TO OPEN A LINK . . . COPY AND PASTE THE LINK INTO THE ADDRESS BAR OR SEARCH BOX OF ANY BROWSER 22062022 the name of the dream: to the point the dreamer is in the company of a woman and a man in their place their not paying much attention to the dreamer they have a problem specifically, the woman has a splinter in the forefinger of her left hand it's driving the woman crazy she can feel exactly where it is but she can't see it neither of them can up with a solution to remedy it in the next scene, the dreamer has a paperclip at hand he configures the paperclip so that it fits tight to his finger upon relieving the pressure of the paperclip, momentarily it turns the skin white the dreamer shows the woman does what he has just done the man poo poo's it the woman says something derogatory to the man the dreamer, like the woman, know how uncomfortable a splinter can be and suggests that the woman does the same when the skin is white the black splinter becomes visible placing the finger in hot water will soften the skin it is then a matter of using a sterilised pin to loosen the skin and expose the splinter note there was a time when the writer was a young man he did exactly what was done in the dream only in his case, he didn't use hot water or a sterilised pin it was a bit painful but the nagging throbbing every time the finger touched something was worse vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: application of awake-time experiences in dreams (1+) 20062022 the name of the dream: a bed of zzzzz's a regular caller to the dreamer's pad was sitting on the sofa the dreamer let the caller in a few seconds before before he had a chance to say anything the dreamer said, with obvious cynisism "i'm broke" the dreamer knew that after the caller had said something banal he would launch into his "pitch" he would make a promise that the dreamer would get something for nothing if the dreamer lent him some money the dreamer's initial comment broke his momentum in a flash, he introduced a new angle to get the dreamer's sympathy "i've broken up with my girlfriend" the dreamer wasn't going to fall into the trap the dreamer countered with, "you'll get by, your a survivor" he was looking dejected when the dream ended vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: friends and acquaintences (20+) 19062022 the name of the dream: a bed of zzzzz's the dreamer finds himself on a bed it is a big bed a double bed plus a single bed in width the head-end of the bed is pushed up against the wall the wall is made of marble a third of a metre above the bed the wall goes back about twelve centimetres in effect, it is a shelf that runs around the room the dreamer er is "cat-sitting" a least a dozen kittens the kittens aren't quite ready to settle down for the night they are all over the bed, on the pillow, burrowing under the blankets, about the pillows, everywhere in an attempt to bring order to the chaos the dreamer puts three, four five of the kittens in the reccess above the top of the bed for a few seconds, the dreamer is beginning to feel as though he is winning the battle some of the kittens are going to sleep the kittens elevated to the shelf don't like the cold, hard surface of the shelf they begin diving onto the bed there are now half a dozen kittens on and around the pillows the situation isn't improving much as the dream ends the kittens are replaced by babies in nappies there are about five of them the dreamer is in his element we're having great fun the mothers of the babies are in the room they're smiling that the babies are happy but they want the babies to be sleeping before going out in the next scene, two or three of the babies are sleeping but two or three aren't the women have left the dream two or three of the babies aren't vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: baby's (4+) animals (20+) cats (6+) kittens (1+) 16062022 the name of the dream: everyone's a winner a solution to the problem of gambling addiction is being implemented on a world-basis the odds of winning were, unbeknown to the gambler, fixed the gambler is assured of winning at a rate of a little more than fifty per cent of the time the gambler has an "aide". the aid encourages the gambler to use her/his winnings to channel the winnings to people who needed it it turns out that when a person is on a "winning streak", she or he is generous with their booty vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: gambling (2?) 12062022 the name of the dream: full moons there are three dreams for today am entering this one for now full moons the dreamer, along with cousin jim (the younger) and his girlfriend or wife, have just stepped out of the front door of thier home jim says something which suggests that the dreamer finds his wife/girlfriend appealing, which he does the dreamer is sure his girlfriend/wife has put him up to it his girlfriend/wife is all eyes and and ears she wants to know what the dreamer thinks of her the girl/lady has smooth skin, sleek hair, body and dress the dreamer is up against the ropes he can't say he does like her, and he can't say he doesn't a bit of fancy verbal side-stepping produces the reply, "i'd have to change beyond all recognition" the dreamer continues, "i like being a bit of a loose cannon, i don't want to change" there is a silence as they are both thinking about it a movement above and behind the house draws the dreamers attention there are three objects in the sky the biggest and closest is what looks like a gigantic air-balloon if it is a balloon it the size of a stadium at a hundred metres it has siimilar pockmarks and craters like the moon it is also a shiny silver-moon it is moving slowly, almost imperceptibly beyond that is the regular moon in its full moon stage as with the closest moon, features of the uneveness of its surface are visible about one-third of the regular moon is obscured by the big moon beyond that is another round body about one-half of the size of the second nearest moon there is a white cloud just in front and at the bottom of the gigantic moon the picture of the three moons and the wisp of white cloud looks like the face of a clock at three-thirty the dreamer, looking above and behind jim a nd his wife/girlfriend says, "it's three-thirty" they both look up the dream ends as all three of us are looking at the spectacle note eleswhere at the website, poincares theorem of reccurence dictates that the configaration of the earth and moon is always a set-circumstance it's within the range of the possible that the earth can be moved before the sun becomes a red giant? see the film "wandering earth" or, is it possible that googoled beings keep their man-shaped status and use other solar systems with an earth/moons arrangement, as described in the dream, to enable the completion of genetc lines that encountered influences which thwarted them from achieving achieved fulfilment the only other interpretation is that this dream is a mish-mash of influences over the past week or so looking at this picture (dreams pics 1 12062021 - https://endic.at/pics-page.html) for a minute or two four or five days ago could be the influence vividness 2.7/8 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (4+) planets and moons (1+) 06062022 the name of the dreams: unnatural x vividness 2.4 - observer - the category of the dream: x dream (20+) 01062022 the name of the dreams: magic-mover, pre-apocalyptic writings, at the disco at the disco the dreamer is one the first to go through door at a discotheque he is at the cashiers kiosk the dreamer says, "ticket for one please" the cashier, he looks more like a bouncer than an admin person, looks at the dreamer for a long second he then says, in a way which doesn't want any smart arse replies, "your'e a one alright" the dreamer is too old to be going to disco's seated with a drink, the dreamer is thinking about being the first one to start dancing the place is filling up when the dream ends not much of a dream at all interestingly, has as happened before in recent dreams, at the end of this dream an idea comes to mind that has awake-time applications it is an idea that has marketable features perhaps it is the dream-time conscious "opening up" the inventions, insights, formulations etc. of our history, that, although enriching in most ways, sre only scratches on the the surface of those things that are to come let's not forget, our soul has within it not just all the memories of all the things we have ever done but, more significantly, the memories of all the things those of us who have experienced all the future times to come while man-shaped vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: discotheques (7+) - future memories (3+) see https://endic.at/database.dreams.types.of.dreams.txt pre-apocalyptic writings in the aftermath of nuclear war the dreamer is going from one community to another he is looking for survivors before he finds anyone, he sees instructions written on stone and other material whiich would still be there after the explosions the dream becomes a think-read dream they were written by those who went underground or sought safety elsewhere some gave their reasons for how things got to where they are some offered solace, some lamented the striking thing was they all gave instructions of where to find things that people who survived the explosions could use to keep alive the dreamer is moved by the fact that even in the face of impending death people are thinking of how they can help others to survive the theme of the dream changes from nuclear post-apocalytic to bio-war post-apocalyptic there is no evidence of there being any explosive effects, craters, bombed-out buildings etc there is though the same type of messages as with the nuclear apocalyptic theme this dream was long enough for it to be classified as an epic dream - see https://endic.at/dreams.types.of.dreams.txt vividness 2.5/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: epic dream (5+) post apocalyptic (1//+) magic-mover the first half-dozen or so scenes has the dreamer in an playful state of mind he is one of a only a handful of people worldwide with a weird and wonderful gizmo the reason only about one in a million people have one is because the gizmo has the potential to harm if not in skilled hands the gizmo is the size of sandwich made of six slices of bread it feels like a firm sponge and is brown in colour using two hands, the harder it is squeezed, the greater the weight it can move further, once it "locks on" to the person it is pointed at, it can move the person left or right, up or down and in a curve the skill is in knowing how slow or fast to move the person from one point to another its has an unlimited range, from centimetres to beyond the atmosphere basically, to any place within the user's field of vision it doesn't work on inanimate objects whatever it was designed for isn't known in this dream it is being used as a party trick its greatest fun-value is to point it an unsuspecting girl or boy boy the roar of laughter that comes from the surrounding people as the unsuspecting girl or boy is lifted into the air is the highlight moment everybody wants to be lifted up and feel the sensation for themselves it's a great feeling to be in demand to give people pleasure vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (4+) p.s. about one-hundred dreams yet to be entered 18052022 the dreamer and a young lady join the back of the queue of a take-away bakery shop at the same time we get to talking the girl, aged about twenty, is touring the country in a van the van is a converted 20cwt van we eat our cake and savouries sitting in the driver/passenger seat the dreamer is slowly winning her around to the idea of letting him travel with her when the dream ends vividness 2.6/8 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 17052022 the name of the dream: x-dream: melanie; the brief girl decided to include the details of this dream for reasons only known to melanie, she enjoys conjoinment most sitting astride and facing the dreamer she reaches fulfilment surprisingly quickly, within three or four seconds of dream-time at the most intense moment, she clasps the dreamer with all her strength the sensation for the dreamer is a mixture of softness and firmness it feels as though we are welded together and will never part note melanie was an awake-time girlfriend when the writer was in his early thirties our intimacy never included the details as described in this dream therefore, am assigning this dream as a future time-tense hope she reads this vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: melanie (1) x dream relationships (20+) 15052022 the name of the dream: the would-be billionaire in the early morning light the dreamer is heading for the casino the temperature is cool to cold the dreamer is wearing a grey crombie coat for reasons unknown, he is carrying another full-length overcoat the coat is peach-coloured it is exotic it is also eye-catching the dreamer enters the casino two or three stunning-looking girls give him the once-over the girls are high-class professional hookers the young women know their game they don't see the dreamer as a potential catch they are right, the dreamer has about forty pounds in his pocket one of the girls sees the label on the coat she gasps out to the other women something like, "it's a ........? coat" the dreamer is now in the wealthy class and worthy of their attentions the dreamer knows better than to "lead them on" if the dreamer takes advantage of their "hospitality" and doesn't start "shelling out" drinks and tips almmost immediately, there are men on call who know how to deal with freeloaders the games room in the casino is empty except for one player the dreamer asks the floor manager to open up a blackjack table in the last scene of the dream, the dreamer is striking up a friendly conversation with the female dealer if the dreamer stretches the game out he may start winning if that happens, there's every chance she'll accept the dreamer's advances note fairly sure the coat in this dream is a coat the writer picked up from an up-class jumble sale in kensington when he was in his late teens it was a fawn-coloured camel-hair coat vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: clothes, girls and gambling (1+) 14052022 the name of the dream: it is the end of the working week the dreamer gets handed his wages for the first time, he receives his wage in a brown envelope usually, it's counted into his hand opening the envelope, he sees the money is in two separate groups one of the amounts he recognises as his weekly wage the other amount is three or four times bigger than his regular wage and is held together with a band in with the unexpected windfall are two photographs the first one is of a bride dressed in a traditional white wedding dress she hasn't got her headdress on she is sitting in the back seat of a limousine her lips are in the shape of the expression of a playful O the ceremonies are over she can relax the other photo is also of a young woman at first, the dreamer doesn't recognise her then, the memory of who she is comes to mind the dreamer first started taking photographs in his late twenties he can recall several occasions when a passerby "caught his eye" and asked them if he could take their photograph the second photo in the envelope was one of those times the girl/young lady was wearing a thickly-woven jumper it suited her it captured her inner self she was pleased that the writer noticed it "brought out" her personality and enthusiastically gave permission for the writer to take a photograph why had she sent me money and, even more perplexing, how did she know where to find me? it was while musing on that question that another similar awake-time circumstance came to mind* the writer awakes to hear himself say, "who else knows about this?" notes *the writer asks the reader to refer to the dream of 23112015 that dream is also interwoven with a mix of awake-time and dream-time circumstances like the 23112015 dream this dream connects awake-time and dream-time across years * this is the beauty of keeping a dreams diary it allows us to piece together the memories of dream-time and awake-time into a meaningful whole part of the process that will happen before Transmutation (https://endic.at/transmutation.html) will be the ability, possibly a requsite, to remember all awake and dream-time memories vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: awake-time/dream-time connections (2+) 13052022 the name of the dreams: fight dream - think-read/write geneology compiling the current family tree... things are going swimmingly with sisters, brothers aunts and uncles the table has a dozen or so boxes the problems began when it came to divorces, re-marriages and births not related to both parents referring to and changing the boxes became took too much mental effort the effort needed to remember, and go back to boxes already compiled, caused the dreamer to wake up note from memory, this is the second most difficult dream to complete and which caused the dreamer to wake up the first was the dream "back to school" of 23112017 it brings up the question "what, are the limitations, if there are limitations, of the brain/mind's ability to recall?" we know from regression (https://www.hypnotherapy-directory.org.uk/approach/past-life-regression.html#whatispastliferegression) that it is possible to regress a hypnotised person to a particular day of her//his past, but to be able to remember every moment across trillions of lifetimes! links for regression 1 (https://www.hypnotherapy-directory.org.uk/approach/past-life-regression.html#whatispastliferegression) links for regression 2 (https://www.psychologytoday.com/gb/blog/hypnosis-the-power-trance/201406/hypnotic-regression-and-healing-the-unconscious-mind) again, the notion of fractlizing (https://giphy.com/clips/OJKDl8nrd1gbARI7Hc) presents itself we also get an expanded insight into the complexity of the workings of the man-shaped being as we begin to unravel our various parts as the possibilities of what we are capable of thrust themselves itself into our conscious state vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: think-read/write (4+) genealogy (1) a fighting dream vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: fight dreams (3+) 23042022 after waking this morning, the writer laid in bed for 10 to 15 minutes watching a montage play out the theme of the montage was mother and baby all of the scenes had the same tone of colour, light beige this montage is published for two reasons 1 it is the lengthiest ever montage 2 it is the beginning of the long sought after ability to be able, by will, to extend the length of a montage the name of the montage: mother/baby delights 12022022 the name of the dream: unnamed 2+ a two-scene x dream vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: x dream 12022022 the name of the dream: boxed in imagine a bedroom five metres wide, seven metres long and three and a third-metres high now imagine see-through plastic boxes that are twenty-five centimetres wide by forty-five centimetres long by five-thirty centimetres high there is less than a clenched fist of space between the top box and the ceiling to walk between two rows of boxes means turning sideways most, if not all of the containers are choc-a-bloc with the dreamer's accumulated possessions over more than sixty-five years the dreamer is searching for something he knows he has it but doesn't know which box it is in there is a mild sense of claustrophobia the dream ends before the dreamer finds whatever it is he is looking for this dream is based on the writer spending thirty minutes yesterday looking for, but not finding, a length of wire vividness 2.7 - participant = the category of the dream: manual searches () see-through plastic containers (1) 07022022 the name of the dream: lucky me walking through the shopping centre in the middle of a city, it looks like plymouth the dreamer is on his way to a cafe for something to eat and/or drink he comes across a small crowd of eight or nine people grouped around someone or something he stops to see what's going on a man is claiming he can tell a person what the oldest coin is in their change he is betting his loose change against your loose change he has more change than any person would normally have, that's the lure the dreamer is curious he can't possibly know what dates are on the coins in the dreamer's pocket the dreamer accepts the wager the man says, "1940" the dreamer looks through his change he has an older bronze coin the dreamer says, "1930" the man paid up the man must have done his homework the central bank had recalled all pre-1940 coins months before something neither the dreamer nor the average joe wouldn't have been aware of it was thousands to one against a random passer-by having one of only a handful of the recalled coins still in circulation vividness 2.6.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money (7+) betting () 06022022 the name of the dream: the queen wore slacks the headline on the front of the daily mail read, "the queen dismisses her dressing assistants" (the stand-out visual) it is a concession to the public mood the public is struggling to make ends meet it will give the average person a sense of justice the dreamer knows it won't change anything certainly not the oligarch's it's just another bit of media hype vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: the royal family (1) 05022022 the name of the dream: choose your friends carefully someone the dreamer knows shows his true colours we are out and about together we come to a road without looking right or left he steps out into the road an approaching vehicle swerves to avoid him the car steers clear of him but crashes into another car and causes a fairly serious injury to the driver the dreamer loses contact with the person he was out and about with a while later, think it was a few months, the dreamer receives a summons to appear in court to give his account of the incident in court, you could have knocked the dreamer down with a feather when the solicitor or lawyer accuses the dreamer of leading his client into the road it never occurred to the dreamer that the person with him on the day of the accident would blame him why would he? why would the person he was with on the day do it? his solicitor or lawyer said that it was the dreamer who stepped onto the road first and because the person with the dreamer was looking at the dreamer while he was talking to him, he assumed that the road was clear as the court proceedings proceeded it all fell into place the dreamer knows the parents of the person with him on the day of the accident are well-off it was essential that their son should not have a blemish on his character and is only too ready to pass the blame onto a "working man" the dreamer is angry and stunned and is thinking about what to do when the dream ends vividness 1.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: pseudo friends (1) 04022022 the name of the dream: tuning into the computer another foray into computer skills in dreams the dreamer is splicing and joining a music file it was going smoothly for the first four or five scenes at the moment when a sense of satisfaction entered the dream, things started falling apart the old problem of not being able to get a response when pressing a key was back woke up feeling a little frustrated still, the first four or five scenes of the dream were the most successful and intricate of any dream so far vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: operating computers (7+) 03022022 x dream 02022022 the name of the dream: the pug dog a woman lays a 2 x 2-metre sheet of stiff white paper on the ground she then gives the dreamer a partly-deflated, soft, coconut-sized, light-brown ball and invites him to play with the dog the dreamer is all for it the dog is seated on his haunches in the middle of the sheet of paper the dreamer rolls the ball a little to the right of the dog the dog moves its head as it follows the ball going past on the second roll of the ball, the dreamer rolls the ball so it comes to a stop in front of the dog the dog doesn't look at the ball but is looking at the dreamer the same thing happens twice more when the ball is rolled the dog doesn't "get it" a ball, a person, so what two perplexed people don't understand why the dog isn't interested this dream came about as the result of speaking to a woman holding a pug dog in the dustbin area two days before vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: animals - mammals () pug dogs (1) 07122021 the name of the dream: the girl wearing a white blouse not for the first time, the dreamer's sister is playing cupid again her friend is a biggish girl she suits the white blouse and dark jacket the dreamer is not sure why his sister is determined to partner her brother with someone our mother has the same trait like mother, like daughter the girl gets the go-ahead in the form of a nod and makes her way over to where the dreamer is lying in the sleeping position on a sofa in the next scene, the sofa becomes a bed the girl wearing a white blouse slips under the blanket the dreamer is lying on his left with his back to her he says something completely inappropriate it was along the lines of "relationships are easy to form". it wasn't what the girl was expecting to hear the moment he says it, the dreamer realises it is a "mood-killer" he tries to put things right and says something more fitting it gets things back on track, but it may not be enough it's touch and go the writer wakes up to the sound of his voice desperately trying to win a girl over vividness 2.6/2.65 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 06122021 the name of the dream: pushing my luck it was one of those occasions that crop up every couple of years the dreamer needed tobacco the nearest shop was more than two miles away the dreamer didn't have enough money to catch a bus and get the tobacco nor did he want to use the car because the tank was nearly empty and he didn't want to chance running out of petrol the thought of walking two miles was even more daunting though his craving for nicotine got the better of him he decides to take a chance with the car the shop he had to get to was one of half a dozen shots in a built-up estate it would only take a minute to park the car near the shops, get the tobacco and get back to the car before the car became an issue for other drivers the problem was the road at the point nearest to the shops was on a long bend which is not a good place to park a car there weren't any traffic wardens to post tickets but, it was an obstacle for other vehicles the absence of other cars in the dream prompted the dreamer to think he could be back before any traffic came by again the dreamer decides to push his luck and parks the car on the bend as was thought, it only took moments to go to the shop and get back to the car the dreamer kept an eye on the car while walking to the shops and while in the shop all that he needed now was for the petrol to hold out the petrol ran out within twenty metres the dreamer decides the car is not worth it with reckless abandonment, he abandons the car vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: cars () tobacco () 05122021 the name of the dream: hot chocolate the dreamer is in a shop that is renowned for its luxury chocolates after a while of careful deliberation, it comes down to two both are delicate wafer chocolates the salesperson opens one of the boxes the box has about twelve finger biscuits two of the biscuits have slipped out of their containment place with a practised, delicate touch the salesman moves them back into place with his forefinger he then opens the second box two of the biscuits are broken the dreamer can sense the salesperson's tension the box with the broken biscuits then breaks into flames note fairly sure the flames are the result of watching a film (terminator: genisys) with more explosions in it than ww2 see also the dream of 25112021 vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (3+) food () luxury chocolates (2+) 03122021 the name of the dream: the downside to lending just made it on to the bus went up upstairs the person the dreamer had lent money to at the beginning of the dream was in the seats closest to the stairs "have you got the money", the dreamer asked the young man didn't say anything he was looking at the dreamer as he went his right hand pocket he pulled out of his pocket notes folded in half and then folded in half again it didn't look like the amount that had been agreed he said, "it's a hundred" he had borrowed a thousand and promised to give it all back and a "little something" by way of thanks the dreamer began pressing him for an explanations while the young man began trotting out the excuses the dreamer could see the young man looking at something or someone behind the dreamer turning around to take a look, the dreamer nearly bumbed into the person the young maan was looing at he was a well-groomed "heavy" two and a quarter metres tall, fourteen stone and all of it was meat he asked me to go downstairs and get off the bus with him the young man had turned rat/fink on the dreamer the dreamer was weighing up his options when the dream ended vividness 2.6/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money () strong-arm tactics () 02122021 the name of the dreams: over-anxious, red spiders the dreamer is having a dream about children the dream about children is replaced by a dream about spiders the spiders are red there are two of them they are confronting each other they may be a female and a male enacting a mating ritual the dreamer gets the impression they are about to fight the dream ends, the dreamer wakes he's lying on his right side his face is within five or six centimetres of the wall on the wall about twenty-five centimetres above the dreamers face is a red spider it is the same as the ones in the dream you work it out vividness 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: animals () insects () spiders (2+) note a google search of five or six sites says the same thing the u.k. doesn't have any red spiders, as are in the dream or on the wall, native to the u.k. * is was back in the late 1980s when the writer was woken out of his sleep two or three times over a period of a week or so a nasty, boil-sized poisonous sac had developed behind his right ear it started to ache it became the writer's number one priority his heightened sense of purpose to figure out what the boil is was the last thing he was thinking about when he went to sleep in the middle of the night, about ten days after the writer first became aware of the poison-sac, he woke suddenly the sac of poison was so sensitive it sent signals to the brain whenever it was touched the writer lifted his head rapidly and turned to look at the pillow it was then he saw the spider its body was about the size of a ten-pence coin it had bright colouring the writer reached out and grasped it in his hand instinctively the writer dropped it when it bit into his skin the spider had pincers at the front of its mouth the pincers were strong enough to break through the skin of an adult hand it was obviously an exotic spider the writer put on a loose washing-up glove picked the spider up and threw it into the grass at the front of the flat the writer began thinking about the circumstances which led to it coming from a tropical country into his bedroom it must have been in with the bananas (a couple of bananas a day were a part of the writer's diet at the time) it's easy enough to imagine it was in a bunch of bananas when they were cut from the tree the problem with that conjecture is that a blood-sucking or meat-eating spider isn't likely to be in a fruit tree leave out the way it got into a shipment of bananas for the moment so, it's in the crate, then it's in a ship, then the harbour in england, then it's in a distribution centre or warehouse then a lorry, then a store, then a shelf, then the writer's bedroom the more it is thought about, the less likely it becomes that it should end up in the writer's bedroom it was years before the writer put it together... an acquaintance, an ex-army man, had run over and killed a german while on "tour" in germany no charges were brought against him on the contrary, to kill a german is a feather in the cap of the british military he was seconded by the military for "use" in civilian life shortly after the writer met him he began a relationship with a girl who was the daughter in a family which owned a pet shop the pet shop specialised in snakes, parrots and the like the memory of the night the person being mentioned and another man came to visit presented itself it wouldn't have been remembered if it hadn't been for the ex-army man insisting that the writer go with his friend to make a phone call in the laundry-room the reason given for accompanying the other man to the phone isn't remembered at the time there was no reason for the writer to suspect the ex-army man of ill-will toward him it wasn't until the writer began to criticise the government that the writer began to experience "difficulties" in his life the "difficulty" mentioned above is just one of the dozens of instances of "difficulties" between nineteen eighty-six and nineteen ninety-six the writer was astounded that men could stoop to such petty vindictiveness this dream has given the writer the chance to say to them what he's been wanting to say ever since he realised what had happened, "when you get to the insect world watch out for the spiders" over-anxious the dreamer is lying on his back a friend is with him he is waiting for a doctor his friend called for an ambulance before the dream started the dreamer doesn't know how the accident happened the injury is a neck injury it is similar to the dreamer's current situation but nowhere near as bad (in fact, this dream may be the current situation of a future undulation) the friend who phoned for the ambulance must have described the dreamer's physical state accurately the person he spoke to on the phone recognised the symptoms and diagnosed the injury the medic he spoke to on the phone knew he didn't need to go to the hospital they would be sending a doctor the doctor arrives it is a young woman the woman is a person from awake-time (the writer is still trying to remember the where and the when) the doctor is wearing day-to-day clothes a hip-length, light brown suede jacket and skirt she produces a roll-up cigarette and says, "is it alright to smoke?" we say it is she doesn't examine the dreamer the dreamer is starting to relax he doesn't need to go to the hospital he doesn't need medication or treatment "i think i have bruised my neck bones", the dreamer says the dream ends vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: personal physical injuries (2?) 01122021 the name of the dream: sooty takes a shower a four or five scene dream an assortment of toys are sprawled in a square metre of the floor two or three of them are puppet-sized animals one of the puppets is sooty as in the tv programme, it is an orange-coloured sooty an adult hand props sooty up against the back of a doll-sized comfy-chair in the next scene, a hand produces a doll-sized shower-head in the next scene, a trickle of water flows from the shower-head within two scenes the trickle becomes a deluge sooty is drowning get help someone vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: children's tv character's () sooty (1) 30112021 the girl wearing a beige coloured skirt-suit team up with a woman she is wearing a dark-beige, two-piece skirt-suit we go back to her place she lives on the first floor of a two-storey block of flats we are getting along alright there isn't an intimate air to the dream the writer thinks the dreamer and the girl do become involved but haven't been able to recall the rest of the dream vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 29112021 the name of the dream: part experiences, part dream-time memories zebras the dreamer is looking at a lorry that has been converted into a cage the cage has eight or nine zebras in it the zebras are eating hay the hay is wedged into a wire netting half a metre outside of the cage the gap between the bars of the cage is only wide enough for the zebras to get their heads through the zebras are extremely relaxed in the way they are eating, almost human-like a lot of the hay is being pushed out of the wire and onto the ground where the zebras can't get it the dreamer is tempted to tell the driver that he could save the lost hay by putting an angled bit of wood at the bottom of the wire next theme in a supermarket a woman has just put her two-year-old daughter into the built-in seat of the shopping trolley the baby girl responds to the dreamer when he speaks to her he gets the baby-girl smiling and almost laughing the mother is pleased the baby is happy the writer detects a tinge of jealousy in the mother the dreamer leans his trolley against the wall to get closer to the baby girl there is enough of a down-slope leading into the supermarket for dreamer's empty trolley to feel the tug of gravity the trolley has gained enough speed to be of concern the dream ends as the dreamer is setting off to get the trolley the baby/mother dream and the pub dream are an amalgamation of awake-time experiences over the last several days next theme came across a dog in size, it was twice as big as a whippet and half the size of a greyhound it was standing perfectly still as though posing next theme in a pub was feeling unusually thirsty it was a crowded it took a space-age before being served ordered a cider shandy the first swallow of the cold drink was a stand-out sensation equal to any awake-time memory vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: multi-themed dream (20+) animals (25+) mammals (15+) zebras (1) dogs (10+) babies (10) drink (15+) cider-shandy (2) 28112021 the name of the dream: somebodys' watching me there's no doubt about it the dreamer is being watched, closely he is also being followed it is easier for the dreamer to see the people following him than it is to see those keeping an eye on him on two occasions the dreamer makes unexpected turns into streets that were off the beaten track turns which were so diverse it couldn't be a coincidence that two different people would make them at the same time on one occasion, the dreamer turns two corners in rapid succession and waits for the person following him to walk straight into him it was satisfying to let the person following him almost bump into him the dreamer was tempted to start a conversation with him the oligarch is so structured that they have to let you know you are being scrutinised it enables the person being watched to say and do things she or he wouldn't normally do things that are so contradictory it so steers their thinking into spending time and effort to discover their following a red herring this dream came about as a result of the writer noticing a man looking at him while the man was talking on his mobile a few days ago it's easy for the writer to see a devolving being in action the dream was further stimulated as a result of watching the film "gemini man" yesterday - https://thepiratebay.d4.re/search.php?q=gemini+man&cat=0 vividness 2.6/7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: spies and spooks (2+) 27112021 the name of the dream: humour saves the day waiting for a male friend waiting at his place he's due momentarily his girlfriend is there she doesn't dislike the dreamer it's just that she doesn't rate him the dreamer decides he will try to change her opinion of him the next time she says something the dreamer will add a humourous or sober factuality to his reply e.g., his girlfriend asks, "how long have you been friends?" the dreamer replies, "ever since the first time he lent me a tenner". e.g., his girlfriend says, "it was ron who taught you to drive wasn't it?" the dreamer replies, "yes, did you know more people learn to drive through a friend or relative than with a driving instructor?" about ten q and a's later, she is taking a shine to me the dream ends before ron returns vividness 2.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: friends, family and acquaintances () unknown friend (2+) 26112021 the name of the dream: a piece of cake the dreamer is sixteen or seventeen he is down on his heels nowhere to live, no job and hungry it is early morning, about seven o'clock from the road he sees a school standing on its own grounds the school is about thirty metres from the road it looks inviting the dreamer enters the grounds he goes around the back of the school out of sight of the road the school looks like it is a secondary school it is about a hundred metres square the dreamer is looking for an open window there is a recess on part of the building the recess is about eight metres deep and a metre-and-a-half wide his intuition tells him if any door is open, this is the most likely candidate it is open inside the building, there are thirty to forty-metre hallways good for seeing people coming, but equally, other people can see you the dreamer takes the first smaller hallway he comes across the first door the dreamer opens is the ablutions nothing in there to steal and sell the scene changes to another room, it may have been a room used for cooking classes for the girls the dreamer concluded this because there is a plastic, see-through cushion-bag sized container hanging from the wall in the bag, there are about twenty pieces of cake the pieces of cake are about a quarter of the size of a loaf of bread before the dreamer can help himself a grown-up comes into the room he ignores the dreamer and washes his hands he must have thought the dreamer was an early-bird pupil the dreamer says, "do you think anyone would mind if i had a piece of cake?" the grown-up shakes his head the dreamer wakes up before eating any of the cake vividness 6.6 to 6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: schools (3+) 25112021 last-night dream was ultra-violent it was brought on by watching an ultra-violent film during the day it has been mentioned at least twice before that dreams with violent content have an unsettling effect on the mind consequently, it affects the quality of dreams it has also been mentioned before that hollywood knows that violent films affect people adversely which type of being do you think would wantonly produce violent films, evolving or devolving? p.s. the writer closes his eyes when he anticipstes an explosion sometimes it catches him by surprise 24112021 the name of the dream: bard the dreamer is struggling to get by the dole is nowhere near enough the dreamer decides to call on a friend, who becomes a business partner, will get me out of the house everyone calls him bard no one knows how the name stuck he had a grammar school education he didn't trust banks he was the first acquaintance the dreamer had who voiced that opinion didn't know why a person would not trust banks we trust them with our money, why shouldn't we trust them? he must have excelled at mathematics at school he was one of those people who could align all the colours of a rubic cube faster than you could follow with your eyes for reasons unknown, he trusted the dreamer completely he made a handsome wage fixing cars which had failed their m.o.t. and doing them up one evening while playing cards, smoking hash and listening to a grace jones L.P., bard told me where he kept his money never could understand why the dreamer knew his routine an honest days' work, finish about tea-time and down the pub he wasn't a big drinker, about three pints, but he did enjoy them his mood changed noticeably after the first pint he knew that more than three in a night would spoil the effect if the dreamer timed it right, he would catch him half an hour before he went out the dreamer knew bard would pay for the dreamer's drink (half a larger) the dreamer could "nurse" half a shandy for hours if the dreamer drank a pint, it would be a record the dreamer doesn't understand why people like the effect of alcohol never has, never will bard always had good quality hash he "scored" the quality hash from bikers it was another thing the dreamer didn't understand he was as far away from being a biker as the average family man anyway, after leaving the pub and about a third of the way back to bard's place, we come across a gang of workers doing some overnight work on the surface of a road it was a busy bit of road doing the work during the day would cause major traffic-flow problems a couple of sentences of conversation between bard and the charge-hand produced the sentence, "will give you £50 if you work through the night" the gang were "short handed" if the job isn't done by the time the morning traffic started, the charge-hand would be the person held responsible the bard knew a "sitting duck" when he saw one "a hundred", he parried back in the mid-eighties, £100 would buy you a half-decent ready-to-drive-away car the dream ends as we are labouring away vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (60+) bard (1) 23112021 the name of the dream: it all works out in the end the dreamer is living in a large two-storey house the corner-house has been converted into bedsits the dreamer lives on the top floor there are two cupboard-sized bedsits on the top floor there are three bedsits on the first-floor he doesn't know it yet, but the dreamer will soon be moving into the biggest of the bedsits on the first-floor a couple move into the other cupboard-sized bedsit next to the dreamer's the dreamer is explaining to the couple how things work each bedsit has its day for using the bath on the first floor the resident caretaker gets the mail first behind the slit, there is a shoe-box-sized metal-mesh container that holds the mail there is a shoe-box-sized metal-mesh container that holds the mail the mailbox does not do what it is supposed to do occasionally a letter will slip through it and fall through a gap in the floor it's a bugger of a job trying to pull a letter out of the gap the caretaker keeps our dole money cheques until we collect them the caretaker who has, as part of his job description, the responsibility of making sure residents get their cheques the caretaker is overweight and well past his prime he was a force to be reckoned with in his day nowaday's though, he wields a baseball bat when he has to lay down the law with the youthful residents he bangs the bat on the sturdy oak table we eat off when he wants to emphasise a point the caretaker doesn't know it yet, but he will be leaving the dreamer a handsome windfall when he quits the job a month or two and leaves dozens of books behind the dreamer is the only resident to appreciate the value of the books and gathers about twenty of them within a few days, a book-collector appraises them and pays the dreamer £60 for just four (still have one of them) you could do things with £60 back then the dreamer's life has been full of little windfalls like the one mentioned here the trials and tribulations of the writer's life have been cushioned by incidents like this it all balances out in the end vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dwelling places (2+) 22112021 the name of the dream: a nation of drinkers a nationwide challenge is a regular event in this dream every established pub offers it once a week people have the opportunity of winning free drinks for the night to win a person has to drink half a pint of concotion of drinks the drink isn't so strong it sends a person doolally on the contrary, it is a quality, "moreish" drink which would be too expensive to drink all night the dreamer is trying to explain to a woman how the competion works "you pay for the first drink if you guess the right ingredients straight away, the rest of the night you can drink as much of it as you want near-miss guesses get the chance of having another try", he says there is something about it the woman doesn't understand and presses the dreamer to explain it again, and then again, and... the dreamer is slowly breaking through into awake-time for three or four sentences an exasperated dreamer hears himself saying the last sentence as he becomes fully awake vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: competions and games (10+) drinks () 181102021 the name of the dreams: food grab - friendly "heavy" - bernie is back: part 3 in the market buying vegetables it was the end of the day or, there was a shortage of food as fast as the dreamer could single out and gather vegetables ready to buy, hands and arms with unseen bodies were taking them from my pile the dream ends with the dreamer with two brussel sprouts and two long runner-bean pods this may have a connection to the previous dream vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: food () sprouts (1) runner beans (1) the name of the dream: a friendly "heavy" woke from sleep feeling hungry mulled over getting something to eat and then going back to sleep decided not to have something to eat and went back to sleep a dream occurred... went into a sit-down fish and chips bar was still in the queue before the meal had been ordered when a friendly and slightly overbearing guy the dreamer knew barged his way into the dreamer's life it was either buy him a meal or be on the receiving end of his "cold shoulder" from there on in he wasn't what you would call a bad guy he would stick his neck out for those who had done him a favour the dreamer bought him a meal and we ate together the dreamer woke from the dream strangely, wasn't feeling hungry anymore vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: acquaintances () food () fish and chips (3+) the name of the dream: bernie is back: part 3 the x is as good as ever her enthusiasm for life isn't quite as strong as it used to be she is still has a playful outlook at one point in this four or five-scene dream, she says, "you still think you're fourteen and a half" the comment might reflect the most vibrant time in her life vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships () female () bernie (3+) the name of the dream: more events per person than stars in the heavens walking through the edge of the water of a beach came to a part of the beach which had rocks jutting two or three metres into the water stayed in the water was now following the rock-line not the water-line one time as the dreamer leant onto the rock, a part of the rock moved a little as his weight pressed against it the dreamer had come across something which made him curious by pushing and pulling the loose bit of rock it became looser eventually, it became free of the rest of the rock the rock is an irregular roundabout twice the size of a basketball it then revealed an odd characteristic it floated the dreamer assumes it is a clump of compressed shells somehow, the air in the shells had become trapped, or perhaps the dead animal matter converted to a gas it wasn't just light enough to float, it was sufficiently buoyant to take the weight of the dreamer when he held onto it and used his feet to propel himself along the dreamer found he could sit and rest his upper body on it as well after motoring along on it for a while, came across two lads they are both in the water too one of them has a wooden acoustic guitar the other has a hollow, tubular rod the tubular rod has a length of thick string attached to the top end by keeping the string taut he could get a variation of tone depending on where he twanged the string it takes on the role of a bass guitar the dreamer begins tapping on the rock he has tapping at different places produces either deep or shallow thumps we are now a trio of guitar, bassist and drummer the dreamer wakes to hear his own voice singing along with the sounds we are making the unlikelihood of these three circumstances coming together in awake-time is in the millions to one against try extrapolating every variation of things that can happen at any moment in every day of your life we're treading a fine, endless line vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (8+) 11102021 the name of the dream: part-meal in town shopping felt hungry and made for the cafe of a large store the cafe was in the basement the dreamer parked himself in the middle of the room of the twenty or so tables, only four or five are occupied a waiter arrived at the table he was wearing black trousers and a white shirt he was pushing a trolley with water and glasses gave him the order and asked for a drink of water in the next scene, a waiter brought the dreamer soup without asking him, the dreamer takes a roll of bread from the trolley while eating, another waiter came to the table and asked the dreamer if he had paid yet the dreamer said, "no" the waiter scribbled on his notepad it wasn't until he had gone that the dreamer see's that his half-eaten, first course, had been cleared from the table the dreamer leaves the restaurant without paying vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: restaurants/food (10+) soup () 10102021 the name of the dream: a wrongful assumption a friend/acquaintance who lived across the other side of town has a bee in his bonnet about something the dreamer has done the person, john, thought the dreamer had been spiteful john never mentioned it for years then, one day when we're in disagreement about each other's shortcomings, he brought it up he accused me of being slyly vindictive when he asked me to make a compilation of music he liked and put it on a cassette he thought the dreamer had deliberately mucked around with the tape so that the sound kept slowing down when the dreamer denied doing what he said, he produced the tape within seconds the music was playing as he described it sounded awful especially so when it is music a person has a genuine liking for after racking his brains the dreamer realised what had happened he remembered a cassette player from that time that was on the blink the tape would slip and stick when playing the recording the dreamer had done for john was done before noticing the problem with the recorder but not before the dreamer had made other recordings, not just john's it just goes to show how minor oversights can have damaging consequences vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: mistakes and oversights (1) 09072021 the name of the dreams: in my car - brief encounter - fathers and babies - now you see it, now you don't - the vanishing soup have just become the owner of a brand new, automatic, light-green coloured car (stand-out visual) while sitting in the driver's seat he notices that the window of the front passenger seat is wound down on cue, a bloke sticks his head through the window he making belligerent threats my first instinct is to hit him in the face decide not to hit him, instead, the dreamer leans across and winds the window up that stops him from putting his hand inside the car and opening the door start the car and drive off in the next sequence, take the wrong lane in a part of the road undergoing repairs and am now driving into oncoming traffic (joint stand-out visual) luckily, there is a slip-road to the right of the oncoming traffic the dreamer steers into it and avoids a collision a little further on the slip-road joins the original road the dreamer is now back into normal driving conditions he is relaxed and enjoying the movement and thinking how wonderful it is to drive a car vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: vehicles () cars (4+) brief encounter on the morning commuter train the train reaches the stop the dreamer wants there is a small crowd of people at the door on my right further away to the left is another door with just two or three people ready to get off the dreamer prefers a jostle-free exit from the train and joins them walking along the platform and come to a cafe that is still getting ready for customers go to the counter and say, "tea please" there was no movement from any of the people who worked there that indicated they were about to get a cup of tea after waiting a reasonable amount of time said, "can you hear me?" they never looked my way or said anything the scene changes, back on the train (probably the return journey) catch a woman looking at me gave her a slight smile she never reacted to it she then said, "are you really ever-ready?" the dreamer says, "pretty well most of the time" the woman then says, "are you ready now?" the dreamer says, "partly" the woman says, "can i feel?" the dreamer says, "if i can feel you at the same time" the woman and the dreamer clasp each other's crotches while standing side by side with our backs to other people the says, "do you want to do it?" the dreamer says, "i don't fancy doing it standing up" the dream ended vividness 1.6 - participant - the category of the dream: xual () clothed (1+) fathers and babies on a fairly crowded train the dreamer becomes aware that everyone looking in his direction are fixated on something behind him he turns around to see what they're looking at there are two men each holding a baby or child what is unusual is that the men are dressed like tramps the small children are also dressed raggedly the children look totally relaxed and we can see the children have affection for the men holding them it is an unexpected combination we expect to see the children looking hungry or downtrodden there is no mistaking the love the children have for their father's vividness - 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: babies with fathers (1) the vanishing soup in a large store go to the restaurant/cafe to appease a hunger pang it was a while before anybody got to the dreamer the feeling of hunger was replaced by a sudden need for water a waiter wearing a white jacket and black trousers and pushing a trolley gets to the dreamer's table he asked if my order had been taken, the dreamer says it hasn't and asks for water the waiter places a glass and water-jug on the table shortly thereafter, another waiter comes to the table he too has is pushing a trolley he asks if the dreamer has given his order yet the dreamer says he hasn't the waiter places a soup bowl on the table and puts a ladleful of soup in it within a minute or so another waiter comes along, not pushing a trolley, and asks if the dreamer has placed an order the dreamer says, "no" before the dreamer realises the waiter has gone and taken the barely-touched soup with him the dreamer is debating with himself whether to go or not when the dream ends vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: unfinished meals () 08072021 the name of the dream: crime and punishment on a cold, snow-laden ground we have an aerial view of an abandoned cement works a small convoy of seven or eight vehicles is on its way to the plant at the cement plant, five men are busy hiding themselves the five men were part of a gang that was caught red-handed in a major theft they were offered, and took, the opportunity to become witnesses for the crown and avoid a long prison sentence the convoy is transporting twenty or more "heavies" the men who became witnesses for the crown are wanted by major players in the underworld the heavies have been instructed to cause as much injury as it's possible to afflict on the men at the plant without killing them we see two of the men at the plant squeezing into a pipe even if they are discovered their attackers will have a problem getting to them the other three men intend to hide out in the open we see them pushing and scrambling their way into the thick brush just inside the entrance to the plant the men in the vehicles arrive we see the men in the pipe being discovered at the entrance, three or four men from the convoy wait at the entrance to the plant without realising it, they are within spitting distance of the men in the thick brush it's touch and go as to whether they are discovered there is an air of suspense as the dream ends vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: crime () retribution () 07102021 the name of the dream: gender identity am in bed in a hospital ward there are five or six beds on each side of the ward all the beds have women in them they are all wearing the same type of gowns all the gowns are the same style the garments used in judo also like judo gowns, the garments are loose about their bodies one woman’s garment is wide open her breasts are exposed there isn’t any need to use the imagination to see what their breast look like a woman appears at the end of the dreamer’s bed she begins asking the dreamer questions every time the dreamer answers, the woman who asked the question becomes infused with enthusiasm the answer the dreamer gives after the third or fourth question causes the woman who asked it to jump onto the dreamer’s bed and hugs onto her/him her gown is loose the dreamer can feel her breasts on her/his chest/breasts the scene lingers for a longish time before the dream ends note 1 the dreamer may be a female in this dream from here on, where the context of the dream suggests it, an f will be placed after participant vividness 2.8 – participant (f) and observer – the category of the dream: hospitals (5+) patient (2+) 06102021 the name of the dream: the end is here having a confab with jared harris he harbours the notion that the end of the world is possible the dreamer refers him to the entry, “the end of the world“ further, the dreamer asks him to think about life in terms of the anthropic principle further still, the dreamer presents him with the notion of a pain-free existence as outlined in axiom 3 vividness 2.6/7 – participant – the category of the dream: conversations (3+) 05102021 the name of the dream: getting to know yourself people take it in turns to take a test there are prizes worth having for those who come out on top various organs of the body are monitored as individuals say or eat something the readings are shown on a graph on a monitor in front of them it soon becomes apparent to the contestants how easy it is to influence the results the purpose is to educate people on what has the most effect on blood pressure, pulse, emotions etc. this dream was more of a think-read dream than anything else as the results showed on the dreamer's "master-screen" he had to group the results into their various categories (stand-out visual) it was rewarding to be able to keep abreast of the think-reading there was one new reading every second vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: think-read () computer screen information 04102021 the name of the dreams: a bee in her bonnet - puppy love after becoming acquainted with one another, an unknown male invites back to his place his wife or girlfriend is there the dreamer says something to the girl, don't recall what it was it wasn't anything provocative or anything like that she then lets loose with an admonishing tirade the dreamer is dumbstruck he has met this type of female before she didn't get the man she wanted, and it was the man's fault for not wanting her the dreamer fitted the description the dream ended vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: dissatisfied women (2+) puppy love woke from sleeping the dreamer has a puppy dog she or he is about four months my right hand is resting heavily but comfortably between the shoulder and neck of the dreamer's puppy dog the dog has golden hair, the puppy dog's head is a round mound (think it is a labrador) the puppy dog is lying on its front, stretched out along the right-hand ribs of the dreamer it's head resting in the dreamers' armpit the dreamer assumes the puppy dog can feel the weight of the dreamer's hand he lifts his hand off the puppy-dog and rests it across his chest two black, sleepy eyes open slowly and look at the dreamer are we getting up? the dreamer's half-closed eyes tell the puppy we are not the puppy-dog closes its eyes and goes back into slumber the dreamer wakes for real vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () mammals () dogs () labrador's (2+) 03102021 the name of the dream: the sharp lad and the not so sharp lad the character's in this dream (in order of appearance) the sharp lad the dreamer dave 2 mr plod the dream get a phone call from the sharp lad he tells the dreamer he can organise a summer of festivals over the summer months, he can arrange all-night discos' every weekend he has the contacts he tells the dreamer he will be getting five-hundred or more of the "take" every week (this dream is in a time when five-hundred a week is a middle, bordering on an upper-class, wage) all he needs is a d.j. and his equipment the dreamer is all for it he will rake in more cash in four months than he would in a lifetime of wedding and birthday disco's it's going to be his "turn" to be someone will need someone to help with "humping" the equipment dave comes to mind dave is a big lad, strength is his middle name the dreamer explains what's what to dave dave, like the dreamer, sees the potential women, money, fun, dancing... dave throws himself into it he gets a van he plasters the midnight-blue coloured van with stick-on words and pictures he does a great job of it it looks super-professional we have a great time doing the first gig after the gig, the sharp lad hands the dreamer fifty there is no mention of another gig the sharp lad has contacts alright contacts with organised crime it was a one-off "sting" operation the chances are that he has another twenty d.j.'s lined up to do what dave and the dreamer did dave is livid when the dreamer explains what has happened and gives him twenty-five he doesn't blame the sharks who set us up, he blames me he wants all the money and regular payments from the dreamer to cover his costs the dreamer can't possibly repay him dave is so upset he calls the police there is a scene in which dave talking to a policeman in uniform can tell from the policeman's posture and gestures there's no chance the police will be doing anything about it vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: con-jobs (3+) discotheques (1) 02102021 the name of the dream: a class jalopy not sure which member of the family is moving every male in the family agreed that the dreamer's car would be the best car to use when it came to transporting the people moving from one part of the country to the other the car is justly rated as a class car although the model is twenty years old the bodywork and its v8 engine put it in a class of its own what the family didn't know was that the dreamer hadn't kept it well maintained the car was burning up oil it needed tuning the tyres were worn to cap it all, the m.o.t. had run out that meant the insurance was invalid and made the car illegal to use the dreamer was too embarrassed to admit he wasn't doing as well as everyone believed his car is proof-positive he is a success the dream goes from bad to worse the dreamer's cigarette lighter has too much fuel in it when asked for a light, the wind-guard catches on fire the dreamer uses his handkerchief to smother the flames, only for the handkerchief to catch fire enough is enough the dreamer wakes up vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: transport () cars () 01102021 the name of the dreams: the glove thief - an engrossing lecture in a multi-storey car park found a pair of black patent gloves the gloves had orange finger pads (stand-out visual) the pads gave the gloves extra grip down on the ground floor, the dreamer took the gloves off to do something before he had finished doing what it was he was doing, the guy who worked as the car-park attendant picked up the gloves and put them on the dreamer protested strongly the person who put them on realised the dreamer was going to make an issue of it the attendant didn't give the dreamer the gloves back but gave him a pair the same only without the orange finger pads the dreamer settled for second best vividness 2.5/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: gloves () black patent leather (1) an engrossing lecture the dreamer enters an auditorium it has seats for about three hundred people all the seats are taken the seating area is fan-shaped with two aisles all the seats are taken the speaker captures the dreamer's attention the speaker is talking about science the dreamer walks slowly down the aisle on the left-hand side he doesn't want to distract anyone or miss anything the speaker says the dreamer stops and stands where the seating ends he stands there for a quarter of a minute or so before it occurs to him he must be locking the view of some of the people the dreamer walks to the wall on the left he has a rolled-up something in his hand it is the size of a hand-towel that has been rolled up it is in a plastic bag the dreamer puts the rolled-up something on the floor and sits on it the dreamer notices that the two end seats closest to him are empty he is about to get up and go and sit in one of the empty seats when two people enter the dream and sit in the seats the person closest to the dreamer is smartly dressed and well-groomed we begin a conversation about the subject of the lecture he has an american accent vividness - 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: auditoriums () lectures (1) 30092021 went to sleep listening to a radio version of the “day of the triffids” was awakened when the play was at its noisiest (three, four or five people talking urgently in loud voices) a black and white scene began and lasted for about three seconds the people are walking through an area that is closed in it could have been a corridor the motions of their bodies are in sync with what they are saying shortly after, the writer put two and three together and made four the brain distinguished between women and men and synchronised their voices to the movements of their mouths vividness 2.7/8 – observer – the category of the scene: abilities of the brain () generating images to match sounds as they happen (1) 29092021 the name of the dreams and awake-time/dream-time events: barren lands full sounds - must have been you-know-who - a thoroughly disagreeable person this dream is in a hot and barren land it is though well-populated there is singing the singing has an operatic structure and quality to it choruses with dozens or more people there are no visual sights during the singing the melodies are appealing easily good enough to be famous in today's world vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: music () operatic (2+) must have been you-know-who why did you throw the vegetables and potatoes away? you're only dreaming what makes you think it was me? vividness - awake-time vividness - participant - the category of the event:? a thoroughly disagreeable person the dreamer is on a coach destined for the seaside he is sitting in the second seat from the front on the left-hand side a burly, flat-nosed bloke come onto the coach and sits next to the dreamer the dreamer says something the big bastard says something in return his voice has a menacing tone to it the dreamer gets out of his seat to get something from his bag in the luggage rack above the seats when he goes to sit down, the big bastard is sitting in the dreamer's seat next to the window the dreamer says, "you're sitting in my seat" the big burly bastard says in a manner that has a note of finality to it, "this is my seat" the dreamer is seething in the next scene, the dreamer gets out his tobacco and stats making a roll-up the dreamer hopes the big, burly bastard asks him for one so he can tell him to piss off vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: sociopaths (2+) 28092021 the name of the dream: dreaming of dancing was at a house party it could have been where the dreamer lives but not certain there are three of us, all males, dancing in one of the rooms the room has a hard floor now and then people look in it's a fact, the act of observation affects that thing which is being observed - https://www.endic.at/the%20act%20of%20observation.html bit by bit, our foot movements become faster eventually, it got to the point where the fastest foot movements were attained only when the heel and toe of the dreamer's shoes made contact with the floor the other two lads are lifting the whole of their feet off the floor and aren't doing as many taps with their feet as the dreamer is at the fastest point of the dancing, the two lads are doing three taps of either their toes or each second while the dreamer is getting four taps each second because the two other guys are lifting their feet off the floor their dancing is more energetic they will tire before the dreamer does all of the dreamer's movement is going through his ankles his feet feel separated from his body the speed at which the dreamer is doing his heel/toe taps means he is unable to control the direction his body is going being right-footed, his body is slowly turning to the right it gives the illusion of someone sliding in slow-motion the dreamer's girlfriend/wife enters the room she comes to the dreamer and gives him a big hug the dancing scene changes to the dreamer and his girlfriend they have just woken up the dreamer says to his girlfriend, "i've just had a great dancing dream" the dreamer is about to tell her about it when he wakes up note 1 from memory, this is only the third dream within a dream have yet to understand the significance of dreams within dreams no reason why someone else shouldn't beat the writer to it vividness 5.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dreams within dreams (3) dancing (5+) 27092021 the name of the dream: honey for our honey the dreamer and his wife or girlfriend are trying to coax our daughter into eating a quarter segment of an orange for reasons only known to the child, she refuses to try it the dreamer remembers that his daughter likes honey the dreamer has toyed with the idea of smearing honey on a quarter of an orange making sure our girl is within hearing distance, he says to his girlfriend or wife, "orange is good for you if you eat it with rosehip honey" then the dreamer asks our daughter, "do you like honey?", knowing full well she does it should be a simple matter of getting her to try it note 1 the writer is going to eat a quarter of an orange smeared with rosehip syrup after finishing this sentence four minutes later... after trying three segments... the trick is not to put too much honey on the orange vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: food () fruit () oranges with honey () 26092021 the name of the dream: two's company had about eight-hundred-and-fifty pounds in english currency and about two hundred in european currency intended going abroad and have a jolly good holiday a woman advised me to use a particular company and get the best exchange rate we soon became involved with one another and are planning to go abroad together when the dream ends note 1 the two different currencies tell us this dream is of a present time-tense - https://endicat.com/the-tenses-of-time/ vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: money () relationships () female () holidays () abroad (8+) 25092021 the name of the dream: things can only get better the dreamer has just gone through induction and is now in grey trousers and a blue and white pin-striped shirt he is on the first floor of a two-tier building it is a closed prison the ground floor has about a dozen prisoners, those who need watching and those who have a job in admin, interview room, hospital, library etc. the first floor holds about eighty inmates the dreamer has put "his foot in it" twice so far and is getting "attitude" from the turnkeys for his "smart remarks," the dreamer becomes the "ward" of the macho man of the first tier all muscle and attitude, with a free hand to cause pain it's time to play it smart in the last scene of the dream, the dreamer is talking to a turnkey and gets him to smile the dreamer says, "you and i could be friends", pauses for a second and then says, "if i wasn't a thief" vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: prison (10) closed (5) 24092021 the name of the dream: easy pickings a makeshift wardrobe long enough to hold twenty or more pairs of trousers and an equal amount of shirts and jackets is the opening scene of this dream a quick shifty through them reveals that one shirt is exactly the same material as a jacket (stand-out visual) the clothes don't belong to the dreamer he is staying with a couple of lads they have told him to choose whatever clothes he wants to wear the dreamer's relationship with the young men in business the lads want to tap the dreamer's inventiveness the young lads are too obvious in their efforts to get the dreamer to go into details whenever something novel gets mentioned the dreamer leaves out crucial points that leave the ideas incomplete if they think they're going to milk the cow without feeding it they've got another think coming the dreamer is on top of his game vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business acquaintances (3+) the theme changes the dreamer is making himself comfortable he is getting ready to sleep when the dreamer looks above where he is lying, he sees a leafless bush there are four or five sparrows in the bush one of the sparrows is two metres above and directly in line with the dreamer's head the dreamer thinks that if the sparrow is to "let loose", he would get it in the face no sooner is the thought completed when the sparrow answers the call of nature the dreamer only just manages to get out of the line of fire the dreamer is resigned to not going to sleep immediately and wakes from his sleep vividness - 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (12+) dinosaurs () birds () sparrows (2) 23092021 the name of the dream: the queue in a very large store the dreamer is one of hundreds of people in a queue the queue snakes out of distance in both directions it isn't clear what the dreamer or the other people are queueing for the queue has stalled there's a bit of argy-bargy when some people leave the queue and then try to reclaim their position a minute or two later the dreamer steps in and helps calm things down by and large though it's a fairly orderly affair the children are getting restless and start to explore the immediate environment before you know it they are running here, there and everywhere to start with, the children are a nuisance humour enters the dream the scenes become hunourous as the dream progresses by the end of the dream the queue becomes the "in" place to be vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: stores (2+) queues () 22092021 have reached new heights of dream-time/awake-time fusion with today's dream dreamt the dream as is the writer's habit, he entered notes of the dream into the voice recorder on a mobile phone later on in the day he turned on the phone and went to the latest voice-recording the latest voice recording was dated for yesterday the dreamer entered the notes into the phone alright, the problem was he had entered the notes for today's dream into the phone in the dream!!! don't call for the men in little white coats just yet the writer is hoping others will join with him in the fantasy-reality which is dreams and dream theory and make this sort of blunder commonplace 21092021 the name of the dreams: river patrol - living on a prayer at the end of an unsuccessful night at the dance trying to "pull" a bird, didn't even have the bus fare home the dreamer asked at least three people he didn't know for a "hand-out" the feeling of rejection after hearing the word "no" compounded the dreamer's sense of dejection the end of the dream was the best thing about this dream vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: night's out (7+) river patrol it is a bright day the dream opens with a view of a small harbour the harbour is in the middle of a town or city the dreamer is in a motorboat he turns the ignition key the sound of the v8 engine always evokes a sense of power (the stand-out bit of the dream) this dream is no exception after a quick "gun" of the engine, the dreamer chugs slowly away from the mooring after leaving the centre of town we can see the river stretching away for about a kilometre we come to a y-junction and take the right side the right of the junction leads to where the greatest number of people are gathered the sense of importance and the motion through the water compliments the warmth of the day the dream ends as we leave the city centre and head out into the country vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: motorboats (2?) 20092021 the name of the dream: kenny's list there is disquiet in the family mom's long-standing and last love was called kenny kenny wasn't short of a bob or two he intended to give mom a lavish wake three or four member's of the family hadn't received an invitation to the wake the dreamer agreed with his decision about one of them but not necessarily the others kenny was a fair man and a gentleman he was much too sensitive to reveal why he had excluded them the chances are there are "ghosts in the cupboard" only kenny knew about no one, including the dreamer, thought to ask what they were vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream; wakes (1) mom (1) 19092021 the name of the dreams: the great wall of ice - a disturbed man - the name of the montage: clouds of images a colourful and pleasant montage with a new variation after the first half-dozen pics or so, the pic or animated pic/scene occupied about one-eighth of the field of view around the pics or scenes were ten or twelve or more, brown, irregular oval-shaped objects made up of rectangles with splodges of beige (will need to use a drawing programme to show their odd shape accurately) it was possible to animate one of them by concentrating on it after it was viewed it faded and then choose one of the other ones a touch of humour was when one cloud was animated and the shape of a little dog formed it was looking at the dreamer in a quizzical, impatient way it was conveying a look that said, "about time you got here" vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - the category of the montage: cloud images (1) (may have to change the name of the category a disturbed man the dreamer has two people his place dave r and martin c dave belongs to another time he doesn't see life as having any restrictions when he does something it is because he has just thought of doing it he needed a pee he went to the window and pee'd out of it when he walks through the front door he leaves it open behind him martin thought it funny the dreamer didn't when dave was admonished he thought the dreamer was being finicky it was water off a duck's back the dreamer told martin not to laugh when dave done something unacceptable after two or three of dave's indiscretions and with martin laughing, the dreamer has had enough he tells them both to go they both look a bit surprised but didn't argue one of them picked something up as they left the flat whatever it was worth it to see the back of them vividness 2.5/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: friends and acquaintances (30+) martin (2) dave (1) the great wall of ice this one-scene dream begins and ends as an aerial view we are looking down from about four hundred metres the view of the terrain is about four hundred metres by four hundred metres we see about two hundred metres of settled snow to the right of the construction site the snow occupies about two-thirds of the whole scene the extreme left of the scene is a forest that stretches from the bottom to the top of the scene a little more than halfway up from the bottom-left of the scene is the construction site the construction site is on rollers or tracks it is about a hundred metres long and goes up above the height of the trees it has a medieval look to it the scaffolding against the wall of ice looks like it is made of wood the scaffolding has pulleys and stairs there is a flat platform on the top of the mobile construction this is where most of the activity is taking place the wall of ice hugs the contours of the edge of the forest vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: construction sites (3+) ice (1) 18092021 the name of the montage: relaxation the first few scenes are of two lions a pregnant female is lying on her left-side the view of her is from the back a male comes into the enclosure have never seen a male lion looking as relaxed as this one it shows clearly in his walk and on his face he places himself in front of the female the female lion licks his mane just below the chin it is a slow, casual lick the next scene is of two tigers they are looking straight on at the observer from about five-metres they don't look as relaxed as the lions nor are they looking like they want to attack the final scenes are of women and babies some of the babies are sleeping again, an air of contentment and a sense of ease pervades the scenes about eight or nine scenes in total vividness 2.8 - observer (all montages are observer only ) the category of the montage: states of relaxation the name of the dream: the awake-time and dream-time cyclist on the cycle machine begin slowly and gradually build up the speed at the fastest point, the dreamers left foot slips off the peddle and then the peddle goes through a revolution and is stopped by the back of the lower part of the left leg resume the peddling the dreamer sustains the top speed long enough to experience the sensation of blood filling the calves, more so in the right leg than the left note 1 it is worth mentioning that the feel of both the peddle against the back of the left leg after it slipped off the peddle and the sensation of blood filling the calves in the dream is precisely the same as those memories of it happening in awake-time vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: exercising (4+) cycle machine (1) 17092021 the name of the dreams: the pool of delights in a swimming pool the pool looks to be about five by seven metres the swimming pool is at the back of a house the houses are detached it may be that all the houses have swimming pools there are only four or five people in the pool mostly children a couple of children with air-filled "wings" go past the dreamer in another scene, a young lad approaches the dreamer the dreamer tells the youngster he's coming after him the youngster begins moving faster away from the dreamer the dreamer pretends the youngster is going too fast and lets the young boy put distance between us he is laughing with delight he can swim faster than a "grown-up" in another scene, the dreamer is holding a baby or toddler the dreamer is singing to her or him the song is "all i really want to do" (the byrds version of it) as the dreamer sings the falsetto part of the chorus it resonates within the dream and the dream takes on a qualitative feel as it ends vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: swimming pools (3+) children (8+) singing (4+) 16092021 the name of the dream: the batter brunch in the kitchen the dreamer is cooking what looks like a scallop the saucer-sized dish has all the ingredients a person needs in a single meal no other foods are needed the dreamer thinks that a lettuce base would be a nice touch the batter is just the right colour the dreamer says to someone out of sight in the dream to come and get it if the food doesn't come out of the pan the batter will take on a dark colour and lose its visual appeal vividness 2.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: food () food in batter 15092021 the name of the dream: the other computer operator at the computer the dreamer is putting his favourite radio plays into folders there are three categories the "best of" has the fewest also, the "best of" has a sub-folder the sub-folder has those plays which need editing the most common bit of editing is boosting the volume the bulk of the plays are in the second most listened to category the third folder are those plays on the verge of being deleted the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice giving himself instructions on what to do note 1 definitely making progress with operating the computer in dreams there wasn't a single instance of having to correct anything it was also a vivid dream vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: operating a computer in dreams (10+) moving files into folders (2+) 14092021 the name of the dream: the vanishing dog the dreamer has a chihuahua dog he lets the dog off the lead in the park the dog is energetic but doesn't go far from the dreamer another dog-owner enters the dream he has two doberman dogs the colour of the coats of both breeds of dogs is the same the owner of the doberman dogs agrees to let the dreamer introduce his dog to them the dreamer picks up his dog and moves towards the dobermans when the nearest of the doberman dogs sees the chihuahua dog, it lies on its side it looks like a sign of acceptance as the dreamer lowers his chihuahua down towards the doberman dog, his chihuahua starts to growl (stand-out sound and sight) the dogs growling may cause the doberman to go on the offensive the scene changes the dreamer can't see his dog there are no bushes his dog can be exploring there are no corners in the park it is grass in all directions the dreamer calls the dog he also tries whistling the sound of a whistle doesn't come from the dreamer's mouth the dreamer wakes while trying to produce a whistle whistling in dreams isn't something the dreamer has mastered yet vividness 2.6 to 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () mammals () dogs () chihuahua () doberman () 13092021 the name of the dream: with acquaintances like this who needs enemies at my flat in exeter a teenager (an awake-time acquaintance) from down the street is with the dreamer we are deciding which equipment to take to a house party the living room is floor-to-ceiling with amplifiers, speakers, equalisers, lights, leads, stands... another lad, a friend of the acquaintance, joins the dream within another two scenes, about five more lads had come into the dream one of them went into the kitchen and helped himself to something to eat was going to have to watch everything they do was feeling on edge when the dream finished note 1 fairly sure this dream was due to thinking about an awake-time incident from twenty-seven years ago some guys wanted the dreamer to d.j. a house party when the writer arrived at the address with the equipment the first noticeable thing was the absence of girls when one of the lads suggested moving the party to another house the scam became obvious the equipment would go missing between the two places knew one of the lads "in" on the scam and told him the equipment stays with me the writer would pay for a taxi to move the p.a. he "weighed" me up stealing by force wasn't the plan he left the room vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: musical equipment (3+) 12092021 the name of the dream: two's a choir a girl aged nineteen with a great singing voice starts off the dream she has a grammar school education and talks with a commanding clarity that keeps everybody's ears pricked she begins singing her singing voice is even more dynamic than her talking voice she engages one of the young boys in the audience the boy joins in the song is "bless your beautiful hide" it was a joy to see how confident the young boy became as the girl lifted and lowered her voice to let the young boys' voice match her volume (stand-out sound) the girl occasionally changed her harmonics, which gave the song an added dimension awoke to the sound of my voice singing along with them vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: music () voice harmonies 11092021 the name of the dream: my mate steve showed my mate (steve) how to buy and sell on the stock exchange he, however, had other ideas on how to make money he wasn't interested in doing things my way he asked me to loan him the money for a motorbike he got his way in the next scene, he is disappearing into the distance like a bat out of hell (stand-out visual) he must have been doing a hundred-and-twenty kmph when we next met up, he hadn't made his fortune steve lived in the moment, he was that sort of person vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer -the category of the dream: friends () steve (4+) 10092021 the name of the dream: infidelity a long-standing relationship becomes a joint business enterprise the dreamer and his girlfriend have a photo studio and an office in the same building the dreamer's girlfriend takes care of the bookings and the money side of things the dreamer coaches the models and builds their portfolios a twenty-year-old girl with long, dark hair becomes the most popular model we've ever had on the books she brings in so much business the dreamer and his girlfriend decide to make her a joint partner on one occasion, when the dreamer's girlfriend is out of the building, the dream turns into an x dream the sound of the front door of the office opening and closing alerts us to her return she doesn't go into the office as was expected but makes straight upstairs to the studio where we are the sound of her steps coming up the stairs is enough to make the dreamer a coward there are too many tell-tale signs in the studio for us to pretend nothing has happened there's one possible way out of it the dreamer goes to the door of the studio room the lock on the studio door is one of those bulky, old-fashioned dead mortice locks the dreamer gets to the door and turns the key just before she gets to the door alas, he doesn't turn the key all the way around the door is opening when, thankfully, the dream ends vividness 2.6 to 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: business () photography relationships () female () x dream () 09092021 the name of the dream: the reclining deckchair the dreamer has a small windfall the dreamer uses the money to buy a semi-luxurious collapsable chair the chair is advertised as a deckchair for use in the garden on sunny days the chair has a soft seat and a canvass back it occurs to the dreamer that the chair could, with a few minor alterations, become a beach-mat a scene or two later, the chair has a softback to compliment the seat another modification is to separate the chair into three parts one of the parts becomes a flat base that a learner-swimmer can hold onto while propelling themselves with their feet the multi-purpose chair becomes a "must-have" item for the beach or outdoor pool vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: innovation (3+) chair (1) 08092021 the name of the dream: skyways construction in a small group of men are being shown around a construction site we are standing at the central point of a junction that brought together two or three elevated highways the highways were a hundred metres above the ground and were wide enough to accommodate a dozen lines of traffic the lanes turned and sloped down over a distance of kilometres which stretched off into the distance they must have been suspension roads as there weren't any support pillars in the scene in the last scene of this dream, the dreamer wanders away from the group of four or five people showing him around the site and goes to the bottom of an incline that shows all of the construction from horizon to horizon its scale was so impressive the dreamer threw out his arms in a gesture of intimidation indicating it was too big the only dream with a grander scale was 15062017 addenda: observer and participant - the category of the dream: construction sites (4+) elevated (2+) 07092021 the name of the dreams: murderous beings - bedfellows the opening scene is at the edge of a pool-cum-swamp the dreamer has come to the pool/swamp to feed an animal the animal looks like an aardvark, the food is half a loaf of bread the aardvark is wading through the pool to get to the bread as the aardvark is about to come out of the pool/swamp a crocodile or alligator grabs hold of it and pulls it under the water the dreamer is appalled and angry if that wasn't bad enough, the alligator or crocodile sees the dreamer near the edge of the swamp/pool and comes out of the pool/swamp to get him the dreamer is more enraged than scared the alligator/crocodile hasn't eaten the aardvark, merely drowned it it will eat it when it feels hungry in the meantime, the crocodile/alligator decides to keep the larder full and add the dreamer to his cupboard the dreamer is now feeling homicidal towards the alligator/crocodile he picks up a solid bit of wood the piece of wood is the length of a truncheon, three times as thick and weighs about ten-kilograms the dreamer whacks the alligator/crocodile as hard as he can on its snout the crocodile/alligator hesitates, it felt it it begins to move towards the dreamer again the dreamer is about to hit it again when a python, about the width of a wrist and two metres long, propels itself out of the water towards the dreamer the dreamer catches it with both hands just behind its head when it is half an arms-length from the dreamer's face with the strength that comes with anger, the dreamer squeezes so hard its eyes start to come out of its sockets before he needs to do anything else the alligator/crocodile grabs the snake and takes it into the pool/swamp note 1 this dream is due to thinking about those man-shaped beings who think nothing of killing other people vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: murder () bedfellows in a police station talking to a female detective the reason for being there is because the dreamer was in the house of a friend when the police came to arrest him the friend is a drug addict he does not consider it wrong to steal to feed his habit he doesn't try to hide the fact it was him who stole what he is accused of stealing he's a hopeless case the dreamer isn't in any sort of trouble the conversation with the woman policewoman isn't about doing right and wrong it turns out we both are "into" music the policewoman tells of her aspirations and interests in music the dreamer in turn tells of the most difficult thing he had to accomplish to become musically proficient "i found maintaining the beat while singing a melody the hardest thing to overcome", the dreamer says the woman detective is nodding in agreement as the dream ends vividness - 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: drugs () police () music () 06092021 the name of the dream: cherry red an extremely wealthy young man, the same age as the dreamer, invited the dreamer to be a live-in companion the dreamer is slightly apprehensive within a scene or two, it becomes clear it is a case of a wealthy young man wanting to have someone around him he can be at ease with the young man tells the dreamer that the best way of merging in with the general population is to familiarise himself with the area he tells the dreamer the best way to do that is to visit the town's museum it's not the way the dreamer would have gone about things, although it made sense the wealthy young boy suggests he takes his car in the next scene, the dreamer is in a cherry-red coloured "roller" in one of the towns main streets (stand-out visual) the problem is the museum is in a cobbled street that has nothing but imposing house any one of which could be the entrance to a museum there are a couple of scenes where the driver/dreamer thinks he may have gone past the museum and reverses the car the dreamer is fully expecting to hit one of the other cars parked along the road he allows himself a self-congratulatory pat on the back for handling the big car so well when he doesn't it is now dusk the dreamer comes to the entrance of a pub and decides to ask someone for directions it would be less than a minute to get directions the dreamer parks the car and goes into the "ye olde world" pub he comes out with the directions half a minute later the dreamer's mind goes blank for a moment he can't see the car in the half-minute, he was out the sight of the car someone had "half-inched" it in his haste and being in a confident frame of mind, it never occurred to the dreamer to take the keys with him he thinks the thought, "he's going to kill me for this" with his tail between his legs, the dreamer heads back to his new home the dreamer "hits" his new friend with the news to the dreamer's complete surprise, his wealthy new friend says in a way you might say don't worry to a child who just dropped her ice cream, "it's alright, my insurance will cover it" how much money does a person have to have not to be "phased" when someone steals their gleaming new rolls royce? vividness 2.5/6 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () male () cars () "rollers" (2+) 05092021 the name of the dream: love is ageless living in a large, shared house two other people are living there the dreamer has two rooms the others have three or four returned to the house after going into town through the front door and into the hallway one of the other people, a woman of about thirty-five, has a small crowd of five or six people visiting two or three of her visitors are standing in or near the doorway to her living room there is an air of celebration the mother of the woman is back home after being away the daughter of the mother is over the moon now that her mom is living with her she sees the dreamer as he's making his way to his rooms she asks him to meet her mother the dreamer gets caught up in the party atmosphere and is happy to oblige he walks into the room the woman's mother is slight but not frail the dreamer moves towards the woman's mother the moment her mother sees the dreamer she throws open her arms she is beckoning the dreamer to give her a hug not wanting to be a party-pooper the dreamer plays along he bends over her and gives her a hug she clasps hold of the dreamer around the neck and leans forward her grip is much too tight to be a simple hug the dreamer realises she wants him to stand up with her holding on to him the party atmosphere still prevails the dreamer straightens up when she is clear of the chair she wraps her legs around his waist it could turn into a catastrophe if she loses her grip she could fall backwards the dreamer has no option but to take her weight by intertwining his fingers and putting his hands under her thighs he then sits down on the nearest chair for both of us to sit in one chair, she has to let go of the dreamer with her legs she is now sitting astride the dreamer in what can't be seen as anything other than an intimate position the dreamer wakes up he is not in a relaxed state vividness - 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: love across the generations (2+) 04092021 the name of the dreams: revelation - ever the entrepreneur a woman realised that there was a living to be made by selling milk and sandwiches her shop was in a great spot nestled, as it was, between two schools one of the schools was for juniors the other was a secondary school it was so popular you could find yourself late for school if you joined the end of the queue five minutes before the bell rang for the start of classes the entrance to the junior school was a mere fifty metres away the secondary school was the better part of four-hundred-metres from the shop (pic) at the time of the dream, the dreamer was a working lad once in a while, three or four times a year, he would pop in the shop for a sandwich in the dream, there was this one occasion when he got chatting to the shopkeeper she found the dreamer an amicable person she told him she was closing the shop it was time for retirement the awake-time shop, it should be noted, was the front room of the house she owned and lived in the house was a semi-detached it was a pre-ww2 semi-detached pre-ww2 semis were a bit of a mansion compared to yer typical semi-detached council house one bit of the conversation led to another it wasn't long before the dreamer saw an opportunity he suggested he would be willing to pay rent for the franchise that particular idea hadn't crossed the woman's mind a quick mental calculation told her she was on a "winner". she agreed there and then the dream moves on the business is running smoothly it is doing nicely, thank you the dreamer "hits" on the idea of introducing pre-packed one-minute-to-cook take-away meals things start aking off before you can say "bob's your uncle" there are delivery vans people are clamouring for a job women are offering their "favours" for a taste of the honey pot (it wouldn't be right if the dreamer doesn't have at least a hint of x in a dream) the dream ends the dreamer wakes and spends a minute or two thinking of things he could, and should, have incorporated into his business when he was self-employed in awake-time note 1 think this dream may have its basis in an awake-time shop that was situated as described in the dream the awake-time shop sold sweets vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: business (5+) food (2?) (it's too time-consuming to search this database for matching categories) revelation in a small living room with four other people, a woman and three men at one point in the conversation, the dreamer saw the opportunity to make a point he said, "what's the one thing god can't do?" there was a silence the dreamer said, "there's one thing god can't do - it will make you cry" it is one of the things the writer realised following Comprehension something which makes him cry with happiness when he thinks about it anew one of the men, medium-sized, white hair neatly trimmed, joined white moustache and beard, is wearing a light-grey with a white shirt and tie it gave him the look of a clean man the man of about thirty-five started walking towards the dreamer he walks resolutely, his eyes fixed on me the man's walk conveys a physical presence his walk is saying, "you've crossed the line and one way or another i'm going to make you step back" the man is a "devout man", recognised as such within the church-going community he is the last word on the character of god that a nobody can make statements of a blasphemous nature gets what he deserves the dreamer isn't in the slightest bit worried he knows the type the dreamer calls his bluff the dreamer says, "try anything with me and i'll kick you in the balls" that done it the man stops dead in his tracks the dreamer is obviously a violent nutter and should be under supervision the atmosphere needed for the dreamer to make his sublime point has gone note 1 this dream may have its origins in the character who plays the inquisitor in the film Goya's ghost it depicts a pious, smug, self-righteous man who can do no wrong vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: undisclosed revelations (1) 03092021 the name of the dreams: pigs banquet at a table that seats more than twelve people everyone is naked male and female alike are probing every orifice of their body with their fingers they are also eating with their fingers note 1 the dreamer has assigned to this shockingly vivid dream the present of a past undulation (time-tense 5) the writer has tried to probe the level of violence in the wars of undulations past on several occasions on the last occasion, you-know-who jumped in with, "you have no idea" there must have been a time when every man-shaped being (devolving) believed and acted in accordance with the dictum "the purpose of life is to end all life" note 2 the writer was, at first, convinced that this dream, along with the recent dream of 29082021 and at least one other dream, tied eating red pig meat to less than appealing content in dreams a quick search cross-referencing red pig meat in the diet and the colour orange to dreams, did show a connection though it is not conclusive it was probably the case that there is a tie-in between red pig meat and undesirable dreams but there is another factor yet to be recognised dreams theory is in its infancy most insights and revelations into our dream-time memories/consciousness will likely come to the fore between now and the year 3000 the next thirty to forty generations will have the time and means to start joining the dots vividness 2.9 to 3 - observer - colour-scheme, shades of orange - the category of the dream: eating etiquette (1+) x dream not madly passionate, gently becoming the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice saying the words of the name of the dream and three more sentiments of a similar nature vividness 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream: x dreams (20+) x dreams without conjoinment (3+) tactile pleasure (3+) externalised dreams (20+) x dream not madly passionate, gently becoming the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice saying the words of the name of the dream and three more sentiments of a similar nature vividness 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream: x dreams (20+) x dreams without conjoinment (3+) tactile pleasure (3+) externalised dreams (20+) 01092021 the name of the dreams: the three birds - the windfall - the two sisters the dreamer is in the "dole" office he is picking up his weekly unemployment money the money comes in a sealed brown envelope one of the corners of the envelope is cut away so that the notes can be counted the amount in the envelope is also stamped on the outside of the envelope the reason for that is so we can see and count, if we feel it is necessary, and make sure the two numbers tally the dreamer isn't sure what his "standing" amount, eighteen or thereabouts this current envelope is a double-wallet there is another amount showing it is for seven-hundred and fifty the reasons for the payments will be on a slip in the envelope there's no chance it's a mistake, i'm rich a whole raft of possibilities are open to the dreamer the mood of the dreamer becomes fantasy-like the dreamers natural "high" carries through into the next dream vividness 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream: money (10+) the two sisters walking through the streets of an unknown place a girl comes into the dream she is walking in the opposite direction to the dreamer the girl is nineteen or so she's a little shorter than the dreamer the dreamer is attracted to her the moment he sees her our eyes make contact her expression tells the dreamer she will respond to a smile he pushes his luck and says something which needs a reply the girl is even more responsive than anticipated she replies in a tone of voice that is receptive to further conversation without her knowing it, she has a physical characteristic that the dreamer looks for in a girl physical characteristics that some men don't find appealing some men it off-putting within half a dozen sentenced being exchanged the dreamer finds out that the girl is on her way to see a man with a frankness that makes the dreamer emotionally happy, she says she is going to get paid for having sex with the man when the dreamer asks how much she will get the girl says, "twenty-two" (the denomination {euro, pound, dollar etc} doesn't get mentioned in this dream or the one before it) the dreamer says he will give her the twenty-two if she will keep him company and not go to the man the girl's face shows perplexion the dreamer says, "you're special" she still looks perplexed the dreamer uses the index fingers of both hands to ram the message home he points to his eyes and says, "i see" and then points both fingers at her and says, "you as special" the girl is taken aback the girl changes the direction she was walking in and heads back home the dreamer starts talking ten to the dozen the girl and the dreamer get back to her place the door closes behind us before anything else occurs her sister comes running down the stairs and throws her arms around her her sister is younger than she is by about four years never was there a better example of sisterly love the girl couldn't have been away from the house for more than a couple of minutes yet to her sister it had been a lifetime it is the dreamer's turn to be taken aback within moments he realises he is about to change the lives of both girls he knows how easy it is to become financially secure more than that, he knows how to bring out the child in the girl the dreamer is explaining the details of how he intends to change things when the dream ends notes 1 the girls in this dream are, the writer is reasonably sure, the girls from an awake-time relationship vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 31082021 the name of the dreams: the land of the free - the eye-worm a serious pandemic has taken root everyone is required to have an examination the examination is in the form of an eye-test it is a quick check using an ophthalmoscope the nurse is looking for a worm-like creature the images of the worm are getting full exposure via the media the creepy little bastards are white and easily big enough to see with the naked eye the nurse doing the examination doesn't seem to realise that the weight of her body is being imparted through the hand she is using to keep the dreamer's eyelids open the dreamer is first moving his sole, then his heel to adjust his balance the nurse gets impatient and tells the dreamer to keep still the dreamer says, "i'm losing my balance" the nurse must have had the same problem with other people she stops putting her weight through her hand vividness 2.8 to 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: pandemics (6+) medical procedures (2+) eyes (1) this dream has the dreamer living in america he doesn't know how long has been there it must have been a couple of years at least living in one of the sunshine states the dreamer is not well-dressed he doesn't need to be most of the time not a lot of scenes, about five the scenes there are were lengthy each scene was vivid and colourful the minimum regulation and the easy-going attitude of the people made it easy to "work" the system the dreamer realises all he needs is a fake social security card, a receipt or two and one or two character references and some mail with bonafide addresses to become a "real" person in a couple of years the dreamer had been there he built up a handsome income and had more than one place he could live money seems to be as available as freely-running water he has settled into a way of life that enabled him to live on the streets or at overnight or short-stay accommodations his favourite way of life was to stay in one town for one or two nights and move on when sleeping outdoors would wash with face-wipes or a small bottle of water and hand-flannels and use an electric toothbrush this sets the scene for the first scene of the dream the dreamer has come from wherever it was he had spent the previous night and is seated with his back against the concrete wall of the boulevard by the beach a family of three or four with a baby come and sit by the wall two or three metres to the dreamers right as he uses the electric toothbrush the baby starts to look around to see where the sound is coming from the baby is facing the opposite way to the dreamer she or he can't manoeuvre all the way around to see where the sound is coming from the baby is determined to identify the sound she or he is struggling to turn around the mother realises the best thing to do is turn the baby around and let her or him satisfy her or his curiosity the mother gives an apologetic shrug and smiles as she turns the baby to face the dreamer the dreamer is on the verge of laughing in another scene, the dreamer is in a brightly lit office he is using his fake i.d. to get a loan the dream ends when the dreamer decides to go "legit" and start work or get an enterprise going his first venture has something to do with push-bikes vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: america (4+) 30082021 the name of the dream: hope to enter this dream one day for reasons you would understand, can't put the details of this dream into the public domain vividness - 2.8 - observer and participant - the categry of the dream: externalised (20+) 29082021 the name of the dreams: men with a conscience - we both like salmon the last, and next, president of america is at a table the salmon on the plate in front of him is not small the ex and future president has separated his first forkful and is about to lift it to his mouth when he notices something (stand-out visual) he says something criticising the fish the fork is slowly being lifted to his mouth when the dream ends vividness 3 - observer - colour-scheme gold and light red - the category of the dream: one-scene dream (20+) celebrities (8+) donald trump (2+) four down-to-earth northerners, Yorkshiremen or lancastrian's, (is there are distinct differences in the accents?) who work in a machine tool factory, figure out that the parts they are making are for weapons worse still, the men discover the weapons are illegal under international agreements the men are savvy enough to know that the newspapers will not run the story they decide to steal or accidentally on purpose lose the parts it doesn't take long for a crack team from m.i.5. long to uncover them now the establishment is in a quandary the powers that be can't prosecute them without causing an international outcry the men are offered, and take, an early retirement plan providing they sign a non-disclosure agreement they are sitting pretty a generation later the dreamer is talking to one of the men the man won't confirm or deny anything the dreamer is asking or suggesting but smiles whenever the dreamer hits the nail on the head the dreamer awakes to the sound of his own voice vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: externalised dream (10+) secret services (2+) 28082021 the name of the dreams: titillating cheerleaders - otherworldly - the smooth computer operator first scene, a girl with short, bunched hair, dressed in a skimpy orange one-piece cheerleader outfit is looking at us (could find the style but not the colour and could find the colour but not the style) she lifts the front of her dress and we see something written on her underwear change of scene and change of theme a jet fighter coming towards us then we see a larger area of the clear sky now the first plane is being "dogged" by another, even sleeker jet the chasing jet has something attached to its under-carriage the dreamer's first thought is that it's an odd style of radar it is semi-circular at the front, the rest of it is square it is about two-thirds of the size of the plane as we watch, it detaches from the jet and begins "dogging" the first jet it moves at speeds five times faster than any jet and changes direction in the blink of an eye it is not within the scope of current technology it begins to mirror every move the first jet makes after half a dozen different manoeuvres by the first jet the detached part of the second jet, in one immediate movement catches up with the first jet and before our eyes, it absorbs the first jet it then returns to the jet it was attached and re-attaches itself then there is another scene in which the same thing happens a commercial jetliner is at the distant horizon again, without any noticeable time-lapse, the device is behind the jetliner and absorbs it that's the clincher it's obviously not earthly technology the scene changes, we are back with the cheerleader she is trying to attract someone's attention she certainly gets the dreamer's attention when we see her standing and get her view of her briefless crotch with a wispy amount of hair the scene changes to the dreamer downloading files the files are being clicked and re-located into their specific folder (the dreamer is overcoming the difficulty of moving files around in dreams all is going swimmingly the files related to the dream about jets is all but completed when a file labelled "the average wage of a rockstar" presents itself how did that get in with jets and saucy girls? no matter how he tries he can't get the file to respond to a single-finger click on the laptop keyboard and wakes from the dream in frustration note 1 the cheerleader and the downloading at the computer is yet another two dreams in orange (the downloading has black lines defining shape, whereas the cheerleader has colours - it may become an important distinction) we're on a roll with orange/brown and orange/black dreams here's to hoping it doesn't carry a health warning vividness 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - colour scheme, orange/colour and orange/black - the category of the dream: cheerleaders (1) jets (2+) computer-related (8+) files (5+) 27082021 the name of the dreams: too vague - the diet dreams we learn through this dream that we will, eventually, be synchronising dreams to the following day's awake-time activities when the dreamer's dream contains details of food, others have the option to have the same food as well the day after the dream there are no prizes for guessing the correct meals or the order they are in however, it does indicate that we are all on the same page in respect of what is best for us in terms of food while the dreamer is talking to a girl he asks the girl what meals she had chosen for the day before the details in the dream were posted she says, "the same" and then forms the word exactly with her mouth notes 1 it is thought that dreams that have the same colour scheme have other things in common as well as of this entry, it isn't known what the commonality is from now on, the addenda of dreams diary will incorporate the colour scheme of dreams that are the same brown/orange dreams have been regular over the past couple of months this is another brown/orange dream addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - colour-scheme brown/orange - the category of the dream - food (7+) the name of the dream: too vague the dreamer has just walked into the cinema and is standing in the area where a film is being shown he is standing at the back looking down at the rows of seats it is the only scene he remembers clearly in this period of r.e.m. as the writer tries to remember the rest of the dream he realises he is remembering scenes from other dreams of being at a cinema it's possible that in the future all dream-time memories become one single sequence that portrays the dream-time / time-line of every individual that is, the discontinuity that separates one dream from another becomes joined in the same way our awake-time memories keep things in order addenda: vividness: 2.5 - observer - the category of the dream - same-theme dreams (10+) cinemas (3+) 26082021 the name of the dreams: aggro-merchants and muggers - mom's first son is back - the one track disco someone recommends the dreamer for an event after being told where it was the dreamer accepted it was his secondary school he knows how big the playground is and knows how many people will fit into it comfortably the dreamer decides he needs just one two-hundred-and-fifty watt speaker on the day of the gig, the speaker is placed facing down into the playground on a ledge outside the window on the first floor the people in the room with him are waiting for the dreamer to play something the dreamer hasn't been given any instructions the dreamer looks at the people in the room, all males, and concludes from their dress they like rock he plays an a.c./d.c. track after a couple of seconds the dreamer shouts out of the window to the people in the playground, "can you hear it?" "no", is the chorused reply the dreamer looks at the volume dial of the main amp and sees it's only on 1 a quick clockwise turn to number 5 and we can feel the vibrations coming through the walls as well as being able to hear it the dream comes to an end while the dreamer is debating with himself what track to play next he decides on "winds of change" by scorpion addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream - d.j. (2+) after a gap of a couple of years, had been in prison or borstal, the dreamer is only ten or twenty metres from the front door (pic of almond tree avenue) of where he grew up two or three metres from the door the back of a car becomes visible it is a white lamborghini it is an older model than today's cars (pic) when last at the house there was a third of a metre step down to the level the house from the pavement the step has been removed and there is now a concrete slope that allows the car to be driven into the gap that separates the semi-detached houses the gap between the houses is about three metres for the car to get in the gap, it has to use some of the space of the next house, our house it is no longer easy to get to the back door or garden in the next scene, the dreamer is in the house in the company of mom, sister and another woman they are giving me a homecoming an aunt arrives with her baby the baby is in a pram, sleeping the aunt decides to leave the baby asleep it begins to rain, it is a light "spitting rain" a couple of the women insist the baby be brought indoors it doesn't take long for the dreamer to bring up the subject of the car mom, being generous to a fault and always eager to please, permitted for the next-door neighbours to re-structure the ground between the houses the dreamer will be acquainting himself with the neighbours it is suspected they may be the selfish type with no man to deal with, they would easily be able to ride slip-shod over mom the dreamer senses mom is feeling as though a weight is being lifted off her shoulders the woman with the baby has problems the problems are serious the women are making suggestions someone suggests they come and live with us the dreamer doesn't let on that he has money he will wait until the cost of moving the furniture of the woman with problems moving comes up and will then offer to cover the costs the dream takes on an upbeat feel notes 1 this dream has implications dear to the writer mom outlives her second husband at the time of her death, mom is younger than her second husband implications???? addenda: vividness: - 2.7 to 2.9/3 - the category of the dream - family, relatives and friends (7+) mom (4+) muggers and agro merchants an epic dream with fifteen to twenty scenes of fighting with muggers and agro merchants it is nighttime after the pubs are closed everybody knows that it's the worst time to be walking in places that are poorly lit (has the dreamer deliberately placed himself in the situation?) they came in one's, two's and three's in a couple of scenes, the dreamer has to run for it or hide, but not before he manages to get in a kick or hit one of them stole money from one or two of those that were easy to get the better while they were lying down and unable to put up a fight on one occasion used the money to ward off a potential fight between a tall guy and his mate his mate was about ten metres away (they didn't need the two of them to get the better of me) instead of running from him or hitting him and running away, gave him a tenner he was well pleased he was waving the tenner in the air as he returned to his mate he said, "now we can get...?" it's not the first epic dream where violence is the theme addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - epic dream (4+) violence (2+) 25082021 the name of the dream: taken by surprise a girl is staying with the dreamer we're not in a relationship though she's pleasant enough but the dreamer isn't "drawn" to her we smoke hash together and watch films and like similar songs there isn't any spontaneous conversation to speak of in the last scene of the dream, i'm lying down or stretched out on a sofa she comes into the room and sits on the floor (stand-out visual) her complexion is shiny she's dressed ultra smartly her hair is brushed back with a parting almost at the top of her head for the first time, the dreamer finds her attractive the dreamer doesn't know if it comes through in his expression nor can he think of anything to say he is mesmerised the fair-haired girl says, "iv'e got an appointment but it's not for a while" "i don't know what to do" the dreamer is still can't think of what to say when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - uninitiated relationships () 24082021 the name of the dream: cameras and the law in the bedroom, it may have been a bedsit, with an unknown girl not sure if we are in a relationship we are talking about cameras there isn't an air of intimacy the girl works in a camera shop and is telling the dreamer about the latest phone/camera the shop sells the dreamer is persuaded to buy it the girl makes a phone call and places the order we will go into town in the morning and get it another girl enters the dream she is either her sister or flatmate the new girl's face exudes life alert, confident, purposeful in her movements and bright-eyed she gets straight into the bed where we are sitting and talking without saying anything after more conversation, the first girl gets a phone call her boss has phoned to tell her that he can give me an even better camera for just a little bit more than the one just bought after hearing what the extra features are, the dreamer jumps at the offer the girl says, "it will be eighteen-pounds fifty for eighteen months". it doesn't occur to the dreamer he was manipulated what the dreamer is aware of is that he can feel the buttocks of the girl already in bed the first girl in the dream gets into the bed too now the dreamer can feel both the girls bodies through the eiderdown either side of him the dreamer is no longer thinking about cameras the dream ends notes 1 upon waking, the writer is trying to figure out why the dream ended when it did it might be that the reader's of this dreams diary may feel that the writer is too oriented to x forget ye not, the pleasure associated with x represents the desire for the expansion of life the natural impulse of beings oriented to eternity's dictum - see the law - https://endic.at/the-law-5.html notes 2 the price of the camera's in this dream is about half the price of the latest phone/cameras in the shops today it gives the time-tense for this dream the present of a past undulation - time-tense 6 - see tenses of time https://endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - cameras (2+) 23082021 the name of the dream: frontiers and dream-time dexterity was on or practising to be at a space station the environment was dream-clean bright, stainless steel and and see-through lockers and cupboards was at a person-sized refrigeration unit with a single door which automatically re-sealed itself and expelled all the air when closed, the door was open there were two columns of shelves in the unit a row of six, seven or eight shelves in the left-hand column of shelves and five, six or seven shelves on the right at the top of the right-hand column of shelves there was another self-sealing compartment that took up the space of two shelves the cupboard within a cupboard had small, flexible steel Table Leg Storage Clips (https://camperinteriors.co.uk/products/te21-table-leg-storage-clip) affixed to the back of the cupboard which clamped hold of the tablets as they were pushed into it there was a black tray below the fixture with clips that had half a dozen blue pills on it was in the middle of putting the loose pills on the tray into the individual clips the automated single door of the refrigeration unit was programmed to close after a few seconds there was no effort needed to keep the door open when it began to close but it imparted a the little nudge to the arm before the sensory mechanism of the door met resistance and stopped closing the problem was the little nudge to the arm was enough to break a delicate tablet if it was pushed into the clip too hard after a few attempts to time the placing of one of the tablets into its clip before the door came back into contact with the arm failed and frustration entered the dream which aroused the dreamers awake-time conscious the dreamer was now straddling dream-time and awake-time while in the dual-state of consciousness he manufactured a built-into-the-door bar lever that made a hissing/whooshing sound when it was pulled up or pushed down (quite a common bit of kit in sci-fi films) the bar-handle needed two hands to pull it up or push it down to turn on and off all the pneumatically (https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-d&channel=trow&q=pneumatic) operated devices in the room the dreamer woke as he was trying, unsuccesfully, to lift the handle upward with one hand addenda: vividness 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream: space habitation (2+) 22082021 the name of the dream: dancing comes first three or four of us are at my place one girl and two or three boys a compelling dance song gets us dancing it wasn't a track the dreamer had heard before it was "catchy" though the melody was easily good enough to be a best-seller (alas, the writer was too slow to make voice-notes and the melody had faded from the memory before he could record it) it wasn't exhibitionism that drove the dreamer to dance naked it was the spontaeous reaction to a compelling dance track no one raises an eyebrow we are too immersed in the music to take notice it appears dancing is higher on love/lifes list than etiquette vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dancing (5+) nudity (5+) nude dreamer (2+) 21082021 the name of the dream: a misplaced sense of importance - the godfather - natural curiosity the dreamer is in a building that houses the workings of government some of the proceedings are open to the public to get access to the proceedings the public have to sign-in the man who oversees the procedure is standing at a wooden plinth on the plinth is a large, thick, leather-bound book the dreamer goes to the plinth the man in charge of signing in is wearing formal dress and is well-groomed he points to a point on the page with his finger the dreamer is confused he has pointed to a part of the page that has twenty or thirty signatures on it each signature occupies a line there are no empty lines the dreamer make a comment that queries if the signature is to go in between two of the signatures it upsets the man he then points to the bottom signature on the opposite page the page has room for a dozen or more signatures the dreamer saw the half-filled page when he first looked at the signing-in book if the man had said, "please sign in", without placing his finger anywhere, the dreamer would have done the obvious thing vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: officious people () the godfather preface to the second dream many moons ago, a woman with two children asked the writer if he would be godfather to her children the writer felt pleased that he should be asked and agreed a couple of days ago, while watching a film, the words, "i will do what every godfather does and look after her children" the mother of the children had "passed" - (see between heartbeats https://endicat.com/between-heartbeats/) it was a bit of a shock until watching the film, the writer was thought being a godfather was just a title the writer thought that being a godfather meant going to their weddings or helping them out financially if they got stuck ordinary everyday things looking after them like a father never entered the writer's mind the following dream is the result of the thoughts and feelings since watching the film the godfather the dreamer has located the family he intends to "make an entrance" he is in the concrete complex where they live the ground floor of the building is for cars there are no cars in it it is about the size of a tennis court it is big enough for a game of five-a-side football the scene shows three lads playing a ball game there are stairs and lifts to the left of the scene there is an ice cream van on the road nearby the dreamer has a twenty-pound note he is going to spoil the children he has come to see the man in the ice cream van has sold out of everything and shakes his head when he realises the dreamer is about to buy something when he hears the dreamer ask for twenty-pounds worth he gives instructions to someone in or by the van to go and buy it from the nearest shop vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: in the execution of responsibilities () children (3+) natural curiosity on the bus the dreamer is on a bus sitting on a long seat that looks across the bus, not down it the seat has three young boys on it the boys look like they are brothers there are about two years between each of them the eldest is eight or nine the dreamer is sat next to him the youngest looks five or six he is furthest away the dreamer reaches down to open his gladstone briefcase when the holding latch is slid to open the case it makes a click out of the corner of his eye, the dreamer sees the boys head turn to the sound the dreamer sees an "opportunity" as he is rummaging through the contents of the case his right foot is inching the case closer to the boys seated to the left of him it works like a charm the boy next to the dreamer only has to lean slightly towards him to see into the case the boy in the middle has to lean and straighten up to take a gander the boy on the end has to lean in further, straighten up and stretch his neck tantalisingly, almost imperceptibly slowly, the dreamer moves the case a little closer second by second the mother, sitting to the left and looking down the bus towards us "twigs on" to what the dreamer's doing three or four times she lets out a belly-cum-guttural laugh the youngest boy is on the verge of standing up the dreamer can't suppress his reaction either he starts laughing and wakes up laughing vividness - 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: laughing dream (4+) 20082021 the name of the dream: boy meets girl boy meets girl two long, soft and moist kisses later they have become an "item" girl takes boy home to meet her mom and dad mom is stand-offish to boy "who does he think he is that he's good enough for my daughter?" boy is fearful mom will turn him away mentions it to girl boy is invited for sunday lunch mom has completely changed her attitude towards boy she is genuinely pleased to see boy boy sees mom in kitchen mom is preparing something special mom is working flat out it crosses boy's mind to offer to do the washing up girl and boy go into town on the bus on the way back, the journey is one long curve to the right boy is unfamiliar with the scenery boy goes to the front of the bus where the conductor and driver are seated boy asks conductor which stop is nearest to where girl lives conductor says, "yours is the next stop" as girl and boy are getting off the bus, the conductor says, "you look contented" boys says to conductor, "if i knew you better, i would tell you why" conductor smiles vividness 2.8 participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 18082021 the name of the dream: from pillar to post the dreamer's boyfriend has introduced the dreamer to one of his acquaintances he is refined and polite an an-easy-to-speak-to young man with fair hair he is relaxed and is well-off the person who introduced the dreamer to him leaves the dream it is just the two of us chatting and getting acquainted after a while, he leaves the room while he is away the dreamer looks around the room in the third of a metre gap between the wardrobe and the wall, there are items piled on top of each other the dreamer has a rummage through them in one of the carrier bags, the dreamer comes across an orange the orange has been cut into quarters there are two quarters each quarter is the size of a quarter of a pumpkin the dreamer takes one of the quarters and is impressed with its colour and succulent looks (stand-out visual) the dreamer is eating it when the young man re-enters the room when he sees the dreamer eating the orange, he has a look of disappointment he intended to surprise the dreamer with it himself notes 1 what the average reader won't know is that the writer can be either gender throughout evolution: see: (https://endic.at/man-shaped.beings.and.the.ethnicities.html) y po this point had been overlooked until this dream in this dream, he is a female there have been, and probably will be, more dreams with this feature in it notes 2 the days of the nefarious manipulation of the writer's genetic line have come to an end from here on in, we begin separating the wheat from the chaff vividness 2.5/6 to 2.9/3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: female gender (1+) food () fruit () oranges (1) 17082021 the name of the dreams: who stole the kylie? - the tufted style an air of foreboding accompanies the opening scene someone has made off with the kylie what, you may be asking yourself, is a kylie? join the club the dreamer doesn't have the foggiest either we do eventually discover that a kylie is one-half of the expression a "moo-lee kylie" as far as can be gleaned, it is a food that is given to an infant as an introduction to adult food along the lines of a biscuit or rusk dipped in milk or tea it makes the most sense to assume that the moo-lee is the liquid part of the food why it has become a crime of unspeakable proportions isn't known this dream may be the result of the dreamer considering buying and experimenting with baby foods the day before the dream vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: baby food (1) a one-scene dream not sure if it is a prolonged view of a pic or a short cine clip we are looking at the face and the hair of a young man he is straight-faced he has a full head of hair his hairstyle is something ken dodd would have been proud of most of his hair lies on his head above that, his hair has been separated into eight or nine different parts the end of the tufts are pointed and are pointing to all parts of the compass this dream is probably due to the writer shaving his hair off the day before the dream this is one of the dreamer's many faces of himself across the undulations the dreamer is not sure if he likes the look of himself in this dream he has looked happier and better in both awake-time and dream-time vividness 2.7/8 observer - the category of the dream: facial pics of self 7+) 16082021 the name of the dreams: the whoopie girl - nice pace, grubby place the first scene shows a girl who looks more like twiggy than twiggy she is wearing a one-piece dress it just about covers the lower part of her buttocks it doesn't look like she is wearing underwear her mouth is wide open her expression is, "oh my gosh, just look at me" she takes a short run and vaults herself onto the saddle of a piece of keep-fit equipment her momentum causes her to slide off the seat for an instant, we see her bare backside from the side on there are two or three scenes in which she demonstrates her agility all the while she is making high-pitched sounds and squeals of delight in one scene, we see the crotch area of a woman she is sitting on a machine it looks like a lathe for fashioning wood the woman is seated her buttocks are pressed firmly against the wooden stop used to brace blocks of wood at the far end of the lathe we don't see her face, it is probably the same girl at the beginning of the dream a highly delightfully xually suggestive dream this dream was almost certainly the result of watching the first half of the film "the wolf of wall street" vividness - 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: xually suggestive (3+) the dreamer is walking away from the centre of town after a night out he is walking like a champion gliding as much as walking (stand-out part of the dream) he goes into a toilet it is dark and dank a drunk man is on the floor, slouched against the wall the wall is where men pee against at the bottom of the wall, there is a gully that takes the urine to a drain the drunk man doesn't realise he is sitting in the gully which transports waste the dreamer is deciding what to do when the dream ends vividness 2.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: movement () walking () toilets (2+) 15082021 the name of the dream: the balancing act what looks like a seagull has made its nest in the rafters of a disused building the dreamer sees there is a chic in the nest the nest is as wide as the rafter it is on the chic isn't strong enough to maintain balance were it to leave the nest it would undoubtedly fall to its death in this one-scene dream, a parent of the chic has just flown into the building carrying a fish for the chic both birds are making a lot of noise the chic is hungry the parent is anxious the chic will leave the nest to receive the food whether the chic realises the danger isn't known nor is known if the sounds the parent bird is making are warning sounds vividness 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream: animals () dinosaurs () seagulls (1+) 14082021 the name of the dream: baby-adult liaison mother and baby are on the bus mother is standing her baby is in a hooded push-chair baby is asleep mother taps the baby twice on her forehead baby wakes The baby is momentarily disorientated she-he acclimatises to her surroundings the baby realises her playful mother caused her-him to wake a smile forms on the baby's face the smile is that of an adult vividness 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream: baby-mother () 13082021 the name of the dream: the long cat-nap after a gruelling five and a half-hour stint at the computer the writer is ready for a catnap during his time at the computer, he downloaded a radio play the last thing the writer does before settling into his sleeping position is to start listening to the play the play is in six episodes the story is a science fiction play the first five or six sentences is a male voice introducing the play the play begins the voice-actors have a dramatic tone if the play maintains its dramatic characteristics it will go into the sci-fi favourites folder within a minute or two the writer becomes the dreamer within a short time of dream-time the first episode the story ends abruptly it is immediately replaced by the same voice which introduced the first episode, only this time he is introducing the second episode as with the first episode, the play ends abruptly in the middle of a sentence the same thing happens once or twice again the dream-time conscious is a no-nonsense, smart little cookie it is not going to permit disjointed continuity the dream-time conscious has a trick or two of its own for dealing with discontinuity the play now becomes the subject of a panel show the format of the panel show is that one of the panellists stops reading the script of the play at a point of her or his choosing, preferably at a point when the theme of the story is getting too difficult to ad-lib to the next panellist,an off-the-cuff, sharp-witted comedian, takes the story and makes it even more difficult for the next panellist to keep the dialogue in context with the story so far it takes no time at all for the panellist's to turn a serious sci-fi play into a hilariously funny nursery story the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own laughter notes 1 what makes this dream even more notable is the fact that the day before the dream the writer thought that it had been a while since his last laughing dream notes 2 after waking the writer played the episodes of the play five of the six episodes ended abruptly in mid-sentence the total listening time of the plays came to about two hours the length of the sleep was about two-and-a-half hours there's plenty of scope in this dream to use it in the formulating of dreams theory vividness 2.8/9 - observer - the category of the dream: laughing dream (3+) panel games (1+) 12082021 the name of the dream: magic mushrooms they were first recognised in prehistoric times the two silver-coloured, mushroom-cap shaped metal objects presented the man-shaped being with his first exposure to symmetrical form the objects are a metre and a half across and half a metre high fifty-thousand ago language was struggling to find words that gave them a description across the millennia they took on a mystical, and eventually, a religious significance the dream moves forward to recent times how it happened isn't revealed in the dream, the two mushroom-cap shaped objects have become four the mushroom-cap shaped objects are mounted on square pillars about half a metre across and two metres tall they are no longer visible they are covered in earth with grass covering the earth their shape is still clearly discernable a group of five or six men dressed in black and white are gathered near the mounds of earth for them, they have a religious significance vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: prehistory () symmetrical objects () 11082021 the name of the dream: vegetarian or omnivore a dream about the best way to slaughter a cow a bit too distressing to detail this dream was brought on while thinking about eating meat during the day vividness 2.5 - observer - the category of the dream: animals (20+) mammal (15+) cow (1) 10082021 the name of the dream: french fries a nephew in the family is to be the best man at a friend's or colleagues wedding as is the decorum for weddings, he is to invite members of his family the dreamer is one of those invited the bride is french and, consequently, the ceremony will be in france it is to be a semi-formal wedding the bride has a trailing white gown the gown seems to be as big as a tent two or three men are wearing formal dress, grey trousers, black jackets with long tails and what looked like starched shirts at the banquet, the dreamer gets his first taste of french fries, french style he has never seen chips this colour before, golden brown and glistening like jewels (joint stand-out visual) he has never had chips that had a crunchy outer body like the ones he is eating the taste, well if there were eating in heaven, which there isn't, these would be on the plate it was a revelation in food it had such an impact on the dreamer he decides to leave the british isles and live on the continent there are then three scenes that show the dreamer looking through a hard-back book the book is about half a metre tall and around a third of a metre wide, and three to four centimetres thick it shows all of the countries of the world in full colour (joint-first stand-out visual) it might even be the book of the world the dreamer has in another set of scenes, about fifteen people from both sides of the family are gathered and getting to know each other the dreamer is in an exuberant mood he is talking excitedly about how he intends to go about making a new life for himself the only "off" part of the dream is a man with a ruddy-coloured complexion he is big and is looking at the dreamer with a hint of resentment twice the dreamer says something to him, and both times he doesn't reply on the third time, the dreamer asks him a question which demands a reply he is still silent but, now it is he who has shown himself to be rude the man the dreamer addresses doesn't reply the dreamer wakes to the sound of his voice saying, "oh well". while awake, the writer tries to understand the man's attitude some grown men don't like other grown men showing exuberance a child-like manner in an adult doesn't sit well in some peoples view of the world this dream is of a future time-tense vividness 2.5 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weddings (4+) food (7+) french fries (3+) 09082021 the name of the dreams: across the road - titillation it is dusk the dreamer is sitting alone on the top of an embankment the twenty-metre embankment looks down onto a dual carriageway on the other side of the dual carriageway is another embankment that too has people gathered on it the straight-line distance from embankment to embankment is about twenty-five metres there is at least one group of five or six people gathered on it someone comes and stands by me he says, "? is over there" the dreamer waves his fingers the person across the road waves back he then says, "? is over there" this time the dreamer waves his arm the somebody does an arm wave back the person next to me says, "martin crook is over there" the dreamer stands up and peers intently into the darkening evening can recognise his stance and build it definitely is martin martin is a friend from decades back some of the things we did together are still vivid memories the dreamer thought he would never see him again couldn't wait to be speaking face-to-face with him again consider going down the embankment and shimmying over the barrier in the middle of the two-metre grass verge separating the two carriageways the constant flow of traffic dissuades the dreamer there is a pedestrian bridge to the other side of the road forty or so metres to the left without saying anything else to the person who pointed martin out, the dreamer heads for the bridge the moment the dreamer starts walking he is aware he is not wearing shoes neither is he wearing slippers he is barefoot he can feel the different degrees of cold as he goes from grass to concrete to tarmac on the other side of the carriageway, the dreamer decides to take a short-cut to get to martin quicker the short-cut leads to a dead-end to make up for lost time the dreamer takes another shortcut it leads to roads and houses the dreamer is hopelessly lost this dream sequence ends with, blonde-haired stocky girl in her late teens letting one and all feel her ample bosom her delighted look tells us she is enjoying it more than the males the dreamer thinks of a way he can get as much and more pleasure from the experience than the girl he has it all worked out as he waits for his "turn" vividness 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: friends and acquaintances () martin crook (1) - titillation () 08082021 the name of the dreams: the hunt - a game of darts there is a gathering of about thirty males they are gathered to watch and are being interviewed by detectives the place is a men's toilet the toilet is in a mall or a major railway station the hunt is on for a serial killer the police are hot on his trail he is proving elusive the public is eager to see him caught the police have a dna sample the toilet attendant produces all the property that has been left there by users among other things, there is a box with a dozen pairs of shoes in it one of the pairs is patent leather they become the focus of attention statements of possible sightings of the killer mention a man wearing glossy shoes also, a pair of light-brown heel-boots are among the shoes they too fit some descriptions of the killer the size of the shoe also indicated his height if the police send out a message immediately to all police on duty to question any man wearing either type of shoes, they may catch him note 1 of course, the biggest murderers of all are the bankers vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: crime () murderers () the dreamer is in a pub playing a game of darts he needs one-hundred and thirty-seven to win the dream ends before the darts are thrown vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: games () static () darts 07082021 the name of the dreams: table for sale, x for free - a slippery run a female acquaintance, not a girlfriend, asked the dreamer to let her know (look for) if a rectangular dining table came up for sale within a day or two, a table matching her requirements was advertised in the local newspaper using her car we headed for a small town or large village about seven miles away it was a bungalow the woman of the house opened the door we see her hubby just once after we enter the bungalow the woman is talking more or less continually for this part of the dream for reasons unknown, she becomes quiet, almost sullen the scene changes, the dreamer and the woman who lived in the bungalow are in the act of x in the back seat of a car a few vivid and pleasurable scenes later, the sound of the sirens of a police car invade the dream the dreamer says, "please don't tell me they've seen us" the dream ends note 1 another quick reminder the pleasure of x is because we are complying with realities law x is an aspect of "expand" note 2 it has now reached the point for the dreamer that x dreams in dream-time are more real than awake-time memories vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: x dream (not counting anymore) was running here, there and everywhere te dreamer is running in his slippers the slippers lived up to their name must have slipped off at least four times it didn't affect the overall theme of the dream though had to jump over and off walls was exceptionally nimble throughout the running sequence, three-quarters of the entire dream ended up in a pub somebody in the pub knew the dreamer the dreamer didn't know him or how he knew the dreamer the stranger said, "kay's here". it took a while for the dreamer to realise who he meant kay was a brief relationship and businesswoman from many years before she came into the barroom she wasn't the relaxed and confident woman of years before she looked a bit dire she hardly said anything the running part of this dream is due to greater feelings of mobility as the result of exercising vividness 2.7 participant - the category of the dream: running (6+) ex-girlfriends (2+) 06082021 the name of the dream: the gourmet sandwich company the dreamer knows a family and is talking to an enterprising young couple of the family they have just started a business in tailored-to-suit sandwiches they are selling to the local community the sandwiches can be made of white or brown bread or rolls, crusty or plain, pitta bread... the business wasn't as busy as they hoped it would be what the couple didn't realise was the way businesses were run the dreamer explains that giving "back-handers" here and there would make all the difference getting mentioned or being "plugged" in the right places would have a greater impact than just relying on word of mouth they went along with the suggestion the last the dreamer heard about them was that they were on the up and up vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: business () food delivery (1) 05082021 the name of the dream: thwarted the dreamer is the guest of prisons younger brother; borstal we have just come from induction and are in the sleeping quarters it is a small, square dormitory that sleeps a dozen young men there are nine beds, three of which are bunk beds there is not enough space between the bunk beds and the ceiling a person can kneel but that's it two of the bunk beds have been claimed it is known to the dreamer, and most of the other lads, that the two lads who have laid claim to two of the bunks are homosexuals they are hoping that a naive, fresh-looking chappie will take the vacant bunk they will go to "work" on him and probably corrupt him the dreamer mucks up their aspirations by taking the third bunk bed if the two devolving beings try to "diddle" each other in the middle of the night, the dreamer will call them out they will have to do what others of their ilk do in borstal squeeze into a single toilet cubicle an unusually vivid dream for the subject-matter probably a future time-tense vividness 2.9 to 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: incarceration () borstal (1+) homosexuality (1+) 04082021 the name of the dream: the girl of my dreams x dream vividness 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: x dream () c (1) 03082021 the name of the dream: tea and coffee but no buns or biscuits the dreamer is a new guy on the job the job is as a waiter it isn't as a food waiter though, it is for tea and coffee only, mostly coffee the area for the people sitting and drinking is massive, five-hundred plus the dreamer, along with all the other waiters, is down at the front of the room by the stage there are people on the stage dancing the dreamer begins to tap his feet and sway to the music the room starts to fill up time to do the job get a laminated wooden tray with a lip around the edges the organisers hadn't thought through the logistics of the waiters' job to get to the kitchen meant going to the oppsite side of the room where the metal barriers allowed people through to the seating area the barriers were only waist-high the deamer is tall enough to stretch his legs over the barrier failed on the first attempt but got it on the second it would be tricky with a trayfull of cups though dream ended vividness - 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: work () waiter (3+) 02082021 the name of the dream: my impish girlfriend in bed and trying to get to sleep the old bod wasn't ready though swung my feet over the side of the bed and sat up rolled a cigarette and went to light it (it should be mentioned here, smoking in bed or before getting dressed is something the writer never does - this dream must be a past time-tense) every time the flame ignited it went out almost immediately tried half-a-dozen times before realising my girlfriend has a spray or something which produced a jet of air and was having a good old giggle at my expense the dreamer isn't in the mood for it and says, "that's a childish thing to do" my girlfriend said, "pick up your phone and look at it" the dreamer says, "let me finish my roll-up in peace" fell asleep in the dream and woke into awake-time vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 01082021 the name of the dream: the other person at the computer playing a game with an unknown person the game is to get an object to the far end of the other person's territory (think it was a gladiator-type game) the dreamer made his move after the move, if the person didn't block the dreamer's next move the dreamer will win the game in two moves the object was played back it was miles off-target the game was nearly over waited, and waited, and waited for the other person to make her or his move after waiting for bleedin' ages the dreamer began thinking that the rules should be changed a time penalty or a reduction in points sent a message to my opponent, "wakey-wakey, the games not over". the person never responded then spent half a minute of dream-time composing a message containing suggestions of how to make the game more fluid it was while the dreamer was immersed in composing the message and was becoming impatient that he realised he was in dream-time vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computer () games () think-write dream () 31072021 the name of the dreams: poignant dream - home from home a fluffy white cat occupies fills all of our vision the dreamer gives the cat a few smooth rubs with his palm the dreamer then offers the cat a tasty piece of food that cats like (don't recall what it was) the cat moves its mouth toward the dolly mixture-sized bit of food it knocks the food off the dreamer's finger with its nose never before saw a cat misjudge where to pick up a bit of food the dreamer looks at the cat's owner "she's blind", she says emotion wells up inside of me and continues to build after waking up this dream, the dreamer is sure, comes from running through the words of an english lament during the day it's part of a song which starts... the darkest cloud that passed my life was also of my darling wife spent a while online looking for it couldn't find it vividness 2.9 participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () mammal () cat () blind cat (1) back in home from home (prison) it is a tightly run regimen sharing a cell a female member of staff comes into the cell she is wearing the regulation dress, blue, knee-length skirt and white blouse we enter into a conversation she is telling me what classes and activities are on the prison program one program, o.c.l., she believes, wouldn't be suitable for me she is on my side the dreamer rapidly agrees again, the theme of this dream probably comes from thoughts and feelings throughout the day vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: prison () closed () 30072021 the name of the dream: twice, nearly thrice x dream vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: x dreams (30+) two-dream x dream (1) note 1 things are definitely looking up for the writer in a couple of different ways this dream may be a reflection of those changing circumstances note 2 for the majority of people, the most intensely pleasurable feelings are the feelings accompanying ejaculation to get an insight into the pleasure felt whilst enacting straight-line-action you need to multiply the pleasure factor of x by ten-thousand that is the starting point for the pleasure of straight-line-action the writer is happy to tell you, the state of pleasure you-know-who is in when beginning a new Undulation has a "cushioning" effect like when we leave the warm environment of the home and step out into the cold, it takes a little time for the cold to start "biting" so too will it be for you-know-who as the time spent enacting straight-line-action increases, so also does the cushioning effect when she/he begins a new undulation, the increased pleasure is cushioning the pain eventually, it will be barely noticeable for her/him see also "the art of pleasure" https://endic.at/the%20art%20of%20pleasure.html 29072021 the name of the dream: "day of dreams" the name of the dream: dream five of the "day of dreams" in the first scene, the dreamer is filling a jar with liquid after putting the cap back on the jar, the dreamer turns it upside down to make sure it is on tight in the next scene, the dreamer has something else in the meantime and when he looks again the liquid is seeping out of the jar this two-scene dream is the result of doing the same thing with a jar with liquid in it during the day note 1 there were two more one or two-scene dreams in this sleep the name of the dream: dream four of the "day of dreams" got an invitation to a social event the event was for the rich and powerful powerful in the sense that those who headed the list had a gangster status their code of behaviour was extremely rigid in a skewed way the wives of the "dons" were queens, while the husbands took the decisions and gave the orders a person could get away with a personal joke with the husbands but not with their wives if nothing else, it would give the dreamer the chance to see how the other half of a corrupt society lives the convention-cum-gathering turned out to be even more formal than had been envisaged if anything the dreamer is under-dressed the sit-down banquet is scheduled to begin in an hour or so time enough to make a good impression or get me into "deep shit" the wife of the king don approaches and then stands in front of me after brief hello's, she leads me to the roof-garden the scene changes, we are walking down a wide staircase the balustrade leads down to the main hall where most people are gathered at the seventh or eighth step before the bottom of the stairs, she grabs hold of me and kisses me full on the lips the tone of the dream changes the woman has decided she wants me dead, the dreamer didn't show affection towards her when we were alone on the roof the kiss is a deadly sin she could say whatever she wanted to her husband and he would believe her no if's and but's an indiscretion of monstrous proportions had been perpetrated a levy would have to be paid but not there and then if people were shocked they didn't show it we are walking through the throng of guests a waiter offers the dreamer a platter with round chocolates wrapped in silver paper the dreamer takes two there is a bowl with large crisps in it the dreamer takes one the woman tells the dreamer not to eat it yet and asks me to give it to her after handing it to her she drops it can't tell if it was a deliberate act or not the woman asks the dreamer to pick it up he picks it up and hands it to her she then said, "eat it" the tone of her voice is not humourous, it is a command that has menace in it for the dreamer to say he is bewildered is an understatement, he is flabbergasted what's happening? the dreamer says, "no" the next thing the dreamer knows is that two short and ultra-stocky "heavies" are by my side they are going to force me to eat it the dreamer runs away from them out of the building, the dreamer is on concrete the heavies will be arriving soon the dreamer drops the crisp on the floor and grinds it into pieces with his foot the dream ends there this dream was, in part, due to thinking about the way some women have reacted to me over the years vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: social events (3+) threatening behaviour (3+) the name of the dream: dream three of the "day of dreams" strictly speaking, this visual extravaganza should be called a "dream montage" half-in, half-out, of dream-time and awake-time unusually for montages, it has a two-tone colour scheme, yellow and black the images are portrayed in thin, black lines with black shading to begin with, the images came thick and fast, two, three and four a second for each pic much too fast to take in the detail for more than one here and there it breaks new ground in more than one way it contains more images than any other montage it wasn't just single images for the last tenth of the dream, there were colour motion sequences some of them could have found themselves as an entry in dreams diary because this montage contains awake-time and dream-time states of consciousness it is difficult to assess we'll say it lasted for two minutes one hundred and twenty seconds at two frames a second of awake-time comes to one-thousand two-hundred pics of dream-time (see the Carmen dream) let's even it out and say approximately one-thousand individual pics the only other montage with this sort of number of pics in them is the "box-montage" dream of 14022018 each of the boxes in that montage contained about fifty pics however, they are not individual pics, although each pic could be isolated, freeze-framed and re-run a "box montage" has the potential to have vastly bigger numbers of pics than this dream notes 1 until the writer gets the exposure necessary and can present his encounter with the three females who visited him about ten years ago, the reader will not be able to fully appreciate the connection between dream-time and away time vividness 3 - observer - the category of the dream: dream-montage (1) dream two of the "day of dreams" back in holland staying with a "crew" of five or six guys the crew are buying and selling hash the dreamer is not involved with the "business" am living the "party" life the crew are making more money than they know what to do with the police decide it's time to "take them down" the "raid" occurs in the middle of the night when we are asleep don't have time to hide my "percy" will be charged with illegal possession leave the police station and head for the dance where everybody who is anybody hangs out have on pants and a t-shirt the doorman won't let the dreamer in unless he can search him protest at being searched but the dreamer takes off his t-shirt the doorman is giving the dreamer a long, hard look before he decides whether to let him in or not the dreamer looks at the doorman straight-faced and serious and says, "i'm a man, i don't lie" go into the club sat down and get distracted by something before the dreamer knows what has happened a girl has nicked his t-shirt trying to get her to give it back without getting "macho" about it the girl will only give it back if the dreamer buys her a drink she's already half "sloshed" tell her we'll get some blow and drink and go back to my place vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: holland () hash () relationships () girl () the name of the dream: dream one of the "day of dreams" am living in a flat with two other guys one of them is paul price knew paul from secondary school days he is as friendly as they come he went on to become a session guitarist he is a well-respected person who carries a lot of weight the other person is unknown to me something the dreamer said causes paul to say to him, "let me show you something" he goes to one end of the room, starts running and when he is at sprint-speed does a forward somersault and lands on a table on his feet the dreamer says, "i am impressed" he goes on to say, "are you making a statement", and, "what's the point (you are making)?" he didn't reply the dreamer says, "my area of expertise is to come up with solutions for seemingly unsolvable problems" the scene changes, am now in a big bed with luxurious linen and a fluffy eiderdown somebody knocks on the front door or it might have been a bell that rings one of the lads answers the door a girl walks in and asks, "is such and such a person here?" before anyone can say anything a bloke in his mid-thirties comes through the still-open door in a hurry he is five or six centimetres short of two metres tall, wearing a flat cap with a shiny peak, a donkey jacket and carrying a half-metre square flat black satchel that straps over his right shoulder and is resting on his left side he could have been the postman he had come to get something though, not deliver it he said, "which one of you is so-and-so" his eyes fix on the dreamer before anyone says anything, he must have been given a description of the dreamer he pulls out a gun it's not a revolver it has a silver sleeve the length of the nail of the little finger stuck into the barrel of the gun the dreamer surmises it shoots or injects something into the skin the dream ends there vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: intrigue () friends and acquaintances (30+) paul price (1) 28072021 the name of the dream: star trek script a think-read dream which reviews the script for the next start trek movie there is talk of bringing in william shatner this dream is due to falling asleep while watching the film "galaxy quest" vividness 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: think-read dreams () films (1) the name of the dream: the strong swimmer out for a walk along by the river at a point of the river where it widens to about twenty metres, there are three or more people swimming two-hundred metres further downstream there are cafes and outdoor activities looks like one or two hundred people take off my shoes and pants, jump in and start swimming towards them immediately, the feeling of great strength is noticeable in the dreamer's legs the speed at which the dreamer is propelling himself is the same as that we see when watching olympic swimmers going for gold it reminds the dreamer of the time he first used flippers the flippers doubled the speed when using the crawl stroke even better, the pace is increasing as the dream ends this dream is due to the feeling of strength the dreamer felt during the day after doing standing cycle peddling - see exercise diary vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: strength dreams () swimming (1) 27072021 the name of the dream: the unwelcome guest have just woken up the flat is silent sounds are coming from the street it sounds like mid-morning a friend and his girlfriend are letting me stay at their place until the dreamer gets his place the dreamer doesn't expect he will need more than a day or two to get his accommodation the front door slams it is my friend's girlfriend she is letting me know she doesn't want me there her footsteps are deliberately heavy, she bangs things down in the next scene, her boyfriend is in the dream she says. "i've only got pie and chips" the dreamer gets the impression there's only one pie she asks the dreamer what he wants with a mixture of sarcasm and playfulness, the dreamer says, "the left-overs will be fine" vividness - 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances () the name of the dream: easy peasy a dream about editing and cataloguing dreams the dreamer is enjoying the ease with which he is able to copy and paste whole dreams from document to document it has never been so easy vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: using the computer in dreams (5+) editing dreams (1) 26072021 the name of the dream: the trilogy of rings each ring is slightly bigger than the next the rings are made of what looks like jade there is a single white gem in each of the rings in the first scene, we see the left hand of a person it could be female or male we don't see any faces in this dream she or he is wearing two of the rings one is on the ring finger, the other on the middle finger the person is taking one of the rings off her or his hand the dreamer says to someone, "i knew what it meant when i gave it to you" one of the rings changes hands whenever the person wearing one or more of the rings meets a person who enacts an act of exceptional love (a woman or a man stands aside when she or he sees that another woman's or a man's life would be fulfilled by another person who would adore her or him for life in a way the current person doesn't), or generosity (a woman or a man gives the money she or he had saved to buy a house for the person they intended to marry when a woman or a man are in the position of not having enough money to start a married life in a home which had those things a new family needed) the person taking the ring off their hand in the first scene has witnessed an act of love or generosity even greater than the act she or he enacted to merit getting the ring all three of the rings will at sometime, end up on the hand of the person who persistently enacts the greatest acts of love or generosity we all know who that will be this dream must be the future of every future Undulation in which only those who can attain heaven walk the earth vividness 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream: extreme future undulations (1) 25072021 the name of the dream: tis better to have lived and loved... a think-read dream exposing the jews for what they are, a money-making organisation note 1 there are a couple of white jews somewhere in the world who is the definition of a couple in love they have everything they want they are happy and healthy unfortunately, they have a vengeful god (https://www.biblestudymagazine.com/bible-study-magazine-blog/2018/8/14/a-jealous-violent-and-good-god) vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read dream () the jewish conspiracy (1) link for think-read (https://endicat.com/dreams-think-read-dreams/) second sleep, first dream in a crowded area a man hands me a ragged-edged envelope it has thirteen-hundred pounds in it no one notices the hand-over just as well, we are in a prison second dream on a coach the coach is stopped people are getting out of their seats and getting off it is as though the dreamer is one step ahead of everyone else am making my way along the aisle without stopping third dream walking through a compact park two girls make some comments i suggest we play a ball game didn't notice at first, they have a dog with them when next to one of the girls and talking to her she calls the dog it is a behemoth of a dog it easily outweighs me it has the coat and markings of an alsation noticeably, it has black fur around its mouth like the girls, it has a friendly disposition offer the back of my hand for the dog to sniff the dog, like the girls, is ready to play vividness 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: multi-themed dream: money () coach () girls with a dog (1) 24072021 the name of the dreams: resolution - sexy goings-on - attraction to a lizard - attraction to a puppy a dispute over the ownership of a pair of speakers has been going on for years the situation was, the dreamer overheard two people talking about how they had bought an expensive pair of speakers for loose change the two males having the conversation knew the dreamer could hear what they were saying but shady deals were part and parcel of our lifestyle the two males were delighting in the circumstances they had in effect robbed the robber within a month or so, the opportunity for the dreamer to rob the robbers who robbed the robber came along the dreamer took it the dreamer would, he knew, be a prime suspect it was just a matter of brazening it out a close acquaintance was visiting the dreamer he didn't know anything about it the dreamer had to go out for a minute or two he told his acquaintance not to let anybody in while he was out the people who the dreamer stole from concluded it was me who stole from them they knew the dreamer wouldn't let them in his premises, so they sent someone he did know to the dreamer's place of work to have a look-see for them my acquaintance knew the man they sent very well and didn't think he fell into the "anybody" category he let him in he was still there when the dreamer returned the dreamer knew there was no point in asking him not to say anything it now meant having to move everything worth stealing what the dreamer didn't know was that the people who bought the speakers had promised them to someone else the person expecting to receive them did know people who would recover them by force they were out-of-towners there were weeks when, by sheer circumstantial luck, they kept missing the dreamer by minutes their frustration grew and grew in the end, they left a "message" with my brother they set fire to his car in the middle of the night moving forward a few years the person who was supposed to receive the speakers and the dreamer cross paths (let's not forget he knows the speakers are stolen) he is still smarting about it the dreamer is doing well he is in his prime, has a quality car and girls aplenty he gives him one of the speakers and offers to sell him the other one for a song the person promised them feels he should be given both of them for free he agrees, begrudgingly vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: sexy goings-on (8+) ray appears from my right he is in a rush, almost flustered he is enthusiastic about a great job with lots of potential a newly-opened nightspot called the buzz-bar is looking for waiters the job is more of a passport to the jet-set than a job celeb's and high-rollers are flocking to it it is going to be the new "in" place the dreamer's all for it we head for the buzz bar with a purpose we get there and are now in a bedroom-sized room two girls are conducting the interview after a bit of chit-chat, one of the girls, the smaller of the two, is oozing salaciousness in both her face and speech she says to ray, "lower your pants" the dreamer is more than just a bit surprised when ray complies without a moment's hesitation the same girl gives out an involuntary, quiet squeal as ray reveals his all the dreamer realises he will be asked to do the same thing it then dawns on the dreamer this is a setup within an hour or so, pictures of both our genitalia will be in circulation the situation is the women run the business the pictures of us will be available to the other women almost immediately the women will choose their waiter for the night based on the attractive qualities of the male's personality and genitalia if they think they're getting a look at mine without me getting a look at theirs, they're mistaken going for the jackpot, the dreamer says, "a true test of attraction can only be established if the woman and the man fondle each other" the salacious girl is up for it her companion is mulling it over when the dream ends vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: xually-related dreams (4+) attraction to a lizard from somewhere, a green, flattish lizard appears it is about the size of a modern mobile phone a lot thicker though it emanates a demure quality the dreamer senses it wants to be cuddled he picks it up and places the lizard against his neck and throat the dreamer then lies down with the lizard nestled comfortably between the gap between his neck and the surface of whatever it is the dreamer is lying on the lizard is motionless except for its barely perceptible movement of breathing whether it was a female or male isn't known what the reptile wants is the warmth of the dreamer's body vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () reptiles () lizards () attraction to a puppy the dreamer is asked by a passing stranger if he wants a puppy and opens his jacket the dreamer can't resist the puppy-dog-eyes and agrees to take it the puppy senses that he is about to have a new owner and jumps out of the coat of the passer-by and onto the chest of the dreamer the passer-by brings up the subject of money the dreamer has to open his coat to get to the money he goes into his pocket and brings out a note the passer-by is satisfied and walks away the dreamer then realised that he doesn't have the puppy and the passer-by has gone from the dream the dreamer becomes panicky as he looks around on the ground the dreamer's attention is drawn to the roof of the car parked next to where the dreamer is standing the puppy is looking dejected his eyes meet the dreamer's eyes as with the first time we made eye contact, he jumps onto the dreamer's chest the dreamer determines that the puppy will never feel abandoned again this dream is based on an awake-time instance when a young lad offered the writer a puppy dog as he was a few hundred yards from home the writer bought the puppy-dog this dream almost certainly came about as a result of thoughts of getting a dog during the day before the dream vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () mammals () dogs (7+) 23072021 the name of the dream: the hors d'oeuvre trolley the dreamer is not sure if he works in the restaurant or he has been invited by the owners or clients as the dream starts, we are seated at a round table the table can seat eight or ten in the first scene, there are four or five of us we expecting more people two or three people have something from the hors d'oeuvre trolley the dreamer goes against his desire for food and decides it would impress the others at the table if he joins one or two of the others and declines anything from the hors d'oeuvre selection as the trolley is being wheeled away the dreamer is on the verge of calling it back the dreamer is famished the feeling of hunger accompanies his waking vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: food (10+) hors d'oeuvres () 22072021 the name of the dream: the unfinished conversation a trio of callers, a girl and two boys, are at the door after the dreamer answers the bell the dreamer invites them into the hallway he will not be inviting them into the living-room the callers are all around the twenty-years of age bracket they say they are visiting me on behalf of a neighbour the dreamer asks them to make the conversation as quickly as possible they agree with nods one of the boys wants to know if the dreamer will compile a musical collection for the house-bound neighbour the dreamer tells them that he did make a compilation for him some while back again, there are nods the dreamer is trying to make sense of their visit why would they ask me to compile music for the neighbour? he could tell them what he likes and they could make a compilation it comes to light that they belong to a religious organisation the dreamer suspects it is the jehovah's witnesses their visit is to find out about me the dreamer is about to ask if the girl's name is evie when the dream ends vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unfinished dreams (10+) 21072021 the name of the dream: fly in the fridge the writer's diet has gone through some major changes of late one of the changes was to eat at least four or more fruits a day after a couple of weeks, the dreamer changes his fruit diet he goes from four or more fruits a day to only oranges it was during the day before this dream when the thought, which is clearly remembered, to incorporate grapes into the diet occured the dream, a two-scene dream, has the dreamer opening the fridge door, then moving things around the dreamer sees, then reaches for, the see-through carton of grapes before his hand gets to the carton, he sees an insect standing on the grape closest to him it had two very small eyes, four legs, two antennas and two feelers, longer than any other parts of its body, coming out of its head being as it was in amongst fruit, the dreamer thinks it is a fruit fly even though it doesn't have wings (non of the pics in google images for "fruit fly" came close) there is a momentary staring-match between fly and human the scene changes, the dreamer is looking into the carton of grapes he sees a grape that has been knawed it puts the dreamer off wanting to eat any of the grapes vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (10+) insects (2+) note 1 the grapes in the dream are easy to explain how or why the fly got into the dream is mystifying theories' to explain it are too wild to proffer 20072021 the name of the dreams: the photo portrait company - a night at the theatre was going around from person to person and place to place drumming up business for a new venture the idea is to have a video interview with a person, family, friend, business colleague, etc. the dreamer would then watch the video with the person who engaged him at their home or a place of their choice the client would indicate, at various points of the video, that or those expressions which "caught the essence" of the person's personality the dreamer would then freeze-frame the video, for a second or a few seconds, looking at which frames best captured the client's view of her, or his character eventually, the client would settle on one frame the chosen frame could be painted by an artist or, and this was the main novelty, be given a computer programme which rendered the image into a geographical map, the same as in ordnance maps, which lays out the terrain in uneven concentric circles (http://www.themapcentre.com/ekmps/shops/themapcentre/images/ordnance-survey-1-5-000-map-map-print-sent-by-post-please-select-map-size-a0-ground-coverage-3.9km-x-5.4km-6713-p.jpg) the programme was dirt-cheap cheap enough to give away the client would save himself the expense of hiring an artist to fill in the colours her or himself a lesser and more expensive novelty was to give the coloured picture substance with a "paper texturising-machine" which gave it the look of an oil painting vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: innovation in dreams (3+) a night at the theatre the dreamer is connected to an actors' guild by way of his musical connections they invite him to a mens' night-out at the theatre the dreamer gets the o.k. to invite members of his family-friendly he persuades four or five relatives of the family to join him for reasons not featured in the dream, the members of the family can't get to the theatre until about twenty minutes after the curtain goes up in the theatre, it is dark the dreamer can see there are two hundred or so people the nine or ten men the dreamer is with are all seated at the back row wasn't able to concentrate on what was going on on stage as the dreamer wanted to be aware of his relatives the moment they walked in the members of the family come into the theatre at the time they said they would the dreamer's hand shot into the air the moment he saw them they made their way to him and sat down the dreamer says, "will introduce you to my colleagues at the intermission felt pleased that my relatives had entered the theatre and made the way to their seats with complete anonymity vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: theatre-related (2+) family, friends and acquaintances 19072021 the name of the dreams: poor judgement - a dead-live cat was living at home with mom we headed into town on the bus, mom asked me if a friend of mine had a key to let himself in the dreamer had, on a couple of occasions, given him the key to let himself in mom went on to say that some of her things had been moved one or two things had gone missing mom wasn't getting senile, far from it if things had been moved and gone missing, things had been moved and gone missing thought about the possibility of him stealing things the circumstances meant he must have had a key cut for himself the dreamer had misjudged him would have to buy new lock and keys when we were shopping vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances () at someones home it was a three-people home their child, a young boy of about ten years, had a wrap-around leopard skin complete with the head a first-time visitor to the house didn't know about the leopard skin he had walked into the boy's room and had frozen with fear the dream became one of laughter as the dream ended this dream was caused by watching the film "sammy going south" (http://endic.at/Sammy.Going.South.1963.mp4) vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: film-influenced dreams (5+) 18072021 the name of the dream: ufo compilation at the computer am putting together clips of sightings of ufo's the first two clips seemed to know where to go on their own compiling video clips had never been easier on the third clip, the dreamer-computer liaison started to break down in came the old problem of clicking open folders and then moving the files into the folder things ground to a halt completely on the fourth clip no amount of finger-tapping on the folder icon opened the folder woke out of the dream in a state of frustration vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: ufo's (4+) computer limitations (4+) note 1 17072021 the name of the dream: x dream vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: x dream () 16072021 the name of the dream: 3D audio another "first" fell asleep listening to a radio play of the science fiction story "foundation" in the first scene of the dream, the dreamer becomes either the person speaking (participant) or an observer, i.e. listening to the characters in one scene in particular the voice "carried" from one place in the scene to another imagine, you are in a room, someone says something, the stereo faculty of our brains pinpoints the position the sound came from, we look to where the voice is, we observe the face of the person speaking, the person stops talking, someone, somewhere else in the room, replies to what the first person said, our gaze goes to the person replying we become the person replying (participant) or are observing the person replying imagine that happening three or four times it was just two months and two weeks ago (03052021) when the writer had his first 3D visual dream there was depth in the first scene of this dream but not enough for the dream to be categorised as a 3D visual dream it is just a matter of time before we are able to access the full range of all senses in both awake-time and dream-time vividness 2.9 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: 3D audio (1) 15072021 the name of the dream: cat and mouse a lorry-full of vital items destined for the general public is seconded and the items are to be scrapped because the military needs the specialised container of the articulated lorry to transport a military device the self-employed owner-driver of the lorry gets wind of what's happening and takes matters into his own hands he intends to make sure the goods reach the people for whom they are intended the driver of the lorry is a lifelong trucker he knows the dirt-track back roads, gulleys and roads through forests which aren't on any maps it becomes a cat and mouse-type dream in one scene, the trucker takes cover in the maze of roads of a "spaghetti junction" (https://www.google.com/search?q=largest+spaghetti+junction+in+the+world&sxsrf=ALeKk039Q3O8gv3NppBP_37o7tcuYJl4kQ:1626376366070&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjh88eM5OXxAhVRolwKHar4C94Q_AUoAXoECAEQAw&biw=1292&bih=665#imgrc=WApT8BudkhqDfM) there is one place in the junction which is big enough for two or three trucks that are only known to truckers the dream ends as the goods reach the people they are intended for vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: vehicles () lorries (2+) 14072021 the name of the dream: the white room a highly vivid dream set in holland a hostel houses two hundred plus guests the dream is in the ablutions of the guest house or hostel there are ten or more rows of sinks each row has about twenty sinks in, it the bright lighting, white sinks, sivler taps and the mirrors on the wall give it the illusion of it being the size of a football pitch (for a small country, holland certainly thinks big) the dreamer is almost alone in the area a tall, black-haired, well built, proportioned and retiring young man of about twenty comes to a sink near me he is irish it soon becomes obvious he has come to holland for x the dreamer offers to show him how to go about it the ablutions begin to fill up the women have no qualms about taking their bra's off to wash the dreamer tells him not to look directly at them the trick is to pretend to be shaving and look at the girls via the mirrors that run all the way along the walls the young man becomes flushed it is to be the dreamer's fun-filled duty to make sure he loses his virginity vividness 2.9 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: holland (5+) 13072021 the name of the dreams: buddies - out of sync one of those dreams that are not uncommon in awake-time you meet someone for the first time and immediately become long-term friends was sitting on a wall across the road from the gym the gym was in a shopping centre a passer-by asked the dreamer if he knew where the gym was it didn't take long to get him talking about the merits and the exercises of keeping fit went with him to show him where it was in no time at all, we were "working out" together he was soaking up very bit of information the dreamer fed him among other things that we talked about was the benefits of having a training partner after we finished exercising, we walked off into the day together and began planning for what we would do that evening vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () male () keep-fit themed-dreams () got up and dressed with nowhere to go in particular went to see a friend at his place, the dreamer persuades him to go out to a dance he is enthusiastic about it one slight problem, the shoes the dreamer has got on aren't dancing shoes no problem, he has two or three pairs of shoes my size he puts the shoes down by my feet for reasons unknown, the dreamer isn't wearing socks the innards of the shoe are soft and thick the slightly moist feet of the dreamer doesn't enable him to slip the first pair of shoes on easily the theme of the dream changes from a "going out" dream to a "keeping him waiting" dream no matter how he tries the dreamer can't get the first pair of shoes on there are then four to six scenes of the dreamer trying to get shoes on can get the right foot of one pair of shoes on but not the left then can get the left shoe of another pair on but not the right it gets ridiculous try to get two different styles of shoes that fit each pairing looks more stupid than the last the dreamer's friend has become impatient he says he will wait for me outside the frustrated dreamer is still trying shoes on as he wakes up this dream represents a feeling of frustration the writer had during the day we are twenty-one, going on twenty-two years behind schedule it's anybody's guess how many Undulations it is going to take to synchronise our evolution to the year 2000 vividness 2.9 participant and observer - the category of the dream: emotions () frustration (2+) 12072021 the name of the dreams: sorry - birds, again a three-scened dream a girl is reading out her written apology it is a sincere, almost touching, explanation of why she deceived me think she had stolen from me the letter was from the heart the dreamer dismissed any thoughts of compensation vividness 3 - observer - the category of the dream: spoken think-read (1) during a sleepy lie-down, a vivid Montage with about seven scenes played out all the scenes were of budgerigars in motion think they were all in cages vividness 3 - observer - the category of the motion-Montage: animals () dinosaurs () budgerigars (1) - https://endicat.com/dream-montage/ 11072021 the name of the dreams: sensible people - fruits for my sweet a company has reached the point when it is obliged to go public and offer shares there are those within the company who can see there is a fortune to be made by selling cheap and re-buying unbeknown to the dreamer who is trying to warn people what is going on the dreamer is shunned by most people because they are in on the scam there are two scenes that show the documents have been re-written to stop the company from going public this, in turn, enables just a few people to reap most of the rewards the dreamer is frustrated that he can't get some people who should know better to see what is going on it becomes clear that the dreamer is going to be dismissed then there is another couple of scenes showing documents on the day of the floatation, the company is saved by a few people who want the company to remain in the employee's hands and they slip in a few clauses which enable the company to stay with the workers there are furious recriminations from those who wanted to sell when they realise what has happened vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: business () fruits for my sweet my girlfriend has come round for the evenings am going to surprise her with a fancy fruit salad go to the fridge to get the ingredients the envisaged scene of her being delighted with the presentation is dashed when the dreamer sees the fruits they have been in the fridge for too long some have mould on them others have gone soft attempt to separate the usable from unusable the dreamers best efforts aren't good enough my girlfriend looks at the fruit on the table she can see the fruits aren't fresh she goes to the fridge one look tells the story the dreamer is left with mud on his face vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () food () fruit () 10072021 the name of the dream: fire in the night two of us leave a house in the wee hours of the night think we had been playing cards there seemed to be an unusually lot of activity for the time of night first, one or two cars whizzed by at the bottom of the street then, a male went sprinting by from left to right at the same place as the cars looking in the direction they were going, we could see a soft, red glow it was obviously a fire then the words "plane crash" sounded out it wasn't the sort of thing that got my companion or myself excited we would hear about it in the morning vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: plane crashes (1+) 09072021 the name of the dream: a healthy dream in town walking along have a walking stick in my right hand it's as much for style as it is an aide it gives that little bit of added security which enables the dreamer to walk normally next scene, on a drop handlebar bike on a dual carriageway of an inner ring road (looks like coventry) there is next to no traffic must be moving at forty k.p.h. someone else on a bike passes me as we are approaching a fifty-metre decline that leads to a roundabout have gathered too much speed the roundabout, although a large one, is too small to manoeuvre the speed the dreamer is going am approaching the roundabout too fast a vehicle could come out of the blue from the right keeping his left hand on the top of the handlebars, he applies the brake on the right-hand side of the handlebars the sensation of speed and deceleration at this point of the dream is one of four or five of the stand-out moments of the dream the dreamer is on his way to see steve he is living in an upstairs flat of what looks like a factory floor or a warehouse ask a man in a white coat if he knows him he does he tells me he lives across the other side of the building i say, "no, he lives on the first floor where of where we are" steve emerges from a door to my left he has a bushy, full head of hair he sees me and completely ignores me i say, "o.k. i'll leave you alone" next scene away from the factory and walking in a spacious environment with wide walkways walking with a stick it's more for style than an aide for walking the dreamer's steps are sure, he can feel the firmness of his feet on the ground a young lad of about twenty steps off the road and onto the pavement next to the dreamer can tell from his face that he is a friendly person we begin talking as we are walking he puts his hand and arm between my right arm and body he is too friendly for his own good a predatory male could easily take advantage of him we go to where he lives he shows me the body of a home-made guitar it needs strings and pick-ups tell his father or carer that i can finish it and make it playable the young lad shows me his record collection they are in a cardboard box about a metre square and a third of a metre deep there are about a hundred 45's in it the dream closes at the end of this scene vividness 2.8 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: multi-themed dream () 08072021 the name of the dream: tubes and tanks what started as an average-sized fish tank that connected one fish tank to another by way of a see-through cylindrical tube became more and more elaborate over three or four scenes eventually, a four by five-metre living room was a blaze of colour and movement as fish swam through the tubes from tank to tank, that went from floor to ceiling and wall to wall this dream was due to the idea of a single fish tank connecting to another fish tank by way of see-through tubes some months ago this dream was the fulfilment of that idea vividness 3 - observer - the category of the dream: animals () fish (2+) 07072021 the name of the dream: dressed for the occasion the dreamer finds out that a girl who lives near him and he fancies goes dancing the place she goes to isn't a disco but a live "big band" dance hall although it is a big band and plays popular songs the music isn't contemporary popular dance music the desire to become acquainted with the girl overcomes his preferences he gets his friend to come with him to the dance the dress sense is not casual as would be the case at a disco but semi-formal, shirt, trousers and jacket the dreamer has got it covered he has clothes he likes wearing which are formal on the night, the dreamer is wearing black velvet trousers and silk or silk-like shirt his friend is wearing brown trousers and a white shirt at the dance, the dreamer is watching others dancing it is definitely not the sort of dancing he would do normally he finds out that the band stops playing about halfway through the evening, and it becomes a disco the girl is enjoying herself dancing with her friend is already smiling as he asks her, "will you dance with me later when the disco music starts?", she says, "yes" the writer is thinking about how things will go with her when they are on the floor together when the dream ends vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () girls () 06072021 the name of the dream: a rat and two spiders the dreamer is living alone no girlfriend no friends the dreamer is at a low ebb in his life, and things are about to get worse a large plain, grey/brown spider decides to set up home in the dreamer's, bare one-room bedsit as a countermeasure, the dreamer gets a rat to "sort it out" the spider shows its face again the dreamer hits it with his pillow the spider falls to the floor, stunned the rat makes short work of it another spider with a big, coloured body appears in the dream (stand-out visual) it is more like a tarantula than any other type of spider that comes to mind the dreamer doesn't want to witness its demise the dreamer leaves the two antagonists to battle it out the rat will obviously be the winner the spiders in this dream are the result of watching a video of three or more people discussing their feelings about spiders vividness 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () mammals () rats (1) insects () spiders (3) 05072021 the name of the dream: life is but a dream won a competition the prize is a very small rowing boat the boat is delivered to the nearest mooring to the dreamer go along to where it has been delivered at a push, two people can sit in it one of the things the dreamer intends to do is go to a nearby river with sandwiches and a flask of tea and photograph the birdlife the spot the dreamer has chosen is at one of the widest parts of the river it has bullrushes that extend for fifty or so metres along the banks at one point, the growth narrows the river to little more than a stream it won't be possible to get close to the bank using oars the dreamer will need paddles there is then a couple of scenes when the dreamer buys and then tries to use paddles it's a little tricky to start but it soon became easy to use them the dreamer makes plans to take his girlfriend with him she is happy to try it the dream ends vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: competition prizes (1+) rowing boats (1) 04072021 the name of the dream: pies, pasties and claustrophobic places the dreamer is the undisputed king of pies his pies define the word pie an envious upstart is attempting to take his glory by introducing a meal-in-one pastie credit to the upstart, it is a scrumptious pastie there may even be an ingredient or two in the pastie which could find its way into the dreamer's pies in an effort to gain popularity, the upstart comes up with the snazzy name of "the gingy pastie" (yes, the writer is aware of a brand name that has a similar sound to it) into the dream comes the adjudicator his unbiased judgement will settle the matter the upstart is desperate to take the crown he cosies up to the adjudicator he fails to understand the adjudicator will see his approach as a transgression of fair competition the dreamer becomes aware of what the upstart is doing and intends to catch him red-handed trying to influence the adjudicator's opinion to get to the adjudicator means having to squeeze between two tall, smooth walls the dreamer is having trouble moving through the narrow space of the walls a feeling of claustrophobia comes over him he can see the adjudicator and upstart at the end of the enclosed space the sight of them together spurs him on if it hasn't already, the fact the adjudicator and the upstart are in conference will turn public opinion against him the dreamer is no longer worried about being dethroned vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: food () pies and pasties (1) 03072021 the name of the dream: a nighttime dream a late-night meal at a sit-down fish and chip shop is the last thing the dreamer does before heading for home as he walks past a house, a black dog comes through the gate it wants company the dreamer strokes the dog the dog then lies down and exposes its stomach the dreamer scratches its stomach the dreamer takes a liking to the dog and decides to become its new owner the dreamer takes a few steps away from the dog and beckons it to come to him the dog stays lying on the pavement in the last scene, the dreamer is approaching a t-junction as he is about to cross the road a sleek sports car enters the dream the dreamer waits for it to pass the car stops a couple of metres to the right of the dreamer the unseen driver is, it appears, being courteous the dreamer isn't sure what the driver's motive is and feels unsafe about the idea of walking in front of the car both the car or the dreamer is stationary as the dream ends vividness - 2.6 to 2.7 - the category of the dream: nighttime dreams: food () fish and chips () animals () mammals () dogs () cars () 02072021 the name of the dream: ambition without understanding this one-scene dream is of a monkey the monkey is the size of a boy of twelve or thirteen we are looking at the monkey from a metre or so above it the monkey is attempting to cross a bridge it is not using the wide footpath of the bridge but the supporting iron structure underneath the bridge the bridge straddles a river the distance from one side to the other is about fifty-metres it is at least eighty metres to the river below the monkey becomes stricken with a severe attack of vertigo it loses its sense of orientation and lets go of the metal above its head we see the monkey falling it doesn't look scared mercifully, it is no longer aware of its situation vividness 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: deadly outcomes () animal () mammal () monkey 01072021 the name of the dream: pioneers the dreamer is a young boy he is about ten years of age he is in a shop buying sweets getting the right sweets is taking too long the dreamer wants sweets that have different centres in them the shop doesn't have the ones the boy wants what the store-keeper does have is marble-sized sweets that have a shiny two-toned shell the shells are brown/gold, yellow/pink... (the stand-out visual) the boy-dreamer is enthusiastic about them he looks through the store window he sees his family and some close relatives, about twelve people, stretched out over a distance of about forty metres, are waiting for him the boy-dreamer realises he is holding people up he steps outside the members of the family are just the tail-end of a much bigger group of people stretching over a distance of a hundred and fifty metres there are about fifty people most are on foot five or six are on horses they too are waiting for the boy-dreamer momentarily, he feels guilty for keeping everyone waiting at the furthest point of the scene are small mountains the terrain is mountainous and the ground is parched more desert than fallow ground we are about to embark into unknown territory in search of habitable ground vividness - 2;7 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: 30062021 the name of the dream: should have been an x dream under the eiderdown lying down in bed having a conversation the person the dreamer is talking to isn't seen in the dream a girl is listening to us talking she has long, bunched up auburn-coloured hair she is wearing black slacks and a black top the slacks and top are a different shade of black the dreamer says something to her the girl immediately joins the dreamer under the covers the dreamer is not naked, he is wearing pyjamas the girl doesn't get undressed she turns her back to the dreamer now we are in the "spoon" position the dreamer places his right hand on her shoulder his forearm is resting on her upper-arm he says to the girl, "it's great to have a girl close to me" the girl can feel parts of the dreamer through her clothes the dreamer knows the next thing he says will determine what happens next before the dreamer has thought of what to say the dream ends vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 29062021 the name of the dream: about-turn accusers a think-read dream about a woman the woman is incorrectly accused of wrong-doing before she is cleared of doing anything wrong, she is persecuted and condemned it's amazing how quickly people come up with reasons for not taking the blame when they are wrong vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: think-read (10+) 28062021 the name of the dream: more about love the dreamer has an audience of three or four people he is laying out how it works and why things are happening the way they are "because our destiny is both qualitative and endless we are bound to be magnanimous" "it would mean nothing if we were to make our way into the future and pay no heed to those who could also experience it if they knew how to but didn't do anything to guide them" "what sort of joyousness is it that ignores others who don't realise what's available?" "there is a special type of satisfaction that only occurs when presenting the way it works to others" "there is a wholesome characteristic to a love that starts last and finishes joint first" "everything that can be done will be done to make every individual realise and expand their potential" the dream goes on making analogies using different circumstances black and white a room filled with objects made of silver there are at least two more dreams like this elsewhere in the diary one is on the 09122014 will categorise them as reflections of love vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: reflections of love (3+) 27062021 the name of the dream: my father was an astronaut first scene, man in an astronauts suit the suit looks the same as the ones we're used to seeing on the telly the difference was the backpack went right down the calves only the face was visible it was a little eerie the words "i'm your father" sounded out the dreamer follows him into a tight corridor two or three other people entered the dream the dreamer says, "what's it like?" was referring to living forever he never responded but walked through a wall and out of the dream addenda: vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: you-know-who (1) astronaut (1) the name of the dream: the eligible bachelor modesty prevents the writer from putting in the details vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships (38+) female (29+) 24062021 the name of the dream: a poke in the eye to the establishment it is a society run on whim and favouritism every so often, everyone is re-assessed there are three lines of people at a guess, about seven hundred people moving slowly two columns of people moving one way and the third moving in the opposite way when at the front of the row the person is allocated their new work i.d. while shuffling forward hear two people talking in the row next to me the row they are in is moving much slower than the one the dreamer is in one of them mentions his name it occurs to the dreamer that the way things are run is so sloppy it's just possible that if he gives someone else's name by the time it comes to light the person who discovers it won't be bothered to run checks or initiate an investigation it works like a dream the dreamer is given a position that enables him to leak bits of information uncovering the true nature of the people calling the shots it won't bring big changes immediately it will, however, sew the seeds of discontent and revulsion a final scene, a bird flies into the kitchen and perches itself on the top of the open window frame vividness 2.8 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: society/work (2+) 23062021 the name of the dream: a glint in the night, a.k.a. some people are a jinx after all the preparations had been made for a night out with a neighbour, at the very last moment, it fell flat when the neighbour said he'd changed his mind am fairly sure he was prompted to do it by another neighbour who was in the room and had done the same thing to me on more than one occasion i told the neighbour who was meant to be coming out with me not to expect me to organise another night out and stormed out of his house outside and walking away, a glint on the floor drew my attention and looking closer look it turned out to be a coin as with other dreams of this type, finding one leads to seeing another and then another and so on there were about a dozen coins of gold and silver in my left fist when the neighbour, the person who persuaded the man who had wanted the evening out to change his mind, was standing nearby and seen what was happening he made a casual remark and i told him to f' off it didn't stop him from coming over and grubbing around on the ground alongside me and saying things aimed at placating me after a little while, he hadn't found anything and my run of luck ran out as well addenda: vividness 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: finding money/valuables (3+) 22062021 the name of the dream: a lucky guy a male friend came to visit for the evening at the end of the visit, he asked me if the i know where he could buy a particular item he was one of those people who point blank refuse to get a computer but don't hesitate to reap the benefits of the versatility of the computer within a minute the computer located the item and the nearest place he could buy one the computer highlighted the shop on a street map which was, as it happened, within a hundred metres or so of where we were he asked me in a way that suggested it would be a big favour to him if the dreamer would walk him to the shop even though it was evening and the shop was closed it was an easy enough thing to do and we both got ready to leave when his back was turned to my girl and said, "will give you a big hug when I get back" she leaned forward and said with uncomplicated emotions, "i want a hug now" her red cheeks and lips highlighted her clean young looks and the dreamer thought how lucky he is to have a girlfriend with such a captivating personality (stand-out scene) shook my head though the hug, i knew, would involve a kiss and, as we all know, kisses have the nasty habit of not knowing when to stop didn't want the friend to get ebarrased for a minute upon waking, the writer lay still luxuriating in the feelings of being fully rested while still on the boundaries of asleep and awake when another dream played out had come across an eye which had been in a doll or a teddy bear it not only looked like an eye but it had the look of being alive in the dream, had placed the eye between the fingers of my clenched fist and put hair above and below it a split second before she saw it said to my girl, in a way which suggested it was a cute pet, "found this little thing" her brain filled in the blanks and she was seeing a living thing as big as a head inside my clenched fist she recoiled instinctively for a split second before realising she had been "got", again addenda: vividness 3 to 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships (35+) female (25+) male (15+) 21062021 the name of the dream: talk-through tuition at the computer watching a programme which walked people through the steps of building a website it was an "idiot-proof" procedure that didn't allow the person creating the website to make a mistake whenever the person made a mistake the programme auto-initiated a return-to-previous-step procedure and wiped that or those commands which led to the mistake the mistake was highlighted with an explanation of why the error occurred and explained how to avoid repeating the mistake notes 1 this procedure is similar to the way think-write dreams are composed addenda: vividness 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream: computer (3+) website/page construction (1+) 20062016 the name of the dreams: cashing in - high tea - the magpie and the black cat a local newspaper has as its headline, "the company? is bringing its opening date forward by three months" the soon-to-be-opened shop specialises in kiddies items the company intends to take advantage of the announcement that a rare breed of a bear will be on exhibition in the town centre in a few weeks the paper notes that the company is resorting to cheap tactics cheap tactics are the grist of newspapers so they should know meanwhile, somewhere in holland, a cafe has a notice in its window saying, "it comes on slowly and stays with you all day" the notice has a drawing of a steaming cup of tea it is referring to hash tea meanwhile, looking out of the kitchen window and into the back garden... a magpie "calls out" a cat the dreamer's attention is drawn to the excited squawking of a magpie as it hops in quick, jerky movements near a bush a smallish black cat emerges at speed from out of the bush in an attempt to catch the bird with the help of a flap or two of its wings, the magpie jumps neatly up onto a branch of a nearby tree the bird is about one-and-a-half metres off the ground the cat weighs up the situation and decides not to enter the bird's territory the magpie is taunting the cat with sounds that have a mocking characteristic the cat slinks away utterly demoralised at about three metres from the bush, a sound, or a movement or a thought causes the cat to swivel its head around and look back at the magpie the look of homicidal intent in its glaring pale-green eyes is only too easy to interpret vividness 2.9 to 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream: two-themed dream (40+) animals (40+) dinosaurs (10+) birds (3+) cats (2+) hash tea (1) note 1 the next class of beings are due to emerge in about twenty-five million years this website feels confident that in twenty-five million years the birds will still be around, whereas mammals will have become, as all species except the birds of the dinosaur class did, extinct see also part eight of This page - https://endic.at/S/SU%20-%20SZ/summary%205th%20august%20-%2020th%20october%202010.html 19062016 the name of the dream: peeved a new girlfriend invited me to her home she liked me and i liked her and we both fully expected we would "cement" our new relationship that night i wore a suit in case she wanted to go out she didn't want to go out and wanted us to watch a film i was sitting on the sofa and expected her to come and join me she didn't, instead, she sat on her own why didn't she come and sit next to me? the black and white film lasted for ninety minutes and we watched the engrossing film without saying anything the film finished she stood up, turned off the t.v. and said, "take your jacket off" i shook my head and said, "no" "why not?", she asked i looked her up and down, "because", i said she had a pained look on her face and the dream ended addenda: vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships (37+) female (28+) 18062021 the name of the dream: a narrow escape and a narrow doorway in the town centre a young man latched onto me then he was joined by someone he knew they were up to something they tried to get me to go somewhere with them but the danger signals were flashing could sense their frustration when i made an excuse and left them in the next scene, there were two girls and another young man on a bike one of the girls left the dream and the remaining one let me know she was interested the three of us made off to her place she lived way out of town now we are in the country and walking along a narrow dirt path with low hedgerows at the top of a brow, a village in amongst trees came into view there were at least two steeples in the village in the valley it was taking too long to get there and i said, "if we don't get there soon i'm going back" then became aware that the pushbike was motorised and was perfectly suited for the path were walking along the young man would occasionally give the bike the "gun" and make like a dirtbike racer and disappear and re-appear i asked again when we would get there and he pointed to my left and said, "just there" in the next scene, i am following the girl up some narrow spiral stone stairs we are in one of the steeples at the top of the stairs, the girl has to turn sideways and squeeze through the doorway to get into the accommodation when she is through the doorway her young daughter of about five greets her the two of them retreat into the room i begin to squeeze through the doorway but it's too narrow and i get stuck and have to pull myself back out i call out to the girl but she doesn't re-appear and the dream ends vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream: low-life men (3+) unfulfilling relationships (2+) 17062921 the name of the dream: the programme we are in a time when technology rules everything that can be known about a person is known have moved into a new place to live the first thing that the new-dweller has to do is sync her or his biology to the all-encompassing programme having done that, the first order of the day is a meal the first food that the dreamer considers is rejected by the programme because it has one particular substance that is incompatible with his physiology the programme gave the reason, it would throw a more important biological process out of balance it gave equally convoluted reasons for the next four or five foods that the dreamer thought of the programme corrected the pronunciation of one of the words the dreamer used it was fun to vary a syllable here or there and get the programme to speak with a foreign accent the thing is, it gives reasons for not eating or reading or watching this that or the other but, annoyingly, it doesn't give suggestions or recommendations of what is suited to the person it must be that when no negative advice is suggested it is alright for you this dream is a similar theme to the dream of 11062021 the main difference is the colour the colours in this dream had more texture or substance vividness 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream: future technology (5+) in the home (?) 16062921 the name of the dream: the mouse and me a dream about computer folders the folders contained drawings and photo's there were instructions on how to sort and assemble them used the mouse to initiate changes and move the pictures from place to place this is the first time that using the mouse didn't present problems addenda: vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computer-related (15+) mouse (1) folders (8+) 15062021 the name of the dream: too casual about earning a wage got the sack from a job in a factory because of irregular attendance wasn't too bothered, jobs were aplenty, it wouldn't take long to get back into work the most immediate concern was to get something to eat went to the canteen and asked one of the women server's if i could have a meal and pay when i got my wages the women said o.k. but it meant having to wait until the rush was over a female from admin came to me and told me to go and pick up the bits and pieces that had been in my locker and were now in one of the offices there was a scene in the office with my items on a desk, gathered them up and the dream ended without getting a meal addenda: vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: work (7+) unemployment (1+) 14062021 the name of the dream: magic in dreams a tale of a top-down society the main figure in this dream is a "jolly-giant" type man he is friendly and brash for someone with unlimited credit, his clothes left something to be desired they are too tight he is in a generous mood with a gesture and a pronouncement, and a bit of dream-magic, he transforms people from the confinement of a restricted money supply to that of princess and prince status he could do this by placing his hand over the crotch of a person they instantly became a celebrity their clothes changed into tight-fitting, silver-coloured, one-piece garments the jubilation of the girl he had just transformed became infectious everybody's spirit was lifted he could transform lots of people in minutes how many more of us could he transform before the dream ended? vividness 2.9 to 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (7+) 13062021 the name of the dream: the all-purpose indentification and purchasing offer while surfing came across a fantastic offer it was an introductory offer for a new way of both buying software and hardware online through a universally recognisable identification it seemed too good to be true the new customer could try out the service free of charge before signing up for it decided to buy something to try it out it worked without committing myself to buy it, an order for a technical programme was downloaded onto the computer tried using it for purchasing goods again, confirmation that the item was on its way came up on the screen as soon as the "confirm" tab was clicked it didn't take long for the dreamer to realise that someone, somewhere had made a monumental blunder could load up the computer with dozens of programmes and then unplug the computer there was no way the people offering the service could take them back staggered by the implications, brought someone else in on it excitedly, told the person what was happening and to bring his laptop over we filled in the purchase form confirmed the order only it wasn't accepted after trying to get something else for him and that too was declined, we realised the introductory offer was for my computer only never mind, the dreamer could order hardware for him what business in its right mind would let you buy things you always wanted, use them for a while and then send them back? there is one possibility in the dream of 08102014, an awake-time situation occurred not unrelated to this dream a "give away" offered by toshiba, which on the surface of it seemed too good to be true, turned out to be an exceptionally good deal (ten space pens that could write in zero gravity, on wet paper, at minus 40c and upside down, with ten spare refills and a retracting pencil for a tenner!) within seconds after placing the order the writer realised just how good an offer it was and went back to the website to place a repeat order only to find the webpage had been taken down the writer had landed at the page on a specific time a bit like a lottery win someone at toshiba with a generous sense of fun and the status to do it had put the page up for as long as it took for the first person to place an order still got the space pens and refills looks like they will last a lifetime this dream may have its origin in the Pde's - https://endicat.com/dreams-pdes/ think about my good fortune with pens regularlly vividness 2.9 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: purchasing online () hardware and software (1) 12062021 the name of the dream: columbo's indiscretion this is an epic dream - https://endicat.com/dreams-epic-dreams/ vivid scenes with lots of detail in each scene several of the scenes had enough detail in them to complete a page-full of info in the first scene, the crew and cast are having a break between shoots the dreamer recognises a certain interplay between columbo and one of the female characters it is an exchange of words, looks and body movements that the dreamer is only too familiar with the inability to hide feelings of admiration for another person although it is obvious to me, no one else seems to be aware of it the dreamer catches columbo's attention just after he has had dialogue with the woman he is drawn to and smiles a knowing smile at him columbo blushes a bright red someone else knows he has strong feelings for the woman from this scene onwards, columbo and the dreamer are in every scene cocktail parties, press conferences, shooting on set... it is in the writer's make-up to encourage feelings of love wherever it shows up the problem is the unbreakable bond between the t.v. columbo and mrs columbo is one of the wholesome traits of the character of columbo for columbo to "two-time" his wife would completely wreck the public perception of the character he plays it would be more catastrophic than an actual extramarital affair off set whether he knows it or not, columbo's secret is safe with me in the meantime, the writer is having a whale of a time as the crew and cast go from location to location this dream was the result of watching an episode of columbo during the day why it turned into an epic dream is anybody's guess vividness 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: celebrities (12+) peter falk (2+) 11062021 the name of the dream: the quora quotient the quora quotient is a measurement of a person qualitative nature the mechanism of the measurement is too complicated to explain the method for taking a quora measurement is for a person to sit in front of "a field of sentience" the field of sentience senses the persons physical and mental state it becomes physical via the sentience machine it forms at the top of the apparatus as solid black blocks the blocks fall into position as a single line and are suspended at head-level in front of the person at the machine they are continually changing, in line with persons thoughts and feelings the delicacy of the line and the smoothness of the way it forms represents the persons' closeness to those things deemed correct the sentience machine keeps copies of every "read-out" and the read-outs are a sum of all of them everybody gets a turn at being at the helm of the machine the dreamer is next in turn vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: mind-reading machines (2+) 10062021 the name of the dreams: drink - dreams of love it is a hot day the dreamer needs something to drink he wanders into a village and then into the village hall there are three women dressed in black taking orders for drinks there are no drinks on the table they are standing behind the dreamer tries three times to convey what it is he wants it's as if the women don't speak my language he writes down what he wants it doesn't work the words the women speak after looking at what is written down aren't the words on the paper the desire for drink is getting acute other people are getting served without any problem the dreamer listens to what the others are saying someone gets a drink which is more or less what the dreamer wants the dreamer finally gets a vodka and orange with ice the dream turns into a female relationships theme the girl of my affections isn't seen in the dream but her presence is felt we are taking it in turns to express our feelings for each other our sentences are on the short side we are deeply in love vividness 2.6 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: two-themed dream () thirst () love () 09062021 the name of the dream: why don't birds smile? the dream starts with the dreamer in a room the room is about 4 metres square there is an abundance of colourdrea did the dreamer imagine it, or did the colours move? it took another two "takes" of the scene for it to fall into place the moving colours were birds it took another take or two to realise they were moving in sync with me every time the dreamer moves, crosses his legs, scratches his nose... the birds take a step or two towards him the dreamer has a bit of fun he makes disjointed, non-rhythmic and pretend movements the idea is to get them to stop in mid-stride don't recall seeing any of the birds standing on one leg the final scene is an in yer face still pic of the yellow head and blue neck of a cockatiel he doesn't look amused, why don't birds ever smile? vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (80+) dinosaurs (6+) birds (4+) 08062021 the name of the dreams: investments - the mind's of children woke up with the memory of a vivid dream fresh in my mind the moment the writer began to recall the dream a mixed-theme montage began, and i do mean mixed everything, from a display of hats to gardening tools to titillation in the form of a hand going down the front of a woman's jumper fell back into sleep after could no longer generate a flow of images a dream began in which the theme was the dreamer being invited to invest money in a new product or scheme it had all the hallmarks of being a winner alas, the amount of money the dreamer has isn't enough to buy him into the venture the dreamer is feeling into the pockets of his clothes in the next scene he discovers a wad of notes in the pocket of a pair of trousers more than enough to buy a stake in the scheme a voice comes from the radio the female announcer says, "next we have a play about a young boy who believes jesus is buried in the hill near where he lives" woke up and began musing about the mind's of children vividness 3.1 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: investments (4+) children theme (7+) montage - vividness 3.2 - the category of the montage (mixed-theme) 07062021 the name of the dream: screwed a blockage of the underground sewage system was causing serious health problems and needed to be fixed the dreamer is given the task first scene, in a tunnel under the ground appraising the situation the sewage wasn't being moved along the tunnel with water in a stream as was imagined the water had been separated from the solid and the solid was finding its way along a turning corkscrew mechanism about a metre in diameter the screw was encased in a tubular housing and couldn't see how long it was the problem quickly became apparent metal objects which looked like cans had become wedged in the grooves of the corkscrew and were blocking the flow of the matter next scene, the top half of the tubular casing surrounding the corkscrew mechanism had been removed the screw was still turning when the casing was removed it turned out the screw wasn't made up of a single long screw but was a collection of single screws about a metre apart and turning at different speeds it meant getting between the screws and rocking each screw back and forth until it became loose and using a metal bar to loosen the compacted matter the dream had become dangerous and the dreamer was starting to get claustrophobic one by one the screws were cleared and a sense of accomplishment accompanie the finished job addenda: vividness 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream: enclosed areas (2+) underground the name of the dreams: the newcomer to hobbitsville, the intruder the pic above is the closest to the scene in the dream except there was only one large building set in front of an imposing rock-face, and a viaduct sixty-metres in front of the large builng that led to a fifty-metre pool of water in front (the breadth of the scene didn’t show how far the water went either side of the large building) of the spiralled large building a festivity was underway everybody would be attending when the dreamer gets to within about a hundred metres he becomes perplexed to get to the building means having to swim through a three-channel viaduct other people are going through, although the dreamer is hesitant if others are swimming through, the dreamer doesn’t see any reason why he shouldn’t be able to the dreamer gets into the water and baulks at what he sees there is no space visible between the level of the water and the bricks of the viaduct to do the crawl stroke as the dreamer watches others going through, he notices that they turn over onto their backs when they need to breathe this enables them to gulp down enough air to swim more metres before taking another breath the ones doing it get through the viaduct in three or four breaths the only way to make progress underwater is to do the breaststroke if your lungs are big enough you may be able to get through wiith one big breath the dreamer goes for the one big breath technique he gets to the mouth of the viaduct and takes in as much air as he can part-way through the tunnel all his breath has gone there is momentary panic got to keep grip of the situation it’s a matter of life and death a calm head prevails the dreamer rolls over onto his back and rises the five-centimetres gap between the water and the bricks seems enormous suppose it would be if you thoght you’re a goner the dream ends with a sense of relief for the deamer you would think there would be at least one scene at the end of the dream which has the dreamer dancing and eating and generally making happy none of it definately ain’t going to hobbitsville again vividness 2.8 – participant and observer – the category of the dream: fantasy scenarios (3+) swimming (2+) near-death dreams (3+) note 1 the combinations and permutations of the number of categories of dreams must be in the thousands of thousands of millions perhaps dreams diary comes to an end when there is at least one dream of each category how many years must there be to have one dream a night to for thousands of thousands of millions of dreams? 04062021 the name of the dreams: no name, the two-tone dog four or five people come to visit they all have dogs on leads one of the dogs is ginger with a black tuft of hair on the back of its neck she or he wants to be friendly she or he responds to my playful movements dream ends as we are playing vividness - 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: dogs (8+) no name night-time walking away from home turn right at the t-junction at the bottom of exe street the above three lines are from memory the entire voice recording was distorted sorry about that 03062021 the name of the dream: nowt queerer than folk nature brings together, as it does, the unlikeliest of couples the couple in this dream is in the unlikeliest category she is built like a tank, brash and forceful he is softly spoken and his manner is mild the couple have a poor opinion of me my latest indiscretion is opening further the already open window of a neighbour and speaking to him to be accurate, the window was open three centimetres or so and had to pull the window opens to be able to speak to the neighbour face-to-face could hear the condemnatory mutterings of the couple coming through their open window while talking to the neighbour through his open window people talking about others in a poor light is one of those things we have to put up with in life was hugely gratified, therefore, when, while in the kitchen, with a view that took in both of the neighbour's homes, to see the male of the couple trying to talk to the neighbour through his slightly ajar window he encountered the same problem the writer encountered when he tried to talk to the neighbour on the day of his "indiscretion", his mouth wouldn't fit in the gap between the window and the window frame the dreamer watched, and it has to be revealed, got a degree of satisfaction, as the male tried two or three times to angle his jaw so that his lips were between the gap if he had asked the writer, the writer could have told him that the only way to talk to the neighbour without raising his voice was to open the window vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: neighbours (2+) 02062021 the name of the dream: i'm back, almost at the dancing "hotspot" in town mobility is nowhere near back to normal however, enough momentum has built up and has propelled the dreamer to see if he has found his dancing feet the first "move" was to lie on my back and swivel around got it down pat on the first go managed three swivels on the first attempt a piece of carpet, about a third of a metre square, appeared by putting the carpet side on the floor and lying on the adhesive side the grip allowed me to use the weight of my legs to get enough momentum to swivel a full circle then it was possible to either do another swivel with no noticeable stops or swivel back the way the first swivel come from one of the true-blood girl dancers came over to "check me out" she wants to know how the dreamer moves when he's standing she starts dancing she is good tapping her feet between steps, bouncing up and down twice as fast as the beats the dreamer simply hasn't got back into that good a shape he says apologetically to the dancing girl, "give me a couple more years and we'll see what we can do" * haven't had the fluidity or range of movent or enjoyed a dance dream this much since the dream of 23102014 this dream was due to re-starting the cycling exercise without any resistance on the wheel the idea is to concentrate on the ease of the range of movement made the mistake, again, of thinking that building up muscles was the key to improvement the dream was also influenced by half-a-minute of a young woman freestyle dancing to the charleston in one of the episodes of the original series of the twilight zone here (http://endic.at/charleston.freestyle.mp4) it buoyed up the belief that any style of dancing is enhanced with original, impromptu moves incidentally: the five loves of my life are... 1 babies'/children 2 women 3 music 4 dancing 5 walking vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dancing (8+) 01062021 the name of the dreams: a vague dream - she was looking at me a one-scene dream of a girl the girl has just stepped onto the pavement outside of her house the front door is halfway to being closed her right-hand is pulling the door closed as she moves away from it the girl has light-brown hair, is wearing a light-coloured, plain dress with a tight belt that pinches-in her waist and flares at the bottom she has half-heel high-heel shoes before the door has closed we are locked in eye-contact she has an intense look that says,"i'm a girl and you're a boy" the man has to initiate any advances amm just about to do just that when the dream ends vividness 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream: eye contact (1+?) another dark and moody dream (three dark and moody dreams in a row) a dream with no theme plenty of detail though each scene or theme of the dream came through as an impression each scene/theme could have been the result of a single, fleeting thought of the pde's - https://endicat.com/dreams-pdes/ none of the scenes/themes connected to the previous scene or theme a carpet that needed hoovering and a hoover that made no sound as it sucked up the bits from the carpet a trip to an idustrial site in a canvas-covered lorry driven by a woman the woman spoke but don't recall what she said seeing the scenery passing by as the lorry headed to its destination; a site that had a high but flimsy wire fence around it a room that was square and receeded twenty metres into the distance different activities, evenly spaced, happening along the entire length of the room an interview with a psychiatrist thinking there may be a connection between a persons the low tone of a dream and blood pressure, took a measurement of my pulse it hovered around fifty-nine to sixty-one (there may be mileage to be had by connecting blood pressure to the quality of the dream) vividness 2.5/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unconnected-theme-dream (1+?) 31052021 the name of the dream: all is not fair in work and play two dreams with the same theme, work-related cum position in society this dream is dark and moody there is tragedy and death there is also camaraderie and goodwill the dreamer is befriended by a couple who are happy with life and the way society is run they make sure the dreamer gets a "fair shake" still, a sense of foreboding accompanies all the scenes except one in the last scene, fortune smiles on the dreamer he is elevated to a coveted position he feels a little bit guilty that he is "sitting pretty" while others are still in the same rut the dreamer was in at the start of the dream vividness 2.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: society (7+) work (10+) 30052021 the name of the dream: to start with a sense of foreboding accompanies this dream upstairs in the bedroom am in a state of vulnerability can't move properly due to a lower-back problem, a slipped disc or something like it a snake so big it's too big to see all of it in the room it looks to be about half a metre in diameter it isn't moving one way or the other but can see its body moving as it breathes in and out the snake is replaced by a lion the lion is ready to attack the lion is replaced by a snarling tiger the window is the only way out looking out of the window can see a giant eagle it may be the fabled roc of legend it is too far away to reach me without moving the dangers are receded the dream becomes a ravenous x dream vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: threats from predatory animals (6+) x dream (20+) bernie (5+) 29052021 the name of the dream: naked laughter a one-scene sequence of a male comedian standing naked he is covering his genitalia with his cupped hands without realising it, his "member" slips around the side of his hands he thinks everyone is laughing at his entertaining monologue the scene where he realises the real reason people are laughing is missing from the dream vividness 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream: nudity (7+) male (2+?) 28052020 the name of the dream: shark v's mom and me mom and self are in the property-buying business mom is happy to let me do the negotiating the seller is yer typical money-grabbing individual the dreamer recognises that the seller is "sweating" he is in a rush to sell the seller maintains his stance of "no compromise" on the asking price the dreamer emphasises he is eager to purchase the property immediately the shark can smell a kill his confidence is soaring his expression changes to despair when the dreamer says, "will accept the asking price if you replace all the fixtures relating to the heating" a "speedy" sale is no longer likely can see a compromise on the price coming vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: property (3+) mom (4+) 27052021 the name of the dream: the cure-all there is an illness going around perhaps plague would be a better description a preventative cure, in the form of a liquid, is the most sought-after commodity the amount taken is a variable twenty-five per cent of the recommended dose produced a twenty-five per cent level in improvement etc. vividness 2.5/6 - observer - the category of the dream: pandemics (3+) 26052021 the name of the dream: a visit to the rowley's it is a special day in the christian calendar it is not cold which means it is probably easter the dreamer will, as usual, be generous towards the children of which there are more than six nothing like a ten-bob note or half a crown to transport a child's imagination to alice in wonderland territory the dreamer is still eating a custard cake he bought from the baker's shop that is in a row of shops the row of shops is a main alighting stop for three or four buses the shops are about thirty metres from where the rowleys live it is one of those cakes made of a mixture of crispy and soft layers of pastry it is rectangular it has icing on the top and a custard filling it is something of an accomplishment if you can bite into it and not cause the custard to squirt out of the side of it and onto the floor a seasoned scoffer of a custard cake earns early on to lean forward on the first bite to avoid getting any spillage onto your clothes, it's a bugger to clean off the trick is to bite into it slowly and deliberately with just enough pressure to cause an amount of the custard to remain clinging to the slice and then scoop it into your mouth with your tongue am standing at the front door with another couple of mouthfuls to go when the front door opens someone must have seen me coming through the gate or walking along the four or five-metre path that leads to the door their front door opens into the living room it is even more clustered than it was on the last visit two armchairs, a table, a t.v. and six or seven youngsters ranging in age from seven or eight to fourteen or fifteen it is vibrating with youthful life for the first time in a visit to the rowley's they have a dog a puppy beagle (yes another beagle-dog-dream) the puppy automatically comes to investigate the new life form the dreamer is seated by now he straightens his legs to allow the puppy to run up him and onto his lap the puppy gets halfway up the dreamer's legs before falling flat onto its chin in the final scene, the dreamer stretched out and almost in a lying down position the puppy's stomach is resting on the dreamer's stomach wallowing contentedly, in a state of semi-sleep as it goes up and down with the motion of the dreamer's diaphragm vividness 2.9 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends, neighbours and acquaintances - animals (20+) mammals (12+) dogs (8+) beagles (3) 25052021 the name of the dream: money first, please homeless and penniless in london went to a lodging house in a built-up area which, i was told, would take in lodgers who didn't have the money to pay beforehand the lodging house was run by a couple who had partitioned three of the rooms and let them out for boarders the couple were in their fifties they did indeed let boarders in who didn't have money all they expected of the boarder was that he went to the dole office and ask them to assure they would pay for the rent when that was done the dreamer went back to the boarding house the woman and man then phoned the dole office to verify the dreamer had made a claim when they were assured the claim had been made they knew they would be paid they accepted me as a boarder knew that a bed and a breakfast are mine for an indefinite period am no longer down and out the room itself was as meagre as it was possible to be no light shade, no cupboard, no carpet, a classroom type-chair, sheets, a single blanket and a pillow tomorrow would try to get a little venture going, it had the potential to go somewhere it all depended on meeting the right people vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: boarding rooms (2+) 24052021 the name of the dream: the ghost-lover stops it x dream vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream:: x dream (15+) the ghost-lover (3) 23052021 the name of the dreams: ultra-smart meter - he's all wrong, almost - stereo fixation those readers with smart meters will know this dream is credible the first smart meter bill has arrived the family is enticed by it the dreamer is pissed the dream becomes a Think-read dream - https://endicat.com/think-read-think-write/ a black and white bill with more than six categories is showing in the dream the categories are, "individual times and totals of the amount of electricity used, when first used, last time used, the device used, which member of the household a device belongs to . . ." different members of our house are not happy that everyone else can see what devices they are using all we need now is smart water meters and we can tell when mom or sister is having her periods notes of course, the argument can be made that a person shouldn't want or need to hide anything try telling that to the secret services the secret services want to know everything about everybody to be able to control them the cry of "national security" is the mantra of those who have lost control of their destiny and now seek to control others this intrusion into your domestic life yet another tool through which the secret services can "muck" us about this dream was due to realising that smart meters can interfere with the mechanism of a device it was only yesterday when an expensive sharp microwave went haywire the microwave wouldn't respond to the cooking commands the commands were being accepted but the microwave was not executing them or, the commands flashed onto the display screen and either flickered on and off or didn't display at all, or, the commands showed on the display screen but didn't execute them, or, nothing showed on the display screen when a command was entered . . . a smart meter can be a boon the writer was both appaled and pleasantly surprised with the rate of consumption of some devices this website advice . . instal the meter, turn on your electrical devices on one at a time, write down or memorise the consumption of each device, unplug the meter vividness 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: smart meters (1) think-read (25+) he's all wrong, almost the male in this dream has appeared in other dreams he is not known as an awake-time person, although he is surely an actual person this guy is all wrong he dress code is non-existent sloppily dressed in dark, creased trousers and creased shirt and casual jacket, drawls his speech, his stance suggests he wants to lie down you get the impression he is fed up with life to his merit, he has an appealing face the dreamer is sitting on an armchair the wife of the man is in an armchair on the other side of their small living room the man sits on a stereogram that has a t.v. on it the table breaks under his weight he is on the floor with the table and t.v. across his chest and legs he gets up and does something with the legs of the table in the final scene, the t.v. is back on the table for some reason the t.v. and table look better than they did before breaking vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: dream-time personalities, who is he? (1) (2+dreams) stereo fixation a few friends and acquaintances stopped over for the night we were up until the small hours among other things, we planned the details of an "all-nighter" disco-cum-party left the music on when we eventually "crashed" was using a pair of sony shelf speakers they were placed facing each other at the furthest points of the rectangular room the music woke me about seven o'clock it was just a bit too loud the neighbours wouldn't say anything, but the dreamer would have lost some brownie points a young lad was seated on a chair in the middle of the room he was stock still for the first time, he was hearing music in stereo the stereo sound was pronounced in the dream the track playing was the byrds singing turn, turn, turn - http://endic.at/The%20Byrds_-_turn!_turn!_turn.mp3 (stand-out part of the dream) notes 1 yet another first stereo sound in a dream notes 2 it's just a matter of time before all the sensations we experience while awake find their way into our dreams the exception will be the absence of pain the montage of 03052021 is edging toward 3D in dreams the writer's awake-time memories are not recalled in 3D plus, the dream of 12112017 demonstrates that the accuracy of the details in dreams is greater than the accuracy of the awake-time memory again, the writer is bringing it to your attention that it is looking more and more likely our dream-time consciousness becomes the dominant state of awareness in the future sleep tight lovers vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (10+) stereo (1) 22052021 the name of the dreams: the girl with the million-dollar smile - the foot jugglers have dropped in to see liz she has a friend with her unusually for liz, she doesn't have any hash she asks the dreamer if he has any he does he has almost a "quarter" he cuts off enough for liz to make a joint he knows liz will need all he has within an hour will have to make my excuses and leave as quickly as possible note 1 as a photographer, have seen some pretty dazzling smiles, both at weddings and in a studio environment liz's smile outshone them all her teeth-smile would have held its own at a miss world contest or a hollywood premier alas, her weakness was the demon booze it took her from us when she was in her mid-thirties few people were aware of her demise the lives of those of us who knew her darkened that day vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: hash (12+) family, friends and acquaintances (30+) liz (2+) 21052021 the name of the dream: john and the goliaths there is great concern about the pollution of the seas pollution is of no concern to the armed forces the dreamer is in a single-seater rowing boat in an expanse of water that occupies all horizons the sea is calm two ships, a battleship and a submarine, english i think, are performing naval manoeuvres the battleship fills the furthest areas of the scene it is humungous occupying the forefront of the scene is a submarine again, like the warship, it is a behemoth the sub is coming towards me it is moving at a snail's pace it nudges my rowing boat out of the way and there is a sound as it does so a young man is standing on the deck of the submarine five metres above me he has a mocking smile on his face as he say's, "sorry about that" the dreamer is thinking about what might happen if the sea becomes restless he wakes before it does vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: one-scene dream (4+) sea environment (4+) 20052021 the name of the dream: marriage on a shoestring close acquaintances asked the writer to help with the organising of their wedding they didn't want me to do much mainly, they are relying on me to provide fruit and pastries for the guests the reception is to be at the house of the couple the couple have been living together at the home of the bride for some it is going to be a meagre affair the writer will only have to make two visits to the shops the total value of the food will be less than forty pounds something prevented the writer from getting to the shops two days before the wedding it meant getting everything the day before the wedding what should have been a relaxed, almost casual bit of organising over two days became a "rush job" if the local shop didn't have all the items needed, it would be necessary to go into town it is late afternoon the money earmarked for the items wouldn't be enough the extra costs needed for taxi fares would take us over our budget it could easily turn into a disaster if the main stores had sold out of the goods we wanted the writer is getting worried he becomes relaxed when it occurs to him that all he will have to do is to dip into his savings after all, the couple are friends vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weddings (4+) 19052021 the name of the dream: the unlikely lads a pre-dream event, in the form of a profoundly pervasive female voice, penetrates the dreamer's soul and causes him to become calm says, "love, wake up, it's ten-past seven" the voice is so real it causes the dreamer to get out of bed and start thinking about and looking for things to do it takes more than ten seconds of awake-time before the writer realises he is acting out the voice-prompt get back into bed and spend one to two minute trying to make sense of what has just happened before going back to sleep, still not sure probably you-know-who the dream starts the first scene is of an Italian man, his accent is unmistakable he has a toddler with him the toddler can't have been out a pram for more than a few weeks the man makes a snide remark it causes the dreamer to become angry my impulse is to hit him the toddler shouldn't be witness to an act of violence it is noticed the man is standing by a stone barrier about a third of a metre high the stone barrier runs around a large pool that contains many varieties of fish the pool is an irregular shape it is approximately fifty square metres the dreamer walks towards the man when the man is within arms reach, the dreamer extends his right arm and uses his open palm and pushes against the man's chest and causes him to lose his balance the man tries to steady himself but the stone barrier prevents him from moving backwards the man falls back-first into the water there are then ten or more scenes of a similar nature in every scene, the writer gets the better of his antagonist's in novel and painless ways at the end of the scenes that contain hostility, the dreamer has teamed up with a young man of twenty-three or thereabouts physically, we couldn't be more different he is three or four stones heavier than the dreamer, has a beard and moustache, is dressed like a biker and has a demeanour that exudes a person who is discontented with everything and everybody and is ready for anything before we speak for the first time, he is ready to jump down the writer's throat the moment he finishes speaking to his surprise, he doesn't find a fault with anything the dreamer says, on the contrary, his prolonged pause is inviting me to carry on speaking after making a few points about the state of the world his silence is replaced by an eagerness to hear more before you know it, we agree about the best tracks made by different rock bands our conversation returns to world politics we both agree on who the "niggers in the pile" are further, we agree on what course's of action should be taken we are "feeding" off each other in a way that neither the dreamer nor the biker-bloke had experienced before we begin our campaign after a mere seven or eight of the most influential men of the Oligarch's structure have been nullified, the way looks open to implement a lifestyle free of murder in the last scene, the one and the only use of force looks like it is about to be enacted we have an aerial view of a sniper lying on his front on top of a building his "target" is in one of the well-lit offices on the top floor of a high building forty-metres away since Murder isn't permitted, it is assumed the sniper intends to wound the person in his sights in this dream, two men with resources and determination can produce world-changing events you-know-who had to do things of a vastly greater magnitude without any help this dream was, in part, due to the feeling of strength and surefootedness felt by the writer for the first time in twenty five years the day before (the result of exercising on a cycling machine) vividness 2.8 to 3 - participant and observer - a new category of dream: pre-dream prompted (1) politics (5+) note 1 the only thing that makes sense is that the dream the writer would have had would have been different had there not been a prompt in which case, the dream is a prompt for other people second sleep walk into the office a colleague is sitting in the darkened room talking to Boy George they are smoking the dreamer remains standing, and referring to the song Do You Really Want to Hurt Me, says, "it was amazing the way just about everybody was influenced by that song, it seemed to calm everyone down" and continues, "the one that i liked most was Time" note 1 can a pop song change the mood of an entire nation? 18052021 the name of the dream: 245y had put a lot of time into making sure my end of the deal went through smoothly the supplier arrived on time after a few pleasantries we got down to it the dreamer had to give the dealer a thousand the dreamer is using large denomination notes so he only needs half a dozen or so notes the arrangement was the dreamer would pay six-hundred for hash and the supplier would give him four-hundred in small denomination notes the dreamer handed over the money the dealer put the money in his pocket he then pulled down the sock on his left foot his lower left leg had a slither of paper just above the ankle he slid the paper up his leg and handed it to me the supplier was waiting for me to read it it read, 245y was trying to figure out what was happening when the dream ended a sesnse of apprehension accompanied the dreamers awake state vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: hash (10+) hash deals (2+) 17052021 the name of the dream: loud and deadly while out and about found a gun it was obviously a real gun was it loaded? how could i find out? went to an enclosed area pointed it away from me and pulled the trigger knew it would be loud but it still didn't prepare me for just how noisy it would be it was deafening was being quizzed by the police in the final scene vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: lethal weapons (3+) guns and rifles (2+) 16052021 the name of the dream: all alright james purefoy and a female actress are on set ready for a "take" someone out of sight to the left throws him what looks like a bust from the way it moves it looks like it is made of cardboard he is expecting it but isn't quite prepared for it he attempts to catch it but it bounces out of his grasp and goes over his shoulder the female actress deftly catches it it makes him seem a bit of a div he is looking peeved when the dream ends the dreamer's favourite girlfriend has turned up out of the blue a change of scene has us in bed wearing pyjamas it's been a while since we were last together the most voracious, moist/wet-lipped kissing scene, in dream-time or awake-time memory, takes place the dreamer can't seem to satisfy his need to experience her lips she is "ready" before me the dreamer asks her to pull down his pyjama bottoms the dreamer is so firmly pressed against her she is having difficulty pulling them down go to her aid wake up trying to pull down my pyjama bottoms in the next dream, dennis, an ex-neighbour, is at the dreamers home offer to take him to the pictures the dreamer is wondering whether to take cash or a card when the dream ends in the next dream, a girl who looks like an ex-girlfriend is in the living room another woman, a home-help cum carer, is busy doing things in the background the dreamer is lying down on the sofa the unexpected girl is looking down at me she is close enough for me to be able to stretch out my foot and place it between her breasts gently rubbing the sole of my foot up and down between her breasts the dreamer says, "any chance i can see you later?" she smiles that smile it's looking good vividness - 2.5 to 3.2 - the category of the dream: multi-themed dream (50+) 15052021 the name of the dream: five into one doesn't go at home there are three visitors during their visit, the dreamer receives a phone call the dreamer is in the habit of recording and cataloguing his phone conversations after the phone call, the dreamer sets about putting the recording into its particular category one of the visitors becomes interested in what the dreamer is doing the dreamer explains what he is doing as he's doing it at one point, the voices on the recording, the visitor's voice and my voice explaining the procedure, are occurring at the same time my thinking becomes muddled while trying to cope with five different aspects at the same time it's more than the dreamer can cope with the way the dreamer overcomes the overload of information is by ending the dream the dreamer awakes to what is probably the longest Externalised sentences of any dream as he compounds all the relevant points the person in the dream has asked him into one sentence vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: externalised and semi-externalised dreams(25+) 14052021 the name of the dream: a productive dream at the computer screen the screen is full of folders (about fifteen) looking for a folder that has the word "sacrificial" in the header find the folder and click it using the pointer and clicking open a folder has never been easier go to the page within the folder have to use the keyboard to do the edit this is when the dreamer's dream-time abilities and the dreamer's awake-time abiities find their limit wake up from the dream and go to the computer and do the edit see the fruits of the influence of dreams and awake-time endeavours Here vividness 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: Think-read (20+) computer-related (10+) 13052021 the name of the dream: the redundant man the summer is coming to an end and the coffers need replenishing the dreamer sets off from home with his work tools . . . a hedge cutter, a twenty-five-metre extension lead and black rubbish bags it wasn't just the hedge cutting that brought the dreamer work after finishing a hedge and if the customer was happy, the dreamer would mention that there are other things he can do in and about the house it was a tactic that had brought him other work, like putting up shelves on a couple of occasions all in all, my income wouldn't be enough to keep a family, but enough to buy clothes, and more importantly, other tools to expand my services my first stop was a large detached house had trimmed the hedges the year before and the house owner was pleased with the work unfortunately for me had left starting work for the year too late and the house owner employed two men to do an electrical job and asked them to do the hedges as well the electrical job was a voice-responding device that could be set from between one second to hours, days or weeks it was being tested a woman's voice would say, "now, now, now", at a fixed or variable rate the electricians were obviously on top of their game and had made the dreamer redundant didn't feel bitter or resentful it was time to "up" my game vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: self-employment (3+) hedge cutter (1) 12052021 the name of the dream: internet issues a girl is having trouble submitting a form on the internet it is a two-step prcocedure she asks me to open the form and submit it for her only too glad to oblige her have the same problem opening the file as she had felt foolish not being able to open it was clicking away trying open the file when the dream ended vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: computer protocols (10+) 11052021 the name of the dream: stuck up a tree it came to the dreamer's notice that someone was stuck up a tree at the scene, there were, in fact, several people in a predicament but they were in different trees in a group of about ten trees the lowest branch of any of the trees was too far away from the ground for anyone to drop down from without getting injured the dreamer becomes aware that he is one of the people stuck up a tree the lowest branch of the tree the dreamer is on is no lower to the ground than any of the branches of the other trees the lowest branch of the tree the dreamer is in slopes to the ground at its lowest point, the branch is about two metres closer to the ground than any of the other trees the dreamer doesn't need prompting he is the only person with a chance of not seriously injuring himself when hitting the ground hooking both arms around the branch he can keep his grip as he moves arm-over-arm and he makes his way along the branch he lets go of the branch and lands on the ground the distance to the ground was big enough to cause him to hurt his lower right ribs on landing in the next scene, the dreamer has a laptop and is using the pointer to navigate along the path from the trees to a built-up area using the 3D map on the screen as is known, with google 3D maps, the user can tilt and swerve and do all manner of fancy moves the dreamer is having a wonderful time as he accelerates and slows the feeling is enhanced as the dreamer realises he will reap the plaudits and have his "five minutes of fame" vividness - 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream; weird and wonderful (7+) in-the-computer realities (2+) 10052021 the name of the dream: the hitman the dreamer is living where he lives now he is sleeping on a mattress in the hallway the mattress fits like a glove between the sides of the hallway he awakes he is aware of the presence of another person the person is behind him the dreamer lifts and turns he is resting on his left elbow a narrow-shouldered man, about 5'8/9", about eleven stone, with a dark complexion wearing a tight-fitting, grey/blue boilersuit and a thickly-woven grey polo neck jumper and tightly cut short hair is looking down at me don't notice if he is wearing gloves or not his eyes are riveted on me "who are you?", the dreamer asks challengingly he doesn't answer his eyes are fixed on mine he has the eyes of the hitman in the film no country for old men the dreamer asks him twice more, "who are you?" still, he doesn't say anything, nor does he move closer he's looking into my soul, searching for my character his eyes stop looking into my eyes for a third of a second and flick to the front door the dreamer turns to look at what has diverted his gaze through the frosted glass upper-section of the door, a dark shadow is filtering out more and more of the light coming through the glass section of the door as it gets nearer the dreamer hurriedly scrambles to his feet and opens the door a man six-feet two or more has brought a delivery the item isn't on his person it means the item is big and/or heavy, and he wants to make sure i'm in before he exerts himself the delivery man is weighing up the situation the dreamer is in sleeping attire his bed is in the hallway a man is poised stealthily behind him the dreamer turns around and asks the man in the boiler suit, "who are you?" and "how did you get in?" the delivery man echoes my question, "who are you?" for the first time, the hitman moves slightly backwards he's confident he can "take me", but two people to deal with isn't in his plan he looks down at me, and with all the menace of a bad dream says, "i'll see you again" vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: life-threatening situations (4+) 09052021 the name of the dreams: what are the chances? the first dream yesterday was of a Beagle it was more a pic than a dream the dog was obviously alive the dog was standing still nothing more happened vividness 3 - observer - the category of the dream: one-pic/scene dreams (1+) animals () mammals () dogs () beagle (1) second sleep, first dream the name of the dream: the return of the beagle the first dream in the second sleep was, as with the first dream of the first sleep, of a beagle in this dream, there was a scene in which the beagle is in someone's arms the same pic/scene in different dreams has never happened before for some years now the writer has been at a loss as to what to do and/or say/write to move things along or, the writer hasn't got a clue as to what to do, say or write it is believed you-know-who is coming to the rescue and taking a hands-on approach we'll soon find out vividness 3.1/2 - observer - the category of the dream: one-pic/scene dreams (2+) animals () mammals () dogs () beagle (2) 08052021 click pic to view video the name of the dreams: youtube 15+ - bloody head - peeping queens the first dream was a vivid red and black, ticker-tape message which went from left to right of the scene it read, "youtube 15 shades of grey “youtube“ 15 shades of grey youtube shades of grey 15+- youtube shades of. . . " it was a variation of the title of a post uploaded to youtube in ebruary 2018 it showed thirteen different types of devolving beings from the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings, one of them may be a female (have only come across one clip of a male with genitalia) this dream was the result of thinking yesterday how obvious it is that the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings exist the vividness of the dream suggests the post above will, in a future Undulation, have fifteen examples of devolving man-shaped beings vividness 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream: d-man (1+) bloody head my head is bleeding from two different places, one from the skull, the other from around the cheekbone had a sore scalp during the day and gave it a vigorous rub it made my scalp feel worse vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: injuries to self (2+) peeping queens in the last dream, had to go to the toilet for a number one two girls followed me to the bathroom they kept the door open so they could get a good look their brazen inquisitiveness intimidated me vividness 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: brazen hussies 07052021 the name of the dream: then there was one in town with a couple of friends the city centre is bustling it may have been christmas unusual for me, am wearing a blue suit my two friends aren't happy with it it is in sharp contrast with what they are wearing the real problem is it looks really good on me it makes them look like vagabonds in the next scene, they have gone three youngsters are nearby they are sitting on a knee-high wall one of them, a girl, loses her balance and falls backwards her body takes most of the impact, but the momentum flicks her head back the sound of her head hitting the floor causes me to let out an involuntary "oooh" the knock on her head doesn't phase her at all it happens like that sometimes, it either really hurts or it doesn't register there is a scene in a shop with a paper copying machine the scene is brightly lit but there are no details of anything happening vividness 2.8 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: crowds of people (5+) 06052021 the name of the dreams: prisoner of war - bangers without mash am a prisoner of war sitting down with my back against a wall my legs and wrists are tied one of the "enemy" comes and sits down next to me recognise him as a neighbour he lived across the way from me some years back he engages me in a conversion not sure if he knows i'm a good guy or not put forward my case for doing what i'm doing he listens to me as i explain about world war one he doesn't say a word after a dozen or so sentences he gets up and goes don't know if he understands my position he is on the "other side" he may or may not know what's what the dream ends i'm feeling unsure vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: war situations (3+) family, friends and acquaintances (32+) bangers without mash a consignment of pork sausages being imported from europe is found to be contaminated the english mainstream media milks it for all its worth chat shows, topical programmes, lead story for days on end after two or three days the english public is convinced europe is the devil's playground you may remember the saturation coverage on t.v.when Terry Waite (https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/terry-waite-released) was freed from lebanon it went on for weeks no other news got a look in that was the idea at the time, turkey, a nato ally, was bombing the hell out of syria even the dullest of people would have realised that the "good guys" were the bad guys vividness 3 - observer - the category of the dream: europe v's the british empire (1) 05052021 the name of the dreams: over-reaction - all the right moves the first dream of these extremes of themes is when a regular visitor called at this point in our relationship, we are taking each other for granted either one of us could call on the other unannounced and get a warm welcome was sitting on the couch eating a meal out of a bowl on this occasion put the bowl down by my side when he knocked let him in he entered into the room ahead of me it was meant to be funny when he gave his dog the leeway to approach the bowl he didn't gauge the distance right it allowed the dog to put its nose into the bowl beyond the rim of the bowl i exploded a tirade of four or five sentences streamed out of me among others, one sentence was, "now iv'e got to get all of my things out of your place" he fell silent and became sheepish it was then it dawned on me, he had deserved a rebuke, but the one he got was too severe began feeling guilty would have to apologise in the sincerest way possible to undo my unwarranted reaction vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (30+) dennis (2+) all the right moves was in a small ballroom high ceiling, slatted wooden floor, fifteen or twenty metres square there were just two or three couples on the dance-floor was standing on the edge of the dancing area a woman asked me to dance said i didn't know how to dance in ballroom style she said, "i'll show you", and led me onto the floor found it easy to follow her lead in the next scene, was finding following her easy she knew i was ready for the next bit of dance decorum and put her left elbow under my right arm and lifted my arm to ninety degrees to the floor now we were "cooking" in the last scene, are in the altogether in bed like the dancing, everything is prim and proper we are cuddling vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dancing (6+) relationships (30+) 04052021 the name of the dream: a welcome addition have scored an eighth of squishy black three of us begin the "sesh" a fourth person, nobody knows who is, he says a few words he is not pushy or in anyway objectionable accept him as an enhancement have rolled and smoked one on the second joint it is realised it wont be long before it's all gone when no one is looking break about a quarter of it of using my nails and put it in my shirt pocket on the next joint, have taken a puff or two when i realise the last person to join us is not getting a fair share of the smokes it's partly my fault am smoking the last joint until i make the next one sense of fair play kicks in wake up to hear myself saying, "sorry, didn't realise was kogging the smoke" vividness: (vividness ratings have channgecd - see 03052021 - the demaarcation point between future and past is, 2.5 is a past time-tense, 2.6 is future future time-tnse) 2.8 - paarticipannt and observer - the category of the dream: hash (15+) 03052021 the name of the dream (montage): what a Montage! the dreamer had woken from his sleep and was lying relaxed on his back when the montage began it was of a neighbour, (terry) he was climbing into the front seat of the car from the passenger side the drivers side was closest to me the car must have been hard up to the door of my accomodation he was wearing a white shirt it was the white of the shirt that set the Vividity of the montage the car was parked outside and hard up against the front-door of the house he appeared to be so close, it would have been possible to reach out and touch him it was at this this point, the montage had most clarity, 4.9 it is not an exaggeration to say, the first four or five scenes were in 3D the depth between the viewer and the car was an arms-length this montage produced a new category of montage, a 3D montage there was no sensation of movement or weight or temperature, nor was there any sound, but apart from that, this montage could be an instance of awake-time consciousness that’s how vivid it was the only way it could have been more vivid was if one or more of the sensations of, sound, weight, temperature, touch or smell, taste or emotion were present this montage sets the Precedent for rating the vividness for all future dreams and montages we will deduct .1 for every sensation that is not present there are seven more sensations that come to mind which can occur so that gives this montage a vividness rating of 4.3 to be on the safe side, we will leave another seven variations which could accompany montages… repeat, loop, serial, black and white,, etc. which can, and have, been present in other dreams and montages on second thoughts, we will need to give this a rating of 3.3 this will allow us to incorporate another seventeen sensations or relevant aspects to future ratings it is possible that many more sensations than those mentioned above will come to the fore, in which case we can always extend the rating system upward who knows, by the end of this millennium it could reach a rating of one-hundred! vividness 4.3 – observer – the category of the dream: 3D (1) live births (1) family, friends and acquaintances (31 This image has an empty alt attribute; its file name is habit.png in the next portion of this montage, we see babies being born each sequence lasts for between two seconds to five seconds there are eight to ten scenes each “delivery” have a midwife, in the form of a catholic nuns wearing flamboyant costumes the picture above is the closest could find in the montage the hood was black and the dress had black “wings” or collars there was a white upside-down “v” that went from the neck to the waist the scenes are in 2D the vividness is rated at 4 which means we are giving 3D scenes an automatic .3 have seen live births on the screen the scenes in this montage have as much detail as those seen on the screen we see the babies being held by the midwives as they emerge we see seven or eight births they are more colourful than the examples on youtube vividness 4 – observer – the category of the dream: live births (1) 02052021 the name of the dream: an array of girls/womens hairstyles head and shoullder pictures of about seven women in fairly quick succesion this dream sequence would have been categorised as a montage if it wasn't for the fact it happened while in a deep sleep will categorise it as a sleeping montage vividness 4 - observer - the category of the dream: sleeping montage (1) womens/girls hairstyles living at home 01052021 living at home it is a three-bedroomed house mom, sister-in-law and self mom and self both have a double=bedroom mom has got a great sense of humour everything is going great going great that is, until it is announced that my brother-in-law is coming to stay with us it means having to share the my double-bedroom it doesn't take long before our first serious disagreement crops up "there's no way", i tell her, "i'm sharing my bedroom with another grown man" sharing the bedroom with my brother while we were growing up was o.k. but as grown men, it simply wont work for the first time ever mom looks sad not a good ending for a dream vividness 3.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (30+) 30042021 the name of the dream: four of us,two girls and tow boys, are in a celeratory mood we have discovered a way of fixing a tooth problem we have averted having to go the dentist one of us says, "lets dance" we dance in a waltzing s style to a salsa beat my girlfriend says something which alludes to our being in bed together wake up to hear myself saying, "are you feeling fruity?" 29042021 the name of the dream: at home alone where at my current address there is a knock at the door standing a two metres back from the door is an african girl she is wearing an eager, happy smile she says, "iv'e come to help you" opent the door as far as it can go and stand back to let her in when she hass passed me, sa i go to close the door, four or five more girls are standing mre or less in a line they, like the first girl, are wearing simple clothes and the same smile "what have i let myself in for?" is the thought in my mind as they start moving forward 28042021 the name of the dream: the sound of a forceful hailstorm wakes me up it is accompanied by the feeling of coldness the weather has been erratic lately cold winds giving way to to cold warm days sit up in bed and g 27042021 the name of the dream: a trip to holland a trip to holland was well overdue bought a train ticket but don't remember the journey in holland, headed for the area familiar to me the entire layout and feel of the area was different gone was the thriving atmosphere as were the buildings it looked as though the area was under construction, but there wasn't any building equipment an area the size of a football stadium housed just three or four stalls went to a cafe that looked more like a market stall it had a comprehensive menu i intended to buy something and then approach someone in the cafe/stall who looked as though they could get me some hash the customers were elderly people not one of them fitted the bill asked the man behind the counter if he could get some hash he shook his head he then told me to go and stand away from the stall and he would come to me he came over and handed me a nugget he asked for six euros gave him the money and went off in search of somewhere which had the sort of atmosphere where i could enjoy it still in empty surroundings when a friendly guy joined up with me we would find somewhere where we could enjoy ourselves we walked in a neighbourhood filled with teens we were on their "patch" and subject to their rules two or three of them confronted us and wanted everything we had not sure how it started but a fight broke out it was only going to end one way during the scuffle, a passing single-decker coach filled with japanese tourists entered the dream they came to our rescue in a dramatic way when the coach smashed through a three-metre-high wire fence to get to us the tables had turned the trouble-makers dispersed one of the japanese tourists handed me a purple hoodie as a memento (stand-out visual) it was time to leave holland was making my way back to the station when the dream ended vividness 3.3 to 3.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: holland (4+) 24042021 the name of the dream: our beginnings and the start of the endless this is the third or fourth dream from which the writer has been jolted out of his sleep here are the details… an area that has meagre vegetation the area of the view is about half a kilometre by half a kilometre there are a few gentle slopes that rise and fall over hundreds of metres in the next scene, the area contains a river or a pool the land has marshes the first animal life to appear is a biped because the animal’s upper limbs are so bulky, the animal would, if it used its upper limbs to lower itself to eat, look every bit a quadruped in the next scene, there are at least seven other different species the thing is, none of them is recognisable as anything that has been extrapolated from the bones in the fossil record they are similar to those that are known, but equally, they look completely different (we have to consider that our current knowledge of the fossil record is woefully incomplete) in the next scene, a biped, recognisable as an early man-shaped being, captures our attention now the dream takes off we whizz forward through time to where we are now at a break-neck speed, we see scenes of recent and contemporary life big buildings, traffic, the hustle and bustle of a metropolis then we are habituating space, again, crammed with activity beyond that, we know there will be Transmutation and Straight-line action what has come to light as a result of this dream is that we haven’t taken into our view of the future the consideration that straight-line action isn’t the be-all and end-all of Endlessness no siree, straight-line-action is just one of endless phases of what’s waiting every Point in space has to be utilised and brought into the equation picture page Pre-pi is the culmination of this in the second dimension before we move into the fourth dimension we will have to “use up” every Point (11’59″‘ ) in the third dimension to fire your imagination consider… if memory serves, for every new dimension weight decreases by half? and the amount of space increases by two? the one and only picture of us the writer has of us is as two-dimensional entities in euclidean form (made up of straight lines) it is as two-dimensional beings it is now realised, the reason it is available to the memory is that it is of the past the implications of endless dimensions are fantasy-like for every new dimension, gravity decreases, while space increases* as if there isn’t enough space already *from memory, spent ages looking for the figures but couldn’t find them, gravity decreases by one-half, while space increases by one-half vividness 3.2 to 4 - observer - the category of the dream: evolution 23042021 the name of the dreams: a girl and three cars - mack's in town on the top tier of a car park in the centre of town have just been quizzed by two policemen in a police car walking away from them when lee mack appears he has the most joyfully impish smile on his face he extends his arm and points a gizmo in the direction of the police car the "beep, beep" of the gizmo sounds out clearly it turns off the engine of the police lee mack turns and runs into the stairwell behind him after a small gap of time, the police car starts back up again the policemen don't get out of the car they may not have seen him the car has only one way to go down it will pass by me on the way don't know if the policemen saw lee mack if they didn't they might think it was me if they think it's me they will search me i'm in a bind if they believe it wasn't me, i will have seen who it was and will have to give a description the prank will have made the police angry they might vent their frustration on me there's a small chance i can get out of the predicament there's a metre-wide pillar a few steps behind me the pillar is quite close to a wall if i time it right, i can hide from view behind the pillar as the poiice car tuns the corner, and then move around the pillar as the car approaches and go all the way around the pillar as the police car passes by the police car has passed by me i'm out of the danger zone the look of sheer delight on lee macks face when he used the gizmo to turn off the engine of the police car kept me chuckling for minutes after waking up looking forward to constructing dreams and presenting them as two, three or four-minute sketches when we get going, when we get going vividness 3.4 participant and observer - the category of the dream: celebrities (10+) lee mack (1) humourous (2+) a girl and three cars another one of those dreams when, upon waking, am thinking about what has to be done during the day is interspersed with the memory of the dream by the time the two states of consciousness are identified, the beginning of the dream has become too vague to recall the details what is remembered is, we are on an important task the day will be fully occupied fulfilling it my companion is also a friend he has to speak to his girlfriend before we get started we are at his girlfriend's house he and his girlfriend are talking in an animated way the girl realises her boyfriend isn't going to see her point of view she leaves the house in a bit of a storm my friend chases after her she gets in her car and is no longer in the dream by the time i get to the street to my complete disbelief, my friend is disappearing down the road chasing after her in our car by the time i get outside the job at hand has become insignificant in my frustration, i knee-kick a dark blue car next to me a dent about the size of a coconut appears to the left of the front wheel (stand-out visual) so now we've not only lost the important job but will have to fork out for a repair not expecting to be able to push the dent out of the car, i put something heavy in my jacket and swing it under the car so it catches the edge of the car and swings upwards and hits the dent to my surprise, most of the dent comes out a couple more swings and the dent has completely gone am thinking that manufacturers are making cars flimsier and flimsier to improve profits when the thoughts in the dream merge with the waking thoughts vividness 3.2 to participant and observer - the category of the dream: friends and acquaintances (20+) ray (3+) 22042021 the name of the dream: organised chaos am in a financial position which enables a complete redesign of the house a young lad, not a professional builder, but keen and fit, will do some of the preparations before the builders move in bad organisation on my part brings them all together on the same day there are eight to ten men all told the hallway is narrow and short it's causing all sorts of problems as the men go about the construction two men can't pass each other in the hallway some of the new materials are too long to bend around the corner of the hallway it's a terraced house it means taking the materials around the back of the house thirty or forty metres is added to bringing in and taking stuff out in the middle of the hustle and bustle, the young lad has, without consulting me, brought a couple of his friends to help i think he's trying to pull one over on me can feel my blood start to boil "how much are charging per hour for them?", i ask "one-pound-thirty", he says "is that all?", comes out of my mouth at that rate, it works out at less than the tip i was going to give him i calms me down, although the frenzy of activity is growing as the dream ends vividness 3.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: home improvements (1) 21042021 the name of the dreams: not the time of the season the reason for being there wasn't in the dream but back in my home from home in dreams i was, an open prison it doesn't take long before it becomes a drudgery the opportunity to do a "runner" presented itself in the form of a wad of notes and change i took it back in my home town, was on my way to buy a car when a familiar face appeared in the dream it took several seconds of dream-time before it sunk in and a sense of resignation came over me it was one of the prison staff asked him, "how did you find me so quickly?" "the prison service is a large organisation, it didn't take long", he said was taken to a building was shown into a room there were a dozen other recaptured escapees there to a man, we were demoralised christmas it wasn't vividness 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: prison (7+) open(3+) 20042021 the name of the dreams: a night out - the job seeker apart from myself, it is an all-african cast two women and two men are at my place before this night they didn't know each other one of the males asks the other, "what do you smoke?" "malawi", the other says whatever else happens, i'll be nicely stoned we are going to either a dance or a gambling casino one of the girls isn't satisfied with her clothes my suggestion is she looks through my wardrobe a tight-fitting synthetic black jacket catches her eye (the same jacket that is the subject of the dream of 24012021) she tries it on it enhances her shape, and now she's ready to go we all head off into the night can tell the girls not particularly happy with me tagging along vividness 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: african acquaintances (4+) job-hunting need money and am desperate for a job in the next scene, on the first floor of a publishing house it is an established business will be paid a decent wage if i can land the job the proprietor is spanish he speaks with a gruff voice he needs more staff but is not going to take me on unless i can sell myself my first pitch is, "i'm good with numbers" that doesn't impress him he says, "everybody is good with a calculator nowadays" my next pitch is, "i can translate from english to spanish" he replies, "there are plenty of good english to spanish translation programmes" my reply is, "yes, but those programmes tend to lose some of the writer's individuality" he nods in agreement can feel the job could be mine press home my advantage "will work for two weeks without pay", now he's listening "if you don't want me after that, i won't feel bad about it" he's mulling it over when the dream ends vividness 3.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: job hunting (2+) 19042021 the name of the dream: the pleasure park the dream opens with an aerial view of an area of desert we are looking into a ravine the view enlarges as we zoom-in the zoom-in stops at about thirty metres above the ground we see an entrance to a cave the scene changes we can now see half a dozen fairground stalls the front of the stalls are covered a chopper bike with a girl passenger and boy drive into the scene more couples on bikes arrive we anticipate a bustling fairground scene instead, we see the faces of the girls the dream becomes a Montage seven or eight pictures show variations of girls faces in ecstasy they are in the act oddly for this type of dream, we don't see anything other than the girl's faces their faces are showing intense pleasure as we move from picture to picture lots of colour in this dream-cum-montage when fully awake, the writer tries to project the feelings of pleasure in this dream-cum-montage into his one and only picture of the heavenly state (first mention of this insight into the experience of heaven) imagine you are moving forward the sensation of pleasure increases in proportion to your speed you want to experience greater pleasure you can't put yourself before others, so... as a straight-edged mathematical entity, you "connect" by aligning and touching one of your edges with the edge of the being not moving as fast as you your desire to experience faster motion "rubs off" on the other being, which in turn "incentivises" her/him to move faster there are at least one-hundred-thousand million other beings on the move in heaven the permutations for a deck of cards (52) is 80658175170943878571660636856403766975289505440883277824000000000000 https://czep.net/weblog/52cards.html https://czep.net/weblog/52cards.html you do the arithmetic for 100 000 000 000 vividness 4 to 4.1 - observer - the category of the dream: dream-cum-montage (3+) girls experiencing pleasure x (1) 19042021 the name of the dream: the pleasure park the dream opens with an aerial view of an area of desert we are looking into a ravine the view enlarges as we zoom-in the zoom-in stops at about thirty metres above the ground we see an entrance to a cave the scene changes we can now see half a dozen fairground stalls the front of the stalls are covered a chopper bike with a girl passenger and boy drive into the scene more couples on bikes arrive we anticipate a bustling fairground scene instead, we see the faces of girls the dream becomes a Montage seven or eight pictures show variations of girls faces in ecstasy they are in the act oddly for this type of dream, we don't see anything other than the girl's faces their faces are showing intense pleasure as we move from picture to picture lots of colour in this dream-cum-montage when fully awake the writer tries to project the feelings of pleasure in this dream-cum-montage into his one and only picture of the heavenly state (first mention of this insight into the experience of heaven) imagine you are moving forward the sensation of pleasure increases in proportion to the speed you move you can't put yourself before others you use your ability... vividness 4 to 4.1 - observer - the category of the dream: dream-cum-montage (3+) girls experiencing pleasure in x (1) 18042021 the name of the dream: nothing if not a trier on an overcast day, the dreamer is walking alongside a stretch of level ground the ground is sodden white lines mark out the boundaries of a football pitch two young ladies are kicking a ball around a third person, slightly older, joins them if another person joins them, they can have a game of two-a-side football they call out to me to play with them why not? the impromptu game gets underway there are five to seven scenes of me chasing for the ball the young lads know the moves their throw-ins always land at the feet of their team-mate their passes land near the feet of their teammate those rare occasions when we do have the ball, my passes, in particular, leave more than just a little to be desired in another scene, a determined effort by yours truly to get to the ball first ends up with me sliding on the soaked grass on my knees the young lads are full of it my puff is giving out in the final scene, the ball is thrown to my feet didn't realise it was a free-kick and say, "what do i do with it?" the others concluded i was a div still, we all like a trier vividness 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: outdoor contact sports (2+) 17042021 the name of the dreams: horror show - a great laugh near the reception desk of what looked like a youth hostel apart from self, it is all girls a girl standing nearby asks me for a light for her cigarette from my fag strictly speaking, it was a roll-up thinking it would be more intimate, the dreamer holds his roll-up against her cigarette she presses her "tailor-made" too tightly against my roll-up and it almost bends in half she's apologetic but we both see the funny side that was the introduction for the start of a bout of laughter of the slapstick comedy kind a few puffs of my roll-up gets the end of my "rollie" glowing red the problem is the roll-up is too thin a second try only douses the red bit of the roll-up produce a match with the intention of igniting it and lighting her fag the matches are damp instead of igniting the match it throws off a few sparks and fizzles out the next attempt causes her to drop her cigarette we both bend to pick it up and we bang our heads together another attempt broke her fag as each attempt ends in failure each failure causes us to laugh harder we are both laughing so hard we become weak and have to prop ourselves up with our hands or we would, have been rolling on the floor laughing was laughing hard for ten seconds upon waking more likely, it was the physical effort of laughing loud which woke me up there have been three incidents of uncontrollable laughing in the writer's unillustrious life the first was while waiting to be called into the interview room at the jobcentre while living in london sat next to a scottish lad about the same age don't remember any of his punch-lines do remember losing balance while sitting and having to hold onto the seat of the chair to stop me from keeling over the second time, in a room attached to the dormitory in an open prison six or seven of us are having a hash party we are well under the influence when a guy called danny suggests we have a seance in that state, anything sounds like a good idea what started me "off" was the deadly earnest way danny said, "is anybody there?" the writer was expecting a fun game of some sort it never occurred to me it was going to be a serious attempt to communicate with the departed the sudden realisation that danny really believed in ghosts and that it was possible to summon one to the party cracked me up up until that point, he was yer typical no- nonsense likeable bloke every time he said, "is there anyone there?" my laughing became more uncontrollable by the third or fourth time the writer was on his hands and knees it was getting difficult to breathe i had to crawl away there was a very real chance of hyperventilating out of the room and in the corridor one of the prison staff was walking past a day or two before we had a sensible chat he regarded me as a good person he looked down at me the writer sensed his disgust he never spoke to me again this was the hardest the writer had ever laughed the dream was the second hardest vividness 3.8 - participant - the category of the dream: laughing dream (4+) externalised dream (15+) the two dreams are from different periods of sleep horror show the dreamer is listening to a conversation the conversation may have been coming over the airways, or it may have been people talking within earshot the subject being talked about was a community that had been infected with an unknown chemical or virus the dream didn't go into the origin of the outbreak as the commentators gave their opinion, the scene turns to the affected people a group of twenty or thirty people are walking from the bottom-left of the scene and away from the observer the effect of the outbreak causes deformities as the affected people walk by the deformities become more and more grotesque the stand-out scene of the dream is when one man looks in the direction of the observer try to imagine a sculpture of the head of a person made out of firm putty now imagine the sculpture is an exact likeness of someone you know now imagine the head and face of the person have been flattened on one side the right eye is at the front of the face where the nose would be the flattened side of his face is elongated the dream ends with the picture firmly embedded in the mind's eye it is accepted that the content of dreams are memories of events that have occurred in one of the Tenses of time the vividness of this dream suggests it is the present of a past Undulation this dream was due to listening to a radio play called the "Midwich cuckoos" (https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/161846.The_Midwich_Cuckoos) before falling asleep vividness - 4.5 - observer - the category of the dream: human deformities (1) 16042021 the name of the dream: stranger and stranger in the first few scenes, the dreamer is in a spacious, well-lit setting am talking to a guy the writer has been generous with in awake-time he had never been in a position to be generous with me he is standing back against a wall three-metres away he looks pleased with himself it's as though he's about to tell a good joke he digs into his pocket and then throws something brown to me it is wrapped in cling film it is the size of a gobstopper free of the cling film, it becomes recognisable it is more than a quarter of an ounce of fresh "leb" he says something along the lines of, "it's your turn to be on the receiving end" the dreamer assumes he hasn't got any for himself and says, "what about you?" his half-smile becomes a full smile as he whips out another gobstopper-sized ball of it he says, "it's all turning out alright" the next sequence of the dream starts with the dreamer in the middle of a city (coventry) it's a warm day, which is just as well, the dreamer is as naked as the day he was born being undressed doesn't strike me as being odd, nor does it phase the dreamer in the slightest partly because he is lying on grass, but mainly because he is completely at ease what does concern me is not having the hash from the first part of the dream a dark blue dressing gown, the one that is hanging over the corner of the living room door as this is being typed, is next to me with a certain amount of anxiety, the dreamer puts the gown on and goes into the pockets of the dressing gown the hash is in the second pocket he feels in now my mood is buoyant looking around, it is the centre of town but with only half a dozen people immediately near me three elderly women thirty metres away are looking at me justifiably, they look concerned the man they are looking at has obviously escaped from the nuthouse it's quite possible the man may charge at them it's time for the dream to move on put the dressing gown on and decide to put "one" together to make the three-mile walk less of a trek can't feel the smoke in either pocket it must have dropped out of the pocket while sitting on the grass go back to the patch of grass and look for it it's not to be seen anywhere there is a stiff cigarette packet though look into the packet the ball of blow had gone but there are two smaller bits it was then that the dream wasn't making sense how did i get into the situation where i wasn't wearing clothes? couldn't work it out the dream ends it wasn't until fully awake that it became possible to make sense of the dream the subtlety through which the transition from dream-time to awake-time occurred caused me to think that the memory of the dream had its basis in awake-time it took a while to realise that the dream had ended and it wasn't parts of memories of awake-time this dream is on the 16042021 it explains why the writer didn't think he had a dream yesterday his assumption yesterday, that the memories after waking were from awake-time, it is now known, was, in fact, the dream again, the writer asks the reader to consider... the awake-time conscious is the inferior state of consciousness and we will, in the course of time, come to understand that the dream-time conscious becomes the dominant form of consiousness and we will, before going through Transmutation, be living permanently in what we now regard as dream-time our current experience of awake-time gradually diminishes as dream-time consciousness becomes the prevaillng sense of consciousness vividness 3.4 to 4.6 - participant and observer there is a scene in the dream where i have a joint the feeling of being "high" is, with two or three exceptions, clearer than awake-time memories of it 14042021 the name of the dreams: now that's what i call a dream the dream opens as the dreamer becomes aware he has just woke he is in a room about five metres by seven-metres the scene changes the room has become larger the dreamer is in a large double bed next scene, two women enter the room one has black hair, the other girl's hair is auburn-coloured they come to the bed and lie on it in the next scene, the women have undressed and are lying side by side on the bed with the dreamer the dreamer's sense of being unbiased assets itself he clambers over one of the girls and is now lying between them the next scene, we are touching and kissing the opportunity for the dreamer to introduce the girls to his brand of threesomes is thwarted when the girl with black hair manoeuvres herself under the dreamer the scene changes, the auburn-haired girl is off the bed and standing (if the girls had let the dreamer have his way, it would have been a pleasurable time for all) the dreamer is so relaxed he is having trouble becoming fully aroused the black-haired girl takes matters into her hands and places the dreamer's genitalia at her "entry" point it is a simple matter of a gentle movement to attain conjoinment there are four scenes of slow-motion activity the next scene, the girl with auburn-coloured hair has left the dream the room has become even larger it is now about eight metres by eight metres there is a large couch against the wall to the right of the bed with a girl and a boy, they are both dressed and looking our way also, there is another large double bed in the far corner with two or three people on it they too are dressed meanwhile, back at the centre of the action, the dreamer is still not fully aroused even when conjoined it feels just fine for the dreamer, but the black-haired girl is not a hundred-per-cent happy she maintains her friendly disposition but is not getting what she was expecting the scene changes, one of the three people, a male, in the other large double bed is filming what's happening the dreamer says to his partner, "is he filming us?" she doesn't say anything someone filming our goings-on isn't conducive to the dreamer's efforts eventually, the girl says, "it isn't going to happen" she says it again the dreamer is about to say something along the lines of, "it will be alright next time" when the dream ends the cause of the dreamer's poor performance is understood he simply isn't active enough during the day this dream reached new heights in terms of Awake-time awareness in Dream-time it was so, so close to the dreamer realising he is dreaming we may have a new category of dream before we're finished... montage dreams its vividness in both sight and touch is on a par with awake-time sensations the distinction between Sleep-time and awake-time continues to lessen while we're there... the day before yesterday, during a cat-nap in the day, the writer entered into the Montage state a brown wall had a rough circular design on it while taking in the detail, about one-twentieth of the design crumbled through the gap where it had crumbled a bright, white shaft of light came through (the same as is in the intro of the 1982 film "the thing" over the course of two seconds or so, about a dozen more gaps appeared each gap also let in a shaft of light before the dream-scene-feel, cum-montage finished, approximately one-third to one-half of the design on the wall was letting through light a sense of anticipation gripped the sense of anticipation was cut short immediately after it occurred the writer believes he may be able to experience and interchange between both states of consciousness within this lifetime thinking about it further, the writer thinks the vividness of the shafts of light represents the fully awake state that fits in with this dream vividness 3.8 to 4.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: xual (10+) 13042021 the name of the dreams: the charge of the children - the right sounds a four or five sequence dream in the first scene, thirty or forty children coming over the brow of a hill they are moving with a purpose we are viewing them from a slightly elevated position they are coming towards us and slightly to the right as they pass below us and before the scene changes, we see a second wave of children of a hundred or so catching up with them in the third scene, children are everywhere and more appear the longer this scene goes on the impression is, it is all the children in the world they have been given free-rein to assert themselves adults have concluded that total freedom for children will produce a natural, optimum progression of order which adults can model themselves on vividness 4 to 4.2 observer - the category of the dream: children (4+) in the second dream, i am taken to a hanger-sized building it is to be used as a communal centre i have been brought in to recommend a p.a. system someone is making notes as i point out where to place the speakers can feel the place coming to life vividness 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: p.a. systems (3+) 12042021 the name of the dreams: hesitation, park people, gliding on the ground the first dream is set in a brickyard or a cement works there are large piles of brick or cement rubble in two or three places there is an air of foreboding, although what form the menace is in isn't clear it is thought this dream is the result of falling asleep while listening to a dark and moody version of a two-hour radio play of Bladerunner (do androids dream of electric sheep?) the second theme, it is a sunny day we are looking at the entrance to a park that has tall white gates people are going into a park in large numbers the word large doesn't convey the actual number of people going through the gates into the park it would be more accurate to use the word multitudes in the third dream, we are experiencing a gliding feeling possibly ice or roller-skates not sure what brought on this pleasant sense of movement the last scene of this bit of r.e.m. is of my step-brother and step-father in a room where we live this dream is an all-white dream with splotches of dark walk into the bedroom and can see the tools and the bits and pieces of sawn wood false walls have been installed both of them are looking pleased i am impressed it is a very professional bit of d.i.y. both of them, it should be noted, are as honest and as the day is long they have built the false walls in their eagerness to please me they know i deal in drugs and are letting me know they are going to help and not hinder me i am furious it should be noted that both of them are as honest as the day is long the last thing I want to happen was to get them involved from memory, this is the only dream which contains a smell it was the distinct smell of wood and plaster three times I ask my step-brother, "did you do this?" he never answered the dream finishes the last dream is the most vivid dream for months vividness: 2.9 to 4.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: foreboding (5+) flying/gliding (5+) family (6+) stepfather (1) step-brother (1) 11042021 the name of the dream: return of the montages a ninety-second, one-hundred-plus pictures Montage most scenes lasted for between one-third to one half of a second every scene is in colour in amongst them, a white horse, oliver hardy and barbara windsor every pic/scene contained movement one scene is of a canvas portrait of a man's face the grain of the painting is clearly visible the picture started as a still scene while taking in the detail, the man's face becomes alive as he turns to face the observer, a smile forms the smile gets bigger his gaze lingers for a moment before the scene is replaced by another scene the portrait scene was the longest of all the scenes, lasting about three-quarters of a second vividness 3 to 4.2 - observer - the category of the montage: multi-themed montage 10042021 the name of the dream: whoops-a-daisy the new american democratic party in the america is having its first major policy conference the dream starts with yours truly in the foyer after the doors were closed two or three armed guards are in the foyer the doors have padlocked, heavy-duty chains going through the handles on the outside think i'm a photographer or perhaps a newspaper reporter there will be a couple of hours to wait until the convention finishes fifteen metres across the way there is another building much like the one i'm in there is condensation on the inside of the glass of the building where i am a movement inside the foyer of the other building causes me to look can't quite make out who it is go the the window and rub away the condensation can see him more clearly, but it's raining and stiil can't make him out the person in the foyer of the other building comes closer to the window for a second he becomes recognisable it looks like joe biden he looks lost first going this way, then going the other think this dream is linked to a clip on Infowars of joe biden falling up the stairs, not once, not twice but three times while boarding a plane he looks a complete div vividness 3.4 - observer - the category of the dream: topical () politics () joe biden (1) 09042021 omitted - violent content 08042021 the name of the dream: 52d the first theme in this dream is to do with me needing to go to the toilet didn't get to a toilet in time and soiled myself fairly sure this dream was due to taking a large dose of vitamin c during the day and feeling the need to go to the toilet shortly after the second theme while walking along a street, a girl presented herself to me and let me know she was prepared to be intimate a little further along the street, we came to a t-junction we turned left ten metres ahead was a railway crossing then, a young man of twenty came up to me and said, "so-and-so wants to see you at 52d" wasn't familiar with the name or the address the tone in his voice suggested it was more of an order than a request i became cautious he said, "i want you to come with me" i said, "i'm not going anywhere with you" another young man appeared in the dream no sooner had he appeared, when a car pulled up at the kerb the back-seat door of the car opened the two lads grabbed hold of me and started forcing me to the car there was a prolonged struggle during the struggle, i turned through one-hundred and eighty degrees my movement was so quick it threw one of the young men into the middle of the road there are then two scenes that contain violence (am leaving the details of scenes of violence out of dreams from now on) it meant the police would be showing up soon the would-be abductors knew they had failed and drove off vividness 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: attempted abduction (1+) 07042021 2nd dream the name of the dream: the sea farer was in a two or three people dinghy the dinghy was dark grey and black didn't have a paddle didn't think i would need one the water was only metres away from where i was living the flow of the water would take me to where it met the open sea the last time had been there, the open sea was only one or two-hundred-metres across to the bank on the other side in another scene, had reached the open sea it was completely different the open sea had gone from being one or two-hundred-metres across to seven-or-eight-kilometres the current would take me all the way out to sea panic gripped me had to get back to the bank, but quick without a paddle, the only option was to use my hands was wearing heavy-duty plastic and cloth gloves my hands would get cold had to paddle like billyo to beat the current was winning the fight against the current when the dream ended vividness 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream: open waters (3+) the name of the dream: pre-heavenly activity: freedom-fever at home in bed had woken a minute or two before was thinking about what we would be doing in future Undulations while man-shaped then, like bolt from the blue, it revealed itself it seems all of the matter in the universe is being organised into a Life-Friendly environment there are glistening silver structures from where we are now that seem to stretch out to the end of the Observable Universe in all directions the whole thing is buzzing with activity huge, moving craft carrying other huge structures craft transporting people and other smaller structures a feverish sense of purpose accompanies our activities the scope of the task is all-consuming we incorporate our interaction with one another as we build work, love and play merge they are indistinguishable from each other we know we will accomplish that which has to be done and complete the task, but there isn’t a scintilla of complacency the scene lasts for two or three seconds of Dream- Time, after which the dreamer jumps out of bed and dashes into the living-room two or three people are waiting for me to get out of bed in the living room, my gaze finds cathy cath, “i know what we will be doing for eternity” (while man-shaped) am about to begin explaining the dream when i wake for things to fit together properly, this dream must be somewhere between a million years from now and no further into the future than five-thousand-million years from now for the picture “Heavenly Bodies” to be accurate it is the most exciting insight into the future of the activities of the man-shaped being to date vividness 3.5 to 4.4 – observer – the category of the dream: future undulations (5+) cath (2+) 06042021 the name of the dream: more fool me offered a couple of casual acquaintances a tenner if they could come up with a business venture which would return a profit on a thousand pounds knew i was taking a risk telling them about my finances, but thought they would think of the long-term benefits not sure how they found out i had a thousand pounds stashed but was robbed of it knew where to find the two lads, and decided to put up a fight loaded a shotgun with blanks and went to confront them caught up with them at their hang out they are fifteen people in the room where they are, every one of them is committed to a life of crime spoke loud enough for everyone to hear would give a thousand-pound reward if the money was returned delivered my ultimatum and waited for a response they carried on as though i wasn't there lost patience and fired a shot into the ceiling it created a black gunpowder smudge on the ceiling the group of men stopped talking and they began sizing me up i had crossed the line was thinking what to do when the dream ended vividness 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream: criminality () 05042021 the name of the dream: new accommodation and new friends the council has built two new eight or nine-storey blocks of flats within three-quarters of a kilometre of the city centre have been allocated a flat on the first floor it has an L-shaped living room the kitchen occupies the rest of the floor-space the kitchen has floor-standing cupboards when seated in any part of the living room, the rest of the flat is visible it gives the impression of being a lot more spacious than it is can seat ten or twelve people, more if people sit in the kitchen its nearness to town makes it easy for people to get to it soon became the gathering place for friends and friends of friends in the dream, there seven or eight people sitting and chatting the underlying theme of conversation has a political theme in one scene, a friend of a friend tried to rubbish the definition of love he didn't get any support from anyone else in another scene, someone pointed out that in the other new block of flats, a man was looking into our flat using binoculars at first, i felt peeved then a feeling of gratification that someone thought our lives were were snooping on x material followed the scenes in the flat the xual content brought the writer to the realisation that the most intense natural pleasurable feelings we experience, (ej*******on), is the bare constant of the heavenly experience vividness 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: socialising () 04042021 the name of the dream: politics, food and tasty anatomy's two themes and one scene arnold schwarzenegger has a role in government he is trying to get support for a policy his manner is surprisingly uninsistent he is talking to another man but is alluding to me when he says, "if someone was to support it, it would probably get accepted the next theme is food someone is eating a large, juicy chicken pie he bites into the pie he bites too energetically and some of the white gravy squirts onto his shirt there is quite a bit more to this period of R.E.M. https://www.verywellhealth.com/the-four-stages-of-sleep-2795920 the last four months have seen a noticeable reduction in the detail in dreams this is due to smoking too much green should see an expansion of details within the next few months the scene shows a woman lying on her front she is dressed her skin-tight slacks leave only the colour of her skin to imagine the eye is drawn to her buttocks buttocks don't come anymore voluptuous the dreamer wakes in an aroused state vividness 3.2 to 4 - observer - the category of the dream: celebrities () arnold schwarzenegger (3+) food () chicken pie (1+) the female shape () buttocks (2+) 03042021 the name of the dream: soon to be a two-theme dream this dream is solidly based on the Pde's in part, from a conversation, and in part from watching a couple of episodes of Would i lie to you we are living in a post-covid world there is more than enough time for fun and recreation am a guest on an episode of a quick-fire comedy show another guest panellist, a woman, determined to throw me off-guard, says earnestly, "the rumour is you're a lousy lover" my reply is, "that's a bit rich considering it's coming from a woman whose hymen is still intact" she doesn't have a comeback the second dream is a conversation that details the run-up to, and the demise of, the covid hoax the world in this dream is free of financial tyranny vividness 3.4 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream: topical () covid (3+) financial () 02042021 the name of the dream: bad influences this multi-scened dream contained violence have decided not to enter dreams with violent content/themes will, however, make a note when one occurs the reason... a few weeks back the writer hit an emotional brick wall while watching a film that had violence in it it produced a depressing feeling the feeling re-emerged every time violence occurred in the film it went even further... even a small amount of animosity was enough to produce a bad feeling am now only watching films and programmes that are family-friendly that is, a child can watch them this entry is also to tell you, films with explosions have an adverse effect on the minds of people of all ages with just one or two exceptions, explosions do not occur in nature the sinister side to this is, there are people in the film industry who know explosions have a detrimental effect on the minds of people keep your children away from films that have explosions in them the writer knows from experience, violent content produces ill feelings in dreams (see 31072014) it's more than just possible it affects the awake-time conscious state as well 01042021 the name of the dream: you can lead a horse to water six or seven scenes in which the dreamer is making a determined, almost feverish, attempt to persuade people to incorporate ethics into their lifestyle most resistance came from a man he has a booming business he isn't denying that ethics is important, but can't bring his-self to let go of a successful business the dream ends as it is realised he won't be persuaded vividness 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream: ethics () 30032021 the name of the dream: nothing fishy about her it is the end of the school year at our primary school a group of us have volunteered to help a teacher organise things which will need attention while the school is closed the teacher is a young woman she is supervising as we go from classroom to classroom in one classroom is a one-metre by half-a-metre by a half-a-metre fish tank the teacher is sitting on one of the classrooms desks one of her feet is resting on the floor, the other is propped on a desk she is wearing black, ‎corduroy trousers and an orange blouse with patches of black her face isn't in the dream as the teacher is instructing us what to do, the movement of the fish catch my eye every time the teacher speaks, the fish in the tank change the direction they are swimming because the writer is in a "sceptical" frame of mind of late, his initial thought is the fish are trying to flee from the source of the sound i think the teacher is the same woman who physically (not xually) abused some boys at junior school she was bad news it didn't make sense though the teacher in this dream is relaxed and dress-conscious not at all like the awake-time teacher from junior school gave the dream a different interpretation the teacher is a modern, caring person the fish aren't fleeing from the sound of her voice, but are trying to move toward it it's within the realms of possibility that a female man-shaped being with a "love attitude", may indeed give-off a quality that would attract any form of life vividness 4 - observer - the category of the dream: junior school (2+) evolving beings () female () 29032021 the name of the dream: how not to remember your dreams s dream about two people who cooperate to make a website one of them has the skills to do just about anything with a website the other has unbounded enthusiasm which will carry it through in one scene, the one with the skills to create the website tells the other one that the terms entered into the search box is the key to bringing up the information sought the dream finished and the writer did the same thing as he did with the dream of 27032021 he think-read the details of the dream upon waking but then slipped back into a borderline awake/sleep state that was enough for details to re-bury themselves back into the dream conscious the writer will now have to try and instil the habit of waking from sleep with the dream fresh in his mind it will probably mean adopting an "early to bed, early to rise..." routine this dream was the result of coming across a website yesterday which used databases within a database it pulled up the info with pinpoint precision it also had something to do with my website needed to give a sentence the reference to a page from a few years back which made an important point, but couldn't bring it up using the search box vividness 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: forgetting the details of a dream (2) 28032021 the name of the dream: good things happen to those who do good a young lad brakes into a mini-sized mansion before he has finished gathering the "haul", he comes across a girl who is being held captive the lad listens to her story and realises he has stumbled upon a hornets nest the girl cautions the boy about her captor it is obvious, the person is a pyschopath he has no option but to get her out of there (even thieves have standards) he knows he is on the edge it is now a matter of life and death, quite possibly for both of them they manage to get out of the house and clear of the vicinity the girl is so grateful she invites the lad to conjoin with her the dream turns into an x dream vividness 3.2 to 4 - participant - the category of the dream: female abductions (2) 27032021 the name of the dream: confusing states of consciousness it was a six or seven-scene dream took notes which covered the main thrust of the dream would elaborate when it came to typing it into this database it felt good to be remembering dreams with so much detail relaxed and went into a light slumber woke and went to the notes it then became clear the notes taken immediately after the dream were taken in the dream the light sleep was sufficient to erase most of the details can tell you, it had similarities to yesterday's dream people were helping someone to write something vividness 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: taking notes of a dream in a dream (1) 26032021 the name of the dream: feigned feelings three of us are practising songs to add to our portfolio one of the guitarists had composed a new song after he had sung it, he waited to hear our comments there was no doubt in my mind, it was a hit the other member of the group agreed the person who composed the song wasn't sure he didn't think it was good enough and dismissed the idea at one point, my comment was, "i know a good song when i hear one, and your song is a good one" still, he wasn't persuaded for two or more scenes, the composer of the song kept shaking his head and dismissing the idea it was good enough whenever we tried to encourage him to recognise the potential of the song as the dream came to an end, his reluctance to accept our opinion was still present it was then it became clear to me the lad who composed the song wasn't disagreeing with us because he thought the song wasn't good enough he was shrugging off our enthusiasm because he wanted to keep hearing us saying how good it was vividness 3.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: music () 23032021 the name of the dream: cheats it is the end of the school term the exam results have just been released there was a tradition at the college which went back to the year dot students would leave a remark about the test on the test paper it was discovered the comments were in fact instructions to the examiners the code contained the students' preferences for his working life the examiner would then suggest the student showed aptitude in a particular subject and should be given a new curriculum when the cheating came to light the entire staff were sacked those of us who aren't part of the scam will now get a fair chance in life despite its glum tone, this dream was clear and bright vividness 4 - observer - the category of the dream: education () 22032021 the name of the dream: the daughter of a dog my working buddy has saved his credits he can now use as many or as few of his credits as he wants for a partner he makes the classic mistake of skimping on how many of his credits go toward a partner by only using one-half of his buying power, he will have enough for a different girl if he doesn't like the girl he is allocated the girl he gets is a girl who spits venom every time she speaks my work-mate is despondent it will be a long time before he has accumulated enough credits to get back into the position where he can try again the girl in this dream is a young lady the writer encountered in town a couple of decades ago the memory comes to mind now and then... walked into a bus shelter there were three women already in the shelter speaking to the woman nearest to me, i ask, "is the number ? due?" the girl in question took me aback when, from the furthest end of the shelter, she said, "you missed it" the ill-will accompanying her utterance was palpable have only come across three females with a truly aggressive bent there's nothing more off-putting for fair-minded men than a woman with a violent trait this slightly-built girl was all wrong had something happened which made her the way she was? even more disturbing, is the girl exhibiting her natural character? vividness 3.9 - observer - the category of the dream: undesirable women (1) 18032021 the name of the dream: june revisited the second dream of this young lady the first, 01042018, explains our coming together unlike the first dream, in this dream, the writer is aware of the motives of the men she lives with have persuaded the girl to leave her brother and father there are hectic scenes of us moving from place to place we will have to stay in hiding until the girl feels we have given her family "the slip" when the young lady has regained her confidence and is sure she will not be back in the custody of her brother and father, we will confront them a highly vivid dream it suggests a future time-tense in a far-off undulation, when her brother and father are not in her reality, she will become her natural self i will have to stand in the queue while men more skilful in the art of wooing women win her heart her brother and father will have been shuffled into the past she will be in a normal environment and will know the joy of natural feelings vividness 4.4 to 4.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () women () june (2) 17032021 the name of the dream: skulduggery the low vividness of this dream suggests it is set in a past tense of time the heart of the centralised system is based on the seasonal reports from teachers teachers note aptitudes and skills of the pupils throughout the junior and senior schools the scope to change jobs is built into the structure as long as the people swapping jobs had a minimum number of similar traits were deemed interchangeable the dream starts with a young lady giving up her coveted job to another person it produced such showing of gratitude from the person she swapped jobs with, it prompted me to do the same in the next scene, have given my job to a young lad it wasn't the job he wanted it was the location he wanted to be close to a girl he had a crush on unbeknown to me, the young lad had been coerced into getting my job so he could give it to someone else in the next scene, the person who would end up with my job reveals his motives for wanting to change jobs he walks past where i live he is trying to hide his face he has heard about my goods and he is "casing" my home i set-up a hidden camera it catches him walking past my place on more than one occasion if he does rob me while i'm away, he will have to explain why he's so interested in my place vividness - 3.2/3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: social structure () 12032021 the name of the dream: the engineers the dream centres around one scene a group of men are trying to detect where a leak of semi-precious fluid is coming from frustrations are mounting the chief engineer is unable to pinpoint where the leak is a white cloth is tied around a ninety-degree bend in a pipe if the joint is leaking from there it will discolour the cloth it occurred to me that blotting paper would show the fluid with greater accuracy the suggestion was acted upon there was still no sign that the joint was the source of the leak it then struck me the loss of the fluid was due to evaporation the suggestion was being debated when the dream ended vividness 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: work (6+) engineering (2+) 11032021 the name of the dream: no better way to celebrate life dusk has come and gone it is early night three of us, a friend, his girlfriend and self are ready to commit a burglary the house sits on top of an elevated and isolated plot of land we are standing near the imposing iron fence and about to enter the grounds the girl is the most casual of us it's as though she is there for something to do she has no sense of wrong-doing at the moment i conclude from her movements she is nimble, she starts dancing the theme of the dream changes we are now at a dance with hundreds of people the party is in full flow as the dream ends vividness 3 to 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: criminal intent (5+) burglary (2+) dancing (6+) 10032021 the name of the dream: attraction has no bounds went to sleep listening to the audio version of the original "the day the earth stood still" film the dream was a vivid dozen or more scenes of the film the dream stayed faithful to the plot, characters and script of the film it was faithful with one exception the last few scenes have the lead female actor and alien ambassador kissing the vividness of the film was 4.5 in a future undulation, the plot of the film will have the lead woman and klaatu walking off into the sunset hand-in-hand this dream, the last of three themes in this period of r.e.m., was more montage (https://endicat.com/dreams-montage-dream-mix/) than dream vividness 4.5 - observer - the category of the dream: film-based dream: the day the earth stood still (1) black and white (2+) 009032021 the name of the dream: the heist 2 and the heist 1: the sequel dozens of cases of vodka and a couple of thousand in cash looked easy pickings the delivery would be intercepted as it was being delivered two of the three-man "crew" were hiding inside the building in the attic and would drop down into the delivery area, pick up the boxes and pass them to a man in the attic we would leave the drink in the attic until the delivery was completed and pick them up when the coast was clear it wasn't that simple of course one the "crew" wasn't as strong as he thought and didn't have the strength to lift the cases to the man in the attic which meant only half the consignment could be stolen (there was only a small window of time between them being hidden in the attic and the people who they were meant for coming to pick them up) it wouldn't take long for the people who had been robbed to figure out how they had been robbed also, one of our men, who was in it more for the fun than the rewards, brought some tarantula-sized spiders with him and was going to leave the spiders in the attic and scare the "willies" out of the "rightful" owners who would eventually look there the spiders would incense the people we stole from even more we took the cash with us and i "divvied" it up i hid the money in various locations at my place and gave one of the locations to each man for them to collect after a suitable "cooling off" time things turned nasty when someone got greedy and had searched for and found one of the other men's stash i was tied up and being roughed up to tell where it was the penny dropped when i remembered that one of the people who had been with me on another "job" in another dream from a few days ago (didn't enter the dream into the diary and had forgotten about it) spoke to me in the scene before where i am tied up with a mischievous glint in his eye recently he knew how i paid people and had gone to my place and stole the money i asked my interrogators, "has ...? been doing any spending lately?" addenda: vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: thieving (8+) drink and cash (1) 08032021 the name of the dream: new talent was made the section supervisor of a mega big international company my promotion was due to coming up with an idea that became the standard operating procedure a new employee joined to firm he showed promise he was put in my section familiarised him with his job "hat" by giving him an example of the sort of thing that he could do to streamline efficiency the example was quite a complicated formula it took me by surprise when the new young employee came up with a new streamlined procedure the next day others had scrutinised his new formula before me and were agreed he was talented was more than a little pleased with my discovery of the new talent that i had spotted new talent could only bolster my position it would be a giant stride forward for the new employee it should also have been a giant feather in my cap talking of feathers... you could have knocked me down with one when, as i began reading the formula everybody was talking about was a point-by-point copy of the example he had been shown by me the day before now i was in a quandary it meant letting the new guy take the credit for the idea if it came out that the new employee had used an example of mine it would turn everything on its head my cred would take a massive dent the beauty of it all is that the new guy wasn't being deceitful for reasons known only to the new chappie, he thought the example he had been shown the day before was the way it should be done vividness 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: work () management () 07032021 the name of the dream: a lucky guy a male friend came to visit for the evening at the end of the visit, he asked me if he knew where he could buy a particular item he was one of those people who point blank refused to get a computer but didn't hesitate to reap the benefits of the versatility of the computer within a minute the computer located the item and the nearest place he could buy one the computer highlighted the shop on a street map which was, as it happened, within a hundred metres or so of where we were he asked me in a way that suggested it would be a big favour to him if i would walk him to the shop although it was evening and the shop was closed it was an easy enough thing to do and we both got ready to leave when his back was turned i said to my girl, "will give you a big hug when i get back" she leaned forward and said with uncomplicated emotions, "i want a hug now" her red cheeks and lips highlighted her clean young looks i thought how lucky i was to have a girlfriend with such a captivating personality (stand-out scene) i shook my head the hug i had in mind would last longer than a second for a minute upon awaking, i lay there luxuriating in the feelings of being fully rested while still on the boundaries of asleep and awake when another scene relevant to the dream popped into my mind had come across an eye which had been in a doll or a teddy bear it not only looked like an eye but it actually had the look of being alive in the scene, i had placed the eye between the fingers of my clenched fist and put hair above and below it a split second before she saw it i said to my girl in a way that suggested it was a cute pet, "found this little thing" her brain filled in the blanks and she was seeing a living thing as big as a head inside my clenched fist she recoiled instinctively for a split second before she realised i had "got her" again addenda: vividness 3 to 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships (35+) female (25+) male (15+) 06032021 the name of the dream: the skyways construction company in a small group of men being shown around a construction site we were standing at the central point of a junction which brought together two or three elevated highways the highways were a hundred metres above the ground and were wide enough to accomodate a dozen lines of traffic the lanes turned and sloped down over a distance of kilometres which stretched off into the distance they must have been suspension roads as there weren't any support pillars in the scene in the last scene of this dream i wandered away from the group of four or five people showing me around the site and went to the bottom of an incline which allowed me to see all of the construction from horizon to horizon its scale was so impressive i threw out my arms in a gesture of intimidation indicating it was too big the only dream with a grander scale was 15062017 vividness 4 - observer - the category of the dream: construction sites (4+) elevated (2+) 05032021 the name of the dream: meat and vegetables a curious dream about food in this dream, a future time-tense, the most popular food is a prepared vegetable meal a new recipe for the food has been introduced the company that produced the food is under investigation by the most powerful newspaper in the land the paper iss known for its championing of human rights it demanded that the meat recipe be kept separate from the rest of the meal the consumer would decide if they wanted meat with the meal or not the paper showed a picture of the meat straight out of the tin the meat and the juices stayed the shape of the tin when the meat and gravy is eased out of the tin the paper pointed out that the meat meal must have artificial ingredients in it for the meal to stay firm out of the tin the paper done such a good "hatchet" job on the product, the company has to "eat crow" and take its new product off the market think this dream came about as a result of my reaction to seeing the gravy and meat in a frozen meal two days before vividness 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream: food () soup () 04032021 the name of the dream: elites living in a society that has extremely tight standards am waiting for the results of my test the result determines a person's position in society a score above sixty-per-cent meant a person was in the mainstream of society the higher the score, the greater was the standing of the person i needed a slightly higher score to get above seventy-per-cent above seventy-per-cent and a person was considered an "elite" an "elite" could adjudicate on disputes she or he could send a person to prison could change a person job the elites were expected to help people find their niche in life thought i had discovered a mistake in the marking of my test brought it to the attention of one of the elites the elite, after a quick study of the question and answer under dispute, found there were reasonable grounds for a challenge if the result was in my favour, the amended test result would put me in the elite class the person who was assessing the situation for me felt sure there was a case and it would be in my favour he was telling me what my responsibilities and rewards are when the dream ends vividness 3.2 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: types of societies (2+) 03032021 the name of the dream: loneliness in a military base the scene which dominated this dream was a natural formation of stones the stones were layered in tiers, it was possible to imagine the initial flow of lava reaching the point where it finished and then seven or eight smaller flows had followed it there was nothing in an "images" search which came close to depicting the look being described the formation was two hundred metres across and each layer was about two metres in depth at the top of the formation was a road there was a point on the road where men, in an act of symbolism, would throw things onto the rock formation the formation of rock, being smooth and tiered would enable the object thrown to slide down to the bottom of the formation and out of sight usually, a man would throw away photo's or keepsakes of family and loved one's as a statement of commitment to put the unit they belonged to above the family alternatively, men would throw their rifle into the chasm of rock as an act of resignation it was evening and in the dusk somewhere at the bottom of the mini-canyon came the sound of a baby crying some baby-cries are distinctly different from others this one was a cry for companionship, the loneliness echoed and resonated in that part of me which defined humanity it took a while to locate the baby it had been left in a structure of bricks, it wasn't clear if the structure of bricks was meant to house him or keep the child imprisoned the dream ended when enough of the bricks had been moved and the silhouette of the baby showed she/he had stopped crying addenda: vividness 2.8 to 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: militarism (2+) babies (5+) 01032021 the name of the dream: the trouble with tweeties at home lying down on the sofa having a "kip" was woken by sparrows making a lot of noise and the beak of one of the sparrow pecking into the corner of my mouth had been feeding the sparrows for so long they had lost any fear of me and thought nothing of coming in the house to forage for titbits or when they fancied something different or if the bird-feeder, their concept of a larder, was empty on occasions the living room was your regular aviary, sometimes there was ten of them this dream was one of those times in fact, if it wasn't for their chirping and squabbling and nibbling i wouldn't have woke at all and wouldn't be relating this snippet of a bedtime-story on this occasion, it wasn't obvious what they wanted the bird looking for something in my mouth suggested they were very hungry but they were quick learners and may have "cottoned on" to me being awake meant food would be arriving soon at first, i could always tell when they were famished, they would be pecking into the corner of my mouth for a grain of something too small for my senses to be aware was there another thing they had learnt to do when they were truly hungry was to nibble at my ear until i woke they were doing both in this dream they had woken me up on many occasions when times were desperate sometimes it wasn't being hungry which made them wake me up they had learnt that if they turned their noses up at a bit of bread it would result in them getting something else, their particular favourite was suet pudding too tired to get up and go to the pantry i tried to fob them off with crumbs on the coffee table which was just within arms reach they were after a "treat" and crumbs weren't it the room cleared surprisingly quickly addenda: vividness -3 - participant - the category of the dream: animals (16+) dinosaurs (6+) sparrows (1) 28022021 the name of the dream: the boss's yardstick became part of a "loan" company yes, it was the disreputable kind the reason the boss found a place for me is he wanted to clean up his "image" threats and brute force made his reputation to gain "cred" with officialdom he would have to shift his "collection" techniques he saw me as a "friendly" collector someone who would persuade people to see the "companies" point of view rather than use "silent-force" there was one person, a young male, who was having trouble repaying it wasn't just that he didn't have the money he made it, clear he would repay when it was convenient to him a picture of the boss's face penetrates the dream he is flushed red with frustration and anger the boss is making it clear, let the young male know he is playing with fire in the last scene, i am explaining the situation to the young male vividness 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: loan sharks (2+) 27022021 the name of the dream: swimming pools and playing tools a sunny-day dream self and a male friend are in an outdoor public swimming pool with just two or three other people in the water with us a young lady of seventeen or eighteen, and a bit overweight, comes into the dream with a younger person they began playing at being whales in the next scene, my friend has left the dream and the scene has changed although the theme is the same a girl and self are at a pool that fills and empties with the tide the girl wants to know about me and begins asking about this, that and the other my response was, "why has it got to be a serious relationship. why can't a girl and a boy have a day together having fun and enjoying the companionship of each other ?" trying to make the point i suggest we count the fish the scene changed, at home relaxing and the girl from the previous scene comes through the door carrying a baby she lets me take the baby from her sat the baby on the floor and put a toy in front of her it was a mechanical toy about a metre long that had an outdoor scenery recognisable animals popped up in one part of the scenery, made the sound or a movement characteristic of the animal the animal sank out of sight and was replaced by another, familiar animal, in another place in the scenery the dream ended as the toy/game was playing addenda: vividness 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships (35+) female (30+) baby's (8+) toys (1) 26022021 the name of the dream: lingering dream-time memories beavering away at the computer was composing and correcting a think-read dream as is the case with "think-readers", it was proving to be a test of concentration (it should be noted; composing and correcting "think-readers" has become a breeze compared to the first one [15092014] ) this think-read dream was more colourful than usual 4.6 (rust-colour again) in r.e.m. or dream-time, this think-read dream took about eighteen-seconds which means it lasted about three-minutes in awake-time after putting the entry into the database went back to sleep upon waking, was thinking about when to do what first "at least", i thought, "dreams diary had been updated" funny thing was, couldn't remember actually sitting at the computer and doing it was about to go to the computer and check it had been entered when it hit me the memories of completing the entry and the feeling of satisfaction that accompanied it had resonated and produced such a deep feeling of satisfaction, my mind had closed-off the machinery needed to make the effort to get out of bed after waking the vividness of the dream was such that it enabled me to recall the important details of the think-read dream and enter the dream now (eighteen-hours after the dream) the writer is beginning to think that the application of awake-time and dream-time dreams will produce dramatic results throughout this coming millennia vividness 4.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: assisted memories (1?) think-read (30+?) 25022021 the name of the dream: give and take the management of a company which manufacturers metal goods are at a loss as to what to do pilfering is affecting the profit and loss sheet the management's solution is to reduce wages unfortunately, it produces another problem to make up for thier loss in pay the workers have to pilfer more was pointing out that if management reduced their pay, the problem would get solved, when the dream ended vividness 3,1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business () wages () 24022021 the name of the dream: people who need help a young man felt he wasn't part of society the simple reason being, he didn't have a bank account it was a touchy point with him he felt awkward when he was with people and they used their card to buy things think it was because he couldn't read or write or, it may have been because he was arithmetically challenged one day, the lad under discussion produced a chequebook and offered to pay for things if i ever needed to borrow money couldn't help but feel sorry for him the lad desperately wanted to be accepted as normal woke up to the sound of my own voice explaining the advantages of having an overdraft this dream is before atm's and therefore belongs to a past time-tense vividness 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: illiteracy () 23022021 the name of the dreams: the draw it is a repressive society there is no freedom to speak of most of us live in the shadow of persecution it is serfdom, only in a different era a "get out" clause exists in the form of a regular draw the prizes vary a different country hosts the draw each time it is the turn of france france is known for handing out prizes which give the winner a way out of the repression the person who wins tonight's prize will become a "free" even though it was me who won, there was a sense of dissatisfaction upon waking vividness 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: suppressive societies (5+) * note 1 the dream of 02012021 highlights an extremely unlikely incident it wasn't until yesterday when the writer watched the film "supercop", that the writer realised that seemingly impossible situations are not uncommon at the end of the film, there is a sequence of outtakes that show gaffs and incidents while making the film one of the outtakes was, almost exactly, the same as that in the dream of 02012021 the likelihood of it happening once all are almost nil that both women would beat the air with their fists out of embarrassment brings about a realisation... if it can happen it will you can bask in the knowledge that all the worst things that can happen have already happened and will not happen again 2102021 the name of the dreams: children and the environment a public enquiry is underway to discover how it was that a young boy had drowned in a disused swimming-pool the first scene shows the swimming pool empty of people but full of water the pool is about six-feet at the deep-end we can see large, metal pipes, presumably for the water supply the pipes are sticking through the sides of the wall of the pool and clearly be seen on the screen the news presenter tells us that this is the second time a child has drowned in this swimming-pool there had also been at least one near-miss footage of the pool at its heyday was being shown on one occasion, someone had been videoing the pool when an emergency happened it showed a woman diving into the pool fully-dressed her clothes became full of water and she laooked like the "michelin-man" it made the rescue twice as hard against the odds, the woman struggles and eventually saves the child * this sort of thing is happening on a regular basis when this website had new, pull-down shades installed a few years back he got into a conversation with the fitter the fitter said that the chords used to pull up and lower the shades in houses was responsible for fifteen child-deaths by strangulation the year before this is exactly what we should be looking out for in our surroundings we all have the capacity to foresee life-threatening circumstances by not fulfilling our parental or adult responsibility we have allowed ourselves to let death-outcome realities into our lifestyle our first responsibility is to keep our children alive at the moment it is not vividness 3.1 to 4.2 - observer - the category of the dream: accidental children mortalities (2+) sea/water (2+) 20212021 the name of the dreams: sewage - supernatural took the job in sewage management because I was told t would be a good career move think I wanted to be a public servant got "togged" up in a sewage suit heavy-duty, knee-high black "wellies" a one-piece, rubberised yellow overalls unwiedly, thick gloves that were tightened around the forearms I looked like a spaceman in a bad 1950's space fiction film think there was another scene that had the accompanying smell of sewage thankfully it didn't come to the fore of the awake-time memory * supernatural an imposing marble high hallway, completely bare of fixtures, fittings, windows or paintings there is a white, slightly ruffled eiderdown against the wall five metres away to my right it moves half-a-metre towards me a pang of fear grips me unfamiliar objects start whizzing around in the air my apprehension deepens and i wake there's nothing like a scary movie when you're in the familiar surroundings of the home snuggled under the blankets when you're alone in a dream, no thank you they are genuinely scary vividness 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: jobs/work (7+) sewage (2+) - scary dreams (2+) religious theme (1+) 19022021 the name of the dream: a fair society is a wealthy society finally, was elected as the person who controlled the purse strings some would take only so much of a reduction in their budget before rebelling the group with the most to lose were keeping a close eye on me they were letting me know they would resort to "dirty tactics" if needs be the trick was going to be to implement an all-around reduction while plugging the gaps that use corruption and cronyism as the standard business model was riding high in the popularity stakes providing i didn't go too far too fast it wouldn't derail the long-term plan things were already getting better for ordinary people was feeling confident there would be a smooth change-over when the dream ended vividness 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: politics () finances () 18022021 the name of the dream: the eight-metre-wide rubbish-sorter two of us are seated at a circular, eight-metre wide, slowly revolving rubbish-sorter not sure if it is paper or cloth that is being churned ocasionally, one of us comes across a solid metal object we hold it up so a couple of unseen people can put a price on it the total price of valuable items on a workers work-record determined the worker's take-home pay vividness 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: employee () rubbish-sorter (1) 17022021 the name of the dreams: it shouldn't be allowed - drug lord teamed up with another lad and bewtween us we had the biggest stash in the area the new partner brought a twenty-eight-lb bag of white powder to the enterprise my contribution is a fifty-six-pound bag of white powder the partner was a bit peeved that we otarted using his bag first he felt his "stash" was more of an investment than mine to him it probably was he'd soon see the sense in keeping the largest amount in reserve it shouldn't be allowed in a car with the girlfriend know not where we have come from, nor where we are going what my girlfriend does know is that it is time for x it is very distracting for a man to drive while the female in the next seat is re-arranging his clothing it shouldn't be allowed all that's missing from this dream is rock n' roll come to think of it, there hasn't there been a single dreams where music accompanied x-dream vividness - 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: drugs () foreplay () 16022021 the name of the dream: teddy's hair snippets of the hair of well-known people were being used to stuff a teddy bear it was a fundraising event for what was considered to be the most worthy of all the charities the scene which sticks out is of a circular quiff of hair the teddy bear is in the background both the hair on the outside of the bear and the quiff of hair were a shade of the colour of rust this must be my rust-coloured period vividness 4 to 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream: colour and symbolism (2?) 15022021 the name of the dream: the devil's advocate am the host in a twice-daily talk show the show is called the devil's advocate the subject of the second show is whether homicide is justifiable in certain circumstances a well-dressed, highly motivated woman is presenting the case for justifiable homicide she wrong-foots me and succeeds in parrying my initial argument there is a prolonged and detailed conversation of about ten sentences the details of the conversation are too detailed for me to remember upon waking a sense of dissatisfaction is present when fully awake the anomaly in this dream is the high vividness, 3.2 to 3.7, which normally makes all of the details of the dream accessible when awake addenda: vividness 3.2 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream: t.v. talk show host (2+) homicide - substitute dream from 16053020 14022021 the name of the dream: the big bed this bit of r.e.m. started off alright a feeling of warmth someone is nearby, a girl, i think a suggestion that adult activity has or is about to take place now there is a full-bed view with me sprawled out on the bed two or three pillows against the headboard the walls, ceiling, floor, headboard, sheets, mattress and my underpants are white the off-white colour of my skin becomes the focal point of the dream a zoom-out of the scene begins my size reduces in proportion to the whole scene in the opening scene, the bed and self make up more the eighty-per-cent of the content within a few seamless moments of zoom-out, my size is that of fly contracting further as the white in the environment expanded vividness 3.2 to 4.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: spaciousness (4+) 12022021 the name of the dream: doing and being bright silver balls, about the size of balls on a christmas tree, in a large jar one person would throw as many balls as she/he could at another person the person who throws the balls is special in some way, partner, family member... to the person the balls are thrown at the balls stick to the body on contact in the first action-scene, the balls land spread surprisingly symmetrically across a boy's body a favourable pattern meant the person would know more than if the balls had no distinct pattern the newly-gained knowledge would give the girl or boy knowledge that put her or him at genius-level the next dream is strikingly similar this time, there are vaguely frog-shaped objects spread-out on a mattress-sized object with this initiation, the person falls onto the objects the number of objects stuck to the person determined where she or he could go * just what changes we go through to achieve Transmutation (https://endic.at/transmutation.html) is one of those things this website contniually thinks about the only insight that can be passed on (three female e.t.'s dropped in on me in the middle of the night about eight years ago) is that our eyes make contact with the environment by sending out light through the eyes it's not too difficult to imagine how objects are formed in "the mind's eye" we know from This Clip, (http://endic.at/Absolutely.Incredible.A.Female.E.T.In.China.mp4) that the "self" can take on a non-corporeal form dream-on dreamers vividness 4 - observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (7+) abilities () 10022021 the name of the dream: a dream about how to turn dreams into illustrated stories at the computer composing the latest dream the dream had been typed and was pasted into a programme the programme presented the entire text as a picture story when there was speech in the dream a picture of a person's face saying what had been said in the dream came into the page as a speech balloon (https://www.google.com/search?q=text+balloon&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=text+balloon&aqs=chrome..69i57.6815j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) the person was facing left on the right of the page as the page was being composed where there was a reply the person replying was a little further on down on the left of the page facing right the page incorporated the paisley style (https://www.google.com/search?q=the+paisley+style&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi855iB24fkAhXL16QKHau3Co0Q_AUIESgB&biw=1292&bih=665) into its layout, was in shades of brown with the speech balloons in white the faces of the character's are fixed, i.e. no variation of facial expressions the most difficult thing to do in this dream was, as usual, altering the text in the balloons the dreamer pastes the text of the dream into the "template" page of the website providing the service as a part of its programme, the dream template can recognise the text and selects the theme of the dream to be illustrated from the submitted text into subject, predicate and object and automatically generates images that fit the text (https://www.google.com/search?q=subject-predicate-object&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=subject-predicate-object&aqs=chrome..69i57.32224j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) it wasn't part of the dream but more accuracy will be attained if there is a facility in the template which enables the uploader to choose the theme by "fine-tuning" the dream with a simple sentence or sentences that contain more details the dream it could be called "the visual construction" feature example: a girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day... to get a face which fitted the person... mid-thirties, sun-tanned, brown hair, brown eyes, round face... girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day while the children are playing etc. it could have multiple themes... it could have a mix of still pics and action scenes... it could have 2-D or 3-D... it could have speech... the programme recognises quote marks and builds a still or moving scene from the words inside the quote marks... vividness 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream: think-read (15+) illustrating dreams (1) - oos 09022021 the name of the dream: awake-time and dream-time collusion there are two of us at the shops fulfiling the shopping list the shopping list is on a hand-held device the list is written on white squares which more or less filled the screen of the device each square had our or five items on it as each item is put in the trolley, i use a screen-pen to put a line through the item was scrolling up and down the list on the screen with the speed of an automated machine shouting out each item suddenly, there was the sound of glass breaking looking around, a small window-pane, still in a fraglle frame, is being crushed by an unseen force from behind now there are men's voices shouting out the voices get louder looking in the direction of where the voices are doesn't show men but their voices are still audible to see the men it means opening my eyes the men are wearing dark uniforms it is a battle sequence in the film started watching before falling asleep what's interesting about this dream is the way the dream incorporated the exterior sounds in the room into the dream vividness 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: gizmo's () awake-time circumstances and dream-time events merging 08022021 the name of the dream: unread message yet another phone txt message as the subject of the dream despite the high vividness (4.1), of the dream, the details of the message didn't imprint itself in the dream-time memory vividness 4.1 - observer - the category of the dream: mobile phones (3+) txt messages (2+) 07022021 the name of the dream: w.c. and me as a personal assistant to w.c. fields part of my "hat" was to negotiate prices and payments w.c. had recently spent a thousand on reconditioning it, but it wasn't the same anymore and he wanted to sell it the seller of the car he settled for was looking for a part-exchange i would do the haggling and he would yey or ney the propositions at one point w.c. joined in without talking to anyone in particular he bent to the floor, cupped his hand to the side of his mouth, and said to the pavement in his famous drawl "does the man know about the engine?" that's it, i thought, if the other man realised he was buying a car from a celebrity the value would go right up it was my turn to say something in w.c. fields speak like a 'nana, i done exactly the same thing and bent down and cupped my hand and spoke something into the pavement i sensed rather than saw the man becoming apprehensive it was time to forget hints and innuendo's i said to him: "i'll get gracie to pose for a picture with you next to his car" if only i could get the man to recognise it was "w.c" i knew that would clinch the sale a deal hadn't been struck when the dream ended vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: celebrities (7+) w.c. fields (1) 06022021 the name of the dream: this and that first theme, cast-iron waste bins they are the type that has square posts at the corners two of us are given the task the bins are getting a fresh coat of red paint it's not any old type paint, oh no, this is dream-time magic paint with each new coat of paint, the red took on a richer, deeper hue we are toying with the idea of using the slightly different colours to denote the value of the goods therein when the theme changes now we've got a giant wooden pallette we're trying to stack it on the top of a small pile of already-stacked pallettes somewhere in amongst the small pile of already-stacked palettes is something which is causing the stacked palettes to lean over it's preventing us from doing the job we are unstacking the already-stacked pile when the dream ends third theme get a txt the first few words tell me who it is and the theme of the message he's on the bleedin' scrounge again as it happens i was hoping he might call got a job for him i'm in wheeler-dealer mode the sky's the limit vividness: 3.2 to 3.6 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: multi-themed dream (50+) 05022021 the name of the dream: wordplay an embarrissingly simple crossword-type wordgame is the national rage it is obvious what the missing letters for the word are the word is deceitful a little bit of digging around explains what's happening it's a game for people with learning difficulties vividness 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream: wordgames (1) 04022021 the name of the dream: swimming pools and playing tools a male friend and self are at an outdoor public swimming pool with just two or three other people in the water with us a young lady of seventeen or eighteen, and a bit overweight, comes into the dream with a younger person they began playing at being whales in the next scene, my friend has left the dream and the scene has changed although the theme is the same a girl and self are at a pool that fills and empties with the tide the girl wants to know about me and begins asking about this, that and the other my response was, "why has it got to be a serious relationship. why can't a girl and a boy have a day together having fun and enjoying the companionship of each other ?" trying to make the point, i suggest we count the fish the scene changed, at home relaxing the girl from the previous scene comes through the door carrying a baby she lets me take the baby from her sat the baby on the floor and put a toy in front of her it was a mechanical toy about a metre long, it had an outdoor scenery recognisable animals popped up in one part of the scenery, made the sound or a movement characteristic of the animal, sunk out of sight and was replaced by another familiar animal in another place in the scenery the dream ended as the toy/game was playing addenda: vividness 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream: realationships (35+) female (30+) babies (8+) toys (1) 03022021 the name of the dream: toy soldiers four of us, two girls and two boys, make up a squad of four we are playing spy v's spy it is a knock-out competition it may only be a game, but to us it meant everything if we win this round we go through to the final four we have toy guns which shoot malteser-sized plastic balls we have just been trounced by another team they wiped us out without losing any of their team we are inconsolable as now the best we can do is come fifth one of our team stood out as being "a-team" material he was explaining what tactics to use to win the next round when the dream ended vividness 3.1 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: spy games (2) 02022021 the name of the dream: pensioner's rights two sleeps two dreams there were some amazing visuals of 3-d triangles in motion; again, another shade of a rusty-coloured dream in the second period of r.e.m, a woman who looked like she was in a see-through, deep-sea, diving suit that flowed like a gown a concentrated look at her told me we were or recently had been, more than just friends the feel of a woman's body is well-remembered weaving its way through the dream was the sense of humour for a little while now, have been trying to think of a name for the dream there shouldn't be more than one line, and, think short, more than less of half of one line this will tell you everything about me... this part of the dream is either a future or past time-tensse the power has gone right to my head my one and only, no-nonsense, one-line chat-up line to women is, "if you don't have x with me. i know someone who can stop your pension" viviness 3 to 3.5 participant and observer - the category of the dream: humour (4+) 01022021 the name of the dream: up yours an unidentifiable acquaintance and self live in a wooden annexe we are visited by two school-friends, dave and pete before we leave to go into town we "put one together" offer the joint to dave he says, "no, had a smoke at home" he was alluding to solid hash, as opposed to the crappy grass that most of the rest of us smoked it was annoying had asked him on several occasions to get some for me he never said he would, but still, it didn't sit well with me and other people he knew it would have been better if he didn't refer to it all my retort was, "how come you don't arrange it so we meet the people you know? would make sure you got something out of it" that was the thing of course it was the sense of being better "connected" and gave him a sense of one-upmanship dream due to thinking about the sense of superiority that one group of people have over another group when they think they know something the other's don't vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: one-upmanship() cannabis (8+) 31012021 the name of the dream: right motives, wrong person doing a one-on-one guidance course in ethical behaviour it was free at the request of someone who knew me personally, took on a young lady friend he knew the counselling was tailored to suit each person in this young ladies case, the first session was us seated on school-type chairs we are seated at the junction of a crossroads in a quiet part of town it is early evening with a clipboard in my hands to take notes, the young lady is giving her response to the people that pass us or walk nearby during the "session" one of her comments suggests to me that we need to become more elaborate in our approach it means having to purchase a voice-recorder/player the moment it is mentioned the young lady becomes obstropolous it was if she was waiting for a reason to become awkward although my time is free, it is stretching things a bit far to expect me to have to "shell-out" for something that is for her benefit further, she starts in with derogatory remarks towards me it dawns on me the only reason she wanted to be with me is to let loose with abuse fold the collapsable chairs and walk away from her the young male who introduced her to me comes to see me he is apologetic he says sorry on behalf of the girl he introduced and asks to give her another chance i know her type sooner or later something similar will happen decline his request wake up feeling depressed this dream due to things going wrong during the day and leading to Stray Thoughts - http://endicat.com/stray-thoughts/ vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: difficult people (2+) 30012021 the name of the dream: we both like to laugh though woke up in bed with the girl i'd met the night before she had a jolly nature she was a bit on the plump side she was wearing a black dress she had white hair she didn't like freestyle dancing i love freestyle dancing i like a smoke she didn't smoke she liked a drink i don't drink upon waking, i felt luxuriously warm and said, "i feel lovely and warm" she said, "i don't like feeling hot" i said, "what do you want for breakfast?" she said, "i never have a breakfast" i said, "i can't get over how much we've got in common" she laughed and was looking at me affectionately as she gave me a lip-kiss vividness: 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships (30+) 29012021 the name of the dream: national emergency - a "wrong un" the country is asked to stay at home for three days the reasons for the stay-at-home emergency aren't evident in the dream (it's nothing to do with covid) we were given some notice it was coming many people weren't prepared for it and would run out of basic necessities people like myself who had savings gave as much as we could to help others in my case, had sufficient funds and resources to give two families the money/resources to see them through a couple heard about my generosity and came to my door i told them all my reserves had been allocated the couple then said, "if you are putting other people before yourself, you would give us what we needed" this couple hadn't made any effort to prepare for the three-day stay-at-home crisis instead, they would plead poverty and rely on the generosity of others they would now "spread it about" that i put myself before others vividness 3.2/3 - participant - the category of the dream: lazy people () the theme of "empty of people", stayed in the dream as the scenery changes am standing on a landing waiting for the lift to the left of the lift are concrete stairs the width of the stairs are wider the lift a man in his twenties comes bounding up the stairs inside his loose, open jacket is a torso that emanates great strength he hesitates when he sees me he wasn't expecting to see anyone his hesitation tells me he is "up to" something he recognises my reaction in the next scene both the man on the stairs and self-care in the foyer of a cinema the man who was on the stairs is watching me he is waiting for me to give tell-tale behaviour of what i'm going to do there is no doubt in my mind now, he is a "wrong-un" have to alert someone to get the police point to the posters on the walls to a member of the staff pretend to be asking about the films when the male who works there is facing away from the man on the stairs, inform him there is a man in the cinema who is a killer tell the member of staff not to look around and look at the person the dream ends vividness 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: murderer's (4+) 28012021 the name of the dreams: sinister b****** - over and under the first of two dreams have three of us at my place one of the two men is big his demeanour gives off a sullen demeanour he doesn't say a word after a while, he goes shortly after, something crops up and have to go out gather my things when ready to leave go to get a pack of cigarettes they're not there there was a carton of two-hundred and a couple of unopened packets of twenty the big b******* had taken them it soon dawned on me it wasn't an act of theft it was an act of provocation it was meant to rile me it worked no point in fighting him on front on i wasn't feeling suicidal there were then several scenes of me imagining what to do ashamed to say they weren't very pretty each new imaginary situation was more violent than the next happily, temperance won the day would play the long game sometime in the future, was prepared to wait years, the perfect opportunity would arise as a calm state of mind took over me the theme of the dream changed it is the dead of night at the side of a row of shops, there is an alcove a biggish woman is in a sitting position can't see what she's sitting on up close to her can see she is masturbating stand within a metre or two watching her she doesn't pay me any attention move close to her still, she doesn't pay me any heed can't stand it any longer it's time to go from observer to participant try to get her to stand up she wants to stay seated "it'll have to be an over and under", she says never heard the expression before given her seated position there was only one way of doing it a sensational scene or three is followed by awake-time three consecutive days of x dreams things are looking up vividness 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: provocation to violence (2+) x dream () 27012021 the name of the dreams: bernie's back - only in england on the bed with our pyjamas on was telling her things from my heart "we make such a good team", "we never should have parted", "going to make you happier than you've ever been" knew i could fulfil the promises we were happy the first time we had a relationship since then had learnt new things about women boy, was she going to get a surprise when it comes to x she'd probably heard sweet talk from other men she could feel the conviction in my voice placed my hand on her leg just above her knee it was not a "move" on my part it was a reassuring gesture was in no rush for x her personality was as enjoyable as x she was the only girlfriend i ever had with a sense of humour could have had a completely rewarding relationship with solely based on her winning teeth-smile and her personality she was ready for intimacy, as she was the first time we slept together was going to introduce to my hew-found brand of intimacy the hair-shaver was somewhere nearby vividness - 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships () bernie (3+) only in england got friendly with a male about my age didn't know it at the time but he was from germany he needed money to get his english girlfriend back to his country was thumbing through my finances on a mobile phone checking the amount of cash in hand showed had enough to help him out transferred an amount to his account immediately a voice came through the phone and at the same time it came from a building nearby swivelling around to where the voice came from, caught a glimpse of the lens of a camera it was on the top floor of a three-storey building twenty-metres away pointed out to the person with me where the voice was coming from the voice had said, "it is illegal to lend money to a member of the german parliament" the message sent us both into a stunned incredulity you could have swiped us off our feet with a feather this dream is Time-Tense nine https://endicat.com/the-tenses-of-time/?frame-nonce=fe07fb5d1b vividness 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: oppressive societies (2+) 26012021 the name of the dreams: the opening of the floodgates - president trump refuses to budge x dream vividness 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x dream president trump refuses to budge was having a difficult time persuading trump (he's still the president in this dream) that a love-motivated society is more productive than an entrepreneurial one modesty prevents the completion of detailing this dream vividness 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: types of society (1+) 25012021 the name of the dream: the big-bed bedsitter living on the first floor at the front of a victorian house usually, a bedsitter is just one room this one had two a dolls house-sized kitchen made it two rooms the bed was ridiculously big there would be room for three people without anyone touching someone else it looked like it may have been a four-post bed originally next to the bay window was an armchair that wouldn't accommodate anyone weighing more than fifteen stones anyway, it suited me a young lad had latched on to me he was personable enough the problem was, he turned up at all times of the day and evening sometimes, three times in one day an ex-girlfriend turned up out of the blue we arranged a get-together cum stay-over for that night she liked a drink was in the middle of getting things organised for the evening when the amiable young man showed up made the mistake of telling him that a girl was coming he wanted in on the "action" no amount of subtle hints suggesting he leave got through to him well, they did, but he ignored them had to become stern with him it broke the bond between us felt a bit guilty about it but shoot, friendship only goes so far was in bed waiting for the girl, expecting the dream to turn into an x-dream when the dream ended vividness 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream: accommodation () 24012021 the name of the dream: a nice jacket that as is the case in awake-time, so too, it is in dreams quite regularly, the writer comes across items which strike him as exceptionally good value and he buys four or five of them after a couple of years, it becomes obvious to the writer that the multi-purchases will outlast him it was about eighteen years ago that he bought half-a-dozen shiny black jackets from primarks the jacket was popular he saw people wearing it on many occasions within a couple of years, the jackets became less and less evident after about ten-years the jackets only existed in the memory so much so, that when he wore the jacket, people who had not seen the jacket when it first came out, commented on its style and asked where it was bought obviously, they were thinking of getting one for themselves occasionally, someone will show a genuine appreciation of an item an excess of them allows me to be generous and make a present of them my "payment" is the satisfaction and the genuine surprise and gratitude he gets from the recipient in this one-scene dream, the item is a shiny black jacket someone is wearing one that had been given to him by someone the writer had given it to it's nice to know the writer's taste in clothes is shared by other people vividness 4.2 - observer - the category of the dream: clothes 22012021 the name of the dream: the wonder ball according to this dream, there is such a thing as a wonderball the object is the size of a volleyball in the hands, it feels like glass it has no weight to speak of its applications are only limited to the mental state of the person or persons using it therein is the wonder if two people are of the same state of mind it responds accordingly the writer is being cajoled by another male into letting him use it fair enough, his eagerness tells me he is in the right frame of mind for it reveals its wonders we play a game of football in the next scene, we are in a field that stretches from horizon to horizon i kick the ball into the air when it reaches a certain height, a hundred or so metres up, it transforms the environment a rusty colour it then produces a birds-eye view of us on the ground depending on which of the two us is more attuned to life, the ball will move the person to where the ball will fall the ball senses that i want the ball to reveal its magic to the person with me the ball causes my companion to glide to where the ball will fall he is mind-struck he is now "in tune" with the ball the ball can reveal any part of the world and transform the surroundings to whatever the user chooses there are several more scenes in one scene, someone other than the first person in the dream tries to "possess" the ball the ball turns into a lifeless ball of glass to him, it will never be anything other than an ornament with the ball, the first male in the dream and self can put the world to rights vividness 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (4+) 21012021 the name of the dream: the religious festival a gathering of the world's christians is about to take place the event was to last several days and was going out live a huge park and fine weather ensured tens of thousands of people would be attending each representative of the hundreds of variations of christianity would have the opportunity to address the others each had a tent which could accommodate about a hundred people all the tents were the same design round, about three-metres tall with a spiked top with a flag in it to denote the country one the tents was ten times bigger than the others (possibly the refreshments tent) the end of the festival was to be marked with a speech by each representative of the dozens and dozens of denominations there were of course fees to be paid at a pinch, a couple of thousand-pounds would secure a tent and seats for the duration put it about that i intended to have a tent it was known to me, a move was afoot to take me to court and discredit me the basis of the charge was to accuse me of illegal sexual activities the grounds for the legal action are based in fact in their eagerness to sully peoples perception of me, it was quite easy to drop a hint or mislead them with deliberately designed slips of the tongue it was simply a matter of saying things to people connected to the oligarch's what they wanted to hear the idea was to see who used the misleading information could then pinpoint who was at the top of the oligarch structure someone who supported me advised me that it would be bad to do it what he and everyone else didn't know was that the charges to be brought against me, would when seen in a particular light, actually enhance my standing said to the man who supported me, "hasn't it occurred to you, what happened will set a precedent that will enrich future generations?" vividness 3.4 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: religion (1) festivals (3+) 20012021 the name of the dream: deadly prank a news item, worthy of being news, was being given a lot of "air-time" the hourly and ongoing live coverage, concerned a man in a life and death situation a workmate of a co-worker closed the door on his co-worker while he was inside an industrial deep-freezer the deep-freezer was huge as big as a grain-storage facility whatever it was that was being deep-freezed it would supply the needs of a nation the prank became a matter of life and death the electric supply went down while the co-worker was in the giant deep freezer it was impossible to open the electrically operated door a news crew were on the scene relaying the incident live the shouts of the man inside the freezer were plain to hear he sounded scared a welding crew were on the way not that it was any comfort to the man inside the freezer at forty-degrees below, cold is painful the man who pulled the prank was in deep trouble the freezer was about to be ruined the freezer looked like it cost millions addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream: life and death situations (8+) deep freezers (1) - out of sequence - substitute dream from 09052020 the name of the dreams: men-only, the singer winner an enjoyable short dream about a hundred-metre sprint it is the olympic games it is an all african final hussein bolt is the favourite a famous singer had qualified for the final can see his face and recognise him but can't put my finger on his name (otis reding or someone like that) we think the singer has been allowed to run to give the race novelty value at forty-metres all the runners are level at about fifty-metres, the singer has edged ahead by a metre he throws up his arms in a gesture of winning he's a sensational runner but not so good he can win with his hands in the air bolt catches up with and begins to pull ahead the singer/sprinter drops his arms he gets level with bolt and begins to pull away from the rest of the runners we don't see him pass the finishing line he obviously wins vividness - 4 - observer - the category of the dream: sprinting (2+) celebrities (hussein bolt (1)) 19012021 the name of the dream: men only a mish-mash of themes naked men, thievery, politics it's a sad fact, men assert their will and get their way purely because of being physically superior women are taking a back seat at the moment which is how it's been throughout our history it doesn't occur to men that society could take a giant leap forward were women given the reins women are an extension of the lover's love the way the mammary glands seal the bond between mother and child is pure magic the reason dinosaur-mans evolution was so violent is that they didn't have this bonding the next class of being to evolve will have one or two more physical features which enhance even further the bonding between infant and mother a trend which will continue for all subsequent classes of being try to imagine what physical features could be added to the shape of mammal women which would make them even more appealing stay onboard The Train and you'll find out for yourself in about twenty-five-million years vividness 4 - observer - the category of the dream: male dominance (1+) 18012021 the name of the dream: the runaway being educated at a boarding school wasn't top of the class on the contrary, it was coming through in the attitude of the staff that i was below the minimum acceptable level of achievement one of the staff said he wanted to have a "serious" talk knew what was coming the teacher was going to tell me that the school couldn't keep me the school had its reputation to consider they only wanted "star" pupils not sure why it was so important to me to stay there but to me, it was even more important to stay at the school than it was for them to get me to leave decided to run away it would be my way of saying i didn't want to go at the end of the day when we were in the dormitory, the other lads became excited when they saw me filling a pillowcase with belongings and food it was the sort of thing that the other boys would like to do the scene changes, away from the school and am on the verge of being caught double-back to the school and get into bed it was unlikely they would check the dormitory the following morning would try to carry on as normal morning the hope was, my determination to stay would become clear to them and they would be sympathetic towards me vividness 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream: boarding schools (3+) 16012021 the name of the dream: unseen adjudicator looking down into the street from several storeys up there wasn't any activity on the ground (fairly sure this scene is from the film that was watched before going to sleep [out of time]) second scene, the dream is now at street-level with people coming and going some sort of skullduggery is being scrutinised we are waiting for the person who will analyse the situation and then pronounce what to do when the dream ends vividness 3.5 - observer - the category of the dream: drama (10+) 15012021 the name of the dream: friendly women and men of officialdom a package was delivered to the naval base by mistake it meant going to the base and collecting it at the base, a surprisingly helpful officer wrote a note for me (it came as a surprise because the last thing that was expected at a nuclear base was a relaxed atmosphere) with the note in hand, set off in the direction the officer told me the first person that helped me was a woman when she read the note and saw who had signed it, she suggested she accompany me we began heading for the "in-mail office" on the way, the young lady spoke to another woman the other woman, it turns out, was the lady in charge of recreation she too read the note and immediately invited me to a regular social event it got better, the social event was "girls night" the women decided which male they wanted to be with for the night even better again, it was a "no-frills" girls-night as soon as the woman had chosen the man she wanted, they want off to a private place so now, there was a note and an invitation the girl with me spoke to someone else she read the note and saw the invitation she told the girl with me that it wouldn't be possible for me to go to the girls night she did, however, hand me a "special invitation" to another social event that event too was promising but not obviously xual never did get the parcel something unexpected is happening with dreams the visuals of dreams are imprinting themselves with such vividity into the memory, that when a thought occurs during the day that has the merest connection to the content of the previous night's dream, scenes from the dream jump into the awake-time conscious with greater clarity than they did in the dream upon waking, spent a full minute thinking about what to wear and how to act at the "night with the girl's party" before realising it was awake-time vividness 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream: armed forces (2+) 14012021 the name of the dream: end of patience the first scene of the first dream sees me on board a ship looks like it is a cross-channel ferry am heading for the restaurant while going through one of the compartments come across four or five lads can see they are not european being testosterone-driven, one of them stands in my way he expects me to go back or walk around him not in the mood to do either my physical state is the same as now pretend to raise my hand to hit him he moves quickly to one side lower my hand and begin smiling he realises it was a feint three or four scenes are showing similar situations it becomes obvious he won't be "starting anything" in one of the scenes, i point my finger at him and then form my forefinger and thumb so there is a small gap between them he gets the message his face is beginning to take the form of a scowl the second dream is also of hostility looking down onto a poorly-lit street below me two groups of lads are confronting each other first, a boy from one group provokes one from the other group then, one of the boys from the other group throws a punch after two or three one-on-one fights one group makes a run for it the last scene, the tail end of the chasing group in pursuit of the retreating group never was it more obvious that dreams are formed from the PDE's (https://wordpress.com/page/endicat.com/2364) called in on a neighbour the lady is in her nineties she opened the front door remotely she was standing at the top of the stairs asked how she was she didn't say anything asked if she wanted me to come up she said yes as i was climbing the stairs i said, "you don't have to worry about me, i've had it" in an instant, her face dropped and changed to a lighter shade of pale "no, don't come up" she said i tried to explain about immunity she didn't understand again i tried to soothe her "i'm scared", she said i was appalled then it was frustration then i became angry this is the same woaman who, the year before last, kept me laughing all the way into town as we sat together on the bus a gently spoken, happy-with-life person she had turned into a haggardly, pale shell of her former self your pretty good at scaring old and vulnerable people, mr and mrs oligarch bags i be the one who turns the key of the prison door vividness 2.9 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: violence and the threat of violence 13012021 the name of the dream: end of an era after boarding at the same holiday-house for several years our parents decided it was a time for a change of scenery over the years my parents had become "chummy" with the next-door neighbours of the "holiday home" on a few occasions, the next-door neighbours asked me to help them out by lending them a couple of photographic accessories the car was packed and we were ready to go as usual, the writer had left everything until the last minute and was keeping his family, who would be "tutting" by now, waiting as the family gadgeteer, it was expected of me to come up with the relevant item which was needed to fix the occasional mini "crisis" a final cast of the eye around the room said it was all done and went down the stairs and out the house the next-door neighbours were standing in their doorway to see us off a friendly farewell from me would be the "cutting of the strings" to a place that would no doubt be referred to in future family gatherings the wife of the next stood neighbours brought my attention to a couple of the items they had borrowed and which i had completely forgotten about, a tripod was one of them i was grateful they hadn't forgotten and had them ready for me after saying my goodbyes' i gathered the items in my arms and starting to move away "that's mine," the woman said, gesturing to the tripod i knew it belonged to me and tried to be as tactful as possible fond farewell's aren't the time for upsets "no", i said courteously, "i can remember when i bought it" she came back at me with... "yes, it was yours, we bought off you" i asked how much she paid me, "five pounds", she said that got me, obviously, she was telling the truth if i stood there for a month of sundays, i wouldn't have been able to remember the time i sold it to her back in those days, a "fiver" wasn't an amount to be sneezed at the dream ended while trying to think of how i could pay her addenda: vividness 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream: money holidays (5+) photographic equipment (2+) - out of sequence 12012021 the name of the dream: frontiers and dream-time dexterity was on or practising to be at a space station the environment was dream-clean bright, stainless steel and see-through lockers and cupboards was at a person-sized refrigeration unit with a single door which automatically re-sealed itself and expelled all the air when closed, the door was open there are two columns of shelves in the unit a row of six, seven or eight shelves in the left-hand column of shelves and five, six or seven shelves on the right at the top of the right-hand column of shelves there was another self-sealing compartment that took up the space of two shelves the cupboard within a cupboard had small, flexible steel Table Leg Storage Clips (https://camperinteriors.co.uk/products/te21-table-leg-storage-clip) affixed to the back of the cupboard which clamped hold of the tablets as they were pushed into it there was a black tray below the fixture with clips that had half a dozen blue pills on it was in the middle of putting the loose pills on the tray into the individual clips the automated single door of the refrigeration unit was programmed to close after a few seconds there was no effort needed to keep the door open when it began to close but it imparted a the little nudge to the arm before the sensory mechanism of the door met resistance and stopped closing the problem was the little nudge to the arm was enough to break a delicate tablet if it was pushed into the clip too hard after a few attempts to time the placing of one of the tablets into its clip before the door came back into contact with the arm failed and frustration entered the dream which aroused the dreamers awake-time conscious the dreamer was now straddling dream-time and awake-time while in the dual-state of consciousness he manufactured a built-into-the-door bar lever that made a hissing/whooshing sound when it was pulled up or pushed down (quite a common bit of kit in sci-fi films) the bar-handle needed two hands to pull it up or push it down to turn on and off all the pneumatically (https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-d&channel=trow&q=pneumatic) operated devices in the room the dreamer woke as he was trying, unsuccessfully, to lift the handle upward with one hand addenda: vividness 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream: space habitation (2+) - out of sequence 10012021 the name of the dream: serfdom and scissors a dream set in the nineteenth century working for a family of the landed gentry discovered a talent for cutting hair the master of the home heard about it and called for me he was satisfied with the finished result it didn't get me an increase in wages but it did give me more leeway around the estate one of the girls who worked there stole a horse and headed north unless fate led her to someone savvy enough to cover her tracks she would be apprehended in a very short time if caught, her fate wouldn't be anywhere near as pretty as she was suspect she was being abused by the master of the house in one scene, my ability with scissors sees me cutting the out the knots in a carpet vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: 08012021 the name of the dream: his own boss living and working in a large city was part of a successful crime syndicate the success of the syndicate was due to its emphasis on being generous with its workforce providing none of us tried to get "cute", we could earn an above-average wage it was a good position to have my job was one of the delivery boy a novel and inconspicuous way of delivering goods was to use powered pedal-bikes the bikes had pannier bags draped over the back wheel the panniers weren't large i was of the opinion they were too small they could carry one or perhaps two pizzas in the opening scene am being praised by the boss he hinted that an even better position was likely to be mine soon the thing with me is don't like being subservient nor do i like telling others what to do the opportunity to strike out came to mind would be delivering hash and not goods a dozen or so people like myself would be able to supply a city with hundreds of thousands of people over a five-mile radius was feeling confident that it would work thinking about the details when the dream ended vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: crime () stolen goods() 07012021 the name of the dream: all at sea on a ship the ship is one of a flotilla of warships we are on the boundary of international waters to go any closer would be seen as an attack a plan is devised to draw the enemies attention into looking away from where the attack will come from the biggest threat to the success of the plan are submarines two non-ranking men are going to draw the enemies attention away from where the attack will start the two men aren't told they're going on a suicide mission it leaves the rest of us feeling estranged why weren't they told? it could happen to any one of the non-ranking crew a sense of unease enters the dream as it finishes vividness 3 - the observer - the category of the dream: war () at sea () 06012021 the name of the dream: me and me a one-scene-dream of a picture of my face the picture of my face is still my eyes are closed looks like i am sleeping you wouldn't think the me in the dream and the me in awake-time is the same person look about forty * this is the third or fourth dream of my face they all show me looking younger can pinpoint the thoughts during the day which produced this dream * can make sense of this dream by considering that this, and the other pictures of self, are of a future tense of time https://wordpress.com/page/endicat.com/2261 my eyes are closed in this dream they are open in one of the others vividness 4 - observer - the category of the dream: one-scene dream (15+) face (3+) 05012021 the name of the dream: me and me a one-scene-dream of a picture of my face the picture of my face is still my eyes are closed looks like i am sleeping you wouldn't think the me in the dream and the me in awake-time is the same person look about forty * this is the third or fourth dream of my face they all show me looking younger can pinpoint the thoughts during the day which produced this dream * can make sense of this dream by considering that this, and the other pictures of self, are of a future tense of time https://wordpress.com/page/endicat.com/2261 my eyes are closed in this dream they are open in one of the others vividness 4 -observer - the category of the dream: one-scene dream (15+) face (3=) 02012021 the name of the dream: a dream about how to turn dreams into illustrated stories at the computer composing the latest dream the dream had been typed and pasted into a programme the programme presented the entire text as a picture story if there was speech in the dream a picture of a person's face saying what had been said in the dream came into the page as a speech balloon (https://www.google.com/search?q=text+balloon&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=text+balloon&aqs=chrome..69i57.6815j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) the person was facing left on the right of the page as the page was composed where there was a reply the person replying was a little further on down on the left of the page facing right the page incorporated the paisley style (https://www.google.com/search?q=the+paisley+style&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi855iB24fkAhXL16QKHau3Co0Q_AUIESgB&biw=1292&bih=665) into its layout, was in shades of brown with the speech balloons in white the faces of the characters were fixed i.e. no variation of facial expressions the most difficult thing to do in this dream was, as usual, altering the text in the balloons the dreamer pastes the text of the dream into the "template" page of the website providing the service as a part of its programme, the dream template can recognise the text and selects the theme of the dream to be illustrated from the submitted text into subject, predicate and object and automatically generates images that fit the text (https://www.google.com/search?q=subject-predicate-object&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=subject-predicate-object&aqs=chrome..69i57.32224j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) it wasn't part of the dream but more accuracy will be attained if there is a facility in the template which enables the uploader to choose the theme by "fine-tuning" the dream with a simple sentence or sentences that contain more details the dream it could be called "the visual construction" feature example: a girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day... to get a face which fitted the person... mid-thirties, sun-tanned, brown hair, brown eyes, round face... girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day while the children are playing etc. it could have multiple themes... it could have a mix of still pics and action scenes... it could have 2-D or 3-D... it could have speech... the programme recognises quote marks and builds a still or moving scene from the words inside the quote marks... vividness 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream: think-read (15+) illustrating dreams (1) 04012021 the name of the dream: the little loaf looking at the menu in a restaurant the menu showed the meals in colour it also gave information for each of the different foods of each dish the scene changed, now i'm looking at a screen the screen shows a "mini" loaf of brown bread had ordered freshly-baked brown bread to go with a soup when the meal was served the bread had a "gooey" texture asked for it to be replaced was referring to the picture of the bread on the screen when the dream ended observer - vividness 2.9 o 3.4 - the category of the dream: food () restaurants () bread () 02012021 the name of the dream: how embarrasing the dream begins with a woman and a man standing side by side the woman is quite a bit smaller than the man standing on her right they are about to read a news item, it may have been a weather report they are waiting to be "cued" the announcers must be standing on something which isn't fixed to the floor it moves and throws them both off balance the arms of both the woman and the man reach out instinctively to try to grab onto something the scene changes, now we see the man laughing uncontrollably the woman is beating the air with a mixture of futility and embarrassment although she is smiling a teeth-smile and is enjoying the moment she is wishing the moment would pass the last scene of the dream is a zoom-in the zoom-in stops at the point which shows the hip to upper-thigh of the woman she is wearing dark-blue slacks in her crotch area, a neatly formed indentation, the size and depth of a man's forefinger goes into the woman's body notes 1 the writer is becoming convinced that some dreams are "stock-in-hand" dreams memories, from any time-tense, are "on tap" to the dream-time conscious, and are used to inject a different, enhanced feel to indifferent dreams vividness 3 to 3.4 - observer - the category of the dream: emotions () embarrasment () 29122020 the name of the dream: t.v. debut on the set of a t.v. studio was scheduled to have my debut t.v. appearance on a morning show had bought a new suit for the occasion a light-grey, two-piece suit (a picture of the suit wrapped in a clingy, cellophane is the stand-out visual) at this point, the villain of the piece enters the dream the producer of the programme is an extrovert and camp he's used to getting is own way in a deliberate act to stamp his control on the show and take the shine out of the interview, the producer decrees i should be dressed casually so now, it's not the me i see as me that's being interviewed but the producer's perception of who i am felt grieved for a moment realised how easy it would be to assert my will and have the producer's orders countermanded besides, the clothes chosen for me did have a certain appeal vividness 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: t.v. studios () 27122020 the name of the dream: queen of mom's it is the queen mother's birthday the mainstream media is making a meal of it it dominated the lead item on all the media outlets every milestone in her life is detailed there were people who, like me, felt the presentation missed the point one man went viral when he gave his take on another mother, his own the simple touches a mother has when her child needs comforting mother's patience as she encourages her children to live and learn day-by-day like true acts of heroism that people never hear about mothering takes love and sacrifice mother's as a whole are to be seen as the gatekeeper's of a stable society vividness 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream: mothers (5+) 24122020 the name of the dream: dream-time/awake-time liason for the last ten days have launched a full-frontal attack on getting organised it's been a bugbear for more than twenty-years not enough room to arrange everything and produce a finished effect two days ago, having received dozens of newly-ordered items coupled with two trolley-fulls of christmas fayre, the living-room, hallway and bedroom looked like chaos unleashed it was depressing after throwing myself into the task for three or four hours yesterday a glimmer of hope appeared could see things taking shape still, there is more to do than has been done to date last nights dream was a two-scene dream * first it showed the bedroom light was glistening off the walls and ceiling (stand-out visual) at first, it looked empty lingering on the scene, revealed a room full of items, yet somehow, the room looked empty the cubby-hole got a face-lift too it was empty and looked big enough to hold twice as much as before someone was standing in it he was dressed with a smidgin of flamboyance he had a jubilant pose he lifted his glass and toasted to something * an intriquing dream a dream which encouraged a determination to get something done in awake-time is new this dream opens up the possibility that tucked away, just out of reach, is the answer to all our problems trillions upon trillions of lifetimes of memories going back to the moment of inception to draw upon * fairly sure this dream rests on that moment in the day before when it did look as though the rooms could be made to look appealing the feeling of accomplishment and satisfaction in the dream told me that the result would be worth it vividness 3.2 to 4 - observer - the category of the dream: precognitive () home-improvement () 23122020 the name of the dream: where did he go? for years, the same face and profile were visible through his living-room window with the exception of an afternoon kip, from eight in the morning until ten at night, the torso and head of the person mentioned was visible two or three scenes passed each scene showed an empty space where the man used to be in the final scene, at the bottom of picture, the man's face became clear he waved to me when he noticed me it turned out he had moved his furniture around he was now sitting a metre to the right and was closer to the floor vividness 2.9 to 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances () dermot (2+) 22122020 the name of the dream: uncheery-lessons a five-scene dream looking down at squares that are moving away from me they look to be a metre along any edge the squares and whatever the squares are laid upon are slightly different shades of brown as the third scene is being shown it becomes monotonous it looks like a roll of film slowly unwinding at the fourth scene, and just before the decision to stop looking at any more of the scenes occurred, a square with writing appeared a voice instructed us to write down the words as they were spoken to me, the first two syllables sounded like, "kir-ray" vividness 3 to 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: educational (2+) dictation 13122020 the name of the dream: who's the daddy then? this dream, is, as far as can be glistened, a spot quiz on toilet etiquette a vivid dream a prolonged one-scene dream the dream, in a spotlessly clean classroom, adorned with shiny-brown, classic style furniture an unseen adult male is calling out questions children's voices are responding: end of the dream you're much too sophisticated an audience to show even the meagrest interest in matters of the toilette however, for no reason that can be proffered, a completely uninvited, unwelcome topic has the nerve to show up in dreams diary we've got to deal with it try to imagine... since the beginning of time all you've ever known is a totally indifferent reality a reality which can't experience despair or joyfulness you are firm in the belief that you will, for eternity, be alone the bone-chilling thought of being doomed to eternal isolation is your accepted outlook over time, something happens which reverses all previous notions about reality realities of what can and can't be it turns out that there is, for one-hundred-per cent of the time, a reality which is rich in emotion which can be shared which has to be shared what's more, time is no longer a constraint the opposite all actions performed in previous undulations are neatly imprinted into our souls we will rapidly arrive at the point where we "left off" the last undulation then, the refreshing experience of an endless stream of new experiences experiences which are becoming deeper and richer every new undulation the more we do it, the more we want to do it we're laughing all the way my guess? this dream is the lover making his presence known our god has got a sense of humour vividness 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream: timed-to-occur (3+) humour () 12122020 the name of the dream: a helping hand here's one for the books in awake-time, am currently doing an inventory of all my worldly goods it meant buying a hundred sturdy, see-through plastic containers to take the place of a similar amount of cardboard boxes the advantage now is it is possible to see what's in the boxes a written inventory will come in handy but it's no longer necessary to go into detail about the contents a rough memo-type list will suffice... box 18, letters to and letters from, box 27, music dance and music listen... still, though, there is a difference between how one person uses one word to express or explain something, which introduces ambiguity it is on this point the dream began there are two of us the room we are in is obviously a stockroom boxes from floor to ceiling the flaps of a dozen or more of the cardboard boxes were up that meant i'm working on that box at the moment yes, yer typical small-firm stockroom only it isn't it's my bedroom for years i've been meaning to create a super-efficient index system which, in turn, means doing an inventory the problem always returned... too many small items but now, with the aid of an efficiency expert... that spare, big black button in a soft plastic pouch goes with one of the jackets matching the button to right jacket would only take moments...any one of five different types of tapes at a glance... spare cutlery and crockery, again, at a glance a man, friendly, calm and an expert in efficiency was holding up a glass jar the jar had a piece of brown paper in it it was an envelope it was torn that it was in its own jar told me it was something extraordinary "what do you want to call this?", the expert asks "check contents", i reply * the thing about this dream is the way the need for help in awake-time came through as help in dream-time the dream of 05122020 produced a change in the definition of the pde's a case of a dream-time situation coming through into awake-time whereas, in this dream, an awake-time situation came through, with a resolution, in dream-time it allows me to remind you that one of the most outrages claims made by this website; the dream-time conscious has in fact got the potential to be the dominant form of consciousness in the far-off future, you'll be living in what we call today a dream vividness 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: cross-consciousness (2+) awake-time to dream-time (1) dream-time to awake-time (1) 11122020 the name of the dream: a passion for words an educated man was appraising the work of a writer the man was wearing a blue serge suit, white shirt and a matching blue tie his admiration for the subject of his presentation knew no bounds as he quoted and explained, as he highlighted nuances no one had fully discovered... it couldn't help but be noticed that as he was explaining this or that passage, he was discovering a new variation of an accepted interpretation he is a man at the pulpit delivering a message that says, "all things can be equal when words are used" vividness 4 - observer - the category of the dream: literature () 10122020 the name of the dreams: where did she get it?, the joint-maker, the first scene, in bed with a girl looks like she's from the middle-east we are in bed her father is close by he looks at me he has a grave look on his face think he may be about to fight with me he wants us to be together but i may have broken tradition it turns out the girl may have a venereal disease i was waiting for the symptoms to start showing when the dream ended vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () the joint-maker still in the middle east sitting at the far end of the cafe away from the street there are four of us "i'm putting one together", i say there's an excess of paper at the end of the joint tear it off and say, "that will save us one-millionth of a penny" another man asked someone what i had just said vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: middle-east () hash () 09082020 the name of the dream: indexing an internet-friend gave himself the task of indexing everybody it could mean having to use every character on a keyboard he began the task with a blank computer screen the characters are typed on the screen, 0a0 0b0 0c0... the characters on the screen are a brown/reddish colour in square boxes the characters began on the top-left of the screen and go down the screen in another scene, the boxes are across the bottom of the screen there looked to be twenty-five or thirty going down the screen and a dozen or so along the bottom not sure if it was a rectangular or square screen it is going to be a mammoth undertaking feel as though he could use a hand and offer to help by starting at the other end of the spectrum can tell that he doesn't want to be interrupted begin typing within two or three inputs of individual characters, the mental effort became too great, and the dream ended addenda: vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: think-typing () computer () steve 2 (1) 08122020 the name of the dream: family treasures a man discovers the cup he has been using to drink his tea turns out to be a collector's item its value meant the owner could retire at the auction, the man became greedy and kept rejecting bids even though the bids exceeded the valuer's estimate the thought of "being done" was clouding his judgement the cup still wasn't sold when the dream ended second dream a woman had a wooden machine that weaved cloth in the same vein as the previous dream, it was a valuable collector's item the only thing was there was a bit that was missing the missing part, a handle which fitted into the cogs, made the contraption worthless the last scene of this dream portrays the woman trying to convince people the part she made will make the machine worth something * think this dream was due to assessing the value of some of my goods during the day getting sasabab ready for spring vividness 3 to 3.2 observer - the category of the dream: heirlooms () auctions () 07122020 the name of the dream: the dash a birds-eye view of a straight-line sprint that took eleven seconds eight or so cars representing all the current formula one manufacturers are in it there was no more than a cars length between the first and last car vividness: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream: racing cars (2+) 0612200 the name of the dream: too hungry to wait in my late teens was part of an athletics team we are on a strict diet we are given a food-pack at the beginning of the day the instructions of what to eat and when to it eat it came with the pack couldn't contain my hunger and began eating the food hours before the allocated time the coach found and was uncompromising he threatened to expel me from the team if it happened again again, i ate before meal-times, and i get caught gain the coach wasn't as furious this time he knew there was nothing he could do about it we both know he needs me to complete the team vividness 3 - participant - the category of the dream: sports and diet (1) 0512200 the name of the dream: we're not buying it the differences between the mainstream media's presentation of the covid situation and independent sources have become glaringly obvious it is both hilariously funny and deadly serious the funny side of things is experienced by those of us who know just how undeadly the virus is, and those who express their "take" of the situation in a manner that is almost hysterical "we are facing an "end of the world" scenario" it is a classic case of someone believing their own hype it's like someone rushing into a crowded building and shouting, "fire", when the fire is paper that has caught alight in a waist-high, metal cigarette ashtray and clearly, it is contained the sort of reaction a child would demonstrate the woman expressing herself in the dream is red-faced her "blood is up" in both a figurative and literal sense i'm wondering what her reaction will be when people she trusts explain the situation to her when the dream ends * the writer will make this dream into a comment update main page - Pde's see today's dream https://endicat.com/dreams-pdes/ vividness 3.4 observer - the category of the dream: topical () covid (3+) 0412200 the name of the dream: the squire's security guards living the life of the squire of the manor didn't see the building as a whole but could tell from the surrounding terrain it stood in its own grounds the main scene of the dream was the "sentry" room for a cat and a dog the room is fan-shaped the room is about eight metres at its widest and tapered down to three or four metres the door in the "sentry" room that leads to the outside has four flaps in it an out-only flap and an in-only flap four both the dog and the cat anybody who tried to get in through the larger dog flap would have to go through head or feet first either way, the teeth of the mastiff would be his first experience of the inside of the manor the estate has woods at their nearest are about forty metres away another scene is a night scene the woods look ominously threatening vividness 3.2 to 3.6 - observer - the category of the dream: middle ages scenarios (1+) animals () mammals () cats and dogs (1+) 0312200 the name of the dreams: girlfriend extraordinaire, x dream (endoscopic) my partner in a newly -made relationship is beside herself with impatient as we conjoin i get an inside-the-womb view of what's happening it was a brief five-movement scene no sooner had we finished when, over my left shoulder, two white horses begin mating said to my new partner, "we can do it again whenever you want" vividness 4.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x dream () animal x (1) mammal (1) horses (1) 0312200 the name of the dream: girlfriend extraordinaire we both worked in the same office the office is spacious and bright (most vivid part of the dream) we are both insurance clerks it looks like there are about twenty of us in the dream our job is to find creative ways of managing our clients' portfolios my girlfriend likes me for my sense of humour i like her for her gentle femininity the relationship loses some of its lustre other people in the office notice it there are even thoughts the relationship might be over one of the girls from the office is walking alongside me in the next scene she is leading me along a dusty path on a sunny day while walking, she is telling me it would be a tragedy if we didn't stay together six-metres ahead, a girl is doing on-the-spot cartwheels the girl is not only doing them fast, (she looks like a human catherine wheel) but she is doing the cartwheels at an angle my amazement is compounded when she stops it is my girlfriend the girl who was talking to me said, "there may be other things you don't know about her" in the final scene, my girlfriend is reassuring me she's more than i deserve looking forward to rediscovering her vividness 3.3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream{ relationships (12+) flexibility of the body (2+) 0212200 the name of the dream: the lodger "scores" lodging in a two-up-two-down house it is nine-o'clock'ish have just watched a film in the downstairs front room there is someone asleep in a lounge-chair the landlord has a box in his hands and movs towards the t.v. inquiring what it is, he says, it's a video game, i play it every night" not being tired i ask if two can two play it he get's the hint "i always play it on my own", he says an impatient voice from upstairs says, "is that t.v. going to be on all night?" between the landlord's video game and the upstairs lodger my fate for the evening is sealed an unsatisfactory end to the day as i leave the room and head for the upstairs the thought of the person in the chair and the commanding voice upstairs causes me to quip, "sometimes i think you like being mucked about" the landlord probably agrees with me and expels a short laugh get to the top of the stairs and notice the door of another room is open not able to get to my room without passing the door and seeing in, the details of the room come into focus a scantily-dressed, full-bodied woman is lying in a double bed wearing a bra under a see-through nightgown there are chocolates and a book on the bed (stand-out visual) she has obviously been waiting for me to come upstairs and had become impatient to think, i nearly spent the night playing a stupid video game there was a dream about the london underground before the above dream the recollection of the dream is too vague to make it into an entry vividness 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: lodger (2+) scantily-dressd women (2+) 01122020 the name of the dreams: restrictions a think-read dream notifying the general public about two companies reducing their ferry services to the continent one was called, "......star", the other was "iceland" second dream, a long-standing girl-friend was more than a little surprised to find out a family nearby had given me the key to their door could come and go anytime day or night it didn't occur to me to mention it to her the freedom to come and go was stopped because a girl in the family had made a new boyfriend he was quietly outraged by the arrangement and didn't hold back his feelings about it he couldn't grasp there could be that level of genuine trust between people sensed he was going to be covetous of his relationship with the girl the girl was about to experience restrictions in her outlook of life * two dreams that contained restrictions of one sort or another this dream was due to watching mews items about the covid vaccine about to be thrust down the throat of british people vividness 3 to 3.8 - participant - the category of the dream: think-read () travel () - neighburs () 30112020 the name of the dream: a pain in the neck online reading about a male who was having difficulty overcoming an injury similar to mine decided to create a web page explaining what worked and didn't work for me sent him the url and suggested we swap notes and experiences mentioned that my experiences were similar to his to begin with, nothing seemed to be working for me either what had been discovered was to leave the most affected part of the body alone instead, concentrate on moving those parts of the body that were least troublesome first also suggested he take a three-pronged approach massage, movement, and diet vividness 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream: mutually-beneficial interchanges () 29112020 the name of the dreams: two-themes too interwoven to separate, wasteland without a reliable contact, my search for some "good grass" took me to a patch of land used by homeless people it had about twenty "regulars" there was a small derelict building which keeps the rain off when sleeping in the winter though, it was completely open to the cold still in the wasteland, managed to "score" some half-decent grass and got stuck into it while basking in the warmth of the "stone", was moved to do something about getting a basic meal together for the "residents" it wasn't that difficult to rustle up a bucket-sized container it would feed twenty or more people the first meal was to be a meat and veg soup with bread the meal was a roaring success the word, or, perhaps it was the smell, spread and people begin migrating to where we are one or two "i am's" tried, and failed, to assert authority the general mood of most people was live and let live with a little organising, a clean, new bucket, and more ingredients, a meat and veg meal would become the mainstay of the daily diet ten quid by today's values would easily feed twenty or more people the next thing was music it was as good as up and running in my mind a hundred-and-fifty watts would be ample to generate a "camp fire" atmosphere it still looked like a wasteland but, with a bit of camaraderie, it had the makings of becoming something more vividness 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: basic living (2+) both dreams had think-read scenes in them both dreams maintained a brown-beige colour throughout beatles related in a telephone call, steve guessed (his nickname on paltalk) sent me the link to the url which referred to the latest revelations about the beatles it contained a lengthy think-read scene it was easy to read john lennon mentioned two songs, sung by paul mccartney, as brilliant (the names of them are just out of reach of my memory) he also gave paul more credit to his talents than he did this undulation you may remember he lambasted him just after they broke up covid related an excited voice said, "too close to call in the wisconsin recount" * vividness 3.2 t0 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: two-themed dreams, () the beatles () topical (5+) covid (4+) 28112020 the name of the dreams: spy v's spy, too late wife or girlfriend and self have to attend a meeting twenty-plus-miles away the train is running late it means we will get to the meeting twenty-minutes late there is a scene on the train when we are checking the time it is too dark to see the face of my watch use a lighter to throw more light onto the dial of the watch the flame isn't big enough to produce enough light to see the face of the watch ask people the time no one knows tell the wife or girlfriend to attend the meeting without me i will catch the next train back and do something that needs doing urgently back at the house * think this dream reflects the sense of urgency surrounding our current circumstances vividness 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: senses of urgency (2+) train journeys (3+) wife/girlfriend (20+) spy v's spy it is a bipolar world i'm an agent a deadly scenario is being played out in a ruined cathedral the person trying to kill or subdue me is somewhere above me he or she has the advantage i have to take the high ground and gain the advantage it means having to cross open ground waiting for a sound or movement that will pinpoint the location of my adversary the dream freezes the moment and ends * dream due to thinking about the Oligrach's during the day https://endic.at/oligarch's.html vividness 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: secret services (3+) 27112020 the name of the dream: my new friendly friend a recently-made new friend called on me he was as friendly as they come he didn't have a worry in the world it seemed the only thing that mattered to him was his girlfriend the best thing he could do for her was to take her with him whenever he had to go somewhere to that end, he bought a six-fifty motorbike and sidecar the bike was parked outside his warming character is too appealing for me to say no when he invites me to go with him it turns out he has also persuaded another male friend to come along it means i'll be in the sidecar off we go the heavy chugging of the engine is somehow comforting in another scene, he asks me if i want to have a go at driving i'm all for it the scene changes again with me driving, we are going along a wide two-lane road the road goes down and slightly to the left then it curves sharply to the right and begins to incline to the right the image as described stretches over a four-hundred-metres or so the other side of the road is empty the sense of space invites an increase in the speed there are two or three vehicles ahead of us on the other side of the road overtaking the first vehicle when it becomes apparent, i have to get in between the vehicle ahead of the one i'm overtaking or else we'll be going into the curve at the bottom of the decline blind by the narrowest of margins, which brings loud gasps of relief from the other two, manage somehow to squeeze into the gap between the vehicles the next scene is me as an onlooker looking and listening to someone dressing down my new friendly friend to get the motorbike he had borrowed the money from loan sharks one of the sharks was grilling him my new friend had missed the very first repayment as mentioned, my new friend didn't have a care in the world he was completely unconcerned at the threats being made one of the sharks said in exasperation, "you want to go to war with infinity" * two buddy-buddy dreams in a row hmmm the new friend in this dream is an awake-time friend from my late teens he did acquire a bike and sidecar, we did go for a ride in it, he did have a girlfriend he was always referring to why he should find his way into a dream umpteen decades later is beyond me vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: friends and acquaintances () motor-bikes (2+) 26112020 the name of the dream: down-to earth millionaire made frinds with a young fella we had a natural affinity didn't know he was fabulously rich to begin with it wssn't until he invited me home that it was realised just how rich his family is an edwardian mansion, twenty rooms across and four or five storeys tall it was in a built-up area a high, wrought iron fence with spikes on top ran along the entire street even in amongst other grandiose buildings it stood out inside the house, we played a game one of us would name a band the other had to sing a bit of one of their songs the song that sticks out is "zoom by fat larry's band" vividness 3.3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances () music () 25112020 the name of the dreams: alligator, job hunting for reasons completely unknown, the family had an alligator as a pet it wasn't a monster-sized one but easily big enough to overwhelm anyone below a certain size it was fed when the family had there meals it was used to being fed when the smell of food was present on this occasion it didn't get its meal quick enough it attacked mom managed to turn it on its back, grab hold of its front legs, splay them apart and kneel on its chest area mom was seriously but not critically recriminations were abounding as the dream ended vividness - 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: mom () animals () reptiles () alligator ) job hunting while job hunting met a reporter or she may have been a t,v, or radio presenter she was unhappy her report of an event had been re-shaped it no longer carred the theme or description of the story she was so disgruntled, she was going to cahnge her job spent some time with her suggesting what she could do vividness 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream: incidental occasions () 24112020 the name of the dream: the office job the first day in a new job working in an office the office wasn't anybody's idea of what an office looks like the room was square or rectangular it had adjoining bench-seat against two walls each bench-seat could seat three or four people a computer at each workspace there are two girls on both bench-seats make my way to the nearest free space in the next scene, there is just three of us the seating space between each worker was tight so tight that the shoulders of the two girls and mine were touching the girl on the left is wearing a black shoulderless dress with straps the girl on the right is wearing a loose white jacket stretching out my arms place my hands on the furthest shoulder of the girls there is a moments pause before i say, "two attractive girls sitting next to me. i like this job" start speaking to the girl on my left out of the corner of my eye, i see the right hand of the girly on the right moving to my crotch when her hand is full of me she begins gently massaging me woke from the dream notes 1 the more than usual number of x dreams of late leads me to think about the x drive built into us it is, of course, the god-instilled qualitative feeling of what would otherwise be an indifferent experience you've got to amazed beyond belief to realise that the time between the reproductive ("expansive" is the correct word) act in heaven is far exceeded by the recoprocating motions of individuals, pairs and groups while traversing the straight-line all of us will come to acknowledge the overwhelming advantages accompanying the sacrificially-creative act of the big bang our Local Space environment will always be the same http://endic.at/local%20space.png it will always be the same galaxy it will always be the third planet from the sun it will always have a moon the earth will always have the amount of water one of the things that will be different is the amount of time we spend enacting straight-line-action it is, and always will be, increasing so much so, that the amount of time we spend traversing the straight-line this undulation (estimated at one raised to the eighty-third-thousandth power (1^83) will become one to the eighty-third-thousandth-millionth-billionth-trillionth (1^83 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000000) years further on into endlessness let's hear for the lover see also noteworthy notes https://endic.at/database-noteworthy-notes.txt vividness 3 .3 participant and observer - the category of the dream: work () offices (2+) 23112020 the name of the dreams: car boot sale - youv'e made your point x dream vivid and prolonged vividness 4.3 - participant - the category of the dream: x dream () car boot sale at the computer something was making it run slow a check of the folders revealed the problem the car inventory was using up masses of bytes it took a while to open the folder (at least can now access folders in dreams) there were only ten or so folders to delete (stand-out visual) deleting folders was also easy a long-forgotten item came to light a pair of speakers could sell them off and bring in some much-needed cash vividness 3 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: insignificant dreams () cars () computers () 22112020 the name of the dreams: getting going this dream tells us that in previous undulations we "get going" during the festive season a flurry of five dreams in this R.E.M. https://www.verywellhealth.com/the-four-stages-of-sleep-2795920 https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/articles/12148-sleep-basics had to do somethig else on the computer before entering dreams and still trying to remember them each dream carries the same theme-content; the festive season first dream organise two groups of girls and women one group each side on the street within earshot following a rousing arrangement of a carol, the two groups sang in unison (it wasn't in the dream but if it becomes a reality will have the groups singing at different pitches) we don't ask for money instead, we ask for christmas fayre food, sweets, drinks, crackers, party hats, party blowers etc. they will be distributed to retirement homes, hospitals etc. second dream for a gag, we stage a fake abduction we wait until he fake news has got a bit of momentum i am stripped to my underpants and socks and, my hands are bound get