a couple more swings and the dent has completely gone am thinking that manufacturers are making cars flimsier and flimsier to improve profits when the thoughts in the dream merge with the waking thoughts addenda: vividness: 3.2 to participant and observer - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances (20+) ray (3+) 22042021 the name of the dream: organised chaos am in a financial position which enables a complete redesign of the house a young lad, not a professional builder, but keen and fit, will do some of the preparations before the builders move in bad organisation on my part brings them all together on the same day there are eight to ten men all told the hallway is narrow and short it's causing all sorts of problems as the men go about the construction two men can't pass each other in the hallway some of the new materials are too long to bend around the corner of the hallway it's a terraced house it means taking the materials around the back of the house thirty or forty metres is added to bringing in and taking stuff out in the middle of the hustle and bustle, the young lad has, without consulting me, brought a couple of his friends to help the dreamer thinks he's trying to "put one" over on me can feel my blood start to boil "how much are charging per hour for them?",the dreamer asks "one-pound-thirty", he says "is that all?", comes out of my mouth at that rate, it works out at less than the tip the dreamer was going to give him it calms the dreamer down, although the frenzy of activity is growing as the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - home improvements (1) 21042021 the name of the dreams: not the time of the season the reason for being there wasn't in the dream but back in my home from home in dreams the dreamer is in an open prison it doesn't take long before it becomes a drudgery the opportunity to do a "runner" presented itself in the form of a wad of notes and change the dreamer took it back in my home town, was on my way to buy a car when a familiar face appeared in the dream it took several seconds of dream-time before it sunk in and a sense of resignation came over me it was one of the prison staff asked him, "how did you findthe dreamerso quickly?" "the prison service is a large organisation, it didn't take long", he said was taken to a building was shown into a room there were a dozen other recaptured escapees there to a man, we were demoralised christmas it wasn't addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - prison (7+) open(3+) 20042021 the name of the dreams: a night out - the job seeker apart from myself, it is an all-african cast two women and two men are at my place before this night they didn't know each other one of the males asks the other, "what do you smoke?" "malawi", the other says whatever else happens, i'll be nicely stoned we are going to either a dance or a gambling casino one of the girls isn't satisfied with her clothes my suggestion is she looks through my wardrobe a tight-fitting synthetic black jacket catches her eye (the same jacket that is the subject of the dream of 24012021) she tries it on it enhances her shape, and now she's ready to go we all head off into the night can tell the girls not particularly happy withthe dreamertagging along addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - african acquaintances (4+) job-hunting need money and am desperate for a job in the next scene, on the first floor of a publishing house it is an established business the dreamer will be paid a decent wage if he can land the job the proprietor is spanish he speaks with a gruff voice he needs more staff but is not going to takethe dreameron unless the dreamer can sell myself my first pitch is, "i'm good with numbers" that doesn't impress him he says, "everybody is good with a calculator nowadays" my next pitch is, "i can translate from english to spanish" he replies, "there are plenty of good english to spanish translation programmes" my reply is, "yes, but those programmes tend to lose some of the writer's individuality" he nods in agreement the dreamer can feel the job could be his press home my advantage "will work for two weeks without pay", now he's listening "if you don't wantthe dreamerafter that,i won't feel bad about it" he's mulling it over when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream - job hunting (2+) 19042021 the name of the dream: the pleasure park the dream opens with an aerial view of an area of desert we are looking into a ravine the view enlarges as we zoom-in the zoom-in stops at about thirty metres above the ground we see an entrance to a cave the scene changes we can now see half a dozen fairground stalls the front of the stalls are covered a chopper bike with a girl passenger and boy drive into the scene more couples on bikes arrive we anticipate a bustling fairground scene instead, we see the faces of the girls the dream becomes a Montage seven or eight pictures show variations of girls faces in ecstasy they are in the act oddly for this type of dream, we don't see anything other than the girl's faces their faces are showing intense pleasure as we move from picture to picture lots of colour in this dream-cum-montage when fully awake, the writer tries to project the feelings of pleasure in this dream-cum-montage into his one and only picture of the heavenly state (first mention of this insight into the experience of heaven) imagine you are moving forward the sensation of pleasure increases in proportion to your speed you want to experience greater pleasure you can't put yourself before others, so... as a straight-edged mathematical entity, you "connect" by aligning and touching one of your edges with the edge of the being not moving as fast as you your desire to experience faster motion "rubs off" on the other being, which in turn "incentivises" her/him to move faster there are at least one-hundred-thousand million other beings on the move in heaven the permutations for a deck of cards (52) is 80658175170943878571660636856403766975289505440883277824000000000000 https://czep.net/weblog/52cards.html https://czep.net/weblog/52cards.html you do arithmetic for 100 000 000 000 addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.1 - observer - the category of the dream - dream-cum-montage (3+) girls experiencing pleasure x (1) 18042021 the name of the dream: nothing if not a trier on an overcast day, the dreamer is walking alongside a stretch of level ground the ground is sodden white lines mark out the boundaries of a football pitch two young ladies are kicking a ball around a third person, slightly older, joins them if another person joins them, they can have a game of two-a-side football they call out tothe dreamerto play with them why not? the impromptu game gets underway there are five to seven scenes ofthe dreamerchasing for the ball the young lads know the moves their throw-ins always land at the feet of their team-mate their passes land near the feet of their teammate those rare occasions when we do have the ball, my passes, in particular, leave more than just a little to be desired in another scene, a determined effort by yours truly to get to the ball first ends up withthe dreamersliding on the soaked grass on my knees the young lads are full of it my puff is giving out in the final scene, the ball is thrown to my feet didn't realise it was a free-kick and say, "what do i do with it?" the others concluded the dreamer is a "div" still, we all like a trier addenda: vividness: 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - outdoor contact sports (2+) 17042021 the name of the dreams: horror show - a great laugh near the reception desk of what looked like a youth hostel apart from self, it is all girls a girl standing nearby asksthe dreamerfor a light for her cigarette from my fag strictly speaking, it was a roll-up thinking it would be more intimate, the dreamer holds his roll-up against her cigarette she presses her "tailor-made" too tightly against my roll-up and it almost bends in half she's apologetic but we both see the funny side that was the introduction for the start of a bout of laughter of the slapstick comedy kind a few puffs of my roll-up gets the end of my "rollie" glowing red the problem is the roll-up is too thin a second try only douses the red bit of the roll-up produce a match with the intention of igniting it and lighting her fag the matches are damp instead of igniting the match it throws off a few sparks and fizzles out the next attempt causes her to drop her cigarette we both bend to pick it up and we bang our heads together another attempt broke her fag as each attempt ends in failure each failure causes us to laugh harder we are both laughing so hard we become weak and have to prop ourselves up with our hands or we would, have been rolling on the floor laughing was laughing hard for ten seconds upon waking more likely, it was the physical effort of laughing loud which wokethe dreamerup there have been three incidents of uncontrollable laughing in the writer's unillustrious life the first was while waiting to be called into the interview room at the jobcentre while living in london sat next to a scottish lad about the same age don't remember any of his punch-lines do remember losing balance while sitting and having to hold onto the seat of the chair to stopthe dreamerfrom keeling over the second time, in a room attached to the dormitory in an open prison six or seven of us are having a hash party we are well under the influence when a guy called danny suggests we have a seance in that state, anything sounds like a good idea what startedthe dreamer"off" was the deadly earnest way danny said, "is anybody there?" the writer was expecting a fun game of some sort it never occurred tothe dreamerit was going to be a serious attempt to communicate with the departed the sudden realisation that danny really believed in ghosts and that it was possible to summon one to the party crackedthe dreamerup up until that point, he was yer typical no- nonsense likeable bloke every time he said, "is there anyone there?" my laughing became more uncontrollable by the third or fourth time the writer was on his hands and knees it was getting difficult to breathe the dreamer had to crawl away there was a very real chance of hyperventilating out of the room and in the corridor one of the prison staff was walking past a day or two before we had a sensible chat he regardedthe dreameras a good person he looked down at me the writer sensed his disgust he never spoke tothe dreameragain this was the hardest the writer had ever laughed the dream was the second hardest addenda: vividness: 3.8 - participant - the category of the dream - laughing dream (4+) externalised dream (15+) the two dreams are from different periods of sleep horror show the dreamer is listening to a conversation the conversation may have been coming over the airways, or it may have been people talking within earshot the subject being talked about was a community that had been infected with an unknown chemical or virus the dream didn't go into the origin of the outbreak as the commentators gave their opinion, the scene turns to the affected people a group of twenty or thirty people are walking from the bottom-left of the scene and away from the observer the effect of the outbreak causes deformities as the affected people walk by the deformities become more and more grotesque the stand-out scene of the dream is when one man looks in the direction of the observer try to imagine a sculpture of the head of a person made out of firm putty now imagine the sculpture is an exact likeness of someone you know now imagine the head and face of the person have been flattened on one side the right eye is at the front of the face where the nose would be the flattened side of his face is elongated the dream ends with the picture firmly embedded in the mind's eye it is accepted that the content of dreams are memories of events that have occurred in one of the Tenses of time the addenda: vividness: of this dream suggests it is the present of a past Undulation this dream was due to listening to a radio play called the "Midwich cuckoos" (https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/161846.The_Midwich_Cuckoos) before falling asleep addenda: vividness: - 4.5 - observer - the category of the dream - human deformities (1) 16042021 the name of the dream: stranger and stranger in the first few scenes, the dreamer is in a spacious, well-lit setting am talking to a guy the writer has been generous with in awake-time he had never been in a position to be generous with me he is standing back against a wall three-metres away he looks pleased with himself it's as though he's about to tell a good joke he digs into his pocket and then throws something brown to me it is wrapped in cling film it is the size of a gobstopper free of the cling film, it becomes recognisable it is more than a quarter of an ounce of fresh "leb" he says something along the lines of, "it's your turn to be on the receiving end" the dreamer assumes he hasn't got any for himself and says, "what about you?" his half-smile becomes a full smile as he whips out another gobstopper-sized ball of it he says, "it's all turning out alright" the next sequence of the dream starts with the dreamer in the middle of a city (coventry) it's a warm day, which is just as well, the dreamer is as naked as the day he was born being undressed doesn't strikethe dreameras being odd, nor does it phase the dreamer in the slightest partly because he is lying on grass, but mainly because he is completely at ease what does concernthe dreameris not having the hash from the first part of the dream a dark blue dressing gown, the one that is hanging over the corner of the living room door as this is being typed, is next to me with a certain amount of anxiety, the dreamer puts the gown on and goes into the pockets of the dressing gown the hash is in the second pocket he feels in now my mood is buoyant looking around, it is the centre of town but with only half a dozen people immediately near me three elderly women thirty metres away are looking at me justifiably, they look concerned the man they are looking at has obviously escaped from the nuthouse it's quite possible the man may charge at them it's time for the dream to move on put the dressing gown on and decide to put "one" together to make the three-mile walk less of a trek can't feel the smoke in either pocket it must have dropped out of the pocket while sitting on the grass go back to the patch of grass and look for it it's not to be seen anywhere there is a stiff cigarette packet though look into the packet the ball of blow had gone but there are two smaller bits it was then that the dream wasn't making sense how did the dreamer get into the situation where he isn't wearing clothes? couldn't work it out the dream ends it wasn't until fully awake that it became possible to make sense of the dream the subtlety through which the transition from dream-time to awake-time occurred causedthe dreamerto think that the memory of the dream had its basis in awake-time it took a while to realise that the dream had ended and it wasn't parts of memories of awake-time this dream is on the 16042021 it explains why the writer didn't think he had a dream yesterday his assumption yesterday, that the memories after waking were from awake-time, it is now known, was, in fact, the dream again, the writer asks the reader to consider... the awake-time conscious is the inferior state of consciousness and we will, in the course of time, come to understand that the dream-time conscious becomes the dominant form of consiousness and we will, before going through Transmutation, be living permanently in what we now regard as dream-time our current experience of awake-time gradually diminishes as dream-time consciousness becomes the prevaillng sense of consciousness addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 4.6 - participant and observer there is a scene in the dream in which the dreamer has a joint the feeling of being "high" is, with two or three exceptions, clearer than awake-time memories of it 14042021 the name of the dream: "now that's what i call a dream" the dream opens as the dreamer becomes aware he has just woke he is in a room about five metres by seven-metres the scene changes the room has become larger the dreamer is in a large double bed next scene, two women enter the room one has black hair, the other girl's hair is auburn they come to the bed and lie on it in the next scene, the women have undressed and are lying side by side on the bed with the dreamer the dreamer's sense of being unbiased assets itself he clambers over one of the girls and is now lying between them the next scene, we are touching and kissing the opportunity for the dreamer to introduce the girls to his brand of threesomes is thwarted when the girl with black hair manoeuvres herself under the dreamer the scene changes, the auburn-haired girl is off the bed and standing (if the girls had let the dreamer have his way, it would have been a pleasurable time for all) the dreamer is so relaxed he is having trouble becoming fully aroused the black-haired girl takes matters into her hands and places the dreamer's genitalia at her "entry" point it is a simple matter of a gentle movement to attain conjoinment there are four scenes of slow-motion activity the next scene, the girl with auburn-coloured hair has left the dream the room has become even larger it is now about eight metres by eight metres there is a large couch against the wall to the right of the bed with a girl and a boy in it, they are both dressed and looking our way also, there is another large double bed in the far corner with two or three people on it they too are dressed meanwhile, back at the centre of the action, the dreamer is still not fully aroused even when conjoined it feels just fine for the dreamer, but the black-haired girl is not a hundred-per-cent happy she maintains her friendly disposition but is not getting what she was expecting the scene changes, one of the three people, a male, in the other large double bed is filming what's happening the dreamer says to his partner, "is he filming us?" she doesn't say anything someone filming our goings-on isn't conducive to the dreamer's efforts eventually, the girl says, "it isn't going to happen" she says it again the dreamer is about to say something along the lines of, "it will be alright next time" when the dream ends notes 1 the cause of the dreamer's poor performance is understood he simply isn't active enough during the day this dream reached new heights in terms of Awake-time awareness in Dream-time it was so, so close to the dreamer realising he is dreaming we may have a new category of dream before we're finished... montage dreams in its addenda: vividness: in both sight and touch is on a par with awake-time sensations the distinction between Sleep-time and Awake-time continues to lessen while we're there... the day before yesterday, during a cat-nap in the day, the writer entered into the Montage state a brown wall had a rough circular design on it while taking in the detail, about one-twentieth of the design crumbled through the gap where it had crumbled a bright, white shaft of light came through (the same as is in the intro of the 1982 film "the thing" over the course of two seconds or so, about a dozen more gaps appeared each gap also let in a shaft of light before the dream-scene-feel, cum-montage finished, approximately one-third to one-half of the design on the wall was letting through light a sense of anticipation gripped me the sense of anticipation was cut short immediately after it occurred the writer believes he may be able to experience and interchange between both states of consciousness within this lifetime thinking about it further, the writer thinks the addenda: vividness: of the shafts of light represents the fully awake state that fits in with this dream addenda: vividness: 3.8 to 4.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream - xual (10+) 13042021 the name of the dreams: the charge of the children - the right sounds a four or five sequence dream in the first scene, thirty or forty children coming over the brow of a hill they are moving with a purpose we are viewing them from a slightly elevated position they are coming towards us and slightly to the right as they pass below us and before the scene changes, we see a second wave of children of a hundred or so catching up with them in the third scene, children are everywhere and more appear the longer this scene goes on the impression is, it all the children in the world they have been given free-rein to assert themselves adults have concluded that total freedom for children will produce a natural, optimum progression of order which adults can model themselves on addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.2 observer - the category of the dream - children (4+) in the second dream,the dreamer is taken to a hanger-sized building it is to be used as a communal centre the dreamer has been brought in to recommend a p.a. system someone is making notes as the dreamer points out where to place the speakers can feel the place coming to life addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - p.a. systems (3+) 12042021 the name of the dreams: hesitation, park people, gliding on the ground the first dream is set in a brickyard or a cement works there are large piles of brick or cement rubble in two or three places there is an air of foreboding, although what form the menace is in isn't clear it is thought this dream is the result of falling asleep while listening to a dark and moody version of a two-hour radio play of Bladerunner (do androids dream of electric sheep?) the second theme, it is a sunny day we are looking at the entrance to a park that has tall white gates people are going into a park in large numbers the word large doesn't convey the actual number of people going through the gates into the park it would be more accurate to use the word multitudes in the third dream, we are experiencing a gliding feeling possibly ice or roller-skates not sure what brought on this pleasant sense of movement the last scene of this bit of r.e.m. is of my step-brother and step-father in a room where we live this dream is an all-white dream with splotches of dark walk into the bedroom and can see the tools and the bits and pieces of sawn wood false walls have been installed both of them are looking pleased the dreamer is impressed it is a very professional bit of d.i.y. both of them, it should be noted, are as honest and as the day is long they have built the false walls in their eagerness to please me they know the dreamer deals in drugs and are lettingthe dreamerknow they are going to help and not hinder the dreamer the dreamer is furious it should be noted that both of them are as honest as the day is long the last thing the dreamer wants to happen is to get them involved from memory, this is the only dream which contains a smell it was the distinct smell of wood and plaster three times the dreamer asks his step-brother, "did you do this?" he never answered the dream finishes the last dream is the most vivid dream for months addenda: vividness:: 2.9 to 4.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: foreboding (5+) flying/gliding (5+) family (6+) stepfather (1) step-brother (1) 11042021 the name of the dream: return of the montages a ninety-second, one-hundred-plus pictures Montage most scenes lasted for between one-third to one half of a second every scene is in colour in amongst them, a white horse, oliver hardy and barbara windsor every pic/scene contained movement one scene is of a canvas portrait of a man's face the grain of the painting is clearly visible the picture started as a still scene while taking in the detail, the man's face becomes alive as he turns to face the observer, a smile forms the smile gets bigger his gaze lingers for a moment before the scene is replaced by another the portrait scene was the longest of all the scenes, lasting about three-quarters of a second addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.2 - observer - the category of the montage: multi-themed montage 10042021 the name of the dream: whoops-a-daisy the new american democratic party in the america is having its first major policy conference the dream starts with yours truly in the foyer after the doors were closed two or three armed guards are in the foyer the doors have padlocked, heavy-duty chains going through the handles on the outside think i'm a photographer or perhaps a newspaper reporter there will be a couple of hours to wait until the convention finishes fifteen metres across the way there is another building much like the one i'm in there is condensation on the inside of the glass of the building the dreamer is a movement inside the foyer of the other building causesthe dreamerto look can't quite make out who it is go the the window and rub away the condensation can see him more clearly, but it's raining and stiil can't make him out the person in the foyer of the other building comes closer to the window for a second he becomes recognisable it looks like joe biden he looks lost first going this way, then going the other think this dream is linked to a clip on Infowars of joe biden falling up the stairs, not once, not twice but three times while boarding a plane he looks a complete div addenda: vividness: 3.4 - observer - the category of the dream - topical () politics () joe biden (1) 10042021 the name of the dream: 52d the first theme in this dream is to do withthe dreamerneeding to go to the toilet didn't get to a toilet in time and soiled myself fairly sure this dream was due to taking a large dose of vitamin c during the day and feeling the need to go to the toilet shortly after the second theme while walking along a street, a girl presented herself tothe dreamerand letthe dreamerknow she was prepared to be intimate a little further along the street, we came to a t-junction we turned left ten metres ahead was a railway crossing then, a young man of twenty came up tothe dreamerand said, "so-and-so wants to see you at 52d" wasn't familiar with the name or the address the tone in his voice suggested it was more of an order than a request the dreamer became cautious he said, "i want you to come with me" the dreamer said, "i'm not going anywhere with you" another young man appeared in the dream no sooner had he appeared, when a car pulled up at the kerb the back-seat door of the car opened the two lads grabbed hold ofthe dreamerand started forcingthe dreamerto the car there was a prolonged struggle during the struggle,the dreamer turn through one-hundred and eighty degrees my movement was so quick it threw one of the young men into the middle of the road there are then two scenes that contain violence (am leaving the details of scenes of violence out of dreams from now on) it meant the police would be showing up soon the would-be abductors knew they had failed and drove off addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - attempted abduction (1+) 07042021 2nd dream the name of the dream: the sea farer was in a two or three people dinghy the dinghy was dark grey and black didn't have a paddle the dreamer didn't think he would need one the water was only metres away from where the dreamer is living the flow of the water would takethe dreamerto where it met the open sea the last time had been there, the open sea was only one or two-hundred-metres across to the bank on the other side in another scene, had reached the open sea it was completely different the open sea had gone from being one or two-hundred-metres across to seven-or-eight-kilometres the current would takethe dreamerall the way out to sea panic gripped me had to get back to the bank, but quick without a paddle, the only option was to use my hands was wearing heavy-duty plastic and cloth gloves my hands would get cold had to paddle like billyo to beat the current was winning the fight against the current when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - open waters (3+) the name of the dream: pre-heavenly activity: freedom-fever at home in bed had woken a minute or two before was thinking about what we would be doing in future Undulations while man-shaped then, like bolt from the blue, it revealed itself it seems all of the matter in the universe is being organised into a Life-Friendly environment there are glistening silver structures from where we are now that seem to stretch out to the end of the Observable Universe in all directions the whole thing is buzzing with activity huge, moving craft carrying other huge structures craft transporting people and other smaller structures a feverish sense of purpose accompanies our activities the scope of the task is all-consuming we incorporate our interaction with one another as we build work, love and play merge they are indistinguishable from each other we know we will accomplish that which has to be done and complete the task, but there isn’t a scintilla of complacency the scene lasts for two or three seconds of Dream- Time, after which the dreamer jumps out of bed and dashes into the living-room two or three people are waiting forthe dreamerto get out of bed in the living room, my gaze finds cathy the dreamer says to cath, “i knows what we will be doing for eternity” (while man-shaped) the dreamer is about to begin explaining the dream to cath when the dreamer wakes for things to fit together properly, this dream must be somewhere between a million years from now and no further into the future than five-thousand-million years from now for the picture “Heavenly Bodies” to be accurate it is the most exciting insight into the future of the activities of the man-shaped being to date addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 4.4 – observer – the category of the dream - future undulations (5+) cath (2+) 06042021 the name of the dream: more fool me offered a couple of casual acquaintances a tenner if they could come up with a business venture which would return a profit on a thousand pounds the dreamer knows he is taking a risk telling them about my finances, but thought they would think of the long-term benefits not sure how they found out the dreamer had a thousand pounds stashed and was robbed of it knew where to find the two lads, and decided to put up a fight loaded a shotgun with blanks and went to confront them caught up with them at their hang out they are fifteen people in the room where they are, every one of them is committed to a life of crime spoke loud enough for everyone to hear would give a thousand-pound reward if the money was returned delivered my ultimatum and waited for a response they carried on as though the dreamer wasn't there lost patience and fired a shot into the ceiling it created a black gunpowder smudge on the ceiling the group of men stopped talking and they began sizingthe dreamerup the dreamer had crossed the line was thinking what to do when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - criminality () 05042021 the name of the dream: new accommodation and new friends the council has built two new eight or nine-storey blocks of flats within three-quarters of a kilometre of the city centre have been allocated a flat on the first floor it has an L-shaped living room the kitchen occupies the rest of the floor-space the kitchen has floor-standing cupboards when seated in any part of the living room, the rest of the flat is visible it gives the impression of being a lot more spacious than it is can seat ten or twelve people, more if people sit in the kitchen its nearness to town makes it easy for people to get to it soon became the gathering place for friends and friends of friends in the dream, there seven or eight people sitting and chatting the underlying theme of conversation has a political theme in one scene, a friend of a friend tried to rubbish the definition of love he didn't get any support from anyone else in another scene, someone pointed out that in the other new block of flats, a man was looking into our flat using binoculars at first,the dreamerfelt peeved then a feeling of gratification that someone thought our lives were were snooping on x material followed the scenes in the flat the xual content brought the writer to the realisation that the most intense natural pleasurable feelings we experience, (ej*******on), is the bare constant of the heavenly experience addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - socialising () 04042021 the name of the dream: politics, food and tasty anatomy's two themes and one scene arnold schwarzenegger has a role in government he is trying to get support for a policy his manner is surprisingly uninsistent he is talking to another man but is alluding tothe dreamerwhen he says, "if someone was to support it, it would probably get accepted" the next theme is food someone is eating a large, juicy chicken pie he bites into the pie he bites too energetically and some of the white gravy squirts onto his shirt there is quite a bit more to this period of R.E.M. https://www.verywellhealth.com/the-four-stages-of-sleep-2795920 the last four months have seen a noticeable reduction in the detail in dreams this is due to smoking too much green should see an expansion of details within the next few months the scene shows a woman lying on her front she is dressed her skin-tight slacks leave only the colour of her skin to imagine the eye is drawn to her buttocks buttocks don't come anymore voluptuous the dreamer wakes in an aroused state addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 4 - observer - the category of the dream - celebrities () arnold schwarzenegger (3+) food () chicken pie (1+) the female shape () buttocks (2+) 03042021 the name of the dream: soon to be a two-theme dream this dream is solidly based on the pde's in part, from a conversation, and in part from watching a couple of episodes of "would i lie to you" we are living in a post-covid world there is more than enough time for fun and recreation am a guest on an episode of a quick-fire comedy show another guest panellist, a woman, determined to throwthe dreameroff-guard, says earnestly, "the rumour is you're a lousy lover" my reply is, "that's a bit rich considering it's coming from a woman whose hymen is still intact" she doesn't have a comeback the second dream is a conversation that details the run-up to, and the demise of, the covid hoax in this dream, the world is free of financial tyranny addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - topical () covid (3+) financial () 02042021 the name of the dream: bad influences this multi-scened dream contained violence have decided not to enter dreams with violent content/themes will, however, make a note when one occurs the reason... a few weeks back the writer hit an emotional brick wall while watching a film that had violence in it it produced a depressing feeling the feeling re-emerged every time violence occurred in the film it went even further... even a small amount of animosity was enough to produce a bad feeling am now only watching films and programmes that are family-friendly that is, a child can watch them this entry is also to tell you, films with explosions have an adverse effect on the minds of people of all ages with just one or two exceptions, explosions do not occur in nature the sinister side to this is, there are people in the film industry who know explosions have a detrimental effect on the minds of people keep your children away from films that have explosions in them the writer knows from experience, violent content produces ill feelings in dreams (see 31072014) it's more than just possible it affects the awake-time conscious state as well 01042021 the name of the dream: you can lead a horse to water six or seven scenes in which the dreamer is making a determined, almost feverish, attempt to persuade people to incorporate ethics into their lifestyle most resistance came from a man he has a booming business he isn't denying that ethics is important, but can't bring his-self to let go of a succesful business the dream ends as it is realised he wont be persuaded addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - ethics () 30032021 the name of the dream: nothing fishy about her it is the end of the school year at our primary school a group of us have volunteered to help a teacher organise things which will need attention while the school is closed the teacher is a young woman she is supervising as we go from classroom to classroom in one classroom is a one-metre by half-a-metre by a half-a-metre fish tank the teacher is sitting on one of the classrooms desks one of her feet is resting on the floor, the other is propped on a desk she is wearing black, ‎corduroy trousers and an orange blouse with patches of black her face isn't in the dream as the teacher is instructing us what to do, the movement of the fish catch my eye every time the teacher speaks, the fish in the tank change the direction they are swimming because the writer is in a "sceptical" frame of mind of late, his initial thought is the fish are trying to flee from the source of the sound the dreamer thinks the teacher is the same woman who physically (not xually) abused some boys at junior school she was bad news it didn't make sense though the teacher in this dream is relaxed and dress-conscious not at all like the awake-time teacher from junior school gave the dream a different interpretation the teacher is a modern, caring person the fish aren't fleeing from the sound of her voice, but are trying to move toward it it's within the realms of possibility that a female man-shaped being with a "love attitude", may indeed give-off a quality that would attract any form of life addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - junior school (2+) evolving beings () female () 29032021 the name of the dream: how not to remember your dreams s dream about two people who cooperate to make a website one of them has the skills to do just about anything with a website the other has unbounded enthusiasm which will carry it through in one scene, the one with the skills to create the website tells the other one that the terms entered into the search box is the key to bringing up the information sought the dream finished and the writer did the same thing as he did with the dream of 27032021 he think-read the details of the dream upon waking but then slipped back into a borderline awake/sleep state that was enough for details to re-bury themselves back into the dream conscious the writer will now have to try and instil the habit of waking from sleep with the dream fresh in his mind it will probably mean adopting an "early to bed, early to rise..." routine this dream was the result of coming across a website yesterday which used databases within a database it pulled up the info with pinpoint precision it also had something to do with my website needed to give a sentence the reference to a page from a few years back which made an important point, but couldn't bring it up using the search box addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - forgetting the details of a dream (2) 28032021 the name of the dream: good things happen to those who do good a young lad breaks into a mini-sized mansion before he has finished gathering the "haul", he comes across a girl who is being held captive the lad listens to her story and realises he has stumbled upon a hornets nest the girl cautions the boy about her captor it is obvious, the person is a pyschopath he has no option but to get her out of there (even thieves have standards) he knows he is on the edge it is now a matter of life and death, quite possibly for both of them they manage to get out of the house and clear of the vicinity the girl is so grateful she invites the lad to conjoin with her the dream turns into an x dream addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 4 - participant - the category of the dream - female abductions (2) 27032021 the name of the dream: confusing states of consciousness it was a six or seven-scene dream took notes which covered the main thrust of the dream would elaborate when it came to typing it into this database it felt good to be remembering dreams with so much detail relaxed and went into a light slumber woke and went to the notes it then became clear the notes taken immediately after the dream were taken in the dream the light sleep was sufficient to erase most of the details can tell you, it had similarities to yesterday's dream people were helping someone to write something addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - taking notes of a dream in a dream (1) 26032021 the name of the dream: feigned feelings three of us are practising songs to add to our portfolio one of the guitarists had composed a new song after he had sung it, he waited to hear our comments there was no doubt in my mind, it was a hit the other member of the group agreed the person who composed the song wasn't sure he didn't think it was good enough and dismissed the idea at one point, the dreamer's comment was, "i know a good song when i hear one, and your song is a good one" still, he wasn't persuaded for two or more scenes, the composer of the song kept shaking his head and dismissing the idea it was good enough whenever we tried to encourage him to recognise the potential of the song as the dream came to an end, his reluctance to accept our opinion was still present it was then it became clear to me the lad who composed the song wasn't disagreeing with us because he thought the song wasn't good enough he was shrugging off our enthusiasm because he wanted to keep hearing us saying how good it was addenda: vividness: 3.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - music () 23032021 the name of the dream: cheats it is the end of the school term the exam results have just been released there was a tradition at the college which went back to the year dot students would leave a remark about the test on the test paper it was discovered the comments were in fact instructions to the examiners the code contained the students' preferences for his working life the examiner would then suggest the student showed aptitude in a particular subject and should be given a new curriculum when the cheating came to light the entire staff were sacked those of us who aren't part of the scam will now get a fair chance in life despite its glum tone, this dream was clear and bright addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - education () 22032021 the name of the dream: the daughter of a dog my working buddy has saved his credits he can now use as many or as few of his credits as he wants for a partner he makes the classic mistake of skimping on how many of his credits go toward a partner by only using one-half of his buying power, he will have enough for a different girl if he doesn't like the girl he is allocated the girl he gets is a girl who spits venom every time she speaks my work-mate is despondent it will be a long time before he has accumulated enough credits to get back into the position where he can try again the girl in this dream is a young lady the writer encountered in town a couple of decades ago the memory comes to mind now and then... walked into a bus shelter there were three women already in the shelter speaking to the woman nearest to me,the dreamer asks, "is the number ? due?" the girl in question tookthe dreameraback when, from the furthest end of the shelter, she said, "you missed it" the ill-will accompanying her utterance was palpable have only come across three females with a truly aggressive bent there's nothing more off-putting for fair-minded men than a woman with a violent trait this slightly-built girl was all wrong had something happened which made her the way she was? even more disturbing, is the girl exhibiting her natural character? addenda: vividness: 3.9 - observer - the category of the dream - undesirable women (1) 18032021 the name of the dream: june revisited the second dream of this young lady the first, 01042018, explains our coming together unlike the first dream, in this dream, the writer is aware of the motives of the men she lives with have persuaded the girl to leave her brother and father there are hectic scenes of us moving from place to place we will have to stay in hiding until the girl feels we have given her family "the slip" when the young lady has regained her confidence and when she is sure she will not be back in the custody of her brother and father we will confront them a highly vivid dream it suggests a future time-tense in a far-off undulation, when her brother and father are not in her reality, she will become her natural self the dreamer will have to stand in the queue while men more skilful in the art of wooing women try to win her heart her brother and father will have been shuffled into the past she will be in a normal environment and will know the joy of natural feelings addenda: vividness: 4.4 to 4.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () women () june (2) 17032021 the name of the dream: skulduggery the low addenda: vividness: of this dream suggests it is set in a past tense of time the heart of the centralised system is based on the seasonal reports from teachers teachers note aptitudes and skills of the pupils throughout the junior and senior schools the scope to change jobs is built into the structure as long as the people swapping jobs had a minimum number of similar traits they are deemed interchangeable the dream starts with a young lady giving up her coveted job to another person it produced such showing of gratitude from the person she swapped jobs with, it promptedthe dreamerto do the same in the next scene, have given my job to a young lad it wasn't the job he wanted it was the location he wanted to be close to a girl he had a crush on unbeknown to me, the young lad had been coerced into getting my job so he could give it to someone else in the next scene, the person who would end up with my job reveals his motives for wanting to change jobs he walks past where the dreamer lives he is trying to hide his face he has heard about my goods and he is "casing" my home the dreamer sets-up a hidden camera it catches him walking past my place on more than one occasion if he does robthe dreamerwhile i'm away, he will have to explain why he's so interested in my place addenda: vividness: - 3.2/3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - social structure () 12032021 the name of the dream: the engineers the dream centres around one scene a group of men are trying to detect where a leak of semi-precious fluid is coming from frustrations are mounting the chief engineer is unable to pinpoint where the leak is a white cloth is tied around a ninety-degree bend in a pipe if the joint is leaking from there it will discolour the cloth it occurred tothe dreamerthat blotting paper would show the fluid with greater accuracy the suggestion was acted upon there was still no sign that the joint was the source of the leak it then struckthe dreamerthe loss of the fluid was due to evaporation the suggestion was being debated when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - work (6+) engineering (2+) 11032021 the name of the dream: no better way to celebrate life dusk has come and gone it is early night three of us, a friend, his girlfriend and self are ready to commit a burglary the house sits on top of an elevated and isolated plot of land we are standing near the imposing iron fence and about to enter the grounds the girl is the most casual of us it's as though she is there for something to do she has no sense of wrong-doing at the moment the dreamer concludes from her movements she is nimble, she starts dancing the theme of the dream changes we are now at a dance with hundreds of people the party is in full flow as the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - criminal intent (5+) burglary (2+) dancing (6+) 10032021 the name of the dream: attraction has no bounds went to sleep listening to the audio version of the original "the day the earth stood still" film the dream was a vivid dozen or more scenes of the film the dream stayed faithful to the plot, characters and script of the film it was faithful with one exception... the last few scenes have the lead female actor and alien ambassador kissing the addenda: vividness: of the film was 4.5 in a future undulation, the plot of the film will have the lead woman and klaatu walking off into the sunset hand-in-hand this dream, the last of three themes in this period of r.e.m., was more montage (https://endicat.com/dreams-montage-dream-mix/) than dream addenda: vividness: 4.5 - observer - the category of the dream - film-based dream: the day the earth stood still (1) black and white (2+) 09032021 the name of the dream: the heist 2 and the heist 1 dozens of cases of vodka and a couple of thousand in cash looked easy pickings the delivery would be intercepted as it was being delivered two of the three-man "crew" were hiding inside the building in the attic and would drop down into the delivery area, pick up the boxes and pass them to a man in the attic we would leave the drink in the attic until the delivery was completed and pick them up when the coast was clear it wasn't that simple of course one the "crew" wasn't as strong as he thought and didn't have the strength to lift the cases to the man in the attic which meant only half the consignment could be stolen (there was only a small window of time between them being hidden in the attic and the people who they were meant for coming to pick them up) it wouldn't take long for the people who had been robbed to figure out how they had been robbed also, one of our men, who was in it more for the fun than the rewards, brought some tarantula-sized spiders with him and was going to leave the spiders in the attic and scare the "willies" out of the "rightful" owners who would eventually look there the spiders would incense the people we stole from even more we took the cash with us and the dreamer "divvied" it up the dreamer hid the money in various locations at my place and gave one of the locations to each man for them to collect after a suitable "cooling off" time things turned nasty when someone got greedy and had searched for and found one of the other men's stash the dreamer was tied up and being roughed up to tell where it was the penny dropped when the dreamer remembered that one of the people who had been withthe dreameron another "job" in another dream from a few days ago (didn't enter the dream into the diary and had forgotten about it) spoke tothe dreamerin the scene before where the dreamer is tied up with a mischievous glint in his eye he knew how the dreamer paid people and had gone to his place and stole the money the dreamer asked his interrogators, "has ...? been doing any spending lately?" addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - thieving (8+) drink and cash (1) 08032021 the name of the dream: new talent was made the section supervisor of a mega big international company my promotion was due to coming up with an idea that became the standard operating procedure a new employee joined to firm he showed promise he was put in my section familiarised him with his job "hat" by giving him an example of the sort of thing that he could do to streamline efficiency the example was quite a complicated formula it tookthe dreamerby surprise when the new young employee came up with a new streamlined procedure the next day others had scrutinised his new formula beforethe dreamerand were agreed he was talented was more than a little pleased with my discovery of the new talent that the dreamer had spotted new talent could only bolster his position it should have been a giant stride forward for the new employee it should also have been a giant feather in my cap talking of feathers... you could have knockedthe dreamerdown with one when, as the dreamer began reading the formula everybody was talking about it was a point-by-point copy of the example he had been shown bythe dreamerthe day before now the dreamer is in a quandary it meant letting the new guy take the credit for the idea if it came out that the new employee had used an example of mine it would turn everything on its head my cred would take a massive dent the beauty of it all is that the new guy wasn't being deceitful for reasons known only to the new chappie, he thought the example he had been shown the day before was the way it should be done addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - work () management () 07032021 the name of the dream: a lucky guy a male friend came to visit for the evening at the end of the visit, he askedthe dreamerif he knew where he could buy a particular item he was one of those people who point blank refused to get a computer but didn't hesitate to reap the benefits of the versatility of the computer within a minute the computer located the item and the nearest place he could buy one the computer highlighted the shop on a street map which was, as it happened, within a hundred metres or so of where we were he asked the dreamer in a way that suggested it would be a big favour to him if the dreamer would walk him to the shop although it was evening and the shop was closed it was an easy enough thing to do and we both got ready to leave when his back was turned the dreamer said to his girl, "will give you a big hug when weget back?" she leaned forward and said with uncomplicated emotions, "i want a hug now" her red cheeks and lips highlighted her clean young looks the dreamer thought how lucky the dreamer was to have a girlfriend with such a captivating personality (stand-out scene) the dreamer shakee his head the hug the dreamer had in mind would last longer than a second for a minute upon awaking, the dreamer lay there luxuriating in the feelings of being fully rested while still on the boundaries of asleep and awake when another scene relevant to the dream popped into my mind had come across an eye which had been in a doll or a teddy bear it not only looked like an eye but it actually had the look of being alive in the scene,the dreamer has placed the eye between the fingers of my clenched fist and put hair above and below it a split second before she saw it the dreamer said to his girl in a way that suggested it was a cute pet, "found this little thing" her brain filled in the blanks and she was seeing a living thing as big as a head inside my clenched fist she recoiled instinctively for a split second before she realised the dreamer had "got her" again addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (35+) female (25+) male (15+) 06032021 the name of the dream: the skyways construction company in a small group of men being shown around a construction site we were standing at the central point of a junction which brought together two or three elevated highways the highways were a hundred metres above the ground and were wide enough to accomodate a dozen lines of traffic the lanes turned and sloped down over a distance of kilometres which stretched off into the distance they must have been suspension roads as there weren't any support pillars in the scene in the last scene of this dream the dreamer wandered away from the group of four or five people showing him around the site and went to the bottom of an incline which allowed him to see all of the construction from horizon to horizon it's scale was so impressive the dreamer threw out his arms in a gesture of intimidation indicating it was too big the only dream with a grander scale was 15062017 addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - construction sites (4+) elevated (2+) 05032021 the name of the dream: meat and vegetables a curious dream about food in this dream, a future time-tense, the most popular food is a prepared vegetable meal a new recipe for the food has been introduced the company that produced the food is under investigation by the most powerful newspaper in the land the paper iss known for its championing of human rights it demanded that the meat recipe be kept separate from the rest of the meal the consumer would decide if they wanted meat with the meal or not the paper showed a picture of the meat straight out of the tin the meat and the juices stayed the shape of the tin when the meat and gravy is eased out of the tin the paper pointed out that the meat meal must have artificial ingredients in it for the meal to stay firm out of the tin the paper done such a good "hatchet" job on the product, the company has to "eat crow" and take its new product off the market think this dream came about as a result of my reaction to seeing the gravy and meat in a frozen meal two days before addenda: vividness: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - food () soup () 04032021 the name of the dream: elites living in a society that has extremely tight standards am waiting for the results of my test the result determines a person's position in society a score above sixty-per-cent meant a person was in the mainstream of society the higher the score, the greater was the standing of the person the dreamer needed a slightly higher score to get above seventy-per-cent above seventy-per-cent and a person was considered an "elite" an "elite" could adjudicate on disputes she or he could send a person to prison could change a person job the elites were expected to help people find their niche in life the dreamer thought he had discovered a mistake in the marking of his test brought it to the attention of one of the elites the elite, after a quick study of the question and answer under dispute, found there were reasonable grounds for a challenge if the result was in my favour, the amended test result would putthe dreamerin the elite class the person who was assessing the situation forthe dreamerfelt sure there was a case and it would be in my favour he was tellingthe dreamerwhat my responsibilities and rewards are when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - types of societies (2+) 03032021 the name of the dream: loneliness in a military base the scene which dominated this dream was a natural formation of stones the stones were layered in tiers, it was possible to imagine the initial flow of lava reaching the point where it finished and then seven or eight smaller flows had followed it there was nothing in an "images" search which came close to depicting the look being described the formation was two hundred metres across and each layer was about two metres in depth at the top of the formation was a road there was a point on the road where men, in an act of symbolism, would throw things onto the rock formation the formation of rock, being smooth and tiered would enable the object thrown to slide down to the bottom of the formation and out of sight usually, a man would throw away photo's or keepsakes of family and loved one's as a statement of commitment to put the unit they belonged to above the family alternatively, men would throw their rifle into the chasm of rock as an act of resignation it was evening and in the dusk somewhere at the bottom of the mini-canyon came the sound of a baby crying some baby-cries are distinctly different from others this one was a cry for companionship, the loneliness echoed and resonated in that part ofthe dreamerwhich defined humanity it took a while to locate the baby it had been left in a structure of bricks, it wasn't clear if the structure of bricks was meant to house him or keep the child imprisoned the dream ended when enough of the bricks had been moved and the silhouette of the baby showed she/he had stopped crying addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - militarism (2+) babies (5+) 01032021 the name of the dream: the trouble with tweeties at home lying down on the sofa having a "kip" was woken by sparrows making a lot of noise and the beak of one of the sparrow pecking into the corner of my mouth had been feeding the sparrows for so long they had lost any fear ofthe dreamerand thought nothing of coming in the house to forage for titbits or when they fancied something different or if the bird-feeder, their concept of a larder, was empty on occasions the living room was your regular aviary, sometimes there was ten of them this dream was one of those times in fact, if it wasn't for their chirping and squabbling and nibbling the dreamer wouldn't have woke at all and wouldn't be relating this snippet of a bedtime-story on this occasion, it wasn't obvious what they wanted the bird looking for something in my mouth suggested they were very hungry but they were quick learners and may have "cottoned on" tothe dreamerbeing awake meant food would be arriving soon at first, the dreamer could always tell when they were famished, they would be pecking into the corner of my mouth for a grain of something too small for my senses to be aware was there another thing they had learnt to do when they were truly hungry was to nibble at my ear until the dreamer woke they were doing both in this dream they had wokenthe dreamerup on many occasions when times were desperate sometimes it wasn't being hungry which made them wakethe dreamerup they had learnt that if they turned their noses up at a bit of bread it would result in them getting something else, their particular favourite was suet pudding too tired to get up and go to the pantry the dreamer tried to fob them off with crumbs on the coffee table which was just within arms reach they were after a "treat" and crumbs weren't it the room cleared surprisingly quickly addenda: vividness: -3 - participant - the category of the dream - animals (16+)dinosaurs (6+) sparrows (1) 28022021 the name of the dream: the boss's yardstick became part of a "loan" company yes, it was the disreputable kind the reason the boss found a place forthe dreameris he wanted to clean up his "image" threats and brute force made his reputation to gain "cred" with officialdom he would have to shift his "collection" techniques he sawthe dreameras a "friendly" collector someone who would persuade people to see the "companies" point of view rather than use "silent-force" there was one person, a young male, who was having trouble repaying it wasn't just that he didn't have the money he made it, clear he would repay when it was convenient to him a picture of the boss's face penetrates the dream he is flushed red with frustration and anger the boss is making it clear, let the young male know he is playing with fire in the last scene, the dreamer is explaining the situation to the young male addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - loan sharks (2+) 27022021 the name of the dream: swimming pools and playing tools a sunny-day dream self and a male friend are in an outdoor public swimming pool with just two or three other people in the water with us a young lady of seventeen or eighteen, and a bit overweight, comes into the dream with a younger person they began playing at being whales in the next scene, my friend has left the dream and the scene has changed although the theme is the same a girl and self are at a pool that fills and empties with the tide the girl wants to know aboutthe dreamerand begins asking about this, that and the other my response was, "why has it got to be a serious relationship. why can't a girl and a boy have a day together having fun and enjoying the companionship of each other ?" trying to make the point the dreamer suggest we count the fish the scene changed, at home relaxing and the girl from the previous scene comes through the door carrying a baby she letsthe dreamertake the baby from her sat the baby on the floor and put a toy in front of her it was a mechanical toy about a metre long that had an outdoor scenery recognisable animals popped up in one part of the scenery, made the sound or a movement characteristic of the animal the animal sank out of sight and was replaced by another, familiar animal, in another place in the scenery the dream ended as the toy/game was playing addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (35+) female (30+) baby's (8+) toys (1) 26022021 the name of the dream: lingering dream-time memories beavering away at the computer was composing and correcting a think-read dream as is the case with "think-readers", it was proving to be a test of concentration (it should be noted; composing and correcting "think-readers" has become a breeze compared to the first one [15092014] ) this think-read dream was more colourful than usual 4.6 (rust-colour again) in r.e.m. or dream-time, this think-read dream took about eighteen-seconds which means it lasted about three-minutes in awake-time after putting the entry into the database went back to sleep upon waking, was thinking about when to do what first "at least", the dreamer thought, "dreams diary had been updated" funny thing was, couldn't remember actually sitting at the computer and doing it was about to go to the computer and check it had been entered when it hit me the memories of completing the entry and the feeling of satisfaction that accompanied it had resonated and produced such a deep feeling of satisfaction, my mind had closed-off the machinery needed to make the effort to get out of bed after waking the addenda: vividness: of the dream was such that it enabledthe dreamerto recall the important details of the think-read dream and enter the dream now (eighteen-hours after the dream) the writer is beginning to think that the application of awake-time and dream-time dreams will produce dramatic results throughout this coming millennia addenda: vividness: 4.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - assisted memories (1?) think-read (30+?) 25022021 the name of the dream: give and take the management of a company which manufacturers metal goods are at a loss as to what to do pilfering is affecting the profit and loss sheet the management's solution is to reduce wages unfortunately, it produces another problem to make up for their loss in pay the workers have to pilfer more was pointing out that if management reduced their pay, the problem would get solved, when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3,1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - business () wages () 24022021 the name of the dream: people who need help a young man felt he wasn't part of society the simple reason being, he didn't have a bank account it was a touchy point with him he felt awkward when he was with people and they used their card to buy things think it was because he couldn't read or write or, it may have been because he was arithmetically challenged one day, the lad under discussion produced a chequebook and offered to pay for things if the dreamer ever needed to borrow money couldn't help but feel sorry for him the lad desperately wanted to be accepted as normal woke up to the sound of my own voice explaining the advantages of having an overdraft this dream is before atm's and therefore belongs to a past time-tense addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - illiteracy () 23022021 the name of the dream: the draw it is a repressive society there is no freedom to speak of most of us live in the shadow of persecution it is serfdom, only in a different era a "get out" clause exists in the form of a regular draw the prizes vary a different country hosts the draw each time it is the turn of france france is known for handing out prizes which give the winner a way out of the repression the person who wins tonight's prize will become a "free" even though it wasthe dreamerwho won, there was a sense of dissatisfaction upon waking addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - suppressive societies (5+) * note 1 the dream of 02012021 highlights an extremely unlikely incident it wasn't until yesterday when the writer watched the film "supercop", that the writer realised that seemingly impossible situations are not uncommon at the end of the film, there is a sequence of outtakes that show gaffs and incidents while making the film one of the outtakes was, almost exactly, the same as that in the dream of 02012021 the likelihood of it happening once all are almost nil that both women would beat the air with their fists out of embarrassment brings about a realisation... if it can happen it will you can bask in the knowledge that all the worst things that can happen have already happened and will not happen again 20212021 the name of the dreams: children and the environment a public enquiry is underway to discover how it was that a young boy had drowned in a disused swimming-pool the first scene shows the swimming pool empty of people but full of water the pool is about six-feet at the deep-end we can see large, metal pipes, presumably for the water supply the pipes are sticking through the sides of the wall of the pool and clearly be seen on the screen the news presenter tells us that this is the second time a child has drowned in this swimming-pool there had also been at least one near-miss footage of the pool at its heyday was being shown on one occasion, someone had been videoing the pool when an emergency happened it showed a woman diving into the pool fully-dressed her clothes became full of water and she laooked like the "michelin-man" it made the rescue twice as hard against the odds, the woman struggles and eventually saves the child * this sort of thing is happening on a regular basis when this website had new, pull-down shades installed a few years back he got into a conversation with the fitter the fitter said that the chords used to pull up and lower the shades in houses was responsible for fifteen child-deaths by strangulation the year before this is exactly what we should be looking out for in our surroundings we all have the capacity to foresee life-threatening circumstances by not fulfilling our parental or adult responsibility we have allowed ourselves to let death-outcome realities into our lifestyle our first responsibility is to keep our children alive at the moment it is not addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 4.2 - observer - the category of the dream - accidental children mortalities (2+) sea/water (2+) 20212021 the name of the dreams: sewage - supernatural took the job in sewage management because the dreamer was told t would be a good career move the dreamer wanted to be a public servant he got "togged" up in a sewage suit heavy-duty, knee-high black "wellies" a one-piece, rubberised yellow overalls unwiedly, thick gloves that were tightened around the forearms the dreamer looked like a spaceman in a bad 1950's space fiction film think there was another scene that had the accompanying smell of sewage thankfully it didn't come to the fore of the awake-time memory supernatural an imposing high marble hallway, completely bare of fixtures, fittings, windows or paintings there is a white, slightly ruffled eiderdown against the wall five metres away to my right it moves half-a-metre towards me a pang of fear grips me unfamiliar objects start whizzing around in the air the dreamer's apprehension deepens and he wakes there's nothing like a scary movie when you're in the familiar surroundings of the home snuggled under the blankets when you're alone in a dream, no thank you they are genuinely scary addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: jobs/work (7+) sewage (2+) - scary dreams (2+) religious theme (1+) 19022021 the name of the dream: a fair society is a wealthy society finally, was elected as the person who controlled the purse strings some would take only so much of a reduction in their budget before rebelling the group with the most to lose were keeping a close eye on me they were lettingthe dreamerknow they would resort to "dirty tactics" if needs be the trick was going to be to implement an all-around reduction while plugging the gaps that use corruption and cronyism as the standard business model was riding high in the popularity stakes providing the dreamer didn't go too far too fast he wouldn't derail the long-term plan things were already getting better for ordinary people was feeling confident there would be a smooth change-over when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - politics () finances () 18022021 the name of the dream: the eight-metre-wide rubbish sorter two of us are seated at a circular, eight-metre wide, slowly revolving rubbish-sorter not sure if it is paper or cloth that is being churned ocasionally, one of us comes across a solid metal object we hold it up so a couple of unseen people can put a price on it the total price of valuable items on a workers work-record determined the worker's take-home pay addenda: vividness: 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - employee () rubbish-sorter (1) 17022021 the name of the dream: it shouldn't be allowed - drug lord teamed up with another lad and between us, we had the biggest stash in the area the new partner brought a twenty-eight-lb bag of white powder to the enterprise my contribution is a fifty-six-pound bag of white powder the new partner was a bit peeved that we started using his bag first he felt his "stash" was more of an investment than mine to him it probably was he'd soon see the sense in keeping the largest amount in reserve it shouldn't be allowed in a car with my girlfriend know not where we have come from, nor where we are going what my girlfriend does know is that it is time for x it is very distracting for a man to drive while the female in the next seat is re-arranging his clothing it shouldn't be allowed all that's missing from this dream is rock n' roll come to think of it, there hasn't there been a single dream where music accompanied x-dream addenda: vividness: - 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - drugs () foreplay () 16022021 the name of the dream: teddy's hair snippets of the hair of well-known people were being used to stuff a teddy bear it was a fundraising event for what was considered to be the most worthy of all the charities the scene which sticks out is of a circular quiff of hair the teddy bear is in the background both the hair on the outside of the bear and the quiff of hair were a shade of the colour of rust this must be the beginning of my rust-coloured period addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream - colour and symbolism (2?) 15022021 the name of the dream: the devil's advocate am the host in a twice-daily talk show the show is called the devil's advocate the subject of the second show is whether homicide is justifiable in certain circumstances a well-dressed, highly motivated woman is presenting the case for justifiable homicide she wrong-footsthe dreamerand succeeds in parrying my initial argument there is a prolonged and detailed conversation of about ten sentences the details of the conversation are too detailed forthe dreamerto remember upon waking a sense of dissatisfaction is present when fully awake the anomaly in this dream is the high addenda: vividness:, 3.2 to 3.7, which normally makes all of the details of the dream accessible when awake addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - t.v. talk show host (2+) homicide - substitute dream from 16053020 14022021 the name of the dream: the big bed this bit of r.e.m. started off alright a feeling of warmth someone is nearby, a girl a suggestion that adult activity has or is about to take place now there is a full-bed view withthe dreamersprawled out on the bed two or three pillows against the headboard the walls, ceiling, floor, headboard, sheets, mattress and my underpants are white the off-white colour of my skin becomes the focal point of the dream a zoom-out of the scene begins my size reduces in proportion to the whole scene in the opening scene, the bed and self make up more the eighty-per-cent of the content within a few seamless moments of zoom-out, my size is that of fly contracting further as the white in the environment expanded addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 4.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - spaciousness (4+) 12022021 the name of the dream: doing and being there are bright silver balls, about the size of balls on a christmas tree, in a large jar one person would throw as many balls as she/he could at another person the person who throws the balls is special in some way, partner, family member... to the person the balls are thrown at the balls stick to the body on contact in the first action-scene, the balls land spread surprisingly symmetrically across a boy's body a favourable pattern meant the person would know more than if the balls had no distinct pattern the newly-gained knowledge would give the girl or boy knowledge that put her or him at genius-level the next dream is strikingly similar this time, there are vaguely frog-shaped objects spread-out on a mattress-sized object with this initiation, the person falls onto the objects the number of objects stuck to the person determined where she or he could go * just what changes we go through to achieve Transmutation (https://endic.at/transmutation.html) is one of those things this website contniually thinks about the only insight that can be passed on (three female e.t.'s dropped in onthe dreamerin the middle of the night about eight years ago) is that our eyes make contact with the environment by sending out light through the eyes it's not too difficult to imagine how objects are formed in "the mind's eye" we know from This Clip, (http://endic.at/Absolutely.Incredible.A.Female.E.T.In.China.mp4) that the "self" can take on a non-corporeal form dream-on dreamers addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - weird and wonderful (7+) abilities () 10022021 the name of the dream: a dream about how to turn dreams into illustrated stories at the computer composing the latest dream the dream had been typed and was pasted into a programme the programme presented the entire text as a picture story when there was speech in the dream a picture of a person's face saying what had been said in the dream came into the page as a speech balloon (https://www.google.com/search?q=text+balloon&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=text+balloon&aqs=chrome..69i57.6815j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) the person was facing left on the right of the page as the page was being composed where there was a reply the person replying was a little further on down on the left of the page facing right the page incorporated the paisley style (https://www.google.com/search?q=the+paisley+style&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi855iB24fkAhXL16QKHau3Co0Q_AUIESgB&biw=1292&bih=665) into its layout, was in shades of brown with the speech balloons in white the faces of the character's are fixed, i.e. no variation of facial expressions the most difficult thing to do in this dream was, as usual, altering the text in the balloons the dreamer pastes the text of the dream into the "template" page of the website providing the service as a part of its programme, the dream template can recognise the text and selects the theme of the dream to be illustrated from the submitted text into subject, predicate and object and automatically generates images that fit the text (https://www.google.com/search?q=subject-predicate-object&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=subject-predicate-object&aqs=chrome..69i57.32224j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) it wasn't part of the dream but more accuracy will be attained if there is a facility in the template which enables the uploader to choose the theme by "fine-tuning" the dream with a simple sentence or sentences that contain more details the dream it could be called "the visual construction" feature example: a girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day... to get a face which fitted the person... mid-thirties, sun-tanned, brown hair, brown eyes, round face... girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day while the children are playing etc. it could have multiple themes... it could have a mix of still pics and action scenes... it could have 2-D or 3-D... it could have speech... the programme recognises quote marks and builds a still or moving scene from the words inside the quote marks... addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read (15+) illustrating dreams (1) - oos 09022021 the name of the dream: awake-time and dream-time collusion there are two of us at the shops fulfiling the shopping list the shopping list is on a hand-held device the list is written on white squares which more or less filled the screen of the device each square had our or five items on it as each item is put in the trolley,the dreamer uses a screen-pen to put a line through the item was scrolling up and down the list on the screen with the speed of an automated machine shouting out each item suddenly, there was the sound of glass breaking looking around, a small window-pane, still in a fraglle frame, is being crushed by an unseen force from behind now there are men's voices shouting out the voices get louder looking in the direction of where the voices are doesn't show men but their voices are still audible to see the men it means opening my eyes the men are wearing dark uniforms it is a battle sequence in the film started watching before falling asleep what's interesting about this dream is the way the dream incorporated the exterior sounds in the room into the dream addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - gizmo's () awake-time circumstances and dream-time events merging 08022021 the name of the dream: unread message yet another phone txt message as the subject of the dream despite the high addenda: vividness: (4.1), of the dream, the details of the message didn't imprint itself in the dream-time memory addenda: vividness: 4.1 - observer - the category of the dream - mobile phones (3+) txt messages (2+) 07022021 the name of the dream: w.c. and me as a personal assistant to w.c. fields part of my "hat" was to negotiate prices and payments w.c. had recently spent a thousand on reconditioning it, but it wasn't the same anymore and he wanted to sell it the seller of the car he settled for was looking for a part-exchange the dreamer would do the haggling and he would yey or ney the propositions at one point w.c. joined in without talking to anyone in particular he bent to the floor, cupped his hand to the side of his mouth, and said to the pavement in his famous drawl "does the man know about the engine?" that's it,the dreamer thought, if the other man realised he was buying a car from a celebrity the value would go right up it was my turn to say something in w.c. fields speak like a 'nana, the dreamer done exactly the same thing and bent down and cupped my hand and spoke something into the pavement the dreamer sensed rather than saw the man becoming apprehensive it was time to forget hints and innuendo's the dreamer said to him: "i'll get gracie to pose for a picture with you next to his car" if only the dreamer could get the man to recognise it was "w.c"the dreamerknew that would clinch the sale a deal hadn't been struck when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - celebrities (7+) w.c. fields (1) 06022021 the name of the dream: this and that first theme, cast-iron waste bins they are the type that has square posts at the corners two of us are given the task the bins are getting a fresh coat of red paint it's not any old type paint, oh no, this is dream-time magic paint with each new coat of paint, the red took on a richer, deeper hue we are toying with the idea of using the slightly different colours to denote the value of the goods therein when the theme changes now we've got a giant wooden pallette we're trying to stack it on the top of a small pile of already-stacked pallettes somewhere in amongst the small pile of already-stacked palettes is something which is causing the stacked palettes to lean over it's preventing us from doing the job we are unstacking the already-stacked pile when the dream ends third theme, get a txt the first few words of the text message tells the dreamer who it is and the theme of the message he's on the bleedin' scrounge again as it happens the dreamer was hoping he might call got a job for him i'm in wheeler-dealer mode the sky's the limit addenda: vividness:: 3.2 to 3.6 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (50+) 05022021 the name of the dream: wordplay an embarrissingly simple crossword-type wordgame is the national rage it is obvious what the missing letters for the word are the word is deceitful a little bit of digging around explains what's happening it's a game for people with learning difficulties addenda: vividness: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - wordgames (1) 04022021 the name of the dream: swimming pools and playing tools a male friend and self are at an outdoor public swimming pool with just two or three other people in the water with us a young lady of seventeen or eighteen, and a bit overweight, comes into the dream with a younger person they began playing at being whales in the next scene, my friend has left the dream and the scene has changed although the theme is the same a girl and self are at a pool that fills and empties with the tide the girl wants to know aboutthe dreamerand begins asking about this, that and the other my response was, "why has it got to be a serious relationship. why can't a girl and a boy have a day together having fun and enjoying the companionship of each other ?" trying to make the point,the dreamersuggest we count the fish the scene changed, at home relaxing the girl from the previous scene comes through the door carrying a baby she letsthe dreamertake the baby from her sat the baby on the floor and put a toy in front of her it was a mechanical toy about a metre long, it had an outdoor scenery recognisable animals popped up in one part of the scenery, made the sound or a movement characteristic of the animal, sunk out of sight and was replaced by another familiar animal in another place in the scenery the dream ended as the toy/game was playing addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - realationships (35+) female (30+) babies (8+) toys (1) 03022021 the name of the dream: toy soldiers four of us, two girls and two boys, make up a squad of four we are playing spy v's spy it is a knock-out competition it may only be a game, but to us it meant everything if we win this round we go through to the final four we have toy guns which shoot malteser-sized plastic balls we have just been trounced by another team they wiped us out without losing any of their team we are inconsolable as now the best we can do is come fifth one of our team stood out as being "a-team" material he was explaining what tactics to use to win the next round when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - spy games (2) 02022021 the name of the dream: pensioner's rights two sleeps two dreams there were some amazing visuals of 3-d triangles in motion; again, another shade of a rusty-coloured dream in the second period of r.e.m., a woman who looked like she was in a see-through, deep-sea, diving suit that flowed like a gown a concentrated look at her toldthe dreamerwe were or recently had been, more than just friends the feel of a woman's body is well-remembered weaving its way through the dream was the sense of humour for a little while now, have been trying to think of a name for the dream there shouldn't be more than one line, and, think short, more than less of half of one line second dream this will tell you everything about me... this part of the dream is either a future or past time-tensse the power has gone right to my head my one and only, no-nonsense, one-line chat-up line to women is, "if you don't have x withthe dreameri know someone who can stop your pension" vividness 3 to 3.5 participant and observer - the category of the dream - humour (4+) 01022021 the name of the dream: up yours an unidentifiable acquaintance and self live in a wooden annexe we are visited by two school-friends, dave and pete before we leave to go into town we "put one together" offer the joint to dave he says, "no, had a smoke at home" he was alluding to solid hash, as opposed to the crappy grass that most of the rest of us smoked it was annoying had asked him on several occasions to get some for me he never said he would, but still, it didn't sit well withthe dreamerand other people he knew it would have been better if he didn't refer to it all my retort was, "how come you don't arrange it so we meet the people you know? would make sure you got something out of it" that was the thing of course it was the sense of being better "connected" and gave him a sense of one-upmanship dream due to thinking about the sense of superiority that one group of people have over another group when they think they know something the other's don't addenda: vividness:: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - one-upmanship() cannabis (8+) 31012021 the name of the dream: right motives, wrong person doing a one-on-one guidance course in ethical behaviour it was free at the request of someone who knewthe dreamerpersonally, took on a young lady friend he knew the counselling was tailored to suit each person in this young ladies case, the first session was us seated on school-type chairs we are seated at the junction of a crossroads in a quiet part of town it is early evening with a clipboard in my hands to take notes, the young lady is giving her response to the people that pass us or walk nearby during the "session" one of her comments suggests tothe dreamerthat we need to become more elaborate in our approach it means having to purchase a voice-recorder/player the moment it is mentioned the young lady becomes obstropolous it was if she was waiting for a reason to become awkward although my time is free, it is stretching things a bit far to expectthe dreamerto have to "shell-out" for something that is for her benefit further, she starts in with derogatory remarks towards me it dawns on me the only reason she wanted to be withthe dreameris to let loose with abuse fold the collapsable chairs and walk away from her the young male who introduced her tothe dreamercomes to see me he is apologetic he says sorry on behalf of the girl he introduced and asks to give her another chance the dreamer knows her type sooner or later something similar will happen decline his request wake up feeling depressed this dream due to things going wrong during the day and leading to Stray Thoughts - http://endicat.com/stray-thoughts/ addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - difficult people (2+) 30012021 the name of the dream: we both like to laugh though woke up in bed with the girl i'd met the night before she had a jolly nature she was a bit on the plump side she was wearing a black dress she had white hair she didn't like freestyle dancing the dreamer loves freestyle dancing the dreamer likes a smoke she didn't smoke she liked a drink the dreamer doesn't drink upon waking, the dreamer felt luxuriously warm and said, "i feel lovely and warm" she said, "i don't like feeling hot" the dreamersai d, "what do you want for breakfast?" she said, "i never have a breakfast" the dreamer said, "i can't get over how much we've got in common" she laughed and was looking atthe dreameraffectionately as she gavethe dreamera lip-kiss addenda: vividness:: 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (30+) 29012021 the name of the dream: national emergency - a "wrong un" the country is asked to stay at home for three days the reasons for the stay-at-home emergency aren't evident in the dream (it's nothing to do with covid) we were given some notice it was coming many people weren't prepared for it and would run out of basic necessities people like myself who had savings gave as much as we could to help others in my case, had sufficient funds and resources to give two families the money/resources to see them through a couple heard about my generosity and came to my door the dreamer told them all his reserves had been allocated the couple then said, "if you are putting other people before yourself, you would give us what we needed" this couple hadn't made any effort to prepare for the three-day stay-at-home crisis instead, they would plead poverty and rely on the generosity of others they would now "spread it about" that the dreamer puts hisself before others addenda: vividness: 3.2/3 - participant - the category of the dream - lazy people () the theme of "empty of people", stayed in the dream as the scenery changes am standing on a landing waiting for the lift to the left of the lift are concrete stairs the width of the stairs are wider the lift a man in his twenties comes bounding up the stairs inside his loose, open jacket is a torso that emanates great strength he hesitates when he sees me he wasn't expecting to see anyone his hesitation tellsthe dreamerhe is "up to" something he recognises my reaction in the next scene both the man on the stairs and self-care in the foyer of a cinema the man who was on the stairs is watching me he is waiting forthe dreamerto give tell-tale behaviour of what i'm going to do there is no doubt in my mind now, he is a "wrong-un" have to alert someone to get the police point to the posters on the walls to a member of the staff pretend to be asking about the films when the male who works there is facing away from the man on the stairs, inform him there is a man in the cinema who is a killer tell the member of staff not to look around and look at the person the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - murderer's (4+) 28012021 the name of the dreams: sinister b****** - over and under the first of two dreams have three of us at my place one of the two men is big his demeanour gives off a sullen demeanour he doesn't say a word after a while, he goes shortly after, something crops up and have to go out gather my things when ready to leave go to get a pack of cigarettes they're not there there was a carton of two-hundred and a couple of unopened packets of twenty the big b******* had taken them it soon dawned onthe dreamerit wasn't an act of theft it was an act of provocation it was meant to rile me it worked wasn't feeling suicidal so there is no point in fighting him on front on there were then several scenes ofthe dreamerimagining what to do ashamed to say they weren't very pretty each new imaginary situation was more violent than the last happily, temperance won the day would play the long game sometime in the future, was prepared to wait years, the perfect opportunity would arise as a calm state of mind took overthe dreamerthe theme of the dream changed it is the dead of night at the side of a row of shops, there is an alcove a biggish woman is in a sitting position can't see what she's sitting on up close to her can see she is masturbating stand within a metre or two watching her she doesn't pay the dreamer any attention move close to her still, she doesn't pay the dreamer any heed can't stand it any longer it's time to go from observer to participant try to get her to stand up she wants to stay seated "it'll have to be an over and under", she says never heard the expression before given her seated position there was only one way of doing it a sensational scene or three is followed by awake-time notes 1 three consecutive days of x dreams! things are looking up addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - provocation to violence (2+) x dream () 27012021 the name of the dreams: bernie's back - only in england on the bed with our pyjamas on was telling her things from my heart "we make such a good team, we never should have parted", going to make you happier than you've ever been" the dreamer knows he can fulfil the promises we were happy the first time we had a relationship since then had learnt new things about women boy, was she going to get a surprise when it comes to x she'd probably heard sweet talk from other men she could feel the conviction in my voice placed my hand on her leg just above her knee it was not a "move" on my part it was a reassuring gesture was in no rush for x her personality was as enjoyable as x she was the only girlfriend the dreamer ever had with a sense of humour could have had a completely rewarding relationship with her based solely on her winning teeth-smile and her personality she was ready for intimacy it will be the first time we slept together was going to introduce to my hew-found brand of intimacy the hair-shaver was somewhere nearby addenda: vividness: - 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () bernie (3+) only in england got friendly with a male about my age didn't know it at the time but he was from germany he needed money to get his english girlfriend back to his country was thumbing through my finances on a mobile phone checking the amount of cash in hand showed had enough to help him out transferred an amount to his account immediately a voice came through the phone and at the same time it came from a building nearby swivelling around to where the voice came from, caught a glimpse of the lens of a camera it was on the top floor of a three-storey building twenty-metres away pointed it out to the person withthe dreamerwhere the voice was coming from the voice had said, "it is illegal to lend money to a member of the german parliament" the message sent us both into a stunned incredulity you could have swiped us off our feet with a feather this dream is Time-Tense nine https://endicat.com/the-tenses-of-time/?frame-nonce=fe07fb5d1b addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - oppressive societies (2+) 26012021 the name of the dreams: the opening of the floodgates - president trump refuses to budge x dream addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - x dream president trump refuses to budge was having a difficult time persuading trump (he's still the president in this dream) that a love-motivated society is more productive than an entrepreneurial one modesty prevents the completion of detailing this dream addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - types of society (1+) 25012021 the name of the dream: the big-bed bedsitter living on the first floor at the front of a victorian house usually, a bedsitter is just one room this one had two a dolls house-sized kitchen made it two rooms the bed was ridiculously big there would be room for three people without anyone touching someone else it looked like it may have been a four-post bed originally next to the bay window was an armchair that wouldn't accommodate anyone weighing more than fifteen stones anyway, it suited me a young lad had latched on to me he was personable enough the problem was, he turned up at all times of the day and evening sometimes, three times in one day an ex-girlfriend turned up out of the blue we arranged a get-together cum stay-over for that night she liked a drink was in the middle of getting things organised for the evening when the amiable young man showed up made the mistake of telling him that a girl was coming he wanted in on the "action" no amount of subtle hints suggesting he leave got through to him well, they did, but he ignored them had to become stern with him it broke the bond between us felt a bit guilty about it but shoot, friendship only goes so far was in bed waiting for the girl, expecting the dream to turn into an x-dream, when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - accommodation () 24012021 the name of the dream: a nice jacket that as is the case in awake-time, so too, it is in dreams quite regularly, the writer comes across items which strike him as exceptionally good value and he buys four or five of them after a couple of years, it becomes obvious to the writer that the multi-purchases will outlast him it was about eighteen years ago that he bought half-a-dozen shiny black jackets from primarks the jacket was popular he saw people wearing it on many occasions within a couple of years, the jackets became less and less evident after about ten-years the jackets only existed in the memory so much so, that when he wore the jacket, people who had not seen the jacket when it first came out, commented on its style and asked where it was bought obviously, they were thinking of getting one for themselves occasionally, someone will show a genuine appreciation of an item an excess of them allowsthe dreamerto be generous and make a present of them my "payment" is the satisfaction and the genuine surprise and gratitude he gets from the recipient in this one-scene dream, the item is a shiny black jacket someone is wearing one that had been given to him by someone the writer had given it to it's nice to know the writer's taste in clothes is shared by other people addenda: vividness: 4.2 - observer - the category of the dream - clothes 22012021 the name of the dream: the wonder ball according to this dream, there is such a thing as a wonderball the object is the size of a volleyball in the hands, it feels like glass it has no weight to speak of its applications are only limited to the mental state of the person or persons using it therein is the wonder if two people are of the same state of mind it responds accordingly the writer is being cajoled by another male into letting him use it fair enough, his eagerness tellsthe dreamerhe is in the right frame of mind for it reveals its wonders we decide to play football in the next scene, we are in a field that stretches from horizon to horizon the dreamer kicks the ball into the air when it reaches a certain height, a hundred or so metres up, it transforms the environment a rusty colour it then produces a birds-eye view of us on the ground depending on which of the two of us is more attuned to life, the ball will move the person to where the ball will fall the ball senses that the dreamer wants the ball to reveal its magic to the person with me the ball causes my companion to glide to where the ball will fall he is mind-struck he is now "in tune" with the ball the ball can reveal any part of the world and transform the surroundings to whatever the user chooses there are several more scenes in one scene, someone other than the first person in the dream tries to "possess" the ball the ball turns into a lifeless ball of glass to him, it will never be anything other than an ornament with the ball, the first male in the dream and self can put the world to rights addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - weird and wonderful (4+) 21012021 the name of the dream: the religious festival a gathering of the world's christians is about to take place the event was to last several days and was going out live a huge park and fine weather ensured tens of thousands of people would be attending each representative of the hundreds of variations of christianity would have the opportunity to address the others each had a tent which could accommodate about a hundred people all the tents were the same design round, about three-metres tall with a spiked top with a flag in it to denote the country one them was ten times bigger than the others (possibly the refreshments tent) the end of the festival was to be marked with a speech by each representative of the dozens and dozens of denominations there were of course fees to be paid at a pinch, a couple of thousand-pounds would secure a tent and seats for the duration put it about that the dreamer intended to have a tent it was known to me, a move was afoot to takethe dreamerto court and discredit me the basis of the charge was to accusethe dreamerof illegal sexual activities the grounds for the legal action are based in fact in their eagerness to sully peoples perception of me, it was quite easy to drop a hint or mislead them with deliberately designed slips of the tongue it was simply a matter of saying things to people connected to the oligarch's what they wanted to hear the idea was to see who used the misleading information could then pinpoint who was at the top of the oligarch structure someone who supportedthe dreameradvisedthe dreamerthat it would be bad to do it what he and everyone else didn't know was that the charges to be brought against me, would when seen in a particular light, actually enhance my standing said to the man who supported me, "hasn't it occurred to you, what happened will set a precedent that will enrich future generations?" addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - religion (1) festivals (3+) 20012021 the name of the dream: deadly prank a news item, worthy of being news, was being given a lot of "air-time" the hourly and ongoing live coverage, concerned a man in a life and death situation a workmate of a co-worker closed the door on his co-worker while he was inside an industrial deep-freezer the deep-freezer was huge as big as a grain-storage facility whatever it was that was being deep-freezed it would supply the needs of a nation the prank became a matter of life and death the electric supply went down while the co-worker was in the giant deep freezer it was impossible to open the electrically operated door a news crew were on the scene relaying the incident live the shouts of the man inside the freezer were plain to hear he sounded scared a welding crew were on the way not that it was any comfort to the man inside the freezer at forty-degrees below, cold is painful the man who pulled the prank was in deep trouble the freezer was about to be ruined the freezer looked like it cost millions addenda: vividness:: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - life and death situations (8+) deep freezers (1) - out of sequence - substitute dream from 09052020 19012021 the name of the dreams: men-only, the singer winner an enjoyable short dream about a hundred-metre sprint it is the olympic games it is an all african final hussein bolt is the favourite a famous singer had qualified for the final can see his face and recognise him but can't put my finger on his name (otis reding or someone like that) we think the singer has been allowed to run to give the race novelty value at forty-metres all the runners are level at about fifty-metres, the singer has edged ahead by a metre he throws up his arms in a gesture of winning he's a sensational runner but not so good he can win with his hands in the air bolt catches up with and begins to pull ahead the singer/sprinter drops his arms he gets level with bolt and begins to pull away from the rest of the runners we don't see him pass the finishing line he obviously wins addenda: vividness: - 4 - observer - the category of the dream - sprinting (2+) celebrities (hussein bolt (1)) men only a mish-mash of themes naked men, thievery, politics it's a sad fact, men assert their will and get their way purely because of being physically superior women are taking a back seat at the moment which is how it's been throughout our history it doesn't occur to men that society could take a giant leap forward were women given the reins women are an extension of the lover's love the way the mammary glands seal the bond between mother and child is pure magic the reason dinosaur-mans evolution was so violent is that they didn't have this bonding the next class of being to evolve will have one or two more physical features which enhance even further the bonding between infant and mother a trend which will continue for all subsequent classes of being try to imagine what physical features could be added to the shape of mammal women which would make them even more appealing stay onboard The Train and you'll find out for yourself in about twenty-five-million years addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - male dominance (1+) 18012021 the name of the dream: the runaway being educated at a boarding school wasn't top of the class on the contrary, it was coming through in the attitude of the staff that the dreamer is below the minimum acceptable level of achievement one of the staff said he wanted to have a "serious" talk knew what was coming the teacher was going to tellthe dreamerthat the school couldn't keep me the school had its reputation to consider they only wanted "star" pupils not sure why it was so important tothe dreamerto stay there but to me, it was even more important to stay at the school than it was for them to getthe dreamerto leave decided to run away it would be my way of saying the dreamer didn't want to go at the end of the day when we were in the dormitory, the other lads became excited when they sawthe dreamerfilling a pillowcase with belongings and food it was the sort of thing that the other boys would like to do the scene changes, away from the school and am on the verge of being caught double-back to the school and get into bed it was unlikely they would check the dormitory the following morning would try to carry on as normal morning the hope was, my determination to stay would become clear to them and they would be sympathetic towards me addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - boarding schools (3+) 16012021 the name of the dream: unseen adjudicator looking down into the street from several storeys up there wasn't any activity on the ground (fairly sure this scene is from the film that was watched before going to sleep [out of time]) second scene, the dream is now at street-level with people coming and going some sort of skullduggery is being scrutinised we are waiting for the person who will analyse the situation and then pronounce what to do when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.5 - observer - the category of the dream - drama (10+) 15012021 the name of the dream: friendly women and men of officialdom a package forthe dreamerwas delivered to the naval base by mistake it meant going to the base and collecting it at the base, a surprisingly helpful officer wrote a note for me (it came as a surprise because the last thing that was expected at a nuclear base was a relaxed atmosphere) with the note in hand, set off in the direction the officer told me the first person that helpedthe dreamerwas a woman when she read the note and saw who had signed it, she suggested she accompany me we began heading for the "in-mail office" on the way, the young lady spoke to another woman the other woman, it turns out, was the lady in charge of recreation she too read the note and immediately invitedthe dreamerto a regular social event it got better, the social event was "girls night" the women decided which male they wanted to be with for the night even better again, it was a "no-frills" girls-night as soon as the woman had chosen the man she wanted, they want off to a private place so now, there was a note and an invitation the girl withthe dreamerspoke to someone else she read the note and saw the invitation she told the girl withthe dreamerthat it wouldn't be possible forthe dreamerto go to the girls night she did, however, handthe dreamera "special invitation" to another social event that event too was promising but not obviously xual never did get the parcel something unexpected is happening with dreams the visuals of dreams are imprinting themselves with such addenda: vividness: into the memory, that when a thought occurs during the day that has the merest connection to the content of the previous night's dream, scenes from the dream jump into the awake-time conscious with greater clarity than they did in the dream upon waking, spent a full minute thinking about what to wear and how to act at the "night with the girl's party" before realising it was awake-time addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - armed forces (2+) 14012021 the name of the dream: end of patience the first scene of the first dream seesthe dreameron board a ship looks like it is a cross-channel ferry am heading for the restaurant while going through one of the compartments come across four or five lads can see they are not european being testosterone-driven, one of them stands in my way he expectsthe dreamerto go back or walk around him not in the mood to do either my physical state is the same as now pretend to raise my hand to hit him he moves quickly to one side lower my hand and begin smiling he realises it was a feint three or four scenes are showing similar situations it becomes obvious he won't be "starting anything" in one of the scenes, the dreamer points his forefinger at him and places his thumb so there is a small gap between them he gets the message his face is beginning to take the form of a scowl the second dream is also of hostility looking down onto a poorly-lit street below me two groups of lads are confronting each other first, a boy from one group provokes one from the other group then, one of the boys from the other group throws a punch after two or three one-on-one fights one group makes a run for it the last scene, the tail end of the chasing group in pursuit of the retreating group never was it more obvious that dreams are formed from the PDE's (https://wordpress.com/page/endicat.com/2364) called in on a neighbour the lady is in her nineties she opened the front door remotely she was standing at the top of the stairs asked how she was she didn't say anything asked if she wantedthe dreamerto come up she said yes as the dreamer is climbing the stairs he said, "you don't have to worry about me, i've had it" in an instant, her face dropped and changed to a lighter shade of pale "no, don't come up" she said the dreamer tried to explain about immunity she didn't understand again the dreamer tried to soothe her "i'm scared", she said at first, the dreamer iss frustrated then he becomes angry notes 1 your pretty good at scaring old and vulnerable people, mr and mrs oligarch bags i be the one who turns the key of the prison door addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - violence and the threat of violence (10+) 13012021 the name of the dream: end of an era after boarding at the same holiday-house for several years our parents decided it was a time for a change of scenery over the years my parents had become "chummy" with the next-door neighbours of the "holiday home" on a few occasions, the next-door neighbours askedthe dreamerto help them out by lending them a couple of photographic accessories the car was packed and we were ready to go as usual, the writer had left everything until the last minute and was keeping his family, who would be "tutting" by now, waiting as the family gadgeteer, it was expected ofthe dreamerto come up with the relevant item which was needed to fix the occasional mini-"crisis" a final cast of the eye around the room said it was all done and went down the stairs and out the house the next-door neighbours were standing in their doorway to see us off a friendly farewell fromthe dreamerwould be the "cutting of the strings" to a place that would no doubt be referred to in future family gatherings the wife of the next stood neighbours brought my attention to a couple of the items they had borrowed and which the dreamer had completely forgotten about, a tripod was one of them the dreamer is grateful they hadn't forgotten and had them ready after saying his goodbyes' the dreamer gathers the items in his arms and starts to move away "that's mine," the woman said, gesturing to the tripod the dreamer knew it belonged to hisself and tried to be as tactful as possible fond farewell's aren't the time for upsets "no",the dreamersaid courteously, "the dreamercan remember whenthe dreamerbought it" she came back atthe dreamerwith... "yes, it was yours, we bought it off you" the dreamer asked how much she paid him, "five pounds", she said that got me, obviously, she was telling the truth if the dreamer stood there for a month of sundays, he wouldn't have been able to remember the time when he sold it to her back in those days, a "fiver" wasn't an amount to be sneezed at the dream ended while trying to think of how he could pay her addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - money holidays (5+) photographic equipment (2+) - out of sequence 12012021 the name of the dream: frontiers and dream-time dexterity was on, or practising to be at, a space station the environment was dream-clean bright, stainless steel and see-through lockers and cupboards was at a person-sized refrigeration unit with a single door which automatically re-sealed itself and expelled all the air when closed, the door was open there are two columns of shelves in the unit a row of six, seven or eight shelves in the left-hand column of shelves and five, six or seven shelves on the right at the top of the right-hand column of shelves there was another self-sealing compartment that took up the space of two shelves the cupboard within a cupboard had small, flexible steel Table Leg Storage Clips (https://camperinteriors.co.uk/products/te21-table-leg-storage-clip) affixed to the back of the cupboard which clamped hold of the tablets as they were pushed into it there was a black tray below the fixture with clips that had half a dozen blue pills on it was in the middle of putting the loose pills on the tray into the individual clips the automated single door of the refrigeration unit was programmed to close after a few seconds there was no effort needed to keep the door open when it began to close but it imparted a the little nudge to the arm before the sensory mechanism of the door met resistance and stopped closing the problem was the little nudge to the arm was enough to break a delicate tablet if it was pushed into the clip too hard after a few attempts to time the placing of one of the tablets into its clip before the door came back into contact with the arm failed and frustration entered the dream which aroused the dreamer's awake-time conscious the dreamer is now straddling dream-time and awake-time while in the dual-state of consciousness he manufactured a built-into-the-door bar-lever that made a hissing/whooshing sound when it was pulled up or pushed down (quite a common bit of kit in sci-fi films) the bar-handle needed two hands to pull it up or push it down to turn on and off all the pneumatically (https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-d&channel=trow&q=pneumatic) operated devices in the room the dreamer woke as he was trying, unsuccessfully, to lift the handle upward with one hand addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - space habitation (2+) - out of sequence 10022021 the name of the dream: serfdom and scissors a dream set in the nineteenth century working for a family of the landed gentry discovered a talent for cutting hair the master of the home heard about it and called for me he was satisfied with the finished result it didn't getthe dreameran increase in wages but it did givethe dreamermore leeway around the estate one of the girls who worked there stole a horse and headed north unless fate led her to someone savvy enough to cover her tracks she would be apprehended in a very short time if caught, her fate wouldn't be anywhere near as pretty as she was suspect she was being abused by the master of the house in one scene, my ability with scissors seesthe dreamercutting the out the knots in a carpet addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: 08022021 the name of the dream: his own boss living and working in a large city was part of a successful crime syndicate the success of the syndicate was due to its emphasis on being generous with its workforce providing none of us tried to get "cute", we could earn an above-average wage it was a good position to have my job was one of the delivery boy a novel and inconspicuous way of delivering goods was to use powered pedal-bikes the bikes had pannier bags draped over the back wheel the panniers weren't large the dreamer is of the opinion they are too small they could carry one or perhaps two pizzas in the opening scene am being praised by the boss he hinted that an even better position was likely to be mine soon the thing withthe dreameris don't like being subservient, nor does the dreamer like telling others what to do the opportunity to strike out came to mind would be delivering hash and not goods a dozen or so people like myself would be able to supply a city with hundreds of thousands of people over a five-mile radius was feeling confident that it would work thinking about the details when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - crime () stolen goods() 07022021 the name of the dream: all at sea on a ship the ship is one of a flotilla of warships we are on the boundary of international waters to go any closer would be seen as an attack a plan is devised to draw the enemies attention into looking away from where the attack will come from the biggest threat to the success of the plan are submarines two non-ranking men are going to draw the enemies attention away from where the attack will start the two men aren't told they're going on a suicide mission it leaves the rest of us feeling estranged why weren't they told? it could happen to any one of the non-ranking crew a sense of unease enters the dream as it finishes addenda: vividness: 3 - the observer - the category of the dream - war () at sea () 06072021 the name of the dream:the dreamerand me a one-scene-dream of a picture of my face the picture of my face is still my eyes are closed looks like the dreamer is sleeping you wouldn't think thethe dreamerin the dream and thethe dreamerin awake-time is the same person look about forty * this is the third or fourth dream of my face they all showthe dreamerlooking younger can pinpoint the thoughts during the day which produced this dream * can make sense of this dream by considering that this, and the other pictures of self, are of a future tense of time https://wordpress.com/page/endicat.com/2261 my eyes are closed in this dream they are open in one of the others addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - one-scene dream (15+) face (3+) 0502021 the name of the dream: 0402021 the name of the dream: a dream about how to turn dreams into illustrated stories at the computer composing the latest dream the dream had been typed and pasted into a programme the programme presented the entire text as a picture story if there was speech in the dream a picture of a person's face saying what had been said in the dream came into the page as a speech balloon (https://www.google.com/search?q=text+balloon&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=text+balloon&aqs=chrome..69i57.6815j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) the person was facing left on the right of the page as the page was composed where there was a reply, the person replying was a little further on down on the left of the page facing right the page incorporated the paisley style (https://www.google.com/search?q=the+paisley+style&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi855iB24fkAhXL16QKHau3Co0Q_AUIESgB&biw=1292&bih=665) into its layout, was in shades of brown with the speech balloons in white the faces of the characters were fixed i.e. no variation of facial expressions the most difficult thing to do in this dream was, as usual, altering the text in the balloons the dreamer pastes the text of the dream into the "template" page of the website providing the service as a part of its programme, the dream template can recognise the text and selects the theme of the dream to be illustrated from the submitted text into subject, predicate and object and automatically generates images that fit the text (https://www.google.com/search?q=subject-predicate-object&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=subject-predicate-object&aqs=chrome..69i57.32224j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) it wasn't part of the dream but more accuracy will be attained if there is a facility in the template which enables the uploader to choose the theme by "fine-tuning" the dream with a simple sentence or sentences which contain more details of the dream it could be called "the visual construction" feature example: a girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day... to get a face which fitted the person... mid-thirties, sun-tanned, brown hair, brown eyes, round face... girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day while the children are playing etc. it could have multiple themes... it could have a mix of still pics and action scenes... it could have 2-D or 3-D... it could have speech... the programme recognises quote marks and builds a still or moving scene from the words inside the quote marks... addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read (15+) illustrating dreams (1) 03022021 the name of the dream: the little loaf looking at the menu in a restaurant the menu was on a screen it showed the meals in colour it also gave information for each of the different foods of each dish the scene changed, now i'm looking at a screen the screen shows a "mini" loaf of brown bread had ordered freshly-baked brown bread to go with a soup when the meal was served the bread had a "gooey" texture asked for it to be replaced the picture of the bread on the screen when the dream ended observer - addenda: vividness: 2.9 o 3.4 - the category of the dream - food () restaurants () bread () 02012021 the name of the dream: how embarrasing the dream begins with a woman and a man standing side by side the woman is quite a bit smaller than the man standing on her right they are about to read a news item, it may have been a weather report they are waiting to be "cued" the announcers must be standing on something which isn't fixed to the floor it moves and throws them both off balance the arms of both the woman and the man reach out instinctively to try to grab onto something the scene changes, now we see the man laughing uncontrollably the woman is beating the air with a mixture of futility and embarrassment although she is smiling a teeth-smile and is enjoying the moment she is wishing the moment would pass the last scene of the dream is a zoom-in the zoom-in stops at the point which shows the hip to upper-thigh of the woman she is wearing dark-blue slacks in her crotch area, a neatly formed indentation, the size and depth of a man's forefinger goes into the woman's body notes 1 the writer is becoming convinced that some dreams, this one in particular, are "stock-in-hand" dreams memories, from any time-tense, are "on tap" to the dream-time conscious, and are used to inject a different, enhanced feel, to indifferent dreams addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - observer - the category of the dream - emotions () embarrasment () 29122020 the name of the dream: t.v. debut on the set of a t.v. studio was scheduled to have my debut t.v. appearance on a morning show had bought a new suit for the occasion a light-grey, two-piece suit (a picture of the suit wrapped in a clingy, cellophane is the stand-out visual) at this point, the villain of the piece enters the dream the producer of the programme is an extrovert and camp he's used to getting is own way in a deliberate act to stamp his control on the show and take the shine out of the interview, the producer decrees the dreamer should be dressed casually so now, it's not the dreamer as he sees himself that's being interviewed but the producer's perception of who the dreamer is felt grieved for a moment realised how easy it would be to assert my will and have the producer's orders countermanded besides, the clothes chosen forthe dreamerdid have a certain appeal addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - t.v. studios () 27122020 the name of the dream: queen of mom's it is the queen mother's birthday the mainstream media is making a meal of it it dominated the lead item on all the media outlets every milestone in her life is detailed there were people who, like me, felt the presentation missed the point one man went viral when he gave his take on another mother, his own the simple touches a mother has when her child needs comforting mother's patience as she encourages her children to live and learn day-by-day like true acts of heroism that people never hear about mothering takes love and sacrifice mother's as a whole are to be seen as the gatekeeper's of a stable society addenda: vividness: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - mothers (5+) 24122020 the name of the dream: dream-time/awake-time liason for the last ten days have launched a full-frontal attack on getting organised it's been a bugbear for more than twenty-years not enough room to arrange everything and produce a finished effect two days ago, having received dozens of newly-ordered items coupled with two trolley-fulls of christmas fayre, the living-room, hallway and bedroom looked like chaos unleashed it was depressing after throwing myself into the task for three or four hours yesterday a glimmer of hope appeared could see things taking shape still, there is more to do than has been done to date last nights dream was a two-scene dream * first it showed the bedroom light was glistening off the walls and ceiling (stand-out visual) at first, it looked empty lingering on the scene, revealed a room full of items, yet somehow, the room looked empty the cubby-hole got a face-lift too it was empty and looked big enough to hold twice as much as before someone was standing in it he was dressed with a smidgin of flamboyance he had a jubilant pose he lifted his glass and toasted to something * an intriquing dream a dream which encouraged a determination to get something done in awake-time is new this dream opens up the possibility that tucked away, just out of reach, is the answer to all our problems trillions upon trillions of lifetimes of memories going back to the moment of inception to draw upon * fairly sure this dream rests on that moment in the day before when it did look as though the rooms could be made to look appealing the feeling of accomplishment and satisfaction in the dream toldthe dreamerthat the result would be worth it addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 4 - observer - the category of the dream - precognitive () home-improvement () 23122020 the name of the dream: where did he go? for years, the same face and profile were visible through his living-room window with the exception of an afternoon kip, from eight in the morning until ten at night, the torso and head of the person mentioned was visible two or three scenes passed each scene showed an empty space where the man used to be in the final scene, at the bottom of picture, the man's face became clear he waved tothe dreamerwhen he noticed me it turned out he had moved his furniture around he was now sitting a metre to the right and was closer to the floor addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () dermot (2+) 22122020 the name of the dream: uncheery-lessons a five-scene dream looking down at squares that are moving away from me they look to be a metre along any edge the squares and whatever the squares are laid upon are slightly different shades of brown as the third scene is being shown it becomes monotonous it looks like a roll of film slowly unwinding at the fourth scene, and just before the decision to stop looking at any more of the scenes occurred, a square with writing appeared a voice instructed us to write down the words as they were spoken to me, the first two syllables sounded like, "kir-ray" addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - educational (2+) dictation (1+) 13122020 the name of the dream: who's the daddy then? this dream, is, as far as can be glistened, a spot quiz on toilet etiquette a vivid dream a prolonged one-scene dream the dream, in a spotlessly clean classroom, adorned with shiny-brown, classic style furniture an unseen adult male is calling out questions children's voices are responding: end of the dream you're much too sophisticated an audience to show even the meagrest interest in matters of the toilette however, for no reason that can be proffered, a completely uninvited, unwelcome topic has the nerve to show up in dreams diary we've got to deal with it try to imagine... since the beginning of time all you've ever known is a totally indifferent reality a reality which can't experience despair or joyfulness you are firm in the belief that you will, for eternity, be alone the bone-chilling thought of being doomed to eternal isolation is your accepted outlook over time, something happens which reverses all previous notions about reality realities of what can and can't be it turns out that there is, for one-hundred-per cent of the time, a reality which is rich in emotion which can be shared, which has to be shared what's more, time is no longer a constraint the opposite all actions performed in previous undulations are neatly imprinted into our souls we will rapidly arrive at the point where we "left off" the last undulation then, the refreshing experience of an endless stream of new experiences experiences which are becoming deeper and richer every new undulation the more we do it, the more we want to do it we're laughing all the way my guess? this dream is the lover making his presence known our god has got a sense of humour addenda: vividness: 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream - timed-to-occur (3+) humour () 12122020 the name of the dream: a helping hand here's one for the books in awake-time, am currently doing an inventory of all my worldly goods it meant buying a hundred sturdy, see-through plastic containers to take the place of a similar amount of cardboard boxes the advantage now is it is possible to see what's in the boxes a written inventory will come in handy but it's no longer necessary to go into detail about the contents a rough memo-type list will suffice... box 18, letters to and letters from, box 27, music dance and music listen... still, though, there is a difference between how one person uses one word to express or explain something, which introduces ambiguity it is on this point the dream began there are two of us the room we are in is obviously a stockroom boxes from floor to ceiling the flaps of a dozen or more of the cardboard boxes were up that meant i'm working on that box at the moment yes, yer typical small-firm stockroom only it isn't it's my bedroom for years i've been meaning to create a super-efficient index system which, in turn, means doing an inventory the problem always returned... too many small items but now, with the aid of an efficiency expert... that spare, big black button in a soft plastic pouch goes with one of the jackets matching the button to right jacket would only take moments...any one of five different types of tapes at a glance... spare cutlery and crockery, again, at a glance a man, friendly, calm and an expert in efficiency was holding up a glass jar the jar had a piece of brown paper in it it was an envelope it was torn that it was in its own jar toldthe dreamerit was something extraordinary "what do you want to call this?", the expert asks "check contents", is the dreamer's reply * the thing about this dream is the way the need for help in awake-time came through as help in dream-time the dream of 05122020 produced a change in the definition of the pde's a case of a dream-time situation coming through into awake-time whereas, in this dream, an awake-time situation came through, with a resolution, in dream-time it allowsthe dreamerto remind you that one of the most outrages claims made by this website; the dream-time conscious has in fact got the potential to be the dominant form of consciousness in the far-off future, you'll be living in what we call today a dream addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - cross-consciousness (2+) awake-time to dream-time (1) dream-time to awake-time (1) 11122020 the name of the dream: a passion for words an educated man was appraising the work of a writer the man was wearing a blue serge suit, white shirt and a matching blue tie his admiration for the subject of his presentation knew no bounds as he quoted and explained, as he highlighted nuances no one had fully discovered... it couldn't help but be noticed that as he was explaining this or that passage, he was discovering a new variation of an accepted interpretation he is a man at the pulpit delivering a message that says, "all things can be equal when words are used" addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - literature () 10122020 the name of the dreams: where did she get it?, the joint-maker first scene, in bed with a girl looks like she's from the middle-east we are in bed her father is close by he looks at me he has a grave look on his face think he may be about to fight with me he wants us to be together but the dreamer may have broken a tradition it turns out the girl may have a venereal disease the dreamer is waiting for the symptoms to start showing when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () the joint-maker still in the middle east sitting at the far end of the cafe away from the street there are four of us "i'm putting one together", the dreamer says there's an excess of paper at the end of the joint tear it off and say, "that will save us one-millionth of a penny" another man asked someone what the dreamer had just said addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - middle-east () hash () 09082020 the name of the dream: indexing an internet-friend gave himself the task of indexing everybody it could mean having to use every character on a keyboard he began the task with a blank computer screen the characters are typed on the screen, 0a0 0b0 0c0... the characters on the screen are a brown/reddish colour in square boxes the characters began on the top-left of the screen and go down the screen in another scene, the boxes are across the bottom of the screen there looked to be twenty-five or thirty going down the screen and a dozen or so along the bottom not sure if it was a rectangular or square screen it is going to be a mammoth undertaking feel as though he could use a hand and offer to help by starting at the other end of the spectrum can tell that he doesn't want to be interrupted begin typing within two or three inputs of individual characters, the mental effort became too great, and the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - think-typing () computer () steve 2 (1) 08122020 the name of the dream: family treasures a man discovers the cup he has been using to drink his tea turns out to be a collector's item its value meant the owner could retire at the auction, the man became greedy and kept rejecting bids even though the bids exceeded the valuer's estimate the thought of "being done" was clouding his judgement the cup still wasn't sold when the dream ended second dream a woman had a wooden machine that weaved cloth in the same vein as the previous dream, it was a valuable collector's item the only thing was there was a bit that was missing the missing part, a handle which fitted into the cogs, made the contraption worthless the last scene of this dream portrays the woman trying to convince people the part she made will make the machine worth something * think this dream was due to assessing the value of some of my goods during the day getting sasabab ready for spring addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 observer - the category of the dream - heirlooms () auctions () 07122020 the name of the dream: the dash a birds-eye view of a straight-line sprint that took eleven seconds eight or so cars representing all the current formula one manufacturers are in it there was no more than a cars length between the first and last car addenda: vividness:: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - racing cars (2+) 0612200 the name of the dream: too hungry to wait in my late teens was part of an athletics team we are on a strict diet we are given a food-pack at the beginning of the day the instructions of what to eat and when to it eat it came with the pack couldn't contain my hunger and began eating the food hours before the allocated time the coach found and was uncompromising he threatened to expelthe dreamerfrom the team if it happened again again, the dreamer ate before meal-times, and the dreamer gets caught gain the coach wasn't as furious this time he knew there was nothing he could do about it we both know he needsthe dreamerto complete the team addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - sports and diet (1) 0512200 the name of the dream: we're not buying it the differences between the mainstream media's presentation of the covid situation and independent sources have become glaringly obvious it is both hilariously funny and deadly serious the funny side of things is experienced by those of us who know just how undeadly the virus is, and those who express their "take" of the situation in a manner that is almost hysterical "we are facing an "end of the world" scenario" it is a classic case of someone believing their own hype it's like someone rushing into a crowded building and shouting, "fire", when the fire is paper that has caught alight in a waist-high, metal cigarette ashtray and clearly, it is contained the sort of reaction a child would demonstrate the woman expressing herself in the dream is red-faced her "blood is up" in both a figurative and literal sense i'm wondering what her reaction will be when people she trusts and believes in explain the situation to her when the dream ends * the writer will make this dream into a comment Pde's see today's dream https://endicat.com/dreams-pdes/ addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer - the category of the dream - topical () covid (3+) 0412200 the name of the dream: the squire's security guards living the life of the squire of the manor didn't see the building as a whole but could tell from the surrounding terrain it stood in its own grounds the main scene of the dream was the "sentry" room for a cat and s dog the room was fan-shaped the room was about eight metres at its widest and tapered down to three or four metres the door that led to the outside has four flaps in it an out-only flap and an in-only flap for both the dog and the cat anybody who tried to get in through the larger dog flap would have to go through head or feet first either way, the teeth of the mastiff would be his first experience of the inside of the manor the woods at their nearest are about forty metres away another scene is a night scene the woods look ominously threatening addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.6 - observer - the category of the dream - middle ages scenarios (1+) animals () mammals () cats and dogs (1+) 0312200 the name of the dreams: girlfriend extraordinaire, x dream (endoscopic) my partner in a newly-made relationship is beside herself with impatient as we conjoin the dreamer gets an inside-the-womb view of what's happening it was a brief five-movement scene no sooner had we finished when, over my left shoulder, two white horses begin mating the dreamer says to his new partner, "we can do it again whenever you want" addenda: vividness: 4.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - x dream () animal x (1) mammal (1) horses (1) girlfriend extraordinaire we both worked in the same office the office is spacious and bright (most vivid part of the dream) we are both insurance clerks it looks like there are about twenty of us in the dream our job is to find creative ways of managing our clients' portfolios my girlfriend likesthe dreamerfor my sense of humour the dreamer likes her for her gentle femininity the relationship loses some of its lustre other people in the office notice it there are even thoughts the relationship might be over one of the girls from the office is walking alongsidethe dreamerin the next scene she is leadingthe dreameralong a dusty path on a sunny day while walking, she is tellingthe dreamerit would be a tragedy if we didn't stay together six-metres ahead, a girl is doing on-the-spot cartwheels the girl is not only doing them fast, (she looks like a human catherine wheel) but she is doing the cartwheels at an angle my amazement is compounded when she stops it is my girlfriend the girl who was talking tothe dreamersaid, "there may be other things you don't know about her" in the final scene, my girlfriend is reassuring me she's more than the dreamer deserves looking forward to rediscovering her addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream{ relationships (12+) flexibility of the body (2+) 0212200 the name of the dream: the lodger "scores" lodging in a two-up-two-down house it is nine-o'clock'ish have just watched a film in the downstairs front room there is someone asleep in a lounge-chair the landlord has a box in his hands and movs towards the t.v. inquiring what it is, he says, "it's a video game, i play it every night" not being tired, the dreamer asks if two can two play it he get's the hint "i always play it on my own", he says an impatient voice from upstairs says, "is that t.v. going to be on all night?" between the landlord's video game and the upstairs lodger my fate for the evening is sealed an unsatisfactory end to the day as the dreamer leaves the room and heads for the upstairs the thought of the person in the chair and the commanding voice upstairs causesthe dreamerto quip, "sometimes the dreamer thinks you like being mucked about" the landlord probably agrees withthe dreamerand expels a short laugh get to the top of the stairs and notice the door of another room is open not able to get to my room without passing the door and seeing in, the details of the room come into focus a scantily-dressed, full-bodied woman is lying in a double bed wearing a bra under a see-through nightgown there are chocolates and a book on the bed (stand-out visual) she has obviously been waiting forthe dreamerto come upstairs and had become impatient to think, the dreamer nearly spent the night playing a stupid video game there was a dream about the london underground before the above dream the recollection of the dream is too vague to make it into an entry addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - lodger (2+) scantily-dressd women (2+) 01122020 the name of the dreams: restrictions a think-read dream notifying the general public about two companies reducing their ferry services to the continent one was called, "......star", the other was "iceland" second dream, a long-standing girl-friend was more than a little surprised to find out a family nearby had giventhe dreamerthe key to their door could come and go anytime day or night it didn't occur tothe dreamerto mention it to her the freedom to come and go was stopped because a girl in the family had made a new boyfriend he was quietly outraged by the arrangement and didn't hold back his feelings about it he couldn't grasp there could be that level of genuine trust between people sensed he was going to be covetous of his relationship with the girl the girl was about to experience restrictions in her outlook of life * two dreams that contained restrictions of one sort or another this dream was due to watching mews items about the covid vaccine about to be thrust down the throat of british people addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read () travel () - neighburs () 30112020 the name of the dream: a pain in the neck online reading about a male who was having difficulty overcoming an injury similar to mine decided to create a web page explaining what worked and didn't work for me sent him the url and suggested we swap notes and experiences mentioned that my experiences were similar to his to begin with, nothing seemed to be working forthe dreamereither what had been discovered was to leave the most affected part of the body alone instead, concentrate on moving those parts of the body that were least troublesome first also suggested he take a three-pronged approach massage, movement, and diet addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - mutually-beneficial interchanges () 29112020 the name of the dreams: two-themes too interwoven to separate, wasteland without a reliable contact, my search for some "good grass" tookthe dreamerto a patch of land used by homeless people it had about twenty "regulars" there was a small derelict building which keeps the rain off when sleeping in the winter though, it was completely open to the cold still in the wasteland, managed to "score" some half-decent grass and got stuck into it while basking in the warmth of the "stone", was moved to do something about getting a basic meal together for the "residents" it wasn't that difficult to rustle up a bucket-sized container it would feed twenty or more people the first meal was to be a meat and veg soup with bread the meal was a roaring success the word, or, perhaps it was the smell, spread, and people begin migrating to where we are one or two "i am's" tried, and failed, to assert their authority the general mood of most people was live and let live with a little organising, a clean, new bucket, and more ingredients, a meat and veg meal would become the mainstay of the daily diet ten quid by today's values would easily feed twenty or more people the next thing was music it was as good as up and running in my mind a hundred-and-fifty watts would be ample to generate a "camp fire" atmosphere it still looked like a wasteland but, with a bit of camaraderie, it had the makings of becoming something more addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - basic living (2+) both dreams had think-read scenes in them both dreams maintained a brown-beige colour throughout beatles related in a telephone call, steve guessed (his nickname on paltalk) sentthe dreamerthe link to the url which referred to the latest revelations about the beatles it contained a lengthy think-read scene it was easy to read john lennon mentioned two songs, sung by paul mccartney, as brilliant (the names of them are just out of reach of my memory) he also gave paul more credit to his talents than he did this undulation you may remember he lambasted him just after they broke up covid related an excited voice said, "too close to call in the wisconsin recount" * addenda: vividness: 3.2 t0 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dreams, () the beatles () topical (5+) covid (4+) 28112020 the name of the dreams: spy v's spy, too late wife or girlfriend and self have to attend a meeting twenty-plus-miles away the train is running late it means we will get to the meeting twenty-minutes late there is a scene on the train when we are checking the time it is too dark to see the face of my watch use a lighter to throw more light onto the dial of the watch the flame isn't big enough to produce enough light to see the face of the watch ask people the time no one knows tell the wife or girlfriend to attend the meeting without me the dreamer will catch the next train back and do something that needs doing urgently back at the house * think this dream reflects the sense of urgency surrounding our current circumstances addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - senses of urgency (2+) train journeys (3+) wife/girlfriend (20+) spy v's spy it is a bipolar world ''m an agent a deadly scenario is being played out in a ruined cathedral the person trying to kill or subduethe dreameris somewhere above me he or she has the advantage the dreamer has to take the high ground and gain the advantage it means having to cross open ground waiting for a sound or movement that will pinpoint the location of my adversary the dream freezes the moment and ends * dream due to thinking about the Oligrach's during the day https://endic.at/oligarch's.html addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - secret services (3+) 27112020 the name of the dream: my new friendly friend a recently-made new friend called on me he was as friendly as they come he didn't have a worry in the world it seemed the only thing that mattered to him was his girlfriend the best thing he could do for her was to take her with him whenever he had to go somewhere to that end, he bought a six-fifty motorbike and sidecar the bike was parked outside his warming character is too appealing forthe dreamerto say no when he invitesthe dreamerto go with him it turns out he has also persuaded another male friend to come along it means i'll be in the sidecar off we go the heavy chugging of the engine is somehow comforting in another scene, he asks the dreamer if he wants to have a go at driving the dreamer is all for it the scene changes again withthe dreamerdriving, we are going along a wide two-lane road the road goes down and slightly to the left then it curves sharply to the right and begins to incline to the right the image as described stretches over a four-hundred-metres or so the other side of the road is empty the sense of space invites an increase in the speed there are two or three vehicles ahead of us on the other side of the road overtaking the first vehicle when it becomes apparent, the dreamer has to get in between the vehicle ahead of the one he's overtaking or else we'll be going into the curve at the bottom of the decline blind by the narrowest of margins, which brings loud gasps of relief from the other two, manage somehow to squeeze into the gap between the vehicles the next scene isthe dreameras an onlooker looking and listening to someone dressing down my new friendly friend to get the motorbike he had borrowed the money from loan sharks one of the sharks was grilling him my new friend had missed the very first repayment as mentioned, my new friend didn't have a care in the world he was completely unconcerned at the threats being made one of the sharks said in exasperation, "you want to go to war with infinity" * two buddy-buddy dreams in a row hmmm the new friend in this dream is an awake-time friend from my late teens he did acquire a bike and sidecar, we did go for a ride in it, he did have a girlfriend he was always referring to why he should find his way into a dream umpteen decades later is beyond me addenda: vividness:: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () motor-bikes (2+) 26112020 the name of the dream: down-to earth millionaire made frinds with a young fella we had a natural affinity didn't know he was fabulously rich to begin with it wssn't until he invitedthe dreamerhome that it was realised just how rich his family is an edwardian mansion, twenty rooms across and four or five storeys tall it was in a built-up area a high, wrought iron fence with spikes on top ran along the entire street even in amongst other grandiose buildings it stood out inside the house, we played a game one of us would name a band the other had to sing a bit of it the one that sticks out in the dream is "fat larry's band - zoom" addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () music () 25112020 the name of the dreams: alligator, job hunting for reasons completely unknown, the family had an alligator as a pet it wasn't a monster-sized one but easily big enough to overwhelm anyone below a certain size it was fed when the family had there meals it was used to being fed when the smell of food was present on this occasion it didn't get its meal quick enough it attacked mom managed to turn it on its back, grab hold of its front legs, splay them apart and kneel on its chest area mom was seriously but not critically recriminations were abounding as the dream ended addenda: vividness: - 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - mom () animals () reptiles () alligator ) job hunting while job hunting met a reporter or she may have been a t,v, or radio presenter she was unhappy her report of an event had been re-shaped it no longer carred the theme or description of the story she was so disgruntled, she was going to cahnge her job spent some time with her suggesting what she could do addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - incidental occasions () 24112020 the name of the dream: the office job the first day in a new job working in an office the office wasn't anybody's idea of what an office looks like the room was square or rectangular it had adjoining bench-seat against two walls each bench-seat could seat three or four people a computer at each workspace there are two girls on both bench-seats make my way to the nearest free space in the next scene, there is just three of us the seating space between each worker was tight so tight that the shoulders of the two girls and mine were touching the girl on the left is wearing a black shoulderless dress with straps the girl on the right is wearing a loose white jacket stretching out my arms place my hands on the furthest shoulder of the girls there is a moments pause before the dreamer says, "two attractive girls sitting next tothe dreamer- the dreamer likes this job" start speaking to the girl on my left out of the corner of his eye, the dreamer see the right hand of the girl on the right moving to his crotch when her hand is full ofthe dreamershe begins gently massaging me woke from the dream notes 1 the more than usual number of x dreams of late leadsthe dreamerto think about the x drive built into us it is, of course, the god-instilled qualitative feeling of what would otherwise be an indifferent experience you've got to amazed beyond belief to realise that the time between the reproductive ("expansive" is the correct word) act in heaven is far exceeded by the recoprocating motions of individuals, pairs and groups while traversing the straight-line all of us will come to acknowledge the overwhelming advantages accompanying the sacrificially-creative act of the big bang our Local Space environment will always be the same http://endic.at/local%20space.png it will always be the same galaxy it will always be the third planet from the sun it will always have a moon the earth will always have the amount of water one of the things that will be different is the amount of time we spend enacting straight-line-action it is, and always will be, increasing so much so, that the amount of time we spend traversing the straight-line this undulation (estimated at one raised to the eighty-third-thousandth power (1^83) will become one to the eighty-third-thousandth-millionth-billionth-trillionth (1^83 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000000) years further on into endlessness let's hear for the lover see also noteworthy notes https://endic.at/database-noteworthy-notes.txt addenda: vividness: 3 .3 participant and observer - the category of the dream - work () offices (2+) 23112020 the name of the dreams: car boot sale - youv'e made your point x dream vivid and prolonged addenda: vividness: 4.3 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () car boot sale at the computer something was making it run slow a check of the folders revealed the problem the car inventory was using up masses of bytes it took a while to open the folder (at least can now access folders in dreams) there were only ten or so folders to delete (stand-out visual) deleting folders was also easy a long-forgotten item came to light a pair of speakers could sell them off and bring in some much-needed cash addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - insignificant dreams () cars () computers () 22112020 the name of the dreams: getting going this dream tells us that in previous undulations we "get going" during the festive season a flurry of five dreams in this R.E.M. https://www.verywellhealth.com/the-four-stages-of-sleep-2795920 https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/articles/12148-sleep-basics had to do somethig else on the computer before entering dreams and still trying to remember them each dream carries the same theme-content; the festive season first dream organise two groups of girls and women one group each side on the street within earshot following a rousing arrangement of a carol, the two groups sang in unison (it wasn't in the dream but if it becomes a reality will have the groups singing at different pitches) we don't ask for money instead, we ask for christmas fayre food, sweets, drinks, crackers, party hats, party blowers etc. they will be distributed to retirement homes, hospitals etc. second dream for a gag, we stage a fake abduction we wait until the fake news has got a bit of momentum the dreamer is stripped to his underpants and socks and, my hands are bound get out of a car in a busy area in twn and stand motionless have a message on a bit of cardboard strapped around my neck let people make a fuss ofthe dreamerbefore letting them in on the gag third dream three people, a woman and two men present themselves they are dressed impeccably one finds a lump the size of half a pea on my upper-back he exclaims, "it's nothing" the other man then shines a light in my eyes and then in my mouth he says, "you have...?" the dreamer knows what he's referring to it's a cough that sounds serious it was brought on by a poor grade of tobacco the dreamer tells him it will go in a day or two he's not interested in excuses he says something like, "it will only compound. you have to stop smoking" the dreamer says, "alright. reduce the number of cars by half and i'll stop smoking" addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: christmas (4+) getting going (2+) 21112020 the name of the dreams: selling time while doing time, a family of knives was back in my home from home yes, the one and only, the ever-popular, prison nothing in the dream, to suggest what the crime was the prison is an open prison which suited my prison hat as a wheeler-dealer the latest tools of my trade are watches including the watch he is wearing the dreamer has three to trade the dreamer's favourite watch is a Seiko the most expensive is a woman's watch the least expensive is a working watch not a brand name like the other two but solid and reliable the most expensive watch was on loan to a big guy he probably hoped it would become his eventually unfortunately for him, a member of the prison staff took an interest in it again, the dreamer is guessing but, his is he wants for a female that meant the price, in goods or money, had just gone up it was common knowledge that the best returns on goods are to occur with deals with staff members would keep the big guy happy with "a half an ounce". or an ounce if the buyer wanted it badly enough the dream ended as the dreamer is talking to the prison officer with the big guy in the background addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - wheeler/dealer () prison () open () a family of knives walking along with my new girlfriend we're both in the first half of our teens it's late afternoon a road to the left of us there is an embankment to the right notice a silver object on the muddy grass it's a utility knife with three tools the blade tool is slightly bent give it my girlfriend she has a go at throwing it she impressesthe dreamerwhen the blade sinks all the way into the ground a bit further on we find another multi-tool knife it is the same design as the first one only this one has five tools have a go at throwing it into the ground. the blade sinks into the ground as hers did give the new one to her and have hers. a bit further on we find another knife the same colour and design as the first one the third find is a seven-tool knife it looks brand new (stand-out visual) the dreamer throws the latest find into the ground and the blade penetrates into the ground the dreamer's girlfriend throws her knife into the ground again, and again the blade goes into the ground then the dreamer throws the first find into the ground and say, "they've had a baby" my girlfriend had a more enlightened upbringing than me she wants us to give her knife back to the owner the dream continues and we enter a housing estate we start knocking on doors a man opens the front door of his house we explain the situation they belong to his son addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - finding things on the ground (6+) relationships () 20112020 the name of the dream: a simple lie is more effective than an elaborate one was in a foreign country it is a country controlled by force sitting upstairs on a double-decker bus the bus gets stopped by men in military uniforms they are armed it is a spot check they are arresting people who don't have a ticket the dreamer doesn't have a ticket the dreamer take half-a-dozen postage stamps out of his wallet they are worth more than the ticket the dreamer places them in his mouth when he sees those people in front of him getting off the bus without being told to the dreamer stands up, puts his hands in the air and begins walking to the stairs as the dreamer goes to get off the bus the dreamer looks to the back of the bus a friendly face is smiling at him in the next scene we off the bus and the dreamer is next in line to be questioned the dreamer still has the stamps between his lips the dreamer's story is going to be that he dreamer thought the stamps were bus tickets the person in the shop must have thought the dreamer wanted to send something through the mail actually, the dreamer wants to send his-self somewhere the man didn't speak the dreamer's language and the dreamer didn't speak his language the dreamer calculates that if he became awkward and generally annoyed the soldiers he would be arrested and taken into custody they would think the dreamer was someone who needed taking down a peg or two and takethe dreamerto the detention building what they wouldn't think is that the dreamer is an undercover agent doing a recce of the inside of the detention centre and wanted to be arrested one of our operatives has to be "sprung" addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - secret services (2+) 19112020 the name of the dream: street volleyball and up in the atmosphere early evening two of us set off to go somewhere our first encounter is with a couple with a dog the dog isn't doing what the owner's want it to do a quick instruction fromthe dreamerand the dog comes to where we are the couple thank us a game of volleyball is being played in the street the ball is heading out of play it is coming towards us the dreamer hit it back into play the side it goes to counts it as still in one of the opposing players gets uppity he becomes antagonistic one of the players knows me he tells the person who is having a "go" atthe dreameri'm alright we begin a bit of a confab while we're talking a ufo with four lights appears it is moving quickly the dreamer points it out to the young man he's talking to he only glimpses it for a second not long enough to get a good look but long enough to be convinced "seen one earlier on as well", the dreamer tells him there was a scene between these two scenes which had ufo's in it still trying to recall sufficient details to enter it addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () u.f.o.'s (4+) games and sport () volleyball (1) dogs (5+) 18112020 the name of the dream: my mate norman at the home of norman's mother the occasion was the retirement of his mother's brother it was a small gathering four or five people it was something of a privilege forthe dreamerto be there they were a tightly-knit rural family their history went way back into medieval times her isolated cottage was hundreds of years old the cottage made national news some decades before a newspaper came to cover their claim that they had a ghost for a family with a colourful, historic past they had a small family it struckthe dreameras odd being me, large families was a healthy sign thought it would liven the conversation by saying, "when is norman going to get married and start a family" norman thought the dreamer said it in an inoffensive way it went down like a lead balloon managed to recover from it by congratulating norman on his long-term relationship with a girl called julie but the dream ended on a despondent note addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () norman (2) 17112020 the name of the dreams: doublespeaker, barbell and stepladders, the damsel and the dog, big and too serious at my place there are three of us the two men in the room withthe dreamerare tall and solid know one of them well enough to be able to pull his leg during conversing do a pretend sneeze the man the dreamer doesn't know shootsthe dreamera serious look the dreamer begins smiling "people are altogether too serious about covid", the dreamer says the dreamer goes on and give his version of events thinking about the way the big guy looked atthe dreamerstartsthe dreamerlaughing my laughing wakesthe dreamerup addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () the damsel and the dog in the park was sitting or lying on one side a girl comes into the dream she has long black hair her hair is loose on her head she is wearing black trousers and what looks like a waistcoat over a light-coloured blouse she has a dog on a leash as they pass the dreamer reaches out and stroke the dog she stops now the dog is getting more sugar from me we begin talking in the next scene, she is sitting close tothe dreameron the grass a vivid image of the dog promptsthe dreamerto ask her, "is he a cocker spaniel" she is impressed that the dreamer knows the breed and says, "yes" we are even closer together in the next scene our heads couldn't be any close without touching the dreamer puts a little weight on her head with his head the dreamer says, "now we are touching" she doesn't say anything the dreamer holds her hand she is relaxed i'm doing all the talking tell her the story of "typhoid mary" how she was isolated for life with only a dog for company notes 1 covid is in yet another dream it's amazing how the mainstream media can manipulate our thought processes addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - women and dogs in the park (2+) barbell and stepladders this dream is set in the flat in exeter and is a future time-tense had recently bought an olympic bar getting used to using it an unidentified innovative person was beavering away for a couple of scenes making it into a bar which could be dropped without it making a noise he achieved it by putting a weight inside a tyre and putting a weight either side of it it could now be dropped from any height without doing any damage to the bar or wooden floor was deeply impressed and grateful found myself playing around with the bouncing effect the dream stayed in the room there was a problem finding somewhere to stash a two-metre step ladder it was a sturdy ladder painted with a coat of white gloss paint its height was just right to stand it upright but the width was too wide to stand it in the only place in the room with that much unused space the only other place for it was under the home-made, two-seater, wooden-frame settee under the settee, it looked too obtrusive and took the feel out of the room being a living room the room looked like a workshop a solution presented itself when the dreamer woke up addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - locations () exteter (10+) doublespeaker it is a covid-infested world have a moderately successful blog am not aware of the conspiracy surrounding the disease someone from the controlling-clique invitesthe dreamerto write a regular comment they will givethe dreamerthe theme of the articles it is forthe dreamerto present the themes in my style the inducements are appealing within a few posts become aware of the underlying motives my first reaction is to break away from them and write an article exposing them decide to beat them at their own game introduce subtle undertones in the articles some people will pick up on what's being written addenda: vividness: - 3 participant - the category of the dream - topical () covid (3+) 16112020 the name of the dream: bargain buy in a busy city centre mild to good weather passing a chemist, a promotion stand had the latest cheapo camera it was the colour of the camera which caught my eye it was coloured light blue and white (first stand-out visual) the length of the camera was the height of a twenty-pack of cigarettes while the height was twice the thickness of the packet the features of the camera were mind-boggling infinite, digital enlargement thousands of pics of memory an unhingeable bottom with a mini-usb built-in variable-rate pics per second coulour or black and white pics l.e.d. eye-viewer the icing on the cake was the price it was so low, three or four-pounds by today's prices, it causedthe dreamerto think it was disposible in the shop the salesperson was runningthe dreamerthrough the features of the camera it was every bit as good as advertised the dreamer snapped it up left the shop the weather seemed to have improved was trying the camera out a girl the dreamer knew said hello she was waiting for her boyfriend something she said, it may have been a deliberate caculation, madethe dreamerthink she and her boyfriend didn't have enough money to do what they wanted to do in my mind, the camera was worth a hundred-pounds was a hundred-pounds better off giving her a fiver was neither here nor there killed two birds with one stone by asking her to go and buythe dreamera pastie and tea was eating and drinking when her boyfriend and his friend turned up he was a really nice guy was still on a high with the camera-man decided to be generous again asked her boyfriend if he had anything on him worth a fiver he produced the return section of a train ticket (the second stand-out visual) only had tenner's on me was humming and aahing a tenner was too generous was going to ask the girl to givethe dreamerthe fiver back and give her boyfriend the tenner but then her boyfriend would be holding her money woke up to hear myself saying, "okay, givethe dreamerthe ticket" * the zoom-in aspect of the camera was due to watching the film "syriana" before going to sleep addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - camera's (2+) family, friends and acquainances () 15112020 the name of the dream: deliberate misinformation election fever was rampant everyone was talking about it the phone rang the opening sentence of the person on the phone was, "are you voting for trump or biden" after three or four carefully crafted sentences that were designed to lead seamlessly into the true purpose of the call, the voice said, "wouldn't it be a good idea to take out insurance to be sure?" was thinking about what to say to show my contempt when i woke up addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - solicitous phone calls () insurance () * this dream comes from the pde's a recently-bought product was completely unsatisfactory the advertisement for the product blantantly misrepresented two of its features it used sophisticated photographic trickery for one the other plainly said it done something which it didn't if the writer wasn't engaged in more important matters he could make a living by taking businesses to court 14112020 the name of the dream: the dream bed, moving day it was moving day wasn't going far the place the dreamer is living in is too small an extremely obliging woman neighbour offered to help didn't need a large van a twenty-cwt would do it a twenty-cwt van didn't need a special licence the new place became available a day earlier took some personal things withthe dreamerfor the night the woman neighbour thoughtthe dreamerhad moved everything she told someone to askthe dreamerifthe dreamerwanted any help was trying to contact her to saythe dreamerdid when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - females () neighbours () the dream bed at the time, what the dreamer thought was one of the best things he'd ever bought turned out to be a burden it had a hand-held, electrically operated device which enabled three different segments of the bed to be adjusted independantly or all together it soon became apparent that the sitting up position was the most uncomfortable of the five possible positions no matter what the dreamer tried, the result was always the same the base of my spine took the weight of my upper-body within ten or fifteen minutes it became too uncomfortable decided to sell it at leastthe dreamercould recoup a couple of hundred quid tried to sell it to neighbours, no go advertised it in the paper, no go tried to give it away, no go arranged for it to be collected by a charity when they arrived to collect it, the chief guy said it wasn't the sort of design that could sell the only way to get it out of the house was to get someone to take it to the tip a phone call from an interested party saved the day, or so the dreamer thought arranged for the person who wanted it, to come and get it he duly turned up in the next scene of the dream it wasn't until he arrived that the dreamer realised someone had come and took it away some weeks before the man who wanted the bed wanted to see it he wasn't going to be pleased when the dreamer told him he had disposed of the bed worse than that, he may well think the dreamer was deliberately mucking him about the situation could easily turn ugly there was only one way out of it brought the dream to an end * this is not the first timethe dreamerhave wilfully ended a dream to get myself out of a "sticky" situation am getting adept at it this dream is based on awake-time situations and people and items addenda: vividness:: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - wilfully ending dreams (3+) 13112020 the name of the dreams: children soul partners, the come on was in the home of an ex-girlfriend we are in her bedroom the dreamer is in day clothes she is wearing a dressing gown the belt of the dressing gown isn't tied occassionaly the gown falls open it happens two or three times she wantsthe dreamerto touch her she has a condition with her hands her fingers are stiff her fingers become flexible when the dreamer places the palm of his hand on the palm of her hand she encourages the dreamer to touch her breasts addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - girlfriends (10+) sarah (1) soul partners a truly touching dream of child-love the children are about seven or eight with the skill of an artist, the dreamer manipulate the circumstances to bring them together this dream finishes when the girl holds the hand of the boy the emotional content in the final scene of the dream is palpable * in the future, adults recognise the "special" interaction between youngsters in the future, bringing children together will be one of the most rewarding tasks adults have enabling the feelings between children to grow will be a simple circumstance to create or achieve either of the two futures in the Lead Article will facilitate it addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: soul partnerships () children () 12112020 the name of the dream: the wannabe manager after listening to a reggae band was inspired to become the manager of a band in my estimation, the first person needed to form a band was the singer in the next scene, a young black lad was in my crosshairs we started enthusiastically enough hired a small room in a pub for the first practice the p.a. system was my own it was about five-hundred watts good enough for pubs got the lad to sing along with popular tracks it went great at one point the dreamer joined in with the singing, accompanying him in falsetto the dreamer is pleased with the effect things started going downhill in the next scene we had got a bit of a polished act he thought the best way to pass his genes on would be if he had a car it was a completely unrealistic request it was in the era of the sixties for the dreamer, investments are twenty and fifty pounds a decent car is in the hundreds when he realised a car was out of the question he decided to go his own way the next attempt to get a group going was with two young girls one black, one white again, it started off great the black girl was the first to drop out the white girl was willing to keep going the problem was she was always short of money it meant giving her money every time we got together the first time there was no cash incentive she would be gone the dream ended, but my aspirations didn't addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - music () 11112020 the name of the dream: anyone for tennis? walking through an endless residential area there was a mixture of terraced and semi-detached housing came across one street that had the novel idea of using the road as a tennis court was impressed with the skill of some of the players in another area, there was an air of a community they were open to the idea of playing games in the street the road was too narrow for a game of doubles of tennis but using tennis bats and a tennis-ball it was perfect for playing to the rules of table-tennis in the next scene, a net was across the road and a game was in progress since it was the dreamer's idea, it was only fitting that he play in the first game the onlookers are impressed when the dreamer won a point by diving for a ball the game was ongoing when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - games and sport () tennis {) table-tennis (2) 10112020 the name of the dream: a bad future time-tense this dream straddled dream-time and awake-time in the heart of a futuristic city now add beige-coloured tubes two-metres in diameter the tubes are full with running water they are on the outside of every floor and run the length of the streets at junctions, they cross over to the other side of the street a woman and a man in the "act" in the tube during the act, we see a man with a phial in his hand there is a zoom-in of the phial we see the word "penzone" on the phial he has a compact contraption strapped to his wrist then we see the man use the contraption to intravenously inject some of the liquid into the woman the woman doesn't know she has been injected with it the woman begins swimming through the water in the tube her eyes are wide open she looks scared she tries to scream air bubbles leave her mouth but no sounds come from her we assume murder has occurred the scene changes the scenes aren't that colourful, but they are very vivid next, we see a man at street level he is wearing blue denim jeans and a black leather jacket he has a determined manner we assume he is police the dream goes on and on amazing visuals scene after scene it must be a full two minutes of dream-time at one point it goes into awake-time i'm waiting for a resolution to the crime there is no sound in the dream the graphics are detailed and intricate all my attention is on taking in the detail the city is full of intricate architecture colourful scenes follow one after another it is obvious now this dream is going to go on for the length of a two-hour film about three minutes of dream-time has elapsed equivalent to twenty or thirty minutes of awake-time could have turned this into a lucid dream (https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323077) it got to the point where the detail of the scenes of the dream, although clear, didn't seem to be leading anywhere ended the dream addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - the observer - the category of the dream - extensive dreams (1) futuristic (10+) 09112020 the name of the dream: the way of the bottle opening scene, in the passenger seat of a car a girl in her mid-twenties is driving she has average good looks she lives on the edge by that the dreamer means she doesn't know where her next meal is coming from her priority is petrol with a full tank she can run errands and earn petrol money she knows enough men who will let her sleep over she can get a meal from any one of a dozen people of either gender her "buzz" in life is meeting someone new someone who will have a slightly different slant on life someone with something that gives life variety i'm the latest bit of spice in her life we are on our way to get some hash she's a little bit impatient with me my priority is not getting "ripped-off" the dreamer keeps alluding to the person she's going to see the dreamer needs reassurence from her that he's reliable, not likely to give us the run around her response to my concerns is casual dismissiveness it turned out o.k. in the next scene, we are back at my place the dreamer is singing the praises of the effect the blow it's leb the stand-out sensation of the dream is just after doing a "bag" a bag is the technique where you take the bottom off a glass bottle then, using a sturdy rubber band or cellotape, affix a plastic bag around the bottom of the bottle using the bowl of a hash pipe, or any suitable metal convenience, put that over the mouth of the bottle (use blu-tac to make sure you have an air-tight seal) push the bag into the bottle put the desired amount of hash into the bowl then, apply a flame to the hash while pulling the bag out of the bottle having expelled all the air from your lungs you are now ready for the "bag" start breathing in gently (the art is to run out of breathe as the last bit of hash is glowing red) the smoke cools sufficently in the bag making it "gentle" on the lungs it intensifies the effect in her experience of life she had never tried "the way of the bottle" she is impressed there is admiration forthe dreamerin her bloodshot eyes it makesthe dreamerfeel sexy the dreamer says, "i'm ready if you want some" in a perfect world this dream would have become an x dream destiny has other plans for me the dreamer wake up he's ready for x but there's no one there addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - hash () women () 08112020 the name of the dream: good bed, bad boy employed a carpenter to advise, buy, and cut the wood to make a bed it had reached the stage where we only needed to make a custom piece for my sleeping position a small block of wood the size of a pillow was added the next scene, the carpenter had an elderly teenager helper the teenager had only been with the carpenter for a few days he wasn't with him when the bed was first commissioned the carpenter wanted him to finish the last of the work the warning bells sounded when the suggestion that the young male finish the work at a time when the dreamer wouldn't be at home the teen had a face and manner which toldthe dreamerhe was not to be trusted spoke to the carpenter and told him to order the wood, get it delivered to my home and letthe dreamerfinish the work the teenager was with him when we made the new arrangements he knew why the dreamer suggested making changes in the next scene, the teenager was givingthe dreamerthe "evil eye" could see him thinking bad thoughts addenda: vividness:: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - employers and employees 07112020 the name of the dream: recklesness and melody three of us are on the move in a car the driver turns into a petrol station he deliberately drives into the forecourt at a speed it is also in a curve that is sufficient to turn the vehicle onto its left side the other two go into the kiosk and leavethe dreamerpinned in the car they expected the dreamer would stay there until they returned it was there idea of fun the dreamer is pissed, to say the least managed to get into a crouched standing position if the dreamer knew if he rocked the car sufficiently hard enough it would fall back onto its wheels succeeded on the second attempt the other two get back in the car they were unhappy that the car wasn't still on its side one of the says something which causes the driver to say, "that's why i'm wrecking it, it wouldn't pass the m.o.t." the song "andthe dreamerlove her" sounds out in the dream it is a house version and has a strong, compelling, dance beat listen to the first verse and chorus begin singing along with it on the second verse my voice is quiet and croaky was expecting the other two in the car to tellthe dreamerto shut up but they seemed to be touched by the soulfulness of the song * some the beatles songs were transposed into classical form by george martin one classical musical scholar said of the beatles, "they are best composers since schubert" might have a go at puttiing them into house music form one day addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - music () reckless people () 06112020 the name of the dreams: moon of fortune, air patrol the dreamer lost what little money he had betting on penny shares had no choice but to resort to going out and looking for money it was mid-to-late-evening the moon was the main source of light the light of the moon shed an eerie brown light all around walking along an earthy path with fairly thick and tall grass on either side straight away, due to the nature of the light, it highlighted three or four penny-sized coins in the next scene, there was a coin the size of an old fifty-pence piece (stand-out visual) in the next scene, had an over-the-shoulder satchel which had two or three compartments was putting different sized-coins into different compartments when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - money on the ground (4+) air patrol was flying around in a jetson's-shaped craft it felt great flying (stand-out sensation) the feeling of flying was moderated by a feeling of responsibility flying police patrol? addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - flying (4+) 05112020 the name of the dreams: age isn't a limitation, all dreams should be this enjoyable x dream too modest to give the details addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream all dreams should be this enjoyable on my own in town doing this that and the other whiled away the monotony of the time between shops by getting a smile and a laugh from children and toddlers addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - children and toddlers (7+) 04112020 the name of the dreams: the balancing act, the mountain pass this dream hasthe dreamerbalancing a fork and a salt cellar on top of a piece of cloth everso carefully, it was the second time, it didn't stay balanced the first time, positioned them so one of the prongs of the fork wedged into one of the holes of the salt cellar at a particular angle, the effect was quite impressive decided to take a photo of it got the camera for a few seconds, the dream gradually moved into awake-time as the dreamer realises there is no way he can pull the blankets offthe dreamerwithout the structure falling down addenda: vividness: - 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - balancing acts (1+) the mountain road it was forthe dreamerto assess the logistics of industrial-sized lorries getting their loads through mountain roads the dream centred around one part of the road where it appeared there was an impasse the vehicles couldn't go forward or reverse the dream ended without a resolution addenda: vividness: - 3.7 - observer - the category of the dream - logistical planning (1) 03112020 the name of the dream: levity was on a panel show the panel show was a send-up of topical issues the issue in the dream is covid changed the meaning of a sentence by taking the second word out of the sentence and placing it at the last but one word of the sentence still trying to remember the exact wording of the sentence as this is being typed addenda: vividness: 3.6 - participant - the category of the dream - quiz shows () topical (3+) 02112020 the name of the dream: the treasure is mine had figured out where the fabled lost treasure of a known civilisation had buried its treasure it was at the bottom of a shallow, clear-water sea (stnd-out visual) the most vivid scene of the dream, is an overhead view of the treasure chest, the size of a tea chest, with gold and jewels in it in another scene, the treasure was back at my home am in bed the treasure is in another room as far as the dreamer knew, no one else knows about it that didn't stopthe dreamerfrom being cautious to the point of paranoia hear someone in the room the treasure is in the dreamer shouts out, "oi". the dreamer jumps out of bed and rush into the room where the treasure is am fully expecting to have to fight the person trying to steal some or all of the treasure there's no one in the room the treasure is still there the most vivid scene of the dream, is an overhead view of the treasure chest, the size of a tea chest, with gold and jewels in it addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - treasure (1) 01112020 the name of the dream: confidence was walking along with my hands in my pockets totally relaxed and feeling great wearing a soft-cloth suit the suit is close to being dark-blue the shirt is a dark-tan and the shoes are biege and have softmade of a upper the shoes are, the dreamer knows, a bit on the garish side but the comfort factor overrides all other considerations there are two other people walking ahead of me the closest is twenty metres ahead the other is sixty or so metres distant they too are walking casually in the next scene, a young man of about twenty enters the dream he is dressed scruffily and his face is far from handsome he starts trying to goad me he dissatisfied with himself and thus with life it is obvious to the dreamer he is physically superior and won't have any problem getting the better of him in a fight he probably realises he is smaller than me he is hoping an aggressive manner will intimidate me if the dreamer says nothing it will only encourage him decide to call him names "maggot, half-wit, snake-face, tramp, scruffbag..." it was enough to get him to retreat back into his miserable world addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - walking () aggressive people () 30102020 the name of the dream: another breakthrough in being able to edit folders it became necessary to phone the helpline for my internet provider the problem was the volume of a screencast recording wasn't playing back as loudly as the recording the dreamer knows it was something he is doing wrong but is frustrated at not being able to correct it the girl on the other end of the phone spoke with an irish accent she was annoyed at my lack of knowledge about computers and didn't try to hide it it was more of a scalding than a polite talk-through (perhaps she'd a bad day with her boyfriend) was trying different ways of correcting the volume while talking to her then, for the first or second time only, it became possible to edit the folders in a dream the sounds coming through in the dream became clear and loud in response tothe dreamerturning the volume knob on a pair of sony shelf speakers (the ones in use at the moment in awake-time) the sensation of touch while turning the knob of the speakers was 4.4 (stand-out touch sensation of any dream outside of an x dream) in one scene, the volume was so loud and clear it started bringingthe dreamerout of the dream (again, the clarity of the sound was as vivid as any dream that comes to mind 4 to 4.8) the operator toldthe dreamerto turn the volume down as it was uncomfortably loud then she said something along the lines of, "there will be a charge because this is a shortfall call" the dreamer said, "shouldn't you have told the dreamer there would be a charge at the beginning of the call?" went on editing and playing with the volume for another couple of scenes was feeling dead chuffed at being able to edit folders and modify the volume of sound in a dream this dream was due in part to an awake-time problem of the same nature about ten days ago the dreamer knew it was something his end but was at a loss to figure it out addenda: vividness: 3.6 to 4.8 - participant - the category of the dream - computer () folders (6+) 29102020 the name of the dream: helpful and friendly girls was settling into my seat before the film started the sweets and drinks were laid out all that was needed now was a few roll-ups calamity of calamities, had no cigarette papers the dreamer thinks he dropped them while organising things was looking on the floor and under the seats a girl in the row in front and to the left ofthe dreamerbecame aware ofthe dreamersearching for something she asked what i'd dropped the dreamer told her as luck would have it, she had some and gavethe dreamerthree a girl in the row behindthe dreamerbecame involved and offered to go and get some at first,the dreamer said there was no need then realised she was being more than just helpful was thinking of how to word taking her up on her offer when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - cinema dreams (2+) 28102020 the name of the dream: imagine that there are four of us two of them are brothers we are my, or my best friends house the conversation dried up we get to watch the telly first, we watched a game of football then we watched snooker finally, we watched a table-tennis match we decide to have a pretend game of table-tennis we organised the chairs into two pairs of two, so they are facing each other the game would start with someone serving the first ball he would say where the ball would land on the opponent's side of the table "bottom-left, bottom-middle, bottom-right, middle-middle, middle-left, middle-right, net-right, net-middle, net-left" (net meant the ball landed close to the net on the opponents's side) three of us burst out laughing when one of the brother's asked, "how will we know when it goes off the table?" addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - games and sport () table-tennis (1+) 27102020 the name of the dream: christmas time is here again it is the festive season a prolonged drought was broken when my supplier turned up he had not one but two types to choose from both were soft both were half-ounce deals one was "leb", the other was "black" chose the leb they were in soft, grey pouches the pouches are the same as the pouches that came with sony mini-discs (stand-out visual) christmas was underway the above two or three scenes were followed by another two or three scenes an awake-time female acquaintance from the near past turned up with a young child she too had blow with her she had a single pouch hers was also in a grey pouch the same as the first part of the dream asked her how much she wanted for all of it she would only sellthe dreamera "teenth" the price she asked was a bad joke about three-times more than the dreamer had already paid it was obvious what was going on she knew as many "tokers" as the dreamer she intended selling it off in small amounts and make a "killing" it was also obvious she didn't know that the dreamer knew where it had come from given the circumstances surrounding our ten-day whirlwind involvement, it was the opportunity to get "justice" was thinking of ways the dreamer would muck her about when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - hash () family, friends and acquaintances (h) (2) 26102020 the name of the dream: daniel and me daniel craig was coming to britain from america received a request that he wanted to go to an english football game there was a scene in which we are in an almost deserted stadium in the next part of the dream, his wife is with him we go for a meal after we have finished our meal,the dreamer paid for the meal by card he insisted on givingthe dreamerthe cost of the meal the notes weren't english currency it looked like toy money, barely any writing on them looking at the numbers on the notes, it came to about seventy the meal had come to more than a hundred-fifty his wife also spotted the shortfall and pointed out that the note with number forty on it was a diamond note and was twice it numbered value (stand-out visual) daniel felt he was getting the "short end" of the stick it was daniel who paid to get into the football match all in all, it almost balanced out, with a slight advantage to me think this dream was, in part, due to watching "in cold blood" a week or so ago addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 participant and observer - the category of the dream - celebrities () daniel craig (1) football () restaurants () 25102020 the name of the dreams: the snarling dog auntie vie and uncle john had been allocated a multi-bedroom house it was a giant step for them the move was to accommodate the rapid expansion of their family the new housing estate is built on and around a hill they are near the top with a great view a large sloping lawn and an extra bedroom above the first floor there was an air of celebration uncle john is known for his rumbustious character, especially when it came to women not the life and soul of the party but a welcome addition which made sure things never got too quiet the topic became, as everyone knew it would, about women "they should wear different underwear", he quipped the dreamer joined in, "we should petition the queen to announce a decree that women are to wear seventeen layers of undergarments" after a while, the party atmosphere had gone, as had most of the relations three or four grown-ups and the children was all that was left without it being mentioned the dreamer was to stay for the night my bed was to be on the settee settling into a semi-lying position, tiredness was creeping up on me there was a family dog, a little white dog about the size of a jack russell unlike a jack russell, it had a long body and snout it was encouraged to come to me it came and settled near me it had a bit of a snarl on its face by now the dreamer is tired and ready to fall asleep as the dreamer began to fall asleep the expression on the dog's face changed into a permanant snarl (stand-out visual) not a picture you want to take into your dreams unfortunately, in my dream it was addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () dogs (4+) 24102020 the name of the dream: the incident at the greek restaurant was out and about in an exeter-type city was enjoying walking got to feeling hungry in the next scene, found myself in a greek restaurant perched on a small hill it was furnished sparsely (have you noticed that? meagre furnishings seem to be a characteristic of greek restaurants) it was quite busy it needed three or four chefs to cook the meals most of the tables, about ten, were occupied decided to eat at the counter got chatting to the young man next to me he was extremely friendly, with a glint in the eyes of his jovial face there was a bloke who had just received his meal sitting on the other side of the right-angled counter the meal was a solid block of something it was a white-cream colour (stand-out visual) it was one-quarter the size of a shoebox capable of holding a pair of size nine shoes, e-width made a comment about it to the jovial, slightly rotund, chappie next to me the dreamer told him what foods he fancied he placed the order of four or five different dishes the food was duly delivered in the next scene the food was presented on oval stainless steel platters couldn't help but notice that the platters were placed around the friendly chappies plate assumed it was his order and my order was on its way we were chatting away as he was eating the time passed quickly it seemed no time at all when he had polished-off his food we made our farewells and he left the dream now time was passing slowly it seemed a space-age and still my meal hadn't arrived what must have been a full ten minutes passed before asking one of the chefs how long it would be before my meal was ready he explained in a terse and dismissive way that he was still waiting forthe dreamerto place my order he wasn't the slightest bit sympathetic when it was explained that the bloke who had been sitting next tothe dreamerhad ordered for me it was nothing to do with him that there had been a "balls-up" like it was my fault for not speaking greek and realising what the friendly chappie had ordered surely he must have realised that i'd been sitting there for ten or fifteen minutes without ordering anything must have told him what was what not a bit of it he became cantankerous, even enjoying my predicament and revelling in my frustration there were heated words and his face became red with anger he threw a twenty-pence piece on the counter and said something the dreamer didn't understand it was the final straw in a bout of fury,the dreamerswept my hand across the counter where the coin was the coin travelled into the cooking area it made a sound when it bounced off something (stand-out audio) the tone of the dream changed in the next scene, was outside walking along an uneven surface noticed that my footing was sure and strong (stand-out tactile) next scene, was explaining in detail to two boys what had just happened in the restaurant one of them said something sensible which madethe dreamerfeel conciliatory an adult, he may have been the father of the boys, suggested that there was a mini-event happening in town and that the dreamer would be a welcome guest addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - food/restaurants () 23102020 the name of the dream: compressing evolution it appears there is a procedure which can vault a person through time and space this dream is in a similar vein to yesterday's dream this dream though brought the writer out of dream-time with a jolt as far as can be understood, within a micro-second, a being can go from one point of evolution to another if the writer is interpreting this dream correctly, a period of a thousand-million-years transpires in less than the blink of an eye even more fantastically, within that moment, a being acquires or becomes imbued with those abilities and traits that took, in undulations past, milliards to achieve try to compare the things we knew fifty-years ago to today imagine going to sleep and when you woke up fifty years of progress had occurred overnight your physical self is the same, as is your level of mental awareness the ability to press buttons and manipulate objects is the same weather patterns are virtually identical the night sky looks the same it is the same world as the one that was there before you went to sleep what has changed are the barely noticeable physical changes due to two generations of evolution it is assumed in a thousand-million-year,the then physical and mental attributes won't vary significantly over the next thousand-million years the dream is in the far-off future the dream the dreamer is stationary in an endless void, there may have been stars in the environment, and then being jetted through time and space within a micro-moment,the dreamer comes to a stop with an accuracy of one micro-metre the sense of precision was a strong feature of this dream that so much can be accomplished in so short a time is yet another insight into the abilities of love/life what also came through in this dream was a sense of impatience imagine you have worked all day doing a physically demanding task you choose not to stop for a break it will mean you will finish sooner when the works is finished you will be sitting down to a meal with your family after you have eaten, you basque in the family atmosphere with your wife and children the children have played themselves into tiredness and are in bed the pleasures of love are imminent... it shouldn't be too long before people in general start to understand the mental and physical sensations which accompany straight-line-action and this time, we do NOT stop note 1 for an insight into how precise technology will become over the next fifty-million years, see HERE http://endic.at/precision.technology.mp4 for an insight of what forms we will be able to take, see, HERE http://endic.at/forms.we.can.become.mp4 addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - insights into the far-off future (2+) 22102020 the name of the dream: diet diary from the previous few days the entire dream of four or so scenes was spent re-writing the diet diary of the last three or four days a look at the previous three or four days of the diet diary shows it contains a dozen or so lines with a couple of hundred characters nearly, but didn't quite finish the previous third or fourth day the sheer mental effort of the dream-time conscious trying to recall events from the awake-time conscious causedthe dreamerto wake again, we are considering the unappreciated capacity of the dream-time conscious the ability to interchange between awake-time consciousness and dream-time consciousness if this dream is the start of a trend which enables the dream-time conscious to tap into the awake-time memory continues, we may eventually reach the point when recalling awake-time experiences while in dream-time becomes as easy as remembering the details of dreams in awake-time yet again, we are seeing the interchangeability between awake-time consciousness and dream-time consciousness is a dream diary something other than just a superfluous pastime? see also 23112017 addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream; think-write () re-enactment of awake-time experiences (1) writing (1) 21102020 the name of the dream: mac andthe dreamer came out of retirement to do the wedding photographs for a well-known and well-to-do social-climber being a household name, it meant if the dreamer did a good job it would lead to mucho money from knock-on work thinking about it further, decided to bring a young lad who had his wits about him and had helped on previous "bookings" without telling the couple who were getting married, he would video the occasion while the dreamer did the photos it went off without a hitch picked up the photographs the following day was dismayed to find the helper had given the negatives to a company which branded the negatives with their name on each and every negative (first stand-out visual) no doubt the company recognised the faces of the newly-weds and figured a way to cash-in on it the watermark on the negatives wouldn't be on the photographs of course but was really miffed to think that the company was so sneaky took the photographs to the newly-weds they lived in a high-rise block of flats that reached up into the stratosphere the building was in pristine condition on the outside it would be fantasy-level interior furnishings spoke into the intercom outside the main entrance and was put through to the couple the design and function of the intercom was a bit of forced snobbery it was grey and half-moon-shaped, six or seven centimetres wide across and half-a-metre in height(second stand-out visual) it had a flat square at the top of the half-moon which had to be pulled down to reply to the voice that asked, "who is it?" the further the square-shaped lever was pulled down the louder the voice became in the next scene, lee mack answered the small door built into the large door the dreamer said, "we'll have to go fifty-fifty" (think the dreamer is referring to the added cost that would accompany using a "rip-off" company) woke up singing "nights in white satin" have a sneaking suspicion the reason lee mack was in the dream was due to watching a couple of episodes of "would i lie to you" before crashing out the underhand tactics of the company in the dream was due to the re-scheduling of a payment of two-hundred-and-fifty pounds earlier on in the day it meant the company got the money two months before it was due addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - weddings () celebrities () lee mack (1) 20102020 the name of the dream: brazen hussy two young girls came back to my place one of the girls had done some shopping for me she had paid for the items with her own money had the money put to one side for her it was in a wall-cupboard in the kitchen along with two or three other sums of money for other things after handing the girl who had done the shopping the seven-pounds owed to her the other girl reached into the cupboard and took a twenty-pound note she did it so casually the dreamer thought it was for something she had done for me couldn't think what it was though the twenty-pound note had been on a piece of paper looked at the piece of paper and saw it was the bill for a repair to a white radio (stand-out visual) the amount to be paid was seventeen-pounds something by then the girls had left the house had to chase after them caught up with them and showed the girls the receipt she knew the dreamer wouldn't have anything to do with her again addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - theft againstthe dreamer() 19102020 the name of the dream: novice nurses the first scene of this dream has two of us, both males, lying flat on our backs on separate tables about two-metres apart we are both fully clothed from his lying position, the dreamer can see the street one or two floors to the right the other male is being tended to by a female nurse in the next scene, there is a nurse on my left both nurses are wearing classic style uniforms stiff white head hats, white knee-length uniforms and black stockings my nurse lays the palm of her hand on my stomach with her fingers pointing down she then runs the flat of her hand down my stomach and over my crotch she says, "why is it i can't feel anything between your legs?" she couldn't feel my genitalia because her hand didn't go far enough down was thinking of how to exploit the situation should the dreamer hold her hand and move it into position? do the dreamer suggest she puts her hand down my trousers? woke up giggling as various other possibilities were running through my mind addenda: vividness: 3.8 -participant and observer - the category of the dream - nurses (2+) 18102020 the name of the dream: in the groove gave up using busking as a way of earning money changed from busking to street-dancing used a portable p.a. which produced about one-hundred-and-fifty watts danced to home-made rave-beat rhythm's the tracks were between 100 and 120 bpm(https://endic.at/house.2.mp3) it was about eight p.m. the last fifteen minutes of blue twilight was on the horizon set up outside the brightest spot in the street a fast-food restaurant there was a bit of a crowd, about twenty people, mainly girls, milling around played the sounds and began dancing to the music people began watching they became intensely curious one young man asked."are you...?", he said my full name "yes", the dreamer replied danced for another twenty bars of the music no one had joined in dancing as the dream ended this dream was due to three things 1 stopped weight training as the route to mobility and replaced it with a five-minute stretching routine (noticed increased mobility after three sessions) 2 while composing a new entry for endic "the mighty concept", got a sense of freedom 3 watching a girl dancing in the film "carlito's way", 30:36 addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - dancing (5+) 17102020 the name of the dream: too casual about earning a wage got the sack from a job in a factory because of irregular attendance wasn't too bothered, jobs were aplenty, it wouldn't take long to get back into work the most immediate concern was to get something to eat went to the canteen and asked the women server's if the dreamer could have a meal and pay when he gets his wages the women said o.k. but it meant having to wait until the rush was over a female from admin came tothe dreamerand toldthe dreamerto go and pick up the bits and pieces from in my locker and was now in the office there was a scene in the office with my items on a desk, gathered them up and the dream ended without getting a meal addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - unemployment (1) 16102020 the name of the dream: my mate norman knew the best time to catch him at home was about ten minutes after the pubs have closed got to his place before he got back while waiting, tried to get out of the complex through a narrow space between two buildings tried to force myself through the gap the gap narrowed the further the dreamer went into it realised by pushing harder would trap me had to struggle to go back heard the voice of the person to see by the time the dreamer got to where the voices are they had gone indoors could clearly hear normans voice through an open window knocked on the door the person who answered the door wasn't the person the dreamer wanted to speak to the dreamer said who it was t=he wanted to speak to expected the person standing in front ofthe dreamerto letthe dreamerin he didn't made a funny remark he didn't laugh or smile he said something something which conained the words "a tenners worth" handed him the note he left the door open he came back with my tenners worth now he was smiling (it took a while for my comment to register) never did speak to norman addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - hash (8+) 15102020 the name of the dreams: the third protocol, beware the dog a raging debate erupted concerning the validity of covid testing once a person had tested positive via an antibody test, the "official" (the controlling cliques') line was that the antibody test was valid proof of infection the distinction between diagnostic tests and testing for antibodies is deliberately distorted the upshot of this was, a person who had generated antibodies against covid-19 was considered positive addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - observer - the category - of the dream: topical () covid () beware the dog a delightful and concerning short dream about a months-old dog not sure how we came to be together, but together we were its coat was a blended-brown its face resembled that of a pug dog though its face was nowhere near being off-putting quite the contrary, it had the puppy dog eyes that we find so appealing was sitting in an armchair doing a bit of scoffing the dog managed to scramble up my legs, onto my lap and gavethe dreamerthe look never was a look so easy to interpret it said, "can i have some?" was eating a toasted corned beef sandwich there was a slither of corned beef the size and thickness of a quarter of a credit card handed it to the dog the dog ate the meat by holding it with its lips and chopping rapidly while moving the food through its mouth it remindedthe dreamerof a machine which chopped something as it moved along a surface it looked speeded up the thing was its teeth they weren't puppy dog teeth they looked just like the false teeth of a human the dreamer may have felt a little bit concerned even as a puppy this dog had adult characteristics addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animal () mammal (dog) 14102020 the name of the dream: the mystery choo choo the first half of the dream took up three-quarters of the dream it was a think-read dream was looking for one destination in particular if the service was still operating, it meant the dreamer still had a job the second part of the dream was a discussion with someone about the time-table of trains if the train left at a suitable time, it meant the dreamer could be somewhere or do something important to me addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read () trains () 13102020 the name of the dreams: perfunctory x, they're still after me x-dream addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () they're still after me an old beef, gong back half a lifetime, was the theme of this dream these guys were intent on getting me had armed myself and barricaded myself behind reinforced doors was shocked when, while braced against the front door, the sound of breaking wood causedthe dreamerto look down a foot was protruding throughthe bottom of the door one of the attacker's managed to kick through a solid front door it would mean having to use even more violence than had been imagined to repel the attackers the theme of this dream must be due to the pde's this is the second time a theme of guilt and violence has occurred in a dream after watching this film (automata - 10122015) vivdness 3 -parrticipant and observer - the category of the dream - violence in dreams (7+) 12102020 the name of the dreams: the lucky-two ranch, the alladin's cave of second-hand shops, a just litigation a woman won a draw which gave her a pair of breeding horses incredibly she also won the lottery in the same week when asked what she was going to do with her good fortune replied, "open a ranch" when asked what she was going to call the ranch, she still hadn't decided "the double-lucky or the lucky-two", she mused addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - winnings () lottery () lucky draws () the alladin's cave of second-hand shops at the bottom of a sloping street just out of the centre of town came across a recently opened second-hand shop it was on the junction of three roads the window on the side of the street the dreamer is on is large two-and-a-half metres high and about four metres across the goods in the window were laid out with the precision of a finished jigsaw puzzle the goods were predominantly electrical, musical and jewellery inside was equally impressive guitars hanging from the ceiling looked like sides of meat stacked and ready to be dispatched the gap between one category of items and the next wasn't more than a centimetre (stand-out visual) was interested in buying an all-singing pocket radio there were dozens to choose from a red one caught my eye one of the salesmen said, "hello john" we had been acquaintances from three or four years back the dreamer commented in a congratulatory way about the range and quality of the goods on display "icould spend weeks looking around", the dreamer said we spoke about this and that before the dream ended and before buying the radio that had caught my eye addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - shopping () second-hand goods a just litigation it was satisfying that a court ruling had weighed the facts fairly and had come out in favour of the defendant in this case, it was a company that supplied goods a woman felt the goods had been deliberately misrepresented the wording didn't accurately describe the goods to my way of thinking they did usually, the dreamer would champion the consumer but on this occasion his sentiments are with the manufacturer the woman wasn't overly disapointed with the ruling nor was the manufacturers especially pleased the complaint shouldn't have been allowed in the first place addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - judicial process () 11102020 the name of the dream: the long weekends work had finished for the week three of us were on a "night out" as teenagers, an eleven-o clock deadline for socialising was too restrictive we are ready and able for an "all-nighter" at seventeen, it was within our capacity to stay awake through the weekend one of us had film star looks which opened doors closed to others he had a complimentary pass for three people to an "after hours" party at the premises we are currently in it was one of only two or three such places in the city we knew about the after-hours party but it wasn't until two of us were resigned to going home when the night was still young that the person with the pass surprised us with it it got even better the pass gave us access to another all-nighter at the same place the following night as well the weekeend was about to start addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - socialising () family, friends and acquaintances () 10102020 the name of the dream: addam's cure-all a miracle, cure-all, bottled-medicine, was advertised in the paper it was a family brand-name called addam's the thing was, it never became a runaway best-seller or a household name the reason being, no one could understand why it only worked its magic on one-in-ten-thousand people the liquid was in an unglamorous brown bottle the label was as old-fashioned as it could be the smiling faces of a family in dull colours of shades of brown were something out of the thirties or fourties for those it did work for it had a mythical status the name lingered on through the generations it was the equivalent of the fabled penny black stamp in philately it had become legendary in a few households teenagers from generations before could remember its effects teenagers who were now grandparents and great grandparents had kept the name alive they never forgot how it had allowed them to get on with their lives when the rest of the population was "laid-up" with a "bug" for days it wasn't just the "bug epidemic" from decades ago which gave the medicine its status in the thinnest vein of the population their hair glistened, their skin and eyes became clear the general, all-around sense of well-being was part of their genetic memory the mind doesn't forget a gift from nature no, for sure, they never forgot that awake dream now, here it was back on sale at this point, the dream, if it wasn't already, becomes quirky in keeping with the air of mysteriousness surrounding "addam's cure-all", the bottled-medicine could only be dellvered to a specific address on a specific date the dreamer ordered a casket of a dozen bottles went to the address on the day of the delivery there were several people already there a "to let" sign was in the window the price of the rent was affordable and considering the health implications, still well worth it but the motive behind the procedure seemed zany were we supposed to start outbidding each other? what was going on? a sense of mischievious skulduggery entered the dream it disappeared and became replaced with a sense of purpose the dream concluded when the actual motive became clear the addams family wanted to remain anonymous it was for us gathered there to discover why it worked for so few people and disseminate it to other people with the same physiological attributes as ourselves the few people gathered at the house were to amalgamate and become the distributer's of the product assigning to this dream the present or the past of a future undulation tense of time addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - medicines (1) topical? () 09102020 the name of the dream: credit where it's due the supergroup of the time had, without realising it, plagiarised a song of mine the group, cream, must have been given the song by someone who knew me he didn't expect it to be linked back to me the dreamer got wind of it when the song was in the early stage of being promoted the group who were going to release the song, are being interviewed by the media two of the three members of the group give an impromptu presentation of the song the song had been composed to have a double harmony for the verse and a triple harmony for the chorus it became clear the dreamer knew the melody when he joins in with the singing of the first verse the dream becomes externalised when it got to the chorus, the dreamer sang it in fourth harmony falsetto it gave the song an added dimension addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - music () externalised () 08102020 the name of the dream: the restauranteer's four of us had visited the relatives of one our group we decided beforehand we would go to a "ye olde" style restaurant for a meal after we hadn't planned on walking but the evening was just right for a walk it was quite a hike about two-kilometres the walk is along the side of a main road due to the hour traffic was sparse it was sevenish there are fields and bush for the first kilometre which gave it a scenic feel the next five-hundred-kilometres is an expanse of fields we bump into three oriental people one of them is quite a bit taller than any of us he must be almost two-metres it surprisesthe dreamerthat our male friend knows them they don't look chinese taking a guess, the dreamer asks if they are from malaysia they weren't the tall one says to me, "you have a very nice country" even in dreams i'm a "britain basher" and say, "we've got plenty to be ashamed of" he doesn't say anything in return in the next scene, we are in the restaurant there are four-seater tables throughout five or six tables have been placed together in the middle of the room they run the length of the restaurant we ask for one of the tables standing alone in the corner on the right of the restaurant as we walked through the entrance it is reserved we take our seats about half-way along the long table in the middle of the room two of us sit on one side, the other two sit opposite not sure how it happened i'm sitting facing my male friend, while his girlfriend is sitting next tothe dreamerand facing my girlfriend my male friend is uncomfortable with the seating arrangement and asksthe dreamerto change seats with him the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () restaurants () 07102020 the name of the dream: an amphibian calls it was one of my regular unannounced, unscheduled visits to mom when the dreamer first saw it his first instinct is to "run for it" it was the size of a small crocodile grey in colour had the physical characteristics of a newt when it opened its enormous mouth, there was enough room in there to swallow a young child whole the thing was it didn't have any teeth all of a sudden it didn't seem so dangerous the opposite we began to realise that it was warier of us than we were of it whatever it was, it was a youngster it had got into the house through the open front door how it had got from the river almost a hundred metres away into our house, the third or fourth house in the street, is anybody's guess what to do about it became the main point of conversation someone wanted to keep it as a pet the more the dreamer watched its behaviour, the more he felt sorry for it it wanted its mom it tried to get into a small cubby-hole away from us my heart went out to it my pronouncement that we should let it go became the overriding sentiment mom, reluctantly agreed she had "taken to it" to keep the sentiment of freeing it going, the dreamer suggests we take lots of video footage of it first mostly everybody agreed someone wanted it as a pet there was then a scene ofthe dreamerfilming it (stand-out visual) it would be a topic of conversation for life it looked familiar racked my brains trying to remember why it looked familiar it eventually came to me it was an ichthyostega (https://www.britannica.com/animal/ichthyostega) addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.6 - the category of the dream - animal () amphibian (2+) 06102020 the name of the dreams: the hangar incident, the courtroom incident enter the courtroom from the opposite side and level with top-tier of the public seats there are five or six rows of seats for the public the seats are split into two sides with an access aisle in the middle at the bottom but one stair of the steps on my side of the court the dreamer trips and plunge head-first to the ground with the ease of a professional stunt-man, the dreamer twists his upper-body so that the back his shoulder comes into contact with the ground first the momentum of the fall causes the dreamer to roll over and he ends up standing on his feet the dreamer is allowed to sit in the public seats, presumably to allow him to gather his-self the dreamer takes a seat in the row below and to the right of where seven or eight family and friends are seated the last person in the row behindthe dreamerhas a year-old baby in her lap no one objects when the dreamer reaches backwards and places one of his fingers in the palm of the baby the baby grasps my finger now i'm relaxed and feel as though things are going my way addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - courtroom () family, friends and acquaintances () babies () the hangar incident looking down from about thirty-metres into an area the size of a hanger it has the fuselage of a plane in it it has gaps along its body the fuselage is in the process of construction there are twenty to thirty people in the hangar some are wearing dark-blue jumpsuits others are wearing white doctor gowns jets of liquid are squirted into the hanger and onto the fuselage the scene changes, the jets of liquid have become like a downpour of rain the dream becomes one of panic and pandemonium people are running everywhere the scene changes, a fiery explosion occurs addenda: vividness: 3.7 - observer - the category of the dream - explosions (3+) plane hanger (1) this dream was due to watching films with vivid explosions the day before see also 09072009 05102020 the name of the dreams: you tell me, that bloody food there is the sense of trying to achieve something the only means open tothe dreameris to use the tips of my fingers using a knife, one by one the dreamer cuts the middle, ring and little finger off both hands note 1 as with yesterday's dream, there was no sensation of pain while preparing the last meal of the day yesterday, noticed that when thawed, the stiff, silver container the faggots were in had about three tablespoons of blood in them assigning both this dream and yesterday's dream (the dentist's chair) as being food-induced see also (28092014) addenda: vividness:: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - food-induced dream (3+) blood in pig meat (3+) you tell me four or five triangles hanging in the air in a random manner the triangles are transparent they are the diameter of the circle you make when you touch your forefinger to your thumb they have a red tint to them think they have red led's inside them there is an unknown something inside them it looks like an origami addenda: vividness: 3.6 - observer - the category of the dream - oddities 04102020 the name of the dreams: the steal, in the dentist's chair first dream, sitting in the dentist's chair being readied for the extraction of a tooth in clear view ahead is a screen the screen is about half the size of a laptop screen on the screen, a line is moving along to the right and occasionally the line moves slightly up the upward motion of the line indicates pain, and, to some degree, anxiety, nervousness etc. at the moment of extraction, the line jumps toward the top of the screen there was the mildest sensation of a prick but not what would be called pain the dentist has a tooth in his extraction-tool and showsthe dreamerthe tooth was evaluating what was happening when the dream ended this website has only experienced pain once in a dream once (22092014) the experience of this websites' only nightmare (https://endicat.com/dreams-why-do-we-dream/) was far, far more traumatising than moments of pain addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - technology () second dream the name of the dream: the steal three of us were walking along a hallway the carpet under our feet was plush that is plush with a capital p at the end of the hallway was the lift the lift would take us down three-floors to the foyer the foyer, exquisitely furnished, as was to be expected it was one of the classiest hotels in the world in less than five minutes we would be home free ready to begin a life of luxury we were feeling on top of the world just to think, fifteen minutes before... we were becoming more miffed with every passing second we had booked into the hotel the day before the room alone had cost an arm and a leg as did our whistle and flutes as did the information now there was going to be the hassle of getting our "information-money" back no doubt, the guy who gave us the information would try to get out of giving us the money back that meant more hassle we had the reputation of being a violence-free crew if the guy who took our money simply refused to pay it back it would mean having to come up with a way of coercing him into giving us the money back without shedding blood after two hours of waiting for our "client" to show it was time to abandon the plan as we were about to leave the sound of people outside in the hall lifted out sprits back to their previously elevated state our "clients" were late we go back into hiding and will make our move when they have been in the room for a minute or two a minute or two later we come out of hiding we use dark-beige coloured rubber tubing to bound the hands and feet of our "clients" it will take them at least five minutes to get free and raise the alarm by which time we will be gone the "haul" was every bit as fabulous as we had been led to believe this was it the motherload a small fortune in jewellery addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - crime () theft () jewellery (!) 03102020 the name of the dream: the genuine article a fifty-watt, compact speaker-player wasn't working (not going to mention the manufacturer's name. bose get enough good press as it is) took it to the shop the man in the shop toldthe dreamerthe circuit board needed replacing it was going to cost as much to replace the board as it would be to buy a new unit typical business mentality there was money to be made he was hoping the dreamer didn't have a clue about electrics and would splash out on a new, improved model it was tempting the new model worked using an app on a mobile phone didn't have the money to buy a new one exited the shop with my tail between my legs took it to another shop a genuinely helpful bloke opened up the unit and discovered the problem immediately there was a break in the circuit board all that was needed was a fine-tipped soldering iron he also mentioned that he could make the modification which would enable the unit able to be controlled by phone it would cost about a tenth of a replacement he got my business addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - electrical goods () 02102020 the name of the dream: trump plays his card, the hot dog incident second dream, a think-read dream it was printed on a piece of white paper the paper went below what was visible in the dream think the paper was a list of ultimatums the first ultimatum was "if the chicken egg industry didn't stop incubating chicken eggs with the coronavirus, there would be a full presentation of the facts surrounding extraterrestrials and u.f.o.'s" first dream, walking back home after being out about in the city centre the dreamer is going to catch a taxi home but there wasn't one available (a few decades ago it was like that - it was hit and miss as to whether you got one) came upon a hotdog van a girl is now in the dream could have had one of three things in with the hotdog a heated debate developed about what was and wasn't the best things that go with hotdogs settled for onions addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - topical () covid-19 (3+) food () hotdog (1+) 01102020 the name of the dream: multi-themed dream (50+) first dream, this dream was about the coronavirus there wasn't anything exceptional in the dream and soon forgot it second dream, sitting at the computer screen watching a live debate viewers had the opportunity of asking questions those debating could invite people to join the debate on the telephone got my chance had the question formed in a condensed and to-the-point way in my head by the time it was my turn to speak deviated from my scripted sentences as a result, what was supposed to be an incisive and relevant one-sentence question had to be turned into a three-sentence explanation by the third sentence had lost the original thrust of my point the dream finished withthe dreamercoming to a dead stop without finishing the third sentence third dream, at the fair with a few mates bought a bag of sweeties had them in my hand and was stuffing one in my mouth every now and then the bag of sweets was in my hand for the rest of the dream at the rifle range was hoping to win a teddy bear and hand it to a stranger with a child woke up to feel my hand moving to my mouth with a dream-sweet addenda: vividness: - 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - topical () covid-19 () internet interaction () live debates () fairground () 30092020 the name of the dream: a female's delight; an ever-ready male x dream addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.4 29092020 the name of the dream: never trust an ex-lover in the nick in a european country it is the day of my release have got a white substance in the heel of my shoe there will be no problem getting it out getting it in is the difficult bit out of prison and still close to it, a mild panic gripsthe dreamerwhen the heel of a shoe comes loose and the white powder is exposed have arranged for kate, a call-girl and one-night lover, to meetthe dreamerwith the money she made from selling drugs forthe dreamerwhile inside she's not at the train station as arranged there is a scene in which i'm walking up and then down the connecting stairs between platforms wearing just shoes and trousers hoping against hope, go to the left-luggage office on the chance she left it there of course, it isn't still grasping at straws, go to the nearest collection point place to the station it wasn't there either thoroughly depressed, vowed never to trust kate again a sense of satisfaction runs overthe dreamerupon waking and it is realised it is just a dream a dream composed of instances of mixed tenses of time addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - crime () drugs () prison () kate (1) 28092020 the name of the dreams: pink-bodied girls, magic families x dream magic families the sequence of the scenes may be out of order in a low-light environment the faint, scratchy sound of voices are coming from the ground look down the ground is pebbly using two hands, scoop up eight or so of stones of varying sizes and colour little, crooked lines of static electricity begin exchanging between them (stand-out visual) the crackling of the electricity fades the sound of voices comes from the stones put the stones in my jacket pocket go through the front door and hang my jacket on a hook on the clothes board and go into the living room the voice comes back go to the jacket hanging up, take the stones out of the jacket pocket and begin a conversation with them the stones begin giving off smoke the smell of the smoke is curiously pleasant begin breathing the smoke in while walking along the  hallway turning to go into the living room a figure appears at the end of the hallway by the clothes board it is a young teenage lad he is walking with a limp a quick glance reveals most of his toes and part of the left foot is missing my first thought is that he has a club foot it is then realised the that smoke and its pleasant odour is his body in a different form apparently, the dreamer have consumed part of him in the next scene, he is whole again and we are talking the dreamer asks him, "do many people pick you up and start talking to you?" he says, "a few" what the dreamer assumes he means is that the rest of family, come into the dream a fully-grown man with an impressive shape to his physique, a girl about the same age as the boy and another being unable to ascribe a description to the fourth figure the dreamer assumes it's the partner of the man and the mother of the children dream ends love these weird and wonderful dreams they stimulate the imagination into thinking what is possible addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - magical dreams (5+) families (1) 27092020 the name of the dream: good-natured 1, good-natured 2 good-natured 1 in the company of alan crawford and his life-long partner they never did get married he was the second-longest of my male friends (eleven-years) his devastating good-looks ensured he was never without a girlfriend the only thing missing in his life was laughter he smiled only infrequently strange that the only thing he found slightly amusing is when the dreamer called him by the almost ananagrammatic name, crawfy alanford his partner was tickled by it and laughed when the dreamer used it on this occasion, she must have been in a good mood and laughed longer than usual the smile on alan's face lasted longer than any other smile the dreamer can recall with a little push, it was ready to turn into a chuckle good-natured 2 in the company of colin and his girlfriend as with alan, never heard him laugh life was a serious business he expected others to keep within strict bounds of behaviour and talk the dreamer got more latitude than others the dreamer uses his privileged position to bait him enough to get a warning remark when his girlfriend was there the dreamer could really push my luck in response, the dreamer would say things like, "you'd better keep talk like that for your dreams", and, "you might get away with talking like that to your wife but i'm no man's wife" again, his girlfriend laughed and again, as with alan, he maintained an elongated smile that was on the verge of a laugh addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.9 - participant - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () alan (3+) colin (2) humour () 26092020 the name of the dream: pictures and pockets it was pictures night the cinema has several screens the dreamer would decide what to watch when he got there on the way, he withdrew six-hundred pounds from a cash machine at the cinema and before buying a ticket, two thoughts occurred to the dreamer the first is taking off his coat and the other is the possibility of needing to go to the toilet it was not impossible that the dreamer may forget to pick up his coat when leaving it was also possible, if the need to got the toilet did arise someone might steal the dreamsr's coat decided to split the money into two amounts one for spending, the other he would give to the cinema cashier to keep until he dreamerleft gave her the money the girl cashier didn't know if she could do it she called for assistance a security man came into the dream in the next scene the dreamer told him he wanted the cashier to keep three-hundred pounds for safe-keeping hadn't counted exactly how much was in either of the two amounts the dreamer said three-hundred because that was half of the total the actual amount given to the cashier was more like five-hundred the security man asked the cashier to pass him the money he spent a few moments assessing how much was there and then