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HIGHLIGHT THE LINK, THEN COPY AND PASTE IT INTO THE ADDRESS BAR OR SEARCH BOX OF ANY BROWSER meanings of specialised words, ongoing... - https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt notes the use of term "the dreamer" is used instead of "i" because not all dreams are the experiences of the person having the dream to understand how this can be we only need to think of watching someone's video of themselves on holiday another way of looking at it is to realise that you-know-who has "been there, done that" in every conceivable circumstance a man-shaped being can find her or himself the only circumstance which enables us to express our true individuality is via straight-line-action as evolving man-shaped beings we can consider that we are treading the path already trod by you-know-who we can, while man-shaped, see ourselves as the essence of an impression left by his presence unless or until a clear-cut means of distinguishing between the actions of his presence and our own experiences presents itself we are stuck with this conundrum the mutual pleasure in an x dream is because we are complying with the law x is an aspect of "expand" * this way of looking at things also gives us the means to assess whether a person is evolving or devolving * 26102022 - the writer has just begun to "tidy up" the dreams diary - a few months should do it ******************************************* 31102022 the name of the dreams: the running man - acid rules two lines of the song "rock around the clock" are playing over and over the dreamer is waiting for it to change it doesn't the "anti-repeat" mechanism of the mind kicks in and varies the beat it gives the dreamer an idea for a new format of acid music vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (9+) rock n' roll (1+) the dreamer has to be somewhere, fast he hasn't got a car can't afford a taxi he starts running the running is almost effortless the running continues for about a mile and a half he is pleased that he has got his running legs back he starts to come out of the sleep he realises he hasn't got his running legs back he feels despondent there is still time to get up and running notes 1 time will tell if this dream is the future of the present notes 2 this is one of two or three dreams of running in the last couple of weeks didn't write them in at the time as they, like this dream, didn't have a theme to them vividness: 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: running (5+) 30102022 the name of the dream: doicosagon dice a vivid dream set in the future society is ultra-well organised every individual is on fixed credit/allowance the first scene sees the dreamer at home and alone (stand-out visual) he is completely satisfied with his life his accomodation status is single the apartment blocks may house married, married with children there may be baby/children/parents/grandparents accomodation as well as well as "singles" in the apartment block we don't know from the dream a single persons apartment is small but is designed to give the impression of space the flat has a hallway, a kitchen, living-room and bedroom the bathroom/toilet don't feature in the dream when the kitchen and bedroom doors are open and, along with the hallway, there is a real sense of space the living-room can seat six or seven people in the first scene, the dreamer is on his own alas, all is not well in this utopia in the next scene there are two of us we are discussing the plight of someone known to the the dreamer's friend/acquaintance but not the the dreamer the male we are talking about has got his-self into a mess with his credit/allowance a credit is twenty units a unit is the equivilent of a penny or cent, the smallest value of the credit/allownce this utopia is wealthy the basics, food, clothes, energy etc., are amost given away what people do for recreation and work isn't in the dream there is enough wealth for people to get a substantial amount of credits on demand a figure of ten or eleven thousand is available however, failure to comply to the strict repayments conditions brings harsh repurcussions* this is the issue we are discussing in the next scene we are in an hospital-type setting and meet the chappie not able to manage his credits it is immediately obvious to the dreamer young man is "flighty-minded" put simply, he hasn't go the capacity to "do arithmetic" he needs an assistant it emerges that he is using his credits to play a game of 22-sided dice (doicosagon) the solution is to "cap" his credit card so that he can only draw out an amount too small to be of concern of his daily "allowance" there are twenty two units in one credit the game is universally played for one unit a game the goal of the game is to predict the outcome of the doicosagon dice the chance of getting two dice of the same number is 21/1 having come to an uncomplete but workable solution, the dream and the dreamer move on the dreamer is off for a game of doicosagon dice he has two credits and has got a "thing" about the number twenty-two note 1* it is the "freedom to do" or free-will theme being highlighted in this dream vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: betting (1+) dice (1+) 29102022 the name of the dreams: the 208 - uncompromisable - exercises to follow the dreamer is in the company of four or five young men we are in the army the dream is set in the camp's gymnasium we are not training because we are part of the gymnastics team we are there for fun there is a pommel horse, gymnastics rings, floor mat etc. the dream ends before anyone does anything vividness: 2.67 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: gymnasiums (1) this dream may be connected to the previous one the dreamer works for a company that makes high-tech equipment for satellites and the like the manager of the department the dreamer is attached to, is connected by blood to the top echelon of the company the manager wants the dreamer to say something on his behalf the manager has done something wrong the best thing he can think of is to "rope" someone else into it and divert some of the attention from him the dreamer realises it will affect his entire working life if he does and says no to the manager the manager says, "if you don't help me, i'm going to tell everyone that you smoke cannabis" the dreamer says, "there's one problem with that" the manager says, "what?" the dreamer also knows people who have influence and says, "people are more likely to believe me than you" vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: the workplace (8+) hi-tech companies (1+?) the dreamer is awake at 01:00 when the phone rings it is two girls they are regular visitors they want to come over the dreamer says, "absolutely not, i'm not that sort of person" (joke), and then, "i'll leave the door open" in the next scene, the doorbell rings the dreamer gets up and goes to the door on the way to the door the dreamer is wondering... why they didn't walk in at the door, the two girls are with the landlord the landlord has two "heavies" in tow the dreamer's quizzical expression prompts the landlord to say, "i've come to collect my 208" haven't got a clue what he means without so much as an "excuse me", the three males walk past and into the living room to the dreamer's amazement, they begin hacking into one of the walls the dreamer asks, "are you going tell me what this is about?" no reply again the dreamer tries to get an answer, "will you please tell me what you're doing?" no reply so, the dreamer thinks, their not going to tell me anything there's nothing he can do whatever it is their after, it's sure to have an illegal "vibe" to it the dreamer considers telling them he is going to call the police then realises it would be a bad idea the dream finishes vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dreams without a theme (1+) 28102022 the name of the dreams: the muscle and bones man - hot stuff - a business opportunity the dreamer gets access to a new building in a holiday resort the building is on "stilts" in the first scene we see a room about twenty by twenty metres and three metres high the walls are a shiny salmon colour (stand-out visual) a thick, clear polythene is hanging loosely against the walls the word that describes the scene is pristine the dreamer knows the agent who is leasing the rooms for the owner the agent can "swing" a favourable deal for the dreamer each room is independant of every other room each room is sound-proof the scope is endless a large photographic studio, a small cinema with tiered seating, a conference room, a keep-fit gym, luxury apartments, restaurant... renting two rooms would be a sound investment vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business (10+) there's cold going around it seems as though everyone is getting it it was thought one way of tackling it is to turn up the setting on the water heater the dreamer "bought-in" to the idea what he didn't realise was just how hot the water would get when the dreamer turned on the tap to do something, he simultaneously jumped back and yelped as he pulled his hand away he still had the "subroutine" in his noodle of the water being hot but not too hot there are two other people nearby who are aware of what the dreamer has done one of them says, "go on, you big pussy" someone has challenged the dreamer's "manliness" the dreamer says, "you couldn't keep your hand in the water for two seconds" that was it as quick as a flash, he was at the sink and ready to show the dreamer what being a man is all about the stream of water was giving off steam so it couldn't be that hot he stuck the back of his hand into the flowing hot water with lightening fast speed, he pulled his hand from the water he says, "i didn't know it was that hot" he discovered what the dreamer discovered a minute before water doesn't have to be giving off steam to be able to cook something vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: hot water (1) in town and on the way to a "watering hole" in the pub, there is a mini-event about to "go down" it is an exhibition arm-wrestling challenge there is this guy who is about 170 centimetres tall he is rough-hewn and as rugged as the face of a mountain his bunched muscles, easily seen through his clothes, are extensions of his bones when it comes to strength in a small package, this guy is it he has an aide who is doing all the talking the aide has a chalkboard giving the odds to anyone who wants the challenge the writer is game not sure what odds his aide gives the dreamer, but the fact that there are not three numbers on any side of the backslash doesn't reflect the reality of the outcome the dreamer does a bit of heavy breathing and loosens up with shoulder shrugs in the next scene, we are seated at a table facing each other the command, "go" is given the dreamer tightens his grip and pushes then the dreamer swings sideways and, using his left-hand, grabs the hand of the person nearest to him then the dreamer indicates with his head to the person nearest to the person whose hand he has just grabbed to hold onto the first person the dreamer held hands with if the dream hadn't ended there, there is a strong possibility one or both arms could been pulled out of their sockets notes 1 this dream is the result of thinking about an awake-time incident from about six months ago the writer is in a pub and in a playful mood he challenges a man twice his size to an arm-wrestling match the man went along with the writer's suggestion we sit down, and the match commences within a couple of seconds, the writer reaches out and grabs a solid wooden fixture then, still clasping the man's hand, he stands up and beckons other people to help him vividness: 2. 7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: arm-wrestling (1) 27102022 the name of the dream: playing with fire the dreamer is physically-handicapped and needs two walking sticks to walk he is practising using them in the house it is a tricky business balancing and using maximum strength at the point when the dreamer needs just a little more effort to get into the standing position, his balance is at its most precarious determined to stand, the dreamer concentrates more on the effort than the balance the dreamer loses his balance and falls to his front it must be winter an open fire is burning the dreamer's head goes into the hearth fortunately, it is a small fire the dreamer's reflexes are not impaired he manages to push himself backwards and out of the hearth before the flames have time to have an effect in the next scene, the dreamer's younger brother is having fun with the walking sticks he is playing in the same place as the dreamer was in the first scene he makes the same mistake as the dreamer did in the first scene and falls forward into the fire being younger, smaller and more agile than the dreamer, he's out of trouble before he gets into it that's not the point the situation could easily have resulted in serious injury the dreamer scolds his brother with the words, "that's exactly what happened to me - don't you ever, ever touch those sticks again" vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: potentially dangerous outcomes (3+) fire (2+) brother (3+) 26102022 the name of the dreams: a penny short - who nose? a male lion is balanced on its nose it looks at ease it may be a stuffed lion it may a live lion doing its "party-piece" in a zero gravity circus in space your guess is as good as mine vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: one-scene dream (10+) animals (14+) mammals (12+) lions (2+) the dreamer is in the local "corner" shop he buys items that cost eight pounds and-fifty pence he digs into his pocket, brings out all the money he has and puts it on the counter there is one note the rest is coins using one finger, he pushes the money across the counter, counting it out as he does so five pounds... six pounds... seven pounds... eight pounds... eight-pounds-twenty... eight-pounds-forty... eight pounds forty two... eight pounds forty four we don't know if the shopkeeper let's him off with a penny notes 1 a present tense of time vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: shopping (5+) 25102022 the name of the montage: maxi-plus montage - https://endic.at/data.dreams.montages.txt this montage went on for about twelve minutes in some ways, it would be easier to say what wasn't in this montage - https://endic.at/data.dreams.montages.txt the longest ever montage, about fifteen minutes (2nd longest ever montage, about 8 mins - 04052019) could, at the start, initiate what theme to have the colour is predominantly a light rust colour - a cross-check against the diet diary and see if it possible that food may have a bearing on the colour of a dream it included... to start with, it was possible to initiate the theme slightly more moving scenes than still scenes females males females and males groups an animal or two indoors outdoors sounds friends black and white scenes 200 - 300 images and scenes about thirty different themes notes 1 this montsge went on for about twelve minutes (the second longest maxi-montage went on for about seven minutes this dreams analysis thing is getting more complicated by the day according to this website there are about another three-hundred-million (300 000 000) categories of dreams and/or montages yet to emerge! vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the montage: maxi-plus (2) business (8+) audio equipment (3+) low-lifes (20+) steve (4+) 24102022 the name of the dream: the scam-man - the name of the montage: what a biggie the anti-scam artists in this dream, the dreamer's line of business is p.a. hire and djaying on the first day of business a stocky, ginger-haired and smartly-dressed young man arrives at the premises (stand-out visual) the dreamer's stock-in-trade opening line is, "i have three thousand watts of speakers and five-thousand watts of amplifiers" the second boast is, "i have a five-hundred-watt orange valve amp that powers a pair of bose 800's for smaller venues that produce the most mind-penetrating sounds you have ever heard" the young man isn't moved by either statement he wants to see the equipment somethings amiss his disinterest and lack of enthusiasm put the dreamer on guard he's waiting for a response to his request to see the equipment the dreamer lies and says, "i don't keep the equipment here, it's in storage" the man gets frustrated and stresses his request to see the equipment the dreamer concludes the reason he wants to see the equipment is to know its location it's time to turn the tables on this would-be thief we arrange a time and a place to see the equipment what the dreamer is going to do is move the equipment to a different location a friend, a savvy, tough irish man, will put the equipment in an empty garage the friend will be there for the viewing he will get friendly with the "scam-man" and find out enough about to give to his "connections" this will in turn, provide the dreamer and his friend with critical information about the scam-man... address, job, "straight-up" or crooked... if he doesn't come up clean, then... the dreamer is thinking about what he will do to the scam man if he turns out to be a snake several possibilities present themselves as the dream comes to an end vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business (7+) audio equipment (3+) low-life (20+) steve (4+) 23102022 the name of the dreams: an opportunity - dogs that died and dogs that didn't the dreamer is on his way back home there are six or so scenes in which the dreamer comes across and touches dogs each dog responds sightly differently to his touch with one exception, all the dogs respond warmly the one that doesn't respond warmly barks in a non-aggresive way the bark is more like a statement of recognition the dream then becomes the dreamer out and about with his dog he takees th dog into an abandoned building the dog discovers a fluffy bag there must be something in it which the dog wants to investigate the dog gets its head stuck in the bag before the dog gets its head out of the bag the dream becomes a six or so scene montage each scene of the montage is in colour the scenes depict different ways dogs can cause their own deaths by sticking their heads into different things the last scene of the montage shows a dog with its head stuck in a cellophane bag the dog has the intelligence to use its front legs and paws to pull the bag off vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (28+) mammals (20+) dogs (15+) unnatural deaths (1) came across a way to make a lot of money within a very short time the returns became a lot more than was expected the problem is the opportunity to "cash in" only crops up while the dreamer is out and about making sure the information is acted upon quickly enugh meant finding someone who could operate the dreamer's computer whenever he was away from the house whoever it is will have to be able to follow the dreamer's instructions over the phone the big worry is the money-making scheme meant the person at the computer would have to have access to the dreamer's bank details someone who is savvy enough to operate a computer could take out as much money as they wanted there is only one person who can be relied on to keep quiet unfortunately he is a drug addict the dreamer knows him well enough to know that if push comes to shove, he will help himself to whatever amount he needs the dream ends with a vivid scene of a computer screen showing how much money is in the dreamer's account it is a lot vividness: 2.6/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computer-related (18+) money (10+) 22102022 the name of the dreams: eight's company nine's a crowd - the non-paying customer - drunk on the job - it just ain't right on a desert-hot day, the dreamer is sitting on the ground next to a stony and dusty path that has been hewn out of the ground by the general public a young boy of about eleven years of age is the guardian of his three or four sisters and brothers the children in the boy's charge are aged between four or five to seven or eight the youngest child, a girl, is the straggler it's not just her size that is causing her to be at the end of the group she has lost the shoe from her right foot the dreamer is watching her as she is trying to avoid stepping on jagged stones (stand-out visual) the dreamer's heart goes out to her he stands up and goes to the eldest boy the dreamer is going to give the young lad money the dreamer says to the boy, "will you take money and buy shoes for the girl?" "i'm not allowed to take money", the boy replies the dreamer starts thinking about the injustices in the world as he begins to wake vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: poverty (3+) children (1+) am in a shopping mall it is a narrow mall, wide enough for about five people the dreamer is loking into the window of a woman's fashion shop the dreamer isn't sure why he went into the shop it may have been because it was so colourful walked through the door and to the left almost immediately, an african woman with a beautiful "beamer" came from behind a rack of clothes and said, "hello" her expression is that of a woman who is full of fun it was so captivating the dreamer's reply of "hi" has a stuttered laugh in it the woman retreats back behind the clothes rack now the dreamer is feeling awkward the woman was too eager to engage a potential customer the dreamer gets the feeling she is desperate to make a sale there's nothing he wants as the dreamer starts to wake, he thinks he should say to the woman, "i was thinking that if there was just one item in the window, it might capture the imagination of passersby more than lots of items do" vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: shopping (2+) in a shopping mall it is not the same mall as the first one this one is five times bigger than the first one the dreamer is looking through the window of a chemist's shop he sees an item, shaving blades, he wants the dreamer goes into the shop and makes the purchase the cashier say's, "your card has been declined" the cost of the blades is less than two pounds was the amount too small for the shop to make a worthwhie profit? the dreamer asks to speak to the manager a man in a shiny, grey suit with small black-speckles enters the dream the dreamer wants to know why his card has been denied the dreamer doesn't hear the words the manager speakshe because the dreamer catchces a whiff of his breath within two words of what he is saying and is taken aback when he smells alcohol on his breath the dreamer then notices he is swaying then further still, his eyes are glazed over to make things even worse, the manager gets on his high horse and starts verbally demeaning the the dreamer it's too much for the dreamer the dreamer turns to two women within a metre or two and says says in a raised voice, "this man is drunk" one of the two women says, "yes, we know - it's disgusting" the manager starts backing off vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: shopping (3+) declined card (1) not sure if the dreamer has moved to a new town or has decided to change his regular saturday night out for a new one the dance finished about eleven o-clock in the next scene, there are about eight of us in the car park the dreamer follows the main body of people to where the cars are parked he notices that a doube-door with push-down metal bars is open the dreamer has figured-out by now who the main-man is and says to him, "is that door meant to be left open?" the elderly man in his thirties looks to where the dreamer is looking the man stops dead in his tracks he has made a serious gaffe and double-times it to the door and closes it the dreamer is not trying to impress the man and goes on to say that it may be an idea to have a couple of cars and drivers to take the regular ladies home at the end of the night the man realises the dreamer is not just a "hanger on" but has got his wits about him the man tells the dreamer to go to one car in particular, they will take him to the "after hours" party they are going to at the next place, the dreamer is sitting with the eight or so people that were in the car park one girl isn't with a male the dreamer sees his chance and offers to get all the ladies a drink the dreamer gives the girl without a partner special attention and gets her a double of the drink she asked for the dreamer's "move" on the girl does not go unnticed by the rest of the group smiles and suggestive remarks are the closing images of the dream vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - time-tenses: 1, 4, 6 - the category of the dream: socialising (7+) - three-themed dream (7+) 21102022 the name of the dream: the latest thing the latest fad sweeping societies is a health/nature fad it is not a fun fad like a yo-yo this fad has, and is, to be taken seriously specifically, it is shoes made of a black material that looks like foam with small mounds that taper to a point the points are about the same size as the bottom end of an ice cream cone there are about a dozen mounds evenly placed on the bottom and sides of each shoe the benefits of the shoes are to be had at night it is hinted there may be a connection to a natural event like a full moon, although that isn't emphasised in the dream what is emphasised is that the foam-like shoe comes into contact with a natural surface... sand, grass etc. the user is advised that they will get the full benefits when no socks are worn the dreamer's girlfriend swears by it the dreamer knows better than to call into question her belief-system on the contrary our relationship will be more harmonious and pleasurable if the dreamer goes along and enthuses with her the dreamer is hiding his true feelings the fad has all the hallmarks of a media-fuelled advertising campaign that has a "latest-discovery-of-natural-circumstances" feel to it the fad will continue to gain popularity until people realise they still catch colds vividness: 2.7 - observer - time-tenses: 1, 2, 4, 7, 8, 9 - the category of the dream: fads and fashions (2+) footwear (1) the tenses of time https://www.endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html 20102022 the name of the dream: survival in a world where staying alive is a feat comparable to a miracle, small bands of people somehow eke out a meagre existence in this dream, the dreamer is an observer he is observing how a group of ten or so do it patchwork and makeshift clothing a slither of fish or meat, and a "coin" of carrot is a banquet they are looking for anything that can be eaten without being cooked scavaging for food is only allowed during daylight hours at night they have to return to where they slept the night before nighttime is when the devil-worshippers gather-up people their "home" is a prison cell it is the size of a bedroom the bars of the cell are about twenty-five centimetres apart the secret of their ability to survive is revealed in the last scene of the dream a man from india enters the dream he brings food and other necessities he walks up to the bars of the cell and begins pushing himself against them the harder he presses his body against the bars, the more the bones of his body "mould" into a shape that enables him to squeeze through the bars it is a startling sight that causes the dreamer to wake notes 1 there is only one dream that comes to mind where the people are more oppressed (2402018) notes 2 we really are in a time of global oppression oddly, there will be ordinary people who go through these turbulent times without feeling the inconveniences or restrictions notes 3 is there a condition that allows a person to change the structure of bones? vividness: 2.7 - observer - time-tense: 9 - the category of the dream: oppressive societies (20+) 19102022 the name of the dream: cloning this dream begins with the dreamer talking to someone who wants to know what cloning can and can't do the dreamer has mixed emotions and contrasting conclusions the dreamer is trying to soothe a young male the tone of the conversation suggests he is unsure as to what his fate will be he wants to know if the person he is now will be the same if he is cloned a second time the defining characteristic is the memory the dreamer is hesitant when it comes to the theme of continuity of memory if the person is cloned a second time and doesn't have memories of his first cloning then cloning is a dead-end procedure the dream ends when the dreamer decides not to mention the "litmus test" of the continuity of memory notes 1 this dream is the result of thinking about the continuity of evolving and devolving beings during the day notes 2 there's a telephone-book-sized entry that could be devoted to explaining the variations inherent in cloning notes 3 films that examine the issue of cloning - https://endic.at/Never.Let.Me.Go.2010.mp4 and https://endic.at/Intruders.1992.mp4 notes 4 another vivid dream - three consecutive higher-than-average vivid dreams! vividness: 2.8/2 - participant and observer - time-tense: 7, 8 or 9 - the category of the dream: cloning (1+) people (1) 18102022 the name of the dream: the computer newbie the dreamer is online explaining via a type-chat how to download programmes and films to a newbie to the wonderful world of the internet the nebie, is having real difficulty following the procedure after several "runs at it" the dreamer decides to do things the easy way the dreamer gives the newbie his username and password for the programme that will enable her or him to download the films the sense of excitement and achievement of the newbie as the newbie sees a file downloading onto her or his computer is palpable the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice congratulating the newbie on her or his achievement notes 1 the vividness of the screen in this dream is moving towards being 3D vividness: 2.8/9 - participant and observer - time-tense: 8 - the category of the dream: computer-related (14+) 16102022 the name of the dream: as sweet as candy the dreamer is in the foyer after he has bought his ticket and now has the serious task of getting sweet treats to accompany the film in the next scene, the dreamer is wheeling a large wire shopping basket into the stalls in the basket are thirty or more packets and bars of sweeties obviously, the dreamer won't be eating all the sweets the extra sweets are for the people who didn't get any sweets when they bought their tickets and will realise part-way through the film they forgot to buy sweets the dreamer wheels the shopping basket down the incline of the aisle on the left side of the room because it's on an incline, the dreamer puts the brakes on at an appropriate moment during the film the dreamer goes to do "the rounds" and starts on his journey to offer the basket of sweets to the other people the braking mechanism of the trolley is slightly jammed and is so tight the dreamer has to push extra hard to get it to move the trolley shudders and stalls as the dreamer pushes it it takes more and more effort to get the shopping basket moving it becomes so stiff it makes a grinding sound as it 's moving the sound it makes takes on a life of its own it's like a rhythmic beat in the next scene, a couple of the staff in the cinema are "on my case" between the sound of the trolley, the beam of the torches and the staff talking, it is impossible for the audience to watch the film the film will have to be stopped the staff realise the dreamer isn't being deliberately disruptive but is a simpleton of some sort with a minimum of fuss, the staff escort him out of the viewing area note 1 you can expect childishly simple actions like this from the writer a few lifetimes further on into this undulation vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - time-tense: 8 - the category of the dream: misplaced good intentions (1+) cinemas (1) the name of the dreams: you can lead a horse to... - cartography a four or five-scene think-read/write dream that sees the dreamer reading and amending the boundaries of the fir trees of an area of russia in the last scene, the dreamer starts to wake up when he realises that after making a change to a line of information the newly-entered data is placed in the middle of another sentence e.g., "five babies makean apostrophe here a quintet" the frustration of not being able to move the mouse into the position and delete the new wording becomes too difficult and causes the dreamer to wake notes 1 a rust-coloured dream... vividness: 2.7 - participant - time-tense: 5 - the category of the dream: on a verbal and written chat platform an energetic, although the word heated would describe it better, conversation is ongoing the dreamer is on the receiving end of a barrage of messages and verbal as things progress, it becomes clear that the bias comes from the american war of independence and still infects a large swathe of the american psyche in an attempt to impress upon the people in the talk what's going on, the dreamer tries to point out that the amercans are still being taxed by the british as much as they ever were, aren't getting through the arguing went on and on the dreamer realises that their bias has infected their thinking to the point of incoherence he wakes up to the sound of his own voice saying, "surely you're not going to let something that happened hundreds of years ago sway what you're thinking today" notes 1 the american chat platform, paltalk, has the most dogmatic and unreasonable collection of people the dreamer has ever encountered notes 2 unfortunately for the american's, their inherent determination to reject anything british is affecting their verbal ability to express themselves clearly it's not "the cat sat on the mat" anymore but "the cat on the mat sat" the american degradation of the english language first became noticeable some fifteen or so years ago a programme pointed out that one food, in particular, was "the best food source" for the animal... when it is spoken, the term "food source" becomes more recognisable as the notion of "a sauce for food" it wasn't until the writer watched the programme for a second time that it was the misleading phrase that caused the confusion tracing it back leads to the culprit the people who wrote the script for "star trek" back in the 1960s deliberately used the phrase "to boldly go" instead of "go boldly" that's how a powerful medium, the telly, can change the perception of an entire society every sentence in the english language follows the simple rule of subject, predicate and object even the smallest sentence, "i am", in the english language, follows the simple rule of "subject, predicate and object" has the writer has discovered, the american contempt for the british is "dumbing down" the average americans ability to express themselves in a way that doesn't leave room for misinterpretation vividness: 2.7 - participant - time-tense: 5 - the category of the dream: online chat platforms (1) paltalk (1) 14102022 the name of the dream: uncle les in this one-scene dream, uncle les is at his unruly best never a one to shun the limelight on the contrary, he shone best when he was centre stage he was infamous for his rendition of "the silent sentry" the silent sentry is something only an army veteran will know about thankfully, the time when he was urged to perform his "showpiece" at a gathering of the clan at auntie graces', he decided not to he was the division or regiment boxing champion in his weight category by all that's holy and for reasons unknown, he gave the writer his stamp collection when he should have given them to his son jimmy two thick, a4-sized hardback folders that contained hundreds of mint penny black stamps looked them up online a moment ago they'd be worth a small fortune if the witer still had them (the reason why the writer hasn't got them is due to a break-up with a girlfriend) jimmy and the writer had two memorable times together one of them was when we both had motor-bikes one night out in the middle of nowhere on a deserted a4 road, we passed each other several times at a moderate speed the riding position on each "pass" had to be different to the one before side-riding, lying down riding, one-legged riding, standing on the seat,.. a bond formed between us that night vividness: 2.6/7 - observer - time-tense: 8 - the category of the dream: one-scene dreams (8+) family, friends and acquaintences, (32+) uncle les (1+) 13102022 the name of the dreams: possibilities - punk makes an appearance the owner or manager of a high street cafe gives the dreamer the green light to play music until it closes at about midnight the dreamer sets up his mobile equipment the equipment fits into a large backpack the dreamer plays a mix of music the predominant genre is punk surprisingly, it gets a good response the mobile p.a. kicks out punchy, raw mid-range frequencies that grab the attention of people on two occasions, the dreamer has to go from where he is sitting at the bottom end of the cafe to the serving area to adjust the volume on one of the occasion, he crawls along the top of the adjoining benches against the back of the wall rather than walk at the end of the night there are more people in the cafe or restaurant than there were at the start of the dream vividness: 2.7.5 - participant - time-tense: 1 or 2 - the category of the dream: music (11+) punk (1) the dreamer is living where he lives now there are three people in the dream the dreamer, the dreamer's girlfriend and the dreamer's brother in the dream, we are talking about how good it would be if we knew now what things will be happening in a future undulation we speculated that the situation could be that the dreamer's girlfriend might be the girlfriend of the dreamer's brother vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - time-tense: 7 or 9 - the category of the dream: conversations of a speculative nature (2+) undulations (1) 12102022 the name of the dream: prisoner-release day am one of a coach full of prisoners of about forty-five we are crammed in like sardines in a tin we are on our way to the hub of the county-wide rail and coach stations the dreamer is on the extreme left of the back-bench seat there are two on/off doors, one at the front and one next to where the dreamer is sitting the dreamer speaks to the person next to him he responds aggressively when the dreamer doesn't give back with something equally aggressive, he takes it as a sign of weakness he starts telling the dreamer that when we get off he wants my transport ticket and the spending money that every prisoner gets the dreamer keeps playing the part of the person the aggressive thinks he is, occasionally saying things in an apologetic way while the aggressive person is working out how much money he will get for selling the dreamer's ticket and what he's going to do with the extra windfall, the dreamer is looking forward to seeing his face drop when the dreamer shows him he can be even more aggressive than he is the bus gets to its destination the door to the dreamer's left opens a crowd of young men move towards the coach they intend to do what the person sitting to the right of the dreamer intends to do the dreamer gets off the coach and stays tight to the body of the coach as the guy next to the dreamer gets off, the dreamer grabs him and pins him back against the coach ten to fifteen people from the coach are being accosted by the local bullies they see me "shaking down" the aggressive person and move on to someone else a nice finishing touch to the dream is the dreamer telling the aggressive person to keep his money and ticket notes 1 the reason for prison dreams is not because the writer has done something wrong on the contrary, they exist because the writer feels constrained or "hemmed in" vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - time-tense: 9 - the category of the dream: prisons and prison-related (9+) prisoner-to-prisoner altercations (3+) 11102022 the name of the dream: confusion am in a police station the reason for being detained isn't known the dreamer suspects it is harassment he is eventually released when the dreamer collects his jacket on the way out of the police station his phone or credit cards or notebook and pen are not with it he becomes agitated and gets vociferous when no one is concerned the dreamer is on the verge of becoming belligerent as he starts waking from the dream the realisations that my credit cards are on the desk where they usually are - my notebook and pen are on the desk where it usually is, and finally, as the dreamer become fully awake, the dreamer realise my phone is on the desk where it usually is notes 1 the practice of taking a person's coat or jacket from a person when they are detained is something the writer has experienced this undulation that makes this dream a 4, 5 or 6 time-tense mobile phones were not in use any of those times the writer has been detained by the police this undulation this makes this dream a 1, 2 and 3 time-tense the time tenses of this dream are both past and the present this dream is assigned as being a mix of tenses of time more precisely, the past of the present undulation (6) and the present of the present undulation (5) notes 2 we're aiming for are dreams that portray a future time-tense of this undulation (8) without checking thoroughly, seven or eight such dreams have occurred so far most importantly, we're trying for dreams that foresee a reduction in the quality and/or quantity of people we are, of course, able to foresee a possible calamity in many, many, situations seeing disasters in dreams is different it is believed that precognitive dreams are specifically generated the writer uses the term "timed-to-occur" currently, there is so much chaos that giving credence to dreams and acting on them isn't given an airing it will be one of the things that we can incorporate into our lives when we "get going" - https://endic.at/getting%20going.txt vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - a mix of time-tense: 8 and 2 - the category of the dream: police stations (2+) 10102022 the name of the dream: his last request at home (coventry 2) the dreamer's stepfather is close to passing his stepfather gives the dreamer his credit card and asks the dreamer to get £20 cash and twenty cigarettes he stresses that he wants the "blue ribboned" variety of the cigarettes back from the shop, the dreamer isn't sure if he said blue-ribboned or red-ribboned the dreamer shouts up to him in bed, "did you want blue-ribboned?" his stepdad doesn't answer the dreamer shouts it again, a bit louder "did you want blue ribboned or red ribboned?" "did you want blue ribboned or..." the dreamer doesn't finish the sentence the dreamer awakes from the dream mid-sentence to the sound of his own voice notes 1 this dream has mixed tenses of time following the dream of 08102022, the writer believes that the time has come to assign the tenses of time to dreams the dreamer's stepfather stopped smoking at least ten years before he passed in this, the current undulation that makes the time-tense of this dream a past time-tense (time-tense 8 - the present of a past undulation) vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - time-tense 8 or 9 - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintences (32+) stepfather (2+) 09102022 the name of the dream: money, sex and power in an ancient rome type setting, three legal suits are ongoing the first is for bribery and corruption the second is for over-spending on the public purse the third is for debauchery the three different factions are equally confident of not being held to account proposals and counter-proposals between the three factions ensure that a one-sided outcome against one or the other of the interests of any one of the parties will not occur bribery and corruption, excessive spending of the public purse and depravity continue to flourish vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: ancient history (2+) 08102022 the name of the dream: the party that nearly was the dreamer bumped into a girl called judy tench near where he lived judy and the dreamer are in the same class at school judy mentioned that a small group of friends had a weekly mini-house party of about eight people in a block of flats within a hundred metres of where the dreamer lived as a teenager she invited the dreamer the dreamer told her he would bring music and crisps she hesitated and said that they would be playing disco music she said martha reeves typified what they like to listen to and dance to she also hinted that they wouldn't be playing the music very loud the dreamer knew exactly, what sort of music would be appropriate and convinced her that he would play only that type of music at a sensible volume the dreamer also mentioned he would bring crisps and sausage rolls judy left the dream before the dreamer realises he didn't get the address notes 1 an interesting mix of tenses of time in this dream the writer didn't start playing music for other people until he was ten years older than he is in this dream notes 2 judy was the boyfriend of a friend from school called chris clements she, chris, self and another girl did have a double date at one of the girl's houses in the 1960s tragically, judy was killed by a lorry during a protest in the wood-end district of coventry in the 1960s or 70s vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (31+) chris clements (1) judy tench (1) 07102022 the name of the dreams: an ownerless dog - the times they are a changin' as the new world order gains momentum priorities become defined surprisingly, hygene takes centre stage the most popular product is a soap called dove it becomes the norm for a woman's handbag to contain a credit card-sized, wafer-thin bar of the soap the design, patterns and colours of the soap are as varied as the people who use it the second most prioritised issue is the accuracy of information historians are agreed, the defining point of the last battle in europe was the seige of mariupol the doctrine of the law is applied extensively all in all things are on the up and up a mood of optimism pervades the dream vividness: 2.7/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: world affairs (4+) within a scene or two, a black dog, the same as the one the t.v., comes into view to the right of the dreamer unlike the dog on the telly, the dog in the dream is wearing a red collar this dog too has a subdued m manner it's tail, like the dog in the programme, is curled between its legs it is moving cautiously toward the dreamer the dreamer throws a bit of food toward the dog the dog senses the dreamer will not harm him the last bit of the dog's tail wags while the rest of its tail stays fixed between its legs the dreamer starts to consider taking the dog with him the first thing will be to get a leash is there a name and/or an address or number on the collar? if not, the dreamer will advertise a "dog found" ad in the local paper if a person responds and lays claim to the dog, the dreamer will want to know the name the dog responds to how it came to be lost in the first place? if the person sounds like a "heel" the dreamer will say something that doesn't match the description of the dog as the dream ends, the dreamer is wondering if the person who lost the dog sees him out and about with the dog, will the dreamer have cause to challenge him in court using the argument that he doesn't or can't claim ownership of the dog by virtue of not keeping the dog on a leash notes 1 this content of this dream, was again caused as a result of watching an episode of a drama series within an hour of going to sleep in the programme the writer notices a black dog the dog's tail is curled under its body the writer wondered how the producers of the programme got the dog to act in such a subdued manner vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (10+) mammals (7+) dogs (5+) 06102022 the name of the dream: big mouths a gruesome scene of a male lion with a snake the size of the lion's mouth while its mouth is fully open we can just about see the tip of the snake's head at the back of the lion's mouth the hindquarters of the lion are in the mouth of another, larger black snake there's some think-reading that occasionally shows during the scene the scene itself pretty well stays the same the repeating scene is due to the dreamer trying to see the whole of the black snake notes 1 never was the cause of the content of a dream more obvious during the last meal of the day, the writer was watching wildlife snippets of african carnivorous animals notes 2 this dream tells us that the trick to producing the desired content of a dream is to let your thoughts, sights, emotions etc., dwell on the subject you want to dream about during the day especially over a meal shortly before going to bed doing so will allow you to discover the extent of your genetic line in all the nine tenses of time via dream-time memories reference: tenses of time ( https://endic.at/the%20tenses%20of%20time.html ) vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: carnivorous animals (3+) lions (2+) snakes (1+) 05102022 the name of the dreams: problem solved - unresolved had to go out the dreamer decides to remove excess crockery from the cupboard under the kitchen sink one item that seemed to have been there forever without being used as a large dinner plate didn't have a bag to put it in the supermarket was only a minute away the dreamer could carry it in his hand and get a bag from the supermarket at the supermarket, the dreamer went to two or three checkout counters and asked if he could have a bag to put the plate in they all said no nor would they sell a bag on its own went to the floor manager he thought something "fishy" was going on and shook his head the only way to get a bag was to buy something now it's getting ridiculous getting rid of the dinner plate is becoming the main task of the day refused to "bin" it it was nicely decorated someone somewhere must want it the plate should have a better fate than being binned vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unwanted items (1+) plates (1) had to go somewhere and buy a heavy item am in a hurry didn't have enough to get a taxi had no option but to use the car the reluctance to use the car was because the tax disc was out of date all things considered, the car was the only option the second problem with the car was the petrol hadn't used the car for weeks but could remember it was low on petrol left the house and headed for the shop/store came to a t-junction had to turn left the road had a steep incline within a short distance after turning left, the engine started spluttering the gravity-fed petrol was not getting to the engine couldn't let the car come to a halt on a busy road it would block the traffic and bring unwanted attention couldn't reverse back into the road had just come out of, a car might be coming no use in turning right it would only take the dreamer further away from his destination on the other side of the road, there is a five-metre grass verge that separates the houses from the road managed to get the car onto it almost immediately a police car came into the dream going down the road pretended not to notice them and went to the boot of the car and began moving things around to give the impression of doing something purposeful if the police noticed the colour of the tax disc, it would tell them it is out of date things could get awkward, to say the least the dreamer did what any other self-respecting dreamer would do if they were in a sticky situation... he ended the dream vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: problem situations (12+) cars (1+) 04102022 the name of the dreams: divide and conquer - 8 a.m. and 12 a.m. the dreamer's brother said he would call at 8 a.m. don't know what we are scheduled to do two heavy thumps on the door woke the dreamer the dreamer shouts out, "wait" the dreamer's brother is a stickler for punctuality he doesn't like being kept waiting knowing this, the dreamer decides to make him wait for knocking on the door so hard for a second or two the dreamer is revelling in the thought of his brother feeling the annoyance of being kept waiting the dreamer is about to get out of bed when his brother knocked again, only louder now the writer is really annoyed the dreamer gets out of bed and is going to give his brother a piece of his mind the dreamer gets out of bed and realises he is in the place where he is curently living it's not his brother, it's 12 a.m., it's the delivery man! notes 1 without doing a thorough check, this is only the second time confusion or fusion of the two states of time have inter-twined the other one is 19052021 vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: betwixt and between sleep and awake (2+) in a newly pioneered part of the world where eking out enough land for farming had been a source of animosity and violence for generations the best news possible threw the entire area into a mood of celebration a surveyor discovered that what the original settlers thought to be land that was too soft to hold the millions of tons of water needed for irrigation was, in fact, covering a vast sheet of bedrock it meant that a freshwater river a few miles away could be channelled into the immense valley of forest and pasture there would be fish, vegetables, crops and livestock in abundance even conservative estimates put the number of people who would be able to sustain themselves in the transformed landscape in the tens and even hundreds of thousands of people at the height of the speculation of the land-to-water ratio a figure of one million came into the reckoning there is no doubt, if organised properly, it would become one, if not the most populated area in the country or region the outlook kept getting better from day to day unfortunately, there are those who are more concerned with feathering their own nests to the detriment of others came into play land-grabbing became the big threat it had the potential of throwing the entire area away from jubilation into small and large collections of rivalry the dreamer identified the main culprits a small clique of about five men, each with an entourage of about a dozen men, think nothing of using violence to get their way are the people causing the turmoil of those five only two represented the spearhead of the disharmony and had to be removed the dreamer spread the rumour that he would fight one of the men on such and such a day at a place and time to some of the people who represented one of the men and spread another rumour to fight the other man amongst members of his gang there had to be an hour or so difference between the confrontations the dreamer had more than enough men ready to help him in case one or both of the men resorted to dirty tactics they would be discreetly placed at the two places it was known that both men were "dirty fighters" and the dreamer knew he would have to do the same the details of the fights are too gruesome to detail suffice to say, they were bloody and short notes 1 this dream is the result of watching too much of the news about the ukraine conflict vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: disharmony in society (2+) 03102022 the name of the dream: twenty-thousand million years am in the process of organising all belongings two males call on the dreamer in amongst the dozens of book-type containers, each holding about twenty-five cd discs, were three or four sets of stanley knives with a complete set of blades still in their original packets the dreamer sees one of them pocket one of the sets when he thought the dreamer wasn't looking it irritated the dreamer he tried to get them to see past the immediate present and look to the future "in twenty-thousand million years, what's happening now will be less than insignificant", the dreamer said "in twenty-thousand-million years, this won't even be a memory", he added it did, of course, fall on deaf ears notes 1 the figure of twenty-thousand-million appears to have significance how far into the future is the quantisation of evolution fixed? vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: the far-off future (1+) 02102022 the name of the dreams: harmony - my new girlfriend - the break-up had just woke up to get out of bed it meant "climbing over" my girlfriend while climbing over her was kissing her face and neck she woke up fully as the dreamer was sitting on the edge of the bed was about to stand up when she spoke to me "i'm going to leave", she said it was tone of voice that told the dreamer she meant it "there's another man", she added we hadn't been together that long but the time we had been together seemed to stretch back forever our relationship was fairly brief but the natural feelings she showed during the time to this point were undoubtedly sincere she felt it necessary to explain she had another boyfriend in another country "wer'e too different", she said and added, "you're a bit of an odd one" it was difficult for the dreamer to grasp up until this moment she had managed to keep her secret lover a secret it wasn't until now that the dreamer remembered she had mantioned she had a boy child at the time she told me she never expanded on it the dreamer concluded her mother was bringing him up plus the fact that she always said she was determined to settle down with the dreamer in this country was thinking things through whe she said, "have you got a sheet?" didn't know what she wanted it for and at that moment didn't care the dreamer said,"no" the dream ended notes 1 this dream, the writer is sure, was produced because the day before, he dwelt on an awake-time circumstance that ocurred at the beginning of the summer the circumstance... while in town shopping the dreamer needed... (details deliberately omitted - my ref: tapers) in the first shop he tried the shop had the product the saleslady wasn't the manager and and the writer cncluded, wrongly, that the saleslady wouldn't know the price, so he didn't ask her he knew where the manager was and would go and ask her the saleslady struck up a conversation we began talking completly enexpectedly, the saleslady mentioned that she never went out the saleslady stayed on that theme and was dropping hints that she wanted to go out but didn't know anyone to go out with it was obvious she was inviting me to invite her out the writer didn't respond immediately before the writer left the shop, he decided he would ask her out when he got a quote from the manager he left the shop and went to get the the price of the product he wanted from the manager the manager told him that the woman in the other shop knew the price the writer went back to the other shop and asked the saleslady the price the quote was more than twice that what the writer thought it would be he said he would think about it he thn started talking about other things to the saleslady at the opportune moment he asked the saleslady if she would like to come out with him she immediately said, "no" the writer stopped trying to fully understand women many moons ago it isn't the first time the writer has come across this attitude on the contrary, he comes up against regularly notes 1 whatever it is, those pde's which enhance or detract from the overall quality of the soul determine the quality of the dream is the soul more keen to enhance itself or maintain a balance? perhaps there is an automatic adjustment mechanism perhaps food is the main influence vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: acquaintences (12+) female (12+) 02102022 the dreamer has just begun courting his new girlfriend she is, the dreamer is sure, his "mrs right" there's no way on this earth he's going to spoil the chance of making her his he is at the girl's home for the first time when the dreamer asks if he can take her for a night out, the girl's father begins asking the dreamer probing questions the dreamer can sense the father is concerned about the way the dreamer will treat his daughter after several questions, the dreamer's face portrays a quizzical expression he feels he is being "grilled" the father can see the dreamer is becoming anxious the father explains his daughter was treated poorly by her previous boyfriend and the girl's mother want's to make sure the dreamer will treat her right the dreamer takes the initiative when the moment is right, he suggests to his new girlfriend we go into the kitchen and make a meal while the dreamer is in the kitchen, he asks his new girlfriend to lay the table in the adjoining dining room those times when the dreamer is in the kitchen and his new girlfriend is in the dining room he asks, in a louder than necessary voice, to make it audible to the parent's in the living room, where something is or if one thing is prefered over another or... his new girlfriend has to raise her voice to ask her mother or father in the living-room now the parents are attentive and are listening to what is being said between their daughter and her new boyfriend it is now just a matter of talking about what we should do or where we should go when we go out together for the first time keep the tone of the conversation between us light give the impression we are already an "item" the dreamer can already hear the pitter patter of tiny feet note 1 this girl in this dream is, in part, based on the writer's first-ever awake-time relationship with a girl vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, relationships and acquaintances (20+) girlfriends (12+) the beatles are doing a live concert it's a worldwide broadcast it's as much as a media event as it is a musical event)everyone but everyone is there the dreamer asks if he can join the band and sing along with the harmonies on two of his favourite songs he gets the go-ahead it might have been his imagination, but he could swear the songs sounded better when he joined in on the harmonies vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (11+) the beatles (1) 01102022 the name of the dream: adam and eve the dreamer makes friends with a woman and a man on the internet they are both biblical literalists (biblical literalists believe that the first people god created (adam and eve) did so about ten-thousand years ago. consequently, they do not believe dinosaurs existed) the dreamer's explanation of current events persuades them we are in that phase the bible calls the "end of days" they travel to england and stay at the dreamer's home further discussions in england convince them the possible imminent introduction of cards as the sole means of transactions represents the trigger for passing into "the new day" somehow, their logic tells them that the trigger which will begin the transition is if the dreamer turns off the lights in the living room and flicks his credit card against the far side of the room the dreamer obliges them when, after a few moments of palpable expectation, nothing happens, they aren't "phased" at all they reinterpret the scriptures and say, "we have done it too early, there are still a few days to go" vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: biblical literalists (1) 30092022 the name of the dreams: the ups and downs of a varied life - the young lad the dreamer befriends an african lad down on his luck we go back to my place in the kitchen the dreamer opens the cupboards and drawers and shows him what's where the dreamer tells him to make himself a meal and leaves the kitchen in the living-room the dreamer can see the young lad from where he is sitting his curiosity is triggered when the lad opens the door of the deep-freezer and takes out something the dreamer had showed the lad where all the tinned and packeted food was there was nothing in the deep freezer he needed to make the meal in the kitchen, the dreamer goes and stands behind the young lad while he is at the sink the young lad is using a small pair of scissors to open a frozen packet of fruit the dreamer then sees that the young lad has got two piles of frozen fruit stacked up either side of the sink the young lad has put them there to thaw out there was obviously too much to eat there's no way anybody could eat all that fruit he probably didn't realise you shouldn't re-freeze defrosted food or he might have thought the food would stay fresh the dreamer is smiling to himself as he is about to explain things to the young lad vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintences (30+) food (10+) frozen food (1) fruit (1) the dreamer is on his bicycle he is in a rural environment it is an "a class" road an "a class" road usually has a tarmac surface the road the dreamer is on isn't an exception the bends and cambers of the road enable the dreamer to maintain speeds of 50 kmph "a class" roads usually join up with dual carriageways or motorways this road joined up with a "b class" road it then joined up with a lane the lane terminated when it came to a field at this point, an adult male with his ten-year-old son appear in the dream we are both going in the same direction the field we enter is a ridge and furrow field it is a few hundred metres long and has an even wider width it has a decline it is a dry day and the ground is firm we start talking the dreamer proposes that the young boy sits on the crossbar of the bike his dad says ok the young boy is having the thrill of his life, it is as if we are on a fairground ride as we are going up and down at differing speeds we start to leave the adult behind he is soon a hundred metres behind us we stop to let him catch up the adult is concerned that we might fall and injure his son he doesn't want to spoil his son's fun and proposes he would feel better if he rides the bike if there is a mishap he has only himself to blame the dreamer takes his point and lets him use the bike the final scene is the man and his son disappearing into the distance and out of sight note 1 this dream is the dreamer's comeuppance for being a sneaky bastard yesterday vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: bicycles (2+) fun and misplaced trust (1) 29092022 the name of the dream: sneaky bastard - the name of the montage: ethnicities ethnicities first montage for a while the opening scene, looking at a wall the wall is about three metres square it has a large window frame that occupies the centre of the scene but there is no glass below that is more brick between the brick wall and the earthen ground, there is a gap of a third of a metre something crosses from the right to the left of the gap it moves too fast to be identified there is then a zoom-out of the scene it looks like the building has been abandoned for years people enter the montage the first is of a woman carrying a child they are dirty and dishevelled their clothes look like they are made of sackcloth the image typifies the expression "forlorn" the montage moves on we see the torso of a man his face is familiar but can't place him we then see a close-up of his face he looks like john voight we then see a young woman she looks like the girl who presents the details of the progress of the conflict in ukraine on euronews we then see elvis presley or his double there are then a dozen or so scenes showing people with the same facial features the writer can replay and freeze the scenes the montage is resolving a question that has been playing on the writer's mind lately which is the newest and most numerous ethnicity to have evolved? so far, and this is subject to change, it appears to be africa man, peking man, india man or ethopian man and quinary man vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the montage: mega montage (3+) rust-coloured (2+) ethnicities (1) quinary man (1) the dreamer is one of a gathering of thousands at a "super-gig" we don't know who the band or bands are it is a well organised event the queue is four or five people wide and goes on and on the dreamer is somewhere in the middle the path leading to the entrance of the town-centre-sized building has many twists and turns the dreamer is on that part of the path that slightly inclining forty-metres ahead the path twists almost a hundred and eighty degrees two or so metres above and to the right of us there are people walking up a steeply incling path in an impressive atheletic feat of agility the dreamer jumps up and graps the handrail above him and swings his body in a way that takes his feet over the rail he has just moved forward in the queue by several hundred people at the top of the incline the path levels out and turns to the left we can now see the building it is at least three-hundred metres away it's going to be more than half an hour to get to the entrance the dreamer has another queue-hopping trick up his sleeve he whips off his jacket, takes the entrance ticket out of the inside pocket and places the jacket on the floor he waits a moment or two and then asks the people in front of him if they know whose jacket it is they don't, of course there are murmers and curses coming from those people who see what he's doing but aren't inclined to do anything about it he does the same thing two or three more times he then abandons the ploy and walks to about twenty metres in front of the entrance and mingles in with the queue vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: cheating (1) queue jumping (1) 28092022 the name of the dream: frustration in the first scene, the dreamer is looking forward into a room about three to four metres wide and four to five metres long including the dreamer, there are five people, two women and three men, in the room one of the men is in a wheelchair another woman enters the room she is carrying a four-pack of beer the beer is for the man in the wheelchair the woman carrying the beer apologises for not being able to organise a table-tennis table for the man in the wheelchair he throws up his hands resignedly the reason he is there is that the only thing he gets enjoyment from is table-tennis he is recognisably disappointed in the second scene, it is the same room and the same people again, a woman walks into the room with beer and tells the man in the wheelchair she couldn't organise a game of table-tennis the man is more than just a little disappointed he is agitated and voices his disappointment, "the only reason the dreamer has come here is that he was told he would be able to play table tennis" his carer says nothing but he too is dissatisfied with the outcome the only thing that gives the wheelchair-bound-man a sense of movement comparable to an able-bodied person is table-tennis it is the only joy in his life in the third scene, we are back in the room again same people, same place and the same woman with the beer for a third time, the woman with the beer says she couldn't get the table and bats the man in the wheelchair looks to be two and a bit metres tall he has an athletic body and weighs about ninety-kilos he explodes the way he moves his arms and body and almost comes out of the chair while doing so is intimidating more than intimidating, it is frightening this man, like an animal of the wild, could take a smaller person to pieces in seconds the dreamer realises he has to do something to calm the man down the dreamer is about to ask the woman if there is a computer on the premises he intends to buy a table tennis set-up and organise a game for the man in the wheelchair as the dream ends vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: disabled people (1) table-tennis (1+) 27092022 the name of the dreams: the happy hotelier - sensational - the brown-shaded skin face - the miracle twins the first four-scened dream since i don't know when! the dreamer is the barman and general dogs-body of an up-market hotel that is set in its own grounds the owner/manager of the hotel relies heavily on the business that comes from the bar the second most item in demand is the coffee and tea have been working there for a long time the owner/manager gets his moneys-worth, the dreamer is worked non-stop there are plenty of perks though prestige in the local community, good pay, girlfiends... there are several elderly ladies who are long-term residents the dreamer organises tea-parties, birhday parties, bingo, day's-out the locals in the surrounding area attend many of the events it's a busy but rewarding job the years are flying by in one scene, an elderly lady tips me with valuable siver coins he kisses her on the cheek don't know who is more thrilled, the woman or the dreamer the locals also use the dreamer as a baby-sitter for kids of five-years plus in another scene the dreamer produces an assortment of games... monopoly, cards etc in another scene the dreamer is showing pre-teen girls how to play "five stones" (using the original metal, four-prong and stem type) vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: employee (7+) hotels/bar (6+) the second dream is an x-dream vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream a three-scene dream a full-face shot of girl in her early twenties she is a bit scruffy brown and slightly ginger-coloured hair her skin gas has "dirty" look to it her hair looks like it has been left to form its own style, it's straggly in some parts and neatly laid in others the really odd thing about her is the hair growing up her throat and under her chin the dreamer is thinking he should offer to shave it off using a hair-trimmer no words are spoken during the dream vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: girls faces (8+) the next dream is about twin girls twins as babies, then as twelve-year-olds as babies the girls are involved in a train crash the crash got full international media coverage at the time the injuries and deaths were so shocking the crash was given a name which became a part of the language "it was a almost as bad as the miracle-twins crash" they survived the crash without a blemish as twelve-year-olds they developed an unusual condition there are then three scenes in which we see the girls they have what look like smudges of make-up on their left cheek one the girls becomes the focus of the dream she lifts her left hand and places two or three of her fingers so they are level with, but not touching, the top of the smudge she slowly lowers her fingers down her face as she is doing so, the blemish disappears at the same pace as her fingers go down her face there are a couple more scenes of the same thing because the incident was so notorious the legal team who brought the litigation knew they would have public opinion on there side things started getting messy the government are stuck between a rock and a hard place the lawyer's representing the girls are asking for amounts of compensation never asked before the unprecedented amounts being mentioned will set a trend that will cost all future litigations, big time the counter-offensive starts the girls have been "schooled" as to what to say we don't get an outcome as to what the result is (maybe that's for another dream) vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: litigations (1) injury compensation (1) weird and wonderful (5+) 26092022 the name of the dream: alien attack the whole world is prepared for the attack we know to the minute when it will begin we are expecting fleets of spaceships the attack comes in the form of asteroids that are steered through the atmosphere the family are together, waiting everyone in the neighbourhood understands that someone near them will have an asteroid crash into their house we are all waiting in suspense, it could be anyone within the neighbourhood what hadn't been anticipated was the volume of the crack as it hit the atmosphere (if the reader has experienced a flash of the lightning flash directly overhead and the accompanying crack above them you will appreciate just how loud the sound was) - it was the sharpest, loudest sound the dreamer has experienced in a dream we could hear the gushing of the air as the asteroid compressed the air we were looking through the living-room window and saw it crash into the front garden of a house about seventy metres away the attack had begun now we knew the severity of what to expect the dreamer went outside he was armed it was an extremely cold night a man was folding paper and handing it to us while telling us to put it into the shoulder of our jackets and coats we were assessing the lie of the land and identifying the best positions to take that would give us a direct line of fire when the dream ended vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: aliens (3+) alien warfare (2+) 25092022 the name of the dream: poor judgement met two lads in their late teens they are down on their luck and homeless they come across as genuine guys the dreamer invites them to stay at his place a table-tennis table appears in the dream the two lads are engrossed with it and spend all day playing it doesn't take long for the table-tennis ball to find its way to where the dreamer is sitting the dreamer throws the ball back to them picking up the ball and throwing it back to them becomes a chore it sees to be happenng every twenty-seconds or so the dreamer suspects the two lads are doing it on purpose it is obvious they are "pissing about", the dreamer decides it is time for them to move on the dreamer can't be "arrist" to become confrontational he calls a friend in his friend is about five-foot six inches the friend is the no-nonsense type and lives by the rules of fair-play and common decency the young lads mistake his small size and fair-mindedness as weaknesses it takes but one fixed look and a sentence or two said in deadly earnest for the two lads to realise he is not to be "messed" with the two lads are getting readying themselves to leave when the dream ends vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: confrontational situations (3+) 24092022 the name of the dream: the copyright straitjacket while at the computer, a message displays on the screen the dreamer remembers downloading a programme a few days before and recognises the name in the message the message says that by using the programme for political reasons, the dreamer had breached copyright and that a lawsuit had been initiated note 1 two consecutive days of computer-related dreams! vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computer-related (8+) copyright infringement (1) 23092022 the name of the dream: of mouse and men at the computer using a 32" laptop a notification pops onto the screen it is the latest proclomation from the government concerning covid the dreamer clicks on the notification the message goes into the detail it clarifies a point that the dreamer's aunties didn't understand the dreamer takes it to show his auntie's he can't get the video clip to play he tries tapping the notice on the screen it is realised immediately that the computer isn't of the touch-screen type a message is showing on the screen it reads, "the video will not play until the sound is turned on" the aunties are waiting the dreamer becomes flustered he begins explaining to his aunties why he can't play it they don't know about enabling sounds or anything like that all they know is their nephew said he could solve a point of some urgency but isn't delivering out of sheer desperation the dreamer keeps tapping the notification hoping against reason the video will start playing he has to eat crow and says he will go and get a mouse the dreamer realises the aunties think he's going to get a mouse even his tech-illiterate aunties know a mouse has got nothing to do with t.v. screens he's losing credibility by the second it will be best to say nothing and go and get the mouse note 1 two consecutive days of dreams of relatives! think-read computer messages two consecutive days of dreams concerning relatives vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: computer-related (7+) relatives (7+) think-read computer screens (3+) 22092022 the name of the dream: the holiday altercation two brothers and five women and their respective wives and husbands take their respective families of the same on holiday together four or five cars and a twelve-seater van are needed they are headed for the seaside within a scene or two, a difference of opinion arises as to which is the best route the atmosphere becomes a tad strained the decision to settle the matter is taken thus... every person, female and male, from the youngest to the eldest, will raise their hand when asked if they want to take route 1 or route 2 within a scene or two, we are on the move again vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: holidays (4+) inter-family (2+) 21092022 the name of the dream: ethics wins in this dream, the writer's dreams diary is a daily publication the dreamer is being taken to task by his publicist or agent specifically, it is pointed out that dreams that are categorised as "degredadion-to-life" are in least demand the dreamer is being urged, no, not urged bullied into keeping to the "meat and bones" themes of dreams the dreamer's counter-argument is that it has to be pointed out that before people do things that can lead to the death of other's they predispose themselves to such outcomes incrementally namely, through degradation to life acts the dreamer insists and gets his way and will continue to publish dreams that contain degradation to life outcomes vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: ethics (2+) degradation to life (1+?) 20092022 the name of the dream: fish and something fishy we are in a time when no self-respecting person or business, particularly hotels, are without an aquarium aquariums come in every size and shape a top-notch aquarium will have the most exotic, most sought after species the oceans have given rise to the fish in the aquariums are not for effect they are for eating the dreamer is a client staying at a hotel in one scene, the hotel is caught representing one breed of fish as a new breed and has priced them accordingly it is something of a scandal when it is shown that the "new breed" is in fact, a hybrid vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (25+) fish (2+) 19092022 the name of the dreams: up and running - the art of pleasure 19092022 three of us, all males, are making our way to somewhere or other we are walking along the pavement with a road to our right just ahead of us there is a break in the pavement for a road coming from the left on the other side of the break in the pavement, three girls are stepping into the road by the time we reach the break in the pavement, the three girls have crossed the road they look to be in their late twenties to early thirties we meet up with them as they begin walking on the pavement in front of us the girl in the centre catches the dreamer's eye he knows when a woman is asking with her eyes and smile she wants to be "approached" the dreamer makes an introductory remark the dreamer says, something along the lines of, "those lips need to be kissed" the girl says nothing, nor does she do anything when the dreamer embraces her and they kiss for a full five seconds of dream-time after the kiss, the dreamer looks to the nearest girl to the girl he has just kissed she is smiling he kisses her for a shorter period than the first girl the dreamer doesn't know why his chums don't make advances on the other girls perhaps there should be a p in the word chums the stage is set the dreamer suggests we go to the home of the person with the biggest bed it turns out to be the dreamer on the way back to his place, he explains to the girls how he approaches pleasure he points out that women have five pleasure points whereas men have only two the dreamer is setting out how to get maximum pleasure when the dream ends note 1 to reiterate... the amount of pleasure that we experience at the outset of straight-line-action is at least five-thousand times greater than the pleasure we feel during x vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: kissing dream (10+) foursomes (2+) the dreamer finally found a pub landlord who was prepared to let him have a regular spot playing music the room could hold about sixty-people it had a low ceiling (about two-and-a-half-metres) four bose speakers with a total of three hundred watts was more than ample to generate the right volume for individual tracks two strings of about one-hundred egg-sized christmas lights with slowly-changing colours gave the room an intimate feel people began arriving with about thirty people in the room, it was time to turn off the main lights and turn on the coloured lights turning off the main lighting threw the room into darkness then disaster, the coloured lights didn't come on when they were switched on could feel the apprehension of the people in the room there were emergency red lights which gave off just enough light to see an outline of the people and tables spotted the problem more or less straight away a plug near the ceiling wasn't pushed in far enough to make a connection standing on a chair and giving the connection a quick back-hand thump brought them on a little cheer went up in one scene, the room was so crowded there wasn't enough space to dance and in another scene, a blonde security guard wearing a two-tone khaki-coloured uniform was leaning against a wall looking into the furthest reaches of the room his relaxed stance and easy smile told the dreamer he wouldn't be needed vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (10+) pub discos (3+) 18092022 the name of the dreams: soft skin - the wrong side of life was going door-to-door trying to drum up business as a handy-man tried my luck in an area of terraced houses of the edwardian-style mistake without exception, it was dimissive, derisory and disinterest two people in particular disheartened th dreamer to the point it woke him out of the dream the upside is it gave the writer another novel idea if things get really bad vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business ventures (10+) home services (1+) an x-dream without conjoinment vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-dream (20+) without conjoinment (10+) 17092022 the name of the dreams: two types of hunger - too loud was scanning the fm stations for melodies and dance music it took a while but eventually found a station that was playing a beaty, danceable track found myself moving with the music and turned it up after listening to the song for about four seconds of dream-time the dreamer realises the music would be so loud it would be heard by the upstairs tenant he reaches over to his left-hand side, picks up the remote control and presses the volume-down button it doesn't alter the level of the sound at all he looks to see why it's not responding and finds he's pressing the wrong button on the remote he opens his eyes to see he has been trying to turn down the volume of the music in the dream with the t.v. remote vividness: 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: music (10+) remote control units (1) two of us are pulling out of a petrol station two women pull into the petrol station as we are pulling out there is no mistaking the look they are man-hungry two women-hungry men and two men-hungry women it was fate throwing us a bone as the distance between us grows the dreamer, the passenger turns and returns the same pleading look he is looking at them for the better part of fifty yards before their faces lose definition we two men are under pressure we are the support crew for the main crew of film-makers the film-makers are only twenty minutes behind us we two men have to be at the film crew "pit stop" some twenty miles further along the motorway the film crew will be expecting their refreshments ready to eat the moment they pull in a small room has been set aside within the motorway cafe/petrol station for them to grab their food and drink in the room, there are two large stainless steel platters with covers we two support crew have to get the tea, coffee, and soft drinks ready for their arrival the film crew arrive they demolish the food and drink within minutes across from the motorway, there is a dance hall the weekly dance for the locals takes place there for reasons unknown, there is an air of anticipation at least one of the two woman-hungry men feels he will meet a man-hungry woman there vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: work (7+) film-crew support (1) 16092022 the name of the dream: he who hesitates a quick look at his bank statement tells the dreamer he is on top of his finances with a surplus of the better part of a thousand pounds he is hungry the most expensive meal imaginable at the most expensive place he can find is a strong possibility find someone with a car who will take him around the country to visit all his relatives is appealing a week in holland could take a chance and bring back some "smoke" no, too risky start a business venture several possibilities present themselves a few lavish items for the wardrobe maybe a car nah, couldn't afford to maintain it went back to the holiday abroad idea am in a restaurant/bar, ready to head for the airport or train station an unusual request makes the manageress or waitress irritable she becomes hostile and completely awkward toward the dreamer the holiday abroad idea is dropped for the second time thought of buying new items and gizmo's for home entertainment treat someone, female or male, to a memorable night out hadn't made a firm decision to do anything as the dream ended note 1 a vivid dream it could/should have had a better ending vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: unfulfilled dreams (8+) money (10+) 15092022 the name of the dreams: the dermatologist - the trapped fly - a tidy fit the dreamer's bicycle fits in the space in the hallway like a book on a shelf it enables the dreamer to walk through the hallway without having to turn sideways, as is the case now vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: bicycles (3+) the trapped fly the dreamer is washing leafy food in preparation for cooking while washing it a fly crawls out the fly is a "big un" its wings are wet it can't fly away, so the dreamer finger-flicks it out of the window the flick made a solid connection with the fly it travels about a metre into a bush the fly lands in the strands of a spiders web the vibration brings out the insect it's not a spider but a cream-coloured caterpillar or centipede the efficiency with which the caterpillar or centipede, about the length of the distance between the knuckle and the tip of the little finger, spins the cacoon around the fly is alarmingly speedy the fly is "toast" note 1 those who have chosen to tread the devolutionary path are going to experience every possible type of death vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: insects (2+) fly and a centipede (1) the dermatologist the dreamer is in contact with someone who uses a lotion to treat a skin problem he persuades the person taking the lotion not to take it as it is he puts half of the lotion into another bottle, fills it with water and splashes it over the affected part of his body the results are positive vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: medical treatment (1+) skin (1) 14092022 the name of the dream: a thank you a think-read dream that is a message from the parents of two boys "thank you for your bonnie and clyde presentation of love/life this morning it helped slow down our two boys and gave them a new perspective on life thank you so very much" notes 1 two consecutive days of think-read dreams! vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read dreams (20+) messages (2+) 13092022 the name of the dreams: petty theft - paradise regained a think-read dream of about ten sentences it asks the dreamer, "milt, what if somebody lost her/his ability to experience joy/wonder or love of life? then, towards the end of the message, it read, "and were to get it back again?" note 1 the writer knew of "paradise lost", but didn't know if there was a "paradise regained" went online and found it in seconds it was more than just a surprise to discover that it was written by john milton (some will know the writer's surname and make the connection) what very few will know is that "millt" is the writer's nickname on paltalk there's more than just coincidence at play here vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: think-read dream: (20+) poetry/literature (1+) the name of the dream: petty theft at home and am being arrested it was the flimsiest of charges the money value of the crime, what the crime is isn't clear, is just a few pounds it's such a small amount the law allows for crimes that might result in a custodial sentence of the arrested person, she/he is allowed to take her/his most valuable possessions with her/him to the police station the cost of the police having to move the dreamer's possessions from his place to the police station is several times more than the value of the stolen item or items, again we don't know it is that's been stolen the police are complaining moving the dreamer's belongings is more trouble than it's worth the police in the property department see the irony of it and find it amusing the dreamer is collecting his belongings together and getting ready to leave the police station with them when the dream ends vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: brushes with the law (2+) 12092022 the name of the dreams: the demure girl - the inexcusable bad manners of hungry dogs at a friends house he makes a roast meal it has all the trimmings the friend doesn't have a dining table so we have to eat it on our lap the stand-out viual momoment of the dream is looking at the meal before getting "stuck in" before the dreamer knows what is happening, his friends dog helps itself to a tongue-full off the dreamer's plate the dreamer is too hungry to let it put him off eating the rest of it there then follows a discussion in which the dreamer suggests to hs friend that in future he boil the bones down and serve them to the dog his friend has reservations the bones may stick in his throat the dreamer replies that with chicken bones it is just a matter of boiling the bones to the point where they become too soft to be a problem vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: food (10+) dog food (1+) the name of the dream: the demure girl x dream without conjoinment vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x dream (11+) without conjoinment (5+) 11092022 the name of the dream: hot-hand in the cinema the cinema is about the size of two living-rooms the dreamer is the whole of the audience on a good day, there will be two people in it it shows only one type of film, pornography the bug in his life has become those people who come into the cinema for the sole purpose of masturbating he knows, as does the owner, that without that sort of clientele the cinema would go bust the projectionist, after showing tasteless porn for a few years, has become cynical he doesn't blame himself for taking the job, he sees the fault as being people who come to the cinema to watch pornography occasionally he takes the law into his own hands there is enough light coming from the projector for him to see if a person's jacket, or more likely his raincoat, is covering his waist and thighs at that moment in the film when the action is at its "hottest", he stops the projector and turns on the lights and announces that masturbating is not allowed the dreamer was just about to achieve climax he is fuming he didn't pay good money to have the film turned off when it was at its crescendo note 1 this dream is the result of the feeling of frustration felt during the day because of not being able to create more life vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: masturbation (1+) 10092022 the name of the dream: the man in a wheelchair we see an elderly man in a wheelchair in front of a large plate-glass window of a store he is wearing a white-patterned, two-peaked sherlock holmes style hat he looks scruffy a couple of shoppers ask him to look after their dog while they go into the store they drop some coins into his money box and leave the scene the same thing happens again with someone else on the third time, two large dogs with long black and white hair, they are about the size of afghan dogs become part of the menagerie that happens again with a different breed of dog then a couple of parents ask him to look after their children while they go into the store that happens a couple more times in the next scene, the man has a three-metre python wrapped around his neck and body he's now got the attention of people passing by the snake looks like it could swallow a child or squeeze the life out of an adult the number of passer's-by grows they can see the danger still more people leave their children with the man in the chair the concerned onlookers are trying to point out the dangers to the parents the parents aren't concerned and leave them anyway it becomes a matter of public concern it will just take one dog-fight to break out and mayhem will follow people start taking matters into their own hands and begin preventing adults from leaving anyone or anything being given to the man in the wheelchair the man in the wheelchair isn't in the slightest bit concerned we find out why in the next scene three or four people carrying film equipment and microphones on extended poles present themselves they are the crew of a candid camera or "just for laughs" type programme the dogs are well trained, the snake is as tame as a kitten, probably sedated, and the children know what's going on vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: humour (3+) children and animals (2+) 09092022 the name of the dream: my nymphomaniac walking along the street in a fairly "well-to-do" area a woman is standing at a partly-open window looking out she's got a satisfied smile on her face the dreamer says something to her she says something back the dreamer walks across the lawn to the window within a sentence or two, she explains the situation she is locked in the dreamer is appalled what sort of man would lock his wife in the house when he goes to work? she obviously needs rescuing this is a job for the police the dreamer climbs in through the window her knight in shining armour has come to save her in the room, standing within arms-length of her, the woman's smile is even more alluring she moves closer and now we are face-to-face the dreamer does the natural thing and embraces her he looks into her eyes she is beckoning him, no, not beckoning, she is begging him, love me the woman's outpouring of emotion is irresistible they become lover's in the next episode of this dream, the woman, her husband and the dreamer are all in the same room the woman is in a bed the bed is against the wall at the back of the room, the husband is sitting on a chair against the back wall and the dreamer is sitting on a couch in front of them watching the t.v. the dreamer occasionally turns around and speaks he looks at the husband and his wife as he talks the husband's resentment of the dreamer comes through in his face but he doesn't voice it the woman is sitting up in bed with a wholly satisfied look of pleasure on her face in the next episode, the husband's hostility toward the dreamer makes the dreamer realise the husband is scheming to do the dreamer a mischief possibly to "do away with him" the dreamer decides it is time to act the next time the husband goes to work, he will elope with the woman and give her the life she and the dreamer want note 1 episode 1 is for 07092022 - episode 2 is for 07092022 and episode 3 is for today 09092022 vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: three-day serial dreams (1+) relationships (40+) female (35+) 06092022 the name of the dream: the young old geezer the dreamer has "come of age" it is the first day or two of his retirement he is now living in a retirement home the retirement home is one of many within society the retired person's "living room" is her or his personal/private area the room is the size of a small living room it has a bed, settee and a closet toilet it is as clean as a new pin there is an incentive scheme it gives people rewards or points for contributing to the running of the retirement home for instance, a person who can cook a meal for someone else while cooking for her or himself two will get a merit point or reward of some kind persons who are active to the extent that they could continue to live as they were before retirement have the best of both world's they get to choose whether they eat in or eat out don't misunderstand, the meals provided are perfectly adequate but many amongst us, like the dreamer, like a "nosh-up" although the dreamer is in the "sell by" age group in society, he still fancies himself as a stud he likes the look of that bit of crumpet in the lounge area vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: retirement (1) retirement home/s (+) 05092022 the name of the dream: disrespect an acquaintance or a member of the family asks the dreamer if he can use his computer the dreamer says o.k. a few days later, when the dreamer checks his bank statement, he sees one payment has sky-rocketed the person who used the computer a few days earlier had used the computer for games or phone calls the programme he used was set on auto-renewal the dreamer is hopping mad he will see the person sooner or later by then the dreamer will have calmed down the best he could expect was to be "sent to coventry" note 1 almost certainly, this dream is the result of discovering, the day before the dream, that skype had not discontinued the writer's auto-renewal payment for its phone facility if the writer's auto-renewal hasn't been discontinued, the chances are there are probably thousands of others in the same boat 100 000 times £6 times 12 months = more than £5 000 000! vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money (8+) computer bills (1) (skype) 1 04092022 the name of the dream: filling the vacuum it seems that everything is on hold someone should be doing something but no one is the dreamer realises that by coupling two bits of unused hardware and software together a musical event can take place in the next scene, everything is set up and ready to go a "buzz" is in the air the sounds of music are drifting through the dream there are a few people but they are too thinly spread on the ground for it to become an event an unknown male looks at the set-up and asks the dreamer a few questions he was picking the dreamer's brains in the next scene, the unknown male has created his own event he didn't make the same mistake as the dreamer he set up his event in a smaller area the same number of people in a smaller area gives the impression there is more "going on" in the last scene, the dreamer's event hasn't "taken off" whereas the other guy has built up a fair number of people he had succeeded where the dreamer hadn't the dreamer is peeved but the dream has come alive vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (10+) events (2+) 03092022 the name of the dream: a new society? in this dream, we have a clique of deities running things the deities are visible to the population they look insubstantial not unlike a misty ghost they appear quite regularly at a fixed place a person only has to be at the portal where they appear for a few minutes for one to show itself we don't know where they come from or how they got here it is their mystifying history and their ability to appear and disappear that captivates the population we join the dream as one of them is making a pronouncement we know before it speaks the announcement will introduce a dictate that will further limit our already limited lifestyle they are not popular away from where they are, there is a wind of change afoot a new type of deity is ready to take over although of the same substance and the same abilities as the current deities they bring a different message there is a thing called happiness some people have engaged with them and are telling us they will be taking over from the current deities we do what they tell us to do to help them do it within a scene or two, the previous bunch have been ousted and the new lot is running things there is indeed a thing called happiness we all begin experiencing it it is perfect shorty thereafter a problem comes to the fore the new deities are, due to their complete absence of being able to introduce any limitations whatsoever, hopeless at organising a society so now basic things like food clothes and water are the main issue they are not in plentiful supply anymore the happiness factor becomes tinged can the new way persist? vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: aliens (2+) stand-out moment: the scenes of happiness 02092022 the name of the dreams: missed opportunity not sure what the opportunity is it was a loss of some sort but don't know what exactly the lack of detail is due to not entering the dream upon waking vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: missed opportunities (1+) 01092022 the name of the themes of the dreams: baby mimicking adults - chatting on the go a two-themed dream at an unknown person's home a female has a new addition to the family a baby within the first six months of her life is the object of the dream the mother lets the dreamer hold the new-born he remembers something his mother used to do when she held a baby namely, mom would put the fingers and/or the whole hand of the baby in her mouth and open and close her mouth as if she was chomping on it it got a favourable reaction from the baby the dreamer does what his mom used to do both the mother and the dreamer are delightfully astonished when the baby begins opening and closing her mouth in the same manner 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: babies (3+) - the stand-out moment of the dream: baby's mouth opening and closing second theme found the paltalk app for a mobile phone extremely versatile while out and about p.s. you can find the writer on paltalk - url... https://www.paltalk.com/g2/group/1679267216/DisplayGroupDetails.wmt vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: mobile phones (2+) - a stand-out moment of the dream: the colours of the screen of the phone 31082022 the name of the dream: life finds a way a two-man police force in a rural village finds itself the centre of attention of the world's scientific community more specifically, the pharmaceutical industry one of the two men had an affair with an extremely attractive married woman she has the drug company by the goolies she can prove that she was taking the "pill" the "bobby" is also at an advantage it turns out his sperm has found a way of secreting a chemical that neutralises the anti-nuetralising compounds in the pills huge figures are being mentioned the woman's husband is talking lawsuits, as is the bobby he wants the baby, he is also facing charges of breaking the law by using his position of trust several pharmaceutical companies want his sperm the scientific community want his sperm the pharmaceuticals also want the pregnancy covered-up the woman is under pressure from her husband will the baby be female or male? some of the interested parties want a female, others want a male so far, the media doesn't know about it it's just a matter of time... vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: pregnancy (1) 30082022 the name of the dream: accolade it's amazing just how much this country has given to the world vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read (12+) 29082022 the name of the dream: sneaky the dreamer, along with others, is a new recruit to the latest hi-tech submarine its specialty is sonar the capabilities of the sub are so advanced it could only happen in dream-time it can pick-up the voices of the crew of other submarines and ships over kilometres unbeknown to the dreamer and others of the same rank (able-bodied) he is fed wrong information the idea is thata surface-ship ship with the same tech-specs as the submarine will eavesdrop on what they are saying the dreamer deduces what is happening and takes things into his own hands using a stethascope-type device pressed to the hull, the dreamer twists the story he has been given and causes the surface ship to make a manouvre that wasn't planned before a full-scale enquiry is begun the dreamer reveals what he has done the immediate reaction is to reprimand him, severely when the dreamer points out he done it to show that if some or all of the tech was deliberately leaked to the enemy the wrong information could send them somewhere at a critical point in a battle instead of the brig the dreamer receives a commendation stand-out moment: the moment when the dreamer realised he could do what he did vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: submarines (1) 28082022 the name of the dream: raunchy had been out with three or four of the lads for the evening back at the house of one of them, the ladies are getting snacks and sandwiches ready the living room is L-shaped the girls decided to wear seductive and daring clothes on our return every so often one of the girls would come out of that part of the room we couldn't see carrying a plate or drinks their nipples and crotches are covered there are four scenes when each of the girls comes into the living room, lay down the food and drinks and then disappears back into the kitchen each of them highlighted a different or a combined part the female form a pervasive, educated male voice captures the dreamer's attention the dreamer can hear him but not see him the dreamer has to wake to identify him his voice is coming from the radio raunchy is the best one-word description of this dream women have almost limitless ways of revealing parts of themselves vividness 2.67 - observer - the category of the dream: women (100+) raunchy dress (1+) 27082022 the name of the dream: 4 kisses (aka bernies back 2) just returned home think it was morning went upstairs to go to the toilet at the top of the stairs, my girlfriend was dressed and on her way out to go to work as we manoeuvred to let each other pass, our eyes meet we never said anything before we embraced and kissed the kiss was different to usual the dreamer couldn't quite put his finger on what it was he had to do it again to find out on the second kiss, the pleasure increased but so did the curious nature of the quality of the kiss the dreamer looked at his girlfriend, she is smiling, she knows the dreamer wants to kiss her again she moves in closer and leans her head back the kiss increases in pleasure the dreamer gets an insight into the character of the kiss we both move our heads back momentarily before our lips join again the kiss takes on intent the dreamer is about to find out something he didn't know before note 1 it crosses the writer's mind every now and then as to why it is that the lips, the largest portion of the body with pleasure receptors, deliver the least pleasure? remembering his first kiss at a dance organised by the secondary school and how it sent his head reeling got him thinking again, why don't the lips produce more pleasure than they do the prefered option is that the lips do, when we are fully oriented to love, become the most sensitive part of the body the almost overwhelming sensation of ejaculation does, it is thought, represents that moment in heaven when you-know-who has taken us to the maximum level of pleasure we can experience and it gives rise to an increased numerical value which results in the "big bang" see also link vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: kissing dreams (3+) bernie (4+) 26082022 the name of the dream: the old dog the dreamer and his wife are in an interview the interview is taking place at their residence their residence is is fully-monitored with discreet micro-cameras at the first signs of ill health, medical staff appear the camera crew have their own filming equipment the room looks like a film set both the dreamer and his wife are of advanced years the dreamer's wife is older by ten years one of the female interviewers asks the dreamer if his love for his wife has changed over the years he answers wryly there is a brief moment of emptiness before the people present started smiling the dreamer has alluded to x vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: interviews (2+) dreamer and wife (1+) 25082022 the name of the dream: the egg with a hole in it the dreamer is moving things around in the fridge there are three eggs in a box he decides to put them in a clear bowl he puts the first one in he realises that the bowl has water in it the thought occurs that if the egg is cracked it will ruin the egg the egg isn't cracked but the shell does have a pinhole in it the egg slowly seeps through the pinhole the dream lasts for as long as it takes for all of the yellow to drain from the egg approximately ten to fifteen seconds of dream-time (around one and a half minutes of awake-time) vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: one-scene dreams: (4+) food (9+) eggs (1) back-up dream 24082022 the name of the dream: ...cannot enter the kingdom of heaven the media is in turmoil three homosexuals have been pardoned and let out of prison they obviously have friends where it matters the public is outraged the three men give an interview the result of the interview is that their mental and physical conditional will be examined the physical examination is first the writer will spare you the details vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: homosexuality (1) 23082022 the name of the dream: the origin of the aliens (part 1) we are in a corridor on a spaceship a column of creatures is slowly making their way away from us imagine a black crab without legs their outer body is leathery soft they move using a skin that ripples under their body it is a hopelessly slow way of moving they must have evolved in an environment where they didn't have any natural enemies what they lack in speed they make up for in stealth they take over a person's body through transference when they come into contact with the forehead of people they attack when a person is sleeping now read yesterday's dream vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: aliens (3+) 22082022 the name of the dream: skulduggery and drama at the checkout (part 2) the dream is set in the future earth is under attack a species of extraterrestrials have managed to disguise themselves as humans they are mingling amongst us the dreamer is one of a group of nine or ten new recruits being "briefed" just before the start of business on the opening day of a mega-store the store specialises in home electronics and related hardware and software it will be a magnet for those engaged in espionage we are being briefed on what tell-tale signs to look for the floor manager is "filling us in" one of the counter-espionage agents, a girl, will be posing as a shopper it is her job to spot aliens she is also the daughter of the floor-manager the floor manager becomes very earnest when he spells out the number one priority do not "hit" on the girl she is his daughter to make a "move" on her will bring on repercussions worse than death in one scene, the dreamer believes he has identified two extraterrestrials they have two bones sticking out of their shirts on either side of their shirts just above the collar in another scene, an alsatian dog starts barking and snarling and is pulling on its leash to get at someone boring this job is not going to be vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: jobs/employment (7+) mega-stores (3+) aliens (2+) 21082022 the name of the dream: high profile people not entering this dream it shows a high profile person in a bad light vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: high profile people/celebrities (8+) 20082022 the name of the dream: mega-structures and hope the dreamer is at the top of a mega-structure it has hundreds of storeys the dreamer is on a sloping surface if he loses his footing or balance he will slide down the smooth slope and off the building to certain death this part of the dream ends there in the next part of the dream, the dreamer is at the top of another mega-structure this one is about half as high as the first one he is standing on an iron grill he can see through the grill again, the ground is so far down certain death awaits if the dreamer fails to clamber down this part of the dream ends while the dreamer is trying to figure out to get to the next floor down the theme of the dream changes it becomes a feel-good dream notes 1 fairly sure the uncertainty in the dream stems from a period during the day when the writer felt global circumstances may change for the worse before they get better vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: mixed-themes dreams (20+) mega-tall structures (3+) hopeful-themed dreams (50+) 19082022 the name of the dream: at the check-out was at the check-out with about £15 worth of groceries took everything out of the basket and placed them near the check-out woman dug into my pocket and brought out all the change and placed it in a line standing the coins on their side (stand-out visual) after a little while, when the check-out woman hadn't begun scanning, the dreamer looked up to her she in turn looked down at the groceries following her gaze led the dreamer to see she was looking at the coins the coins are still lying neatly on their side it takes the dreamer a moment to realise the check-out woman wants the dreamer to pick up the coins and hand them to her things weren't resolved when the dream ended vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: shopping (2+) supermarket check-out (1) 18082022 the name of the dreams: developing films wasn't going to enter this dream and consequently the details were forgotten it was to do with developing films vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: developing films (1) 17082022 the name of the dream: two good x dream vividness 2.7 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x dreams (15+) threesomes (2+) 16082022 the name of the dream: by the light of the silvery moons in the opening scene, the dreamer is sitting in a neighbour's house he is sitting next to the window a movement outside attracts his attention it is a security man he is wearing yer typical security-type uniform... dark-blue trousers and thick, dark-blue wool neck-jumper his communication device is above his left-breast the dreamer turns to the neighbour and says, "did you know we have security here?" then, by way of complete contrast, a full moon shows in the top-right of the scene it is twice as bright and three times as big as a super-full moon the next odd thing is its speed it is moving at about the same speed as a helicopter it takes five to ten seconds of dream-time to cross the horizon it is so bright it lights up the ground outside in the next scene, a man is standing where the first security man was standing he is another security man only this one is wearing a bulky bullet-proof vest and has a machine-gun he is holding the weapon across his upper-chest the dreamer turns to the neighbour and says, "did you know we have armed security here?" then, as before, a full moon appears this one is twice as big and twice as bright as the first one it is occupying the centre of the scene momentarily, it comes to a halt it's as bright as the sun (stand-out visual) note 1 the simple fact is, the writer hasn't got a clue as to the symbolic meaning of these types of dreams it is thought that the in-betweenies (those generations between now and 3000 a.d.) will have made sufficient progress in the field of dreams and dreams theory to say precisely what's what in dreams we'll see vividness 2.7 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: symbolism in dreams (6+) the moon (2+) 15082022 the name of the dream: of wimps and men working in a scrapyard it dealt in metals, plastics, wood and paper it was as big as a factory house-sized mountains of paper and metal ready to be processed it must have had at least a hundred workers one of them, a lad about my age, tried to intimidate me his smug smile and his glance behind him towards a group of "heavies" gave him a confidence he wouldn't otherwise have don't you just hate wimps who have a false sense of bravado because they have back-up the dreamer's chance to take him down a peg or two came in the last scene of the dream it was after working hours when a skeleton crew were getting things ready for the next day that the dreamer got his chance the dreamer hid behind a pile of rubble and waited for the wimp to walk straight into the dreamer the dreamer's look of contempt as he began walking toward the wimp was enough to cause him to become fearful he wouldn't be bothering the dreamer again who knows, we may have become friends vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: wimps (2+) 14082022 the name of the dream: the snake in the sewer the dreamer is one of a small commitee that has been called together to deal with public concern about the action the council suggests to deal with a highly unusual situation namely, a giant snake was discovered living in the sewer system it had a psychedelic-patterned skin which gave the impression it was even bigger than it was the initial public reaction was controlled panic the thought of it popping its head up through the "lav" was in people's minds due to a cartoon picture of it doing just that the media decided to turn things around and come out on the side of the snake it was the person who had decided to flush it down the toilet in the first place who was to blame the snake was just doing what any animal would do, trying to stay alive the general public agreed the best course of action was to capture it and ship it back to its natural habitat when the planning of capturing it got into the details of capturing it was realised that someone could get killed trying dilemma: how to appease public concern and not get anyone killed the dreamer's proposal was to stuff the carcass of a sheep or calf with poison the story would be that the snake died from food poisoning due to deadly bacteria that were part and parcel of any sewer system everyone was happy except the snake vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: situations of public concern (2+) snakes (1) 13082022 the name of the dream: files, files, files for the third consecutive day, sorting files has been the theme of the dream it is a result of categorising files in awake-time vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: consecutive days of same-theme dreams (3) sorting files (1) 12082022 the name of the dream: a lotta lotteries the dreamer is disappointed he laid out three hundred pounds on the lottery he thought that he would get something he would have been content with a fraction of his outlay, but not a sausage he suggests to the organisation that they introduce a word lottery the idea is that instead of numbers four or five four-letter words be used bonus prizes can be awarded for sentences that have literary or poetic or insightful merit the words generated by the word-generating programme will, sooner or later, produce such sentences the dreamer spends the last third of the dream composing examples vividness 2.8 - participant and observer- the category of the dream: lottery formats (1) - word lotteries (1) the name of the dream: solo football just ain't much fun the dreamer and another person, possibly his brother, have just entered the park it is a perfect summer day they are going to kick a football around they head for space against the fence about fifty metres to their left nearly where they are headed for they pass a child of four or five "toeing" a ball around the ball is about half as big as a regular-sized football it is made of a soft plastic the child is at sixes and sevens there's not really that much a child that age can do with a ball we can see he is confused as to what it is he's supposed to do it produces a tinge of sadness in the dreamer after he kicks the ball one time the dreamer moves away a metre or two with the ball, then turns and kicks it to him the dreamer tells him to kick it back he kicks it back we do the same thing again and then again now the child understands how to play football you need at least two people he is visibly enthused and happy the dreamer decides to play "penalties" that's the game in which you put a jacket or jumper in one place and put another jacket or jumper a few metres away the idea of course is to get the ball past the goalie the dreamer puts the ball about two metres in front of the "goalmouth" he tells the child to try and kick it past the dreamer the child understands what he's supposed to do the child kicks the ball it heads for the right-hand "goalpost" the dreamer dives for the ball and makes sure his out-stretched right hand is forward of the ball and fails to save it (stand-out visual and motion) the child has just scored a goal the child's face lights up the child has just become a boy vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: games with children (2+) football (1) 11082022 the name of the dream: scheduled to happen this dream is a repeat of the second of yesterday's dreams (not entered) the dreamer is organising audio and text files into blocks of fifteen, thirty and sixty minutes segments it works out that 400 mgb is about thirty minutes the whole of the dream is spent honing the length of each file into fifteen-minute segments successfully, it should be added fairly sure this dream stems from the decision to launch a new format on paltalk vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: computer related (10+) audio and video files (2+) 10082022 the name of the dream: greedy is greedy does the dreamer is re-organising the files on his smartphone about a hundred files to be moved after transferring two or three files, he notices a small hole in the screen he taps another file and another hole appears in the screen within another scene or two, there are about five holes in the screen he is both appalled and bemused that the manufacturers of phones would use such flimsy materials makes him even more cynical and concludes that profiteering has reached a new low he shows the phone to the other two people in the dream they too are aghast they fear the same thing will happen to their phones vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: technology (5+) mobile phones (2+) 09082022 the name of the dream: here and there the dreamer is in a virtual meeting it is a virtual meeting with a difference a big difference the dreamer can be in either location almost simultaneously when he is asking a question or making a point, he is at home and observing via the virtual set-up when he is having something explained he is in the room with the sales-person the sales-person is a girl in her late teens she is wearing a long black dress the dress looks to be a couple of sizes too big her hair is black and has a "straggly" waft of hair going down to her chin on the right-hand side of her face the rest of her hair is cut evenly just below her ears she has a reluctant or reticent manner she wants to conclude the sale as quickly as possible and get back to socialising what the product is isn't clear we do know it's a fairly big commitment the girl occasionally says something to another girl we hear the other girl speaking but don't see her the sales girl in the black dress says she's going to kiss the girl we can't see after she's made the sale the dreamer jumps in and say's, "if you kiss me i'll buy the product" the girl in the black dress says she will the dream ends with the dreamer in a state of mild frustration as he tries to kiss her the girl in the black dress knows that the only way we can make physical contact is if she "calls or invites" the dreamer into her reality vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (5+) virtual reality (1) the dream was followed by a montage of swerling bodies 08082022 the name of the dream: broken sleeps was in a police station talking with two policemen the reason? was trying to establish what constitutes a breach of the peace the reason? for the hundredth time, the dreamer was woken out of his sleep by the sound of an ice-cream van announcing its presence it turns out that, outside of an emergency, there is no justification for someone to cause another person or persons to be woken out of their sleep notes 1 an alternative would be for the vendor to drop a leaflet through the door of all houses on his route that gave an approximate time of when he would be on the street or, an envelope with a return envelope, asking the vendor to call when he is on the street notes 2 in essence, it's the old jewish problem of getting what you want without having to work for it vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: intrusions (1+) sleep (1) 07082022 the name of the dream: the longest sentence in the world the dreamer has been "wronged" by a group of hell's angels-type dudes no indication in the dream what the "wrong" is whatever it is, it's bad enough for the dreamer to want to "get back at them" the dreamer could stake them out and do something to each of them one at a time but that would take ages and he doesn't want to spend weeks and months in a state of vengefulness he turns to a local "tough guy" who seems to know everyone with a bit of "clout" he knows someone who used to be in the military and was part of a "special ops" unit they were so secret they never had a name they agree to teach them a lesson the dreamer doesn't know exactly what they did the word on the street is that the clique who wronged the dreamer dispersed that should have been that however, the ex-military men weren't doing favours without some sort of gratuities they visited the dreamer when they realised he didn't have any money they helped themselves to his belongings the dreamer was o.k. with that it wasn't until he went to use his bicycle that he discovered that the back wheel had been taken a nine-gear back wheel was going to cost more to replace than the dreamer could afford he needed his bike he went to the man who knew the ex-military and asked him to get it back he said it wouldn't be possible the dreamer really needed his bike, his lifestyle depended on it he had no option but to go to the police within a few days, the dreamer received a legal document he would be getting his wheel back providing he signed the document the dream turned into a think-read dream - (https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt) the document contained more phrases that contained the word that than anything the dreamer has ever come across or heard about... "that the" and "in that" and "so far as in that" and "should it be that"... the document was at least fifteen lines long there wasn't a full stop or a comma any where vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: mixed types of dreams (5+) think-read (15+) confrontational (7+) 06082022 the name of the dream: another reality the dream starts, and finishes, with an aerial view of about five metres three men are walking through a narrow street they are wearing robes the buildings on both sides are one-storey they look like they are made of clay they have an amber tinge to them we sense it is a hot climate two of the three men are more or less shoulder to shoulder one of the men is admonishing the other "the dreamer wanted to die on the cross", he says, "why did you keep me alive?", he asks there is then a point and counter-point exchange of two or three sentences as the man being admonished explains and tries to justify his reasons the man criticising him insists it wasn't what he should have done it becomes obvious we are witnessing an undulation when jesus was saved from dying on the cross notes 1 although jesus was prepared to die on the cross you-know-who sees things differently wherever and whenever there is the option for more life, love/life occupies it to make the point that there is life after death jesus didn't need to survive cruxifiction jesus's recurrences are written into the fabric of reality, as your reading of this is it is probably the case that jesus knew how qualitative the future would be life under roman-rule, by comparison, wasn't worth having vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: jesus () 05082022 the name of the dream: e and me a truly immersive x dream high visually and higher tactilely vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x dream (20+) e (1) the name of the dream: lesser men it is early morning the dreamer has just come off an "all-nighter" still feeling fresh, he decides to catch a taxi into town and walk the rest of the way following a friendly chat with the taxi driver, the dreamer decides to give him a bigger tip than the two-pound tip he was going to give him we arrive in the centre of town the taxi fare comes to eight-pounds after giving the taxi the driver a tenner, the dreamer tells him to keep the change and hands him a twenty-pound note mistake what he should have done was take the tenner back off the taxi driver and tell him to give the dreamer seven-pounds change from the twenty-pound note the taxi driver is now holding thirty pounds of the dreamer's money from the way the taxi driver is behaving (it's strange the way people become when it comes to money) the dreamer can tell he wants to keep hold of all of the money the dreamer sees someone who looks like an authority-figure talking to another man on the pavement he is tall and is wearing a white shirt under his jacket with big lapels as was the fashion some years back the dreamer tells him about the taxi-driver he goes over to the taxi-driver this dream ends there notes 1 this dream was the result of becoming agitated while thinking about two instances of late when two people let their attitude to money turn them into thieves vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money (7+) thieft against self (2+) 04082022 the name of the dream: underestimated it is the first morning of a new two-man venture the dreamer has opened a cafe-cum-restaurant it is offering basic meals (fish and chips, steak pie and veg etc.) but the new angle is a small menu of "posh" dishes (mediterranean vegetable salad, Salmon and avocado, etc.) the dreamer knows he will be fraternising with the customers as much as waiting on them the chef takes his job seriously the dining area is made up of two or three four-seater tables and four or five two-seater tables all the tables have a plain white cotton tablecloth on the first morning and the second scene, there are two or three customers seated their orders have been taken and the dreamer is moving between them doing his "verbal entertaining" thing everything is going as envisaged within two more scenes, it has gone from easy peasy to a complete "cock up" the restaurant-cum-cafe has seven or eight diners the "personal" touch, which is known to be the main attraction, becomes impossible the dreamer can only apply the "personal touch" to one or two people at the expense of neglecting others the "crunch" moment comes when one gent, dressed in a formal black suit, white shirt and black tie and dark-rimmed glasses glasses "blows his top" for having to wait too long for his order he gets up from his seat and leaves both the chef and the dreamer have completely under-estimated their ability to cope with more than three or four people at a time the only way to give the service originally envisaged is to hire two more chefs and one more waiter vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business ventures (4+) restaurant/cafes (2+) the name of the dream: woofterism the first scene is an elevated view looking down from just below a male head the male is dressed in white the camera moves down the male's body just below his belt the camera stops and shows the male's right-hand pocket it shows the male has a pocketful of change there are about two-dozen coins about the size of fifty-pence pieces in a line across the bottom of his pocket the view pans up and out and reveals the male's face, it is burt lancaster burt can see what is showing on the camera on a preview screen he adjusts his "change" so it isn't showing the cringing truth becomes obvious a "woofter" camera-man let his lust override his professionalism vividness 2.8/9 - observer - the category of the dream: celebrities (6+) (burt lancaster) (1) 03082022 the name of the dream: ladies' first A girl of about eighteen is walking on the path next to a road she's walking very slowly it is an invitation to males she is approachable in the next scene, that is what happens the girl responds to the young male positively providing he doesn't do or say something stupid, they will become an "item" the dreamer wants the girl he is more experienced than the young boy who is, like most males his age, testosterone-driven and, as such, is not thinking of what the girl wants but is being driven by his instincts it isn't fair the dreamer believes the girl should have more than a mainly one-sided experience "hey", he shouts, "what are you doing with my girlfriend?" it throws the young lad off balance his confidence has gone he doesn't want a fight he walks away from the girl the dreamer introduces his-self and gains the girl's acceptance in the next scene, we have walked about a hundred metres and are at the dreamer's place he explains to the girl that intimacy is a "girl-first" experience he understands that the five pleasure areas of a female need to be stimulated and not just one, two or three the girl is not sure what he's getting at the only way she'll understand is to be the recipient of the dreamer's beliefs vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships (20+) female (20+) 02082022 the name of the dream: not even a kiss preamble the writer doesn't post all dreams some x dreams and dreams containing violence (the extremes) can be off-putting the dream from last night is a follow-up to a dream the day before last in that dream, a woman in her thirties or forties took the initiative and the dreamer by surprise, when she pulled him to her and kissed him ferociously the dreamer said, "i'll close the door and we'll pretend we're asleep" the woman agreed and the dream ended in the dream last night we are both fully dressed and lying down the dreamer says, "i'll put wedges under the door so it can't be opened" the woman didn't say anything and the dream ended another type of dream that just about makes it into the dreams diary is bland dreams bland dreams may be useful as reference points vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of last night's dream: bland dreams (2+) 01082022 the name of the dream: the dreaming man at a neighbour's house we are talking about this that and the other the neighbour uses words and meanings that are incorrect the dreamer explains the proper meanings of the words and phrases the neighbour begins asking for the meanings and definitions of words and ideas the conversation becomes a defining-of-words session after several words have been defined, the dreamer continues the chat with his eyes closed it takes longer and longer for the dreamer to answer questions the dreamer falls in and out of sleeping between questions the neighbour says it's time for him to go to bed the dreamer is too tired to reply or move the neighbour's voice becomes increasingly forceful as he tries to get the dreamer to respond to what he is saying the dreamer can hear his voice but is too tired to respond it is like listening to someone talking to the dreamer while he is dreaming vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dream within a dream (2+) dermot (3) 31072022 the name of the dream: the wave machine at a seashore entertainment amusement centre looking at the screen of a games console it's one of those consoles that have shielding on the top and sides, presumably to keep the light out and make the screen clearer there is a choice of gradients with options of ten settings for each of the four gradients the dreamer sets the machine at 4.2 at this point, the dreamer doesn't know exactly what the machine is going to do the word "wave" is part of the name of the game the activate button is big, round and yellow the dreamer presses down on the button not knowing what to expect he is looking at the screen waiting for another prompt to do something without warning, the floor of the room undulates it is exactly the sensation we get when we are in a boat that gets lifted and lowered as it encounters a wave big enough to make us lose balance the dreamer manages to keep balance, but only just amazed, he goes into an adjoining room and asks the three or four males in the room playing billiards if they felt it one of them nods another one says, "was that you", obviously making reference to the building moving "yes", the dreamer says, "shall i do it again" "no", one of them says, there is irritation in his voice they had done it so often the novelty had worn off the dreamer is still in a state of amazement notes 1 the dreamer has experienced many different types of movements in dreams this one though was the most pronounced could feel all of self-rising and lowering it was as if it was the first time such a movement had occurred vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: movement in dreams (15+) wavy-motion (1+) 30072022 the name of the dream: the nub of the matter the dreamer is "laid up" and is more or less house-bound not sure what the malady is he has just put "one" together when sarah calls the dreamer is talking "ten to the dozen" sarah is eagerly attentive to what he is saying the dreamer has almost finished the "j" when he realises that sarah's attentiveness is not focused on what he is saying but is a form of anxiety the "j" is almost down to the roach and she's too polite to ask he passess the "j" to her but it has reached the nub he will mak things right by putting another "one" together and passing it to her after lighting it vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: sarah (2) 29072022 the name of the dream: all good things... the dreamer's dream girl is pleasant towards him but that's as far as it goes she, along with most girls and women of this dreams time and place, need security above all else that's something the dreamer can't offer the circumstances arise that lead to the dreamer being re-assessed to establish his position within society the results of the test vault the dreamer into a position whereby he gets a job that places him firmly in "secure" bracket in another scene, he is talking to his dream girl and persuades her to keep him company for an evening during the date the dreamer poses that they should be more than just friends the girl thinks things through she arrived at the conclusion that it was improbable she would get the man who could give her the security she and as any mother-to-be would, had accepted her fate of having an uncertain future and accepted the dreamer's advances the dreamer was waiting for the perfect moment to tell her the good news and see her momentary disbelief and happinness when the dream ended vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships (25+) female (20+) 28072022 the name of the dream: militarism is bad for the blood a think-read dream about julian assange 1 if there was or wasn't orange juice in vodka 2 whether he slept through a train journey or not 3 that he would die in prison notes 1 the writer has no way of knowing if any of the details in the dream are true to life the animalistic character of the american army demands death for anyone who exposes their blood-lust the writer is still semi-traumatised by the massacre in the "road to baghdad" atrocity one of the ten most barbaric slaughter's in the annals of warfare did you know that one division of the british light infantry flies the skull and crossbones flag into battle? the reason for the attack? there were combatants amongst the civilians the reason for the war? oil again, chiefly the british and american military doing the jewish banker's bidding vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: think-read (12+) julian assange (1) 27072022 the name of the dream: skilful seducer the dreamer is in a department store or a large ground-level store he goes to the customer services desk a girl of about twenty with a rounded face, and blonde hair that is styled in small pigtails is at the counter the dreamer says something in a light-hearted way the girl is in no mood for fun she scolds him so effectively the dreamer becomes depressed he walks away in the next scene, the girl at the information desk is talking to a girl of about fifteen or sixteen-year-old the much younger girl also has blonde hair they are at ease with one another talking energetically with lots of teeth-smiles the girl with pigtails is steering the conversation their friendliness moves on a bit there is an air of intimacy the difference in ages tells the dreamer something isn't quite right the dreamer is still stinging from the unnecessarily harsh "put down" he got from the twenty-year-old the dreamer follows his hunch in the next scene, the view is of the two girls about three metres from the observer the dreamer is looking at them through binoculars the elder of the two girls is talking to the other while she is talking she is moving the fingers of the left hand of the smaller girl up and down and back and forth with the fingers of her right hand they are close to hugging and kissing the scene changes the view is from about twenty metres and we see into an open-space large living room again the dreamer is looking at them through binoculars the living room is awash with unopened presents, clothes with labels still attached to them strewn all over the place and an alladin's cave of glittering gold and silver objects it is what the dreamer suspected the elder girl seduced the wealthy younger girl into an illegal sexual relationship the dreamer's testimony alone is enough to convict the elder girl upon reflection, the dreamer decides to avoid giving testimony in court the elder girl will almost certainly get a prison sentence there is no doubt that the dreamer will become the target of her revenge she's the type of girl who will go to greater lengths to bring about a bad outcome than she would a good one vividness 2.7/8 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: bad people (20+) women (1+) 26072022 the name of the dream: natural affection in a car, a mini(past time tense) early afternoon, motoring through a rural area it isn't clear where the dreamer has been or where he's going a sign advertising a holiday camp catches his eye why not, he thinks in the next scene, he's on the ground's following the road to the end leads him to an area of grass dozens of families are picnicking the dreamer drives the car onto the grass as he is walking through the throng heading to a space, the dreamer walks by a family of four or five a young boy in the family says something the dreamer smiles back at his chosen spot, the dreamer settles into a comfortable lying position in the next scene, the young boy comes over to him we say a few things to each other the dreamer is taken by surprise when the young boy side-kisses him on the corner of his mouth the dream ends vividness 2.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: affection (5+) young boys (2+) 25072022 the name of the dream: the girl at the chalkboard update to the dream a catnap during the day revealed more details of this dream the dream is a youtube post the name of the post is "making a picture" this dream spanned three consecutive sleeps! preamble to the dream this dream is not totally disconnected from looped dreams an insight or connection or the cause of this dream occured within the previoius twenty-four hours of the dream the inability to pinpoint exactly when the first memory of the dream happened could be due to the first memory being the first of two dreams, which makes this dream a repeat dream of the same dream in the same period of r.e.m. the writer thinks it is more likely there is a period of awake-time between the two the variations or highlighted parts of the two dreams or the dream and awake-time memory is thought to be the reason or purpose for the dream the dream the dreamer is observing a girl there is a lengthy moment of eye contact with the dreamer the girl is about twenty she has blonde hair her top is dark-blue or black she is standing in front of a metre-square chalkboard holding a finger-length piece of chalk in her right hand the implication that she is poised and about to write couldn't be more obvious she is looking pleased or satisfied she begins writing alas, there are only two bits of detail that are remembered of the three different scenes of her writing in the first one, (it's at times like this that the writer wishes he had the skills to draw as easily as he can write - perhaps we can consider introducing into our education of children the skill to describe through pictures) there is writing above as she draws a square she keeps the chalk to the board after drawing the aquare and takes the line at the top-left of the square and makes a semi-circle so that the end of the line finishes slighly left of off-centre and writes the name "peter" underneath the second scene, there is writing above and below of what looks like a smudged drawing of a circle of spikes what the drawing is or was can only be guessed or surmised it is a shade of orange in the third scene, we see another picture of a woman it could be the girl in the first scene if it is, the girl or waman in this scene is in her thirties in the fourth scene, there is an elderly woman on the board she looks about sixty the woman looks thoughly defeated she might be at death's door there are two other scenes one shows something being rubbed out and re-written the other is of a word being emphasised as the person chalks over a word three or four times notes 1 the priority of dreams is remembering them the second most important thing is remembering the detail the third is understanding their meaning - see pde's https://endic.at/database.dreams.specialised.words.txt vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: consecutive same-theme dreams (1) informative (4+) 24072022 the name of the dream: in the loop the dreamer is to do an indoor gig he gets to the venue and begins setting up the equipment the dreamer has barely got the leads and speakers connected when the manager or owner of the premises asks the dreamer to do a sound check the dreamer duly obliges the manager or owner listens for a few seconds, then walks away without saying anything in the nexr scene, the dreamer is still setting up when the owner or manager re-appears and asks again for another sound-check the owner or manager listens for a moment or two and then leaves the dream the scene changes, the owner or manager of the building is back asking for another sound check the dreamer regards the man with some concern is he a stickler for detail? is he being awkward? before the dreamer has reached a conclusion, the owner or manager is back and asking for another sound check it is then that the dreamer latches on to what's happening for the first time in years the dreamer's having a looped dream notes 1 have no solid theory as to the reason for looped dreams there undoubtedly is a reason for them perhaps it reflects a monotonous or repetivive awake-time routine it may have been a result of watching the film "millenium" before going to sleep vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: looped dreams (2+) gigs (1) 23072022 the name of the dream: the jack in the box while out and about, a mystery person handed the dreamer two tickets the mystery person had a sincere smile as he handed them to the dreamer the tickets were the size of a credit card they weren't your typical tickets the tickets are a soft, bendable paper the same as you get for a receipt from a shop the invitations are for that night the venue is at a place called the jack in the box the dreamer's girlfriend or wife gets excited about going out for the night she gets her hair done and decides to wear a long, cream dress she looks fetching with her hair up the jack in the box straddles the corner of two streets that diverge from each other at an angle of twenty degrees it means the premises are triangular a good arrangement for a big stage there is a queue of about twelve people, mostly couples, dressed in a mix of dress-codes two couples are in formal dress, long gowns and black jackets the bulk is wearing smart-casual as we get nearer to the entrance, the dreamer reaches into his pocket for the tickets a scene follows that has the dreamer frantically checking and rechecking his pockets for the tickets only a dunder-head would make that mistake of not transferring the tickets from one jacket to the other it's too late to go back home the dreamer leans forward and asks the couple in front of him if it's possible to pay to get in it wasn't the door attendants must have seen the dreamer searching for the tickets because when he gets to the door, they believe he has forgotten them and let him in inside the club, there are about twenty or thirty tables of different sizes the table we get shown to seats a dozen or so people instinctively, the dreamer pulls out the chair for his girlfriend or wife one of the staff is impressed a little while after ordering and receiving drinks, a voice announces that the buffet is open again, the dreamer is on his feet and pulling the chair out from behind his girlfriend or wife again, one of the staff is impressed it appears the dreamer is the only one doing it the dreamer's girlfriend or wife joins the queue the dreamer is right behind her the buffet is a hot meal served by chefs wearing floppy chef hats if the entertainment is as good as the buffet, it's going to be a whale of a night it is a few seconds before the dreamer becomes aware that the people behind him are agitated with the dreamer it turns out that his girlfriend or wife joined the queue halfway along it it was an innocent mistake there was a break in the queue both the dreamer's and his girlfriend or wife thought there were two queues as he looked at the people behind him in the queue, there was one man who was giving him the "evil eye", he was glaring angrily it is too late to go to the back of the queue, we are being served someone on the staff must have seen what had happened and realised that a situation might develop in the last scene of the dream, the man who was furious with us is being escorted unceremoniously out of the room b/u dream from 052022 vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: social events (5+) 22072022 the name of the dream: the x-factor in a society where the economy is based on whim and fickleness, the latest product is always a winner regardless of its inherent value so when a product that does do what it says it can do comes on the market, it's guaranteed to become a best seller when the product generates an irrepressible desire in either gender to engage in x you know you have a game-changer the aphrodisiac is in liquid form it is in small glass phials the dreamer has a tray of them there is about thirty in the tray the demand for the aphrodisiac far exceeds the supply the dreamer is well aware of their value he knows the longer he keeps hold of them, the more they will go up in value the dreamer always has and always wiil, put x before money there is a girl across the room with a hungry, willing expression on her face she is waiting to receive one of the phials the sense of anticipation in this scene and the thought there will another thirty such encounters is more than the dreamer can contain vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: x-themed dreams (1) potions (1) 21072022 the name of the dream: the imposter a male about the same age as the dreamer presents himself as the dreamer's brother he claims he was fathered by the dreamer's dad, within a year of the dreamer physically, it seems plausible there are similarities between us what is all wrong about it is that he has traced his lineage to the dreamer just when the family estate is being finalised there is a considerable value attached to the estate, not the least being a house the dreamer consults his step-brother we both become convinced that he is an opportunist of the worst kind the dreamer's step-brother wants to "call him out" the dreamer wants to teach him a lesson the dreamer plans to go along with his claim and expose him at that moment when he thinks he is about to receive his part of an inheritance it's not going to be too hard to collect information and evidence that exposes him the dreamer is hiding his feeling of satisfaction that the imposter's overly confident smile is about to crumble into a heap when the dream ends vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: conmen (1) family (1) 20072022 the name of the dream: the poker game after several years of double-dealing with the established financial institutions, four or five of us have made enough to live on easy street the money arrives in large envelopes in a cardboard box we're savvy enough to know we have to carry on living as though nothing has happened one new thing we do is have a game of poker once a week we do it to explain to our wives how we occasionally come home with a big win we arrange things so each of us "wins" every month or two the women accept their man's story of being "lucky" at cards once a year, a big "win" is enough to go on holiday somewhere exotic the children and wives are healthy and happy, who wouldn't be? in the last scene, the dreamer's wife turns up with some chips in her hand where she got the chips, how she discovered where we played and what happened next may be revealed in a future dream vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: card games (2+) poker (1) 19072022 the name of the dream: robbed the mystery isn't who did it, it could have been anybody, the real mystery is how anyone's abode could be stripped bare without anyone seeing or hearing anything surprisingly, the dreamer is not stressed out the more he dwells on it, the more the situation presents interesting possibilities the chance to start over afresh a new location a new direction in life the dreamer signs off on the dream looking forward to his new life vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: theft against the dreamer (2+) all property (1) 18072022 the name of the dream: a healthy tune the most respected and influential health organisation in the world highlights the literacy and knowledge of the american people specifically, it points out that the poorly educated don't have a basic understanding of nutritious food a survey shows that a significant number of the population get their education about food through the advertisements on the jewish-controlled telly to exemplify the differences between spoken american-english and spoken british-english and how it affects a persons perception, the world-renowned health organisation shows clips of interviews with people of all ages and genders from both cultures the difference is as plain as the difference between chalk and cheese the americans haven't got a clue they can only recite the "catch-words" and phrases from the advertisements the english-speaking british people interviewed can cite some of the vitamins in bread, vitamin b-12 is mentioned to further highlight the situation, the health organisation goes to an british school they suggest that one way of heightening people's awareness would be to introduce a song with a catchy melody which youngsters could latch onto to prove their point a class is chosen at random one of the children, guess who is to sing the carol "12 days of christmas" - https://www.classicfm.com/discover-music/occasions/christmas/twelve-12-days-of-christmas-lyrics-meaning/ the dreamer begins waking to hear himself singing the song and manages to recite the first three lines but can't remember any more notes 1 this dream coincides with a report presented by euronews today (coincidence or something else?) the report shows that food manufacturers have increased their wealth by almost half a trillion (500 000 000 000) dollars in the last two years again, we see the profit-driven jewish religion, aided and abetted by those amongst us who place the acquisition of money above all else, causing amounts of unnatural death that make the death toll in the war in ukrainian to seem like a car crash notes 2 the introduction of a hard currency by the jews some five thousand years ago is coming home to roost with a vengeance vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: health (2+) nutrition (3) 13072022 the name of the dream: impatience the dreamer, along with eight or so other prisoners, are under escort we are about to be released we are taken to a shop to buy food for our train journey to freedom we are in a single file, lined up and ready to go into the shop after a bit of wait, no one goes into the shop the dreamer, about third in the queue, takes the initiative and walks passed the couple of guys before him and strides up the three steps into the shop at the entrance and about to go into the shop, he comes face to face with a man in a suit coming out it's then that the dreamer realises that the reason no one is going into the shop is because our escort has kept us waiting to allow the person already in the shop, not a prisoner, to come out the dreamer apologises to the man in the suit and goes back to his place in the queue our escort comes up to the dreamer and says, "good lad" notes 1 it crosses the writers mind that there is a "randomly generated" section in the mind that "fills in" periods of r.e.m. when there is nothing in the p.d.e's of significance vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: randomly generated dreams (30+) 12072022 the name of the dream: inbreeding in ohio according to this dream, there was a time, it could be any one of the nine tenses of time, when e.t.'s began inter-breeding with mammal-man or, e.t.'s begin manipulating the genetic configurations of mammal man why it is, was or will be ohio isn't in the dream, although there probably is a reason among other things, what came from the gene manipulation is the highly erotic heightening of the sensations in the buttocks it produced pleasurable sensations as great as those produced by the genitalia of both genders although dubious of the claims, the silky, shiny sight of the buttocks did produce the desire to touch them the dreamer "goes for it" it was every bit as moreish as the claims said it would be the dream finishes with the dreamer handling a handful of soft, malleable part of the body he is in the throes of a "pleasure trip" whe he wakes the writer suspects this dream is the result of watching a game of football there were eight goals in the game notes 1 may the writer remind you, eventually, every cell of the skin will have pleasure receptors it works out that the amount of pleasure a person will eventually be receiving will be ten-thousand greater than what we currently experience the writer will never be able to come to terms with the outlook that forsakes the future for the oh-so-short here and now vividness 2.5/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: pleasure (50+) 11072022 the name of the dreams: the swinger - the essayists the dream starts with the dreamer in a large classroom there are three rows of desks each row has about eighteen desks all the seats are occupied there is a teacher at the top of the scene facing the students the dreamer is sitting in the right-hand row of the room, third from the front we are all writing the dreamer is the only person at one of the desks who is not a student he and the teacher are both adults someone thought it would bring a productive theme to the classroom the dreamer is a "stabiliser". it is a marathon test it is over seven or eight hours with no breaks there is an air of "elitism" in the room the task is for each student to bring a unique perspective to a set theme the student's essays will be reviewed by an academic the evaluation of the academic may well determine the path the student takes for the whole of their professional life the room has an intensely serious atmosphere there isn't a cough or the sound of the leg of a chair moving or a murmur or a sigh it isn't the case for the dreamer occasionally he stands up and silently walks down between one row and up another one time, he goes to the supervisor's desk and whispers, "i'm going to stretch my legs" he is going for a smoke the dreamer returns to the classroom, at that point, begins to wake note 1 the smooth, seamless transition from dream-time to awake-time was the second-longest to date: the first longest..19052021 vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: classrooms/schools (4+) the swinger this side-view of a one-scened dream is of a naked and tanned young lady enjoying swinging from a rope swing attached to the branch of a tree it lasts for about three seconds of dream-time ? vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: nudity (3+) 10072022 the names of the dreams: loose change - when de geek? d.jaying a gig played the deep purple song "child in time" https://endic.at/Deep.Purple.-Child.In.Time.mp3 both the party-goer's and the dreamer are surprised when the track finishes about three minutes later one of the party-goers comes to the dreamer and asks, "why didn't you play all of it?" the dreamer says, "i didn't realise it was a shortened version" in the next scene, the dream becomes a think-read dream in the next scene, the dreamer is searching online for a review of the sheet music in the next scene, the dreamer is looking at the sheet music of the song sure enough, the sheet music has abbreviated the song the review was as critical and as infuriated as the party-goer's and the dreamer the review reads "since when the geek did "child in time" only last for a few minutes?" "who the geek do they think they are?" "who the geek is green valley (the name of the company that printed the sheet music) anyway?" the dreamer had just pulled up the sheet music of stairway to heaven from the same company and realised that the penny-pinching company abbreviates the sheet music to save money when the dream gives way to awake-time vividness 2.6/8 - participant and observer (reader) - the category of the dream: music (12+) rock (1+) loose change the dream opens with the dreamer walking towards the centre of town he has just got off a coach and is looking forward to visiting his old stomping grounds the centre of the city is about two hundred metres away a girl, about eighteen, comes up to him and asks him if he has any spare change on the scrounge she looks too well dressed to be on the scrounge the dreamer digs into his pocket and hands her all he's got, it was about fifty pence "you won't be able to do much with that", he says the girl says, "thanks, that's alright" the girl leaves the dream the dreamer decides the first thing he's going to do is buy a new pair of shoes notes 1 the writer is reasonably sure the origin of some of this dream came from the previous days experiences when he thought about whether he would be able to find shoes as comfortable as the ones he has vividness 2.5/6 - participant - the category of the dream: visit's to coventry (2+) 09072022 the name of the dream: balancing feelings three or four of us are playing at a full or three-quarter size snooker table there are four balls on the table they are all white the "cue" ball is where the brown ball is in a game of snooker the three other balls are placed in the pink position, the blue position and the brown position an automatic win is to pocket all three balls with in one shot the other players take their turn first one or two pot one ball while the other doesn't pot one with two shots the dreamer pots three balls, one of which is the cue ball the cue ball is then replaced on its cue spot after the first round the dreamer is ahead on points in the second round the dreamer does abysmally and doesn't pot any balls the points are evenly balanced in the third round the dreamer does another three-balls-down shot the other two or three players aren't happy and dagger-looks and contorted faces tells the dreamer he should let them win vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: games and sports (9+) snooker table games (2+) crime (10+) identity theft (1) 08072022 the name of the dream: dennis's dog dennis asks the dreamer to look after his dog for the day, he has to go to the hospital in the next scene, the dreamer is out walking the dog wouldn't you know it, the dog slips the lead the dog, a jack russell terrier, doesn't respond to the dreamer's calls it could be anywhere if the dreamer doesn't find the dog before dennis gets back, the dreamer's credibility will drop to zero dennis might even shun me forever still looking for the dog when the dream ends vividness 2.5/6 - participant - the category of the dream: animals (10+)mammals (15+) dogs (10+) jack russell terrier (1+) 07072022 the name of the dream: the fall guy somehow someone got hold of my passport and was using it for an online scam not just any old scam, oh no, it was a well-oiled and sophisticated scam involving muchus dinero the scam crossed both borders and language the police were on my case in no time it became clear to the police more or less straight away it isn't the dreamer who is behind it it didn't take long before th real culprit was discovered his name is ian mcleland his connection to the deamer goes back to secondary school the dreamer has only one memory of him it was in a maths lesson the teacher posed a question to the class and mcleland came up with a novel way of solving it the teacher remarked, "when you start work, your boss will tell people to ask mcleland, he knows the easy way around things" unfortunately, the writer didn't retain anything at all from maths lessons what is the square root of minus one? note 1 upon waking and thinking about this dream, it crossed the writer's mind that memories play a crucial part in our evolution memories that are the "triggers" that manifest themselves within a particular set of circumstances and are part of the basic template that all man-shaped beings would follow the introduction of numbers for instance, may well be the result of you-know-who laying down specific times when numbers would steer evolution along a particular path it also follows that the evolutionary template, from amino acids to geometric form, will take on and automatically enact those traits/actions necessary to complete evolution at specific times across a five-thousand million year period seeing the bigger picture? vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: crime (10+) identity theft (1) 06072022 the name of the dream: the coffee and cake and tea and sandwich cafe the first view in this dream is from a slightly elevated position, about a metre it is of an elongated room of about twenty metres it is about two and a half metres wide a long padded bench of the "chesterfield" style goes from end to end of the room there are ten or twelve half-metre square tables spaced evenly along the length of the room, so there are about two metres between each table there are no chairs at the tables the lighting is subdued and even seven or eight of the tables have patrons every patron is reading or writing or musing all the customers are sitting on the padded bench we don't see the proprietor or manager the dreamer is the observer in this dream it 's not known how it happened not unlike being unable to single out an individual moment of the growth of a plant and say, "it just grew a bit" indeed, we would have to go into atomic theory to specify a particular moment of expansion let us be fanciful and say it was an alignment of the stars to continue with how it all started... it may have been that someone remarked to someone that referred to something he had read or heard that had been by one of the men it resonated with the person who heard it the person who listened to the remark heard, a week or a month later, a comment from the same man, and again got him thinking the next time he saw the man, he asked him where he heard or read it the man didn't know the name of the man who wrote or said it it was told to him by an acquaintance of the man who wrote it when the man who had become curious heard a third remark which again gave him food for thought, he wanted to speak to the man who wrote it to cut a long story short, he eventually tracks him back to the cafe the curious man doesn't know which man it is he buys a drink and eventually another drink and a cake or sandwich he is getting the "feel" of the cafe eventually, and without being intrusive, he talks to the man to his left he recognises immediately that this man could be the man who originated the remarks or views that pricked his imagination within the short time of a few weeks, the curious man has spoken to most of the men he comes to realise he is in the midst of moderate men with great minds he persuades the men into giving him copies of their papers between them, the writer's work covers all the main topics twice a week, the most relevant points, which pertain to societies, are read to a worldwide audience they are rarely, if ever, contested the thing is, because it isn't in the dream, we can't figure out how the men "happened" to find themselves doing what they're doing in the same place at the same time we just don't know the dream only shows us the men in the cafe writing and someone reading out the latest decree/s outside the cafe notes 1 when you hear the expression, "it's only a dream" bear in mind that dreams are, in the main, your very own memories of this and the future and past undulations everything you have ever done, are doing and are destined to do, is already "scheduled" to happen the minutest variation of the most inconsequential thing you enact has already been factored into your destiny, be it evolving or devolving vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: informative (6+) 05072022 the name of the dreams: hash party, betting on gold, model body, a hash party is just starting, and the guests are still coming a slightly-built host is handing people lumps of hash from a brick-sized lump it must have weighed four kilograms the dreamer was handed a piece off the block that was at least four ounces before the dreamer could start consuming what he had, he was given it in two or three different ways the dream went on like that the only way a person could use it all up would be to eat it as the party was coming to an end, the dreamer realised that his piece hadn't and wouldn't be needed the dreamer thins it out and wraps it in silver foil in the morning, the dreamer would be the hero when people were ready to start smoking again, but no one had any, that is when the dreamer would produce his untouched piece note 1 in case you haven't come across the latest thinking on hash elsewhere on this website and think the writer would condone indulging in the way in the dream, the dreamer must pass on to you the latest from you-know-who it is ok to take marijuana in drinks and food, it can effectively release blocked sinuses, smoking it in whatever form, is not what you-know-who wants you or me to do it has harmful effects over time vividness 2.6 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: hash (7+) betting on gold the dreamer is listening to two women talking one of them is trying to get the gen on which nation is likely to win the most gold medals at the winter olympics the woman going to bet will bet on the advice she gets from the woman she is talking to both the dreamer and the woman who is going to make a bet find it hard to believe israel is most likely to scoop most medals "it's a given", says the knowledgeable woman notes 1 a quick check of the medals table for three different winter olympics shows israel nowhere in the medals perhaps the knowledgeable woman was referring to isreali's representing nations other than isreal this dream may have been the result of thinking about the film "molly's game" in the last week or two vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: isreali sports persons (1) model body a one-scene dream in the centre of town on a bright day the centre of the town or city is in a dip in the land the dreamer has just turned a corner and is about to walk up an incline the dreamer is wearing trousers and a shirt the shirt highlights his upper-body muscularity it shows his lats and pecs with impressive effect the dreamer is in a confident frame of mind vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: body shape (2+) 0407202 the name of the dreams: an abundance of energy and an abundance of cash, corrupt america this dream starts onboard a plane it is coming into land in the next scene, the aisle is a mixture of chaos, activity and anticipation as everybody is gathering their belongings and getting ready for the newness of something different in the next scene, the dreamer is reading from a newspaper while reading, ideas and suggestions present themselves following through on one of them leads the dreamer into an area of four or five people the dreamer is enthusiastically organising them into doing something finances become an obstacle no problem we make our way to the nearest atm (automatic tilling machine) after handing out cash, new ideas and opportunities present themselves it becomes a self-generating mechanism there are seven or eight scenes in the same vein things are happening so fast it's hard to keep track at the current pace, we'll have changed the world within a few more scenes vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: adventure dream (4+) second dream: corrupt america a mentally "challenged" young man is used by a predatory-minded individual to further his career without realising it, a young man tresspasses into an elderly womans garden the woman calls the police the attention the woman is getting makes her emphasise the trauma the intrusion is causing her it becomes a news item the predatory-minded individual sees the opportunity to capitalise on it he visits the elderly woman with the use of innuendo and suggestion, he gets the woman to dramatise the event one of the things she suddenly "realises" is that she thought she was about to be attacked she thinks the the young man is going to murder her the predator moves in for the kill he gets a truama specialist to recognise the woman has developed life-long symptoms that will probably shorten her life at the trial, the young man's mental condition does'nt get mentioned the young man isn't sufferering from any recognised mental disorder he is, in fact, a predator looking for a victim the judge is "in" on the set-up he is a menace to society and sentences the young man to three life sentences the predatory oppurtunist and three or four others advance their careers notes 1 every time the writer tunes into an american channel, the lies and corruption jump out of the screen vividness 2.5/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: politics (3+) 03072022 the name of the dream: political manoeuvres the dreamer's father is in prison using fabricated evidence, he was sentenced to life imprisonment a decade or so before for exposing the illegal activities of the son of a leading political figure (perhaps this dream draws its substance from the situation between Biden and his son) that a leading political figure has a wayward son who has denigrated his character and standing it is something that turns the father of his besmirched son into a vindictive man one of his "comforts" in life is knowing the dreamer's father is languishing in jail a golden opportunity to get his father out of prison comes about this is where it gets a bit vague the dreamer gets presented with information that is causing a "logjam" in international cooperation a situation which, if resolved, will restore, to some extent, the political bruising that came from the exposing of his son the dreamer presents part of the information to an intermediary he recognises its value immediately and has no doubts something can be worked out with bitter reluctance, the vindictive politician pulls the necessary strings that lead to the decree that the dreamer's father is to be released three years hence note 1 some of the intricacies of the dream are vague the vagueness is due to not making the dreams diary a priority item it will seem, given the current circumstances, that a person's dreams are insignificant what do a persons dreams have to do with real life? , "a dream is just a dream" as mentioned elsewhere... in time, dream-time memory and awake-time memory become "fused". that is, what we dream about is what we will do in the period of awake-time that follows the dream and what we do in awake-time becomes part of what we dream about the next time we sleep dreams are significant alas, it will take many a millennium for their significance to be realised and longer still for them to be acted upon (see dream 09022018) vividness 2.5/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: political (2+) 28062022 the name of the dream: potato-heads we are three we are at my place in the next scene, one of the guys is in the kitchen he is frying potatoes that have been cut into smaller pieces he is frying them in butter they look delicious (stand-out visual) it gives the dreamer the idea to make some mashed potato, add some plain flour and shape them the same as the guy who is frying the potatoes in butter the excitement is building as the dream ended vividness 2.5/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: food (potatoes 2+) the dreamer is in the company of a woman and a man in their place their not paying much attention to the dreamer they have a problem specifically, the woman has a splinter in the forefinger of her left hand it's driving the woman crazy she can feel exactly where it is but she can't see it neither of them can up with a solution to remedy it in the next scene, the dreamer has a paperclip at hand he configures the paperclip so that it fits tight to his finger upon relieving the pressure of the paperclip, momentarily it turns the skin white the dreamer shows the woman does what he has just done the man poo poo's it the woman says something derogatory to the man the dreamer, like the woman, know how uncomfortable a splinter can be and suggests that the woman does the same when the skin is white the black splinter becomes visible placing the finger in hot water will soften the skin it is then a matter of using a sterilised pin to loosen the skin and expose the splinter note there was a time when the writer was a young man he did exactly what was done in the dream only in his case, he didn't use hot water or a sterilised pin it was a bit painful but the nagging throbbing every time the finger touched something was worse vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: application of awake-time experiences in dreams (1+) 20062022 the name of the dream: a bed of zzzzz's a regular caller to the dreamer's pad was sitting on the sofa the dreamer let the caller in a few seconds before before he had a chance to say anything the dreamer said, with obvious cynisism "i'm broke" the dreamer knew that after the caller had said something banal he would launch into his "pitch" he would make a promise that the dreamer would get something for nothing if the dreamer lent him some money the dreamer's initial comment broke his momentum in a flash, he introduced a new angle to get the dreamer's sympathy "i've broken up with my girlfriend" the dreamer wasn't going to fall into the trap the dreamer countered with, "you'll get by, your a survivor" he was looking dejected when the dream ended vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: friends and acquaintences (20+) 19062022 the name of the dream: a bed of zzzzz's the dreamer finds himself on a bed it is a big bed a double bed plus a single bed in width the head-end of the bed is pushed up against the wall the wall is made of marble a third of a metre above the bed the wall goes back about twelve centimetres in effect, it is a shelf that runs around the room the dreamer is "cat-sitting" at least a dozen kittens the kittens aren't quite ready to settle down for the night they are all over the bed, on the pillow, burrowing under the blankets, about the pillows, everywhere in an attempt to bring order to the chaos the dreamer puts three, four five of the kittens in the reccess above the top of the bed for a few seconds, the dreamer is beginning to feel as though he is winning the battle some of the kittens are going to sleep the kittens elevated to the shelf don't like the cold, hard surface of the shelf they begin diving onto the bed there are now half a dozen kittens on and around the pillows the situation isn't improving much as the dream ends the kittens are replaced by babies in nappies there are about five of them the dreamer is in his element we're having great fun the mothers of the babies are in the room they're smiling that the babies are happy but they want the babies to be sleeping before going out in the next scene, two or three of the babies are sleeping but two or three aren't the women have left the dream two or three of the babies aren't vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: baby's (4+) animals (20+) cats (6+) kittens (1+) 16062022 the name of the dream: everyone's a winner a solution to the problem of gambling addiction is being implemented on a world-basis the odds of winning were, unbeknown to the gambler, fixed the gambler is assured of winning at a rate of a little more than fifty per cent of the time the gambler has an "aide". the aid encourages the gambler to use her/his winnings to channel the winnings to people who needed it it turns out that when a person is on a "winning streak", she or he is generous with their booty vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: gambling (2?) 12062022 the name of the dream: full moons there are three dreams for today am entering this one for now full moons the dreamer, along with cousin jim (the younger) and his girlfriend or wife, have just stepped out of the front door of their home jim says something which suggests that the dreamer finds his wife/girlfriend appealing, which he does the dreamer is sure his girlfriend/wife has put him up to it his girlfriend/wife is all eyes and and ears she wants to know what the dreamer thinks of her the girl/lady has smooth skin, sleek hair, body and dress the dreamer is up against the ropes he can't say he does like her, and he can't say he doesn't a bit of fancy verbal side-stepping produces the reply, "i'd have to change beyond all recognition" the dreamer continues, "i like being a bit of a loose cannon,i don't want to change" there is a silence as they are both thinking about it a movement above and behind the house draws the dreamer's attention there are three objects in the sky the biggest and closest is what looks like a gigantic air-balloon if it is a balloon it the size of a stadium at a hundred metres it has siimilar pockmarks and craters like the moon it is also a shiny silver-moon it is moving slowly, almost imperceptibly beyond that is the regular moon in its full moon stage as with the closest moon, features of the uneveness of its surface are visible about one-third of the regular moon is obscured by the big moon beyond that is another round body about one-half of the size of the second nearest moon there is a white cloud just in front and at the bottom of the gigantic moon the picture of the three moons and the wisp of white cloud looks like the face of a clock at three-thirty the dreamer, looking above and behind jim a nd his wife/girlfriend says, "it's three-thirty" they both look up the dream ends as all three of us are looking at the spectacle note eleswhere at the website, poincares theorem of reccurence dictates that the configaration of the earth and moon is always a set-circumstance it's within the range of possible that the earth can be moved before the sun becomes a red giant? see the film "wandering earth" or, is it possible that googoled beings keep their man-shaped status and use other solar systems with an earth/moons arrangement, as described in the dream, to extend the completion of genetc lines that would otherwise have given rise to other beings that would therwise would have achieved fulfilment but were thwarted by circunstances beyond their control? the only other interpretation is that this dream is a mish-mash of influences over the past week or so looking at this picture (dreams pics 1 12062021) for a minute or two four or five days ago could be the influence vividness 2.7/8 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (4+) planets and moons (1+) 06062022 the name of the dreams: unnatural x vividness 2.4 - observer - the category of the dream: x dream (20+) 01062022 the name of the dreams: magic-mover, pre-apocalyptic writings, at the disco at the disco the dreamer is one the first to go through door at a discotheque he is at the cashiers kiosk the dreamer says, "ticket for one please" the cashier, he looks more like a bouncer than an admin person, looks at the dreamer for a long second he then says, in a way which doesn't want any smart arse replies, "your'e a one alright" the dreamer is too old to be going to disco's seated with a drink, the dreamer is thinking about being the first one to start dancing the place is filling up when the dream ends not much of a dream at all interestingly, has as happened before in recent dreams, at the end of this dream an idea comes to mind that has awake-time applications it is an idea that has marketable features perhaps it is the dream-time conscious "opening up" the inventions, insights, formulations etc. of our history, that, although enriching in most ways, sre only scratches on the the surface of those things that are to come let's not forget, our soul has within it not just all the memories of all the things we have ever done but, more significantly, the memories of all the things those of us who have experienced all the future times to come while man-shaped vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: discotheques (7+) - future memories (3+) see https://endic.at/database.dreams.types.of.dreams.txt pre-apocalyptic writings in the aftermath of nuclear war the dreamer is going from one community to another he is looking for survivors before he finds anyone, he sees instructions written on stone and other material whiich would still be there after the explosions the dream becomes a think-read dream they were written by those who went underground or sought safety elsewhere some gave their reasons for how things got to where they are some offered solace, some lamented the striking thing was they all gave instructions of where to find things that people who survived the explosions could use to keep alive the dreamer is moved by the fact that even in the face of impending death people are thinking of how they can help others to survive the theme of the dream changes from nuclear post-apocalytic to bio-war post-apocalyptic there is no evidence of there being any explosive effects, craters, bombed-out buildings etc there is though the same type of messages as with the nuclear apocalyptic theme this dream was long enough for it to be classified as an epic dream - see https://endic.at/dreams.types.of.dreams.txt vividness 2.5/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: epic dream (5+) post apocalyptic (1//+) magic-mover the first half-dozen or so scenes has the dreamer in an playful state of mind he is one of a only a handful of people worldwide with a weird and wonderful gizmo the reason only about one in a million people have one is because the gizmo has the potential to harm if not in skilled hands the gizmo is the size of sandwich made of six slices of bread it feels like a firm sponge and is brown in colour using two hands, the harder it is squeezed, the greater the weight it can move further, once it "locks on" to the person it is pointed at, it can move the person left or right, up or down and in a curve the skill is in knowing how slow or fast to move the person from one point to another its has an unlimited range, from centimetres to beyond the atmosphere basically, to any place within the user's field of vision it doesn't work on inanimate objects whatever it was designed for isn't known in this dream it is being used as a party trick its greatest fun-value is to point it an unsuspecting girl or boy boy the roar of laughter that comes from the surrounding people as the unsuspecting girl or boy is lifted into the air is the highlight moment everybody wants to be lifted up and feel the sensation for themselves it's a great feeling to be in demand to give people pleasure vividness 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (4+) p.s. about one-hundred dreams yet to be entered 18052022 the name of the dream: the female wanderer the dreamer and a young lady join the back of the queue of a take-away bakery shop at the same time we get to talking the girl, aged about twenty, is touring the country in a van the van is a converted 20cwt van we eat our cake and savouries sitting in the driver and passenger seat the dreamer is slowly winning her around to the idea of letting him travel with her when the dream ends vividness 2.6/8 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 17052022 the name of the dream: x-dream: melanie; the brief girl decided to include the details of this dream for reasons only known to melanie, she enjoys conjoinment most sitting astride and facing the dreamer she reaches fulfilment surprisingly quickly, within three or four seconds of dream-time at the most intense moment, she clasps the dreamer with all her strength the sensation for the dreamer is a mixture of softness and firmness it feels as though we are welded together and will never part note melanie was an awake-time girlfriend when the writer was in his early thirties our intimacy never included the details as described in this dream therefore, am assigning this dream as a future time-tense hope she reads this vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: melanie (1) x dream relationships (20+) 15052022 the name of the dream: the would-be billionaire in the early morning light the dreamer is heading for the casino the temperature is cool to cold the dreamer is wearing a grey crombie coat for reasons unknown, he is carrying another full-length overcoat the coat is peach-coloured it is exotic it is also eye-catching the dreamer enters the casino two or three stunning-looking girls give him the once-over the girls are high-class professional hookers the young women know their game they don't see the dreamer as a potential catch they are right, the dreamer has about forty pounds in his pocket one of the girls sees the label on the coat she gasps out to the other women something like, "it's a ........? coat" the dreamer is now in the wealthy class and worthy of their attentions the dreamer knows better than to "lead them on" if the dreamer takes advantage of their "hospitality" and doesn't start "shelling out" drinks and tips almmost immediately, there are men on call who know how to deal with freeloaders the games room in the casino is empty except for one player the dreamer asks the floor manager to open up a blackjack table in the last scene of the dream, the dreamer is striking up a friendly conversation with the female dealer if the dreamer stretches the game out he may start winning if that happens, there's every chance she'll accept the dreamer's advances note fairly sure the coat in this dream is a coat the writer picked up from an up-class jumble sale in kensington when he was in his late teens it was a fawn-coloured camel-hair coat vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: clothes, girls and gambling (1+) 14052022 the name of the dream: it is the end of the working week the dreamer gets handed his wages for the first time, he receives his wage in a brown envelope usually, it's counted into his hand opening the envelope, he sees the money is in two separate groups one of the amounts he recognises as his weekly wage the other amount is three or four times bigger than his regular wage and is held together with a band in with the unexpected windfall are two photographs the first one is of a bride dressed in a traditional white wedding dress she hasn't got her headdress on she is sitting in the back seat of a limousine her lips are in the shape of the expression of a playful O the ceremonies are over she can relax the other photo is also of a young woman at first, the dreamer doesn't recognise her then, the memory of who she is comes to mind the dreamer first started taking photographs in his late twenties he can recall several occasions when a passerby "caught his eye" and asked them if he could take their photograph the second photo in the envelope was one of those times the girl/young lady was wearing a thickly-woven jumper it suited her it captured her inner self she was pleased that the writer noticed it "brought out" her personality and enthusiastically gave permission for the writer to take a photograph why had she sent me money and, even more perplexing, how did she know where to find me? it was while musing on that question that another similar awake-time circumstance came to mind* the writer awakes to hear himself say, "who else knows about this?" notes *the writer asks the reader to refer to the dream of 23112015 that dream is also interwoven with a mix of awake-time and dream-time circumstances like the 23112015 dream this dream connects awake-time and dream-time across years * this is the beauty of keeping a dreams diary it allows us to piece together the memories of dream-time and awake-time into a meaningful whole part of the process that will happen before Transmutation (https://endic.at/transmutation.html) will be the ability, possibly a requsite, to remember all awake and dream-time memories vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: awake-time/dream-time connections (2+) 13052022 the name of the dreams: fight dream - think-read/write geneology compiling the current family tree... things are going swimmingly with sisters, brothers aunts and uncles the table has a dozen or so boxes the problems began when it came to divorces, re-marriages and births not related to both parents referring to and changing the boxes became took too much mental effort the effort needed to remember, and go back to boxes already compiled, caused the dreamer to wake up note from memory, this is the second most difficult dream to complete and which caused the dreamer to wake up the first was the dream "back to school" of 23112017 it brings up the question "what, are the limitations, if there are limitations, of the brain/mind's ability to recall?" we know from regression (https://www.hypnotherapy-directory.org.uk/approach/past-life-regression.html#whatispastliferegression) that it is possible to regress a hypnotised person to a particular day of her//his past, but to be able to remember every moment across trillions of lifetimes! links for regression 1 (https://www.hypnotherapy-directory.org.uk/approach/past-life-regression.html#whatispastliferegression) links for regression 2 (https://www.psychologytoday.com/gb/blog/hypnosis-the-power-trance/201406/hypnotic-regression-and-healing-the-unconscious-mind) again, the notion of fractlizing (https://giphy.com/clips/OJKDl8nrd1gbARI7Hc) presents itself we also get an expanded insight into the complexity of the workings of the man-shaped being as we begin to unravel our various parts as the possibilities of what we are capable of thrust themselves itself into our conscious state vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: think-read/write (4+) genealogy (1) a fighting dream vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: fight dreams (3+) 23042022 after waking this morning, the writer laid in bed for 10 to 15 minutes watching a montage play out the theme of the montage was mother and baby all of the scenes had the same tone of colour, light beige this montage is published for two reasons 1 it is the lengthiest ever montage 2 it is the beginning of the long sought after ability to be able, by will, to extend the length of a montage the name of the montage: mother/baby delights 12022022 the name of the dream: unnamed 2+ a two-scene x dream vividness 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream: x dream 12022022 the name of the dream: boxed in imagine a bedroom five metres wide, seven metres long and three and a third-metres high now imagine see-through plastic boxes that are twenty-five centimetres wide by forty-five centimetres long by five-thirty centimetres high there is less than a clenched fist of space between the top box and the ceiling to walk between two rows of boxes means turning sideways most, if not all of the containers are choc-a-bloc with the dreamer's accumulated possessions over more than sixty-five years the dreamer is searching for something he knows he has it but doesn't know which box it is in there is a mild sense of claustrophobia the dream ends before the dreamer finds whatever it is he is looking for this dream is based on the writer spending thirty minutes yesterday looking for, but not finding, a length of wire vividness 2.7 - participant = the category of the dream: manual searches () see-through plastic containers (1) 07022022 the name of the dream: lucky me walking through the shopping centre in the middle of a city, it looks like plymouth the dreamer is on his way to a cafe for something to eat and/or drink he comes across a small crowd of eight or nine people grouped around someone or something he stops to see what's going on a man is claiming he can tell a person what the oldest coin is in their change he is betting his loose change against your loose change he has more change than any person would normally have, that's the lure the dreamer is curious he can't possibly know what dates are on the coins in the dreamer's pocket the dreamer accepts the wager the man says, "1940" the dreamer looks through his change he has an older bronze coin the dreamer says, "1930" the man paid up the man must have done his homework the central bank had recalled all pre-1940 coins months before something neither the dreamer nor the average joe wouldn't have been aware of it was thousands to one against a random passer-by having one of only a handful of the recalled coins still in circulation vividness 2.6.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money (7+) betting () 06022022 the name of the dream: the queen wore slacks the headline on the front of the daily mail read, "the queen dismisses her dressing assistants" (the stand-out visual) it is a concession to the public mood the public is struggling to make ends meet it will give the average person a sense of justice the dreamer knows it won't change anything certainly not the oligarch's it's just another bit of media hype vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: the royal family (1) 05022022 the name of the dream: choose your friends carefully someone the dreamer knows shows his true colours we are out and about together we come to a road without looking right or left he steps out into the road an approaching vehicle swerves to avoid him the car steers clear of him but crashes into another car and causes a fairly serious injury to the driver the dreamer loses contact with the person he was out and about with a while later, think it was a few months, the dreamer receives a summons to appear in court to give his account of the incident in court, you could have knocked the dreamer down with a feather when the solicitor or lawyer accuses the dreamer of leading his client into the road it never occurred to the dreamer that the person with him on the day of the accident would blame him why would he? why would the person he was with on the day do it? his solicitor or lawyer said that it was the dreamer who stepped onto the road first and because the person with the dreamer was looking at the dreamer while he was talking to him, he assumed that the road was clear as the court proceedings proceeded it all fell into place the dreamer knows the parents of the person with him on the day of the accident are well-off it was essential that their son should not have a blemish on his character and is only too ready to pass the blame onto a "working man" the dreamer is angry and stunned and is thinking about what to do when the dream ends vividness 1.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: pseudo friends (1) 04022022 the name of the dream: tuning into the computer another foray into computer skills in dreams the dreamer is splicing and joining a music file it was going smoothly for the first four or five scenes at the moment when a sense of satisfaction entered the dream, things started falling apart the old problem of not being able to get a response when pressing a key was back woke up feeling a little frustrated still, the first four or five scenes of the dream were the most successful and intricate of any dream so far vividness 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream: operating computers (7+) 03022022 x dream 02022022 the name of the dream: the pug dog a woman lays a 2 x 2-metre sheet of stiff white paper on the ground she then gives the dreamer a partly-deflated, soft, coconut-sized, light-brown ball and invites him to play with the dog the dreamer is all for it the dog is seated on his haunches in the middle of the sheet of paper the dreamer rolls the ball a little to the right of the dog the dog moves its head as it follows the ball going past on the second roll of the ball, the dreamer rolls the ball so it comes to a stop in front of the dog the dog doesn't look at the ball but is looking at the dreamer the same thing happens twice more when the ball is rolled the dog doesn't "get it" a ball, a person, so what two perplexed people don't understand why the dog isn't interested this dream came about as the result of speaking to a woman holding a pug dog in the dustbin area two days before vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: animals - mammals () pug dogs (1) 07122021 the name of the dream: the girl wearing a white blouse not for the first time, the dreamer's sister is playing cupid again her friend is a biggish girl she suits the white blouse and dark jacket the dreamer is not sure why his sister is determined to partner her brother with someone our mother has the same trait like mother, like daughter the girl gets the go-ahead in the form of a nod and makes her way over to where the dreamer is lying in the sleeping position on a sofa in the next scene, the sofa becomes a bed the girl wearing a white blouse slips under the blanket the dreamer is lying on his left with his back to her he says something completely inappropriate it was along the lines of "relationships are easy to form". it wasn't what the girl was expecting to hear the moment he says it, the dreamer realises it is a "mood-killer" he tries to put things right and says something more fitting it gets things back on track, but it may not be enough it's touch and go the writer wakes up to the sound of his voice desperately trying to win a girl over vividness 2.6/2.65 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 06122021 the name of the dream: pushing my luck it was one of those occasions that crop up every couple of years the dreamer needed tobacco the nearest shop was more than two miles away the dreamer didn't have enough money to catch a bus and get the tobacco nor did he want to use the car because the tank was nearly empty and he didn't want to chance running out of petrol the thought of walking two miles was even more daunting though his craving for nicotine got the better of him he decides to take a chance with the car the shop he had to get to was one of half a dozen shots in a built-up estate it would only take a minute to park the car near the shops, get the tobacco and get back to the car before the car became an issue for other drivers the problem was the road at the point nearest to the shops was on a long bend which is not a good place to park a car there weren't any traffic wardens to post tickets but, it was an obstacle for other vehicles the absence of other cars in the dream prompted the dreamer to think he could be back before any traffic came by again the dreamer decides to push his luck and parks the car on the bend as was thought, it only took moments to go to the shop and get back to the car the dreamer kept an eye on the car while walking to the shops and while in the shop all that he needed now was for the petrol to hold out the petrol ran out within twenty metres the dreamer decides the car is not worth it with reckless abandonment, he abandons the car vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: cars () tobacco () 05122021 the name of the dream: hot chocolate the dreamer is in a shop that is renowned for its luxury chocolates after a while of careful deliberation, it comes down to two both are delicate wafer chocolates the salesperson opens one of the boxes the box has about twelve finger biscuits two of the biscuits have slipped out of their containment place with a practised, delicate touch the salesman moves them back into place with his forefinger he then opens the second box two of the biscuits are broken the dreamer can sense the salesperson's tension the box with the broken biscuits then breaks into flames note fairly sure the flames are the result of watching a film (terminator: genisys) with more explosions in it than ww2 see also the dream of 25112021 vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: weird and wonderful (3+) food () luxury chocolates (2+) 03122021 the name of the dream: the downside to lending just made it on to the bus went up upstairs the person the dreamer had lent money to at the beginning of the dream was in the seats closest to the stairs "have you got the money", the dreamer asked the young man didn't say anything he was looking at the dreamer as he went his right hand pocket he pulled out of his pocket notes folded in half and then folded in half again it didn't look like the amount that had been agreed he said, "it's a hundred" he had borrowed a thousand and promised to give it all back and a "little something" by way of thanks the dreamer began pressing him for an explanations while the young man began trotting out the excuses the dreamer could see the young man looking at something or someone behind the dreamer turning around to take a look, the dreamer nearly bumbed into the person the young maan was looing at he was a well-groomed "heavy" two and a quarter metres tall, fourteen stone and all of it was meat he asked me to go downstairs and get off the bus with him the young man had turned rat/fink on the dreamer the dreamer was weighing up his options when the dream ended vividness 2.6/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: money () strong-arm tactics () 02122021 the name of the dreams: over-anxious, red spiders the dreamer is having a dream about children the dream about children is replaced by a dream about spiders the spiders are red there are two of them they are confronting each other they may be a female and a male enacting a mating ritual the dreamer gets the impression they are about to fight the dream ends, the dreamer wakes he's lying on his right side his face is within five or six centimetres of the wall on the wall about twenty-five centimetres above the dreamers face is a red spider it is the same as the ones in the dream you work it out vividness 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: animals () insects () spiders (2+) note a google search of five or six sites says the same thing the u.k. doesn't have any red spiders, as are in the dream or on the wall, native to the u.k. * is was back in the late 1980s when the writer was woken out of his sleep two or three times over a period of a week or so a nasty, boil-sized poisonous sac had developed behind his right ear it started to ache it became the writer's number one priority his heightened sense of purpose to figure out what the boil is was the last thing he was thinking about when he went to sleep in the middle of the night, about ten days after the writer first became aware of the poison-sac, he woke suddenly the sac of poison was so sensitive it sent signals to the brain whenever it was touched the writer lifted his head rapidly and turned to look at the pillow it was then he saw the spider its body was about the size of a ten-pence coin it had bright colouring the writer reached out and grasped it in his hand instinctively the writer dropped it when it bit into his skin the spider had pincers at the front of its mouth the pincers were strong enough to break through the skin of an adult hand it was obviously an exotic spider the writer put on a loose washing-up glove picked the spider up and threw it into the grass at the front of the flat the writer began thinking about the circumstances which led to it coming from a tropical country into his bedroom it must have been in with the bananas (a couple of bananas a day were a part of the writer's diet at the time) it's easy enough to imagine it was in a bunch of bananas when they were cut from the tree the problem with that conjecture is that a blood-sucking or meat-eating spider isn't likely to be in a fruit tree leave out the way it got into a shipment of bananas for the moment so, it's in the crate, then it's in a ship, then the harbour in england, then it's in a distribution centre or warehouse then a lorry, then a store, then a shelf, then the writer's bedroom the more it is thought about, the less likely it becomes that it should end up in the writer's bedroom it was years before the writer put it together... an acquaintance, an ex-army man, had run over and killed a german while on "tour" in germany no charges were brought against him on the contrary, to kill a german is a feather in the cap of the british military he was seconded by the military for "use" in civilian life shortly after the writer met him he began a relationship with a girl who was the daughter in a family which owned a pet shop the pet shop specialised in snakes, parrots and the like the memory of the night the person being mentioned and another man came to visit presented itself it wouldn't have been remembered if it hadn't been for the ex-army man insisting that the writer go with his friend to make a phone call in the laundry-room the reason given for accompanying the other man to the phone isn't remembered at the time there was no reason for the writer to suspect the ex-army man of ill-will toward him it wasn't until the writer began to criticise the government that the writer began to experience "difficulties" in his life the "difficulty" mentioned above is just one of the dozens of instances of "difficulties" between nineteen eighty-six and nineteen ninety-six the writer was astounded that men could stoop to such petty vindictiveness this dream has given the writer the chance to say to them what he's been wanting to say ever since he realised what had happened, "when you get to the insect world watch out for the spiders" over-anxious the dreamer is lying on his back a friend is with him he is waiting for a doctor his friend called for an ambulance before the dream started the dreamer doesn't know how the accident happened the injury is a neck injury it is similar to the dreamer's current situation but nowhere near as bad (in fact, this dream may be the current situation of a future undulation) the friend who phoned for the ambulance must have described the dreamer's physical state accurately the person he spoke to on the phone recognised the symptoms and diagnosed the injury the medic he spoke to on the phone knew he didn't need to go to the hospital they would be sending a doctor the doctor arrives it is a young woman the woman is a person from awake-time (the writer is still trying to remember the where and the when) the doctor is wearing day-to-day clothes a hip-length, light brown suede jacket and skirt she produces a roll-up cigarette and says, "is it alright to smoke?" we say it is she doesn't examine the dreamer the dreamer is starting to relax he doesn't need to go to the hospital he doesn't need medication or treatment "i thinks i have bruised my neck bones", the dreamer says the dream ends vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: personal physical injuries (2?) 01122021 the name of the dream: sooty takes a shower a four or five scene dream an assortment of toys are sprawled in a square metre of the floor two or three of them are puppet-sized animals one of the puppets is sooty as in the tv programme, it is an orange-coloured sooty an adult hand props sooty up against the back of a doll-sized comfy-chair in the next scene, a hand produces a doll-sized shower-head in the next scene, a trickle of water flows from the shower-head within two scenes the trickle becomes a deluge sooty is drowning get help someone vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: children's tv character's () sooty (1) 30112021 the girl wearing a beige coloured skirt-suit team up with a woman she is wearing a dark-beige, two-piece skirt-suit we go back to her place she lives on the first floor of a two-storey block of flats we are getting along alright there isn't an intimate air to the dream the writer thinks the dreamer and the girl do become involved but haven't been able to recall the rest of the dream vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () 29112021 the name of the dream: part experiences, part dream-time memories zebras the dreamer is looking at a lorry that has been converted into a cage the cage has eight or nine zebras in it the zebras are eating hay the hay is wedged into a wire netting half a metre outside of the cage the gap between the bars of the cage is only wide enough for the zebras to get their heads through the zebras are extremely relaxed in the way they are eating, almost human-like a lot of the hay is being pushed out of the wire and onto the ground where the zebras can't get it the dreamer is tempted to tell the driver that he could save the lost hay by putting an angled bit of wood at the bottom of the wire next theme in a supermarket a woman has just put her two-year-old daughter into the built-in seat of the shopping trolley the baby girl responds to the dreamer when he speaks to her he gets the baby-girl smiling and almost laughing the mother is pleased the baby is happy the writer detects a tinge of jealousy in the mother the dreamer leans his trolley against the wall to get closer to the baby girl there is enough of a down-slope leading into the supermarket for dreamer's empty trolley to feel the tug of gravity the trolley has gained enough speed to be of concern the dream ends as the dreamer is setting off to get the trolley the baby/mother dream and the pub dream are an amalgamation of awake-time experiences over the last several days next theme came across a dog in size, it was twice as big as a whippet and half the size of a greyhound it was standing perfectly still as though posing next theme in a pub was feeling unusually thirsty it was a crowded it took a space-age before being served ordered a cider shandy the first swallow of the cold drink was a stand-out sensation equal to any awake-time memory vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: multi-themed dream (20+) animals (25+) mammals (15+) zebras (1) dogs (10+) babies (10) drink (15+) cider-shandy (2) 28112021 the name of the dream: somebodys' watching me there's no doubt about it the dreamer is being watched, closely he is also being followed it is easier for the dreamer to see the people following him than it is to see those keeping an eye on him on two occasions the dreamer makes unexpected turns into streets that were off the beaten track turns which were so diverse it couldn't be a coincidence that two different people would make them at the same time on one occasion, the dreamer turns two corners in rapid succession and waits for the person following him to walk straight into him it was satisfying to let the person following him almost bump into him the dreamer was tempted to start a conversation with him the oligarch is so structured that they have to let you know you are being scrutinised it enables the person being watched to say and do things she or he wouldn't normally do things that are so contradictory it so steers their thinking into spending time and effort to discover their following a red herring this dream came about as a result of the writer noticing a man looking at him while the man was talking on his mobile a few days ago it's easy for the writer to see a devolving being in action the dream was further stimulated as a result of watching the film "gemini man" yesterday - https://thepiratebay.d4.re/search.php?q=gemini+man&cat=0 vividness 2.6/7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: spies and spooks (2+) 27112021 the name of the dream: humour saves the day waiting for a male friend waiting at his place he's due momentarily his girlfriend is there she doesn't dislike the dreamer it's just that she doesn't rate him the dreamer decides he will try to change her opinion of him the next time she says something the dreamer will add a humourous or sober factuality to his reply e.g., his girlfriend asks, "how long have you been friends?" the dreamer replies, "ever since the first time he lent me a tenner". e.g., his girlfriend says, "it was ron who taught you to drive wasn't it?" the dreamer replies, "yes, did you know more people learn to drive through a friend or relative than with a driving instructor?" about ten q and a's later, she is taking a shine to me the dream ends before ron returns vividness 2.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: friends, family and acquaintances () unknown friend (2+) 26112021 the name of the dream: a piece of cake the dreamer is sixteen or seventeen he is down on his heels nowhere to live, no job and hungry it is early morning, about seven o'clock from the road he sees a school standing on its own grounds the school is about thirty metres from the road it looks inviting the dreamer enters the grounds he goes around the back of the school out of sight of the road the school looks like it is a secondary school it is about a hundred metres square the dreamer is looking for an open window there is a recess on part of the building the recess is about eight metres deep and a metre-and-a-half wide his intuition tells him if any door is open, this is the most likely candidate it is open inside the building, there are thirty to forty-metre hallways good for seeing people coming, but equally, other people can see you the dreamer takes the first smaller hallway he comes across the first door the dreamer opens is the ablutions nothing in there to steal and sell the scene changes to another room, it may have been a room used for cooking classes for the girls the dreamer concluded this because there is a plastic, see-through cushion-bag sized container hanging from the wall in the bag, there are about twenty pieces of cake the pieces of cake are about a quarter of the size of a loaf of bread before the dreamer can help himself a grown-up comes into the room he ignores the dreamer and washes his hands he must have thought the dreamer was an early-bird pupil the dreamer says, "do you think anyone would mind if i had a piece of cake?" the grown-up shakes his head the dreamer wakes up before eating any of the cake vividness 6.6 to 6.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: schools (3+) 25112021 last-night dream was ultra-violent it was brought on by watching an ultra-violent film during the day it has been mentioned at least twice before that dreams with violent content have an unsettling effect on the mind consequently, it affects the quality of dreams it has also been mentioned before that hollywood knows that violent films affect people adversely which type of being do you think would wantonly produce violent films, evolving or devolving? p.s. the writer closes his eyes when he anticipstes an explosion sometimes it catches him by surprise 24112021 the name of the dream: bard the dreamer is struggling to get by the dole is nowhere near enough the dreamer decides to call on a friend, who becomes a business partner, will get me out of the house everyone calls him bard no one knows how the name stuck he had a grammar school education he didn't trust banks he was the first acquaintance the dreamer had who voiced that opinion didn't know why a person would not trust banks we trust them with our money, why shouldn't we trust them? he must have excelled at mathematics at school he was one of those people who could align all the colours of a rubic cube faster than you could follow with your eyes for reasons unknown, he trusted the dreamer completely he made a handsome wage fixing cars which had failed their m.o.t. and doing them up one evening while playing cards, smoking hash and listening to a grace jones L.P., bard told me where he kept his money never could understand why the dreamer knew his routine an honest days' work, finish about tea-time and down the pub he wasn't a big drinker, about three pints, but he did enjoy them his mood changed noticeably after the first pint he knew that more than three in a night would spoil the effect if the dreamer timed it right, he would catch him half an hour before he went out the dreamer knew bard would pay for the dreamer's drink (half a larger) the dreamer could "nurse" half a shandy for hours if the dreamer drank a pint, it would be a record the dreamer doesn't understand why people like the effect of alcohol never has, never will bard always had good quality hash he "scored" the quality hash from bikers it was another thing the dreamer didn't understand he was as far away from being a biker as the average family man anyway, after leaving the pub and about a third of the way back to bard's place, we come across a gang of workers doing some overnight work on the surface of a road it was a busy bit of road doing the work during the day would cause major traffic-flow problems a couple of sentences of conversation between bard and the charge-hand produced the sentence, "will give you £50 if you work through the night" the gang were "short handed" if the job isn't done by the time the morning traffic started, the charge-hand would be the person held responsible the bard knew a "sitting duck" when he saw one "a hundred", he parried back in the mid-eighties, £100 would buy you a half-decent ready-to-drive-away car the dream ends as we are labouring away vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: family, friends and acquaintances (60+) bard (1) 23112021 the name of the dream: it all works out in the end the dreamer is living in a large two-storey house the corner-house has been converted into bedsits the dreamer lives on the top floor there are two cupboard-sized bedsits on the top floor there are three bedsits on the first-floor he doesn't know it yet, but the dreamer will soon be moving into the biggest of the bedsits on the first-floor a couple move into the other cupboard-sized bedsit next to the dreamer's the dreamer is explaining to the couple how things work each bedsit has its day for using the bath on the first floor the resident caretaker gets the mail first behind the slit, there is a shoe-box-sized metal-mesh container that holds the mail there is a shoe-box-sized metal-mesh container that holds the mail the mailbox does not do what it is supposed to do occasionally a letter will slip through it and fall through a gap in the floor it's a bugger of a job trying to pull a letter out of the gap the caretaker keeps our dole money cheques until we collect them the caretaker who has, as part of his job description, the responsibility of making sure residents get their cheques the caretaker is overweight and well past his prime he was a force to be reckoned with in his day nowaday's though, he wields a baseball bat when he has to lay down the law with the youthful residents he bangs the bat on the sturdy oak table we eat off when he wants to emphasise a point the caretaker doesn't know it yet, but he will be leaving the dreamer a handsome windfall when he quits the job a month or two and leaves dozens of books behind the dreamer is the only resident to appreciate the value of the books and gathers about twenty of them within a few days, a book-collector appraises them and pays the dreamer £60 for just four (still have one of them) you could do things with £60 back then the dreamer's life has been full of little windfalls like the one mentioned here the trials and tribulations of the writer's life have been cushioned by incidents like this it all balances out in the end vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dwelling places (2+) 22112021 the name of the dream: a nation of drinkers a nationwide challenge is a regular event in this dream every established pub offers it once a week people have the opportunity of winning free drinks for the night to win a person has to drink half a pint of concotion of drinks the drink isn't so strong it sends a person doolally on the contrary, it is a quality, "moreish" drink which would be too expensive to drink all night the dreamer is trying to explain to a woman how the competion works "you pay for the first drink if you guess the right ingredients straight away, the rest of the night you can drink as much of it as you want near-miss guesses get the chance of having another try", he says there is something about it the woman doesn't understand and presses the dreamer to explain it again, and then again, and... the dreamer is slowly breaking through into awake-time for three or four sentences an exasperated dreamer hears himself saying the last sentence as he becomes fully awake vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: competions and games (10+) drinks () 181102021 the name of the dreams: food grab - friendly "heavy" - bernie is back: part 3 in the market buying vegetables it was the end of the day or, there was a shortage of food as fast as the dreamer could single out and gather vegetables ready to buy, hands and arms with unseen bodies were taking them from my pile the dream ends with the dreamer with two brussel sprouts and two long runner-bean pods this may have a connection to the previous dream vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: food () sprouts (1) runner beans (1) the name of the dream: a friendly "heavy" woke from sleep feeling hungry mulled over getting something to eat and then going back to sleep decided not to have something to eat and went back to sleep a dream occurred... went into a sit-down fish and chips bar was still in the queue before the meal had been ordered when a friendly and slightly overbearing guy the dreamer knew barged his way into the dreamer's life it was either buy him a meal or be on the receiving end of his "cold shoulder" from there on in he wasn't what you would call a bad guy he would stick his neck out for those who had done him a favour the dreamer bought him a meal and we ate together the dreamer woke from the dream strangely, wasn't feeling hungry anymore vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: acquaintances () food () fish and chips (3+) the name of the dream: bernie is back: part 3 the x is as good as ever her enthusiasm for life isn't quite as strong as it used to be she is still has a playful outlook at one point in this four or five-scene dream, she says, "you still think you're fourteen and a half" the comment might reflect the most vibrant time in her life vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: relationships () female () bernie (3+) the name of the dream: more events per person than stars in the heavens walking through the edge of the water of a beach came to a part of the beach which had rocks jutting two or three metres into the water stayed in the water was now following the rock-line not the water-line one time as the dreamer leant onto the rock, a part of the rock moved a little as his weight pressed against it the dreamer had come across something which made him curious by pushing and pulling the loose bit of rock it became looser eventually, it became free of the rest of the rock the rock is an irregular roundabout twice the size of a basketball it then revealed an odd characteristic it floated the dreamer assumes it is a clump of compressed shells somehow, the air in the shells had become trapped, or perhaps the dead animal matter converted to a gas it wasn't just light enough to float, it was sufficiently buoyant to take the weight of the dreamer when he held onto it and used his feet to propel himself along the dreamer found he could sit and rest his upper body on it as well after motoring along on it for a while, came across two lads they are both in the water too one of them has a wooden acoustic guitar the other has a hollow, tubular rod the tubular rod has a length of thick string attached to the top end by keeping the string taut he could get a variation of tone depending on where he twanged the string it takes on the role of a bass guitar the dreamer begins tapping on the rock he has tapping at different places produces either deep or shallow thumps we are now a trio of guitar, bassist and drummer the dreamer wakes to hear his own voice singing along with the sounds we are making the unlikelihood of these three circumstances coming together in awake-time is in the millions to one against try extrapolating every variation of things that can happen at any moment in every day of your life we're treading a fine, endless line vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: music (8+) 11102021 the name of the dream: part-meal in town shopping felt hungry and made for the cafe of a large store the cafe was in the basement the dreamer parked himself in the middle of the room of the twenty or so tables, only four or five are occupied a waiter arrived at the table he was wearing black trousers and a white shirt he was pushing a trolley with water and glasses gave him the order and asked for a drink of water in the next scene, a waiter brought the dreamer soup without asking him, the dreamer takes a roll of bread from the trolley while eating, another waiter came to the table and asked the dreamer if he had paid yet the dreamer said, "no" the waiter scribbled on his notepad it wasn't until he had gone that the dreamer see's that his half-eaten, first course, had been cleared from the table the dreamer leaves the restaurant without paying vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: restaurants/food (10+) soup () 10102021 the name of the dream: a wrongful assumption a friend/acquaintance who lived across the other side of town has a bee in his bonnet about something the dreamer has done the person, john, thought the dreamer had been spiteful john never mentioned it for years then, one day when we're in disagreement about each other's shortcomings, he brought it up he accused me of being slyly vindictive when he asked me to make a compilation of music he liked and put it on a cassette he thought the dreamer had deliberately mucked around with the tape so that the sound kept slowing down when the dreamer denied doing what he said, he produced the tape within seconds the music was playing as he described it sounded awful especially so when it is music a person has a genuine liking for after racking his brains the dreamer realised what had happened he remembered a cassette player from that time that was on the blink the tape would slip and stick when playing the recording the dreamer had done for john was done before noticing the problem with the recorder but not before the dreamer had made other recordings, not just john's it just goes to show how minor oversights can have damaging consequences vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: mistakes and oversights (1) 09072021 the name of the dreams: in my car - brief encounter - fathers and babies - now you see it, now you don't - the vanishing soup have just become the owner of a brand new, automatic, light-green coloured car (stand-out visual) while sitting in the driver's seat he notices that the window of the front passenger seat is wound down on cue, a bloke sticks his head through the window he making belligerent threats my first instinct is to hit him in the face decide not to hit him, instead, the dreamer leans across and winds the window up that stops him from putting his hand inside the car and opening the door start the car and drive off in the next sequence, take the wrong lane in a part of the road undergoing repairs and am now driving into oncoming traffic (joint stand-out visual) luckily, there is a slip-road to the right of the oncoming traffic the dreamer steers into it and avoids a collision a little further on the slip-road joins the original road the dreamer is now back into normal driving conditions he is relaxed and enjoying the movement and thinking how wonderful it is to drive a car vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: vehicles () cars (4+) brief encounter on the morning commuter train the train reaches the stop the dreamer wants there is a small crowd of people at the door on my right further away to the left is another door with just two or three people ready to get off the dreamer prefers a jostle-free exit from the train and joins them walking along the platform and come to a cafe that is still getting ready for customers go to the counter and say, "tea please" there was no movement from any of the people who worked there that indicated they were about to get a cup of tea after waiting a reasonable amount of time said, "can you hear me?" they never looked my way or said anything the scene changes, back on the train (probably the return journey) catch a woman looking at me gave her a slight smile she never reacted to it she then said, "are you really ever-ready?" the dreamer says, "pretty well most of the time" the woman then says, "are you ready now?" the dreamer says, "partly" the woman says, "cant i feel?" the dreamer says, "if i can feel you at the same time" the woman and the dreamer clasp each other's crotches while standing side by side with our backs to other people the says, "do you want to do it?" the dreamer says, "i don't fancy doing it standing up" the dream ended vividness 1.6 - participant - the category of the dream: xual () clothed (1+) fathers and babies on a fairly crowded train the dreamer becomes aware that everyone looking in his direction are fixated on something behind him he turns around to see what they're looking at there are two men each holding a baby or child what is unusual is that the men are dressed like tramps the small children are also dressed raggedly the children look totally relaxed and we can see the children have affection for the men holding them it is an unexpected combination we expect to see the children looking hungry or downtrodden there is no mistaking the love the children have for their father's vividness - 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: babies with fathers (1) the vanishing soup in a large store go to the restaurant/cafe to appease a hunger pang it was a while before anybody got to the dreamer the feeling of hunger was replaced by a sudden need for water a waiter wearing a white jacket and black trousers and pushing a trolley gets to the dreamer's table he asked if my order had been taken, the dreamer says it hasn't and asks for water the waiter places a glass and water-jug on the table shortly thereafter, another waiter comes to the table he too has is pushing a trolley he asks if the dreamer has given his order yet the dreamer says he hasn't the waiter places a soup bowl on the table and puts a ladleful of soup in it within a minute or so another waiter comes along, not pushing a trolley, and asks if the dreamer has placed an order the dreamer says, "no" before the dreamer realises the waiter has gone and taken the barely-touched soup with him the dreamer is debating with himself whether to go or not when the dream ends vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: unfinished meals () 08072021 the name of the dream: crime and punishment on a cold, snow-laden ground we have an aerial view of an abandoned cement works a small convoy of seven or eight vehicles is on its way to the plant at the cement plant, five men are busy hiding themselves the five men were part of a gang that was caught red-handed in a major theft they were offered, and took, the opportunity to become witnesses for the crown and avoid a long prison sentence the convoy is transporting twenty or more "heavies" the men who became witnesses for the crown are wanted by major players in the underworld the heavies have been instructed to cause as much injury as it's possible to afflict on the men at the plant without killing them we see two of the men at the plant squeezing into a pipe even if they are discovered their attackers will have a problem getting to them the other three men intend to hide out in the open we see them pushing and scrambling their way into the thick brush just inside the entrance to the plant the men in the vehicles arrive we see the men in the pipe being discovered at the entrance, three or four men from the convoy wait at the entrance to the plant without realising it, they are within spitting distance of the men in the thick brush it's touch and go as to whether they are discovered there is an air of suspense as the dream ends vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: crime () retribution () 07102021 the name of the dream: gender identity am in bed in a hospital ward there are five or six beds on each side of the ward all the beds have women in them they are all wearing the same type of gowns all the gowns are the same style the garments used in judo also like judo gowns, the garments are loose about their bodies one woman’s garment is wide open her breasts are exposed there isn’t any need to use the imagination to see what their breast look like a woman appears at the end of the dreamer’s bed she begins asking the dreamer questions every time the dreamer answers, the woman who asked the question becomes infused with enthusiasm the answer the dreamer gives after the third or fourth question causes the woman who asked it to jump onto the dreamer’s bed and hugs onto her/him her gown is loose the dreamer can feel her breasts on her/his chest/breasts the scene lingers for a longish time before the dream ends note 1 the dreamer may be a female in this dream from here on, where the context of the dream suggests it, an f will be placed after participant vividness 2.8 – participant (f) and observer – the category of the dream: hospitals (5+) patient (2+) 06102021 the name of the dream: the end is here having a confab with jared harris he harbours the notion that the end of the world is possible the dreamer refers him to the entry, “the end of the world“ further, the dreamer asks him to think about life in terms of the anthropic principle further still, the dreamer presents him with the notion of a pain-free existence as outlined in axiom 3 vividness 2.6/7 – participant – the category of the dream: conversations (3+) 05102021 the name of the dream: getting to know yourself people take it in turns to take a test there are prizes worth having for those who come out on top various organs of the body are monitored as individuals say or eat something the readings are shown on a graph on a monitor in front of them it soon becomes apparent to the contestants how easy it is to influence the results the purpose is to educate people on what has the most effect on blood pressure, pulse, emotions etc. this dream was more of a think-read dream than anything else as the results showed on the dreamer's "master-screen" he had to group the results into their various categories (stand-out visual) it was rewarding to be able to keep abreast of the think-reading there was one new reading every second vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: think-read () computer screen information 04102021 the name of the dreams: a bee in her bonnet - puppy love after becoming acquainted with one another, an unknown male invites back to his place his wife or girlfriend is there the dreamer says something to the girl, don't recall what it was it wasn't anything provocative or anything like that she then lets loose with an admonishing tirade the dreamer is dumbstruck he has met this type of female before she didn't get the man she wanted, and it was the man's fault for not wanting her the dreamer fitted the description the dream ended vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: dissatisfied women (2+) puppy love woke from sleeping the dreamer has a puppy dog she or he is about four months my right hand is resting heavily but comfortably between the shoulder and neck of the dreamer's puppy dog the dog has golden hair, the puppy dog's head is a round mound (think it is a labrador) the puppy dog is lying on its front, stretched out along the right-hand ribs of the dreamer it's head resting in the dreamers' armpit the dreamer assumes the puppy dog can feel the weight of the dreamer's hand he lifts his hand off the puppy-dog and rests it across his chest two black, sleepy eyes open slowly and look at the dreamer are we getting up? the dreamer's half-closed eyes tell the puppy we are not the puppy-dog closes its eyes and goes back into slumber the dreamer wakes for real vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () mammals () dogs () labrador's (2+) 03102021 the name of the dream: the sharp lad and the not so sharp lad the character's in this dream (in order of appearance) the sharp lad the dreamer dave 2 mr plod the dream get a phone call from the sharp lad he tells the dreamer he can organise a summer of festivals over the summer months, he can arrange all-night discos' every weekend he has the contacts he tells the dreamer he will be getting five-hundred or more of the "take" every week (this dream is in a time when five-hundred a week is a middle, bordering on an upper-class, wage) all he needs is a d.j. and his equipment the dreamer is all for it he will rake in more cash in four months than he would in a lifetime of wedding and birthday disco's it's going to be his "turn" to be someone will need someone to help with "humping" the equipment dave comes to mind dave is a big lad, strength is his middle name the dreamer explains what's what to dave dave, like the dreamer, sees the potential women, money, fun, dancing... dave throws himself into it he gets a van he plasters the midnight-blue coloured van with stick-on words and pictures he does a great job of it it looks super-professional we have a great time doing the first gig after the gig, the sharp lad hands the dreamer fifty quid there is no mention of another gig the sharp lad has contacts alright contacts with organised crime it was a one-off "sting" operation the chances are that he has another twenty d.j.'s lined up to do what dave and the dreamer did dave is livid when the dreamer explains what has happened and gives him twenty-five he doesn't blame the sharks who set us up, he blames me he wants all the money and regular payments from the dreamer to cover his costs the dreamer can't possibly repay him dave is so upset he calls the police there is a scene in which dave talking to a policeman in uniform can tell from the policeman's posture and gestures there's no chance the police will be doing anything about it vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: con-jobs (3+) discotheques (1) 02102021 the name of the dream: a class jalopy not sure which member of the family is moving every male in the family agreed that the dreamer's car would be the best car to use when it came to transporting the people moving from one part of the country to the other the car is justly rated as a class car although the model is twenty years old the bodywork and its v8 engine put it in a class of its own what the family didn't know was that the dreamer hadn't kept it well maintained the car was burning up oil it needed tuning the tyres were worn to cap it all, the m.o.t. had run out that meant the insurance was invalid and made the car illegal to use the dreamer was too embarrassed to admit he wasn't doing as well as everyone believed his car is proof-positive he is a success the dream goes from bad to worse the dreamer's cigarette lighter has too much fuel in it when asked for a light, the wind-guard catches on fire the dreamer uses his handkerchief to smother the flames, only for the handkerchief to catch fire enough is enough the dreamer wakes up vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: transport () cars () 01102021 the name of the dreams: the glove thief - an engrossing lecture in a multi-storey car park found a pair of black patent gloves the gloves had orange finger pads (stand-out visual) the pads gave the gloves extra grip down on the ground floor, the dreamer took the gloves off to do something before he had finished doing what it was he was doing, the guy who worked as the car-park attendant picked up the gloves and put them on the dreamer protested strongly the person who put them on realised the dreamer was going to make an issue of it the attendant didn't give the dreamer the gloves back but gave him a pair the same only without the orange finger pads the dreamer settled for second best vividness 2.5/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: gloves () black patent leather (1) an engrossing lecture the dreamer enters an auditorium it has seats for about three hundred people all the seats are taken the seating area is fan-shaped with two aisles all the seats are taken the speaker captures the dreamer's attention the speaker is talking about science the dreamer walks slowly down the aisle on the left-hand side he doesn't want to distract anyone or miss anything the speaker says the dreamer stops and stands where the seating ends he stands there for a quarter of a minute or so before it occurs to him he must be locking the view of some of the people the dreamer walks to the wall on the left he has a rolled-up something in his hand it is the size of a hand-towel that has been rolled up it is in a plastic bag the dreamer puts the rolled-up something on the floor and sits on it the dreamer notices that the two end seats closest to him are empty he is about to get up and go and sit in one of the empty seats when two people enter the dream and sit in the seats the person closest to the dreamer is smartly dressed and well-groomed we begin a conversation about the subject of the lecture he has an american accent vividness - 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: auditoriums () lectures (1) 30092021 went to sleep listening to a radio version of the “day of the triffids” was awakened when the play was at its noisiest (three, four or five people talking urgently in loud voices) a black and white scene began and lasted for about three seconds the people are walking through an area that is closed in it could have been a corridor the motions of their bodies are in sync with what they are saying shortly after, the writer put two and three together and made four the brain distinguished between women and men and synchronised their voices to the movements of their mouths or every scenario that can exist has existed the radio play and every variation of the words in the script have been enacted in undulations past getting a feel for the depth and breadth of our experiences of eternity past? vividness 2.7/8 – observer – the category of the scene: abilities of the brain () generating images to match sounds as they happen (1) 29092021 the name of the dreams and awake-time/dream-time events: barren lands full of sounds - must have been you-know-who - a thoroughly disagreeable person this dream is in a hot and barren land it is though well-populated there is singing the singing has an operatic structure and quality to it choruses with dozens or more people there are no visual sights during the singing the melodies are appealing easily good enough to be famous in today's world vividness 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream: music () operatic (2+) must have been you-know-who why did you throw the vegetables and potatoes away? you're only dreaming what makes you think it was me? vividness - awake-time vividness - participant - the category of the event:? a thoroughly disagreeable person the dreamer is on a coach destined for the seaside he is sitting in the second seat from the front on the left-hand side a burly, flat-nosed bloke come onto the coach and sits next to the dreamer the dreamer says something the big bastard says something in return his voice has a menacing tone to it the dreamer gets out of his seat to get something from his bag in the luggage rack above the seats when he goes to sit down, the big bastard is sitting in the dreamer's seat next to the window the dreamer says, "you're sitting in my seat" the big burly bastard says in a manner that has a note of finality to it, "this is my seat" the dreamer is seething in the next scene, the dreamer gets out his tobacco and stats making a roll-up the dreamer hopes the big, burly bastard asks him for one so he can tell him to piss off vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: sociopaths (2+) 28092021 the name of the dream: dreaming of dancing was at a house party it could have been where the dreamer lives but not certain there are three of us, all males, dancing in one of the rooms the room has a hard floor now and then people look in it's a fact, the act of observation affects that thing which is being observed - https://www.endic.at/the%20act%20of%20observation.html bit by bit, our foot movements become faster eventually, it got to the point where the fastest foot movements were attained only when the heel and toe of the dreamer's shoes made contact with the floor the other two lads are lifting the whole of their feet off the floor and aren't doing as many taps with their feet as the dreamer is at the fastest point of the dancing, the two lads are doing three taps of either their toes or each second while the dreamer is getting four taps each second because the two other guys are lifting their feet off the floor their dancing is more energetic they will tire before the dreamer does all of the dreamer's movement is going through his ankles his feet feel separated from his body the speed at which the dreamer is doing his heel/toe taps means he is unable to control the direction his body is going being right-footed, his body is slowly turning to the right it gives the illusion of someone sliding in slow-motion the dreamer's girlfriend/wife enters the room she comes to the dreamer and gives him a big hug the dancing scene changes to the dreamer and his girlfriend they have just woken up the dreamer says to his girlfriend, "i've just had a great dancing dream" the dreamer is about to tell her about it when he wakes up note 1 from memory, this is only the third dream within a dream have yet to understand the significance of dreams within dreams no reason why someone else shouldn't beat the writer to it vividness 5.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: dreams within dreams (3) dancing (5+) 27092021 the name of the dream: honey for our honey the dreamer and his wife or girlfriend are trying to coax our daughter into eating a quarter segment of an orange for reasons only known to the child, she refuses to try it the dreamer remembers that his daughter likes honey the dreamer has toyed with the idea of smearing honey on a quarter of an orange making sure our girl is within hearing distance, he says to his girlfriend or wife, "orange is good for you if you eat it with rosehip honey" then the dreamer asks our daughter, "do you like honey?", knowing full well she does it should be a simple matter of getting her to try it note 1 the writer is going to eat a quarter of an orange smeared with rosehip syrup after finishing this sentence four minutes later... after trying three segments... the trick is not to put too much honey on the orange vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: food () fruit () oranges with honey () 26092021 the name of the dream: two's company had about eight-hundred-and-fifty pounds in english currency and about two hundred in european currency intended going abroad and have a jolly good holiday a woman advised me to use a particular company and get the best exchange rate we soon became involved with one another and are planning to go abroad together when the dream ends note 1 the two different currencies tell us this dream is of a present time-tense vividness 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: money () relationships () female () holidays () abroad (8+) 25092021 the name of the dream: things can only get better the dreamer has just gone through induction and is now in grey trousers and a blue and white pin-striped shirt he is on the first floor of a two-tier building it is a closed prison the ground floor has about a dozen prisoners, those who need watching and those who have a job in admin, interview room, hospital, library etc. the first floor holds about eighty inmates the dreamer has put "his foot in it" twice so far and is getting "attitude" from the turnkeys for his "smart remarks," the dreamer becomes the "ward" of the macho man of the first tier all muscle and attitude, with a free hand to cause pain it's time to play it smart in the last scene of the dream, the dreamer is talking to a turnkey and gets him to smile the dreamer says, "you and i could be friends", pauses for a second and then says, "if i wasn't a thief" vividness 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: prison (10) closed (5) 24092021 the name of the dream: easy pickings a makeshift wardrobe long enough to hold twenty or more pairs of trousers and an equal amount of shirts and jackets is the opening scene of this dream a quick shifty through them reveals that one shirt is exactly the same material as a jacket (stand-out visual) the clothes don't belong to the dreamer he is staying with a couple of lads they have told him to choose whatever clothes he wants to wear the dreamer's relationship with the young men in business the lads want to tap the dreamer's inventiveness the young lads are too obvious in their efforts to get the dreamer to go into details whenever something novel gets mentioned the dreamer leaves out crucial points that leave the ideas incomplete if they think they're going to milk the cow without feeding it they've got another think coming the dreamer is on top of his game vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: business acquaintances (3+) the theme changes the dreamer is making himself comfortable he is getting ready to sleep when the dreamer looks above where he is lying, he sees a leafless bush there are four or five sparrows in the bush one of the sparrows is two metres above and directly in line with the dreamer's head the dreamer thinks that if the sparrow is to "let loose", he would get it in the face no sooner is the thought completed when the sparrow answers the call of nature the dreamer only just manages to get out of the line of fire the dreamer is resigned to not going to sleep immediately and wakes from his sleep vividness - 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals (12+) dinosaurs () birds () sparrows (2) 23092021 the name of the dream: the queue in a very large store the dreamer is one of hundreds of people in a queue the queue snakes out of distance in both directions it isn't clear what the dreamer or the other people are queueing for the queue has stalled there's a bit of argy-bargy when some people leave the queue and then try to reclaim their position a minute or two later the dreamer steps in and helps calm things down by and large though it's a fairly orderly affair the children are getting restless and start to explore the immediate environment before you know it they are running here, there and everywhere to start with, the children are a nuisance humour enters the dream the scenes become hunourous as the dream progresses by the end of the dream the queue becomes the "in" place to be vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: stores (2+) queues () 22092021 have reached new heights of dream-time/awake-time fusion with today's dream dreamt the dream as is the writer's habit, he entered notes of the dream into the voice recorder on a mobile phone later on in the day he turned on the phone and went to the latest voice-recording the latest voice recording was dated for yesterday the dreamer entered the notes into the phone alright, the problem was he had entered the notes for today's dream into the phone in the dream!!! don't call for the men in little white coats just yet the writer is hoping others will join with him in the fantasy-reality which is dreams and dream theory and make this sort of blunder commonplace 21092021 the name of the dreams: river patrol - living on a prayer at the end of an unsuccessful night at the dance trying to "pull" a bird, didn't even have the bus fare home the dreamer asked at least three people he didn't know for a "hand-out" the feeling of rejection after hearing the word "no" compounded the dreamer's sense of dejection the end of the dream was the best thing about this dream vividness 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream: night's out (7+) river patrol it is a bright day the dream opens with a view of a small harbour the harbour is in the middle of a town or city the dreamer is in a motorboat he turns the ignition key the sound of the v8 engine always evokes a sense of power (the stand-out bit of the dream) this dream is no exception after a quick "gun" of the engine, the dreamer chugs slowly away from the mooring after leaving the centre of town we can see the river stretching away for about a kilometre we come to a y-junction and take the right side the right of the junction leads to where the greatest number of people are gathered the sense of importance and the motion through the water compliments the warmth of the day the dream ends as we leave the city centre and head out into the country vividness 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: motorboats (2?) 20092021 the name of the dream: kenny's list there is disquiet in the family mom's long-standing and last love was called kenny kenny wasn't short of a bob or two he intended to give mom a lavish wake three or four member's of the family hadn't received an invitation to the wake the dreamer agreed with his decision about one of them but not necessarily the others kenny was a fair man and a gentleman he was much too sensitive to reveal why he had excluded them the chances are there are "ghosts in the cupboard" only kenny knew about no one, including the dreamer, thought to ask what they were vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream; wakes (1) mom (1) 19092021 the name of the dreams: the great wall of ice - a disturbed man - the name of the montage: clouds of images a colourful and pleasant montage with a new variation after the first half-dozen pics or so, the pic or animated pic/scene occupied about one-eighth of the field of view around the pics or scenes were ten or twelve or more, brown, irregular oval-shaped objects made up of rectangles with splodges of beige (will need to use a drawing programme to show their odd shape accurately) it was possible to animate one of them by concentrating on it after it was viewed it faded and then choose one of the other ones a touch of humour was when one cloud was animated and the shape of a little dog formed it was looking at the dreamer in a quizzical, impatient way it was conveying a look that said, "about time you got here" vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - the category of the montage: cloud images (1) (may have to change the name of the category a disturbed man the dreamer has two people his place dave r and martin c dave belongs to another time he doesn't see life as having any restrictions when he does something it is because he has just thought of doing it he needed a pee he went to the window and pee'd out of it when he walks through the front door he leaves it open behind him martin thought it funny the dreamer didn't when dave was admonished he thought the dreamer was being finicky it was water off a duck's back the dreamer told martin not to laugh when dave done something unacceptable after two or three of dave's indiscretions and with martin laughing, the dreamer has had enough he tells them both to go they both look a bit surprised but didn't argue one of them picked something up as they left the flat whatever it was worth it to see the back of them vividness 2.5/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: friends and acquaintances (30+) martin (2) dave (1) the great wall of ice this one-scene dream begins and ends as an aerial view we are looking down from about four hundred metres the view of the terrain is about four hundred metres by four hundred metres we see about two hundred metres of settled snow to the right of the construction site the snow occupies about two-thirds of the whole scene the extreme left of the scene is a forest that stretches from the bottom to the top of the scene a little more than halfway up from the bottom-left of the scene is the construction site the construction site is on rollers or tracks it is about a hundred metres long and goes up above the height of the trees it has a medieval look to it the scaffolding against the wall of ice looks like it is made of wood the scaffolding has pulleys and stairs there is a flat platform on the top of the mobile construction this is where most of the activity is taking place the wall of ice hugs the contours of the edge of the forest vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: construction sites (3+) ice (1) 18092021 the name of the montage: relaxation the first few scenes are of two lions a pregnant female is lying on her left-side the view of her is from the back a male comes into the enclosure have never seen a male lion looking as relaxed as this one it shows clearly in his walk and on his face he places himself in front of the female the female lion licks his mane just below the chin it is a slow, casual lick the next scene is of two tigers they are looking straight on at the observer from about five-metres they don't look as relaxed as the lions nor are they looking like they want to attack the final scenes are of women and babies some of the babies are sleeping again, an air of contentment and a sense of ease pervades the scenes about eight or nine scenes in total vividness 2.8 - observer (all montages are observer only ) the category of the montage: states of relaxation the name of the dream: the awake-time and dream-time cyclist on the cycle machine begin slowly and gradually build up the speed at the fastest point, the dreamers left foot slips off the peddle and then the peddle goes through a revolution and is stopped by the back of the lower part of the left leg resume the peddling the dreamer sustains the top speed long enough to experience the sensation of blood filling the calves, more so in the right leg than the left note 1 it is worth mentioning that the feel of both the peddle against the back of the left leg after it slipped off the peddle and the sensation of blood filling the calves in the dream is precisely the same as those memories of it happening in awake-time vividness 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream: exercising (4+) cycle machine (1) 17092021 the name of the dreams: the pool of delights in a swimming pool the pool looks to be about five by seven metres the swimming pool is at the back of a house the houses are detached it may be that all the houses have swimming pools there are only four or five people in the pool mostly children a couple of children with air-filled "wings" go past the dreamer in another scene, a young lad approaches the dreamer the dreamer tells the youngster he's coming after him the youngster begins moving faster away from the dreamer the dreamer pretends the youngster is going too fast and lets the young boy put distance between us he is laughing with delight he can swim faster than a "grown-up" in another scene, the dreamer is holding a baby or toddler the dreamer is singing to her or him the song is "all i really want to do" (the byrds version of it) as the dreamer sings the falsetto part of the chorus it resonates within the dream and the dream takes on a qualitative feel as it ends vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: swimming pools (3+) children (8+) singing (4+) 16092021 the name of the dream: the batter brunch in the kitchen the dreamer is cooking what looks like a scallop the saucer-sized dish has all the ingredients a person needs in a single meal no other foods are needed the dreamer thinks that a lettuce base would be a nice touch the batter is just the right colour the dreamer says to someone out of sight in the dream to come and get it if the food doesn't come out of the pan the batter will take on a dark colour and lose its visual appeal vividness 2.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream: food () food in batter 15092021 the name of the dream: the other computer operator at the computer the dreamer is putting his favourite radio plays into folders there are three categories the "best of" has the fewest also, the "best of" has a sub-folder the sub-folder has those plays which need editing the most common bit of editing is boosting the volume the bulk of the plays are in the second most listened to category the third folder are those plays on the verge of being deleted the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice giving himself instructions on what to do note 1 definitely making progress with operating the computer in dreams there wasn't a single instance of having to correct anything it was also a vivid dream vividness 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: operating a computer in dreams (10+) moving files into folders (2+) 14092021 the name of the dream: the vanishing dog the dreamer has a chihuahua dog he lets the dog off the lead in the park the dog is energetic but doesn't go far from the dreamer another dog-owner enters the dream he has two doberman dogs the colour of the coats of both breeds of dogs is the same the owner of the doberman dogs agrees to let the dreamer introduce his dog to them the dreamer picks up his dog and moves towards the dobermans when the nearest of the doberman dogs sees the chihuahua dog, it lies on its side it looks like a sign of acceptance as the dreamer lowers his chihuahua down towards the doberman dog, his chihuahua starts to growl (stand-out sound and sight) the dogs growling may cause the doberman to go on the offensive the scene changes the dreamer can't see his dog there are no bushes his dog can be exploring there are no corners in the park it is grass in all directions the dreamer calls the dog he also tries whistling the sound of a whistle doesn't come from the dreamer's mouth the dreamer wakes while trying to produce a whistle whistling in dreams isn't something the dreamer has mastered yet vividness 2.6 to 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: animals () mammals () dogs () chihuahua () doberman () 13092021 the name of the dream: with acquaintances like this who needs enemies at my flat in exeter a teenager (an awake-time acquaintance) from down the street is with the dreamer we are deciding which equipment to take to a house party the living room is floor-to-ceiling with amplifiers, speakers, equalisers, lights, leads, stands... another lad, a friend of the acquaintance, joins the dream within another two scenes, about five more lads had come into the dream one of them went into the kitchen and helped himself to something to eat was going to have to watch everything they do was feeling on edge when the dream finished note 1 fairly sure this dream was due to thinking about an awake-time incident from twenty-seven years ago some guys wanted the dreamer to d.j. a house party when the writer arrived at the address with the equipment the first noticeable thing was the absence of girls when one of the lads suggested moving the party to another house the scam became obvious the equipment would go missing between the two places knew one of the lads "in" on the scam and told him the equipment stays with me the writer would pay for a taxi to move the p.a. he "weighed" me up stealing by force wasn't the plan he left the room vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: musical equipment (3+) 12092021 the name of the dream: two's a choir a girl aged nineteen with a great singing voice starts off the dream she has a grammar school education and talks with a commanding clarity that keeps everybody's ears pricked she begins singing her singing voice is even more dynamic than her talking voice she engages one of the young boys in the audience the boy joins in the song is "bless your beautiful hide" it was a joy to see how confident the young boy became as the girl lifted and lowered her voice to let the young boys' voice match her volume (stand-out sound) the girl occasionally changed her harmonics, which gave the song an added dimension awoke to the sound of my voice singing along with them vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream: music () voice harmonies (2+) 11092021 the name of the dream: my mate steve showed my mate (steve) how to buy and sell on the stock exchange he, however, had other ideas on how to make money he wasn't interested in doing things my way he asked me to loan him the money for a motorbike he got his way and in the next scene, he is disappearing into the distance like a bat out of hell (stand-out visual) he must have been doing a hundred-and-twenty kmph when we next met up, he hadn't made his fortune steve lived in the moment, he was that sort of person vividness 2.6 to 2.8 - participant and observer -the category of the dream: friends () steve (4+) 10092021 the name of the dream: infidelity a long-standing relationship becomes a joint business enterprise the dreamer and his girlfriend have a photo studio and an office in the same building the dreamer's girlfriend takes care of the bookings and the money side of things the dreamer coaches the models and builds their portfolios a twenty-year-old girl with long, dark hair becomes the most popular model we've ever had on the books she brings in so much business the dreamer and his girlfriend decide to make her a joint partner on one occasion, when the dreamer's girlfriend is out of the building, the dream turns into an x dream the sound of the front door of the office opening and closing alerts us to her return she doesn't go into the office as was expected but makes straight upstairs to the studio where we are the sound of her steps coming up the stairs is enough to make the dreamer a coward there are too many tell-tale signs in the studio for us to pretend nothing has happened there's one possible way out of it the dreamer goes to the door of the studio room the lock on the studio door is one of those bulky, old-fashioned dead mortice locks the dreamer gets to the door and turns the key just before she gets to the door alas, he doesn't turn the key all the way around the door is opening when, thankfully, the dream ends vividness 2.6 to 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: business () photography relationships () female () x dream () 09092021 the name of the dream: the reclining deckchair the dreamer has a small windfall the dreamer uses the money to buy a semi-luxurious collapsable chair the chair is advertised as a deckchair for use in the garden on sunny days the chair has a soft seat and a canvass back it occurs to the dreamer that the chair could, with a few minor alterations, become a beach-mat a scene or two later, the chair has a softback to compliment the seat another modification is to separate the chair into three parts one of the parts becomes a flat base that a learner-swimmer can hold onto while propelling themselves with their feet the multi-purpose chair becomes a "must-have" item for the beach or outdoor pool vividness 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream: innovation (3+) chair (1) 08092021 the name of the dream: skyways construction in a small group of men are being shown around a construction site we are standing at the central point of a junction that brought together two or three elevated highways the highways were a hundred metres above the ground and were wide enough to accommodate a dozen lines of traffic the lanes turned and sloped down over a distance of kilometres which stretched off into the distance they must have been suspension roads as there weren't any support pillars in the scene in the last scene of this dream, the dreamer wanders away from the group of four or five people showing him around the site and goes to the bottom of an incline that shows all of the construction from horizon to horizon its scale was so impressive the dreamer threw out his arms in a gesture of intimidation indicating it was too big the only dream with a grander scale was 15062017 addenda: observer and participant - the category of the dream: construction sites (4+) elevated (2+) 07092021 the name of the dreams: murderous beings - bedfellows the opening scene is at the edge of a pool-cum-swamp the dreamer has come to the pool/swamp to feed an animal the animal looks like an aardvark, the food is half a loaf of bread the aardvark is wading through the pool to get to the bread as the aardvark is about to come out of the pool/swamp a crocodile or alligator grabs hold of it and pulls it under the water the dreamer is appalled and angry if that wasn't bad enough, the alligator or crocodile sees the dreamer near the edge of the swamp/pool and comes out of the pool/swamp to get him the dreamer is more enraged than scared the alligator/crocodile hasn't eaten the aardvark, merely drowned it it will eat it when it feels hungry in the meantime, the crocodile/alligator decides to keep the larder full and add the dreamer to his cupboard the dreamer is now feeling homicidal towards the alligator/crocodile he picks up a solid bit of wood the piece of wood is the length of a truncheon, three times as thick and weighs about ten-kilograms the dreamer whacks the alligator/crocodile as hard as he can on its snout the crocodile/alligator hesitates, it felt it it begins to move towards the dreamer again the dreamer is about to hit it again when a python, about the width of a wrist and two metres long, propels itself out of the water towards the dreamer the dreamer catches it with both hands just behind its head when it is half an arms-length from the dreamer's face with the strength that comes with anger, the dreamer squeezes so hard its eyes start to come out of its sockets before he needs to do anything else the alligator/crocodile grabs the snake and takes it into the pool/swamp note 1 this dream is due to thinking about those man-shaped beings who think nothing of killing other people vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: murder () bedfellows in a police station talking to a female detective the reason for being there is because the dreamer was in the house of a friend when the police came to arrest him the friend is a drug addict he does not consider it wrong to steal to feed his habit he doesn't try to hide the fact it was him who stole what he is accused of stealing he's a hopeless case the dreamer isn't in any sort of trouble the conversation with the woman policewoman isn't about doing right and wrong it turns out we both are "into" music the policewoman tells of her aspirations and interests in music the dreamer in turn tells of the most difficult thing he had to accomplish to become musically proficient "i found maintaining the beat while singing a melody the hardest thing to overcome", the dreamer says the woman detective is nodding in agreement as the dream ends vividness - 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream: drugs () police () music () 06092021 the name of the dream: cherry red an extremely wealthy young man, the same age as the dreamer, invited the dreamer to be a live-in companion the dreamer is slightly apprehensive within a scene or two, it becomes clear it is a case of a wealthy young man wanting to have someone around him he can be at ease with the young man tells the dreamer that the best way of merging in with the general population is to familiarise himself with the area he tells the dreamer the best way to do that is to visit the town's museum it's not the way the dreamer would have gone about things, although it made sense the wealthy young boy suggests he takes his car in the next scene, the dreamer is in a cherry-red coloured "roller" in one of the towns main streets (stand-out visual) the problem is the museum is in a cobbled street that has nothing but imposing house any one of which could be the entrance to a museum there are a couple of scenes where the driver/dreamer thinks he may have gone past the museum and reverses the car the dreamer is fully expecting to hit one of the other cars parked along the road he allows himself a self-congratulatory pat on the back for handling the big car so well when he doesn't it is now dusk the dreamer comes to the entrance of a pub and decides to ask someone for directions it would be less than a minute to get directions the dreamer parks the car and goes into the "ye olde world" pub he comes out with the directions half a minute later the dreamer's mind goes blank for a moment he can't see the car in the half-minute, he was out the sight of the car someone had "half-inched" it in his haste and being in a confident frame of mind, it never occurred to the dreamer to take the keys with him he thinks the thought, "he's going to kill me for this" with his tail between his legs, the dreamer heads back to his new home the dreamer "hits" his new friend with the news to the dreamer's complete surprise, his wealthy new friend says in a way you might say don't worry to a child who just dropped her ice cream, "it's alright, my insurance will cover it" how much money does a person have to have not to be "phased" when someone steals their gleaming new rolls royce? vividness 2.5/6 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () male () cars () "rollers" (2+) 05092021 the name of the dream: love is ageless living in a large, shared house two other people are living there the dreamer has two rooms the others have three or four returned to the house after going into town through the front door and into the hallway one of the other people, a woman of about thirty-five, has a small crowd of five or six people visiting two or three of her visitors are standing in or near the doorway to her living room there is an air of celebration the mother of the woman is back home after being away the daughter of the mother is over the moon now that her mom is living with her she sees the dreamer as he's making his way to his rooms she asks him to meet her mother the dreamer gets caught up in the party atmosphere and is happy to oblige he walks into the room the woman's mother is slight but not frail the dreamer moves towards the woman's mother the moment her mother sees the dreamer she throws open her arms she is beckoning the dreamer to give her a hug not wanting to be a party-pooper the dreamer plays along he bends over her and gives her a hug she clasps hold of the dreamer around the neck and leans forward her grip is much too tight to be a simple hug the dreamer realises she wants him to stand up with her holding on to him the party atmosphere still prevails the dreamer straightens up when she is clear of the chair she wraps her legs around his waist it could turn into a catastrophe if she loses her grip she could fall backwards the dreamer has no option but to take her weight by intertwining his fingers and putting his hands under her thighs he then sits down on the nearest chair for both of us to sit in one chair, she has to let go of the dreamer with her legs she is now sitting astride the dreamer in what can't be seen as anything other than an intimate position the dreamer wakes up he is not in a relaxed state vividness - 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: love across the generations (2+) 04092021 the name of the dreams: revelation - ever the entrepreneur a woman realised that there was a living to be made by selling milk and sandwiches her shop was in a great spot nestled, as it was, between two schools one of the schools was for juniors the other was a secondary school it was so popular you could find yourself late for school if you joined the end of the queue five minutes before the bell rang for the start of classes the entrance to the junior school was a mere fifty metres away the secondary school was the better part of four-hundred-metres from the shop (pic) at the time of the dream, the dreamer was a working lad once in a while, three or four times a year, he would pop in the shop for a sandwich in the dream, there was this one occasion when he got chatting to the shopkeeper she found the dreamer an amicable person she told him she was closing the shop it was time for retirement the awake-time shop, it should be noted, was the front room of the house she owned and lived in the house was a semi-detached it was a pre-ww2 semi-detached pre-ww2 semis were a bit of a mansion compared to yer typical semi-detached council house one bit of the conversation led to another it wasn't long before the dreamer saw an opportunity he suggested he would be willing to pay rent for the franchise that particular idea hadn't crossed the woman's mind a quick mental calculation told her she was on a "winner". she agreed there and then the dream moves on the business is running smoothly it is doing nicely, thank you the dreamer "hits" on the idea of introducing pre-packed one-minute-to-cook take-away meals things start aking off before you can say "bob's your uncle" there are delivery vans people are clamouring for a job women are offering their "favours" for a taste of the honey pot (it wouldn't be right if the dreamer doesn't have at least a hint of x in a dream) the dream ends the dreamer wakes and spends a minute or two thinking of things he could, and should, have incorporated into his business when he was self-employed in awake-time note 1 think this dream may have its basis in an awake-time shop that was situated as described in the dream the awake-time shop sold sweets vividness 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream: business (5+) food (2?) (it's too time-consuming to search this database for matching categories) revelation in a small living room with four other people, a woman and three men at one point in the conversation, the dreamer saw the opportunity to make a point he said, "what's the one thing god can't do?" there was a silence the dreamer said, "there's one thing god can't do - it will make you cry" it is one of the things the writer realised following Comprehension something which makes him cry with happiness when he thinks about it anew one of the men, medium-sized, white hair neatly trimmed, joined white moustache and beard, is wearing a light-grey with a white shirt and tie it gave him the look of a clean man the man of about thirty-five started walking towards the dreamer he walks resolutely, his eyes fixed on me the man's walk conveys a physical presence his walk is saying, "you've crossed the line and one way or another i'm going to make you step back" the man is a "devout man", recognised as such within the church-going community he is the last word on the character of god that a nobody can make statements of a blasphemous nature gets what he deserves the dreamer isn't in the slightest bit worried he knows the type the dreamer calls his bluff the dreamer says, "try anything with me and i'll kick you in the balls" that done it the man stops dead in his tracks the dreamer is obviously a violent nutter and should be under supervision the atmosphere needed for the dreamer to make his sublime point has gone note 1 this dream may have its origins in the character who plays the inquisitor in the film Goya's ghost it depicts a pious, smug, self-righteous man who can do no wrong vividness 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: undisclosed revelations (1) 03092021 the name of the dreams: pigs banquet at a table that seats more than twelve people everyone is naked male and female alike are probing every orifice of their body with their fingers they are also eating with their fingers note 1 because the dream was so vivid, the writer has assigned to this shocking dream the present of a past undulation (time-tense 6) the writer has tried to get insights into the level of violence in undulations past on several occasions on the last occasion, you-know-who jumped in with, "you have no idea" there must have been a time when every man-shaped being (devolving) believed and acted in accordance with the dictum, "the purpose of life is to end all life" note 2 the writer was, at first, convinced that this dream, along with the dream of 29082021 and at least one other dream, can be associated with eating red pig meat as a cause for less than appealing content in dreams a quick search cross-referencing red pig meat in the diet and the colour orange to dreams did show a connection though it is not conclusive on at least four occasions, it has been the case that there is a tie-in between red pig meat and undesirable dreams there is, possibly, another factor yet to be recognised (04092021 - it's possible the missing factor is that an orange colour-scheme dream is very close to the present of a past undulation (time-tense 6) ongoing... note 3 dreams theory is in its infancy most insights and revelations into our dream-time memories/consciousness will likely come to the fore between now and the year 3000 the next thirty to forty generations will have the time and means to start joining the dots vividness 2.9 to 3 - observer - colour-scheme, shades of orange - the category of the dream: eating etiquette (1+) x dream not madly passionate, gently becoming the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice saying the words of the name of the dream and three more sentiments of a similar nature vividness 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream: x dreams (20+) x dreams without conjoinment (3+) tactile pleasure (3+) externalised dreams (20+) x dream not madly passionate, gently becoming the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own voice saying the words of the name of the dream and three more sentiments of a similar nature vividness 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream: x dreams (20+) x dreams without conjoinment (3+) tactile pleasure (3+) externalised dreams (20+) 01092021 the name of the dreams: the three birds - the windfall - the two sisters the two sisters walking through the streets of an unknown place a girl comes into the dream she is walking in the opposite direction to the dreamer the girl is nineteen or so she's a little shorter than the dreamer the dreamer is attracted to her the moment he sees her our eyes make contact her expression tells the dreamer she will respond to a smile he pushes his luck and says something which needs a reply the girl is even more responsive than anticipated she replies in a tone of voice that is receptive to further conversation without her knowing it, she has a physical characteristic that the dreamer looks for in a girl physical characteristics that some men don't find appealing some men it off-putting within half a dozen sentenced being exchanged the dreamer finds out that the girl is on her way to see a man with a frankness that makes the dreamer emotionally happy, she says she is going to get paid for having sex with the man when the dreamer asks how much she will get the girl says, "twenty-two" (the denomination {euro, pound, dollar etc} doesn't get mentioned in this dream or the one before it) the dreamer says he will give her the twenty-two if she will keep him company and not go to the man the girl's face shows perplexion the dreamer says, "you're special" she still looks perplexed the dreamer uses the index fingers of both hands to ram the message home he points to his eyes and says, "i see" and then points both fingers at her and says, "you as special" the girl is taken aback the girl changes the direction she was walking in and heads back home the dreamer starts talking ten to the dozen the girl and the dreamer get back to her place the door closes behind us before anything else occurs her sister comes running down the stairs and throws her arms around her her sister is younger than she is by about four years never was there a better example of sisterly love the girl couldn't have been away from the house for more than a couple of minutes yet to her sister it had been a lifetime it is the dreamer's turn to be taken aback within moments he realises he is about to change the lives of both girls he knows how easy it is to become financially secure more than that, he knows how to bring out the child in the girl the dreamer is explaining the details of how he intends to change things when the dream ends notes 1 the girls in this dream are, the writer is reasonably sure, the girls from an awake-time relationship vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: relationships () female () the windfall the dreamer is in the "dole" office he is picking up his weekly unemployment money the money comes in a sealed brown envelope one of the corners of the envelope is cut away so that the notes can be counted the amount in the envelope is also stamped on the outside of the envelope the reason for that is so we can see and count, if we feel it is necessary, and make sure the two numbers tally the dreamer isn't sure what his "standing" amount, eighteen or thereabouts this current envelope is a double-wallet there is another amount showing it is for seven-hundred and fifty the reasons for the payments will be on a slip in the envelope there's no chance it's a mistake, i'm rich a whole raft of possibilities are open to the dreamer the mood of the dreamer becomes fantasy-like the dreamers natural "high" carries through into the last dream (above) vividness 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream: money (10+) the three birds the dreamer is woken by the sounds of birds looking to where it's coming from the dreamer can see two large birds, about a third of the size of a chicken, perched on the window-ledge of the skylight window next to the main window in the living room the noticeable thing is that the birds are of a different species no sooner has the dreamer noted the difference between the two birds, they are joined by a third bird the third bird is twice as big as the two other birds from its markings and the way it's giving its attention one of the smaller birds the dreamer can see it's the parent of the bird it is concerned with another obvious thing is that the sounds the smaller birds are making are requests for food the dreamer is so delighted by their calls to him for food he decides to go into the kitchen and prepare them a treat of milk dipped in warm milk the dreamer wakes up as he makes a move to get out of bed vividness 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream: animals () dinosaurs (7+) birds (4+) 31082021 the name of the dreams: the land of the free - the eye-worm a pandemic has taken root everyone is required to have an examination the examination is in the form of an eye-test it is a quick check using an ophthalmoscope the nurse is looking for a worm-like creature the images of the worm are getting exposure via the media the creepy little bastards are white and easily big enough to see with the naked eye the nurse doing the examination doesn't seem to realise that the weight of her body is going through her hands the dreamer is first moving his sole, then his heel to adjust his balance the nurse gets impatient and tells the dreamer to keep still the dreamer says, "i'm losing my balance" the nurse must have had the same problem with other people she stops putting her weight through her hand vividness 2.8 to 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream: pandemics (6+) medical procedures (2+) eyes (1) the land of the free this dream has the dreamer living in america he doesn't know how long has been there it must have been a couple of years at least living in one of the sunshine states the dreamer is not well-dressed he doesn't need to be most of the time not a lot of scenes, about five the scenes there are were lengthy each scene was vivid and colourful the minimum regulation and the easy-going attitude of the people made it easy to "work" the system the dreamer realises all he needs is a fake social security card, a receipt or two and one or two character references and some mail with bonafide addresses to become a "real" person in a couple of years the dreamer had been there he built up a handsome income and had more than one place he could live money seems to be as available as freely-running water he has settled into a way of life that enabled him to live on the streets or at overnight or short-stay accommodations his favourite way of life was to stay in one town for one or two nights and move on when sleeping outdoors would wash with face-wipes or a small bottle of water and hand-flannels and use an electric toothbrush this sets the scene for the first scene of the dream the dreamer has come from wherever it was he had spent the previous night and is seated with his back against the concrete wall of the boulevard by the beach a family of three or four with a baby come and sit by the wall two or three metres to the dreamers right as he uses the electric toothbrush the baby starts to look around to see where the sound is coming from the baby is facing the opposite way to the dreamer she or he can't manoeuvre all the way around to see where the sound is coming from the baby is determined to identify the sound she or he is struggling to turn around the mother realises the best thing to do is turn the baby around and let her or him satisfy her or his curiosity the mother gives an apologetic shrug and smiles as she turns the baby to face the dreamer the dreamer is on the verge of laughing in another scene, the dreamer is in a brightly lit office he is using his fake i.d. to get a loan the dream ends when the dreamer decides to go "legit" and start work or get an enterprise going his first venture has something to do with push-bikes vividness 2.7 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: america (4+) 30082021 the name of the dream: hope to enter this dream one day for reasons you would understand, can't put the details of this dream into the public domain vividness - 2.8 - observer and participant - the categry of the dream: externalised (20+) 29082021 the name of the dreams: men with a conscience - we both like salmon the last, and next, president of america is at a table the salmon on the plate in front of him is not small the ex and future president has separated his first forkful and is about to lift it to his mouth when he notices something (stand-out visual) he says something criticising the fish the fork is slowly being lifted to his mouth when the dream ends vividness 3 - observer - colour-scheme gold and light red - the category of the dream: one-scene dream (20+) celebrities (8+) donald trump (2+) four down-to-earth northerners, yorkshiremen or lancastrian's, (is there are distinct differences in the accents?) who work in a machine tool factory, figure out that the parts they are making are for weapons worse still, the men discover the weapons are illegal under international agreements the men are savvy enough to know that the newspapers will not run the story they decide to steal or accidentally on purpose lose the parts it doesn't take long for a crack team from m.i.5. long to uncover them now the establishment is in a quandary the powers that be can't prosecute them without causing an international outcry the men are offered, and take, an early retirement plan providing they sign a non-disclosure agreement they are sitting pretty a generation later the dreamer is talking to one of the men the man won't confirm or deny anything the dreamer is asking or suggesting but smiles whenever the dreamer hits the nail on the head the dreamer awakes to the sound of his own voice vividness 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: externalised dream (10+) secret services (2+) 28082021 the name of the dreams: titillating cheerleaders - other-worldly - the smooth computer operator first scene, a girl with short, bunched hair, dressed in a skimpy orange one-piece cheerleader outfit is looking at us (could find the style but not the colour and could find the colour but not the style) she lifts the front of her dress and we see something written on her underwear change of scene and change of theme a jet fighter coming towards us then we see a larger area of the clear sky now the first plane is being "dogged" by another, even sleeker jet the chasing jet has something attached to its under-carriage the dreamer's first thought is that it's an odd style of radar it is semi-circular at the front, the rest of it is square it is about two-thirds of the size of the plane as we watch, it detaches from the jet and begins "dogging" the first jet it moves at speeds five times faster than any jet and changes direction in the blink of an eye it is not within the scope of current technology it begins to mirror every move the first jet makes after half a dozen different manoeuvres by the first jet the detached part of the second jet, in one immediate movement catches up with the first jet and before our eyes, it absorbs the first jet it then returns to the jet it was attached and re-attaches itself then there is another scene in which the same thing happens a commercial jetliner is at the distant horizon again, without any noticeable time-lapse, the device is behind the jetliner and absorbs it that's the clincher it's obviously not earthly technology the scene changes, we are back with the cheerleader she is trying to attract someone's attention she certainly gets the dreamer's attention when we see her standing and get her view of her briefless crotch with a wispy amount of hair the scene changes to the dreamer downloading files the files are being clicked and re-located into their specific folder (the dreamer is overcoming the difficulty of moving files around in dreams all is going swimmingly the files related to the dream about jets is all but completed when a file labelled "the average wage of a rockstar" presents itself how did that get in with jets and saucy girls? no matter how he tries he can't get the file to respond to a single-finger click on the laptop keyboard and wakes from the dream in frustration note 1 the cheerleader and the downloading at the computer is yet another two dreams in orange (the downloading has black lines defining shape, whereas the cheerleader has colours - it may become an important distinction) we're on a roll with orange/brown and orange/black dreams here's to hoping it doesn't carry a health warning vividness 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - colour-scheme, orange/black - the category of the dream: cheerleaders (1) jets (2+) computer-related (8+) files (5+) 27082021 the name of the dreams: too vague - the diet dreams we learn through this dream that we will, eventually, be synchronising dreams to the following day's awake-time activities when the dreamer's dream contains details of food, others have the option to have the same food the day after the dream there are no prizes for guessing the correct meals or the order they are in however, it does indicate that we are all on the same page in respect of what is best for us in terms of food the dream the dreamer is talking to a girl he asks the girl what meals she had chosen for today's meals before the details of the dreamer's meals were posted she says, "the same" she then forms the word "exactly" with her lips and mouth she feels that because she chose the same food as the dreamer she is in sync with evolution notes 1 it is thought that dreams that have the same colour scheme have other things in common as well as of this entry, it isn't known what the commonality is from now on, the addenda of dreams diary will incorporate the colour scheme of dreams that are the same brown/orange dreams have been regular over the past couple of months this is another brown/orange dream addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - colour-scheme brown/orange - the category of the dream - food (7+) the name of the dream: too vague the dreamer has just walked into the cinema and is standing in the area where a film is being shown he is standing at the back looking down at the rows of seats it is the only scene he remembers clearly in this period of r.e.m. as the writer tries to remember the rest of the dream he realises he is remembering scenes from other dreams of being at a cinema it's possible that in the future all dream-time memories become one single sequence that portrays the dream-time / time-line of every individual that is, the discontinuity that separates one dream from another becomes joined in the same way our awake-time memories keep things in order addenda: vividness: 2.5 - observer - the category of the dream - same-theme dreams (10+) cinemas (3+) 26082021 the name of the dreams: aggro-merchants and muggers - mom's first son is back - the one track disco someone recommends the dreamer for an event after being told where it was the dreamer accepted it was his secondary school he knows how big the playground is and knows how many people will fit into it comfortably the dreamer decides he needs just one two-hundred-and-fifty watt speaker on the day of the gig, the speaker is placed facing down into the playground on a ledge outside the window on the first floor the people in the room with him are waiting for the dreamer to play something the dreamer hasn't been given any instructions the dreamer looks at the people in the room, all males, and concludes from their dress they like rock he plays an a.c./d.c. track after a couple of seconds the dreamer shouts out of the window to the people in the playground, "can you hear it?" "no", is the chorused reply the dreamer looks at the volume dial of the main amp and sees it's only on 1 a quick clockwise turn to number 5 and we can feel the vibrations coming through the walls as well as being able to hear it the dream comes to an end while the dreamer is debating with himself what track to play next he decides on "winds of change" by scorpion addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream - d.j. (2+) after a gap of a couple of years, had been in prison or borstal, the dreamer is only ten or twenty metres from the front door (pic of almond tree avenue) of where he grew up two or three metres from the door the back of a car becomes visible it is a white lamborghini it is an older model than today's cars (pic) when last at the house there was a third of a metre step down to the level the house from the pavement the step has been removed and there is now a concrete slope that allows the car to be driven into the gap that separates the semi-detached houses the gap between the houses is about three metres for the car to get in the gap, it has to use some of the space of the next house, our house it is no longer easy to get to the back door or garden in the next scene, the dreamer is in the house in the company of mom, sister and another woman they are giving me a homecoming an aunt arrives with her baby the baby is in a pram, sleeping the aunt decides to leave the baby asleep it begins to rain, it is a light "spitting rain" a couple of the women insist the baby be brought indoors it doesn't take long for the dreamer to bring up the subject of the car mom, being generous to a fault and always eager to please, permitted for the next-door neighbours to re-structure the ground between the houses the dreamer will be acquainting himself with the neighbours it is suspected they may be the selfish type with no man to deal with, they would easily be able to ride slip-shod over mom the dreamer senses mom is feeling as though a weight is being lifted off her shoulders the woman with the baby has problems the problems are serious the women are making suggestions someone suggests they come and live with us the dreamer doesn't let on that he has money he will wait until the cost of moving the furniture of the woman with problems moving comes up and will then offer to cover the costs the dream takes on an upbeat feel notes 1 this dream has implications dear to the writer mom outlives her second husband at the time of her death, mom is younger than her second husband implications???? addenda: vividness: - 2.7 to 2.9/3 - the category of the dream - family, relatives and friends (7+) mom (4+) muggers and agro merchants an epic dream with fifteen to twenty scenes of fighting with muggers and agro merchants it is nighttime after the pubs are closed everybody knows that it's the worst time to be walking in places that are poorly lit (has the dreamer deliberately placed himself in the situation?) they came in one's, two's and three's in a couple of scenes, the dreamer has to run for it or hide, but not before he manages to get in a kick or hit one of them stole money from one or two of those that were easy to get the better while they were lying down and unable to put up a fight on one occasion used the money to ward off a potential fight between a tall guy and his mate his mate was about ten metres away (they didn't need the two of them to get the better of me) instead of running from him or hitting him and running away, gave him a tenner he was well pleased he was waving the tenner in the air as he returned to his mate he said, "now we can get...?" it's not the first epic dream where violence is the theme addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - epic dream (4+) violence (2+) 25082021 the name of the dream: taken by surprise a girl is staying with the dreamer we're not in a relationship though she's pleasant enough but the dreamer isn't "drawn" to her we smoke hash together and watch films and like similar songs there isn't any spontaneous conversation to speak of in the last scene of the dream, i'm lying down or stretched out on a sofa she comes into the room and sits on the floor (stand-out visual) her complexion is shiny she's dressed ultra smartly her hair is brushed back with a parting almost at the top of her head for the first time, the dreamer finds her attractive the dreamer doesn't know if it comes through in his expression nor can he think of anything to say he is mesmerised the fair-haired girl says, "iv'e got an appointment but it's not for a while" "the dreamerdon't know what to do" the dreamer is still can't think of what to say when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - uninitiated relationships () 24082021 the name of the dream: cameras and the law in the bedroom, it may have been a bedsit, with an unknown girl not sure if we are in a relationship we are talking about cameras there isn't an air of intimacy the girl works in a camera shop and is telling the dreamer about the latest phone/camera the shop sells the dreamer is persuaded to buy it the girl makes a phone call and places the order we will go into town in the morning and get it another girl enters the dream she is either her sister or flatmate the new girl's face exudes life alert, confident, purposeful in her movements and bright-eyed she gets straight into the bed where we are sitting and talking without saying anything after more conversation, the first girl gets a phone call her boss has phoned to tell her that he can give me an even better camera for just a little bit more than the one just bought after hearing what the extra features are, the dreamer jumps at the offer the girl says, "it will be eighteen-pounds fifty for eighteen months". it doesn't occur to the dreamer he was manipulated what the dreamer is aware of is that he can feel the buttocks of the girl already in bed the first girl in the dream gets into the bed too now the dreamer can feel both the girls bodies through the eiderdown either side of him the dreamer is no longer thinking about cameras the dream ends notes 1 upon waking, the writer is trying to figure out why the dream ended when it did it might be that the reader's of this dreams diary may feel that the writer is too oriented to x forget ye not, the pleasure associated with x represents the desire for the expansion of life the natural impulse of beings oriented to eternity's dictum - see the law - https://endic.at/the-law-5.html notes 2 the price of the camera's in this dream is about half the price of the latest phone/cameras in the shops today it gives the time-tense for this dream the present of a past undulation - time-tense 6 - see tenses of time https://endic.at/the%20nine%20tenses%20of%20time.html addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - cameras (2+) 23082021 the name of the dream: frontiers and dream-time dexterity was on or practising to be at a space station the environment is dream-clean bright, stainless steel and and see-through lockers and cupboards was at a person-sized refrigeration unit with a single door which automatically re-sealed itself and expelled all the air when closed, the door was open there were two columns of shelves in the unit a row of six, seven or eight shelves in the left-hand column of shelves and five, six or seven shelves on the right at the top of the right-hand column of shelves there was another self-sealing compartment that took up the space of two shelves the cupboard within a cupboard had small, flexible steel Table Leg Storage Clips (https://camperinteriors.co.uk/products/te21-table-leg-storage-clip) affixed to the back of the cupboard which clamped hold of the tablets as they were pushed into it there was a black tray below the fixture with clips that had half a dozen blue pills on it was in the middle of putting the loose pills on the tray into the individual clips the automated single door of the refrigeration unit was programmed to close after a few seconds there was no effort needed to keep the door open when it began to close but it imparted a the little nudge to the arm before the sensory mechanism of the door met resistance and stopped closing the problem was the little nudge to the arm was enough to break a delicate tablet if it was pushed into the clip too hard after a few attempts to time the placing of one of the tablets into its clip before the door came back into contact with the arm failed and frustration entered the dream which aroused the dreamers awake-time conscious the dreamer was now straddling dream-time and awake-time while in the dual-state of consciousness he manufactured a built-into-the-door bar lever that made a hissing/whooshing sound when it was pulled up or pushed down (quite a common bit of kit in sci-fi films) the bar-handle needed two hands to pull it up or push it down to turn on and off all the pneumatically (https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-d&channel=trow&q=pneumatic) operated devices in the room the dreamer woke as he was trying, unsuccesfully, to lift the handle upward with one hand addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - space habitation (2+) 22082021 the name of the dream: dancing comes first three or four of us are at my place one girl and two or three boys a compelling dance song gets us dancing it wasn't a track the dreamer had heard before it was "catchy" though the melody was easily good enough to be a best-seller (alas, the writer was too slow to make voice-notes and the melody had faded from the memory before he could record it) it wasn't exhibitionism that drove the dreamer to dance naked it was the spontaeous reaction to a compelling dance track no one raises an eyebrow we are too immersed in the music to take notice it appears dancing is higher on love/lifes list than etiquette addenda: addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - dancing (5+) nudity (5+) nude dreamer (2+) 21082021 the name of the dreams: a misplaced sense of importance - the godfather - natural curiosity the dreamer is in a building that houses the workings of government some of the proceedings are open to the public to get access to the proceedings the public have to sign-in the man who oversees the procedure is standing at a wooden plinth on the plinth is a large, thick, leather-bound book the dreamer goes to the plinth the man in charge of signing in is wearing formal dress and is well-groomed he points to a point on the page with his finger the dreamer is confused he has pointed to a part of the page that has twenty or thirty signatures on it each signature occupies a line there are no empty lines the dreamer makes a comment that queries if the signature is to go in between two of the signatures it upsets the man he then points to the bottom signature on the opposite page the page has room for a dozen or more signatures the dreamer saw the half-filled page when he first looked at the signing-in book if the man had said, "please sign in", without placing his finger anywhere, the dreamer would have done the obvious thing addenda: addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - officious people () the godfather preface to the second dream many moons ago, a woman with two children asked the writer if he would be godfather to her children the writer felt pleased that he should be asked and agreed a couple of days ago, while watching a film, the words, "i wlil do what every godfather does and look after her children" the mother of the children had "passed" - (see between heartbeats https://endicat.com/between-heartbeats/) it was a bit of a shock until watching the film, the writer was thought being a godfather was just a title the writer thought that being a godfather meant going to their weddings or helping them out financially if they got stuck ordinary everyday things looking after them like a father never entered the writer's mind the following dream is the result of the thoughts and feelings since watching the film the godfather the dreamer has located the family he intends to "make an entrance" he is in the concrete complex where they live the ground floor of the building is for cars there are no cars in it it is about the size of a tennis court it is big enough for a game of five-a-side football the scene shows three lads playing a ball game there are stairs and lifts to the left of the scene there is an ice cream van on the road nearby the dreamer has a twenty-pound note he is going to spoil the children he has come to see the man in the ice cream van has sold out of everything and shakes his head when he realises the dreamer is about to buy something when he hears the dreamer ask for twenty-pounds worth he gives instructions to someone in or by the van to go and buy it from the nearest shop addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - in the execution of responsibilities () children (3+) natural curiosity on the bus the dreamer is on a bus sitting on a long seat that looks across the bus, not down it the seat has three young boys on it the boys look like they are brothers there are about two years between each of them the eldest is eight or nine the dreamer is sat next to him the youngest looks five or six he is furthest away the dreamer reaches down to open his gladstone briefcase when the holding latch is slid to open the case it makes a click out of the corner of his eye, the dreamer sees the boys head turn to the sound the dreamer also sees an "opportunity" as he is rummaging through the contents of the case his right foot is inching the case closer to the boys seated to the left of him it works like a charm the boy next to the dreamer only has to lean slightly towards him to see into the case the boy in the middle has to lean and straighten up to take a gander the boy on the end has to lean in further, straighten up and stretch his neck tantalisingly, almost imperceptibly slowly, the dreamer moves the case a little closer second by second the mother, sitting to the left and looking down the bus towards us "twigs on" to what the dreamer's doing three or four times she lets out a belly-cum-guttural laugh the youngest boy is on the verge of standing up the dreamer can't suppress his reaction either he starts laughing and wakes up laughing addenda: vividness: - 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - laughing dream (4+) 20082021 the name of the dream: boy meets girl boy meets girl two long, soft and moist kisses later they have become an "item" girl takes boy home to meet her mom and dad mom is stand-offish to boy "who does he think he is that he's good enough for my daughter?" boy is fearful mom will turn him away mentions it to girl boy is invited for sunday lunch mom has completely changed her attitude towards boy she is genuinely pleased to see boy boy sees mom in kitchen mom is preparing something special mom is working flat out it crosses boy's mind to offer to do the washing up girl and boy go into town on the bus on the way back, the journey is one long curve to the right boy is unfamiliar with the scenery boy goes to the front of the bus where the conductor and driver are seated boy asks conductor which stop is nearest to where girl lives conductor says, "yours is the next stop" as girl and boy are getting off the bus, the conductor says, "you look contented" boys says to conductor, "if i knew you better,i would tell you why" conductor smiles addenda: vividness: 2.8 participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 19082021 preface a month or two ago, hung a bird feeder outside the kitchen window (https://www.poundstretcher.co.uk/filled-fatball-bird-feeder) it was gratifying to see six or more birds (sparrows) on the feeder regularly took note when the hatchlings were guided to it by their parents could have written a book about their habits the name of the dream: all's not well in the garden opened the door day on a sunny summer day two dozen or so birds were in the air and on the ground near the door you might have thought you were in an aviary they weren't frightened away when the dreamer stood within feet of them feeling pleased that all was well in the world, the dreamer decided to let his pet mouse play in amongst the birds the mouse had no qualms about joining in with the activities and moved towards the birds the next scene turned the dream into a horror show one of the sparrows attacked the mouse a graphic scene of a sparrow pecking out the eye of the mouse caused the dreamer to wake from his sleep the sparrows weren't intent on eating the mouse they only wanted to kill it addenda 1 initially, the writer wasn't going to publish the dream because of its violent nature however, it serves to remind us all there is a reason why so many animals cannot evolve into, and remain, a man-shaped beings more accurately, it serves to remind us of the stages devolving beings go through as they devolve imagine if you will, instead of lips, you had a beak you have no recollection nor will you ever experience a kiss beaks come in all shapes and sizes (https://www.dkfindout.com/uk/animals-and-nature/birds/types-beak/) for our purposes, we will divide the shape of the beaks into two categories 1 conical 2 curved we will further consider that conical beaks represent vegetarian birds and curved beaks represent carnivorous birds we will further enlighten our understanding of birds by recognising that of the ten-thousand species of dinosaurs, (see dream 24042021) only birds survived the mass extinction event sixty-five million years ago (http://endic.at/The.Day.The.Dinosaurs.Died.320.mb.mp4) this website asserts that the reason birds survived was due to the intervention of dinosaur-man (https://dinosaur-man.com/) why?, the nutritional value of eggs (https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/10-proven-health-benefits-of-eggs#TOC_TITLE_HDR_3) addenda: addenda: vividness: 2.8/9 - observer - the category of the dream - animals () dinosaurs () birds (4+) mammals () mice (2+) 18082021 the name of the dream: from pillar to post the dreamer's boyfriend has introduced the dreamer to one of his acquaintances he is refined and polite an an-easy-to-speak-to young man with fair hair he is relaxed and is well-off the person who introduced the dreamer to him leaves the dream it is just the two of us chatting and getting acquainted after a while, he leaves the room while he is away the dreamer looks around the room in the third of a metre gap between the wardrobe and the wall, there are items piled on top of each other the dreamer has a rummage through them in one of the carrier bags, the dreamer comes across an orange the orange has been cut into quarters there are two quarters each quarter is the size of a quarter of a pumpkin the dreamer takes one of the quarters and is impressed with its colour and succulent looks (stand-out visual) the dreamer is eating it when the young man re-enters the room when he sees the dreamer eating the orange, he has a look of disappointment he intended to surprise the dreamer with it himself notes 1 what the average reader won't know is that the writer can be either gender throughout evolution: see: (https://endic.at/man-shaped.beings.and.the.ethnicities.html) y po this point had been overlooked until this dream in this dream, he is a female there have been, and probably will be, more dreams with this feature in it notes 2 the days of the nefarious manipulation of the writer's genetic line have come to an end from here on in, we begin separating the wheat from the chaff addenda: vividness: 2.5/6 to 2.9/3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - female gender (1+) food () fruit () oranges (1) 17082021 the name of the dreams: who stole the ki-lee? - the tufted style an air of foreboding accompanies the opening scene someone has made off with the ki-lee what, you may be asking yourself, is a ki-lee? join the club neither the dreamer nor the writer doesn't have the foggiest either we do eventually discover that a ki-lee? is one-half of the expression a "moo-lee ki-lee" as far as can be gleaned, it is a food that is given to a youngster as an introduction to adult food along the lines of a biscuit or rusk dipped in milk or tea it makes the most sense to assume that the moo-lee (moo-cow) is the liquid part of the food why it has become a crime of unspeakable proportions isn't known this dream may be the result of the dreamer considering buying and experimenting with baby foods the day before the dream addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - baby food (1) a one-scene dream not sure if it is a prolonged view of a pic or a short cine clip we are looking at the face and the hair of a young man he is straight-faced he has a full head of hair his hairstyle is something ken dodd would have been proud of most of his hair lies on his head above that, his hair has been separated into eight or nine different parts the end of the tufts are pointed and are pointing to all parts of the compass this dream is probably due to the writer shaving his hair off the day before the dream this is one of the dreamer's many faces of himself across the undulations the dreamer is not sure if he likes the look of himself in this dream he has looked happier and better in both awake-time and dream-time addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 observer - the category of the dream - facial pics of self (7+) 16082021 the name of the dreams: the whoopie girl - nice pace, grubby place the first scene shows a girl who looks more like twiggy than twiggy she is wearing a one-piece dress it just about covers the lower part of her buttocks it doesn't look like she is wearing underwear her mouth is wide open her expression is, "oh my gosh, just look at me" she takes a short run and vaults herself onto the saddle of a piece of keep-fit equipment her momentum causes her to slide off the seat for an instant, we see her bare backside from the side on there are two or three scenes in which she demonstrates her agility all the while she is making high-pitched sounds and squeals of delight in one scene, we see the crotch area of a woman she is sitting on a machine it looks like a lathe for fashioning wood the woman is seated her buttocks are pressed firmly against the wooden stop used to brace blocks of wood at the far end of the lathe we don't see her face, it is probably the same girl at the beginning of the dream a highly and delightfully xually suggestive dream this dream was almost certainly the result of watching the first half of the film "the wolf of wall street" addenda: vividness: - 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - xually suggestive (3+) 17082021 the name of the deam: the opposite of sobriety the dreamer is walking away from the centre of town after a night out he is walking like a champion gliding as much as walking (stand-out part of the dream) he goes into a toilet it is dark and dank a drunk man is on the floor, slouched against the wall the wall is where men pee against at the bottom of the wall, there is a gully that takes the urine to a drain the drunk man doesn't realise he is sitting in the gully which transports waste the dreamer is deciding what to do when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - movement () walking () toilets (2+) 15082021 the name of the dream: the balancing act what looks like a seagull has made its nest in the rafters of a disused building the dreamer sees there is a chic in the nest the nest is as wide as the rafter it is on the chic isn't strong enough to maintain balance were it to leave the nest it would undoubtedly fall to its death in this one-scene dream, a parent of the chic has just flown into the building carrying a fish for the chic both birds are making a lot of noise the chic is hungry the parent is anxious the chic will leave the nest to receive the food whether the chic realises the danger isn't known nor is known if the sounds the parent bird is making are warning sounds addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - one-scene dream (10+) animals () dinosaurs () seagulls (1+) 14082021 the name of the dream: baby-adult liaison mother and baby are on the bus mother is standing, her baby is in a hooded push-chair baby is asleep mother taps the baby twice on her forehead baby wakes the baby is momentarily disorientated she-he acclimatises to her surroundings the baby realises her playful mother caused her-him to wake a smile forms on the baby's face the smile is that of an adult addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - baby-mother () 13082021 the name of the dream: the long cat-nap after a gruelling five and a half-hour stint at the computer the writer is ready for a catnap during his time at the computer, he downloaded a radio play the last thing the writer does before settling into his sleeping position is to start listening to the play the play is in six episodes the story is a science fiction play the first five or six sentences is a male voice introducing the play the play begins the voice-actors have a dramatic tone if the play maintains its dramatic characteristics it will go into the sci-fi plays favourites folder within a minute or two the writer becomes the dreamer within a short time of dream-time the first episode the story ends abruptly it is immediately replaced by the same voice which introduced the first episode, only this time he is introducing the second episode as with the first episode, the play ends abruptly in the middle of a sentence the same thing happens once or twice again the dream-time conscious is a no-nonsense, smart little cookie it is not going to permit disjointed continuity the dream-time conscious has a trick or two of its own for dealing with discontinuity the play now becomes the subject of a panel show the format of the panel show is that one of the panellists stops reading the script of the play at a point of her or his choosing, preferably at a point when the theme of the story is getting too difficult to ad-lib to the next panellist, an off-the-cuff, sharp-witted comedian, takes the story and makes it even more difficult for the next panellist to keep the dialogue in context with the story so far it takes no time at all for the panellist's to turn a serious sci-fi play into a hilariously funny nursery story the dreamer wakes to the sound of his own laughter notes 1 what makes this dream even more notable is the fact that the day before the dream the writer thought that it had been a while since his last laughing dream notes 2 after waking the writer played the episodes of the play five of the six episodes ended abruptly in mid-sentence the total listening time of the plays came to about two hours the length of the sleep was about two-and-a-half hours in this dream, there's plenty of data for in-betweenies (the people who will be living between the time the the writer dies to the the next time he makes an "entrance") to formulate dreams theory addenda: vividness: 2.8/9 - observer - the category of the dream - laughing dream (3+) panel games (1+) 12082021 the name of the dream: magic mushrooms they were first recognised in prehistoric times the two silver-coloured, mushroom-cap-shaped metal objects presented the man-shaped being with his first exposure to symmetrical form the objects are a metre and a half across and half a metre high fifty-thousand ago language was struggling to find words that gave them a description across the millennia they took on a mystical, and eventually, a religious significance the dream moves forward to recent times how it happened isn't revealed in the dream, the two mushroom-cap shaped objects have become four the mushroom-cap shaped objects are mounted on square pillars about half a metre across and two metres tall they are no longer visible they are covered in earth with grass covering the earth their shape is still clearly discernable a group of five or six men dressed in black and white are gathered near the mounds of earth for them, they have a religious significance addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - prehistory () symmetrical objects () 11082021 the name of the dream: vegetarian or omnivore a dream about the best way to slaughter a cow a bit too distressing to detail this dream was brought on while thinking about eating meat during the day addenda: vividness: 2.5 - observer - the category of the dream - animals (20+) mammal (15+) cow (1) 10082021 the name of the dream: french fries a nephew in the family is to be the best man at a friend's or colleagues wedding as is the decorum for weddings, the best man can invite members of his family the dreamer is one of those invited the bride is french and, consequently, the ceremony will be in france it is to be a semi-formal wedding the bride has a trailing white gown the gown seems to be as big as a tent two or three men are wearing formal dress, grey trousers, black jackets with long tails and what looked like starched shirts at the banquet, the dreamer gets his first taste of french fries, french style he has never seen chips this colour before, golden brown and glistening like jewels (joint stand-out visual) he has never had chips that had a crunchy outer body like the ones he is eating the taste, well if there were eating in heaven, which there isn't, these would be on the plate it was a revelation in food it had such an impact on the dreamer he decides to leave the british isles and live on the continent there are then three scenes that show the dreamer looking through a hard-back book the book is about half a metre tall and around a third of a metre wide, and three to four centimetres thick it shows all of the countries of the world in full colour (joint-first stand-out visual) it might even be the book of the world the dreamer has in another set of scenes, about fifteen people from both sides of the family are gathered and getting to know each other the dreamer is in an exuberant mood he is talking excitedly about how he intends to go about making a new life for himself on the continent the only "off" part of the dream is a man with a ruddy-coloured complexion he is big and is looking at the dreamer with a hint of resentment twice the dreamer says something to him, and both times he doesn't reply on the third time, the dreamer asks him a question which demands a reply he is still silent but now it is he who has shown himself to be rude one more time, the dreamer addresses the man and again he doesn't reply the dreamer wakes to the sound of his voice saying, "oh well". while awake, the writer tries to understand the man's attitude some grown men don't like other grown men showing exuberance a child-like manner in an adult doesn't sit well in some peoples view of the world this dream is of a future time-tense addenda: vividness: 2.5 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - weddings (4+) food (7+) french fries (3+) 09082021 the name of the dreams: across the road/titillation it is dusk the dreamer is sitting alone on the top of an embankment the twenty-metre embankment looks down onto a dual carriageway on the other side of the dual carriageway is another embankment that too has people gathered on it the straight-line distance from embankment to embankment is about twenty-five metres there is at least one group of five or six people gathered on it someone comes and stands by the dreamer he says, "?" is over there" the dreamer waves his fingers the person across the road waves back he then says, "?" is over there" this time the dreamer waves his arm the somebody does an arm wave back the person next to me says, "martin crook is over there" the dreamer stands up and peers intently into the darkening evening he can recognise martin's stance and build it definitely is martin martin is a friend from decades back some of the things we did together in awake-time are still vivid memories the dreamer thought he would never see him again couldn't wait to be speaking face-to-face with him again consider going down the embankment and shimmying over the barrier in the middle of the two-metre grass verge separating the two carriageways the constant flow of traffic dissuades the dreamer there is a pedestrian bridge to the other side of the road forty or so metres to the left without saying anything else to the person who pointed martin out, the dreamer heads for the bridge the moment the dreamer starts walking he is aware he is not wearing shoes neither is he wearing slippers he is barefoot he can feel the different degrees of cold as he goes from grass to concrete to tarmac on the other side of the carriageway, the dreamer decides to take a short-cut to get to martin quicker the short-cut leads to a dead-end to make up for lost time the dreamer takes another shortcut it leads to roads and houses the dreamer is hopelessly lost this dream sequence ends with a blonde-haired stocky girl in her late teens letting one and all feel her ample bosom her delighted look tells us she is enjoying it more than the males the dreamer thinks of a way he can get as much and more pleasure from the experience than the girl he has it all worked out as he waits for his "turn" addenda: vividness: 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () martin crook (1) - titillation () 08082021 the name of the dreams: the hunt - a game of darts there is a gathering of about thirty males they are gathered to watch and are being interviewed by detectives the place is a men's toilet the toilet is in a mall or a major railway station the hunt is on for a serial killer the police are hot on his trail he is proving elusive the public is eager to see him caught the police have a dna sample the toilet attendant produces all the property that has been left there by users among other things, there is a box with a dozen pairs of shoes in it one of the pairs is patent leather they become the focus of attention statements of possible sightings of the killer mention a man wearing glossy shoes also, a pair of light-brown heel-boots are among the shoes they too fit some descriptions of the killer the size of the shoe also indicated his height if the police send out a message immediately to all police on duty to question any man wearing either type of shoes, they may catch him note 1 of course, the biggest murderers of all are the bankers addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - observer - the category of the dream - crime () murderer's () the dreamer is in a pub playing a game of darts he needs one-hundred and thirty-seven to win the dream ends before the darts are thrown addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream - games () static () darts 07082021 the name of the dreams: table for sale, x for free - a slippery run a female acquaintance, not a girlfriend, asked the dreamer to let her know (look for) if a rectangular dining table came up for sale within a day or two, a table matching her requirements was advertised in the local newspaper using her car we headed for a small town or large village about seven miles away it was a bungalow the woman of the house opened the door we see her hubby just once after we enter the bungalow the woman is talking more or less continually for this part of the dream for reasons unknown, she becomes quiet, almost sullen the scene changes, the dreamer and the woman who lived in the bungalow are in the act of x in the back seat of a car a few vivid and pleasurable scenes later, the sound of the sirens of a police car invade the dream the dreamer says, "please don't tell me they've seen us" the dream ends note 1 another quick reminder the pleasure of x is because we are complying with the law x is an aspect of "expand" note 2 it has now reached the point for the dreamer that x dreams in dream-time are more real than awake-time memories addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () - tactile () a slippery run was running here, there and everywhere te dreamer is running in his slippers the slippers lived up to their name must have slipped off at least four times it didn't affect the overall theme of the dream though had to jump over and off walls was exceptionally nimble throughout the running sequence, three-quarters of the entire dream ended up in a pub somebody in the pub knew the dreamer the dreamer didn't know him or how he knew the dreamer the stranger said, "kay's here". it took a while for the dreamer to realise who he meant kay was a brief relationship and businesswoman from many years before she came into the barroom she wasn't the relaxed and confident woman of years before she looked a bit dire she hardly said anything the running part of this dream is due to greater feelings of mobility as the result of exercising addenda: vividness: 2.7 participant - the category of the dream - running (6+) ex-girlfriends (2+) 06082021 the name of the dream: the gourmet sandwich company the dreamer knows a family and is talking to an enterprising young couple of the family they have just started a business in tailored-to-suit sandwiches they are selling to the local community the sandwiches can be made of white or brown bread or rolls, crusty or plain, pitta bread... the business wasn't as busy as they hoped it would be what the couple didn't realise was the way businesses were run the dreamer explains that giving "back-handers" here and there would make all the difference getting mentioned or being "plugged" in the right places would have a greater impact than just relying on word of mouth they went along with the suggestion the last the dreamer heard about them was that they were on the up and up addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream - business () food delivery (1) 05082021 the name of the dream: thwarted the dreamer is the guest of prisons younger brother; borstal we have just come from induction and are in the sleeping quarters it is a small, square dormitory that sleeps a dozen young men there are nine beds, three of which are bunk beds there is not enough space between the bunk beds and the ceiling a person can kneel but that's it two of the bunk beds have been claimed it is known to the dreamer, and most of the other lads, that the two lads who have laid claim to two of the bunks are homosexuals they are hoping that a naive, fresh-looking chappie will take the vacant bunk they will go to "work" on him and probably corrupt him the dreamer mucks up their aspirations by taking the third bunk bed if the two devolving beings try to "diddle" each other in the middle of the night, the dreamer will call them out they will have to do what others of their ilk do in borstal squeeze into a single toilet cubicle an unusually vivid dream for the subject-matter probably a future time-tense addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - incarceration () borstal (1+) homosexuality (1+) 04082021 the name of the dream: the girl of my dreams x dream addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () c (1) 03082021 the name of the dream: tea and coffee but no buns or biscuits the dreamer is a new guy on the job the job is as a waiter it isn't as a food waiter though, it is for tea and coffee only, mostly coffee the area for the people sitting and drinking is massive, five-hundred plus the dreamer, along with all the other waiters, is down at the front of the room by the stage there are people on the stage dancing the dreamer begins to tap his feet and sway to the music the room starts to fill up time to do the job get a laminated wooden tray with a lip around the edges the organisers hadn't thought through the logistics of the waiters' job to get to the kitchen meant going to the oppsite side of the room where the metal barriers allowed people through to the seating area the barriers were only waist-high the deamer is tall enough to stretch his legs over the barrier failed on the first attempt but got it on the second it would be tricky with a trayfull of cups though dream ended addenda: vividness: - 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - work () waiter (3+) 02082021 the name of the dream: my impish girlfriend in bed and trying to get to sleep the old bod wasn't ready though swung my feet over the side of the bed and sat up rolled a cigarette and went to light it (it should be mentioned here, smoking in bed or before getting dressed is something the writer never does - this dream must be a past time-tense) every time the flame ignited it went out almost immediately tried half-a-dozen times before realising my girlfriend has a spray or something which produced a jet of air and was having a good old giggle at my expense the dreamer isn't in the mood for it and says, "that's a childish thing to do" my girlfriend said, "pick up your phone and look at it" the dreamer says, "let me finish my roll-up in peace" fell asleep in the dream and woke into awake-time addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 01082021 the name of the dream: the other person at the computer playing a game with an unknown person the game is to get an object to the far end of the other person's territory (think it was a gladiator-type game) the dreamer made his move after the move, if the person didn't block the dreamer's next move the dreamer will win the game in two moves the object was played back it was miles off-target the game was nearly over waited, and waited, and waited for the other person to make her or his move after waiting for bleedin' ages the dreamer began thinking that the rules should be changed a time penalty or a reduction in points sent a message to my opponent, "wakey-wakey, the games not over". the person never responded then spent half a minute of dream-time composing a message containing suggestions of how to make the game more fluid it was while the dreamer was immersed in composing the message and was becoming impatient that he realised he was in dream-time addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - computer () games () think-write dream () 31072021 the name of the dreams: poignant dream - home from home a fluffy white cat occupies fills all of our vision the dreamer gives the cat a few smooth rubs with his palm the dreamer then offers the cat a tasty piece of food that cats like (don't recall what it was) the cat moves its mouth toward the dolly mixture-sized bit of food it knocks the food off the dreamer's finger with its nose never before saw a cat misjudge where to pick up a bit of food the dreamer looks at the cat's owner "she's blind", she says emotion wells up inside of me and continues to build after waking up this dream, the dreamer is sure, comes from running through the words of an english lament during the day it's part of a song which starts... the darkest cloud that passed my life was also of my darling wife spent a while online looking for it couldn't find it addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals () mammal () cat () blind cat (1) back in home from home (prison) it is a tightly run regimen sharing a cell a female member of staff comes into the cell she is wearing the regulation dress, blue, knee-length skirt and white blouse we enter into a conversation she is telling me what classes and activities are on the prison program one program, o.c.l., she believes, wouldn't be suitable for me she is on my side the dreamer rapidly agrees again, the theme of this dream probably comes from thoughts and feelings throughout the day addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - prison () closed () 30072021 the name of the dream: twice, nearly thrice x dream addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream - x dreams (30+) two-dream x dream (1) note 1 things are definitely looking up for the writer in a couple of different ways this dream may be a reflection of those changing circumstances note 2 for the majority of people, the most intensely pleasurable feelings are the feelings accompanying ejaculation to get an insight into the pleasure felt whilst enacting straight-line-action you need to multiply the pleasure factor of x by ten-thousand that is the starting point for the pleasure of straight-line-action the writer is happy to tell you, the state of pleasure you-know-who is in when beginning a new Undulation has a "cushioning" effect like when we leave the warm environment of the home and step out into the cold, it takes a little time for the cold to start "biting" so too will it be for you-know-who as the time spent enacting straight-line-action increases, so also does the cushioning effect when she/he begins a new undulation, the increased pleasure is cushioning the pain eventually, it will be barely noticeable for her/him see also "the art of pleasure" https://endic.at/the%20art%20of%20pleasure.html 29072021 the name of the dream: "day of dreams" the name of the dream: dream five of the "day of dreams" in the first scene, the dreamer is filling a jar with liquid after putting the cap back on the jar, the dreamer turns it upside down to make sure it is on tight in the next scene, the dreamer has something else in the meantime and when he looks again the liquid is seeping out of the jar this two-scene dream is the result of doing the same thing with a jar with liquid in it during the day note 1 there were two more one or two-scene dreams in this sleep the name of the dream: dream four of the "day of dreams" got an invitation to a social event the event was for the rich and powerful powerful in the sense that those who headed the list had a gangster status their code of behaviour was extremely rigid in a skewed way the wives of the "dons" were queens, while the husbands took the decisions and gave the orders a person could get away with a personal joke with the husbands but not with their wives if nothing else, it would give the dreamer the chance to see how the other half of a corrupt society lives the convention-cum-gathering turned out to be even more formal than had been envisaged if anything the dreamer is under-dressed the sit-down banquet is scheduled to begin in an hour or so time enough to make a good impression or get me into "deep shit" the wife of the king don approaches and then stands in front of me after brief hello's, she leads me to the roof-garden the scene changes, we are walking down a wide staircase the balustrade leads down to the main hall where most people are gathered at the seventh or eighth step before the bottom of the stairs, she grabs hold of me and kisses me full on the lips the tone of the dream changes the woman has decided she wants me dead, the dreamer didn't show affection towards her when we were alone on the roof the kiss is a deadly sin she could say whatever she wanted to her husband and he would believe her no if's and but's an indiscretion of monstrous proportions had been perpetrated a levy would have to be paid but not there and then if people were shocked they didn't show it we are walking through the throng of guests a waiter offers the dreamer a platter with round chocolates wrapped in silver paper the dreamer takes two there is a bowl with large crisps in it the dreamer takes one the woman tells the dreamer not to eat it yet and asks me to give it to her after handing it to her she drops it can't tell if it was a deliberate act or not the woman asks the dreamer to pick it up he picks it up and hands it to her she then said, "eat it" the tone of her voice is not humourous, it is a command that has menace in it for the dreamer to say he is bewildered is an understatement, he is flabbergasted what's happening? the dreamer says, "no" the next thing the dreamer knows is that two short and ultra-stocky "heavies" are by my side they are going to force me to eat it the dreamer runs away from them out of the building, the dreamer is on concrete the heavies will be arriving soon the dreamer drops the crisp on the floor and grinds it into pieces with his foot the dream ends there this dream was, in part, due to thinking about the way some women have reacted to me over the years addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream - social events (3+) threatening behaviour (3+) the name of the dream: dream three of the "day of dreams" strictly speaking, this visual extravaganza should be called a "dream montage" half-in, half-out, of dream-time and awake-time unusually for montages, it has a two-tone colour scheme, yellow and black the images are portrayed in thin, black lines with black shading to begin with, the images came thick and fast, two, three and four a second for each pic much too fast to take in the detail for more than one here and there it breaks new ground in more than one way it contains more images than any other montage it wasn't just single images for the last tenth of the dream, there were colour motion sequences some of them could have found themselves as an entry in dreams diary because this montage contains awake-time and dream-time states of consciousness it is difficult to assess we'll say it lasted for two minutes one hundred and twenty seconds at two frames a second of awake-time comes to one-thousand two-hundred pics of dream-time (see the Carmen dream) let's even it out and say approximately one-thousand individual pics the only other montage with this sort of number of pics in them is the "box-montage" dream of 14022018 each of the boxes in that montage contained about fifty pics however, they are not individual pics, although each pic could be isolated, freeze-framed and re-run a "box montage" has the potential to have vastly bigger numbers of pics than this dream notes 1 until the writer gets the exposure necessary and can present his encounter with the three females who visited him about ten years ago, the reader will not be able to fully appreciate the connection between dream-time and away time addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - dream-montage (1) dream two of the "day of dreams" back in holland staying with a "crew" of five or six guys the crew are buying and selling hash the dreamer is not involved with the "business" am living the "party" life the crew are making more money than they know what to do with the police decide it's time to "take them down" the "raid" occurs in the middle of the night when we are asleep don't have time to hide my "percy" will be charged with illegal possession leave the police station and head for the dance where everybody who is anybody hangs out have on pants and a t-shirt the doorman won't let the dreamer in unless he can search him protest at being searched but the dreamer takes off his t-shirt the doorman is giving the dreamer a long, hard look before he decides whether to let him in or not the dreamer looks at the doorman straight-faced and serious and says, "i'm a man,i don't lie" go into the club sat down and get distracted by something before the dreamer knows what has happened a girl has nicked his t-shirt trying to get her to give it back without getting "macho" about it the girl will only give it back if the dreamer buys her a drink she's already half "sloshed" tell her we'll get some blow and drink and go back to my place addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - holland () hash () relationships () girl () the name of the dream: dream one of the "day of dreams" am living in a flat with two other guys one of them is paul price knew paul from secondary school days he is as friendly as they come he went on to become a session guitarist he is a well-respected person who carries a lot of weight the other person is unknown to me something the dreamer said causes paul to say to him, "let me show you something" he goes to one end of the room, starts running and when he is at sprint-speed does a forward somersault and lands on a table on his feet the dreamer says, "i am impressed" he goes on to say, "are you making a statement", and, "what's the point (you are making)?" he didn't reply the dreamer says, "my area of expertise is to come up with solutions for seemingly unsolvable problems" the scene changes, am now in a big bed with luxurious linen and a fluffy eiderdown somebody knocks on the front door or it might have been a bell that rings one of the lads answers the door a girl walks in and asks, "is such and such a person here?" before anyone can say anything a bloke in his mid-thirties comes through the still-open door in a hurry he is five or six centimetres short of two metres tall, wearing a flat cap with a shiny peak, a donkey jacket and carrying a half-metre square flat black satchel that straps over his right shoulder and is resting on his left side he could have been the postman he had come to get something though, not deliver it he said, "which one of you is so-and-so" his eyes fix on the dreamer before anyone says anything, he must have been given a description of the dreamer he pulls out a gun it's not a revolver it has a silver sleeve the length of the nail of the little finger stuck into the barrel of the gun the dreamer surmises it shoots or injects something into the skin the dream ends there addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - intrigue () friends and acquaintances (30+) paul price (1) 28072021 the name of the dream: star trek script a think-read dream which reviews the script for the next start trek movie there is talk of bringing in william shatner this dream is due to falling asleep while watching the film "galaxy quest" addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read dreams () films (1) the name of the dream: the strong swimmer out for a walk along by the river at a point of the river where it widens to about twenty metres, there are three or more people swimming two-hundred metres further downstream there are cafes and outdoor activities looks like one or two hundred people take off my shoes and pants, jump in and start swimming towards them immediately, the feeling of great strength is noticeable in the dreamer's legs the speed at which the dreamer is propelling himself is the same as that we see when watching olympic swimmers going for gold it reminds the dreamer of the time he first used flippers the flippers doubled the speed when using the crawl stroke even better, the pace is increasing as the dream ends this dream is due to the feeling of strength the dreamer felt during the day after doing standing cycle peddling - see exercise diary addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - strength dreams () swimming (1) 27072021 the name of the dream: the unwelcome guest have just woken up the flat is silent sounds are coming from the street it sounds like mid-morning a friend and his girlfriend are letting me stay at their place until the dreamer gets his place the dreamer doesn't expect he will need more than a day or two to get his accommodation the front door slams it is my friend's girlfriend she is letting me know she doesn't want me there her footsteps are deliberately heavy, she bangs things down in the next scene, her boyfriend is in the dream she says. "i've only got pie and chips" the dreamer gets the impression there's only one pie she asks the dreamer what he wants with a mixture of sarcasm and playfulness, the dreamer says, "the left-overs will be fine" addenda: vividness: - 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () the name of the dream: easy peasy a dream about editing and cataloguing dreams the dreamer is enjoying the ease with which he is able to copy and paste whole dreams from document to document it has never been so easy addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - using the computer in dreams (5+) editing dreams (1) 26072021 the name of the dream: the trilogy of rings each ring is slightly bigger than the next the rings are made of what looks like jade there is a single white gem in each of the rings in the first scene, we see the left hand of a person it could be female or male we don't see any faces in this dream she or he is wearing two of the rings one is on the ring finger, the other on the middle finger the person is taking one of the rings off her or his hand the dreamer says to someone, "i knew what it meant when i gave it to you" one of the rings changes hands whenever the person wearing one or more of the rings meets a person who enacts an act of exceptional love (a woman or a man stands aside when she or he sees that another woman's or a man's life would be fulfilled by another person who would adore her or him for life in a way the current person doesn't), or generosity (a woman or a man gives the money she or he had saved to buy a house for the person they intended to marry when a woman or a man are in the position of not having enough money to start a married life in a home which had those things a new family needed) the person taking the ring off their hand in the first scene has witnessed an act of love or generosity even greater than the act she or he enacted to merit getting the ring all three of the rings will at sometime, end up on the hand of the person who persistently enacts the greatest acts of love or generosity we all know who that will be this dream must be the future of every future Undulation in which only those who can attain heaven walk the earth addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - extreme future undulations (1) 25072021 the name of the dream: 'tis better to have lived and loved... a think-read dream exposing the jews for what they are, a money-making organisation note 1 there are a couple of white jews somewhere in the world who is the definition of a couple in love they have everything they want they are happy and healthy unfortunately, they have a jealous and vengeful god (https://www.biblestudymagazine.com/bible-study-magazine-blog/2018/8/14/a-jealous-violent-and-good-god) addenda: vividness: 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream - think-read dream () the jewish conspiracy (1) link for think-read (https://endicat.com/dreams-think-read-dreams/) second sleep, first dream in a crowded area a man hands me a ragged-edged envelope it has thirteen-hundred pounds in it no one notices the hand-over just as well, we are in a prison second dream on a coach the coach is stopped people are getting out of their seats and getting off it is as though the dreamer is one step ahead of everyone else am making my way along the aisle without stopping third dream walking through a compact park two girls make some comments the dreamer suggest we play a ball game didn't notice at first, they have a dog with them when next to one of the girls and talking to her she calls the dog it is a behemoth of a dog it easily outweighs me it has the coat and markings of an alsation noticeably, it has black fur around its mouth like the girls, it has a friendly disposition offer the back of my hand for the dog to sniff the dog, like the girls, is ready to play addenda: vividness: 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream: money () coach () girls with a dog (1) 24072021 the name of the dreams: resolution - sexy goings-on - attraction to a lizard - attraction to a puppy a dispute over the ownership of a pair of speakers has been going on for years the situation was, the dreamer overheard two people talking about how they had bought an expensive pair of speakers for loose change the two males having the conversation knew the dreamer could hear what they were saying but shady deals were part and parcel of our lifestyle the two males were delighting in the circumstances they had in effect robbed the robber within a month or so, the opportunity for the dreamer to rob the robbers who robbed the robber came along the dreamer took it the dreamer would, he knew, be a prime suspect it was just a matter of brazening it out a close acquaintance was visiting the dreamer he didn't know anything about it the dreamer had to go out for a minute or two he told his acquaintance not to let anybody in while he was out the people who the dreamer stole from concluded it was me who stole from them they knew the dreamer wouldn't let them in his premises, so they sent someone he did know to the dreamer's place of work to have a look-see for them my acquaintance knew the man they sent very well and didn't think he fell into the "anybody" category he let him in he was still there when the dreamer returned the dreamer knew there was no point in asking him not to say anything it now meant having to move everything worth stealing what the dreamer didn't know was that the people who bought the speakers had promised them to someone else the person expecting to receive them did know people who would recover them by force they were out-of-towners there were weeks when, by sheer circumstantial luck, they kept missing the dreamer by minutes their frustration grew and grew in the end, they left a "message" with my brother they set fire to his car in the middle of the night moving forward a few years the person who was supposed to receive the speakers and the dreamer cross paths (let's not forget he knows the speakers are stolen) he is still smarting about it the dreamer is doing well he is in his prime, has a quality car and girls aplenty he gives him one of the speakers and offers to sell him the other one for a song the person promised them feels he should be given both of them for free he agrees, begrudgingly addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - sexy goings-on (8+) ray appears from my right he is in a rush, almost flustered he is enthusiastic about a great job with lots of potential a newly-opened nightspot called the buzz-bar is looking for waiters the job is more of a passport to the jet-set than a job celeb's and high-rollers are flocking to it it is going to be the new "in" place the dreamer's all for it we head for the buzz bar with a purpose we get there and are now in a bedroom-sized room two girls are conducting the interview after a bit of chit-chat, one of the girls, the smaller of the two, is oozing salaciousness in both her face and speech she says to ray, "lower your pants" the dreamer is more than just a bit surprised when ray complies without a moment's hesitation the same girl gives out an involuntary, quiet squeal as ray reveals his all the dreamer realises he will be asked to do the same thing it then dawns on the dreamer this is a setup within an hour or so, pictures of both our genitalia will be in circulation the situation is the women run the business the pictures of us will be available to the other women almost immediately the women will choose their waiter for the night based on the attractive qualities of the male's personality and genitalia if they think they're getting a look at mine without me getting a look at theirs, they're mistaken going for the jackpot, the dreamer says, "a true test of attraction can only be established if the woman and the man fondle each other" the salacious girl is up for it her companion is mulling it over when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - xually-related dreams (4+) friends/acquaintances (ray) (3+) attraction to a lizard from somewhere, a green, flattish lizard appears it is about the size of a modern mobile phone a lot thicker though it emanates a demure quality the dreamer senses it wants to be cuddled he picks it up and places the lizard against his neck and throat the dreamer then lies down with the lizard nestled comfortably between the gap between his neck and the surface of whatever it is the dreamer is lying on the lizard is motionless except for its barely perceptible movement of breathing whether it was a female or male isn't known what the reptile wants is the warmth of the dreamer's body addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals () reptiles () lizards () attraction to a puppy the dreamer is asked by a passing stranger if he wants a puppy and opens his jacket the dreamer can't resist the puppy-dog-eyes and agrees to take it the puppy senses that he is about to have a new owner and jumps out of the coat of the passer-by and onto the chest of the dreamer the passer-by brings up the subject of money the dreamer has to open his coat to get to the money he goes into his pocket and brings out a note the passer-by is satisfied and walks away the dreamer then realised that he doesn't have the puppy and the passer-by has gone from the dream the dreamer becomes panicky as he looks around on the ground the dreamer's attention is drawn to the roof of the car parked next to where the dreamer is standing the puppy is looking dejected his eyes meet the dreamer's eyes as with the first time we made eye contact, he jumps onto the dreamer's chest the dreamer determines that the puppy will never feel abandoned again this dream is based on an awake-time instance when a young lad offered the writer a puppy dog as he was a few hundred yards from home the writer bought the puppy-dog this dream almost certainly came about as a result of thoughts of getting a dog during the day before the dream addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals () mammals () dogs (7+) 23072021 the name of the dream: the hors d'oeuvre trolley the dreamer is not sure if he works in the restaurant or he has been invited by the owners or clients as the dream starts, we are seated at a round table the table can seat eight or ten in the first scene, there are four or five of us we expecting more people two or three people have something from the hors d'oeuvre trolley the dreamer goes against his desire for food and decides it would impress the others at the table if he joins one or two of the others and declines anything from the hors d'oeuvre selection as the trolley is being wheeled away the dreamer is on the verge of calling it back the dreamer is famished the feeling of hunger accompanies his waking addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - food (10+) hors d'oeuvres () 22072021 the name of the dream: the unfinished conversation a trio of callers, a girl and two boys, are at the door after the dreamer answers the bell the dreamer invites them into the hallway he will not be inviting them into the living-room the callers are all around the twenty-years of age bracket they say they are visiting me on behalf of a neighbour the dreamer asks them to make the conversation as quickly as possible they agree with nods one of the boys wants to know if the dreamer will compile a musical collection for a house-bound neighbour the dreamer tells them that he did make a compilation for him some while back again, there are nods the dreamer is trying to make sense of their visit why would they ask me to compile music for the neighbour? he could tell them what he likes and they could make a compilation it comes to light that they belong to a religious organisation the dreamer suspects it is the jehovah's witnesses their visit is to find out about me the dreamer is about to ask if the girl's name is evie when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - unfinished dreams (10+) 21072021 the name of the dream: fly in the fridge the writer's diet has gone through some major changes of late one of the changes was to eat at least four or more fruits a day after a couple of weeks, the dreamer changes his fruit diet he goes from four or more fruits a day to only oranges it was during the day before this dream when the thought, which is clearly remembered, to incorporate grapes into the diet occured the dream, a two-scene dream, has the dreamer opening the fridge door, then moving things around the dreamer sees, then reaches for, the see-through carton of grapes before his hand gets to the carton, he sees an insect standing on the grape closest to him it had two very small eyes, four legs, and two feelers coming out of its head the feelers are longer than any other parts of its body being as it was in amongst fruit, the dreamer thinks it is a fruit fly even though it doesn't have wings (non of the pics in google images for "fruit fly" came close to what this insect loks like) there is a momentary staring-match between fly and human the scene changes, the dreamer is looking into the carton of grapes he sees a grape that has been knawed it puts the dreamer off wanting to eat any of the grapes addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals (10+) insects (2+) note 1 the grapes in the dream are easy to explain how or why the fly got into the dream is mystifying theories' to explain it are too wild to proffer 20072021 the name of the dreams: the photo portrait company - a night at the theatre was going around from person to person and place to place drumming up business for a new venture the idea is to have a video interview with a person, family, friend, business colleague, etc. the dreamer would then watch the video with the person who engaged him at their home or a place of their choice the client would indicate, at various points of the video, that or those expressions which "caught the essence" of the person's personality the dreamer would then freeze-frame the video, for a second or a few seconds, looking at which frames best captured the client's view of her, or his character eventually, the client would settle on one frame the chosen frame could be painted by an artist or, and this was the main novelty, be given a computer programme which rendered the image into a geographical map, the same as in ordnance maps, which lays out the terrain in uneven concentric circles (http://www.themapcentre.com/ekmps/shops/themapcentre/images/ordnance-survey-1-5-000-map-map-print-sent-by-post-please-select-map-size-a0-ground-coverage-3.9km-x-5.4km-6713-p.jpg) the programme was dirt-cheap cheap enough to give away the client would save himself the expense of hiring an artist to fill in the colours her or himself a lesser and more expensive novelty was to give the coloured picture substance with a "paper texturising-machine" which gave it the look of an oil painting addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - innovation in dreams (3+) a night at the theatre the dreamer is connected to an actors' guild by way of his musical connections they invite him to a mens' night-out at the theatre the dreamer gets the o.k. to invite members of his family-friendly he persuades four or five relatives of the family to join him for reasons not featured in the dream, the members of the family can't get to the theatre until about twenty minutes after the curtain goes up in the theatre, it is dark the dreamer can see there are two hundred or so people the nine or ten men the dreamer is with are all seated at the back row wasn't able to concentrate on what was going on on stage as the dreamer wanted to be aware of his relatives the moment they walked in the members of the family come into the theatre at the time they said they would the dreamer's hand shot into the air the moment he saw them they made their way to him and sat down the dreamer says, "will introduce you to my colleagues at the intermission felt pleased that my relatives had entered the theatre and made the way to their seats with complete anonymity addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - theatre-related (2+) family, friends and acquaintances 19072021 the name of the dreams: poor judgement - a dead-live big cat was living at home with mom we headed into town on the bus, mom asked me if a friend of mine had a key to let himself in the dreamer had, on a couple of occasions, given him the key to let himself in mom went on to say that some of her things had been moved one or two things had gone missing mom wasn't getting senile, far from it if things had been moved and gone missing, things had been moved and gone missing thought about the possibility of him stealing things the circumstances meant he must have had a key cut for himself the dreamer had misjudged him would have to buy new lock and keys when we were shopping addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () at someones home it was a three-people home their child, a young boy of about ten years, had a wrap-around leopard skin complete with the head a first-time visitor to the house didn't know about the leopard skin he had walked into the boy's room and had frozen with fear the dream became one of laughter as the dream ended this dream was caused by watching the film "sammy going south" (http://endic.at/Sammy.Going.South.1963.mp4) addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - film-influenced dreams (5+) 18072021 the name of the dream: ufo compilation at the computer am putting together clips of sightings of ufo's the first two clips seemed to know where to go on their own compiling video clips had never been easier on the third clip, the dreamer-computer liaison started to break down in came the old problem of clicking open folders and then moving the files into the folder things ground to a halt completely on the fourth clip no amount of finger-tapping on the folder icon opened the folder woke out of the dream in a state of frustration addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream - ufo's (4+) computer limitations (4+) note 1 there's obviously a limitation of accessibility between dream-time/awake-time which isn't available at this point of time of evolution 17072021 the name of the dream: x dream addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () 16072021 the name of the dream: 3D audio another "first" fell asleep listening to a radio play of the science fiction story "foundation" in the first scene of the dream, the dreamer becomes either the person speaking (participant) or an observer, i.e. listening to the characters in one scene in particular the voice "carried" from one place in the scene to another imagine, you are in a room, someone says something, the stereo faculty of our brains pinpoints the position the sound came from, we look to where the voice is, we observe the face of the person speaking, the person stops talking, someone, somewhere else in the room, replies to what the first person said, our gaze goes to the person replying we become the person replying (participant) or are observing the person replying imagine that happening three or four times it was just two months and two weeks ago (03052021) when the writer had his first 3D visual dream there was depth in the first scene of this dream but not enough for the dream to be categorised as a 3D visual dream it is just a matter of time before we are able to access the full range of all senses in both awake-time and dream-time addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - 3D audio (1) 15072021 the name of the dream: cat and mouse a lorry-full of vital items destined for the general public is seconded and the items are to be scrapped because the military needs the specialised container of the articulated lorry to transport a military device the self-employed owner-driver of the lorry gets wind of what's happening and takes matters into his own hands he intends to make sure the goods reach the people for whom they are intended the driver of the lorry is a lifelong trucker he knows the dirt-track back roads, gulleys and roads through forests which aren't on any maps it becomes a cat and mouse-type dream in one scene, the trucker takes cover in the maze of roads of a "spaghetti junction" (https://www.google.com/search?q=largest+spaghetti+junction+in+the+world&sxsrf=ALeKk039Q3O8gv3NppBP_37o7tcuYJl4kQ:1626376366070&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjh88eM5OXxAhVRolwKHar4C94Q_AUoAXoECAEQAw&biw=1292&bih=665#imgrc=WApT8BudkhqDfM) there is one place in the junction which is big enough for two or three trucks that are only known to truckers the dream ends as the goods reach the people they are intended for addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - vehicles () lorries (2+) 14072021 the name of the dream: the white room a highly vivid dream set in holland a hostel houses two hundred plus guests the dream is in the ablutions of the guest house or hostel there are ten or more rows of sinks each row has about twenty sinks in, it the bright lighting, white sinks, sivler taps and the mirrors on the wall give it the illusion of it being the size of a football pitch (for a small country, holland certainly thinks big) the dreamer is almost alone in the area a tall, black-haired, well built, proportioned and retiring young man of about twenty comes to a sink near me he is irish it soon becomes obvious he has come to holland for x the dreamer offers to show him how to go about it the ablutions begin to fill up the women have no qualms about taking their bra's off to wash the dreamer tells him not to look directly at them the trick is to pretend to be shaving and look at the girls via the mirrors that run all the way along the walls the young man becomes flushed it is to be the dreamer's fun-filled duty to make sure he loses his virginity addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - holland (5+) 13072021 the name of the dreams: buddies - out of sync one of those dreams that are not uncommon in awake-time you meet someone for the first time and immediately become long-term friends was sitting on a wall across the road from the gym the gym was in a shopping centre a passer-by asked the dreamer if he knew where the gym was it didn't take long to get him talking about the merits and the exercises of keeping fit went with him to show him where it was in no time at all, we were "working out" together he was soaking up very bit of information the dreamer fed him among other things that we talked about was the benefits of having a training partner after we finished exercising, we walked off into the day together and began planning for what we would do that evening addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () male () keep-fit themed-dreams () got up and dressed with nowhere to go in particular went to see a friend at his place, the dreamer persuades him to go out to a dance he is enthusiastic about it one slight problem, the shoes the dreamer has got on aren't dancing shoes no problem, he has two or three pairs of shoes my size he puts the shoes down by my feet for reasons unknown, the dreamer isn't wearing socks the innards of the shoe are soft and thick the slightly moist feet of the dreamer doesn't enable him to slip the first pair of shoes on easily the theme of the dream changes from a "going out" dream to a "keeping him waiting" dream no matter how he tries the dreamer can't get the first pair of shoes on there are then four to six scenes of the dreamer trying to get shoes on can get the right foot of one pair of shoes on but not the left then can get the left shoe of another pair on but not the right it gets ridiculous try to get two different styles of shoes that fit each pairing looks more stupid than the last the dreamer's friend has become impatient he says he will wait for me outside the frustrated dreamer is still trying shoes on as he wakes up this dream represents a feeling of frustration the writer had during the day we are twenty-one, going on twenty-two years behind schedule it's anybody's guess how many Undulations it is going to take to synchronise our evolution to the year 2000 addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant and observer - the category of the dream - emotions () frustration (2+) 12072021 the name of the dreams: sorry - birds, again a three-scened dream a girl is reading out her written apology it is a sincere, almost touching, explanation of why she deceived me think she had stolen from me the letter was from the heart the dreamer dismissed any thoughts of compensation addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - spoken think-read (1) during a sleepy lie-down, a vivid Montage with about seven scenes played out all the scenes were of budgerigars in motion think they were all in cages addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the motion-Montage: animals () dinosaurs () budgerigars (1) - https://endicat.com/dream-montage/ 11072021 the name of the dreams: sensible people - fruits for my sweet a company has reached the point when it is obliged to go public and offer shares there are those within the company who can see there is a fortune to be made by selling cheap and re-buying unbeknown to the dreamer who is trying to warn people what is going on the dreamer is shunned by most people because they are in on the scam there are two scenes that show the documents have been re-written to stop the company from going public this, in turn, enables just a few people to reap most of the rewards the dreamer is frustrated that he can't get some people who should know better to see what is going on it becomes clear that the dreamer is going to be dismissed then there is another couple of scenes showing documents on the day of the floatation, the company is saved by a few people who want the company to remain in the employee's hands and they slip in a few clauses which enable the company to stay with the workers there are furious recriminations from those who wanted to sell when they realise what has happened addenda: vividness: 2.6/7 - observer - the category of the dream - business () fruits for my sweet my girlfriend has come round for the evenings am going to surprise her with a fancy fruit salad go to the fridge to get the ingredients the envisaged scene of her being delighted with the presentation is dashed when the dreamer sees the fruits they have been in the fridge for too long some have mould on them others have gone soft attempt to separate the usable from unusable the dreamers best efforts aren't good enough my girlfriend looks at the fruit on the table she can see the fruits aren't fresh she goes to the fridge one look tells the story the dreamer is left with mud on his face addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () food () fruit () 10072021 the name of the dream: fire in the night two of us leave a house in the wee hours of the night think we had been playing cards there seemed to be an unusually lot of activity for the time of night first, one or two cars whizzed by at the bottom of the street then, a male went sprinting by from left to right at the same place as the cars looking in the direction they were going, we could see a soft, red glow it was a fire, obviously then the words "plane crash" sounded out it wasn't the sort of thing that got my companion or myself excited we would hear about it in the morning addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - plane crashes (1+) 09072021 the name of the dream: a healthy dream in town walking along have a walking stick in my right hand it's as much for style as it is an aide it gives that little bit of added security which enables the dreamer to walk normally next scene, on a drop handlebar bike on a dual carriageway of an inner ring road (looks like coventry) there is next to no traffic must be moving at forty k.p.h. someone else on a bike passes me as we are approaching a fifty-metre decline that leads to a roundabout have gathered too much speed the roundabout, although a large one, is too small to manoeuvre the speed the dreamer is going am approaching the roundabout too fast a vehicle could come out of the blue from the right keeping his left hand on the top of the handlebars, he applies the brake on the right-hand side of the handlebars the sensation of speed and deceleration at this point of the dream is one of four or five of the stand-out moments of the dream the dreamer is on his way to see steve he is living in an upstairs flat of what looks like a factory floor or a warehouse ask a man in a white coat if he knows him he does he tells me he lives across the other side of the building the dreamer says, "no, he lives on the first floor of where we are" steve emerges from a door to my left he has a bushy, full head of hair he sees me and completely ignores me the dreamer says, "o.k. i'll leave you alone" next scene away from the factory and walking in a spacious environment with wide walkways walking with a stick it's more for style than an aide for walking the dreamer's steps are sure, he can feel the firmness of his feet on the ground a young lad of about twenty steps off the road and onto the pavement next to the dreamer can tell from his face that he is a friendly person we begin talking as we are walking he puts his hand and arm between my right arm and body he is too friendly for his own good a predatory male could easily take advantage of him we go to where he lives he shows me the body of a home-made guitar it needs strings and pick-ups the dreamer tells his father or carer that her can finish it and make it playable the young lad shows me his record collection they are in a cardboard box about a metre square and a third of a metre deep there are about a hundred 45's in it the dream closes at the end of this scene addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream () 08072021 the name of the dream: tubes and tanks what started as an average-sized fish tank that connected one fish tank to another by way of a see-through cylindrical tube became more and more elaborate over three or four scenes eventually, a four by five-metre living room was a blaze of colour and movement as fish swam through the tubes from tank to tank, that went from floor to ceiling and wall to wall this dream was due to the idea of a single fish tank connecting to another fish tank by way of see-through tubes some months ago this dream was the fulfilment of that idea addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - animals () fish (2+) 07072021 the name of the dream: dressed for the occasion the dreamer finds out that a girl who lives near him and he fancies goes dancing the place she goes to isn't a disco but a live "big band" dance hall although it is a big band and plays popular songs the music isn't contemporary popular dance music the desire to become acquainted with the girl overcomes his preferences he gets his friend to come with him to the dance the dress sense is not casual as would be the case at a disco but semi-formal, shirt, trousers and jacket the dreamer has got it covered he has clothes he likes wearing which are formal on the night, the dreamer is wearing black velvet trousers and silk or silk-like shirt his friend is wearing brown trousers and a white shirt at the dance, the dreamer is watching others dancing it is definitely not the sort of dancing he would do normally he finds out that the band stops playing about halfway through the evening, and it becomes a disco the girl is enjoying herself dancing with her friend is already smiling as he asks her, "will you dance with me later when the disco music starts?", she says, "yes" the writer is thinking about how things will go with her when they are on the floor together when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () girls () 06072021 the name of the dream: a rat and two spiders the dreamer is living alone no girlfriend no friends the dreamer is at a low ebb in his life, and things are about to get worse a large plain, grey/brown spider decides to set up home in the dreamer's, bare one-room bedsit as a countermeasure, the dreamer gets a rat to "sort it out" the spider shows its face again the dreamer hits it with his pillow the spider falls to the floor, stunned the rat makes short work of it another spider with a big, coloured body appears in the dream (stand-out visual) it is more like a tarantula than any other type of spider that comes to mind the dreamer doesn't want to witness its demise the dreamer leaves the two antagonists to battle it out the rat will obviously be the winner the spiders in this dream are the result of watching a video of three or more people discussing their feelings about spiders addenda: vividness: 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals () mammals () rats (1) insects () spiders (3) 05072021 the name of the dream: life is but a dream won a competition the prize is a very small rowing boat the boat is delivered to the nearest mooring to the dreamer go along to where it has been delivered at a push, two people can sit in it one of the things the dreamer intends to do is go to a nearby river with sandwiches and a flask of tea and photograph the birdlife the spot the dreamer has chosen is at one of the widest parts of the river it has bullrushes that extend for fifty or so metres along the banks at one point, the growth narrows the river to little more than a stream it won't be possible to get close to the bank using oars the dreamer will need paddles there is then a couple of scenes when the dreamer buys and then tries to use paddles it's a little tricky to start but it soon became easy to use them the dreamer makes plans to take his girlfriend with him she is happy to try it the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - competition prizes (1+) rowing boats (1) 04072021 the name of the dream: pies, pasties and claustrophobic places the dreamer is the undisputed king of pies his pies define the word pie an envious upstart is attempting to take his glory by introducing a meal-in-one pastie credit to the upstart, it is a scrumptious pastie there may even be an ingredient or two in the pastie which could find its way into the dreamer's pies in an effort to gain popularity, the upstart comes up with the snazzy name of "the gingy pastie" (yes, the writer is aware of a brand name that has a similar sound to it) into the dream comes the adjudicator his unbiased judgement will settle the matter the upstart is desperate to take the crown he cosies up to the adjudicator he fails to understand the adjudicator will see his approach as a transgression of fair competition the dreamer becomes aware of what the upstart is doing and intends to catch him red-handed trying to influence the adjudicator's opinion to get to the adjudicator means having to squeeze between two tall, smooth walls the dreamer is having trouble moving through the narrow space of the walls a feeling of claustrophobia comes over him he can see the adjudicator and upstart at the end of the enclosed space the sight of them together spurs him on if it hasn't already, the fact the adjudicator and the upstart are in conference will turn public opinion against him the dreamer is no longer worried about being dethroned addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - food () pies and pasties (1) 03072021 the name of the dream: a nighttime dream a late-night meal at a sit-down fish and chip shop is the last thing the dreamer does before heading for home as he walks past a house, a black dog comes through the gate it wants company the dreamer strokes the dog the dog then lies down and exposes its stomach the dreamer scratches its stomach the dreamer takes a liking to the dog and decides to become its new owner the dreamer takes a few steps away from the dog and beckons it to come to him the dog stays lying on the pavement in the last scene, the dreamer is approaching a t-junction as he is about to cross the road a sleek sports car enters the dream the dreamer waits for it to pass the car stops a couple of metres to the right of the dreamer the unseen driver is, it appears, being courteous the dreamer isn't sure what the driver's motive is and feels unsafe about the idea of walking in front of the car both the car or the dreamer is stationary as the dream ends addenda: vividness: - 2.6 to 2.7 - the category of the dream - nighttime dreams: food () fish and chips () animals () mammals () dogs () cars () 02072021 the name of the dream: ambition without understanding this one-scene dream is of a monkey the monkey is the size of a boy of twelve or thirteen we are looking at the monkey from a metre or so above it the monkey is attempting to cross a bridge it is not using the wide footpath of the bridge but the supporting iron structure underneath the bridge the bridge straddles a river the distance from one side to the other is about fifty-metres it is at least eighty metres to the river below the monkey becomes stricken with a severe attack of vertigo it loses its sense of orientation and lets go of the metal above its head we see the monkey falling it doesn't look scared mercifully, it is no longer aware of its situation addenda: vividness: 2.8 - observer - the category of the dream - deadly outcomes () animal () mammal () monkey 01072021 the name of the dream: pioneers the dreamer is a young boy he is about ten years of age he is in a shop buying sweets getting the right sweets is taking too long the dreamer wants sweets that have different centres in them the shop doesn't have the ones the boy wants what the store-keeper does have is marble-sized sweets that have a shiny two-toned shell the shells are brown/gold, yellow/pink... (the stand-out visual) the boy-dreamer is enthusiastic about them he looks through the store window he sees his family and some close relatives, about twelve people, stretched out over a distance of about forty metres, are waiting for him the boy-dreamer realises he is holding people up he steps outside the members of the family are just the tail-end of a much bigger group of people stretching over a distance of a hundred and fifty metres there are about fifty people most are on foot five or six are on horses they too are waiting for the boy-dreamer momentarily, he feels guilty for keeping everyone waiting at the furthest point of the scene are small mountains the terrain is mountainous and the ground is parched more desert than fallow ground we are about to embark into unknown territory in search of habitable ground addenda: vividness: - 2;7 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - 30062021 the name of the dream: should have been an x dream under the eiderdown lying down in bed having a conversation the person the dreamer is talking to isn't seen in the dream a girl is listening to us talking she has long, bunched up auburn-coloured hair she is wearing black slacks and a black top the slacks and top are a different shade of black the dreamer says something to her the girl immediately joins the dreamer under the covers the dreamer is not naked, he is wearing pyjamas the girl doesn't get undressed she turns her back to the dreamer now we are in the "spoon" position the dreamer places his right hand on her shoulder his forearm is resting on her upper-arm he says to the girl, "it's great to have a girl close to me" the girl can feel parts of the dreamer through her clothes the dreamer knows the next thing he says will determine what happens next before the dreamer has thought of what to say the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 29062021 the name of the dream: about-turn accusers a think-read dream about a woman the woman is incorrectly accused of wrong-doing before she is cleared of doing anything wrong, she is persecuted and condemned it's amazing how quickly people come up with reasons for not taking the blame when they are wrong addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read (10+) 28062021 the name of the dream: more about love the dreamer has an audience of three or four people he is laying out how it works and why things are happening the way they are "because our destiny is both qualitative and endless we are bound to be magnanimous" "it would mean nothing if we were to make our way into the future and pay no heed to those who could also experience it if they knew how to but didn't do anything to guide them" "what sort of joyousness is it that ignores others who don't realise what's available?" "there is a special type of satisfaction that only occurs when presenting the way it works to others" "there is a wholesome characteristic to a love that starts last and finishes joint first" "everything that can be done will be done to make every individual realise and expand their potential" the dream goes on making analogies using different circumstances black and white a room filled with objects made of silver there are at least two more dreams like this elsewhere in the diary one is on the 09122014 will categorise them as reflections of love addenda: vividness: 2.7 to 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - reflections of love (3+) 27062021 the name of the dream: my father was an astronaut first scene, man in a astronauts suit the suit looks the same as the ones we're used to seeing on the telly the difference was the backpack went right down the calves only the face was visible it was a little eerie the words "I'm your father" sounded out the dreamer followed him into a tight corridor two or three other people entered the dream the dreamer said "what's it like?" was referring to living forever he never responded but walked through a wall and out of the dream addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - you-know-who (1) astronaut (1) 26062021 the name of the dream: dreams and dreams theory am at the computer have decided to re-index the categorising of the category of the dreams it meant re-reading every dream with viv and verve unmatched in the history of a dreams diary, the dreamer applies himself to the task after the third dream has been re-indexed, the magnitude of the undertaking starts to make itself felt don't get me wrong, the writer likes a good Think-read/write dream, as much as the next person (https://endicat.com/think-read-think-write/) but there are limits it was while the third or fourth dream entry is being re-indexed that the hopelessness of finishing the job of re-indexing in one "go" hits home it's going to take years somewhere in his being, something revolted the dream is about columbo it gets the dreamer thinking he watched part of an episode of columbo before going to sleep so that's it the dreamer is merely trying to remember the details of the episode he watched before going to sleep the dreamer is a bit annoyed with himself now he hasn't got a dream to enter into the diary still dreaming, the dreamer is trying to remember the details of what happened in Dream-time before the decision to amend the indexing (https://endicat.com/z-awake-time-dream-time/) if he concentrates hard enough, the details before the decision to re-index the diary will emerge, and the dreamer will have the material to make it into an entry the dreamer starts to wake up there is a sense of satisfaction when the writer is fully awake and realises the convoluted nature between awake-time and dream-time is the essence of the dream addenda: vividness: 2.7/8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - dreams about dreaming (2+) think-read/write (5+) computer (2+) notes 1 way off into the future, our dream-time memories are, then as now, a mix of the present, future and past experiences our dreams will, then as now, be about the influences in awake-time it is proposed we call the amalgamation of all experiences our soul it will include all the awake-time experiences from the beginning of our evolution to Transmutation (not later than five thousand million years from now) which brings up other points at what time in our evolution did we start dreaming? are our experiences the fulfilling or perhaps the realisation, that every endeavour we embark on is a part of the soul in its entirety? in the future, some bad dreams will be of memories of this time the writer has more than one memory of a predatory dinosaur trying to turn him into a meal will make one of them into a Picture Page (https://endic.at/picture%20pages-2.html) will call it, "a true-to-type Troodon" (https://www.thoughtco.com/things-to-know-troodon-1093803) notes 2 there's probably a useful application in assessing the time-tense or "mood" of a dream by the colour in the dream this is another brown/rust-coloured dream 25062021 the name of the dream: the eligible bachelor modesty prevents the writer from putting in the details addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships (38+) female (29+) 24062021 the name of the dream: a poke in the eye to the establishment it is a society run on whim and favouritism every so often, everyone is re-assessed there are three lines of people at a guess, about seven hundred people moving slowly two columns of people moving one way and the third moving in the opposite way when at the front of the row the person is allocated their new work i.d. while shuffling forward hear two people talking in the row next to me the row they are in is moving much slower than the one the dreamer is in one of them mentions his name it occurs to the dreamer that the way things are run is so sloppy it's just possible that if he gives someone else's name by the time it comes to light the person who discovers it won't be bothered to run checks or initiate an investigation it works like a dream the dreamer is given a position that enables him to leak bits of information uncovering the true nature of the people calling the shots it won't bring big changes immediately it will, however, sew the seeds of discontent and revulsion a final scene, a bird flies into the kitchen and perches itself on the top of the open window addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - society/work (2+) 23062021 the name of the dream: a glint in the night, a.k.a. some people are a jinx after all the preparations had been made for a night out with a neighbour, at the very last moment, it fell flat when the neighbour said he'd changed his mind am fairly sure he was prompted to do it by another neighbour who was in the room and had done the same thing to me on more than one occasion the dreamer told the neighbour who was meant to be coming out with me not to expect me to organise another night out and stormed out of his house outside and walking away, a glint on the floor drew my attention and looking closer look it turned out to be a coin as with other dreams of this type, finding one leads to seeing another and then another and so on there were about a dozen coins of gold and silver in my left fist when the neighbour, the person who persuaded the man who had wanted the evening out to change his mind, was standing nearby and seen what was happening he made a casual remark andthe dreamertold him to f' off it didn't stop him from coming over and grubbing around on the ground alongside me and saying things aimed at placating me after a little while, he hadn't found anything and my run of luck ran out as well addenda: addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - finding money/valuables (3+) 22062021 the name of the dream: a lucky guy a male friend came to visit for the evening at the end of the visit, he asks the dreamer if he knows where he could buy a particular item he was one of those people who point blank refuse to get a computer but don't hesitate to reap the benefits of the versatility of the computer within a minute the computer located the item and the nearest place he could buy one the computer highlighted the shop on a street map which was, as it happened, within a hundred metres or so of where we were he asked me in a way that suggested it would be a big favour to him if the dreamer would walk him to the shop even though it was evening and the shop was closed it was an easy enough thing to do and we both got ready to leave when his back was turned to my girl and said, "will give you a big hug when i get back" she leaned forward and said with uncomplicated emotions, "i want a hug now" her red cheeks and lips highlighted her clean young looks and the dreamer thought how lucky he is to have a girlfriend with such a captivating personality (stand-out scene) shook my head though the hug, the dreamer knew, would involve a kiss and, as we all know, kisses have the nasty habit of not knowing when to stop didn't want the friend to get ebarrased for a minute upon waking, the writer lay still luxuriating in the feelings of being fully rested while still on the boundaries of asleep and awake when another dream played out had come across an eye which had been in a doll or a teddy bear it not only looked like an eye but it had the look of being alive in the dream, had placed the eye between the fingers of my clenched fist and put hair above and below it a split second before she saw it said to my girl, in a way which suggested it was a cute pet, "found this little thing" her brain filled in the blanks and she was seeing a living thing as big as a head inside my clenched fist she recoiled instinctively for a split second before realising she had been "got", again addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (35+) female (25+) male (15+) 21062021 the name of the dream: talk-through tuition at the computer watching a programme which walked people through the steps of building a website it was an "idiot-proof" procedure that didn't allow the person creating the website to make a mistake whenever the person made a mistake the programme auto-initiated a return-to-previous-step procedure and wiped that or those commands which led to the mistake the mistake was highlighted with an explanation of why the error occurred and explained how to avoid repeating the mistake notes 1 this procedure is similar to the way think-write dreams are composed addenda: addenda: vividness: 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream - computer (3+) website/page construction (1+) 20062016 the name of the dreams: cashing in - high tea - the magpie and the black cat a local newspaper has as its headline, "the company? is bringing its opening date forward by three months" the soon-to-be-opened shop specialises in kiddies items the company intends to take advantage of the announcement that a rare breed of a bear will be on exhibition in the town centre in a few weeks the paper notes that the company is resorting to cheap tactics cheap tactics are the grist of newspapers so they should know meanwhile, somewhere in holland, a cafe has a notice in its window saying, "it comes on slowly and stays with you all day" the notice has a drawing of a steaming cup of tea it is referring to hash tea meanwhile, looking out of the kitchen window and into the back garden... a magpie "calls out" a cat the dreamer's attention is drawn to the excited squawking of a magpie as it hops in quick, jerky movements near a bush a smallish black cat emerges at speed from out of the bush in an attempt to catch the bird with the help of a flap or two of its wings, the magpie jumps neatly up onto a branch of a nearby tree the bird is about one-and-a-half metres off the ground the cat weighs up the situation and decides not to enter the bird's territory the magpie is taunting the cat with sounds that have a mocking characteristic the cat slinks away utterly demoralised at about three metres from the bush, a sound, or a movement or a thought causes the cat to swivel its head around and look back at the magpie the look of homicidal intent in its glaring pale-green eyes is only too easy to interpret addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dream (40+) animals (40+) (20+) animals (40+) dinosaurs (10+) birds (4+) cats (3+) hash tea (1) birds (3+) cats (2+) hash tea (1) note 1 the next class of beings are due to emerge in about twenty-five million years this website feels confident that in twenty-five million years the birds will still be around, whereas mammals will have become, as all species except the birds of the dinosaur class did, extinct see also part eight of This page - https://endic.at/S/SU%20-%20SZ/summary%205th%20august%20-%2020th%20october%202010.html 19062016 the name of the dream: peeved a new girlfriend invited me to her home she liked me and the dreamer likes her we both fully expected we would "cement" our new relationship that night the dreamer wore a suit in case she wanted to go out she didn't want to go out and wanted us to watch a film the dreamer was sitting on the sofa and expected her to come and join me she didn't, instead, she sat on her own why didn't she come and sit next to me? the black and white film lasted for ninety minutes and we watched the engrossing film without saying anything the film finished she stood up, turned off the t.v. and said, "take your jacket off" the dreamer shook his head and said, "no" "why not?", she asked the dreamer looked her up and down, "because", i said she had a pained look on her face and the dream ended addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (37+) female (28+) 18062021 the name of the dream: a narrow escape and a narrow doorway in the town centre a young man latched onto me then he was joined by someone he knew they were up to something they tried to get me to go somewhere with them but the danger signals were flashing could sense their frustration whenthe dreamermade an excuse and left them in the next scene, there were two girls and another young man on a bike one of the girls left the dream and the remaining one let me know she was interested the three of us made off to her place she lived way out of town now we are in the country and walking along a narrow dirt path with low hedgerows at the top of a brow, a village in amongst trees came into view there are at least two steeples in the village in the valley it was taking too long to get there and the dreamer said, "if we don't get there soon i'm going back" then the dreamer became aware that the pushbike was motorised and was perfectly suited for the path were walking along the young man would occasionally give the bike the "gun" and make like a dirt-bike racer and disappear and re-appear the dreamer asked again when we would get there and he pointed to my left and said, "just there" in the next scene, the dreamer is following the girl up some narrow spiral stone stairs we are in one of the steeples at the top of the stairs, the girl has to turn sideways and squeeze through the doorway to get into the accommodation when she is through the doorway her young daughter of about five greets her the two of them retreat into the room the dreamer begins to squeeze through the doorway but it's too narrow and the dreamer gets stuck and has to pull himself back out the dreamer calls out to the girl but she doesn't re-appear and the dream ends addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - low-life men (3+) unfulfilling relationships (2+) 17062921 the name of the dream: the programme we are in a time when technology rules everything that can be known about a person is known have moved into a new place to live the first thing that the new-dweller has to do is sync her or his biology to the all-encompassing programme having done that, the first order of the day is a meal the first food that the dreamer considers is rejected by the programme because it has one particular substance that is incompatible with his physiology the programme gave the reason, it would throw a more important biological process out of balance it gave equally convoluted reasons for the next four or five foods that the dreamer thought of the programme corrected the pronunciation of one of the words the dreamer used it was fun to vary a syllable here or there and get the programme to speak with a foreign accent the thing is, it gives reasons for not eating or reading or watching this that or the other but, annoyingly, it doesn't give suggestions or recommendations of what is suited to the person it must be that when no negative advice is suggested it is alright for you this dream is a similar theme to the dream of 11062021 the main difference is the colour the colours in this dream had more texture or substance addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - future technology (5+) in the home (?) 16062921 the name of the dream: the mouse and me a dream about computer folders the folders contained drawings and photo's there were instructions on how to sort and assemble them used the mouse to initiate changes and move the pictures from place to place this is the first time that using the mouse didn't present problems addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - computer-related (15+) mouse (1) folders (8+) 15062021 the name of the dream: too casual about earning a wage got the sack from a job in a factory because of irregular attendance wasn't too bothered, jobs were aplenty, it wouldn't take long to get back into work the most immediate concern was to get something to eat went to the canteen and asked one of the women server's if the dreamer could have a meal and pay when the dreamer gets his wages the women said o.k. but it meant having to wait until the rush was over a female from admin came to me and told me to go and pick up the bits and pieces that had been in my locker and were now in one of the offices there was a scene in the office with my items on a desk, gathered them up and the dream ended without getting a meal addenda: addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - work (7+) unemployment (1+) 14062021 the name of the dream: magic in dreams a tale of a top-down society the main figure in this dream is a "jolly-giant" type man he is friendly and brash for someone with unlimited credit, his clothes left something to be desired they are too tight he is in a generous mood with a gesture and a pronouncement, and a bit of dream-magic, he transforms people from the confinement of a restricted money supply to that of princess and prince status he could do this by placing his hand over the crotch of a person they instantly became a celebrity their clothes changed into tight-fitting, silver-coloured, one-piece garments the jubilation of the girl he had just transformed became infectious everybody's spirit was lifted he could transform lots of people in minutes how many more of us could he transform before the dream ended? addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream - weird and wonderful (7+) 13062021 the name of the dream: the all-purpose indentification and purchasing offer while surfing came across a fantastic offer it was an introductory offer for a new way of both buying software and hardware online through a universally recognisable identification it seemed too good to be true the new customer could try out the service free of charge before signing up for it decided to buy something to try it out it worked without committing myself to buy it, an order for a technical programme was downloaded onto the computer tried using it for purchasing goods again, confirmation that the item was on its way came up on the screen as soon as the "confirm" tab was clicked it didn't take long for the dreamer to realise that someone, somewhere had made a monumental blunder could load up the computer with dozens of programmes and then unplug the computer there was no way the people offering the service could take them back staggered by the implications, brought someone else in on it excitedly, told the person what was happening and to bring his laptop over we filled in the purchase form confirmed the order only it wasn't accepted after trying to get something else for him and that too was declined, we realised the introductory offer was for my computer only never mind, the dreamer could order hardware for him what business in its right mind would let you buy things you always wanted, use them for a while and then send them back? there is one possibility in the dream of 08102014, an awake-time situation occurred not unrelated to this dream a "give away" offered by mitsubishi, which on the surface of it seemed too good to be true, turned out to be an exceptionally good deal (ten space pens that could write in zero gravity, on wet paper, at minus 40c and upside down, with ten spare refills and a retracting pencil for a tenner!) within seconds after placing the order the writer realised just how good an offer it was and went back to the website to place a repeat order only to find the webpage had been taken down the writer had landed at the page on a specific time a bit like a lottery win someone at mitsubishi hwith a generous sense of fun and the status to do it had put the page up for as long as it took for the first person to place an order still got the space pens and refills looks like they will last a lifetime this dream may have its origin in the Pde's - https://endicat.com/dreams-pdes/ think about my good fortune with pens regularlly addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - purchasing online () hardware and software (1) 12062021 the name of the dream: columbo's indiscretion this is an epic dream - https://endicat.com/dreams-epic-dreams/ vivid scenes with lots of detail in each scene several of the scenes had enough detail in them to complete a page-full of info in the first scene, the crew and cast are having a break between shoots the dreamer recognises a certain interplay between columbo and one of the female characters it is an exchange of words, looks and body movements that the dreamer is only too familiar with the inability to hide feelings of admiration for another person although it is obvious to me, no one else seems to be aware of it the dreamer catches columbo's attention just after he has had dialogue with the woman he is drawn to and smiles a knowing smile at him columbo blushes a bright red someone else knows he has strong feelings for the woman from this scene onwards, columbo and the dreamer are in every scene cocktail parties, press conferences, shooting on set... it is in the writer's make-up to encourage feelings of love wherever it shows up the problem is the unbreakable bond between the t.v. columbo and mrs columbo is one of the wholesome traits of the character of columbo for columbo to "two-time" his wife would completely wreck the public perception of the character he plays it would be more catastrophic than an actual extramarital affair off set whether he knows it or not, columbo's secret is safe with me in the meantime, the writer is having a whale of a time as the crew and cast go from location to location this dream was the result of watching an episode of columbo during the day why it turned into an epic dream is anybody's guess addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - celebrities (12+) peter falk (2+) 11062021 the name of the dream: the quora quotient the quora quotient is a measurement of a person qualitative nature the mechanism of the measurement is too complicated to explain the method for taking a quora measurement is for a person to sit in front of "a field of sentience" the field of sentience senses the persons physical and mental state it becomes physical via the sentience machine it forms at the top of the apparatus as solid black blocks the blocks fall into position as a single line and are suspended at head-level in front of the person at the machine they are continually changing, in line with persons thoughts and feelings the delicacy of the line and the smoothness of the way it forms represents the persons' closeness to those things deemed correct the sentience machine keeps copies of every "read-out" and the read-outs are a sum of all of them everybody gets a turn at being at the helm of the machine the dreamer is next in turn addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - mind-reading machines (2+) 10062021 the name of the dreams: drink - dreams of love it is a hot day the dreamer needs something to drink he wanders into a village and then into the village hall there are three women dressed in black taking orders for drinks there are no drinks on the table they are standing behind the dreamer tries three times to convey what it is he wants it's as if the women don't speak my language he writes down what he wants it doesn't work the words the women speak after looking at what is written down aren't the words on the paper the desire for drink is getting acute other people are getting served without any problem the dreamer listens to what the others are saying someone gets a drink which is more or less what the dreamer wants the dreamer finally gets a vodka and orange with ice the dream turns into a female relationships theme the girl of my affections isn't seen in the dream but her presence is felt we are taking it in turns to express our feelings for each other our sentences are on the short side we are deeply in love addenda: vividness: 2.6 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dream () thirst () love () 09062021 the name of the dream: why don't birds smile? the dream starts with the dreamer in a room the room is about 4 metres square there is an abundance of colourdrea did the dreamer imagine it, or did the colours move? it took another two "takes" of the scene for it to fall into place the moving colours were birds it took another take or two to realise they were moving in sync with me every time the dreamer moves, crosses his legs, scratches his nose... the birds take a step or two towards him the dreamer has a bit of fun he makes disjointed, non-rhythmic and pretend movements the idea is to get them to stop in mid-stride don't recall seeing any of the birds standing on one leg the final scene is an in yer face still pic of the yellow head and blue neck of a cockatiel he doesn't look amused, why don't birds ever smile? addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animals (80+) dinosaurs (6+) birds (4+) 08062021 the name of the dreams: investments - the mind's of children woke up with the memory of a vivid dream fresh in my mind the moment the writer began to recall the dream a mixed-theme montage began, and the dreamer does mean mixed everything, from a display of hats to gardening tools to titillation in the form of a hand going down the front of a woman's jumper fell back into sleep after could no longer generate a flow of images a dream began in which the theme was the dreamer being invited to invest money in a new product or scheme it had all the hallmarks of being a winner alas, the amount of money the dreamer has isn't enough to buy him into the venture the dreamer is feeling into the pockets of his clothes in the next scene he discovers a wad of notes in the pocket of a pair of trousers more than enough to buy a stake in the scheme a voice comes from the radio the female announcer says, "next we have a play about a young boy who believes jesus is buried in the hill near where he lives" woke up and began musing about the minds of children addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - investments (4+) children theme (7+) montage - addenda: vividness: 3.2 - the category of the montage (mixed-theme) 07062021 the name of the dream: screwed a blockage of the underground sewage system was causing serious health problems and needed to be fixed the dreamer is given the task first scene, in a tunnel under the ground appraising the situation the sewage wasn't being moved along the tunnel with water in a stream as was imagined the water had been separated from the solid and the solid was finding its way along a turning corkscrew mechanism about a metre in diameter the screw was encased in a tubular housing and couldn't see how long it was the problem quickly became apparent metal objects which looked like cans had become wedged in the grooves of the corkscrew and were blocking the flow of the matter next scene, the top half of the tubular casing surrounding the corkscrew mechanism had been removed the screw was still turning when the casing was removed it turned out the screw wasn't made up of a single long screw but was a collection of single screws about a metre apart and turning at different speeds it meant getting between the screws and rocking each screw back and forth until it became loose and using a metal bar to loosen the compacted matter the dream had become dangerous and the dreamer was starting to get claustrophobic one by one the screws were cleared and a sense of accomplishment accompanie the finished job : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream - enclosed areas (2+) underground 06062021 the name of the dream: a life saved, a life lost set in ireland two men are the central characters in this dream they are couriers of life-saving medicines it becomes known to them that the medication they move from place to place is a placebo they agree they should expose the scam somehow, the people supplying the false medicine find out what the two men are going to do the two men are unaware they are under surveillance and have become a "security threat" to the establishment the machinery to assassinate the men is set in motion in the next scene, the two men are on a boat it is in a crowded harbour the two men discover the bomb that is meant to kill them one of the men jumps overboard with the bomb the next scene is underwater, we see the bomb explode it looks like a grey cloud that has been released from a pressurised container the man who jumped overboard with the bomb is killed the man who lives reveals the deceit addenda: vividness: 2.8/9 - observer - the category of the dream - topical (4+) hoax diseases (4+) 05062021 the name of the dreams: the newcomer to hobbitsville - the intruder the pic above is the closest to the scene in the dream except there was only one large building set in front of an imposing rock-face, and a viaduct sixty metres in front of the large building that led to a fifty-metre pool of water in front (the breadth of the scene didn't show how far the water went either side of the large building) of the spiralled large building a festivity was underway everybody would be attending when the dreamer gets to within about a hundred metres of where the celebrations are taking place he becomes perplexed to get to the building it means having to swim through a three-channeled viaduct other people are going through, although the dreamer is hesitant the dreamer weighs things up if others are swimming through, the dreamer doesn't see any reason why he shouldn't be able to the dreamer gets into the water and baulks at what he sees there is no space visible between the level of the water and the bricks of the viaduct to do the crawl stroke as the dreamer watches others going through, he notices that they turn over onto their backs when they need to breathe this enables them to gulp down enough air to swim more metres before taking another breath the ones doing it get through the viaduct in three or four breaths the only way to make progress underwater is to do the breaststroke if your lungs are big enough you may be able to get through with one big breath the dreamer goes for the one big breath technique he gets to the mouth of the viaduct and takes in as much air as he can part-way through the tunnel, all his breath has gone there is momentary panic got to keep a grip of the situation it's a matter of life and death a calm head prevails the dreamer rolls over onto his back and rises the five-centimetre gap between the water and the bricks seems enormous suppose it would be if you thought that you're a goner the dream ends with a sense of relief for the dreamer you would think there would be at least one scene at the end of the dream which has the dreamer dancing and eating and generally making happy none of it definitely ain't going to hobbitsville again if i've got a say in it addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - fantasy scenarios (3+) swimming (2+) near-death dreams (3+) note 1 the combinations and permutations of the number of categories of dreams must be in the thousands of thousands of millions (https://endic.at/A/AU%20-%20AZ/axiom%202,%20permutations%20and%20combinations.%20basic%209th%20march%202010.html) perhaps dreams diary comes to an end when there is at least one dream of each category how many years must there be to have one dream a night for thousands of thousands of millions of dreams? the intruder am lying low may have offended somebody or owed money didn't turn the lights on until the curtains are drawn didn't put on the t.v. or listen to music occasionally heard voices as people walked past where the dreamer is became aware that someone is inside the house while in bed stayed still and listened need to know if there is more than one person it becomes clear, it is only one person start to get dressed can hear the sound of water it is the shower the gall of this guy he thinks whoever lives here is out he's taking a big risk, the occupier could return at any time listen long and hard to the sounds he is making music starts playing it is a david bowie type of voice the person in the shower begins to sing along with the song (the stand-out part of the dream) now he's really pushing it the dreamer has got the edge, the intruder in the nude and can take him by surprise take a long, thin knife out of a drawer (stand-out visual) if this guy tries to take me on he's in trouble how did he get in without me hearing him? he's so casual anybody would think he owns the place then it hits me i'm the intruder the dreamer wakes up addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - intriguing dreams (1+) 04062021 the name of the dreams: no name, the two-tone dog four or five people come to visit they all have dogs on leads one of the dogs is ginger with a black tuft of hair on the back of its neck she or he wants to be friendly she or he responds to my playful movements dream ends as we are playing addenda: vividness: - 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream - dogs (8+) no name night-time walking away from home turn right at the t-junction at the bottom of exe street the above three lines are from memory the entire voice recording was distorted sorry about that 03062021 the name of the dream: nowt queerer than folk nature brings together, as it does, the unlikeliest of couples the couple in this dream is in the unlikeliest category she is built like a tank, brash and forceful he is softly spoken and his manner is mild the couple have a poor opinion of me my latest indiscretion is opening further the already open window of a neighbour and speaking to him to be accurate, the window was open three centimetres or so and had to pull the window opens to be able to speak to the neighbour face-to-face could hear the condemnatory mutterings of the couple coming through their open window while talking to the neighbour through his open window people talking about others in a poor light is one of those things we have to put up with in life was hugely gratified, therefore, when, while in the kitchen, with a view that took in both of the neighbour's homes, to see the male of the couple trying to talk to the neighbour through his slightly ajar window he encountered the same problem the writer encountered when he tried to talk to the neighbour on the day of his "indiscretion", his mouth wouldn't fit in the gap between the window and the window frame the dreamer watched, and it has to be revealed, got a degree of satisfaction, as the male tried two or three times to angle his jaw so that his lips were between the gap if he had asked the writer, the writer could have told him that the only way to talk to the neighbour without raising his voice was to open the window addenda: vividness: 2.7 - observer - the category of the dream - neighbours (2+) 02062021 the name of the dream: i'm back, almost at the dancing "hotspot" in town mobility is nowhere near back to normal however, enough momentum has built up and has propelled the dreamer to see if he has found his dancing feet the first "move" was to lie on my back and swivel around got it down pat on the first go managed three swivels on the first attempt a piece of carpet, about a third of a metre square, appeared between putting the carpet side on the floor and lying on the adhesive side, the grip allowed me to use the weight of my legs to get enough momentum to swivel a full circle then it was possible to either do another swivel with no noticeable stops or swivel back the way the first swivel come from one of the true-blood girl dancers came over to "check me out" she wants to know how the dreamer moves when he's standing she starts dancing she is good tapping her feet between steps, bouncing up and down twice as fast as the beats the dreamer simply hasn't got back into that good a shape he says apologetically to the dancing girl, "give me a couple more years and we'll see what we can do" * haven't had the fluidity or range of movent or enjoyed a dance dream this much since the dream of 23102014 this dream was due to re-starting the cycling exercise without any resistance on the wheel the idea is to concentrate on the ease of the range of movement made the mistake, again, of thinking that building up muscles was the key to improvement the dream was also influenced by half-a-minute of a young woman freestyle dancing to the charleston in one of the episodes of the original series of the twilight zone here (http://endic.at/charleston.freestyle.mp4) it buoyed up the belief that any style of dancing is enhanced with original, impromptu moves incidentally: the five loves of my life are... 1 babies'/children 2 women 3 music 4 dancing 5 walking addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - dancing (8+) 01062021 the name of the dreams: a vague dream - she was looking at me a one-scene dream of a girl the girl has just stepped onto the pavement outside of her house the front door is halfway to being closed her right-hand is pulling the door closed as she moves away from it the girl has light-brown hair, is wearing a light-coloured, plain dress with a tight belt that pinches-in her waist and flares at the bottom she has half-heel high-heel shoes before the door has closed we are locked in eye-contact she has an intense look that says,"i'm a girl and you're a boy" the man has to initiate any advances amm just about to do just that when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - eye contact (1+?) another dark and moody dream (three dark and moody dreams in a row) a dream with no theme plenty of detail though each scene or theme of the dream came through as an impression each scene/theme could have been the result of a single, fleeting thought of the pde's - https://endicat.com/dreams-pdes/ none of the scenes/themes connected to the previous scene or theme a carpet that needed hoovering and a hoover that made no sound as it sucked up the bits from the carpet a trip to an idustrial site in a canvas-covered lorry driven by a woman the woman spoke but don't recall what she said seeing the scenery passing by as the lorry headed to its destination; a site that had a high but flimsy wire fence around it a room that was square and receeded twenty metres into the distance different activities, evenly spaced, happening along the entire length of the room an interview with a psychiatrist thinking there may be a connection between a persons the low tone of a dream and blood pressure, took a measurement of my pulse it hovered around fifty-nine to sixty-one (there may be mileage to be had by connecting blood pressure to the quality of the dream) addenda: vividness: 2.5/6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - unconnected-theme-dream (1+?) 31052021 the name of the dream: all is not fair in work and play two dreams with the same theme, work-related cum position in society this dream is dark and moody there is tragedy and death there is also camaraderie and goodwill the dreamer is befriended by a couple who are happy with life and the way society is run they make sure the dreamer gets a "fair shake" still, a sense of foreboding accompanies all the scenes except one in the last scene, fortune smiles on the dreamer he is elevated to a coveted position he feels a little bit guilty that he is "sitting pretty" while others are still in the same rut the dreamer was in at the start of the dream addenda: vividness: 2.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - society (7+) work (10+) 30052021 the name of the dream: under threat a sense of foreboding accompanies the first part of this dream upstairs in the bedroom am in a state of vulnerability can't move properly due to a lower-back problem, a slipped disc or something like it a snake so big it's too big to see all of it in the room it looks to be about half a metre in diameter it isn't moving one way or the other but can see its body moving as it breathes in and out the snake is replaced by a lion the lion is ready to attack the lion is replaced by a snarling tiger the window is the only way out looking out of the window can see a giant eagle it may be the fabled roc of legend it is too far away to reach me without moving the dangers receded the dream becomes a ravenous x dream addenda: vividness: 2.7 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - threats from predatory animals (6+) x dream (20+) bernie (5+) 29052021 the name of the dream: naked laughter a one-scene sequence of a male comedian standing naked he is covering his genitalia with his cupped hands without realising it, his "member" slips around the side of his hands he thinks everyone is laughing at his entertaining monologue the scene where he realises the real reason people are laughing is missing from the dream addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - nudity (7+) male (2+?) 28052020 the name of the dream: shark v's mom and me mom and self are in the property-buying business mom is happy to let me do the negotiating the seller is yer typical money-grabbing individual the dreamer recognises that the seller is "sweating" he is in a rush to sell the seller maintains his stance of "no compromise" on the asking price the dreamer emphasises he is eager to purchase the property immediately the shark can smell a kill his confidence is soaring his expression changes to despair when the dreamer says, "will accept the asking price if you replace all the fixtures relating to the heating" a "speedy" sale is no longer likely can see a compromise on the price coming addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream - property (3+) mom (4+) 27052021 the name of the dream: the cure-all there is an illness going around perhaps plague would be a better description a preventative cure, in the form of a liquid, is the most sought-after commodity the amount taken is a variable twenty-five per cent of the recommended dose produced a twenty-five per cent level in improvement etc. addenda: vividness: 2.5/6 - observer - the category of the dream - pandemics (3+) 26052021 the name of the dream: a visit to the rowley's it is a special day in the christian calendar it is not cold which means it is probably easter the dreamer will, as usual, be generous towards the children of which there are more than six nothing like a ten-bob note or half a crown to transport a child's imagination to alice in wonderland territory the dreamer is still eating a custard cake he bought from the baker's shop that is in a row of shops the row of shops is a main alighting stop for three or four buses the shops are about thirty metres from where the rowleys live it is one of those cakes made of a mixture of crispy and soft layers of pastry it is rectangular it has icing on the top and a custard filling it is something of an accomplishment if you can bite into it and not cause the custard to squirt out of the side and onto the floor a seasoned scoffer of a custard cake learns early on to lean forward on the first bite to avoid getting any spillage onto your clothes, it's a bugger to clean off the trick is to bite into it slowly and deliberately with just enough pressure to cause an amount of the custard to come out of the sides and then scoop it into your mouth with your tongue am standing at the front door with another couple of mouthfuls to go when the front door opens someone must have seen me coming through the gate or walking along the four or five-metre path that leads to the door their front door opens into the living room it is even more clustered than it was on the last visit two armchairs, a table, a t.v. and six or seven youngsters ranging in age from seven or eight to fourteen or fifteen it is vibrating with youthful life for the first time in a visit to the rowley's they have a dog a puppy beagle (yes another beagle-dog-dream) the puppy automatically comes to investigate the new life form the dreamer is seated by now he straightens his legs to allow the puppy to run up him and onto his lap the puppy gets halfway up the dreamer's legs before falling flat onto it's chin in the final scene, the dreamer is stretched out and almost in a lying down position the puppy's stomach is resting on the dreamer's stomach wallowing contentedly, in a state of semi-sleep as it goes up and down with the motion of the dreamer's diaphragm addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends, neighbours and acquaintances - animals (20+) mammals (12+) dogs (8+) beagles (3) 25052021 the name of the dream: money first, please homeless and penniless in london went to a lodging house in a built-up area which,the dreamer was told, would take in lodgers who didn't have the money to pay beforehand the lodging house was run by a couple who had partitioned three of the rooms and let them out for boarders the couple were in their fifties they did indeed let boarders in who didn't have money all they expected of the boarder was that he went to the dole office and ask them to assure they would pay for the rent when that was done the dreamer went back to the boarding house the woman and man then phoned the dole office to verify the dreamer had made a claim when they were assured the claim had been made they knew they would be paid they accepted me as a boarder knew that a bed and a breakfast are mine for an indefinite period am no longer down and out the room itself was as meagre as it was possible to be no light shade, no cupboard, no carpet, a classroom type-chair, sheets, a single blanket and a pillow tomorrow would try to get a little venture going, it had the potential to go somewhere it all depended on meeting the right people addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - boarding rooms (2+) 24052021 the name of the dream: the ghost-lover stops it x dream addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream:: x dream (15+) the ghost-lover (3) 23052021 the name of the dreams: ultra-smart meter - he's all wrong, almost - stereo fixation those readers with smart meters will know this dream is credible the first smart meter bill has arrived the family is enticed by it the dreamer is pissed the dream becomes a Think-read dream - https://endicat.com/think-read-think-write/ a black and white bill with more than six categories is showing in the dream the categories are, "individual times and totals of the amount of electricity used, when first used, last time used, the device used, which member of the household a device belongs to . . ." different members of our house are not happy that everyone else can see what devices they are using all we need now is smart water meters and we can tell when mom or sister is having her periods notes of course, the argument can be made that a person shouldn't want or need to hide anything try telling that to the secret services the secret services want to know everything about everybody to be able to control them what the secret services really want to know is how much we know about what they're doing the cry of "national security" is the mantra of those who have lost control of their destiny and now seek to control others this intrusion into your domestic life is yet another tool through which the secret services can "muck" us about this dream was due to realising that smart meters can interfere with the mechanism of a device it was only yesterday when an expensive sharp microwave went haywire the microwave wouldn't respond to the cooking commands the commands were being accepted but the microwave was not executing them or, the commands flashed onto the display screen and either flickered on and off or didn't display at all, or, the commands showed on the display screen but didn't execute them, or, nothing showed on the display screen when a command was entered . . . a smart meter can be a boon the writer was both appaled and pleasantly surprised with the rate of consumption of some devices this website advice . . instal the meter, turn on your electrical devices on one at a time, write down or memorise the consumption of each device, unplug the meter addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - smart meters (1) think-read (25+) he's all wrong, almost the male in this dream has appeared in other dreams he is not known as an awake-time person, although he is surely an actual person this guy is all wrong he dress code is non-existent sloppily dressed in dark, creased trousers and creased shirt and casual jacket, drawls his speech, his stance suggests he wants to lie down you get the impression he is fed up with life to his merit, he has an appealing face the dreamer is sitting on an armchair the wife of the man is in an armchair on the other side of their small living room the man sits on a stereogram that has a t.v. on it the table breaks under his weight he is on the floor with the table and t.v. across his chest and legs he gets up and does something with the legs of the table in the final scene, the t.v. is back on the table for some reason the t.v. and table look better than they did before breaking addenda: vividness: 2.6 - observer - the category of the dream - dream-time personalities, who is he? (1) (2+dreams) stereo fixation a few friends and acquaintances stopped over for the night we were up until the small hours among other things, we planned the details of an "all-nighter" disco-cum-party left the music on when we eventually "crashed" was using a pair of sony shelf speakers they were placed facing each other at the furthest points of the rectangular room the music woke me about seven o'clock it was just a bit too loud the neighbours wouldn't say anything, but the dreamer would have lost some brownie points a young lad was seated on a chair in the middle of the room he was stock still for the first time, he was hearing music in stereo the stereo sound was pronounced in the dream the track playing was the byrds singing turn, turn, turn - http://endic.at/The%20Byrds_-_turn!_turn!_turn.mp3 (stand-out part of the dream) notes 1 yet another first stereo sound in a dream notes 2 it's just a matter of time before all the sensations we experience while awake find their way into our dreams the exception will be the absence of pain the montage of 03052021 is edging toward 3D in dreams the writer's awake-time memories are not recalled in 3D plus, the dream of 12112017 demonstrates that the accuracy of the details in dreams is greater than the accuracy of the awake-time memory again, the writer is bringing it to your attention that it is looking more and more likely our dream-time consciousness becomes the dominant state of awareness in the future sleep tight lovers addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - music (10+) stereo (1) 22052021 the name of the dreams: the girl with the million-dollar smile - the foot jugglers have dropped in to see liz she has a friend with her unusually for liz, she doesn't have any hash she asks the dreamer if he has any he does he has almost a "quarter" he cuts off enough for liz to make a joint he knows liz will need all he has within an hour will have to make my excuses and leave as quickly as possible note 1 as a photographer, have seen some pretty dazzling smiles, both at weddings and in a studio environment liz's smile outshone them all her teeth-smile would have held its own at a miss world contest or a hollywood premier alas, her weakness was the demon booze it took her from us when she was in her mid-thirties few people were aware of her demise the lives of those of us who knew her darkened that day addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream - hash (12+) family, friends and acquaintances (30+) liz (2+) the dream is set in a park about fifteen of us are waiting for the team managers to come out of the changing rooms someone is using a golf ball like a football he places the golf ball under his foot and rolls the ball backwards the momentum of the ball is sufficient for it to roll onto his foot he lifts his leg fast enough for the ball to go about a metre into the air he catches the ball on his shoe between his toes and the arch of his foot (you've probably seen footballers doing it ) he does it again on the third time, he passes it to someone near him the person he passes it to does the same thing within a scene or two, three or four people are involved the dreamer becomes involved when you get the knack of it it isn't that hard to do occasionally someone gets it wrong but most of the time it gets passed two or three times without a mishap on one occasion, someone flicks the ball to me it is sent too forcefully and goes over my head without turning around, the dreamer leans forward and with good judgement makes contact with the ball with just the right amount of force to send it back into "play" over another four or five scenes, the dreamer uses the move another two or three times someone says, "good one" the dream ends without us playing whatever game it is we're there to play addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - impromptu activities (1+) 21052021 the name of the dream: john and the goliaths there is great concern about the pollution of the seas pollution is of no concern to the armed forces the dreamer is in a single-seater rowing boat in an expanse of water that occupies all horizons the sea is calm two ships, a battleship and a submarine, english the dreamer thinks, are performing naval manoeuvres the battleship fills the furthest areas of the scene it is humungous occupying the forefront of the scene is a submarine again, like the warship, it is a behemoth the sub is coming towards me it is moving at a snail's pace it nudges my rowing boat out of the way and there is a sound as it does so a young man is standing on the deck of the submarine five metres above me he has a mocking smile on his face as he say's, "sorry about that" the dreamer is thinking about what might happen if the sea becomes restless he wakes before it does addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - one-scene dream (4+) sea environment (4+) 20052021 the name of the dream: marriage on a shoestring close acquaintances asked the writer to help with the organising of their wedding they didn't want me to do much mainly, they are relying on me to provide fruit and pastries for the guests the reception is to be at the house of the couple the couple have been living together at the home of the bride for some it is going to be a meagre affair the writer will only have to make two visits to the shops the total value of the food will be less than forty pounds something prevented the writer from getting to the shops two days before the wedding it meant getting everything the day before the wedding what should have been a relaxed, almost casual bit of organising over two days became a "rush job" if the local shop didn't have all the items needed, it would be necessary to go into town it is late afternoon the money earmarked for the items wouldn't be enough the extra costs needed for taxi fares would take us over our budget it could easily turn into a disaster if the main stores had sold out of the goods we wanted the writer is getting worried he becomes relaxed when it occurs to him that all he will have to do is to dip into his savings after all, the couple are friends addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - weddings (4+) 19052021 the name of the dream: the unlikely lads a pre-dream event, in the form of a profoundly pervasive female voice, penetrates the dreamer's soul and causes him to become calm says, "love, wake up, it's ten-past seven" the voice is so real it causes the dreamer to get out of bed and start thinking about and looking for things to do it takes a full ten seconds of awake-time before the writer realises he is acting out the voice-prompt get back into bed and spend one to two minute trying to make sense of what has just happened before going back to sleep still not sure, probably you-know-who the dream starts the first scene is of an italian man, his accent is unmistakable he has a toddler with him the toddler can't have been out a pram for more than a few weeks the man makes a snide remark it causes the dreamer to become angry my impulse is to hit him the toddler shouldn't be witness to an act of violence it is noticed the man is standing by a stone barrier about a third of a metre high the stone barrier runs around a large pool that contains many varieties of fish the pool is an irregular shape it is approximately fifty square metres the dreamer walks towards the man when the man is within arms reach, the dreamer extends his right arm and uses his open palm, pushes against the man's chest which causes him to lose his balance the man tries to steady himself but the stone barrier behind him prevents him from moving either leg backwards the man falls back-first into the water there are then ten or more scenes of a similar nature in every scene, the dreamer gets the better of his antagonist's in novel and painless ways at the end of the scenes that contain hostility, the dreamer is teamed up with a young man of twenty-three or thereabouts physically, we couldn't be more different he is three or four stones heavier than the dreamer, has a beard and moustache, is dressed like a biker and has a demeanour that exudes a person who is discontented with everything and everybody and is ready for anything before we speak for the first time, the dreamer can see he is ready to jump down the writer's throat the moment he finishes speaking to his surprise, he doesn't find a fault with anything the dreamer says, on the contrary, his prolonged pause is inviting me to carry on speaking after making a few points about the state of the world his silence is replaced by an eagerness to hear more before you know it, we agree about the best tracks made by different rock bands our conversation returns to world politics we both agree on who the "niggers in the pile" are further, we agree on what course's of action should be taken we are "feeding" off each other in a way that neither the dreamer nor the biker-bloke had experienced before we begin our campaign after a mere seven or eight of the most influential men of the Oligarch's structure have been nullified, the way looks open to implement a lifestyle free of murder in the last scene, the one and the only use of force looks like it is about to be enacted we have an aerial view of a sniper lying on his front on top of a building his "target" is in one of the well-lit offices on the top floor of a high building forty-metres away since Murder isn't permitted, it is assumed the sniper intends to wound the person in his sights in this dream, two men with resources and determination can produce world-changing events you-know-who had to do things of a vastly greater magnitude without any help addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3 - participant and observer - a new category of dream: pre-dream prompted (1) politics (5+) note 1 this dream was, in part, due to the feeling of strength and surefootedness felt by the writer for the first time in twenty-five years the day before (the result of exercising on a cycling machine) the thing is, the writer knows it's there, it's a matter of coaxing it out note 2 the only thing that makes sense is that the dream the writer would have had would have been different had there not been a prompt in which case, the dream is a prompt for other people second sleep walk into the office a colleague is sitting in the darkened room talking to Boy George they are smoking the dreamer remains standing, and referring to the song Do You Really Want to Hurt Me, says to boy george, "it was amazing the way just about everybody was influenced by that song, it seemed to calm everyone down" and, the dreamer continues, "the one that i liked most was time" note 3 can a pop song change the mood of an entire nation? 18052021 the name of the dream: 245y had put a lot of time into making sure my end of the deal went through smoothly the supplier arrived on time after a few pleasantries we got down to it the dreamer had to give the dealer a thousand the dreamer is using large denomination notes so he only needs half a dozen or so notes the arrangement was the dreamer would pay six-hundred for hash and the supplier would give him four-hundred in small denomination notes the dreamer handed over the money the dealer put the money in his pocket he then pulled down the sock on his left foot his lower left leg had a slither of paper just above the ankle he slid the paper up his leg and handed it to me the supplier was waiting for me to read it it read, 245y was trying to figure out what was happening when the dream ended a sesnse of apprehension accompanied the dreamers awake state addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - hash (10+) hash deals (2+) 17052021 the name of the dream: loud and deadly while out and about found a gun it was obviously a real gun was it loaded? how could the dreamer find out? went to an enclosed area pointed it away from me and pulled the trigger knew it would be loud but it still didn't prepare me for just how noisy it would be it was deafening was being quizzed by the police in the final scene addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - lethal weapons (3+) guns and rifles (2+) 16052021 the name of the dreams: all alright - bernie's back james purefoy and a female actress are on set ready for a "take" someone out of sight to the left throws him what looks like a bust from the way it moves it looks like it is made of cardboard he is expecting it but isn't quite prepared for it he attempts to catch it but it bounces out of his grasp and goes over his shoulder the female actress deftly catches it it makes him seem a bit of a div he is looking peeved when the dream ends bernie's back the dreamer's favourite girlfriend has turned up out of the blue a change of scene has us in bed wearing pyjamas it's been a while since we were last together the most voracious, moist/wet-lipped kissing scene, in dream-time or awake-time memory, takes place the dreamer can't seem to satisfy his need to experience her lips she is "ready" before me the dreamer asks her to pull down his pyjama bottoms the dreamer is so firmly pressed against her she is having difficulty pulling them down go to her aid wake up trying to pull down my pyjama bottoms in the next dream, dennis, an ex-neighbour, is at the dreamers home offer to take him to the pictures the dreamer is wondering whether to take cash or a card when the dream ends in the next dream, a girl who looks like an ex-girlfriend is in the living room another woman, a home-help cum carer, is busy doing things in the background the dreamer is lying down on the sofa the unexpected girl is looking down at me she is close enough for me to be able to stretch out my foot and place it between her breasts gently rubbing the sole of my foot up and down between her breasts the dreamer says, "any chance i can see you later?" she smiles that smile it's looking good addenda: vividness: - 2.5 to 3.2 - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (50+) 15052021 the name of the dream: five into one doesn't go at home there are three visitors during their visit, the dreamer receives a phone call the dreamer is in the habit of recording and cataloguing his phone conversations after the phone call, the dreamer sets about putting the recording into its particular category one of the visitors becomes interested in what the dreamer is doing the dreamer explains what he is doing as he's doing it at one point, the voices on the recording, the visitor's voice and my voice explaining the procedure, are occurring at the same time my thinking becomes muddled while trying to cope with five different aspects at the same time it's more than the dreamer can cope with the way the dreamer overcomes the overload of information is by ending the dream the dreamer awakes to what is probably the longest externalised sentences of any dream as he compounds all the relevant points the person in the dream has asked him into one dsentence addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant - the category of the dream - externalised and semi-externalised dreams(25+) 14052021 the name of the dream: a productive dream at the computer screen the screen is full of folders (about fifteen) looking for a folder that has the word "sacrificial" in the header find the folder and click it using the pointer and clicking open a folder has never been easier go to the page within the folder have to use the keyboard to do the edit this is when the dreamer's dream-time abilities and the dreamer's awake-time abiities find their limit wake up from the dream and go to the computer and do the edit see the fruits of the influence of dreams and awake-time endeavours Here addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - Think-read (20+) computer-related (10+) 13052021 the name of the dream: the redundant man the summer is coming to an end and the coffers need replenishing the dreamer sets off from home with his work tools . . . a hedge cutter, a twenty-five-metre extension lead and black rubbish bags it wasn't just the hedge cutting that brought the dreamer work after finishing a hedge and if the customer was happy, the dreamer would mention that there are other things he can do in and about the house it was a tactic that had brought him other work, like putting up shelves on a couple of occasions all in all, my income wouldn't be enough to keep a family, but enough to buy clothes, and more importantly, other tools to expand my services my first stop was a large detached house had trimmed the hedges the year before and the house owner was pleased with the work unfortunately for me had left starting work for the year too late and the house owner employed two men to do an electrical job and asked them to do the hedges as well the electrical job was a voice-responding device that could be set from between one second to hours, days or weeks it was being tested a woman's voice would say, "now, now, now", at a fixed or variable rate the electricians were obviously on top of their game and had made the dreamer redundant didn't feel bitter or resentful it was time to "up" my game addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - self-employment (3+) hedge cutter (1) 12052021 the name of the dream: internet issues a girl is having trouble submitting a form on the internet it is a two-step prcocedure she asks me to open the form and submit it for her only too glad to oblige her have the same problem opening the file as she had felt foolish not being able to open it was clicking away trying open the file when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - computer protocols (10+) 11052021 the name of the dream: stuck up a tree it came to the dreamer's notice that someone was stuck up a tree at the scene, there were, in fact, several people in a predicament but they were in different trees in a group of about ten trees the lowest branch of any of the trees was too far away from the ground for anyone to drop down from without getting injured the dreamer becomes aware that he is one of the people stuck up a tree the lowest branch of the tree the dreamer is on is no lower to the ground than any of the branches of the other trees the lowest branch of the tree the dreamer is in slopes to the ground at its lowest point, the branch is about two metres closer to the ground than any of the other trees the dreamer doesn't need prompting he is the only person with a chance of not seriously injuring himself when hitting the ground hooking both arms around the branch he can keep his grip as he moves arm-over-arm and he makes his way along the branch he lets go of the branch and lands on the ground the distance to the ground was big enough to cause him to hurt his lower right ribs on landing in the next scene, the dreamer has a laptop and is using the pointer to navigate along the path from the trees to a built-up area using the 3D map on the screen as is known, with google 3D maps, the user can tilt and swerve and do all manner of fancy moves the dreamer is having a wonderful time as he accelerates and slows the feeling is enhanced as the dreamer realises he will reap the plaudits and have his "five minutes of fame" addenda: vividness: - 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream; weird and wonderful (7+) in-the-computer realities (2+) 10052021 the name of the dream: the hitman the dreamer is living where he lives now he is sleeping on a mattress in the hallway the mattress fits like a glove between the sides of the hallway he awakes he is aware of the presence of another person the person is behind him the dreamer lifts and turns he is resting on his left elbow a narrow-shouldered man, about 5'8/9", about eleven stone, with a dark complexion wearing a tight-fitting, grey/blue boilersuit and a thickly-woven grey polo neck jumper and tightly cut short hair is looking down at me don't notice if he is wearing gloves or not his eyes are riveted on me "who are you?", the dreamer asks challengingly the intruder doesn't answer his eyes are fixed on mine he has the eyes of the hitman in the film no country for old men the dreamer asks him twice more, "who are you?" still, he doesn't say anything, nor does he move closer he's looking into my soul, searching for my character his eyes stop looking into my eyes for a third of a second and flick to the front door the dreamer turns to look at what has diverted his gaze through the frosted glass upper-section of the door, a dark shadow is filtering out more and more of the light coming through the glass section of the door as it gets nearer the dreamer hurriedly scrambles to his feet and opens the door a man six-feet two or more has brought a delivery the item isn't on his person it means the item is big and/or heavy, and he wants to make sure i'm in before he exerts himself the delivery man is weighing up the situation the dreamer is in sleeping attire his bed is in the hallway the hitman man is poised stealthily behind him the dreamer turns around and asks the man in the boiler suit, "who are you?" and "how did you get in?" the delivery man echoes my question, "who are you?" for the first time, the hitman moves slightly backwards he's confident he can "take me", but two people to deal with isn't in his plan he looks down at me, and with all the menace of a bad dream says, "i'll see you again" addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - life-threatening situations (4+) 09052021 the name of the dreams: what are the chances? the first dream yesterday was of a Beagle it was more a pic than a dream the dog was obviously alive the dog was standing still nothing more happened addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - one-pic/scene dreams (1+) animals () mammals () dogs () beagle (1) second sleep, first dream the name of the dream: the return of the beagle the first dream in the second sleep was, as with the first dream of the first sleep, of a beagle in this dream, there was a scene in which the beagle is in someone's arms the same pic/scene in different dreams has never happened before for some years now the writer has been at a loss as to what to do and/or say/write to move things along or, the writer hasn't got a clue as to what to do, say or write it is believed you-know-who is coming to the rescue and taking a hands-on approach we'll soon find out addenda: vividness: 3.1/2 - observer - the category of the dream - one-pic/scene dreams (2+) animals () mammals () dogs () beagle (2) 08052021 the name of the dreams: youtube 15+ – bloody head – peeping queens the first dream was a vivid red and black, ticker-tape message which went from left to right of the scene it read, “youtube – 15 shades of grey – youtube – 15 shades of grey – youtube – shades of grey 15+- youtube – shades of. . . “ it was a variation of the title of a post uploaded to youtube in february 2018 (above) it showed thirteen different types of devolving beings from the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings, one of them may be a female (have only come across one clip of a male with genitalia) this dream was the result of thinking yesterday how obvious it is that the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings exist the addenda: vividness: of the dream suggests the post above will, in a future Undulation, have fifteen examples of devolving man-shaped beings addenda: vividness: 3.1 – observer – the category of the dream - d-man (1+) bloody head my head is bleeding from two different places, one from the skull, the other from around the cheekbone had a sore scalp during the day and gave it a vigorous rub it made my scalp feel worse addenda: vividness: 3 – participant – the category of the dream - injuries to self (2+) peeping queens in the last dream, had to go to the toilet for a number one two girls followed me to the bathroom they kept the door open so they could get a good look their brazen inquisitiveness intimidated me addenda: vividness: 3.1 – participant and observer – the category of the dream - brazen hussies (3+) 07052021 the name of the dream: then there was one in town with a couple of friends the city centre is bustling it may have been christmas unusually for me, am wearing a blue suit my two friends aren't happy with it it is in sharp contrast with what they are wearing the real problem is it looks really good on me it makes them look like vagabonds in the next scene, they have gone three youngsters are nearby they are sitting on a knee-high wall one of them, a girl, loses her balance and falls backwards her body takes most of the impact, but the momentum flicks her head back the sound of her head hitting the floor causes me to let out an involuntary "oooh" the knock on her head doesn't phase her at all it happens like that sometimes, it either really hurts or it doesn't register there is a scene in a shop with a paper copying machine the scene is brightly lit but there are no details of anything happening addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - crowds of people (5+) 06052021 the name of the dreams: prisoner of war - bangers without mash am a prisoner of war sitting down with my back against a wall my legs and wrists are tied one of the "enemy" comes and sits down next to me recognise him as a neighbour he lived across the way from me some years back he engages me in a conversion not sure if he knows i'm a good guy or not put forward my case for doing what i'm doing he listens to as the dreamer explains about world war one he doesn't say a word after a dozen or so sentences he gets up and goes don't know if he understands my position he is on the "other side" he may or may not know what's what the dream ends i'm feeling unsure addenda: vividness: 2.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - war situations (3+) family, friends and acquaintances (32+) bangers without mash a consignment of pork sausages being imported from europe is found to be contaminated the english mainstream media milks it for all its worth chat shows, topical programmes, lead story for days on end after two or three days the english public is convinced europe is the devil's playground you may remember the saturation coverage on t.v.when Terry Waite (https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/terry-waite-released) was freed from lebanon it went on for weeks no other news got a look in that was the idea at the time, turkey, a nato ally, was bombing the hell out of syria even the dullest of people would have realised that the "good guys" were the bad guys addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - europe v's the british empire (1) 05052021 the name of the dreams: over-reaction - all the right moves the first dream of these extremes of themes is when a regular visitor called at this point in our relationship, we are taking each other for granted either one of us could call on the other unannounced and get a warm welcome was sitting on the couch eating a meal out of a bowl on this occasion put the bowl down by my side when he knocked let him in he entered into the room ahead of me it was meant to be funny when he gave his dog the leeway to approach the bowl he didn't gauge the distance right it allowed the dog to put its nose into the bowl beyond the rim of the bowl the dreamer exploded a tirade of four or five sentences streamed out of him among others, one sentence was, "now iv'e got to get all of my things out of your place" he fell silent and became sheepish it was then it dawned on me, he had deserved a rebuke, but the one he got was too severe began feeling guilty would have to apologise in the sincerest way possible to undo my unwarranted reaction addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances (30+) dennis (2+) all the right moves was in a small ballroom high ceiling, slatted wooden floor, fifteen or twenty metres square there were just two or three couples on the dance-floor was standing on the edge of the dancing area a woman asked me to dance the dreamer said he didn't know how to dance in ballroom style she said, "i'll show you", and led me onto the floor found it easy to follow her lead in the next scene, was finding following her easy she knew the dreamer is ready for the next bit of dance decorum and put her left elbow under my right arm and lifted my arm to ninety degrees to the floor now we were "cooking" in the last scene, we are in the altogether in bed like the dancing, everything is prim and proper we are cuddling addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - dancing (6+) relationships (30+) 04052021 the name of the dream: a welcome addition have scored an eighth of squishy black three of us begin the "sesh" a fourth person, nobody knows who is, he says a few words he is not pushy or in anyway objectionable accept him as an enhancement have rolled and smoked one on the second joint it is realised it wont be long before it's all gone when no one is looking break about a quarter of it of using my nails and put it in my shirt pocket on the next joint, have taken a puff or two when the dreamer realise the last person to join us is not getting a fair share of the smokes it's partly my fault the dreamer is smoking the last joint before he makes the next one sense of fair play kicks in wake up to hear myself saying, "sorry, didn't realise was kogging the smoke" addenda: vividness:: (addenda: vividness: ratings have channgecd - see 03052021 - the demaarcation point between future and past is, 2.5 is a past time-tense, 2.6 is future future time-tnse) 2.8 - paarticipannt and observer - the category of the dream - hash (15+) 03052021 the name of the dream (montage): what a Montage! the dreamer had woken from his sleep and was lying relaxed on his back when the montage began it was of a neighbour, (terry) he was climbing into the front seat of the car from the passenger side the drivers side was closest to me the car must have been hard up to the door of my accomodation he was wearing a white shirt it was the white of the shirt that set the Vividity of the montage the car was parked outside and hard up against the front-door of the house he appeared to be so close, it would have been possible to reach out and touch him it was at this this point, the montage had most clarity, 4.9 it is not an exaggeration to say, the first four or five scenes are in 3D the depth between the viewer and the car was an arms-length this montage produced a new category of montage, a 3D montage there was no sensation of movement or weight or temperature, nor was there any sound, but apart from that, this montage could be an instance of awake-time consciousness that’s how vivid it was the only way it could have been more vivid was if one or more of the sensations of, sound, weight, temperature, touch or smell, taste or emotion were present this montage sets the Precedent for rating the addenda: vividness: for all future dreams and montages we will deduct .1 for every sensation that is not present there are seven more sensations that come to mind which can occur so that gives this montage a addenda: vividness: rating of 4.3 to be on the safe side, we will leave another seven variations which could accompany montages… repeat, loop, serial, black and white,, etc. which can, and have, been present in other dreams and montages on second thoughts, we will need to give this a rating of 3.3 this will allow us to incorporate another seventeen sensations or relevant aspects to future ratings it is possible that many more sensations than those mentioned above will come to the fore, in which case we can always extend the rating system upward who knows, by the end of this millennium it could reach a rating of one-hundred! addenda: vividness: 4.3 – observer – the category of the dream - 3D (1) live births (1) family, friends and acquaintances (31+) 02052021 the name of the dream: an array of girls/womens hairstyles head and shoullder pictures of about seven women in fairly quick succesion this dream sequence would have been categorised as a montage if it wasn't for the fact it happened while in a deep sleep will categorise it as a sleeping montage addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - sleeping montage (1) womens/girls hairstyles living at home 01052021 living at home it is a three-bedroomed house mom, sister-in-law and self mom and self both have a double=bedroom mom has got a great sense of humour everything is going great going great that is, until it is announced that my brother-in-law is coming to stay with us it means having to share the my double-bedroom it doesn't take long before our first serious disagreement crops up "there's no way", the dreamer tell her, "i'm sharing my bedroom with another grown man" sharing the bedroom with my brother while we were growing up was o.k. but as grown men, it simply wont work for the first time ever mom looks sad not a good ending for a dream addenda: vividness: 3.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances (30+) 30042021 the name of the dream: four of us,two girls and tow boys, are in a celeratory mood we have discovered a way of fixing a tooth problem we have averted having to go the dentist one of us says, "lets dance" we dance in a waltzing s style to a salsa beat my girlfriend says something which alludes to our being in bed together wake up to hear myself saying, "are you feeling fruity?" 29042021 the name of the dream: at home alone where at my current address there is a knock at the door standing a two metres back from the door is an african girl she is wearing an eager, happy smile she says, "iv'e come to help you" opent the door as far as it can go and stand back to let her in when she has passed me, the dreamer goes to close the door, four or five more girls are standing more or less in a line they, like the first girl, are wearing simple clothes and the same smile "what have the i let myself in for?" is the thought in my mind as they start moving forward 28042021 the name of the dream: the sound of a forceful hailstorm wakes me up it is accompanied by the feeling of coldness the weather has been erratic lately cold winds giving way to to cold warm days sit up in bed and g 27042021 the name of the dream: a trip to holland a trip to holland was well overdue bought a train ticket but don't remember the journey in holland, headed for the area familiar to me the entire layout and feel of the area was different gone was the thriving atmosphere as were the buildings it looked as though the area was under construction, but there wasn't any building equipment an area the size of a football stadium housed just three or four stalls went to a cafe that looked more like a market stall it had a comprehensive menu the dreamer intended to buy something and then approach someone in the cafe/stall who looked as though they could get me some hash the customers were elderly people not one of them fitted the bill asked the man behind the counter if he could get some hash he shook his head he then told me to go and stand away from the stall and he would come to me he came over and handed me a nugget he asked for six euros gave him the money and went off in search of somewhere which had the sort of atmosphere where the dreamer could enjoy it still in empty surroundings when a friendly guy joined up with me we would find somewhere where we could enjoy ourselves we walked in a neighbourhood filled with teens we were on their "patch" and subject to their rules two or three of them confronted us and wanted everything we had not sure how it started but a fight broke out it was only going to end one way during the scuffle, a passing single-decker coach filled with japanese tourists entered the dream they came to our rescue in a dramatic way when the coach smashed through a three-metre-high wire fence to get to us the tables had turned the trouble-makers dispersed one of the japanese tourists handed me a purple hoodie as a memento (stand-out visual) it was time to leave holland was making my way back to the station when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - holland (4+) 24042021 the name of the dream: our beginnings and the start of the endless this is the third or fourth dream from which the writer has been jolted out of his sleep here are the details… an area that has meagre vegetation the area of the view is about half a kilometre by half a kilometre there are a few gentle slopes that rise and fall over hundreds of metres in the next scene, the area contains a river or a pool the land has marshes the first animal life to appear is a biped because the animal’s upper limbs are so bulky, the animal would, if it used its upper limbs to lower itself to eat, look every bit a quadruped in the next scene, there are at least seven other different species the thing is, none of them is recognisable as anything that has been extrapolated from the bones in the fossil record they are similar to those that are known, but equally, they look completely different (we have to consider that our current knowledge of the fossil record is woefully incomplete) in the next scene, a biped, recognisable as an early man-shaped being, captures our attention now the dream takes off we whizz forward through time to where we are now at a break-neck speed, we see scenes of recent and contemporary life big buildings, traffic, the hustle and bustle of a metropolis then we are habituating space, again, crammed with activity beyond that, we know there will be Transmutation and Straight-line action what has come to light as a result of this dream is that we haven’t taken into our view of the future the consideration that straight-line action isn’t the be-all and end-all of Endlessness no siree, straight-line-action is just one of endless phases of what’s waiting every Point in space has to be utilised and brought into the equation picture page pre-pi the is the culmination of this in the second dimension before we move into the fourth dimension we will have to “use up” every Point (11’59″‘ ) in the third dimension to fire your imagination consider… if memory serves, for every new dimension weight decreases by half? and the amount of space increases by two? the one and only picture of us the writer has of us is as two-dimensional entities in euclidean form (made up of straight lines) it is as two-dimensional beings it is now realised, the reason it is available to the memory is that it is of the past the implications of endless dimensions are fantasy-like for every new dimension, gravity decreases, while space increases* as if there isn’t enough space already *from memory, spent ages looking for the figures but couldn’t find them, gravity decreases by one-half, while space increases by one-half 23042021 the name of the dreams: a girl and three cars - mack's in town on the top tier of a car park in the centre of town have just been quizzed by two policemen in a police car walking away from them when lee mack appears he has the most joyfully impish smile on his face he extends his arm and points a gizmo in the direction of the police car the "beep, beep" of the gizmo sounds out clearly it turns off the engine of the police lee mack turns and runs into the stairwell behind him after a small gap of time, the police car starts back up again the policemen don't get out of the car they may not have seen him the car has only one way to go down it will pass by me on the way don't know if the policemen saw lee mack if they didn't they might think it was me if they think it's me they will search me i'm in a bind if they believe it wasn't the dreamer he will have seen who it was and will have to give a description the prank will have made the police angry they might vent their frustration on me there's a small chance the dreamer can get out of the predicament there's a metre-wide pillar a few steps behind me the pillar is quite close to a wall if the dreamer times it right, he can hide from view behind the pillar and then move around the pillar as the car approaches and go all the way around the pillar as the police car passes by the police car has passed by me i'm out of the danger zone the look of sheer delight on lee macks face when he used the gizmo to turn off the engine of the police car kept me chuckling for minutes after waking up looking forward to constructing dreams and presenting them as two, three or four-minute sketches when we get going, when we get going addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant and observer - the category of the dream - celebrities (10+) lee mack (1) humourous (2+) a girl and three cars another one of those dreams when, upon waking, am thinking about what has to be done during the day is interspersed with the memory of the dream by the time the two states of consciousness are identified, the beginning of the dream has become too vague to recall the details what is remembered is, we are on an important task the day will be fully occupied fulfilling it my companion is also a friend he has to speak to his girlfriend before we get started we are at his girlfriend's house he and his girlfriend are talking in an animated way the girl realises her boyfriend isn't going to see her point of view she leaves the house in a bit of a storm my friend chases after her she gets in her car and is no longer in the dream by the time the dreamer gets to the street to my complete disbelief, my friend is disappearing down the road chasing after her in our car by the time the dreamer gets outside the job at hand has becom e insignificant in his frustration,the dreamer knee-kick a dark blue car next to him a dent about the size of a coconut appears to the left of the front wheel (stand-out visual) so now we've not only lost the important job but will have to fork out for a repair not expecting to be able to push the dent out of the car,the dreamer puts something heavy in his jacket and swings it under the car so it catches the edge of the car and swings upwards and hits the dent to my surprise, most of the dent comes out a couple more swings and the dent has completely gone am thinking that manufacturers are making cars flimsier and flimsier to improve profits when the thoughts in the dream merge with the waking thoughts addenda: vividness: 3.2 to participant and observer - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances (20+) ray (3+) 22042021 the name of the dream: organised chaos am in a financial position which enables a complete redesign of the house a young lad, not a professional builder, but keen and fit, will do some of the preparations before the builders move in bad organisation on my part brings them all together on the same day there are eight to ten men all told the hallway is narrow and short it's causing all sorts of problems as the men go about the construction two men can't pass each other in the hallway some of the new materials are too long to bend around the corner of the hallway it's a terraced house it means taking the materials around the back of the house thirty or forty metres is added to bringing in and taking stuff out in the middle of the hustle and bustle, the young lad has, without consulting me, brought a couple of his friends to help the dreamer thinks he's trying to "put one" over on me can feel my blood start to boil "how much are charging per hour for them?",the dreamer asks "one-pound-thirty", he says "is that all?", comes out of my mouth at that rate, it works out at less than the tip the dreamer was going to give him it calms the dreamer down, although the frenzy of activity is growing as the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.6/7 - participant - the category of the dream - home improvements (1) 21042021 the name of the dreams: not the time of the season the reason for being there wasn't in the dream but back in my home from home in dreams the dreamer is in an open prison it doesn't take long before it becomes a drudgery the opportunity to do a "runner" presented itself in the form of a wad of notes and change the dreamer took it back in my home town, was on my way to buy a car when a familiar face appeared in the dream it took several seconds of dream-time before it sunk in and a sense of resignation came over me it was one of the prison staff asked him, "how did you find me so quickly?" "the prison service is a large organisation, it didn't take long", he said was taken to a building was shown into a room there were a dozen other recaptured escapees there to a man, we were demoralised christmas it wasn't addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - prison (7+) open(3+) 20042021 the name of the dreams: a night out - the job seeker apart from myself, it is an all-african cast two women and two men are at my place before this night they didn't know each other one of the males asks the other, "what do you smoke?" "malawi", the other says whatever else happens, i'll be nicely stoned we are going to either a dance or a gambling casino one of the girls isn't satisfied with her clothes my suggestion is she looks through my wardrobe a tight-fitting synthetic black jacket catches her eye (the same jacket that is the subject of the dream of 24012021) she tries it on it enhances her shape, and now she's ready to go we all head off into the night can tell the girls not particularly happy with me tagging along addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - african acquaintances (4+) job-hunting need money and am desperate for a job in the next scene, on the first floor of a publishing house it is an established business the dreamer will be paid a decent wage if he can land the job the proprietor is spanish he speaks with a gruff voice he needs more staff but is not going to take me on unless the dreamer can sell myself my first pitch is, "i'm good with numbers" that doesn't impress him he says, "everybody is good with a calculator nowadays" my next pitch is, "i can translate from english to spanish" he replies, "there are plenty of good english to spanish translation programmes" my reply is, "yes, but those programmes tend to lose some of the writer's individuality" he nods in agreement the dreamer can feel the job could be his press home my advantage "will work for two weeks without pay", now he's listening "if you don't want me after that,i won't feel bad about it" he's mulling it over when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream - job hunting (2+) 19042021 the name of the dream: the pleasure park the dream opens with an aerial view of an area of desert we are looking into a ravine the view enlarges as we zoom-in the zoom-in stops at about thirty metres above the ground we see an entrance to a cave the scene changes we can now see half a dozen fairground stalls the front of the stalls are covered a chopper bike with a girl passenger and boy drive into the scene more couples on bikes arrive we anticipate a bustling fairground scene instead, we see the faces of the girls the dream becomes a Montage seven or eight pictures show variations of girls faces in ecstasy they are in the act oddly for this type of dream, we don't see anything other than the girl's faces their faces are showing intense pleasure as we move from picture to picture lots of colour in this dream-cum-montage when fully awake, the writer tries to project the feelings of pleasure in this dream-cum-montage into his one and only picture of the heavenly state (first mention of this insight into the experience of heaven) imagine you are moving forward the sensation of pleasure increases in proportion to your speed you want to experience greater pleasure you can't put yourself before others, so... as a straight-edged mathematical entity, you "connect" by aligning and touching one of your edges with the edge of the being not moving as fast as you your desire to experience faster motion "rubs off" on the other being, which in turn "incentivises" her/him to move faster there are at least one-hundred-thousand million other beings on the move in heaven the permutations for a deck of cards (52) is 80658175170943878571660636856403766975289505440883277824000000000000 https://czep.net/weblog/52cards.html https://czep.net/weblog/52cards.html you do arithmetic for 100 000 000 000 addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.1 - observer - the category of the dream - dream-cum-montage (3+) girls experiencing pleasure x (1) 18042021 the name of the dream: nothing if not a trier on an overcast day, the dreamer is walking alongside a stretch of level ground the ground is sodden white lines mark out the boundaries of a football pitch two young ladies are kicking a ball around a third person, slightly older, joins them if another person joins them, they can have a game of two-a-side football they call out to me to play with them why not? the impromptu game gets underway there are five to seven scenes of me chasing for the ball the young lads know the moves their throw-ins always land at the feet of their team-mate their passes land near the feet of their teammate those rare occasions when we do have the ball, my passes, in particular, leave more than just a little to be desired in another scene, a determined effort by yours truly to get to the ball first ends up with me sliding on the soaked grass on my knees the young lads are full of it my puff is giving out in the final scene, the ball is thrown to my feet didn't realise it was a free-kick and say, "what do i do with it?" the others concluded the dreamer is a "div" still, we all like a trier addenda: vividness: 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - outdoor contact sports (2+) 17042021 the name of the dreams: horror show - a great laugh near the reception desk of what looked like a youth hostel apart from self, it is all girls a girl standing nearby asks me for a light for her cigarette from my fag strictly speaking, it was a roll-up thinking it would be more intimate, the dreamer holds his roll-up against her cigarette she presses her "tailor-made" too tightly against my roll-up and it almost bends in half she's apologetic but we both see the funny side that was the introduction for the start of a bout of laughter of the slapstick comedy kind a few puffs of my roll-up gets the end of my "rollie" glowing red the problem is the roll-up is too thin a second try only douses the red bit of the roll-up produce a match with the intention of igniting it and lighting her fag the matches are damp instead of igniting the match it throws off a few sparks and fizzles out the next attempt causes her to drop her cigarette we both bend to pick it up and we bang our heads together another attempt broke her fag as each attempt ends in failure each failure causes us to laugh harder we are both laughing so hard we become weak and have to prop ourselves up with our hands or we would, have been rolling on the floor laughing was laughing hard for ten seconds upon waking more likely, it was the physical effort of laughing loud which woke me up there have been three incidents of uncontrollable laughing in the writer's unillustrious life the first was while waiting to be called into the interview room at the jobcentre while living in london sat next to a scottish lad about the same age don't remember any of his punch-lines do remember losing balance while sitting and having to hold onto the seat of the chair to stop me from keeling over the second time, in a room attached to the dormitory in an open prison six or seven of us are having a hash party we are well under the influence when a guy called danny suggests we have a seance in that state, anything sounds like a good idea what started me "off" was the deadly earnest way danny said, "is anybody there?" the writer was expecting a fun game of some sort it never occurred to me it was going to be a serious attempt to communicate with the departed the sudden realisation that danny really believed in ghosts and that it was possible to summon one to the party cracked me up up until that point, he was yer typical no- nonsense likeable bloke every time he said, "is there anyone there?" my laughing became more uncontrollable by the third or fourth time the writer was on his hands and knees it was getting difficult to breathe the dreamer had to crawl away there was a very real chance of hyperventilating out of the room and in the corridor one of the prison staff was walking past a day or two before we had a sensible chat he regarded me as a good person he looked down at me the writer sensed his disgust he never spoke to me again this was the hardest the writer had ever laughed the dream was the second hardest addenda: vividness: 3.8 - participant - the category of the dream - laughing dream (4+) externalised dream (15+) the two dreams are from different periods of sleep horror show the dreamer is listening to a conversation the conversation may have been coming over the airways, or it may have been people talking within earshot the subject being talked about was a community that had been infected with an unknown chemical or virus the dream didn't go into the origin of the outbreak as the commentators gave their opinion, the scene turns to the affected people a group of twenty or thirty people are walking from the bottom-left of the scene and away from the observer the effect of the outbreak causes deformities as the affected people walk by the deformities become more and more grotesque the stand-out scene of the dream is when one man looks in the direction of the observer try to imagine a sculpture of the head of a person made out of firm putty now imagine the sculpture is an exact likeness of someone you know now imagine the head and face of the person have been flattened on one side the right eye is at the front of the face where the nose would be the flattened side of his face is elongated the dream ends with the picture firmly embedded in the mind's eye it is accepted that the content of dreams are memories of events that have occurred in one of the Tenses of time the addenda: vividness: of this dream suggests it is the present of a past Undulation this dream was due to listening to a radio play called the "Midwich cuckoos" (https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/161846.The_Midwich_Cuckoos) before falling asleep addenda: vividness: - 4.5 - observer - the category of the dream - human deformities (1) 16042021 the name of the dream: stranger and stranger in the first few scenes, the dreamer is in a spacious, well-lit setting am talking to a guy the writer has been generous with in awake-time he had never been in a position to be generous with me he is standing back against a wall three-metres away he looks pleased with himself it's as though he's about to tell a good joke he digs into his pocket and then throws something brown to me it is wrapped in cling film it is the size of a gobstopper free of the cling film, it becomes recognisable it is more than a quarter of an ounce of fresh "leb" he says something along the lines of, "it's your turn to be on the receiving end" the dreamer assumes he hasn't got any for himself and says, "what about you?" his half-smile becomes a full smile as he whips out another gobstopper-sized ball of it he says, "it's all turning out alright" the next sequence of the dream starts with the dreamer in the middle of a city (coventry) it's a warm day, which is just as well, the dreamer is as naked as the day he was born being undressed doesn't strike me as being odd, nor does it phase the dreamer in the slightest partly because he is lying on grass, but mainly because he is completely at ease what does concern me is not having the hash from the first part of the dream a dark blue dressing gown, the one that is hanging over the corner of the living room door as this is being typed, is next to me with a certain amount of anxiety, the dreamer puts the gown on and goes into the pockets of the dressing gown the hash is in the second pocket he feels in now my mood is buoyant looking around, it is the centre of town but with only half a dozen people immediately near me three elderly women thirty metres away are looking at me justifiably, they look concerned the man they are looking at has obviously escaped from the nuthouse it's quite possible the man may charge at them it's time for the dream to move on put the dressing gown on and decide to put "one" together to make the three-mile walk less of a trek can't feel the smoke in either pocket it must have dropped out of the pocket while sitting on the grass go back to the patch of grass and look for it it's not to be seen anywhere there is a stiff cigarette packet though look into the packet the ball of blow had gone but there are two smaller bits it was then that the dream wasn't making sense how did the dreamer get into the situation where he isn't wearing clothes? couldn't work it out the dream ends it wasn't until fully awake that it became possible to make sense of the dream the subtlety through which the transition from dream-time to awake-time occurred caused me to think that the memory of the dream had its basis in awake-time it took a while to realise that the dream had ended and it wasn't parts of memories of awake-time this dream is on the 16042021 it explains why the writer didn't think he had a dream yesterday his assumption yesterday, that the memories after waking were from awake-time, it is now known, was, in fact, the dream again, the writer asks the reader to consider... the awake-time conscious is the inferior state of consciousness and we will, in the course of time, come to understand that the dream-time conscious becomes the dominant form of consiousness and we will, before going through Transmutation, be living permanently in what we now regard as dream-time our current experience of awake-time gradually diminishes as dream-time consciousness becomes the prevaillng sense of consciousness addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 4.6 - participant and observer there is a scene in the dream in which the dreamer has a joint the feeling of being "high" is, with two or three exceptions, clearer than awake-time memories of it 14042021 the name of the dream: "now that's what i call a dream" the dream opens as the dreamer becomes aware he has just woke he is in a room about five metres by seven-metres the scene changes the room has become larger the dreamer is in a large double bed next scene, two women enter the room one has black hair, the other girl's hair is auburn they come to the bed and lie on it in the next scene, the women have undressed and are lying side by side on the bed with the dreamer the dreamer's sense of being unbiased assets itself he clambers over one of the girls and is now lying between them the next scene, we are touching and kissing the opportunity for the dreamer to introduce the girls to his brand of threesomes is thwarted when the girl with black hair manoeuvres herself under the dreamer the scene changes, the auburn-haired girl is off the bed and standing (if the girls had let the dreamer have his way, it would have been a pleasurable time for all) the dreamer is so relaxed he is having trouble becoming fully aroused the black-haired girl takes matters into her hands and places the dreamer's genitalia at her "entry" point it is a simple matter of a gentle movement to attain conjoinment there are four scenes of slow-motion activity the next scene, the girl with auburn-coloured hair has left the dream the room has become even larger it is now about eight metres by eight metres there is a large couch against the wall to the right of the bed with a girl and a boy, they are both dressed and looking our way also, there is another large double bed in the far corner with two or three people on it they too are dressed meanwhile, back at the centre of the action, the dreamer is still not fully aroused even when conjoined it feels just fine for the dreamer, but the black-haired girl is not a hundred-per-cent happy she maintains her friendly disposition but is not getting what she was expecting the scene changes, one of the three people, a male, in the other large double bed is filming what's happening the dreamer says to his partner, "is he filming us?" she doesn't say anything someone filming our goings-on isn't conducive to the dreamer's efforts eventually, the girl says, "it isn't going to happen" she says it again the dreamer is about to say something along the lines of, "it will be alright next time" when the dream ends the cause of the dreamer's poor performance is understood he simply isn't active enough during the day this dream reached new heights in terms of Awake-time awareness in Dream-time it was so, so close to the dreamer realising he is dreaming we may have a new category of dream before we're finished... montage dreams its addenda: vividness: in both sight and touch is on a par with awake-time sensations the distinction between Sleep-time and awake-time continues to lessen while we're there... the day before yesterday, during a cat-nap in the day, the writer entered into the Montage state a brown wall had a rough circular design on it while taking in the detail, about one-twentieth of the design crumbled through the gap where it had crumbled a bright, white shaft of light came through (the same as is in the intro of the 1982 film "the thing" over the course of two seconds or so, about a dozen more gaps appeared each gap also let in a shaft of light before the dream-scene-feel, cum-montage finished, approximately one-third to one-half of the design on the wall was letting through light a sense of anticipation gripped the sense of anticipation was cut short immediately after it occurred the writer believes he may be able to experience and interchange between both states of consciousness within this lifetime thinking about it further, the writer thinks the addenda: vividness: of the shafts of light represents the fully awake state that fits in with this dream addenda: vividness: 3.8 to 4.7/8 - participant - the category of the dream - xual (10+) 13042021 the name of the dreams: the charge of the children - the right sounds a four or five sequence dream in the first scene, thirty or forty children coming over the brow of a hill they are moving with a purpose we are viewing them from a slightly elevated position they are coming towards us and slightly to the right as they pass below us and before the scene changes, we see a second wave of children of a hundred or so catching up with them in the third scene, children are everywhere and more appear the longer this scene goes on the impression is, it all the children in the world they have been given free-rein to assert themselves adults have concluded that total freedom for children will produce a natural, optimum progression of order which adults can model themselves on addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.2 observer - the category of the dream - children (4+) in the second dream,the dreamer is taken to a hanger-sized building it is to be used as a communal centre the dreamer has been brought in to recommend a p.a. system someone is making notes as the dreamer points out where to place the speakers can feel the place coming to life addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - p.a. systems (3+) 12042021 the name of the dreams: hesitation, park people, gliding on the ground the first dream is set in a brickyard or a cement works there are large piles of brick or cement rubble in two or three places there is an air of foreboding, although what form the menace is in isn't clear it is thought this dream is the result of falling asleep while listening to a dark and moody version of a two-hour radio play of Bladerunner (do androids dream of electric sheep?) the second theme, it is a sunny day we are looking at the entrance to a park that has tall white gates people are going into a park in large numbers the word large doesn't convey the actual number of people going through the gates into the park it would be more accurate to use the word multitudes in the third dream, we are experiencing a gliding feeling possibly ice or roller-skates not sure what brought on this pleasant sense of movement the last scene of this bit of r.e.m. is of my step-brother and step-father in a room where we live this dream is an all-white dream with splotches of dark walk into the bedroom and can see the tools and the bits and pieces of sawn wood false walls have been installed both of them are looking pleased the dreamer is impressed it is a very professional bit of d.i.y. both of them, it should be noted, are as honest and as the day is long they have built the false walls in their eagerness to please me they know the dreamer deals in drugs and are letting me know they are going to help and not hinder the dreamer the dreamer is furious it should be noted that both of them are as honest as the day is long the last thing the dreamer wants to happen is to get them involved from memory, this is the only dream which contains a smell it was the distinct smell of wood and plaster three times the dreamer asks his step-brother, "did you do this?" he never answered the dream finishes the last dream is the most vivid dream for months addenda: vividness:: 2.9 to 4.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: foreboding (5+) flying/gliding (5+) family (6+) stepfather (1) step-brother (1) 11042021 the name of the dream: return of the montages a ninety-second, one-hundred-plus pictures Montage most scenes lasted for between one-third to one half of a second every scene is in colour in amongst them, a white horse, oliver hardy and barbara windsor every pic/scene contained movement one scene is of a canvas portrait of a man's face the grain of the painting is clearly visible the picture started as a still scene while taking in the detail, the man's face becomes alive as he turns to face the observer, a smile forms the smile gets bigger his gaze lingers for a moment before the scene is replaced by another the portrait scene was the longest of all the scenes, lasting about three-quarters of a second addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.2 - observer - the category of the montage: multi-themed montage 10042021 the name of the dream: whoops-a-daisy the new american democratic party in the america is having its first major policy conference the dream starts with yours truly in the foyer after the doors were closed two or three armed guards are in the foyer the doors have padlocked, heavy-duty chains going through the handles on the outside think i'm a photographer or perhaps a newspaper reporter there will be a couple of hours to wait until the convention finishes fifteen metres across the way there is another building much like the one i'm in there is condensation on the inside of the glass of the building the dreamer is a movement inside the foyer of the other building causes me to look can't quite make out who it is go the the window and rub away the condensation can see him more clearly, but it's raining and stiil can't make him out the person in the foyer of the other building comes closer to the window for a second he becomes recognisable it looks like joe biden he looks lost first going this way, then going the other think this dream is linked to a clip on Infowars of joe biden falling up the stairs, not once, not twice but three times while boarding a plane he looks a complete div addenda: vividness: 3.4 - observer - the category of the dream - topical () politics () joe biden (1) 10042021 the name of the dream: 52d the first theme in this dream is to do with me needing to go to the toilet didn't get to a toilet in time and soiled myself fairly sure this dream was due to taking a large dose of vitamin c during the day and feeling the need to go to the toilet shortly after the second theme while walking along a street, a girl presented herself to me and let me know she was prepared to be intimate a little further along the street, we came to a t-junction we turned left ten metres ahead was a railway crossing then, a young man of twenty came up to me and said, "so-and-so wants to see you at 52d" wasn't familiar with the name or the address the tone in his voice suggested it was more of an order than a request the dreamer became cautious he said, "i want you to come with me" the dreamer said, "i'm not going anywhere with you" another young man appeared in the dream no sooner had he appeared, when a car pulled up at the kerb the back-seat door of the car opened the two lads grabbed hold of me and started forcing me to the car there was a prolonged struggle during the struggle,the dreamer turn through one-hundred and eighty degrees my movement was so quick it threw one of the young men into the middle of the road there are then two scenes that contain violence (am leaving the details of scenes of violence out of dreams from now on) it meant the police would be showing up soon the would-be abductors knew they had failed and drove off addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - attempted abduction (1+) 07042021 2nd dream the name of the dream: the sea farer was in a two or three people dinghy the dinghy was dark grey and black didn't have a paddle the dreamer didn't think he would need one the water was only metres away from where the dreamer is living the flow of the water would take me to where it met the open sea the last time had been there, the open sea was only one or two-hundred-metres across to the bank on the other side in another scene, had reached the open sea it was completely different the open sea had gone from being one or two-hundred-metres across to seven-or-eight-kilometres the current would take me all the way out to sea panic gripped me had to get back to the bank, but quick without a paddle, the only option was to use my hands was wearing heavy-duty plastic and cloth gloves my hands would get cold had to paddle like billyo to beat the current was winning the fight against the current when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - open waters (3+) the name of the dream: pre-heavenly activity: freedom-fever at home in bed had woken a minute or two before was thinking about what we would be doing in future Undulations while man-shaped then, like bolt from the blue, it revealed itself it seems all of the matter in the universe is being organised into a Life-Friendly environment there are glistening silver structures from where we are now that seem to stretch out to the end of the Observable Universe in all directions the whole thing is buzzing with activity huge, moving craft carrying other huge structures craft transporting people and other smaller structures a feverish sense of purpose accompanies our activities the scope of the task is all-consuming we incorporate our interaction with one another as we build work, love and play merge they are indistinguishable from each other we know we will accomplish that which has to be done and complete the task, but there isn’t a scintilla of complacency the scene lasts for two or three seconds of Dream- Time, after which the dreamer jumps out of bed and dashes into the living-room two or three people are waiting for me to get out of bed in the living room, my gaze finds cathy the dreamer says to cath, “i knows what we will be doing for eternity” (while man-shaped) the dreamer is about to begin explaining the dream to cath when the dreamer wakes for things to fit together properly, this dream must be somewhere between a million years from now and no further into the future than five-thousand-million years from now for the picture “Heavenly Bodies” to be accurate it is the most exciting insight into the future of the activities of the man-shaped being to date addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 4.4 – observer – the category of the dream - future undulations (5+) cath (2+) 06042021 the name of the dream: more fool me offered a couple of casual acquaintances a tenner if they could come up with a business venture which would return a profit on a thousand pounds the dreamer knows he is taking a risk telling them about my finances, but thought they would think of the long-term benefits not sure how they found out the dreamer had a thousand pounds stashed and was robbed of it knew where to find the two lads, and decided to put up a fight loaded a shotgun with blanks and went to confront them caught up with them at their hang out they are fifteen people in the room where they are, every one of them is committed to a life of crime spoke loud enough for everyone to hear would give a thousand-pound reward if the money was returned delivered my ultimatum and waited for a response they carried on as though the dreamer wasn't there lost patience and fired a shot into the ceiling it created a black gunpowder smudge on the ceiling the group of men stopped talking and they began sizing me up the dreamer had crossed the line was thinking what to do when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - criminality () 05042021 the name of the dream: new accommodation and new friends the council has built two new eight or nine-storey blocks of flats within three-quarters of a kilometre of the city centre have been allocated a flat on the first floor it has an L-shaped living room the kitchen occupies the rest of the floor-space the kitchen has floor-standing cupboards when seated in any part of the living room, the rest of the flat is visible it gives the impression of being a lot more spacious than it is can seat ten or twelve people, more if people sit in the kitchen its nearness to town makes it easy for people to get to it soon became the gathering place for friends and friends of friends in the dream, there seven or eight people sitting and chatting the underlying theme of conversation has a political theme in one scene, a friend of a friend tried to rubbish the definition of love he didn't get any support from anyone else in another scene, someone pointed out that in the other new block of flats, a man was looking into our flat using binoculars at first,the dreamerfelt peeved then a feeling of gratification that someone thought our lives were were snooping on x material followed the scenes in the flat the xual content brought the writer to the realisation that the most intense natural pleasurable feelings we experience, (ej*******on), is the bare constant of the heavenly experience addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - socialising () 04042021 the name of the dream: politics, food and tasty anatomy's two themes and one scene arnold schwarzenegger has a role in government he is trying to get support for a policy his manner is surprisingly uninsistent he is talking to another man but is alluding to me when he says, "if someone was to support it, it would probably get accepted" the next theme is food someone is eating a large, juicy chicken pie he bites into the pie he bites too energetically and some of the white gravy squirts onto his shirt there is quite a bit more to this period of R.E.M. https://www.verywellhealth.com/the-four-stages-of-sleep-2795920 the last four months have seen a noticeable reduction in the detail in dreams this is due to smoking too much green should see an expansion of details within the next few months the scene shows a woman lying on her front she is dressed her skin-tight slacks leave only the colour of her skin to imagine the eye is drawn to her buttocks buttocks don't come anymore voluptuous the dreamer wakes in an aroused state addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 4 - observer - the category of the dream - celebrities () arnold schwarzenegger (3+) food () chicken pie (1+) the female shape () buttocks (2+) 03042021 the name of the dream: soon to be a two-theme dream this dream is solidly based on the pde's in part, from a conversation, and in part from watching a couple of episodes of would i lie to you we are living in a post-covid world there is more than enough time for fun and recreation am a guest on an episode of a quick-fire comedy show another guest panellist, a woman, determined to throw me off-guard, says earnestly, "the rumour is you're a lousy lover" my reply is, "that's a bit rich considering it's coming from a woman whose hymen is still intact" she doesn't have a comeback the second dream is a conversation that details the run-up to, and the demise of, the covid hoax in this dream, the world is free of financial tyranny addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - topical () covid (3+) financial () 02042021 the name of the dream: bad influences this multi-scened dream contained violence have decided not to enter dreams with violent content/themes will, however, make a note when one occurs the reason... a few weeks back the writer hit an emotional brick wall while watching a film that had violence in it it produced a depressing feeling the feeling re-emerged every time violence occurred in the film it went even further... even a small amount of animosity was enough to produce a bad feeling am now only watching films and programmes that are family-friendly that is, a child can watch them this entry is also to tell you, films with explosions have an adverse effect on the minds of people of all ages with just one or two exceptions, explosions do not occur in nature the sinister side to this is, there are people in the film industry who know explosions have a detrimental effect on the minds of people keep your children away from films that have explosions in them the writer knows from experience, violent content produces ill feelings in dreams (see 31072014) it's more than just possible it affects the awake-time conscious state as well 01042021 the name of the dream: you can lead a horse to water six or seven scenes in which the dreamer is making a determined, almost feverish, attempt to persuade people to incorporate ethics into their lifestyle most resistance came from a man he has a booming business he isn't denying that ethics is important, but can't bring his-self to let go of a succesful business the dream ends as it is realised he wont be persuaded addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - ethics () 30032021 the name of the dream: nothing fishy about her it is the end of the school year at our primary school a group of us have volunteered to help a teacher organise things which will need attention while the school is closed the teacher is a young woman she is supervising as we go from classroom to classroom in one classroom is a one-metre by half-a-metre by a half-a-metre fish tank the teacher is sitting on one of the classrooms desks one of her feet is resting on the floor, the other is propped on a desk she is wearing black, ‎corduroy trousers and an orange blouse with patches of black her face isn't in the dream as the teacher is instructing us what to do, the movement of the fish catch my eye every time the teacher speaks, the fish in the tank change the direction they are swimming because the writer is in a "sceptical" frame of mind of late, his initial thought is the fish are trying to flee from the source of the sound the dreamer thinks the teacher is the same woman who physically (not xually) abused some boys at junior school she was bad news it didn't make sense though the teacher in this dream is relaxed and dress-conscious not at all like the awake-time teacher from junior school gave the dream a different interpretation the teacher is a modern, caring person the fish aren't fleeing from the sound of her voice, but are trying to move toward it it's within the realms of possibility that a female man-shaped being with a "love attitude", may indeed give-off a quality that would attract any form of life addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - junior school (2+) evolving beings () female () 29032021 the name of the dream: how not to remember your dreams s dream about two people who cooperate to make a website one of them has the skills to do just about anything with a website the other has unbounded enthusiasm which will carry it through in one scene, the one with the skills to create the website tells the other one that the terms entered into the search box is the key to bringing up the information sought the dream finished and the writer did the same thing as he did with the dream of 27032021 he think-read the details of the dream upon waking but then slipped back into a borderline awake/sleep state that was enough for details to re-bury themselves back into the dream conscious the writer will now have to try and instil the habit of waking from sleep with the dream fresh in his mind it will probably mean adopting an "early to bed, early to rise..." routine this dream was the result of coming across a website yesterday which used databases within a database it pulled up the info with pinpoint precision it also had something to do with my website needed to give a sentence the reference to a page from a few years back which made an important point, but couldn't bring it up using the search box addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - forgetting the details of a dream (2) 28032021 the name of the dream: good things happen to those who do good a young lad breaks into a mini-sized mansion before he has finished gathering the "haul", he comes across a girl who is being held captive the lad listens to her story and realises he has stumbled upon a hornets nest the girl cautions the boy about her captor it is obvious, the person is a pyschopath he has no option but to get her out of there (even thieves have standards) he knows he is on the edge it is now a matter of life and death, quite possibly for both of them they manage to get out of the house and clear of the vicinity the girl is so grateful she invites the lad to conjoin with her the dream turns into an x dream addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 4 - participant - the category of the dream - female abductions (2) 27032021 the name of the dream: confusing states of consciousness it was a six or seven-scene dream took notes which covered the main thrust of the dream would elaborate when it came to typing it into this database it felt good to be remembering dreams with so much detail relaxed and went into a light slumber woke and went to the notes it then became clear the notes taken immediately after the dream were taken in the dream the light sleep was sufficient to erase most of the details can tell you, it had similarities to yesterday's dream people were helping someone to write something addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - taking notes of a dream in a dream (1) 26032021 the name of the dream: feigned feelings three of us are practising songs to add to our portfolio one of the guitarists had composed a new song after he had sung it, he waited to hear our comments there was no doubt in my mind, it was a hit the other member of the group agreed the person who composed the song wasn't sure he didn't think it was good enough and dismissed the idea at one point, the dreamer's comment was, "i know a good song when i hear one, and your song is a good one" still, he wasn't persuaded for two or more scenes, the composer of the song kept shaking his head and dismissing the idea it was good enough whenever we tried to encourage him to recognise the potential of the song as the dream came to an end, his reluctance to accept our opinion was still present it was then it became clear to me the lad who composed the song wasn't disagreeing with us because he thought the song wasn't good enough he was shrugging off our enthusiasm because he wanted to keep hearing us saying how good it was addenda: vividness: 3.7 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - music () 23032021 the name of the dream: cheats it is the end of the school term the exam results have just been released there was a tradition at the college which went back to the year dot students would leave a remark about the test on the test paper it was discovered the comments were in fact instructions to the examiners the code contained the students' preferences for his working life the examiner would then suggest the student showed aptitude in a particular subject and should be given a new curriculum when the cheating came to light the entire staff were sacked those of us who aren't part of the scam will now get a fair chance in life despite its glum tone, this dream was clear and bright addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - education () 22032021 the name of the dream: the daughter of a dog my working buddy has saved his credits he can now use as many or as few of his credits as he wants for a partner he makes the classic mistake of skimping on how many of his credits go toward a partner by only using one-half of his buying power, he will have enough for a different girl if he doesn't like the girl he is allocated the girl he gets is a girl who spits venom every time she speaks my work-mate is despondent it will be a long time before he has accumulated enough credits to get back into the position where he can try again the girl in this dream is a young lady the writer encountered in town a couple of decades ago the memory comes to mind now and then... walked into a bus shelter there were three women already in the shelter speaking to the woman nearest to me,the dreamer asks, "is the number ? due?" the girl in question took me aback when, from the furthest end of the shelter, she said, "you missed it" the ill-will accompanying her utterance was palpable have only come across three females with a truly aggressive bent there's nothing more off-putting for fair-minded men than a woman with a violent trait this slightly-built girl was all wrong had something happened which made her the way she was? even more disturbing, is the girl exhibiting her natural character? addenda: vividness: 3.9 - observer - the category of the dream - undesirable women (1) 18032021 the name of the dream: june revisited the second dream of this young lady the first, 01042018, explains our coming together unlike the first dream, in this dream, the writer is aware of the motives of the men she lives with have persuaded the girl to leave her brother and father there are hectic scenes of us moving from place to place we will have to stay in hiding until the girl feels we have given her family "the slip" when the young lady has regained her confidence and when she is sure she will not be back in the custody of her brother and father we will confront them a highly vivid dream it suggests a future time-tense in a far-off undulation, when her brother and father are not in her reality, she will become her natural self the dreamer will have to stand in the queue while men more skilful in the art of wooing women try to win her heart her brother and father will have been shuffled into the past she will be in a normal environment and will know the joy of natural feelings addenda: vividness: 4.4 to 4.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () women () june (2) 17032021 the name of the dream: skulduggery the low addenda: vividness: of this dream suggests it is set in a past tense of time the heart of the centralised system is based on the seasonal reports from teachers teachers note aptitudes and skills of the pupils throughout the junior and senior schools the scope to change jobs is built into the structure as long as the people swapping jobs had a minimum number of similar traits they are deemed interchangeable the dream starts with a young lady giving up her coveted job to another person it produced such showing of gratitude from the person she swapped jobs with, it prompted me to do the same in the next scene, have given my job to a young lad it wasn't the job he wanted it was the location he wanted to be close to a girl he had a crush on unbeknown to me, the young lad had been coerced into getting my job so he could give it to someone else in the next scene, the person who would end up with my job reveals his motives for wanting to change jobs he walks past where the dreamer lives he is trying to hide his face he has heard about my goods and he is "casing" my home the dreamer sets-up a hidden camera it catches him walking past my place on more than one occasion if he does rob me while i'm away, he will have to explain why he's so interested in my place addenda: vividness: - 3.2/3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - social structure () 12032021 the name of the dream: the engineers the dream centres around one scene a group of men are trying to detect where a leak of semi-precious fluid is coming from frustrations are mounting the chief engineer is unable to pinpoint where the leak is a white cloth is tied around a ninety-degree bend in a pipe if the joint is leaking from there it will discolour the cloth it occurred to me that blotting paper would show the fluid with greater accuracy the suggestion was acted upon there was still no sign that the joint was the source of the leak it then struck me the loss of the fluid was due to evaporation the suggestion was being debated when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - work (6+) engineering (2+) 11032021 the name of the dream: no better way to celebrate life dusk has come and gone it is early night three of us, a friend, his girlfriend and self are ready to commit a burglary the house sits on top of an elevated and isolated plot of land we are standing near the imposing iron fence and about to enter the grounds the girl is the most casual of us it's as though she is there for something to do she has no sense of wrong-doing at the moment the dreamer concludes from her movements she is nimble, she starts dancing the theme of the dream changes we are now at a dance with hundreds of people the party is in full flow as the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - criminal intent (5+) burglary (2+) dancing (6+) 10032021 the name of the dream: attraction has no bounds went to sleep listening to the audio version of the original "the day the earth stood still" film the dream was a vivid dozen or more scenes of the film the dream stayed faithful to the plot, characters and script of the film it was faithful with one exception... the last few scenes have the lead female actor and alien ambassador kissing the addenda: vividness: of the film was 4.5 in a future undulation, the plot of the film will have the lead woman and klaatu walking off into the sunset hand-in-hand this dream, the last of three themes in this period of r.e.m., was more montage (https://endicat.com/dreams-montage-dream-mix/) than dream addenda: vividness: 4.5 - observer - the category of the dream - film-based dream: the day the earth stood still (1) black and white (2+) 09032021 the name of the dream: the heist 2 and the heist 1 dozens of cases of vodka and a couple of thousand in cash looked easy pickings the delivery would be intercepted as it was being delivered two of the three-man "crew" were hiding inside the building in the attic and would drop down into the delivery area, pick up the boxes and pass them to a man in the attic we would leave the drink in the attic until the delivery was completed and pick them up when the coast was clear it wasn't that simple of course one the "crew" wasn't as strong as he thought and didn't have the strength to lift the cases to the man in the attic which meant only half the consignment could be stolen (there was only a small window of time between them being hidden in the attic and the people who they were meant for coming to pick them up) it wouldn't take long for the people who had been robbed to figure out how they had been robbed also, one of our men, who was in it more for the fun than the rewards, brought some tarantula-sized spiders with him and was going to leave the spiders in the attic and scare the "willies" out of the "rightful" owners who would eventually look there the spiders would incense the people we stole from even more we took the cash with us and the dreamer "divvied" it up the dreamer hid the money in various locations at my place and gave one of the locations to each man for them to collect after a suitable "cooling off" time things turned nasty when someone got greedy and had searched for and found one of the other men's stash the dreamer was tied up and being roughed up to tell where it was the penny dropped when the dreamer remembered that one of the people who had been with me on another "job" in another dream from a few days ago (didn't enter the dream into the diary and had forgotten about it) spoke to me in the scene before where the dreamer is tied up with a mischievous glint in his eye he knew how the dreamer paid people and had gone to his place and stole the money the dreamer asked his interrogators, "has ...? been doing any spending lately?" addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - thieving (8+) drink and cash (1) 08032021 the name of the dream: new talent was made the section supervisor of a mega big international company my promotion was due to coming up with an idea that became the standard operating procedure a new employee joined to firm he showed promise he was put in my section familiarised him with his job "hat" by giving him an example of the sort of thing that he could do to streamline efficiency the example was quite a complicated formula it took me by surprise when the new young employee came up with a new streamlined procedure the next day others had scrutinised his new formula before me and were agreed he was talented was more than a little pleased with my discovery of the new talent that the dreamer had spotted new talent could only bolster his position it should have been a giant stride forward for the new employee it should also have been a giant feather in my cap talking of feathers... you could have knocked me down with one when, as the dreamer began reading the formula everybody was talking about it was a point-by-point copy of the example he had been shown by me the day before now the dreamer is in a quandary it meant letting the new guy take the credit for the idea if it came out that the new employee had used an example of mine it would turn everything on its head my cred would take a massive dent the beauty of it all is that the new guy wasn't being deceitful for reasons known only to the new chappie, he thought the example he had been shown the day before was the way it should be done addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - work () management () 07032021 the name of the dream: a lucky guy a male friend came to visit for the evening at the end of the visit, he asked me if he knew where he could buy a particular item he was one of those people who point blank refused to get a computer but didn't hesitate to reap the benefits of the versatility of the computer within a minute the computer located the item and the nearest place he could buy one the computer highlighted the shop on a street map which was, as it happened, within a hundred metres or so of where we were he asked the dreamer in a way that suggested it would be a big favour to him if the dreamer would walk him to the shop although it was evening and the shop was closed it was an easy enough thing to do and we both got ready to leave when his back was turned the dreamer said to his girl, "will give you a big hug when weget back?" she leaned forward and said with uncomplicated emotions, "i want a hug now" her red cheeks and lips highlighted her clean young looks the dreamer thought how lucky the dreamer was to have a girlfriend with such a captivating personality (stand-out scene) the dreamer shakee his head the hug the dreamer had in mind would last longer than a second for a minute upon awaking, the dreamer lay there luxuriating in the feelings of being fully rested while still on the boundaries of asleep and awake when another scene relevant to the dream popped into my mind had come across an eye which had been in a doll or a teddy bear it not only looked like an eye but it actually had the look of being alive in the scene,the dreamer has placed the eye between the fingers of my clenched fist and put hair above and below it a split second before she saw it the dreamer said to his girl in a way that suggested it was a cute pet, "found this little thing" her brain filled in the blanks and she was seeing a living thing as big as a head inside my clenched fist she recoiled instinctively for a split second before she realised the dreamer had "got her" again : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (35+) female (25+) male (15+) 06032021 the name of the dream: the skyways construction company in a small group of men being shown around a construction site we were standing at the central point of a junction which brought together two or three elevated highways the highways were a hundred metres above the ground and were wide enough to accomodate a dozen lines of traffic the lanes turned and sloped down over a distance of kilometres which stretched off into the distance they must have been suspension roads as there weren't any support pillars in the scene in the last scene of this dream the dreamer wandered away from the group of four or five people showing him around the site and went to the bottom of an incline which allowed him to see all of the construction from horizon to horizon it's scale was so impressive the dreamer threw out his arms in a gesture of intimidation indicating it was too big the only dream with a grander scale was 15062017 addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - construction sites (4+) elevated (2+) 05032021 the name of the dream: meat and vegetables a curious dream about food in this dream, a future time-tense, the most popular food is a prepared vegetable meal a new recipe for the food has been introduced the company that produced the food is under investigation by the most powerful newspaper in the land the paper iss known for its championing of human rights it demanded that the meat recipe be kept separate from the rest of the meal the consumer would decide if they wanted meat with the meal or not the paper showed a picture of the meat straight out of the tin the meat and the juices stayed the shape of the tin when the meat and gravy is eased out of the tin the paper pointed out that the meat meal must have artificial ingredients in it for the meal to stay firm out of the tin the paper done such a good "hatchet" job on the product, the company has to "eat crow" and take its new product off the market think this dream came about as a result of my reaction to seeing the gravy and meat in a frozen meal two days before addenda: vividness: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - food () soup () 04032021 the name of the dream: elites living in a society that has extremely tight standards am waiting for the results of my test the result determines a person's position in society a score above sixty-per-cent meant a person was in the mainstream of society the higher the score, the greater was the standing of the person the dreamer needed a slightly higher score to get above seventy-per-cent above seventy-per-cent and a person was considered an "elite" an "elite" could adjudicate on disputes she or he could send a person to prison could change a person job the elites were expected to help people find their niche in life the dreamer thought he had discovered a mistake in the marking of his test brought it to the attention of one of the elites the elite, after a quick study of the question and answer under dispute, found there were reasonable grounds for a challenge if the result was in my favour, the amended test result would put me in the elite class the person who was assessing the situation for me felt sure there was a case and it would be in my favour he was telling me what my responsibilities and rewards are when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - types of societies (2+) 03032021 the name of the dream: loneliness in a military base the scene which dominated this dream was a natural formation of stones the stones were layered in tiers, it was possible to imagine the initial flow of lava reaching the point where it finished and then seven or eight smaller flows had followed it there was nothing in an "images" search which came close to depicting the look being described the formation was two hundred metres across and each layer was about two metres in depth at the top of the formation was a road there was a point on the road where men, in an act of symbolism, would throw things onto the rock formation the formation of rock, being smooth and tiered would enable the object thrown to slide down to the bottom of the formation and out of sight usually, a man would throw away photo's or keepsakes of family and loved one's as a statement of commitment to put the unit they belonged to above the family alternatively, men would throw their rifle into the chasm of rock as an act of resignation it was evening and in the dusk somewhere at the bottom of the mini-canyon came the sound of a baby crying some baby-cries are distinctly different from others this one was a cry for companionship, the loneliness echoed and resonated in that part of me which defined humanity it took a while to locate the baby it had been left in a structure of bricks, it wasn't clear if the structure of bricks was meant to house him or keep the child imprisoned the dream ended when enough of the bricks had been moved and the silhouette of the baby showed she/he had stopped crying : addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - militarism (2+) babies (5+) 01032021 the name of the dream: the trouble with tweeties at home lying down on the sofa having a "kip" was woken by sparrows making a lot of noise and the beak of one of the sparrow pecking into the corner of my mouth had been feeding the sparrows for so long they had lost any fear of me and thought nothing of coming in the house to forage for titbits or when they fancied something different or if the bird-feeder, their concept of a larder, was empty on occasions the living room was your regular aviary, sometimes there was ten of them this dream was one of those times in fact, if it wasn't for their chirping and squabbling and nibbling the dreamer wouldn't have woke at all and wouldn't be relating this snippet of a bedtime-story on this occasion, it wasn't obvious what they wanted the bird looking for something in my mouth suggested they were very hungry but they were quick learners and may have "cottoned on" to me being awake meant food would be arriving soon at first, the dreamer could always tell when they were famished, they would be pecking into the corner of my mouth for a grain of something too small for my senses to be aware was there another thing they had learnt to do when they were truly hungry was to nibble at my ear until the dreamer woke they were doing both in this dream they had woken me up on many occasions when times were desperate sometimes it wasn't being hungry which made them wake me up they had learnt that if they turned their noses up at a bit of bread it would result in them getting something else, their particular favourite was suet pudding too tired to get up and go to the pantry the dreamer tried to fob them off with crumbs on the coffee table which was just within arms reach they were after a "treat" and crumbs weren't it the room cleared surprisingly quickly addenda: vividness: -3 - participant - the category of the dream - animals (16+)dinosaurs (6+) sparrows (1) 28022021 the name of the dream: the boss's yardstick became part of a "loan" company yes, it was the disreputable kind the reason the boss found a place for me is he wanted to clean up his "image" threats and brute force made his reputation to gain "cred" with officialdom he would have to shift his "collection" techniques he saw me as a "friendly" collector someone who would persuade people to see the "companies" point of view rather than use "silent-force" there was one person, a young male, who was having trouble repaying it wasn't just that he didn't have the money he made it, clear he would repay when it was convenient to him a picture of the boss's face penetrates the dream he is flushed red with frustration and anger the boss is making it clear, let the young male know he is playing with fire in the last scene, the dreamer is explaining the situation to the young male addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - loan sharks (2+) 27022021 the name of the dream: swimming pools and playing tools a sunny-day dream self and a male friend are in an outdoor public swimming pool with just two or three other people in the water with us a young lady of seventeen or eighteen, and a bit overweight, comes into the dream with a younger person they began playing at being whales in the next scene, my friend has left the dream and the scene has changed although the theme is the same a girl and self are at a pool that fills and empties with the tide the girl wants to know about me and begins asking about this, that and the other my response was, "why has it got to be a serious relationship. why can't a girl and a boy have a day together having fun and enjoying the companionship of each other ?" trying to make the point the dreamer suggest we count the fish the scene changed, at home relaxing and the girl from the previous scene comes through the door carrying a baby she lets me take the baby from her sat the baby on the floor and put a toy in front of her it was a mechanical toy about a metre long that had an outdoor scenery recognisable animals popped up in one part of the scenery, made the sound or a movement characteristic of the animal the animal sank out of sight and was replaced by another, familiar animal, in another place in the scenery the dream ended as the toy/game was playing : addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (35+) female (30+) baby's (8+) toys (1) 26022021 the name of the dream: lingering dream-time memories beavering away at the computer was composing and correcting a think-read dream as is the case with "think-readers", it was proving to be a test of concentration (it should be noted; composing and correcting "think-readers" has become a breeze compared to the first one [15092014] ) this think-read dream was more colourful than usual 4.6 (rust-colour again) in r.e.m. or dream-time, this think-read dream took about eighteen-seconds which means it lasted about three-minutes in awake-time after putting the entry into the database went back to sleep upon waking, was thinking about when to do what first "at least", the dreamer thought, "dreams diary had been updated" funny thing was, couldn't remember actually sitting at the computer and doing it was about to go to the computer and check it had been entered when it hit me the memories of completing the entry and the feeling of satisfaction that accompanied it had resonated and produced such a deep feeling of satisfaction, my mind had closed-off the machinery needed to make the effort to get out of bed after waking the addenda: vividness: of the dream was such that it enabled me to recall the important details of the think-read dream and enter the dream now (eighteen-hours after the dream) the writer is beginning to think that the application of awake-time and dream-time dreams will produce dramatic results throughout this coming millennia addenda: vividness: 4.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - assisted memories (1?) think-read (30+?) 25022021 the name of the dream: give and take the management of a company which manufacturers metal goods are at a loss as to what to do pilfering is affecting the profit and loss sheet the management's solution is to reduce wages unfortunately, it produces another problem to make up for their loss in pay the workers have to pilfer more was pointing out that if management reduced their pay, the problem would get solved, when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3,1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - business () wages () 24022021 the name of the dream: people who need help a young man felt he wasn't part of society the simple reason being, he didn't have a bank account it was a touchy point with him he felt awkward when he was with people and they used their card to buy things think it was because he couldn't read or write or, it may have been because he was arithmetically challenged one day, the lad under discussion produced a chequebook and offered to pay for things if the dreamer ever needed to borrow money couldn't help but feel sorry for him the lad desperately wanted to be accepted as normal woke up to the sound of my own voice explaining the advantages of having an overdraft this dream is before atm's and therefore belongs to a past time-tense addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - illiteracy () 23022021 the name of the dream: the draw it is a repressive society there is no freedom to speak of most of us live in the shadow of persecution it is serfdom, only in a different era a "get out" clause exists in the form of a regular draw the prizes vary a different country hosts the draw each time it is the turn of france france is known for handing out prizes which give the winner a way out of the repression the person who wins tonight's prize will become a "free" even though it was me who won, there was a sense of dissatisfaction upon waking addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - suppressive societies (5+) * note 1 the dream of 02012021 highlights an extremely unlikely incident it wasn't until yesterday when the writer watched the film "supercop", that the writer realised that seemingly impossible situations are not uncommon at the end of the film, there is a sequence of outtakes that show gaffs and incidents while making the film one of the outtakes was, almost exactly, the same as that in the dream of 02012021 the likelihood of it happening once all are almost nil that both women would beat the air with their fists out of embarrassment brings about a realisation... if it can happen it will you can bask in the knowledge that all the worst things that can happen have already happened and will not happen again 20212021 the name of the dreams: children and the environment a public enquiry is underway to discover how it was that a young boy had drowned in a disused swimming-pool the first scene shows the swimming pool empty of people but full of water the pool is about six-feet at the deep-end we can see large, metal pipes, presumably for the water supply the pipes are sticking through the sides of the wall of the pool and clearly be seen on the screen the news presenter tells us that this is the second time a child has drowned in this swimming-pool there had also been at least one near-miss footage of the pool at its heyday was being shown on one occasion, someone had been videoing the pool when an emergency happened it showed a woman diving into the pool fully-dressed her clothes became full of water and she laooked like the "michelin-man" it made the rescue twice as hard against the odds, the woman struggles and eventually saves the child * this sort of thing is happening on a regular basis when this website had new, pull-down shades installed a few years back he got into a conversation with the fitter the fitter said that the chords used to pull up and lower the shades in houses was responsible for fifteen child-deaths by strangulation the year before this is exactly what we should be looking out for in our surroundings we all have the capacity to foresee life-threatening circumstances by not fulfilling our parental or adult responsibility we have allowed ourselves to let death-outcome realities into our lifestyle our first responsibility is to keep our children alive at the moment it is not addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 4.2 - observer - the category of the dream - accidental children mortalities (2+) sea/water (2+) 20212021 the name of the dreams: sewage - supernatural took the job in sewage management because the dreamer was told t would be a good career move the dreamer wanted to be a public servant he got "togged" up in a sewage suit heavy-duty, knee-high black "wellies" a one-piece, rubberised yellow overalls unwiedly, thick gloves that were tightened around the forearms the dreamer looked like a spaceman in a bad 1950's space fiction film think there was another scene that had the accompanying smell of sewage thankfully it didn't come to the fore of the awake-time memory supernatural an imposing high marble hallway, completely bare of fixtures, fittings, windows or paintings there is a white, slightly ruffled eiderdown against the wall five metres away to my right it moves half-a-metre towards me a pang of fear grips me unfamiliar objects start whizzing around in the air the dreamer's apprehension deepens and he wakes there's nothing like a scary movie when you're in the familiar surroundings of the home snuggled under the blankets when you're alone in a dream, no thank you they are genuinely scary addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: jobs/work (7+) sewage (2+) - scary dreams (2+) religious theme (1+) 19022021 the name of the dream: a fair society is a wealthy society finally, was elected as the person who controlled the purse strings some would take only so much of a reduction in their budget before rebelling the group with the most to lose were keeping a close eye on me they were letting me know they would resort to "dirty tactics" if needs be the trick was going to be to implement an all-around reduction while plugging the gaps that use corruption and cronyism as the standard business model was riding high in the popularity stakes providing the dreamer didn't go too far too fast he wouldn't derail the long-term plan things were already getting better for ordinary people was feeling confident there would be a smooth change-over when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - politics () finances () 18022021 the name of the dream: the eight-metre-wide rubbish sorter two of us are seated at a circular, eight-metre wide, slowly revolving rubbish-sorter not sure if it is paper or cloth that is being churned ocasionally, one of us comes across a solid metal object we hold it up so a couple of unseen people can put a price on it the total price of valuable items on a workers work-record determined the worker's take-home pay addenda: vividness: 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - employee () rubbish-sorter (1) 17022021 the name of the dream: it shouldn't be allowed - drug lord teamed up with another lad and between us, we had the biggest stash in the area the new partner brought a twenty-eight-lb bag of white powder to the enterprise my contribution is a fifty-six-pound bag of white powder the new partner was a bit peeved that we started using his bag first he felt his "stash" was more of an investment than mine to him it probably was he'd soon see the sense in keeping the largest amount in reserve it shouldn't be allowed in a car with my girlfriend know not where we have come from, nor where we are going what my girlfriend does know is that it is time for x it is very distracting for a man to drive while the female in the next seat is re-arranging his clothing it shouldn't be allowed all that's missing from this dream is rock n' roll come to think of it, there hasn't there been a single dream where music accompanied x-dream addenda: vividness: - 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - drugs () foreplay () 16022021 the name of the dream: teddy's hair snippets of the hair of well-known people were being used to stuff a teddy bear it was a fundraising event for what was considered to be the most worthy of all the charities the scene which sticks out is of a circular quiff of hair the teddy bear is in the background both the hair on the outside of the bear and the quiff of hair were a shade of the colour of rust this must be the beginning of my rust-coloured period addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream - colour and symbolism (2?) 15022021 the name of the dream: the devil's advocate am the host in a twice-daily talk show the show is called the devil's advocate the subject of the second show is whether homicide is justifiable in certain circumstances a well-dressed, highly motivated woman is presenting the case for justifiable homicide she wrong-foots me and succeeds in parrying my initial argument there is a prolonged and detailed conversation of about ten sentences the details of the conversation are too detailed for me to remember upon waking a sense of dissatisfaction is present when fully awake the anomaly in this dream is the high addenda: vividness:, 3.2 to 3.7, which normally makes all of the details of the dream accessible when awake : addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - t.v. talk show host (2+) homicide - substitute dream from 16053020 14022021 the name of the dream: the big bed this bit of r.e.m. started off alright a feeling of warmth someone is nearby, a girl a suggestion that adult activity has or is about to take place now there is a full-bed view with me sprawled out on the bed two or three pillows against the headboard the walls, ceiling, floor, headboard, sheets, mattress and my underpants are white the off-white colour of my skin becomes the focal point of the dream a zoom-out of the scene begins my size reduces in proportion to the whole scene in the opening scene, the bed and self make up more the eighty-per-cent of the content within a few seamless moments of zoom-out, my size is that of fly contracting further as the white in the environment expanded addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 4.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - spaciousness (4+) 12022021 the name of the dream: doing and being there are bright silver balls, about the size of balls on a christmas tree, in a large jar one person would throw as many balls as she/he could at another person the person who throws the balls is special in some way, partner, family member... to the person the balls are thrown at the balls stick to the body on contact in the first action-scene, the balls land spread surprisingly symmetrically across a boy's body a favourable pattern meant the person would know more than if the balls had no distinct pattern the newly-gained knowledge would give the girl or boy knowledge that put her or him at genius-level the next dream is strikingly similar this time, there are vaguely frog-shaped objects spread-out on a mattress-sized object with this initiation, the person falls onto the objects the number of objects stuck to the person determined where she or he could go * just what changes we go through to achieve Transmutation (https://endic.at/transmutation.html) is one of those things this website contniually thinks about the only insight that can be passed on (three female e.t.'s dropped in on me in the middle of the night about eight years ago) is that our eyes make contact with the environment by sending out light through the eyes it's not too difficult to imagine how objects are formed in "the mind's eye" we know from This Clip, (http://endic.at/Absolutely.Incredible.A.Female.E.T.In.China.mp4) that the "self" can take on a non-corporeal form dream-on dreamers addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - weird and wonderful (7+) abilities () 10022021 the name of the dream: a dream about how to turn dreams into illustrated stories at the computer composing the latest dream the dream had been typed and was pasted into a programme the programme presented the entire text as a picture story when there was speech in the dream a picture of a person's face saying what had been said in the dream came into the page as a speech balloon (https://www.google.com/search?q=text+balloon&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=text+balloon&aqs=chrome..69i57.6815j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) the person was facing left on the right of the page as the page was being composed where there was a reply the person replying was a little further on down on the left of the page facing right the page incorporated the paisley style (https://www.google.com/search?q=the+paisley+style&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi855iB24fkAhXL16QKHau3Co0Q_AUIESgB&biw=1292&bih=665) into its layout, was in shades of brown with the speech balloons in white the faces of the character's are fixed, i.e. no variation of facial expressions the most difficult thing to do in this dream was, as usual, altering the text in the balloons the dreamer pastes the text of the dream into the "template" page of the website providing the service as a part of its programme, the dream template can recognise the text and selects the theme of the dream to be illustrated from the submitted text into subject, predicate and object and automatically generates images that fit the text (https://www.google.com/search?q=subject-predicate-object&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=subject-predicate-object&aqs=chrome..69i57.32224j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) it wasn't part of the dream but more accuracy will be attained if there is a facility in the template which enables the uploader to choose the theme by "fine-tuning" the dream with a simple sentence or sentences that contain more details the dream it could be called "the visual construction" feature example: a girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day... to get a face which fitted the person... mid-thirties, sun-tanned, brown hair, brown eyes, round face... girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day while the children are playing etc. it could have multiple themes... it could have a mix of still pics and action scenes... it could have 2-D or 3-D... it could have speech... the programme recognises quote marks and builds a still or moving scene from the words inside the quote marks... addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read (15+) illustrating dreams (1) - oos 09022021 the name of the dream: awake-time and dream-time collusion there are two of us at the shops fulfiling the shopping list the shopping list is on a hand-held device the list is written on white squares which more or less filled the screen of the device each square had our or five items on it as each item is put in the trolley,the dreamer uses a screen-pen to put a line through the item was scrolling up and down the list on the screen with the speed of an automated machine shouting out each item suddenly, there was the sound of glass breaking looking around, a small window-pane, still in a fraglle frame, is being crushed by an unseen force from behind now there are men's voices shouting out the voices get louder looking in the direction of where the voices are doesn't show men but their voices are still audible to see the men it means opening my eyes the men are wearing dark uniforms it is a battle sequence in the film started watching before falling asleep what's interesting about this dream is the way the dream incorporated the exterior sounds in the room into the dream addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - gizmo's () awake-time circumstances and dream-time events merging 08022021 the name of the dream: unread message yet another phone txt message as the subject of the dream despite the high addenda: vividness: (4.1), of the dream, the details of the message didn't imprint itself in the dream-time memory addenda: vividness: 4.1 - observer - the category of the dream - mobile phones (3+) txt messages (2+) 07022021 the name of the dream: w.c. and me as a personal assistant to w.c. fields part of my "hat" was to negotiate prices and payments w.c. had recently spent a thousand on reconditioning it, but it wasn't the same anymore and he wanted to sell it the seller of the car he settled for was looking for a part-exchange the dreamer would do the haggling and he would yey or ney the propositions at one point w.c. joined in without talking to anyone in particular he bent to the floor, cupped his hand to the side of his mouth, and said to the pavement in his famous drawl "does the man know about the engine?" that's it,the dreamer thought, if the other man realised he was buying a car from a celebrity the value would go right up it was my turn to say something in w.c. fields speak like a 'nana, the dreamer done exactly the same thing and bent down and cupped my hand and spoke something into the pavement the dreamer sensed rather than saw the man becoming apprehensive it was time to forget hints and innuendo's the dreamer said to him: "i'll get gracie to pose for a picture with you next to his car" if only the dreamer could get the man to recognise it was "w.c"the dreamerknew that would clinch the sale a deal hadn't been struck when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - celebrities (7+) w.c. fields (1) 06022021 the name of the dream: this and that first theme, cast-iron waste bins they are the type that has square posts at the corners two of us are given the task the bins are getting a fresh coat of red paint it's not any old type paint, oh no, this is dream-time magic paint with each new coat of paint, the red took on a richer, deeper hue we are toying with the idea of using the slightly different colours to denote the value of the goods therein when the theme changes now we've got a giant wooden pallette we're trying to stack it on the top of a small pile of already-stacked pallettes somewhere in amongst the small pile of already-stacked palettes is something which is causing the stacked palettes to lean over it's preventing us from doing the job we are unstacking the already-stacked pile when the dream ends third theme, get a txt the first few words of the text message tells the dreamer who it is and the theme of the message he's on the bleedin' scrounge again as it happens the dreamer was hoping he might call got a job for him i'm in wheeler-dealer mode the sky's the limit addenda: vividness:: 3.2 to 3.6 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (50+) 05022021 the name of the dream: wordplay an embarrissingly simple crossword-type wordgame is the national rage it is obvious what the missing letters for the word are the word is deceitful a little bit of digging around explains what's happening it's a game for people with learning difficulties addenda: vividness: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - wordgames (1) 04022021 the name of the dream: swimming pools and playing tools a male friend and self are at an outdoor public swimming pool with just two or three other people in the water with us a young lady of seventeen or eighteen, and a bit overweight, comes into the dream with a younger person they began playing at being whales in the next scene, my friend has left the dream and the scene has changed although the theme is the same a girl and self are at a pool that fills and empties with the tide the girl wants to know about me and begins asking about this, that and the other my response was, "why has it got to be a serious relationship. why can't a girl and a boy have a day together having fun and enjoying the companionship of each other ?" trying to make the point,the dreamersuggest we count the fish the scene changed, at home relaxing the girl from the previous scene comes through the door carrying a baby she lets me take the baby from her sat the baby on the floor and put a toy in front of her it was a mechanical toy about a metre long, it had an outdoor scenery recognisable animals popped up in one part of the scenery, made the sound or a movement characteristic of the animal, sunk out of sight and was replaced by another familiar animal in another place in the scenery the dream ended as the toy/game was playing : addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - realationships (35+) female (30+) babies (8+) toys (1) 03022021 the name of the dream: toy soldiers four of us, two girls and two boys, make up a squad of four we are playing spy v's spy it is a knock-out competition it may only be a game, but to us it meant everything if we win this round we go through to the final four we have toy guns which shoot malteser-sized plastic balls we have just been trounced by another team they wiped us out without losing any of their team we are inconsolable as now the best we can do is come fifth one of our team stood out as being "a-team" material he was explaining what tactics to use to win the next round when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - spy games (2) 02022021 the name of the dream: pensioner's rights two sleeps two dreams there were some amazing visuals of 3-d triangles in motion; again, another shade of a rusty-coloured dream in the second period of r.e.m., a woman who looked like she was in a see-through, deep-sea, diving suit that flowed like a gown a concentrated look at her told me we were or recently had been, more than just friends the feel of a woman's body is well-remembered weaving its way through the dream was the sense of humour for a little while now, have been trying to think of a name for the dream there shouldn't be more than one line, and, think short, more than less of half of one line this will tell you everything about me... this part of the dream is either a future or past time-tensse the power has gone right to my head my one and only, no-nonsense, one-line chat-up line to women is, "if you don't have x with me i know someone who can stop your pension" vividness 3 to 3.5 participant and observer - the category of the dream - humour (4+) 01022021 the name of the dream: up yours an unidentifiable acquaintance and self live in a wooden annexe we are visited by two school-friends, dave and pete before we leave to go into town we "put one together" offer the joint to dave he says, "no, had a smoke at home" he was alluding to solid hash, as opposed to the crappy grass that most of the rest of us smoked it was annoying had asked him on several occasions to get some for me he never said he would, but still, it didn't sit well with me and other people he knew it would have been better if he didn't refer to it all my retort was, "how come you don't arrange it so we meet the people you know? would make sure you got something out of it" that was the thing of course it was the sense of being better "connected" and gave him a sense of one-upmanship dream due to thinking about the sense of superiority that one group of people have over another group when they think they know something the other's don't addenda: vividness:: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - one-upmanship() cannabis (8+) 31012021 the name of the dream: right motives, wrong person doing a one-on-one guidance course in ethical behaviour it was free at the request of someone who knew me personally, took on a young lady friend he knew the counselling was tailored to suit each person in this young ladies case, the first session was us seated on school-type chairs we are seated at the junction of a crossroads in a quiet part of town it is early evening with a clipboard in my hands to take notes, the young lady is giving her response to the people that pass us or walk nearby during the "session" one of her comments suggests to me that we need to become more elaborate in our approach it means having to purchase a voice-recorder/player the moment it is mentioned the young lady becomes obstropolous it was if she was waiting for a reason to become awkward although my time is free, it is stretching things a bit far to expect me to have to "shell-out" for something that is for her benefit further, she starts in with derogatory remarks towards me it dawns on me the only reason she wanted to be with me is to let loose with abuse fold the collapsable chairs and walk away from her the young male who introduced her to me comes to see me he is apologetic he says sorry on behalf of the girl he introduced and asks to give her another chance the dreamer knows her type sooner or later something similar will happen decline his request wake up feeling depressed this dream due to things going wrong during the day and leading to Stray Thoughts - http://endicat.com/stray-thoughts/ addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - difficult people (2+) 30012021 the name of the dream: we both like to laugh though woke up in bed with the girl i'd met the night before she had a jolly nature she was a bit on the plump side she was wearing a black dress she had white hair she didn't like freestyle dancing the dreamer loves freestyle dancing the dreamer likes a smoke she didn't smoke she liked a drink the dreamer doesn't drink upon waking, the dreamer felt luxuriously warm and said, "i feel lovely and warm" she said, "i don't like feeling hot" the dreamersai d, "what do you want for breakfast?" she said, "i never have a breakfast" the dreamer said, "i can't get over how much we've got in common" she laughed and was looking at me affectionately as she gave me a lip-kiss addenda: vividness:: 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (30+) 29012021 the name of the dream: national emergency - a "wrong un" the country is asked to stay at home for three days the reasons for the stay-at-home emergency aren't evident in the dream (it's nothing to do with covid) we were given some notice it was coming many people weren't prepared for it and would run out of basic necessities people like myself who had savings gave as much as we could to help others in my case, had sufficient funds and resources to give two families the money/resources to see them through a couple heard about my generosity and came to my door the dreamer told them all his reserves had been allocated the couple then said, "if you are putting other people before yourself, you would give us what we needed" this couple hadn't made any effort to prepare for the three-day stay-at-home crisis instead, they would plead poverty and rely on the generosity of others they would now "spread it about" that the dreamer puts hisself before others addenda: vividness: 3.2/3 - participant - the category of the dream - lazy people () the theme of "empty of people", stayed in the dream as the scenery changes am standing on a landing waiting for the lift to the left of the lift are concrete stairs the width of the stairs are wider the lift a man in his twenties comes bounding up the stairs inside his loose, open jacket is a torso that emanates great strength he hesitates when he sees me he wasn't expecting to see anyone his hesitation tells me he is "up to" something he recognises my reaction in the next scene both the man on the stairs and self-care in the foyer of a cinema the man who was on the stairs is watching me he is waiting for me to give tell-tale behaviour of what i'm going to do there is no doubt in my mind now, he is a "wrong-un" have to alert someone to get the police point to the posters on the walls to a member of the staff pretend to be asking about the films when the male who works there is facing away from the man on the stairs, inform him there is a man in the cinema who is a killer tell the member of staff not to look around and look at the person the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - murderer's (4+) 28012021 the name of the dreams: sinister b****** - over and under the first of two dreams have three of us at my place one of the two men is big his demeanour gives off a sullen demeanour he doesn't say a word after a while, he goes shortly after, something crops up and have to go out gather my things when ready to leave go to get a pack of cigarettes they're not there there was a carton of two-hundred and a couple of unopened packets of twenty the big b******* had taken them it soon dawned on me it wasn't an act of theft it was an act of provocation it was meant to rile me it worked wasn't feeling suicidal so there is no point in fighting him on front on there were then several scenes of me imagining what to do ashamed to say they weren't very pretty each new imaginary situation was more violent than the last happily, temperance won the day would play the long game sometime in the future, was prepared to wait years, the perfect opportunity would arise as a calm state of mind took over me the theme of the dream changed it is the dead of night at the side of a row of shops, there is an alcove a biggish woman is in a sitting position can't see what she's sitting on up close to her can see she is masturbating stand within a metre or two watching her she doesn't pay the dreamer any attention move close to her still, she doesn't pay the dreamer any heed can't stand it any longer it's time to go from observer to participant try to get her to stand up she wants to stay seated "it'll have to be an over and under", she says never heard the expression before given her seated position there was only one way of doing it a sensational scene or three is followed by awake-time notes 1 three consecutive days of x dreams! things are looking up addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - provocation to violence (2+) x dream () 27012021 the name of the dreams: bernie's back - only in england on the bed with our pyjamas on was telling her things from my heart "we make such a good team, we never should have parted", going to make you happier than you've ever been" the dreamer knows he can fulfil the promises we were happy the first time we had a relationship since then had learnt new things about women boy, was she going to get a surprise when it comes to x she'd probably heard sweet talk from other men she could feel the conviction in my voice placed my hand on her leg just above her knee it was not a "move" on my part it was a reassuring gesture was in no rush for x her personality was as enjoyable as x she was the only girlfriend the dreamer ever had with a sense of humour could have had a completely rewarding relationship with her based solely on her winning teeth-smile and her personality she was ready for intimacy it will be the first time we slept together was going to introduce to my hew-found brand of intimacy the hair-shaver was somewhere nearby addenda: vividness: - 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () bernie (3+) only in england got friendly with a male about my age didn't know it at the time but he was from germany he needed money to get his english girlfriend back to his country was thumbing through my finances on a mobile phone checking the amount of cash in hand showed had enough to help him out transferred an amount to his account immediately a voice came through the phone and at the same time it came from a building nearby swivelling around to where the voice came from, caught a glimpse of the lens of a camera it was on the top floor of a three-storey building twenty-metres away pointed it out to the person with me where the voice was coming from the voice had said, "it is illegal to lend money to a member of the german parliament" the message sent us both into a stunned incredulity you could have swiped us off our feet with a feather this dream is Time-Tense nine https://endicat.com/the-tenses-of-time/?frame-nonce=fe07fb5d1b addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - oppressive societies (2+) 26012021 the name of the dreams: the opening of the floodgates - president trump refuses to budge x dream addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - x dream president trump refuses to budge was having a difficult time persuading trump (he's still the president in this dream) that a love-motivated society is more productive than an entrepreneurial one modesty prevents the completion of detailing this dream addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - types of society (1+) 25012021 the name of the dream: the big-bed bedsitter living on the first floor at the front of a victorian house usually, a bedsitter is just one room this one had two a dolls house-sized kitchen made it two rooms the bed was ridiculously big there would be room for three people without anyone touching someone else it looked like it may have been a four-post bed originally next to the bay window was an armchair that wouldn't accommodate anyone weighing more than fifteen stones anyway, it suited me a young lad had latched on to me he was personable enough the problem was, he turned up at all times of the day and evening sometimes, three times in one day an ex-girlfriend turned up out of the blue we arranged a get-together cum stay-over for that night she liked a drink was in the middle of getting things organised for the evening when the amiable young man showed up made the mistake of telling him that a girl was coming he wanted in on the "action" no amount of subtle hints suggesting he leave got through to him well, they did, but he ignored them had to become stern with him it broke the bond between us felt a bit guilty about it but shoot, friendship only goes so far was in bed waiting for the girl, expecting the dream to turn into an x-dream, when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - accommodation () 24012021 the name of the dream: a nice jacket that as is the case in awake-time, so too, it is in dreams quite regularly, the writer comes across items which strike him as exceptionally good value and he buys four or five of them after a couple of years, it becomes obvious to the writer that the multi-purchases will outlast him it was about eighteen years ago that he bought half-a-dozen shiny black jackets from primarks the jacket was popular he saw people wearing it on many occasions within a couple of years, the jackets became less and less evident after about ten-years the jackets only existed in the memory so much so, that when he wore the jacket, people who had not seen the jacket when it first came out, commented on its style and asked where it was bought obviously, they were thinking of getting one for themselves occasionally, someone will show a genuine appreciation of an item an excess of them allows me to be generous and make a present of them my "payment" is the satisfaction and the genuine surprise and gratitude he gets from the recipient in this one-scene dream, the item is a shiny black jacket someone is wearing one that had been given to him by someone the writer had given it to it's nice to know the writer's taste in clothes is shared by other people addenda: vividness: 4.2 - observer - the category of the dream - clothes 22012021 the name of the dream: the wonder ball according to this dream, there is such a thing as a wonderball the object is the size of a volleyball in the hands, it feels like glass it has no weight to speak of its applications are only limited to the mental state of the person or persons using it therein is the wonder if two people are of the same state of mind it responds accordingly the writer is being cajoled by another male into letting him use it fair enough, his eagerness tells me he is in the right frame of mind for it reveals its wonders we decide to play football in the next scene, we are in a field that stretches from horizon to horizon the dreamer kicks the ball into the air when it reaches a certain height, a hundred or so metres up, it transforms the environment a rusty colour it then produces a birds-eye view of us on the ground depending on which of the two of us is more attuned to life, the ball will move the person to where the ball will fall the ball senses that the dreamer wants the ball to reveal its magic to the person with me the ball causes my companion to glide to where the ball will fall he is mind-struck he is now "in tune" with the ball the ball can reveal any part of the world and transform the surroundings to whatever the user chooses there are several more scenes in one scene, someone other than the first person in the dream tries to "possess" the ball the ball turns into a lifeless ball of glass to him, it will never be anything other than an ornament with the ball, the first male in the dream and self can put the world to rights addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - weird and wonderful (4+) 21012021 the name of the dream: the religious festival a gathering of the world's christians is about to take place the event was to last several days and was going out live a huge park and fine weather ensured tens of thousands of people would be attending each representative of the hundreds of variations of christianity would have the opportunity to address the others each had a tent which could accommodate about a hundred people all the tents were the same design round, about three-metres tall with a spiked top with a flag in it to denote the country one them was ten times bigger than the others (possibly the refreshments tent) the end of the festival was to be marked with a speech by each representative of the dozens and dozens of denominations there were of course fees to be paid at a pinch, a couple of thousand-pounds would secure a tent and seats for the duration put it about that the dreamer intended to have a tent it was known to me, a move was afoot to take me to court and discredit me the basis of the charge was to accuse me of illegal sexual activities the grounds for the legal action are based in fact in their eagerness to sully peoples perception of me, it was quite easy to drop a hint or mislead them with deliberately designed slips of the tongue it was simply a matter of saying things to people connected to the oligarch's what they wanted to hear the idea was to see who used the misleading information could then pinpoint who was at the top of the oligarch structure someone who supported me advised me that it would be bad to do it what he and everyone else didn't know was that the charges to be brought against me, would when seen in a particular light, actually enhance my standing said to the man who supported me, "hasn't it occurred to you, what happened will set a precedent that will enrich future generations?" addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - religion (1) festivals (3+) 20012021 the name of the dream: deadly prank a news item, worthy of being news, was being given a lot of "air-time" the hourly and ongoing live coverage, concerned a man in a life and death situation a workmate of a co-worker closed the door on his co-worker while he was inside an industrial deep-freezer the deep-freezer was huge as big as a grain-storage facility whatever it was that was being deep-freezed it would supply the needs of a nation the prank became a matter of life and death the electric supply went down while the co-worker was in the giant deep freezer it was impossible to open the electrically operated door a news crew were on the scene relaying the incident live the shouts of the man inside the freezer were plain to hear he sounded scared a welding crew were on the way not that it was any comfort to the man inside the freezer at forty-degrees below, cold is painful the man who pulled the prank was in deep trouble the freezer was about to be ruined the freezer looked like it cost millions : addenda: vividness:: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - life and death situations (8+) deep freezers (1) - out of sequence - substitute dream from 09052020 19012021 the name of the dreams: men-only, the singer winner an enjoyable short dream about a hundred-metre sprint it is the olympic games it is an all african final hussein bolt is the favourite a famous singer had qualified for the final can see his face and recognise him but can't put my finger on his name (otis reding or someone like that) we think the singer has been allowed to run to give the race novelty value at forty-metres all the runners are level at about fifty-metres, the singer has edged ahead by a metre he throws up his arms in a gesture of winning he's a sensational runner but not so good he can win with his hands in the air bolt catches up with and begins to pull ahead the singer/sprinter drops his arms he gets level with bolt and begins to pull away from the rest of the runners we don't see him pass the finishing line he obviously wins addenda: vividness: - 4 - observer - the category of the dream - sprinting (2+) celebrities (hussein bolt (1)) men only a mish-mash of themes naked men, thievery, politics it's a sad fact, men assert their will and get their way purely because of being physically superior women are taking a back seat at the moment which is how it's been throughout our history it doesn't occur to men that society could take a giant leap forward were women given the reins women are an extension of the lover's love the way the mammary glands seal the bond between mother and child is pure magic the reason dinosaur-mans evolution was so violent is that they didn't have this bonding the next class of being to evolve will have one or two more physical features which enhance even further the bonding between infant and mother a trend which will continue for all subsequent classes of being try to imagine what physical features could be added to the shape of mammal women which would make them even more appealing stay onboard The Train and you'll find out for yourself in about twenty-five-million years addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - male dominance (1+) 18012021 the name of the dream: the runaway being educated at a boarding school wasn't top of the class on the contrary, it was coming through in the attitude of the staff that the dreamer is below the minimum acceptable level of achievement one of the staff said he wanted to have a "serious" talk knew what was coming the teacher was going to tell me that the school couldn't keep me the school had its reputation to consider they only wanted "star" pupils not sure why it was so important to me to stay there but to me, it was even more important to stay at the school than it was for them to get me to leave decided to run away it would be my way of saying the dreamer didn't want to go at the end of the day when we were in the dormitory, the other lads became excited when they saw me filling a pillowcase with belongings and food it was the sort of thing that the other boys would like to do the scene changes, away from the school and am on the verge of being caught double-back to the school and get into bed it was unlikely they would check the dormitory the following morning would try to carry on as normal morning the hope was, my determination to stay would become clear to them and they would be sympathetic towards me addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - boarding schools (3+) 16012021 the name of the dream: unseen adjudicator looking down into the street from several storeys up there wasn't any activity on the ground (fairly sure this scene is from the film that was watched before going to sleep [out of time]) second scene, the dream is now at street-level with people coming and going some sort of skullduggery is being scrutinised we are waiting for the person who will analyse the situation and then pronounce what to do when the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3.5 - observer - the category of the dream - drama (10+) 15012021 the name of the dream: friendly women and men of officialdom a package for me was delivered to the naval base by mistake it meant going to the base and collecting it at the base, a surprisingly helpful officer wrote a note for me (it came as a surprise because the last thing that was expected at a nuclear base was a relaxed atmosphere) with the note in hand, set off in the direction the officer told me the first person that helped me was a woman when she read the note and saw who had signed it, she suggested she accompany me we began heading for the "in-mail office" on the way, the young lady spoke to another woman the other woman, it turns out, was the lady in charge of recreation she too read the note and immediately invited me to a regular social event it got better, the social event was "girls night" the women decided which male they wanted to be with for the night even better again, it was a "no-frills" girls-night as soon as the woman had chosen the man she wanted, they want off to a private place so now, there was a note and an invitation the girl with me spoke to someone else she read the note and saw the invitation she told the girl with me that it wouldn't be possible for me to go to the girls night she did, however, hand me a "special invitation" to another social event that event too was promising but not obviously xual never did get the parcel something unexpected is happening with dreams the visuals of dreams are imprinting themselves with such addenda: vividness: into the memory, that when a thought occurs during the day that has the merest connection to the content of the previous night's dream, scenes from the dream jump into the awake-time conscious with greater clarity than they did in the dream upon waking, spent a full minute thinking about what to wear and how to act at the "night with the girl's party" before realising it was awake-time addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - armed forces (2+) 14012021 the name of the dream: end of patience the first scene of the first dream sees me on board a ship looks like it is a cross-channel ferry am heading for the restaurant while going through one of the compartments come across four or five lads can see they are not european being testosterone-driven, one of them stands in my way he expects me to go back or walk around him not in the mood to do either my physical state is the same as now pretend to raise my hand to hit him he moves quickly to one side lower my hand and begin smiling he realises it was a feint three or four scenes are showing similar situations it becomes obvious he won't be "starting anything" in one of the scenes, the dreamer points his forefinger at him and places his thumb so there is a small gap between them he gets the message his face is beginning to take the form of a scowl the second dream is also of hostility looking down onto a poorly-lit street below me two groups of lads are confronting each other first, a boy from one group provokes one from the other group then, one of the boys from the other group throws a punch after two or three one-on-one fights one group makes a run for it the last scene, the tail end of the chasing group in pursuit of the retreating group never was it more obvious that dreams are formed from the PDE's (https://wordpress.com/page/endicat.com/2364) called in on a neighbour the lady is in her nineties she opened the front door remotely she was standing at the top of the stairs asked how she was she didn't say anything asked if she wanted me to come up she said yes as the dreamer is climbing the stairs he said, "you don't have to worry about me, i've had it" in an instant, her face dropped and changed to a lighter shade of pale "no, don't come up" she said the dreamer tried to explain about immunity she didn't understand again the dreamer tried to soothe her "i'm scared", she said at first, the dreamer iss frustrated then he becomes angry notes 1 your pretty good at scaring old and vulnerable people, mr and mrs oligarch bags i be the one who turns the key of the prison door addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - violence and the threat of violence (10+) 13012021 the name of the dream: end of an era after boarding at the same holiday-house for several years our parents decided it was a time for a change of scenery over the years my parents had become "chummy" with the next-door neighbours of the "holiday home" on a few occasions, the next-door neighbours asked me to help them out by lending them a couple of photographic accessories the car was packed and we were ready to go as usual, the writer had left everything until the last minute and was keeping his family, who would be "tutting" by now, waiting as the family gadgeteer, it was expected of me to come up with the relevant item which was needed to fix the occasional mini-"crisis" a final cast of the eye around the room said it was all done and went down the stairs and out the house the next-door neighbours were standing in their doorway to see us off a friendly farewell from me would be the "cutting of the strings" to a place that would no doubt be referred to in future family gatherings the wife of the next stood neighbours brought my attention to a couple of the items they had borrowed and which the dreamer had completely forgotten about, a tripod was one of them the dreamer is grateful they hadn't forgotten and had them ready after saying his goodbyes' the dreamer gathers the items in his arms and starts to move away "that's mine," the woman said, gesturing to the tripod the dreamer knew it belonged to hisself and tried to be as tactful as possible fond farewell's aren't the time for upsets "no",the dreamersaid courteously, "the dreamercan remember whenthe dreamerbought it" she came back at me with... "yes, it was yours, we bought it off you" the dreamer asked how much she paid him, "five pounds", she said that got me, obviously, she was telling the truth if the dreamer stood there for a month of sundays, he wouldn't have been able to remember the time when he sold it to her back in those days, a "fiver" wasn't an amount to be sneezed at the dream ended while trying to think of how he could pay her : addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - money holidays (5+) photographic equipment (2+) - out of sequence 12012021 the name of the dream: frontiers and dream-time dexterity was on, or practising to be at, a space station the environment was dream-clean bright, stainless steel and see-through lockers and cupboards was at a person-sized refrigeration unit with a single door which automatically re-sealed itself and expelled all the air when closed, the door was open there are two columns of shelves in the unit a row of six, seven or eight shelves in the left-hand column of shelves and five, six or seven shelves on the right at the top of the right-hand column of shelves there was another self-sealing compartment that took up the space of two shelves the cupboard within a cupboard had small, flexible steel Table Leg Storage Clips (https://camperinteriors.co.uk/products/te21-table-leg-storage-clip) affixed to the back of the cupboard which clamped hold of the tablets as they were pushed into it there was a black tray below the fixture with clips that had half a dozen blue pills on it was in the middle of putting the loose pills on the tray into the individual clips the automated single door of the refrigeration unit was programmed to close after a few seconds there was no effort needed to keep the door open when it began to close but it imparted a the little nudge to the arm before the sensory mechanism of the door met resistance and stopped closing the problem was the little nudge to the arm was enough to break a delicate tablet if it was pushed into the clip too hard after a few attempts to time the placing of one of the tablets into its clip before the door came back into contact with the arm failed and frustration entered the dream which aroused the dreamer's awake-time conscious the dreamer is now straddling dream-time and awake-time while in the dual-state of consciousness he manufactured a built-into-the-door bar-lever that made a hissing/whooshing sound when it was pulled up or pushed down (quite a common bit of kit in sci-fi films) the bar-handle needed two hands to pull it up or push it down to turn on and off all the pneumatically (https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-d&channel=trow&q=pneumatic) operated devices in the room the dreamer woke as he was trying, unsuccessfully, to lift the handle upward with one hand addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - space habitation (2+) - out of sequence 10022021 the name of the dream: serfdom and scissors a dream set in the nineteenth century working for a family of the landed gentry discovered a talent for cutting hair the master of the home heard about it and called for me he was satisfied with the finished result it didn't get me an increase in wages but it did give me more leeway around the estate one of the girls who worked there stole a horse and headed north unless fate led her to someone savvy enough to cover her tracks she would be apprehended in a very short time if caught, her fate wouldn't be anywhere near as pretty as she was suspect she was being abused by the master of the house in one scene, my ability with scissors sees me cutting the out the knots in a carpet addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: 08022021 the name of the dream: his own boss living and working in a large city was part of a successful crime syndicate the success of the syndicate was due to its emphasis on being generous with its workforce providing none of us tried to get "cute", we could earn an above-average wage it was a good position to have my job was one of the delivery boy a novel and inconspicuous way of delivering goods was to use powered pedal-bikes the bikes had pannier bags draped over the back wheel the panniers weren't large the dreamer is of the opinion they are too small they could carry one or perhaps two pizzas in the opening scene am being praised by the boss he hinted that an even better position was likely to be mine soon the thing with me is don't like being subservient, nor does the dreamer like telling others what to do the opportunity to strike out came to mind would be delivering hash and not goods a dozen or so people like myself would be able to supply a city with hundreds of thousands of people over a five-mile radius was feeling confident that it would work thinking about the details when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - crime () stolen goods() 07022021 the name of the dream: all at sea on a ship the ship is one of a flotilla of warships we are on the boundary of international waters to go any closer would be seen as an attack a plan is devised to draw the enemies attention into looking away from where the attack will come from the biggest threat to the success of the plan are submarines two non-ranking men are going to draw the enemies attention away from where the attack will start the two men aren't told they're going on a suicide mission it leaves the rest of us feeling estranged why weren't they told? it could happen to any one of the non-ranking crew a sense of unease enters the dream as it finishes addenda: vividness: 3 - the observer - the category of the dream - war () at sea () 06072021 the name of the dream: me and me a one-scene-dream of a picture of my face the picture of my face is still my eyes are closed looks like the dreamer is sleeping you wouldn't think the me in the dream and the me in awake-time is the same person look about forty * this is the third or fourth dream of my face they all show me looking younger can pinpoint the thoughts during the day which produced this dream * can make sense of this dream by considering that this, and the other pictures of self, are of a future tense of time https://wordpress.com/page/endicat.com/2261 my eyes are closed in this dream they are open in one of the others addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - one-scene dream (15+) face (3+) 0502021 the name of the dream: 0402021 the name of the dream: a dream about how to turn dreams into illustrated stories at the computer composing the latest dream the dream had been typed and pasted into a programme the programme presented the entire text as a picture story if there was speech in the dream a picture of a person's face saying what had been said in the dream came into the page as a speech balloon (https://www.google.com/search?q=text+balloon&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=text+balloon&aqs=chrome..69i57.6815j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) the person was facing left on the right of the page as the page was composed where there was a reply, the person replying was a little further on down on the left of the page facing right the page incorporated the paisley style (https://www.google.com/search?q=the+paisley+style&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwi855iB24fkAhXL16QKHau3Co0Q_AUIESgB&biw=1292&bih=665) into its layout, was in shades of brown with the speech balloons in white the faces of the characters were fixed i.e. no variation of facial expressions the most difficult thing to do in this dream was, as usual, altering the text in the balloons the dreamer pastes the text of the dream into the "template" page of the website providing the service as a part of its programme, the dream template can recognise the text and selects the theme of the dream to be illustrated from the submitted text into subject, predicate and object and automatically generates images that fit the text (https://www.google.com/search?q=subject-predicate-object&rlz=1C1CHBF_en-GBGB786GB787&oq=subject-predicate-object&aqs=chrome..69i57.32224j0j0&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) it wasn't part of the dream but more accuracy will be attained if there is a facility in the template which enables the uploader to choose the theme by "fine-tuning" the dream with a simple sentence or sentences which contain more details of the dream it could be called "the visual construction" feature example: a girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day... to get a face which fitted the person... mid-thirties, sun-tanned, brown hair, brown eyes, round face... girl and boy kissing in the park on a sunny day while the children are playing etc. it could have multiple themes... it could have a mix of still pics and action scenes... it could have 2-D or 3-D... it could have speech... the programme recognises quote marks and builds a still or moving scene from the words inside the quote marks... addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read (15+) illustrating dreams (1) 03022021 the name of the dream: the little loaf looking at the menu in a restaurant the menu was on a screen it showed the meals in colour it also gave information for each of the different foods of each dish the scene changed, now i'm looking at a screen the screen shows a "mini" loaf of brown bread had ordered freshly-baked brown bread to go with a soup when the meal was served the bread had a "gooey" texture asked for it to be replaced the picture of the bread on the screen when the dream ended observer - addenda: vividness: 2.9 o 3.4 - the category of the dream - food () restaurants () bread () 02012021 the name of the dream: how embarrasing the dream begins with a woman and a man standing side by side the woman is quite a bit smaller than the man standing on her right they are about to read a news item, it may have been a weather report they are waiting to be "cued" the announcers must be standing on something which isn't fixed to the floor it moves and throws them both off balance the arms of both the woman and the man reach out instinctively to try to grab onto something the scene changes, now we see the man laughing uncontrollably the woman is beating the air with a mixture of futility and embarrassment although she is smiling a teeth-smile and is enjoying the moment she is wishing the moment would pass the last scene of the dream is a zoom-in the zoom-in stops at the point which shows the hip to upper-thigh of the woman she is wearing dark-blue slacks in her crotch area, a neatly formed indentation, the size and depth of a man's forefinger goes into the woman's body notes 1 the writer is becoming convinced that some dreams, this one in particular, are "stock-in-hand" dreams memories, from any time-tense, are "on tap" to the dream-time conscious, and are used to inject a different, enhanced feel, to indifferent dreams addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - observer - the category of the dream - emotions () embarrasment () 29122020 the name of the dream: t.v. debut on the set of a t.v. studio was scheduled to have my debut t.v. appearance on a morning show had bought a new suit for the occasion a light-grey, two-piece suit (a picture of the suit wrapped in a clingy, cellophane is the stand-out visual) at this point, the villain of the piece enters the dream the producer of the programme is an extrovert and camp he's used to getting is own way in a deliberate act to stamp his control on the show and take the shine out of the interview, the producer decrees the dreamer should be dressed casually so now, it's not the dreamer as he sees himself that's being interviewed but the producer's perception of who the dreamer is felt grieved for a moment realised how easy it would be to assert my will and have the producer's orders countermanded besides, the clothes chosen for me did have a certain appeal addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - t.v. studios () 27122020 the name of the dream: queen of mom's it is the queen mother's birthday the mainstream media is making a meal of it it dominated the lead item on all the media outlets every milestone in her life is detailed there were people who, like me, felt the presentation missed the point one man went viral when he gave his take on another mother, his own the simple touches a mother has when her child needs comforting mother's patience as she encourages her children to live and learn day-by-day like true acts of heroism that people never hear about mothering takes love and sacrifice mother's as a whole are to be seen as the gatekeeper's of a stable society addenda: vividness: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - mothers (5+) 24122020 the name of the dream: dream-time/awake-time liason for the last ten days have launched a full-frontal attack on getting organised it's been a bugbear for more than twenty-years not enough room to arrange everything and produce a finished effect two days ago, having received dozens of newly-ordered items coupled with two trolley-fulls of christmas fayre, the living-room, hallway and bedroom looked like chaos unleashed it was depressing after throwing myself into the task for three or four hours yesterday a glimmer of hope appeared could see things taking shape still, there is more to do than has been done to date last nights dream was a two-scene dream * first it showed the bedroom light was glistening off the walls and ceiling (stand-out visual) at first, it looked empty lingering on the scene, revealed a room full of items, yet somehow, the room looked empty the cubby-hole got a face-lift too it was empty and looked big enough to hold twice as much as before someone was standing in it he was dressed with a smidgin of flamboyance he had a jubilant pose he lifted his glass and toasted to something * an intriquing dream a dream which encouraged a determination to get something done in awake-time is new this dream opens up the possibility that tucked away, just out of reach, is the answer to all our problems trillions upon trillions of lifetimes of memories going back to the moment of inception to draw upon * fairly sure this dream rests on that moment in the day before when it did look as though the rooms could be made to look appealing the feeling of accomplishment and satisfaction in the dream told me that the result would be worth it addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 4 - observer - the category of the dream - precognitive () home-improvement () 23122020 the name of the dream: where did he go? for years, the same face and profile were visible through his living-room window with the exception of an afternoon kip, from eight in the morning until ten at night, the torso and head of the person mentioned was visible two or three scenes passed each scene showed an empty space where the man used to be in the final scene, at the bottom of picture, the man's face became clear he waved to me when he noticed me it turned out he had moved his furniture around he was now sitting a metre to the right and was closer to the floor addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () dermot (2+) 22122020 the name of the dream: uncheery-lessons a five-scene dream looking down at squares that are moving away from me they look to be a metre along any edge the squares and whatever the squares are laid upon are slightly different shades of brown as the third scene is being shown it becomes monotonous it looks like a roll of film slowly unwinding at the fourth scene, and just before the decision to stop looking at any more of the scenes occurred, a square with writing appeared a voice instructed us to write down the words as they were spoken to me, the first two syllables sounded like, "kir-ray" addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - educational (2+) dictation (1+) 13122020 the name of the dream: who's the daddy then? this dream, is, as far as can be glistened, a spot quiz on toilet etiquette a vivid dream a prolonged one-scene dream the dream, in a spotlessly clean classroom, adorned with shiny-brown, classic style furniture an unseen adult male is calling out questions children's voices are responding: end of the dream you're much too sophisticated an audience to show even the meagrest interest in matters of the toilette however, for no reason that can be proffered, a completely uninvited, unwelcome topic has the nerve to show up in dreams diary we've got to deal with it try to imagine... since the beginning of time all you've ever known is a totally indifferent reality a reality which can't experience despair or joyfulness you are firm in the belief that you will, for eternity, be alone the bone-chilling thought of being doomed to eternal isolation is your accepted outlook over time, something happens which reverses all previous notions about reality realities of what can and can't be it turns out that there is, for one-hundred-per cent of the time, a reality which is rich in emotion which can be shared, which has to be shared what's more, time is no longer a constraint the opposite all actions performed in previous undulations are neatly imprinted into our souls we will rapidly arrive at the point where we "left off" the last undulation then, the refreshing experience of an endless stream of new experiences experiences which are becoming deeper and richer every new undulation the more we do it, the more we want to do it we're laughing all the way my guess? this dream is the lover making his presence known our god has got a sense of humour addenda: vividness: 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream - timed-to-occur (3+) humour () 12122020 the name of the dream: a helping hand here's one for the books in awake-time, am currently doing an inventory of all my worldly goods it meant buying a hundred sturdy, see-through plastic containers to take the place of a similar amount of cardboard boxes the advantage now is it is possible to see what's in the boxes a written inventory will come in handy but it's no longer necessary to go into detail about the contents a rough memo-type list will suffice... box 18, letters to and letters from, box 27, music dance and music listen... still, though, there is a difference between how one person uses one word to express or explain something, which introduces ambiguity it is on this point the dream began there are two of us the room we are in is obviously a stockroom boxes from floor to ceiling the flaps of a dozen or more of the cardboard boxes were up that meant i'm working on that box at the moment yes, yer typical small-firm stockroom only it isn't it's my bedroom for years i've been meaning to create a super-efficient index system which, in turn, means doing an inventory the problem always returned... too many small items but now, with the aid of an efficiency expert... that spare, big black button in a soft plastic pouch goes with one of the jackets matching the button to right jacket would only take moments...any one of five different types of tapes at a glance... spare cutlery and crockery, again, at a glance a man, friendly, calm and an expert in efficiency was holding up a glass jar the jar had a piece of brown paper in it it was an envelope it was torn that it was in its own jar told me it was something extraordinary "what do you want to call this?", the expert asks "check contents", is the dreamer's reply * the thing about this dream is the way the need for help in awake-time came through as help in dream-time the dream of 05122020 produced a change in the definition of the pde's a case of a dream-time situation coming through into awake-time whereas, in this dream, an awake-time situation came through, with a resolution, in dream-time it allows me to remind you that one of the most outrages claims made by this website; the dream-time conscious has in fact got the potential to be the dominant form of consciousness in the far-off future, you'll be living in what we call today a dream addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - cross-consciousness (2+) awake-time to dream-time (1) dream-time to awake-time (1) 11122020 the name of the dream: a passion for words an educated man was appraising the work of a writer the man was wearing a blue serge suit, white shirt and a matching blue tie his admiration for the subject of his presentation knew no bounds as he quoted and explained, as he highlighted nuances no one had fully discovered... it couldn't help but be noticed that as he was explaining this or that passage, he was discovering a new variation of an accepted interpretation he is a man at the pulpit delivering a message that says, "all things can be equal when words are used" addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - literature () 10122020 the name of the dreams: where did she get it?, the joint-maker first scene, in bed with a girl looks like she's from the middle-east we are in bed her father is close by he looks at me he has a grave look on his face think he may be about to fight with me he wants us to be together but the dreamer may have broken a tradition it turns out the girl may have a venereal disease the dreamer is waiting for the symptoms to start showing when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () the joint-maker still in the middle east sitting at the far end of the cafe away from the street there are four of us "i'm putting one together", the dreamer says there's an excess of paper at the end of the joint tear it off and say, "that will save us one-millionth of a penny" another man asked someone what the dreamer had just said addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - middle-east () hash () 09082020 the name of the dream: indexing an internet-friend gave himself the task of indexing everybody it could mean having to use every character on a keyboard he began the task with a blank computer screen the characters are typed on the screen, 0a0 0b0 0c0... the characters on the screen are a brown/reddish colour in square boxes the characters began on the top-left of the screen and go down the screen in another scene, the boxes are across the bottom of the screen there looked to be twenty-five or thirty going down the screen and a dozen or so along the bottom not sure if it was a rectangular or square screen it is going to be a mammoth undertaking feel as though he could use a hand and offer to help by starting at the other end of the spectrum can tell that he doesn't want to be interrupted begin typing within two or three inputs of individual characters, the mental effort became too great, and the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - think-typing () computer () steve 2 (1) 08122020 the name of the dream: family treasures a man discovers the cup he has been using to drink his tea turns out to be a collector's item its value meant the owner could retire at the auction, the man became greedy and kept rejecting bids even though the bids exceeded the valuer's estimate the thought of "being done" was clouding his judgement the cup still wasn't sold when the dream ended second dream a woman had a wooden machine that weaved cloth in the same vein as the previous dream, it was a valuable collector's item the only thing was there was a bit that was missing the missing part, a handle which fitted into the cogs, made the contraption worthless the last scene of this dream portrays the woman trying to convince people the part she made will make the machine worth something * think this dream was due to assessing the value of some of my goods during the day getting sasabab ready for spring addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 observer - the category of the dream - heirlooms () auctions () 07122020 the name of the dream: the dash a birds-eye view of a straight-line sprint that took eleven seconds eight or so cars representing all the current formula one manufacturers are in it there was no more than a cars length between the first and last car addenda: vividness:: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - racing cars (2+) 0612200 the name of the dream: too hungry to wait in my late teens was part of an athletics team we are on a strict diet we are given a food-pack at the beginning of the day the instructions of what to eat and when to it eat it came with the pack couldn't contain my hunger and began eating the food hours before the allocated time the coach found and was uncompromising he threatened to expel me from the team if it happened again again, the dreamer ate before meal-times, and the dreamer gets caught gain the coach wasn't as furious this time he knew there was nothing he could do about it we both know he needs me to complete the team addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - sports and diet (1) 0512200 the name of the dream: we're not buying it the differences between the mainstream media's presentation of the covid situation and independent sources have become glaringly obvious it is both hilariously funny and deadly serious the funny side of things is experienced by those of us who know just how undeadly the virus is, and those who express their "take" of the situation in a manner that is almost hysterical "we are facing an "end of the world" scenario" it is a classic case of someone believing their own hype it's like someone rushing into a crowded building and shouting, "fire", when the fire is paper that has caught alight in a waist-high, metal cigarette ashtray and clearly, it is contained the sort of reaction a child would demonstrate the woman expressing herself in the dream is red-faced her "blood is up" in both a figurative and literal sense i'm wondering what her reaction will be when people she trusts and believes in explain the situation to her when the dream ends * the writer will make this dream into a comment Pde's see today's dream https://endicat.com/dreams-pdes/ addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer - the category of the dream - topical () covid (3+) 0412200 the name of the dream: the squire's security guards living the life of the squire of the manor didn't see the building as a whole but could tell from the surrounding terrain it stood in its own grounds the main scene of the dream was the "sentry" room for a cat and s dog the room was fan-shaped the room was about eight metres at its widest and tapered down to three or four metres the door that led to the outside has four flaps in it an out-only flap and an in-only flap for both the dog and the cat anybody who tried to get in through the larger dog flap would have to go through head or feet first either way, the teeth of the mastiff would be his first experience of the inside of the manor the woods at their nearest are about forty metres away another scene is a night scene the woods look ominously threatening addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.6 - observer - the category of the dream - middle ages scenarios (1+) animals () mammals () cats and dogs (1+) 0312200 the name of the dreams: girlfriend extraordinaire, x dream (endoscopic) my partner in a newly-made relationship is beside herself with impatient as we conjoin the dreamer gets an inside-the-womb view of what's happening it was a brief five-movement scene no sooner had we finished when, over my left shoulder, two white horses begin mating the dreamer says to his new partner, "we can do it again whenever you want" addenda: vividness: 4.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - x dream () animal x (1) mammal (1) horses (1) girlfriend extraordinaire we both worked in the same office the office is spacious and bright (most vivid part of the dream) we are both insurance clerks it looks like there are about twenty of us in the dream our job is to find creative ways of managing our clients' portfolios my girlfriend likes me for my sense of humour the dreamer likes her for her gentle femininity the relationship loses some of its lustre other people in the office notice it there are even thoughts the relationship might be over one of the girls from the office is walking alongside me in the next scene she is leading me along a dusty path on a sunny day while walking, she is telling me it would be a tragedy if we didn't stay together six-metres ahead, a girl is doing on-the-spot cartwheels the girl is not only doing them fast, (she looks like a human catherine wheel) but she is doing the cartwheels at an angle my amazement is compounded when she stops it is my girlfriend the girl who was talking to me said, "there may be other things you don't know about her" in the final scene, my girlfriend is reassuring me she's more than the dreamer deserves looking forward to rediscovering her addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream{ relationships (12+) flexibility of the body (2+) 0212200 the name of the dream: the lodger "scores" lodging in a two-up-two-down house it is nine-o'clock'ish have just watched a film in the downstairs front room there is someone asleep in a lounge-chair the landlord has a box in his hands and movs towards the t.v. inquiring what it is, he says, it's a video game, i play it every night" not being tired, the dreamer asks if two can two play it he get's the hint "i always play it on my own", he says an impatient voice from upstairs says, "is that t.v. going to be on all night?" between the landlord's video game and the upstairs lodger my fate for the evening is sealed an unsatisfactory end to the day as the dreamer leaves the room and heads for the upstairs the thought of the person in the chair and the commanding voice upstairs causes me to quip, "sometimes the dreamer thinks you like being mucked about" the landlord probably agrees with me and expels a short laugh get to the top of the stairs and notice the door of another room is open not able to get to my room without passing the door and seeing in, the details of the room come into focus a scantily-dressed, full-bodied woman is lying in a double bed wearing a bra under a see-through nightgown there are chocolates and a book on the bed (stand-out visual) she has obviously been waiting for me to come upstairs and had become impatient to think, the dreamer nearly spent the night playing a stupid video game there was a dream about the london underground before the above dream the recollection of the dream is too vague to make it into an entry addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - lodger (2+) scantily-dressd women (2+) 01122020 the name of the dreams: restrictions a think-read dream notifying the general public about two companies reducing their ferry services to the continent one was called, "......star", the other was "iceland" second dream, a long-standing girl-friend was more than a little surprised to find out a family nearby had given me the key to their door could come and go anytime day or night it didn't occur to me to mention it to her the freedom to come and go was stopped because a girl in the family had made a new boyfriend he was quietly outraged by the arrangement and didn't hold back his feelings about it he couldn't grasp there could be that level of genuine trust between people sensed he was going to be covetous of his relationship with the girl the girl was about to experience restrictions in her outlook of life * two dreams that contained restrictions of one sort or another this dream was due to watching mews items about the covid vaccine about to be thrust down the throat of british people addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read () travel () - neighburs () 30112020 the name of the dream: a pain in the neck online reading about a male who was having difficulty overcoming an injury similar to mine decided to create a web page explaining what worked and didn't work for me sent him the url and suggested we swap notes and experiences mentioned that my experiences were similar to his to begin with, nothing seemed to be working for me either what had been discovered was to leave the most affected part of the body alone instead, concentrate on moving those parts of the body that were least troublesome first also suggested he take a three-pronged approach massage, movement, and diet addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - mutually-beneficial interchanges () 29112020 the name of the dreams: two-themes too interwoven to separate, wasteland without a reliable contact, my search for some "good grass" took me to a patch of land used by homeless people it had about twenty "regulars" there was a small derelict building which keeps the rain off when sleeping in the winter though, it was completely open to the cold still in the wasteland, managed to "score" some half-decent grass and got stuck into it while basking in the warmth of the "stone", was moved to do something about getting a basic meal together for the "residents" it wasn't that difficult to rustle up a bucket-sized container it would feed twenty or more people the first meal was to be a meat and veg soup with bread the meal was a roaring success the word, or, perhaps it was the smell, spread and people begin migrating to where we are one or two " i am's" tried, and failed, to assert their authority the general mood of most people was live and let live with a little organising, a clean, new bucket, and more ingredients, a meat and veg meal would become the mainstay of the daily diet ten quid by today's values would easily feed twenty or more people the next thing was music it was as good as up and running in my mind a hundred-and-fifty watts would be ample to generate a "camp fire" atmosphere it still looked like a wasteland but, with a bit of camaraderie, it had the makings of becoming something more addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - basic living (2+) both dreams had think-read scenes in them both dreams maintained a brown-beige colour throughout beatles related in a telephone call, steve guessed (his nickname on paltalk) sent me the link to the url which referred to the latest revelations about the beatles it contained a lengthy think-read scene it was easy to read john lennon mentioned two songs, sung by paul mccartney, as brilliant (the names of them are just out of reach of my memory) he also gave paul more credit to his talents than he did this undulation you may remember he lambasted him just after they broke up covid related an excited voice said, "too close to call in the wisconsin recount" * addenda: vividness: 3.2 t0 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dreams, () the beatles () topical (5+) covid (4+) 28112020 the name of the dreams: spy v's spy, too late wife or girlfriend and self have to attend a meeting twenty-plus-miles away the train is running late it means we will get to the meeting twenty-minutes late there is a scene on the train when we are checking the time it is too dark to see the face of my watch use a lighter to throw more light onto the dial of the watch the flame isn't big enough to produce enough light to see the face of the watch ask people the time no one knows tell the wife or girlfriend to attend the meeting without me the dreamer will catch the next train back and do something that needs doing urgently back at the house * think this dream reflects the sense of urgency surrounding our current circumstances addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - senses of urgency (2+) train journeys (3+) wife/girlfriend (20+) spy v's spy it is a bipolar world ''m an agent a deadly scenario is being played out in a ruined cathedral the person trying to kill or subdue me is somewhere above me he or she has the advantage the dreamer has to take the high ground and gain the advantage it means having to cross open ground waiting for a sound or movement that will pinpoint the location of my adversary the dream freezes the moment and ends * dream due to thinking about the Oligrach's during the day https://endic.at/oligarch's.html addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - secret services (3+) 27112020 the name of the dream: my new friendly friend a recently-made new friend called on me he was as friendly as they come he didn't have a worry in the world it seemed the only thing that mattered to him was his girlfriend the best thing he could do for her was to take her with him whenever he had to go somewhere to that end, he bought a six-fifty motorbike and sidecar the bike was parked outside his warming character is too appealing for me to say no when he invites me to go with him it turns out he has also persuaded another male friend to come along it means i'll be in the sidecar off we go the heavy chugging of the engine is somehow comforting in another scene, he asks the dreamer if he wants to have a go at driving the dreamer is all for it the scene changes again with me driving, we are going along a wide two-lane road the road goes down and slightly to the left then it curves sharply to the right and begins to incline to the right the image as described stretches over a four-hundred-metres or so the other side of the road is empty the sense of space invites an increase in the speed there are two or three vehicles ahead of us on the other side of the road overtaking the first vehicle when it becomes apparent, the dreamer has to get in between the vehicle ahead of the one he's overtaking or else we'll be going into the curve at the bottom of the decline blind by the narrowest of margins, which brings loud gasps of relief from the other two, manage somehow to squeeze into the gap between the vehicles the next scene is me as an onlooker looking and listening to someone dressing down my new friendly friend to get the motorbike he had borrowed the money from loan sharks one of the sharks was grilling him my new friend had missed the very first repayment as mentioned, my new friend didn't have a care in the world he was completely unconcerned at the threats being made one of the sharks said in exasperation, "you want to go to war with infinity" * two buddy-buddy dreams in a row hmmm the new friend in this dream is an awake-time friend from my late teens he did acquire a bike and sidecar, we did go for a ride in it, he did have a girlfriend he was always referring to why he should find his way into a dream umpteen decades later is beyond me addenda: vividness:: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () motor-bikes (2+) 26112020 the name of the dream: down-to earth millionaire made frinds with a young fella we had a natural affinity didn't know he was fabulously rich to begin with it wssn't until he invited me home that it was realised just how rich his family is an edwardian mansion, twenty rooms across and four or five storeys tall it was in a built-up area a high, wrought iron fence with spikes on top ran along the entire street even in amongst other grandiose buildings it stood out inside the house, we played a game one of us would name a band the other had to sing a bit of it the one that sticks out in the dream is "fat larry's band - zoom" addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () music () 25112020 the name of the dreams: alligator, job hunting for reasons completely unknown, the family had an alligator as a pet it wasn't a monster-sized one but easily big enough to overwhelm anyone below a certain size it was fed when the family had there meals it was used to being fed when the smell of food was present on this occasion it didn't get its meal quick enough it attacked mom managed to turn it on its back, grab hold of its front legs, splay them apart and kneel on its chest area mom was seriously but not critically recriminations were abounding as the dream ended addenda: vividness: - 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - mom () animals () reptiles () alligator ) job hunting while job hunting met a reporter or she may have been a t,v, or radio presenter she was unhappy her report of an event had been re-shaped it no longer carred the theme or description of the story she was so disgruntled, she was going to cahnge her job spent some time with her suggesting what she could do addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - incidental occasions () 24112020 the name of the dream: the office job the first day in a new job working in an office the office wasn't anybody's idea of what an office looks like the room was square or rectangular it had adjoining bench-seat against two walls each bench-seat could seat three or four people a computer at each workspace there are two girls on both bench-seats make my way to the nearest free space in the next scene, there is just three of us the seating space between each worker was tight so tight that the shoulders of the two girls and mine were touching the girl on the left is wearing a black shoulderless dress with straps the girl on the right is wearing a loose white jacket stretching out my arms place my hands on the furthest shoulder of the girls there is a moments pause before the dreamer says, "two attractive girls sitting next to me - the dreamer likes this job" start speaking to the girl on my left out of the corner of his eye, the dreamer see the right hand of the girl on the right moving to his crotch when her hand is full of me she begins gently massaging me woke from the dream notes 1 the more than usual number of x dreams of late leads me to think about the x drive built into us it is, of course, the god-instilled qualitative feeling of what would otherwise be an indifferent experience you've got to amazed beyond belief to realise that the time between the reproductive ("expansive" is the correct word) act in heaven is far exceeded by the recoprocating motions of individuals, pairs and groups while traversing the straight-line all of us will come to acknowledge the overwhelming advantages accompanying the sacrificially-creative act of the big bang our Local Space environment will always be the same http://endic.at/local%20space.png it will always be the same galaxy it will always be the third planet from the sun it will always have a moon the earth will always have the amount of water one of the things that will be different is the amount of time we spend enacting straight-line-action it is, and always will be, increasing so much so, that the amount of time we spend traversing the straight-line this undulation (estimated at one raised to the eighty-third-thousandth power (1^83) will become one to the eighty-third-thousandth-millionth-billionth-trillionth (1^83 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000000) years further on into endlessness let's hear for the lover see also noteworthy notes https://endic.at/database-noteworthy-notes.txt addenda: vividness: 3 .3 participant and observer - the category of the dream - work () offices (2+) 23112020 the name of the dreams: car boot sale - youv'e made your point x dream vivid and prolonged addenda: vividness: 4.3 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () car boot sale at the computer something was making it run slow a check of the folders revealed the problem the car inventory was using up masses of bytes it took a while to open the folder (at least can now access folders in dreams) there were only ten or so folders to delete (stand-out visual) deleting folders was also easy a long-forgotten item came to light a pair of speakers could sell them off and bring in some much-needed cash addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - insignificant dreams () cars () computers () 22112020 the name of the dreams: getting going this dream tells us that in previous undulations we "get going" during the festive season a flurry of five dreams in this R.E.M. https://www.verywellhealth.com/the-four-stages-of-sleep-2795920 https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/articles/12148-sleep-basics had to do somethig else on the computer before entering dreams and still trying to remember them each dream carries the same theme-content; the festive season first dream organise two groups of girls and women one group each side on the street within earshot following a rousing arrangement of a carol, the two groups sang in unison (it wasn't in the dream but if it becomes a reality will have the groups singing at different pitches) we don't ask for money instead, we ask for christmas fayre food, sweets, drinks, crackers, party hats, party blowers etc. they will be distributed to retirement homes, hospitals etc. second dream for a gag, we stage a fake abduction we wait until the fake news has got a bit of momentum the dreamer is stripped to his underpants and socks and, my hands are bound get out of a car in a busy area in twn and stand motionless have a message on a bit of cardboard strapped around my neck let people make a fuss of me before letting them in on the gag third dream three people, a woman and two men present themselves they are dressed impeccably one finds a lump the size of half a pea on my upper-back he exclaims, "it's nothing" the other man then shines a light in my eyes and then in my mouth he says, "you have...?" the dreamer knows what he's referring to it's a cough that sounds serious it was brought on by a poor grade of tobacco the dreamer tells him it will go in a day or two he's not interested in excuses he says something like, "it will only compound. you have to stop smoking" the dreamer says, "alright. reduce the number of cars by half and i'll stop smoking" addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: christmas (4+) getting going (2+) 21112020 the name of the dreams: selling time while doing time, a family of knives was back in my home from home yes, the one and only, the ever-popular, prison nothing in the dream, to suggest what the crime was the prison is an open prison which suited my prison hat as a wheeler-dealer the latest tools of my trade are watches including the watch he is wearing the dreamer has three to trade the dreamer's favourite watch is a Seiko the most expensive is a woman's watch the least expensive is a working watch not a brand name like the other two but solid and reliable the most expensive watch was on loan to a big guy he probably hoped it would become his eventually unfortunately for him, a member of the prison staff took an interest in it again, the dreamer is guessing but, his is he wants for a female that meant the price, in goods or money, had just gone up it was common knowledge that the best returns on goods are to occur with deals with staff members would keep the big guy happy with "a half an ounce". or an ounce if the buyer wanted it badly enough the dream ended as the dreamer is talking to the prison officer with the big guy in the background addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - wheeler/dealer () prison () open () a family of knives walking along with my new girlfriend we're both in the first half of our teens it's late afternoon a road to the left of us there is an embankment to the right notice a silver object on the muddy grass it's a utility knife with three tools the blade tool is slightly bent give it my girlfriend she has a go at throwing it she impresses me when the blade sinks all the way into the ground a bit further on we find another multi-tool knife it is the same design as the first one only this one has five tools have a go at throwing it into the ground. the blade sinks into the ground as hers did give the new one to her and have hers. a bit further on we find another knife the same colour and design as the first one the third find is a seven-tool knife it looks brand new (stand-out visual) the dreamer throws the latest find into the ground and the blade penetrates into the ground the dreamer's girlfriend throws her knife into the ground again, and again the blade goes into the ground then the dreamer throws the first find into the ground and say, "they've had a baby" my girlfriend had a more enlightened upbringing than me she wants us to give her knife back to the owner the dream continues and we enter a housing estate we start knocking on doors a man opens the front door of his house we explain the situation they belong to his son addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6/7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - finding things on the ground (6+) relationships () 20112020 the name of the dream: a simple lie is more effective than an elaborate one was in a foreign country it is a country controlled by force sitting upstairs on a double-decker bus the bus gets stopped by men in military uniforms they are armed it is a spot check they are arresting people who don't have a ticket the dreamer doesn't have a ticket the dreamer take half-a-dozen postage stamps out of his wallet they are worth more than the ticket the dreamer places them in his mouth when he sees those people in front of him getting off the bus without being told to the dreamer stands up, puts his hands in the air and begins walking to the stairs as the dreamer goes to get off the bus the dreamer looks to the back of the bus a friendly face is smiling at him in the next scene we off the bus and the dreamer is next in line to be questioned the dreamer still has the stamps between his lips the dreamer's story is going to be that he dreamer thought the stamps were bus tickets the person in the shop must have thought the dreamer wanted to send something through the mail actually, the dreamer wants to send his-self somewhere the man didn't speak the dreamer's language and the dreamer didn't speak his language the dreamer calculates that if he became awkward and generally annoyed the soldiers he would be arrested and taken into custody they would think the dreamer was someone who needed taking down a peg or two and take me to the detention building what they wouldn't think is that the dreamer is an undercover agent doing a recce of the inside of the detention centre and wanted to be arrested one of our operatives has to be "sprung" addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - secret services (2+) 19112020 the name of the dream: street volleyball and up in the atmosphere early evening two of us set off to go somewhere our first encounter is with a couple with a dog the dog isn't doing what the owner's want it to do a quick instruction from me and the dog comes to where we are the couple thank us a game of volleyball is being played in the street the ball is heading out of play it is coming towards us the dreamer hit it back into play the side it goes to counts it as still in one of the opposing players gets uppity he becomes antagonistic one of the players knows me he tells the person who is having a "go" at me i'm alright we begin a bit of a confab while we're talking a ufo with four lights appears it is moving quickly the dreamer points it out to the young man he's talking to he only glimpses it for a second not long enough to get a good look but long enough to be convinced "seen one earlier on as well", the dreamer tells him there was a scene between these two scenes which had ufo's in it still trying to recall sufficient details to enter it addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () u.f.o.'s (4+) games and sport () volleyball (1) dogs (5+) 18112020 the name of the dream: my mate norman at the home of norman's mother the occasion was the retirement of his mother's brother it was a small gathering four or five people it was something of a privilege for me to be there they were a tightly-knit rural family their history went way back into medieval times her isolated cottage was hundreds of years old the cottage made national news some decades before a newspaper came to cover their claim that they had a ghost for a family with a colourful, historic past they had a small family it struck me as odd being me, large families was a healthy sign thought it would liven the conversation by saying, "when is norman going to get married and start a family" norman thought the dreamer said it in an inoffensive way it went down like a lead balloon managed to recover from it by congratulating norman on his long-term relationship with a girl called julie but the dream ended on a despondent note addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () norman (2) 17112020 the name of the dreams: doublespeaker, barbell and stepladders, the damsel and the dog, big and too serious at my place there are three of us the two men in the room with me are tall and solid know one of them well enough to be able to pull his leg during conversing do a pretend sneeze the man the dreamer doesn't know shoots me a serious look the dreamer begins smiling "people are altogether too serious about covid", the dreamer says the dreamer goes on and give his version of events thinking about the way the big guy looked at me starts me laughing my laughing wakes me up addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () the damsel and the dog in the park was sitting or lying on one side a girl comes into the dream she has long black hair her hair is loose on her head she is wearing black trousers and what looks like a waistcoat over a light-coloured blouse she has a dog on a leash as they pass the dreamer reaches out and stroke the dog she stops now the dog is getting more sugar from me we begin talking in the next scene, she is sitting close to me on the grass a vivid image of the dog prompts me to ask her, "is he a cocker spaniel" she is impressed that the dreamer knows the breed and says, "yes" we are even closer together in the next scene our heads couldn't be any close without touching the dreamer puts a little weight on her head with his head the dreamer says, "now we are touching" she doesn't say anything the dreamer holds her hand she is relaxed i'm doing all the talking tell her the story of "typhoid mary" how she was isolated for life with only a dog for company notes 1 covid is in yet another dream it's amazing how the mainstream media can manipulate our thought processes addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - women and dogs in the park (2+) barbell and stepladders this dream is set in the flat in exeter and is a future time-tense had recently bought an olympic bar getting used to using it an unidentified innovative person was beavering away for a couple of scenes making it into a bar which could be dropped without it making a noise he achieved it by putting a weight inside a tyre and putting a weight either side of it it could now be dropped from any height without doing any damage to the bar or wooden floor was deeply impressed and grateful found myself playing around with the bouncing effect the dream stayed in the room there was a problem finding somewhere to stash a two-metre step ladder it was a sturdy ladder painted with a coat of white gloss paint its height was just right to stand it upright but the width was too wide to stand it in the only place in the room with that much unused space the only other place for it was under the home-made, two-seater, wooden-frame settee under the settee, it looked too obtrusive and took the feel out of the room being a living room the room looked like a workshop a solution presented itself when the dreamer woke up addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - locations () exteter (10+) doublespeaker it is a covid-infested world have a moderately successful blog am not aware of the conspiracy surrounding the disease someone from the controlling-clique invites me to write a regular comment they will give me the theme of the articles it is for me to present the themes in my style the inducements are appealing within a few posts become aware of the underlying motives my first reaction is to break away from them and write an article exposing them decide to beat them at their own game introduce subtle undertones in the articles some people will pick up on what's being written addenda: vividness: - 3 participant - the category of the dream - topical () covid (3+) 16112020 the name of the dream: bargain buy in a busy city centre mild to good weather passing a chemist, a promotion stand had the latest cheapo camera it was the colour of the camera which caught my eye it was coloured light blue and white (first stand-out visual) the length of the camera was the height of a twenty-pack of cigarettes while the height was twice the thickness of the packet the features of the camera were mind-boggling infinite, digital enlargement thousands of pics of memory an unhingeable bottom with a mini-usb built-in variable-rate pics per second coulour or black and white pics l.e.d. eye-viewer the icing on the cake was the price it was so low, three or four-pounds by today's prices, it caused me to think it was disposible in the shop the salesperson was running me through the features of the camera it was every bit as good as advertised the dreamer snapped it up left the shop the weather seemed to have improved was trying the camera out a girl the dreamer knew said hello she was waiting for her boyfriend something she said, it may have been a deliberate caculation, made me think she and her boyfriend didn't have enough money to do what they wanted to do in my mind, the camera was worth a hundred-pounds was a hundred-pounds better off giving her a fiver was neither here nor there killed two birds with one stone by asking her to go and buy me a pastie and tea was eating and drinking when her boyfriend and his friend turned up he was a really nice guy was still on a high with the camera-man decided to be generous again asked her boyfriend if he had anything on him worth a fiver he produced the return section of a train ticket (the second stand-out visual) only had tenner's on me was humming and aahing a tenner was too generous was going to ask the girl to give me the fiver back and give her boyfriend the tenner but then her boyfriend would be holding her money woke up to hear myself saying, "okay, give me the ticket" * the zoom-in aspect of the camera was due to watching the film "syriana" before going to sleep addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - camera's (2+) family, friends and acquainances () 15112020 the name of the dream: deliberate misinformation election fever was rampant everyone was talking about it the phone rang the opening sentence of the person on the phone was, "are you voting for trump or biden" after three or four carefully crafted sentences that were designed to lead seamlessly into the true purpose of the call, the voice said, "wouldn't it be a good idea to take out insurance to be sure?" was thinking about what to say to show my contempt when i woke up addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - solicitous phone calls () insurance () * this dream comes from the pde's a recently-bought product was completely unsatisfactory the advertisement for the product blantantly misrepresented two of its features it used sophisticated photographic trickery for one the other plainly said it done something which it didn't if the writer wasn't engaged in more important matters he could make a living by taking businesses to court 14112020 the name of the dream: the dream bed, moving day it was moving day wasn't going far the place the dreamer is living in is too small an extremely obliging woman neighbour offered to help didn't need a large van a twenty-cwt would do it a twenty-cwt van didn't need a special licence the new place became available a day earlier took some personal things with me for the night the woman neighbour thoughtthe dreamerhad moved everything she told someone to ask me ifthe dreamerwanted any help was trying to contact her to saythe dreamerdid when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - females () neighbours () the dream bed at the time, what the dreamer thought was one of the best things he'd ever bought turned out to be a burden it had a hand-held, electrically operated device which enabled three different segments of the bed to be adjusted independantly or all together it soon became apparent that the sitting up position was the most uncomfortable of the five possible positions no matter what the dreamer tried, the result was always the same the base of my spine took the weight of my upper-body within ten or fifteen minutes it became too uncomfortable decided to sell it at leastthe dreamercould recoup a couple of hundred quid tried to sell it to neighbours, no go advertised it in the paper, no go tried to give it away, no go arranged for it to be collected by a charity when they arrived to collect it, the chief guy said it wasn't the sort of design that could sell the only way to get it out of the house was to get someone to take it to the tip a phone call from an interested party saved the day, or so the dreamer thought arranged for the person who wanted it, to come and get it he duly turned up in the next scene of the dream it wasn't until he arrived that the dreamer realised someone had come and took it away some weeks before the man who wanted the bed wanted to see it he wasn't going to be pleased when the dreamer told him he had disposed of the bed worse than that, he may well think the dreamer was deliberately mucking him about the situation could easily turn ugly there was only one way out of it brought the dream to an end * this is not the first timethe dreamerhave wilfully ended a dream to get myself out of a "sticky" situation am getting adept at it this dream is based on awake-time situations and people and items addenda: vividness:: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - wilfully ending dreams (3+) 13112020 the name of the dreams: children soul partners, the come on was in the home of an ex-girlfriend we are in her bedroom the dreamer is in day clothes she is wearing a dressing gown the belt of the dressing gown isn't tied occassionaly the gown falls open it happens two or three times she wants me to touch her she has a condition with her hands her fingers are stiff her fingers become flexible when the dreamer places the palm of his hand on the palm of her hand she encourages the dreamer to touch her breasts addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - girlfriends (10+) sarah (1) soul partners a truly touching dream of child-love the children are about seven or eight with the skill of an artist, the dreamer manipulate the circumstances to bring them together this dream finishes when the girl holds the hand of the boy the emotional content in the final scene of the dream is palpable * in the future, adults recognise the "special" interaction between youngsters in the future, bringing children together will be one of the most rewarding tasks adults have enabling the feelings between children to grow will be a simple circumstance to create or achieve either of the two futures in the Lead Article will facilitate it addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream: soul partnerships () children () 12112020 the name of the dream: the wannabe manager after listening to a reggae band was inspired to become the manager of a band in my estimation, the first person needed to form a band was the singer in the next scene, a young black lad was in my crosshairs we started enthusiastically enough hired a small room in a pub for the first practice the p.a. system was my own it was about five-hundred watts good enough for pubs got the lad to sing along with popular tracks it went great at one point the dreamer joined in with the singing, accompanying him in falsetto the dreamer is pleased with the effect things started going downhill in the next scene we had got a bit of a polished act he thought the best way to pass his genes on would be if he had a car it was a completely unrealistic request it was in the era of the sixties for the dreamer, investments are twenty and fifty pounds a decent car is in the hundreds when he realised a car was out of the question he decided to go his own way the next attempt to get a group going was with two young girls one black, one white again, it started off great the black girl was the first to drop out the white girl was willing to keep going the problem was she was always short of money it meant giving her money every time we got together the first time there was no cash incentive she would be gone the dream ended, but my aspirations didn't addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - music () 11112020 the name of the dream: anyone for tennis? walking through an endless residential area there was a mixture of terraced and semi-detached housing came across one street that had the novel idea of using the road as a tennis court was impressed with the skill of some of the players in another area, there was an air of a community they were open to the idea of playing games in the street the road was too narrow for a game of doubles of tennis but using tennis bats and a tennis-ball it was perfect for playing to the rules of table-tennis in the next scene, a net was across the road and a game was in progress since it was the dreamer's idea, it was only fitting that he play in the first game the onlookers are impressed when the dreamer won a point by diving for a ball the game was ongoing when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - games and sport () tennis {) table-tennis (2) 10112020 the name of the dream: a bad future time-tense this dream straddled dream-time and awake-time in the heart of a futuristic city now add beige-coloured tubes two-metres in diameter the tubes are full with running water they are on the outside of every floor and run the length of the streets at junctions, they cross over to the other side of the street a woman and a man in the "act" in the tube during the act, we see a man with a phial in his hand there is a zoom-in of the phial we see the word "penzone" on the phial he has a compact contraption strapped to his wrist then we see the man use the contraption to intravenously inject some of the liquid into the woman the woman doesn't know she has been injected with it the woman begins swimming through the water in the tube her eyes are wide open she looks scared she tries to scream air bubbles leave her mouth but no sounds come from her we assume murder has occurred the scene changes the scenes aren't that colourful, but they are very vivid next, we see a man at street level he is wearing blue denim jeans and a black leather jacket he has a determined manner we assume he is police the dream goes on and on amazing visuals scene after scene it must be a full two minutes of dream-time at one point it goes into awake-time i'm waiting for a resolution to the crime there is no sound in the dream the graphics are detailed and intricate all my attention is on taking in the detail the city is full of intricate architecture colourful scenes follow one after another it is obvious now this dream is going to go on for the length of a two-hour film about three minutes of dream-time has elapsed equivalent to twenty or thirty minutes of awake-time could have turned this into a lucid dream (https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/323077) it got to the point where the detail of the scenes of the dream, although clear, didn't seem to be leading anywhere ended the dream addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - the observer - the category of the dream - extensive dreams (1) futuristic (10+) 09112020 the name of the dream: the way of the bottle opening scene, in the passenger seat of a car a girl in her mid-twenties is driving she has average good looks she lives on the edge by that the dreamer means she doesn't know where her next meal is coming from her priority is petrol with a full tank she can run errands and earn petrol money she knows enough men who will let her sleep over she can get a meal from any one of a dozen people of either gender her "buzz" in life is meeting someone new someone who will have a slightly different slant on life someone with something that gives life variety i'm the latest bit of spice in her life we are on our way to get some hash she's a little bit impatient with me my priority is not getting "ripped-off" the dreamer keeps alluding to the person she's going to see the dreamer needs reassurence from her that he's reliable, not likely to give us the run around her response to my concerns is casual dismissiveness it turned out o.k. in the next scene, we are back at my place the dreamer is singing the praises of the effect the blow it's leb the stand-out sensation of the dream is just after doing a "bag" a bag is the technique where you take the bottom off a glass bottle then, using a sturdy rubber band or cellotape, affix a plastic bag around the bottom of the bottle using the bowl of a hash pipe, or any suitable metal convenience, put that over the mouth of the bottle (use blu-tac to make sure you have an air-tight seal) push the bag into the bottle put the desired amount of hash into the bowl then, apply a flame to the hash while pulling the bag out of the bottle having expelled all the air from your lungs you are now ready for the "bag" start breathing in gently (the art is to run out of breathe as the last bit of hash is glowing red) the smoke cools sufficently in the bag making it "gentle" on the lungs it intensifies the effect in her experience of life she had never tried "the way of the bottle" she is impressed there is admiration for me in her bloodshot eyes it makes me feel sexy the dreamer says, "i'm ready if you want some" in a perfect world this dream would have become an x dream destiny has other plans for me the dreamer wake up he's ready for x but there's no one there addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - hash () women () 08112020 the name of the dream: good bed, bad boy employed a carpenter to advise, buy, and cut the wood to make a bed it had reached the stage where we only needed to make a custom piece for my sleeping position a small block of wood the size of a pillow was added the next scene, the carpenter had an elderly teenager helper the teenager had only been with the carpenter for a few days he wasn't with him when the bed was first commissioned the carpenter wanted him to finish the last of the work the warning bells sounded when the suggestion that the young male finish the work at a time when the dreamer wouldn't be at home the teen had a face and manner which told me he was not to be trusted spoke to the carpenter and told him to order the wood, get it delivered to my home and let me finish the work the teenager was with him when we made the new arrangements he knew why the dreamer suggested making changes in the next scene, the teenager was giving me the "evil eye" could see him thinking bad thoughts addenda: vividness:: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - employers and employees 07112020 the name of the dream: recklesness and melody three of us are on the move in a car the driver turns into a petrol station he deliberately drives into the forecourt at a speed it is also in a curve that is sufficient to turn the vehicle onto its left side the other two go into the kiosk and leave me pinned in the car they expected the dreamer would stay there until they returned it was there idea of fun the dreamer is pissed, to say the least managed to get into a crouched standing position if the dreamer knew if he rocked the car sufficiently hard enough it would fall back onto its wheels succeeded on the second attempt the other two get back in the car they were unhappy that the car wasn't still on its side one of the says something which causes the driver to say, "that's why i'm wrecking it, it wouldn't pass the m.o.t." the song "andthe dreamerlove her" sounds out in the dream it is a house version and has a strong, compelling, dance beat listen to the first verse and chorus begin singing along with it on the second verse my voice is quiet and croaky was expecting the other two in the car to tell me to shut up but they seemed to be touched by the soulfulness of the song * some the beatles songs were transposed into classical form by george martin one classical musical scholar said of the beatles, "they are best composers since schubert" might have a go at puttiing them into house music form one day addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - music () reckless people () 06112020 the name of the dreams: moon of fortune, air patrol the dreamer lost what little money he had betting on penny shares had no choice but to resort to going out and looking for money it was mid-to-late-evening the moon was the main source of light the light of the moon shed an eerie brown light all around walking along an earthy path with fairly thick and tall grass on either side straight away, due to the nature of the light, it highlighted three or four penny-sized coins in the next scene, there was a coin the size of an old fifty-pence piece (stand-out visual) in the next scene, had an over-the-shoulder satchel which had two or three compartments was putting different sized-coins into different compartments when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - money on the ground (4+) air patrol was flying around in a jetson's-shaped craft it felt great flying (stand-out sensation) the feeling of flying was moderated by a feeling of responsibility flying police patrol? addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - flying (4+) 05112020 the name of the dreams: age isn't a limitation, all dreams should be this enjoyable x dream too modest to give the details addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream all dreams should be this enjoyable on my own in town doing this that and the other whiled away the monotony of the time between shops by getting a smile and a laugh from children and toddlers addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - children and toddlers (7+) 04112020 the name of the dreams: the balancing act, the mountain pass this dream has me balancing a fork and a salt cellar on top of a piece of cloth everso carefully, it was the second time, it didn't stay balanced the first time, positioned them so one of the prongs of the fork wedged into one of the holes of the salt cellar at a particular angle, the effect was quite impressive decided to take a photo of it got the camera for a few seconds, the dream gradually moved into awake-time as the dreamer realises there is no way he can pull the blankets off me without the structure falling down addenda: vividness: - 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - balancing acts (1+) the mountain road it was for me to assess the logistics of industrial-sized lorries getting their loads through mountain roads the dream centred around one part of the road where it appeared there was an impasse the vehicles couldn't go forward or reverse the dream ended without a resolution addenda: vividness: - 3.7 - observer - the category of the dream - logistical planning (1) 03112020 the name of the dream: levity was on a panel show the panel show was a send-up of topical issues the issue in the dream is covid changed the meaning of a sentence by taking the second word out of the sentence and placing it at the last but one word of the sentence still trying to remember the exact wording of the sentence as this is being typed addenda: vividness: 3.6 - participant - the category of the dream - quiz shows () topical (3+) 02112020 the name of the dream: the treasure is mine had figured out where the fabled lost treasure of a known civilisation had buried its treasure it was at the bottom of a shallow, clear-water sea (stnd-out visual) the most vivid scene of the dream, is an overhead view of the treasure chest, the size of a tea chest, with gold and jewels in it in another scene, the treasure was back at my home am in bed the treasure is in another room as far as the dreamer knew, no one else knows about it that didn't stop me from being cautious to the point of paranoia hear someone in the room the treasure is in the dreamer shouts out, "oi". the dreamer jumps out of bed and rush into the room where the treasure is am fully expecting to have to fight the person trying to steal some or all of the treasure there's no one in the room the treasure is still there the most vivid scene of the dream, is an overhead view of the treasure chest, the size of a tea chest, with gold and jewels in it addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - treasure (1) 01112020 the name of the dream: confidence was walking along with my hands in my pockets totally relaxed and feeling great wearing a soft-cloth suit the suit is close to being dark-blue the shirt is a dark-tan and the shoes are biege and have softmade of a upper the shoes are, the dreamer knows, a bit on the garish side but the comfort factor overrides all other considerations there are two other people walking ahead of me the closest is twenty metres ahead the other is sixty or so metres distant they too are walking casually in the next scene, a young man of about twenty enters the dream he is dressed scruffily and his face is far from handsome he starts trying to goad me he dissatisfied with himself and thus with life it is obvious to the dreamer he is physically superior and won't have any problem getting the better of him in a fight he probably realises he is smaller than me he is hoping an aggressive manner will intimidate me if the dreamer says nothing it will only encourage him decide to call him names "maggot, half-wit, snake-face, tramp, scruffbag..." it was enough to get him to retreat back into his miserable world addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - walking () aggressive people () 30102020 the name of the dream: another breakthrough in being able to edit folders it became necessary to phone the helpline for my internet provider the problem was the volume of a screencast recording wasn't playing back as loudly as the recording the dreamer knows it was something he is doing wrong but is frustrated at not being able to correct it the girl on the other end of the phone spoke with an irish accent she was annoyed at my lack of knowledge about computers and didn't try to hide it it was more of a scalding than a polite talk-through (perhaps she'd a bad day with her boyfriend) was trying different ways of correcting the volume while talking to her then, for the first or second time only, it became possible to edit the folders in a dream the sounds coming through in the dream became clear and loud in response to me turning the volume knob on a pair of sony shelf speakers (the ones in use at the moment in awake-time) the sensation of touch while turning the knob of the speakers was 4.4 (stand-out touch sensation of any dream outside of an x dream) in one scene, the volume was so loud and clear it started bringing me out of the dream (again, the clarity of the sound was as vivid as any dream that comes to mind 4 to 4.8) the operator told me to turn the volume down as it was uncomfortably loud then she said something along the lines of, "there will be a charge because this is a shortfall call" the dreamer said, "shouldn't you have told me there would be a charge at the beginning of the call?" went on editing and playing with the volume for another couple of scenes was feeling dead chuffed at being able to edit folders and modify the volume of sound in a dream this dream was due in part to an awake-time problem of the same nature about ten days ago the dreamer knew it was something his end but was at a loss to figure it out addenda: vividness: 3.6 to 4.8 - participant - the category of the dream - computer () folders (6+) 29102020 the name of the dream: helpful and friendly girls was settling into my seat before the film started the sweets and drinks were laid out all that was needed now was a few roll-ups calamity of calamities, had no cigarette papers the dreamer thinks he dropped them while organising things was looking on the floor and under the seats a girl in the row in front and to the left of me became aware of me searching for something she asked what i'd dropped the dreamer told her as luck would have it, she had some and gave me three a girl in the row behind me became involved and offered to go and get some at first,the dreamer said there was no need then realised she was being more than just helpful was thinking of how to word taking her up on her offer when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - cinema dreams (2+) 28102020 the name of the dream: imagine that there are four of us two of them are brothers we are my, or my best friends house the conversation dried up we get to watch the telly first, we watched a game of football then we watched snooker finally, we watched a table-tennis match we decide to have a pretend game of table-tennis we organised the chairs into two pairs of two, so they are facing each other the game would start with someone serving the first ball he would say where the ball would land on the opponent's side of the table "bottom-left, bottom-middle, bottom-right, middle-middle, middle-left, middle-right, net-right, net-middle, net-left" (net meant the ball landed close to the net on the opponents's side) three of us burst out laughing when one of the brother's asked, "how will we know when it goes off the table?" addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - games and sport () table-tennis (1+) 27102020 the name of the dream: christmas time is here again it is the festive season a prolonged drought was broken when my supplier turned up he had not one but two types to choose from both were soft both were half-ounce deals one was "leb", the other was "black" chose the leb they were in soft, grey pouches the pouches are the same as the pouches that came with sony mini-discs (stand-out visual) christmas was underway the above two or three scenes were followed by another two or three scenes an awake-time female acquaintance from the near past turned up with a young child she too had blow with her she had a single pouch hers was also in a grey pouch the same as the first part of the dream asked her how much she wanted for all of it she would only sell me a "teenth" the price she asked was a bad joke about three-times more than the dreamer had already paid it was obvious what was going on she knew as many "tokers" as the dreamer she intended selling it off in small amounts and make a "killing" it was also obvious she didn't know that the dreamer knew where it had come from given the circumstances surrounding our ten-day whirlwind involvement, it was the opportunity to get "justice" was thinking of ways the dreamer would muck her about when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - hash () family, friends and acquaintances (h) (2) 26102020 the name of the dream: daniel and me daniel craig was coming to britain from america received a request that he wanted to go to an english football game there was a scene in which we are in an almost deserted stadium in the next part of the dream, his wife is with him we go for a meal after we have finished our meal,the dreamer paid for the meal by card he insisted on giving me the cost of the meal the notes weren't english currency it looked like toy money, barely any writing on them looking at the numbers on the notes, it came to about seventy the meal had come to more than a hundred-fifty his wife also spotted the shortfall and pointed out that the note with number forty on it was a diamond note and was twice it numbered value (stand-out visual) daniel felt he was getting the "short end" of the stick it was daniel who paid to get into the football match all in all, it almost balanced out, with a slight advantage to me think this dream was, in part, due to watching "in cold blood" a week or so ago addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 participant and observer - the category of the dream - celebrities () daniel craig (1) football () restaurants () 25102020 the name of the dreams: the snarling dog auntie vie and uncle john had been allocated a multi-bedroom house it was a giant step for them the move was to accommodate the rapid expansion of their family the new housing estate is built on and around a hill they are near the top with a great view a large sloping lawn and an extra bedroom above the first floor there was an air of celebration uncle john is known for his rumbustious character, especially when it came to women not the life and soul of the party but a welcome addition which made sure things never got too quiet the topic became, as everyone knew it would, about women "they should wear different underwear", he quipped the dreamer joined in, "we should petition the queen to announce a decree that women are to wear seventeen layers of undergarments" after a while, the party atmosphere had gone, as had most of the relations three or four grown-ups and the children was all that was left without it being mentioned the dreamer was to stay for the night my bed was to be on the settee settling into a semi-lying position, tiredness was creeping up on me there was a family dog, a little white dog about the size of a jack russell unlike a jack russell, it had a long body and snout it was encouraged to come to me it came and settled near me it had a bit of a snarl on its face by now the dreamer is tired and ready to fall asleep as the dreamer began to fall asleep the expression on the dog's face changed into a permanant snarl (stand-out visual) not a picture you want to take into your dreams unfortunately, in my dream it was addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () dogs (4+) 24102020 the name of the dream: the incident at the greek restaurant was out and about in an exeter-type city was enjoying walking got to feeling hungry in the next scene, found myself in a greek restaurant perched on a small hill it was furnished sparsely (have you noticed that? meagre furnishings seem to be a characteristic of greek restaurants) it was quite busy it needed three or four chefs to cook the meals most of the tables, about ten, were occupied decided to eat at the counter got chatting to the young man next to me he was extremely friendly, with a glint in the eyes of his jovial face there was a bloke who had just received his meal sitting on the other side of the right-angled counter the meal was a solid block of something it was a white-cream colour (stand-out visual) it was one-quarter the size of a shoebox capable of holding a pair of size nine shoes, e-width made a comment about it to the jovial, slightly rotund, chappie next to me the dreamer told him what foods he fancied he placed the order of four or five different dishes the food was duly delivered in the next scene the food was presented on oval stainless steel platters couldn't help but notice that the platters were placed around the friendly chappies plate assumed it was his order and my order was on its way we were chatting away as he was eating the time passed quickly it seemed no time at all when he had polished-off his food we made our farewells and he left the dream now time was passing slowly it seemed a space-age and still my meal hadn't arrived what must have been a full ten minutes passed before asking one of the chefs how long it would be before my meal was ready he explained in a terse and dismissive way that he was still waiting for me to place my order he wasn't the slightest bit sympathetic when it was explained that the bloke who had been sitting next to me had ordered for me it was nothing to do with him that there had been a "balls-up" like it was my fault for not speaking greek and realising what the friendly chappie had ordered surely he must have realised that i'd been sitting there for ten or fifteen minutes without ordering anything must have told him what was what not a bit of it he became cantankerous, even enjoying my predicament and revelling in my frustration there were heated words and his face became red with anger he threw a twenty-pence piece on the counter and said something the dreamer didn't understand it was the final straw in a bout of fury,the dreamerswept my hand across the counter where the coin was the coin travelled into the cooking area it made a sound when it bounced off something (stand-out audio) the tone of the dream changed in the next scene, was outside walking along an uneven surface noticed that my footing was sure and strong (stand-out tactile) next scene, was explaining in detail to two boys what had just happened in the restaurant one of them said something sensible which made me feel conciliatory an adult, he may have been the father of the boys, suggested that there was a mini-event happening in town and that the dreamer would be a welcome guest addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - food/restaurants () 23102020 the name of the dream: compressing evolution it appears there is a procedure which can vault a person through time and space this dream is in a similar vein to yesterday's dream this dream though brought the writer out of dream-time with a jolt as far as can be understood, within a micro-second, a being can go from one point of evolution to another if the writer is interpreting this dream correctly, a period of a thousand-million-years transpires in less than the blink of an eye even more fantastically, within that moment, a being acquires or becomes imbued with those abilities and traits that took, in undulations past, milliards to achieve try to compare the things we knew fifty-years ago to today imagine going to sleep and when you woke up fifty years of progress had occurred overnight your physical self is the same, as is your level of mental awareness the ability to press buttons and manipulate objects is the same weather patterns are virtually identical the night sky looks the same it is the same world as the one that was there before you went to sleep what has changed are the barely noticeable physical changes due to two generations of evolution it is assumed in a thousand-million-year,the then physical and mental attributes won't vary significantly over the next thousand-million years the dream is in the far-off future the dream the dreamer is stationary in an endless void, there may have been stars in the environment, and then being jetted through time and space within a micro-moment,the dreamer comes to a stop with an accuracy of one micro-metre the sense of precision was a strong feature of this dream that so much can be accomplished in so short a time is yet another insight into the abilities of love/life what also came through in this dream was a sense of impatience imagine you have worked all day doing a physically demanding task you choose not to stop for a break it will mean you will finish sooner when the works is finished you will be sitting down to a meal with your family after you have eaten, you basque in the family atmosphere with your wife and children the children have played themselves into tiredness and are in bed the pleasures of love are imminent... it shouldn't be too long before people in general start to understand the mental and physical sensations which accompany straight-line-action and this time, we do NOT stop note 1 for an insight into how precise technology will become over the next fifty-million years, see HERE http://endic.at/precision.technology.mp4 for an insight of what forms we will be able to take, see, HERE http://endic.at/forms.we.can.become.mp4 addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - insights into the far-off future (2+) 22102020 the name of the dream: diet diary from the previous few days the entire dream of four or so scenes was spent re-writing the diet diary of the last three or four days a look at the previous three or four days of the diet diary shows it contains a dozen or so lines with a couple of hundred characters nearly, but didn't quite finish the previous third or fourth day the sheer mental effort of the dream-time conscious trying to recall events from the awake-time conscious caused me to wake again, we are considering the unappreciated capacity of the dream-time conscious the ability to interchange between awake-time consciousness and dream-time consciousness if this dream is the start of a trend which enables the dream-time conscious to tap into the awake-time memory continues, we may eventually reach the point when recalling awake-time experiences while in dream-time becomes as easy as remembering the details of dreams in awake-time yet again, we are seeing the interchangeability between awake-time consciousness and dream-time consciousness is a dream diary something other than just a superfluous pastime? see also 23112017 addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream; think-write () re-enactment of awake-time experiences (1) writing (1) 21102020 the name of the dream: mac and me came out of retirement to do the wedding photographs for a well-known and well-to-do social-climber being a household name, it meant if the dreamer did a good job it would lead to mucho money from knock-on work thinking about it further, decided to bring a young lad who had his wits about him and had helped on previous "bookings" without telling the couple who were getting married, he would video the occasion while the dreamer did the photos it went off without a hitch picked up the photographs the following day was dismayed to find the helper had given the negatives to a company which branded the negatives with their name on each and every negative (first stand-out visual) no doubt the company recognised the faces of the newly-weds and figured a way to cash-in on it the watermark on the negatives wouldn't be on the photographs of course but was really miffed to think that the company was so sneaky took the photographs to the newly-weds they lived in a high-rise block of flats that reached up into the stratosphere the building was in pristine condition on the outside it would be fantasy-level interior furnishings spoke into the intercom outside the main entrance and was put through to the couple the design and function of the intercom was a bit of forced snobbery it was grey and half-moon-shaped, six or seven centimetres wide across and half-a-metre in height(second stand-out visual) it had a flat square at the top of the half-moon which had to be pulled down to reply to the voice that asked, "who is it?" the further the square-shaped lever was pulled down the louder the voice became in the next scene, lee mack answered the small door built into the large door the dreamer said, "we'll have to go fifty-fifty" (think the dreamer is referring to the added cost that would accompany using a "rip-off" company) woke up singing "nights in white satin" have a sneaking suspicion the reason lee mack was in the dream was due to watching a couple of episodes of "would i lie to you" before crashing out the underhand tactics of the company in the dream was due to the re-scheduling of a payment of two-hundred-and-fifty pounds earlier on in the day it meant the company got the money two months before it was due addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - weddings () celebrities () lee mack (1) 20102020 the name of the dream: brazen hussy two young girls came back to my place one of the girls had done some shopping for me she had paid for the items with her own money had the money put to one side for her it was in a wall-cupboard in the kitchen along with two or three other sums of money for other things after handing the girl who had done the shopping the seven-pounds owed to her the other girl reached into the cupboard and took a twenty-pound note she did it so casually the dreamer thought it was for something she had done for me couldn't think what it was though the twenty-pound note had been on a piece of paper looked at the piece of paper and saw it was the bill for a repair to a white radio (stand-out visual) the amount to be paid was seventeen-pounds something by then the girls had left the house had to chase after them caught up with them and showed the girls the receipt she knew the dreamer wouldn't have anything to do with her again addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - theft against me () 19102020 the name of the dream: novice nurses the first scene of this dream has two of us, both males, lying flat on our backs on separate tables about two-metres apart we are both fully clothed from his lying position, the dreamer can see the street one or two floors to the right the other male is being tended to by a female nurse in the next scene, there is a nurse on my left both nurses are wearing classic style uniforms stiff white head hats, white knee-length uniforms and black stockings my nurse lays the palm of her hand on my stomach with her fingers pointing down she then runs the flat of her hand down my stomach and over my crotch she says, "why is it i can't feel anything between your legs?" she couldn't feel my genitalia because her hand didn't go far enough down was thinking of how to exploit the situation should the dreamer hold her hand and move it into position? do the dreamer suggest she puts her hand down my trousers? woke up giggling as various other possibilities were running through my mind addenda: vividness: 3.8 -participant and observer - the category of the dream - nurses (2+) 18102020 the name of the dream: in the groove gave up using busking as a way of earning money changed from busking to street-dancing used a portable p.a. which produced about one-hundred-and-fifty watts danced to home-made rave-beat rhythm's the tracks were between 100 and 120 bpm(https://endic.at/house.2.mp3) it was about eight p.m. the last fifteen minutes of blue twilight was on the horizon set up outside the brightest spot in the street a fast-food restaurant there was a bit of a crowd, about twenty people, mainly girls, milling around played the sounds and began dancing to the music people began watching they became intensely curious one young man asked."are you...?", he said my full name "yes", the dreamer replied danced for another twenty bars of the music no one had joined in dancing as the dream ended this dream was due to three things 1 stopped weight training as the route to mobility and replaced it with a five-minute stretching routine (noticed increased mobility after three sessions) 2 while composing a new entry for endic "the mighty concept", got a sense of freedom 3 watching a girl dancing in the film "carlito's way", 30:36 addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - dancing (5+) 17102020 the name of the dream: too casual about earning a wage got the sack from a job in a factory because of irregular attendance wasn't too bothered, jobs were aplenty, it wouldn't take long to get back into work the most immediate concern was to get something to eat went to the canteen and asked the women server's if the dreamer could have a meal and pay when he gets his wages the women said o.k. but it meant having to wait until the rush was over a female from admin came to me and told me to go and pick up the bits and pieces from in my locker and was now in the office there was a scene in the office with my items on a desk, gathered them up and the dream ended without getting a meal : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - unemployment (1) 16102020 the name of the dream: my mate norman knew the best time to catch him at home was about ten minutes after the pubs have closed got to his place before he got back while waiting, tried to get out of the complex through a narrow space between two buildings tried to force myself through the gap the gap narrowed the further the dreamer went into it realised by pushing harder would trap me had to struggle to go back heard the voice of the person to see by the time the dreamer got to where the voices are they had gone indoors could clearly hear normans voice through an open window knocked on the door the person who answered the door wasn't the person the dreamer wanted to speak to the dreamer said who it was t=he wanted to speak to expected the person standing in front of me to let me in he didn't made a funny remark he didn't laugh or smile he said something something which conained the words "a tenners worth" handed him the note he left the door open he came back with my tenners worth now he was smiling (it took a while for my comment to register) never did speak to norman addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - hash (8+) 15102020 the name of the dreams: the third protocol, beware the dog a raging debate erupted concerning the validity of covid testing once a person had tested positive via an antibody test, the "official" (the controlling cliques') line was that the antibody test was valid proof of infection the distinction between diagnostic tests and testing for antibodies is deliberately distorted the upshot of this was, a person who had generated antibodies against covid-19 was considered positive addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - observer - the category - of the dream: topical () covid () beware the dog a delightful and concerning short dream about a months-old dog not sure how we came to be together, but together we were its coat was a blended-brown its face resembled that of a pug dog though its face was nowhere near being off-putting quite the contrary, it had the puppy dog eyes that we find so appealing was sitting in an armchair doing a bit of scoffing the dog managed to scramble up my legs, onto my lap and gave me the look never was a look so easy to interpret it said, "can i have some?" was eating a toasted corned beef sandwich there was a slither of corned beef the size and thickness of a quarter of a credit card handed it to the dog the dog ate the meat by holding it with its lips and chopping rapidly while moving the food through its mouth it reminded me of a machine which chopped something as it moved along a surface it looked speeded up the thing was its teeth they weren't puppy dog teeth they looked just like the false teeth of a human the dreamer may have felt a little bit concerned even as a puppy this dog had adult characteristics addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - animal () mammal (dog) 14102020 the name of the dream: the mystery choo choo the first half of the dream took up three-quarters of the dream it was a think-read dream was looking for one destination in particular if the service was still operating, it meant the dreamer still had a job the second part of the dream was a discussion with someone about the time-table of trains if the train left at a suitable time, it meant the dreamer could be somewhere or do something important to me addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - think-read () trains () 13102020 the name of the dreams: perfunctory x, they're still after me x-dream addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () they're still after me an old beef, gong back half a lifetime, was the theme of this dream these guys were intent on getting me had armed myself and barricaded myself behind reinforced doors was shocked when, while braced against the front door, the sound of breaking wood caused me to look down a foot was protruding throughthe bottom of the door one of the attacker's managed to kick through a solid front door it would mean having to use even more violence than had been imagined to repel the attackers the theme of this dream must be due to the pde's this is the second time a theme of guilt and violence has occurred in a dream after watching this film (automata - 10122015) vivdness 3 -parrticipant and observer - the category of the dream - violence in dreams (7+) 12102020 the name of the dreams: the lucky-two ranch, the alladin's cave of second-hand shops, a just litigation a woman won a draw which gave her a pair of breeding horses incredibly she also won the lottery in the same week when asked what she was going to do with her good fortune replied, "open a ranch" when asked what she was going to call the ranch, she still hadn't decided "the double-lucky or the lucky-two", she mused addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - winnings () lottery () lucky draws () the alladin's cave of second-hand shops at the bottom of a sloping street just out of the centre of town came across a recently opened second-hand shop it was on the junction of three roads the window on the side of the street the dreamer is on is large two-and-a-half metres high and about four metres across the goods in the window were laid out with the precision of a finished jigsaw puzzle the goods were predominantly electrical, musical and jewellery inside was equally impressive guitars hanging from the ceiling looked like sides of meat stacked and ready to be dispatched the gap between one category of items and the next wasn't more than a centimetre (stand-out visual) was interested in buying an all-singing pocket radio there were dozens to choose from a red one caught my eye one of the salesmen said, "hello john" we had been acquaintances from three or four years back the dreamer commented in a congratulatory way about the range and quality of the goods on display "icould spend weeks looking around",the dreamer said we spoke about this and that before the dream ended and before buying the radio that had caught my eye addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - shopping () second-hand goods a just litigation it was satisfying that a court ruling had weighed the facts fairly and had come out in favour of the defendant in this case, it was a company that supplied goods a woman felt the goods had been deliberately misrepresented the wording didn't accurately describe the goods to my way of thinking they did usually, the dreamer would champion the consumer but on this occasion his sentiments are with the manufacturer the woman wasn't overly disapointed with the ruling nor was the manufacturers especially pleased the complaint shouldn't have been allowed in the first place addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - judicial process () 11102020 the name of the dream: the long weekends work had finished for the week three of us were on a "night out" as teenagers, an eleven-o clock deadline for socialising was too restrictive we are ready and able for an "all-nighter" at seventeen, it was within our capacity to stay awake through the weekend one of us had film star looks which opened doors closed to others he had a complimentary pass for three people to an "after hours" party at the premises we are currently in it was one of only two or three such places in the city we knew about the after-hours party but it wasn't until two of us were resigned to going home when the night was still young that the person with the pass surprised us with it it got even better the pass gave us access to another all-nighter at the same place the following night as well the weekeend was about to start addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - socialising () family, friends and acquaintances () 10102020 the name of the dream: addam's cure-all a miracle, cure-all, bottled-medicine, was advertised in the paper it was a family brand-name called addam's the thing was, it never became a runaway best-seller or a household name the reason being, no one could understand why it only worked its magic on one-in-ten-thousand people the liquid was in an unglamorous brown bottle the label was as old-fashioned as it could be the smiling faces of a family in dull colours of shades of brown were something out of the thirties or fourties for those it did work for it had a mythical status the name lingered on through the generations it was the equivalent of the fabled penny black stamp in philately it had become legendary in a few households teenagers from generations before could remember its effects teenagers who were now grandparents and great grandparents had kept the name alive they never forgot how it had allowed them to get on with their lives when the rest of the population was "laid-up" with a "bug" for days it wasn't just the "bug epidemic" from decades ago which gave the medicine its status in the thinnest vein of the population their hair glistened, their skin and eyes became clear the general, all-around sense of well-being was part of their genetic memory the mind doesn't forget a gift from nature no, for sure, they never forgot that awake dream now, here it was back on sale at this point, the dream, if it wasn't already, becomes quirky in keeping with the air of mysteriousness surrounding "addam's cure-all", the bottled-medicine could only be dellvered to a specific address on a specific date the dreamer ordered a casket of a dozen bottles went to the address on the day of the delivery there were several people already there a "to let" sign was in the window the price of the rent was affordable and considering the health implications, still well worth it but the motive behind the procedure seemed zany were we supposed to start outbidding each other? what was going on? a sense of mischievious skulduggery entered the dream it disappeared and became replaced with a sense of purpose the dream concluded when the actual motive became clear the addams family wanted to remain anonymous it was for us gathered there to discover why it worked for so few people and disseminate it to other people with the same physiological attributes as ourselves the few people gathered at the house were to amalgamate and become the distributer's of the product assigning to this dream the present or the past of a future undulation tense of time addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - medicines (1) topical? () 09102020 the name of the dream: credit where it's due the supergroup of the time had, without realising it, plagiarised a song of mine the group, cream, must have been given the song by someone who knew me he didn't expect it to be linked back to me the dreamer got wind of it when the song was in the early stage of being promoted the group who were going to release the song, are being interviewed by the media two of the three members of the group give an impromptu presentation of the song the song had been composed to have a double harmony for the verse and a triple harmony for the chorus it became clear the dreamer knew the melody when he joins in with the singing of the first verse the dream becomes externalised when it got to the chorus, the dreamer sang it in fourth harmony falsetto it gave the song an added dimension addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - music () externalised () 08102020 the name of the dream: the restauranteer's four of us had visited the relatives of one our group we decided beforehand we would go to a "ye olde" style restaurant for a meal after we hadn't planned on walking but the evening was just right for a walk it was quite a hike about two-kilometres the walk is along the side of a main road due to the hour traffic was sparse it was sevenish there are fields and bush for the first kilometre which gave it a scenic feel the next five-hundred-kilometres is an expanse of fields we bump into three oriental people one of them is quite a bit taller than any of us he must be almost two-metres it surprises me that our male friend knows them they don't look chinese taking a guess, the dreamer asks if they are from malaysia they weren't the tall one says to me, "you have a very nice country" even in dreams i'm a "britain basher" and say, "we've got plenty to be ashamed of" he doesn't say anything in return in the next scene, we are in the restaurant there are four-seater tables throughout five or six tables have been placed together in the middle of the room they run the length of the restaurant we ask for one of the tables standing alone in the corner on the right of the restaurant as we walked through the entrance it is reserved we take our seats about half-way along the long table in the middle of the room two of us sit on one side, the other two sit opposite not sure how it happened i'm sitting facing my male friend, while his girlfriend is sitting next to me and facing my girlfriend my male friend is uncomfortable with the seating arrangement and asks me to change seats with him the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - family, friends and acquaintances () restaurants () 07102020 the name of the dream: an amphibian calls it was one of my regular unannounced, unscheduled visits to mom when the dreamer first saw it his first instinct is to "run for it" it was the size of a small crocodile grey in colour had the physical characteristics of a newt when it opened its enormous mouth, there was enough room in there to swallow a young child whole the thing was it didn't have any teeth all of a sudden it didn't seem so dangerous the opposite we began to realise that it was warier of us than we were of it whatever it was, it was a youngster it had got into the house through the open front door how it had got from the river almost a hundred metres away into our house, the third or fourth house in the street, is anybody's guess what to do about it became the main point of conversation someone wanted to keep it as a pet the more the dreamer watched its behaviour, the more he felt sorry for it it wanted its mom it tried to get into a small cubby-hole away from us my heart went out to it my pronouncement that we should let it go became the overriding sentiment mom, reluctantly agreed she had "taken to it" to keep the sentiment of freeing it going, the dreamer suggests we take lots of video footage of it first mostly everybody agreed someone wanted it as a pet there was then a scene of me filming it (stand-out visual) it would be a topic of conversation for life it looked familiar racked my brains trying to remember why it looked familiar it eventually came to me it was an ichthyostega (https://www.britannica.com/animal/ichthyostega) addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.6 - the category of the dream - animal () amphibian (2+) 06102020 the name of the dreams: the hangar incident, the courtroom incident enter the courtroom from the opposite side and level with top-tier of the public seats there are five or six rows of seats for the public the seats are split into two sides with an access aisle in the middle at the bottom but one stair of the steps on my side of the court the dreamer trips and plunge head-first to the ground with the ease of a professional stunt-man, the dreamer twists his upper-body so that the back his shoulder comes into contact with the ground first the momentum of the fall causes the dreamer to roll over and he ends up standing on his feet the dreamer is allowed to sit in the public seats, presumably to allow him to gather his-self the dreamer takes a seat in the row below and to the right of where seven or eight family and friends are seated the last person in the row behind me has a year-old baby in her lap no one objects when the dreamer reaches backwards and places one of his fingers in the palm of the baby the baby grasps my finger now i'm relaxed and feel as though things are going my way addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - courtroom () family, friends and acquaintances () babies () the hangar incident looking down from about thirty-metres into an area the size of a hanger it has the fuselage of a plane in it it has gaps along its body the fuselage is in the process of construction there are twenty to thirty people in the hangar some are wearing dark-blue jumpsuits others are wearing white doctor gowns jets of liquid are squirted into the hanger and onto the fuselage the scene changes, the jets of liquid have become like a downpour of rain the dream becomes one of panic and pandemonium people are running everywhere the scene changes, a fiery explosion occurs addenda: vividness: 3.7 - observer - the category of the dream - explosions (3+) plane hanger (1) this dream was due to watching films with vivid explosions the day before see also 09072009 05102020 the name of the dreams: you tell me, that bloody food there is the sense of trying to achieve something the only means open to me is to use the tips of my fingers using a knife, one by one the dreamer cuts the middle, ring and little finger off both hands note 1 as with yesterday's dream, there was no sensation of pain while preparing the last meal of the day yesterday, noticed that when thawed, the stiff, silver container the faggots were in had about three tablespoons of blood in them assigning both this dream and yesterday's dream (the dentist's chair) as being food-induced see also (28092014) addenda: vividness:: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - food-induced dream (3+) blood in pig meat (3+) you tell me four or five triangles hanging in the air in a random manner the triangles are transparent they are the diameter of the circle you make when you touch your forefinger to your thumb they have a red tint to them think they have red led's inside them there is an unknown something inside them it looks like an origami addenda: vividness: 3.6 - observer - the category of the dream - oddities 04102020 the name of the dreams: the steal, in the dentist's chair first dream, sitting in the dentist's chair being readied for the extraction of a tooth in clear view ahead is a screen the screen is about half the size of a laptop screen on the screen, a line is moving along to the right and occasionally the line moves slightly up the upward motion of the line indicates pain, and, to some degree, anxiety, nervousness etc. at the moment of extraction, the line jumps toward the top of the screen there was the mildest sensation of a prick but not what would be called pain the dentist has a tooth in his extraction-tool and shows me the tooth was evaluating what was happening when the dream ended this website has only experienced pain once in a dream once (22092014) the experience of this websites' only nightmare (https://endicat.com/dreams-why-do-we-dream/) was far, far more traumatising than moments of pain addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - technology () second dream the name of the dream: the steal three of us were walking along a hallway the carpet under our feet was plush that is plush with a capital p at the end of the hallway was the lift the lift would take us down three-floors to the foyer the foyer, exquisitely furnished, as was to be expected it was one of the classiest hotels in the world in less than five minutes we would be home free ready to begin a life of luxury we were feeling on top of the world just to think, fifteen minutes before... we were becoming more miffed with every passing second we had booked into the hotel the day before the room alone had cost an arm and a leg as did our whistle and flutes as did the information now there was going to be the hassle of getting our "information-money" back no doubt, the guy who gave us the information would try to get out of giving us the money back that meant more hassle we had the reputation of being a violence-free crew if the guy who took our money simply refused to pay it back it would mean having to come up with a way of coercing him into giving us the money back without shedding blood after two hours of waiting for our "client" to show it was time to abandon the plan as we were about to leave the sound of people outside in the hall lifted out sprits back to their previously elevated state our "clients" were late we go back into hiding and will make our move when they have been in the room for a minute or two a minute or two later we come out of hiding we use dark-beige coloured rubber tubing to bound the hands and feet of our "clients" it will take them at least five minutes to get free and raise the alarm by which time we will be gone the "haul" was every bit as fabulous as we had been led to believe this was it the motherload a small fortune in jewellery addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - crime () theft () jewellery (!) 03102020 the name of the dream: the genuine article a fifty-watt, compact speaker-player wasn't working (not going to mention the manufacturer's name. bose get enough good press as it is) took it to the shop the man in the shop told me the circuit board needed replacing it was going to cost as much to replace the board as it would be to buy a new unit typical business mentality there was money to be made he was hoping the dreamer didn't have a clue about electrics and would splash out on a new, improved model it was tempting the new model worked using an app on a mobile phone didn't have the money to buy a new one exited the shop with my tail between my legs took it to another shop a genuinely helpful bloke opened up the unit and discovered the problem immediately there was a break in the circuit board all that was needed was a fine-tipped soldering iron he also mentioned that he could make the modification which would enable the unit able to be controlled by phone it would cost about a tenth of a replacement he got my business addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - electrical goods () 02102020 the name of the dream: trump plays his card, the hot dog incident second dream, a think-read dream it was printed on a piece of white paper the paper went below what was visible in the dream think the paper was a list of ultimatums the first ultimatum was "if the chicken egg industry didn't stop incubating chicken eggs with the coronavirus, there would be a full presentation of the facts surrounding extraterrestrials and u.f.o.'s" first dream, walking back home after being out about in the city centre the dreamer is going to catch a taxi home but there wasn't one available (a few decades ago it was like that - it was hit and miss as to whether you got one) came upon a hotdog van a girl is now in the dream could have had one of three things in with the hotdog a heated debate developed about what was and wasn't the best things that go with hotdogs settled for onions addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - topical () covid-19 (3+) food () hotdog (1+) 01102020 the name of the dream: multi-themed dream (50+) first dream, this dream was about the coronavirus there wasn't anything exceptional in the dream and soon forgot it second dream, sitting at the computer screen watching a live debate viewers had the opportunity of asking questions those debating could invite people to join the debate on the telephone got my chance had the question formed in a condensed and to-the-point way in my head by the time it was my turn to speak deviated from my scripted sentences as a result, what was supposed to be an incisive and relevant one-sentence question had to be turned into a three-sentence explanation by the third sentence had lost the original thrust of my point the dream finished with me coming to a dead stop without finishing the third sentence third dream, at the fair with a few mates bought a bag of sweeties had them in my hand and was stuffing one in my mouth every now and then the bag of sweets was in my hand for the rest of the dream at the rifle range was hoping to win a teddy bear and hand it to a stranger with a child woke up to feel my hand moving to my mouth with a dream-sweet addenda: vividness: - 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - topical () covid-19 () internet interaction () live debates () fairground () 30092020 the name of the dream: a female's delight; an ever-ready male x dream addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.4 29092020 the name of the dream: never trust an ex-lover in the nick in a european country it is the day of my release have got a white substance in the heel of my shoe there will be no problem getting it out getting it in is the difficult bit out of prison and still close to it, a mild panic grips me when the heel of a shoe comes loose and the white powder is exposed have arranged for kate, a call-girl and one-night lover, to meet me with the money she made from selling drugs for me while inside she's not at the train station as arranged there is a scene in which i'm walking up and then down the connecting stairs between platforms wearing just shoes and trousers hoping against hope, go to the left-luggage office on the chance she left it there of course, it isn't still grasping at straws, go to the nearest collection point place to the station it wasn't there either thoroughly depressed, vowed never to trust kate again a sense of satisfaction runs over me upon waking and it is realised it is just a dream a dream composed of instances of mixed tenses of time addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - crime () drugs () prison () kate (1) 28092020 the name of the dreams: pink-bodied girls, magic families x dream magic families the sequence of the scenes may be out of order in a low-light environment the faint, scratchy sound of voices are coming from the ground look down the ground is pebbly using two hands, scoop up eight or so of stones of varying sizes and colour little, crooked lines of static electricity begin exchanging between them (stand-out visual) the crackling of the electricity fades the sound of voices comes from the stones put the stones in my jacket pocket go through the front door and hang my jacket on a hook on the clothes board and go into the living room the voice comes back go to the jacket hanging up, take the stones out of the jacket pocket and begin a conversation with them the stones begin giving off smoke the smell of the smoke is curiously pleasant begin breathing the smoke in while walking along the  hallway turning to go into the living room a figure appears at the end of the hallway by the clothes board it is a young teenage lad he is walking with a limp a quick glance reveals most of his toes and part of the left foot is missing my first thought is that he has a club foot it is then realised the that smoke and its pleasant odour is his body in a different form apparently, the dreamer have consumed part of him in the next scene, he is whole again and we are talking the dreamer asks him, "do many people pick you up and start talking to you?" he says, "a few" what the dreamer assumes he means is that the rest of family, come into the dream a fully-grown man with an impressive shape to his physique, a girl about the same age as the boy and another being unable to ascribe a description to the fourth figure the dreamer assumes it's the partner of the man and the mother of the children dream ends love these weird and wonderful dreams they stimulate the imagination into thinking what is possible addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - magical dreams (5+) families (1) 27092020 the name of the dream: good-natured 1, good-natured 2 good-natured 1 in the company of alan crawford and his life-long partner they never did get married he was the second-longest of my male friends (eleven-years) his devastating good-looks ensured he was never without a girlfriend the only thing missing in his life was laughter he smiled only infrequently strange that the only thing he found slightly amusing is when the dreamer called him by the almost ananagrammatic name, crawfy alanford his partner was tickled by it and laughed when the dreamer used it on this occasion, she must have been in a good mood and laughed longer than usual the smile on alan's face lasted longer than any other smile the dreamer can recall with a little push, it was ready to turn into a chuckle good-natured 2 in the company of colin and his girlfriend as with alan, never heard him laugh life was a serious business he expected others to keep within strict bounds of behaviour and talk the dreamer got more latitude than others the dreamer uses his privileged position to bait him enough to get a warning remark when his girlfriend was there the dreamer could really push my luck in response,the dreamer would say things like, "you'd better keep talk like that for your dreams", and, "you might get away with talking like that to your wife but i'm no man's wife" again, his girlfriend laughed and again, as with alan, he maintained an elongated smile that was on the verge of a laugh addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.9 - participant - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () alan (3+) colin (2) humour () 26092020 the name of the dream: pictures and pockets it was pictures night the cinema has several screens the dreamer would decide what to watch when he got there on the way, he withdrew six-hundred pounds from a cash machine at the cinema and before buying a ticket, two thoughts occurred to the dreamer the first is taking off his coat and the other is the possibility of needing to go to the toilet it was not impossible that the dreamer may forget to pick up his coat when leaving it was also possible, if the need to got the toilet did arise someone might steal the dreamsr's coat decided to split the money into two amounts one for spending, the other he would give to the cinema cashier to keep until he dreamerleft gave her the money the girl cashier didn't know if she could do it she called for assistance a security man came into the dream in the next scene the dreamer told him he wanted the cashier to keep three-hundred pounds for safe-keeping hadn't counted exactly how much was in either of the two amounts the dreamer said three-hundred because that was half of the total the actual amount given to the cashier was more like five-hundred the security man asked the cashier to pass him the money he spent a few moments assessing how much was there and then put it somewhere on his person he then began talking to someone on his walkie-talkie asked him what he was doing he ignored me and kept talking as the dreamer began to get more insistent he began walking away now the dreamer was angry a nobody had asserted his petty authority and was basically saying, "the money is mine until i say otherwise" the dreamer "lost it" he wrestled the security man to the ground and began searching him it was when the dreamer realised that he would have to touch his buttocks to check his back pockets that the dreamer stopped searching him went back to the cashier, pulled out my mobile to call the police can trace this dream to thoughts and feelings during the day addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - petty authority (2) money () 25092020 the name of the dream: a state of mind made a new acquaintance he gave the dreamer his address and said to call on him sometime called in on him in the next scene he wasn't in the person who opened the door was friendly enough and took him up on his offer to come in and wait we went into the living-room the burly young man sat in an armchair he had been watching the telly when the dreamer called he sat in silence and continued watching a programme he didn't respond to a couple attempts to start talking the dreamer felt awkward the programme changed it was the programme the person who opened the door had been waiting for the programme-presenter suggested the viewer join him as he did things the first prompt the host gave was for the viewer to stand up and walk in side-steps the young lad stood up and copied the t.v. host as he mimicked the t.v. host, he began commenting on how easy it was he was thoroughly enjoying himself the young man, the dreamer realised, is mentally challenged was reflecting on his state of mind when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () 24092020 name of the dream: abduction attempted to buy a ticket for the circus online there are three or four scenes of filling in the date, time, price, personal details again, couldn't initiate the purchase by clicking the "buy" button could click the buy button but nothing happened decide to go to the fair instead at the fair, there a couple of scenes of a fairground nature a girl of about six or seven is being dragged, crying and screaming, by a boy of about twelve it could have been her brother, my instincts said otherwise it could have been her brother, but my instincts said otherwise went to the police-crime tent to report it inside the tent, there were four or five other people waiting if it were a crime, the young boy and girl would be gone by the time an investigation got underway went back to where the girl and boy had been they were, of course, gone dream due to thinking about child-crime during the day addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - child-crimes (2+) 23092020 name of the dreams: remember not to criticise a woman's cooking or her hairstyle, gangster game dropped in to say hello to a lady who owned a woman's hair salon she was hovering around one of her client's putting the finishes touches to her client's hairstyle the woman in the chair had said how she wanted it to look it looked ridiculous imagine a hair bun at the back of the head the bun is the diameter of a jam jar now elongate the bun to a third of a meter the rest of her client's hair is thick and naturally wavy and goes all the way around her head the dreamer stood for a second or two looking at it before saying, "a little curtain of hair along there", pointing to the side of her head the woman in the chair was in no mood to compromise with what she thought suited her she snapped back, "i couldn't give a frig with what you think" the dreamer knows better than to say anything else addenda: vividness: - 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - women () hair salon's (1+?) gangster game sat at a long table with about seven or eight men on either side of the table the game was run by gangster's for other gangster's the room was bright, too bright for a relaxing game it was strictly business the organiser of the game sat at the head of the table to my left his apeman enforcer stood beside him there were five men on my side of the table between him and me the organiser lived to be outside of the law don't recall what game we were playing the game, whatever it was, was, as it always was, going my way the problem is if the dreamer is always winning, no amount of protesting would pacify the organiser he would assume the dreamer was cheating and, if necessary, rough me over to get me to admit it he would know who was winning and losing, and by how much he wouldn't, however, be keeping track of how much time each player was at the table the trick was to make myself conspicuous when losing and go ultra-low profile when winning it was a simple matter of doing the sums the time it took to win money would be equal to, or greater than, the average amount of money made elsewhere addenda: vividness: - 3.8 - participant - the category of the dream - card games (2+?) 22092020 the name of the dream: out of time a new, deadly germ is discovered a photograph showed a microscopic, featureless black dot in a petri dish the next image, it is a life-size black dot the next image is of a saucer-sized entity that looks like a black, puffy chapati its nucleus is clearly visible in the next scene, it is monstrously big the size of a flying saucer it has a metres-long tube the same colour as its body the tube/extension is at least a metre wide the mouth glistens and moves as it probes the surroundings the extension bends and sways as it supports the mouth it is obviously seeking food the mouth of the monster attaches to a living thing the area around where the mouth of the tube is affixed to the body of the living thing starts to turn black it is truly fearsome alas for the monster, is out of step with evolution it should have first seen the light of day when life first came out of the water instead, contemporary man is extant it is a lumbering giant it is so slow a walking pace will put distance between it and a person half a dozen ways of capturing it or killing it present themselves in a different time, it would be the dominant life-form addenda: vividness: 3.2 - observer - the category of the dream - primordial life (1) 21092020 the name of the dream: feelings for females my heart went out to a girl child she lived in an impoverished east european country her parents or parent lived in poverty and didn't have the means to take care of her the theme of the dream, feelings for females, stayed the same but the circumstances changed in my late-twenties and meet a girl in her late teens we go to her house to meet her parents the difference in our ages makes the father weary of me he is also out of work he doesn't have a trade or skill he has resigned himself to a low standard of living his wife is in the background of the dream she has a subdued demeanour the dreamer reakises he can help the father the dreamer tells him that he still has the tools of those trades from his early days as a self-employed man he becomes enthused when he realises he can become self-employed not only can he earn a wage, but he also has a choice of jobs he can become employed as a window cleaner, photographer, wedding organiser, or in garden-management he laughs at the idea of being a disc jockey the last theme in this dream is, again, a woman/man relationship the woman is in her mid-to-late-thirties she has thick, dark hair, is slightly plump, about five-feet-two and has a light-red tinge in her cheeks it is easy to see, at first glance, why a man's gaze might not linger if a man looked a little longer, he would see whatthe dreamersaw a woman totally at ease with herself there was an assured pleasure hidden in her countenance she still had the outlook of a childhood that was so well balanced it had formed in her an unshakeable view of the world life, and everything about it, was good she might have never known a man the thought of being intimate with her thrilled me the chance to fulfil that childhood love the dreamer felt for girls as a boy the dreamer will know the moment our eyes meet if she would accept me as a childhood friend our eyes made contact addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () women () 20092020 the name of the dream: the new ratio the first two or three scenes depicted our enhanced ability to concentrate and evaluate as a result of our new sleep/awake routine several people were in a well-lit room it was the equivalent of a classroom it may have been an exam or a demonstration of our newly-developed faculties a question was posed the answer to a question was arrived at by deduction and association given one fact, everything worth knowing became known the answers to questions were too fast to remember this dream allows the most radical idea in dreams and dreams theory to be highlighted the dream-time conscious eventually becomes the prevailing conscious addenda: vividness: 4 - participant - the category of the dream - future abilities (2+) 19092020 the name of the dreams: disappointment 1, disappointment 2 four or five had arrived at the pub unbeknown to us, a new system of paying for the drinks was in effect credit cards had been supplanted unreusable vouchers were needed for all transactions the vouchers were in denominations of one-fifty or two-fifty the vouchers could only be used once no change was given but bartenders could make a note of the difference this kept things more or less in balance the problem was the vouchers weren't available at the pub the vouchers had to be purchased in notes from dispensing machines in shops it meant going back home for notes then going to a shop one of us had one note at home but that was it between us, there wasn't enough to get a round of drinks it was then remembered there was a stash of dozens of notes worth hundreds of units at home more than enough for all of us by then though, we had disbanded and gone our separate ways didn't fancy drinking on my own addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () topical? () disappointment 2 a not totally different situation arose in the second dream had "pulled" two girls it may have been that two girls had let me "pull them" one of them was my size the other was a much bigger girl from her point of view, there wasn't enough of me to "go around" for the two of them nevertheless, she lay down with us could sense the disappointment in the bigger of the two girls realising the success of the moment depended on getting her involved,the dreamer gave her all his attention at this point of the dream, we are still dressed she was wearing skimpy, white shorts placed one of my hands across the lower part of her buttocks and gently drew my fingers together, squeezing and caressing her mounds of flesh three-scenes of heightened sensations of buttock-caressing filled the dream just as the dream was going in the right direction, it ended addenda: vividness: 4 - participant - the category of the dream - women () intimacy () 18092020 the name of the dream: the creed the conflict between good and evil had been going on since time immemorial no one knew its beginning the spirit of right was the message of the creed the creed was a cloth parchment the parchment is an embroidered material the words are in blue the background is silver it has a black border the creed was a dictation, so legend has it, by a man who was immobile from the neck down the creed reflected the sentiments of the man in five or six sentences when circumstances produced despair, as in this instance, men would read the creed for inspiration the wording had a rhythm to it it was in a point-counterpoint style the creed imparted the determination of a man when all had left to fight with was words this dream is a think-read dream it is, of course, a reflection of our present situation it has a high-addenda: vividness: rating it is an insight into a critical moment of this point of time in another undulation the creed itself was the only visual aspect to this dream the dream was thick with sentiment a sentiment that bolstered an eventual outcome the writer didn't recall the dream until some minutes after waking by which time the exact wording had slipped from the memory addenda: vividness: 4.8 - observer - the category of the dream - think-read dream () topical () 17092020 the name of the dream: nearly an epic kissing dream an ex-girlfriend called we hadn't parted on amicable terms and didn't expect to see her again she too wasn't expecting a warm welcome not sure what prompted her to visit the dreamer is energised and motivated to do things he is in too good a mood to turn her away within a scene or two, we were touching hands, patting each other and leaning into one another it was me who began the pecking kisses she returned in kind she became infected with my feelings and began kissing me on the face, neck and forehead throughout the dream there music at one point the need to sing overpowered everything else and the dream became externalised she didn't know the song (van halen - dance the night away) but knew it was apt for the moment soon she was joining in the chorus and emphasising the "baby, baby," we were kissing during talking while making plans for what we would be doing together fun kisses on her lips between words while she was talking the light-hearted nature of the kissing made the kisses fun as much as anything else as you know, kisses can lead to or reach a crescendo kissing as a way expressing a good mood has a different character a mood, especially a good mood, can be an enduring thing and last all day, or as was the case here, throughout a dream which would have taken up several minutes of r.e.m. unable to pinpoint what had happened in the day or days before this dream to say what caused it most of the nine or ten scenes of this dream had kissing in them not quite an epic dream addenda: vividness: 4 - participant - the category of the dream - kissing dream () externalised dream () singing (2+) a timed-to-occur dream? 16092020 the name of the dream: until proven guilty had been arrested the dreameer is in the back of a car outside of where he lives and is about to be transported to a police station before the car began moving asked if my back-pack was amongst the items that had been confiscated there were things in the back-pack which would be needed to gt back home wasn't protesting about having been arrested it meant it was a "fair cop" or a trumped-up charge and there was no point in trying to protest at the police station was put on a lie-detector, the sensation of the sensor pads on my head was the stand-out tactile sensation of the dream the woman operating the lie detector walked into my field of vision somebody asked if the test was ready to go-ahead the dream ended there addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - crime () 15092020 the name of the dream: name that tune was in a customers house delivering the photos of their daughter's wedding during the conversation, the mother of the newly-wed daughter mentioned that one of the songs played at the disco at the reception was a song she had always liked and wanted to know who sang it it didn't take long to establish who sang it it had strong harmonies in it it was one of my favourite songs as well it was on a cassette player the dreamer carried around with me (this dream is before mobile phones became common) to the mother's delight, it would be possible for me to play it onto her cassette recorder/player the thing was, a lead with a 3.5mm jack on both ends was needed there were then several scenes as we tried to connect two leads that had one 3.5mm on one end and something other than a 3.5mm connection on the other the problem was neither of us could bring ourselves to cannibalise one our leads in the end, promised to make a copy and send it through the post addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - business () cassette players (1) 14092020 the name of the dreams: humour in an institution, violence as a means to an end a highly vivid dream which takes place in the dining area of a young men's penal institution the dining-area had about one-hundred-and-fifty inmates seated at tables for four both the inmates and the sole staff supervisor is dressed all in white the staff member has bright ginger hair the dreamer is a table or two from where the member of staff is seated an inmate is standing over him the inmates is angered by something or other and is letting loose on the member of the staff the inmate is airing his frustration at not being able to get the food he wants or isn't getting enough, not sure exactly what his complaint was it goes on for quite a while decide to get involved and go and stand behind the inmate remonstrating within seconds of dream-time, the inmate walks away the member of the staff looks at me, a signal to speak the dreamer shuffles a bit and says, "well he's gone now, i was going to suggest that you let me order for him" the staff member chuckles three times it felt good to see him happy addenda: vividness: 4.7 - participant - the category of the dream - humour () the above dream was due to eating fresh, hot bread before going to bed violence as a means to an end the controlling cliques (see lead article) instigated a campaign of violence because too many people were becoming aware of the organisers of crimes against children the campaign of violence was a warning to the organised opposition to them that the controlling cliques would bring about even greater anarchy if the opposition didn't stop exposing them the dream turned into a think-read dream there is evidence that the untited nation's organisation was involved in criminal activity with children addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - topical (4+) crimes against children () this dream was due to watching podcasts during the day which explained the depth of the involvement of the "establishment" 13092020 the name of the dream: the american connection went to "score" some grass from my dealer he handed me a letter the letter was two pages of a school notebook; the type with staples holding two, a4 sized pages together the front two pages had a cluster of half a dozen photos halfway down the page and diagrams in a half-moon crescent at the bottom of the page it was written in pencil, in longhand and wasn't easy to read it would have taken several minutes of awake-time to read it however, nothing if not a trier began the gargantuan task managed the first half-a-dozen lines but that was it the tone of the letter was friendly, too friendly it was more of an introduction about the state of play of the availability of grass in america the guy that handed me the letter showed me the box of his last "shipment" it would hold at least an ounce a lot more if compressed there was no denying it was a bargain whoever intended sending the "gear" was doing it as an act of good-will all the dreamer had to do is read the letter and follow the instructions it was an impossible task my brain, which, it is assumed, is something close to the average brain, simply isn't capable of taking in that much information in a think-read dream why the brain presented me with so much written information in one go is not understood the interesting thing about this think-read dream was the ability to scroll the page the dreamer did this several times one time to look at the pictures a couple of times to see how much more of the page there was to read three or four times purely to experience the novelty of being able to scroll it is noteworthy, that scrolling down and up happened at an awake-time pace perhaps this dream is an introduction to a new level of sophistication what we will be able to do as think-read dreams become a regular part of our dream-time state see also dream (18012018) addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - think-read () scrolling (1) 12092020 the name of the dream: a nicely-timed windfall a stranger approached me he was smartly dressed and well-groomed he was holding a sturdy briefcase he gave the names of a couple and the place and date of a wedding and asked the dreamer if he remembered doing the photographs for the wedding the dreamer only had a vague recollection but gave a confident, "yes, i do" he said, "you won't know me, my name is ...?" "i'm here to give you something", he said he put the briefcase on the ground and handed me a wallet-sized item the size of the wallet told me it was money the dreamer accepted it he then opened his briefcase and gave the dreamer a package the size of an a4 sheet of paper and as thick as mobile phone he started walking away his briefcase was still on the ground the dreamer picked it up as the dreamer picked it up the briefcase opened slightly the latch of the briefcase was faulty and popped open if it was jerked-up by the handle my impression was, he was a go-between a girl wearing a white, puffy jacket was nearby she had heard and seen what had happened her estimation of me had just gone through the roof she was ready to be approached... addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - money () a coincidence that the i has a briefcase with a faulty latch? 11092020 the name of the dreams: tiers of men, threesome a girl let me know she was available she already had a boyfriend and it was someone the dreamer knew had total respect for him and wanted to spare his feelings knowing it would devastate him if he found out about it her boyfriend lived in a men's hostel the hostel had four or five floors each floor designated the characteristics of the men who lived there the dream then turned into a think-read dream it was a description of the men each line of the think-reading painted a bleaker picture of the men the man referred to lives on the top floor by the the fourth line men living on the ground-floor had extremely anti-social and even homicidal tendencies addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of dream: women () friends and acquaintances () think this dream was due to not washing the blood off pig liver before cooking it the name of the dream: threesome x dream addenda: vividness: - 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream this dream led to a prolonged formulation of activities enacting straight-line-action 10092020 the name of the dream: x dream 09092020 the name of the dream: christmas day in the morning the first part of the dream is in dermot's living-room on this christmas night we'de been up all night three of his carers called at about 7 am dermot went to let them in as he walked along the hallway to the door was surprised at how well he could walk he was walking spritely there was a conversation for a scene or two before the dreamer announced that, "dermot's walking has improved one-hundred and fifty-per cent" the carers agreed and were pleased in the next scene, the dreamer is outside and walking down the curved, downsloping tarmac path to my place it is dark there is a family of four on the pavement five or six metres behind me the dreamer is carrying a skateboard and say, "merry christmas" one of the two boys is carrying a skateboard we to decide to have a bit of fun and skateboard down the slope on our belly a little bit of teasing from me in whichthe dreamerclaim victory as the winner prompts the father to say his other, older son, would be able to beat me if we were standing on the skateboards he has thrown down the gauntlet the dreamer accepts the chalenge we toss a coin to see who gets to choose the inside of the curve the dreamer wins looking at the lay of the path reveals that at its sharpest there is a dip the dip is deep enough to throw me off balance tell my challenger's that they can have the inside part of the path the dream ends before the race starts addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () dermot (4) christmas () skateboards () 08092020 the name of the dream: food for favours met a girl who gave me a "hard luck" story the dreamer helped her out by buying her a fast-food meal she had two friends in the same position as her they all lived on the same floor in the same block of flats one of her friends had a young child now the dreamer is roped-in they realised the dreamer is a soft touch and couldn't say no to helping the young mother it wasn't long before they were knocking on my door on whenever they needed food they sense the dreamer is starting to hesitate when they called on me they began hinting that the dreamer should come to one of their homes and we could enjoy a meal together food for favours isn't my style when children are involved an air of awkwardness entered the dream in one scene, the pizza had been so over-cooked the pastry was too hard to cut with a knife someone produced a pair of scissors the size of hedge cutters one of the blades had a jagged edge it sawed through the pastry with ease in another scene, two young men were standing at a door in a row of houses they look familiar the dreamer becomes excited when he realised it was the everly brothers and began pointing them out to people addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - women () food () celebrities (the everly brothers) struggled to remember this dream upon waking points that needed to go into the main page of the website kept asserting themselves 07092020 the name of the dreams: the carmarthenshire crash, dancer of the year a two-line think-read dream it described a crash involving two vans seven people died in the accident there was only one survivor the accident happened because in one of the vans the exhaust had been moved close to the body couldn't read all of the message because every time the end of the first line had been read and the dreamer went to the second line it took him to a part of the first line he'd already read that happened three times the detail of the dream allowed the dreamr to do a custom search when he got to the computer no results had the words "seven" and "dead" and "carmarthenshire" in it concluded the crash was either from the past of a past undulation or from future of this, or a future undulation the addenda: vividness: suggests a future tense of time addenda: vividness: 3.2 - the category of the dream - think-read (12+) road accidents (1) dancer of the year on the dance floor it wasn't a big dancing area it was about eight-metres by eight-metres there were about twenty girls dancing it was a new style of a discotheque compiled a few hours worth of dance tracks joined the tracks together so they would play without any silent gaps now the dreamer could join in the dancing would make a voice-memo of requests while on the floor halfway through the night, it would only take ten to twenty minutes to compile them it was non-stop dance music thhe dreamer is thoroughly enjoying his-self even though he is dancing solo near the edge of the dance-floor nobody minded in the next part of the dream the dreamer found out had been nominated dancer of the year someone from the media was interviewing me said to her, "still feeling a bit stiff from an accident, hope to be back to normal in about three years" this dream was due to two things had compiled four-hours worth of dance music a week or so before and had enjoyed dancing to them a feeling of strength returning after beginning a new exercising routine the day before addenda: vividness: 3.6 - participant - the category of the dream - dancing () innovation () 06092020 the name of the dream: the return of the entrepreneur the country is in partial lockdown the pubs are closed but the beaches are open decide to mix me a drink of vodka and milk and take it with me to the beach in the right ratios, it has a nice little taste put the mix in a metal container that has a variable nozzle at one extreme of the setting, it makes a fine spray at the other extreme, it produces a continuous, fine stream try the various settings on the nozzle to find out how many squeezes it takes to make the equivalent of a single-shot a girl is in the room watching the proceedings she wants to know what it tastes like she opens her mouth give her a spray "taster" she is impressed she asks if the dreamer can do it with other types of alcohol it gets him thinking... with enough of a selection, the chances are it could be popular with a sufficient mark-up, i'm not greedy, it could be a handsome "earner" one limitation would be carrying the weight of a few dozen bottles who does the dreamer know that could carry thirty or forty-gallons around with him?, how much would he want?, would more than one "carrier" be needed?... addenda: vividness:: 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - entrepreneurial (3+) alcohol (1) topical (4+) coronavirus (2+) would m 05092020 the name of the dream: go, baby, go this dream is the third "sighting" of its type outdoors it is nighttime the temperature is balmy it is thin or sparse white cloud or completely clear my attention becomes drawn upward (see The Act of Observation) my gaze goes to the brightest object in the sky it is the moon is about the size of the button of a blouse or shirt there are a dozen or so stars in the immediate vicinity of the moon the stars are one-tenth or less of the diameter of the moon one star starts moving slowly then the star begins to gather pace over the distance of ten to twenty diameters of the moon, it continues gathering speed as it moves faster, it gets brighter towards the end of the "display", it looks like a meteor skimming the upper-atmosphere at its brightest, it becomes a quarter or a half or even as bright as the moon it disappears completely straight after it has "burnt out" then another one of the "stars" does the same thing only it does it faster or slower or dimmer or brighter over the same or a greater or a smaller distance the mind "takes" to the sight the mind is thrilled with the spectacle a sense of wonder signals that faculty in the mind which declares it an enhancement the word "go" fills my mind a girls voice sounds out, "go, baby" my mind feels her sentiment the object is still accelerating after the first chant of "go, baby" there is time to add another go before the object brightens and disappears another object starts moving both the girl and self chant, "go, baby, go" the chant lasts from the moment the object begins moving until it fades out by the fourth time, a third person, someone not visible in the dream, joins in the chant three people chanting out, "go baby go" brings people to their windows another girl, again, not visible in the dream, lets out a two-syllable chuckle the "display" ends we are not disappointed we are feeling fulfilled in the not too distant future, when the writer is surrounded by "helpers", dreams will be accompanied by videos which will capture the sights and sounds in dreams addenda: vividness: - 3.4 to 3.5 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - ufo's () go, baby, go (3+) 04092020 the name of thea dream: move over mr lovell an acquaintance took me to see a couple of males the young men were keen amateur astronomers the two men wanted to attend a seminar they were hoping to find someone with enough savvy to make accurate notes of what was coming through the telescope while they were away for the evening one asked if the dreamer knows where mars was in the sky at that moment went to the window and pointed up and to the right it was of course on the other side of the sky got some of what they asked me right knew its closest and furthest distance from the earth and its mass compared to earth managed to win them over would probably get paid was more interested in using the equipment than anything else addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - astronomy (1) mars (1) 03092020 the name of the dream: the malaria man an effective way of reducing malaria was making inroads in areas where it is most abundant man-shaped matchstick men with dozens or hundreds of letterbox-shaped slits all over its body are the front line the size of the models isn't clear in the dream a favourite food of the mosquito is used to entice the fly in through the slits inside the man-shaped models are wasp-traps designed for mosquito's this attack on the mosquito was so successful, an industry grew out of making the models, replacing or reusing them, disposing of the dead bodies etc. a nice little touch in the dream was those who do the recycling, renewing, repairing etc. of the dummies also act as home-help, children-carers, doctors and even as possible suitors for the ladies in the dream, the job was a much sought-after position there was this one woman in particular addenda: vividness: 3.2 - observer - the category of the dream - innovation () mosquito traps () 02092020 the name of the dream: modern vestal virgins? a group of a dozen or so women they had an anticipatory, excited and confident air about them all of the women looked in their early twenties all of their clothes had the same theme, white and near-white dresses some had loose sleeves, others half-sleeves and others had split sleeves some didn't have sleeves some of the women wore blouses, some had belts around their waists, most of the dresses are loose fitting some wore chiffon the breasts of three or four of the women are visible the women are clustered together they stood about three-metres away each one of the women had a unique appeal peering towards the back of the group, my gaze singled out one who was different she didn't have the good looks of the others, nor did she look confident she looked troubled it was to be me who would change her outlook on life and change her countenance the odd thing about this dream was the white biplane close behind them addenda: vividness: 4.3 to 3.4 - observer - the category of the dream - women () 01092020 the name of the dreams: the car check, happy woman two of us have finished our shopping in town we are on the top floor of an open-air, multi-storey car park in a car i'm not familiar with, it takes but a minute or so of dream-time to get the hang of changing the gears not sure why it's me doing the driving the owner of the car leaves the dream so now i'm on my ownsome on the ground-floor, someone wearing official-type clothing gestures me into a particular spot it takes some nifty driving skill to steer into the spot a woman and a man come to the car they want to do a spot-check on the roadworthiness of the car a pressing need to go to the toilet occurs they have no problem with my request the dreamer leaves the car, and the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3 - the category of the dream - cars/car-parks (2+) happy woman the dreamer woke still feeling half asleep in my ultra-relaxed state, a mini-montage began first, there were three scenes of women two of the women are in bedroom attire it was hard to tell with the second and third women whether it was before or after, such was the sensuous body language with the first woman, it was different she was a naturally happy person not sensuous but her naturally happy state was something i wanted to understand without willing it, she reappeared after the second and third scene her peculiar disposition was even more evident she was one of love/life's naturals there are states of consciousness which transcend pleasure addenda: vividness: 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream - mini-montage () women () there was another dream in this sleep it was something to do with responsibility 31082020 the name of the dream: babies are good for the soul in a clean, bright room the room has twenty or more babies in it going from baby to baby and getting a response from each of them by adjusting my smile every baby smiled back at me one or two turned their head away as they began to smile a sign of shyness the dreamer thinks each response was a little different some were open-mouthed smiles most were closed we can start getting used to the idea of living an entire lifetime without a single undesirable event happening it'll be here quicker than you think addenda: vividness: 4.5 - participant - the category of the dream - babies (5+) move over d.t. had a ridiculously thick and wavy head of hair five-centimetres at the side even more on top no matter where the dreamer tried to place the parting it wouldn't stay put the hair knot re-arranged itself and the parting went back to where it had been addenda: vividness: - 4.4 - observer - the category of the dream - hairstyles () mine () can an hairstyle be inherited? 30082020 the name of the dream: walking the dog turned a corner and entered a high street the street had trees with metre-high metal tree guards around the trunks lining the edge of the pavement four or five scenes of dogs on leads two of the scenes stood out two chihuahua's crossed paths one was dark-brown with black patches, the other was a coffee-cream colour all over the excited way they both ran-out the length of the leads and the heighth their momentum took them as the lead pulled them back as they tried to get to each other they were yapping continuously the other stand-out scene was of the all-brown chihuahua and a boxer dog the boxer dog assumed the stock-still position as the chihuahua ran at it barking and jumping the owner's let them come into contact momentarily as they passed each other addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - animals () mammals () dogs () chihuahuas and a boxer dog 29082020 the name of the dream: the lodger "scores" lodging in a two-up-two-down house it is nine-o'clock'ish have just watched a film in the downstairs front room there is someone asleep in a lounge chair the landlord has a box in his hands and moves towards the t.v. inquiring what it is, he says, "it's a video game - i play it every night" not being tired, the dreamer asks if two can two play it he gets the hint he says, "always play it on my own" a voice from upstairs says, "is that t.v. going to be on all night?" between the landlord's video game and the upstairs lodger, my fate for the evening is sealed as the dreamer leaves the room and heads for the upstairs the thought of the person in the chair and the commanding voice upstairs causes the dreamer to quip sardonically, "sometimes i think you like being mucked about" the landlord probably agrees with me and laughs get to the top of the stairs and notice the door of the other room is open not able to get to my room without passing the door and seeing in, the details of the room come into focus a scantily-dressed, full-bodied woman is lying in a double bed wearing a bra under a see-through nightgown there are chocolates and a book on the bed (stand-out visual) she has been waiting for me to come upstairs and had become impatient to think, the dreamer nearly spent the night playing a stupid video game addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - lodger (2+) scantily-dressed women (2+) there was a dream about the london underground before the above dream the recollection of the dream is too vague to make it into an entry 28082020 the name of the dream: big working in a large international store in birmingham get the opportunity to go to new york and learn american sales techniques the sheer size of the branch in america is mind-expanding the atmosphere is that of a carnival it's as though life is experimenting with mixing expansion with trade trade is incidental there's something more important than trade going on the concept of big minimises me to the point of insignificance but the sense of adventure counteracts the feeling it will take a while to become oriented to this way of life will have to take care not to get lost in life addenda: vividness: 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream - spaciousness (4+) new york (2) trump trumped a vivid three or four-scened dream have a head of wavy, light-brown hair that would make donald envious for the life of me can't get the parting straight addenda: vividness: 4.4 - participant - the category of the dream - hair (1?) 27082020 the name of the dreams: coal, lights, knickerbocker glories living at home being the strongest male of the house it was my chore to fetch a bag of coal used the frame of a pram to transport the coal at the coal merchants, my complaint is that the bags don't keep the dust from the coal getting my hands and clothes smudged with dust a women chimes in and tells me for a little extra the coal can be processed into a form which is free of dust the woman can see i'm curious and produces a lump of coal the lump of coal is the size, and close in shape, to a coconut the woman hands it to me not only does the coal not smudge my hands but, amazingly, it is malleable it has the consistency of stiff a dough the extra cost was only pennies, well worth it addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - coal (1) next theme, am living on my own a couple of friends are at my place the room we are in is about three metres by two metres the room is brightly lit too brightly lit there are five lights each light is giving off about seventy or eighty watts of light each light has its own on/off switch what could be a comedy scene is an exasperating annoyance to turn off all the lights means having to press the off switch of the lights in a set sequence one-off at a time, then one-off and two-on then three-off and then... with five lights there are over a hundred different combinations each of us has a go at getting the sequence right nobody gets it in exasperation, one of my friends says something like, "leave them like that and let's go" we leave my place with two of the lights still on addenda: vividness: - 4.4 - participant - the category of the dream - lighting (2+) third theme, at my brothers we are in his kitchen the kitchen is white throughout and looks sleek it has every mod-con known to man and then some it is white throughout on the surface underneath the cupboards, there are a dozen or so dishes waiting to be ravished among the delectables, are two large glasses the size of a flower vases in the vases of glass are different layers of coloured ice-cream, fruits, and, of course, a large, crispy, thick triangular wafer hadn't tucked into a knickerbocker glory since childhood addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - family () phil () food () knickerbocker glories (1) maintaining the run of vivid dreams 26082020 the name of the dream: keeper of the stone opening scene, in a pub it is not your typical high street pub again, as in a recent dream, it is about eight by eight metres and three metres to the ceiling it has a cornered bar, four metres by two metres classy, dark-brown, square tables and hard chairs, plush carpet and soft lighting the clientele are the type of people you would find in a pub in the city or at westminster, two and three-piece suits and well-groomed to a men a couple of men had a colourful handkerchief or a flower in the top pocket there are a dozen or so people, all men, sitting in one's and two's one man has just left the waitress is at the table almost immediately to clear the bevelled glass tumbler the waitress clears the table on the table is what looks like a diamond it caught my eye it is the size of a cube of sugar it is clear on all the sides except one which looks like frosted glass there was something about it that got me thinking my first thought is that it was a diamond that had been left as a tip but if that is the case, the waitress would have picked it up the waitress might have thought it had been left by mistake and left it on the table if it was precious, the man would be back for it the only thought that made sense was it was a piece of quartz the owner had lost interest in the dreamer goes with the the thought it is quartz i'd always wanted a piece of quartz to play around with, being that it can split a beam of light the dreamer picks it up and puts it in the pocket of his jacket thus started a dream of intrigue and the worst type of skulduggery the first man has a rustic complexion, a farmer's body and doesn't look quite right in a brown-red, two-piece tweed suit he says something his accompanying gesture tells me he wants what i've just picked up he isn't demanding it but he is suggestively indicating there is something in it for me ifthe dreamergive it to him there is an air of menace about him don't like the look of him and shake my head while looking at him with a steady gaze he knows it's not for sale now the dreamer knows it's worth something it might be a diamond after all next scene, another man with a lean body, also in a suit and tie presents himself to me he has a pleading look on his face he tells me he is from holland the dreamer decides to deal with him while we're talking, he looks over my shoulder his face drops there is fear in his eyes turn around to see a man wearing a black mask, like in the film "v for vendetta" two or three shots of a gun with a silencer sound out don't need to turn around to see if the man from holland is dead,the dreamerknow he is the masked-man doesn't say or do anything now the dreamer realises he's to be allowed to decide who gets the diamond the masked man will, like a second conscience, be somewhere nearby to make sure it doesn't go to the wrong cause the next scene is a woman with a stunning shape and she is using her bodily wiles to prise the gem from me that she is trying to seduce me into giving it to her tells me that if the dreamer gives it to her it will mean she dies the dreamer will have to be careful not to hint that she can have the stone, or whatever it is, while the dreamer pretends he might if she treats me right whoever ends up with the quartz will hold the destiny of mankind in her/his hands at the moment it's in my safe, and excessively procreative hands notes 1 it's beginning to look as though hot bread before bed is leading somewhere see diet diary addenda: vividness: 4.2 to 4.3 - participant - the category of the dream - cloak and dagger (2+) this, the fouth dream in a row with a high addenda: vividness: 25082020 the name of the dream: it's not a bad old life a wealthy somebody took an interest in my physical condition his friendly manner and suggestively helpful voice convinced me he had nothing but my welfare in mind he projects an air of safety he persuades me to let him get professional carers for me we go to his home there wasn't a scene which showed the building from the outside judging from the size of the room we are in, it's about eight by eight metres and three-metres to the ceiling, it is a mini-mansion there is a couch and an electrically-adjustable bed in the room and nothing else the room looks empty that changes in the next scene my benefactor and four nurses wearing mid-to-dark-blue dresses are in the room each of the nurses has her specialised equipment with her the room is starting to look cramped the subject of visitors comes up the dream takes on a serious tone the nurses are looking toward me for reasons not known to me steve is a taboo subject for all of them realising what the situation is, the dreamer's comment is, "he's one of the strongest men i know of" the atmosphere in the room becomes charged steve's strength is part of their reluctance to accept him the dream resumes its calm texture when yours-truly agrees not to invite him to visit the assessment of me by each of the nurses has finished, and the girls are ready to leave two of the nurses and self are sitting on the couch the other two are two-metres away looking on the couch looked big when it wasn't in use with a nurse either side of me, we are squashed the nurse on my left kisses me on the cheek my response is to kiss her cheek the nurse on my right kisses me on my lips the dreamer returns her lip-kiss the two nurses standing, are looking on the nurses will be gone in the next scene of the dream they, their equipment and their charms will be back i'm feeling better already addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.3 - participant - the category of the dream - physical condition (3+) nurses (3+) benefactors (2+) in terms of colour, this dream is more vivid than last nights dream although dream 24082020 is more vivid in terms of detail dream 23082020 was more colourful than this dream the last meal of the day yesterday before this dream was with bread baked that day but was cold there appears to be a distinction between hot fresh bread and cold fresh bread 24082020 the name of the dream: 3-d zoom-in a three-scene dream first scene is of two women and the dreamer entering into where the dreamer currently live second scene, two women and self exiting from where the dreamer lives third scene, as we are leaving the dreamer's attention is drawn to a neighbour's flat his flat is twenty-metres away in awake-time, the neighbour flat isn't directly opposite mine, which means he can't see my front door in the dream, his flat is in line with my flat and he has a clear line of vision to my front door the dream stays on the image of the neighbour the image is crystal clear the scene then zooms in slowly for two-seconds of dream-time his room and the expression on his face takes on a clarity which only those of us who have watched a film in 3-d through a virtual reality headset will be able to fully appreciate addenda: vividness: 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream - 3-d zoom-in (2+) neighbours (5+) d (2+) was hoping that the combination of hunger and freshly baked bread before bed would produce a truly stand-out dream like yesterday's this dream was almost on a par with the addenda: vividness: of the most vivid part of yesterday's dream the difference between the dreams may be due to not being hungry enough and/or the bread was from the day before however, two highly vivid dreams in two nights of sleep are noteworthy sticking to the notion that hunger and freshly baked hot bread within twenty-minutes of going to bed is productive in causing vivid dreams is a valid notion will try again tonight stay tuned 23082020 the name of the dreams:sunburnt, glorious x, speed king, who?, think-read dream sunburnt three or four scenes of close-up views of mans body the individual is being examined by a doctor the doctor is giving a running commentary as the scenes are changing "this person thought he could expose himself to a fierce sun without consequences", the doctor says cynically each new scene shows a different part of the patients body all the pictures are ninety per-cent red areas addenda: vividness: 4.2 - observer - the category of the dream - male torso () sunburn () glorious x full colour, full feelings this is the sixth x dream with this young lady, who is, by now, in her early thirties a female who appreciates my style of extended activity addenda: vividness: 4.5 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () caz (5+) speed king it was one of my regular visits to see yvonne she and her hubby are getting ready to go and see someone not having anything to do, asked to go with them go out to the car and wait for them after a little while it is realised it could be a twenty-minute wait get out of the car a push-bike materialises (think it was strapped to the back of the car) it was a top-of-the-line, drop handlebars, lightweight racing bike jump on it and go for a ride my hands are on the top of the handlebars to start with immediately, the ease of producing speed take over there are then six or seven scenes on the bike the sensation of leaning into long curves at speed it was ultra-responsive to being re-positioned, there might have been a touch of mind-willed motion in it its manoeuvrability at speed cropped up a couple of times when the need to avoid crossing onto the other side of the road or pass close to a powered vehicle or being close to the curb on a slight decline on the right surface could get to fifty or sixty kmph the ease with which it was possible to increase and maintain speed was the stand-out sensation addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant (80%) observer (20%) the category of the dream - self-powered motion (7+) push bike (3+) family (12+) yvonne (3+) who? a fella' not known to the dreamer comes up to him and asked if he knows...? the name didn't ring a bell don't recall what my answer was next scene, am at my mothers mom asks rhetorically, "you live with...? don't you?", the dreamer did she then said, "when you see her will you ask her to speak to...?" the dreamer doesn't recognise the name and asks her, "who?" still didn't recognise the name and asked her again woke up to the sound of my own voice as i am asking her again addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - mom (3+) strangers () went back to sleep after voice-memoing the above dreams and went into the dream below the memorable dreams above may have been due to, for the first time in over a decade, eating half of a four-hundred-gram loaf of home-made bread before going to sleep (see diet diary) will keep myself hungry during the day and do the same thing tonight and see what happens think-read dream "this is the back of an individual who thought he could do what no one else could do, get a natural suntan from a fierce sun in the middle of a densely populated park in the centre of a city he didn't apply anything to his back and thought he could get away with doing it naturally being of this mind he thought he could do what no one else did, which was to do it naturally this is the result" addenda: vividness: 3.8 to 3.9 - the category of the dream - think-read dream () narrative from a dream (1) sunburnt the think-read dream above is the first think-read dream which the writer voice-memoed upon waking aiming for accuracy it wasn't until this think-read dream was being typed from the voice-memo that it was realised it is the narration of the first dream (sunburnt) 22082020 the name of the dreams: in-store heist, blindingly funny working as a cashier in a store various departments would bring their takings to my booth when there was a certain amount it would be collected by security had hooked up with a dring thief he would get a signal from me when to "stick me up" he had a gun at the appropite time, gave him the signal he then robbed me at gun-point what wasn't known to me was there were armed private security guards he hadn't got more than a couple of metres with the money when they revealed themselves my accomplice knew better than to fight it out with them my only prayer was he would keep me out of it this dream was due to watching a double-heist in the film "valerian and the city of a..." before going to sleep addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - thievery () money () second dream blindingly funny several celebrities are getting ready to run a hundred-metre race blindfolded a few of them do a bit of practising beforehand it is going to be hilarious the dream ended before the race began addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - observer - the category of the dream - fun dream () sprinting () blindfolded () 21082020 the name of the dream: hand-ball billiards the first scene, imagine a lane in a bowling alley the bowling lane is two-thirds of the length make the lane three times as wide take away the gulleys either side of the bowling lane cover the wooden lanes with a green, soft, smooth cloth, like a billiard table make the bowling ball the size of an orange and add two more the dreamer enters this dream and sees two young ladies at the far end of the bowling area the players are, like billiards, trying to knock either or both balls into an area at the end of the rolling-lane without leaving the balls in an advantageous position for their opponent yours truly joins the game taking the bowling ball, he splits the balls and makes it almost impossible for either of the next players to win with one roll on his next turn, he predicts that he will win the game the girls scoff the dreamer says, "if i lose, it will be me who has to forfeit something" "if the dreamer wins, it will be you who have to forfeit something" with my next go, the rolling ball goes the length of the playing area, rebounds off the bottom and knocks both balls into the win area it was a "mind-willed" shot only available in dreams the girls have a good idea of what their forfeit will be 3.2 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - games () balls (2+) 20082020 the name of the dream: old friends and new things was allocated a flat on the first floor in a new block of flats the dreamer is more than surprised when he discovers that steve had also got a flat on the corner of the same floor went inside his flat he had next to no furniture, no curtains or kitchen equipment he did have a new girlfriend though his girlfriend had a three-year-old son we went into town bought things for the child one of the items was a black water pistol (stand-out visual) without telling steve, purchased several essential things for him would get a visit from him later on in the day to thank me for the items when delivered to his door a satisfyingly good-natured dream : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - friends, relations and acquaintances () steve (5+) 19082020 the name of the dream: flash bastard in a school for wayward boys one member of the staff, extremely athletic, was known for his violent tendencies there were two scenes which had me accidentally bumping into him in the second scene, he began talking out loud to himself he was letting me know the next mistake would have painful consequences in the next scene, his personality had changed completely he had become like a friend realised what had changed next, we are walking along the top of a ridge on our right the face of the ridge fell away to the ground twenty or so metres below the face declined at an angle for six or seven metres at the bottom of the face was soft textured earth providing a person jumped in a way which brought them into contact with the face within three or four metres, he would slow down enough as he slid and fell and make a safe landing on a soft, thick mattress of peet the man mentioned went first to show me how to do it he made it look easy as he readied himself for the drop/slide and then launched himself, the dreamer says, "what people don't realise is that god has experienced every conceivable variation of..." ever the exhibitionist, the dreamer decides to make the jump looking into the face halfway down, swivelled to face outward, crossed my legs and landed in a sitting position to cap it all, the dreamer finishes off the sentence which he had begun as the other man jumped addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - exhibitionism () falling/sliding () 18082020 dichotomies a dream with five themes highlighting those things which divide us christian and non-christian, covid infected and those who aren't, evolving and devolving and those in ethical parameters and those who aren't addenda: vividness: 3 - mostly participant the best things come... a small, delightful woman didn't ask if she could, but acting on compulsion, came and sat on my lap the moment we made eye contact addenda: vividness: 3 - participant : the category of the dream - two-themed dream () contrasts between lifestyles (1) x dream () 17082020 the name of the dreams: the antagonist, perks of a cabbie, pitch-black the antagonist set in exeter specifically, the stone stairs leading from the iron bridge to bell court a man in his early twenties is visiting a resident daily it came to be known the man was from france for reasons which never revealed themselves in the dream, he gave me a poisonous look every time he saw me had no intention of talking to him about it, nor was his look acceptable my countermeasure was to let him start the climb up the twenty or so steps as soon as he started to walk up the steps was my cue my to run to the steps and single or two-handedly vault over the hand railings onto the fifth or sixth step and walk in slow motion this gave me the advantage in two ways, 1, it would tell him his adversary was agile and strong and 2, give me the advantage of the high ground there were four, five or six scenes, with slight variations, of the manoeuvre the crunch time came when, with all my strength, performed a single-handed high vault which bent the railing out now the advantage was with him he could report me another manoeuvre was out now the only thing left to do is go up the stairs at an excruciatingly slow pace if he was going to do anything, now was the time as was thought, he had to eat crow and eat it in front of the person he was with addenda: vividness: 3 - participant perks of a cabbie had been booked to take two passengers they turned out to be girls they were in high spirits, giggling and moving around a lot occasionally glancing into the rear mirror, it became obvious they were showing me their underwear... addenda: vividness: 3 - participant pitch black there are two of us are in a room within an office within a building a power fault has thrown the room into complete darkness the only way to go from one place to another is to feel the way the person the dreamer is visiting is best described as an "occasional" business associate the visits to him are infrequent, once every one or two months he is yer typical money-grabber he only wants anything to do with people who will make him money his attitude comes through when he talkd dismissive of any talking which doesn't have a profit outcome the infrequent and meagre business that comes from me is the only reason he tolerates me the guy really rankles me to get "at" him, the writer half-inches something when the opportunity comes up nothing major, a pen, a stapler, sellotape...etc. as long as it's something the profit he makes from my business with him covers the cost of replacing the missing item, he puts up with it he almost, but not a hundred-per-cent sure, it's me and without proof... from this point of view, the current situation is a serious matter can sense his intense presence not having a torch or candles or fag lighter he can't see what yours truly is up to the dreamer could "nick" anything and he wouldn't find out until the lights came back on there no way he's going to leave me alone and go out into the street to get something both of us have our ears pricked to catch the sound of where the other person is the intense concentration gives the blackness substance my movement is the more difficult to hide as it means moving and feeling to find something to steal one of my movements gives me away an arm, borne of panicky strength, grips the bicep region of my right arm (the stand-out part of the dream) his grip is surprisingly strong, yours truly isn't going anywhere : the category of the dream - multi-themed dream () contentious (5+) x dream () no visuals dream (1) 16082020 the name of the dream: too loud popped in to see uncle les he was raving about the mini- speakers he had got from me on my last visit the speakers were slightly smaller than a twenty-pack of cigarettes he played something through the speakers, pointing out the clarity and volume unfortunately, the sound troubled the dog and the dog would whine by the door to be let out their accommodation didn't have a back or front garden so the dog had to be let out onto the street the dog was now in danger of the traffic went outside to keep an eye on the dog it was cold outside went back inside the house and told uncle les that he must lower the volume, which he did : addenda: vividness:: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - audio equipment () speakers () animals: () mammals () dogs () 15082020 the name of the dreams: nicknames, three on a bed a male friend and our respective girlfriends are indoors and chatting the subject of nicknames comes up we relate our experiences and thoughts about nicknames "sometimes we don't have a choice about what nickname we have", the dreamer says "at school, the smaller kids used to call me flash",the dreamer continues "when the dreamer was fully-grown girls called me millie", the dreamer concluded three on a bed had just laid down on a bed in a motel before thinking or doing anything a couple come into the room it is burt reynolds and his female partner he is the definition of extroverted happiness he takes off his shirt and pulls the girl he's with on top of him and they fall squarely on the bed their combined weight causes me to rebound upwards into a sitting position they are oblivious of me is the dreamer a figment of their imagination? addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: surreal situations () celebrities () burt reynolds (1) and - conversations () nicknames (1) 14082020 the name of the dream: the game have just been admitted into a hospital go into the all-male ward a couple of patients are playing a game the game is built into the floor (stand-out visual) the visualisations of the game cover an area about four metres by three metres there is room for three or more players there are images of small discs about the size of saucers at the edge of the playing area a person places their fingers or palm on the saucer and slides in their saucer the direction of a country on a map of the world it's an odd mechanism which controls the speed the saucer moves the harder you slide the saucer the slower it goes and it goes faster if it is slid gently join in the game while the dreamer is taking his position he say ,"watch me make a hundred-thousand on my first go" a patient on the far side of the game mocks my declaration of winning by saying the same thing in a dumb way the dreamer's reply is, "i take it you're in here to cure your sociopath tendencies" addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - hospital () games () 13082020 the name of the dream: it's no fun being on the run people were after me the reason for the pursuit isn't clear, the consequences are would get a beating of the hospital emergency-room kind if and when caught treated the situation as a matter of life and death this dream is another epic dream with more than fifteen-scenes in it the dream is set in a town every one of the scenes was of me running or fighting you name the circumstances, it was in this dream forceful, evasive, sharp and innovative tactics my favourite defensive move when cornered was a kick in the groin there were at least three times when it was needed mainly though it was running it's amazing how the brain works when it's a life and death situation jumping from heights, running through traffic, shimmying up drain-pipes... my pursuer's pulled knives on me on one occasion found shelter in a hostel for males took a young lad into my confidence he leant me a hoodie and a cap and as a thoughtful gesture, gave me his i.d. card it is now possible to move around with a much greater degree of safety it felt as though my pursuers were no longer a threat : addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - life-threatening situations () 12082020 the name of the dreams: the girl on a bench, aunt grace, the horses' field, x dream, robert and me the girl on a bench a girl was sitting down to my left the writer was standing next to her it was going to be our first kiss leant over and put my left hand on her left shoulder as she was turning to face me, timed it so that my face would be close to hers when she was fully turned knowing that her face would automatically turn upwards to look at me our lips touched before our eyes met didn't have the feeling thatthe dreamerknew her her lips were full lips with only a little difference in size between the top and bottom lip my lips seemed to sink into hers an involuntary surprised sound of pleasure escaped from my mouth as our lips lost contact this kiss goes into the top ten kisses of both states of consciousness over the last few years, dreams and awake-time experiences have become equally vivid when remembered the thought that the dream-time conscious eventually becomes the dominant conscious re-asserts itself the horses field standing next to a wall about a metre-and-a-half high the wall was made of stone with jagged-edged stones on top there were spaces between each stone which made it difficult to climb over beyond the wall was a short-cut grass field that extended to the horizon within a couple of metres on the other side of the wall were two brown horses to the left of the horses stood a man he was subtly goading mgoading me in a subtle way into getting over the wall he was probably the landowner it was a bone of contention with him that people walking along the lane would cross his field and save walking the extra miles to get where they were going he was hoping after climbing onto the wallthe dreamerwould lose balance, fall or land awkwardly and unsettle the horses it was possible my sudden presence would startle the horses and they may feel as though they were under threat and kick out at what might be an attacker looking at the muscularity of the back legs of the horses (the stand-out visual) told me a back-kick from either horse would seriously injure me was veering to not going over the wall when the dream ended at auntie graces' a one-scene dream had the feel of entertainment about it somethingthe dreamersaid or done,the dreamerthink popular patient in hospital lying down on the bed in my room the door opens and a woman aged forty to fifty comes in and stands in the centre of the room she doesn't speak or move get up and go and stand in front of her still, she doesn't say or do anything after a few moments of scrutinising her face the penny drops she wants me to "take her" put my hand around her shoulder and kiss her we remain in the kissing position eventually, she leaves am now lying down again the door opens and another woman comes into the room she comes in and, as with the previous woman she doesn't move or speak robert mitchum and me unusually for epic dreams, this one had accompanying with unrelated themes the dream, like the scenes on the bike, speed along at breakneck pace the first scene, robert is sitting and very relaxed, almost lazy he is due to leave for america within a day or two he has a lot of things to do before he leaves to ggo back to america somethingthe dreamersay causes him to ask me ifthe dreamerwould help him to do those things he must do couldn't believe he would ask me to help him the dreamerjump at the invitation the glamorous notion of being his chauffeur driving a limousine went out the window when we went to where a motor-bike and sidecar was parked robert was doing the driving there were at least three scenes of us having to deal with troublemakers "mitch" was in his element in a "scrap" my involvement in the fights was minimal robert was a genuine tough guy he "sorted them out" in double-quick time on one occasion he didn't have enough cash to pay for something it felt great to help him out the dream, like the scenes on the bike, speed along at breakneck pace he settled his bill with his landlady and paid for the day after just in case he needed another day again, my money came to the rescue in another scene, we had to go through the centre of coventry a small group had set up a tennis match we had to drive too near to them for their comfort one of the men playing tennis put himself in front of the motorbike robert showed his skill at driving a motorbike and scared the person holding the racket by swerving close to him robert was concerned he didn't have enough money asked him to show me how much he had there were two scenes when we both checked our money we both had loose change and both of us had dozens of shiny three-pence coins which comprised the bulk of the coins (stand-out visual) he had much more than was needed assured him he had more than enough and suggested getting something to eat robert didn't want to eat but he did want to go to the pictures asked him if he has seen chernobyl, he said he hadn't a new version of it was on release the reviews of it were good on the way to the pictures we got waylaid...another poor recording has meant the rest of the dream was lost : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 participant and observer - the category of the dream - epic and non-epic dreams mix (1) celebrities (4+) robert mitchum kissing dream () x-dream () animals () mammals () horses friends and relations (35+) aunt grace (3+) 11082020 the name of the dreams: anyone for space-travel?, a little white mouse at home a little white mouse, a young, little white mouse scampers into view the mouse becomes transfixed a couple of metres away with the aid of the zoom-in faculty of the dream-state, it is possible to see what it is that has captured her/his attention it is a little brown pile of something another zoom-in allows me to idendify what it is it is a pile of poop her/his nose can be seen twitching as it tries to decide what to do the mouse mouse turns and retreats from it the dreamer deduces the mouse is hungry and settles on getting the mouse hot milk and bread was mustering the will to get out of bed and get the mouse the food when he woke hope the mouse found something to eat anyone for space-travel? at a football match it was the semi-final the match was between plymouth and ? the staduim holds one-hundred-thousand people (staand-out visual) a voice comes over the tannoy it is the voice of the actor who played roj blake in the t.v. series Blakes 7 he says he has a ship which can transport people off-world and asks if anyone wants to come there were a couple more scenes but they were muffled on the voice recorder sorry about that this vivid sound and visual dream suggests a future time-tense there's hope for plymouth yet : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dream () animals () mice (2+) football (2+) celebrities () gareth thomas (1) 10082020 the name of the dreams: cell zero, a celebration of form, not a serene dream, janet's delivery, freebies freebies while out and about, walked past a building that used to be where a business plied its trade it had gone out of business in a gesture of generosity, it had left dozens of unwanted items on tables outside the entrance took as many items as one person could carry and make for home janet's delivery there is a knock on the door at the door is are delivery man and janet the item was for janet but she couldn't receive it because the terms of the delivery stipulated the item had to be handed to the person who lived there janet and the delivery man came into the house the delivery man wanted to know what it wasthe dreamerdone not a serene dream the setting for this dream has been in other dreams walking along a path that kept close to the side of a small river at one point, the lay of the land allows the river to form into a circular shape giving it the look of a pond it is about twenty-metres in diameter the brush between the path and the river has a small opening through the brush on the bank of the river is what's left of a fallen tree it is partly in the water and there is enough of the trunk on the bank for one or two people to sit immediately upon lowering into the sitting position there is movement beneath me looking to where the movement is coming from, the head and ten-centimetres of the body of a snake is visible with a hint of panic,the dreamerstand up and pick the snake up and throw it in the water the water is clear looking into the water, what was originally going to be a relaxing, reflective view turns into a horror show the pond is full of snakes of all sizes from grass-snake size to python size amthe dreamerimagining it or are they looking at me as their next meal the next scene is of a newly-born crocodile sill in the egg with its mouth open ready to eat the final scene is in black and white but is vivid it brings this dream to a welcome end a weeks-old baby tightly bound in white crepe bandage with only its face showing the baby is crying with such distress it brings me out of the dream-state this dream was due to listening to reports on the Alex Jones (https://www.infowars.com/) show of what devolving beings do to children and babies a celebration of form a new category of dream: montage-dreams (each new scene is the same length as a scene from a dream, not the rapid changing of scenes as in a normal montage sequence) a gloriously vivid montage-dream (twenty or so scenes exhibiting the fabulous form of females) although most of the scenes were of unclothed women the scenes weren't meant to, nor did they, cause arousal the theme of the montage was an appreciation of the female form the first scene was of a young woman aged twenty-two or thereabouts she is standing without moving on a rotating pedestal hers wasn't a fantasy-type shape when dressed she could be any one of half of the women we see while out and about compact and strong her gentle smile exuded confidence ninety-nine out of a hundred men would find her attractive another scene which stands out is of another young woman with long dark hair she is more slender than the first woman as we view the scene, the woman is looking to her left and is moving smoothly from left to right as though on a conveyor belt we have only her shape to look at for a-second-and-a-half to her left and a metre away on a wall or partition, our eyes meet as we see her face in a mirror she too is smiling her smile conveys fun the moment when our eyes make contact via the mirror was both unexpected and delightful in its delivery it lifted this dream-montage above and beyond other naked women dreams it was a brilliant touch it will be remembered for life howthe dreamerlove dreams note let us not forget, in the next class of man-shaped beings to emerge (in about twenty-five-million years), the women will have one or two new features added to the mammal form cell zero a top security prison in a dungeon-type setting four cells with top to bottom bars with two prisoners in each cell it is morning roll-call the width of each cell is less than that of a man the depth of the cells is the length of the two-tier double bunks seven of the men are out of their cells waiting to be counted they are wearing white shorts and t-shirts in the third cell from the entrance to the cell-block, the eighth man is still lying on the lower-bunk he is not fully awake and is in no rush to get up he is deliberately stalling he knows the guards will find a way of making him pay for what he's doing very slowly, he stretches and stands up and then drags himself to the frame of the prison door but doesn't step out of the cell nick nolte https://www.google.com/search?q=nick+nolte&sxsrf=ALeKk00VJCZZL_VhRf1yfpejNoQ5FWWZwA:1597088659863&tbm=isch&source=iu&ictx=1&fir=c-8398CaoYokCM%252C36WMTxSLRF4CPM%252C_&vet=1&usg=Ai4_-kTtp5Vx-iSMc32jJLJiiV5exwgMpA&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiDnPvxspHrAhUnWhUiHZjrDi8Q_h0wHnoECBiQBQ&biw=1292&bih=665#imgrc=c-8398CaoYokCM; defiant to the last this dream is definitely not from a film : multi-themed dream - addenda: vividness: participant and observer - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream: prison () celebrities () dream montage (1) the female form (3+) animals () reptiles () snakes () crocodiles () janet (3+) free items () 09082020 the name of the dreams: the diner, pigeon pie the missus and self break our journey and stop at a diner from the outside, it looked like your typical tea and bun/coffee and cake diner a neon light outside, well-lit, white lights inside once inside, it was a different story it was partly furnished with the no-frills table and chairs we are accustomed to, and part soft-seat, padded, two/three-seater lounge-type sofas with low tables the tables and chairs were matched but the two sofas weren't one was synthetic brown leather with matching chairs, the other was a mix of coloured, square patches it looked garish all in all, the furnishings were acceptable providing you weren't expecting too much we headed for the brown sofa the diner was the idea of a man/wife team the couple had decided they could build a thriving business on a thick shoestring, more power to them for trying unfortunately, the couple were more enthusiastic than competent four or five of the tables were occupied, all were couples an altercation broke out between two customers what happened next was so farcical it might have been staged two men began shouting absurdities across the three-metres that separated them each had one of the no-frills tables and were holding them by the legs of the tables the top of the tables was out in front of them then, like jousters using tables instead of lances, ran at each other the clash of the tops of the tables resounded around the diner and may have been what woke me pigeon pie a controversy arose concerning the merits and disadvantages of pigeon pie for reasons no one could fully explain, pigeon pie became the "in" food to eat it had become the nation's favourite meat the beef industry weighed in acceptable reasons to eat beef were presented the debate was not settled before the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dream () eating/drinking () 08082020 the name of the dreams: the thing before this dream became vivid in the third scene, there were two scenes of me talking to different people the tone of the first two scenes was, by and large, upbeat in the last scene were two people, one was two metres behind the person who was in my face and confronting me the person "in my face" was a twenty-one-year-old irish man he was half-a-metre in front of me and had a deadly serious look on his face his voice was every bit as challenging he was quizzing me about the last time we had been close to each other, some days before he wanted to know ifthe dreamerhad given something to him my memory was clear,the dreamerhadn't and said so his voice became menacing, and he asked, "you never gave me anything, nothing at all" it wasn't something that needed thinking about, my head shook no as my voice said no couldn't make sense of what he was getting at he recognised my sincerity and delivered the coup de grace "you don't know anything about this?", he asked, unbuttoning the bottom of his shirt my eyes took in that part of his body which became exposed my face dropped, think my body automatically recoiled as well as the reality of the image hit my brain a twelve-centimetre diameter portion of his belly, his belly button had vanished, as a three-clawed living thing began to open up like a three-petaled flower opening for the morning sun the "thing" was dark-brown and it reminds me of a giant shark as its mouth opens to take in food someone had either "micky finned" his food or drink, or in these covid-paranoid times, someone had transmitted it through their breath there was no way it could be removed from his body without killing him he was as good as dead already and he knew it he was hoping to find his murderer before he died we both knew it was just a matter of time "that's murder",the dreamerexclaimed in these times of genetically modified food and animals, have you seen that pic of the mouse with a human ear growing from its back?, this type of horror is well within the bounds of possibility : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - human parasites (2+) 07082020 the name of the dreams: public school, the dandy, the building site labourer, think-read dream last day of term for thirty or so pupils at an exclusive public school we are in a room with approximately eighty people; students, teachers and parents we pupils are wearing thick-woven checked jackets the decor is of the eighteenth century shiny oak chairs, tables, doors etc. everyone had achieved distinction in their particular field in one way or another mine was innovation there is an air of accomplishment and the promise of a full, productive and lucrative life ahead in one scene, there are s hundred or so fifty-pence pieces (stand-out visual) watched by four of the other pupils, tried to pile them into a single column; it might have been a bet or a challenge managed to get about fifty of them into a single stack before they collapsed two tables away from my table, a woman keeps "clocking me" she has plain looks; she is the definition of unglamorous her face has a look which is familiar to me, she is hungry for x it is for me to make the first move am thinking of when the chance of standing next to her will arise when the dream ends the dandy working in a busy pub my clothes are the subject of this dream a light-blue leather cap and light-brown, sleeveless waistcoat and black trousers the dream didn't have any other scenes the building site labourer a bundle of steel reinforcing rods fell on my upper-back and floored me it completely paralysed my left side was trying to move away from where the accident happened by using my right arm to lift and push myself it was the frightened reaction of someone in shock the second scene is of the back of a man rushing off to call for an ambulance think-read dream an eight sentence think-read dream about a man who had won thirty-thousand dollars by cheating at poker he crossed the wrong people when he plied his trade at a game comprised of policemen one of the policemen smelt a rat and investigated him he got four years in prison the dream gave the name of the town, county and state in america of this dream but didn't voice-record it and couldn't recall it when typing looked on the internet but there were no returns that fitted this dream : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (7+) 06082020 the name of the dream: the big man and me an archaic first scene a two-metre wide hallway about seven-metres long with three doors on either side three or four people spread out along the floor the people were either sitting, propped up against the wall or lying on the floor against the walls it looked as though they had fallen where they had been standing was trying to understand what had happened president trump came into the scene he criticised me about something it was a valid point not wanting to make an issue of it but not wanting to accept it either,the dreamerlooked behind me to give the impression he couldn't possibly be talking to me said, "are you talking to me?" he never replied as he walked past me : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - high-profile people (3+) 05082020 the name of the dream: x dream` 04082020 the name of the dream: connected living on the second floor or higher ray arranged for me to meet someone he knew who would supply me regularly with quality black hash the bell rang we both went to the window to check it was him in sight was a car that had been in a crash it looked so badly damaged it didn't seem as though it could go the driver entered the room he looked and acted like he was still reeling from a crash it soon became apparent he was in a drug-dazed state the goods were every bit as good as was hoped another delivery was arranged the same guy in the same state and in another crashed car returned it didn't take long to realise; the goods were so good and available ray's contact must have been connected : addenda: vividness: 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () ray (2+) hash (5+) 03082020 the name of the dream: lows and highs married and living in the orient, probably china our home is in a hamlet of six, seven or eight detached wood houses the hamlet is about thirty metres by thirty metres her husband wanted to live in the city but gave way to her secure feelings of orientation a country upbringing had instilled the terrain of our very small community is extremely uneven the difference in the lay of the land the homes occupy is the height of one of the homes with at least one home built on a slope; the wooden supports of the house embedded in the slope is one of the stand-out scenes of the dream a couple of kilometres away is a small town from the elevated position of the hamlet we can see the lights of the town two-kilometres away twinkling in this, mainly, low addenda: vividness: dream we have been robbed my wife is devastated and becomes introverted in terms of wealth, we are middle-class before the robbery, we had a fridge, washing machine, t.v. my wife believes we are now poor my wife doesn't know that her husband didn't reveal that had a lot more money than we had spent putting our home together her husband fetches the briefcase-sized box from its hiding place and shows her the money a nice mixture of incredulity and ecstasy forms on her face tomorrow, we will go into town and do the shopping the final scene of this dream is of a narrow, brightly coloured, bustling street : addenda: vividness: 2.7 to 3.4 - observer - the category of the dream - married life () 02082020 the name of the dream: holidaying it is twilight with alan in an unidentifiable country we have left the train station and are walking along the embankment of a river there is a two-metre high concrete wall to our right beyond the wall is a slope with tall brush can't see beyond the brush looking ahead, it is hundreds of metres of the same we were expecting to be in a built-up area by now we climb over the wall and clamber through the brush onto a road with houses in the next scene, alan has left the dream the door of a building opens and yours truly asks if there is a room vacant the next scene, in an area about ten-metres by ten metres there is a two-metre wide opening in the wall to the left the top of the opening stops a metre below the ceiling beyond the opening leads to the dining room and the hotel rooms there is music playing the music has a classical arrangement and has a beat to it the beat is sufficiently compelling to cause three or four of the half-dozen people in the room to sway and rock back and forth a sprightly, lean woman comes through the opening in the wall she is dancing as she moves she has an active smile on her lit-up face and heads for me taking her hand we start Jiving (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KoLkpXQ7NRg) to the sound there is at least a generation and-a-half between us, but this young, old lady, is sending unmistakable signals we can dance to the music but it could be even beatier asking someone near the music player to put Baggy trousers (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2iQjE0H-0UA) on doesn't get a response tell my dancing partner that my telephone has lots of dancing music on it and that it can be connected to the p.a. produce the telephone immediately am rummaging through my backpack for the leads when the dream ends : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - holidays (3+) dancing (5+) alan (3+) 01082020 the name of the dream: the end is nigh a combination of a set of circumstances gave rise to what was the perfect opportunity to implement one of several possible plans which would bring about the end of the financial structure the situation was ripe to begin the push back and once the pushing back began it would be impossible to stop in fact the longer it was delayed, the easier it would be one of the circumstances, a building which was the symbol of economic strength, had been vacated the first action scene of this dream was a humongous lorry the lorry was one of those intimidatingly big vehicles which has a Lorry-sized, barrel-shaped, cement-mixer (https://www.google.com/search?q=mobile+cement+mixer&sxsrf=ALeKk01iqEf9mDtGz8n7e18lP1ngb0sGKg:1596273261678&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiG6-el1fnqAhWcShUiHekUBxkQ_AUoAnoECAwQBA&biw=1087&bih=742#imgrc=cFMhgi69l3xJEM) turning behind the drivers cab as the lorry is on its way to its destination the lorry was moving at speed towards two imposingly large doors which were about ten-metres wide and four-metres high the doors represented about two-thirds of the width of the stand-alone building the building was eight to ten-metres tall it was obvious the laden thirty-ton cement-mixer would push through the doors effortlessly it was also possible the building would collapse in on itself it must have had the desired effect because in the last scene two of us are hugging and have joyful faces the last scene contained so much elation and happiness in it the next dream was an x dream which raises an interesting speculation the lover's discovery that the necessity to obey the Law (https://endic.at/the-law-5.html) of expansion qualitatively produces a greater degree of expansion than the absolute of nothing demands : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - topical (4+) covid-19 (2+ )feel-good dreams producing x dreams (1) 30072020 the name of the dream: nothing like a party to bring people together hassan told me he was having a party at his place the following day he asked me to do the music and to start at eight-thirty in the next scene is in the centre of town hassan is talking to a group of three africans, two females and a male, in the street hassan has left the dream asthe dreamerapproach the small group he had just been talking to on the hunch hassan had invited them to the party, asthe dreamerget within talking distance of themthe dreamersay, "see you at hassan's at eight-thirty tomorrow night" they look at me, then at each other, then at me again they are bewildered how come a honky they've never seen before knows what they'll be doing tomorrow night? laughing inside,the dreamercan't help but smile asthe dreamerwalk past them notes 1 all people need to get to grips with the situation every man-shaped being has a soul when a person allows themselves to believe she or he is more important or has greater value or is better or more advanced than another man-shaped being they have opened the door to devolution look at the current situation and history all the major wars were instigated by caucasian's from the point of view of love/life, it's "whitey" who is the savage : addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - new category of dream: repeat dream (from within the last few weeks or months) (1) hassan (2+) 11072020 the name of the dream: her maj was trying to do my best with a new acquaintance in some matters she was brilliantly incisive, those times made her an attraction in and of herself problem was, she wasn't given to listening to a second opinion on three occasions, an animated "telling off" asserted itself in an unfriendly manner it was so bad, on the last occasionthe dreamersaid, "if we're going to quarrel, i'm walking away" but that was just a minute-and-a-half out of two-hundred-and-forty in what was an otherwise exceptionally enjoyable time, in which we...danced in the street...laughed hard and loud and got "high" for minutes on end before the initial flood of endorphins became an imperceptible trickle...were stolen from...an unnaturally high number of coincidences of things bought, sold, wanted, given...numbers...subtle connections between words and phrases which caused us to glance at each at the same time... the scene at end of this period sleep was of her maj mildly rebuking me for not standing on a "social distancing" marker which is odd, because her maj had already asserted to the dreamer earlier in the day that she believed the quarantine measures were a fraud ! : addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - friends/acquaintances () female () h (1) 10072020 the name of the dream: uncle les and frank have just entered the local pub and taken a seat at the end of a bench-seat against the wall it is an extra special occasion frank sinatra is "dropping in" the story is, somehow uncle les and frank sinatra crossed paths during the war (ww2) an act of bravery by uncle les avoided frank from being captured or injured frank showed his gratitude by coming to england to see him frank's visit had been kept secret from everyone except his closest friends and family the women were, of course, over the moon they are about to "rub shoulders" with the most famous "crooner" of all time get out of my seat to go for another "round" by the fourth step, a woman had jumped into my seat it was downright liberty it made me furious all the other women began laughing began to say something to the seat-thief one of the other women said, "it's alright, you can have it back. she's just keeping it warm for you" the dream ended there without frank appearing difficult to place the tense of time for this dream frank sinatra did perform in england in a working man's club not sure if mom was in this dream : addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - family/relatives (5+) uncle les (3+) 09072020 the name of the dreams: the brook/dogged/dark times would be aged eleven or twelve in this, the first dream two of us don't have anything specific to do we head for the brook a hundred metres away when we are a couple of years older, we take sturdy poles to the brook and test our daring and athleticism by pole vaulting over the widest and deepest parts of the brook on this occasion though, the brook is a variation in our bland lives demons of the deep lived in the brook as an even younger person, where the water in the brook was at its deepest (about half-a-metre),the dreamerhad witnessed a bulky teenager take on, and get the better of, a shark someone called it a pike dogged the first scene in this dream is of an encounter with a young boy with a white dog the dog is sleek and small, like a whippet the dog responds enthusiastically to the attention it gets from me could, no doubt, have taken the lead and led the dog away with me then, either the scene changes or the dog morphs into a grey, smooth-haired spaniel again, there is an instant rapport with the dog the desire to have a dog as a pet asserts itself dark times the third theme/dream is set in the future of a past undulation in a queue with eight or so people in front of me and an unspecifiable number of people behind me we are waiting to have our internal organs checked the check is made by machine the scan doesn't use deadly radiation, like an x-ray machine whatever its mechanics, it produces crystal clear pictures there's nothing about the person it doesn't highlight if a person checks clear they get to carry on with the life they were living if the person doesn't test healthy it is a completely different story the person in front of me, think he was an acquaintance, is beside himself with fear he knows what the "examiners" will soon know what he knows, there is something wrong with him the rumours about what happens to unhealthy people are the stuff of horror stories the person in front of me is ready to have a breakdown we live in severely harsh times under a callous regime punishments for violence is always a lot more severe than the act of violence itself tell the person in front of me what i'm going to do and what he needs to do start a fight with the person behind me the person in front of me joins in the fight, it's more of a wrestling match than a fistfight the hope is the three of us will be punished with imprisonment and the "scan" will be forgotten : addenda: vividness: 2.7 to 3.4, highest addenda: vividness: dog dream, lowest addenda: vividness: dark times - participant and observer - the category of the dream - three-themed dream () prepubescence () animals () mammals () dogs () oppression () 08072020 the name of the dream: a profitable idea working in the offices of a well-known airline company demand for passenger flights far exceeds their capacity a few discreet inquiries revealed that a firm which made coaches could convert unused cargo planes into service as passenger planes after working out the cost of converting the planes with the coach company the plan was presented to one of the executive's passenger plane company in the next scene, an ultra-smart dressed man comes to see me he has a glint in his eye and an admiring smile on his face he asks me which division of the company wouldthe dreamerlike to work in the new job will take me into the upper-class financial bracket there was an x-dream in this sleep untypically, it was forgotten and the above theme and scenes were the remembered dream/theme : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - innovation at work (2+) airlines (1) 07072020 the name of the dream: first prize am a participant in a quiz show the prize money for the winner is one-hundred-thousand pounds the second prize is half that there is a paltry amount money for third place the final question is to name which of three types of rock was the first to form one is five-thousand-million years old another is two-thousand-million years old it was me who named iron as the oldest and won the competition : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - quiz competitions (2+) 06072020 the name of the dream: yet another new category of dreams this dream began as a Think-Read dream https://endicat.com/dreams-think-read-dreams/ on a chartered or privately owned train in this dream we are attendants we are attending to school children we are travelling through a mountainous region, similar to, but not the same as, the dream of 26062020 we are reading to the children from a book as the book is being think-read, the description in the book turns into a moving scene we are now looking out of the window watching the scenery as we move along at an ambling pace (about fifty kmph) the think-reading is resumed the words are now accompanied by picture-scenes in the book as we read on, the pictures turn into stand-up characters and objects, the same as in a "pop-up" picture book the dream loses its lustre, when, after the reading three or four pages, the same pop-up pictures began repeating note 1 imagine having a different type of dream every night start thinking in terms of endless variation : addenda: vividness: 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - words changing to 3-d content (1) train journeys (4) 05072020 the name of the dream: therapy ? woke from last nights sleep with a vague recollection of a very large, rust coloured box there may have been a momentary attempt to recall the details of the dream but before being able to focus on it a Montage (https://endicat.com/dream-montage/) began a sequence of about ten pic/scenes, each of which could be zoomed-in on they could also be lengthened in terms of time it took two pic/scenes to realise what was going on women were masturbating men in hospital beds as the pic/scenes continued, the men's penises became grotesquely large the women were wearing dark-blue, one-piece button-up dresses : addenda: vividness: 4 - observer - the category of the dream - montages () masturbation (2+) 04072020 the name of the dream: camaraderie at work it was my first day at a new job the job description would be "conveyor belt labourer" the dreamerwas one of a crew of five or six there were three men either side of a half-a-metre wide and two-metre long conveyor belt the conveyor belt was mounted on the top of a two-storey high scaffolding the scaffolding went to the face of a rock cliff the most dangerous job was those who worked on the rock face breaking the stone away from the rock face the area which housed the conveyor belt was covered with tarpaulin that draped over the top and covered both sides (so we could keep working when it rained) the front and back of our working area had a thick material that was shredded in strips about a third of a metre wide we stood on thick planks our job was to make sure the rocks that came through to where we worked were not sticking out over the side of the conveyor belt when they left our area the conveyor belt led to a chute of the same width the rocks would slide down the chute to the ground on two occasions the conveyor belt had to be stopped because of me the first was becausethe dreamerhad placed my watch on the conveyor belt the second was to retrieve one of the heavy-duty industrial gloves we wore the men joked about the thirty seconds or so the belt had to be stopped as being a new first-day-on-the-job-record it was a great atmosphere in a lousy job addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - work/jobs () rock face labourer (1) 03072020 the name of the dream: rainbow girls in a sunny climate, felt like spain worked or owned a hotel the hotel had a swimming pool the swimming pool was forty or fifty metres away down a sloping street in the swimming pool, the women are wearing dresses that reached down to their ankles the dresses combined all the colours of the rainbow the colours of the dresses melded into each other in several places the dresses were made of a lighter-than-silk material which spread out around them in the water as they moved and swam think the idea was to give the impression of looking like giant, overly adorned tropical fish the most vivid scene is me standing still in the water with my gaze fixed on a girl coming towards me the girl looked like she was her own dream there was kissing and touching and accompanying tactile sensations no x or nudity though another novelty in this dream was the sunglasses the lenses went down to the cheekbones and, like the dresses, had artistic, colourful designs some parts of this dream may have its origin from a few days ago while looking at psychedelic pictures while surfing : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - stylishly-clothed women (1+) swimming pools (2+) tactile pleasure (3+) 02072020 the name of the dream: people trafficking the opening scene of this dream shows eight or ten girls aged fourteen or thereabouts they have just got off a train and have suitcases it isn't a train station it looks more like an end-of-the-line stop the sort of thing we see in a western film it is bright and hot and sandy there are adobes and shacks but no significant structures the girls are bemused this isn't what they were expecting four or five young males on moped-type bikes appear on the scene they are offering to take the girls to a hotel the girls are cautious and decline to get on the bikes a voice is heard to say, "we will bring your luggage later" one of the girls gets on one of the bikes in one scene, we see a close-up of a girl's face it depicts a good-looking, estranged teenager looking straight at us she has the unmistakable expression of someone pleading for help the final scene is a built-up area of adobes it is empty : addenda: vividness: 3.6 - observer - the category of the dream - abduction () young girls () 01072020 the name of the dream: exhibitionist's in a big, bright and spacious store it wasn't crowded the opposite, less than a dozen people in a scene which showed the most of the floor my impression was that the store catered mainly or exclusively for women the women were dressed stylishly there were only two men in the dream the other one left the dream within a scene or two the men were wearing white towels the towels were tightened around the waist and then folded this secured the towels to the wearer when a male wanted to signal to women he was "available", he would hook his thumb into the waistband of the towel and let his hand rest against his body got plenty of looks but no "takers" took drastic action and let the towel fall from me a woman was approaching me with a mischievous glint in her eye when this dream ended the next dream was at a swimming pool as with the first dream, there was an air of competition in this dream too males were either athletic or not those who were athletic would demonstrate their status by performing a dive there were several tiers of diving boards it wasn't the height that gave someone status it was the artistry in the dive which determined his personality my dive was a forward-facing, back somersault from a low springboard it was spoilt by my feet catching the board at the end of the somersault it wouldn't affect my status though would do it right the next time in the final scene, was waiting for my sister to come into the dream : addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - two-themed dream () relationships () xual () swimming pools () diving () 30062020 the name of the dream: dream within a dream (the abuser) for the recognition of the development of a phone app which gave women a list of characteristics to look for in men who abused women,the dreamerwas awarded "the best app of the year" the award vaulted my standing in the online community to stardom status my assessment of men who abused women was based on just one person an awake-time person from days long gone in that women could identify the person with their own experiences suggests the young man must be a "classic abuser" (violent tendencies after drinking, two-timing his wife...) spent most of the dream think-writing a "thank you" for the award after composing and saving the written file for this dream, reality kicked in up to the moment when the "save" option was clicked, turned out to be part of the dream while think-reading the last few lines in the dream, the thought occurred that it was an easy-to-compose dream the blurring between dream-time conscious and awake-time conscious continues apace : addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - dream within a dream () accolades and awards () think-writing () 29062020 the name of the dream: all unnatural death is avoidable the pandemic is at its peak the case of one woman is being followed on a day by day basis each day the symptoms and treatment is being explained we are told that some people do respond and recover some don't the dreamerchallenge the procedure as not being the right procedure if it is the right procedure everyone will get better it is an absence of knowledge of the individual's unique physiology or an incomplete procedure which is causing a breach in recovery addenda: vividness:: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - topical () life and death situations (2+) covid-19 (2) 28062020 the name of the dream: waste paper ? either came into possession of four or five boxes of a4 paper or had some spare cash and decided to use the money to buy boxes of paper decided to get the names and addresses of family and friends printed on the sheets and give them away as presents went to the print-shop to collect the first batch a few days later the girl assistant informed me they couldn't print the names and addresses on the paper because the paper had a chemical in them which wasn't compatible with their ink was thinking about what other use they might have when the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - paper (1) a4 (1) 27062020 the name of the dream: a gift from the blue just after the beginning of a new relationship and without knowing why or howthe dreamercame into possession of fifteen-hundred quid told the girlfriend she had brought me luck mom was in the next scene, and we were talking about what to do with it put eighty-pounds behind the clock on the mantlepiece and told mom, it was hers the new girlfriend thought the amount mom was given was stingy it probably was for mom, it was the equivalent of three or four weeks wages she could do no end of things with it a hairdo, bingo, nights out, clothes... would make sure mom got more when she had spent it the girlfriend felt she should have a bigger say in how it was spent the dream was losing its sheen and ended : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - money () mom () relationships () 26062020 the name of the dream: the gourmet buffet had been out and about for the day decided to get a train back home instead of the bus got into the carriage it was full walked through three carriages before coming to an empty one within a few steps,the dreamerrealised, it was the dining carriage it looked like ten or twenty people had been eating after taking in more detail it became clear, it had been a buffet a few more flicks of the eye told me it had been an expensive "do" we're talking haute-cuisine didn't think it could be classed as stealing if a person ate the soon-to-be-thrown-in-the-dustbin left-overs of a meal having a good old scoff in the final scene * ifthe dreamerever get married again, bagsthe dreamerbe the first person in the history of the world to get married on a train travelling from... to... at 20 kmph... through an iced mountain range... * the image that is part of the addenda: vividness: of the dream, is of a slightly tilted, bucket-sized white and red cake (the wedding cake) with about a quarter of it having been eaten : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - train/s () food () 25062020 the name of the dream: not quite an x dream b and self are in bed we are both naked b is fast asleep i'm having trouble getting comfortable the problem is the bed is too small b is on the right of me lying on her right ifthe dreamerlie on my left side, the curvature of our bodies takes up all the room on the mattress and the upper-left side of my body and my knees are over the edge of the mattress ifthe dreamerlie on my right side it is comfortable but now our bodies are "slotted" together like two bananas the part of my body that is most sensitive is now pressed into contact with the rear of b at the top of her legs my brain receives signals, which in turn sends signals back to my reproductive organs decide it wouldn't be fair to wake up b and roll over onto my back to satisfy my feelingsthe dreamerplace my right hand onto the most sensuous part of b's buttocks so now i'm comfortable and feeling pleasure but there's no way i'll be able to get to sleep lying on my back it's time to wake up : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () b () 24062020 the name of the dream: a feeling it seemed as though i'd been running from it all my life it felt that somewhere back there,the dreamerhad perpetrated a great wrong time had covered my tracks it was so long ago, for it to be known today it must have become a generational thing it had accompanied me for so longthe dreamerhad come to accept it the mitigating circumstances gave me some protection from feelings of guilt but my side of the story was only known by one person, me sometimes, it seemed the best way to expunge myself of it was to write a story under the guise of a pseudonym just to unload the burden it had robbed me of unfettered happiness on so many occasions try asthe dreamermight to forget, it revisited me without warning at times when it was least expected this was one of those occasions a permanent undercurrent of a party atmosphere filled the house this scene of the dream was filled predominantly by men for such feelings of well-being to exist between men without women was in itself a bit unnatural a mild feeling of insecurity, a gentle warning bell rang a door opened two men, one twice as big as me, the other, half as big as me, walked through a door to my right they looked unshaven and wore dark clothes the one in front, the smaller of the two, looked at me a recurrence of the feeling that had haunted me for so much of my life returned had he come to exact a form of justice, or was it just a feeling? : addenda: vividness: 4.3 - participant - the category of the dream - emotional (5+) insecurity (3+) 23062020 a new category of dream: block and strip montage in custody with my hands cuffed in front of me except for a row of wooden chairs with a basic sitting-only design, the room is clean and bare three blue-uniformed policemen three metres away are sizing me up before roughing me up there was a clatter of chairs the next scene showed the chairs scattered around the room then, there was another clattering of chairs then. a scene of the men in blue looking like they had been roughed up then, there were three images in montage style (moving quickly from one picture to the next) the images were of men one was of someone looking like he was beaten up, the other two was of two elderly men they looked defeated think one of them was of me, butthe dreamercouldn't recognise myself then. the montage became a "block montage" (eight pics high and twelve pics wide) then, it turned into a "strip montage" (five, six or seven pics in a line with a folder at the beginning or end of each strip) it was the dreams way of telling me that the images were to be catalogued managed to isolate a folder and intended to put the pics into them then, the age-old problem of naming something with the keyboard re-asserted itself between the writing and the moving pictures, it was going to take too long to do so, abandoned the task it is thought that this dream is to bring to our attention the probability that dreams will have to be catalogued if we are to develop the faculties of the mind this dream may well be leading to the recognition that the faculty of memory has the capacity to store vast quantities of information in picture form perhaps all the information we will ever need is already in us and is waiting to be accessed didthe dreamermention evolution takes anywhere up to a googol of years to achieve? : addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 4.5 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - block and strip montage - block (2) women (1) information (1) strip (1) information (1) 22062020 a new category of dream: repeat/addended/extending dreams the repeat part of the dream was the last scenes/theme of r.e.m. (https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/articles/12148-sleep-basics) it was nighttime not finding it easy to walk up a hill a girl on a bike on the road alongside the path can see me struggling a metre or two from the top of the incline the girl offers me the use of her bike with only a few more strides to go, it isn't going to make that much of a difference it was felt that declining her offer would make her feel unhappy and so it was accepted peddled the few metres to the top on level ground and enjoying the ease of movement, cycled along the pavement said to the girl, "whenthe dreamerget a bike, you can sit on the crossbar, and we'll go somewhere" there were breaks in the curb between the pavement and the road to give cars access to the parking space of their homes peddled the bike off the path onto the road then, along the road to the next gap in the curb, and then back onto the path again done that twice the girl was looking and smiling across the road, there was the car park of a hotel or pub the hotel or pub was my destination cycled across the road and into the car park in the car park was cycling in a circle again had to move the bike quite skilfully to let one or two cars come into the car park or leave it notes 1 this is the second, or perhaps the third, time this scene has occurred in recent weeks this dream sequence is extending the last time this dream happened it ended before crossing the road the first time this dream occurred it is only vaguely recalled; girl, bike there is undoubtedly a significance connecting the dreams to get an insight into connecting the significance may mean keeping diaries of thoughts, feelings, impressions... during the day if there are memories of heaven within us, it is thought the dreams-time conscious is the way to get to them vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - repeat dreams: () pushbike (1) 21062020 the name of the dream: wrong-doers are easy to spot my girlfriend found a new boyfriend she and her new love are at my place he is helping her to gather her things she didn't have much to move it would all go in a suitcase decided to leave them to it and go to the shops told them to close the door when they left going out the doorthe dreamerlifted my finger and said, "don't take anything that belongs to me" her face dropped the dreamerknew the "guilty" look changed my mind about going out notes 1 this dream may have been the result of fleeting thoughts during the day about the experience with an awake-time girlfriend of days gone by she ran off with the rent ! : addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - one-scene dreams (3+) break-ups (1) 20062020 the name of the dream: when the first baby was born laughing, it made us all start to laugh... the most delightful baby/toddler/youngster dream to date as the father of the new-born boy, it was possible for me to influence his development there are two of three scenes which are still fresh in the memory an hour after waking the first was when baby was still a baby baby andthe dreamerare on the pavement outside of the house baby is in my arms, and we are facing into the living room of our house we have visitors the visitors have a baby of their own about the same age as our baby boy the three adults, the visitors, with their baby in their arms and my wife are looking at us from inside the house about four metres away the three adults are smiling teeth smiles the adults begin waving at us to my, and everybody else's, disbelieving surprise, the baby in my arms begins waving back pure magic the other standout scene is when the baby has become a five-year-old he, and the still-proud father, are outside the house, and we are about to go on our regular quarter-mile walk around the neighbourhood asthe dreamerbegin to say something, he lets go of my hand and says as he is moving away from me in haste, "i'm going to see... ?", her name has slipped from the memory mixed feelings fill my being something other than his love for me has been supplanted with an even greater love his love for a girl one of the more rewarding tasks have we have to fulfil is to create those conditions which allow children who exhibit young love to pursue it : addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - parental love () childhood love () 19062020 the name of the dream: auntie g's pantry in my biker days, it was me who became the person to visit relatives most frequently there were three aunts', an uncle and a sister and a brother within three to twelve minutes of home the aunt most visited was auntie g it was not just because she was always stocked up with cupboards of food and a fridge full of savouries and sweets she enjoyed my company, and we always found things to talk about in this unulation, she had visitors in the backroom they were talking about matters of a personal matter and asked me to go into the front room until they had finished there wasn't a t.v. in the front room not to worry, had a portable mini-music system with me turned it on and lay down on the couch to listen to it fell asleep within a very short time upon waking and going into the back room, was a little surprised to find it empty it meant the visitors had gone and aunt g had gone to bed rather than wake me auntie g let me sleep it meant the food in the cupboard and fridge were mine to enjoy was thinking what to have, chicken, ham, pork with pickles..., when the dream ended as soon as this entry is done, will be adding chicken, ham, pork... to the shopping list addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream - relatives () auntie g (3+) food () 18062020 the name of the dream: once upon a dream standing in a queue about twenty deep it's a slow-moving queue as my position in the queue takes me closer to the entrancethe dreamerfind myself next to a wall-mounted public phone decide to make a quick call just as the call finishes three african men join the queue it peeves me a bit that my position in the queue has gone backwards one of the three men recognises my dissatisfaction and steps back to let me back in front him and his companions the dreameraccept his offer in the next scene, the four of us are sitting and talking it's obvious they know whothe dreameram "what we could do, is to get ten-thousand people to hand out a4 size sheets of paper with a dozen of the major points on the endic.at website to the public in every sizeable town and city in the same day, ",the dreamersay, and continue with, "would love to be there to see their reaction" in another scene, walking along on my own three girls walk past me going in the opposite direction at their closest point to me, one of them says, "the dreamerthink he's alright" they obviously had different opinions about my looks notes 1 you'll be pleased to know the writer doesn't look anything like the lover in fact,the dreamerdon't look anything like me notes 2 upon waking was enthusiastically organising the practicalities of implementing handing out flyers on a grand scale soon came to my senses and realised it would be another futile attempt to get you organised : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - topical () 17062020 the name of the dream: the simulator it is the future of a past undulation resources are at a premium only one in a hundred people have a vehicle learning to drive the vehicle uses up resources to save precious resources people are taught how to drive using virtual technology the virtual set-up is in a room five metres wide by about three metres deep a screen simulates the angle of view a driver will have while driving everything except the sense of acceleration and deceleration can be experienced the learning module has tilt and sway built into the driving apparatus the sights and sounds are indistinguishable from what the driver will experience when she or he is in a real environment the whole set-up was the brainchild of yours truly, and he is in great demand the situation has the scope for wholesale corruption the inventor and tutor takes his position seriously only those who prioritise safety complete the course : addenda: vividness: 3.1 - observer - the category of the dream - future technology (3+) 16062020 the name of the dream: big kids three of us are on the way home after a night at the ritz picture house we have spread out over about twenty-five-metres as we walked down the road that leads to alderman's green road we can take thirty metres off the walk by leaving the main road by going around the back of the houses that have a stream a metre from the back of the gardens at the bottom of windmill road the dreamerwait for the person behind me when he catches up with me,the dreamersuggest we duck into one of the gardens and jump out as the last of us goes by it a bit childish really, but it makes perfect sense at the time the two of us go into the back of a garden that has left the gate open and wait for the straggler we are talking in a whispered speech about how to jump out and scare him we settle for grabbing hold him as he goes past something must have distracted the person we are waiting for, he should have gone past by now after waiting for another minute we realise he isn't coming our mate hasn't taken the shortcut around the back of the houses : addenda: vividness: 2.6 - participant - the category of the dream - teenage childish pranks () 15062020 the name of the dream: the gizmo kid/kissing while sleeping at a computer screen my girlfriend is at my side as i'm assessing the merits of portable video/audio, record/playback products the content on the screen is of three different models they all have the same design and colour, but they vary in size, functionality and of course, price being a gizmo freak, have settled for the one with the most functions in another scene, am pointing out the merits of the most sophisticated model it has three audio inputs and two video inputs there is a black, fine-tuning, dial-type disc adjuster on the side for t.v. stations the promotional video demonstrates just how accurate it is it is amazingly accurate when tuning into the frequency range of any t.v. station can hardly contain my enthusiasm as my girlfriend listens to me saying what it all means second scene, my girl andthe dreamerare in bed she is lying on her back asleep while looking at her the need to kiss her asserts itself after four or five kisses that go from soft and gentle to increasingly passionate, she wakes up she welcomes the kisses and we are soon in a tightly-holding embrace and savouring the feel of each other's lips there is a distinct difference between the slightly firm feel to her lips while she is sleeping and the supple feel of her lips while she is awake : addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.5 participant and observer - the category of the dream - gizmos () audio/visual (2+) relationships () kissing (3+) 14062020 the name of the dream: a tropical delight in the subtropics, got the impression it was south america it's hot but not humid not sure if i'm a traveller or a wanderer am eking out a living as a casual labourer, turning my hand to this and that meet a girl and we become friends she's got a girly figure but has a woman's outlook she lets me know there's a relationship ifthe dreamerwant it the dreamerdo she wants me to come and see her at her place of work her job is as a topless hostess in an open-air seated restaurant seeing her topless and in a short skirt rams home to me just how delectable she is can feel the emotions of resentment and jealousy in me as she goes from table to table watching the men touch her she looks over at me her look let's me know this is her job her look also conveys to me that when she finishes work i'll be on the receiving end of those feelings she has for someone special to her addenda: vividness: 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 13062020 the name of the dream: a fair trade at a fair on a hot day i'm lying down on the grass in the shade two men, one of them is known to me, is making a sale to another man the item being traded is a small tube about 5 centimetres long and the hollow is less than the thickness of the refill of a biro the man who knows me is two or three metres away he knows it is something he can sell to me with amazing accuracy, the man making the sale flicks one of the tubes at me and it lands in my north and south with a couple of deft touches of my tongue and lips, it is manoeuvred into a position which enables it to be sucked the idea is to stuff the hollow with tobacco which is kept hot enough to ignite when it is sucked it did the trick but it was too short andthe dreamersaid to the man, "have you got a longer one?" he dug into a bag and brought one out : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - trading (3+) 12062020 the name of the dream: andy's love a think-read dream about andy, the son of a pastor, and an unnamed girl the dream is set in the grounds of the church of andy's father there are pictures in the dream the most significant and clearest being the scene when andy slips a gold ring off the middle finger of the unnamed girl as she dies of unknown causes while in andy's arms the significance of the ring scene didn't reveal itself while think-reading it is thought the ring had to be kept secret because andy had been persuaded by his father to become a celibate pastor the think-reading went on for a full five minutes it was realised that the think-reading could go on for a lot longer at which point my bodily functions demanded attention for the most part, the think-reading was betwixt and between dream-time and awake-time : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant - the category of the dream - poignant love relationships () 11062020 the name of the dream: strange events the first scene is of a fire destroying the business premises of someone known to me the cause of the fire is a mystery a set of circumstances too unlikely to be natural is the only possible answer the unusualness of the explanation gives us the idea to make a series called "strange events" the first episode is completed, and we settle down in a home cinema environment to watch the finished production was think-reading the opening credits when the dream ended upon waking, went online to see if there was a t.v. series called "strange events" there is, but the series has fictional themes the addenda: vividness: of the dream suggests this dream is a future time-tense so, will there, in the near future, be a t.v. series called "strange events" which presents inexplicable awake-time events? : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.4 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - business opportunities () t.v. programmes (2?) 10062020 the name of the dream: women, the greatest fantasy a young woman, with the sleekest body a female man-shaped being can have, is captive or in a controlled environment she has short, tight-to-the-head, white hair she is wearing a skin-tight, ankle-to-neck leotard the same colour as her hair the colour of her skin is almost the same as the leotard it is difficult to distinguish between body and clothes; the leotard might be transparent she is leaning slightly forward her stomach becomes transparent, and we can see eight or so different coloured balls inside her the balls are about three-quarters of the diameter of ping pong balls she lifts and stretches her stomach and the balls start falling from her body we see the same thing happen another two or three times with variations in the colours, size and number of balls, from different angles and at different distances explanation bearing in mind that dreams have their basis in reality, the nearest the dreamer can come to making sense of this dream is... this dream has a high addenda: vividness: rating (a future time-tense) all reasonable people will acknowledge that what we're experiencing here and now is not the be-all and end-all of experience when we consider that This type of event, which we will be enacting within the next few million years, against the equally inexplicable contents of the dream, a level of plausibility enters the assessment even so, this dream stretches the boundaries of the possible from our current perspective to repeat a point, the future isn't just different to what you imagine, it is more diverse than you can imagine see also 01122016, 14022018 addenda: vividness: 3.7 to 4.5 - observer - the category of the dream - weird and wonderful (3+) women (1) 09062020 the name of the dream: two-themed dream (09062020) at a screen taking in the goings-on of various programmes the first theme was swimming it was the world or european finals in swimming it showed people going through the turnstile to get into the spectator area of the pool due to the predominance of women in the dream, it was probably the women's finals the spectator area looked like it could house a two or three-thousand people as each woman passed through the turnstile she was handcuffed to the woman in front of her my thoughts wondered why the dream then turned into a think-read dream the sentence formed, after four or five think-reads, into, "the handcuffing is a measure to defeat the coronavirus" this dream came about as a result of thoughts during the day of how crazy the different reactions to the man-made, media-spread, life-form had become the second theme in this dream started as an aerial view of the world a world map that zoomed in at the viewers prompting it went all the way down in scale until the final expanded view showed an area of a few block (two or three-hundred metres/yards) then, the outline of the buildings became white then, a shadow overlay was superimposed over the buildings the shadow showed the shape of the fossils of land and sea reptiles and dinosaurs the last picture in this dream-theme was of a sea animal stretching across two or three blocks making it a size of two-hundred-metres or yards in length, and seventy or so in width this dream may be the answer to a long-held speculative question, "what is the theoretically largest size/weight reptiles and dinosaurs could have become" what would be the limiting factor to their size ? : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.2 - observer - the category of the dreams: topical (4+) coronavirus (2+) - technology () dinosuars/reptiles () 08062020 the javelin the nearest fish and chip shop to wherethe dreamerlived during my junior and senior school years was about two-hundred-and-fifty metres from home it was fifty-metres less if we took the "scenic route" alongside the Slough (https://www.coventry.gov.uk/directory_record/372/wyken_slough) it was while on the homeward- bound walk thatthe dreamercame across a length of hollow, two-centimetre-wide, two-metre-long aluminium tube one end of the tube came to a point the other end was open half the way along the tube was a cord tightly-bound to the tube the cord was about four-centimetres wider than my fist when it was gripped by the cord it was evenly balanced someone had made the tube into a javelin there was nothing else it could be was about to run a few steps and throw it when two or three lads much bigger than me walked by a few metres to my right the one nearest to me was looking at my find with envious eyes ifthe dreamerthrew it he would get to it first and claim it as his own pretended to be doing something with the cord would wait until they had gone out of sight before throwing it they didn't disappear though, but waited at the end of the patch of green about a hundred metres away waiting for me to throw it and would then steal it from me the dream ended while waiting for them to give up waiting and go never got to try it out : addenda: vividness: 2.6 to 2.9 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - lucky finds () javelin (1) 07062020 the name of the dream: safe, at last it was the second time the girl sitting next to me had been in the same room together the first time was in the same place a few days before on that occasion, we were sitting apart from each other we are at the home of a mutual girlfriend the mutual girlfriend saw me as a compatible male for her friend the girl who had taken it upon herself to do the matchmaking had "sized up" our characters and got it dead right the girl she wanted to help to get into a relationship had a natural air of vulnerability a characteristic which is known to me from childhood a child in an adult world is acutely aware of the overly forthright it's not a menacing trait, but it is not a magnetic trait either the girl sitting next to me is getting the "feel" of me it is obvious her experience of males is that they are slightly overbearing fortunately, the feelings from my childhood days are still within my make-up, and she recognises them the girl who brought us together leaves the dream now our shoulders are touching as we are talking then, the weight of her body goes through her shoulder then, she is leaning into me my left-arm slips naturally over her shoulder she leans even more heavily into me can feel her right breast through her clothes, soft and sensual she is surrendering to me that's not whatthe dreamerwant at this moment this girl is a kindred spirit this is going to be something special the dreamerwant us to surrender to each other at the same time marriage is the right time : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 06062020 the name of the dream: a bland dream working as a photographer am in the premises of another photographer his main source of income comes from developing film on this occasion, it is a social visit another man enters the dream it is his first time there he has heard that the proprietor will, for an extra fee, develop film within an hour or two cups of coffee in paper sweet-beakers are served up the phone rings can tell from what is said, the caller wants to know if he will deliver the developed film out of town the caller agrees to the asking price the proprietor writes the details the dream ends told you it was a boring dream : addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - business () photography () 05062020 the name of the dream: the great escapes we are a small group of seven or eight we are in our mid-teens and captives of young men the young adults are the establishment we haven't committed any crimes it is our attitude to life which is at odds with adults it's not that we won't conform to a way of life deemed correct by our elders our problem is we view life as something which demands happiness, newness and fun it is in our character to enact expansive deeds alas, our captors, though not evil, simply don't have an expansive character it's as though the freedom-loving aspect of their personalities has been "capped" we aren't under lock and key we are though, expected to live our life within the grounds of a stately home something which limits our compulsion to expand whenever we youngsters are all together, the herd mentality kicks in, and we are "off" five of seven scenes of our captor's pursuing us are remembered of this dream the most memorable scene was when we took the lids off about seven biscuit tins and placed them in a blind spot when our pursuers turned the corner they couldn't help but step into them we all got a good laugh as we looked back and saw our pursuers with the tins around their feet another escape-evasion tactic was to go through narrow passages which young males could squeeze through but was too tight for our adult pursuers being teenagers and with our pursuers being in their thirties, they didn't stand a chance of catching us we could simply out-run them every time when we had left them behind and were in the clear, we would "give ourselves up" one time we got caught by making the stupid mistake, or perhaps we didn't know, of running into a multi-floor car park another time an act of camaraderie was the cause of our re-capture one us got injured and we all stayed with him it was a light-hearted dream except for the last escape the police were called in our pursuers had run out of time and couldn't catch us they got angry with us for making them look inept note 1 this dream produced a possible explanation as to why things are the way they are when viewed within the context of The Law : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - escaping (2+) 04062020 the name of the dream: big men the first dream is happening at a function or exhibition even with of thousands of people in it, the giant auditorium looked half-empty yours truly is compere for the event standing at the edge of the floor with a microphone in hand, while everybody else is seated the first celebrity is the four-times winner of the world's strongest man competition Magnús Ver Magnússon (https://www.google.com/search?q=magnus+ver+magnussen&oq=magnus+ver+magnussen&aqs=chrome..69i57.19495j0j1&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) had watched him earlier on in the day when he practised his demonstration of strength and agility after gaining enough momentum, he vaulted through a half-turning somersault and landed facing backwards his strength and speed enabled him to do another three back somersaults without having to adjust his balance what made his exercise extra special was the three vaults were done through an arc of one-hundred-and eighty degrees (stand-out visual) in the second dream, the dreamer is visiting his auntie iris in yorkshire she owns a shop she treats me to a pair of brushed, brown trousers the trousers have flecks of white on them auntiethe dreamerfetches a clothes brush and begins brushing the bits off it was known to me that she and her husband were no longer in a relationship although they still lived under the same roof the possibility of us having a relationship had been alluded to before this part of the dream while brushing the trousers she runs her free hand around my crotch it is an obvious suggestion of what we'll being together later at that exact moment uncle eddie, her husband, walks into the dream he has changed out of all recognition whereas he was five-feet-nine before, he is six-feet-five now his face was smooth and clean before, now it is etched with dark lines from his forehead to his mouth it looked like he had just finished a shift down a coal mine his eyes though were shining bright with life and his face was animated (stand-out visual) his hair was short before, now, coincidentally? it is curled up at the back and is much thicker and longer than magnus ver's is now he can see it is a semi-intimate moment he is unconcerned and doesn't pay any heed to my comment "it is not what it looks like" the dreamersay, "you don't remember me do you?" he said, "yes, you're lil's son" the dream ends notes 1 the trend of dreams not being generated by the Pde's appears to be coming commonplace : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - observer and spectator - the category of the dream - larger than life men () magnuss ver magnussen (1) uncle eddie (1) 03062020 the name of the dream: the urine test it had been discovered that people's health could be gauged with great accuracy from two urine samples, one from early morning and the other from late in the evening the entire population was regularly examined this way it was so successful in diagnosing the health of people, longevity had increased as a result one person, in particular, gained accolades for being exceptionally healthy he had figured out that by juggling his samples and giving two-morning samples it gave even better results a few of us knew what he was doing and were keeping an eye on him notes 1 how many ways can a person be tested ? urine, blood, saliva, skin... : addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - health () 02062020 the name of the dream: literature through the ages three different styles of writing were being compared without a narrative, the words clearly conveyed the era they represented the first era was greek or roman there were two or three statements which reflected a haughty, uncompromising attitude the statements were written in stone and captured the "feel" of harsh times the second style was written on coarse paper that was tinged with brown the words had a tentative style the words were reflective, suggesting rather than stating not at all like the first, dogmatic style the third style of writing may have been think-writing it was wholly exploratory discovering itself as it formed not sure what to make of this dream : addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.9 - observer, and perhaps participant in the last scene - the category of the dream - literature () 01062020 the name of the dream: the light switch incident in awake-time, the writer has only known two girls with a sex drive equal to or greater than his own while there was only one in dream-time (15012018) - might be a significance in that the first girl of awake-time was overtly xually aggressive her hands would be in your pants before there was time to react the dreamerkid you not men, it was a friendly male rape chances are she was banking on the boy not to complain lest he is viewed by his peers as being lacking in manliness the other girl was janet she features in several dreams she was the "quiet" type don't let that impair your appraisal of her men morning, night, in bed or out, indoors or out, she was always ready if you wanted to put her in a "bad mood", go to sleep without making a "move" the writer made that mistake once when the writer returned home in the evening the following day she had acquired a black t-shirt with the words "sex-starved" on it think mom might have had a hand in it, she was all smiles seeing me embarrassed into silence anyway, the dream... living in a large bedsit was on the farthest side of the room from where janet was in bed steve (28052020, 18052020, ...) was with me i'm trying to make a phone call couldn't make out the numbers and called over to janet to turn the light on janet jumped out of bed and turned the light on it didn't occur to me she would only be wearing underpants there was enough light in the room to see the colour of her skin and the outlines and some details of her body she lingered by the light switch after turning it on she was reminding me she was ready and waiting janet knew darn well steve, "the letch", would get an eyeful to make matters worse (for me) the switch she clicked on wasn't the light switch but the hot water switch thinking about it after waking up, it dawned on me she did it on purpose "no, the other one",the dreamersaid slightly impatiently when the light was on she stood there waiting for me to say something it was then recognised that the janet in this dream is a very different janet to any other janet in awake-time or dream-time in this dream, janet is sleek, lithe, athletic a glistening skin, taller and older by five years to the eighteen-year-old janet of yore in this dream she is a fantasy-shaped young woman the dream ends while i'm taking in her shape and poise the final scene was the most vivid scene a future time-tense stroll on the future : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () female () janet (4+) male () steve (4+) 31052020 the name of the dream: not on your nelly had broken the "law" the punishment was six strokes of a cane on my bare buttocks immediately after receiving an electric shock had seen and heard about other people getting it it looked like it would have a permanent effect on mind and body when it came to the day of the punishment refused to have the electric shock the punishment relied on the person accepting it for it to have credibility to force someone to have it would mean they didn't accept they had done something wrong the administration postponed the punishment while they decided what to do a girl was looking at me and trying to understand why told her, "the caning didn't bother me but the electric shock was too cruel" the punishment was changed to a caning and a "shot" of something the rumours surrounding the effects of the shot were even more horrendous than the side effects of the shock decided to rebel forcibly when the person with the syringe appeared in the dream, wrestled the syringe from him and plunged it into his neck this dream was due to thinking about the proposed mandatory "vaccine" for the coronavirus : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - topical (3+) coronavirus (2) 30052020 the name of the dream: the too casual worker got the sack from a job in a factory because of irregular attendance wasn't too bothered, jobs were aplenty, it wouldn't take long to get back into work the most immediate concern was to get something to eat went to the canteen and asked one of the women server's ifthe dreamercould have a meal and pay whenthe dreamergot my wages the women said o.k. but it meant having to wait until the rush was over a female from admin came to me and told me to go and pick up the bits and pieces that had been in my locker and were now in one of the offices there was a scene in the office with personal items on a desk, gathered them up and the dream ended without getting a meal : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - unemployment (1) 29052020 the name of the dream: stealth by sight and sound a dream which applied sound-movement-air to two sets of circumstances the first application was with planes/jets the turbulence of the air, or more precisely, the lack of it, gave the plane a unique signature the aerodynamic design of the plane was evaluated by the absence of turbulent air it left in its wake the pilot had an onboard visual screen which showed the structure of the airwaves the plane produced the scene showed a jet which went through a curved swoop with an image of the smoothness of the air from a view ahead of the craft the second scene was the application of something with a similar theme a male guard, scantily dressed, with an oiled, muscular body and a metre-long curved sabre, walked across a balcony on the ground floor of what looked like a plush mansion or palace the view is of someone sitting in a reclining position on a stylishly designed two-seater edwardian settee five or six metres in front of the balcony watching the guard as he walks from left to right as the guard walked he occasionally disappeared from view momentarily his disappearences denoted his stealth the chances of someone getting past him and to the person sitting were nil : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - technology () planes () security () personal bodyguards () 28052020 the name of the dream: two squared except for my new girlfriend, all the characters in this dream are awake-time people sara and chris are what a monogamous couple would call promiscuous both have had extra-marital affairs sara had an affair with me but chris didn't mind because he had an affair with a friend of sara's sara and me squabbled and "fell out" sara didn't like thatthe dreamertook on a new girlfriend so quickly in an effort to ease thingsthe dreamertell steve about sara steve said he would like to be introduced to sara sara agrees we meet at her house my new girlfriend, steve and me get a taxthe dreamerto sara's house in the taxi, steve is looking at my new girlfriend the dreamerknow the look at sara's, sara likes steve and steve and sara agree to see each other the dreamerwrite down sara's phone number for steve my new girlfriend is as innocent as the day is long she wants to be friends with everyone my new girlfriend asks sara for her phone number that goes against sara's sense of etiquette and sara, with a controlled sense of outrage says, "you're the other woman, you don't get my number" my new girlfriend has experienced something new and unpleasant and looks hurt she reminds me of an awake-time person trying to remember who when as this is being typed : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - relationships () female () sara (2+) male () steve (3+) 27052020 the name of the dreams: preferences/peace observing a girl at the computer there were twelve or so oblongs with rounded corners (stretched ellipses) along the top of the screen page the page was one of dozens that were visible below the page she was working on and the edges of more pages were visible to the right of the page she was working on the image on the screen came across as a soft folder with transparent pages she rubbed out a single image on the page, went to the far-right stretched ellipse which hard the word "preferences" on it when clicked, the options showed there were many options "erase don't+delete" was chosen the space that was left after the "erase don't+delete" option was applied left a faint smudged look on the page, the way a word or image is made with a pencil after it had been "rubbered" out the row of stretched-ellipses at the top of the screen became too long to accommodate another stretched ellipse and the added new option was "shuffled" to the bottom-left underneath the row of ellipses that were already there although it was a girl at the computer it was me who clicked the preference and the "erase don't+delete" option as is becoming the norm, the ease with which the mouse could move the pointer around the screen and the "first-time response" when right and left-clicking the mouse produced a satisfying feeling in the dream second dream, a woman was lying on her back with an infant on her left nipple the woman's blouse or pyjama top covered her right breast a man's voice asked, "is there anythingthe dreamercan do ?" in the next scene, the man was lying down to the right of the woman holding another baby to the right breast of the woman her right arm wasn't visible the eyes of all four people were closed they looked at peace it's thought-provoking that the writer was an observer in the second dream (can you guess why ?) : addenda: vividness: 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - two-themed dream () computer () baby and mother () breastfeeding () 26052020 the name of the dream: unknown destination nighttime in the car parked at the curb the sound of metal against glass a few centimetres from my right ear startles me a mature woman is looking at me with an expressionless face wind the window down she asks me to take her home the dreamersay, "alright", must be at a loose end myself when she is in the car she doesn't give me an address but instructions during the instructions, she mentions double iron gates along with the instructions it allows me to pinpoint her destination at the iron gates a man tells me he doesn't know her the woman describes the destination again there's only one other place that fits the bill at the next destination she shakes her head when asked if this is where she means it becomes obvious she has memory-problems the dream ends after deciding to take her back to where we were at the beginning of the dream : addenda: vividness: 2.7 - participant - the category of the dream - people with dementia/alzheimer's (2?) 25052020 the name of the dreams: the stylish coat and the unsavoured fruit drink first theme a neighbour had a thigh-length coat it was a faint-red colour and made of a crinkly material that looked like plastic was trying to persuade my neighbour to swap it for a coat of mine he had three or four coats, but he wasn't interested in swapping it was his favourite coat it was one of those coats that looked good on anyone tried offering him money as well as my coat it became obvious no amount of money would be enough had resigned myself to not getting the coat when he mentioned something about the colour of the coat the colour of the coatthe dreamerwanted was different to the colour he said it turned out he thought the coatthe dreamerwanted was his favourite coat when we both realised it wasn't, a deal was "on" and the coat was as good as mine second theme a big, juicy orange is begging me to eat it decide to squeeze the juice out of it and drink it knew there was a cone-shaped, hard-plastic squeeze-and-twist orange juice-extractor somewhere in amongst the kitchen utensils it took a long while of rummaging through cupboards and boxes but determination paid off and it came to light irony of ironies, the dream finished beforethe dreamerhad a taste of the orange : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dream () coats () fruit () oranges () 24052020 the name of the dream: the wave of eternity with sis on the upstairs front seat of a double-decker bus we are on our way to see auntie g explaining to her the enormous implications of endless life "do you realise what endlessness means ?", my excitement is uncontrollable "no matter how much you can think of, it can never be more than a little bit", i'm beside myself a visualisation occurs in the dream an immense wave, so large it blots out the sky, has just lifted me up and is carrying me along in its wake just ahead, the intimidating power of the grey mass is slowly moving away it is as though a wave of eternity has just washed over me notes 1 occasionally, feelings of an indescribable size occur in awake-time the concept of size though does, as on this occasion, come through with a stark reality the mind has nowhere to go, so it diminishes verwhelming size comes through most forcefully in dreams though again, the notion that the dream-time conscious is a more sophisticated level of consciousness asserts itself see... https://wordpress.com/pages/endicat.com : addenda: vividness: 3.4 = participant - the category of the dream - insights into endlessness (3+) 23052020 the name of the dream: the all-female song contest there are two acts which were especially vivid in the memory upon waking a suntanned, lean woman, with her long dark hair styled in curls the way she emphasised the words of the song and the accompanying stalled movements as she looked into the camera and stressed the condemnatory line to the man who had cheated on her the song came across as being from her own experience the second act was a cutie-girl slight, vulnerable and in need of protection hers was a love song it was aimed at every male if you didn't want to hold and embrace her, you weren't red-blooded an odd twist occurred in this dream the competitors were filmed the following morning as they wake up as you would see them if you had slept with them, or it may have been a two-day music festival the thing was, they were sleeping in vehicles the cutie-doll competitor was sleeping on the back seat of a car she was still drowsy, it didn't look like she had slept comfortably one of the others was in a van the two back doors of the van were opened suddenly and showed her getting dressed fairly sure this enjoyable dream was partly due to watching the film "when we were kings" before going to sleep and partly the result of an all-green vegetable cooked meal before watching the film : addenda: vividness: 4.3 to 4.6 - observer - the category of the dream - music contest () female () 22052020 the name of the dream: an opportunity taken on a train in holland making my way back to blighty start chatting with a couple they are at loggerheads the girl, in particular, is unhappy with her situation from the snippets of conversation between them, the reason for her discontent becomes clear he is unable to provide her with a permanent place to stay her glances at me during their petty squabbling tells me what she is thinking, she's ready to move on at an opportune moment,the dreamerask her if two-thousand euros is enough to get established the composure of her face changes as she realises it is a direct offer for us to start a relationship the scene changes we are off the train and in a coach station we are catching different coaches and we are about to part by now the girl andthe dreamerhave established an unspoken understanding the girl's companion has got onto the coach and has disappeared into depths at the back of the coach the girl is visibly relieved whenthe dreamersuggest we swap phone numbers she is impressed when, in a single, deft movement,the dreamerwhisk a silver pen that is hooked into my back pocket into a writing position in front of me she is expecting me to do something similar and produce a piece of paper the driver of the coach shakes his head when asked if he has a bit of paper this is a critical junction the dreamerhave to maintain my super-efficient style and keep her confidence an empty cigarette packet on the floor saves the moment with a few quick tears of the packet, there is a five by five-centimetre piece of stiff paper to write down my phone number after passing her the piece of paper the dream ends : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - holland () holidays () relationships () female () 21052020 the name of the dream: bestiality watching a documentary about a man who had copulated with a dog the first three births were dogs at that point, it was thought the documentary was pointing out that nature would always favour the female when the cross-breeding of species occurs for the next three or four scenes, human traits began to emerge and the human features became more and more dominant my emotions went from pity to revulsion as nature produced more and more grotesque forms : addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - bestiality (1) man/dog (1) 20052020 the name of the dreams: coconut bonanza this dream is aligned to a specific tense of time of another undulation food is the no. 1 commodity specifically, the lack of it it is a day by day struggle my situation is that food is not a problem with enough resources to adequately feed myself, it is possible to able to help the neighbours with access to a twenty-four-hour delivery service and by juggling my finances, it is possible to take the pressure off the lack of basic foods of about ten people it becomes possible to get the occasional "treat" more than one person suggests that one coconut would be sufficient to share with everyone my supplier didn't have them within a day, inquiries led me to a supplier who would be able to supply fifty people immediately told the neighbours about the "find" they were overjoyed they couldn't believe that something which only existed in their wildest dreams was in abundance one would be available the following day my suggestion of getting a years supply (fifty) was too indulgent still, they would be pleasantly surprised if in one became available now and then addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - food () coconuts (1) 19052020 the name of the dream: the hash thief in holland an entrepreneurial somebody had turned a coach into a cafe like an awful lot of holland, people were packed together this place had taken things to the limit it was was a contender for the most crowded cafe in the world forget about sitting the best you could hope for was to find a spot standing even then, it felt as though you were part of a single entity it was as though people were breathing in and out in unison got a drink and squeezed into a spot next to the counter and the side of the bus away from the door looking around in my immediate area noticed five or six plants on a shelf next to the trickling-with-condensation window something on the soil of one of the plant pots caught my eye it was 2.5 cm square and wrapped in cellophane after a few seconds of trying to make sense of it clicked, it was a lump of hash reached into the plant pot and picked it up had just found fifty-euros worth of hash became aware of the face of a girl on the serving-side of the counter looking at me it belonged to her or somebody she knew and had probably seen me looking at it she was now waiting to see what my response would be to me knowing it belonged to her or someone she knew in my part of the jungle possession is nine-tenths of the law pretended to drop it when stooping down to pick it up the cover of the counter prevented her from seeing me making my way to the door two metres away she did see me while alighting from the bus and called out off the bus and moving away, a glance back gave me the picture of two lads not far behind they didn't look happy as was mentioned at the beginning, holland is jam-packed with people the street in this scene wasn't that much less crowded than the coach-cafe was the stoop-and-hide trick had given me the time to get off the bus before the alarm was sounded, it might work again have you tried moving with haste while stooping ? it takes quite some effort to move in a curve my pursuers hadn't caught me when the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - holland/hash (3+) 18052020 the name of the dreams: the ribbing, a dutiful man, a delivery that could have been more inherited a large house the dining table was the length of a living room there are four of us sitting around it didn't know one of the people mom and steve were the twothe dreamerdid know steve responded to the invitation, asthe dreamerthought he would the invitation had been handed to him by a friend of histhe dreamerhad only visited once this friend of steve's didn't have a sense of humour he was an uncompromisingly straight guy he was the perfect person to deliver the invitation along with the written invitation, there was a photo in the envelope the photo was of me lying on my front naked the invitation had been deliberately left unsealed the dreamerknew the guy well enough to know he would check the contents to make sure it wasn't something which would have any "comeback" for him it worked as planned he would put two and two together and assume steve and me were "at it" it may go "viral" and become something of a talking point steve would see the humour in it and explain my sense of humour to his mate the dreamerknew steve wouldn't let me get away with it and would have something up his sleeve equally embarrassing in store for me brought him in on my good fortune and was going to make sure he enjoyed the rest of his second dream this dream is at my current location have just returned from doing something arduous or even dangerous it wasn't something which needed doing but was one of those things which, if done, produced an enhanced state for some or many people it wasn't a shot for glory or fame it was a small dribble of water seeping through a giant dam something which was inconsequential in itself but represented a malaise alas,the dreamerfailed my love asked me not to do it she was quite firm in her request it might mean our relationship would take a turn for the worse ifthe dreamerdid inside where we livedthe dreamerexpected she was going to announce our relationship was over between the time of me leaving and doing that which was thought necessary and getting back home she had re-thought the situation instead of getting the "cold shoulder", she was smiling she laid me down and then laid on top of me through her clothes her full breasts dissipated the weight of her body all thatthe dreamercould feel was a soft, mushy pressure that had no weight third dream was asked to deliver a package on behalf of someone at the house, was invited in by the person who looked after the person the package was meant for, she was either a good friend or a relative the woman the package was meant for was chair-bound the woman who opened the door to me introduced me to the elderly woman in an extremely courteous manner it gave me the impression she held the elderly woman in esteem, almost reverence the woman in the chair was frail she could hear clearly but could only talk in a hesitant whisper the dreamerasked her if she would like to hear one of the experiences of my life neither of them said anything the thought crossed my mind to ask the elderly woman to relate one her experiences but never voiced it the atmosphere in the room became awkward addressing both the womanthe dreamersaid, "i'm sure that either of us could enrich the life of the other with a story" when there was no reply,the dreamergot up and left, feeling that an opportunity of sorts had been missed : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - three-scene dream () 17052020 the name of the dreams: two-ways to burp a baby/babies know what's good for them in the first scene there three adults and a baby the baby is lying slightly propped up on his back he is moving, looks like he is trying to get comfortable but is making sounds that have a note of distress in them go over to baby to see what's what mom says. "he needs burping" my impression is he can hear the sounds in the room and is trying to sit up and have a "look-see" at what's going on put the forefingers of my hands into his open palms, he clenches his fists the dreamerlean back and baby lifts up off his back, then lower him back down do it again, only the second time it's faster carry on doing that until the lowering back down movement is fast enough to cause him to rebound a bit after two or three times baby gives off baby laughs the second or third laugh comes out with some force the dreamerthink it had a burp in it second dream the fridge door is open and baby, wearing blue dungarees, has her fingers in a small jar the jar contains food which didn't go in the last meal; multi-veg soup am keeping an eye on her as she uses two fingers and scoops out about a teaspoonful of the food of the things in her fingers, the first thing she puts in her mouth is a bit of potato the second thing is a bit of carrot the third thing is a white, baby onion mom walks by and glances at her mom sees baby is enjoying herself (since when didn't men have the sense to find out what is good or bad for a baby) and carries on unconcerned the next thing she eats is a one-centimetre-long bit of a green fine bean baby is in her element she is feeding herself and enjoying what she is eating she's enjoying eating it cold, which is more thanthe dreamercould do give myself a mental pat on the back know now what to give her another time : addenda: vividness: 3.8 - participant/observer - the category of the dreams: babies () 16052020 the name of the dream: the collaboration at home, on my own and at the computer there are three other people, we are screensharing and communicating by voice the four of us are making suggestions on how to simplify and explain subtle changes in important points on the screen are two columns of folders the folders disappear off the bottom of the screen that meant that on the screen of the laptop there were more than sixty folders anyone could suggest a change at any time there were several times when someone suggested something which was then elaborated upon by someone else, which in turn was corrected by a third person in dream-time, the dream lasts a full minute, which translates to ten minutes of awake-time eventually, we were all satisfied with the final draft the dreamersaid, "is it the left-hand column we're saving" someone said, "yes" deleted the right-hand column and said, "thank you, gentlemen, everyone contributed" my final sentence was going to be, "such are successful collaborations made" the sentence had formed in my mind but the dream ended before it was spoken : addenda: vividness: 3.8 - participant and observer: the category of the dream - joint website-building (1) 15052020 the name of the dream: x dream u/f notes 1 the end of the dream became a montage scene the vag slowly sealed and left smooth skin where it had been it was exactly like a stop motion sequence in clay this scene was the result of trying to rush things with a girl who didn't want to be rushed : addenda: vividness: 4.3 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () 14052020 the name of the dream the jewellery folder and the sony intrusion had a black, a4-sized folder with see-through sleeves about five of the sleeves each had about twenty gold-coloured trinkets in them the trinkets had a wide variety of themes although they were gold-coloured it was most likely they were metal with gold paint took the folder into town to get them evaluated in the brightly-lit shop, the assistant showed a lot of interest in many of the items it made me realise they were gold and worth a lot more than was thought every time she became excited about another trinketthe dreamerwas ticking off another item from the list of things i'd always wanted but could never, until now, afford another dream of realised riches the sony intrusion a representative from sony called he was trying to sell me the latest improvement to the sony range of home products specifically, a red cable which ran from the telephone connection to the t.v. the cable would double the clarity of the t.v. picture didn't doubt it would do what he said but the price would be horrendous let him walk me through all the positive things the cable would bring but had no intention of buying it it was obvious it was going to be beyond my budget you don't get an impromptu home visit from sony, so they can sell you something cheap didn't ask the price and left him dangling the following morning sounds from the hallway woke me up (dream within a dream) in the hallway was a sony workman wearing a crisp, clean white overall he was installing the wire there was no way he could have got in without a key the salesman from the day before must have told him what type of lock the door had and big company resources had the means to do the rest was dumbfounded and could feel a controlled outrage welling up in me asthe dreamerwas waking up addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - two-themed dream () dream within a dream () gold () t.v. () 13052020 the name of the dreams: dark and dingy and bright and airy there was a running scene before these two dreams this first dream was a strange one from the start at a coach station in london on my way to another part of the country the queue for tickets had at least thirty people in it the first half of the queue was at right angles to the other half there was no queue for people paying by card had to walk alongside the paying queue to get into the coaches area and use the card people were looking at me with a mixture of envy and disdain in the coaches bay, there weren't any coaches was hungry and decided to get something to eat looked around there wasn't a single bright light anywhere (the only bright scene in this dream was the line for the queue) no vending machines, no sign for the toilets, no coaches with lights, there weren't any coaches the coach-bay looked like it could accommodate about eight coaches in the next scene, which was shades of black and dark browns, three people are moving about the nearest to me was a man wearing heavy-duty dark glasses, the type people with impaired vision use asked him if he knew where a person could get something to eat he replied with a venomous sarcasm, "dothe dreamerlook likethe dreamerwould know where anything is" went out of the coach station into the street would be able to see signs in the street, sothe dreamerthought in the street still no lights the brightest thing visible was the glistening walls of an alley walked through the enclosed alley into another dark street asked a passerby if he knew where there was somewhere to get something to eat he barely hesitated before he said, "you can get something at my place" in the next scene, we have entered his place something is wrong he spoke pleasantly, and, he was smartly dressed in a suit, shirt and tie but his "place" looked like it was condemned the only place to go was up all that was left of the bannister was a sturdy but wobbly bannister anchor-post the carpet was torn and scuffed as we walked up the stairsthe dreamersaid sincerely, "sorry to have invaded your home" just before we entered a door on the landing at the top of the stairs a girl in her early twenties came out of the room she had the look of a girl who was sleeping rough but moved spritely inside the room, and remember, you still need a torch to see yourself through this dream, the are four males sleeping on mattresses on the floor the mattresses are touching at their bottom corners and form a square space the man says something in a commanding way and the man on the mattress furthest from me stirs and begins to get up he is six-foot-four if he's an inch and looks as rough as broken bricks in the next scene, another man, another "big 'un", again, like the first manthe dreamermet in the street, is smartly dressed and wearing a knee-length dark blue crombie coat is standing on my left he puts his arm across my back and applies a little pressure we begin to move to the corner of the room to a table with four or five bottles of shorts on it the dreamermention food he says, "let's have a drink first" the seriousness of the situation hits me i'm in the hands of a couple of street-level "wide boys" on the verge of gangsterism i'm going to be robbed and maybe worse if this dream doesn't end soon the dream ends second dream the current "pandemic" has gone a second crisis, much, much, more deadly than anything we thought possible, is about to break loose the vast majority of people have accepted the end is coming instead of going into a state of depression, everyone does the opposite everybody decides to do everything they always wanted to do before they die an air of festivity grips the world uninhibited acts of celebrations of small and large groups put everything they've got into realising the hopes and dreams the ones they love and more than that, people give their time and resources into helping other people realise their dreams the air is filled with balloons and other colourful things that float the sun is shining more brightly than it ever has a bird's-eye view of dancing and music, carnival processions and colourful costume fill the parks and streets it's as though a thousand years of raining has stopped and fine weather is how it's going to be from now on the festival atmosphere goes on and on as the celebrations go on, everyone starts to realise that, like the great hoax we are currently experiencing, the even more terrible tragedy we were told to expect was itself a hoax the worst is over it is a reminder to us all that the only enslavement we can be subjected to is that which we allow ourselves to be subjected to it the festivities were in full flow when the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 2.4 to 4.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - extremes of category and addenda: vividness: (1?) topical (3+) coronavirus (1) 12052020 the name of the dreams: the eiderdown incident - the bigoted policeman - the find with caz we are walking alongside a house on the corner of a street the space between the house and a tall wall gave access to the back of the houses on the street we had just passed the house itself and were level with the start of its garden there was a gap in a thigh-high wall which separated the house from jetty and gave the occupants of the corner house access to the jetty that ran alongside their home on the floor just inside the low wall was an eiderdown patterned with four or five thick bands of black and white the dreamersaid to c, "that would look nice on our bed" c acted on my prompt, bent down and picked it up we were almost at the corner where the low wall ended and about to turn left when the woman of the house came out she had seen us pick up the eiderdown and was furious other people came out of her house running for it was not an option the "jig" was up the next scene would have been us being apprehended and who knows what would have happened before it got to that scene the dreamer says to c, "tell them that you thought it had been thrown away and were going to give it someone you know who was hard up and needed blankets for the children's bed" the bigoted policeman two of us, a middle-eastern or indian man, were being interviewed by two policemen not sure what we had done it wasn't a serious offence and another policeman might have given us a "telling off" and leave it at that one of the policemen though, a tall lanky bloke, was a racist and wanted to cause as much trouble as possible as he could for my friend, and consequently me the dreamerpleaded my case and the second policeman said we could go the tall cop was beside himself with frustration and said to the other cop, "whose side are you on?" the food in a tube it is evening two of us are on our way home we see a white tube, twice the size of a large tube of toothpaste, on the floor we immediately recognise it as expensive paste spread the writing on the tube and the smell and the taste tell us we have made a "find" no sooner have began walking again when we see more of the tubes ahead of us they are evenly spaced out, about three or four metres between each one any number of people will pay handsomely for them this is another dream with a "mother lode" in it addenda: vividness: (3) - participant - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (20+) 11052020 the name of the dream: a gathering of the clan they were all there... belinda, liz, matthew, matthews wife and the new addition to the family, hassan... the new baby was the centre of attention then it ws me being asthe dreamerwas the only representative of the caucasian ethnicity had brought cassettes for the occasion had brought cassettes with dance music on them for the occasion one of the girls enthused about one track in particular saidthe dreamerwould be glad to make a copy of it having said that there was no way around it would have to go and buy a cassette to copy onto the obvious thing to do was give her the tape problem was there was essential music on the tape tracks that could not be replaced someone offered to go to the shop and buy one couldn't let someone else do something that was my idea once i'd committed to recording music it would mean having to go into town went off into town to get one it must have been christmas the town centre was heaving : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - friends and family gatherings (3+) 10052020 the name of the dream: x dream (otl) 09052020 the name of the dream: who's a naughty boy then two of us have been charged with embezzlement the dreamerwas the main culprit because it was me who conceived the scam and operated it from my business premises in court, the judge wanted to know where we lived the co-accused lived with his parents the dreamerlived alone the judge was weighing up whether we had a home environment which would mitigate our circumstances in terms of parental influence realising where his thinking was goingthe dreamersaidthe dreamerwould be stopping the business and going to live with my mother or brother what was going trough my mind was the disastrous effects which would follow a prison sentence the dreamerhadn't made any preparations to move my belongings a prison sentence, even a small sentence of three months, would mean the council would move my belongings to who knows where, by who knows who of my thousands of items, big and small, many would go "missing" things which were crucial to my identity losses that were too great to replace the feeling of loss stayed with me for twenty or thirty seconds of awake-time : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - theft (2+) embezzlement 08052020 the name of the dream: in the mind of men at home watching the telly a news flash breaks into the programme an u.f.o. has been sighted go out into town to take a look near the top of lower-north street about fifty-metres from the house, the dreamer look skyward it is a not quite a full moon a fish the shape of a goldfish but without any fins and mainly grey and silver passes in front of the moon it is moving serenely, not unlike an airship after two or three seconds it vanishes it reappears in a different position a moment later again, both the fish and the moon are in the scene although it is larger than the moon and its details are clearly visible, decide to go home and get the binoculars to see it in greater detail back in the house, two acquaintances have joined the dream explain the situation and urge them to come with me to have a look they think it's a prank of some kind and refuse to come with me my continual imploring convinces them and we set off we are in the same spot wherethe dreamerfirst saw it they are still in a sceptical frame of mind and are waiting for me to tell them what the joke is the fish appears again "look",the dreamersay, pointing skyward the two lads look and visibly stiffen they are not in awe but a mild shock in the next scene, a man is lying down on what looks like a medical bed someone to the right of him uses a flat, stiff white board to waft air over across him the man's faces relaxes, and, he smiles contentedly (it reminds me of a scene from a film where robert de nero is lying down and inhales opium from a pipe) the next scene lasts until the dream finishes for three seconds or so, the scene is superimposed over the man's face (what he is seeing in his mind's eye) it is an overhead scene, angled at about twenty-five degrees the dominant feature is a bridge it looks like the brooklyn bridge in new york the bridge is busy with traffic going in both ways there are ships on the water, fifteen and twenty-storey buildings beyond the bridge and roads and sidewalks thronging with vehicles and people the sky is blue and partly clouded then, dramatically, everything, the bridge, the buildings, the sky turns into flames underneath the carnage, the face of the man on the medical bed is visible he is smiling the way an opium addict smiles as waves of pleasure from the drug make themselves felt notes 1 this dream is the result the pde's make no mistake, there are people behind the scenes pulling the strings who are "drawn" to explosions and seeing things burn the resources they use and the lengths they go to, to implement their deceit is staggering notes 2 another dream set in exeter : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - observer - the category of the dream - explosions and fire (3+) 07052020 the name of the dream: down the uphill there is a competitive friendship with another person my age he has an electric scooter the dreamerhave a super-light twenty-seven gear mountain bike each of us is determined to prove our way of getting about is the best it wasn't arranged, but on this occassion, we were both at the same place we are at the bottom of a two-hundred-metre incline of about twenty-degrees there are two tarmac paths one is for walking and the one to the right is for pushbikes this is the perfect opportunity for one of us to prove to the other he is right the glint in his eye tells me he thinks he's going to win it only stiffens my determination to beat him we're off the low gearing on my bike allows me to pedal at near sprinting-speed the incline at the top of the up-slope increases it is too steep for sprint-speed the dreameram reduced to a slow walking pace and my legs are tiring he has almost caught up with me jump off the bike and push it the remaining ten-metres to the top the dreameram still ahead, just am over the peak of the hill and ready to begin the descent looking down the hill the acute decline causes me to baulk it wasn't so much a sharp decline it was more like a sloped cliff (about the same angle as the one in the dream of 19032018) looking at both paths, the wider one, the onethe dreamerwas on, wasn't as well-maintained as the narrower path could see dark patches here and there which told me it wasn't smooth like the walking path the chances are there could be mini-potholes the size of tablespoons would be moving at the best part of fifty or sixty-kilometres per hour fast enough to break a bone or two couldn't swap paths as that would be breaking the unspoken "rules" of the race took a deep breath and began the descent it didn't take long to get to a top speed was going so fast that even the top gear on the bike was too low to add impetus to the speed the extra weight on the other person's vehicle was heavier than mine which gave him more stability the extra weight plus the pull of gravity and the increased speed gained by the other person keeping the throttle open got him to the crossroads at the bottom ahead of me by twenty or more metres didn't look at him when we were side by side waiting for the lights to change,the dreamerknew he would have a smug grin on his face : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - pushbikes (2+) and electric scooters (1) 06052020 the name of the dream: the courier and tingling fingers my landlord's rent collector tasked me with delivering a years rent to the owner of the property the money had a bankers sleeve wrapped around it didn't see the amount on the sleeve but the top note showed a hundred it was ten-thousand if it were a penny after showing me the bundle, he put it in an envelope he then said in a strict, stern way, "you must place it in the landlord's hands and get a receipt" got the feeling the landlord was a female then, something out of context with the money-theme of the dream happened there were three fixtures on the ceiling of the room a heater, a light, the light was enclosed in a semi-circular, white housing, and gave off a "soft" glow, and a bulb attached to a cord which dangled a third of a metre from into the room the bulb gave off a dull-red glow the amount of light it gave off wasn't anyway near enough to see around the room if the ceiling light failed couldn't figure out what it was meant for the dreamerreached up to touch it when my hand was about twenty-centimetres close to the bulb it produced a tingling feeling in my fingers and more than that, there were red particles falling in slow motion, a bit like fine rain the closer my hand moved towards the bulb the more intense the tingling became (the stand-out visual of the dream and the stand-out tactile of any dream except x dreams) and the more the individual particles stood out the dream then went back to being a money-themed dream another tenant, looking suspiciously like a teenage-version of alex jones, came into the room the subject of delivering the money came up he picked up the money and left the room he re-entered the room in the next scene with the money in his hand from what he said it suggested to me he had discussed the idea of how how he could work a "scam" with someone else and realised it wouldn't work unlessthe dreamerended up as the culprit he made a suggestion it was risky and would mean me having to deviate from what the rent collector had said the dreamerrepeated to him what the rent collector said, emphasising he had used the word "you" the dreamerthen said, "it is tempting though" the dream then switched back to the theme of the light the dreamersaid, "put your hand close to that", pointing to the red light he put his hand near the white light "my apologies, the next one",the dreamersaid he moved his hand toward the light and lingered it there the dream ended as he was looking at me with a surprised and puzzled inquisitiveness : addenda: vividness:: 2.8 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - money () visual plus tactile (8+) 05052020 the name of the dream: an acquaintance made a surprise visit to the home of an acquaintance it was the first timethe dreamerhad visited he was a black hole for money he wasn't in, his partner and her nine or ten-year-old daughter were bought the young girl a white shelf-radio the young girl was over the moon she went into a state of over-excitement she was too young to be faking it from there on inthe dreamercould do no wrong kept the "vibe" going and gave his partner a tenner if i'd bought a bottle of something to drink, it would have been party time the acquaintance entered the dream he was taking in the situation he wasn't so happy, but there's no way he was going to spoil the atmosphere waited until it was time to go beforethe dreamergave his partner another tenner it would have been "bad form" not to give him something his mood lifted whenthe dreamergave him ten pounds addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () 04052020 the name of the dream: conspirator's first scene about twenty people sitting at about twelve tables in the dining room of an elderly people care home one of the people sitting two tables into the room from my point of view claps his hands someone a row over to the right and a table further into the room throws an orange to the man who clapped his hands second scene my home is a ground-floor flat it has an outer see-through door with a mesh curtain and a solid inner-door my point of view in this scene is about five-metres from the doors a girl is at the door of the next-door neighbour the girl reminds me of a particularly devious womanthe dreamerhad come into contact with in awake-time when in my early twenties next scene the girl at the door of the neighbour has a cotton bud stick in her hand and is placing it into the open wound of a slit throat notes 1 it wasn't untilthe dreamerwas in my fifties that it was realised she was aligned to the british oligarch's and had steered me into an awake-time relationship with an exceptionally appealing woman the girlthe dreamerfound so desirable became an awake-time girlfriend and is mentioned in the of the dream of 01042018 upon waking, a quick look through the returns of the search term "can a virus live in a dead person" confirmed that this dream has a basis in awake-time : addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - topical () coronavirus conspiracy () 03052020 the name of the dream: when the cock, cock robin comes... very late at night an altercation between three or four biggish men woke me up don't know what the problem was for me, the problem was i'd been woken jumped out of bed and went onto the landing and began shouting even louder than the other people they all fell quiet next sequence, this sequence had the same feelings in it as the dream of 08112017 was hopping and skipping along in a rhythmic way and making sounds that accompanied the sound of my feet as they touched the ground two people joined in making sounds but were out of sync with me the dreamersaid in an encouraging way, "no, it's not dop de dop de de dop, it's de dop dop dop de dop dop dop dop" next sequence, was making my way along a concrete channel about three metres deep and a metre wide there were young boys standing atop of each side of the channel there was an air of expectation coming from the boys stopped, looked up at the boys and began singing (the dream became externalised at this moment) the teddy bears picnic song in a soft voice the boys listened intently before the last word of the last linethe dreamerstopped moving and singing looked up to the boys and hesitated slowly began raising my arms and they finished the song in unison in a soft voice... "picnic" the final sequence, wading through sludge the sludge came up to my waist the level of the substance eventually became ankle deep people came into the dream the dreamersaid something reassuring the dream ended felt really good asthe dreamerbegan waking and let out a long laugh great dream addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - feel-good dream () 02052020 the name of the dream: double-duped researchers thoughtthe dreamerwas the best person to assess the effects of a drug the researchers wanted to know how morphine compared to another drug in terms of addictiveness in one scene,the dreamerasked, "which one of the drugs first occurred in nature ?" the reply was, "that's what we're trying to find out" wasn't keen on doing the experiment it crossed my mind there might be another reason they asked me and not someone who was a chemist or another researcher the dreamerthought there was something sinister going on when the dream ended second dream became friends with a man who lived in the next town to me he brought me to his house and introduced me to his wife or long-time girlfriend his wife had a life-long friend the new-found friend was pairing me up with his partner's friend, who, as it happened, was an agreeably nice person we "hit it off" straight away the new friend suggested we go for a night out that was o.k. by me the dreamerautomatically assumed he meant the four of us the dreamermentioned it to his partner's friend, she agreed as we were preparing to go outthe dreamermentioned to him that the girlthe dreamerhad become friends with was looking forward to going out for the night he said we should leave the girls at home and go out on our own the dreamerdidn't take him seriously and said, "we can put her in the boot" he jumped down my throat and said vehemently, "she's" got a kid" the dreamerthen realised the basis of the relationship between him and me the dreamerwas to accompany him on a night out while he looked for a "bit on the side" notes 1 the drug dream was undoubtedly due to thinking about the "vaccine" that will be introduced to combat the coronavirus : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - topical () corona virus () and relationships () male () 01052020 the name of the dream: one's own opinion isn't always right this dream is set in a community centre or hospital the room has a high ceiling and is about twenty-five by twenty-five metres to begin with the room is empty if ever a room needing filling with people, this was it next scene, the musc system is set up and the people are waiting for the music to start playing there are about forty people or so a woman asks what sort of musicthe dreamerwill be playing when she hears the word "rave" her face shows concern "they won't dance to it", she says looking around at the people in the roomthe dreamerrealise she is right the dreamersuggest a song that was a big hit in the next scene, everybody is dancing and singing along with the song it is a female vocalist singing a song with a solid beat; like "hey margarita" as in the dream of 10052019,the dreamerknow the words of the song even though it is the first timethe dreamerhave heard it the dream externalises andthe dreamerwake to the sound of my own voice singing along with the song : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - music/dancing (6+) externalised () 30042020 the name of the dream: getting the knack of it a dream about computer folders the folders contained pictures and photos there were instructions on how to sort and assemble them used the mouse to initiate changes and move the pictures from place to place this is the first time that using the mouse in a dream didn't present problems : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - computer-related (15+) mouse (1) folders (8+) 29042020 x dream 28042020 the name of the dream: honoured early evening walking along the high street become aware of three girls almost abreast of me hear one of the girls coaxing one her friends to do something next scene, a girl is walking alongside me she says, "would you like to go out with me?" her tone of voice is tentative the first noticeable thing about her is her lipstick it is pink/white (stand-out visual) this is the third time she has approached me in the same way as in the previous two dreams, we go off together can sense her nervousness and put her at ease by saying, "what would you like me to make you to eat?" her sense of confidence becomes palpable and it shows in her gait she straightens up and her head lifts was trying to understand why she thought she might be rejected she was my type andthe dreamerwas looking forward to making her feel happy and secure far from feeling she wasn't good enough for me the dreamerfelt honoured she had chosen me notes 1 the third time this girl has featured in a dream recently : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () female () anne (3) serial dream (2+) 27042020 the name of the dream: the rewards of being meticulous two of us are in the bedroom of one or the other from our vantage point, we can see rockets being launched into space the rockets look like firework rockets being set off from further on down the street the crackling sound of the rocket engines adds to the sense of realism we have a camera and we are taking notes as well the dream shows three or four of the launches the launch site is about two or three kilometres away our meticulous detailing of each launch comes to the attention of one the officials at the control centre we are honoured and are over the moon with excitement when we are invited to be at the launch site for one of the missions : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - space rockets (2+) 26042020 the name of the dream: my landlord was a conservative a long, long time ago, before there were mobile phones there were landline phones in those far-away days, technology only allowed a person to speak to another person via phones from a fixed position in space this dream was from those dark, unenlightened days was living in a bedsit the landlord point-blank refused to let me run a wire for a doorbell from the front door to my bedsit it was immediate eviction for a tenant who made a duplicate key and gave it to a friend or relative decided to put a plaque on the outside of my room with my name on it the problem was, the five-centimetres of the edges of the door which housed the lock was solid enough but the panel of the door was made of flimsy hardboard the problem didn't come to light until it came to using a hand drill to make holes for the screws the hole the drill bit made was too large for the screws a circumstance that didn't reveal itself until after the holes had been drilled had to use glue to affix the plaque to the door when the landlord found out he was furious threats of various types were thrown at me the last scene of the dream played out between the transition from dream-time to awake-time was on the phone to mom and heard myself saying, "you'll have to phone me before you come - the landlord..." out loud addenda: vividness: 3 participant - the category of the dream - externalised () voice () 25042020 the name of the dream: jungles are dangerous a guide, self and an adventurer and his son go into the jungle on an adventure the adventurer was hoping to find something in particular not sure what it was, the remains of a lost tribe or civilisationthe dreamerthink it was thick jungle which had to be hacked through the dreamerwas the youngest of the group the jungle was too dense for me to cut through andthe dreamercould only do a few minutes at a time we had to come back after a few scenes because the son of the adventurer became ill back at the camp, the father of the boy examined his child whatever it was it was really nasty his skin was wrinkled and shrivelled as he examined the boy the diseased area of his body opened up and revealed a large parasite (stand-out visual) the parasite was the size of a small lizard it was obvious the boy was at death's door the situation was so dire we had to take the boy with us and return into the jungle immediately it was hoped a cure could be found in the habitat of the parasite the dream ended without a satisfactory conclusion notes 1 you know it's a bad dream when the stand-out scene is repellent due, no doubt, to thinking about some of the scenes in the docufilm (out of shadow) addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - pde-influenced (71+) 24042020 the name of the dream: chinese entrepreneurialism a rumour from a reliable source came to my attention a little-used chinese shop had novelly doubled up its takeaway food business and incorporated a laundry service at the same premises that in itself wasn't front-page news what was intriguing, is that the shop was, in fact, a front for the chinese secret services financial rewards were to be had if the story could be substantiated the dreamerwent to investigate there wasn't anyone behind the counter whenthe dreamerentered there was a menu on the counter at the counter, there was what looked like an order for food picked it up and ran out of the shop with it in the next scene, someone connected to the intelligence services examined the writing he concluded there was a hidden message in it the dreamerwas given a handsome reward was encouraged to try to get more information went back to the shop again, there was another note on the counter with writing on it a glance at the note said there was a man who wanted someone left-handed picked it up and ran like billy-o back to the person who had told me to get more information there were two prolonged scenes in which two people were trying to make sense of the hidden meaning in the message there were smiles and laughter when the two people "deciphering" the note realised it wasn't information concerning national intelligence the shop did have a third, undisclosed, business operating from the premises it was a "knocking-shop" the notes were orders left by males with preferences for the type of woman they wanted to have sex with notes 1 this dream was influenced by the film "out of shadow" and the conspiracy surrounding the coronavirus : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - pde-influenced dream (70+) 23042020 the name of the montage: all white this montage took the writer completely by surprise was listening to a "crash out" video with the screen of the t.v. in "picture off" mode was about two minutes into the sound of the video, as much awake as asleep, when an all-white scene filled my consciousness the sudden brightness was quite startling and it caused me to become fully awake when fully awake, a montage of about twelve pictures began presenting themselves they were all of aeroplanes the pictures, some of them contained motion, were so bright that the shape of the planes could only be seen by fine, black lines which outlined the cockpit, wings, fuselage etc. not sure if they were all in flight the shape of one plane, in particular, caught my attention with the simplicity of a will of the mind, it was possible to "freeze-frame" the image and take in the detail it was one of those planes with a double-fuselage a sense of contentment entered the dream and after two or three more images the writer was asleep notes 1 this is the second time in recent months the writer had thought to himself that he would like a montage and got it within a few days of asking this suggests to the writer that montages are a mind-willed phenomenon although there's plenty of scope for them to be timed-to-occur perhaps they can be either addenda: vividness: 4.7 to 5 - observer - the category of the montage: pre-sleep (1) freeze-frame (2+) black and white (2+) aeroplanes (1) 22042020 the name of the dream: the return of bernie the first dream, of two or three scenes, has me lying down on a patch of grass the patch of grass has sloping edges it is elevated from the surrounding grass by about half a metre the patch of grass is the length and width of a bench it is designed for two or three people to sit on the elevated patch of grass is part of a small park the park is about two-hundred metres by two-hundred metres the park is situated in the centre of a ginormous mall the mall reaches right up into the sky it doesn't look like it has a roof, if it has it is transparent the dreameram sleepy and am changing my lying position trying to get comfortable the dreameram lying on my right side the dreamerbecome aware of another body pushing against my back the pushing movements rouse me enough to realise it is one of two girls my lying position is taking up too much of the sitting room for them to sit without being scrunched up the dreamergive a little ground the pushing movements continue it doesn't take long to realise the pushing movements are "suggestive" the dream changes location have just become reacquainted with bernie after being apart from each other for years we are in bed and undressed bernie is expecting our xual activity to be the same as it was, a mutually reciprocating pleasurable experience she doesn't knowthe dreamerhave changed there is then a sequence of more than dozen scenes among them... she runs her hands up both sides of my torso and up to my neck the dreamersay, "that tickles" that had never happened between us before she does it several times the dreamerexplore the area between her rib and hip until she responds with an involuntary movement there are scenes in which we apply the lightest of touches using our lips and fingertips and the merest of pressure to all areas of each others torso there is one scene, whenthe dreamerhave lifted myself and am at arm's length above her,the dreamersuggest she reach out her arms and hold onto me with her arms and legs and lift herself up and press herself into me in one of the last scenes we are both ready for conjoinment, butthe dreamerdon't the dreamerwill have to explain my new view of life x is no longer a self or mutually-gratifying thing it has purpose above all, x is a response to the desire to produce a being that has the characteristic's of childhood my plan is to place us in the company of children and when she is enjoying their company explain... given the right influences in the right environment, a child will exhibit love as soon as she/he can walk she/he will, when... : addenda: vividness: - 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () bernie (4+) 21042020 the name of the dream: the e-type method of treating the coronavirus a think-read dream of half a dozen scenes amending the first line of a new entry for the coronavirus was settling on the name given to this dream as the name for the entry as this dream ended notes 1 this dream was the result of watching an interview with david icke in the interview, he explains how the figures of the number of deaths caused by the coronavirus are manipulated to make the tally of deaths a lot bigger than what they are : addenda: vividness: 3.6 - participant - the category of the dream - topical (4+) coronavirus (1+) 20042020 the name of the dream: the most convoluted, complex, intricate dream ever it is morning time am in town had a couple of thousand pounds in my pocket thought it would be enough to see me through until things changed for the better walked by an all-glass, high building inside there were more than a hundred people dining the scene suggested the diners were not short of money or restricted as to what sort of food they ate these people were close together while everybody else was on "lockdown" had to find out what was going on went to where the orders were placed and started quizzing the woman taking the orders the way things worked was... this part of the dream turned into a think-read a person paid one-thousand pounds for the first meal subsequent meals were paid for out of the one-thousand pounds until the total cost of meals reached five-hundred pounds the patron would then pay a further one-thousand pounds when two-thousand pounds had changed hands the companies banking structure would issue the person with credits the aim was to build up a reserve of credits which gave a person a stake in the company when that was achieved a person had access to the company's health care system then, housing, then holidays etc. the next part of the dream is me in hospital not sure exactly what my ailment was something to do with a skin infection was given a stiff, light-brown cardboard pouch it had flexible triangular ends and a round pouch the pouch was placed over my testicles and penis it settled snuggly against the skin the two curved triangular ends had splits in them the splits opened and closed to let a carnivorous fly inside the pouch and devour parasites that were causing an itching depending on where pressure was applied to the cardboard pouch, it would open the inside curved area and reveal the parasites inside occasionally it would close by itself it was lunchtime for the fly there were a few scenes in the dream which were especially vivid (4.4) a man appeared holding the hand of a chimpanzee the chimp was the size of a three-year-old child the man holding the chimps hand wasn't pulling the chimp but the chimp was moving in the way a three-year-old child would walk when he was walking when he wanted to be standing still; reluctantly offered my hand to the chimp but he didn't seem to notice it the second offering of my hand got the same response on the third time, my entire arm blocked his way he had no choice but to climb over it as he clambered over my armthe dreamerbrought him close to me and exclaimed, "there you are" the chimp didn't respond to me there were dozens of scenes of different situations within the building including the perfunctory x scenes unfortunately, woke up feeling drunk-tired the voice recording settings on the microphone app weren't at their usual levels when it came to listening to the dream-notes my voice was too faint to be recognisable which, in turn, meant that lots of the details of the dream had slipped from the memory by the time it came to typing my own dictation the account of the dream here is from a second recalling notes 1 this dream was partly influenced by watching the film "the platform" before going to sleep : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - Epic dreams (5+) epic hospital dreams (2+) 19042020 the name of the dream: food,clothes and topless women first scene, visiting auntie moo missed the meal there was plenty left over in the kitchen ate two plates of light-coloured greens someone commented on how much i'd eaten second scene, in town buying clothes in a large, brightly lit store settled on a pair of trousers couldn't see a dressing-room anywhere took off my trousers, which caused a few looks of indignation, and tried them on bought them and left the shop third scene, a young woman was talking into a floor-mounted camera when she finished talking she slipped the shoulder straps off her dress the top of her dress fell to her waist and revealed her breasts was wondering why she had done that when the dream ended : vividiness 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - mixed theme dream() 18042020 x dream 17042020 the name of the dream: the census was part of a census team we worked as individuals the census asked four or five questions about personal relationships the questions on the census were too brief to convey their meaning part of the job was to explain in broader terms the implications the trick was to engage the person in conversation our remit was to relate personal accounts of our own experiences and draw the person being interviewed into friend-to-friend answers : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - work () door-to-door (1) 16042020 the name of the dream: rummaging looking through a chest of three drawers for nothing in particular came across a long silver metallic object the size of a straw it could be bent the casing was silver foil (stand-out visual) began to remove the foil inside the foil were globules of hash exclaimed the find to the other people in the dream the atmosphere of the dream became "up-beat" as more of the foil was removed some of the globules fell on the floor put a piece of paper on my lap to catch them when all the globules had been removed picked up the paper with the intention to transfer the globules onto a solid surface the paper bent as it was picked up and all but a few of the globules fell onto the floor the floor was a rough carpet which meant it was going to be too difficult to find and extract them all pressed the palm of my hand onto the carpet and managed to recover enough to get us "stoned" the mood of the dream changed for the worse my girlfriend left the building ran after her shouting out her name : addenda: vividness: 2.7 to 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - hash () 15042020 the name of the dream: dire times resources and money is tightly controlled people can elect to "take a chance" with their weekly allowance and can end up with more than twice their weekly allowance three of us do just that the other two people in the game were friends would pool their share the amount of money to be shared was thirteen-hundred units the suit of one of the four suits in a deck of cards was separted from the rest of the pack the value of each card was equal to the number or picture value of the card a hundred unit note was handed out immediately after each hand each person would take it in turn and draw a card from the thirteen cards the first three draws went to the other people in the game then, my luck changed andthe dreamerwon two or three draws the two people who were sharing had a winning streak and took the next three cards on the "trot" whilethe dreamertook one then,the dreamerwon the last hand with a ten (the stand-out visual) in total,the dreamerwon five hands because the two sharing had won more hands with picture cards they thought they had won the dreamerbegan waking from the dream as the adjudicator was explaining the rules of the game to them his was still explaining asthe dreamerbecame fully awake addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - card games (2+) money () 14042020 the name of the dream: dancing, danger and x at work in the dining area of a secluded, centuries-old mansion not sure what my job is the dining room is square and about twenty by twenty metres the meal has finished and all the catering staff have gone the tables were in the centre of the room during the meal but in this scene, all the tables have been moved from the centre of the room to the edges of the room the dining room area is a highly polished wooden floor there is music playing waltzes which have a deep, consistent beats to it the tempo is just right for freestyle dancing the dreamerfind myself moving and swaying in synchronisation with the beat while moving furniture around people begin filling the room they are wearing formal evening clothes of black and white a couple not in formal dress take to the floor and begin exhibition dancing most of the time their torsos are touching occasionally, they will lean away from each other while holding hands other times they move away from each other completely and then move back together again with individual movements that are in time with the beats on those occasions, they are in freestyle/rave territory the dreamerbegin nodding and swaying with the music after the dancing exhibition, the floor fills with people all eager to do what the exhibition dancers were doing after a few scenes, there is just one couple dancing the room has emptied to five or so people an attractive woman comes to me and takes me onto the dance-floor she must have been watching me during the evening we begin dancing without touching we mock the style of dancing of the pair still on the floor between the polished floor and the soles of my shoes, the dance-floor is perfect for sliding the woman andthe dreamerdance around the edges of the dance-floor our movements blend together in a way which could only occur if we had practised them, but we had never met before the dreamerspoil our synchronised movements on one occasion whenthe dreamertry to drop to my knees and slide but brush against the carpet and throw us out of sync the girl andthe dreamergo to a room and have prolonged x activity unusually, it wasn't anything special (know why) the dreamerleave the building and make for home it isn't untilthe dreamerget to the door thatthe dreamerdiscover that the key to the door is in my work clothes back at the mansion asthe dreamernear the building the lighting in the mansion allows me to see five or six metres into the building behind two sets of glass doors the owner, a tall imposing figure, is dressed in a strange uniform the detail of his clothing becomes clear when i'm standing at the doors it is an animal costume it is a one-piece, tight-fitting black and white costume and looks like a cat or a mouse behind the man are other people also dressed in animal uniforms the owner of the mansion freezes when he sees me i've seen the other side of his lifestyle the dreamercan see him scrutinising me willthe dreamerbe able to put two and two together? i'm a potential threat to the secret goings-on the dreamercan sense danger the dream ends notes 1 it's been four months since the last dancing dream is there, or can there be, patterns to dreams ? dancing, swimming, cooking, kissing, children... rotating monthly, seasonally, yearly : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.9 - participant and observer participant and observer note... participant the dreamers own memories - observer own and/or others memories 13042020 the name of the dream: in the money was informed that i'd inherited six-hundred million the two men who informed me and were administrating the money were gangsters in suits their advice on how to invest it sounded like ultimatums having to deal with the men thoroughly depressed me so much so,the dreamerdecided to submit to everyone their suggestions even thoughthe dreamerknew it was to their advantage then, my fighting spirit asserted itself andthe dreamerdecided to push back my feelings of depression became theirs they became more subdued with every proclamationthe dreamermade "divide the money into three different amounts, put two-hundred million in my current account, put two-hundred million in the bank of china and two-hundred million in a european bank" left a paltry sum of a million for them to invest in the last scene, kept ten-thousand pounds at home, put one-thousand pound in my wallet and went out and about beginning implementing a plan that i've been harbouring for a year or two * this dream was the result of looking at a list of the wealth of thirty high profile and celebrity people during the day : addenda: vividness:: 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream - money () 12042020 name of the dream: the new bee was near the bus stop had a backpack and an over-the-shoulder carry bag the over-the-shoulder bag had a two-metre long butterfly net in it am on my way to an area rich in flora and fauna the reason ? the day before, the mainstream media carried an item about a newly discovered type of bee it had never been seen before it was twice as big as a bumblebee and had an orange tinge to it there was a lot of speculation about how much honey they would produce there was also excited anticipation that the nutrients in the honey would have natural beneficial applications it was the "hot topic" of the day, everyone was talking about it the dreamerintended to catch some and make a habitat they would find productive my objective was to research the benefits of the honey asthe dreamercrossed the roadthe dreamernoticed a woman and a man working on the neighbourhood transformer the man looked at me and said, "what's that for?" he was referring to the over-the-shoulder bag he had deduced what was in the shoulder bag and wanted me to say something the dreamerwagged my finger at him and made the sound "aaahh" he didn't like me not saying anything and said, "why don't you stick it up your" but didn't say the last word the dreamerreplied, "if the oil is the right pricethe dreamermight do that" whenthe dreamerwas at the bus stop a man who was working on his allotment three or four metres from me came over and suggested in a friendly tone thatthe dreamerleave the bees alone he too had figured outthe dreamerwas going to catch some of the bees it seemed to me that he would understand my motives but the dream ended beforethe dreamerhad the chance to tell him aside whenthe dreamerwas aged five and at primary school, during a spell when we were allowed to move freely within the school grounds near a hedge, the squeals of two or three girls caught my attention whenthe dreamerwent to investigate the cause of the commotion it turned out to be a bumblebee it was probably the first time the girls had seen a bumble, it might have been mine too the size of the bee was enhanced by its colour to a young mind, it would be as large as a sparrow the dreamermoved in closer and could see from its graceful flight it wasn't a threat when it landed on a flowerthe dreamerput my finger in front of the direction it was moving the bee did whatthe dreamerthought it would do it climbed onto my finger which, to the bee, was nothing more than a minor obstacle in getting to the flower when it was on my fingerthe dreamerturned around to show the girls it wouldn't harm them the girls stood in silent awe as a new perspective of life entered their minds this memory is one of only half a dozen or so vivid memories from junior school : addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - insects (1+) bees (1) 11042020 the name of the dream: one way of stopping smoking nighttime waiting for a bus at a sheltered bus-stop my bus came into view as it slowed to a stop noticed steve sitting upstairs went upstairs to join him sat down, go out a packet of baccy and began to roll one offered steve one he sccepted it should be mentioned thatthe dreamerwas the only one of steve's close friends who smoked he classed himself as a non-smoker too he had a good method to keep his smoking habit close to non-existent, he never bought any the only time he ever bought fags, he never bought baccy, was when we went out for the night to continue... he then asked if he could have some for later on to a person who smokes "roll-ups", enough baccy to make a few roll-ups is neither here nor there he produced something to put the baccy in the something was too small to put the baccy in without losing the bits that fall off a "clump" of baccy when it's separated from the bulk of it we put a piece of paper underneath the something-that-was-too-small to catch the loose bits as the baccy was transferred from my packet to his something decided to "muck him about" a bit and deliberately let lots of loose bits fall onto the paper "catch-all" as fast as he could scoop the loose bits into an amount big enough to pick up with his fingers there was more to pick up he "twigged" whatthe dreamerwas doing and began to laugh quietly the dreamersaid, "it must be wonderful to live off other people" woke up smiling and chuckling addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances () steve (3+) 10042020 the name of the dream: whatever you do, don't play three-card brag with me it is after the pubs have closed two of us are on the way to visit friends of the person with me we get to the house and enter the downstairs flat of a "period house" there are about nine or ten people, a mixture of girls and boys all but one of them is sitting crossed-legged on the floor in a circle they are playing a variation of whist with nine cards each they are all under the mellowing influence of hash that is the reasonthe dreameram there, to get "stoned" one of the males knows me and exclaims in a friendly way, "it's millie" everyone looks at me the dreameram dressed in brown except for a garish, bright red waistcoat i'm not trying to be trendy, it's just that i've got no dress-sense "score" some hash and join in the game of cards don't join in the game straight away, being engaged in the more serious business of making a "triple-skinner" between the hash and the cards and the girls,the dreameram in my "element" the first hand dealt to me has lots of picture cards in it, mainly clubs and spades the dreamerwin the "pot" the second hand also has a lot of picture cards in it again,the dreamerwin the pot a glance at their faces tells me a sort of weariness is setting in when the third hand has even more picture cards than the previous two hands (the stand-out visual)the dreamerknowthe dreameram on a "roll" the combination of hash and winning elevates me to a new level of "high" andthe dreamerstart making with the "one-liners" "we can play snap if you'd' rather", and "does anybody want to borrow some money?" the dreamerwake up laughing and chuckling addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - laughing dream (6+) card games (1) hash (9+) 09042920 the name of the dream: v-12 this dream is the conclusion to a dream from yesterday didn't make yesterdays dream an entry because couldn't make sense of the details the dream... at a world-famous bodybuilding gym (location unknown) the gym was aptly named the beefcake there were three or four men, all about the same size, standing around an inclined bench they were encouraging and "standing in" for another man as he did a single "rep" which equalled the world record (stand-out visual) the world record is around five-hundred kilogrammes bodybuilding is an art in this dream every factor which is known to take musculature to its zenith is common knowledge the men in the dream had applied the knowledge each of them had exactly the same personal best for the incline bench press movement which equalled the world record every man was, at first glance, the shape and size of the other it was only when the skin and shape of each individual muscle of the men was scrutinised that differences could be seen the men were "warming up" for the contest the contest would take place after an attempt of another world record had been accomplished in a different sport next part of the dream the other world record is an endurance-speed, five-thousand-kilometre solo run as with the maximum lift for the bodybuilders, so too it was for the car the record hardly varied technology had taken every aspect of car engines to their peak only increases of tenths of a second were accepted the world record averaged two-hundred and fifty kph over a five-thousand-kilometre distance, two-thousand-five hundred and fifty kilometres out and the return journey it is the culmination of a new attempt it is nighttime the view is of a lighted straight road that diasappears into the distance three or four kilometres away the road is lined with spectators the finish is brightly lit in the dark distance, the lights of a fast-moving car appear it covers the distance from where it first appears to wherethe dreameram standing in seconds the dreamerbegin cheering the dreameram the only one cheering the dreamerfeel a right "Div" (https://www.google.com/search?q=div+slang&oq=div+slang&aqs=chrome..69i57.8630j0j9&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8) when it dawns on me the car is a safety car making sure there are no obstacles on the road another set of headlights appear in the distance the sound of the engine becomes audible when it is half a kilometre away the sound of the engine takes on different pitches as it gets closer at fifty metres the car has the depth of sound of a tug boat (the stand-out audio) the twelve-litre "v" engine resonates in the body and mind notes 1 the sensation of the movements we are currently experiencing in no way compares to the motions in heaven for one thing, heavenly movement never stops for another, the "feel good" experience never stops notes 2 the writer knows the addictive feeling of the sound and acceleration which accompanies a "v-8" engine having owned two v-8's in the 1980s it would be criminal neglect if the writer did not bring your attention to the consequences of murder the closest the writer came to committing murder was in a v-8 it was as he approached a t-junction the road leading to the t-junction was on a ten-degree incline one or two metres from the junction my speed was five to seven kmph from out of nowhere, three or four girls aged about twelve on bicyles rode off the pavement and onto the road in front of me the dreamerjumped on the brakes but even at a few kmph the bike of the lead girl of the group went under the car it was only by virtue of his "Terrible love" that the girl had the presence of mind to recognise the danger and let go of the bike and fall on the ground the bike was under the left-front wheel and was completely crushed the girl was in a mild state of shock she lived in the next street to the right of where we are took the girl and the bike home both the parents sat in numbed silence asthe dreamerexplained what had happened we all realised just how close we had come to a life-changing-life ending incident see the Car (https://endic.at/E/ETHi/ETHiCAL%20PARAMETERS%201/ethical%20parameters%204.html) there are more than a million child-deaths due to vehicles every year that's four-thousand people each day who have forfeited their place in heaven ! notes 3 don't forfeit your place in heaven for the sake of the addictive feel that goes with the sound and/or sense of acceleration which accompanies driving to understand how we have ingrained into our lifestyle "acceptable" ways people can be killed we have to go back five-thousand years 3000 bc was when the chariot made its debut in those times when a person took a persons life by "accident", they would be confined to a place where they could reflect on what had happened then, along came Jehu the reckless being a commander he was "entitled" to set the "law" he chose to drive his chariot in a way that threatened other peoples lives and earnt the nickname of jehu the reckless (yet another example of the jews making death a normal event) the fact is we have all allowed ourselves to accept that taking a person's life by "accident" is not wrong part of the writer's message is to re-acquaint you with the nature of reality see The law- see Murder : addenda: vividness: 2.9 observer and participant - the category of the dream - serial dream (2+) bodybuilding (2+) cars (3+) 08042020 name of the dream: the sub-agent had impressed the recruitment officer at the interview and was taken on as a freelance secret service agent would be paid according to the usefulness of the information had a few thousand in the bank and thought it would be a good idea to help out my mate steve by "roping" him in on my first assignment steve was a "thinker" he could weigh up a situation with an astutenessthe dreamerdidn't have and his insights were nothing less than brilliant his first "job" was to pose as a waiter in an exclusive restaurant and pick up snippets of information on the "target" the dreamerwas sitting near the entrance to the restaurant, and he would come to me with whenever he heard something he thought was relevant steve was uncomfortable with the work and in particular, he didn't like having to wear the white jacket he, like me, liked being involved in the intrigue and the tax-free money was too tempting to pass by for this particular nights work he would receive forty-pounds it was enough to get him to swallow his pride the dreamerknew it had been a mistake to hire him when, in the last scene of the dream, he came over to me with whatthe dreamerthought was going to be something "juicy" and asked, "when dothe dreamerget paid?" addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - secret services (2+) steve (3+) 07042020 the name of the dream: misplaced thoughts and feelings am on my way to visit people who usually have hash in the hope of buying some from them in the house, there are seven or eight people clustered together in twos with the dominant male of the house sitting on his own it is a very large living room with lots of space between the couples they don't have any hash for sale and no one is smoking the dreamertake out a finger-sized pipe and begin cleaning out the stem in the next scene, there are enough small balls of gooey hash tar to make a "single-skinner" the male sitting on his own comes over and takes the pipe from me the dreamerstand up and make him give it back to me the mood of the people in the room is stern, verging on hostility the dreamersay, "i've noticed there is an air of resentment toward me before but haven't said anything in case it made things worse", and continue, "people can like or dislike people for different reasons" the dreamerthen relate an occasion when a likeable, open effusive male was on the receiving end of animosity from the group of males he was with because they had a sullen nature and his bright nature didn't "sit well" with their feel for life the dreamerask the male who took the pipe from me to explain why he and the people in the room didn't like me he said something which made me ask him why had said what he said he put his arm around my shoulder and said, "let's go outside and talk" the dreamerthought there might be a fight it turned out the reason the group didn't warm to me was thatthe dreamerwas friends with a woman who was friends with someone who had done something really nasty to one of the group anyone who had anything to do with her had to be shunned while the conversation is taking place my attention is drawn to a smallish woman in her late twenties two or three metres away she is looking at me with impatience before another sentence is completed with the malethe dreamerrealise the woman is my sister it's been years since i've seen her the dreamerask the male to excuse me and go to my sister i'm thrilled we've made contact the dreamertell my sister that we'll never lose contact with each other again and begin suggesting things we can do together the dreamerwake from the dream and continue thinking about the things we'll be doing together for the rest of our lives for more than half a minute beforethe dreamerrealise my sister died more than thirty years ago addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () general () family (7+) yvonne (2+) 06042020 two named dreams: first dream: mice in my pocket the first dream was a delightful dream within a dream woke up, and then sat up reached into the pocket of my pyjamas and pulled out two balls of white cloth when the cloth was unravelled it revealed two tiny dark-grey mice with large beige-coloured ears (the stand-out visual 4.2) they, like me, were waking up and orienting themselves to their surroundings with the mice in my hand, got out of bed and walked into the kitchen to the shelf beyond the sink there was a cage on the shelf about twenty-five centimetres on all three sides in the cage, there were five or six miniature features and facilities the items in the cage were just the right size for miniature mice the mice were the size of the top knuckle of the thumb of an average adult hand still in their white wrapsthe dreamerplonked them in the cage they didn't start scampering around asthe dreamerthought they would but stayed still moving their heads only slightly taking in the surroundings they looked up at me it didn't take long to realise that, like any healthy, just-awakened baby, they were hungry was deciding what to get them to eat after giving them water when the dream ended second dream: it's your life a new category of think-read dream: a "page" think-read dream the theme of the text was a summary of the current state of the coronavirus and the strategy to combat it the first two sentences read... "the government has all but admitted that the epidemic is in its worst phase it is now for the people of this country to attack the causes of the virus by getting together and preparing for the worst of the effects in the coming weeks" in terms of the "feel-good" factor this dream was a total contrast to the first dream notes 1 the entire contents of the text were available to read on one page the page was square with approximately twenty-two lines down and the same number of characters for each line notes 2 as is becoming normal with think-read dreams, it was easy to read with only three or four "returns" (going back to the end of the last sentence to maintain the grammatical and contextual flow) needed hadthe dreamerbeen a little less tired and had my wits about me, it would have been possible to dictate the entire text onto the voice recorder notes 3 had stopped reading, listening and watching the news two days before this dream following hancock's proclamation that "people weren't being requested to stay in, but instructed to", was the final straw this is the conservatives using double back-talk to blame others if it wasn't for their love of money, control and power, a trait inextricably bound up with the jews control of money and the media, we wouldn't be in the mess we're in it was the tight-fisted jews, supported by the conservatives, who decided not to put money and resources into tackling the problem in the first place but instead drummed up the concept of the "Herd" approach by the time it was realised the concept if put into practice, would result in vast numbers of people dying that they changed their minds china got it right and managed to avert a total catastrophe by throwing everything they had at the outbreak immediately china lost less than five-thousand people a few weeks ago one of those on the "management" team in britain declared "we'll be doing well if we can keep deaths down to twenty-thousand" it's difficult to decide who is more to blame, the government for doing what they're doing or the people for allowing themselves to be led to the slaughter i'm holding both in contempt addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.2 - observer and participant - the category of the dreams: dream within a dream (3+) animals () mammals () mice (2+) - - page think-read (1) politics () topical (3+) coronavirus (2+) 05042020 the name of the dream: the use of the dreamers hands in dream-time was in an argument with another male about the spread of the corona virus he maintained it had happened one way andthe dreamerclaimed it was another to resolve it meant to look at a map of the world becausethe dreamerhad challenged his version of events the onus was on me to show some evidence the dreamerknew he was wrong, it was just a matter of pointing it out on a map that in turn, meant to open a browser and looking at a map with a map of the world on the screenthe dreamerbegan looking for a discrepancy one caught my eye almost immediately now allthe dreamerhad to do was magnify the upper-western hemisphere and point out that his view of things was wrong that's when a new problem of the dreamer and interaction with a computer screen showed itself this new problem was clicking on the bottom slide-bar and keeping the pressure on the mouse as it was dragged one way or the other trying to maintain pressure on the mouse and dragging the slide-bar took up two-thirds of the dream asthe dreamertried again and again, about seven times in all, to magnify the area of the south-east of north america and show florida and mexico there were three people in the dream by now both were waiting for me to get to the point and the longer it took me the more convinced they werethe dreamerwas wrong determination alone kept me "at it" eventually, persistence paid off with the tip of south america and all of florida across to the west coast of north america showing on the screen it could be seen thatthe dreamerwas right and the other person was wrong the dreamerhad proved my point note 1 a contemporary map of the world which has north america going down to below mexico could be many time-tenses : addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - corona virus () computer/dreamer interaction () maps 04042020 the name of the dream: doubly frustrated while out and about decided to have a meal walked into a restaurant, went to one of the tables and looked at the menu wanted to make sure it had a comprehensive choice of vegetables it did took a seat the waiter came for my order asked him if he was the wine-waiter as well he didn't reply to my question that told me he wasn't following a couple of awake-time instances in the past year of not getting the type of wine to go with the meal,the dreamerasked him to go and find out if they had a dry, full-bodied red wine when he hadn't returned within a reasonable time it told me they didn't rather than listen to the waiter tell me they had a good this, that or the other got up and left second dream had come into possession of about ten silver coins the coins were in three different sizes the largest of them was bevelled and almost twice the size of the smallest the smallest was about the size of the current two-pound coin the largest coin was a one-penny coin (the stand-out scene of both dreams) went to the window and asked a girl nearby to the shops for me it seemed o.k. to trust her asthe dreamerknew her family the girl returned with the item but was reluctant to give me the change she knew she would be given something for doing the errand and had been thinking about how much she would get no matter how muchthe dreamerintended to give her she felt she should be allowed to keep all the change afterthe dreamerhad asked her to give me the change twice but kept hold of it, her defiant smile told me she wasn't going to return it before getting fully dressed and going to see her parentsthe dreamerasked her one more time,"will you please give me the change", with a heavy emphasis on the please she was still smiling defiantly when the dream ended notes 1 youv'e got to be living in this country and watching the crap coming out of the t.v. at news time to understand where the frustration in this dream comes from : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 4.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dreams: food and drink (4+) money () coins () silver 03042020 the name of the dream: destitute but still in love my best friend andthe dreamerare standing in a room the room is the largest room of a proper little love nest better than that, it is a brand spanking new love nest adorned with the best furniture and decorative items my limited budget could buy in fact,the dreamerneeded more money thanthe dreamerhad to furnish the flat ifthe dreamerwas to give my pony-tailed effervescent life-loving sweetheart the perfect environment for our increasingly joyous experience of each other to continue expanding and had borrowed money to make sure she got it a factthe dreamerhad kept from her there were two other men in the room with us i'd never seen before the two men were "heavies" they were there at the behest of the man who loaned me the money they had come for the first of the repayments their instructions were, "collect the money, or goods to the value of the money owed, or put me in hospital" my girlfriend, bless her little heart, didn't know about my secret arrangement my girlfriend had put half of her money into the flat and was overjoyed with the way things had turned the fact there was more than a thousand pounds leftover meant she could go out with her friend, my best friends girlfriend, on a shopping spree for clothes had explained the situation to the "debt collectors" and the four of us were waiting for the girls to return it was hoped she wouldn't have spent more than half of the money the fact she had taken all the money didn't auger well the girls turned up in the next scene sure enough, as was expected, she had treated her friend to some clothes as well that my girlfriend had spent a proportion of the money whichthe dreamercould call mine she knew that wouldn't be an issue no doubt there would be several items which had been bought with me in mind, see-through lingerie and the like, which would be put to use that night the girls were waiting for us, make that me, to say something it was taking too long for me to speak my girlfriend, not given to being kept waiting in conversation, spoke out "are they friends ?", she asked "you could say that my love",the dreamerreplied "what are they here ?", she inquired, "do they want something ?" she inquired further trying to keep a light tone to the proceedings,the dreamerreplied "yes, the little spendthrift light of my life" a couple of q and a's later my girlfriend had got the picture there was no telling what items were going to be removed the ""debt collectors" wouldn't listen to a remark like, "you could get £400 for that", or "that's more valuable than it looks" the items they would take cost four or five times what they assessed them at it would be too much trouble to take the carpet or bed or cooker the recently bought clothes would still have the price-tags on they would be worth a half or a third of what had been paid for them the saucy and seductive bedroom scene with lingerie vanished addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () bernie (6+) 02042020 the name of the dream: exhilaration two of us were in competition for the same girl it was a costly business the girl loved it she would tell us what she had done on the last date with other suitor that in turn, would cause the other to make the next date even more lavish than the last it had got completely out of hand to the point were my funds were drying up the theme of the dream changed the competitive aspect of the dream remained though the dreamerdiscovered a new way of sprinting it wasn't,the dreamerdiscovered, a matter of strength but a mental approach whereby a certain frame of mind freed the limitation imposed by muscularity the first time it happenedthe dreamerwas on my own running along the stretch of road which connected wherethe dreamerlived to the centre of town the road was near wherethe dreamerspent the first six years of my life it was about two-hundred-and- fifty long, had a very slight slope without any roads leading off it it was pavement all the way the sensation of movement was exhilarating, riding a wave that that was gathering momentum whenthe dreamerthoughtthe dreamerwas at the peak of my limit it was just a matter of renewing the mental approach and gain, but only marginally, a bit more speed the dreamerchallenged an african lad who had a reputation as a sprinter to a race he was ahead of me for the first fifty-metres initiated the new method and passed him woke at this point with the sense of exhilaration still swirling around in my mind notes 1 think this dream may have been influenced from watching the film "my super ex-girlfriend" before going to sleep notes 2 have left out the x scenes the feeling of exhilaration of increasing motion was as intense as an x dream a foretaste of the feelings of straight-line-action ? : addenda: vividness: of sight 3, addenda: vividness: of motion 4.5 - participant - the category of the dream - running/sprinting (5+) 01042020 the name of the dream: money is tight evening time and standing by the garden gate was doing something but have forgotten what it was three young lads ask me ifthe dreamerknow if such and such a person is in the house the dreamerasked them, "have you tried asking at the house?" in the next scene, the door to the house opens and lights up the area around the door (stand-out visual) the three lads are there in the next scene, the three lads are standing next to me the one in the middle, who is also the biggest says, "can you lend me fifty pounds ?" and then, "you'll be doing me a big favour" an involuntary sound escapes from my mouth which conveys my genuine reaction of "you've got to be kidding" the person who asked me for the loan said, "k **f then" in a belligerent tone the dream ends notes 1 this dream was caused by thinking about how the virus is going to affect the flow of money : addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - money () 31032020 the name of the dream: arrested,the dreamerthink was at home minding my own a giant policeman in uniform bursts into the scene and says, "you're under arrest, get your things" beforethe dreamercan get anything another king kong-sized policeman in uniform rushes into the room and tells me to come with him the dreamer assumes he will be spending a long time at the police station and asks, "can the dreamerget my baccy?" at first,the dreamertake his no reply as being a "no" but as he didn't say no it's possible thatthe dreamercan, sothe dreamerask the same question again but he's gone from the dream addenda: vividness: - 3 - participant - the category of the dream - police () second dream the name of the dream: poorly cath a single-scene dream in which cath is living in a dingy and dank self-contained flat we are in the kitchen part of the flat the painted-white walls are peeling showing the red bricks underneath there is a window near the ceiling for ventilation within half-a-metre beyond the window is the bricks of the next building cath is of a sturdy stock and isn't given to buckling in this dream she looks unwell, is showing signs of depression and looks a beaten woman the dreamerask her what would be her preferred, ideal situation was waiting for her to answer when the dream ended vividness: 2.8 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream - cath (5+) 30032020 the name of the dream: me and my bag before there were backpacks there was over-the-shoulder bags mine was black it had the main compartment and two small pockets the main compartment was zip-up while the two small pockets were push-through clips which snapped up after being pushed through a metal sleeve the dreamerloved that bag it seemed i'd always had it life without it was unthinkable my accommodation was about a hundred metres from the high street where all a persons wordly needs could be bought there was also a two or three-aisle convenience shop directly opposite from wherethe dreamerwas lodging the dreamerneeded baccy and something else which meant having to go to the hight street there was one small problem,the dreamerdidn't have any money it meant going on the "scrounge" the peoplethe dreamerknew were more organised than me and were never "caught short" for lifes little necessities within a couple of scenes another little problem cropped up, none of the peoplethe dreamerintended borrowing from were in a lifeline was thrown to me in the form of a friend of a friend the dreamerhardly knew him we had been in the same company once or twice and that was it don't think we'd never spoken though anyway, any port in a storm the dreamergave out with my best phoney "nice-to-see-you" greeting and found myself at his place with three or four of his friends in the next scene the dreamerwas talking "ten to the dozen" couldn't seem to stop (due to eating a packet of sugary fig roll biscuits before crashing out) every new sentence became more of an exaggeration more fiction than fact for some reason the small group of strangers were taking whatthe dreamerwas saying as gospel the final fairy talethe dreameruttered asthe dreamerwas getting ready to go was, "n.a.s.a. wants me to co-ordinate part of the space programme" one of them said, "really ?" it suddenly crossed my mind whythe dreamerwas there the dreamerbegan rummaging through my bag "where didthe dreamerleave my baccy ?",the dreamersaid beforethe dreamerpretended to discover it wasn't in my bag and would then ask them if they could lend me enough money to buy some the dreamerknowthe dreamerdidn't have any baccy at the start of the dream, but there, at the bottom of the bag, was the familiar gold colour wrapping of a half-full, half-ounce packet of "golden virginia" howthe dreamerloved that bag notes 1 the bag in the dream was an actual bag that was part of my identity for years during the 80s it always seemed to be just the right item for any circumstance thinkthe dreamerthrew it away with the advent of the backpack : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - apparel () shoulder bag (1) 29032020 x dream unusually vivid visuals : addenda: vividness: visuals (4.7) - participant - the category of the dream - x dream () anne (1) 28032020 the name of the dream: a solid beat it is dark and quiet too dark and quiet an emptiness that needs filling decide to take a few-hundred-watt p.a. onto the green fifty-metres down the road from wherethe dreamerlived and get a "vibe" going soon, the music dispels the void and one or two people enter the dream the music is 80s rave (around 100 b.p.m.) now movement accompanies the sound the sound becomes a solid beat which reaches a peak when a vocal-free, deep-bass version of Tusk begins thumping out now there's life but no light the dreamerrememberthe dreamerhave a 16 mm projector and go and get it from the house soon there will be bright images to compliment the solid beat addenda: vividness: of sound 4.2 - participant - the category of the dream - music () 80 s 100 b.p.m. rave (1+) 27032020 the name of the dream: gangsta' man several unrelated scenes the dreamerhad melded into a gangster clique because they were impressed by the waythe dreamerwas dressed (had just kitted myself out with a black velvet suit, black velvet bow-tie, patent leather shoes and a white silk shirt) and had made a few observations and suggestions which had impressed them in the first scene, i'm only wearing a shirt, shoes and trousers am at the "main guys" home waiting for him while he and his wife are getting ready for a dinner banquet in another scene, we are out and about when a girl wearing a beret and dark glasses walks by she lowers her glasses and peers at me over the top of them from a distance of three metres the dreamersaid to him, "that's the second time she's done that" he thinks it's her way of letting me know she's interested in me that wasn't my impression it looked like a warningthe dreameram getting in too deep with the wrong people the dreamerthought so too but was interested to know where it would lead in another scene, the "second" in command asked ifthe dreamerhad brought the lead for his daughter he had asked me to get in an earlier scene which would connect two gizmos the dreamerhad forgot the dreamerhad "goofed" and tried to make light of it by sayingthe dreamerwas just going to get them he had anticipatedthe dreamerwould forget and had bought them himself he showed me a lead in a packet and said through his smile, "will these be all right?" in another scene, at the home of the "main guy" his young son had an alsatian and was stopping the dog from going forward by holding onto the hair on its back the dreamersaw it was hurting the dog if he was to do that when he was alone with the dog it might snap at the young lad the dreamermentioned it to the boy's father, but he dismissed the possibility it seemed a very real danger to me addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - gangsters () 26032020 the name of the dream: the morphing baby on a train the dreameram sitting on the left of the seat closest to the aisle on the seat, opposite and facing me is a woman with her daughter of about seven sitting on her left on the floor in the aisle is a baby girl lying in a white-coloured baby car seat of the type which has a semi-circular base which enables it to be rocked the baby girl is alternating between shifting and lying still, it looks as if she is uncomfortable and is trying to find a comfortable position the mother produces a baby milk bottle, leans over into the baby's cradle and touches the teat of the bottle against the baby's lips expecting the baby would take it into her mouth the baby girl doesn't accept the bottle but moves in an even more agitated way the dreamergesture to the mother of the baby to give me the milk bottle the mother is happy for me to try and passes the bottle to me the dreamerstoop in front of the cradle, cup my hand behind her head and lift her head into contact with the teat the baby girl takes three or four long swallows and stops then, astonishingly, the baby changes into a nine-year-old girl she reaches up and pulls me down into contact with her lips a very adult full-lip kiss scene lasts for three-seconds, after whichthe dreamerpull away the dreameram at a loss to express why it happened and my mouth is open but unable to say anything (gob-smacked) the mother of the child isn't concerned from the seats ahead and to the right of wherethe dreameram standing, john redwood (a british politician) immaculately dressed in a shiny grey suit and dark shirt and tie, gets up from his seat and walks past me with a determined look which doesn't show any animosity, and makes his way to the seats on the other side of the aisle to my left : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - babies () kissing () celebrities/public fugures () 25032020 the name of the dream: living by dreams it was approaching midday a large gathering of people is taking place in trafalgar square or somewhere similar within earshot of big ben everyone was anticipating the chimes for noon the noon chimes marked the start of a half-a-day of celebrations before the midnight chimes the midnight chimes were to be the start of a new way of life from that day and every day thereafter, everybody would base every new days' activities and endeavours on the content of the previous nights dream the theme could be scientific, relationships, sport, study, recreation... and, in accordance with dreams, every day the theme of the day would be different note 1 this dream is, obviously, a future time-tense in-betweener's (between now and 2215) can work out the ratio's and the quality of dreams diary in this century and they can be guaged against dreams diary in the twenty-third century at a quick guess, qualitative and "upbeat" dreams are in the majority by 3:2 notes 2 not a hundred percent sure but this dream may be the conclusion to another think-read dream from a couple of dreams ago : addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - think-read () future societies () 24032020 the name of the dream: scary movie a new cinema has opened in town checked the paper to see what it was showing the film that was showing at the most convenient time for me was a scary movie it sounded half decent and left the house for the cinema it was a two-entrance cinema one of the entrances was built one side of the street and the other side of the street housed the other entrance the screens had been built across and above the gap of the road it certainly brightened up the street both entrances had bright coloured neon signs above them showing the name of the film the name of the film and the colour of the neon signthe dreamerwas going to watch had slipped from the memory as of this typing but name the film on the screen on the other side of the street was called "gina" and was in a pink-red neon (the stand-out visual) the impression the name conveyed to me was that it was a teen love film with carefully crafted nudity as ifthe dreamerdon't get enough of that already in dreams went ahead with the decision to watch the scary film : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - observer - the category of the dream - cinema and films (2+) 23032020 named dreams a couple of delightful dreams that had the promise of x a promise in a building which had tightly-packed rooms and compartments had just managed to evade a couple of trouble-makers who decided they didn't like the look of me and were going to demonstrate their violent nature next scene, was lying on bed feeling safe but it meant not going anywhere two dreamy girls came into the dream and walked towards me the closest of the two was the definition of youth and health next scene, she was standing above me asthe dreamerlay there her face lowered into mine and a meaningful kiss filled me with a "hormonal rush" that brought about an intense desire for her she stood back up and said, "i'll be with you in a little while" she said it in a way that guaranteed she would be back the words "i'll be here thinking and waiting of until you get back" formed in my mind but never came out of my mouth great expectations a girl was expecting too much in the way of pleasure and had "psyched" herself into an excited state we are laying naked together her legs are parted wide open the dreamerroll over onto my left side and run the forefinger of my right hand in a circle around her crotch without touching any of her sensitive parts she let out a high-pitched yelp of pleasure as loud as a shout the volume of the sound took me by surprise living in terraced accommodation which doesn't meet building regulations in the sound-suppression department meant my neighbours upstairs would hear it too the dreamerbegan to feel the humour of it the dreamersaid to her, "you have to be quiet or my neighbours will think something is wrong" woke up chuckling addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.9 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 22032020 the name of the dream: touch and go the theme of this dream has featured in at least three other dreams a mixture of criminals and their allies had learnt my whereabouts and were coming for me in the first scene, my girlfriend was with me the dreamertold her to leave me she reluctantly agreed it would have been distressing for her if she was with me when they got their hands on me as she would only be able to stand and watch as they "worked me over" it was a "beef" that went way back the dreameralso had friends and supporters and they too were on their way to me which group of people would get to me first wasn't known the uncertainty about which group would arrive first gave the dream its dramatic feel there was then a five-scene sequence in which the dramatic feel of the dream intensified with each new scene in the final scene of the five-scene sequencethe dreamerhad barricaded myself above and behind a wall of speakers a shadowy figure was getting closer to me the scene lingered on a shadowy, hooded figure right up until the last moment of the scene when it became clear he had come to help he was the first of a group which outnumbered my foes two-to-one the final scene of the dream was me explaining the situation to the police : addenda: vividness: 2.7 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream - drama () 21032020 named dreams pillow talk in bed with the girlfriend we were talking was putting forward the idea that there were social advantages to bringing my friend alan into our lives told her he was a really good-looking bloke who would brighten things up and that she would not be disappointed with his character she was happy with just the two of us as we were and wasn't shining to the idea the dreamerwas pressing the point but couldn't persuade her issues with the remote control in the living room of a friends house with his parents my friend wasn't there but we were expecting him had convinced his parents they would enjoy the latest star wars films and was setting up their telly ready to watch it the remote control was one of those mini-remotes, smaller than a credit card a person couldn't press the buttons the way you would with a typical t.v. remote it meant having to press one button, watch the screen to make sure it had received the right command, then move your finger away to be able to see the command symbols and look carefully at where you were about to place your finger on the pad to make the next input had tried and failed to get the combination right half a dozen times with each failure, the couple became a little more impatient the shifting of their positions with every failed attempt told me there were ready to suggest watching it another time after more a few more attempts and more failures,the dreamerwas about to agree with them when the film started playing now it was just a matter of adjusting the sound... : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () female () and television () 200322020 the name of the dream: not quite the wild west the town was probably typical of the time there was "shoot-outs", although they were few and far between, hygiene wasn't the uppermost priority as dysentery was rife drinking and drunkenness was an acceptable pastime, prostitution was part and parcel of the lifestyle holding it all together was an underlying determination to make it work after the women, the sheriff was a major linchpin influencing the progressive trend yours truly was courting his daughter and we were regarded as an "item" my association with his daughter in effect made me a deputy, so no one protested when on occasions the sheriff wasn't there for me to quell an altercation and people accepted my adjudication one thing which wasn't part of my remit as an unofficial official was to shoot someone unless of course, it was a matter of personal self-defence; this wasn't one of those instances the first scene was one of those times when a sheriff was needed and happenstance put me at the scene two men were firing at each other didn't know what it was that caused the deadly stand-off and untilthe dreamerdid it meant taking part in the shooting was out of the question the dreamerwas six or seven metres away from one of the men he was crouched down behind a big barrel in amongst other largish sundry items of a horse stable against all odds, the man behind the barrel was shot and he was no longer able to defend himself in the next scene, there was a lull in the intensity of the dream asthe dreamerlifted the man up intending to take him to a doctor the limpness in the man's told me he was dead at that moment of realisation, a big black wallet fell from his clothing in the next scene, the man who had been killed and all the other aspects of the dream had gone as the wallet was opened and it revealed thousands of dollars and what looked like high-value notes of other denominations in the next scene, inexplicably, a crumpled british ten-pound note was being uncrumpled and smoothed out by the dreamer and while doing so he was trying to explain the value of a current british ten-pound note to people in an america of the 1800s : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.1 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - america (3+) money (12+) 19032020 the name of the dream: the double double-cross a dramatic opening scene the dreameram moving at a great velocity toward a satellite, it is a mere golden speck in the blackness of space and it is my lifeline my trajectory and velocity through the void had been calculated and the speck was growing larger (the stand-out part of the dream) there was enough air in my backpack to sustain me until contact had been made with the satellite but next to no leeway for manoeuvering with my jet-pack if the calculations were only a thousandth of a degree wrong... the vastness of space in between me and the satellite seemed as great as the space of the entire solar system (space really does bring us down to size) even after boarding the one-man satellite there would be a complete orbit of the earth to get back to the stationary space platformthe dreamerhad just been jettisoned from anyway, it had obviously been a success as in the next scenethe dreameram back on board the space platform the space platform itself could only hold three men which, in turn, presented another problem how could three men get back to earth in a one-man vehicle ? two men could fit in, just it would mean one man sitting on the other man's lap two lives were at stake it could be done and we would do it however, one person would be left in the space station and although it wasn't mentioned we knew it meant one of us would die two of us had a long-standing friendship and knew the family of the other the third person was a scheming weasel who wouldn't think twice about sacrificing both of us to save his own life, we knew it and he knew we knew it without saying it we knew what the outcome would be in the next scene, the two of us were in a low-level area about half the size of a tennis court there was a see-through double sliding door which separated where we were from the rest of the space station and another door in line with and on the opposite side of the room the controls which open the door to the outside of the station are on the other side of the see-through doors we intended to overpower him when he comes into the area we are in the weasel was one step ahead of us he stood just inside the area we are in and didn't move we are near the airlock doors and are too far away to get to him before he steps back behind the doors and seals us in all he has to do now is slightly open both the doors and let the air out and make up a story about what happened the dreamerfeel a sense of hopelessness grip me my friend doesn't look perturbed at all he hadn't underestimated the weasel's callousness and has taken precautions for different eventualities he produces a strip of something and holds it out for the weasel to see the dreamerrecognise it as part of the seal from one of the doors the weasel can't open the airlock doors without killing himself as well sacrificing himself isn't in his make-up the dream ends in an upbeat mood : addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - life and death situations () in space () 18032020 the name of the dream: a walk in the park to start with, there are three of us on a coach on the outward-bound part of the journey to the mainland a friend and someone my friend had become friends with are on the coach it didn't perturb me that my friend was more pally with his new-found friend than me we got to our destination the first thingthe dreamerhad to do was to get "sorted" with a cup of tea the nearest place to get a cuppa was a cafe-cum-curio shop an eye-catching ring became the focus of my attention it was gold or gold-coloured ring the ring had a large, fixed clasp, which held a semi-precious stone the dreamerdecided to buy it the woman shop attendant said, "i'll grind the stone up for you" she took the ring away and re-appeared instantly with an envelope with the stone, now in powder form, and told me it was worth a lot more than the ring and should keep them separate left the shop and rejoined my friend and his new companion and told them whatthe dreamerhad just bought the dreamerknew my friend was "into" gold and would buy it from me the dreamerthen pulled out the envelope to show him the powder but there was nothing it without a question of doubt the powder was in the envelope when it was handed to me, where had it gone? my friend gave me more money for the ring thanthe dreamerpaid for it and he declared, "now we've all got enough money to go to the park" my two companions left the dream in the next scene,the dreameram ambling about on my own whenthe dreamersee the entrance to a park, there are hundreds of people going into it it is a music festival the sound of "benny and the jets" is playing in the distance in the park,the dreamerbegin moving toward the stage asthe dreamerstart moving forwardthe dreamersee a fenced-off, sloping circuit, about one-hundred metres around and five metres wide a horse and carriage came thundering into the scene at a sprint four metres ahead of me (the stand out visual and sound) it took me aback at first the park was big enough to house tens of thousands of people and as a novelty, a buggy and horse race was part of the entertainment addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - holidays () music (2+) 17032020 the name of the dream: out of the blue an awake-time friend from more than thirty-years ago turned up at my door unexpectedly he had fallen on hard times he had to sell his house and was penniless it was good to see him even if it was in the worst of circumstances he would be a welcome guest the dreamerassured him could stay as long as he wanted there would be problems if he had a key to the door and could be seen coming and going there was space in a storing cupboard where he could sleep although it was close to the ceiling and a bit cramped one timethe dreamerwas speaking to him when he was settled into his sleeping position unbeknown to me someone had entered the dream and was completely baffled thatthe dreamerwas talking to someone he couldn't see in a little cubby-hole the dreamersaid, "you're probably wondering why i'm talking to the radio?" "it helps me get my bearings whenthe dreamerhave to get out of bed in the middle of the night",the dreamersaid (it was the best thingthe dreamercould think of on the spur of the moment) he half-nodded in agreement butthe dreamercould see he wasn't buying it in the next scene,the dreamerwas out of the house and sitting in amongst a crowd of about three or four hundred people who were looking fifty-metres ahead across a road at the featureless wall of a large building two or three people came into view with a single-door refrigerator and manoeuvred it into the centre of the scene after a few moments, the door of the fridge opened and my friend steve emerged wearing a white casual jacket of mine and walked off to the right the dreamerhad to get to him before he began mingling with the throng of people in the city centre andthe dreamerhad to do it without revealing thatthe dreamerknew him in the next scene,the dreamerwas at the corner of the street where steve had come out of the fridge and turned left the dreamerwas looking for him but couldn't see him in the busy city-centre when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - reunions () friends () steve (4+) 16032020 named dreams unforeseen complication usually the writer "crashes out" listening to a docu-animations about dinosaurs last night,for the first time in a year, he thought it would take longer than usual to get to sleep and set the play option to play all there were six or seven films in the selected folder the first one which began playing was one of the films he has watched most times have watched it so often it is possible to recall the images in synchronisation with the narration he was woken out of his dream-sleeping in a state of frustration it was not possible to conjure up the pictures as the scenes were being described it took several seconds to realise why and went back to sleep the occasional dolt at an atm trying to follow the instructions on a sheet of paper to get some money the dreamerget so far, then a voice from the machine tells me that something or other isn't correct and to try again after three or four triesthe dreamerbegin making moaning sounds a woman comes over to me the dreamergladly accept her offer of help she "does the business" with impressive efficiency she gives me the "you're only a man" look and walks away the dreamerfelt pretty stupid (it's the sort of thingthe dreamerdo quite regularly in awake-time get something relatively straight forward completely wrong) foiled violence in a square surrounded by tall shops the surface of the gound is smooth stone or marble the substances cause sounds to reverberate the movement and sounds of two young men draw my attention they seem to be arguing one of them pulls out a gun one of the men wants to use the gun, the other is suggesting something the dreamerthrow something at them and it makes an unexpectedly loud crash as it lands within a metre or so of them the loudness of the crash causes the man holding the gun to stiffen, which causes him to pull the trigger of the gun the loud sound of the bang of a gun is amplified by the reverberation of an enclosed, hard-surfaced environment people will be rushing out of the shops to see what the commotion is the man with the gun identifies me as the cause of the sound which made him pull the trigger he points the gun at me as soon asthe dreamerrealise he is about to firethe dreamerbegin running and weaving and escape into the next dream as shots are being fired you shouldn't do that a young woman shows affection for me and invites me to lie down next to her, think we were on a sofa bed we are still dressed when she unzips my trousers and puts her hand inside my trousers and begins fondling me my body reacts accordingly andthe dreameram ready for conjoinment and move closer to her she starts saying things like... "not now... i'm not ready... in a bit... soon" the dreamerassume she wants me to try harder to get her to comply and use muscular strength she begins to yield but within a second her voice takes on a determined tone which tells me it's time to stop the dreamerask her why she began foreplay, she never said anything the dreameram ready to give her a "telling off" when the theme of dream changes delightful sounds have a one-to-two-year-old baby on my lap the baby is content decide to liven things up for him the dreamermake a loudish sound and taper the sound off, like the sound of an aeroplane that has lost power and begins falling from the sky, into inaudibility over a four or five-second period and finish off with a low-pitched glub, glub, glub, followed by a sudden, high pitched hiccough it gets a surprised reaction from him and another baby off to my right lets out a giggle do it again, only with more emphasis and louder both babies begin laughing their laughter becomes more delightful every timethe dreamerdo it was "in the groove", and with slight variations now and then, could have gone on for ages : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - participant - the category of the dreams: t.v. influenced () dinosaurs () confusion () machine instructions () guns () x () frustration () babies () laughter () 15032020 the name of the dream: biker girl x dream we had been together for a month or so was unable to put my finger on the button that triggered her compliance some women like a meal, some like the pictures, some like sweet talk, some... something occurred to me the dreamerbought a bike as if by magic, when we got back from a twenty-minutes ride she was putty in my hands notes 1 it wasn't in the Pde's but an awake-time relationship with a nineteen-year-old whenthe dreamerwas twenty-two produced the same effect still haven't figured it out addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships () female () 14032020 the name of the dream: our mental pen this think-read dream got me really excited to begin with the message was from a neighbour somewhat feverishlythe dreamergobbled down the first meal of the day and hurried to the neighbours' house "did you have a dream about me last night?",the dreamerasked him he said, "no" it was a bit of a consolation when he said if he did have a dream he didn't remember it the dream itself read, "the dreamercounted up the number of films we watched together whenthe dreamerwas getting better, it was thirty-three", and it concluded with..., "the dreamerwould like to make it forty-five" notes 1 the second think-read dream in four periods of sleeps notes 2 this think-read dream had the characteristic's of a Crossword think-read dream in that it was in blocks and was coloured orange think-read and think-write dreams have now become so varied we have to categorise them notes 3 types of think-read and think-write dreams 1, word-by-word 2, sentence-by-sentence 3, block-wording (two or more sentences) 4 colour 5, black and white = one-hundred and twenty Permutations, and this is just for "openers" the dreamertold you it was going to get complicated notes 4 this dream was influenced in part by watching the film "infernal affairs" (a chinese film which inspired the film "the departed") before going to sleep in the film a police psychiatrist asks the lead actor to make a note of his dreams, so she can analyse them : addenda: vividness: 3 7 - observer/participant the category of the dream - think-read () crossword () colour () 13032020 the name of the dream: normal baccy, wacky shop back in mainland europe went into a shop to buy some tobacco it looked like a curio shop it looked like the shop had only just begun trading a woman pointed me to where the tobacco was the tobacco was in a see-through plastic container the rectangular container had three or four pull-out drawers about five-centimetres by five-centimetres by thirty centimetres the colour of the tobacco in each drawer varied slightly (the stand-out visual) chose the tobacco that had the same colour as the tobaccothe dreamerusually smoke none of the women came to serve me,the dreamerhad to go to them they seemed overwhelmed with the intricacies of getting organised took the plastic drawers to one of the women, she didn't know how much to charge me the dreamertold her the pricethe dreamerusually paid, which she agreed to we got to talking the dreamersuggested a laundry service where people could bring their clothes and have them washed and ironed then delivered to their homes addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - shopping () tobacco () 12032020 the name of the dream: my talking cat living in the back room on the first floor of a two-up, two-down terraced house a new tenant had moved into the front room on the same floor for most of the evening, he was going up and down the stairs bringing in his belongings the opening and closing of his bedroom door was disturbing me the dreamerthought it would have been more sensible to leave the door open after he had opened and closed the door a dozen times it was getting on my nerves it was time to let the cat out for a while before settling down for the night went downstairs, opened the door and let the cat roam around the walled-in garden the new tenant was a young lad it was a narrow road and he had parked his car partly on the path without actually seeing his face,the dreamersaid to him, "do you have to keep opening and closing the door?" in the next scene, he had put his dog, which was not much bigger than my cat, in the garden he obviously hadn't seen my cat being that the cat and dog were about the same sizethe dreamerthought they would be all right together,the dreamereven thought they could be playmates not so the dog made an immediate charge for my cat my fawn-coloured cat made a dash for the safety of the upstairs room the dreamerran up the stairs after them by the timethe dreamergot into my bedroom the dog had the cat by the throat the dreamerseparated them and the cat said to me, "why did you let the dog hurt me?" the cat had never spoken to me before notes 1 another dream that had no basis in the Pde's they are becoming more common, even the norm will categorise such dreams as "uncategorised" it is firmly believed there is a reason every dream occurs when it does if the reason for uncategorised dreams doesn't reveal itself within this lifetime it is expected that someone will figure it out by 2925 : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - uncategorised animals () mammals () dogs () cats() 11032020 the name of the dream: endic.at.com a ground-breaking research group was using the dream-time concept in dreams and dreams theory and applying it to the space programme specifically, to maintain a degree of continuity of consciousness while the astronauts are asleep this think-read dream slipped naturally from Dream-time to awake-time during the first sentence the composition of the sentences in this awake-time think-read experience followed, almost exactly, the suggestive-predictive manner of the recently updated folders in windows 10 there were similarities and differences between this think-read activity and other think-read dreams 1 the "suggestions" were in blocks after the word not below it 2 it incorporated grammatical logic as the basis for suggestions which then formed sentences as it built on each new letter (see Here first think-read dream 3 it was in black and white the absence of colour gave it a more "business-like" feel than Crossword think-read dreams crossword dreams have a "fun" feel to them 4 the predicted words were in grey initially and gradually turned white as the next one or two words were added this awake-time think-read production went on and on and... for a full five-minutes of awake-time the ease with which the sentences formed was impressive a reference to endic.at was in every second or third sentence, unnecessarily repetitivethe dreamerthought notes 1 it appears the new knowledge is coming out in to the open will test the water for a possible meaningful next step notes 2 the think-reading suggestive-predicting feature of this mainly awake-time composition is the result of getting "a feel" for the latest update to the search facility in folders earlier on in the day notes 3 the merging of awake-time and dream-time is gathering pace the generations between 2050 and 2925 should be afforded the time to address dreams for at least two hours upon waking : addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - dream-time/awake-time think-read (1) 10032020 the name of the first dream: a woman for all occasions at home with a friend who has brought two guests, a woman and a man, with him the two men are at loggerheads an argument breaks out my friend's guest storms out of the dream the woman is a mature lady with dark hair her hair needs combing her unkempt appearance doesn't detract from her alluring looks she is a "career-woman" she has applied her looks and manner into ingratiating herself into the lives of men with influence and power my friend leaves the dream the woman is low to the floor reclining on beanbags asthe dreameram standing and looking down at her good looks become even more appealing she recognises my look, takes a mirror out of her bag and starts smoothing out her hair there were still a few tufts of hair out of place when she puts the mirror away the dreamertap and pat them down and then, as if by magic, she goes at being appealing to look to being beautiful she knows my every look she says, "the dreamercould do with a drink, you wouldn't have any vodka would you?" the dreamersay, "the dreamerthink the dreamerhave" the dreamerstand up and start to make my way into the kitchen beforethe dreamerhave taken two steps, she reaches up, takes my hand and pulls me back down onto the cushions as if by instinct, she knows exactly what to do and when to do it we have two long kisses it crosses my mind this could be a long relationship in the back of my mind the thought the man who stormed out might come back, there's no waythe dreamerwould leave a beautiful woman like this alone with another man we are now both in the reclining position the dreamerbegin talking softly into her ear my lips are so close to herthe dreamercan feel the heat from her ears the dreamerwhisper intimately, "in my mind's eyethe dreamercan see you with another man", pause for a second as the mental image becomes more detailed, and then continue... "the man is wearing a pale-blue suit, a white shirt and has white hair. does that ring any bells with you?" it is asthe dreameram saying the last sentence thatthe dreamerbecome awarethe dreameram waking up second dream there's brass in muck seven or so rows of rubbish each row is about half-a-metre by two or three metres one by one, each row disappeared and re-appeared as a whole object as far asthe dreamercould tell the rubbish was being made into works of art and auctioned if it wasn't for the addenda: vividness: and the colours in this dream, it wouldn't have been entered into the diary : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - observer and participant - the category of the dreams: relationships () female () rubbish () art () 09032020 the name of the dream: extremes and humour the snake train a "bullet" train, black, fast and sleek was snaking its way through the countryside at the better part of two-hundred kilometres an hour the first view of it in the dream is an overhead view it has dozens of carriages, possibly as many as forty or fifty from the air, it looked like a snake in a hurry through the brush the on-board scenes were completely different it felt like the merest obstacle would de-rail it the dreamerwas expecting it to crash at any moment it was a relief when an announcement came through the p.a. system announcing it was arriving at its destination the skyscraper a building as tall as the empire state building was the next theme in this dream it seemed to me as though it was at the boundaries of space, off-earth like the train in the first dream, it was black and sleek i'm in the topmost part of the building not your luxurious penthouse suite just the opposite, was a tiny bachelor pad it was tastily furnished though, i'll give it that being accompanied to the lift to go down someone boasted the lift could get to ground level faster than a parachutist in free-fall the dilettante diplomat international top-level talks are underway the british representative gets into a "stretch-car" where his chinese chaperone is waiting to greet him the first thing the british representative does is whisk a bottle of bubbly from the courtesy drinks cabinet and pours himself a drink he has the bottle in one hand and a glass in the other and invites his host to join him in a drink his host declines as diplomatically as he can the dreamercan see he is disgusted moms pet the dreamerwas in debt to the tune of thirteen-thousand pound to my mother she was too fond of me to insist on immediate repayment the rest of the family weren't so charitable and were expecting me to make a serious commitment to repay the debt quickly the dreamermade an offer of sixty-pound a week mom was happy with that, she would have been happy with ten-pound a week, the rest of the family weren't though alpha jim toady's dreams were rounded off nicely with a laughing dream about four or five of us are in bed in a living room-sized dormitory in the next bed to me is my friend he's not beyond taking the "mickey" out of me, and given the chance. i'll do the same to him across the room from us is the "alpha" of the dormitory we call him jim as is the case with most "top-dogs" he takes himself too seriously the dreamersay to my bed-neighbour in a whisper just loud enough to carry to the other side of the room, "is it true what you said about jim, he likes men? " "alpha jim" is out of bed and standing next to my friend in bed quicker than a dream can change scenes "he's lying," my friend said alpha jim looks at me, sees me smiling and realises he's been "had" he's looking at me and thinking about giving me a thump somewhere in the mind of every civilised person, there's the room for humour he walks away andthe dreamerwake up chuckling : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - multi-themed dream () fast trains () tall buildings () politics () family/money () laughing dream 08032020 the name of the dream: frustration, confusion and disbelief girl scenes in bed with the type of girlthe dreamerlike suggestively sexy and demure we snuggle up andthe dreamerlay my hand on her stomach she reacted favourably, but we never got undressed before this part of the dream ended next scene with a girl from school-days her name was julie adams she was a biggish girl with an extrovert nature and the only girlthe dreamerknew who drove a motorbike just how big she wasthe dreamerfound out when we got undressed her thighs were big the dreamerwas sitting up she parted my legs and lay her hands on my crotch the dreamerbegan talking to her she removed her hand the dreamerasked why she had stopped fondling me she said, "touching and talking don't go" station scenes got off the train from europe the station was huge five, six or more main-line tracks beyond the tracks were queues of people and more queues of people beyond the queues of people next,the dreameram in the area where people are queuing didn't have anything to declare and went toward where people were exiting from the station there was no obvious way to get out each timethe dreamertried to get to the main exit doorsthe dreamerfound myself at yet another area with no direct way to get to the exit area caught the attention of a woman who worked there she came over to me by now confusion and frustration had set in the dreamerthrew my hands out in exasperation and said, "the dreamerhave just got off the train from the mainland and just want to get out" she motioned me to follow her we walked through an area that had several distinct functions that were partitioned by glass she was smiling, sympathetically, or sothe dreamerthought she pointed and told me the way out was where she was pointing began walking in the direction she indicated asthe dreamerwas walkingthe dreamersaw a man stripped naked and standing still he looked like he was waiting for attention two women were giggling while looking at him through a peep-hole the woman who had pointed the way out had deliberately misled me and was quite possibly going to be watching me asthe dreamerstripped off bedsit scenes got to wherethe dreamerwas staying, a cramped first-floor bedsit the dreamerlay on the bed the dreamerthen became aware of a dog standing on the floor to the right the dreamerput out my hand and shifted my position on the bed and gestured for the dog to come onto the bed he lay alongside me both of us felt comfortable together, too comfortable the dreamerthought, amthe dreamergoing to have sex with a dog? it then occurred to me thatthe dreamerhad been away for at least a weekend and the dog was hungry and thirsty the dreamerswung off the bed and saw a three or four-tier cage with mice in it the mouse on the top tier was twice as big as the others and was moving about in an agitated way these hadn't been fed or watered for days either looked for, and found, a small glass container that was suitable for it to drink from, filled it with water and watched as the mouse began drinking it feverishly the dream ended asthe dreamerwas thinking to myself how couldthe dreamerpossibly have left pets without food or water for days : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - multi-themed () train stations (3+) unrealised x (2+) animals (12+) mammals (10+) dogs (7+) mice (3+) 07032020 the name of the dream: a mish-mash first theme the dreameram the teacher of a first or second-year secondary school the latest political or social topic was a called "laptop" the dreamerasked the class if anyone could explain it to the rest of the class a girl stood up and said she could the dreamerasked her to come to the front of the room and tell the rest of the class second theme a business transaction which involved swapping my service for an item, a second-hand tabletthe dreamerthink, which was crucial for the following day wasn't sure the personthe dreamerwas depending on was a hundred-per-cent reliable and kept contacting him for reassurance he would deliver it he delivered it on a push-bike in the next scene third theme someone sent me a "thank you" message for providing him with a file called "johnson and johnson" it was the latest buzz a satirical send-up of a high profile person which was in demand but hard to get the dreamernever watched it and didn't know what its appeal was fourth theme someone shoved a black and white "crotch-shot" of a woman and a man in coitus into my field of view the dreamer had to concentrate so hard to make out what the he was looking at it woke me out my sleep notes 1 there were a lot more scenes in these dreams the scenes came and went too fast to take them all in addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - multi-themed (16+) 06032020 the name of the dream: an acceptable challenge walking along a road which ran along the edge of the sea the road was a full fifty-metres above sea level with whatthe dreamerthought was an insufficiently safe two-bar railing, separating the path from a sheer drop to the left came to a break in the railing which gave access to the beach below the access was a well-used path which twisted here and there the angle of the path was shallow enough for children to walk down near the bottom of the path, there was another path off to the right the path was more of a slide than a path and a person would have to free-fall almost one-and-a-half metres onto the sand at the end of it anybody with a modicum of agility and strength wouldn't find it difficult to do the dreamerchose the slip, slide, and jump path landing on my feet and springing back up from the slightly crouched position the drop imposed on the body was the stand-out sensation of movement in the dream a two-scened dream followed the seaside dream a man whose mother had just died realised he had inherited items which made him wealthy everybody held him in contempt as he began telling them what he could expect to get from this or that item : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - agility (6+) 05032020 the name of the dream: escape to a kiss the dream starts as a typical addenda: vividness: 3 dream it is nighttime, probably the middle of the night three of us decide to escape from the open prison where we are serving our sentence it must have been planned as the first thing we do is go to where a bundle of clothes have been "stashed" in the undergrowth in the next scene,the dreameram walking through a busy street wearing an almost garish light-fawn suit the last thing a wanted man will do is wear eye-catching clothes that it is too obvious makes me invisible to my pursuer's the next two scenes are of people in pursuit of me a troop of six guards riding bigger than average horses, heavily-bridled in leather and bright, white metal passed me at a gallop the sound of the hooves on the cobbled streets is disturbingly loud (the stand-out sound of the dream) and, like a large predatory animal closing in on its quarry, they are oblivious to the fact that they are too close and are moving too fast for any and everybody's safety the next scene, six or eight "Bobbies" in two rows wearing dark-blue uniforms and those peaked hats with a silver insignia on top, are running in unison in high-knee style, like sprinters loosening up before the race they looked like mechanical toys and were funny to look at in the next scene, still, in the garish fawn suit,the dreamerenter a brightly lit, over-the-counter, ready-to-eat, hot-food shop there were three men in all-white loose, soft-clothed jackets and trousers and t-shirts of the three young behind the counter, one of them knew me his face dropped as he recognised me from that moment on he was harbouring a wanted man nevertheless, he accompanied into the next scene the location is in a flat in exeter wherethe dreamerused to live there are three other males as well as the young lad who knows me, making five in all another young male pulls back the thick, red curtains to look outside the dreamertell the young man not to move the curtains as it will alert other people that someone is in in the next scene,the dreameram explaining the circumstances to the young male from the food shop who knows me, what is going on "you won't believe what's happening", his eyes widen in anticipation of what's coming, "you are part of a live dream", and continue... "at this moment my life-timeline is in running in parallel with yours" there were more sentences, which had faded from the memory before beginning to type, explaining the situation and the young lad was soaking up the ideas the final two or three scenes: the girl and the kiss the dreameram looking down into the face of a girl about five-feet two with delicate features (the stand-our visual) the girl has the fresh complexion of a ten or twelve-year-old girl she is though, in her late teens her eyes are darting from one part of my face to another taking in the details of my face asthe dreamertalk after a sentence or two, she can't contain herself anymore and gives in to the compulsion to kiss me she reaches up with her left hand, lays it on the back of my head and presses my head down, toward her the dreameryield to the suggestive pressure while looking at her welcomingly as we close the distance between our faces my eyes are open as our lips are nearing contact her eyes half-open for a brief moment to see if my eyes are still open she sees they are open and closes her eyes ready to concentrate on the sensations of lips touching (it may have been her first kiss) she then closes her eyes to concentrates on the coming sensations of lips touching the dreamerfollow suit and close mine the dreamerpress my lips into hers more and more firmly over a long two-second period both of us enter into the eyes-closed, sensation-discovery phase, as we settle into lip pressure-probing seeking to experience every variation a kiss can contain the kiss could become a minutes-long affair it was the sealing of a contract between girl and boy which both signing in to and would, no matter what path the other took, we would both always honour our contract the dreamerpulled out of the kiss and gave her the look which conveyed the commitment that said she would always be a part of my soul notes 1 this dream stands out from other dreams for its prolonged addenda: vividness:, 3 to 4.4/4.6 from the moment the colour of the suit stood out from memory, only montages had more addenda: vividness: addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - live dream (1+) kissing dream (7+) 04032020 the name of the dream: a negative request a male friend or a member of the family of a couple who employed me to take photographs of their wedding more than twenty-years ago came to see me he wanted reprints of the occasion the wedding was one of the last professional engagements of my career the dreamerthoughtthe dreamerstill had the negatives but it would take a few days to get the photographs reprinted in the next scene, the same man was listening to my explanation as to whythe dreamercouldn't find the negatives he wasn't disappointed, he was looking for ways to hold me to account one of the boasts of my service was that the newly-weds could always rely on me to get reprints as it was a legal obligation to keep all of the negatives of every professional function for tax purposes my professional days as a photographer had come to an end two decades before between the then in awake-time and the "now" in the dream, major changes in my life in awake-time had brought about such significant change in that keeping negatives from many years before wasn't in any way relevant and one of two or three "clear-outs" during that period included throwing away half-a-dozen folders, each containing dozens of negatives of different types of functions from my days as a photographer the feeling of letting them down was greater than any legal, or any other kind, of a threat they may take against me it was a relief to wake up and realise it was a dream : addenda: vividness: 2.9 - participant - the category of the dream - business () photography (4+) 03032020 the name of the dream: the loss of childhood a childless couple offered to take me on holiday with them,the dreameragreed of course we arranged to meet on the forecourt of a garage the next scene is at the garage that has a quiet "a" road alongside it as well as the couple a burly middle-aged man is accompanying them in my hand is a one-metre cane about the thickness of a man's middle finger the cane is my probe and hit-stick which is used to turn over anything, an empty packet or paper bag, that could have something underneath it... a lizard, a mouse... the stick is also my putting iron which is used to direct small and large stones to my imaginary hole on a golf course the burly fella' also has a stick only his is as thick as a broom handle he moves toward me and says something like, "let's play at sword fighting" his slightly manic grin tells me he is going to hurt me accidentally-on-purpose it then dawns on me that the couple had "set me up" anger welled up inside me with impressive speed and deftness,the dreamergot within hitting distance of the burly bloke and hit him with my cane the first swipe was to his left cheek, the second on the right cheek and a third on the left cheek again he went into shock the dreamerjumped onto him with enough force to throw him off balance and clung to him as he fell over when on the floorthe dreamersat on his back, cupped my hands, put them under his chin and pulled his head back until it couldn't go back any more now he was in shock and hurting it was unlikely he would try anything else the dreamerlooked over to the couple and glared at them with contempt they were jealous of my boyish mind-set they had long since lost their childhood wonder of life and wanted to take it away from me was going to say something damning but turned and walked away notes 1 the Pde's which brought about this dream are clearly remembered had been talking to a young man on a chat platform during the day the dreamercould feel my anger surging and subsiding as we shared information about the way the people in the entry the "Lead article" are killing children everywhere, every day addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - aggressive and troublesome people (8+) 02032020 the name of the dream: you're in the army now this dream opens showing a slow left to right view of computer folders as each new folder came into view a name was called out the scene changed to a man holding a clipboard he was making a note as each name was called out the scene returns to a slow, sweeping left to the right view of the folders as the surnames are called out... "peters, sanders, turner..." the person calling out the names stops abruptly the view shows a close-up of the white top of a bottle wrapped in brown paper someone had broken army rules by bringing liquor into the camp if the person who brought the drink is identified he will face charges and immediate discharge from the army the final scene shows the head and chest of a very big man looking apprehensive notes 1 the writer finds this type of dream intriguing there was absolutely nothing in the pde's which relates to drinking or the army what caused it? : addenda: vividness: 3.2 - observer - the category of the dream - army (3+) drink (1) 01032020 the name of the dream: a collaboration a young man inherited or acquired a popular website he came to me for help in tweaking and personalising it like many people who begin using a computer for the first time, the learning curve is too steep and they turn to others for help my own skills with a computer are meagre but compared to a novice, as was the young man in this dream,the dreamerwas an advanced user in reality (awake-time) whatthe dreamerknow about computers and coding can be written on the back of a stamp in the dream,the dreameram quite proficient the site he had inherited addressed financial matters, something he was knowledgeable about he knew me well enough to know ripping people off wasn't my way andthe dreamerknew that keeping my fee's lower than usual would increase the likelihood of him incorporating me into his business he promised to reward me well which told me that ifthe dreamerplayed fair by himthe dreamerwould stand to gain more by fair means than by foul it meant working together he would suggest this andthe dreamerwould suggest that my first suggestion was to change as little as possible (if it ain't broke don't try to fix it) the first thing he wanted to do was change the three-word name of the website by changing just two or three of the letters it personalised the website for the new owner without changing its character every now and then something special or unexpected came to light; a contact or information which, when changed, altered the tone or feel of the website we were getting along swimmingly the dream could have ended there with a story-like conclusion, and it did notes 1 what better legacy could there be in this day and age than to leave the entire contents of all the accumulated data from all the computers you have owned photos... personal messages to the future generations of your genetic line... videos... documents that are legally valid... dreams, diet, exercise and personal diaries ...a lifetime of notes and opinions... the unique experience's of an individual's life will contain the proof of having lived before and when recurrence does occur for you, keeping a record may well trigger memories which will come through in awake-time and/or dream-time the writer has one memory from two-thousand years ago! addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - business (10+) websites (1+) 29022020 the name of the dream: perfunctary x the dream starts with me in the cinema watching a film from the front row of the balcony all that's remembered of the film is that it had a car and a train in it the film finished and before the lights came onthe dreamerlay down on the floor between the seats and the balcony the dreamerdidn't have a roof over my head to go to and decided to conceal myself and stay in the cinema overnight it meant having to lift up the bottom of four or five seats to lie down it was a real squeeze to find a comfortable lying position, the stand-out sensation of the dream as was thought, someone began checking for people who might have fallen asleep during the film the person doing the checking knew the front row didn't have enough space in front of it for a person to be lying down and didn't check it, in fact, he never checked the first half-dozen rows in the next scene, the addenda: vividness: of the dream went from 2.9 to 3.6 the dreameram looking up from my laying position and am viewing a naked woman laid down the penis of a man, his torso, face and legs don't come into the picture at that moment the woman's face had a resigned look and ithought was she was about to raped that wasn't the case though the man conjoined with the woman and after three movements withdrew and left the dream the woman's face showed again and her expression was exactly the same as it was the first time, she wasn't at all moved by her experience the dream ended andthe dreamerbegan replaying the dream asthe dreamergradually returned to awake-time then, a new facet to post-dream recollection occurred asthe dreamerwatched the man's penis about to enter the woman a notification caption box appeared as the act of x was replaying the box was black with white writing the wording in the box changed during the act of x it gave a written running explanation of what was happening the one bit of script that stuck in the memory after awake-time conscious fully returned was... "after the man has withdrawn from the woman, the tongue of the vagina licks the edges of the outside edges and takes any fluids into the mouth of the vagina" a small, narrow, pink tongue emerged from the vagina and ran around the "lips" of the vagina and while the caption was showing, the act and the words synchronised exactly with the movements there were four caption-act synchronised scenes one or two of the captions had descriptions which were too big to be displayed in one caption and had to be think-read like a ticker tape, as the think-read words were added to the caption at bottom-right of the caption the top-left line of the writing moved out of the caption box there were two lines of writing in every caption with about twenty-five characters in each line notes 1 the overriding feeling in this dream was of disappointment the dreamerwas disappointed that a woman could be used as a thing notes 2 the sense of disappointment came from thinking earlier on in the day howthe dreamerhad allowed myself to treat women as the lesser partner in the act of x the dream was, in part, the result of me explaining to another person two days before the dream that we are at that point of evolution when awake-time and dream-time are merging and there is the very real possibility that the dream-time conscious becomes the dominant state of consciousness eventually in that future time the awake-time conscious will have the same status as dreams do today... non-existent or not remembered, partially remembered or fully remembered notes 3 while explaining love, encourage you children to talk about their dreams : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - synchronised acts, think-read-write descriptions (1) x (1) 29022020 the name of the dream: perfunctary x the dream starts with me in the cinema watching a film from the front row of the balcony all that's remembered of the film is that it had a car and a train in it the film finished and before the lights came onthe dreamerlay down on the floor between the seats and the balcony the dreamerdidn't have a roof over my head to go to and decided to conceal myself and stay in the cinema overnight it meant having to lift up the bottom of four or five seats to lie down it was a real squeeze to find a comfortable lying position, the stand-out sensation of the dream as was thought, someone began checking for people who might have fallen asleep during the film the person doing the checking knew the front row didn't have enough space in front of it for a person to be lying down and didn't check it, in fact, he never checked the first half-dozen rows in the next scene, the addenda: vividness: of the dream went from 2.9 to 3.6 the dreameram looking up from my laying position and am viewing a naked woman laid down the penis of a man, his torso, face and legs don't come into the picture at that moment the woman's face had a resigned look and ithought was she was about to raped that wasn't the case though the man conjoined with the woman and after three movements withdrew and left the dream the woman's face showed again and her expression was exactly the same as it was the first time, she wasn't at all moved by her experience the dream ended andthe dreamerbegan replaying the dream asthe dreamergradually returned to awake-time then, a new facet to post-dream recollection occurred asthe dreamerwatched the man's penis about to enter the woman a notification caption box appeared as the act of x was replaying the box was black with white writing the wording in the box changed during the act of x it gave a written running explanation of what was happening the one bit of script that stuck in the memory after awake-time conscious fully returned was... "after the man has withdrawn from the woman, the tongue of the vagina licks the edges of the outside edges and takes any fluids into the mouth of the vagina" a small, narrow, pink tongue emerged from the vagina and ran around the "lips" of the vagina and while the caption was showing, the act and the words synchronised exactly with the movements there were four caption-act synchronised scenes one or two of the captions had descriptions which were too big to be displayed in one caption and had to be think-read like a ticker tape, as the think-read words were added to the caption at bottom-right of the caption the top-left line of the writing moved out of the caption box there were two lines of writing in every caption with about twenty-five characters in each line notes 1 the overriding feeling in this dream was of disappointment the dreamerwas disappointed that a woman could be used as a thing notes 2 the sense of disappointment came from thinking earlier on in the day howthe dreamerhad allowed myself to treat women as the lesser partner in the act of x the dream was, in part, the result of me explaining to another person two days before the dream that we are at that point of evolution when awake-time and dream-time are merging and there is the very real possibility that the dream-time conscious becomes the dominant state of consciousness eventually in that future time the awake-time conscious will have the same status as dreams do today... non-existent or not remembered, partially remembered or fully remembered notes 3 while explaining love, encourage you children to talk about their dreams : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.6 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - synchronised acts, think-read-write descriptions (1) x (1) 28022020 the name of the dream: big, bigger and biggest it is nighttime andthe dreameram walking along minding my pwn business graduallythe dreamerbecome aware of people behind me and getting closer there are two young men two or three metres behind me one of them is my size and the other is substantially bigger and heavier than me the look on their faces tells me they intend to harm me next scene, the bigger of the two is being hit in the face and head-butted by another man who is substantially bigger than he is in the next scene, a man in a white suit, who is shorter than the biggest man in the last scene and is as broad as it's possible to be without looking deformed, is hitting the man in the last scene in the throat notes 1 not sure what to make of this dream, possibly extremes of thinking in the pde's addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.2 - participant (first scene) observer - the category of the dream - violence (8+) males (6+) 27022020 the name of the dreams: the presidential ball a function was taking place the room had a dance-floor about thirty by forty metres a carpeted area about ten metres deep ran around three sides of the dance floor a long bar that went from wall-to-wall was situated along the narrow side of one end of the rectangular room the balcony was accessed by a wide staircase which was wide enough to allow two or three people to be going up and down at the same time there was somewhere between three and four-hundred people on the ground floor, but because there were more people than the room was designed for it looked like there were a thousand people in the room the dreamerwas on the dance-floor with a group of six or seven women, and we are thoroughly enjoying ourselves all the women were ex-girlfriends of the still incumbent d.t. one of the women didn't hide her feelings for me the dreamerwas "set" for the night d.t. passed by close me heading for the stairs he was wearing his trademark long, dark coat (a crombie?) and white shirt the dreamersaid, "one of the girls wants to dance with you" he had a slight smile on his face as he looked at me intently, but he never said anything notes 1 this dream was the result of talking about d.t.'s chances of winning the election for a second term earlier on in the day : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - celebrities (10+) donald trump (2+) 26022020 the name of the dream: why me ? i'd forgotten that i'd worked as an injection-moulder until this dream as some of you will know, there's not a whole lot to the job swivelling the machine over after it has pressed the mould and having a quick check to see that the product wasn't flawed in any way there was an issue about one of the moulds some joker had reconfigured the settings of one of the moulds and the finished product looked uncannily like a woman's crotch the manager was furious in the last scene of the dream,the dreamerhad become the main suspect addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - employee (9+) injection moulder (1) 25022020 the name of the dream: life can be unfair a heated situation arose concerning my right to remain living in my rented accomodation it got out of hand and the police entered the dream it soon became obvious that between the policeman having the right to use force and having to side with the landlord because the landlord had the legal right to refuse, or eject any tenant he didn't want, thatthe dreamerwas about to become homeless it was as clear as day to me, as it was to the policeman, that the landlord fancied the girl and wanted her as the tenant the girl was playing the "sex-card" and kept holding onto to the landlord and pressing herself against him it was infuriating, to say the least, that a man could get the police to throw me out onto the street because he wanted a relationship the dreamerlost my "cool" and slapped a piece of paper into the face of the landlord it didn't hurt him but in the eyes of the law it was an act of violence the dreamerknew my arrest was imminent the dream ended asthe dreamerwas thinking it was likely that once we were away from the "crime-scene" the policeman would express his sense of fair-play and let me go orthe dreamerwould "get off" with a caution can trace what caused this dream to an event in the day before the sleep addenda: vividness: - 2.9 to 3 - participant - the category of the dream - contentious issues (9+) self (2+) 24022020 the name of the dream: tomorrow's baghdad this dream is set in baghdad or any place we associate with genies and magical happenings this dream opens up with a close-up of the tip and half of the blade a sword touching the diaphragm of a man to my dismay, the blade penetrated the man's body and the next scene showed a bloodied blade happily, the tone of the dream completely changed and the dream became a colour-rich technicolour fantasy it had a depth of colour which only occur in dreams along the sides of the throughways which connected one community with the next, there were car-sized boulders that had round, spiral patterns that swirled and pulsated men in long-robes transporting someone in a hand-held conveyance with smooth red felt or thick silk curtains passed in front of me the dreamersensed there was a beautiful woman behind the curtains this dream had the makings of being an epic dream but it fizzled out after half a dozen scenes notes 1 this dream is in the pre-wheel era the addenda: vividness: of the dream tells us it is a future time-tense, probably 4 : addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.3 - observer - the category of the dream - mythical (2+) 23022020 the name of the dream: we all make mistakes there was considerable rancour between one policeman in particular and self when a large amount of food was confiscated the food was destined to feed more than fifty people at an upcoming function time was of the essence and it was running out if the food wasn't back in my possession within a few days it would mean a considerable loss of money and a severe dent in my credibility as a businessman there were a couple of scenes of self at the police station arguing the toss with different officers in one scene,the dreamersaid to the arresting officer, "the dreamerbet youthe dreamerget the items back" the policeman who brought the charges was left with egg on his face when the food was returned to me the food was returned not becausethe dreamerproved the goods were mine but an error in the procedure all of the items had not been entered into evidence in the allotted time according to law within a couple of days after the goods being taken from me and the legal procedural error came to lightthe dreamerhad been able to establish beyond doubt the goods were mine in the final scene, the policeman who had initiated the charges was in a subdued but unrepentant mood the dreamergot the final last word in whenthe dreamersuggested he write a cheque for the money he had lost on the bet the policeman came close to displaying an ironic smile asthe dreamerleft the police station with no ill feelings : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - business (10+) food (10+) 22022020 the name of the dream: slopes and slides it is early morning the sun isn't above the horizon but there is enough light to see the buildings on either side of the road the road slopes down at about fifteen-degrees over a distance of about eighty metres looking down the road it appears to come to a dead-end people, all young boys between nine or ten to fifteen or sixteen, start filling the dream the dreamerbecame the focus of their attention it wasn't immediately apparent but about a quarter of the way down the fifteen-degree sloping, bending road the reason for their curiosity about me road became obvious the dreameram an elderly gent of about seventy in a young people's environment the further down the roadthe dreamerwent, the attention from the youngster's became more intense could feel a sense of resentment growing about halfway down the road the lads were coming out of their houses and standing at the end of the paths challenging me with their looks nearing the bottom of the road, three or four of the boys were out in the street the youngster's began showing their resentment towards me by sliding heavy objects towards me (yes,the dreamerknow, how do you slide objects up something? this is dreamland, where the inexplicable is the norm) the objects were heavy if they had clipped my ankles, it would have hurt the dreamershouted out to the lads sliding the objects, "if any of them hit me, you're getting them back" that did the trick, they stopped was trying to figure out whatthe dreamerwas doing there the last building on the left-hand side became a shop went into the shop the two young males running the shop looked at me in the same way all the others had the dreamersaid in an apologetic way, "the dreamerjust want a cup of tea" am now walking back up the road if i'm still an elderly gent i'm walking with the strength of a young man in his prime (the stand-out sensation of the dream) there are two young girls walking three metres or so ahead of me they slow the pace of their walking they want me to talk to them the girls are wearing loose, clinging skirts the dreamercan see the shape of their buttocks nowthe dreameram over the top of the slope and walking downhill two-hundred metres away at the bottom of the slope, there is a chute it looks like a chute that is used to fill those big cement trucks that have rotating, barrel-shaped containers as they urgently make their way to their destination the chute is forty or fifty metres long with a little bump half-way down and is being used as a fun slide there is a queue waiting to go on it excitedly,the dreamershout out to everyone within hearing distance "i'm going to have a go on that, you'd better believe it" : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - antagonism (8+) fun (8+) alluded x (1+) 21022020 the name of the dream: coincidences was writing a message to my brother when a notification appeared which said the message hadn't been received by him because his website was undergoing a maintenance coincidentally, he had got to the computer during the maintenance as well but after the site-maintenance had been posted some of whatthe dreamerwrote had got through to him before the maintenance began he put two and two together and assumedthe dreamerhad managed to corrupt his computer somehow it was a long-standing assumption of his thatthe dreamerwas alright in the day to day world but when it came to something technical or was a little complicatedthe dreamerfell short of the mark... there may have been something in it he phoned me and wanted to know what it wasthe dreamerhad done to foul up his computer the dreamercould sense his embarrassment on the other end of the phone whenthe dreamertold him his site was undergoing maintenance note 1 a man who lived near me was on holiday in a far-flung country in the world and found a wallet in a cave on a beach belonging to a man he didn't know who lived ten doors away from him love/life has got everything that matters under control once in a while though the sheer number of events does throw up a coincidence : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - coincidences (1) brother (1) 20022020 the name of the dream: the pollster about five of us are in town on a saturday we have a reasonably strong bond which, for two or three of us, goes back into childhood saturday in town has been our routine for some time there was no question that we would "stick together" in a crisis today though, that sort of situation wasn't in our thoughts or speech we were young men enjoying each others company with enough money to do those things that a steady job provides as we came out of a shop a man approached us and asked us to answer some questions a minute here or there wasn't going to make any difference to our day so we obliged him the questions the man asked led into politics the man knew he could challenge our view without us becoming argumentative after he had pointed out a couple of things which suggested we should change our minds about somethingthe dreamerwent on the defensive and threw the same rationale back at him "if we should speak out then so should you", was my opening salvo "what about the arms programme", before he could replythe dreamercontinued, "what about e.t'.'s and u.f.o.'s" their just as important as what you're talking about" the man fell silent, he knew there was no defence my friends were nodding asthe dreamerspurted out another sentence or two and the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - politics and e.t.'s (1+) 19022020 the name of the dreams: crime scenes a man who was wanted by the police was "boxed in" in a two-storey residential block of flats the wanted man was refusing to give himself up the senior officer at the scene gave the go-ahead for the man to be shot a voice of moderation suggested using a tranquillizer gun the scene and this theme of the dream ended after the wanted man was subdued by the tranquillizer next dream and another crime scene there was a small army of policemen who had newly arrived at the scene the person or people to be arrested were very high profile personalities the news of the crime and the imminent arrests became known to the local people everyone knew it would be national news and anyone who knew or had seen something relating to the crime would want to be interviewed by the media one enterprising young chappie, it might have been me, realised that he would be the most sought after person by the press if he had a bit of evidence related to the crime he made off with something which wasn't just related to the crime but was the most important bit of evidence needed for the prosecution he was in the limelight and money if he could find the right person to broker a "deal" for him : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - crime scenes (1+) 18022020 the name of the dreams: alone and trapped and in a crowd and trapped a couple of dreams better forgotten the first one was about an abandoned van the van was more the size of a lorry but it didn't have the sturdy look of a lorry there was two of us in the scene at the start of the dream we could push it back and forth and managed to move it a couple of lorry-lengths we got to a tunnel-underpass but it was too tall to go through, so we decided to lean it on its side and push it through it worked for a couple of pushes but on the next attempt it slipped and fell further onto its side it trapped me between the van and the wall with no way of being able to exert any pressure to it the dreamerwas there for the duration the next theme of the dream started with two of us in an unused factory-sized building that had previously been used for repairing vehicles people started coming into the building from the far end about twenty males came in first and made their way to where we were thin single mattresses appeared from somewhere and the people who had just come in began laying them either side of the twenty-metre-wide building once the mattresses had been laid and people were lying on them, presumably bedding down for the night that, that portion of the building became separated and the next scene began now it was double mattresses on sprung beds a small proportion of the beds had people lying on them an uncomfortable feeling stirred inside me when it was realised the men were "doubling" up by way of light relief, the next scene showed an area that was about five metres on all of its sides with bars that were housing about twenty or thirty naked women in the final scene, the rest of the length of the building had two-tier bunks on either side, the width of the building had shrunk to about five or six metres, and was a throng of hundreds of males scrambling for a bunk a group of about thirty men began rushing past to get somewhere the impression was, wherever they were going it was an improvement on the present scene my common sense told me to join them whether it would be a "step up the ladder" to a better dream isn't known, the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - trapped (3+) 17022020 the name of the pre-sleep and post-sleep Montage sequences: a mixed bag of montages it was taking a while to "nod off" so had a quick go at inducing a montage the initial image was made up of a bundle of shreds of thick, white lines, a bit like a flat pile of twenty or thirty slithers of white paper that had been put through a paper shredder after three or four attempts the shreds began forming the detail wasn't crystal clear but considering it was the first 3-d image in a montage the faculty which produces 3-d imagery may have been a bit "rusty" the image eventually formed into an aerial view of building with half a dozen or smaller buildings annexed to it the main building was much bigger than a castle, rounded and looked like it was from a fairly recent era it was spread over about two acres (take away the surrounding buildings and This is near to it (https://visitbristol.co.uk/things-to-do/berkeley-castle-p24111) the addenda: vividness: of the image at its clearest was 3 after moving on from the 3-d image the montages moved into more familiar formats... regular 2-d, cartoon, pastel colours, rich colours fell asleep for six-hours and, blow me down, woke to another series of montages whichthe dreamerdon't remember initiating, laughing mildly asthe dreamerwas saying, "here it comes again" as the third image of ? began taking shape notes 1 this set of montages, are,the dreameram fairly sure, due to reading my own notes about how to increase the likelihood of dreaming by having a bread-supper before "hitting the sack" notes 2 this was the first 3-d montage-image notes 3 do we need to separate montages into before-and-after sleep categories ? told you it was going to get complicated : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - observer - the category of the montage: pre-sleep and post-sleep (1) mixed format (1) 2-d and 3-d (new category) (1) cartoon and regular (1) montages with motion (1+) 16022020 he name of the pre-sleep and post-sleep Montage sequences: a mixed bag of montages it was taking a while to "nod off" so had a quick go at inducing a montage the initial image was made up of a bundle of shreds of thick, white lines, a bit like a flat pile of twenty or thirty slithers of white paper that had been put through a paper shredder after three or four attempts the shreds began forming the detail wasn't crystal clear but considering it was the first 3-d image in a montage the faculty which produces 3-d imagery may have been a bit "rusty" the image eventually formed into an aerial view of building with half a dozen or smaller buildings annexed to it the main building was much bigger than a castle, rounded and looked like it was from a fairly recent era it was spread over about two acres (take away the surrounding buildings and This is near to it (https://visitbristol.co.uk/things-to-do/berkeley-castle-p24111) the addenda: vividness: of the image at its clearest was 3 after moving on from the 3-d image the montages moved into more familiar formats... regular 2-d, cartoon, pastel colours, rich colours fell asleep for six-hours and, blow me down, woke to another series of montages whichthe dreamerdon't remember initiating, laughing mildly asthe dreamerwas saying, "here it comes again" as the third image of ? began taking shape notes 1 this set of montages, are,the dreameram fairly sure, due to reading my own notes about how to increase the likelihood of dreaming by having a bread-supper before "hitting the sack" notes 2 this was the first 3-d montage-image notes 3 do we need to separate montages into before-and-after sleep categories ? told you it was going to get complicated : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 - observer - the category of the montage: pre-sleep and post-sleep (1) mixed format (1) 2-d and 3-d (new category) (1) cartoon and regular (1) montages with motion (1+) 15022020 the name of the dream: a thirsty parrot in this dream,the dreamerhave a small parrot as a pet the parrot is about two-thirds the size of a pigeon and like a pigeon, it has a plain plumage of dark-grey a truly responsive-to-human-companionship bird that is happier on my shoulder than on a perch the dreamerwould turn my head and speak quietly and it would respond with a tongue-nibble on my ear on one occasion,the dreamerturned my head and gave it a kiss instead of giving me a tongue-nibble on the lips it started lapping up the saliva inside my mouth the dreamerrealised it was thirsty and walked over to where there was a plastic bottle of water, picked it up and put it near its beak to let it know it was about to get a drink beforethe dreamercould grasp the bottle with two hands and twist off the cap it stretched forward and bit into the cap of the bottle four or five times with a degree of zealousness that was bordering on savagery its determination to get to the water was so greatthe dreamerhad to grip the bottle firmly to stop it yanking the bottle out of my hand it bit off enough of the cap to get its whole beak inside the bottle andthe dreamerwas further taken aback when it sucked up about one-twentieth of the water in one go (the stand visual) the amount it drank it translated to a person drinking a litre of water in one swallow the dreamermade a mental note to have a source of water on permanent tap somewhere in the room before waking addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - animal (20+) dinosaur (5+) parrot (1) 14022020 the name of the dream: questions a two-scene dream a man is taking my details he wants to know my weight and what experience i've had that might be relevant to the job i'm applying for second scene have just started a new relationship she wants to know all about me specifically, she wants to know how tallthe dreameram and asks me about mom and then asks about my brother was wondering how she knewthe dreamerhad a brother when the scene ended : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - two-scene dream (12+) job interview (2+) relationships (49) female (39) 13022020 the name of the dream: riches and prejudice a fabulously rich couple decided to "spread" their money around by organising a free, weekly nationwide game of lotto (housey-housey, bingo) the prize money for the winner was two-million pounds two of us won in the same week and it was left the male of the couple to adjudicate, by a personal interview, who was the outright winner everyone thought the obvious thing to do was to split the prize money the male was adamant that there should only be one winner a couple of scenes followed in which it became obvious to me the man had decided to do it his way because for some reason he didn't like me and didn't want me to be rich the final scene of the dream was the man with a gleeful, spiteful look on his face which let me know he didn't like me : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - money (15+) prize money (1+) 12022020 the name of the dream: carmen re-visited at a computer in an office waiting to be interviewed a man comes over to me and we start talking my interview was scheduled for earlier on in the day butthe dreamerhad become so engrossed in whatthe dreamerhad been doing at home it had slipped from my mind he listens intently asthe dreamertell him my reason for being there the dreamerwas there in response to an ad in the paper which wanted people who dream prolifically to volunteer to be case studies for research the computer in front of me was showing the dream entries of my website at the moment the man began talking to me the page on the screen was showing the carmen dream (30062016) he began reading it and called over to another person that he was looking at something interesting the person he called came over and within a few moments they began acting out the part of the dream where everyone is moving in a circle the dreamerwas chuckling away and trying to keep serious at the same time when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - dreams about dreams (1+) carmen (1) 11022020 the name of the dream: a big dream the scenes of the dream were, like yesterday, varied and unrelated there were ten or more scenes but the ones recalled first slipped from the memory was expecting the theme of the dream to become obvious before it was realised the scenes weren't connected scene 1 two women standing and talking they were discussing a woman's role in society they were both a little disgruntled that women seemed to be subservient to men the dreamerchimed in with, "you've got the best of the bargain" scene 2 someone proposed a database of dinosaurs should be made available to the public pubic interest and the academic need to have a fully detailed, tabulated catalogue of the where, when and what of the dinosaurs could be best achieved if any and everyone could add a sentence or idea to the database scene 3 a live recording of a woman salesperson demonstrating a gizmo of some sort her head and shoulders opened the scene the camera followed the line of her breasts down her body and just as you were expecting to see the start of a dress covering her breasts her nipple on her left side was poking over the top of her black dress her dress was too daring and she was paying the price scene 4 this scene contained the second stand-out part of the dream the latest form of camouflage was being shown the view showed the backs of three or four men as they were walking away from where we were the way they slowly faded and re-appeared against a backdrop of a wood or forest was magical hollywood has got some catching up to do if it wants to present a dream addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 - observer - a new category of dream: theme-less epics (2+) 10022020 the name of the dream: back into montage territory upon waking and trying to recall the dream the memory presented not a dream but individual images there were about five images kept hold of one of the images in my mind's eye and "held" it steady there was a bit of detail in the pic which wasn't clear by focusing or concentrating on the part image which wasn't recognisable the "zoom" faculty in the mind brought out the detail had varying degrees of success doing the same thing with the other pictures it's been more than six months since the last montage the montage of 14022018 is probably the most significant notes 1 we have a pretty good idea of what causes dreams but montages are taking on a different identity for the moment will keep them categorised as a recreational ability : addenda: vividness: 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - montage (25+) freeze and zoom (2+) 09022020 the name of the dream: an instance of spontaneity walking out of a building after listening to a lecture or presentation, there were thirty or forty people in the room about halfway out a voice to my right said something a small woman, sitting on the the chair next to the aisle and quite a bit older than me, was looking up at me the dreamertold her my name, and she said, "canthe dreamertake you home with me" the dreamersearched her face and saw a woman who needed male company the dreamersaid, "have you got a car?", she said, "no" back at her home, she asked whythe dreamerhad agreed so readily to her request the dreamersaidthe dreamernever say no to a woman as long as she hasn't got an aggressive character she asked whatthe dreamerwanted to do andthe dreamersaid it was for her to tell me andthe dreamerwould do it the dreamerasked her if she had ever been married and the dream ended before she replied addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the cateory of the dream: relationships (48+) female (38+) 08022020 the name of the dream: the boxer in this dream,the dreameram in my early twenties someone suggestedthe dreamershould be a boxer the person who suggested it had spotted something in me which revealedthe dreamerfancied myself as a tough guy the dreamerdidn't realise untilthe dreamerwoke from the dream he was "stroking" me the dreamerfell for it hook, line and sinker at the gym, first, there were problems with changing into boxing attire then, had to go around asking people to give me small change to get into a cubicle in the toilets sothe dreamercould change someone said it was a good idea to clear your bowels out before going into the ring the dreamerdidn't know why he said that and didn't take heed anyway, got changed and climbed into the ring my opponent disposed of me quicker than you can shake a stick the dreamergot out of the ring with the dire need to go to the toilet : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - boxing (2) 07022020 the name of the dream: the measure of a man a top job for one of the salesmen was in the 'offing it was an unusual selection procedure, to say the least the criteria for suitability for the job wasn't a pleasing sales technique, just the opposite the bosses were of the frame of mind that an aggressive sales-pitch would serve them best all applicants, including self, had to be prepared to have a shot of testosterone before "hitting the road" what the brains behind the idea hadn't taken into account was that the "pushy" characteristic's it produced wouldn't remain confined to selling goods we salesmen were at loggerheads over any and everything it was no longer a matter of who could sell the most now it was a matter of who was "macho man" in the final scene, the overseer of the experiment looked like a beaten man as he realised the bosses would be looking to him as a scapegoat for the melee note 1 have you ever wondered why testosterone was built into our physiology ? : addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - business (11+) testosterone (1) 06022020 the name of the dream: dirty deeds became friends with a couple of go-getters, think they were married the relationship between the two was a year or two old but their enthusiasm for doing things together was growing the three of us developed an idea for a new process not sure what it is we were actually doing the idea revolved around a roller the roller was about the length of a settee and a metre thick and coloured grey we were all sure we had opened a new market and the future looked good the project was a lot more effective than we realised and other people in related businesses were going to lose out we two males came back from somewhere and went into the development area where the roller was it was a fairly large room, about ten metres by thirteen the area had been trashed in amongst the wreckage was the young man's wife or girlfriend she was lying slumped across a desk her right arm was stretched out forward, it looked as though she was stretching for something it was obvious to me she was dead the young man hadn't seen her yet the dream ended afterthe dreamerdecided not to bring the young man's attention to his partner he would find out for himself any second : addenda: vividness:: 3 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - business (9+) murder (3+) 05022020 the name of the dream: a baby in my arms: 2 walking along a corridor, a hospitalthe dreamerthink uncle les appears from another corridor on my right carrying a baby the baby is swaddled in white blankets and sleeping stood there looking at the baby for a moment, then uncle les passes the baby over to me the baby is cradled in my arms and uncle les asks, "is that the first time you've held him ?" my reply is, "no, the second" it crossed my mind that the baby needed to feel the warmth of skin loosened enough of my clothes for the side of his face to rest against my chest and feel the heat from my body his eyes opened for a moment the dreamerspoke to the baby and asthe dreamerheard the sound of my voicethe dreamerthought it probably sounded like a growl to a new mind note 1 four dreams about babies in the last month addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - uncle les (5+) babies (7+) 04022020 the name of the dream: just what we needed, another board game a board game, which needed a coloured notepad to keep track of the complexities of the options with every new move, was the latest craze and if you weren't familiar with the game you were an "also-ran" being "in on" the latest craze told people what place you occupied in society complicated games weren't in my repertoire the dreamerwas on the outside looking in a confident young lad with a cheeky/superior smile was halfheartedly telling me how to play the game between my disinterest in games as a whole and his know-it-all attitude,the dreamerknew less about what the game was all about after our conversation than before it : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - board games (1+) 03022020 the name of the dream: who were the first people to eat cheese? a group of five men had left the battlefield after their attack had been beaten back they were disgruntled, they were banking on the spoils of victory to maintain an acceptable lifestyle there was a discussion as to what to do with the three or four captives, two women amongst them, they had stumbled upon as they retreated the best outcome from the prisoners point of view would be to spend the rest of their lives as slaves notes 1 this was a disappointing dream the dreams for the last couple weeks have, by and large, been upbeat it's been two weeks since the last dream which had feelings like this in it a quick check of the diet diary points to the dream that night being the result of eating cheese in the last meal of the day notes 2 some of you will know from experience that some foods can cause unpleasant dreams we can use the experiences to our advantage the opposite effect will be happening as well, the right foods will enhance dreams it might be the case that "good" foods can subdue some of the adverse effects of what might have been to an undesirable dream into a mediocre one, and conversely, what would have been a great dream turns into a bland dream "good foods" enter into new reference page with sentence locators a consensus as to what one or the other food is or isn't good or bad has to be moderated with the understanding that the general tone or quality of our thoughts during the day before the dream are the main architects of dreams a consensus about the ethicality of foods will probably best be arrived at by all of us keeping a dreams diary and a diet diary and comparing the main points of agreement and disagreements as a mini-goal, let's try to make a dreams diary and a diet diary part of our life-routine by 2030 within ten years the global society should be aware that a progressive and evolutionary society will fare best by sharing, sharing, sharing any and every bit of knowledge there are computer programmes (databases and spreadsheets) available today which will allow us to assemble and cross-reference volumes of information in seconds a responsibility society will come to be aware of the need to consider it its duty to make every bit of knowledge accessible to everyone, for the benefit of everyone we're not doing ourselves any favours with the "me, my family, my country first" attitude to life which is (intentionally) having the opposite effect it's time to start pushing back the monsters of death (they chose it) : addenda: vividness: 2.9 - observer - the category of the dream - food-influenced (10+) food dreams (8+) cheese (4+) prisoners of war (2+) 02022020 the name of the dream: epic sleep, epic dream this dream comes off the back of an eleven-hour, deep, therapeutic sleep there were as many scenes in this dream as two or three epic dreams put together, and there wasn't a single scene which linked one scene to another another oddity... there were no people in any of the dreams there was, however, voices saying things relevant to the details of the dream as they appeared just two of the sentences are readily recallable... was looking at four presentation boxes on top of each other the top box had a dark-brown see-through film on the front it had five or six soldier-figures in it there were gaps where there should have been figures a voice from somewhere said, "i'll replace the soldiers" in another scene, there was the most desirable-looking tray of chocolates ever to appear in a dream was salivating while looking at them a girls voice said, "their yours" this was a monstrously big dream flashes of some the other scenes are coming to mind while typing to do this dream justice would mean spending most of the day typing and checking the grammar an entire day on one dream ! not quite ready to devote entire days to presenting dreams that's for the future : addenda: vividness: - 2.9 to .3.7 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - mega epic dream (1) multi-themed (15+) 01022020 the name of the dream: the happy bus was watching the goings-on had been watching for ten or fifteen minutes a pastel green coach had been converted into a mobile mall a couple of dozen women had the idea to bring their skills to the general public inevitably, began mixing with the girls and in the next scene,the dreameram standing by the bus asking each new arrival what her speciality is they were all there... instant hot meal chef, alterationist, health advice, family counselling, money advice, cobbler, hairstylist, mobile phone experts showing the tricks of the trade... managed to talk my way into getting my hair styled and having a chip meal the hairstyle suited me and the chips were perfect (the chips were served on a plate !) there was room for a relationship in this dream alas, the dream ended asthe dreamerwas eyeing the talent agenda: addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - acts of benevolence (7+) bus (1+) hair-cut (2+) 31012020 the name of the dream: isn't life just like this a poignant dream about a man who loved a woman, and a woman who loved life the dreameronly saw her once and that was fleetingly she was addressing someone even from five metres,the dreamerfelt myself being drawn into her world the waythe dreamerwould describe her... she was alive with life he loved the woman and it was easy to see why only a naturally miserable man wouldn't be attracted to her she was a woman who was "in-tune" with life she loved every moment of it her most captivating trait was a smiling-effusiveness which pulled you into her sphere of purpose the magicalness of those childhood days hadn't left her there must have been a day somewhere back in her childhood days when one morning she woke up at that precise moment in her life when every cell was working in harmony with every other one a day when the endorphins tap had been turned on and the body decided to leave it turned on her condition had been identified although the debate, whether her condition was a "new norm" or not natural, hadn't been settled this left the man who loved her in a dilemma as much as he wanted to be with the child-woman, while the professionals weren't decided, he couldn't show his feelings for her meanwhile, a woman who had the charisma to set the world on fire was in a controlled environment : addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - adults with childhood traits (2+) female (1+) 30012020 the name of the dream: the magic stone a man was holding a round gold box the size of a two-pound coin the container was a thick as three two-pound coins he took the lid off the box it was furnished with a two-shades-of-green mottled substance he placed one of his fingers on the mottled surface and pushed the green metal as though he was trying to push it out of place (he was rubbing his magical energy into the container) in the next scene, there were three, four or five life-sized man-shaped cut-out figures made out of foam the foam was about twenty-five centimetres thick and had pictures of men in pyjamas stuck on them lying in various sleeping positions the idea was to pick the position which looked most comfortable and try lying on the mattress in the position of the man pictured on it the dreamerdid try it the feeling of complete relaxation it produced was the stand-out moment of the dream addenda: vividness: 3.2 - observer and participant - the category of the dream - beds and mattresses (1+) 29012020 the name of the dream: the boxer in this dream,the dreameram in my early twenties someone suggestedthe dreamershould be a boxer and start training in a gym the person who suggested it had spotted something in me which revealedthe dreamerfancied myself as a boxer the dreamerdidn't realise untilthe dreamerwoke from the dream he was "stroking" me the dreamerfell for it hook, line and sinker at the gym, first, had to go around asking people to give me small change sothe dreamercould get a cubicle and change then there were problems with changing into a boxing outfit which just wasn't going to fit someone said it was a good idea to clear your bowels out before going into the ring didn't know why he said that and didn't take heed anyway, got changed and climbed into the ring my opponent disposed of me quicker than you can shake a stick the dreamergot out of the ring with the dire need to go to the toilet addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - boxing (2) 28012020 the name of the dream: a baby in my arms at home watching the telly two women pass by the window on the way to the front door one of them has a child in her arms the other woman has a toddler in tow got to the door just after they opened it immediatelythe dreamertook the baby into my arms and walked ahead of them back into the living room was keeping the baby occupied the mother said something dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (30+) women (25+) babies/toddlers (7+) 27012019 the name of the dream: contentment walked into the bedroom my girl was already in bed a song was playing began singing along with it got undressed and got into bed my girlfriend said, "you're in a good mood" snuggled further into bed she ran her fingernail down the outside of my arm was feeling warm dream ended notes 1 you can't tell me this isn't a wholesome dream : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (46+) female (36+) 26012020 the name of the dream: good at my job looking at the computer screen, at work was using the mouse to drag and drop square pictures into their designated places in a presentation box there was a round magnifying glass the size of a plate in front of the screen the programme was designed to show a black border around the picture when it was correctly aligned with the indentation in the package below it got the hang of it straight away heard someone saying something about putting me in a different job as the dream came to an end : addenda: vividness:: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - work/job (20+) assembly line (2+) electronics (2?) 25012020 the name of the dream: a bag of treats am at the flat of an awake-time female acquaintance of the fairly recent past my "stash" is almost depleted she handed me a cloth pouch, one those that uses a string to tighten it (the stand-out part of the dream) and told me to take some the dreamerloosened the cord of the pouch and pushed the bottom of the bag up to meet my fingers the smell of sweet hash wafted into my nostrils, this was class stuff the momentthe dreamergripped a piece its softness told me it was oily was feeling for a small bit but there wasn't any, the smallest was at least the size of an "eighth" it made me wonder where she had got it from asthe dreamerwas her chief supplier was still thinking about how she could get such quality "gear" when the smokethe dreamergot her wasn't anywhere near as good when the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3.4 - observer - the category of the dream - hash/marijuana (12+) cz (6 ?) 24012020 the name of the dream: kissing babies five or six scenes, except for one scene each baby featured on its own there was a lovely little touch in the scene with two babies there were two babies close to each other one baby was awake and the other was sleeping an adult kissed the face of the baby awake and sitting up the baby that had just been kissed leaned over and kissed the face of the sleeping baby the sleeping baby never woke but it looked to me like the baby's face had become more serene the most vivid dream for months : addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.4 - observer - the category of the dream - babies (12+) 23012020 the name of the dream: folders revisited a colourful but boring dream about folders, again, of the computer kind will skip the details of the dream and instead talk about the developing circumstances noteworthy notes the scope of what love/life has accomplished is staggering love/life "figured out", through the experience of time, that a discontinuous qualitative experience of life is better than a seamless, indifferent one the implications are enormous discontinuity is put at twenty-thousand million years this figure of twenty-thousand million years is the time from the big bang to now plus five-thousand million years for the time from now to the time when you-know-who is with us that's twenty-thousand million years love/life can't make it happen any quicker than that it appears to be a fixed minimum time love/life must "act out" discontinuity two things 1, the period of discontinuity is fixed but endlessness is an increasing circumstance 2, we're approximately three-quarters of the way to achieve our goal look at how fast the time between the big bang and now has gone by fifteen-thousand million years, poof ! gone, just like that no time at all really one more quarter of the time to do and then it's the time-equivalent of 1 ^83.000 planck-time units of straight-line action approximately, and in round figures, 1^50 planck-times in one year... ten years - 1^500 one hundred years - 1^5000 one thousand years - 1^50 000 the equivalent of one planck-time of discontinuity every one-thousand years let's not forget what it is love/life is doing it has created a circumstance in which any and every motion can be experienced in a qualitative way and, the more you do it the more you want to do it have you ever had a dream like that? the experiences in the dream were as good or better as an awake-time memory and you wanted them to go on love/life has achieved that heaven is an awake-dream it is best enacted through love 22012020 the name of the dream: mischievous me there was a festival going on in town there was an awful lot of drinking considering it wasn't a beer festival "bikers" had made it their festival they were the type of bikers who wore denim jackets without sleeves regardless of the weather they liked a good laugh, especially if it were at someone else's expense and doubly so if it were the law or a "straight" guy one of the bikers was someone i'd known back in the day he fancied himself as a tough guy even back then but at least you could have a laugh about ordinary things with him decided to spread a rumour that he used to be friends with a cop it was tantamount to blasphemy in biker circles... does he still know the cop ? it didn't take long for me to emerge as the culprit i'd stepped over the "line" and he'd have to do something what he wasn't going to do me when he got hold of me was nobody's business he got close to me a couple of times but he wasn't subtle enough to catch me not sure what he'd have done to me if he got his hands on me depending on his mood, it could be anything from a "gentle" roughing up to a broken arm the danger still wasn't over when the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - festivals (3+) bikers (1) 21012020 the name of the dream: generosity has its bounds was on holiday on the continent althoughthe dreamerwas rolling in it decided to live econimcally and stayed in a mixed gender dormitory of about twenty people the girl in the next bed to me was having a holiday on a shoestring there were electric metres on the floor by the side of each bed which took payments of four euro's at a time reception had a console with the amount of credit of each person on a screen and were refunded whatever amount they had in credit when they left on the morningthe dreamerwas leavingthe dreamertold the girl she could cash in my electric credit at the desk she knew there wouldn't be a lot of credit but just three or four euros would get her a sandwich and a coffee she was more "cash strapped" thanthe dreamerrealised and immediately came over and looket at my meter to see how much she would be getting it took me by surprise when she said it was empty the dreamerchecked it and saw it was showing "zil" she knew my offer was sincere and stood looking at me nowthe dreamerwas in a dilemma the dreamerdidn't have any loose change which meant i'd have to pull out my wad of money and peel off a five-euro note she would seethe dreamerwas carrying thousands word of my wealth would spread like widfire the dreamer would be looking over my shoulder for the rest of the holiday was thinking how to give her five euro's when the dream ended holidays (6+) money (17+) 20012020 the name of the dream: not wanted was in the company of three young men they were organising a party the dreamersaid something which asked in a roundabout way ifthe dreamercould go the main guy shook his head one of the others thought it would be o.k. for me to go again, the main man shook his head andthe dreamerturned and walked away asthe dreamerwas leavingthe dreamerheard the main guy say, "he'll hog the limelight" addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - jealousy (1+) 18012020 the name of the dream: the company man my boss calls me into his office and tells me our company, a public relations company, has just landed its biggest-ever account another giant among companies had initiated a massive world-wide public relations' initiative to improve its image and promote itself the contract vaulted our company into a major company at a national level* my new position took me from working class to middle class my job was to organise setting up a new department within the company and coordinate every aspect, including the furnishing, of the new offices the first immediate "perk" was yards of a heavy material which was left over from the amount needed to upholster single and two-seater lounge furniture the dreamerwent "overboard" and used a square metre or two of the material and had it stitched around my gladstone bag it made the gladstone bag almost invisible when it was by my side whenthe dreamerwas sitting in one of the chairs or sofas' (first of three stand-out scenes) it was,the dreamerknew, completely "over-the-top" but it's the sort of thing a person does when the resources allow it* another thing which came out of the sundries budget was a tubular neon sign the thickness of the little finger and was about half metre long and a quarter of a metre high the sign was "millthe dreamer"and it glowed reddish/pink** when on (second stand-out scene) had the sign made because a new trend was underway houses in the street were announcing their identity/individuality with colourful murals and words which covered between a quarter and three-quarters of the bricked area the neon light was small and subtle by comparison but it was in itself a new trend within the older new trend the word "milli" would have company in the form of the word "media" in the near future went into the living room of wherethe dreamerlive and, inexplicably, the carpet and the cloth on the gladstone were matching design and colour (third stand-out scene) the thought of upholstering our "three-piece" the same as the carpet and the gladstone bag crossed my mind but that was "over the top" notes 1 *it's possible to have a world full of stylish items it's just a matter of recycling **the colour of the laptop screen when it is in the night-light mode had turned it in on earlier for the first time in weeks : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - business (7+) stylishness/trends (2+) 17012020 the name of the dream: the dealer in the first scene, i'm on my own at home smoking a "single-skinner" listening to music and pottering about my place isn't well-furnished it's more like a waiting room than a living room in the second scene, the room has about eleven people in it the people are sitting on single chairs which are pressed back against three of the walls there were three girls and two boys along one side of the room and the others were against the other walls there were five girls in total a and about the same number of boys had only taken a few puffs of the single-skinner and was ready to take some more the dreamerasked, "do any of you girls know how to roll a smoke"? the three girls sitting together put their hands up as did the other two whenthe dreamerturned and looked at them it was time to re-stock was thinking what code names to assign to a "teenth" and an "eighth" whenthe dreamermade the call when the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - marijuana (8+) 16012020 the name of the dream: the local lad in the first scene, i'm on my own at home smoking a "single-skinner" listening to music and pottering about my place isn't well-furnished it's more like a waiting room than a living room in the second scene, the room has about eleven people in it the people are sitting on single chairs which are pressed back against three of the walls there were three girls and two boys along one side of the room and the others were against the other walls there were five girls in total a and about the same number of boys had only taken a few puffs of another single-skinner and was ready to take some more but now i'd have to pass it on "if they think they're going to smoke mine for the rest of the evening they got another think coming",the dreamerthought it wouldn't take long to get some more time for a "communual" joint and then they would be getting out their purses and wallets and shortly i'll be smoking their's the dreamerasked, "do any of you girls know how to roll a smoke"? the three girls sitting together put their hands up as did the other two whenthe dreamerturned and looked at them it was time to re-stock the larder was thinking what code names to assign to a "teenth" and an "eighth" whenthe dreamermade the call when the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - marijuana (8+) 15012020 the name of the dream: my lucky trousers the day out is going to be a two-hour outward bound journey to the furthest destination and then return, stopping at three other towns to go shopping and sight-seeing with twelve or thirteen hours to make the connections using the buses there should be enough time to be at each town for almost two hours there are two items which are "priority" items both are trousers wanted to match jackets recently bought in awake-time one is a formal black velvet jacket and the other is a casual brown suede jacket had bought the brown trousers the trousers are even better than was hoped not only are they the right shade but for the first time,the dreameram the proud owner of trousers with a lace-up fly was so chuffed with the trousers decided to wear them after buying them the next scene is at a bus stop didn't thread the laces of the trousers properly and, they are loosening (stand-out visual) it was a demanding situation which needed immediate attention was struggling to re-thread them three women in the bus-shelter could see my plight one of them, and, it must be mentioned, with obvious eagerness, volunteers to help and, without waiting for my assent, begins to re-thread the lace for me, while the other two women watched she judges to perfection where certain parts of me are and deftly presses two of her fingers against one particular part of my body she was a woman who had "the touch" involuntarily, my body and feelings respond to her touch reaching down with my right hand, gently pushing her hand away, saying as i'm waking up "i'm not the sort of person who does that in public" (exception: the dream of 22022018) addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - sauciness (2+) 14012020 the name of the dream: as usual, it's my fault a big store was having a sale there was a must-have coat which had my name on it got to the store as it was closing the dreamerwas the only person left in the queue when a young woman looked at me and announced there was only time for one more customer and he had already arranged to be served and was on his way the girl had a smile that mocked me on her face she was enjoying disappointing me the dreamersaid,, "the dreamerknow exactly where you're at" addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - troublesome people (13+) shopping (4+) 13012020 the name of the dream: time-traveller the dreameram a time-traveller my mission is to be at a place wherethe dreamerwill meet an elderly teenager the teenager will lend me enough money to be somewhere and do something which will enable me to set in motion a course of events which will change his and everybody elses destiny it is only a small amount (seven pounds) butthe dreamerhave to have that particular amount at that specific time and only from this person for it to happen the money will take me from point a to point b and when at place bthe dreamerwill do or say something which is, seemingly, insignificant the youngster was at the place and time predicted he gives me the money and is amazed asthe dreamerexplain how a simple act can change the course of events so radically there are two or three scenes of him asking questions and becoming more and more incredulous as he realises how minor events can change the future the ability to affect the course of events through simple acts gives him a sense of power several years later when the changes have occurred he meets the older version of the person whose life he changed as a result of lending me money and explains to the person, now a man, how giving me money changed his and everybody else's future in turn, the person who's life had been changed realised he could do certain things which would thwart what had become the sought-after outcome in the final scene, the person who's life had been changed, is strangling someone (think it may have been the man who had is life changed and didn't like the idea of being "interfered" with or he realised he could get way with murdering someone) notes 1 time-travel is, of course, impossible however, when a being has the inter-undulationary memory on tap the following becomes possible... the memory of july 20 1969 exists in the memory of all beings who saw, heard, felt, smelt or tasted something on that day let's say five minutes before lift-off the launch was cancelled due to an unexpected glitch and was re-scheduled for a month later in the next undulation the day before the launch, a technician has a dream which has the details of what went wrong and caused the flight to be cancelled he wakes from his dream and decides to act on it at mission control, he gets a technician to double-check a procedure or component the technician finds an error and has the time to correct it and the launch proceeds as planned this dream leads to the recognition of three things 1, the synchronisation of inter-undulationary memories is just beginning it will be millions of years before they become routinely accessible but when they are... the sky's the limit 2, in twenty-five-million years our desire to make the next class of man-shaped beings evolution as smooth as possible will demonstrate itself in many ways, to wit, The phoenix lights sighting (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SUJTh6Hs-i) it can be stated with certainty, the evolution of the next class of beings will be less than half as violent as ours was see also the Tenses of time (https://endicat.com/the-tenses-of-time/) 3, it also gives us an insight into the mechanism of his Terrible love (https://endic.at/terrible%20love.html) participant and observer - the category of the dream - time-travelling (1) : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - time-travelling (1) 12012020 "the name of the dream: happy her" in this dream, i'm the owner/manager of a restaurant the restaurant is on the corner of a street the restaurant is elevated above the street by about one-and-a-half metres there are steps from the street to the entrance on one side and large double patio doors which lead to outdoor seating at the far end of the building the patio doors are open and i'm coming and going between the indoor and outdoor parts of the restaurant getting ready for the day's business my wife or girlfriend has got other interests as well as being my main support in running the restaurant her other interests take her away occasionally for days at a time this was one of those days unlike other times when she went away, this time she was more excited than unusual, plus she was wearing eye-catching clothes and her hair and make-up were meant to please our relationship was a pretty solid one but on this occasionthe dreamerhad the thought there was some real competition still, the strength of the bond between us was based on my often-asserted maxim that her happiness was the most important thing to me to the extent if she ever found someone who made her happier thanthe dreamerdidthe dreamerwould expect her to follow her feelings as she was just about to leavethe dreamersaw how happy she was; that was the main thing notes 1 by complete contrast, there was a disgustingly, too-graphic-to-detail, dream which accompanied the restaurant dream it was about determining men's health through an examination of their a-holes vividness: 3.2 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - business () catering () - relationships (45+) female (35+) bernie (4) 11012020 the name of the dream: bound but not gagged was in the back of a car being taken into custody my hands were tied or handcuffed behind my back the driver was a former friend and ally who had been used to dupe me into a position wherethe dreamercould easily be arrested and taken in custody there were three scenes as we were travelling to the destination whenthe dreamerwas reasoning with him at first, he was completely convincedthe dreamerwas guilty of the charges made against me but in the final scene he realised the crimethe dreamerwas charged with was false and we had begun to think of ways of getting out of the situation : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - in custody/prison (13+) in a car (1+) 10012020 the name of the dream: what a palaver all the shops had problems the bigger the supermarket, the bigger the problem the dreamerwas in one of the biggest the queuing system was in chaos and were forming willy-nilly chances are you've experienced queue-hopping yourself in this dream it was turned into a fine art anyway, got to the checkout with milk and two or three other items had the notes, a twenty and two tenners, in my hand ready to hand over a tenner the guy at the till saw the notes in my hand asked ifthe dreamerhad any more thought it was odd he should ask me that but didn't ask why he wanted to know,the dreamerjust said, no he said,, "we haven't got any small notes and i'd have to go and get smaller ones from somewhere else" everybody knows the onus isn't on the shopper to make sure they have the exact right money, it is for the shop to accept whatever the shopper has and give change no amount of protesting made any difference, the elderly teenager at the till refused to accept my money thought the best option would be to go to another till by the exit door the same thing happened there a policeman was nearby andthe dreamercalled out to him to tell the cashier he has got to accept my money the policeman didn't want to know and walked away the dreamerwent "off on one" "that's the way it works", the dreamersaid, in a loud, defiant voice and then, "the dreamergive you money and you take my money andthe dreamertake the goods" and further, "the whole system relies on me giving you money and you giving me goods. if..." the dreamercould see the fella' at the till was starting to wilt and with a bit more pressurethe dreamerwould get whatthe dreamercame for addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - shopping: (7+) 09012020 the name of the dream: the eyes have it was in the company of a family with their latest addition to the family the weeks-old baby was in the arms of the mother the dreamerwas in a deep-couch looking up at the mother and baby at a table a metre away the mother was talking to someone out of view the baby was looking at the person talking and holding her it was obvious to me the baby was looking at where the sound of the voice was coming from the dreamerwondered if my voice would cause the baby to turn to where my voice was coming from ifthe dreamersaid, something the dreamerspoke a four or five-word sentence aimed directly at the head of the baby it worked ! as the baby began turning the dream appeared to go into slow-motion the baby's head turned very slowly to the direction of where the voice was coming from the baby got the right direction but not the elevation, so when the baby's head stopped turning the baby was in line with my body but was looking at my waist the dream went from slow-motion into "shutter-motion" it took four or five movements, over three seconds, for the baby's eyes to go from my waist up to my body and make eye-contact with my eyes in that second and and-a-half,the dreamerhad time to anticipate precisely when the baby would make eye-contact the baby would see the broad smile that had formed on my face during the baby's last two eye-movements, and the final movement of the baby's eyes would be as the baby made eye-contact our eyes made contact there was a lingering second asthe dreamerpeered deep into the baby's blue eyes they were, unmistakably, the blue eyes of a girl notes 1 this dream tells us the sound-location faculty of the brain develops before the sight-location faculty notes 2 the dreamercame out of this dream and into awake-time without opening my eyes while keeping the picture of her eyes in my mind a series of thoughts occurred... is it usual for adults to be able to distinguish between infant girls and boys merely from looking at their eyes ? did she recognise me as a male? at what age do we become aware of the other gender? at what age are babies able to smile and laugh? or perhaps that should be "what is the earliest a baby can smile or laugh" ? guessing the gender of a baby by looking only at the baby's eyes might be an idea for a quiz game notes 3 it was asthe dreamerpondered at what age we can expect to see a baby smile and hear a baby laugh thatthe dreamerrecalled the time whenthe dreamerhad just become a father... after work,the dreamerwent to the hospital to see mother and baby the mother was out of the room the baby was in a baby's bed next to her bed the baby's eyes were closed butthe dreamercouldn't tell if he was awake or not began telling him about what i'd been doing during the day with the inflexions of enthusiasm and weariness of events asthe dreamerrelated them after about fifteen seconds he let out a laugh it was the hearty laugh of a full-grown boy within a second or two the door to the room opened a nurse comes into the room and looked around she was trying to figure it out the nurse had seen me go into the room and knew the mother wasn't in the room so who was laughing? when she realised it was the baby she went wide-eyed then backed out of the room notes 4 it was in the late 1980s when the audacious splendour of love/life's achievements produced overwhelming sensations in my mind which felt like like natural "highs" wheneverthe dreamerdwelt on the future awaiting us, that "crazy-possibilities" seemed completely feasible it was in the mid or late 1990s or early 2000s when the writer handed out a flyer which had the sentence "when the first baby was born laughing it made us all start to laugh. and that's one reason why god is always smiling" (paraphrased from peter pan) people, don't let these drab and dark times stop you from thinking "crazily-wonderful" things the future that's coming is more wonderfully-crazy that you can imagine addenda: vividness: 4 - participant - the category of the dream - babies (11+) 08012020 the name of the dream: two times twice had a problem with the battery on a camera and had to go into town to get it diagnosed or replaced the salesman couldn't replace the battery without a receipt of purchase eventually managed to persuade the salesman to replace the battery but it did so very reluctantly as he was breaking company policy to express my gratitudethe dreamerbought something the same value as the battery the salesman was appeased back at the house, a quick sift-through of all saved receipts brought it to light took the receipt into the shop and the salesman was extremely pleased at the exit door on the way out of the shop, a young couple with a baby in a push-chair were on their way in the dreamerbeckoned the couple in, they deferred and started to back up to let me in the dreamershook my head and said,, "baby's first, always" he didn't move and was adamant thatthe dreamershould come out first it was getting embarrassing sothe dreamerwent through the door in the next dream, was in the company of three young men they were organising a party the dreamersaid, something which asked in a roundabout way ifthe dreamercould go the main guy shook his head one of the other two thought it would be o.k. for me to go again the main man shook his head andthe dreamerturned an walked away asthe dreamerwas leavingthe dreamerheard the main guy say, "he'll hog the limelight" : addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - cameras' (3+) linked dream (7+) 07012020 the name of the dream: the discontent was doing my job it was allthe dreamerknew, is was all i'd ever knew my job was a console operator it was the most sterile environment imaginable shades of cream and white a feeling of discontent had been growing steadily since the dream, my existence, began things moved around through a see-through tube which went up and around curves and down beyond the distance of limits of whatthe dreamercould see the tube was easily big enough for a person to fit into there were openings in the tube which things were placed in and came out of that was my escape route in a moment of sheer bravado,the dreamerthrew myself into the nearest opening to me and was immediately sucked up without touching any of the sides of the tube and with only a slight sense of movementthe dreamerwas shooting upward was still hurtling upward when the dream ended notes 1 this dream was borne of feelings of discontent during the day while at the computer : addenda: vividness: 4 - participant - the category of the dream - surreal environments (4+) sterile (3+) 06012020 the name of the dream: caz is back was back up with c for the fifth time she had put on a bit more weight she was also enthusiastic, subduedly excited about something she was well-dressed for the first time, much more so than she ever was in awake-time she had gone out,the dreamerwas busily getting stoned on some "solid" had prepared the next joint but not yet "put it together" couldn't remember where i'd put it and was still looking for it when c returned with some shopping bags she was even more bouyant than when she left it suddenly dawned on me where the joint had gone "what you 'bin doing", she asked the dreamerreplied, "pottering about, at the computer" "where have you been",the dreamerheard myself asking asthe dreamerwoke notes 1 most featured person in diary addenda: vividness: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (52) female (42) caz (5) 05012020 the name of the dream: mischievous me there was a festival going on in town there was an awful lot of drinking going on although it wasn't a beer festival biker's made it their festival they were the type of bikers who wore denim jackets without sleeves regardless of the weather they liked a good laugh, especially if it was at someone else's expense and doubly so if it was the law or a "straight" guy one of the bikers was someone i'd known back in the day he fancied himself as a tough guy even back then but at least you could have a laugh about ordinary things with him spread a rumour about that he used to be friends with a cop the dreamershould have known it was tantamount to blasphemy in biker circles, he might still know him it didn't take long for me to emerge as the culprit i'd stepped over the "line" and he'd have to do something what he wasn't going to do me when he got hold of me was nobody's business he got close to me a couple of times but he wasn't subtle enough to catch me not sure what he'd have done to me if he got his hands on me depending on his mood it could be anything from a "gentle" roughing up to a broken arm the danger still wasn't over when the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - festivals (3+) bikers (1) 04012020 the name of the dream: some women are more men-hungry than men are women-hungry notes 1 there was another dream about a bicycle but, as happens upon waking, spent so much time re-running the pleasure dream the memory of the bike-dream faded : viidness - 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream (42+) 03012020 the name of the dream: the adjudicator this dream is set in the accident and emergency area of a hospital it was my job to assess the circumstances of an accident that involved two men one of the men had an injury to his arm and the other had injured his leg the first man gave his account of what happened and it seemed to me that even without hearing the other man's side of the story he was in the right whilethe dreamerwas talking to the man a woman wearing a blue disposible hair-hat came to visit him she gave off, and spoke with, an air of indignation it only took a few sentences of conversation with the second man for me to change my mind and conclude it was the first man who had caused the accident : addenda: vividness: 2.7 to 3.1 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - hospitals (3+) 02012020 the name of the dream: the poll a really long think-dream with twelve or more scenes the first scene of this dream showed the result of the most popular pastime of a poll of bbc viewers top of the poll got sixty-nine per cent it occurred to me that a more useful poll would be one which was rated by area there was then a dozen scenes asthe dreamerordered and re-ordered the results as a think-read dream notes 1 the unusual aspect of this think-read dream was that it was actually relaxing doing the re-ordering always something new happening in dreams we are going to find it is almost impossible to exhaust the various themes that can occur in dreams when we consider that we are drawing from our own and other peoples experience's throughout the nine Tenses of time spread over a Googol of years : addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant and observer - the category of the dream - think-read (37+) polls (1) 01012020 the name of the dream: practising whatthe dreamerpreach it really does work (see https://www.endic.at/the%20art%20of%20pleasure.html) notes 1 this may be a timed-to-occur dream if it is, we're approaching the home straight : addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - x dream (41+) 26112019 the name of the dream: embellished was waiting at the side of an unpaved road that was in a featureless rural area within a ten-mile radius of dudley waiting for a bus (actually, didn't know wherethe dreamerwas but thought you might be getting fed-up with dreams that start with "didn't know wherethe dreamerwas") a dot in the distance became a spot, the spot became a blot, the blot turned into a matchbox-sized vehicle which then became a bus pulling up at the stop (actually, the dream was just me to start with, then the doors of a bus opened) without any effort, went from a standing position outside of the bus and with a single leap sprung the better part of a metre to where the driver was waiting to take the fare (actually,the dreamerhas had a black backpack that weighed thirty kilos and every timethe dreamermoved further onto the bus the effort of moving became greater) the passengers on the bus were getting impatient with the length of time it was taking me to get to a seat andthe dreamercould feel their icy stares (actually, the passengers were in "pantomime mood" and oohed and aahed with my every struggling step) the bus driver said "am yam gam ham" that, believe it or not, is black-country for "are you going home (actually, the driver never said a word and the dream ended asthe dreamerpulled out a wallet with "tenners" in it . thought you might be interested in the variations in a dialect that can exist in a country where you can go from one end to the other on one tank-full of petrol) notes 1 this dream produced the idea to publish dreams as screencast plays* have purchased the website "dreamcasts.one" to present them will need actresses and actors will produce the "dreamcasts" at my place as long as the women don't try any "funny stuff" before, during or after the production *there's another theme to develop which is begging to be produced and "aired" addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - locations (20+) rural (5+) buses/coaches (4+) 25112019 the name of the dream: the perfect package but you wouldn't think it to look at her addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - x dream (40+) 24112019 the name of the dreams: a bendy building and the field of traps had an appointment for the results of a test or it might have been an examination of a physical malady was on the ground floor of a residential building waiting for the lift the building housed so many people it had its own nurse stations and doctors surgeries every so many floors the dreamerdidn't live in the building the architects had erred on the side of excess when it came to the number of doctors surgeries, which allowed people who didn't live there to use the medical facilities was talking to a person who lives there while waiting for the lift the dreamerasked him how many floors the building had and he replied forty-three the speed of the lift was a stand-out bit of the dream there was a scene whenthe dreamerwas talking to a nurse back on the ground floor, walked out of the building and looked up to the top of the building, lost my balance and fell over there was then a scene which showed the building bending all the way over so that the top of the building almost touched the floor even more bizarrely, another scene showed the top of the building whipping through almost a hundred and eighty degrees the building was a tapered-tube shape in the next dream, a man was arguing with another man the man who was upset was telling the other man that the traps he was setting, they looked just like those round, collapsible nets a hobby fisherman uses, meant he couldn't let his dog go where it wanted the trappers was employed by the local authority and had the law on his side in the next and final scene of the dream, was walking through the field on my way back from whereverthe dreamerhad been (it wasn't in the dream) and had to pass through the field again there were about thrity of the fisherman's net-traps spread evenly around the field about a dozen of them had snared an animal there were baboons, lions and other animals one of the net-traps was torn, the stand-out scene initially,the dreamerthought someone had cut an animal loose but then it occurred to me the animal that had been caught gnawed its way out of the net the dreamerwas out in the open the escaped animal could be anywhere "it might be watching me at that very moment" notes 1 in principle, it's possible a building forty storey's high that can bend through almost one-hundred and degrees could exist definitely a future time-tense addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 participant and observer the category of the dreams: tall buildings (3+) bendy buildings (1) animals (15+) mammals (10+) lions (3+) baboons (1+) 23112019 the name of the dream: celebrating the computer looking at a large screen in a mall for the first dozen scenes was trying to figure out who was behind the advertisement after another twenty rapid scenes, it became clear" it wasn't an advertisement, it was a celebration of the virtues of the internet and the computer and, in particular, the underrated feature of copy and paste still,the dreamerwanted to find out who was behind it it then became a think-read dream and even after twenty or thirty scenes of think-reading the creators or sponsors of the video never surfaced it produced a nice feeling to have a dream that praised an achievement and presented it as a product of our collective endeavours notes 1 this started out as a montage and changed into a think-Read dream (a first) addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.8 observer the category of the dream - montage cum think-read (1) computer (7+) 22112019 the name of the dream: myths, demons and minions at the beginning of this dream the name damoclese is spoken out loud,the dreamerthink it's referring to me the womanthe dreamerlove doesn't know my identity providingthe dreamergive her up by a certain time the demons of the underworld can't lay claim to her i'm not allowed to tell her the situation and ifthe dreamerdo i've breached the code between our world and the netherworld the dreamertell the womanthe dreamerlove that we can be together one more time and then we must part she doesn't understand why we must separate the time for our separation comes and she ignores my warning that we must say goodbye and stays with me the minions are nearby waiting to receive instructions from their demon the dream takes on a sinister feel of the two minions, one is especially malevolent and is demonstrating his insidious character and hinting with gleeful anticipation of what he will be doing to the girl the girl is in a telephone booth making a call just as the bewitching hour occurs the minion is hovering above the call box and reaches through into the booth, takes the phone from her and speaks to his devil god there's a glimmer of hope that she won't be taken as the dream ends : addenda: vividness: 2.9 observer the category of the dream - relationships (48+) female (38+) greek mythology (1) 21112019 the name of the dream: the sunday group an acquaintance invited me to go with him and meet some friends of his the next scene, about twenty men were gathered in a very large living room more men were arriving in one's and two's and the living room was no longer big enough, we headed for a park at the green the number of men had grown to about forty and an impromptu game of football was underway there weren't any lines which marked the boundaries of the imaginary pitch, it was played out in groups of four or five challenging another approaching group mainly it was groups of men standing and talking recognised one or two of the men from awake-time locations over the years they were good, strong, no-nonsense character's organising themselves addenda: vividness: 3 observer the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances (7+) 20112019 the name of the dream: sussed working in an ultra-modern, glass and concrete high-rise building found a "blind spot" in a corner of the ground floor, where, with the help of a little camouflage, was out of sight of people had built up a group of friends who would come around in the evening for socialising it was many months, may have been a year or more, when a person on the night-shift discovered me there was no doubt he was going to "grass" on me and it would be a waste of time trying to talk him out of it sleeping on the job saved me a small fortune in rent it was such a sweet arrangement wasn't going to give it up without a fight among the schemes that presented themselves as the dream was ending" get a hooker and film him "on the job" while he was on the job" use a hidden microphone and offer him a weekly income if he turned a blind eye while recording the conversation" get a "heavy" to pay him a visit" : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - employment (8+) 19112019 the name of the dream: an act of honesty a dream set in dickensian times there was a stark difference between the have's and have not's of whichthe dreamerwas one a slight, small man wearing "toff's" clothes came into the dream from the left walking in a sprightly manner he was putting more distance between us with every step he took when he was about four metres ahead of me when a piece of paper fell from his person asthe dreamerneared the paper it became identifiable as a £20 note the dreamerpicked it up a woman in rags saw me with it in my hand and her eyes glistened with delight at the thought of sharing the "spoils" to her dismay,the dreamercaught up with the small man and gave it to him he was genuinely appreciative with my act of honesty and thanked me in a manner which made me feel good andthe dreamerwas gladthe dreamerhad given it to him addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - money (10+) honesty (2+) 18112019 the name of the dream: residents and residencies was in living in long-stay accommodation it was a mixed-gender set-up with girls and boys bedrooms my sleeping room had three or four beds in it as far asthe dreamercould see two of the beds were empty while the bed at the bottom-left of the room was occupied a girl walked into the room and went to the occupied bed only to find the boy was sleeping she then came over to my bed change of scene: we are in bed kissing and cuddling within two or three scenesthe dreamerhave become aroused she becomes aware of my reaction to her it's not what she wants and gets out of the bed and the dream ends the dreamerwake out of my sleep to a scuffling sound eventually,the dreamerlocate that the sound is at the far end of the room and see a mouse looking at me, it appeared to be waiting to see whatthe dreamerwould do,the dreamersat up and waved to it a cat appeared and began prowling looking for the mouse the cat then settled into a watch-and-wait position movements by the bottom-left of my bed caused me to take my eyes off the cat andthe dreamersaw a shoebox-sized box with a little triangular hole cut in it and a tiny mouse to the right side of the box, it looked like it was familiarising itself with the surroundings the next timethe dreamerlooked, in the triangular hole in the oblong box there was another mouse three or four times bigger than the tiny mouse,the dreamerconcluded it was the mother-mouse the chances are there were several more baby mice in the box sothe dreamerdecided it would be easiest and best to put the cat out of the house the dream ended asthe dreamerwas about to get out of bed notes 1 one dream had different genders the other had different classes of mammals significant? addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - dreams within dreams (5+) relationships (47+) female (37+) mixed classes of beings (1+) cat and mice (1) 17112019 the name of the dream: the tempo three of us were walking towards the city centre knew one of them but not the other no one said anything and there was no external influence whenthe dreamerfelt compelled to start making sounds and began moving subtly to my own sounds the person not known to me said something about bass and drum music being popular the dreamerwent "off on one" "let's say the soul is the size of the brain given unrestricted circumstances the soul can take on any shape that takes its fancy it can set the speed it wants to move at and it can vary its movements to any given tempo if the tempo of a sound is an exact divisor of eternity past and the shape it assumes is a muliplier of an endless and expansive future, there could be synchronisation between two or any number of souls and they wouldn't need a conductor by becaming linear in shape we will be able to dance with any and every other soul and there can be as few or as many as you want there to be we would be able to line-dance width-ways or as a straight line or any variation between the two then there are dimensions... addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - music and dancing (10+) 16112019 the name of the dream: rainy day was at a friend of a friends home it was a medieval building, possibly a squire's home in days of yore the family and guest's had just finished a meal in a dining room that had a long narrow table with six chairs each side (the dreamercounted them) and one place at each end there was red upholstery on the seats of the chairs, the stand-out part of the dream (4.4) it was decided we would walk into the nearest built-up area about five kilometres away within a half a kilometre it began raining the rain began increasing in intensity and in the next scene it was obvious we would be soaked through within minutes there was some sort of tradition associated with the long walk that went back into antiquity which the son of the owner of the house felt he had to uphold a smack of disdain in the form of a look and a comment came from someone whenthe dreamersaidthe dreamerwas going back, it was sheer bad-sense to carry on in the final scene,the dreamerwas back at the home listening to the sound of the rain trying to detect if it was getting more forceful addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4.4 participant the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances (6+) walking in the rain (2+) 15112019 the name of the dream: an electrician calls living in a small but neat one-bedroom flat not sure what the problem was but it meant specialised tools and knowledge to put it right was having a conversation with the electrician while he was working got to talking about glue and mentioned i'd tried uhu and gorilla when he finished and was about to leave he gave me a metal canister with a runny liquid in it he told me not to mention to anyone he had given it to me as it was a product which wasn't available to the general public and it could cost him his job ifthe dreamerdid the glue gave off the odour of a food being hungry and thirsty and before the electrician could do or say anythingthe dreamertook a mouthful his alarmed look told methe dreamerhad just poisoned myself the dreamersaid, "the dreamershouldn't have done that, shouldthe dreamer?" the dream ended asthe dreamerwas swilling out my mouth with water addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - stupidity (5+) putting glue in my mouth 14112019 the name of the dream: fate steps in the dire need for money isn't remembered but need itthe dreamerdid fate agreed with me and for the first time in a "finding-money-on-the-ground" dream it came packaged after picking up a fifty-pence piece the corner of a cellophane packet revealed itself pulling on the cellophane, a tube of fifty-pence coins came out of the ground there were about twenty coins in the tube of money before my amazement of the find had subsided the loosened ground revealed another tube only this time it was gold coins, much more than was needed notes 1 this website maintains that the content of dreams are drawn from actual experiences of the future, present and past when we get going you will be able to appraise picture page "full bicep" and get an insight into how this type of dream can come true addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - finding money on the ground (3+) 13112019 first dream the name of the dream: almost as real as real a mutually agreeable, slow and sensuous two-scened sex dream with unknown women there was one female onlooker in the first scene and two in the second there was also music playing, a song by the eaglesthe dreamerthink between the first and second scene, there were eight or so seconds of awake-time consciousness in which the feelings were still present and the sights in the second scene were easy to produce apart from there being a second female present and no music, it was a replay of the first scene notes 1 in my experience, we have the ability to produce or rather reproduce, these types of scenarios in awake-time which in turn means that after the first instance of the actual experience it is thereafter "on tap" to the awake-time memory the addenda: vividness: of recall for all experiences are, if the current formulations maintain their consistency, depend on the time-tense of the experience i.e. future experiences will always be more real than past experiences bearing in mind that, unlike like the worst things that can happen have already happened and are always decreasing in time and in the memory, we can rejoice in the fact that the best things that can happen are, due to the expansive qualitative nature love/life, always increasing the clarity of sights and feelings in this dream was such it caused me to recognise that when it comes to x pleasure it's a woman's world dreams and dreams theory is thought to be the advent of the application or the opening up of these abilities notes 2 the writer is interested to know if there are women out there who have or are experiencing pituitary pleasure? addenda: vividness: 4.6 participant the category of the dream - x dream (39) second dream the name of the dream: crazy happy this feel-good dream has a stack of "firsts" in it the first dream as a youngster, seven or eight" the longest ever feel-good dream, ten or more scenes" doting and care-free parents and grown-ups" the dreamerwas singing and/or dancing in every scene first scene, am on my own in a room with low lighting looking for company,the dreamermake my way into another room, stepping in rhythm with own four-beats-to-the-bar dum da dum, de de dum dum da, that has four or five adults in it the adults are talking in earnest about something my movements and sounds interrupt their conversation "we'll have to take him", someone said another scene, still humming and swaying when the dreamer asks, "why did you bring...?" without realising it the dreamer was giving them away my parents and their friends are career-criminals and were in the middle of a theft my comment caused them to abandon the robbery it was decided one of the group should look after me and in the next scenethe dreameram with a male who is enchanted with my mood and questions and singing the people who were in the original scene are in the next scene and they are talking about me, it's not their usual tone of voice two of them pick me up and hold me above their heads and begin to carry me into another room the dreamerstop humming and ask them, "are you going to throw me away?" they say "no" in a reassuring way they place me in or on the bed and tell me it's time for bed there is a wall clock on the wall facing me with a verse on it it reads something along the line of" "this is where you charge your batteries ready for another day" notes 1 that's three great dreams in two days addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - feel-good (15+) family/parents (4+) 12112019 the name of the dream: in the family janet andthe dreamer"found" each other, again it was time for me to take responsibility for the relationship went to her home to meet her parents for only the second time in a relationship that was more than a year old her father expressed his displeasure with me butthe dreamercould tell that behind his forced feelings he wanted to be friendly the mood of the dream became normal within a scene or two in the final scene, janet andthe dreamerhad settled into a regular-type relationship in a small flat in a block of flats addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - relationships (46+) female (36+) janet (4) 11112019 the name of the dream: the trials and tribulations of a film-goer in the next town from wherethe dreamerlived, about seven miles away had gone there to watch a film which wasn't showing near me she said it was nearby and went on to saythe dreamercould get there by walking between a gap in the row of houses where we were standing in the next road, couldn't see the cinema but there was a road twenty metres to the left of me which had lots of shops,the dreamerwas obviously near the centre of town went into a vegetable shop to get directions the woman there said she hadn't heard of the cinemathe dreamernamed the dreamerbecame frustrated; "how can you not know where the cinema is?" noticed bags of apples in front of the counter there were eight apples in the bags, the price was £1.38 a quick bit of mental arithmetic told me my usual supplier's price was cheaper addenda: vividness:: 3 participant the category of the dream - locations (10+) 10112019 the name of the dream: the trials and tribulations of a film-goer in the next town from wherethe dreamerlived, about seven miles away had gone there to watch a film which wasn't showing near me the dreamerasked a woman passer-by if she knew where it was she said it was nearby and went on to saythe dreamercould get there by walking between a gap in the row of houses where we were standing in the next road, couldn't see the cinema but there was a road twenty metres to the left of me which had lots of shops,the dreamerwas obviously near the centre of town went into a vegetable shop to get directions the woman there said she hadn't heard of the cinemathe dreamernamed the dreamerbecame frustrated; "how can you not know where the cinema is?" noticed bags of apples in front of the counter there were eight apples in the bags, the price was £1.38 a quick bit of mental arithmetic told me my usual supplier's price was cheaper addenda: vividness:: 3 participant the category of the dream - locations (10+) 09112019 the name of the dream: politics and partnership in the house of commons boris "walks across the floor" and joins the opposition he is shunned by his own party and is estranged in his new party he feels, and is, isolated the dreamerknew his predicament cupped my hand to use it as a megaphone and began chanting his name, "bor-is", "bor-is" the air of resentment towards him dissolves and is replaced by acceptance someone from the other side of the house gives me a thumbs up second dream with my new savvy and sexy girlfriend we rendezvoused at an expensive room in a prestigious building we planned the activities for the night left the room for something and whenthe dreamerreturned led zep's singer was there he began playing a guitar and singing an ardent fan of his heard the sound and came into the room and was wide-eyed and star-struck had to wait until he had played the song beforethe dreamercould be alone with my girl when we're alone her forthright and commanding manner was exactly suited my own attitude to the female-male relationship the dreamerwas physically relaxed and mentally braced for what we would be doing addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dreams: topical () politics () relationships (45+) female (35+) celebrities () boris (2) robert plant (1) 08112019 the name of the dream: reunited a five-scene feel-good from start to finish in the centre of a busy town on a sunny day bumped into my favourite girlfriend from some years before and we slipped back into where we had left off a prolonged first scene in whichthe dreamerchallenged her to ask for something she really wanted there and then she suggested a few things butthe dreamersaid they weren't challenging enough we walked for quite a while without saying anything and she was a bit bemused but lapping up the looks other girls were giving her eventually, she asked for a type of biscuit which wasn't known to me a suitable challengethe dreamerthought the dream ended when a patisserie shop came into view addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - relationships (44+) bernie (3) 07112019 the name of the dream: multi-themed dream the first theme, with a new girlfriend in her mid-teens who was the gift her mother had bequeathed the father before she died the father, the girl and self were in the living room of where she lived the father was overly protective of his daughter he watched my every movement as the girl andthe dreamersat on the sofa fairly sure this girl was the first awake-time girlfriendthe dreamerhad as a sixteen-year-old her mother had died before she became a teenager this is the youngest i've been in a relationship in a dream the second theme, was using a standard three-pronged plug with the prongs removed as an instrument it made a shallow sound a bit like penny whistle but it was nowhere near as penetrating, nicely mellow in fact was playing it three to five notes at a time it attracted animals and children and turned the heads of people the third theme, was edging my way along a ledge that jutted out along a stone wall about five metres above the ground wasn't unduly worried about falling though as there were branches of trees within grabbing distance in front of me addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 participant the category of the dream - multi-themed (10+) relationships (43+) female (33+) theresa (2+) music (20+) precarious situations (8+) 06112019 the name of the dreams: what matters two themes for this dream the first one was jeremy corbyn being indelicately pressed by a reporter who was trying to get a "rise" out of him by asking questions about his wife the second one was about a jewish man who had lost his faith in people and the world but regained it with even greater vigour when he was directed to the truth addenda: vividness: 3 observer the category of the dream - diverse themes (20+) 05112019 the name of the dream: ahead of the game a dream about post-brexit this dream contained ideas on how to bring equality to the british isles addenda: vividness: 3 observer the category of the dream - topical (3+) brexit (3) 04112019 the name of the dreams: impish me was staying in an inexpensive but well-run hotel that catered for long-term residents had been there for some weeks it had a table d'hôte menu with a restaurant that catered for twenty or so people at ten tables one of the guests, a spanish lady and a long-term resident at the hotel, had invited her daughter to come and visit her her daughter was a plump young lady with an affable character her personality was exactly howthe dreamerlike a woman to be fairly sure her mother saw me as the perfect suiter for her daughter and had sent for her daughter so we would strike-up a relationship there was no doubt in my mind it was a "set-up" when the mother suggestedthe dreamertake her daughter out one evening with more than a twinge of eagernessthe dreameraccepted decided to set the tone for a fun relationship when we got back from the night out more or less straight awaythe dreamersuggested she got undressed and lie on the bed when she was undressedthe dreamerproduced an a5 size drawing pad and pretended to draw her within a minute or so she became bemused with the situation and began thinking she had misunderstood my reason for becoming friendly whenthe dreamercould see she was about to call a halt to the eveningthe dreamerbegan loosening my tie and walking towards her with an impish smile addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - relationships (42+) female (32+) 03112019 the name of the dream: the cost of fun was toying with the idea of buying the latest model of bose outdoor, easily-transportable speakers for fun summer parties and small professional venues mentioned it to a young-ish lad who was unemployed thinking he might be interested in making a bit of pocket money doing something he liked he wasn't just interested, he was so enthusiastic about the idea it took me aback from the moment it was mentioned and for the rest of the dream he was urging me to do it as though his life depended on it after a couple of scenes, it became clear to me what his motive was it was his chance to throw parties for his mates and gain "cred" with the women making a few bob wasn't his priority, being "the lad" was it would mean having to take out insurance on the speakers and the cost of the venture had just become unviable from a financial point of view was thinking about whether it was going to be more trouble than it was worth when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - business and fun (1) music (2+) 01112019 the name of the dreams: him and me the first scene, am in an upstairs room looking out at a brown shed, must be the back of the house the picture zooms in on the ledge of the shed a creature that looks like a mouse scuttled across the ledge, the mouse is only the size of an insect the scene changes to the front of the house the scene shows the near and far side of the road a dozen people trickle along the street in one's and two's and three's another scene, with another male he says something and the scene changes to fit the description of his words, the scene is of an item in a living room the male refers to something else and immediately the scene changes to what he mentions this dream is no longer mine notes 1 the last couple of scenes of this dream, if this interpretation of the dream is correct, will or has been dreamt by someone who will categorise the the first few scenes as someone else's dream while the last couple of scenes will be categorised as her or his dream with shared dreams, do the shared scenes of the dream come first in the dream or second, or even mixed up? addenda: vividness: 3 observer the category of the dream - shared dream with unknown person (1) male (1) 31102019 the name of the dream: website woes working on my website, specifically, creating new pages the first page came easy as it was a template for all pages and only needed minor modifications the second and third pages also fell into place, again, only light touches were needed to push them into use it was the fourth page that brought the flow of creativity to an end yet-a-bleedin'-gain, fingering the keyboard characters was the problem after trying four or five times to get the words in my mind through my fingers and onto the screen, and failing, gave up the ghost in frustration and woke up notes 1 as with other attempts at typing words onto the screen, woke up pressing my fingers against my body the most successful method of getting keyboard characters onto the screen was when they could be finger-touched on, as was recognised in the dream of 26052019 addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - typing on the computer (5+) 30102019 the name of the dream: lucky me it is a summer's day came into possession of a well -used renault 4 car the first scene is in a car park at the back of shops in a city centre the car park was about twenty-five metres by fifteen metres and had a seven-degree slope there were about ten cars in the car park it had been a while since my last drive, but in an enclosed area it seemed safe to drive a few metres here and there around the car park there were two or three scenes of driving it to different places within the car park beforethe dreamerbecame confident with it parked the car and looked back at it asthe dreamerbegan walking into the shopping area it was a mid-blue colour and the renault badge was under the grill at the front (one of the stand-out scenes of the dream) at that moment it looked stylish and it gave me a feeling of well-being in the next scene, seven metres away, j, an awake-time ex-girlfriend, was in the dream dressed in pale-coloured long dress and her shoulder-length hair looked straggly, all in all, she looked a bit on the shabby side in the next scene, she was reluctant to accept an invitation to spend time with me but we both knew that my persistence would change her mind, which it did we were both happy to be with each other again the car park was filling with people there were about fifteen or twenty people in the dream, there were probably men in the scene but allthe dreamercould see were women, mostly in small groups wearing summer clothes suddenly, b, another awake-time ex-girlfriend came into the dream she was wearing a summer suit of shirt and shorts she was delighted to see me and was asking me without saying it to team up for the night she could see another girl was with me but she wasn't the type to let another girl get in the way of a good time could see j was apprehensive and there was no way she would be ditched on a whim but a fun night was guaranteed with b before the situation was resolved another awake-time girl, s, a working and social acquaintance from the '80s, popped into the dream b knew we hadn't had a relationship but j thought it was likely we had and was looking forlorn b was typical of a woman harmony between people was a childhood trait she had brought into adulthood with her unlike men, who tend to find camaraderie when the going gets tough, women demonstrate camaraderie between both genders as a natural trait the dreamerasked b to take the other girls and fit j up with summer clothes from a second-hand shop for the night out s coaxed j into going along with the idea in the next scene, s and b had fulfilled whatthe dreamerasked and then some; they had transformed j into a babe j was in a two-piece suit like b only hers was in black they had also taken her to the hairdressers and had her hair cropped to just below her ears she looked a completely different person and was still nervously adjusting to her new-self the dreamersaid to the girls, "tonight's on me. whatever you can drink and eat" in the last scene with the girls in it, they had linked arms andthe dreamerwas linked through j's arm on the right of the trio and the three of us strode off for what would be a memorable night, the sun was shining even brighter than it was at the start of the dream the last scene, the girls were no longer in the dream the dreamerhad gone to get the car whenthe dreamerwas at where the car was parked,the dreamerhadn't noticed when parking it there were cars already in the spaces up against the wire mesh that ran around that part of the car park there were three men there waiting for the owner of the car (me) to return one of them was sitting on the bonnet of the car in the middle of the threethe dreamerhad inadvertently blocked in there was no doubt he was going to make trouble found a novel way of getting out of the predicament,the dreamerended the dream addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.2 participant the category of the dream - relationships (41+) female (31+) janet (3) bernie (2) sylvia (2) driving a car (5+) 29102019 the name of the dreams: men and women the physical characteristics of two types of males were being scrutinised there were four or five males in each group all of them looked to be in their late teens both groups were wearing trunks one group had auburn coloured hair, the other fair there wasn't a noticeable difference between them in terms of physique although the fair-hair of the males made them more striking to look at someone was commenting on why the two groups looked the way they did the second dream, the young lady in this dream was also in another dream from two or three days ago didn't make it into an entry because it would only have been two or three lines we were fully clothed and lying down together the dreamerlean across and kiss her on the cheek she reacted by complaining that she didn't saythe dreamercould kiss her and it had spoilt the relationship in this dream, she was altogether more amenable and was making it clear she was available although, perplexingly, she pulled away during a long sumptious kiss (the third most enjoyable kiss in the old memory bank) in the second scene, she was at a distance sitting on a chair in the next scene, she came into the picture from the right with another male it was noticeable that she had deliberately brought the man into my sight sothe dreamerwould see them kissing my first thought was she was telling me there was someone else in her life it became clear in the next scene that wasn't the case at all while we were lying down unclothedthe dreamerbecame aware of another man on the other side of her the dreamersaid, "the dreamerdon't mind sharing you with another man" in the next and final scene, she was in sexual heaven her back was arched and her mouth was open but not making any sounds as the other man "worked" her left side whilethe dreamerstimulated her right notes 1 a woman has five distinct pleasure points have yet to figure out how one man can "activate" all of them at the same time if there is a woman who has sussed it out would be only too pleased to" addenda: vividness: - 3+ - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (40+) female (30+) threesome's (3+) 28102019 the name of the dream: getting connected it is a post-flood scenario only about one one-hundredth of land was above the water level we were functioning well food and all the basic requirements of housing, clothes, food etc. were functioning my "hat" was recreation, in particular, films a thick underwater cable carrying an abundance of electricity was brought to my attention the problem was it was under the water it was overcome by wading into the water, lifting the cable above the water and affixing a sturdy see-through polythene bag to the end of the sea-cable then plugging the land-cable into the sea-cable while it was above the water using a thin thread to make it watertight a slight feeling of anxiety entered the dream, no doubt a reflection of a moment of anxiety during the day, just before the connection was actually made a feeling of satisfaction accompanied the successful connection began waking just after making the connection of the two cables and was asking people what film they wanted to see this dream, as is most of this websites dreams, was stimulated by thoughts during the day the thoughts associated with both of the themes of this dream are remembered it appears that the inter-undulationary memory can connect the thoughts of the day across millions of undulations in a purely routine way we have to acknowledge with awe our composition and the way such complexity is conducted with a mundane magnificence let's hear for the lover addenda: vividness: 3 - participant - the category of the dream - post apocalyptic scenarios (2+) floods (2+) 27102019 the name of the dream: role reversal a woman and a man at their peak of mid-life maturity are at home dressed in casual-smart clothes the woman is wearing a white satin or silk blouse and the man has a tight-fitting blue shirt also made of soft, shiny material with a tie and jacket they are on the verge of leaving the house when both of them become acutely aware of each other's gender as their eyes meet, they move to embrace in the next scene, i'm lying on my back on the floor looking up at the man i'm aware of my breasts under the white blouse but the man isn't anyone known to me the man is appealing in manner, looks and form the man isn't known to me and although he could be a stranger he doesn't seem out of place in the next scene, with the man kneeling astride me, the palms of my hands are slowly running up from the man's waist to his torso savouring the firmness of his body which is made to feel even more luscious through the fabric of his shirt when my hands reach the man's trapeziums my hands go to his tie and begin to loosen it when the tie is loosened and the top button of his shirt is undone the man puts one of his hands under the shoulder of his jacket and slips the shoulder of the jacket far enough down his arm to be able to let it slide off his body on his left side asthe dreamersee him from my position when he has got the left side of the jacket free of his body he then drops his other shoulder and it falls away from him he then throws it a metre or so away from where we are the dreamersay, "you had better not do that to any jacketthe dreamerbuy for you" my humour in the female form notes 1 whew, that was close have maintained my one-hundred per cent record of never having kissed a man addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - relationships (39+) gender reversal (1) 26102019 the name of the dream: trolled had visited the house in the first scene of this dream twice before getting to this, the third scene it took three or four hours to get there and back and this third visit meant a whole day had been used up on a single transaction my colleague andthe dreamerwere in the company of two young men and all four of us were waiting for the woman of the house to arrive we said very little to each other while we waited in the next scene, we were listening to the woman's reasons for not being able to make up her mind about whether to buy the table we had delivered a week or more before it suddenly became clear to me, she never intended to buy it in the first place the reason she pretended she wanted it was to waste my time the two males were aware of what she was doing too it made sense for me to think that partly because of the way she was talking and partly because of the attitude of the two males who had let us into the house the dreamerhad to keep my feelings of frustrations hidden because now a sense of revenge took over it wouldn't take long to find a way to give them a taste of their own medicine addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - business (5+) 25102019 the name of the dream: just what is the mind capable of ? fell asleep on my back wearing headphones while watching an action space-fiction film last night woke out of the sleep on three or four occasions to the thumbnail pic on the screen during those three or four times,the dreamerstraddled awake-time and sleep-time the dreams occurred all of the dream-time scenes could quite easily have fitted into the film on the t.v. it wasn't untilthe dreamerwas fully awake it was realised that the scenes that had been generated in sleep-time were the mind using the film to furnish the subject-matter of r.e.m. notes 1 there are applications for this ability of the mind addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 observer the category of the dream - mixing dream-conscious and awake-conscious (1) 24102019 the name of the dream: the bike-boot sale in the company of a group of eight or nine people having a general chin-wag the subject-matter became motorbikes and then it turned to selling them then the topic was the lack of response from ads in the paper it turned out that three or four people knew someone who had a bike for sale or had heard of someone selling one ever the opportunist, yours truly suggested a bike-boot sale the bikers in the dream agreed it would be fairly easy to get twenty people with bikes for sale a scene or two later it was realised that the idea had plenty of potential we would need portaloos" could set up a p.a. and no doubt muster a hundred tracks of music that featured motorbikes lyrics or had a motorbike theme" we could even rig up a small stage and get a biker group to perform" one or two stalls for hot and cold drinks and snacks" could get shelter in the form of a big tent" sit-down meals with waiters" a tent with a beer-bar" topless waitresses" addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - business (8+) motorbikes (3+) 23102019 the name of the dream: weighty matters we, long-time girlfriend and self, had just moved all our worldly goods to our new place she, being a slight little thing, couldn't do any more than stand and watch as yours truly did all the humping the heaviest item was a fold-up, cast iron wardrobe-type contraption that looked impressive when it was open as it was shiny, brushed metal and ornamented in brass; it made every attempt to defy gravity whenthe dreamertried to move it eventually got it into the living room andthe dreamerstood there getting my strength back with the wardrobe-thing balanced against another item was looking around the room taking into account what would have to be moved to get the wardrobe-monster from one place to another there was no easy way of getting it into anywhere without having to move most of the already moved items to push it across the floor had been weighing up the options for a full fifteen seconds of dream-time and still hadn't come to a decision as to where to put it whenthe dreamercaught my girlfriend looking at me she, my favourite awake-time girlfriend of days of yore, was looking at me quizzically her expression was saying, "what's the problem. why are you waiting?" "alright, smarty-bleedin' pants. where do you suggest",the dreamersaid, challengingly like a child who couldn't find his shoes and couldn't figure out why it hadn't occurred to his brain to look on his feet as his mother pointed to his feet, she pointed to the top of a sturdy table in front of her "have you felt the weight of this thing?"the dreamersaid indignantly she was looking here and there for about three seconds of dream-time now it was my turn andthe dreamerlet out a one-syllable laugh that expressed "yah boo" addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - relationships (38+) female (29+) (b) (2+) 22102019 the name of the dream: the trendies about eight of us were gathered in town and are babbling away we were trying on each other clothes someone gave me his light-blue denim jacket of the "destitute" style to try on everyone said it suited me, one girl said it "opened me" a couple of the others nodded there was then a scene of me looking at myself in the jacket it did do something for me and agreed to swap jackets we then set off into the busiest part of town being trendy addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 participant and observer the category of the dream - friends (5+) 21102019 the name of the dream: the dying dog just before he died someonethe dreamerknew asked someonethe dreamerdidn't know to give his dog to me within days the dog was pining non-stop for his owner nothing could reconcile it, not playing or walks or dog delicacies as the scenes changed the dog looked more and more poorly it got skinny and became completely lethargic it was dying in front of me,the dreamerfelt helpless in the last scene, the dog became alert when there was a commotion across the other side of the room investigating the noise revealed a mouse caught by its leg in a mousetrap freed the mouse and realised the dog might be brought back to health if it had the chance to vent its natural instincts spent a while thinking about how to do that without letting the dog actually kill after waking addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - animals (20+) mammals (15+) dogs (8+) dying (2+) 20102019 the name of the dream: settling the score two men at loggerheads over something decided to settle the matter by demonstrating which of them had the best chance of winning a duel each man had one shot which would combine speed and accuracy an object was placed in a tree about five metres away from where they were standing the man who went first drew his gun fast but missed the target the second man was facing away from the target the pulled out a mirror and shot the object over his shoulder while looking through the mirror his opponent was devastated and walked out of the dream saying something along the lines of" "i'd better not meet you one day when you haven't got a gun" addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - duels (2+) guns (1+) 19102019 the name of the dream: the uxb still trying to recall the scenes before the first scene which got me into the situation in the first place what is remembered" was in a cellar typically, it was a dark and closed cellar with no window the walls looked black and the ceiling was low; a classic dark and dingy cellar thinkthe dreamerwas looking for somewhere to sleep once in the cellar there was a bricked-alcove immediately to the right of the door it was just the right size for a person to lie down asthe dreamerwas arranging things to allow me to lie downthe dreamerbumped into something which knocked something else down looked to see what it was it didn't take long to realise that the wires that were attached to it led to an object whichthe dreamerrecognised as a bomb it was clearly too dangerous for me to attempt to touch anything a quick appraisal of the surroundings suggestedthe dreamershould step over it to get over it though was a precarious manoeuvre in itself it would mean taking a big step which would, ifthe dreamerlost my balance, cause me to step somewhere in the vicinity of the bomb and quite possibly on it the dreamermanaged to wedge myself between the two walls of the alcove and grip onto a shelf which gave me the ability to go over the bomb whenthe dreamerwas out of the alcove it should have been a simple matter of stepping over the bomb but the bomb and the wires were spread over a distance which called for me to jump over it while that was do-able there was every chancethe dreamerwould lose my balance to the back of me and fall back onto the bomb thenthe dreamerremembered from a previous visit to the house that the owner had shown me there was a window at the back of the cellar which could be accessed by removing a wooden board that had been placed tight into the window frame the dreamerhad just removed the wooden frame when the door to the cellar opened the owner of the house and another person came into view they must have heard me moving things around and had come to investigate they were about to step into the room whenthe dreamershouted "don't come in, there's a bomb" both men looked around, took in the situation and kept still there was enough light now to see things properly the owner of the house asked me, "what should we do?" pointing to the wall where the door wasthe dreamerasked, "how thick is that wall ?" he realisedthe dreamerwas suggesting that a "controlled" detonation of the bomb was one possible solution he said it would withstand the force of the bomb allthe dreamerhad to do was get clear by climbing through the window addenda: vividness: 2.2 to 3 participant the category of the dream - bomb/s (2+) enclosed area (1) 18102019 the name of the dreams: fun girls over indulgence the first dream of this two-themed dream was an x dream unlike other dreams with x in them, this dream was more about humour and entertaining the three ladies in it than anything else part of the fun side was a game in whichthe dreamerdetailed a situation which may or may not have been true it would be a win for me if they got it wrong and would get me "time" with the person who got it wrong the second dream, the second waiter dream in a week the manager or the proprietor's of a one-hundred table exclusive restaurant thoughtthe dreamerwas the person who could carry off a novel idea the dreamerwould organise and supervise a v.i.p. table for two the v.i.p.'s could choose to sit anywhere and wherever it was a large space would be created around them two or three waiters were on hand to help get the meal ready once the customers had placed their order two of the waiters were Flambe Waiters, as was i it struck me as being overly indulgent addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - two themed dreams (20+) fun x (1) catering (4+) waiter 17102019 the name of the dream: the perfect driver, almost my dad was a professional driver but" was with dad in the car at the last corner of the road about a hundred metres from the house at this moment in the dream the memory of what was going to happen when we came to a stop kicked in,the dreamerhad lived this exact situation before he would bring the car to a stop on the opposite side the road he would then pull the handbrake up before turning the engine off when he turned the engine off the car would lurch forward slightly back in the dream" the car travelled the hundred metres, then the car came to a full stop, dad pulled up the handbrake and the car lurched forward as in the moment of deja vu the car not only lurched forward but, and this wasn't part of the deja vu, it began to slip forward due to being on a downgrade which meat he had to turn the engine back on again and reverse back a bit again, the moment of deja vu re-asserted itself when he pulled up the handbrake and the car jumped gently forward a few centimetres after the engine was turned off the dreamersaid something along the lines of" "one of these days it will occur to you turn the engine off before pulling the handbrake up" in a dry and slightly sarcastic tone addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - deja vu (1) in a car (1) 16102019 the name of the dream: the crazy figure-eight race the race was set in a building with a high ceiling and was about fifteen metres wide and thirty metres long the floor was ultra-smooth and slippery, like the surface the ball rolls along in a bowling alley there were two poles in the room, one on the right, two metres away from the wall in the foreground of the dream, the other on the left at the far end of the room also two metres away from the wall the race started in the middle and in the foreground of the bare room the competitor had the option of going left or right of the poles the dreamerplanned to do the entire race keeping to the right of the poles at both turns my opponent had done his homework and found that an elongated figure of eight, going into the first turn on the left and going into the next turn on the right allowed him a smoother, faster turn and it took him ahead of me a few metres after the first turn it made me realised thatthe dreamerwould have to adapt to the way my competitor was doing it or lose the dreamerchanged my style to the same as his and found that making even smaller micro shuffling steps (barely more than the length of a foot for each step) than my competitor improved my speed (the stand out part of the dream) to the degree thatthe dreamerwould close the three-metre gap and catch him up within one or two laps the dreamerknew at that momentthe dreamerwas going to win the race and felt a sense of achievement addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 participant the category of the dream - competitive sport (2+) feet-shuffling (1) 15102019 the name of the dream: in yer face this one-scene dream has a face that is right into the lens of a camera all we can see is the mouth moving, nose, the twinkling blue eyes and the white eyebrows there is a piece of white paper slightly bigger than the size of a five-pound note below the mouth with writing on it the blue eyes have noticeable bags below them denoting days of skimped sleep the voice though is anything but tired the voice exclaims in a celebratory pitch, "this is what a deal looks like" boris pulled it off notes 1 there will be no significant variables which will occur in a future Undulation which will make the reality in this dream any less likely for instance, there won't be a future undulation in which instead of this dream there will be a dream in which boris resigns because he failed to deliver this dream is a "trend" dream if you bet on this dream and lose you can console yourself with the knowledge that in a future undulation you will win if you bet on this dream and win" any donation you may care to make will be put into activities which have the characteristic of "expansion of the whole" see The Law addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer the category of the dream - topical (3+) brexit (2) celebrities (6+) boris (1) 14102019 the name of the dream: a renewed acquaintance walking along the street at night a girl walking toward me asked me if i'd seen anything when she got close didn't know what she was talking about until she pointed skyward thatthe dreamerrealised what she meant and who she was the dreamerhad tried to persuade her some time before that ufo's existed and had successfully converted her when we saw one when we were out and about one night "what about you?",the dreamerasked "no", she said that she had spoken to me first suggested she wanted to be friendly in the last scene, we were talking and walking together in the direction she was walking when she first spoke notes 1 at the beginning of the dream, there was actually a triangular ufo in the dream but the scenes before and after seeing the ufo are vague addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 participant the category of the dream - ufo's (8+) relationships (36+) female (27+) 13102019 the name of the dreams: the assessor the frisbee flip the first dream, my job was to ascertain the degree of urgency the poorest countries of the world needed support there were three categories" urgent, very urgent and extremely urgent not surprisingly, the submissions contained exaggerations one in particular though was so blatantly misrepresented, it was necessary to issue a warning to the government the final scene of the dream was me talking person to person with the official of the country responsible for the false claim and telling him that if it happened again a "public notice" would be served which threatened to name the person who submitted the form which would probably result in him losing his job the second dream, walking along a metre-wide tarmac path in an expanse of grass which joined one estate to another the grassed area was about two-hundred metres by three-hundred metres asthe dreamerapproached the road at the end of the path a man and boy were standing under and near a tree they were throwing a frisbee to each other across a space of about fifteen metres asked ifthe dreamercould have a go at throwing it the man didn't mind and handed me the plastic disc in the dream, my physical condition is the same as it is now a couple of weeks ago a similar situation occurred when walking through a park a man with a bag of frisbees let me try my "hand" at it both of a couple of attempts revealed my inflexibility and it was obviousthe dreamerwas nowhere near my "old self" in the dream, the memory of the awake-time experience a couple of weeks ago was in my mind and ifthe dreamerknew if tried to throw the frisbee in the stylethe dreamerwas used tothe dreamerwould look like a complete "diff" sothe dreamertried a completely different way of throwing it to my utter surprise/disbelief, the frisbee floated levelly through a seven or eight-metre three-quarter circle close to the ground with a little practise it would come back to me boomerang style at the second attempt, the frisbee maintained level flight and went through an arc but wasn't anywhere near as impressive as the first throw notes 1 as you may be aware, the writer asserts that the imagery in dreams are the experiences from the nine tenses of time a description of the style of the throw-in this dream has been left out because the style of the throw may well be a reality in awake-time (time-tense 5) will keep you posted addenda: vividness: participant the category of the dreams: government employee (1+) frisbee throwing (1) 12102019 the name of the dream: dog dream (8+) a dream about two different dogs the feel-good content in this dream was outstanding second dream the name of the dream: the bassist the merits of popular rock bands were being discussed my personal favourites, cream, came up the dream then became an electric bass soloists' virtuoso which went on for about twenty-five seconds of dream-time the speed of the notes in the dream wasn't as fast as this but more like this; about as fast asthe dreamercould mentally vocalise them addenda: vividness: 4 participant and observer the category of the dream - playing the bass guitar (1) 11102019 the name of the dream: a soft touch an ex-neighbour came calling he was an awake-time neighbour from my formative years hadn't seen him for more than twenty years it didn't take long for the reason for the visit to surface, he wanted to borrow one-hundred pounds don't know how he knewthe dreamerwas flushed, he probably had a "nose" for it knowing he wouldn't repay itthe dreameragreed to lend him the money and said to come back and get it later on when he returned it was with his wife in the meantime,the dreamerchanged my mind about lending him a hundred pounds and would reduce it to fifty pounds when it came to handing over the moneythe dreamertold his wife it was in the envelope on the cupboard beside her his wife picked up the envelope and exclaimed, "there's too much here" even though the amountthe dreamerintending to give him was half what he askedthe dreamerhadn't taken it out of the envelope where all of the money was now he knew thatthe dreamerhad more money than he suspected it wasn't going to be feasible to deny him the full amount the last scene of the dream was of ten ten-pound notes being separated from the other notes in an envelope addenda: vividness: 2.8 participant the category of the dream - cash (12+) drowly (2+) 10102019 the name of the dream: the dummy waiter had just taken my position at the guests' entrance to the restaurant ready to receive the first guests the restaurant was a formal hotel in its own grounds a party of about twenty was filtering through in dribs and drabs it would be a full ten or fifteen minutes before they were all seated and ready to order someone prompted me to go and ask the female guest who had organised the event and was now sitting if she wanted anything if it had been up to me they would all be seated before approaching the table but being a mere commis waiter it wasn't mine to ask why sure enough, the woman was surprised that she was being asked to "get on" with the evening she became agitated and told me with a dagger-look to come back later the dreamerbecame timid and apologised in an unusually submissive way and hightailed it the dream ended with me feeling ashamed and annoyed with myself for exhibiting such a meek manner addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - restaurant (5+) waiter (2+) 09102019 the name of the dream: the train app and the tidal wave the first theme, the ticket inspector had just checked our tickets and the person next to me wanted to know howthe dreamerhad paid a few pounds less than him for the same journey explained to him that the saving came from having bought the ticket through an app the train company had recently launched the exact amount was one-pound forty for a one way ticket and another one-pound twenty-seven more for a return the topic of the conversation changed to tidal wave that was due that day it appeared that no one except me was aware that a tidal wave was due that day nor did anyone know of a previous tidal wave that was big news a couple of years previously the dreamerexpressed my incredulity that no one had heard of it my impression was people thoughtthe dreamerwas exaggerating or was just plan deluded the train was rolling along near the coast, a kilometre or so from where we were about ninety-degrees of the horizon was visible through the window and we could see forty-five degrees of the sea between two elevated areas of land at each side of the scene the tidal wave appeared on cue and began coming up the natural channel made the raised land upon waking and thinking about the dream it brought to mind the swell caused by the severn borethe dreamerhad seen on a school trip addenda: vividness: 3 participant and observer the category of the dream - apps (3+) train (1) and tidal waves (2+) 08102019 the name of the dream: the tracking device looking at a large screen which shows the location of objects on a map of the world the map on the screen shows three or four areas which are slightly brighter than the rest of the screen the highlighted parts of the screen are where the objects are most concentrated it is the size of the objects being tracked which is the speciality of the programme the objects are as small as micro-sim card addenda: vividness: 3 observer the category of the dream - technology (8+) tracking devices (1+) 07102019 the name of the dream: tribulations a reconciliation process was underway a determined effort was being made to persuade russia to change its course pivotal significance was placed on a national heirloom the treasured item was hair or fur there was about a sackful of it and it was placed into a wheelbarrow ifthe dreamercould walk the wheelbarrow along an inclined plank to a different place the proposals for a change of national direction would be adopted (the scene of walking along an undulating plank was one of the stand-out moments of the dream) unfortunately, there was a group of die-hard nationalist's who reneged on the agreement and insisted they would only honour the agreement ifthe dreamercould beat one of their supporters in a boxing match there was a couple of scenes of brutal fighting wearing boxing gloves notes 1 this dream was due to thinking about the state of world affairs during the day addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.2 participant the category of the dream - political (3+) russia (1+) 06102019 the name of the dream: suitability the first scene of this dream was of three people, of whomthe dreamerwas one, presenting ourselves in what we considered to be the clothes that best represented us each person then chose the pose he wanted to strike and the three finished photographs were put onto a screen that was large enough to show us as life-size the idea was that customers would choose the salesman they wanted to serve them the dream then turned into a bodybuilding pose-down with the three of us in trunks striking up five or six poses, again on a large screen in the last scene, the manager of the business was asking me for my opinion of one of the other men in the competition the person being referred to struck me as being a person of integrity andthe dreamerrecommended him the manager had reservations about him though and said he wasn't suitable because he wanted a married man in the position whenthe dreamertried to persuade the manager he would fit in, completely unexpectedly, the manager said that he valued a person by his capacity to love notes 1 the unexpected aspect of the dream was due to hearing a man who decided he was going to run for mayor-ship of london say he thought love was a defining human quality addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 participant and observer the category of the dream - clothes and bodybuilding (1+) 05102019 the name of the dream: new shoes it was time for a new pair of shoes my long-serving current black ones with a little ridge around the front were made of soft leather and a broad fit, which made them luxuriously comfortable, had served me well but the shoes being broad meant wearing loose trousers and they also lacked that special something, namely; slideability got exactly whatthe dreamerhad in mind, a highly buffed slim-fit style which was one shade of black away from looking like patent leather had to walk a fifty metres or more away from the high street before turning left into an almost deserted street to test them the street had a twenty degree down-slope which made it perfect for the "test" turned my body slightly to the left, lifted my right leg a third of a metre, pushed off with my left leg and landed on my right foot with enough momentum to carry me forward the shoes slid even better than i'd hoped involuntarily, rhythmic mouth-sounds accompanied the following three or four steps and it was obvious the shoes were going to be suitable for dancing on almost any floor addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - shoes (1) black (1) 04102019 the name of the dream: x dream too big for me but alright second dream-the name of the dream: the professionals was part of a special-ops team there were four of us the two biggest were in front while the two smallest were bringing up the rear arnold was in front of me and the leader, the other "biggie" was in front of him we were making our way down a very narrow access pathway at the back of some houses with high fences to our right and a seven-foot-high brick wall to our left there were bushes in the properties to our right with that had "creeping feelers" with spikes on them and had been let to grow to the floor on our side of the fence and were doing what they were meant to do" make it painful to go along the path they were doing their job, three or four of the barbs had "found" me and were stuck in my skin we were supposed to be "toughies" and complaints weren't part of our remit the dreamerhissed out, "you bastard" as the barbs pulled out bits of my skin when the "slack" in the feelers had been used up and were pulled taut the person behind me asked what had made me join the group the dreamersaid, "the dreamerwatched a film which inspired me to get involved" the dreamersaid it loud enough for arnie to hear it knowing he would probably be interested and ask about it, which he did" what film was that?" he asked "like i'm going to tell you. as if your head isn't big enough already"the dreamersaid the dreamerwas thinking of "stay hungry" but he wouldn't know for sure what film was being referred to if he had asked my answer would have been "kindergarten cop" in the next scene, it was dusk and the four of us were walking along a crowded beach decided to try and get a "rise" out of arnie by jibing him said to the person the same size as me loud enough for arnie to hear me, "the trouble with big blokes is they always get the glory even though it's the smaller blokes who take all the risks" arnie "went" for it and turned his head around before he said anythingthe dreamersaid to the person my size, "it's best to put them down occasionally. it saves you having to slap them around" there were a couple more "one-liners" but they had gone underground in the memory by the timethe dreamergot to typing this addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - celebrities (7+) arnie (3+) special-op's (2+) 03102019 the name of the dream: popping the question the first scene, walking through town without an awful lot of purpose a young lady, about twenty-two, a mixture of stockiness and chubbiness, shoulder-length auburn hair with natural curls, a pleasant demeanour and about the same height as me asked me for a pound for the bus with a slight feel of empathythe dreamertold herthe dreamerused cards and didn't have any loose change her face lost a bit of its natural easiness decided to help her out and said i'd have to go to the atm, get the minimum transaction of a tenner from the atm and get it changed in the next scene, we were talking while walking slowly had got the money and was going to buy something from a shop to get it changed before we got to a shop it was my turn to feel let down when she asked to borrow the whole town pounds and repay me the following day it could have gone either way;the dreamerwas tittering on politely saying no she interrupted my deliberations and said in a way which was full of sincerity that she would meet me tomorrow and give it back to me beforethe dreamercould say yes or no she gave me the place and the time of where we would meet the following day again, her voice was full of sincerity and she was herself again it stirred me if nothing else she would be happy for the rest of the day and besides,the dreamerwould be in town the following day anyway she did turn up and in the next scene we were sitting in a cafe talking about our hopes and aspirations at one pointthe dreamersaid that to do what she wanted to do she should move to another town or country she chimed in with, "john,the dreamerwant to marry you" it was an "in-your-face" exclamation that completely non-plussed me the words resounded in my head my thoughts and feelings were going in all directions at the same time the scene stayed the same and the topic of the conversation became the practicalities of a pre-marital relationship as my feelings were still soaring while my thoughts took direction and construction it was realised, with a little diligence,the dreamerwould be happy for the rest of my life notes 1 it's amazing how a passing thought during the day which had a minimal amount of constructiveness in it, produced such a markedly rewarding dream addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - relationships (26+) female (17+) long-term (2+) 02102019 the name of the dream: the wrong arm of the law got back home after being out and was told there was a man in the living room who wanted to see me the dreamerwalked into the room and immediately saw him it was hard not to see him, he was a giant of a man who filled the armchair and most of the area above his head didn't know him and said something sensible like" "how canthe dreamerhelp you" it seemed to enrage him and he leant forward, stretched out his never-ending arm, grabbed my wrist and in a highly practised way put handcuffs on me he then accused me of stealing some irreplaceable items from him the dreamerdidn't have any idea what he was going on about and asked him to tell me what it was he thoughtthe dreamerhad stolen he gave a quick description of the items and brought an example out of his pocket it was an odd-shaped bit of silver and purple anodised steel with a hole or two in it (the stand-out visual) it then came out that the person who had stolen from him was a personthe dreamerknew well andthe dreamerwas the only way the policeman knew who might know where he lived in two or three earnest and soulfully-sounding sentences convinced the policeman thatthe dreamerwas in no way involved and he if he took the handcuffs off methe dreamermight be able to help him he uncuffed me andthe dreamerwent and fetched a tin from the odds and sods cupboard there were indeed two or three pieces of anodised steel the same colour as the one he had shown me but their shape was all wrong he shook his head and became despondent but perked up and showed interest whenthe dreamersaid it would be possible to reshape the bits of metal by "cold pressing" them and told him to take them with him addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - suspect of crime (1) 01102019 the name of the dream: the soul singer on the phone to someone and asked her or him to play a song it may have been a phone-in radio programme or a friend on the phone the person on the other end of the phone wasn't familiar with the song there was nothing else for it,the dreamerhad to sing some of it in the hope he/she would recognise the song after the first line of the songthe dreamerfelt in fine voice, decided to put my heart and soul into it after singing a couple of lines of the song had forgotten the rest of the words and plucked lyrics from other songs that had a similar feel to them inevitably, the different lyrics carried the tunes of the songs to which they belonged which made it impossible for the person on the other end of the phone to recognise the song which had been requested but by now my need to hear the original song had been replaced by the need to express the soulfulness of howthe dreamerfelt and my singing became so forceful it woke me out of the dream addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - externalised (10+) singing (3+) 30092019 the name of the dream: business and pleasure at a megastore looking at the queue lining up to be called to the pharmacist counter the young woman letting the customers in to be served was about twenty-six with a ponytail, was dressed in a grey and dark blue uniform the queue was about twenty deep and it would take at least an hour to be at the front of the queue what was bothering me was not just the wait but whetherthe dreamerwould get whatthe dreamerwanted when it was my turn to be served explained my predicament to the girl controlling the flow of customers" "the dreamerwant steroid cream for a reluctant-to-heal scald on my leg and i've already been turned down at another pharmacist's" the girl replied, "meet me here at eight o'clock" she intended to make surethe dreamergot whatthe dreamerwanted eight o'clock would be the end of the working day and there was no doubt she would be susceptible to my suggestion of letting me say thank you by asking her to have a drink with me after was considering what to get her to drink and thought it would be best suggesting we could get a coffee at a pub with the option of having a brandy with our coffee when the dream ended two successive days of a dream with a queue in a shop! addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - shopping (4+) pharmacist's (1+) 29092019 the name of the dreams: climate debate; the slovenly, sexy slider the first scene in this dream is of an expanse of trees in mountainous terrain, swedenthe dreamerthink the climate debate was raging apparently, the earth's changing magnetic field had not been factored into the assessment this, in turn, gave rise to a counter-argument for the wild swings in the fluctuations of temperature the new perspective was made as a t.v. presentation and had thrown a spanner into the debate about climate change the second dream, upon waking and before shaving or getting washed or dressedthe dreamerwent to the local mini-market within a door or two from wherethe dreamerwas living wearing only my pyjama bottoms and slippers there was a queue of about ten women waiting to go through the checkout hadn't foreseen there would be a queue but it was too bothersome to have to go back home and do ablutions one or two the women looked with an unsure look which in turn spurred me into doing something to prove to them it was they and not me who was the odd man out still in a relaxed, sleepy state, increased the speed of my walking and without having to pause at any of the shelves, plucked the solitary item needed for breakfast from the shelf then slid as smooth as silk the last two or three metres, turning while sliding, so thatthe dreamerended up leaning back on the pole that held the band of canvas that kept the queue orderly, with my elbows resting in a wholly posing posture on the red band it was easy to see what one of the women was thinking as her look went from my feet, lingered around my mid-section and came to rest looking me in the eyes notes 1 the climate dream was the result of watching a documentary about the substrata of the earth addenda: vividness: 3.2 observer and participant the category of the dreams: topical (2+) climate change (1+) and shopping (3+) 28092019 the name of the dream: light and heavy was part of the production team of a las vegas-type showgirl extravaganza barking out orders here, querying things there mostly all of the production costs were used up in the glitzy costumes and headwear looked like there were about a hundred or so girls who been broken into groups of twelve with each group having their own theme the theme of the dresses seemed to be cultures of the world one scene in particular, which had girls dressed in ankle-length, tight-fitting silver dresses with different coloured sequins glinting as the ladies moved was mesmerising don't recall any music or singing though the last scene of the dream is of me struggling to manoeuvre a six-foot barbell with about ten-kilogrammes of the weight of each end up the winding stairs of a double-decker bus one-handed as the other hand was needed to keep me balanced as the bus was moving notes 1 this is the second dream recently, and about the fifth time in total, when a completely unrelated one-scene theme has been tagged onto the end of the main-sequence dream will give this type of dream the category of an addended dream addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 participant the category of the dream - addended dream: (5) showbiz (2+) weight training equipment (2+) 27092019 the name of the dream: men of ember we were three we were in a shop buying sweets the first one of us bought his sweets he was the youngest and he always got priority when we were in a limited situation, as we were in this dream it was my turn to buy whateverthe dreamerwanted with the provision there would always be something for the third member of the trio it was a long, compartmented, glass counter with the cheapest items near where we were standing we were standing at the end of that part of the counter where the till was the dreamerhad seen whatthe dreamerwanted as we were slowly moving along the line of the queue it was those pink, medium-hard, dissolve-in-the-mouth, quite large sweets it meant going back down the counter to where they were, making a mental note of what other items they were next to and coming back to where the cashier was, whichthe dreamerdid do gave the young girl a description of the sweet and their location and the young girl serving went and fetched them the girl brought back the wrong sweets i'd remember what other sweets were next to the onesthe dreamerwanted and directed the girl to where they were she picked up the wrong items again, poor directions it was taking too long and other people were waiting sothe dreamersettled for what it was she had lifted up and shown me, a large wedged-shape piece of ginger cake with treacle on top sprinkled with brown sugar she spoke out the price of the two items we had bought the dreamerhad a feeling that between us we didn't have enough the dreamerbrought all the moneythe dreamerdid have out of my pocket, an old pound note and about two-bob in change, it wasn't enough the youngster of the three of us didn't say anything when he could seethe dreamerdidn't have enough and brought out his change, a ten bob note and a few coppers between us, we could pay for what we had got so far but there was hardly any money left for the third member of the trio he was the least assertive of us, a natural stoic he always assumed he was the last in the pecking order he knew that we, the other two of the three of us, would never sell him short and would gladly give what we had if he asked for it or offer some of what we had if he had a disproportionally smaller amount we, the other two, cherished and felt a slight reverence for him we left the shop and went and sat on a jagged brick wall and ate our sweets the youngest of the three of us ate his first and immediately burst into flames and then into a flat pile of ash that resembled something that reminded me of him it wasthe dreamerwho finished my sweets second andthe dreamertoo burst into flames and,the dreamerassume, rendered to ash my last thought was, at least the least of the trio deserved and would be spared but the last scene of the dream was him as an unrecognisable mound of ash make sense of this dream if you can addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 participant and observer the category of the dream - friends (5+) sweets (4+) death (1+) 26092019 the name of the dream: checked needed some a2-sized coloured sheets didn't have the money to buy them and thoughtthe dreamerwould be able to "half-inch" them from the university got onto the grounds all right and in the next scenethe dreameram in the concourse there are a dozen or more corridors to choose from the first corridorthe dreamerwalked along had a checkpoint whenthe dreamergot to the end walked back to wherethe dreamerstarted from that happened three or four times thought i'd "cracked" it whenthe dreamersaw a flight of stairs only to find there was another checkpoint at the top of the stairs i'd made six or seven attempts in total beforethe dreamergave up addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - thieving (7+) coloured paper sheets (1) university (1) 25092019 the name of the dream: belligerence, real and imagined there were more themes in this dream than there has been for quite a while in one scene, was driving a rugged-looking moped it wasn't more than a hundred and fifty c.c. but it was pokey, verging on sporty was driving it with less caution thanthe dreamershould a policeman stopped me and it was clear from his attitude he intended to "run me in" he was an awkward bugger andthe dreamerresponded in kind he called for back-up andthe dreamerwas fully expecting to be "rough-housed" the theme changed, was in a yard that was full of cardboard boxes stacked four or five high they were too high to see over four or five men appeared from behind one of the stacks and, like the previous theme,the dreamerthought there was going to be trouble they pointed guns at me that looked like staple guns and began firing the bullets the "guns" fired were little white polystyrene balls like those used in bean bags the dreamerhad been "set up", it was a gag addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - mixed-themes dreams: (10+) belligerence and fun (1+) 24092019 the name of the dream: grasslands two of us, the other person in the dream never featured in visual form but we spoke to each other throughout the dream the first scene was of an expanse of a mixture of greenery and beige the size of a county the dreamersaid to the other person in the dream that if someone got careless with fire it would cause a local environmental disaster in the second scene,the dreamerthink it was in africa, the beige-coloured vegetation stretched from horizon to horizon my impression was it was dead grass both of us felt there was a genuine cause for alarm it would only take a spark for the whole of the savanna to become a wildfire addenda: vividness:: 3.8 observer and participant the category of the dream - expansive vegetation (1+) beige (1) 23092019 the name of the dream: pancake day the dreameram visiting neighbours, they are a family of nine or ten, mainly young girls they are making pancakes the frying pan they are using is too big the girl doing the cooking is using a spatula that is too small to turn the pancakes and they start to break tried using a knife and the spatula together it helped but the pancakes were still breaking told them to mix more flour and water whilethe dreamerwent and got a smaller frying pan back with a new pan in the next scene and about to start cooking asked the family, "does anybody want strawberries and ice cream with their pancake ?" they all did, especially the mother gave one of the girls the key to my front door and told her to go to the fridge and bring one of the round tubs of ice cream she would see when she opened the deep freezer door the mother went to the shops for the strawberries notes 1 both the rowley's and the frying pan are memories of this lifetime although cooking the food at the rowley's is not at a guess, this dream extends across twenty-thousand undulations the silver frying pan (the stand-out visual) is due to pressing into use a new and shiny frying pan to cook more items than ususl for breakfast this dream is out of sequence (july) addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.7 participant the category of the dream - food (10+) pancakes (1) and cooking (3+) frying pan (2+)the rowleys (2+) 22092019 the name of the dream: a detailed explanation was being pressed by a group of three or four people to explain why love/life, and specifically the lover, had to experience all the variations or combinations of the elements "without the knowledge of the variables, which could only be gained by experitence and thus become part of his being, there would be area's which would cause a catastrophic failure while building life-forms in the environment they would be growing into" after two or three spoken sentences the dream then became a think-read dream and the second most lengthy one to date again, the ease of constructing complex sentences became easier using the "grammatically correct and contextually sensible" method which allowed the rapid forming of sentences, of which there were a dozen or more and also again, the dream and awake conscious merged and the dream became a conscious thing for the last few sentences thatthe dreamerwas now in the conscious state and forming sentences with ease meant, strictly speaking, it was no longer a dream andthe dreamerbroke away from the sentence-forming and woke why there can be almost indistinguishable difference between awake-time and dream time will become clearer soon a new update for the dinosaur class of the man-shaped beings is being constructed and it will completely blur the sharp distinction we currently have about awake-time and dream-time or the physical and spiritual state it's all happening! addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4 participant the category of the dream - dream-time, awake-time dream (3+) think-read (12+) 21092019 the name of the dream: a man of few words at the doctors having a check-up he doesn't say a word no sounds of approval or disapproval, no nodding or shaking of his head, nothing in his facial expressions which make me think one thing or another the dreamercould be a beacon of health or knocking on death's door not sure ifthe dreamershould be relaxed or concerned he gets to my head he presses down on my chin with his thumb and my mouth opens automatically he has a flat piece of wood in one hand and a shiny metallic instrument with a mirrored or shiny, flat and round end the wooden thing is pressing down on my tongue while the metal instrument is seeing through the dark of my mouth he taps my tongue with the metal instrument and says, "a smoker" the dreamerthinkthe dreamerdetect a touch of satisfaction in the tone of his voice; he has found something wrong with me "the dreamerwouldn't have thought it was that obvious,the dreameronly smoke 50 grams a week, er, a month"the dreamersay with a touch of pride the dream ended there before the examination did woke up and go to the computer turned the radio on before starting to type this entry, it was a discussion was about smoking!!?? addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - the doctor's (3+) examination (2+) 20092019 the name of the dream: the children "photo-shoot" at an awake-time friends house his partner was out and we were looking after the girls one of the girls was in a mischievous mood and wasn't interested in doing anything we suggested resorted to one of those things girls do like doing, being photographed and looking at the photos afterwards the longest part of the dream was of me sliding through the pics on the phone with the eldest of the girls and "critiquing" her postures and clothes one photo, in particular, showed her at her most appealing and she was well pleased with it sothe dreamerbegan to re-compose it it would have been "one for the album" ifthe dreamerhad framed it properly but from her knees down weren't in the picture still, taking photo's of her had done the trick and now she was altogether more amenable to doing something "sisterly" with her younger sister notes 1 the most vivid dream for some time in contrast to the difficulties of manipulating the computer, editing the still pics on the phone was, at times, as easy as editing in awake-time addenda: vividness: 3.6 to 4.2 participant the category of the dream - children (7+) photography (7+) 19092019 the name of the dream: weary bumped into a long-time awake-time friend in town being a tough little cookie he was on speaking terms with people of the same ilk as a result of knowing him,the dreamercome into contact with the people he knew without exception, every one of them was a different degree of unsavouriness it was impossible not to bump into them in the most unexpected or unlikely places it was just a matter of time before one of them roped me into something because they inevitably used violence in their lifestylethe dreamerknewthe dreamerwould find myself in a "caper" wherethe dreamerwould be expected to use violence and it could quite easily turn into a crime of murder the dreamerexplained to s why it was necessary for me not to associate or talk to him anymore he understood andthe dreamerwoke out of the dream feeling relaxed addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - friends and acquaintances (7+) s (3+) 18092019 the name of the dream: an instance of desperation not sure what my job title was but it gave me a "voice" in the running and organising of an opera company there was a "flap" on three members of the cast had become unavailable for a presentation two or three days before an extravaganza performance it was me who became aware that the shortfall could jeopardise the entire production one of the understudies was not a member of the opera-singers union and couldn't meet the union rules of being a bonafide union member for a minimum amount of time before taking part as a professional performer another major problem was that a large backdrop was the wrong shade of grey the crisis was being explained to the manager of the production team who suggested the obvious solutions as each of the three problems was brought to her attention the gravity of the situation was slowly emerging as each of her solutions to the problems was countered for different reasons the longer the dream went on the more it became obvious that a catastrophe was imminent the dream came to an end when someone saidthe dreamerwas a union member and all heads turned my way and someone queried in a tone of voice that was a mixture of hope and desperation, "can you sing ?" it would have been funny if the situation wasn't so serious addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - opera's (3+) 17092019 the name of the dream: the school play a primary school teacher thought there was enough talent among the pupils to do one of shakespeare's plays other teachers thought so too and a talent-spotting initiative was launched it was agreed that romeo and juliet would be the play the youngsters would be most able to relate to after a while, it emerged that except for one boy, the hurdle of remembering all the lines was just too big a task for the youngsters it occurred to someone to let the boy play the part of romeo and have different girls who could remember a lot of lines play juliet for those parts of the play they could remember and with the use of costumes, wigs and make-up present an acceptable continuity of the same juliet production was well underway and after several dress rehearsals the "buzz" grew to the point where it was realised that it was going to be successful addenda: vividness: 3 observer the category of the dream - primary school children (2+) school plays (1) 16092019 the name of the dream/s: a misunderstanding and a sing-along opera the first theme, sitting on a high stool drinking a coffee, not sure if it was an indoor or outdoor cafe, reasonably sure it was on the continent a couple had been sitting next to me for a while beforethe dreamernoticed the man was smoking pointing to his cigarette and then at my coffeethe dreamergestured for a smoke he was smiling beforethe dreamersaid anything and continued with his teeth-smile as he threw his cigarette into my coffee he had completely misunderstood me he thoughtthe dreamerwas asking him to put out his smoke out second theme was sitting in the "gods" of an auditorium that looked like it could seat five-hundred or more people amongst the one-third full theatre, there were three groups of women one group of the women were to my left on the "lower-deck" and the other two groups were on my level the women, and the opera, were either sicilian or italian and dressed in what looked to be traditional garb" colourful dresses and head-scarves, singing and clapping along with the performance in a rumbustious manner if there never was an opera that was composed with the intention of the audience joining in then there will be in the future which makes this dream a future time-tense addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 first dream participant, second dream observer the category of the dream - two-themed dream (13+) cafe's (3+) opera's (2+) 15092019 x dream the name of the dream: age no barrier. in fact" and an unpublished dream from 01072019 the name of the dream: a bit of a strain needed to change the oil in the chip pan but the metal sieve let too many bits through after trying two or three different ways the answer was to heat the oil up and use a thick paper cereal box as a strainer addenda: vividness: 2.9 o/b ? the category of the dream - cooking (1+) cooking oil (1) 14092019 the name of the dream: double-lunch at home with the family for sunday lunch children are playing in the back garden as usual, i'm famished and thinking about having a quick nibble of something or other to quell the feeling of hunger nip into the kitchen to see what stage mom is at with the meal everything is ready except for the cabbage the reason it was taking longer than usual to cook was that mom had run out of saucepans with lids and was improvising with a wok-shaped pan as the water was boiling away mom was topping it up with cold water the second dream is the same theme as the first dream, sunday lunch this lunch is at a pub that does carvery sunday roast and is famous in the area for quality and quantity the quantity side of the meal was on my mind asthe dreamerwas walking;the dreamerwas famished there is a mini-event of a pool competition in an area adjoining the carvery walking through the pool table area several people are "clocking" me with serious looks at the serving area of the carvery, no one else is there, think it was ready to close one or two of the usual vegetables had been used up ask the woman if it's okay to have mashed potato and roast potato to make up the "vegetable-count" she says yes and gives me a generous portion of both types of "tatties" can feel them going down my throat as i'm walking to the dining table addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - food (9+) 13092019 the name of the dream: the party about forty people were relaxing and socialising in four or five different areas each area had a different flavour to it in its decor and ambience" casual standing and sitting" sitting and reclining" drinking and standing" it needed music didn't have more than a ten-watt system to hand but that was enough to turn the area that could hear it into a distinctly more lively environment the person who had the say in what did and didn't happen, it might have been the house-owner, saw the potential for turning the premises into something more than just a friendly "chill-out" gathering into a vibrant and lively social event he was enthusiastic about me setting up two or three different areas with different types of music and suggested something about the lighting addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant - the category of the dream - social gatherings (2+) 12092019 the name of the dream: the end is nigh a growing number of people were convinced that the end of the world was imminent as the predicted date grew closer the fervour mounted on the day it was expected to happen there was pandemonium everywhere so strong was peoples convictionthe dreamerbegan thinking there may be something in it and a sense of doom gripped me as well it was the early evening of the day of doom as the day wore on various thoughts and historic indications led me to conclude the reasoning which had caused the prevailing outlook to gain a foothold were hopelessly wrong the american media machine had singled out a specific idea and made a meal out of it an end-of-the-world scenario depicted the sky filled with red hot clouds rushing through the atmosphere burning up everything below it asthe dreamerwas walking, a black mini-stretch limo with flags on the wings pulled up alongside me the rear door opened and a man beckoned me to get into the car the dreamerdeclined and told the man that if he wanted to talk we could do so as we were walking while walking and talkingthe dreamerexplained that the catastrophe had already happened "it happened",the dreamersaid "twenty-five years earlier when, over a ten year period, a feverish attempt to get everyone to realise that we needed to act immediately fell on deaf ears" "within a few years of comprehension my sensitivity or feel for life became so acutethe dreamerwas taken to hospital after undergoing a mild nervous breakdown as a result of wars in the middle east and the appalling loss of life "day by day, person by person, no one grasped the urgency of the situation. a blaise attitude stifled my every attempt" "shouting, berating" "the dreamerwas criticised for being too intense my urgent approach was doing more harm than good, people said. eventually,the dreamerbecame the personthe dreameram now. acclimatised to unnatural death. a person resigned to a casual approach to matters of life and death" see also the end of the world addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - doomsday scenario's (1) fire (1) 11092019 the name of the dream: two-dreams for one in dreamland am the owner of a pet shop it is saturday, the busiest day of the week a couple come into the shop and ask what happens in this part of town on saturday the dreamertell them there is a music festival on which lasts from friday to sunday it is a love-in type music festival and most people take a cage with a pair of budgies to the festival, pander to them for the weekend and let them fly away at the end of the festival on sunday night alternatively, they can hire the birds from me or buy them and sell them back to me or they can take them back home with them or sell them to someone at the festival the couple buy the budgie "package" and enough food and treats for the birds for the weekend and pay £4 for them business is booming here's a nice little twist" in the second half of the dream, my girlfriend andthe dreamerare customers in the same shop and are being advised by the shop owner what to do for the weekend it is my first time in the shop and the owner tells us what i, as the shop owner, had told the couple to buy and do in the first half of the dream the difference is, in the second half of the dream the girlfriend andthe dreamerare at the music concert enjoying the sounds of music and birds singing in the sunshine notes 1 think this dream is the result of pondering how to create and distribute wealth after listening to a radio programme a couple of days before which hosted a debate between two people who were giving the pro's and con's from the consumer and supplier's point of view addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.7 observer and participant the category of the dream - role-swapping (1) business and pleasure (3+) budgies and music (1) notes 1 the scope for variations in dreams will, when first thought about, appear to be endless, which it is in a finite way a googol of years to experience as many different sets of circumstances that can exist across /undulations without end ! this is, of course, love/life getting the most out of the circumstance eternity has thrust upon us and is preparing us for true endlessness (see straight-line-action) 10092019 the name of the dream: high seas and blatant thieves was looking out to sea from a ship on the sea the swell of the ocean had captured my attention the entire ocean, from horizon to horizon, was heaving up and then dropping down again about three-quarters of the way off into the horizon was a red light; the see-me light of a derrick the swell lifted it up and when the swell dropped the light had gone the dreamergasped out, "did you see that?" "see what?", a voice said, andthe dreamerexplained whatthe dreamerhad just seen notes 1 this dream is due to thinking about a film taken from a satellite which showed a wave engulfing an ocean-going cargo ship the clip of the film, two seconds long, showed a ship being swallowed up this is one of those memories that pop into the mind every now and then the wave seemed to act like a giant predatory sea monster that had stealthfully caught up to its quarry the wave came from behind the ship and when the wave had passed, in a matter of two seconds the ship had gone no up-ending and slowly slipping under the waves, one second it was there the next it was gone notes 2 when the writer hears of drama on the seas it occurs to him that the cause of much of the drama at sea is due to the influence of the moon sixty-five-million years ago, when the moon was closer, the seas would have been considerably rougher what tales of drama in has dinosaur-man got to tell? second dream in a large store doing a bit of indoor window shopping a man with several wads of money was offering to pay for the customers who were at the til queuing to pay for their items there had been an inflow of millions of pounds into the economy of forged ten-pound notes all business's had been instructed by the government to take the forged money that had been presented to them and not compensate the customer the store was paying for some good publicity notes 3 this dream is due to explaining to a woman a few days ago that a forgery scam a few years back was, in fact, a government scam; the brand new notes were coming out of the atm's of banks!!! yer typical british scam by the oligarch wolves knowing the population are either sleeple (people who are asleep to what's happening) or sheeple (people too meek) and wouldn't say or do anything notes 4 aren't you fed-up with hearing the phrase "financial crisis" (2007/8) let's get it straight the "financial crisis" was conceived by british financiers and implemented by their agents throughout the world's banking system "the great robbery and backlash" (THE GRAB) is more fitting addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 participant and observer the category of the dreams: rough seas (3+) theft (7+) government (1) 09092019 (06092019) the name of the "dream?" for a number of reasons have been hesitant to make this entry however, in line with the spirit of being as straightforward as possible and sharing everything worth sharing, here goes . . . the first, and only scene is in the living room of wherethe dreamerlive now (ifthe dreamerwas asked to draw a quick rough sketch of the living room it would be the same as the room in this "dream", the dimensions are the same, the layout of the furniture is the same; to all intents and purposes it is the living room) was woken out my sleep by a sound upon opening my eyes there was a young man, five-feet-seven or eight, slightly bulky, twenty or so, wearing a dark-grey boiler suit and sneakers with what looked like an electronic tester in his left hand at this moment this dream is as real as any awake-time memory and further,the dreamerbelievethe dreameram awake his presence didn't phase me at all "who are you?",the dreamerask in a challenging tone, "blow me", he says defiantly the dreamerpause for a moment "how did you get in?",the dreamerask, but he is gone from the "dream" am on the verge of getting out of bed and looking for him when the thought, "how did he get in?" re-occurred, and then other thoughts, "he couldn't have got in that way, but if it wasn't that way the only other was" the thing about this "dream" is that from the moment the sound woke me to the moment whenthe dreamergot out of bed two minutes later there was no discernible change in my conscious state, as has been the case with all other dreams within dreams to make sense of this "dream" as an awake-time event means making a preposterous conjecture" there are mammal man-shaped beings who can pass through walls (passing through walls is a well-documented ability of grey's, and if greys can do it then so can evolving beings) see this and this and this for this to be true it means that there are devolving mammal men in league with devolving dinosaur-man or, there are evolving mammal man-shaped beings who are in league with evolving beings of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings if it was an evolving being of the mammal class then why the need to break in? if it is the case that devolving mammal-men are working with devolving dinosaur men then the ability to pass through walls would have been used by devolving beings in ways which could really throw a spanner into the works of world events or, it is a new category of a dream, an awake-dream if it is an awake dream then the boundary between dream-time and awake-time has been breached it should also be mentioned that the writer has been "visited" by three evolving females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings while living where i'm living now this experience could explain how they got in will present a picture of what they look like when we get going participant - addenda: vividness: 3.4 the category of the dream - awake-dream (1) home-intrusion 08092019 the name of the dream: the indifferent camp commandant in this military camp inductee's were given wrist i.d. bracelets as dog tags the i.d. bracelets were collected by the commandant either at the start of the day or the end of the day and was re-issued either at the beginning of the day or at the end of the day it wasn't until they were being collected and went to remove mine thatthe dreamerrealised mine wasn't on me we were at attention and it would mean having to "break rank" to look for mine in a hopeful attempt to lessen the misdemeanourthe dreamerslipped off my gold wristwatch and handed it over in act of contrition in another scene, at the commandant's office with the wrist i.d. to swap the bracelet for the watch in the commandant's office, he produced a collection of half a dozen gold watches, sifted through them and handed me one it wasn't mine and thinking he was an easy going manthe dreamermade a light quip about it not being mine, as ifthe dreamerwould wear something that cheap without realising itthe dreamerhad made the mistake of interpreting his quiet demeanour as being that of a relaxed man the callous nature of the man showed itself and he said something which let me know that to himthe dreamerwas nothing more than a lump of meat just how callous he was revealed itself in the last scene whenthe dreamerwas taken to the edge of the compound where several other soldiers had received his judgement their hands were tied behind their back and were so positioned it meant they had to lift their body up and rest the weight of their upper body through the teeth in their bloody mouths as they were attempting to chew through the wire addenda: vividness: 3 observer and participant the category of the dream - sadism (4?) military institutions (2+) 07092019 the name of the dreams: a bus - crisps - a girl first theme, sitting on the upper deck of a double-decker bus something causes the bus to come to an abrupt stop causing the bus to overturn and land on its top there is the sensation of lots of movement as the dreamer go from the sitting position to being on my back second theme, having a drink in a sparsely-filled pub a man tries to strike up a conversation didn't like the tone of his voice and ask him if the pub sells crisps before he says anythingthe dreamergo to the bar with my drink and engage the barman in a conversation third theme, a girl in her mid-twenties is having trouble doing up the laces in her shoes and the look on her face tells me she is experiencing frustration and despair a quick appraisal of her situation tells me she has a degenerating physical condition if the dreamer asks her if she wants a hand she will say no, sothe dreamerget up and when i'm within a step of herthe dreamersay, "let me help" she doesn't say anything or tries to stop me whenthe dreamerstoop down addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - three-themed dreams (5+) 06092019 the name of the dream: ufo's galore it's dark, about 7 p.m., and the sky is half clear and half cloudy my attention* is drawn skyward, more or less directly overhead nestled between a break in the clouds about four-hundred metres up, fluctuating in brightness with individually coloured lights going on and off, is a flat, stationary object the size of a postage stamp a six-year-old boy is standing by my side pointing to where it is the dreamer say, "look, there's a u.f.o." the child's mind is exposed to a new wonder of life and he stands transfixed after a moment or two, a cloud hides it the next scene, a small crowd of four or six of us is getting the "works" new arrangements of lights of different colours, sizes and shapes are imprinting themselves into the mind at breakneck speed the dazzling display doesn't last very long but the impression does it causes me to shout out, "let's be having yu" next scene, am not aware of anybody else in the scene asthe dreameram looking up at a much bigger object, again about four-hundred metres up but its size gives the impression is just overhead the craft is moving slowly it doesn't have flashing lights but the dark-copper body of the craft is changing in hue which allows the detail of the casing of the craft to be seen in detail" first, it is smooth, then it has ripples, then it has thin ridges the final scene, my body is startled into ducking as a craft fills the entire field vision of the overhead peripheral view a mountain hoering above your head would make feel insecure too *notes 1 those unfamiliar with the act of observation" typically, if a person wants to get the attention of another person she or he will say, "excuse me, can" if the person is a distance away they might shout "cooee" more subtly, you may have had the experience that someone is looking at you and an inner-sense of location has caused you to look and you hve come directly into contact with the eyes of someone who is looking at you e.t.'s, and in particular, "good-guy" e.t's, have got the mechanism of the act of observation down to a fine art it is known that act of observation affects sub-atomic particles at the furthest reaches of the universe (bell's theorem) addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 participant and observer the category of the dream - u.f.o.'s (7+) 05092019 the name of the dream: heroism an audacious plan by a family of german patriots living in london is uncovered during world war ii the net is closing, it is touch and go as to whether they will escape the family of three or four have an equally audacious escape plan the mother of the children has been schooled by her husband in the rudiments of a co-pilot the plane they use for their escape is a huge bomber plane the plane has barely got a hundred metres into the sky when it is shelled and starts falling from the sky there were two scenes of the plane losing height and crashing through the rooftops in a built-up area, no doubt killing many civilians in the final scene, the plane has come to a stop in the rubble amongst the houses the mother is fretting about what will happen to their one or two children her husband looks across at her and says, "you don't think they're going to let us live after what we've done", and draws his pistol notes 1 this dream was the result of the effect the film "hacksaw ridge" had on the writer a week ago and has been playing on his mind ever since although the film portrays an act of heroism that surpasses any other act of heroism known to the writer, he recommends the reader does not watch the film it is the most violent film the writer has ever seen and, if you're anything like me, it will affect the quality of your dreams for days after addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 participant and observer the category of the dream - acts of heroism (1+) wartime (1) families (1) 04092019 the name of the dream: women who love life working in an exclusive and excessively expensive hotel; you know it's as up-market as a hotel can be when the chambermaids are male and their working clothes are suits the guests had left that morning andthe dreamerwas tidying up during my duties the day beforethe dreamerhad been on the same floor and heard the woman occupant of the suite singing to herself further testament to the wealth of the guests was the items they left behind; it was the guest's way of tipping the staff in one of the rooms was two double caskets of wine nestled in straw in wicker baskets with artistic handles and on the bed was a sleeveless, on-the-shoulder woman's top would keep one of the baskets of wine and sell the other one as for the top: the momentthe dreamerpicked it up the plush feel told me it was something special, as was the woman who had the generous nature to gift it to someone who would never be able to afford one decided to give the woman's top to one of the girls on the staff she took it from me and she too could feel the quality of it and began folding it lovingly the receptionist thoughtthe dreamerwas handing in a lost item and asked for details the dreamersaid it was one of the guests and she had deliberately left it behind so someone like you would have something special for her wardrobe the receptionist asked me what she looked like andthe dreamersaid i'd never seen her,the dreamerhad only ever heard her singing the receptionist, a girl in her late teens asked, "what was she singing ?" her question was from the heart and she, like me, wanted to know more of the woman's character addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - the character of women (2+) luxury items (2+) 03092019 the name of the dream: business in the "nick" in the first scene, two of us had just got to my bed in a dormitory with more than a dozen other beds no one knew, in among my belongings in a tatty folder there was a ruffled white envelope with about two-hundred one-thousand pound notes they were on my person because, as part of my security routine, they were being moved from one hiding place to another asthe dreamerwas pulling the envelope out of my jacket the unmistakable sound of a prison officers footsteps became audible an instinctive wave of mild panic grabbed me and it caused me to fumble the envelope and one of the notes fell to the floor the person beside me couldn't believe it his eyes widened, he bent speedily and grabbed it the threat of being questioned or quizzed by the prison officer passed but now a money-hungry inmate was the problem thankfully, the inmate hadn't seen exactly where the note had come from and as it was probably the only "thousand-pounder" he had ever seen he assumed it was just this onethe dreamerhad casually,the dreamerthrew the envelope with the money into the locker and drew his attention to the note he was holding would have to "sweeten" him offered him an ongoing "franchise" of converting the cash into commodities between us, we would be sitting easy there then followed several scenes of initiating different ways of using the cash for various other schemes after the third or fourth different scene-scheme/theme the dreamer realised he was partially conscious as he was constructing the details of how the new themes would be implemented" once a wheeler-dealer" notes 1 to make the point again dreams of being in prison is not because the writer feels he has done something wrong prison-dreams are the effect of living in an oppressive society addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - prison (8+) open (3+) wheeler-dealer (2+) 02092019 the name of the dream: unprofessional bread pudding it is early evening and visiting an irish family, we are talking and talking we get to talking about food someone mentions bread pudding one of the couple tell me they have some and to go into the kitchen and help myself it was the worst bread pudding i'd ever seen, there were three-quarters of a slice of bread protruding from one end of it decide to surprise them and prepare some ready for cooking back in the living roomthe dreamertell them what i've done and suggest we cook it it is pointed out it is too late to start cooking the wall-clock is showing eleven o'clock,the dreamerthought it was ten would make some for me tomorrow notes 1 this dream was influenced by an eat-out meal two days ago that had three-quarters of a slice of bread protruding out of the pudding addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - food (12+) bread pudding (1) 01092019 the name of the dream: ice and rain a dream of extreme weather conditions across europe it was torrential rain and sub-zero temperatures both weather-conditions were so intense it affected the day-to-day running of all countries every country was in a state of emergency struggling to keep themselves functioning an aerial view of the countries that were affected by the snow and ice was the stand-out part of the dream, the entire continent looked like a block of ice addenda: vividness: 3.5 observer the category of the dream - extreme weather (3+) ice and rain (1) 31082019 the name of the dream: an odd one in the first scene, three people" a nineteen-year-old female wearing a shoulder-strap, mid-thigh cream-coloured dress, a male sitting on a stool to the left of her and myself looking on from the front the young lady is all youth and poise her super-sleek figure puts me in mind of tinkerbell she is out to make make an impression on what she feels is her debut into adulthood at a gathering of socialites it is in her mind that she should have a cigarette in a holder and occasionally take a puff of it she asks the man on the stool to watch how she takes a puff and tell her if she's doing it right without lighting the cigarette she gives her impression of how a person smokes a cigarette in a holder after she mimics a smoker she is waiting for the man sitting on the stool to say something for some reason that isn't obvious the man doesn't say anything the dream stalls for a moment as all of the three participants in it are each waiting for one of the others to do or say something perhaps the moment is that moment the dream should have ended the dreamerdon't think it should "you pulled the holder out of your mouth too quickly",the dreamersaid the young lady stiffens and the dream ends addenda: vividness: 3 participant and observer the category of the dream - odd dreams (3+) 30082019 the name of the dream: a young man and me a young man under the wing of his family wanted to live independently he went along with my suggestion to make the break and to come and live with me the ties with his family went far deeper thanthe dreamerrealised the two of us were at my place when someone not known to me came to the front of the house, cupped his hands around the sides of his face, leant on the glass and peered through the window that a stranger would look through someone's window and not knock on the door meant he was out of touch with the ways of the world and it was my job to put him right in the next scene,the dreamerwas herding him away from the front door and towards the gate when another two men came into the scene the three of them were demanding that their brother come out of the house and went with them whenthe dreamerrefused one of them pulled out a gun and shot me three times he either missed or was firing blanks asthe dreamerwas still standing after he fired there was something about the young ladthe dreamerdidn't know and was thinking about what it might be when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 participant and observer the category of the dream - confrontational situations (3?) 29082019 the name of the dream: the latecomer got to the after-dinner discussion-club late the cook, a professional to the last, that is meant sincerely, rustled up a full meal of mashed spud, a green and white cabbage-mix, sprouts and something else but all the meat had gone he then conjured up a golden-brown jumbo sausage roll; it was so tasty it was worthy of being an acceptable main dish in the next scene, had joined the gang in a lounge-room, there were about ten people of mixed gender the usual suspect couldn't resist a justifiable jibe, "managed to get here in time for a meal then" straight back at him with, "yeah, was just wondering who had my portion of the meat" there were several back and forth quip and counter quip one-liners before the theme of the discussion resumed someone asked about the most common compound used in the making of" ? heard myself saying, "it may be basalt" and woke up smiling notes 1 think this dream was the result of thinking about the bus driver on the bank holiday a couple of day's ago who "took me on" whenthe dreamersaid, "next stop please driver" and as quick as a whip he replied "the dreamerdon't stop there" if this sort of thing is going to become commonplace will be ready with more cutting rejoiner's than the weak onethe dreamergave the driver addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.4 participant the category of the dream - group chat (3+) food (10+) 28082019 the name of the dream: not quite the wild west the town was probably typical of the time there was "shoot-outs", although they were few and far between, hygiene wasn't the uppermost priority as dysentery was rife, drinking and drunkenness was an acceptable pastime, prostitution was part and parcel of the lifestyle" holding it all together was an underlying determination to make it work after the women, the sheriff was the major linchpin influencing the progressive trend yours truly was courting his daughter and we were regarded as an "item" my association with his daughter in effect made me a deputy, so no one protested when on occasions the sheriff wasn't there for me to quell an altercation and people accepted my adjudication one thing which wasn't part of my remit as an unofficial official was to shoot someone unless of course, it was a matter of personal self-defence; this wasn't one of those instances the first scene was one of those times when a sheriff was needed and happenstance put me at the scene two men were firing at each other didn't know what it was that caused the deadly stand-off and untilthe dreamerdid it meant taking part in the shooting was out of the question the dreamer was six or seven metres away from one of the men he was crouched down behind a big barrel in amongst other largish sundry items of a horse stable against all odds, the man behind the barrel was shot and he was no longer able to defend himself in the next scene, there was a lull in the intensity of the dream asthe dreamerlifted the man up intending to take him to a doctor the limpness in the man's told me he was dead at that moment of realisation, a big black wallet fell from his clothing in the next scene, the man who had been killed and all the other aspects of the dream had gone as the wallet was opened and it revealed thousands of dollars and what looked like high-value notes of other denominations in the next scene, inexplicably, a crumpled british ten-pound note was being uncrumpled and smoothed out by the dreamer and while doing so he was trying to explain the value of a current british ten-pound note to people in an america of the 1800s addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.1 observer and participant the category of the dream - america (3+) money (12+) 27082019 last night's dream is just too embarrassing for the people in it to be named instead, an unpublished dream from 29062019 the name of the dream: the hesitant medical volunteer it was while at the doctors being examined about something or other when he said mine was the right blood-type a branch of research in medicine was looking for and wouldthe dreamerbe interested in volunteering to take part didn't see any harm in it and agreed didn't hear any more about it and by the time another visit to to the doctor was necessary it had been forgotten the doctor walked into the waiting room and when he saw me he asked the receptionist to get him my medical files she gave him my health records and he then asked her for my volunteer card she couldn't find it nor did she remember issuing one to me the doctor turned to me and asked for the card couldn't remember having one but looked in my card-wallet; if a card had been given to me that's where it would be the card-wallet had six or seven cards in it but the card wasn't among them a sense of caution took a grip of me, something didn't gel had forgotten what was wanted of me as a volunteer and decided not to do it the dream ended while looking through the cards in the wallet but had no intention of producing the card even if it was there addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - doctor's surgery (2 +) 27082019 there's obviously a reason for these incidents happening in a dream hope to figure it out eventually or perhaps someone else wiil beat me to it addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - spd (6+) 26082019 x dream: all in white and from the 25082019 the name of the dream: a misplaced sense of self-importance read an endearing story about two chicks, could have been owls or eagles, who had to start fending for themselves before nature deemed they should against all the odds, the pair overcome the trials and tribulations of weather, food, predators" the ending of the story had the matured birds killing the perpetrators of their parent's demise which, for me, spoilt the overall effect of the story decided to write a letter to the author suggesting a different ending if the book went to a second edition although the email was a think-write letter it was composed in think-read style and was orange-coloured, as it is with think-write dreams it is also worth mentioning that only two corrections were needed for the short letter of fifty or so words think-reading/writing is becoming a something of a doddle lately the think-writing accounted for more than half of the dream, it was also the stand-out part of the dream in the next scene, the author of the book was talking to me on the phone he was on the defensive and spoke to me with a hint of condescension he suggestedthe dreamerattend a presentation or lecture of his work; he told me when and where it would be he would have known my location and thoughtthe dreamerwould think it worthwhile to spend a not inconsiderable amount of money and two days travelling for a two-hour show the dreamer is gobsmacked and let out an incredulous "bridlington!" he realisedthe dreamerwas astonished that he would expect me, an ordinary person, to go to that much trouble to see him his sense of his diminishment was palpable through the phone-line he fell silent and didn't say anything else, nor did i addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6 participant the category of the dream - think-write dream composed in think-read style (2) 25082019 the name of the dream: the loan-lark was asleep when the caller's came; don't know how they got in their voices woke me from the bedroom my sleepy voice said weakly, "put some music on" it was a girl and a boy; a couple of awake-time acquaintences an auntie had send them a cheque for eleven pounds and they wanted to give it to me for the cash equivilent before the swap had taken place another girl and boy, again awake-time acquaintences, came into the dream and they too wanted to loan a tenner the feeling of needing to put a stop to this sort of thing asserted itself the dreamersaid to the girl with the cheque, "i'll have the cheque" she pulled out a wallet and from amongst a small wad of notes she handed me a tenner the look on her face (stand-out bit) made me think the cheque had sentimental value they both got their tenners before the dream ended addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.3 participant the category of the dream - money (25+) loan/s (3+) acquaintances (12+) 24082019 the name of the dream: beating the system had the idea for an app which initiated a new connection between a patient and the patient's bedside monitoring and diagnostic/prognostic equipment to the hospital's database the cables connecting patients to the database were already part and parcel of the design in all hospitals the novelty was in the ease in initiating the new connection via the app without needing a specialized technician in the first scene, at the hospital to find a willing patient and try it out to get into the hospital meant paying the receptionist about ten pounds the hospital used "transactional" currency while the currency in peoples pockets was another the hospital must have experienced problems with people not having transactional money because they would accept a proportion of the payment with "pocket money" didn't have any transactional currency passed all the money in my pocket-money to the receptionist/cashier through the gap at the bottom of the window of the payment booth the cashier accepted the note and three of the coins but rejected some of the coins because, she said, "we're only allowed to take three of those coins in any one payment" realising there was a "chink" in the "system",the dreamerasked for a receipt for the money she could accept and would come back and pay the rest with more pocket money when she went for lunch addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - innovation (6+) computer apps (2+) 22082019 the name of the dream: a bag and budgies met up with an awake-time acquaintance to go to visit someone he knew we missed the bus which made getting to see his friend that night impractical we decided to go the pictures instead a clear plastic bag of tomatoes weighing about five kilogrammes appeared in his hand in the second scene; it was a flimsy one-piece bag the handle of the bag had become distorted into the thickness of a shoelace and made the bag uncomfortable to carry he knew a shop where we could buy a bag walking through the door into the shop was the start of the next scene the striking feature of the shop was an absence of goods; it was a vegan or vegetarian fresh vegetables shop with the least goods of any shopthe dreamerhad ever gone into there were tomatoes on a one-metre vine hanging from the ceiling and that was all the vegetables visible there were two people, a woman and a man, wearing clothes that looked like they were second-generation hand-me-downs my attention was drawn to the sound of budgerigars above and to the left; it was two birdcages with a budgie in each cage made budgie sounds which got a reaction from them my friend had been talking to the shop owner's from the moment we had walked in and the bag-problem hadn't been resolved the dreamer said: "if you could wrap some paper around the handle and sellotape it, that would be fine " thinking we had imposed ourselves on the shop owners and wanting to show gratitude,the dreamerthought it would be a good idea to buy lettuce, cucumber and cress from them and experiment with an uncooked food diet for as long as the tomatoes lasted as the main purpose of the shop seemed to be somewhere for the locals to have a chinwag, additional veg would have to be bought somewhere else think we did go to the pictures though addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.2 participant the categories in the dream: relationships (32+) male (7+) animals (20+) dinosaur (8+) budgerigars (1) 21082019 the name of the dream: the high jumper after watching someone do a high jump was inspired to do it myself one person suggested practising on a hard surface and develop a slightly different style to the one used by world champions the variation the person suggested was to adapt the straddle style so that as the weight of the body came back into contact with the ground it should be transferred through the outside of the arm and shoulder and not by the elbow, which would mean using padding when practising on a hard surface on one of the practises my head took a bump in the final scene, got to try it in a competition and managed to clear a hundred-and-ninety metres notes 1 nothing in the pde's which relate to high jumping although my head bumped into two different things during the day, neither time hurt addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - athletics (4+) high jump (2+) 20082019 the name of the dream: a rigged romance had just entered a large pub which was a bit up-market; that was the way they wanted it there was a dancing area adjoining the main bar which could hold a couple of hundred people but it only opened once a week there was also a small dancing area in the main lounge which could let twenty or thirty people "do their thing" the working manager was an awake-time friend and he suggested thatthe dreamercome along on this particular night as he was expecting six or seven girls he knew this dream starts as yours truly has just walked through the doors of the pub then, walking through the main lounge to the far end where you got a better view of the "action" was wearing a grey suit and my best imitation of casualness looking and feeling good, the writer felt confident he was on a "winner" drink in hand the dreamer moves into position near, but not too near, the dance-area the worker-manager came over and after a little bit of a conversation he asked me to "woo" a barmaid working there he explained" she was a nice enough girl but didn't have the confidence to talk to men he told me what drink she liked and said he had mentioned me to her sayingthe dreamerwas a nice person he pointed her out expecting to see "the daughter of a dog"the dreamerbecame enthusiastic, she looked like she was just my type the dreamer was all for it he had given her permission to get from behind the bar and dance when the dreamerasked her my friend, whose judgement in the matter of style was legendary, took off his off-white jacket and told me to wear it for the evening the jacket made of a material that others would pronounce as coarse-cloth was, in fact, made of a finely woven exotic material which only a clothes-connoisseur could truly appreciate the dreamer put it on, it fitted like a glove and gave my physique a new look the dreamer makes his "move" at the bar,the dreamerasked the girl if she would like to join me in a drink before she had time to say no,the dreamerjumped in, "mine's vodka with half a fresh orange to squeeze" she too,the dreamerknew, drank vodka only without the orange, she accepted the drink the dreamerhad to ask her a few times to have a dance over the next half an hour before she said alright she could dance, it was getting better it was going to be easy to become more than just friends as the night progressed, between one song finishing and the next one starting we held hands and eventually put our arms around each other while embraced in a smooch,the dreamercast my eye around and saw my manager-friend smiling with pure delight the people around him were also smiling, one or two of them had "beamers" everyone who knew what was going on and ther was in a great mood maturing the dreamerhad "done it" the dreamerhad brought her out of her "shell" and she was the happy outward-going girl everyone knew she could be if only she met the right person as the night moved on everyone became happier and happier people could be seen to be talking about us and their smiles grew even bigger my manager-friend was so overjoyed he started laughing then others let out laughs the dreamerthen recognised the smile on the face of the manager-cum-friend "you bastard", my inner voice shouted, asthe dreamerrealised it was me who had been "set up" notes 1 this dream came about as a result of thinking about something whichthe dreamerknow people will ask me to do when we "get going" and what to do about it be warned, if you back me into a cornerthe dreamerwill come out throwing punch-lines addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - humour (20+) relationships (30+) male and female (1+) 19082019 the name of the dream: the hungry dog a knock on the door, it's my sister with a dog, my dog (the second dream within two days of the same dog) he's a two-tone brown and black in its juvenile years as in the first dream, he's here there and everywhere as though looking for something go to the fridge to get the milk for a cuppa asthe dreamerreach in the fridge the dog barges past me, sticks his face into a pyrex jug and starts whooping down the contents the dog is hungry, really hungry take out a meat pie out of the fridge to heat it up for the dog and decide to give it some gravy to go with it some of the pie falls away and onto the floor when getting it out of the fridge, let the dog eat it sister has one of those extending dog leads andthe dreamerask her to show me how it works in practice on the lead, the dog is still looking for more food it's not being fed anywhere near enough notes 1 nothing in the pde's which would have prompted the two dreams what's this dream relating to? is the significance in the hunger? addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - animal (12+) mammal (8+) dog (4+) 18082019 the name of the dream: the barefoot runner the lower limbs demanded they were given free rein whatthe dreamerwanted came second there and then, no if or buts it was time "go" it wasn't a "flighted" sprint, as in most running dreams, it was more a four-hundred metre pace run the wide-strided steps kept me lower to the ground which enabled turning at sharper angles (it's amazing how easy it is, when moving at a pace, to avoid people and obstacles) road, pavement, and in one scene, a cobbled surface were all welcoming contacts for my feet, just so long as there was the opportunity to work the feet and thighs were the two parts of the "bod" the sensation of strength became highlighted in this style of running the running turned to a walk when the grass became the surface and the dream turned into a day in the park notes 1 can trace the origins of this dream to a sensation while pottering around the house during the day have been walking about the flat without shoes or socks since the start of the summer there was one moment during the day when a firm connection between the feet and floor made me thinkthe dreamerwould be able to run again addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - running (5+) barefoot (1) city (2+) 17082019 the name of the dream: a situation in the loo was working in a small restaurant it had six or seven tables it was always booked up thanks to a top-notch a la carte menu it was a steady job, had been there for almost a year enjoyed the work and the people, both customers and staff were sociable people alas, as is the way of the world, needed a few more pounds in my pocket the restaurant was closed down in the evening to let the locals use the restaurant bar as a pub, it too was popular it would be possible to partition the tables of the restaurant off from the bar and open the restaurant in the evening which would give me the chance to earn more money decided to go in that evening and talk to the manager about it arrived early in the evening and before speaking to the manager went into the toilets asthe dreamerwalked to get to the cubicles three lads were milling about at the latrine when they became aware of me they turned and looked the dreamerwas exactly the type of target they were looking for, not too big and not too small, and made snide remarks to and about me asthe dreamerpassed them ignoring them didn't work the dreamerwas seated on the toilet when the head and shoulders and shoulders of one of them appeared over the top of the cubicle the dreamerpulled my trousers up and said something abusive asthe dreamerwas finishing adjusting my clothes as soon asthe dreameropened the door one of the lads pushed his way into the cubicle and tried to grab me the dreamerthrust my open hand into his face which stopped his forward momentum but his overall weight sent me back andthe dreamerended up pinned against the back wall of the toilet the arm being used to stop his forward movement was locked out straight in front of me and he couldn't get to me without forcing his face harder into my unyielding locked arm in the typically self-destructive manner of that type of person, he kept on pushing as he pushed, unintentionally, my thumb slipped into his eye socket andthe dreamercould feel more and more of his eyeball as he pushed himself forward it must have been excruciating but now he had gone into "suicidal" mode and kept the pain he was feeling at the maximum he could stand and still push he felt, andthe dreamerknew there was every chance his eye could pop out of the socket it was just a matter of time before his "back-up" came to his rescue and when he was free he would inflict as much damage as he could on me, quite possibly killing me in his pain-blind rage actually "finishing him off" by taking his eye out wasn't an option for me it meant doing something else the dreamerlet out a high pitched yell and kept it sustained for seven seconds or so the yell had an odd sound, clear, penetrating it caused his mates to stop in their tracks the dreamerhad done two more yells when four or five men came into the toilet to witness what it was that could cause a person to make a sound like that it was the sound of a person who didn't want to ruin a person's life but was being forced into the position of doing so the assault had been halted and calm entered the dream notes 1 the stimulus for this dream was thoughts during the day of what the response would be from the oligarch's when they realised "the jig was up" addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - violent situations (12+) personal (6+) 16082019 x dream * dream from 14082019 the name of the dream: the car driver standing on the pavement waiting for the owner of the car parked on the kerb next to me to return a man appears and, thinking i'm the owner of the car, asks me to move it because he has to make an urgent delivery the look on his face and his slightly agitated manner tells me it is urgent the man i'm waiting for had several things to do andthe dreamerdon't know where he is or how long he will be haven't driven a car for decades butthe dreamerdecide to take a risk and move the car; the man making the delivery is visibly relieved with a skill thatthe dreamerthought belonged to a time gone by it was easy as pie to drive the car out from a bit of a tight spot between two cars moving the car was uppermost in my mind andthe dreamerhadn't given a thought of where to move it to it wasn't until the car was eight metres away from where it had been that it became obvious there wasn't anywhere else to park it o.k., would have to keep going until there was a space somewhere a gap appeared amongst the row of cars on my side of the road but upon slowing down it simply wasn't going to be possible for me, or anyone else, to park a car could see a crossroads junction fifty metres away at the junction, with the ease of a professional, a tight and speedy u-turn had the car going back up the roadthe dreamerhad just driven down was so surprised with my own skill decided to take the car a "run" it was great to be back at the wheel addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - driving a vehicle (3+) car (2?) 15082019 the name of the dream: lay scholars and business trickery met two men who had both read all 30 volumes of an encyclopedia it wasn't until some years after they met and formed a bond they were reluctant to explain their feelings about whether they thought it had or hadn't been a worthwhile endeavour in the next dream, three different companies had failed to follow up on after-sales services two representatives of one of the companies was at my home explaining they had met the "terms" of the agreement it didn't take long to realise that the terms had been met but with typical business trickery their after-sales commitments had clauses and provisions which freed them from being legally bound to do what any reasonable would have expected they would do and what any normal decent person would do the dreamer says, "the dreamerdon't want to but the dreamer will do a write-up of my experiences of your company if they don't do the honourable thing"the dreamersaid at the end of the dream participant - the category of the dream - two-themed dream (30+) personal endeavours (4+) unethical business practises (2+) 14082019 the name of the dream: the hot spot got there just in time the woman behind the counter said, "another three minutes and we'd been closed" even with only three minutes to go, people were still coming in thick and fast to beat the deadline the queue went to just outside the entry door and there were about twenty people in the line being served ahead of me, about thirty in all the dreamerlingered, looking at the food in the stainless steel containers to my left in those few seconds, a woman and a man-made no apology about going past me and filling the gap that had been created in a matter of seconds regular's knew what they wanted, they were in a hurry to get on with their lives the dreamermade no apology about squeezing between them and the people in front of them to get my "spot" back in the next scene,the dreamerwas at the serving area the platethe dreamerpicked up had a thin streak of hard-dried mustard on it, the washer-upper was in a hurry to keep on top of maintaining a constant pile of plates my changing the plate was a smear against the establishment the man who was putting the food on the plate "clocked" me doing it the dreamerwas one of those fussy buggers he put two good roast potatoes on the plate and had to rummage in amongst the other potatoes to find a shrivelled up and over-cooked one people have always got time to show disdain still, the food was good value a big plate with three or four generous helpings of two greens from a choice of five or six and another two non-greens from a selection of four or five, with meat pie and gravy the dreamerwoke up thinkingthe dreamercould do better than that a three-veg thick soup with crusty bread for a quid from a stall with a small overhead canopy would have to make enquiries to the council and get the gen on standards and a vending license this is obviously a near-future, post-brexit, time-tense addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.3 participant the category of the dream - food (7+) 13082019 the name of the dream: trouble and music got home after a morning out to find five lads lounging and milling around in my place all of them had a slovenly poise and their dress code matched their demeanour the dreamerknew one of the people (t), the biggest by far of all of them and obviously the person behind this deliberate stunt to intimidate me in the next scene, was in the kitchen when one of the lads came in he wasn't just discourteous he he was subtly belligerent with it it was the trigger that caused me to explode "weighing-in" to him with the force of a hurricanethe dreamer"let go" with a tirade that caused him to curl back into his shell back in the living roomthe dreamerturned on the leader of the pack and gave him several mouthfuls it could have backfired but didn't after telling them to go, the biggest of the crew was last to leave,the dreamermellowed and told come round on his own in a few days in the next scene, a similar thing happened entering the room there were three men, an adult a teenager and a boy these people were a complete contrast to the people in the previous part of the dream they were all wearing clean, light-coloured clothing and were sitting and poised in a formal manner the young lad of seventeen or so began playing music before the thought "what makes him think he can play music without asking" had fully formed the music caught my attention it had a "sixties-style" psychedelic feel to it but didn't have that slightly disjointed characteristic of the sixties psychedelic era rather, it was smooth, harmonious and melodious after listening to four tracks, each one of "chart material" quality, it became obvious this was a new genre of music if it wasn't for the fact that the writer is immersed in expanding dreams and other new projects he would be trying to recreate the sounds in this dream, and the sounds of dream 11082019, at this moment addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 participant and observer the category of the dream - relationships (30+) male (15+) adverse (5_) and, music (10+) melodious psychedelic (1) 12082019 the name of the dream: the lover's way (precognitive dreams) and john's women it's been a while since this website had a dream with this many different themes and scenes in it (7) however, like an afterthought on a matter of great concern which had been evaluated, the very last scene of this dream, which came and went too quickly to dwell upon, was the most significant it was a half-second scene which showed the act of someone's hand altering a file extension by deleting the last three characters and putting in mp4 " " and the phrase "dog-tag" was spoken most of the details of the seven scenes which came before the last scene have faded as this is being typed because instead of doing a voice-memo of the details upon waking the writer was more intrigued to find out if the last scene did, in fact, solve a procedure which occupied the most intense and determined part of the pde's the pde's contained both the realisation that the lover's presence extended far beyond what this website had previously assigned to her/him and the pde's also had three or four hours of frustration while trying to change the format of one type of video file to another as a result of yesterday's realisation it is possible to make sense an event that happened in 1996 and two comments that were made by" that didn't seem to be relevant to our situation but were stressed as having great importance and reveals the mechanism of how she/he has the capacity to manifest her/his-self in concrete form in the here and now it will be explained when we get going the main body of today's dream had three different scenes of women showing affection for the writer through their smiles (two of the women were ladies of the awake-time variety) and there were four scenes which were unrelated to one another this precognitive dream was a demonstration of her/his all-pervasive presence in may 2018 the writer experienced in his dreams answers to questions on how to implement our evolutionary progression without the loss of the life of a single person sadly, they weren't acted upon, partly because of the subtle nature of dreams, and consequently this website is having to feel the dismay of unnecessary and avoidable unnatural death on every continent the writer's dreams will be acted upon by others sooner or later perhaps this dream is a way of persuading people to consider "dipping their toes in the water" while we wait for the next instructive dream addenda: vividness: 3.1 observer the category of the dream - precognitive (8 or 9) multi-themed (12+) 11082019 the name of the dream: visual and audio delights the first theme, a seven or eight-scene dream with two or three petite, fair-haired young ladies is the first theme of this period of r.e.m. a "photo-shoot" is underway it is set in a bathroom befitting a billionaire, a sunken large bath of white granite with silver fixtures and fittings tasteful nude scenes with two or three young ladies thoroughly enjoying themselves the one scene which sticks out is of when one of the girls being lifted into the air supported by a man's hands (am happy to say there was no male faces or genitalia in this dream) one of his hand's is supporting her upper-back and the other is supporting the bulk of her fifty-kilogram (eight-stone) weight at her coccyx her legs are splayed and show her laughing face and shaven crotch her "playtime" face is more appealing to look at than her shaven crotch, which detracts from her wonderfully, childishly-happy teeth-smile on cue, a hand comes into the scene and places a handful of bubbles on her crotch the hand disappears and gives the scene a fantasy-look the second dreams is an epic dream (at least 12 scenes) of a young lad half my age and myself we are at his place and are having an all-night smoking sesh listening to and talking about music we each have about fourteen grams of flat-pressed soft "leb" he produces a microphone, plugs it into his sound system, sets the delay/fade feature of his mixer to last eight-beats of the music, and begins to accompany the music with occasional one syllable sounds by lengthening or shortening the syllable, changing the tone, pitch etc. of the voice it was possible to produce millions of variations it took a few tries to get it right to start with but once it was synchronised properly it was a "mind-opener" it enhanced the track that was playing and with encouragement and appreciative attention from the writer he done it for about a minute of dream-time he handed me the mic and let me have a go it didn't take many tries to get it right and within a three or four goes he was as impressed with me asthe dreamerhad been with him it was addictive my turn lasted more than a minute of dream-time which means in total this dream lasted for twenty to thirty minutes of awake-time a fitting ending to this dream was the last sentence of the dream during which the writer went from dream time-time to awake-awake halfway through the comment" "i've had some great music dreams, but this is the best" notes 1 my guess is, if the sounds of the dream had been recorded, something the writer intends doing in the very near future, they would have me humming along in parts of the dream addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.2 participant and observer the category of the dream - female nudity (15+) hash and music (2?) externalised (12+) 10082019 the name of the dream: love, life and death was at a dance with my girl she was a little smaller than me; rounded and heavier than me proportional to her size music with a latin feel to it was playing the music brought to mind a type of dancethe dreamerhad seen somewhere in which the first part of the dance was with your partner and in the second part the man danced solo as an expression of his love it was a solo dance/act, stylistic and energetic it was so energetic the dance would come to an end when the man had spent all his energy expressing his love for the woman and it finished with him swivelling on his back on the floor signifying he would die for his girl from whatthe dreamercan remember the dance was named "the lhando rhondo" (if there's an expression in spanish which sounds like that and means a man who dies for his womanthe dreamerwill be amazed) the dreamerreceived the adulation of both the females and males after the dance which earned me extra "brownie points" of esteem no one would "top" that tonight, or sothe dreamerthought the band announced that someone was going to dance the lhando rhondo biyada or something that sounded like that the biyada was the female version of lando rhondo it was so difficult to do, a girl would have to go to a special dance academy which only gave a certificate when the pupil had read the love story on which dance was based and could express through movement the feelings a woman had for her man the story on which the dance was based was about a man who had just died but his girl refused to accept it and was determined to bring him back to life the stylised energy she had to put into the dance was immense no one at the dance had seen anybody do it and everybody moved to the edge of the dance the band started playing the music and wouldn't you know it, my girl walked into the centre of the floor she was wearing a black strap dress that clung to her upper body and splayed out from the upper thigh to the knees the dreamerdidn't know what to expect the more the dance went on the more non-plussedthe dreamerbecame who was she? as in the male version of the dance, she too finished on the floor looking up at me the dreamerwas stunned, there was nothingthe dreamercould say without willing them to my hands began coming together in a slow mechanical clap other people began clapping too and the clapping was building as the dream ended aren't women who love their man just like that, full of wonderful surprises addenda: vividness:: 3 participant and observer the category of the dream - dancing with a partner (3+) 09082019 the name of the dream: an instance of spontaneity walking out of a building after listening to a lecture or presentation; there were thirty or forty people in the room about halfway out a voice to my right said something a small woman quite a bit older than me was looking up at me the dreamertold her my name and she said: "canthe dreamertake you home with me" the dreamersearched her face and saw a woman who needed male company the dreamersaid, "have you got a car?", she said, "no" back at her home, she asked whythe dreamerhad agreed so readily to her request the dreamersaidthe dreamernever say no to a woman as long as she hasn't got a flaw in her character she asked what type of flaw andthe dreamerrepliedthe dreamerwouldn't know until it became obvious she asked whatthe dreamerwanted to do andthe dreamersaid for her to tell me andthe dreamerwould do it the dreamerasked her if she had ever been married and the dream ended before she replied addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - female/male situations (4+) 08082019 the name of the dream: meet the foss's it had been a while sincethe dreamerhad visited a long-time awake-time friend and his half-his-age wife they were comfortable in their relationship the three of us were in the living room watching the telly we each sat in a separate armchair after a while they got up and swapped chairs without a word being said something had happened which didn't make sense, my sense of decorum told me not to ask it was after what seemed to be a minthe dreamerspace-age of deliberation thatthe dreamernoticed that the clock on the mantle-piece was on the hour, ten o' clock somehow it was significant the dreamerhad found an inroad into understanding their behaviour they knewthe dreamerwould be thinking about why they had changed chairs and must have been prepared for the question as to why but hopedthe dreamerwould just pass it off as something unusual the male of the species must have noticed me looking at the clock and knewthe dreamerhad found a couple of dots with which to start drawing a behavioural picture asthe dreamerturned and looked directly at him to ask the question, he was now sitting in the armchair next to me on my left,the dreamersaw-cum-sensed him bracing himself to answer the question in as matter of fact way as he could; chances arethe dreamerwasn't the first person to ask, and he had formed a reply with the minimum of words his partner had picked out the chair for herself, it was more comfortable than his, he had a bad back, she wouldn't relinquish the throne and the on-the-o'clock musical chairs without music was the compromise he wasn't the dominant alpha male he used to be the dreamerwoke up chuckling addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - humour (10+) externalised (20+) 07082019 the name of the dream: hello everyone first scene, out in the open in an area of about a square kilometre the scene had a semi-desolate look there were about forty people spread out evenly in ones and two's, both near and far and there were railway tracks thirty metres away an ex x partner was nearby the dreamergot the feeling she was as near as she could be to me without making it obvious she wanted me to approach her a memory of us in extreme intimacy played out for a couple of seconds of dream-time the feelings it produced compelled me to go to her in the next scene,the dreamerwas standing in the door-frame of a two-tier classroom and she was the teacher the dreamerstood there for a second of dream-time and watched her as she moved slowly from child to child looking over their shoulders at what was on their desk she was surprised to see me the dreamertook a step into the classroom as a gesture for her to give me permission to enter she moved away from me to indicatethe dreamercould come in two or three steps into the classroomthe dreamercould see all of the lower tier where fifteen or twenty children were engrossed with the papers in front of them they became aware of my presence and looked up the dreamersaid: "hello everyone" and they replied in unison with a "hello" the sound of the twenty children saying hello resonated in my soul: whatthe dreamerwould give to be a teacher in a primary school the dreamersaid something else which produced another synchronised response again, my voice drew them out to me and their response enhanced my already intense feelings the third thingthe dreamersaid was more of a question and it would need an individualised response the reciprocating effect of the soul to souls experience faded and the dream ended notes 1 until this dreamthe dreamerhad forgotten the wholly spiritual effect of child-group interplay it's in a completely different league to that of adult intimacy this dream got me thinking about the feelings the lover gives and gets from his "children" (ourselves) it also brought to mind the memory of the dream of 15062015 notes 2 if we all had just one dream a month of this quality the world would be a different 06082019 the name of the dream: picture this, picture that with a friend and his girlfriend on holiday we were arranging our first day out we decided to go to the pictures first there were several cinemas to choose from and the films that were showing were so good we could have spent the entire day going from one picture house to another we decided to go to the cinema which was showing two really good filmsthe dreamerhadn't see and was running them back to back at the cinema, we found out they began in an hour and ten minutes we went to the upstairs lounge area of the cinema and after a while came back down again began talking to someone who asked me if it was possible to do something with his finger using an "i-satt"; an i-satt was a wristwatch and tablet set-up the dreamerasked him what information he wanted and typed it into search the dream came to an end asthe dreamerheard myself saying "have you got the lead to connect the watch to the mini-tablet" addenda: vividness: 2.9- participant the category of the dream - cinema (3+) tech-devices (5+) 05082019 the name of the dream: a soft touch someone was looking for me it was a young lad who had borrowed money from me before he always repaid whatever he borrowed andthe dreamerknew he would give it back to me it was the thought of him using me as a loan-company forever which bothered me eventually, he caught up with me the dreamertold him he could have twenty pounds, which made his face light up, but gave him forty by mistake addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - money-lending (1 ?) 04082019 the name of the dream: the six-year-old teenager in the company of a young woman and her six-year-old child the child wanted to be older and the mother orthe dreamersuggested we put some make-up on her to see if that made her happy she put on a one-piece dress and as a final touchthe dreamerput a wave around the bottom of her hair with a curling iron the final scene was when she was all done and looked at herself in a full-sized mirror andthe dreamersaid, "now you're fourteen" she was dead chuffed and everyone was happy notes 1 there have been a few instances in awake-time when i've come across a child that wanted to put on make-up my guess is, girls, more so than boys, see that special affection between parents and want to experience it as well : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - children (8+) 03082019 the name of the dream: brief love not sure what the occasion was, if indeed it was a special occasion, given the chance i'd be partying every night anyway, it's another dream with another new girlfriend like most girls in dreams this young lady is special i'd been hoping to strike up a relationship with her for as long asthe dreamercan remember up until this point in the dream, about four scenes, there had only been women in the dream not nubiles fulfilling a latent lecherous intent but women of the mom and auntie type the dreamerwould have to behave myself until the party finished beforethe dreamercould be alone with my girl the party, of course, went on and on at one point we had run out of food and the cupboards were bare it was decided we would order in cold food; breadsticks, dips and the like that of course only prolonged the party and deepened my impatience the room where most people were gathered had two three-seater settees and a double, most people though were standing one of the elderly ladies brought everyone's attention to the double-seater that was sandwiched between the two triple-seaters (the stand-out visual) while she related the fond memories it held for her the settee was white or off-white with a floral design,heavily upholstered and was made of whatthe dreamerwould describe as canvas-cloth; a very popular patterned-material asthe dreamerremember another stand-out bit of the dream was of the face of a man the picture of his face was very sharp as were the contours of his face, a thin, a long nose with a "bump" in the middle at last, all but one of the guests had gone without any further ado, the dream went to the bedroom the girl made me wait and no sooner had the loving started when someone called out from another part of the dream asking for something which needed my personal attention the working day was beginning andthe dreamerwas late first thingthe dreamerhad to do after getting dressed was to shave the dreamerwas cursing and fretting becausethe dreamercouldn't find the electric shaver the morethe dreamertried to recall where it was the more frustratedthe dreamerbecame the frustration interrupted the adult activity and was compounding it built up and up and" untilthe dreamerrealised the elusive shaver was in the dream andthe dreamerwas back in awake-time addenda: vividness: 3. to 4.2 participant and observer the category of the dream - indoor party's (3+) relationships (30+) female (20+) 02082019 the name of the dream: three women and an elephant the dream begins in a house which is almost a replica of auntie moo's two up-two down the dreamerleave the bedroom to go downstairs for a cup of tea there was a woman there from officialdom who was going over h's (an awake-time friend of some years ago) legal position regarding regarding his application for citizenship the dreamerhad to interrupt them to make a cup of tea after the cuppa,the dreamerwent back upstairs a very small baby elephant which has been badly physically abused comes into the bedroom the elephant is nervous and hesitant my heart goes out to it andthe dreamersmother it with kindness after a while it doesn't resist me whenthe dreamermanage to position into a lying position, partly resting on my lap and partly on the bed in the next scene,the dreameram on my own in the bedroom when the girl who lives in the other bedroom comes into my bedroom no sooner has she tucked herself under the blankets when c comes into the dream and asks if she can stay overnight there was still room for me in the bed, just then,the dreamerdo something chivalrous and somewhat out of character for me, by preparing a makeshift bed to sleep on the floor the dreameram waiting for them to say to methe dreamercan share the bed with them when the dream ends notes 1 this is the second time aunt moo's house has featured in a dream and the fourth appearance for c repeat appearances in dreams of places and people and places with a qualitative nature is seen as being the consistency of" addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - relationships (20+) female (20+) c (4+) animal (15+) mammal (5+) elephant (1) 01082019 the name of the dream: a girl, a cat, a canary and a bit of green was with my cracking new girlfriend she was eighteenish andthe dreamerwas twenty-eight wasn't entirely sure what she saw in me but needless to saythe dreamerdidn't question her about it in one scene, we were leaving a dance and walking through a car park when a young lad comes up to me he was smiling as he handed me a see-through polythene bag of loose tobacco he was smiling for the entire scene it took me a few seconds to realise he was waiting for a reaction from me the dreamerlooked at him and said, "did you manage to get some?" he never spoke but kept his smile a quick look through the outside of the bag showed of neatly pressed block of grass about half the size of a small bar of chocolate in amongst the tobacco the dreamerwon't bore you with the details of a tender love scene in the last scene of the dream, we were walking along andthe dreamerwas keeping her entertained the dreamerwas telling her of the pets i'd had during the course my long, long life "the dreamerused to have a black cat and a canary" "the dreamernever kept the budgie in a cage. they used to like play at chasing each other" "the dreamercame home one day and the budgie had gone.the dreamerstill don't know how it managed to get out" the dreamerheard my own voice telling the story and woke before the dreamersaw her smile addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - externalised (10+) relationships (20+) female (15+) 31072019 the name of the dream: helpful people in the first few scenes,the dreamerwas going from house to house in a street built of period houses terraced houses looking for a boarding house in one scene,the dreamerwas talking to two elderly women who were telling me about the merits of boarding with one person over another the cheeks of one of the women had sunk right back into her mouth (the stand out visual of the dream) the dreamerkid you not, it would have been possible to put golf balls in the hollows she suggested the dreamer ask the owner of a house who didn't take in boarders but was known to be a helpful man the dreamerwent to the house and as soon asthe dreamertold him my circumstances he didn't think about it he took me in saying it would only take a day or two for me to find somewhere he took me upstairs to a large immaculately kept room with two or three beds in it and let me choose which bedthe dreamerwanted;the dreamerchose the one nearest the door the house was one of twenty or so period houses in a half-crescent the area in front of the houses had been converted into a giant jacuzzi soaking in the water which had bubbles rising from the bottom was the second stand-out visual-cum-sensation of the dream the dreamerwas getting on famously with the two young sons of the house-owner as we frolicked in the water inexplicably, there was a scene in the dream whenthe dreamerwas asleep in bed andthe dreamerdreamtthe dreamerhad soiled myself whenthe dreamerpulled back the covers to lookthe dreamerhadn't soiled myself but had "let go" with a humongous wet fart and stained the sheets; another stand-out visual scene there was a scene or two with feelings of anxiety in them asthe dreamergot the sheets cleaned without anyone finding out several other scenes faded from the memory 30072019 the name of the dream: a big dream a multi-themed dream with similarities in some of the scenes there were two scenes which had someone standing in the middle of a road that had two-way traffic one of the scenes was an effusive, hopelessly happy young woman, one of the presenters of "just for laughs", waiting for a break in the traffic with a child in hand the other was myself waiting impatiently for the traffic lights to change at a crossroads junction it must have been winter as it was dark the dreamerwas in a rush to catch the six-o-clock bus to have missed the bus would have meant waiting for an hour for the next one there were a couple of scenes wherethe dreamerwas running one was whenthe dreamerwas on the ground floor of a mall the sound of my feet beating out a steady thump asthe dreamermaintained a sprint running through a mall on the way to catch a bus (yet another scene in a dream in which the feel of strength in my legs gave me a sense of confidence) the dreamerhad a backpack and was wearing a fawn-coloured shirt and grey trousers doing a trade for something with an oriental man who had his child with him in new york and the feel of spaciousness in a thriving metropolis on a plane, journeying from new york back to england back in england,the dreamerdoubled the amount of moneythe dreamerhad in my pocket from less than fifty-pence to just over a pound it was enough to buy a paper and a bar of chocolate in a mall,the dreamerbought the paper in a retail shop well-known for selling papers it was the biggest outlet of theirsthe dreamerhave ever been in easily as big as a national "big name" city-centre chain store that sold clothes, food and an almost endless variety of goods while accommodating hundreds of shoppers got the paper from the store and could see the confectionery area but didn't have enough time to get to the chocolate : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.7 participant the category of the dream - multi-themed dream ( 20+) 29072019 the name of the dream: the nightmare in a dream in this dream,the dreamerwoke up in the middle of the night needing to go to the toilet becausethe dreamerfelt sleepy and it was only a dozen steps to get to the toiletthe dreamerdidn't put my slippers on after three steps, a slight movement down by my left-foot caught my attention my first impression was it was a ball of fluff on the way back from the toilet the ball of fluff was still there the dreamernudged it with my big toe and it moved the dreamerbent down to look at it closer and recognised it was a spider the thing was,the dreamercould see its legs, which looked like fine, grey glistening hairs, but not its body (this was the closest a pic came to the spider in the dream after typing in "spiders with long legs") the dreamerbent down further, at this point the dream zoomed-in and the spider became magnified to the size of a pillow, andthe dreamercould see a bug or a piece of organic matter being devoured but couldn't see what was eating it the dreamerlooked closer still, again the picture zoomed-in, and nowthe dreamercould see that whatever it was that was being eaten was being excreted immediately after it had been ingested by whatever it was that was eating it, but stillthe dreamercouldn't see what was eating it whatever it was, if it could eat a piece of food the size of a shirt button it wouldn't have too much trouble nibbling away at my ear the dreamergot back to my bed and lay down althoughthe dreamerwas dead tiredthe dreamerknewthe dreamerhad to do something about the flesh-eating monster first,the dreamerthought of putting it in a glass container and taking a good look at it afterthe dreamerhad finished off sleeping that didn't work because the only glass containerthe dreamerhad handy was a kilner jar which meantthe dreamerwould have to get something to scoop it into the container then,the dreamerthought to capture it in a see-through plastic container but then the thought of having it around seemed a bit ghoulish then,the dreamerthought of sucking it up with the carpet hoover, but the hoover had a noisy motor and would wake my upstairs neighbour doing something about the unseen monster, it may have been the spider that was being eaten, was becoming too much of a chore for my dream-state to cope with and it handed the problem back to my awake-state, which is where this dream ends addenda: vividness:: addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.9 participant (could feel the carpet under my feet whenthe dreamergot out of bed) the category of the dream - waking up into the dream (2+) animal (1+) spider (1) 28072019 the name of the dream: the old codgers three of us in a room we were all of advanced years (isn't that an endearing term, it suggests a person is actually improving as they age. whoever come up with the phrase missed their vocation as a diplomat) we weren't exactly "raging against the dying of the light" although there was still a spark of enthusiasm to do something new, daring the dreamersuggested the obvious but it immediately conjured up the sad mental image of an orgy without energy; perfunctory passion when we lose the physical ability to do cartwheels it seems as though life's shop has closed for the day still, we were in good humour and asthe dreamerlooked at the other two menthe dreamerwas determined to suggest something, if onlythe dreamercould think of what it was" addenda: vividness:: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - old folk (1+) men 27072019 the name of the dream: a battle a one-scene epic dream it wasn't so much a scene, rather, it was more a one-scene story the scene conveys an intensity of battle akin to two armies of ants fighting two fearless opponents fighting to the death a relish for a life/death situation an orientation to murder unremitting violence take the sky and a quarter off the right-hand side of the painting out of this picture then, add soldiers into the empty spaces then, put a figure three-times bigger than one of the soldiers doing battle in the front of the picture into the middle of the picture the new figure is looking out of the picture at you with a fighting snarl on his face and is urging you to come forward then, double the brightness of the scene, and it comes quite close to the scene in this one-scene dream the dreamerlooked at the picture for about four or five seconds of dream-time and thenthe dreamercrossed from dream-time to awake-time and into a maxi-montage this montage had about one-hundred pictures most of the pictures in montages are less than a second but this sequence took the rapidity at which pictures changed to a new level on average there were two pics each second in two instances there were three or four pics in a second, barely long enough to take in the colour and shape nor did they have the same theme addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer the category of dream: (new category) epic one-scene dreams (1) battle-scene (1) the category of the montage: montage (12+) maxi-montage (2+) 26072019 the name of the dream: a woman's compulsion was in the company of a young woman in her early twenties and her months-old baby she was sitting in an armchair with her legs folded up with the baby snuggled into her waist her short skirt had ridden three-quarters of the way up her thighs her thighs were full and luscious she must have seen me looking at her legs and began looking at my crotch the opportunity was there and there was no doubt if the dream had gone on for a few more scenes it would have turned into an x dream the thoughts running through my mind as the dream closed down was "why does a she want another baby so soon ?" perhaps the answer to the question will come from young women who have felt the same in the same circumstances and share their experiences in a dreams diary forum the dreamerregularly read other peoples dreams and find them as engrossing as my own a cross-referencing, world-wide database could be up and running within twenty years addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6 participant the category of the dream - pubs (3+) gold (7+) 25072019 the name of the dream: an expensive drink entered a pub, sat down on a stool at the bar and ordered a coffee from the young woman bartender when the coffee was in front of methe dreamerdecided to have a short with the coffee couldn't remember the name of the shortthe dreamerusually have with coffee the dreamerasked the young woman what drink people usually have with coffee she suggested whiskey the dreamerknew it wasn't whiskeythe dreamerwanted and asked her what else other people drink with coffee she was the only person serving behind the bar and she was overworked she was collecting empty glasses between serving people and didn't have the time to talk to me the dreamerstill couldn't remember what drink it wasthe dreamerwanted thenthe dreamersaid to her, "it's got an aniseed taste" she replied pernod at the same timethe dreamerremembered the name she brought the pernod andthe dreamerhanded her a piece of gold the size of a cassette and the shape of the imprint of a foot; it had the number nineteen stamped into the underside (the stand-out visual of the dream) it was whilethe dreamerwas waiting a long time for the change thatthe dreamerrealised the name of the drinkthe dreamercouldn't remember wasn't pernod but brandy the dreamerwould leave the pernod on the bar and order a brandy when she brought the change at first,the dreamerthought the reason the change was a long time coming was she had to find out how much change to give me then it occurred to me that the gold piece was worth a small fortune and she, or someone she had consulted as to its value, thoughtthe dreamerwas some sort of schmuck who didn't know what i'd given her and they didn't intend to give me any change the dreamerwas still waiting for her to return with the change when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6 participant the category of the drink: pubs (3+) gold (7+) 23072019 the name of the dream: dreaming is good for you the entire population of a village decided to do a sponsored run on the day of the run about five-hundred people turned out a group of about fifteen people in hoodies wanted to make a "name" for themselves and turn the run into a competition shortly after the start, the hoodies broke away from the main group with the intention of beating the rest of the runners to the finish line at about the half-way point of the jog, those at the front of the main body of runners turned through a forty-five-degree bend in a lane and found themselves running head-on into the hoodies everyone except the hoodies began laughing when it dawned on the main body of runners that the hoodies had took the wrong route it didn't matter if the hoodies got to the end of the run first, they had "goofed" and would never live it down notes 1 talking of goofs" the dreamerwoke up from this sleep with, what the dreamerthought was the memory of the dream prominent in my mind the memory was of me or someone else using a rifle that used pellets to shoot down static metal figures at a stall in a fairground the memory was,the dreamerthought, the dream i'd had before waking it wasn't untilthe dreamerbegan recalling another memory, with the same qualities as the memories of the dreamthe dreamerthought i'd just had, thatthe dreamerrealisedthe dreamerwas remembering two instances of awake-time experiences that had a dream-like quality attached to them (notes/aside of 13122018 and notes/aside of 09042018) it was only yesterday while in awake-time that the same thing happened i'm trying to convey here, only in reverse" the dreamerwas playing through some memories and it was a while before it dawned on me that whatthe dreamerthought were awake-time experiences were, in fact, dream-time memories the fusion of dream-time and awake-time memories/experiences is gathering pace this diary entry is a "back-up" dream from 20072019 p or o? the category of the dream - humour (7+) group run (1+) 22072019 the name of the dream: a dream-time adult farce the characters: my wife, a lecherous friend, the landlord and self my wife: a truly delightful and sumptuous being; more girl than woman her life revolves around the interplay between man and woman when she's not actually in bed with a man her mind-play is suggesting it she's not a nymphomaniac, far from it it's the personality characteristic's of men she finds so fascinating it's as though she's stuck at that point of pre-pubescence when we first become aware of those differences in gender, as the chemicals which produce those undefinable feelings of attraction and curiosity are running rampant the most fascinating man in the world is the man she is in eye-contact with my friend:the dreamerthink this character is based on an awake time-time friend of three and four decades ago his sex-drive dominates his life oddly, he is very picky he will wait two years for the right woman rather than have a relationship with someone who doesn't meet his criteria both of us were friends with the sister of the woman who had captured his heart and mind when he was a much younger man the dreamermet her once in awake-time and saw in her what he found attractive he based her traits on his model of the perfect woman he wouldn't be so brazen as to flirt with my wife in front of me but all the signals were there of what would happen if the dreamer wasn't the dreamermade surethe dreamerkept them apart the landlord: he had "made it" and his self-esteem was his undoing the all-men-are-created-equal concept wasn't at the forefront of his thinking, he had "position" he wasn't so far "gone" as to not be attracted to an attractive woman he wouldn't be my wife's first choice between the three of us my friend would be my wife's first choice ifthe dreamerwasn't there the dream first scene, my wife, friend andthe dreamerare all in the same room someone said: "two florins" two florins will buy my wife all she wants second scene, my friend was talking to my wife he's trying to be interesting while talking about nothing he's mindful,the dreamercan hear what he's saying third scene, the landlord joins the dream he doesn't do a very good job of hiding his lust for my wife the landlord was addressing me while "eyeing" my lovely wife and said: "the rent is due. you have to pay a crown" the dreamergot the impressionthe dreamercould interpret what he said in another way a crown pays the rent and gets the landlord off our back notes 1 it is possible to date this dream it is obviously a past time-tense not time-tense 8, probably 9 2.9 to 3.2 participant the category of the dream - relationships (35+) female and male (2+) 21072019 the name of the dream: unknown benefactor the first scene,the dreameram at home when the mobile phone alerts me a text message has been received the message reads "your ice cream has been dispatched to 49" ? and will be arriving today at 7 p.m. the dreamerthought the number on our door was 47 and in the next scene, the girlfriend andthe dreamerare outside our apartment looking at the number on our door in the next scene, we are in the living room trying to figure out who was behind it when the doorbell rang the delivery had arrived earlier than the scheduled time in the next scene, my girlfriend had opened the door about ten centimetres and we could see the face of the delivery girl in the next scene, the girl jumped through into the hallway and landed on both feet almost at attention she was dressed in cowgirl clothes" white ankle-boots, white shorts, a colourful blouse, waistcoat, red neckerchief, a cowboy hat and holding a tub of ice cream we asked her who it was from but she never answered and the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - home deliveries (1) ice cream (1) 20072019 the name of the dream: not of forever this three or four-scene dream centred around a girl of about twenty the scenes showed her going from happiness to being sullen the source of her unhappiness ? she realised the meaning of consequences of her lifestyle she was a lesbian notes 1 the law is clear: anything which does not expand becomes a diminishing reality: see devolution this dream comes from thoughts about homosexuality during the day addenda: vividness: 3 observer the category of the dream - homosexuality (2+) female (1+) 19072019 the name of the dream: lack of sure-footedness on a sheer rock-face the mountain was considered to be the perfect mountain for those who wanted to climb a mountain for the first time as it was only a few degrees short of being a sheer rock-face in the first scene of the dream,the dreamerwas in a party of about a dozen people being led by a professional guide we all successfully got to the top of what was the face of a mountain that had a rust-coloured hue to the rock in the second scene of the dream, a group of people with the same number of people as in the first dream had just completed the climb by the timethe dreamerbegan the ascent by nowthe dreamerfelt confident enough to climb the mountain on my own and got to the top twice as quickly asthe dreamerhad in the first dream in the third dream,the dreamerwas on my own from the start of this scene about half-way up the hundred-metre cliff,the dreamercame to what was probably the most difficult part of the climb, but as in the second scene of the dream, there were two conveniently prominent bits of rock which made getting past this part of the rock-face easy the dreamerlooked at the second and biggest bit of rock about a metre above the bitthe dreamerwas about to grip onto and thought it looked loose and might come away in my hand whenthe dreamergrabbed hold of it the dreamer felt he was being unreasonable and asks judgement asthe dreamerhad already done it twice before, as had the people in scenes one and two, and it bolstered my resolve to press on the dreamerreached up and tentatively put my weight through the fingers of my right hand sure enough, the rock came away in my fingers nowthe dreamerwas in a life-threatening situation the dreamerdismissed the idea of letting go completely and trying to slow my fall by sliding down, grabbing at prominent bits of rock on the way down my feet might come into contact with the face and throw me completely of balance and the slide-down would become a tumbling-as-i-fell fall luckily, as is the case in sticky situations in dreams, the dream ended notes 1 the full-of-confidence to uncertainty-and-disaster themes of dreams will almost certainly reflect moments of doubt, big and little, during the day the greater the doubt in awake-time the more intense the situation in the dream the dilemma in this dream is easily traced to thoughts concerning world political events in the pde's" domestic political opinions and turkey announcing it would be receiving missiles from russia are the foundation for the doubt in this dream also consider, if only one of the two moments of doubt had been in the pde's, this may have been a two-loop dream addenda: vividness:: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - three-loop dream (2?) climbing (2+) mountain (1) (18)17072019 the name of the dream: the thespian the scenes this dream is two actors performing the last two scenes of a shakespearean-type tragedy play we are dressed in period clothes and have long hair in the style of the shakespearean period in the last but one scene, the person who has killed me is standing over me giving a superbly emotional epitaph-soliloquy of my personality and mourning my demise the extended monologue impresses everybody including myself and there is no doubt, it is a quality performance that is a career-making moment for him the thick silence of an attentive audience during the speech told me there was going to be thunderous applause when he had finished after the actor had delivered his speech, an impromptu bit of showmanship, in the form of him slowly leaning and lowering himself over me; he is about to deliver a farewell kiss from the living to the dying when his lips are within a few centimetres of mine and he is on the verge of kissing methe dreamerwhisper to him not to kiss me or the living and the dying roles we had just played would be reversed in real life the final scene was a touch of surreality as the actor, standing above me and using just one hand, pulls me up in slow-motion (the stand-out bit of the dream) before the applause began addenda: vividness: 3.7 participant the category of the dream - stage-acting (1+) 17072019 the name of the dream: clear waters the wife andthe dreamerare a two-man team who offer our service's for a children's underwater adventure day, weekend or a week-long excursion in clear, reef-waters on a website that is highly graphical everything is going swimmingly" it was when one couple wanted us to encourage their child to take as many photos as possible during her or his "adventure holiday" that it occurred to us that we should make each each clients "adventure" a programme and add into each underwater adventure a simple story then it occurred to us to make each client's diving holiday into an adventure book composing the story-line before the dive would give us the scope to "tailor" what things to capture on film and still photography also, we could incorporate into the adventure holiday an educational angle and begin compiling a library of fish, diving skills, seabed animal themes etc. of learning and make sure the price was attractive; a little research into the costs of mass-production would be necessary we could" addenda: vividness: 4.1 participant the category of the dream - under-water (1+) business (2+) 16072019 the name of the dream: think-writing uses lots of calories after think-writing, in two separate scenes, a succinct summation of eight or ten lines expressing my reasons for being antisemiticthe dreamerthen began organising a meal for a group of people notes 1 this dream was the brought about after coming across a picture of an orthodox jew talking to putin which carried the caption "putin's handler" and caused me to think my previously held view, that semites don't have any meaningful influence in russia, was wrong notes 2 this website believes memories and consciousness are the same thing because the memories of think-write dreams are more lucid than the memories of text that is composed while in awake-time, it raises again the hot topic/contention that the dream-time memory/conscious is more sophisticated/superior than the awake-time memory/conscious and way off into the future it becomes the dominant form of consciousness/memory examples of think-writing dreams 18012018 and 15092014 addenda: vividness: 4 participant - the category of the dream - think-write (5+) antisemitism (1) 15072019 the name of the dream: the "show off" in the high street of a city a five or six-piece assault course had been erected for the general public it may have been a recruitment drive for one of the armed forces butthe dreamergot the impression it was just for fun of the five or six pieces of apparatus, one was a two-and-a-half metre knotted rope that dangled from the end of a monkey bar the dreamerthought it would be a fun thing to do and gave it a "go" when my feet were on the second knotthe dreamercould put my weight through my feet which enabled me to reach down and pick up the slack of the rope below my feet with my left hand and use the first knot to take some of my weight by gripping the rope under the armpit of my right arm and resting some of my weight against the knot nowthe dreamercould distribute my weight through both my feet and upper-body in a show of sheer exhibitionismthe dreamerlet go with my left hand and adopted a sitting, reclining position, turned to my left and waved at the people below me the dreamerfelt it necessary to do something different and "showy" on the monkey bars as well instead of looking forward while moving forwardthe dreamerfaced sideways in a narrow "crucifixion" position, let go with my left hand and swung my body around and grabbed the next bar so now my back was showing to the front the dreamerwas the epitome of lithe strength all that was missing was a fanfare addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - strength (5+) assault course (1) amusement (1) 14072019 the name of the dream: money, fish and food the first theme, had been tricked into being an accomplice to steal money from a bank the dreamerdidn't know who it was who had tricked me whoever it was knew me well enough to know thatthe dreamerknew the people who worked in the bank who trusted me enough to let me into the premises first thing in the morning before opening the doors for business and make a cup of tea for everybody the dreamerdidn't remember taking any money everybody believed me whenthe dreamersaidthe dreamerdidn't know who was behind it devised a plan to let whoever it was who used me to take the money thinkthe dreamercould be duped into doing another scam for them by using some expensive equipment of mine as collateral for a loan the second dream, walking along a very narrow path that ran along the side of a canal there were three or four men fishing they were evenly spread over a thirty-metre distance the water was clear enough to see the fish the fish was a long, slim-bodied fish that looked like pike (the stand-out part of this dream) the dreamerspoke to the last one of the group; he wasn't having much luck asked him for a rod and a reel and the smallest float he had the water was so clear it occurred to me if we could see them they could see us and ifthe dreamercould find a spot wherethe dreamercould not be seen by the fish they were more likely to go for the bait the manthe dreamerasked for the fishing tackle and the man said "why not, you've done one miracle. there's no reason why you can't do another" didn't know what he was referring to the third dream, a man who wanted a divorce on the grounds his wife wasn't making his meals as good as she used to she was obviously peeved about something her side of the story hadn't been revealed before the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 participant first and second dream, observer third dream the category of the dream multi-themed dream (8+) money (2+) fishing (1+) divorcing couples (1+) 13072019 the name of the dream: the riches in poverty this dream is set in africa the city in the dream was, in my recollection of the dream, called osaka but the nearest namethe dreamercould find in a search that sounded like osakathe dreamerwas lusaka the dreamerhad got the name osaka from a tattered copy of a newspaperthe dreamercame across the paper had the distinctive red and black colouring of the "the sun" and had the name "the osaka ?" the paper had some news on the front page which caught my interest andthe dreamerwanted to read the whole of the story the paper was too tatty to read sothe dreamerasked a young boy if he knew wherethe dreamercould get one the youngster, who was about twelve, said a shop nearby sold it the dreamerproduced about thirty-pence in pennies and tuppences the dreamergave the boy four pence and told him he could keep the change if there was any, plusthe dreamerwould give him some more when he got back he was back with the paper in the next scene and had some sweets; four pence had been enough for the paper and a few sweets ! the sweets had drawn the attention of a young girl bigger and older-looking than he was; his sisterthe dreamerthink he must have said he would he was going to get some more money and she wanted to see how much it would be in the next scene,the dreamerhad dug into my pocket and pulled out all of my change which was about fifty or sixty-five pence all the change, except for two three-penny bits, was in pennies and two-penny pieces (the stand-out bit of the dream) there was so much of itthe dreamercouldn't close my fist the lad had his hand open andthe dreamerdropped about eight or ten pence in it the dreamerput my hand in front of the girl she opened her hand andthe dreamerput about fifteen pence in it and to even things outthe dreamergave the lad a few more coins in the last scene, the two youngsters were slowly walking towards me each had a fairly large white bag of sweets and were tucking in into them as they walked addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 participant the category of the dream - africa (4+) youngsters (3+) money (7+) coins (6+) 12072019 the name of the dream: our first time the first scene: p and another person are standing, fully embraced and kissing; not sure if it is me in the next scene, we are fully-clothed and are positioning ourselves for intimacy on a bed p lays down andthe dreamerlie down on my right side, leaning slightly over her we begin undressing ourselves p helps me get my arms out of my shirt then,the dreamerhelp her get out of her tights by laying my palms near the top of her buttocks, slipping the tips of my fingers just under the waistband of her stockings and lift and roll the accumulating material until her stockings have slipped over her thighs which then allows me to put all of both hands into the stockings and slide them down far enough for her to bend her knees and finish the manoeuvre (the feel of her skin, tight and smooth as my palms skimmed over the crown of her buttocks was the stand-out bit of the dream) when she was laid bare from the waist down she expected me to lie on top of her and begin coitus it was our first time and she didn't know me conjoinment would come later, first" notes 1 not many men give thought to the circumstance that, on average, they only need to ejaculate twice in their lifetime in the years ahead this website will lay out the reasons why it thinks there is a pressing need to be educated on this matter see also: the art of pleasure (28102018) addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 participant the category of the dream - x-dream (w/j 5+) pat (1) 11072019 the name of the dream: the jolly giant and uncle les still trying to remember the first scene of this dream in whichthe dreamerfirst became friends with the man who featured in the following scenes he was big, a six-foot-seven barn door, dark hair with a barrel-chest the dreamerassume his good-naturedness came from the confidence of never having to fear anyone or it might be the other way around, confidence had produced his prodigious size he liked to make with the one-liners we had become instant friends when he hit me with a derogatory remark andthe dreamershot back and gave him as good asthe dreamergot as long asthe dreamernever let him get away with a jibe he was happy in the third scene, uncle les came around with an unusual request; he wanted to borrow a pair of pyjamas if anybody deserved to be on the receiving of a barrage ribbing it's someone who comes around towards the end of the day asking to loan pyjamas in fact, if a person didn't make light of a request for jammies from a man in the early-evening we could surmise that such a person was too serious about life we gave it to him, but good "did you want striped ones or plain-pattern" "if you want to stay the night all you have to do is ask" "depends on which one of us you want to sleep with" " uncle les, being something of a stoic, took them on the chin in the last but one scene, a set of matching top and bottom pyjamas appeared the dream ended when one or the other of us had wrapped the bed-suit in plain brown paper and tied it with thin white string upon waking it occurred to me uncle les may have needed them to wear in hospital addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.5 participant the category of the dream - relations and friends (12+) uncle les (3+) 10072019 the name of the dream: the wannabe a lifestyle t.v. channel which specialised in food had devised a test which would determine in an unbiased way if a product stood up to a taste-test the member of the public who had volunteered to do the taste-test had become unavailable at the last moment (a connection between this dream and the dream of 05072019 ? [the second dream of that day, not yet entered into dreams diary]) the dreamer fancied he dreamer could stand-in for him and put himself forward the producer of the show had originally chosen a fifteen-year-old lad because a person of his age would have less exposure to all types of food and would still have him a keen sense of taste the producer asked me ifthe dreamersmoked the dreamersaid yes but my habit was unusually small (about twelve grams a week; my actual awake-time consumption) the dreamerwanted to do the test and get the media exposure for my "five minutes" of fame and was rebutting his doubts about me almost as soon as he aired them asthe dreamerwas older and a smoker, the producer, a man of strict morals, was reluctant to use me the dreamerwas becoming more anxious while waiting for his decision when the dream ended the sense of anxiety in this dream can easily be traced to the pde's addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.5 participant the category of the dream - food and fame (1+) 09072019 the name of the dream: robbery and consequences someonethe dreamerknew convinced me that he had come across a perfect opportunity to get away with stealing a large amount of cash there was no planning needed the only thingthe dreamerhad to think about was where to stash the money after we had done the robbery being the cautious typethe dreamerwould "sit" on my money untilthe dreamerwas sure it was safe to start spending the other person told his wife about it she was nervous about it and told a woman she knew and the woman she told called the police the dreamerwas at home when the police found me the doorbell rang and asthe dreamerapproached the doorthe dreamercould see through the glass top-half that it was two men and it was sure to be the police the dreamerknew they would take me to the police station andthe dreamerwould be in a cell overnight sothe dreamerwent back into the living room and picked up my baccy, phone and something to read beforethe dreameropened the door and let them in becausethe dreamerknew ifthe dreamerasked them they wouldn't let me take anything the policemen tried to get me to admit i'd been thieving the dreamersaidthe dreamerwasn't going to say anything until they told me what is wasthe dreamerhad done addenda: vividness:: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - stealing (3+) money (1+) 08072019 the name of the dream: the elvis look-alike competition a four-scene dream of four different people vying for the title of being an elvis incarnation the first competitor had a grotesquely bloated face his face looked like a competent make-up artist had put an inch of make-up of every part of his face from forehead to chin and from his nose to where his jowls ended (stand-out bit of the dream) the make-up must have been on this contender for the better part of twenty-four hours because a black stubble was protruding through the make-up there was a hint of elvis about him butthe dreamercouldn't pinpoint what it was this guy was the only one of the look-alike's whose features suggested he could have been a far-distant relative of elvis it went from bad to worse and by the time this dream got to the fourth pretender disbelief had turned into the realms of the ridiculous the fourth fella was five-foot-six or seven, looked haggard, and was wearing an iridescent dark-pink fez someone had kept from last years new years eve party any pretence of this being a serious competition had completely vanished andthe dreamerwoke out of my sleep laughing addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 observer the category of the dream - externalised (30+) laughter (6+) 07072019 the name of the dream: film democracy a cinema in which people rated the films if the film got a high rating those who liked it had a say in which of the new releases the cinema would show when a film that had been chosen in this way also got a high rating, it gave the film a greater initial audience and those who had chosen it were rewarded with a reduced price of the ticket and/or concessions of their next chosen film it wasn't in the dream but the same principle could also be applied to the concessions addenda: vividness: 4 observer the category of the film: cinema (1+) 06072019 the name of the dream: dream-time awake-time continuity in the first scene, two of us were in a small living room the dreamerthink the other person was mom in the second scene, two more people had joined the dream; janet, from the dream of 03072019 and someone else who had come along with her; a well-dressed man in a light-grey coloured suit and white shirt janet, the man in a suit and myself were sitting cramped together on a two-seater sofa we were so crampedthe dreamerhad to lean forward to look janet in the face whenthe dreamertalked to her or wanted to look at her (is there any significance in being in cramped conditions?) the man in the suit was completely sympathetic towards me and was slightly amused thatthe dreamerhad done whatthe dreamerhad done and wanted to hear whatthe dreamerhad to say about it janet, on the other hand, was acting upset the dreamersay acting because her voice didn't carry any anger or resentment andthe dreamerthink she felt she had better act upset in case it was an insult but had yet to figure out in what way it was meant to upset her what hadthe dreamerdone to cause her consternation ? the dreamerhad found a box it was in a stiff, brown cardboard box about the size and weight of a volume from an encyclopedia with a small gap between the two flaps on one of the flat sides the circumstances in whichthe dreamerfound the box suggested it was a semi-expensive item and the thought of not opening the box and sending it to janet asthe dreamerfound it meant both of us would be pleasantly surprised the man in the suit in was the person who fathomed it out and wanted to meet the person who would send such an inappropriate present to someone who would never need it and, more importantly, whythe dreamerhad sent it what was in the box ? the dreamerasked janet what was in the box she said it's the thing they use in that type of horse racing when the rider isn't sitting on the horse but is being pulled long on a platform behind the horse; the man in the suit had obviously explained it to her the dreamersaid "chariot racing" her face lit up she had never heard of harness racing and she, like me, could only identify the description "horse racing when you are being pulled along and not sitting on the horse" as chariot racing the itemthe dreamerhad planned on sending her was a specialised bit that was part of the bridle used in harness racing when didthe dreamersend it ? was the thought that kept running through my mind" the dreamercan't remember sending it" was the answerthe dreamerkept giving when the question "why didthe dreamersend the item ?" was asked at one point the man in the suit said: "it's not nice when someone has got leverage on you, is it ?" he was smiling when he said it and it caused me to think he had concludedthe dreamerwas hiding something the dreamerwoke from the dream and for a full five minutes after waking kept asking myself "when did the dreamersend it " and "this would have been a good entry for dreams diary.the dreamershould have made it an entry" beforethe dreamerrealised the dream had finished some minutes before it was the sound of my own voice asking "why didn'tthe dreamermake it an entry, when didthe dreamersend it ?" that made me realise the dream had finished minutes before notes 1 this isn't the first time i've woke from a dream and not been aware thatthe dreamerwas in awake-time for minutes after the dream had finished it makes me think that awake-time and dream-time are, at times, in closer proximity than is, currently, appreciated the dreamerstill question my own idea that the dream-time conscious will eventually be the natural state of consciousness in the distant future am going to maintain that it will either way, the future is so appealing it doesn't really matter notes 2 the dream of 03072019 wasn't entered into dreams diary because when there are two different themes in the same period of r.e.m.the dreamerusually keep it to one entry for easier reading, and the same applies ifthe dreamersleep twice in the same day,the dreamerenter the dream whichthe dreamerthink is the most relevant there is a written record of the dream of 03072019 and other dreams which didn't become an entry on the day of the dream dreams not entered into dreams diary on the day they occurred will find there way into the database eventually addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.2 participant the category of the dream - dream-time awake-time continuity (5 ?) janet (2) bridle-bit (1) 05072019 the name of the dream: the basics of love the dreamerwas staying in a community which brought single girls and boys together the purpose of the community was for people who wanted to find a partner to go on holiday with them it was an all-year-round community; a "tailored" form of dating it was usual for couples to have found a "partner" within days or weeks it had been the busiest time of the year and there was just a handful of people who hadn't found a suitable partner a girl had started a conversation with me on two occasions and both timesthe dreamerresponded positively but hadn't "popped" the question my reservation was based on the experiences of the past on more than one occasion women had "ditched" me soon as they found out they were pregnant the dreamergot the impression it could happen again with this girl she had more or less given up on me and said, "i'm thinking of just getting on a motor bike and going to spain for a few days" the dreamerasked: "how much do you think it will cost to stay at a hotel ?" she gave a figure to whichthe dreamerreplied "you could shave a third off that if we went as a couple" the dreamerbegan laying down the "ground rules" for my idea of a relationship the dream went on for another three or four sentences which explained my beliefs that a relationship needed to be based on doing things for other people addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - relationships (30+) female (30+) 04072019 the name of the dream: dream-time acquaintance arrived at the home of my usual supplier of hash there had been a disruption in the supply chain and he didn't have any not to worry,the dreamerhad a back-up supplier in birmingham twenty-miles away the dreamerannouncedthe dreamercould get everybody what they wanted and by the timethe dreamerhad taken all the orders it was going to be the biggest amount i'd ever got from my birmingham "contact" there was a person at the house with a slight smile on his face which gave him an easy-to-approach look who didn't want anything to smoke he looked familiar and then it dawned on me where i'd seen him before, it was in another recent dream, although that dream wasn't a dream about hash the first time it has happened in a dream (a dream-time acquaintance!) it will be of considerable significance if he appears in another dream addenda: vividness: 3 participant - the category of the dream - dream-time acquaintance (1) hash (4+) 03072019 the name of the dream: the letter in this dream,the dreameram living in a complex of about thirty homes i'm outside the door of my flat and on my way somewhere the postman shows me an envelope and asks me ifthe dreamerknow the person named on it the address on the letter didn't have the number of the house in it nor did it have the postcode the postman asks me twice what the postcode of the flats are the dreamercan remember the postcode of wherethe dreameram currently living (in awake-time) and after forming two or three letters on two attemptsthe dreamercan't think of the last three numbers and letters and give up in frustration the dreamerdidn't recognise the name, though it would be easy to find out,the dreamerthought the dreamerwent to the nearest door on the landing of where we were and knocked on the door the person who answered didn't know who it was somebody passed bythe dreamerasked her if she knew who it was, she didn't the dreamerthen went to the door at the end of the landing the guardrail on the landing was too low it disoriented me,the dreamerlost my balance and fell to the floor outside of the house the dreamerknocked on the door while still on the ground and an elderly man with big blotches on his face answered the door he became concerned at first,the dreamerimagine he thoughtthe dreamerwas ill the dreamerhad the letter in my hand and, still on the ground, showed it to the man who answered the door, he didn't know anybody of that name behind the man, there was a young woman with a pleasant smile on her face who appealed to me the dreamerhad got to my feet and brought the woman into the conversation in an attempt to get to know her she was just about to leave the house andthe dreamersaidthe dreamerwould walk with her to the stairs that led up to street level the dreamerstill had the letter in my hand and the postman had left the dream about halfway to the stairs that went up to the streetthe dreamersuddenly realised that the womanthe dreamerwas trying to become involved with was a girlfriend from some time before she was smiling whenthe dreamerfirst saw because she recognised me straight away we refreshed our feelings for each other and she agreed to come to my place later and the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - relationships (35+) woman (30+) 02072019 the name of the dream: fruit insect was looking after the four or five-year-old daughter of a relative or friend took her for a walk and in the first or second scene we came across a nest of large ladybirds these ladybirds didn't have the black-spot markings of regular ladybirds but were a plain red another feature of these ladybirds was their size; they were almost as big as a thumbnail the dreamerbent down to pick one of them up and asthe dreamertouched it, it changed its colour into black and then its markings took on the look of a blackcurrant the dreamerpicked it up and showed it to the girl she was captivated whenthe dreamerput it back down and it changed its markings back into a ladybird (the stand-out part of the dream) like me, she had seen both a blackberry and a ladybird and also like me she had never seen a ladybird that could change its markings and give it, at first glance, the look a blackberry she didn't have any fear of the insect and was mesmerised as it seemed to morph into a blackberry when she picked it up and change back into a ladybird again when she put it down the dreamerthink she was still picking it up and putting it down when the dream ended this was an experience she would probably take into adulthood notes 1 there is actually an insect that has the camouflage of a blackberry but its camouflage is permanent not sure what time-tense to assign to this dream its size suggests a past tense of time addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 3.9 participant the category of the dream - animal (20 ?) insect (5 ?) ladybird (1) 01072019 the name of the dream: character evaluation this was a think-read dream but each remark was in a box not on a line was reading an assessment of a person who wanted to be considered for a new position or it may have been a generalisation of someone's character this could have been someone's evaluation of me or it could have been my evaluation of someone or it could have been someone else's opinion of another person the last sentence-in-a-box read" "nor amthe dreamerconvinced that this person is a personthe dreamerwant" addenda: vividness: 3.1 o/p ? the category of the dream - think-read (25?) character analysis (1+) 29062019 the name of the dream: danger and benignity the first theme was a three-scene dream which had a lion on the prowl from my observation point, the lion was about three-hundred metres way and even at that distance its size was intimidating the lion was stalking along the side of a river the was a slope of about ten metres that ran alongside the river and which hid the lion from view every now and then the worry was it could be out of sight and reappear within fifty metres of wherethe dreamerwas before it was visible again puzzlingly, after the end of the scenes that had the lion in it, there was a one-scene dream that had a closed cylindrical black umbrella stand in the scene, a black umbrella was placed into the stand and another black umbrella was taken out of it addenda: vividness: 3.3 and 3.5 observer in both themes the category of the dream - animal () mammal () lion (4?) and umbrella's (1) 28062019 the name of the dream: a passionate politician this dream was set at a pivotal time for the society in which it took place an altruistic outlook was necessary to open the doors to an equality-based society the opportunity lay in the domain of those of us who had a genuine feel for other people an impending vote which had fundamental and far-reaching consequences for the majority of people was on the verge of being cast mine was the final voice of the debate andthe dreamerdecided to make a short, impassioned attempt to persuade rather than a condemnatory rebuttal of the opposition's position there were seven or eight heart-felt, sentences that had ten or so words in each sentence that were aimed at producing feelings of empathy rather than trying to persuade by reason the sentences contained the words or had sentiments in the vein of" the dreamerask you to let the feelings you have for the people you care for help persuade you" the decision we are about to make has life-forming consequences for those who trust us" how can we justify giving priority to ourselves ?" alas, the manner in which the person whothe dreamerwas addressing turned and walked away as the dream ended conveyed a determination not to show compassion notes 1 this dream was as a result of composing two new entries for this website during the day addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - political (2?) 27062019 the name of the dream: boxers half a dozen scenes of different boxing bouts all of the scenes had motion and, in line with the "typical" nature of montages, they were vivid there is no obvious reason for another characteristic of montages, why do most montages have the same theme for all scenes ? addenda: vividness: 4 observer the category of the motion-montage: boxing (1) 26062019 the name of the dream: toxic smoke sitting next to the window of an underground train as it came into the station no sooner hadthe dreamerstepped onto the platform than the words "poisonous" and "fire" were being repeated made my way to the escalator and just four or five steps up the stopped-stairs a thick white smoke was drifting up through the cracks in the next scene,the dreamertapped hard on the window of the driver's cab when he lowered or opened the windowthe dreamertold him about the fire and the poisonous smoke and to get the train into open as is the case with age, as we get older an instinctive urge to protect people younger than ourselves takes hold in the last scene,the dreamerfelt a stab of appreciation for the man-shaped being asthe dreamerwatched a young boy of ten or twelve as he was helping a couple of elderly people addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - dangerous situations (20+) train stations (2+) loving youths (2+) boy (1+) 25062019 the name of the dream: a clean dream in this dream,the dreameram living in a boarding house orthe dreameram a long-term resident of a guest-house that has a manager or owner in full-time attendance the overall feel of the place was that it was easy going the first scene, my new girlfriend wanted a bath and it meant having to get a clean towel which in turn meantthe dreamerhad to go and ask the manager for one the bathroom was along the hallway three or four doors away from my door in the next scene, the manager is at my door with the towel he suggests that he takes my girlfriend the bathroom andthe dreameragree to let him in the next scene, the three of us are together in my place again the manager is standing in a doorway in my room looking and talking to us while we are sitting he said something which made me respond with, "you've had your chance, now it's my turn" he lingered, and that was my cue to say "will you close the door on the way out" the next scene, we are sitting snuggled up and facing sideways at the bottom of the bed we have the quilt wrapped around us andthe dreamercan still feel the moistness on her skin from the bath her skin has lost its warmth and now she feels cool-to-cold (the stand-out moment of the dream) she was relaxed and felt secure and showed it by resting her head on my chest and putting her arms around my mid-section, her legs were folded so that her knees were pressed against my legs she began talking" "your auntie iris had ten children didn't she", my girlfriend asked rhetorically the dreamerhad to think for a moment beforethe dreamersaid "no, it was more like five" what had caused me to hesitate was my new girlfriend was very new, within a couple of days the dreamerwouldn't have gone into the details of my family that quickly in a new relationship the dreamerasked her, "how do you know about my aunt iris" the dreamernever did hear her answer asthe dreamercame out the sleep listening to myself asking her, "how do you know about my aunt iris ?" addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - relationships (30+) girl (20+) 24062019 the name of the dream: art takes many forms avant-garde, interactive exhibitions are the latest form of art all the scene's of this dream except the last one is set in a museum-sized building the inter-activity included individuals, pairs and groups enacting a minute or two of the most highly regarded parts of literary works, describing how they felt as they listened to passages of music, feeling sculpted works" the last scene was a man lying on his back on a masseurs table wearing just his trousers a young woman was sitting astride the man and she too was only wearing trousers the expression on her face was of someone on a mission a mixture of determination and pleasure or a determination to produce pleasure her tits were disproportionately big for her body couldn't see the face of the male addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer the category of the dream - interactive art (2 +) 23062019 the name of the dream: blow and go in the company of a couple of awake-time friends from days of yore the dreamerhad a little hash but with no money to buy any more while they didn't have any but had plenty of money to get some considering the conversation was about "scoring" blow both friends were in a serious frame of mind it was almost a point of honour that they got some for the evening in the next scene, there were two piles of one-pound coins on a table (the stand-out bit of the dream) it was obvious whatthe dreamershould do smoke mine with them now and thenthe dreamerwould be part of their plans for the evening when there would be more people and loads of hash addenda: vividness: 3.6 participant the category of the dream - hash (10+) pound coins (3+) 21062019 the name of the dream: the necklace thief in a very warm country, africathe dreamerthink the dreamerhad become friends with a middle-aged man during our friendship, he had shown me two necklaces (the stand-out scene of the dream) one was gold and the other was a necklace made of beads which was valuable because of its historic significance was informed of an emergency of a serious nature and had to get back home didn't have the money for the journey sothe dreamerasked the manthe dreamerwas friends with for it he didn't have it to give to me andthe dreamertook the easy way out and stole the gold necklace the dreamerleft a note saying whythe dreamerhad done it and thatthe dreamerwould give him the money back as soon asthe dreamercould addenda: vividness: 3.9 participant the category of the dream - theft (8 ?) jewellery ( 2?) abroad (12 ?) africa (3+) 20062019 the name of the dream: a waste of time was in a squeaky clean environment designed to establish ifthe dreamerhad a particular malady the dreamertook issue with the team who was doing the investigation he was someone who had an invested reason in wanting one specific diagnosis to be true it was clear to me that if it wouldn't be an accurate diagnosis and considering it was me who would be on the receiving end of the wrong treatmentthe dreamercaused such a commotion the entire procedure was called off : addenda: vividness: 3.6 participant the category of the dream - medical ( 4 ?) 19062019 the name of the dream: terrible retribution it was the end of the business day the dreamerneeded a pack of cigarettes and batteries no sooner wasthe dreamerin a shop when the first personthe dreamerspoke to tried to rush me to get whatthe dreamerwanted and get out "right",the dreamerthought, andthe dreamerbegan "delaying tactics" the first thingthe dreamerdid was whip out a twenty-pound note and made sure he and the others saw it the sight of a twenty-pound note and the thought of it going into the till would,the dreamerknew, put pressure on the salesman to make surethe dreamerspent it it had the added extra significance, and make the rest of the staff lower their opinion of the salesman, if a customer put money back in their pocket when they were so ready to spend it the bloke who was serving me bit his tongue and forced himself to act like he had all the time in the world i'd "got him" first,the dreamerasked for a brand of cigarettethe dreamerknew they wouldn't sell and that drew the salesman into listening to me complaining about the amount of tax there was on a packet of fags that opened the door for me to have a whinge about political corruption which in turn" thenthe dreamerasked for the batteries and when he got themthe dreamersuddenly remembered that whatthe dreamerwanted was rechargeable batteries, andthe dreamerasked for a brandthe dreamerknew they wouldn't stock asthe dreamerbegan walking out of the shopthe dreamerrubbed it in by sayingthe dreamercould get the cigarettes at another shop nearby the dreamerhad kept him a couple of minutes and had got "justice" addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - shopping (? 3) 18062019 the name of the dream: three pictures somehow or other i'd managed to draw in colour and in a way that could be appreciated by the third drawing of the dream, it was possible to do long, sweeping curved strokes from top to bottom of the paper the paper or canvas was quite big, about a metre square the dreamerwoke up as the dream was ending on one of the long curves andthe dreamercould feel my forefinger and thumb pressed together, as though holding a pen, running down my thigh in synchronisation with what was being drawn in the dream addenda: vividness: 3.8 participant the category of the dream - drawing ( 3 ?) externalised ( 40 ?) 17062019 the name of the dream: the shopping list the colours and sizes of the packets of all of the items were a perfect likeness of the ones in my cupboard the exceptional addenda: vividness: of the dream tells me this dream is a reflection of recent pde's and also it foretells the imminent nature of this dream being fulfilled tomorrow had been meaning to place a shopping order for the last three days it was while having a cuppa after waking and thinking to place the order today that the dream sprang to mind this is another instance of a precognitive dream, albeit of a completely insignificant nature still" from little things do big things grow addenda: vividness: 4.7 observer,the dreamerthink the category of the dream - precognitive (7 ?) 1806 : the packets in today's delivery weren't the coloured ones as in the dream they were however about as bulky packets of food (1+) 16062019 the name of the dream: walking with a walker using a walker and making my way along what looked to be exeter high street everybody who knew me well enough to speak to asked the same question: "what did you do ?" my answer was the same, "fell over" was acutely aware of the ground under my feet except for one scene which had a cobbled surface (the stand out part of the dream), the ground was smooth the second stand-out scene of the dream was the feeling of mild twinges along the entire length of the tendons of both legs legs felt rested and a little looser than usual whenthe dreamergot out of bed addenda: vividness: 3.1 to to 3.4 participant the category of the dream - walking (8+) aided (1) 15062019 the name of the dream: the photographer's photographer was paid to take photographs of people as they entered a shop and present the photo's as a slide-show with a ten-second voice-over for each photo each ten-second "slideshow", would present a slightly different slant of the company's product within three or four "snaps"the dreamerbecame aware of the sound of the shutter of another camera looking around,the dreamersaw a young woman wearing a bob-hat and scarf with a determined look and manner taking photo's of me taking photo's the dreamerdidn't need to ask her what she was doing as it was obviousthe dreamerwas the subject of her interest the dreamersaid something like "make sure you show me in a good light" and let her get on with it addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - photography () business (4 ?) 14062019 the name of the dream: the club in the club at what looked to be a working man's club there was a small bar upstairs that was the "in" place to be it was certainly popular, there was barely standing room there was an air of "happening" somebody wanted to show me something and in the next scene we are outside he has a green something,the dreamerthink it was alive back in the "in" bar, someonethe dreamerdidn't know asked me to get them a drink from the bar downstairs the nerve of it, who did he think he was ? more to the point who did he thinkthe dreamerwas thatthe dreamerwould do his bidding it was time to deflate his ego the dreameroffered to get the drink and pretended to be glad that such an illustrious person would ask me to do something for him in the next scene,the dreameram downstairs imagining the face of the person who asked me to get him a drink it is livid with a touch of violence around the mouth addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - working men's club (4 ?) 13062019 the name of the dream: double-doppelganger day jumped into this dream and landed on my feet feeling as confident as a testosterone-driven bull elephant and as enduring as the himalayas found myself inside a spacious area about the size of a two-plane hanger it had a bit of the feel of a cavern to it and there was a glistening red-hue, smeared through the air over there the dreamersaw someone in the distance about twenty or thirty metres over to my left, he looked familiar now we were closer andthe dreamercould recognise his features he wasn't just familiar, it was me the dreameram now the size of the andes the dreamerhaven't quite lost all my confidence but i'm on shaky ground "what amthe dreamerdoing over there when my sense of awareness is over here ?" the dreamerget to thinking, he must be me with both my sense of identity and location andthe dreameram being viewed by someone else so if that's me, who amthe dreamer? after a space-age of deliberating the penny dropped the sense of boldnessthe dreamerfelt at the beginning of this dream is the sense of being the person who recorded it felt at the time they recorded the scene ! so, whose dream it ? it could, literally, be anybody's how come ? imagine we are living in the future our mobiles show not just a pictures on a 2d screen but 3d holographic visuals plenty clear enough to give you a feeling of "being there" you take a ten-second 3d holographic video of me the sense of confidence at the beginning of the dream is (in the video was) your own feelings of confidence when you took the original movie so, whoever you are, because of the 3d gizmo we can deduce we've met and will meet in all future time-tenses note 1 this dream is categorised as an "other person's" experience participant dreams now become easier to identify and assess see also observer/participant addenda: vividness: 4 observer the category of the dream - other-person's experiences in dreams (50+) (approximately one-third of this websites dreams are observer dreams ?) 12062019 second dream: the name of the dream: much better than expected in the house of an awake-time ex-girlfriend it is early in the morning and the children are still wearing their bedclothes to a hungry child, food is the most important item of the day the mother produced small yellow seeds sloshing around in a clear bowl (the stand-out visual of the dream) ever the adventurist,the dreamerdecided to try whatthe dreamerdidn't like the look of which seemed to be mustard seeds it was scrumptiously good andthe dreamersaid so the kids were way ahead of me having already downed three or four mouthfuls : addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - food ( 8 ?) seeds (1) taste (1 ?) first dream: the name of the dream: pals in poverty this dream takes place in a block of flats there are gates made of ten or twelve centimetre thick cylindrical bars separating one landing from the next each landing has four or five flats the people are impoverished to the point of destitution the extreme conditions have produced a camaraderie among the neighbours which lifts them above an isolated existence whilst the gates are locked everybody leaves their front doors open and everyone has access to each others home and resources the gates are locked in the early evening a young boy of six or seven has attached himself to me our friendship is based on a kinship of characters he feels safe and comfortable with me and is noticeably at ease in my company whilethe dreamerexperience the need to love him both his and my family recognise a special bonding between us and feel the warmth between us and it pleases them often we sit and lie together; regularly puts his arm around my neck with his face close to mine andthe dreamercan see he wants to kiss me an uninhibited urge to express his feelings in a way only a child can addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - relationships (33 ?) young boy (2 ?) 11062019 the name of the dream: poised for a disaster here's a strange one" the first scene, sitting next to the window of a skyscraper on the thirtieth, or higher, floor the next scene, a helicopter with a bubble-type cockpit was hovering ten metres or so away in the the third scenethe dreamertook a photo of the helicopter the fourth scene, a boulder the size of a car was poised a couple of metres above the blades the final scene,the dreamerwas shouting and gesticulating to the helicopter to turn off its engine so it would fall and could turn its engines back on after the boulder and the copter was apart from each other it was while thinking if it would possible for the helicopter to avoid the boulder by turning off the engine that the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - high-rise buildings () catastrophe situations (2+) 10062019 the name of the dream: in a new world society had changed no longer was the pop charts dominated by those who had gained fame because they had friends in the music industry (cronyism), instead, the pop charts had a plethora of new songs written and performed by the people (talented) who wrote them the video of my song has me wearing a brown, pin-striped, brown suit with broader-than-usual lapels, brown shoes and white shirt with a tie the dreamerhad a thick head of hair which was brushed back (obviously a future time-tense) this ten-second (dream-time) one-scene dream, was long enough for me to sing two lines of my song (dream tune 2) one of the lines was: "how gladthe dreameram, to be an average man" addenda: vividness: 4 participant the category of the dream - music (13 ?) 09062019 the name of the dream: moms' best friend was at moms', she was in a despondent mood eventually, she let me know what was grieving her, pat, her best friend, had received bad news it was going to be a long, drawn-out demise the dreamersuggested one or two possible things we could do" the dreamercould cook a meal for the three of us, a night out somewhere during the evening mom dropped the hint, "she's a secret admirer of you" if my best friend had been given a death sentence,the dreamercouldn't have brought myself to ask my daughter to do what mom was asking me to do men though, don't have the empathetic feelings women have for other women it wouldn't mean anything to a woman if she had to pay for a man to man be with her neither would it work if the woman felt the man was with her because he was feeling sorry for her the dreamerunderstood where mom was coming from and the fact she had said what she did meant she knewthe dreamerwould consider it because she had asked me the dream ended asthe dreamerwas recalling those timesthe dreamerhad been in pats' company and trying to remember ifthe dreamerhad felt "drawn" to her on any of those occasions : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - x in exceptional circumstances (1) 08062019 the name of the dream: working up a sweat in another time and another placethe dreamerwas enjoying full mobility the dreamerwas out jogging with a jogger's essentials in a small backpack there was a tug on the backpack and while still runningthe dreamerlooked around and saw a female jogger with her arm outstretched touching the backpack there was no way she was going to be able to "lift" something from the backpack without me knowing about it it was obvious she wanted me to know she was there and the look on her face told me what it was she wanted in the next scene, we were pressed together andthe dreamercould feel the elastic cord of her underpants and the softness of her body through the soft material of her track-suit bottom (the stand-out moment of the dream) in the next scene, another younger girl had joined the dream and we were trying to figure out how to get out of a hole in the ground two-and-half metres deep we resorted to shouting occasionally between moments of amour vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - health (10 ?) pleasure in unusual situations (1 ?) 07062019 the name of the dream: the rebel waiter working in a hotel as a breakfast waiter the individual orders were put on a chart in the kitchen which made it easier to read and quicker to prepare the dreamerbecame indignant that the chef and management were allowing the orders which were only slightly different to be lumped together into the same category people who had ordered lightly-done toast or well-done toast were given the same toast likewise, those who wanted hard or soft boiled egg were given eggs that had been given the three-minute treatment the dreamer becomes doubly indignant when it occurs to him that it was affecting his tips and began to bring it to the attention of the guests the dreamerwas wondering what might happen to me if the hotel management found out whatthe dreamerwas doing when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - hotels (4 ?) waiter () 05062019 first dream: the name of the dream: the dream that didn't want to be remembered this dream had about eight different themes every timethe dreamertried to recall the details of one of the scenes of the dream it faded and vanished this dream is the opposite of all of the other dreams of late most or all of recent dreams had nothing of the pde's in them this dream was exclusively drawn from the pde's with other recent dreams the more it was thought about the more detail came to the fore of the memory not sure what conclusions to draw from this dream addenda: vividness: of the dream 3.4 observer and participant the category of the dream - mixed-themes dreams (?) second dream the name of the dream: x dream addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - x dream (12+) s (4 ?) 04062019 the name of the dream: the shoe-shaped fish in a shop that sold tropical fish it is a two-scene dream that stood out for its colour addenda: vividness: the fish tanks were about the same size; a metre in length, half a metre in breadth and half a metre in depth (slightly bigger than the fish-container in the dream of 02062019) the first scene was a tank that had one or two orange-coloured fish in it the movement of the fish contained grace the second tank had a grey/black fish in it the shape of the sole of a shoe with long straggly strands the width of the fish notes 1 the variety of the colour in tropical fish is something that caught my imagination as a boy although there was nothing in the pde's which could have stimulated this dream have concluded, with greater conviction than ever recently, that our experiences are part of a vast, finite vault of a mechanical events which means this, and all other dreams and experiences, in both dream-time and awake-time, are "repeat shows" accurate to within a number of molecules and a part of a second addenda: vividness: 4.4 observer the category of the dream - animals () fish () tropical (1) 03062019 the name of the dream: dizzying heights, babies and a stroll in the country woke from sleeping and went into montage territory the first set of pictures, some of which had motion, was of four or five different babies unusually for montages, it was possible to hold the picture for as long as desired it was while holding the image for a "good look" that motion occurred in some of the pictures (motion-montages) the first two or three pictures were wonderfully colourful andthe dreamerthought how magnificent are the capabilities of the brain/mind whenthe dreamerrecall memories of this lifetime the colour and detail are only vague outlines compared to the recallable montage images the more these types of experiences occur the more is the inclination to have the memories of experiences of the dream-time conscious "on tap" all of the babies in this montage had that innocent, blank look the montage gave way to a period of r.e.m. the dream that then unfolded was of mom, someone else and self in a dangerous terrain mom was moving with the confidence of a mountain goat along a narrow surface that was at the top of an unusual protrusion of a grass-covered peak the shape of a tower computer that had an eighty-degree curved slope on its narrow left-hand side and which at its base had a seventy-degree slope that swelled out to ground level over a two-hundred metre distance the only way down from the top of the protrusion was to slide down the dreamerdidn't have the confidence to slide down the eighty-degree slope and the dream ended with me stuck on the top back into montage-land again, it was a string of pictures of babies that went on for the best part of a minute then back into dream-time there were three of us, fully-grown males, wearing barbour knee-length coats casually strolling through a terrain that had difficult-to-traverse areas way off into the distance participant and observer addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 4.6 the category of the dream/s: montage-dream mix (1) 02062019 the name of the dream: the specialist met a woman in her early twenties on a train journey the train was empty apart from us and we started talking she was highly specialised in the treatment of babies with brain trauma her method was based on monitoring one or two babies over a twenty-four hour period with twelve hours off for sleep for weeks and months at a time a one on one approach, coupled with intense monitoring, gave her a unique insight into the character of the condition of the baby or babies' the dreamerwas interested in what she done with her twelve hours off the dreamerwanted to know if she slept for the full twelve hours, how long before going to bed did she eat, did she have recreation time, what did she do with it ? amongst the repertoire of novelties in her lifestyle was a very peculiar form of relaxation/therapy as she explained it a motion picture-sequence of what she was describing formed in the dream (the stand out part of the dream) it was a foot-bath; three-quarters of a metre in length by a third of a metre in breadth and depth deep in the see-through foot-bath with a clear liquid (water?) there was a living thing it looked like a tongue about the size of an ox's tongue it was moving in a slow, searching way the dreamerassumed it was searching for a foot to go to work on apparently, it had been genetically-engineered to simulate the actions of a human tongue the dreamerthink she said it could do its thing while a person was sleeping notes 1 which is more sensitive, the fingertips or the tongue ? notes 2 this dream is undoubtedly a future time-tense a thirty-six-hour lifestyle is impractical today but who knows what happens off-earth ( space-dream evolution) or if the new habitation is built ? interestingly, it maintains the one-third sleep, two-thirds awake ratio addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.2 participant the category of the dream - medical practices (1?) (the question marks in brackets are asking if there is another dream here in dreams diary that has the same category. i've lost track) 31052019 fifth dream: the name of the dream: assembly-line ignition-tester the first scene of this dream took in a large part of an automated car production factory as with the previous dream it was at the end of the production line there was a minor problem that kept on occurring concerning the wrong ignition keys being in the wrong car nd causing the production-line to have to slow down every now and then the dreamerwent to the manager's office where there were two men who had a view of most the assembly line and suggested the barrel of the ignition be kept the same until the car had come off the line one of the two men went off to talk to someone and the other one said: "you certainly have plenty of new ideas" the dreamergave him the "thumbs up" and the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - assembly-line worker (2) cars (1) fourth dream: the name of the dream: the singalong job it was my job to test the sound of portable cd players was not distorted at the end of the assembly line inevitably,the dreamerbegan singing along with the songs addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - work () assembly-line (1) cd players (1) third dream: the name of the dream: motorboat attendant the dreamerwas the attendant of a motorboat-for-hire company on a lake about half a kilometre wide and about three-quarters of a kilometre long there were two or three boats on the lake and it was my job to make sure no one got into a "situation", mainly, not to get too close the land as with the previous dream, the boats were two-seaters with a low top speed the third scene, there was a bigger boat moored in among the others which could seat seven or eight hadn't seen or used it before it looked a bit unwieldy but decided to "take it out" without meaning to,the dreamerstarted it up asthe dreamergot into it the starter-cum-accelerator was a discreet slide mechanism that had been built into the top side of the gunwale it took another scene of the dream to figure out how to work it the next scene, as with the previous dreamthe dreamerwas the attendant only in this dream there were more boats the dreamerwas now in a boat capable of getting from one boat to another boat in seconds asthe dreamerwent past one of the boats with two girls in itthe dreamerheard one of them say, "let's try and find some (boys) who are more normal" the dreamersaid: "i'm normal" the girl replied back at me and said, "you don't look normal" it made me laugh andthe dreamerheard myself laugh (an externalised laugh) in the next scenethe dreamerdecided to give the boat "the gun" and slid the accelerator about three-quarters of the way along the slide-accelerator mechanism it took the boat to about seventy kmph within seconds and the dream faded out as the other boats became specks in the distance behind me addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - powered boats (2?) lake (1?) the second dream, pottering around on the river in a two-seat motorboat the boat was not a speedboat, it was designed for cruising at about five kmph the river was about six metres wide with no noticeable surface chop addenda: vividness:: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - powered boats (3?) canal (1?) the first dream: the name of the dream: auntie g's birthday party of all the family, auntie g always put on the best "shindig" one reason was she had the most floor space, another was, she was a great cook; the only one in the family who could make a wedding cake the dreamerknew it was probably going to be her most lavish "do" to date when the person who opened the door to me was wearing a chef's apron and there were two other people also wearing cooking clothing visible in the kitchen at the end of the extended hallway it was raining quite heavily andthe dreamerhad got wet (think this is the first time i've got wet from rain in a dream) after drying outthe dreamerwent into the front living room and opened my backpack and got out my video and photo equipment for a "systems check" the dreamerwas the official photographer for the family on account that photography was one of the servicesthe dreameroffered in my business package in awake-time in the next scene, another single male was sitting next to me who also happened to be a photography enthusiast his equipment was almost as good as mine and we were "checking out" each others equipment and getting along swimmingly at one pointthe dreamerlet out a sound of partial disbelief,the dreamerdidn't have enough film in my camera for the occasion and, even worse, my batteries were flat the other man in the scene had a spare film and gave it to me as a gift he couldn't help me with batteries though but that wasn't a problem as there was a hardware store at the top of road eighty metres away in the next scene, there were three of us the new arrival wasn't anyonethe dreamerknew but he spoke enthusiastically when he did speak it was in a manner which suggested he wanted to get to know me in the final scene, there were four of us the latest person to join the dream was dressed out of context for one of aunt g's party's he was scruffy and sat on the floor next to me the dreamerthought he must have been a friend of a friend of someone in the family the first thing he did was to produce a "pellet" of hash and give it to me although there were only four of us of an expected thirty or so, the party was underway addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.3 participant the category of the dream - parties () aunt g's () 30052019 the name of the dream: a dark cinema this dream has the lowest addenda: vividness: rating of any dream the reason" the first scene, walking down the slope to the front seats in a cinema,the dreamerthink it was a multi-screen cinema before getting to wherethe dreamerwanted to sitthe dreamerknew something wasn't right, it was too dark there was nothing on the screen and usually, when there's nothing on the screen there is more than enough light to see your way around there were two or three red lights but they didn't even light up any of the floor below where they were situated it was necessary to feel yourself along the wall the building had experienced a total black-out next scene, people were being steered out of the building through emergency exits the people beckoning the patrons out were doing so with stern commands and people who weren't moving quickly enough were being man-handled into a "frog march" by burly men who should have been bouncers and not your typical cinema staff the dreamerwas the last or one of the last to get out and had seen the "helpers" being overly enthusiastic and demonstrating their impatience with those exiting the building too slowly by pushing and pulling them along it wasn't a life-threatening situation and their method of evacuation was out of proportion for the situation in the next scene, a big man in a dark overcoat was in front of me and someonethe dreamerknew was standing just behind and to the left side of me the personthe dreamerknew had brought me to meet the man at the man's request the dreamerhad written my account of the incident and given it to the appropriate authorities as a complaint because of the rough tactics used by the men who in charge of the evacuation the big man in the dark overcoat was a representative of the company who owned the cinema and had been instructed to offer me money not to take the matter any further someone said something and the man in the dark overcoat turned away from me took a lighter and set fire to my account of what had happened the dreamersaid to my friend: "bear witness that he is burning my statement" the man in the dark coat said to my friend: "tell him i'll give him two-thousand pounds for every pound he spent in the cinema" even someone with my limited arithmetical skills knew he was on a winner the dreamerawoke from the dream feeling satisfied addenda: vividness: 1.3 to 2.8 participant the category of the dream - low-light environment (1) cinema (1 ?) 29052019 the name of the dream: thunder rail the first scene, in an underground railway station it was an impressive bit of architecture fifteen metres from the rail track to the roof the roof was made of girder-sized wooden beams that ran cross-ways to the tracks and the roof was further supported by square concrete pillars that looked to me as though they weren't anywhere near as sturdy as they needed be the non-stop intercontinental train appeared in the dream without any of the approaching sounds a person was accustomed to it was passing through the station travelling at least a hundred and twenty kmph a person is familiar with high-speed trains travelling along outdoor tracks at an appreciably fast pace but standing next to or near to one in an enclosed area was somethingthe dreamerwas not prepared for the ground shook, the ceiling beams rattled and vibrated in unison as the sound and weight of hundreds of thousands of kilograms of metal on metal made its presence known then, almost as quickly as it had appeared in the dream, it was a receding single carriage that had become the size of a playing card the dreamerwent to the information room and asked if there was a non-stop train that went to vienna the manthe dreamerasked done such a good job of ignoring methe dreamerthought he was deaf, perhaps he was the dreamerasked someone else and he said there was it was time to get back home and asthe dreamerbegan making my waythe dreamernoticedthe dreamerwas carrying a beige-coloured baseball bat (the stand-out visual moment of the dream) someone sucked in their breath asthe dreamerwalked passed them other people felt the bat was as lethal as a gun and sooner or later someone was bound to challenge me about it sothe dreamertucked one end of it into my armpit under my jacket to hide it : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - transport ()trains () 28052019 the name of the dream: the return of the cave-trolls definitely, a dream set in a past time-tense with a low addenda: vividness: this dream is set in a cold, low-light environment, where the dominant males are cave-troll man-shaped beings about two metres tall (this is the second dream to feature males with this brutish shape and character but unlike the first dream with them in it, the first was the dream of 17012019, these cave-troll beings were in control) there weren't any female cave-troll man-shaped beings the men of this time had the disposition of the men of today but unlike the women of today both genders were all muscular and stocky as big as the men were they were no match for the cave-troll males and had to live their lives in places where the trolls weren't the cave-trolls didn't make love to the women, they "had" them the women of this dream had the character of women of today but were stocky and, not unlike the women of today, they aren't "phased" by the brutishness of cave-troll men or brutish men in general the dreamerwas in the abode of one of the women and we were waiting for her partner to return the dreamerthought it would be fun to dress in loose clothes and pad them up to give me the appearance of being a troll-being when the partner of the girl in the dream showed up and scare the heebie-jeebies out of him he came into the room and although he didn't baulk at the first glimpse of methe dreamersensed he hesitated but he denied it whenthe dreamermentioned it as oppressive as the atmosphere of the dream was it still had a touch of levity : addenda: vividness: 2.7 participant the category of the dream - oppressive dream (12 ?) 27052019 the name of the dream: mixed-theme dream woke up into dream-time it may have been because of the sounds the young cat was making, the dog was using its weight to subdue the cat from wherethe dreamerwas asthe dreamersat up in bed it looked like it was attacking the cat the dreamerhad to act quickly the dreamerjumped out of bed and pulled the dog away from the cat let them into the hallway again the dog started roughhousing the cat sothe dreameropened the back door and let them both into the backyard it was a bright summer day and the dog left the cat alone and it came back into the bedroom with me in the next scene, the home help was tidying up while she was chatting to me she said something which opened her up to a bit of ribbing "all i've got to do is make a phone call and i'll know everything about you"the dreamercontinued, "i'll know who your first boyfriend was. i'll know when you had your milk teeth" and said a few other inconsequential things in the next scene,the dreamerwas in a happy mood and was ad-libbing a song that expressed the waythe dreamerwas feeling woke from the sleep asthe dreamerwas singing the third or fourth line fell back to sleep again and upon re-awakening,the dreamerthoughtthe dreamerhad forgotten the dream until the first line of the song spontaneously popped into my mind (dream tune 1) : addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.7 participant the category of the dream - mixed-theme dream ( 100 ?) animals, home-help and a song externalised dream (?) 26052019 the name of the dream: an argument for standardising files as with dream of 24052019, this dream began with me having trouble finding items when inputting commands/requests via typing in this dream though, the difficulty was to do with a film-file on my mobile phone more accurately, the film was on the phone but part of it was missing; as the film was being watched it ended abruptly halfway through going back to the folder which contained the films was a finger-swipe action as the files whizzed by (the stand-out scene of the dream) all of the content on the phone showed only momentarily, but the eye-brain coordination was sophisticated enough to pick out the different categories or types of files differentiating was aided by the different size and the "boldness" of the text (although it wasn't in the dream, identifying the files could have been made even easier if the text had more variation and better still, file-favicons) when the phone arrived at the last of the files in the written master index all the films showed the filmthe dreamerhad been watching at the start of the dream (the name of the film eludes my memory as this is being typed) was amongst the files in the film index in the master index the dreamerwent to the film and scrolled through it to the part where it had abruptly ended and continued watching now a new problem emerged every now and then when the film changed from one scene to another the ratio of the width and/or height of the scene was, by varying degrees, bigger or smaller than the previous one the dream ended notes 1 it occurred to me whenthe dreamerwoke that the reason for the mixed screen-ratios was because the film on my phone had been downloaded from the cloud (other peoples phones and computers) and the size of the screen was tailored to meet what the uploader deemed was the most popular screen ratio, which itself was determined by the size of the most popular size of a computer or t.v. screen the mixture of screen ratios was due to the internet being totally open when a download was in progress and someone turned off their phone or computer the request for the file was re-routed to a different uploader who had the same film but with a different screen ratio notes 2 this dream has revealed that executing commands to the computer via finger-touching a keyboard is the reason why it is not possible to complete a command/instruction in dreams in the dream of 24052019, it was concluded that clicking the mouse was the way to overcome the problem of not being able to give commands or make requests via a keyboard this dream jumps forward and proposes finger to screen contact as THE means for interacting with the phone/computer (an l.e.d. screen in place of a keyboard) for both awake-time and dream-time computer maxim: 1 the more inanimate links there are between the user and device the less responsive the device will be notes 3 life-energy/inanimate energy : addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - devices () mobile phones (1) 25052019 the name of the dream: mutual attraction x dream : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - x dream () 24052019 the name of the dream: a step forward as has been my routine for the last few monthsthe dreamerhave been making voice-notes of my dream first thing upon waking and before getting out of bed however on this occasion, after waking up in the dreamthe dreamersaw, on the computer at the side my bed, a notification at the bottom-left of the screen a message waiting to be read the message-icon wasn't one i'd seen before slightly curious,the dreamerclicked the message icon and it brought the message and a photograph onto the screen first,the dreamerlooked at the photograph and took in the detail (the stand-out part of the dream) the overall impression of the picture was that it used to be a family home the width of the building was approximately seven metres, as it was a "head-on" photo it wasn't possible to see the depth it was a stand-alone building that had a wide wooden door that could have been a garage for two cars or it could have been a stable for horses next, to the wooden doors, there was an empty space the same width as the wooden doors the back and both sides of the stone walls of the empty space were painted white and there were one or two brown wooden beams which went from the bottom to the top, denoting the empty space used to be used for something or other above the doors and the empty space was the living accommodation both windows had curtains andthe dreamerformed the opinion the building was currently occupied by the person who had sent the picture the dreamerclicked on the message icon and began reading the message it read" the dreamerwas wondering if you would like to treat a girl and go to some of these places" there were about twelve place none of them was placesthe dreamerwas familiar with sothe dreamerdecided to take a quick look at one or two for some reason,the dreamerwasn't able to type the names in the message into the computer sothe dreamerdecided to leave the message until after i'd made some voice-notes of the latest dream it wasn't untilthe dreamerhad tried, and failed, to recall any part of the dream that it dawned on me, with no small degree of surprise, the message on the computer WAS the dream notes 1 yet again, the failure to get a response to typing something into the computer caused a halt to the flow of the dream this dream, however, is a step closer to bridging the chasm of being able to type and get a return of what had been typed now it has gone from not being able to get a return from a typed input being the cause of waking out of a dream to not being able get a return to a typed request and then returning to the dream this may have been the first time clicking something on the screen has produced a return perhaps clicking is THE way to go : addenda: vividness:: 3 to 3.8 participant the category of the dream - computer (11 ?) issues with typing (5 ?) 22052019 second dream: the name of the dream: the female tennis instructor x dream addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - x dream () w/j (10 ?) first dream: the name of the dream: epic dream 5 the first three scenes were of me going from walking to flat-out sprinting the feeling of power in the legs after achieving top speed within four or five steps was marvellous in one case it was on a cobbled street a couple in their early twenties came into the dream, they wanted to get to know me the dreamerwas o.k. with that they were from norfolk the dreamermentioned something about the lay of the land being flat and thatthe dreamerhad a day out on the beach there one time (an awake-time instance when the weather broke from spring to summer in the early eighties) at one point during the three or four scenes with this couplethe dreamerbecame concerned that people who expect to get an idea of what god was like by meeting me was completely askew "i'm nothing like god,"the dreamersaid "we don't look alike, nor dothe dreamerdo things or say things the way he would do or say them" "the feminine side of god comes through in his looks,"the dreamersaid "he looks like a woman facially but his upper-body is most definitely masculine" "also people need to understand his compulsive nature to share" a point which we should all dwell upon is that life is a continuation of the eternal expansive nature of reality the eternal expansive nature of endlessness has only one bias" expand! the idea of a clique or cult or any form of "specialness" felt by one or many people is more alien to him than a two-headed, four-legged alien would be to us the dreamerurged the couple to do things which brought forward the idea of equality among man-shaped beings as a dominant feature of her/his character a group of three came into the dream after the first couple had departed they sought to gain an advantage through their association with me one of them had a look which saw me as a meal-ticket this group were in and out of the dream after one scene in another scene,the dreamerwas sitting on a wall that had ledges in it to the left of me in one of the ledges, there was a dark-brown wooden horse about half the size of a packet of butter it looked very old (the dreamerthink this scene is from the latest version of the film blade runner whichthe dreamerwatched two days before this dream) in another part of the dream, the same man appeared in four scenes in the first scene he subtly brought up the idea there was a meal ready for me in the second scene, he never brought it up butthe dreamercould tell he was hopingthe dreamerwould go and eat the meal he had prepared in the third scene,the dreamersaid "the dreamerknow what it's like when you make a meal for someone and they don't sit down and eat it when it's put on the table" he nodded demurely, he was not in any way going to try to make me do whatthe dreamerdidn't feel like doing in the next scene,the dreameram eating, and thoroughly enjoying, chips, fried eggs and another item of food in the next scene,the dreamerrecognise the man, it is donald trump we begin talking andthe dreamerask him if he plays a musical instrument he said "yes. the bass guitar" the dreamerreplied "so do i" we got talking about pop music and how it had changed for the worse the dreamerbrought up the point about the way current pop songs did not have melodies a person could sing along to was a change for the worse, he agreed (it was a humble donald trump in this dream. the complete opposite of the donald trump during his campaign for the presidency notes 1 again, the two or three sprinting scenes were due to another slight improvement felt the day before after the third or fourth time of doing sit-down stand-up exercises the exaggeration of physical abilities in dreams as the result of very small gains in awake-time may be a feature of dreams (an alluring look from a girl may come through as a full-blown relationship in dreams) : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.4 the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (20 ?) 21052019 second dream: the name of the dream: future environments this dream is set in a future time-tense society has secured ways of distinguishing between those with a disruptive/violent bent and those with a natural altruistic disposition to life at a very early age the practical result is that the two different types of people live apart from one another both forms of society still have a police presence a policeman from one of the peaceful society's was being interviewed "the dreamerlove my job. seeing young and old people living together without either end of the age spectrum being aware of the difference in age" note 1 it should be noted that in a peaceful society devolving beings are as fish out of water and are easy to spot beings with a violent nature exhibit their destructive nature at a very early age come the new habitation, recognising and effectively nullifying destructive behaviour will be no more difficult than distinguishing between different colours addenda: vividness: 3.3 observer the category of the dream - future societies () first dream: the name of the dream: an emergency and getting home there was a "buzz" in the air that grew and then became an urgency seven or eight streets over there was the unmistakable glow of a fire it was in a residential area which meant lives were at stake; immediate action was needed the dreamershouted out "the dreamerhave four picks at home" someone said "they will be handy if we have to look through rubble" a small crowd followed me to wherethe dreamerlived the dreamerhanded out the picks one of the men saw himself as a leader of sorts and became antagonistic towards me whenthe dreamerdidn't make sure he got a pick in the next scene, we had stopped and were standing and talking or debating something the fire was still part of the dream but it was even further away than the first timethe dreamersaw it andthe dreamerdecided to catch a bus the dreamerasked peoplethe dreamerdidn't know for instructions of which bus to get and where to get it again, and as is usual with dreams, remembering the details of instructions throws a spanner into the flow of the dream after two or three attempts at trying to follow directions, getting to the emergency was no longer the thrust of the dream the big problem now was getting back home : addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant and observer the category of the dream - emergencies () fire () 20052019 the name of the dream: twinges and tickles my girlfriend and meself were checking each other's teeth we were gently applying pressure to the gums using something metal each tooth was being probed for twinges of sensitivity as an indication that we might need to visit a dentist after three scenes of testing for possible signs of tooth decay the dream changed to us testing each other's response to being tickled we used the bottom of our feet for the test area in particular, we found that the area where the toes joined the foot was the best spot it was four, five or six scenes later when we had found the most sensitive area of each other that my girlfriends tickling caused me to laugh so hard it woke me out of my sleep : addenda: vividness: 3.8 participant the category of the dream - relationships () female () care and laughter () externalised 19052019 the second dream: the name of the dream: a rat in the kitchen it was the first morning of a term in prison if it wasn't for the feeling of being there against my will it could have been a new theme of a t.v. reality show there were eight of us in the room, a mix of gender with two or three women the room we were in was on the second floor the windows weren't barred or locked so it would have been easy to tie sheets together and climb to the ground but we weren't that type of criminal nor was there the accompanying feeling of oppression that usually accompanies a dream of being in prison that it was a prison of sorts became clear in the second scene when a member of the staff of the prison came into the dormitory he was wearing a black peaked-cap and a loose white jacket and shirt and dark trousers he was a solid thirteen or fourteen stone and spoke in an adequately authoritative tone "there is only one rule here. never get in the way of somebody doing their job" he began allocating us jobs something was fishy about one of the other inmates he made a joke about the prison which derided it and by implication the staff who worked there the guard talking to us wasn't the sort of person to take criticism from a "low-life" and my assessment of him told me not to rub him up the wrong way instead of "jumping all over" the dark-haired inmate with a slightly off-white complexion, the guard made a mock retaliatory comment which in no way contained hostility the inmate,the dreamerthen realised, was a plant the dreamerwas now on my guard and would be feeding him false info addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - prison () semi-open (1) mixed-gender inmates (1) the name of the dream: an unusual approach the dreamerthinkthe dreamerwas working in a hotel a girl ten or twelve centimetres smaller than me was "on my case" the slightest little thing became an issue there were two more scenes where the tone of the dream was the same she was looking for, and found, reasons to admonish me then, in the next scene, as if by magic, we were kissing my size meant that my body blocked the view of a woman member of the staff who was looking on and making commendable sounds she could see us kissing but couldn't see my hand inside her blouse asthe dreamercaressed her nipple (the stand-out scene) the girl in my arms was yielding to me and was leaning further back the longer the kiss went on she was ready to lie down the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - relationships () female () pleasure () torso () 18052019 third dream: the name of the dream: amsterdam this dream is categorised as a "serial dream" of the dream of 28042019 the weather was the same and, as before,the dreamerhad a backpack and was in amsterdam was in a good mood and felt amiable made a friendly quip to a bloke walking past me he smiled but it was the wrong sort of smile and it became obvious from his mannerisms he was a homosexual he realised from my reactionthe dreamerwas embarrassed but understood it was he who had made the wrong assumption and carried on his way went into a cafe and asked if it was o.k. to smoke was told yes andthe dreamerwalked through into the lounge area in the back the dreamerslipped off my backpack and swung it too energetically onto the table there were two flasks of hot drinks in it and the tops came off both of them and made a right mess the dreamerwent over to the counter and saw that the bloke serving had a mop in one hand and a bucket in the other getting ready to come and clean up my mess the dreamergestured he hand me the bucket and mop, which he did, and in the next scenethe dreameram part-way through cleaning up in another scene,the dreameram enthusing to another male of my age about a project that could be a good "earner" he is showing an interest when the dream finishes : addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - serial dream (1+) amsterdam (5 ?) second dream: the name of the dream: little boy lost walking along on the left side of a side-street which led to the main road about fifty metres further on, thinkthe dreamerwas on my way to catch a bus into town a boy of about seven with dark hair and wearing a dark suit appeared in front of me he was standing still, not looking anywhere his demeanour was unmistakable, he didn't know where he should be going the dreamerspoke to him but he shied away the dreamerclasped him by his wrists, lifted up his arms up and pulled him up so he was sitting on my left arm while he was leaning into my chestthe dreamersaid something and in response he threw his arms around my neck and held tightly onto me how could a child so readily give his trust and love to a stranger ? the dreamerfelt his vulnerability and it stirred my soul in the next scene, still carrying him, we had entered a shop there were four or five people in the shop, two of them were young teen girls the dreamerwas looking at the girls while addressing all the people in the shop and said: "does anyone know this boy ?" the girls shook their head, none of the others said anything the dreamerasked the woman behind the counter "will you call the police please" she lifted the phone and was talking into it when the dream ended notes 1 this dream was the result of reading an article which told the story of a little boy who was murdered in front of an adult (see a child's story) : addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - children () first dream: the name of the dream: a short dream about shortening in the company of two other men who were about twice my age they were a couple of strides ahead of me as they were walking and talking one of the men was using a crutch to help him walk the dreamernoticed that the tip of his crutch was touching the ground a few degrees off perpendicular to his body as he was walking the dreamertold the men to stop and let me do something in the next scene and final scene, a close-up; with a single backstroke of a handsawthe dreamermade a mark on a walking stick, cut through it and affixed it to the bottom of the crutch notes 1 this dream has made me realise that a single "close-up" scene in an otherwise broad-view dream denotes a different tense of time taking this notion further it can now be conjectured that every new scene in a dream represents a new time-tense perhaps in the future, all dreams will be one-scene dreams which will last for the entire period of r.e.m. example" a person gets out of bed and feels the change of temperature as they get from under the blankets and feel the carpet under their feet as they walk through into the kitchen where they notice the change of temperature on their feet as they enter the kitchen, feel the handle of a cupboard door and feel the edges the of two boxes as they take them out of the cupboard and hear the sound of the contents of the boxes as they are emptied into a bowl and feel the coldness of a hand-mixer as they whisk the contents of the bowl the dream continues for twenty minutes of awake-time (two-minutes of dream-time) as they fulfil a notion they had while they were preparing a meal during the previous day when they thought that different proportions of two ingredients would produce an unusually pleasing taste : addenda: vividness: 2.8 participant and observer the category of the dream - innovation (7 ?) walking stick (1) 17052019 the name of the dream: the day nature called twice it was a gloriously sunny day a day when the temperature of the air and skin were the same the urge to be at one with nature overtook me and in the next scenethe dreameram walking along in the nude the dreamerdidn't get any catcalls or any unsociable quips thrown at me although a few heads turned about a third of the way home nature called again and this time the call was even more overwhelming beforethe dreamercould get to a toilet my body released the unwanted matter walking without any clothes on was one thing but walking in the nude with a dirty bottom was another andthe dreamerknewthe dreamermust do something about it the dreamerducked into somebody's front garden but not quite quickly enough and nowthe dreamerneeded something which would cover my front and back a strip of white cloth appeared in the dream which was just long enough to go through my legs and around my waist it meant having to walk holding the cloth to my right hand the dream ended notes 1 this dream is categorised as an informative dream the dreamerthink this is the mind telling me that my diet is not adequate enough for the purpose of disposing of un-needed food or, more likely,the dreameram eating the wrong things the implication is thatthe dreameram eating unnecessary food or too much food it is agreed that too much protein in a diet will cause varying degrees of constipation while too much vitamin c will have the opposite effect most baby's poop daily it makes sense to think a baby's metabolism is working at peak efficiency consequently, pooping daily, or even within hours of eating, suggests that a person's metabolism is working at its best the precise needs of any individual will be slightly different from person to person expect radical changes within a few thousand years as our understanding of dietary needs become known : addenda: vividness: 3.9 participant the category of the dream - informative dream (9 ?) sunny weather and nudity (1) self () a number 2 16052019 the name of the dream: some cameras are too much there are three of us, a girl and two males we are sitting on a wall our feet are touching the ground and we are looking the same way our feet are pointing behind us, there is a two-metre drop onto the pavement we are waiting for phil, a friend of the girl and boy he works in a sony retail shop in the high street andthe dreamerwant to talk to him about cameras he arrives in the dream and tells me to go to the shop and ask to see the most expensive camera in the next scenethe dreameram in the shop and after telling the salesmanthe dreamerwant to see the most expensive camera in the shop whilethe dreameram explaining to the sales assistant that i'm after a camera that has an audio input and will accept a programme that will let me mix sounds while i'm on a bus or train or sitting anywhere without having to be connected to the internet the salesman shows me an all-singing camera that will do whatthe dreamerwant but the audio aspect of the camera is quickly forgotten as he shows me some of the features of the camera it can't make a cup of tea but it can do anything imaginable with still pictures and movie clips the dreamermust have it and ask how much it costs the salesman fiddles with a knob or two and shows me the top screen on the camera £4998 is showing in red on the screen (the stand-out part of the dream) the dreamersaid "whatthe dreamershould have said was" i'm looking for a quite expensive camera" the salesman and someone standing by his side were both smiling we all knew this was out of my financial league the dream returned to the original scene and now there was another couple in the dream who had taken umbrage with the original couple in the dream because they had dismissed the suggestion that we all go back to their house because it didn't have the scope to cater for everyone in the final scene, asthe dreamergot off the wall the thought occurred to me that a strong gust of wind might blow me off balance and cause me to fall backwards onto the pavement behind me : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.1 participant the category of the dream - technology () camera () 15052019 the name of the dream: a prisoner freed the dreamerwas one of about twenty new prisoners standing outside the gates of a prison there was a barred window to the left of the prison gates about a metre beyond the window there was another solid brick wall this wasn't so much a prison, it was a labyrinth it filled the observer with a sense of foreboding in the next scene, we were shown into a room where inmates were being taught quantum physics the teacher wasn't doing a good job of explaining it the dreamergot the attention of a young man sitting in front of me and began explaining the principle of indeterminacy the dreamermade my hand into a fist and opened the fingers of my hand wide enough to get a tapered slither of paper through asthe dreamerbegan pushing the point of the paper through the gap between two of my fingersthe dreamersaid: "the closer you try to pinpoint the where of one of the particles in the atom the more difficult it becomes to give it an exact co-ordinate. the principle of indeterminacy is letting you know what the greatest degree of accuracy can be" in the next scene,the dreamerwas no longer in the group of twenty in the classroom,the dreamerwas walking through one of the narrow corridors of the labyrinth in the next scene,the dreamerwas out of the labyrinth/prison and in an open expanse on a sunny day : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 4 participant the category of the dream - contrasting realities () prison and freedom (1 ?) 14052019 the name of the dream: the facilitator when you've got a few decent connections it's fairly easy to become a middle man the drawback is once you've established yourself everybody else gets lazy and relies on you to do everything except pay for the goods and services (my goods and service was women and cannabis) this dream was a typical day of "business" person "a" would contact me person "a" didn't have enough money at the start of the transaction to complete their end of the deal at the moment of asking and so asked me to see person "b", loan the money from them and person "a" would have the money by the timethe dreamerturned up with the goods or service sometimes it wasn't as straightforward as that person "b" wouldn't be available until after the time person "a" needed the goods or service which meant contacting person "c" person "c" didn't know about person "a" or "b" which was handy because quite often person "a", "b" or "c" wouldn't have anything to do with one of the other two it was nighttime and the business day was almost over, just one more stop to make it was an elderly and frail man who's only joy in life was a joint at the end of the day the dreamerfelt good about being able to do something for someone without getting anything out of it he was an easy going, easy to like and an easy to talk to person the dreamersupplied him with a "teenth" regularly every few days the problem with a having a routine is it doesn't take long for other people to latch on to it they see your car parked somewhere regularly at a regular time somebody they know knows somebody who knows someone who knows you" it doesn't take long for people to figure things out who you are and what you do when you have a routine whenthe dreamergot there two of the local "we get what we want" types were in the house with the elderly gent their mere presence was enough to intimidate the elderly gent he had told them what they wanted to know and now they could use it against me it was only a minor inconvenience, it would just be a matter of breaking with routine for a while asthe dreamerwas leavingthe dreameroverheard one of the "visitors" say: "he only gave you a teenth ?. phone him up and tell him to get you an eighth" the dreamergot the call, got the eighth, delivered it and left notes 1 this dream was caused by reflecting about the waythe dreamerused to live : addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - wheeler-dealer () 13052019 second dream: the name of the dream: five faces of femininity awoke from sleeping try asthe dreamerdid, after five minutesthe dreamercouldn't remember what it wasthe dreamerhad dreamt for my effortsthe dreamerwas rewarded with a montage of five pictures first picture, a fair-haired girl, slightly tanned and in her early twenties was seated and looking down and to the right her clothing changed for each of the pictures in the second picture, she was in formal clothing and her hair was brushed back a white plastic hair band divided the first quarter of her hair from the rest of it she was looking directly at the observer and smiling a broadly the third picture showed her at her most appealing; relaxed, extrovert and smiling confidently; she reminded me of a model at the peak of her career in a photo-shoot, ready to adopt any pose and respond to the call of the photographers to look their way in the final picture, she is looking forward and down and, as with the first picture, she is apparently unaware of the observer : addenda: vividness: 3 to 4.2 observer the category of the dream - montage (10+) female (2+) the name of the dream: at home with mom it was late at night, a little after midnight in the living room with mom she was on the left-hand side of the room andthe dreamerwas on the same side as the telly on the right we didn't usually have long conversations, we never talked about religion or economics the most likely reason we would have a lengthy chinwag was if there was something happening within the family or with a close relation she got up and went to the kitchen, filled her hot water bottle, and come back into the living room and sat back down the dreamersaid, "the dreamerdon't think you could get to sleep if you didn't have a hot water bottle" she replied in a sincere tone, "no,the dreamerdon't thinkthe dreamercould" she then stood up and went to the window she stood there for a few seconds and said: "do you think it's going to rain ?" i'd never heard her comment on the weather before going to bed before and it took me by surprise she remained standing, and in that silent momentthe dreamerrealised she was thinking of going out the dreamersaid, half-jokingly "you're not thinking of going for a walk are you ?" the dreamerwoke up as the last few words of the sentence were sounding in my ears addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - mom () at home () 12052019 second dream: the name of the dream: toast, thigh, matches and a dog had just toasted and buttered two slices of thin white toast broke off a piece from one of the slices and because the bread was thin the butter had soaked into the toast and gave it a succulent texture the dreamerknew on the first bitethe dreamerwould be making another two slices as soon asthe dreamerhad eaten the two in front of me second theme: a girl was writing a word, her namethe dreamerthink, on the upper-outer part of her thigh, the word had about seven letters and began with a q how a person could write a word that precisely and in a style of font that had as much style as it didthe dreamerwill never know; the letters were exactly spaced and perfectly even third theme: needed a light for a cigarette entered a garage forecourt, made my way to the shop beyond the petrol pumps and saw the boxed matches on the top shelf as soon asthe dreamergot to the counter walking away from the shop a woman was smiling at me butthe dreamerhad passed her by beforethe dreamercould return the smile without thinkingthe dreamerstruck a match and lit up the fag asthe dreamerwas passing the petrol pumps fourth theme: while walking,the dreamersaw a woman feeding her dog, a brown huskie, with a titbit which she had placed on her thigh the dog licked it off and looked at me : addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.3 observer and participant the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (32 ?) first dream: the name of the dream: a bright future in a small room in a high-rise building the room, the corridors, the blankets and clothes i'm wearing are all white the top half of the door of the room was shatterproof glass someone was trying to pass a message to me through a paper-thin crack between the door and the door-frame he was saying something in an unsettling way which caused me to think he was mentally disturbed the building was obviously a treatment centre for people in need of treatment for personality disorders the dreamerfeltthe dreamershouldn't have been there notes 1 the addenda: vividness: rating of this dream was 4.4 a high addenda: vividness: rating for a dream denotes it is a future time-tense the society this dream is set in must be an affluent one it doesn't make sense to think that in a future timethe dreamerwould be in an institution wherethe dreamerneed special care : addenda: vividness: 4.4 participant the category of the dream - institutional environment (12 ?) mental hospital (1) 10052019 third dream: the name of the dream: singalong a think-read karaoke was trying to "chat-up" a girl but wasn't getting anywhere a change of scene brought a five-verse song written in large words on a white background into the dream the dreamerread and sang along with the words of the song for the first two lines but didn't have to read any more than that the dreamerbegan singing along with a song i'd never seen or heard before but somehowthe dreamerknew the tune and could sing along with it without having to read the lines when it got the third verse, which was the chorus, the girlthe dreamerhad been trying to woo joined in and we sang the song together to the end notes 1 it strikes me as odd thatthe dreamershould know the words and tune of a song in a dream i've never heard before it was a catchy little tune, not a number one, but certainly a tunethe dreamerwould have remembered if it was an awake-time memory this dream tells us that the dream-time memory has the same mechanism as the awake-time memory: it brings memories of previous experiences to the fore when stimulated by present-time experiences the dreamerthink the song had the word blue in it : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - relationship () female () music () second dream: the name of the dream: connivance in the living room of someone else's house with a girl who had been a girlfriend or she was someonethe dreamerwanted as a girlfriend she was friendly enough, even flirtatious, but that was about as far as it went for about another two or three scenes she then became "available" and really led me on by sitting on me whilethe dreamerwas sitting on the couch as she was seated on me and facing away it was easy for me to lean all the way down onto my back with her still on top of me she let my hands go anywherethe dreamerwanted to put them it wasn't long before my hands were inside her trousers asthe dreamerwas pulling her pants down, through the periphery of my vision,the dreamersaw a male walk through the room the dreamerwas looking at her as he passed through andthe dreamersaw her give him a smile and a quick nod the dreamerknew the gesture for what it was, an assurance to him thatthe dreamerwould be staying put the heat of the xual moment gave way to my thoughts asthe dreamerwondered what is was they were up to the dreamersettled on the probability he was going to my place to nick something the dreamerhad nothing worth stealing and decided that whatthe dreamerwas doing more valuable than anythingthe dreamerhad and so carried on filling my senses with pleasure the dream changed into a montage" the first ever black and white montage there were about twenty-five pictures in the sequence the first five or six pictures continued as an extension of the dream with the girl on the couch, i.e. an xual theme with a little motion in them they were all simple one-line drawings that passed across the conscious more quickly as the sequence played through the awareness of being in awake-time consciousness didn't become obvious until the seventh or eighth picture none of the pictures is still vivid in the memory as this is being typed notes 1 this is the first black and white montage the first half-dozen or so pictures are a break from the trend of all other montages in thatthe dreamerwasn't aware of being awake this montage is love/life getting the most out of the experiences which can happen in throughout all undulations and which appear to be endless, but stay focused people, true endlessness is reserved for love/time dream: addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.2 participant the category of the dream - relationships () female () montage: addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.5 observer the category of the montage: mega-montage: black and white (1) mixed themes (1) 09052019 first dream the name of the dream: fire at the railway station on the bus, on my way homethe dreamerthink one of the stops on the bus route was at the railway station at the stop before the station, a voice asked us to stay on the bus at the next stop didn't know why we were being asked to stay on the bus butthe dreamerdid knowthe dreamerwas in a hurry to do something whenthe dreamerdid get off the bus several stops further on the dreamergot to the front of the bus but the doors were almost closed there was a gap between the bottom of the doors big enough for me to squeeze through which meantthe dreamerwould have to go through feet first off the bus and asthe dreamerneared the station the reason for being asked to stay on the bus became clear" there were twenty-metre flames raging into the air from the main part of the building the station was at the bottom of a dip the dreamerhad gone down the hill and back up the other side whenthe dreamerlooked back it was a complete view of the station and a hundred or so metres of the tracks the flames weren't evident but a thick black smoke was spewing out of the dome of the station it looked like a volcano erupting coming up the incline to wherethe dreamerwas there, were four or five-hundred people with estranged looks on their faces : addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - unnatural disasters () train station (1 third dream: the name of the dream: cousin jim's mother was at aunt mauriels with my cousin jim his mother came into the dream in the second scene with two bags of shopping she handed my cousin a package and said to jim: "here's something for you" the dreamerdidn't feel slighted or in anyway "left out" the dreamersaid to cousin jim in a low voice that feigned hurt "why didn't she get me anything" aunt "moo" fell for it she opened her purse took out a coin and said: "here you are" the dreamersaid it was alright and it didn't matter within half a minutethe dreamersaid the same or something similar to cousin jim just loud enough for her to hear again, she took a coin out of her purse and offered it to me and again,the dreamerconvinced her it didn't matter to me a third timethe dreamersaid to cousin jim "the dreamerwonder why she didn't get me anything?" aunt moo, ever-patient, went into her purse again and brought out a coin the dreamerprotested most convincingly it didn't matter the dreamerwaited for aunt moo to put the coin back in her purse and said to her, "how much were you going to give me ?" aunt moo gave out a three-phase guttural laugh and then a two-phase softer laugh : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - laughter () auntie moo second dream: the name of the dream: chef par excellence a four or five-scene dream enjoyed yesterday's multi-veg soup so muchthe dreamerdecided to start keeping various uneaten vegetables in the deep freeze using small, labelled jars think-writing on a curve was too difficult and it brought me out of this dream notes 1 an easy-to-associate-with-the-pde's dream distinctly remember thinking of saving small amounts of uneaten food during the day : addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - food () soups () second dream: the name of the dream: merging conscious states the dreamerwas invited to a party the dreamerwas expecting a music party but there wasn't any music, in fact there wasn't a party atmosphere at all, it was more of a "laid-back lounge party" with a dozen people sitting and reclining in a comfortably furnished large living room next scene, a grown man, about six-feet-three, lean but not skinny and wearing a white shirt and jacket was standing in front of me with a cigar-sized joint in his mouth when he took it out of his mouththe dreamerheld out my hand and said: "maythe dreamer?" he said "of course" and handed it to me the dreamertook a few drags and became relaxed next scene, the man from the previous scene sat down next to me and we got to chatting after a few sentences when the topic of girls had come up more than oncethe dreamerrealised what he wanted" the person who had organised the party had invited him along as she knewthe dreamerknew a lot of girls (the dreamerhad a photo studio which brought men and women together, ostensibly "for photo-shoots") as is the way of the world though, when a man sees a woman in alluring clothes the idea of aesthetic photo's is replaced by other thoughts and feelings the women knew this of course and they too wanted more than just photo's of themselves he wanted me to set up a "photo-shoot" and let me know by emphasising certain words what was on his mind the dreamerconsidered the options and a girl that fitted the bill came to mind the dreamersaid "sylvia" would be agreeable thenthe dreamerrealised that sylvia was a dream-time girl the dreamerlet out a disbelieving sound, shook my head and said to him "the dreamerdon't believe it. sylvia is not a real girl butthe dreamergirlthe dreameroccasionally dream about.the dreamerhave just suggested to you a girl that only exists in my dreams" and woke from the dream more or less straight away after that notes 1 this blurred mixing of conscious-states is happening more frequently it can be of a matter of proving it if we keep statistics of the length of time spent in r.e.m. throughout this millennium the proof will be if r.e.m. is shown to be increasing from generation to generation also, it should be borne in mind that if it is the case that the dream-time conscious becomes the dominant conscious then the schedule of it happening at is already fixed" (as it happened last undulation, so too it will happen next undulation) we can get an insight as to what we will be able to do when we can mix the two states of consciousness by watching this video : addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - mixed states of consciousness ( 3 ?) first dream: the name of the dream: out walking the dreamerwas out walking and the weather wasn't an issue was wearing a dark brown suede jacket with a single vent, formal black trousers, a white shirt and light-brown casual soft shoes with thick soles (my current most comfortable walking shoes) my legs didn't feel either strong or weak, it was the feeling in my feet that made things sweet, whilethe dreamerwas walking there was a shallow, uneven and gravelly path with some large stones in it which caused my feet to slide and slip, whilethe dreamerwas walking the heels of my feet could feel the solid ground underneath, asthe dreamerwas walking my feet weren't splayed or pigeon-ed but almost dead straight, whilethe dreamerwas walking about twenty metres up ahead of me upthe dreamercould see a boy too young to be asking for a hand-outs asking passer's by for a hand-out , whenthe dreamerwas out walking the dreamerdug out the change from my right pocket and without changing my stride sorted the coins into a column by size, asthe dreamerwas walking the boy held out his hand andthe dreamerput about fifteen coins in it, a few steps aheadthe dreamerswivelled my body and head and saw the boy totting up the amount, asthe dreamercarried on walking and then in townthe dreamergazed around and saw the eyes in a female looking in mine,the dreamerwas feeling fine,the dreamerwas smiling asthe dreamerwas walking this was me asthe dreamerwas meant to be, gratefully alive with a gliding stride, asthe dreameram walking notes this dream is the result of a new feeling of an added balance to my steps earlier on in the day : addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.9 participant the category of the dream - walking (7 ?) 08052019 second dream: the name of the dream: put in my place walking through the centre of town on a very wide paved area with my new girlfriend she was an american whothe dreamerreally fancied andthe dreamerwas demonstrating, as we were walking, how well we were suited she was to the right of me, my arm was slung over her shoulder in an exaggerated casual manner, andthe dreamerwas gesticulating with my free arm as we were walking and talking it soon became clear that her feelings towards me weren't anything like my feelings towards her in a way that let me know that she wasn't at all keen on me she dropped her shoulder down and forward which caused my arm to slide down her back the dreamergot the message loud and clear she then suggested thatthe dreamerput my school grades on all future correspondence, as was the american way it then dawned on me her interest wasn't in me but in my biography, she was doing a "write-up" on me it was a real knock to my ego and that was the end of the dream : addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - relationships () female () american (1) first dream: the name of the dream: money in the bank this dream was a two-scene dream revolving around a query to do with my bank account not sure who contacted who first but in the first scene a figure of £312 was quoted the figure was spoken to me over the phone and it differed to the amountthe dreamerhad showing in front of me on the computer screen the dreamerasked the person, a male, to verify the number and he did so but with a bit of rancour in his voice was wondering why his tone of voice had changed when, without noticing the dream had ended, it was replaced by a thought concerning the detail in the development of a new platform whichthe dreamerfirst thought of yesterday (see the dream "wanted") : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - telephone conversation (1) bank (1) 07052019 the name of the dream: cats and something else in the company of an unknown person had a pedal bike with a basket on the front tried to ride up a steep gradient but it was too much of an effort sothe dreamergot off and pushed it a new scene, was now walking in the same area came across a smokey-coloured cat with a thick coat, there was also some people nearby the dreamerstroked the cat andthe dreamercould tell it was enjoying it by the way it kept re-positioning itself back into the same position another scene, another cat with this cat,the dreamergave it a long stroke along the entire length of its back when the stroke was around its hindquartersthe dreamernoticed it's back legs buckled a bit sothe dreameritchy-scratched around its tail and the cat responded by lowering the back of its body to the ground whichthe dreamertook as a signal to itchy-scratch harder, whichthe dreamerdid then the cat lay on its side to get comfortable and moved into a different position and presented that part of its body it wanted to be massaged/scratched/stroked the people in the dream began letting out sounds of appreciation as they could see the cat was experiencing a new level of gratification at the top of the hill, a woman brought an animal out of her jacket and stretched out her arms for me to take the animal if it had been your run-of-the-mill catthe dreamerwould have held it but it wasn't andthe dreamerdidn't try to hold it the animal had an elongated snout which made me think it was part fox and it gave me a look that exuded personality (the stand-out bit of the dream) the dreamersaid to the woman "it looks like a cross between a cat and a fox" the woman said "yes. it's got fox in it" : addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 4 participant the category of the dream:animals () mammals () cats (6 ?) 06052019 first dream: the name of the dream: the stretch hallway had been measuring the size of the bed and the sofa and trying to arrange a more comfortable and practical way of using the total area available in the living room the day before this dream whether to use the fold-down sofa-mattress on the bed" would it be better to change the positions of the bed and sofa" buy a new bed and keep the sofa" buy a smaller sofa and keep the bed where it was" try and fit in a small dining table" perhaps a half-metre coffee table" the first scene of the dream showed a hallway the view of the hallway showed the entrance door to the building halfway along the hallway on the left with there being two metres to the entrance door and about the same distance beyond the door to the end of the hallway with each new scene, the hallway became longer and wider as each new item thatthe dreamerhad considered in awake-time found a place in the dream by the end of this five, six or seven-scene dream the hallway had become ridiculously long the point of view remained the same but now there were a plethora of items all made of a dark-brown glistening wood the first item was a high-back antique chair, then there was a low-level coffee table and then there was another chair the same style as the first one, they had exquisite style (the stand-out scene ) beyond that, there was a longish gap to the next piece of furniture, another classy all-wood four-seater dining table a metre or two after that was the entrance-door where a woman was greeting people coming through it some metres past the front door there looked to be a glass partition separating the hallway from the kitchen notes this dream is a classic example of the pde's forming the theme and content of the dream each new scene of the dream is a variation of the different ways the dreamer considered organising his living room during awake-time addenda: vividness: 2,9 to 3.7 observer the category of the dream - furniture (1) home (1) 05052019 the name of the dream: all's well that fits well out and about shopping needed clothes to go with a shirt for a particular occasion or reason, what the reason was eludes me as i'm typing came across a downmarket men's clothes shop that was having a "bargain basement" sale of half-decent items found a shirt that was a good fit almost immediately out of the shop bumped into arnold and told him thatthe dreamerhad come across a shop with exceptional value-for-money clothes being a big lad he was a bit sceptical the shop would have clothes that would fit him but not wanting to miss a "photo op" he came with back to the shop with me the shop did have a jacket of his size and when he tried it on it was slightly bigger across the shoulders than it ought to be but to his surprise the extra width suited him and he was well pleased with it if arnold could get a jacket that fitted him thenthe dreamershouldn't have any problem getting something that fitted me asked the salesperson, a male, if he had a dark suit with pinstripes the sales person took me to a rack of clothes with about fifty pin-striped suits on it (the stand-out part of the dream) and, like arnie,the dreamerwas over the moon with the style and cut of it, it was a perfect fit and to top it off it only cost a fiver took arnold to see a familythe dreamerknew from my awake-time childhood there were duly impressed thatthe dreamerknew a celebrity and were basking in his company when the dream ended vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - shopping () clothes () 04052019 4th dream: the name of the dream: leading nowhere was in the living room of the house of one of the two ladies in this dream the ladies had just folded a long white lead the women couldn't re-package it correctly and there were three or four parts of the lead where the folded wire was sticking out at both ends of the packet it came in both of the women were concerned that it wouldn't be acceptable, which made me think it was going back to where they bought it from the dreamersaid "in less than five minutesthe dreamercan make it look neat" the woman who would be taking it back to the shop wasn't sure about the suggestion and didn't say or indicate yes or no the dreamertried to encourage her and said "c'mon we'll do it in two minutes" the woman still hadn't agreed when the dream ended : addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - unaccepted help (1 ?) 3rd dream: the name of the dream: coffee and pants the first scene, on a train and nearing the stopthe dreamerwould be getting off the second scene, got off the train and went to get a hot drink got into a conversation with a male in his mid-twenties who enthusiastically agreed to swap a pair of trousers for a cup of coffee and enough blow to make a joint got the coffee but spilt it and had to go and get another one told himthe dreamerhad some more blow if he wanted it and again he agreed but we never struck up another swap-deal before the theme of the dream changed : first dream: addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - wheeler-dealer () clothes for blow (1) 2nd dream: the name of the dream: the athletic me it was a summer's day the dreamerwas feeling good, probably feeling athletic would be a better description the dreamerwas wearing a beige t-shirt with a black-"splash" pattern and was running along an open platform of whatthe dreamerpresume was a train station to save going all the way to the end of the platform and crossing the tracks via the stairsthe dreamerjumped over a wooden palette which was sloped over whatthe dreamerpresume were tracks, although there were no rail-tracks anywhere in this scene or any in any part in the whole of this dream the palette was there to enable items that were too awkward to be carried over the stairs at the height of the jump over the palettethe dreamercaught my foot on the top of it and fell at a bit of an angle but managed to avert hurting myself by deftly putting out my right hand and bending my arm at the elbow which transferred the weight of my body through my arm and took the jolt out of the fall without any other part of my body touching the floor it was quite an impressive move and two elderly women, who had both seen it, each gave the other their account of what had just happened : addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - health () body () 1st dream: the name of the dream: a quick date the dreamerbumped into my sister and her friend, whothe dreamerhad a crush on, while out and about the dreamersaidthe dreamerwould see them later and suggested we meet at her friends' place in two hours two hours !the dreamerwas playing it too cool, reconsidered and said, "one hour" my sister's friend chimed in and said "half an hour,"the dreamersaid "great" the dream ended : second dream: addenda: vividness: 3 to 4 participant the category of the dream - relationships () females () 03052019 second dream: the name of the dream: nice spice the first scene, in a woman's home having a conversation the woman had a tanned face,the dreamerthink she was carribean she had an inviting charm, every time she finished a sentence she teeth-smiled which had a captivating quality the subject became food, spicy food in particular next scene, there was a four-seater table with a cream-coloured table cloth the table had about seven main dishes and equally as many sundry foods (the stand out part of the dream) the dreamerwas invited to try them all the dreamertried about four before the dream ended and each one had a distinct taste and colour one, in particular, that looked like it had kiwthe dreamerfruit as the main food, was especially nice : addenda: vividness: 4 participant the category of the dream - relationships (20+) food (5+) spiced/curried (1) first dream: the name of the dream: pedal bikes and cars three of us had super-sleek pedal bikes and cars we were in our late teens, had the strength of men and the outlook of adventurer's, which is what youthfulness is all about each of us fancied his self as being a little bit more adventurous than the other two butthe dreamerdemonstrated it by doing daring things without the others the pedestrian crossing ten metres before the busy junction in the area we lived had a policeman permanently on watch either on the pedestrian "stand-and-wait" in the middle of the road or overseeing the crossing from one or the other side of the road tonight he was in the stand-and-wait area it was easy to get him to give chase allthe dreamerhad to do was ride at full pelt into the junction without slowing or signalling when turning left or right tonight there was no traffic to speak of and no people crossing the road which meantthe dreamercould be even more reckless than usual with his heavy-framed bike with its thick rubber pedals, it was a no-contest situation especially ifthe dreamerturned left into the twenty-five degree inclined road my two "partners in crime" were watching from nearby over on the right the dreamerwas still accelerating asthe dreamerentered the junction when this dream ended and went seamlessly into this dream" three of us in two super slick cars the dreamerwas driving one car solo while the other car had two people in it although we had much faster cars we were outnumbered it only took a scene or two for the police to block me in and left me with no choice but to ditch the car, head for home and try to bluff my way out of it the dreamerhad been in the house long enough to get undressed and fill the bath by the time the police arrived the dreamerlet them into the house, told themthe dreamerwas going to the toilet and went upstairs they followed me upstairs andthe dreamerhad sit on the toilet naked with five men leaning against the wall in the bathroom the dreamertook a good look at the faces of the plain-clothed policemen as they stood there, not watching me but smug in the knowledge that they had got me "bang to rights" my conviction wasn't as "done and dusted" as they thought allthe dreamerhad to do was not say anything that could incriminate me notes 1 as with the dream "a pigeon in the toilet" (29042019), this another dream with masses of innuendo in it : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - criminal activity () bikes and cars () 02052019 the name of the dream: the tall guy the first couple of scenes are missing from this dream of the ones remembered" first scene, talking with someonethe dreamerdidn't know and we decided a party was a good idea he in turn introduced me to another guy who was more of a party animal the next scene, the original personthe dreamerspoke to had left the dream and nowthe dreamerwas standing in front of the lad he introduced me to he was so tallthe dreamerhad to strain my neck a bit to look up into his eyes, it was likethe dreamerwas looking up to see the top of a skyscraper the dreamersaid "sheesh, you're tall" and thought to myself he's at least six-feet five the dreamerlooked down at his shoes to see if they had built-up heels, they did the dreamerlooked back into his face and said "six-feet two" he immediately corrected me and said "six-feet four" with the built-up heels was almost seven-foot, the tallest person i'd ever seen close up we began walking and talking the dreamertried to impress upon him my party-animal credentials and told him about an awake-time situation whenthe dreamerwas sixteen or seventeen and had been to a party every night for two weeks the first party was on my birthday, 17th december, and the last one was on new-years night the next scene, the lad in the first scene, the tall young man and myself had left the pavement and were walking around the corner of a solitary block of flats of three or four storeys and which was on the last well-kept field before going into the country-side proper the two peoplethe dreamerwas with decided they wanted to have a bit of "fun" there idea of a bit of fun was to tie a bit of strong, square elastic rope to two bits of wood driven into the firm ground and use it as a catapult to aim at the ground-floor flat where the occupants were clearly visible as they was moving about the room can remember feeling uneasy about what they wanted to do but didn't say anything the dream ended notes 1 the feeling of unease in the last scene represents feelings during the day when, ifthe dreamerhad dwelt on a certain situation, it would have quite possibly affected the outcome of this dream for the worse remember, in order to enter dream-time 01052019 fifth dream: the name of the dream: out of sync the first scene, this dream was set outdoors in a college or university-type environment the dreamerlooked at my wristwatch and it showed 10:27 butthe dreamerfelt the need to cross-check it with someone else the personthe dreamerasked looked at his watch andthe dreamercould see it showed 10:40 we were both unsure which of us was right the manthe dreamerasked turned to a passer-by and asked him the time showing on the watch of the third persons was a different time again but all three of the different times were within thirty minutes of each other it started a chain-reaction of people comparing the time of their watch with someone else everybody was out of sync by between five to ten minutes or so within a two-hour slice of time everybody was completely bamboozled and all manner of theoretical propositions were being considered when the dream ended notes 1 as with the dream of 29042019 it is felt that this dream has a significance but with this dreamthe dreamerhave no idea at all what it is notes 2 given the mixed content of the dreams in this, the second sleep of the day, the addenda: vividness: of the three dreams is a bit of a mystery the only thing that might explain it is that a jam sandwich was the only food between the yesterdays day's sleep and the first and second sleep today : addenda: vividness: 4.3 participant the category of the dream - time-related () watch's () fourth dream: the name of the dream: murderer the location for this dream was the previous address to where i'm currently living the dreamerwoke up and saw a large bloke sleeping on scaffolding outside of my window he just didn't look right he weighed about 130 kilograms (20 stone), most of which was blubber and looked more like quasimodo in the film "the hunchback of notre dame" than a normal person he unnerved me the morethe dreamerstudied his face the more convincedthe dreamerbecame that he was the sort of person would kill me just to see my reaction asthe dreamerwas dying the dreamerbecame scared and felt my life was in danger the dreamerscreamed out "murderer" the dreamerkept on shouting it at the top of my voice the third timethe dreamershouted it out he opened his eyes his expression was confusion and perplexion,the dreamerkept on yelling murderer,the dreamermust have called the word out ten times in the dream he never looked at me once andthe dreamereventually concluded he wasn't going to kill me but until that moment whenthe dreamerfelt safethe dreamerwas gripped with a fear that was the stuff of a nightmare : addenda: vividness: 4.5 participant the category of the dream - fear (4 ?) threat of death third dream: the name of the montage: widescreen images up until this image-sequence all pictures and scenes in montages had been square shaped for the first time in a montage, there was a mixture of different formats first, there were two or three square-shaped images, then there were two laptop screen-sized images and the last image completely filled my field of vision the last scene was a moving scene and it took me completely by surprise so much so, it caused me to wake out of the semi-sleepy state that accompanies the montage state of mind to a fully awake, eyes-open conscious state notes 1 this made me think that the only type of scene/image format left for the mind to present to the memory is 360-degree scene or image don't you just love this continual stream of new experiences notes 2 dreams five, four and three were in a separate sleep to dreams one and two : addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.4 observer the category of the montage: mixed format montages second dream: the name of the dream: competence in think-writing was with a friend and his friend, both men were from iran the friend of the friend was established as a businessman in food and entertainment the first time we had a conversationthe dreamermanaged to convince him that after his clients had eatenthe dreamerwould be able to entertain them in an unused building adjoining his restaurant he was taken with the idea and asked me to write down my number he handed me a sheet of paper that already had a list with about twenty contact numbers on it there was only enough room on the paper to write one more number the dreamerlooked for a table to place the paper on and write my number but there wasn't one, nor was there a book or anything that could be used to place the paper on and write it's possible the man knew it wouldn't be possible for me to write on the paper because there wasn't anything in the room to write on and he was testing me to see howthe dreamerovercome the problem as can be the case with dreams, the dream-time conscious can draw from other dreams on this occasion, it was from the dream of 08102014 the dreamerwhipped out my magic pen and went to the nearest wall and started to write the number wouldn't you know it, the wall had a fine lumpy finish to it and made writing smoothly impossible (it should have, but didn't, occur to me to go to the door and use that) so nowthe dreamerhad to go over just about every number twice while remembering my phone number thatthe dreamermanaged to remember my phone number, think-write it and write it on a bumpy surface (the number was all over the place" different sizes, different angles" but readable) is a new level of competence for me in dreams addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream - business (7 ?) think-writing (3 ?) 01052019 first dream: the name of the dream: pleasure without conjoinment a rumour, which may or may not be true, had got about thatthe dreamerknew how to produce more pleasure for a female without conjoinment than women were experiencing with conjoinment a young lady, accompanied by two of her friends, had set up a meeting to find out if it was true her two friends were watching while seated on a two-seater couch that was against the wall two metres from the bed and facing it the girl andthe dreamergot into bed and went under the covers although under the sheets there was plenty of light for us to see each other the girl had taken her top off and was in a half reclining and half sitting position the dreamerreached over and using one finger stroked her nipple in an upward motion without touching any other part of her her body responded and her nipple grew larger and harder a slight of touch in her inner-groin caused her to make a sound of pleasure the dreamerspoke "please don't make any sounds. it takes away from the pleasure" vividness: 3 to 3.5 participant the category of the dream - pleasure (33 ?) x (29 ?) without conjoinment (4 ?) 30042019 the name of the dream: deliberately demeaning standing in a room that had a bare floor with a broom in my hand waiting for the people in the room to leave so asthe dreamercould finish sweeping it the room was on the first floor of a building that was being used as a care home for people of mixed ages and gender while waiting for the room to empty someone threw a glass ashtray onto the floor the ashtray broke into a dozen pieces of different sizes near my feet swept it together into a little pile and pushed it into the main pile that was already gathered to my left were two were women one of whom was the person-in-charge and who was criticising me she asked whythe dreamerwasn't finishing the sweeping to whichthe dreamerreplied with a touch of sarcasm "i'm waiting for you to go sothe dreamercan do the area you're in" she realised she was in the wrong and started walking away the next scene, i, along with a few other people, were waiting for two professional cleaners to do some work which needed the coordinated effort of two people in another scene, the carer-in-charge was outside of the building she had looked up to the roomthe dreamerwas in and saw a tall glass, wide at the top and narrow at the bottom with a seven-centimetre glass stem the glass was seven-eighths full with orange juice and said she suspected there was liquor in it; there was some liquor in it but too little for it to be noticed the next scene, the carer was in the room and accused me of drinking,the dreamersaid "that drinks harmless" she thought she was going to be able to admonish me and get her own back for me admonishing her she drank more than three-quarters of the juice in one swallow andthe dreamercould tell she couldn't taste the liquor in with the orange juice and was satisfiedthe dreamerhadn't been "drinking on the job" she mellowed and left the dream another scene, the two professional cleaners had arrived the only thing professional about them was their rate, £80 per hour ! and the dull orange-coloured overalls which had the letters v.p.c. in glistening grey on a patch over their left side of their chest's when you got close enough in microscopically small letters between the v, p and c were "very rofessional cleaners" became readable they looked and acted like people who were living "rough" but had a haughty attitude which invited derision they got on with whatever it was they were there to do those of us in the room started to make "cracks" about them, "do you think if we gave them another quid they would do a decent job of it", another was, "aren't those overalls the ones convicts wear ?" was another there was a lull in the wisecracking when a folding room-divider was collapsed and revealed that the two cleaners had been in the room while we were talking about them they looked completely defeated : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - in care () 29042019 second dream: the name of the dream: a pigeon in the toilet walking past a toilet that was a little below ground level when an unusual sound caught my attention went inside the toilet and saw a couple of young lads aged about ten tormenting a pigeon whichthe dreamerassume had come through the window by mistake when the two lads saw me they stopped what they were doing and left the toilet and the dream the next scene, in what seemed to be an exact replay of the first scene,the dreamerwent through the same door and this time there were ten pigeons and a large white bird, it may have been a seagull, which seemed to be trying to help the pigeons get through a small window and onto the ground that was level with the window in this scene the pigeon that was in the first scene was pruning itself the pigeon had its beak buried into the feathers at that part of its body where the end of its body and its tail joined (you must have seen a pigeon or another type of bird pruning itself this way. this was the stand-out bit of the dream) the third scene, againthe dreamerwent through the same door and saw the same pigeon that was in the first scene was still there and on its own as it must have been before the two young boys walked in on it was considering throwing a towel or cloth over it and picking it and putting it outside the window when the dream ended notes 1 there must be some significance to this dream the dreamerhave an idea of what it might be but will let you analyse it for yourselves organising dreams into a fully codified science is one of the many things the coming generations can do while i'm between heartbeats notes 2 did d-man have a hand in making sure birds survived the extinction event ? and if so why ? : addenda: vividness: 3.2 observer the category of the dream - animals () dinosaurs () birds (5 ?) rescue ? ( 3 ?) 29042019 first dream: the name of the dream: architectural flair three pictures of different houses each picture lasted about three-quarters of a second of dream-time the houses were in the same street of a suburban area all three of the dwellings had an equal amount of ground area and all three had a grass front lawn it was difficult to assess the size of the buildings, probably not more than two-storeys the first house was a white dome the second structure was a black and wedged-shape the third was a two-tiered L-shaped building : addenda: vividness: 3.3 observer the category of the images: mini-montage 28042019 third dream: the name of the dream: the elderly, all-female, posh rotary club if you're not sure what a rotary club is, imagine a darby and joan club without any men this dream was set in a large function room with about two-hundred women the dream started whenthe dreamersat down in the first unoccupied seat at the table nearest to me after entering the room the dreamerturned the woman to my left and said "hello, my name is john andthe dreamerwould like to accompany you home when you go" she looked at me gone out and said "what gave you the ideathe dreamerwould want you to come home with me ?"the dreamerreplied "a man outside said this was a notoriety club"the dreamerknew this dream was going to be a fun dream when she said in all seriousness "it's not a notorious club, it's a rotary club" in the next vacant seat to the left of the womanthe dreamerhad just sat down with at the long two-sided table with about thirty women seated along itthe dreamersaid to the woman "i'll give you this gold one pound coin if you give me the gold sugar coffee spoon" (this dream isn't called "the posh all-female rotary club" for nothing ) she replied "this is a 24 carat spoon. it's worth a lot more than a pound" my reply was "but these are 45-carat gold coins" she said "there's no such thing as a 45-carat gold pound coin"the dreamersaid "yes there is. that's how many carrots it took to make enough carrot juice to get doe smith tipsy" at the next seat,the dreamersaid to the woman "if you give me a pound i'll tell you your future" she gave me a pound andthe dreamersaid "thanks. the next time someone asks you for a pound to tell you your future you won't give it to them" there were a couple more gags but they've gone into hiding somewhere in my memory after the hour and a half it took to get this much typed : addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - fun dreams (10 ?) females () large gatherings (1) second dream: the name of the dream: a great dream, almost on holiday in holland it was great weather the dreamerfelt light and my legs felt strong enough to do just about anythingthe dreamerasked them to do was wearing a white top and a fairly tight pair of black strides which were cut just right for my physique as they highlighted my buttocks (my best feature) perfectly this day had the potential to be historic in another scene, was looking for somewhere to sit and "put one together" two vacant wooden tables about eight-metres away to my left caught my eye andthe dreamerbegan walking towards them looking at the vegetables on an open stall asthe dreamerwalked at the momentthe dreamerbecame aware of a man to the left of me making a gesture and was about to say somethingthe dreamerrealised was not walking alongside a stall but was between two stalls and walking through his place of business the dreamershook my head in acknowledgement and as an apology and we both smiled asthe dreamerabout-turned in another scene, had found somewhere to sit outside of a cafe went into the cafe and ordered a coffee the man behind the counter began getting the drink whenthe dreamerrealisedthe dreamerhad a flask of coffee in my backpack the dreamersaid sorry to the assistant and asked for coffee-cake instead of coffee but he looked sullen; the mood of the dream had changed a man tapped me on the shoulder and stretched out his arm with three notes, two fives and a twenty, in his hand the dreamercottoned on straight away and felt my back pocket the cloth of the inside of the pocket was pulled out and one or two other notes were ready to fall out my first instinct was to give the man who had picked up the money that fell out the pocket asthe dreamerwalked into the cafe a five-note but then the enormity of the loss hit me the dreamerhad all of my holiday money with me, four hundred or more, and nowthe dreamerhad less than a hundred what was going to be enough for ten days had been reduced to a weekend the sense of loss made me feel depressed and it wasn't untilthe dreamerstarting waking from the dream that the sense of loss gradually faded : addenda: vividness: 3.9 to 4.1 participant the category of the dream - holland (9 ?) lost money (1 ) first dream the name of the dream: dreaming of sleeping was fast asleep when two men in their early twenties woke me out of my sleep one of the men was six-foot-three, weighed about fourteen stone and he was giving the other person, a lad about the same age but lighter and smaller and who was lying in a bed at the bottom of my bed, a bit of earache don't know what the issue was, allthe dreamerknew wasthe dreamerhad been woken the dreamerflipped the covers off me and swung my legs out of bed and sat up the dreamersaid to the big bloke "who are you ?" he replied with a dismissive reply that implied he was bigger than me and he could do what he wanted because he was bigger the dreamerconsidered getting a heavy pan from the kitchen and whacking him with it but that would only meanthe dreamerwould be up all night being quizzed by the police resigned myself to having to try to go to sleep while they were talking and lay back down : addenda: vividness: 3.7 participant the category of the dream - animosity (17 ?) male (14 ?) 27042019 the name of the dream: a dreamer's dream this dream was an informative dream about dreams with this dream, love/life has, in a surprisingly uncharacteristic way, separated what is available in dreams for evolving beings and devolving beings it revealed that entering the dream world is a progressive or structured process when a specific level of interaction with the dream-time conscious occurs it opens up levels of access to more sophisticated dream content the dream itself was a three-scene dream the first two scenes gave the dreamer both a limited form of dream content and the second scene presented to the dreamer open-ended content the first scene, a quite vivid picture containing some movement of people, was very brief it was replaced by the second scene of an extending space of white light almost immediately the contrast between the two scenes was obviously meant to denote both finite and unlimited scenarios the third scene, a fifteen-year-old steve davis sitting on a pommel horse or perhaps it was a fun rocking horse, looking amazed and with a tinge of awe, as the scene/picture brightened over a two or three second period while the detail of the picture zoomed in on his face notes 1 zoom-in scenes in dreams are quite rare zoom-in scenes have, as far as can be remembered, until this dream have been, exclusively, in the domain of montages treat yourself to the prospect of endlessly new things happening : addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 4.2 observer the category of the dream - informative dream (11 ?) finite and infinite comparison 26042019 the name of the dream: a forceful young lady x dream a sex-hungry young lady didn't give me a choice she was going to have x andthe dreamerhad to comply never mind that her parents were in the house and could come into the room at any moment this dream made me realise why women are sometimes reticent when it comes to the advances of males if all women were like this, men would become the gentler sex there are indications that women will become more assertive further on into evolution : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - x dream () female-dominated advances (1) 25042019 first dream: the factory hideaway people were looking all over for me was wanted for something andthe dreamerwasn't going to just hand myself over ducked into a large factory and managed to evade capture by lying down flat on the top shelf of a three or four tiered metal structure in the storage room until the night shift started filling the dream the night shift wanted to know what the people were doing in the factory the people looking for me couldn't say they were looking for someone and because they couldn't give a good reason for being there they were manhandled from the premises second dream: sausages saved the day going away for a holiday or a day out a large contingent of friends and family had assembled and the mood of the day was turning grey because my brother, or it could have been a close friend, wasn't going to go unless he could have the food he wanted the kind of food he wanted became the sticking point and the day out was on the verge of being scrapped the day was saved and the holiday mood returned when the final scene of the dream showed a deep fat fryer and a string of sausages about to be lowered into it third dream: ordinariness in a foreign country trying to remain anonymous was hoping to live my life just like any other ordinary person made an agreement with the owner of a cafe on a street corner who agreed to let me sit outside with my tripod and camera and take portrait photo's of people passing by providingthe dreamerate and drank in his cafe it was good weather and everything went well for a while until people who knew wherethe dreamerhad come from began letting me know they knew wherethe dreamerwas it was just going to be a matter of time before people began trying to manipulate into doing this, that or the other one man in his mid-twenties whothe dreamerknew well from back home walked past me with a smile which said "your our's" the dreamerwoke from this dream to hear myself saying "it's like home from home around here" : addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.2 participant the category of the dream - a three-themed dream 24042019 the name of the dream: laughter, a cause of productivity ? woke out of my sleep laughing in the wee early hours (about 3 a.m.) it put me in such a good moodthe dreamerused the buoyant feeling it produced to imaginethe dreamerwas in a quiz show in which it was acceptable to rib the other members of the show by slandering them with a tirade of polysyllabic nonsense along the lines of" the inexcusably redundant descriptive nature of (**?'s, name of another guest of the show) persistently inconsistent gobbledegook is demonstrative of the kindergarten mentality and mannerisms associated" went back to sleep after the imaginary quiz show and upon waking fully three hours laterthe dreameram still trying to remember what it was that got me laughing in the dream that woke me up at 3 a.m. : addenda: vividness: ? participant the category of the dream - externalised () laughing () 23042019 the name of the dream: what's more important than money ? there were three men, of whichthe dreamerwas one, vying to become the "main man" in the life of a middle-aged woman the woman had more money than she knew what to do with what she did know was that she liked men and would let the main man in her life have as much money as he wanted that was wherethe dreamerwas an advantage,the dreamerwas more interested in x than money she was happy with the current main man but, as most of the men in her life done, he let his desire for her money override his basic function, which from the woman's point of view, was to keep her satisfied my chance came when he slipped up and he tried to get the woman to let him sign her cheques in his name the woman was generous to a fault but when the man let his greed for money get in the way of keeping her satisfied the man became boring the woman herself was bigger than me, just a little plump but there was strength aplenty in those thighs in the next scene, my main rival was no longer in the dream the woman was reclining in bed and was wearing a loose, silky, thigh-length dressing gown that just about covered her crotch area the dreamerwas sitting up and on the left side of her with my hand resting on her knee when a movement caused my hand to fall onto her inner, upper-thigh, it really was sensuous to the touch (the stand-out bit of the dream) she took my hand off her leg to let me know it was her who made the first move in the next scene, it was just the two of us the dreamergot off the bed and started for the door she asked "where are you going ?",the dreamerreplied "to wash my hands.the dreamerwant my hands to be clean whenthe dreamertouch you" it was a lie the dreamerwas going to the bathroom to cut and then file my nails so she wouldn't feel them at all whilethe dreamerwas touching her she was going to get "the treatment" : addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - relationships () female () 22042019 the name of the dream: in a quandary the last couple of scenes of the x dream were of us kissing meaningfully it was then followed by a relationship dream b andthe dreamerwere living in different locations for either one of us to see the other, it meant being away from where the other lived overnight our relationship was a solid one if one or the other had asked the other to get engaged or married it would have happened seamlessly, without a second thought the dreamerhad a gig on the following night that would go on until the early morning although b could have accompanied me, we wouldn't have been together in the way she wanted the dreamercould tell from the way she reacted to my suggestion that she go back home andthe dreamerjoin her the following day that was what she preferred to do the dreamerwas considering giving the work for the following night to someone to do for me so we could be together ifthe dreamerstayed wherethe dreamerlived b would be doing things without me the following day and night neither of us liked the idea of us being apart for two days and one night; it would be something that had never happened before although we both had constructive things we could do in the absence of the other it simply didn't seem right that we should be apart for the better part of forty-eight hours at the end of the dream,the dreamersaid something like" we might be able to be together" although my thoughts were bouncing form possibility to another notes 1 usually, an x dream is the whole dream but on this occasion, it was followed by a relationship dream this appears to have happened on 2004 as well : addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - x dream-cum-relationship dream (1) b (3 ?) 21042019 second dream the name of the dream: it takes two to tango a sequence of about half a dozen pictures each picture was a youtube posting explaining the various key phrases relating to brexit; hard brexit, backstop, customs union, single market" notes 1 in that this picture sequence is topical (the second dream about brexit in two weeks) the initial thought was that it was something thatthe dreamerwas being prompted to do it using the search phrase "brexit terms explained" the youtube postings did have short video clips explaining the most common words and phrases this is the url the search term returned it will be used in the next posting on brexit, perhaps it is something googoliers may want to employ : addenda: vividness: 3.9 observer the category of the dream topical (2) brexit (2) first dream the name of the dream: two is company, three's trouble it was late at night during the summer didn't have to but was taken with the notion to spend the night sleeping on a bench in the park the dreamerwasn't alone though, had the company of a new pet dog had plenty of soft fabrics and we were settled in comfortably the dog was already in a sleeping position with its nose nuzzled in between its hind leg and stomach the dreamerthought we could be even more snug sothe dreamermoved him from my thighs to my stomach now we both felt more than just two beings together, we were bonding it was perfect, but" three young boys came into the dream they were looking for something unusual to experience trouble was brewing : addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - animal () mammal () dog (8 ?) 20042019 first dream the name of the dream: school, food and a baby with my youngest brother at his junior school everybody except us had gone home we were waiting for the kitchen lady to finish her duties and then we could scavenge the kitchen and have a feast the next scene had us eating a jacket potato wrapped in silver foil (the stand-out bit of the dream) after we had finished eating it was time for sleeping to get to the room where we would be sleeping we had to go through a room with a baby in it when we were in the room where we would be sleeping the baby started crying one or two attempts to pacify the baby failed another woman went to the baby, cupped the baby's head in her hand, lifted the baby up and the baby stopped crying : addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant and observer the category of the dream - school (4 ?) younger brother (1) notes 1 it has been my experience that cupping a baby's head in my hand will stop her/him from crying it also has a marked effect when she/he is on the floor and looks uncomfortable or agitated second dream the name of the dream: an ill wind to start withthe dreamerwas an observer watching a film of instances of people being picked up and moved by the wind had become a participant in the second scene the wind picked me up about one-and-a-half metres into the air and dropped me down two or three metres away then the wind was pushing me forward towards a cliff-edge the dreamerdidn't have the strength in my legs to stop being pushed nor couldthe dreamerstop being moved forward whenthe dreamertried digging my fingers into the ground the wind subsided andthe dreamerhad enough time to push myself along on my bottom to a hedge with branches thick enough to hold onto thenthe dreamerwas observer again and a cow had been lifted up and was dropped down again finally, a man in his tent was picked up and taken into the sky until he and the tent became too small to see : addenda: vividness: 3.3 observer and participant the category of the dream - gale-force wind (1 ?) 19042019 the name of the dream: the look of a hundred laughs the first brief scene of this dream had my mother "the matchmaker", and a girl and myself at a too-large-for-three table having a meal within an instant mom had left the dream and the young lady and self were left looking at each other along the length of the table the young lady was waiting for me to say something the gentle girl, quite a big lass, had gone along with my mothers' invitation to meet me in a somewhat intimate setting after seeing me on one or two occasions in recent weeks she was ripe for a relationship, as she had been for all of her life, but her experience's of men through her schooldays and early adulthood had produced in her a sombre view of them unfortunately, women being the more responsible gender, have a more serious take on life still, she wasn't going to give up on love and her acceptance of meeting me socially told me we would be able to begin a friendship we had in fact met in amicable circumstances some short time before when mom had told herthe dreamerwas selling my beloved giant t.v. and she eagerly snapped it up the moment she saw it anyway, back at the table the conversation was polite but wasn't going anywhere the dreamerdecided to have a bit of fun there was a big event coming up which had captured the imagination of the world it was something to do with a space habitation or expedition and it was going out live the media build-up was immense and everyone was talking about it, come to think of it the young lady bought the t.v. for the occasion two or three times,the dreamercasually alluded to not having a big screen t.v. to watch the big event and then began lamenting about the decision to sell mine gradually,the dreamerintroduced the ideathe dreamerwouldn't be able to see the show on t.v. because she had bought my t.v. at a time whenthe dreamerneeded money and hinted she had taken advantage of my circumstances, in effect, she had stolen it then, whenthe dreamersaw that she was becoming concernedthe dreamerdelivered the knock-out blow "if you hadn't taken my tellythe dreamercould have watched it" she had taken the bait and swallowed it hook line and sinker she threw me a look that was priceless the dreamerwas a child that needed admonishing the dreamerbegan laughing and laughing and" she got up from her chair and began walking towards me the dreamerwas laughing so long and so hardthe dreamerfell from the chair and began struggling for breath, wheezing every timethe dreamerbreathed out in the last scene, my girl was standing looking down at me writhing on the floor, it could go either way notes 1 let's see ifthe dreamercan produce an x dream tonight (it took until the 2204) : addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - laughing dream (8 ?) relationships () female (1) 18042019 the name of the dream: waiting for the waiter yours truly was a last minute stand-in as a waiter at a wedding reception the function room could accommodate about a third more people than there was for this wedding of about four-hundred people there were roughly ten tables that stretched across the width of the room with each table able to seat about forty guests on each side two waiters were at each end of each table and each waiter was expected to serve twenty people, which meant, in theory, the waiters should meet in the middle of the table at the same time every waiter was at the end of the table waiting for me to get into position before the maître d' waived his white cloth for us to begin doing our job whenthe dreamerwent to my designated position there was already a waiter there it was a while before it was established wherethe dreamershould be and an air of impatience was starting to fill the room whenthe dreamerdid get into position there were three lads in their mid-teens at the end of the table who had taken their jackets off and grabbing the attention of the surrounding guests with unruly behaviour whateverthe dreamerwas being paid for this job it wasn't enough : addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - two-scene dream () wedding reception (3 ?) waiter (1) 17042019 the name of the dream: unstately behaviour in a stately place a stately country house was putting on an open day for the general public the theme of the event was an appreciation of the arts what had drawn me to the event was that among dozens of presentations there was to be a performance of some of paganini's music first scene, about two kilometres away from the buildingthe dreamerwas heading for it looked like an elegant fortress made of off-white stone, which gave it a slightly surreal appearance the next scene, at about a hundred metres from the building, people were making their way through thick, tall privet hedges, like you see in a maze beyond the hedges and sixty metres or so from the house, the pace of two girls who had just passed me and were now in in front of me was increasing noticeably the dreamerpicked up on their conversation" the seating for many of the performances were going to be limited and the rush was on to get a seat at the front the only waythe dreamerwould get to the head of the queue was by running the next scene, which was also the stand-out scene of the dream,the dreamerwas in full flight the sound of my feet was still resonating in my head asthe dreamerwoke don't know ifthe dreamergot a front seat butthe dreamerdefinitely got there ahead of the girls : addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - running (8 ?) 16042019 second dream the name of the dream: a windfall walking along the pavement in the late afternoon danny, an african awake-time acquaintancethe dreamerused to to see down the gym on a regular basis, came from behind me and said hello in his usual friendly, extrovert manner within a few steps he whipped out two thick wads of notes from the inside pocket of his jacket each wad was as thick as a wrist he peeled about ten notes from each wad and handed them to me the dreamerput them into my inside pocket and danny walked away at a fast pace after he had gonethe dreamerlooked at the notes and saw they were ten and twenty denomination they weren't a currencythe dreamerrecognised but they looked genuine as well as the number five or ten there was an intricate picture and a face on both sides of the notes there was also a message on each note that read "you hated the eight note" was printed on the ten notes and "you hated the twenty-five notes" was printed on the twenty notes (the stand-out part of the dream) in the next scene, a bit further along the street danny was the celebrity in amongst a small crowd of about eight or ten people : addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 participant and observer the category of the dream - money () notes () acquaintances () 15042019 second dream the name of the dream: the abducted girl it took a while to work out this dream upon waking in this dreamthe dreamerdreamtthe dreamerhad seen a girl who had been abducted and was the subject of a nationwide manhunt the dreamerphoned the police and told them she was bound and gagged and that she was wearing a white blouse and a black skirt, the first stand-out part of the dream, and that she was being held in a lighthouse being in a city nowhere near the coast the police thought it was unlikely thenthe dreamerhad another dream and was able to give the police a description of the building the police arranged to meet me on the corner of the street near the phone booththe dreamerhad called from there was a long wait for the police sothe dreamerwent into a shop and bought a sherbet fountain was sucking the liquorice stick and dabbing it into the sherbet powder, the second stand-out part of the dream, when the police arrived in the next scene, a detective, the father of the girl and myself went to a building the building had a circular, sloping walkway (the reasonthe dreamerthought it was a lighthouse) the abductor, a young, lean glynn edwards, was coming down the slope as the detective was going up it the detective went for him square on immediately,the dreamercould see the detective was leaving himself wide open sure enough, the abductor put him away with one punch the father of the abductee, filled with anger and fury, was about to make the same mistake the dreamerpushed passed the father of the abductee and before the abductor got to within arms length of methe dreamerkicked him hard in the goolies as he was going downthe dreamergave him another kick in the face the last scene of the dream was a scene of jubilation in whichthe dreamerwas a spectator : addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3.4 observer and spectator the category of the dream - abduction (1) female (1) and dreams within a dream first dream the name of the dream: the adventures of an irishman and an englishman first scene, in a pub and was introduced to billionaires who were financing a strategy to counter what was being done to them in another scene, was introduced to the top ranking members of another organisation in another scene, am in the thick of a battle people were being shot and falling to the ground all around seven metres in front of us a man with an automatic rifle was firing two rounds a second, the bullets were hitting the ground within a metre of us a grenade landed within a body-length of me (the stand-out part of the dream) dived to the ground and picked it up and threw it at the men with the automatic rifle it landed next to him before it exploded the scene changed the scenes of battle kept on coming for another three or four scenes in the last scene the manthe dreamerwas with said "i'm supposed to be on holiday" andthe dreamerreplied "what date were you supposed to go?" notes 1 it was while thinking about this dream thatthe dreamerrealised that both the best girlfriendthe dreamerever had and the best male friend i'd ever had were both irish and more than that, person's i'd had the longest connection to had also been irish" hmmm : addenda: vividness: of the dream 2.9 participant the category of the dream - epic dream (7 ?) war (2 ?) 14042019 the name of the dream: misplaced generosity while in a cafe getting a hot drinkthe dreamerheard a girls voice say "the dreamerhaven't got enough" the dreamerglanced over and saw two girls about fifteen it was the perfect opportunty to be a knight in shining armour in the next scene, the girl who first spoke was accepting a handful of change, mostly copper, from me they were so genuinely appreciativethe dreamerdecided to go the whole hog and buy them something to eat wanting to give them the feeling of independancethe dreamergave them my card to pay for it unfortunately it backfired and they tried to pull a "fast one" on me they acted on impulse and tried to do a "runner" fortunately it was easy to beat them to the door and, realising they wouldn't be able to get away, handed the card back to me the thought of having what woud be the "key to the world" prompted them into becoming devious in the next scene, the two girls and a grown male were at my door one of the girls held out her hand and gestured thatthe dreamertake a piece of paper from her realising that ifthe dreamertook the paper it would be a legal admission of knowledge of the girls sothe dreamerdidn't take it and started to close the door the male, who was obviously the brains behind the stunt, knew that the "con" was about to fail and moved to the front of the girls and tried to put the paper through the door before it closed the door was almost, but not quite, closed and the male, and possibly the girls, began pushing against the door there was then a whole scene in this dream of pushing and shoving (the stand-out part of the dream) eventually, got the door closed and the dream ended " addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - two-way pushing and pulling (3 ?) 13042019 the name of the dream: thieves in the night a crew of four of us had just set off to do a robbery the dreamerwas in the front passenger seat almost immediately a police car came out of a road on the right and began chasing us not sure how they knew we were on the way to do a robbery, they might have been tipped off our driver was wearing a full-length white mac and had on sunglasses he didn't just look the part, he could drive there then began a five-scene sequence of being chased the sensations of acceleration and braking and being pressed first one way and then the other as we turned tight and long left and right turns were as real as they come, amazing don't know how long the memories of the sensations of this dream will last but as it is being written there are no awake-time memories as vivid as the sensations in this dream one of the men sitting in the back was shouting out instructions to the driver we turned off the main road and into a lane that ran along the back of some houses the driver turned off the lights and drove by the light of the night the dreamerthought we had lost them but after about forty metres the lights of the police car lit up the inside of the car and the surrounding area the driver of our car didn't look or act phased, we were still in with a chance of escaping" the addenda: vividness: of the sensations of movement 4.5, the addenda: vividness: of the dream 3.2 participant the category of the dream - car chase (1? ) 12042019 the name of the dream in a pickle over stew had prepared the ingredients and was about to begin cooking a chicken stew wondered if it would make a difference if the chicken went into a pan of boiling water or should it be put into cold water and brought to the boil the dreamerasked one person and got no answer that happened another four or five times and the number of peoplethe dreamerasked got bigger and bigger as the dream continued still hadn't got an answer from anyone when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - food () chicken () notes ate ham on three different occasions today was expecting to have an undesirable dream but this dream wasn't as bad asthe dreamerthought it would be" hmmm 11042019 the name of the dream a spare wheel a friend andthe dreamerended up at the flat of an ex-girlfriend flat he sat with my ex-girl on a sofa then they lay down and began kissing and cuddling the dreamerfelt a tinge of jealousy as moved to another part of the room the dream ended afterthe dreamerasked them if there was a lightthe dreamercould put on that wouldn't keep them awake addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - relationships () bystander 10042019 the name of the dream sweets, drink and space rockets to begin with,the dreamerwas an astronaut on my way to the launch site at the launch site,the dreamerrealised thatthe dreamerleft my sweets were in the van went back to the van and fell asleep at the pre-launch party, everybody including myself drank too much my parents wanted to know whythe dreamerwas drinking so much and commentedthe dreamerwould kill myself 09042019 the name of the dream a violent dream a shockingly violent dream there were two stray thoughts during the day but the intensity of the violence in this dream was completely disproportionate to the two stray thoughts it may be that this dream was due to the exceptional quality of the dreams of the fifth and seventh of this month those dreams were so good a relatively minor deviation from love/life's ways showed up in stark contrast addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - violence (12 ?) the question marks in brackets are there because the writer didn't begin to index the dreams in more detail until quite recently and is having to make guesses the reader's of dreams diary may want to build her or his own database or spreadsheet and use a different system 08042019 the name of the dream bye bye bike it was the end of an era for the girlfriend and me after what seemed forever, our day's of biking as soloist's came to an end my motorbike was passed the point where it could be fixed and the sole and upper's of my and riding boots had parted company we were lamenting the loss of being independent rider's as we would now have to ride two-up my girlfriend was more upset than me at the loss of our individual freedom we went to a biker's ball in the evening but the gloom of our new situation spoilt what was usually a good night addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - motorbikes (3 ?) 07042019 the name of the dream a dream come true ? if you had walked through the door of the pub in this dream and looked to your right you would have seen me and three other people in a celebratory mood were singing the song "let's all sing together" we were celebrating because earlier on in the day it had been announced that britain had "thrown its hat into the ring" and would remain a fully-fledged member of the european union we were planning the logistics of a party we would be hosting the main detail to be settled was which corner of the junction next to the pub would be the best to set up the equipment the pub was a few metres from the junction of bartholomew street east, north street, paul street and the iron bridge in one scene, a man walked into the pub and looked over to where we were sitting and asked, with a tipsy slur in his voice, "where are the toilets?" one of us pointed to our right and said "down there on the right" as he walked towards the toilets one of us quipped something along the lines of "when you've made room for some more, come and have one with us" he gave out a prolonged chuckle notes 1 that this dream contains a current topic suggests to me it is a timed-to-occur dream addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - topical (2 or 3) pub (1) 06042019unpublished the name of the dream a girl and a boy in the park on a summers day when most people went to the beach,the dreamerwent to the park in the next scene, was settled into a fully relaxed frame of mind in partnership with my body a girlthe dreamerknew walked by not sure who saw who first but we were chatting away comfortably in this, the next scene in the next scene, a friend of the girl came into the dream and joined us the dream took a dramatic turn when a tractor-sized digger came to within a few metres of us before we had moved from the spot the digger was actively churning up the ground the digger was uncomfortably close a mishap could easily occur and cause a serious injury the dreamerpicked up the first girl in the dream, slung her over my shoulder and moved away away from the sounds of diggerthe dreamerput the girl down and looked around for her friend the dreamersaid, "where's you're the friend ?" she replied, "do we need her ?" the implication was obvious as my emotion's stirred the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - relationships () girl/boy () sunny day () 06042019unpublished the name of the dream someone was looking for me it was a young lad who had borrowed money from me before he repaid the loan so it wasn't thatthe dreamerthought he was a tricksters or didn't trust him it was the thought of him using me as a loan company forever he eventually caught up with me the dreamertold himthe dreamercould only lend him twenty pounds and that was enough to make his face light up butthe dreamergave him forty by mistake addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - money-lending (1 ?) 06042019 the name of the dream cash in hand a young lad, about seventeen, asked me to go with him to a disused building we were on the first floor inside the building when he produced a black briefcase he opened the briefcase and in it was about two-hundred-thousand pounds the notes were twenty-pound notes in bundles of two-thousand pounds in the next scene,the dreamerwas in the street and walking away from the disused building a bundle of the notes landed near my feet,the dreamerassume the lad in the first scene had thrown them from the building in the next scene, a policeman was about thirty-five metres away and walking towards me the policeman had seen me pick up the bundle of notes and had probably seen the young lad throw the bundle to me in the next scene, the policeman was standing in front of me with a smile on his face the dreamerguessed he knew what was going on the dreamerknew he could question me and one thing would have led to another andthe dreamercould have been taken into custody the dreamerseparated four of the notes from the bundle and gave them to him the policeman said something and the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant and observer the category of the dream - money () banknotes (1 ?) the addenda: vividness: of a dream denotes the dreams time-tense the higher the rating of the addenda: vividness: of the dream the closer it is to the present and future participant means the dream is drawn from your experiences of the present, past and future undulations, assuming your genetic line has reached further into the future in past undulations than where we are now observer means the dream is not an experience you have had but is drawn from your ancestral genetic line (passed on through the genes) and, if your genetic line extends into the future, can be the experiences of your descendants a dream can have content that is both as a participant and as an observer 05042019 second dream the name of the dream love: it's the same old story the wholly engrossing nature of this Dream-Montage sequence caused me to forget the first two or three scenes of the dream which preceded it this dream-motion-montage sequence began with a woman and me in an embrace in a double bed-sized yakusthe dreamer(without bubbles) immediately, it was the clarity of the scene that filled the senses it was so clearthe dreamerwas in awe the sharp distinction of the cream and beige colours of our skin the clarity was so marked, that as we moved the shadows we produced still allowed the darkened beige and cream colours of our skin to remain pronounced (it was the same as the first timethe dreamersaw a thirty-five millimetre colour still photograph through a stereo viewer*) although we were both in the nude and kissing and holding in lots of different positions there was no desire to conjoin you have probably experienced the same thing yourself feeling emotionally fulfilled with kissing and embracing the first three scenes, each one lasting fifteen or more seconds, were the most vivid it went on and on from the start to the finish, when the images became too dark and changed too quickly to see the detail, this dream-montage lasted about three and a half minutes all in all, there was about two-hundred different motion-images *a similar thing happened last year whenthe dreamerfirst saw a film through a virtual reality headset notes 1 needed to go to the toilet after becoming fully awake and becausethe dreamerfelt so relaxed and reinvigoratedthe dreamerthought the dream may have affected the waythe dreamerlooked sothe dreamerdecided to look at myself in the mirror it was the best i've looked for eighteen months ! it is hoped that this dream-montage sequence will motivate those who are beginning to get a feel of what the future holds and it will encourage you to renew your efforts to become evermore ethically oriented also, we need to appreciate the images in this dream are of two people reaping the effects of one person's efforts this in turn also reveals there is a woman somewhere who is doing routinely in her life what the writer did for just a couple of hours the day before this dream even more inspiringly, the most loving feelings any person has or will have in an Awake-Time relationship is, compared to the heavenly state, no more than two people slumming it the feelings of love in the heavenly state are transcendental (beyond the range of human experience) it is not even possible to imagine what they are like ! all you need to know, is also all thatthe dreamerknow, it can be attained addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 4.9 observer the category of the dream - dream-motion-montage (3 ?) relationships () woman/man () 0542019 first dream the name of the dream the ship's doctor as the ship's doctor on a luxury cruise my job was almost as much a holiday for me as it was for the passengers an african man was getting his money's worth by coming to me for the slightest thing his third complaint was a stomach problem the dreamersnook up on him in the restaurant just as he was starting the main course of his next meal asthe dreamerthought, he was over-eating and suggested he didn't eat so much in future he knew the jig was up and became sheepish the dreamerwas confident he wouldn't call on me again andthe dreamercould enjoy my holiday-job for the rest of the cruise addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - ship's doctor (1) ocean liner (1 ?) 04042019 first dream the name of a dream abundance of people, abundance of motion first scenes, in an environment where there were people everywhere there was more or less a balance of people, with a slight majority of people who had chosen an ethical lifetyle in the next scenes, the distinction between the motions of those who were living an ethical lifestyle and those who were not was glaringly obvious ethically orienting people were able to glide, swerve, speed up and make magical manouvres (the sensation of movement was the first stand-out part of the dream) the sense of freedom of motion was addictive whereas other people were walking in a slightly stinted way the most common style of clothes for males was shirt and trousers the final scenes, in a high-rise restaurant that was seving breakfast the restaurant was for ethically oriented and orienting people only asthe dreamerwalked to a table with a half-litre standard bowl cup of teathe dreamerpassed a slightly built girl who was tucking into an twenty centimetre wide five-egg omelette the dreamersat down with my cuppa and a girl who had saw me looking at the slight girl in a quizzical way said "she'll use all that up" the final scene, still in the cafeteria, was a prolonged scene (this scene lasted about five seconds of dream-time and was another stand-out bit of the dream) was sketching a design on a piece of soft paper as this is being written the finished design is clear in the memory but for the life of methe dreamercan't think what it was the drawing was depicting will do the drawing and leave it in amongst other micellaenuous items notes 1 the thoughts of the pde's which formed this dream are clearly remembered addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer and particpant the category of the dream - sensations accompanying motions and drawings (1) 04042019 first dream the name of a dream zombies/ghouls after climbing up three or four flights of stairsthe dreamerwent through a door onto the roof of a building what appeared to be a roof party at first glance soon turned into something a lot more serious about fifteen people were attacking each other it then became clear they weren't just fighting each other but were mutilating each other the distorted features of those doing the attacking told me they were cannibalistic zombies there were a couple of scenes of wanton brutality and the dream went from observer to participant one of the bigger ghouls saw me and came towards me as in the films of zombies, those unaffected could move faster than those who were affected andthe dreamermanaged to get away the places wherethe dreamercould run to were limited and the directionthe dreamerchose led me onto an adjoining roof where more of the same type of killing was taking place the dreamerstill had another place to flee to but the dream ended beforethe dreamerhad to use it there was another two or three-scened dream about taking the bark off a tree after the zombie dream addenda: vividness: 2.8 observer and participant the category of the dream - zombies/ghouls (1) 03042019 second dream the name of a dream a flying nightmare making my way through an area in suburbia the road was wide enough to have three cars on it in the second scene, a flying insect caught my attention in the third scene, the flying insect was closer in the fourth scene, the insect was closer still andthe dreamercould make out it had two pairs of wings, like a dragonfly but it had a black body in the fourth scene, it was even closer still, about three or four metres and nowthe dreamercould see its black body was segmented in the final scene, the flying insect had zeroed in on me and was right in my face, within a metre, andthe dreamercould make out all of its detail it was at least a third of a metre long, its body had five segments and there was no doubt it was a predator it hovered, ready to attack the dreamerkept still, didn't blink and the dream ended note 1 in the early stages of life on land, there were dragonflies the size of eagles addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - animal () insect () dragonfly (1) 02042019 second dream alladin's place came across a newly-opened second-hand shop inside the shop there were more items on display thanthe dreamerhad ever seen in any second hand shop, there were thousands of goodies nearly all of the goods were fist-sized or smaller beforethe dreamerbegan looking for somethingthe dreamerwanted the owner came into the dream to my surprise and delight, he was an awake-time friendthe dreamerhad a special friendship with at school ten years earlier the dreamerhad almost forgotten about him until this dream ours was a natural bonding of like-minded people whose special relationship was based on having the same sense of humour we kept each other smiling by feeding off others comments like a couple of pro's there were so many items in the shopthe dreamerwanted it was untrue our common shared sense of humour also extended to a mutual attraction to gizmos and knick knacks! eventuallythe dreamerbought a silver two-slice toaster and a handful of button-sized finger spinning tops addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.2 participant the category of the dream - shopping () second-hand goods () re-found friends first dream the name of the dream a girl came calling had just moved into a new pad two male friends were there to help me get the flat functioning all of my belongings were in the bedroom and another room we were standing in the bare living room thinking about what items to move into it before any items had been brought into the living room a young girl of about twenty appeared in the dream she wasn't a girlfriend of any of the men she was wearing tight black slacks and a tight fitting top and she had her black hair cut tight to her head; her figure was as good as it comes not sure who she was representing but she wanted to know my basic details" age, name, previous address" in another scene, all three of the people in the dream were bringing in various items they thoughtthe dreamerwould need from the other rooms andthe dreamerwas saying yes or no as each item was brought in after two or three scenes the living room was still bare one of the males brought in something that was obviously not a living room item, a sink plungerthe dreamerthink, and the dream took on a light-hearted mood a series of scenes followed when the males brought items into the room which were even more unlikely than the sink plunger to belong in the living room the dream became a banter and quip session with everyone trying to come up with a funnier "one-liner" than the one before there was externalised laughter in two or more of the dreams the mystery girl took the dream in a new direction when she brought a hula-hoop into the living room and began gyrating with it the two males suddenly had nothing to say and stood there transfixed, obviously fantasising the dreamertook in her movements for a second or two she was promising us with her suggestive movements us butthe dreamermanaged to break the spell by saying "don't look at her, it will only make her worse" notes 1 this externalised laughing dream broke a run of dreams with dramatic themes and was a welcome relief thinkthe dreamerknow what caused the good-naturedness in this dream and if i'm correct will refer back to this dream in a few years addenda: vividness: 3.1 observer and participant the category of the dream - externalised () mixed-gender () 01042019 second dream the name of the dream cath was out and about on the edges of a city centre next scene, in a cafe a japanese girl of about twenty introduced herself within minutes of talking, she pointed to someone on the street outside of the cafe where we were sitting and said "you know her, don't you?" the dreamerwent outside to see close up the person she had pointed out it wasn't untilthe dreamerwas standing in front of her thatthe dreamerrecognised who it was the ladythe dreamerwas standing in front of was an awake-time friend and girlfriend of twenty years agothe dreamerhad desperately been trying to get in touch with she was thinner than the last timethe dreamersaw her and some of the colour had gone from her face but she was much more energetic and had an enthusiasm she didn't have before (the stand-out part of the dream) we would be picking up from where we had left off notes 1 cath broke away from me because the last time she called at my door she had travelled seven hundred miles to see me and mistakenly thoughtthe dreamerwas doing something thatthe dreamerregarded as having more important asthe dreamerhad led her to believe becausethe dreamerhadn't phoned her or left a note on the door she mistakenly thought thatthe dreamerhad got something to do other than to see her and thatthe dreamerdidn't regard her as being as important to me asthe dreamerhad led her to believe the dreamerphoned her several times to explain whythe dreamerhadn't been there to see her but she put the phone down immediately every timethe dreamerphoned she was so upset she even put the phone down on people who phoned her on my behalf and tried to explain the reason for me not seeing her the dreamerwas in fact at home but didn't hear the bell the dreamerdidn't hear the bell becausethe dreamerwas sleeping in the bathroom the dreamerwas sleeping in the bathroom because my upstairs neighbours, who were associated with oligarch's, had been making my life as unpleasant as possible by using sleep-deprivation to get me to sleep with the women who lived above me and was so tiredthe dreamerslept through the sound of the ring of the doorbell whenthe dreamerget the chancethe dreamerwill be getting in touch with her and explain the situation addenda: vividness: 4 participant the category of the dream - relationships () female () first dream the name of the dream no honour amongst thieves there was nothing in the pde's or of the experiences in recent weeks which came remotely close to being the cause of this dream for those reasons this dream is categorised as a "timed-to-occur dream" the dream" an international gang of professional thieves organised the robbery of some of the most valuable works of art in the world the exhibition was touring the world and would be seen in dozens of countries the thieves had chosen the country where their plan was most likely to succeed the gang had hired the most skilful criminals in the underworld to commit the theft unbeknown to the hired criminals the masterminds of the robbery had got wind of the worldwide travelling exhibition years before it was announced publicly before the word went out to the underworld for criminals with particular skills the organisation which planned the crime had already hand-picked another, even more specialised, band of people the specialised group had spent a couple of years learning about and training for the robbery the crime went ahead a few weeks before the robbery the organisers of the crime had tipped off the police of the theft on the night of the crime, the police were ready and waiting and arrested the entire gang before the exhibition moved from its current location to the next a few days later the group of specialised thieves sprang into action they had been hidden in the walls and under the floor of the building addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer the category of the dream - timed-to-occur crime () theft () art and fabulous items () 31032019 the name of the dreams with friends like that and abominable conditions the first scene is set in a typical street the scene showed many dozens of people a convention to overcome abuse of children was underway had just arrived and was looking for my son he was with an awake-time friend from my teenage years about thirty metres way my friend hadn't seen me and asthe dreamergot closer he gave my son a smack the dreamerknew he was a bit resentful towards me but that he would take out his resentment for me on my son made me re-evaluate my opinion of him the dreamerwas on the way to get my son and let my friend know that he was no longer my friend next dream, set in arctic-type conditions was making my way from one place to another the dreameronly had to go about twenty or thirty metres but the blizzard was so fierce it would be easy to lose the sense of direction and become a fatality for a while,the dreamerthoughtthe dreamerhad lost my way but just in time a habitation became visible and the dream ended asthe dreamerentered into it addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (?) 30032019 second dream the name of the dreams the overly-grateful young lass, unremembered discussion and loose bowels done a favour for a young female college student the dreamerhadn't put a lot of effort or time into doing the favour and was taken aback when the girl was so grateful she said she wanted me to be her boyfriend she was a nice enough girl but it seemed to me she was being too generous sothe dreamerdecided to refuse her invitation and did so by introducing character flaws whichthe dreamerknew would put her off me the theme of the dream changed" walking along a street that had two-storey buildings outside one of the houses, there was a group of three or four middle-eastern young men the relevant part of the dream, the topic of our conversation, had slipped from the memory when it came to writing it down the theme of the dream changed again" the dreamerwas in dire need to get to the toilet had just entered the well-kept and predominantly stainless steel fixtures of a two-cubicle toilet alas,the dreamerdidn't make it to one of the cubicles and some of the ejected excreta were on the floor outside of the cubicle nowthe dreamerwas in a dilemma" to get into the cubicle and complete the bodily function or clean up what was on the floor before anyone come into the toilet the dreamermanaged to scoop up most, but not all, of the excreta in one hand and get into the cubicle before anyone came in still, the drama wasn't over" nowthe dreamerhad to finish going to the toilet and wash my hands and clean up what was still on the floor a sense of mild anxiety prevailed as this dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (30 ?) soiling oneself (4 ?) first dream the name of the dream cheap cigarettes-cheap money the dreamerwas selling duty-free cigarettes as a way of boosting my income a woman was buying some of my stock of cigarettes the dreamergave her a pack of two-hundred and she gave me much too much money for them the dreamerthought the extra money was her way of asking for more cigarettes sothe dreamergave her another packet but, again, she gave me even more money for the second packet that she had for the first she seemed flustered and in a hurry it was as though she had more money than she knew what to do with it and was trying to get rid of her money the dreamergot the impression she was fleeing from someone or something addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - one-scene dream (?) black market dealings cigarettes (1) woman (1) 29032019 x-dream 28032019 the name of the dream a dark theme in a bright environment the first scene was all love and light on holiday with my wife or long-time partner in a rural area, my sense of location suggested it was mexico we were making our way along a dusty road that didn't have any buildings nor were there any buildings anywhere in the next scene, there were two men, one standing next to us, the other was standing nearby the last scene showed my partner being led away as the other man was ready to subdue me whenthe dreamertried to get to her addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - subjugation (5 ?) notes 1 while awake the writer had a two-scene dream with sounds awake-dreams (1) 27032019 second dream the name of the dream ducks out of water on the ground in a plane that had been shot down or had crashed in the jungle there were six or seven of us we were in unfamiliar territory and in a dangerous situation all of us sensed we were in peril the biggest threat, we agreed, was predatory animals someone suggested marking our way with talcum powder in case the terrain was to difficult to traverse or we got lost that idea was rejected because it was thought the smell would attract animals and insects addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - jungle (3 ?) hostility () first dream the name of the dream new history re-made a version of a historical event of a political nature that was still a popular topic the original version of the event was a written account that had left out some of the details which opened the event to a completely different interpretation using some innovative camera techniques, it was possible to make a more realistic version of the event which then became the accepted version of the incident and replaced the official written version addenda: vividness: 3.3/4 observer and participant the category of the dream - technical innovation (7 ?) political history () 26032019 the name of the dream physical analysis half a dozen or so images each image was a two to seven-word sentence the sentences were in the briefest form that the english language could use and still convey the meaning without having to think about it not entirely sure what the diagnosis was diagnosing it was either a general physical check-up or it was specifically tailored to determine the minuscule balance of vital physiological processes the procedure was easily accessible to everyone via a mouth swab or a blood sample addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer the category of the dream - physical diagnosis of self (1) 25032019 the name of the dream the cadaver specialist working in a morgue my job was to categorise the cause of death and write a few words describing the circumstances which led to the death after labelling three or four the bodiesthe dreamerrealised just how rotten my job was was thinking about a way to get out of it when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - corpses (1) morgue (1) 24032019 the name of the dream: x-dream 23032019 the name of the dream: insight this dream starts with the sound of a person wailing then, there were four or five tortured sounds of varying lengths and each has a different pitch the sounds varied between a scream of despair to a guttural anger somebody was in great pain and the dreamer had to investigate following the sounds took the dreamer into a bedroom-sized room there are three grown-up women standing and sitting and a young girl between twelve and fourteen years of age the young girl was stretched out on the floor with a pen in her hand and an a4-sized birthday card in front of her the situation is the girl had recently been told that her sight would not be returning the women were at a loss as to how to console her and they thought that getting her to write personalised sentence thanking her closest half dozen friends for their help and loyalty might be therapeutic each "thank you" was a "sign-off" in the girl's mind; she couldn't expect to be in contact with them forever the young girl's mood changed and she stopped crying from the soul and became cynical she didn't think that what she had written was legible and asked the dreamer to read what she wrote some of the remarks on the card were readable, some weren't the dreamer suggests he write them and that she put her hand on mine and get the feel of the movement of a pen it then struck the dreamer that asking the girl to write thank you remarks was having the opposite effect of what was wanted she needed hope it would mean gathering information on her condition and wording the search questions in such a way as to touch upon vague prognosis's and liberal evaluations within a very short time, the searches uncovered a treatment centre which was pursuing a novel line of research which held promise the clinic was in switzerland 22032019 the name of the dream magic memory a girl toddler dressed in white and pink and lying in a sideways position in a pram every timethe dreamerlook at her she smiles a shy smile and shuffles a little in an attempt to make herself smaller the dreamerlooked at her five times this was a perfect example of the self-effacing characteristic we call shyness the notes of this dream are, perhaps, more important than the dream itself for the first day in a couple of weeks,the dreamerthought the previous night's dream had slipped from the memory during the day the memory of the dream played itself out three or four times it was a typically enjoyable memory of the common experience of making a toddler smile each time the memory was recalledthe dreamerthought it was an awake-time experience which was coming to the fore simply because it was a pleasant memory when it was realised the memory was the previous nights' dream it also became even more evident that dream-time memories and awake-time memories are equally real addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - inter-changeable dream-time-awake-time memories (1) smiling toddler in a pram (1) 21032019 the name of the dream toothpaste and shampoo a future time-tense dream in which it is fashionable, or it may be a civic duty, to have a website with two speciality products and continually update the pro's and con's my products are toothpaste and shampoo the toothpaste was in a white tube while the shampoo was in a light-brown container it seemed someone was waiting for a reply to a question about one of the products and was "leaning" on me for an answer woke up feeling under pressure addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 observer and participant the category of the dream - computer () website () consumer products (1) 20032019 the name of the dream the paddling pool this dream is set in an underground or a fully enclosed area the main scene of the dream has fifteen or so eight/nine-year-olds enjoying themselves in knee-high water it appeared that the water was in the hull of a submarine the submarine must have become beached a long time before and the children had turned it into a paddling pool addenda: vividness: 3.1 observer the category of the dream - enclosed area () children () water (1) 19032019 the name of the dream computer in charge to watch films on the t.v.the dreamerput the video files onto a usb after downloading them from the internet occasionally, there would be weeks and months between changing one batch of films for the next waiting for the thumbnails of the films to show on the t.v. screen took longer and longer and every so often the t.v. went into "lockdown (waiting-for the-circle-chasing-itself to stop) ) " which made every film on the usb inaccessible and that meant the only way to watch the films on the usb was to do a factory reset on the t.v. it took forever to do a t.v. reset sothe dreamerdecided to reformat the usb instead that did the trick and it only took seconds to do the next time the t.v./usb interaction got sluggishthe dreamerput the usb into the computer to re-format it instead of being given the options for re-formatting the usb the computer generated a black-on-white message which read "do not re-format" "ah well",the dreamerthought, "the computer knows what's best" and didn't override the computer's suggestion notes 1 there's a thought-provoking association between awake-time experiences and dream-time experiences taking place in this dream, there is an intricate weaving of present-time and the other time-tense-memories taking place the t.v. not loading, the t.v. going into "lockdown and the use of usb sticks are present-time memories but reformatting the usb and the pop-up message are of another time-tense the ever-elaborating fusion between the dream-time conscious and awake-time conscious is taking place we have yet to incorporate love-time (see heaven) into the formulation! addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer and participant the category of the dream - computer () usb (1) 18032019 the name of the dream the bird slideshow this dream, part montage, was a slideshow of birds with a running commentary of each bird as it appeared on the screen the most imposing picture was of a breed of hawk the picture captured the predatory character of the hawk a chilling insight into the one-way outlook of a killer addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 observer the category of the dream - animal () dinosaur () hawk (2?) 17032019 the name of the dream sweet foods was watching, orthe dreamermay have been the waiter taking the order, as two young teenagers picked and chose dishes from an haute cuisine menu all the foods had exotic names whichthe dreamercouldn't pronounce the dreamerwasn't alone in not being able to read or speak the names of the dishes, the youngsters couldn't either as the teenagers placed an order a description of the food and the way it was cooked became highlighted on the menu (the stand-out part of the dream) it was the way the couple were choosing what to buy that was at the heart of this dream it was like a couple of children with more money than they knew how to spend in a sweet shop the name of every dish brought out in them a child-like excitement as they ordered, or as they were considering what to order notes 1 somehow, we've got to take the personality we had as children with us into adulthood addenda: vividness: 3.5/6 observer the category of the dream - children () food () haute-cuisine (3?) 16032019 the name of the dream homicide in the flats the feeling of drama was present from the beginning to the end of this seven or eight scene dream on the top floor of an eight-storey block of residential flats in the second scene, the lead psychopath and his lieutenant had caused the death of a small boy by tricking him into thinking he could climb down a rope to the ground the strength in the young boy's arms had given out before he had shimmied down one floor the psychopaths blood-lust had been awakened and the leader of the two looked around for another victim the dreamerbecame fixed in his cross-hairs the moment his gaze fell on methe dreamerrecognised the danger and took to my heels the dreamermanaged to put a full floor between me and the two principle psychopaths both of them were bigger and faster than me, sothe dreamerhad to come up with something,the dreamerlooked for somewhere to hide in the closing scene, am on the second floor andthe dreamercould hear my pursuers getting closer addenda: vividness: 2.9 participant the category of the dream - murder () high building () 15032019 the name of the dreams the muslim girl and the dept for food an intriguing two-theme dream first dream a young muslim girl of sixteen, about five feet six, wearing a white headscarf, andthe dreamerhad hit it off she had grasped the main points of my philosophy and was drawing the right conclusions we complimented each other in that she was young and enthusiastic andthe dreamerwas eager to share the partnership or relationship was going to be a long-standing one the dreamerwanted to show her off to an old-time and awake-time acquaintance who features in at least two other dreams we went to the last place wherethe dreamerknew he lived andthe dreamerknocked on his door a stranger answered the door and whenthe dreamerasked the stranger for him by his first name the male who answered the door said, "do you mean steve **?" the dreamerdidn't know his second name sothe dreamersaid "yes" (how many steves could there be living at that address?) steve appeared at the door in the next scene he left the house andthe dreamerintroduced him to my girl companion who was standing in the street about five metres from the door as soon as he heard her speaking and had taken in her demeanour he too became infected by her personality the dreamercould see he was interested in her in a more-than-friendly way andthe dreamerknew, given the chance, he would "try it on" exposing her to lecherous advances would have opened her up or exposed her to a reality she wasn't familiar with the dreamerwasn't going to chance her changing her outlook on life and so said my farewells to my old-time acquaintance and the dream ended second dream a hard brexit had occurred and society had degenerated to the degree that a nationwide programme of mobile soup kitchens had to be implemented the dreamerwas in charge of the local mobile soup kitchen and knew that the meal would have to contain bread and potatoes with a flavour of the meat the image of people consuming the soup by tipping the bowl with one hand while biting off bits of bread in the other hand was the stand-out part of this dream notes 1 the pde's (thoughts) of both dreams is clearly remembered the way people are holding on to their old outlook in the light of a new reality is frustrating and, just how far down people are prepared to fall and still remain mute is another source of contention with the writer first dream addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.6 participant the category of the dream - girl-friend (4?) muslim (1) second dream addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.1 participant the category of the dream - brexit (1) food ( 12?) 14032019 the name of the dream nearly trapped had become a dealer in black market cigarettes my supplier had opened my "account" with a few hundred cigarettes had sold about one-third of them when the supplier told me thatthe dreamerhad to "square-up" my account it meant giving the money or cigarettes back to the supplier the supplier was expecting thatthe dreamerwould do what everybody else had done" spent the money from the sale of the cigarettes and the commission money he could then turn around and demandthe dreamersold cigarettes for him without getting a "commission" luckily, my natural tendency to keep my ingoings and outgoings balanced by keeping the money from the sale of the cigarettes and my commission separate,the dreamerwas able to withdraw whatthe dreamerowed from the bank he and his partner were double-checking the cigarettes, the cigarette money and the commission and were becoming frustrated thatthe dreamerhadn't fallen into their trap addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 participant the category of the dream - black market cigarettes (1) 13032019 the name of the dream new business four or five newly-built premises replaced the previous buildings near the city centre of cover's tree the new building had been built underneath an existing historically important building the new buildings were single-storey and due to the use of glass doors, looked, at first glance, as though it was a single building all in all, it was quite impressive the premises were ready to be occupied and were about to be launched officially out of sight, someone pressed a button and it lit up a single neon light which straddled the length of all the new premises between the top of the re-modelled new premises and the old building the blue neon light was about two metres in height and about twenty-five metres across about three-quarters of this dream was taken up with the neon light giving the name of the new proprietors which preceded a four or five word explanation of the service they were offering my business was the last business to show in lights but not to worry, the messages were looped and my message would get an equal amount of advertising the blue neon light was the stand-out part of the dream (3.8 to 3.9) addenda: vividness: 3.8 to 3.9 observer the category of the dream - business () neon lights (1) 12032019 the name of the dream x-dream addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - x-dream (32 ?) non-conjoinment (8 ?) 11032019 the name of the dream the litterer in a far-off past undulation, someone or some people began a press campaign to discredit me it's amazing just how effective the power of a single media outlet can be when it is the only media outlet immediately,the dreamerbecame a piriha contemptuous looks and the sudden absence of acquaintances one associate stayed loyal but in a secretive way it was touch and gothe dreamerwould ever have credibility again that'll teach me to drop a bit of paper in the street notes 1 an example of how effectively people living in a one-media-format society can be controlled exists in our recent past british oligarchs realised they were about to lose control of rwanda and decided to abandon any pretence of being benevolent the british-laguage media in rwanda, a one-station radio system, set faction against faction (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rwandan_genocide) and it resulted in the better part of one million people being murdered the british radio-announcer who set people against people has yet to be brought to book addenda: vividness: 2.8 participant the category of the dream - biased media (1 ?) 10032019 the name of the dream the bouncing dad of a baby boy my partner had recently become the mother to a boy, and a televised interview invited questions regarding the latest addition to the family the first questioner asked, "do you intend to have any more children ?" the dreamernodded and said "yes." the questioner then asked another question, "how will you go about it ?" the dreamerknew she meant "how will you and your next partner get together?" but that was not the most obvious meaning in the question the dreamerwas smiling asthe dreamerexplained, "usually,the dreamerlet the woman decide which side of the bed to lie on, although on occasions" two other scenes in a similar vein followed, but this first scene captures the mood of the dream best addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - t.v. interviewee (1) parenting theme (1) 09032019 the name of the dream a world of hospitals was asleep in the dream and then woke up into this dream am in a bed in a hospital it was a shared ward no sooner wasthe dreamerout of a bed, when a young lady asked me to hold onto the ends of a crumpled eiderdown and help her to fold it when we had done that she asked me to help make her bed after making the bed, she then referred to something about her locker the dreamerwas aware straight away she wanted to be more than just friends but the signs were it was going to be one of those arrangements where she would dangle the promise of x to get me to do anything and everything for her before we "got to it" and sothe dreamerdecided to put my foot down the dreamersaid "o.k. as long as you lift up the end of my mattress and rest your head at the bottom of the bed" she, of course, asked, "why?" the dreamersaid "it won't you hurt as much whenthe dreamersit on it" and then said, "what did your last one die of ?" the quips hurt her and she opened up with her real feelings "the dreamerwas going to go into the bathroom with you and show you my body," she said sadly the dreamerhad read the situation wrong asking me to do things was her way of getting me to talk and be friendly she was a shy, man-hungry young woman the dreamerback-tracked in double-quick time the dreamerpressed the back of the fingers of one hand against the hair resting on the side of her face and said "it's alright.the dreamerwas only joking with you" the scene changed,the dreamerwas in another ward and looking out there was another building visible about three-hundred metres away it was another hospital like the onethe dreamerwas in, cylindrical and huge it had to be at least fifteen storeys and a hundred and fifty or more metres across there was also a cylindrical, almost all-glass, walkway about fifty metres long which connected the cylindrical building to the top floor of an oblong building looking beyond the tall cylindrical building there were more of the same buildings that stretched away into the distance and disappeared over the horizon notes 1 this website asserts that every situation in a dream has its roots in reality this dream is obviously future tense but what situation would call for a network of hospitals which could accommodate millions of people ? there is only one thing that comes to mind" 08032019 the name of the dream the chip shop incident after a night out there's nothing quite like piping hot fish and chips walked through the door of the brightly-lit shop and before the smell of the food sent appeasing signals to the stomach, before the sight of the different shades of the yellow chips and fish met the eye, the imposing sight of a man the size of a mountain thrust itself into my world he was six-foot-seven if he was an inch and he was stocky with it there were two different themes that led on from the opening scene of this dream one was to do with an altercation between the mountain-man and someone else who came into the dream and the second theme was an all's well that ends well theme this dream lost its continuity and became a mishmash of fragmented scenes addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 3.7 participant the category of the dream - fish and chips () good and bad feelings 07032019 the name of the dream dance-starter the girlfriend andthe dreamerhave just walked into the dancing room this wasn't a night-club, it was a large room which had enough floor-space to allow for two or three hundred people to dance it looked like it was the function-room of a large college there is danceable music playing, but no one is dancing the dance area was brightly-lit, too bright for my liking including ourselves, there were just four people in this scene in the next scene, for reasons unknownthe dreamerhad bought a broadsheet newspaper paper with me, the paper had been folded twice width-ways the dreamerput the paper on a table with a brown laminated surface, the table itself was flush against the wall was just about to go onto the dance-floor when a man of about forty with fair hair caught my attention he signalled to where the paper was, then lifted the paper and gestured that he wanted to take it away and read it the dreamersaid, "please bring it back" in the next scene, the number of people in the room had become about ten but still, no one dancing in the next scene,the dreamerhave walked to the edge of the dance-floor nearest to me and start dancing slowly on my own the man who borrowed the newspaper caught my attention again as he put the paper back from where he took it (i'm sure the newspaper has significance but don't know what it is) in the final scene, a girl, not my girlfriend, has started to dance on the other side of the dance-floor it could be a good night for dancing addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 3.9 participant the category of the dream - dancing () 06032019 the name of the dream immaculate style and a winning smile the first scene of the first theme standing on the pavement looking through a glass window which stretched from a brick wall on the left to the door frame on the right the business was antique or reproduction antique furniture it was difficult to make out the details, to begin with in the next scene, the details became clear every one of the items of furniture was the same colour of dark brown the wood was highly polished, so much so that it looked like the wood had been varnished there were one or two items which had small silver protectors on the corners what set the whole thing off and took the impression of what was being looked at into the realm of the surreal was a piece of abstract art the size of a family blender in stark contrast to the colour scheme of all of the other items, the object was turquoise with one or two streaks of light green second dream walking through one of the malls wherethe dreamercurrently live a girl appears in the dream walking towards me at the point of where we are closest, she configures a smile which lights up her face the smile transforms her face and she looks more like a light than a person addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.9 participant the category of the dream - two-themed dream () furniture () a female smile () 05032019 the name of the dream the cracked building in the first scene,the dreameram on my own in a building with a high ceiling the walls, floors and ceiling are made of granite and there is a smooth pillar about half a metre in width in the next scene,the dreamernotice a fine crack in the floor following the crack with my eyes showed that it ran from my feet to the wall three metres to my right likewise, to my left, the crack went a metre from wherethe dreamerstood to the wall on my left the crack ran up the walls on both sides of the narrow room to where the pillar connected to the ceiling the crack that ran up the wall to my left exposed a sizeable portion of the wall underneath in my hand,the dreamerhad a walking stick with a solid rubber tip (the same as the onethe dreameram using at the moment) the dreamerlifted the end of the walking stick and stabbed into where the crack on the left was greatest in the next scene,the dreameram talking to the curator of the building and he is explaining that the building has been restored and the cracks were the last of the details that had to be corrected to get the building back to its original state in the next scene, there is a girl with me and we are walking slowly and close together through another part of the building my own physical state and the girl's unconfident manner makes me realise we are in a convalescent home the girl wants to be more than just friends with me butthe dreameram reluctant to get involved with someone whenthe dreamerdon't know what it is that ails her still, there's no harm in letting her know thatthe dreamerlike her sothe dreamerput my arm through hers and hold her hand occasionally, as we are walking,the dreamersay a few words the last scene, the girl andthe dreamerare relaxed and walking casually arm in arm notes 1 that this dream has an object in it thatthe dreameram currently using (a walking stick), and the addenda: vividness: of the dream, tells me this dream is a present or future time-tense probably Time-Tense 4 addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.8 participant the category of the dream - greek architecture (1) girl/boy () 04032019 the name of the dream smooth driving it was evening andthe dreamerwas in an urgent hurry, don't know what the emergency is the back of a white car catches my attention a prolonged look tells me it is a "roller" my opportunistic thieving instincts kick in andthe dreamerdecide to check it out yep, the keys are in it i'd never driven a roller but the ease of the power steering was so much better and easier thanthe dreamerthought it would be and the punch of a seven-litre engine put it into dream territory the problem with a car like that is you can be doing a hundred without feeling that you're speeding the car had manual gearing andthe dreamersoon discoveredthe dreameronly needed to use two of the gears it wasn't so much driving as flying on a flat the acceleration and the braking power allowed manoeuvring that other cars didn't have there were a couple of times whenthe dreamermade mistakes which would have caused a police car to chase after me but the instant pick up to a fast speed got me away from the scene it made driving a joyous experience there was one personthe dreamerknew, an awake-time second-hand car dealer from thirty years ago, who might be interested the dreamerknew he had moved from the last place he lived butthe dreamerwent there on the off-chance the new residents would know where he had moved to, they did the dreamershould have known a flashy car like that would draw attention and that's what it did and was that was the start of the problems the people who were now living where my ex-buddy used to live were a family of about ten two or three youngsters came to the door to and when they saw the car they started making noises of disbelief and excitement, most of the rest of the family soon appeared they knew where the personthe dreamerwas looking for lived, it was within a hundred metres of where we were three or four of the family were at the destination whenthe dreamergot there the dreamerrang the door-bell my contact was in and he gave a quick look at the car and invited me in we went upstairs where three or four of his friends were playing cards at a big round table the dreameronly wanted a quick giveaway deal of a hundred pounds worth of "leb" he told me to go back outside and he would be down in a jiffy the dreamerwent back outside and my anxiousness came back whenthe dreamersaw about twenty people milling around the car had become the biggest thing in their lives my one-time business mate re-appeared with two packets of soft, fresh leb there were about three ounces in each packet (definitely a past-tense dream) in an effort to keep the gathered people on my sidethe dreamerhanded out one of the packets of leb which had been cut into about five or six strips the dreamergave about a quarter of a stick to each of the people who looked to be above a certain age and that made them happy then one person, who probably felt he should have been given more than he got said out loud "the dreamerknow you, you're j*** his body language and the way he said it told me it was a threat the dreamersaid something like "if you mention me to anyone i'll be coming to see you" the dream ended here andthe dreamerwas thinking as it ended that it had been a mistake to make threats my anxiety was still lingering upon waking notes 1 fairly sure the anxiety in this dream stems from thoughts about how to solve the problem of a certain country during the day 03032019 the name of the dream a female visitor the girlthe dreamerwas expecting hadn't arrived when the woman, from an awake-time relationship from a few years ago, arrived with another woman in one scene, the woman from the awake-time relationship never once resisted my advances, in fact, i'm fairly sure she thoughtthe dreamerdidn't make advances often enough more than conjoinment, she got prolonged pleasure when we were sitting together andthe dreamerwould cup her breast in the most convenient hand and softly pressed and squeezed her while we were talking the dreamerdidn't want to disappoint her, so the second her friend wasn't lookingthe dreamerfelt her breast in the way she liked she pulled my hand down from her breast and said "not yet" the next scene was a brief act of conjoinment between us in the next and last scene, the womanthe dreamerhad been expecting originally and the two other women were sitting at a table the ladythe dreamerhad been expecting wasn't happy butthe dreamerwas slowly winning her round the dreamerlet her know we would have the rest of the day together when the other two left in the next scene,the dreamerwas standing behind her with a notepad and pen in hand taking her order also,the dreamerwas giving her an inventory of the food and suggesting ways of having it cooked and what to have with it the dreamersuggested beef and said there was some mateus rose wine to go with it the dream ended while taking the ladies orders 02032019 the name of the dream: amorousness and assassination at school landed a job at a boarding school for mixed secondary pupils the school was the size of a large village and looked as though it had in excess of a thousand pupils the dress code was white blouses and dark-blue skirts and white shirts and black trousers most of the paths were canopied or had a rigid covering for reasons not remembered the chaletthe dreameroccupied wasn't suitable, and in the next scenethe dreameram in a different room there is a male adult aged fifty with white hair and a slim physique in the room while looking at him a red spot the size of a pea appears on his forehead his expression becomes expressionless and he begins to fall the accompanying sound of glass breaking causes me to look in the direction of the sound and there is a neat hole with a few small cracks surrounding a bullet hole before he hits the ground the scene changes to another room the same size as the room in the previous scene the dream changes from observer to participant status it is early morning andthe dreameram lying on a bed a young girl comes into the room and sits on a chair next to the bed she says something which is meant to re-assure or relaxes me and then she puts her hand on the blankets above the area where my genitalia is and begins to rub me in a surprisingly accomplished way the dreamerbecome aroused and mentally prepare myself for intense sexual feelings and say to the girl "you'll have to be careful that no one misses you" thoughts of caution are overridden by feelings of pleasure, and, wouldn't you know it, the dream ends just as feelings are increasing notes 1 for the entire month of february, with the exception of the dream on the 15022019, the dreams that have been published were not dreamt on the day of publication but are unpublished dreams from may 2018 notes 2 the experiment to establish the effect of thc on dreams has been concluded thc represses dreams addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant and observer the category of the dream - school () assassination (1) x pleasure () 01032019 the name of the dream deep shit it was around 10 o' clock in the evening and was heading out of town after being to the pictures the time coincided with people who were going to another pub for their last drink completely out of the bluethe dreamersoiled my pants the dreamerwas about five minutes from home and it made more sense to head for home and not go to the nearest toilets to clean up sothe dreamertucked my trousers into my socks and began running looking aheadthe dreamercould see a group of three lads the dreamerrecognised the gait and could tell one or more of them was well on the way to being drunk the least bit of confrontation would have spurred them into violence they were spread across all of the pavement andthe dreamerwouldn't be able to pass by them without one or more of them moving to one side or walking onto the road which didn't appeal to me the dreamerconsidered scooping a handful of excreta out of my pants and if it did "kick off"the dreamerwould smear it into their faces however, if it didn't work as a shock tacticthe dreamerwould be in double-deep shit they hadn't seen me as far asthe dreamercould tell sothe dreamerstooped down behind a bush and they went past me without noticing me a friend and a friend of his whothe dreamerdidn't know very well appeared in the next scene the dreamersaidthe dreamerhad to get home quick and told them why one of them said "cooksons might work" and "or you could" ?" the dream ended there 23052018 28022019 the name of the dream fun, laughter and a hint of love in the jungle the last scene in this multi-sequence dream" in a jungle, probably africa, although it could be any jungle anywhere in the world most likely it was the inter-undulationary memory matching the thoughts and sights and sounds into the pde's we didn't have any weapons in the dream although there was the chance we could come up against a pack of orangutans and would need them as the physically weakest of the group and the one considered to have the best judgementthe dreamerwas elected to set the pace and lead the way the seven or eight of us had just emerged from thickish' brush we were on the side of a hill that had a decline of about thirty degrees the dreamerlooked at my watch and it had just gone a quarter past nine (the face and the colours of the face of the watch was the stand-out part of this dream) the dreamerdeclared "we'll make camp here" and then said to one of the group "you can get a fire going" (cooking the meals was my responsibility) of course, being the least macho of a group in a situation where machoism was considered a virtue meant the others decided for themselves whether to take any notice of my commands two or three of them didn't they unloaded their backpacks and went to one part of the decline where a path had been worn into the side of the hill or mountain or whatever it was we were on the side of and used something to sit on, it may have been big and thick green lily-leaves, and slid down through the bush and into a river about forty metres below the dreamerwatched them thoroughly enjoying themselves as they slid down the embankment and crashed into the cooling water the dreamerthought or said out loud "i'm going to have a go at doing that" it was thenthe dreamernoticed three of the locals twenty or thirty metres to the left of where the men who had slid down the bank there was one or two a girls/women amongst them" notes 1 the contrast between my strength in the first dream today and this one this is the second dream where the face of a watch has been the stand-out part of the dream first dream the name of the dream: too confident the sensations of lightness and unbounded strength accompanied all of the scenes of this dream it felt as thoughthe dreamerwas untouchable no person or situation could throw me off my stride it wasn't so much as walking on air but more being one with the air two males tried to penetrate my sense of invulnerability with physical challenges and they were dismissed without a thought with one quick punch one male did get through, slightly to give him more than one thought would have broken the magical spell of the sense of movement accompanying this dream which had about five scenes in it 22052018 27052019 third dream the name of the dream: the looped train-journey an asian man spoke to me and then got on a train what he said to me made me realise he knew something important andthe dreamerhad to talk to him again to find him meant having to catch the train he got on after speaking to me the route the train took was a rural loop with only one point of boarding and one of alighting the dreamerdidn't know the time of day he spoke to me initially so it meant staying on the train's circular route for the entire day one part of the journey replayed three or four times during the dream it was of the track going off into the distance, the motions of the train and the sounds the train made as it gathered speed along a seven-mile stretch of straight track at a guess, the train was travelling at two hundred kmh during that part of the journey never saw the man though notes 1 the looped aspect of the dream may be an attempt by the dreamer to resolve an ongoing problem or dilemma addenda: vividness:: 3.5 participant - the category of the dream - looped-sequence dream: train:(1) second dream the name of the dream: my first steady in a dream the third dream with the same female sitting on the end of a bed in a ward the dreamerwas leaning back on the bed supporting myself with my right elbow the person whose bedthe dreamerwas lounging on was a friend or possibly a relative the dreamercan't recall if it was a woman or a man the dreamerhadn't spoken or done anything before one of the females working there came and joined us the dreamersat up and the person whothe dreamerwas visiting came and sat on the other side of the bed the woman who had joined us put her arm around the personthe dreamerwas visiting and spoke encouragingly to her or him in a natural manner my arm also went around the patient and now our three heads were more or less touching the nurse/helper/care person changed her position slightly which moved her body closer to mine my response was to put my left arm around her shoulders so we could all talk quietly as the words were being spoken they took on a rhythm the rhytmn caused the three of us to move slowly side to side along with the tempo in the rhythm then things started happening more quickly but it was still at a slow pace the woman who had joined us pressed her breasts into me in a firm, and unmistakably inviting way both the personthe dreamerwas visiting andthe dreamerwere still sitting the dreamerwas resting one of my legs on a bar of the frame at the end of the bed which meant my knee was jutting out the nurse or carer rested her crotch on my knee and bearing in mind we are still moving side to side my instinct was to move my knee as purposefully as possible in synchronisation with her movement doing that made the woman become more aroused and as she pressed more firmly into me i, in turn, placed my hand between her legs and even through her trousers could feel the softness of her genetalia another woman who was visting someone else caught my eye and her offended look told me it was time to stop the dream became externalised at this point andthe dreamercould hear myself saying "we'll have to meet" up and "we'll arrange it" the quality of the dream: 3.8 addenda: vividness: 3.7 participant the category of the dream - serial dream () kissing and arousal () 26022019 the name of the dream: incompatible inmates in prison, a person with a happy disposition and an effusive character doesn't go down well with other inmates who weren't happy with their life before going to prison this was the case in this dream one of the alpha males was going to try and make me as unhappy as he was there was no waythe dreamerwas going to get the better of him in a fair fight the dreamerwas wondering what to do when the dream ended notes 1 if it strikes you as odd that this website has so many prison dreams read the dream of 01012017 for an explanation the category of the dream - prison: open: () 21052018 25022019 second dream the name of the dream coconut container please read notes 1 to get the significance of this dream the dream" there was a bit of a flap on details vital to the recurrence of an individual which had hitherto not been recognised had come to light the solution was to house a persons dna profile in a container that was the size and shape of a coconut the coconut-container was to be buried in the ground along with the dna profiles of other people who shared similar genetic compatibilities when people were born in the future with similar characteristics the genes could be mingled it was quickly realised that in order for that to work it would mean there would have to be a minimum combinative/permutive gene base of thousands if not millions and billions and billions still, it was within the scope of technology one detail that had to be factored in was keeping the coconuts stored at the right temperature another consideration which had merit was to bury the coconuts in a soil that had been sterilised so now there was a soil and temperature environment required which would be safe for millennias and would need to be the size of a planet but still, it was do-able and besides dinosaur man would have worked out all the details by now notes 1 this dream is time-tense three (the future of a past undulation) notes 2 the dreamerwoke from the dream not being able to reconcile why we would need to go to all the trouble of keeping a person's genes in storage for millennias when nature had already got them stored in a persons genes and are passing them on through their children and why on earth would we need to bury them in the ground ? surely the best environment would be in an unbreakable jar on the mantlepiece in the living room where the "vibes" in the room would be akin to being in the womb it wasn't untilthe dreamerhad been awake for ten minutes and replaying the dream that it became clear what the dream was about it wasn't about the genes of people but the seeds of food that most suited a persons physiology peolple, we need to assimilate or recognise just how complicated it is going to be to tailor all of our needs to suit every individuals physiology through to transmutation there are thousands of foods and millions of people sure, we have lots in common, but equally we are all unique in the milliards ahead, we will be fine-tuning the foods best suited for each persons metabolism and we may need to be accurate to within molecules and if you think that's complicated wait until the compatabilities between people come in for scrutiny in the brain there are billions of neurons with an as yet unestimated number of connections the connections between the neurons of possible soul partners may well have to "fire" in synchronisation and in a way not yet considered, for the "eternal link" to be established don't worry, it sounds, and is, complicated, but the route for each and every one of us is already mapped out this dream is a reminder to keep us on our toes we now know that it only takes a second for all of the painstakingly hard work he had to put in to count for nothing first dream the name of the dream: the enraged bull the dreameram standing and looking at a bull which was in a double enclosure along with a dozen or so cows the bull and myself are talking telepathically he wants to know what he's doing in the field with the cows the dreamertell him he then asks me when they will be eaten the dreamersay "soon" the bull becomes homicidal and breaks through the first enclosure i'm not unduly worried, the first enclosure is made of flimsy wood, the outer enclosure was solid thick wood this bull has got savvy he goes to where the padlock is fastened through the gate he charges for a few steps, gives the gate an enraged head butt and breaks the chain and is about to go through the gap and come out of the enclosure and do to me what he had done to the gate ifthe dreamerdidn't find a wall to climb over within seconds it would be me who would be dog meat the dreamerwas running or about to set off at a sprint when the dream stopped 24022019 the name of the dream: the money that went missing the opportunity of doing a regular gig at a pub came my way it would be a nice little "earner" and would no doubt lead to other offers of work allthe dreamerhad to do was buy a microphone, or it may have been a mixer, to have things set up nice "˜n neat on the night the dreamerreckoned that a hundred quid would get the equipment needed to do the job to get the money to buy the essential bit of kitthe dreamerwould sell a pair of speakers the speakers were worth a lot more than a hundred pound but, if things went how they were expected to go, the money would be recouped within half a dozen gigs the speakers were snapped up andthe dreamerhad got the money went to a shop which sold the hardware needed and was waiting for the salesperson to bring the item to wherethe dreamerwas at the counter the dreamertook the money out of my pocket and put it on the counter then there was a scene in the dream when something drew my attention away from the scene at the counter when the main theme of the dream resumed the money was longer there no one had the chance to steal it, it had simply vanished from the dream the dreamerwas thinking that someone might have seen the money on the counter and given it to someone in the shop for safe-keeping whenthe dreamerwoke addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant and observer the category of the dream - music () equipment () microphone or mixer (1) 23022019 the name of the dream: maiden flight the opportunity arose for me to realise my greatest ambition, to travel into space it wasn't a journey to the centre of the galaxy type space-flight but was to be a couple of hundred miles up, take some photos and have a supervised-fiddle-at-the-controls affair the excursion into space was part of an ongoing regular event to orient society to the idea of a lifestyle which may be part of our future from the start of the dream to its end it was filled with petty down-to-earth squabbling, simple oversights and personal problems there was only one scene in which the grandeur of the vastness of space was prominent but the rest" there were four of us, two women and two men, who were going through a "prepping" routine we were deliberately squeezed into cramped conditions to get us used to the restricted confines of where we would be spending most of our time while aboard the ship and the women weren't happy about the fleshy parts of their bodies being routinely pressed against men's bodies the next thing was one of the women changed her mind about going and there wasn't time to replace her the other woman was having qualms about being the only woman with two men then there was a problem with me getting out of the ship when we returned alighting from the ship meant having to crawl backwards through a tight exit chute, hold onto a ledge at the end of the chute and drop about two metres to the ground the dreamertried it in practice but when it got to the part wherethe dreamerhad to hold onto the ledge and balance my weight before letting go and dropping to the groundthe dreamerfoundthe dreamerdidn't have the strength in my fingers and arms to keep hold of the ledge,the dreamerwas gripped with panic as my fingers began slipping the other male had his wits about him and got into a position below where the chute projected from the side of the craft and caught me asthe dreamerfell the elaborate solution was to engineer a hydraulic hinge which slowly swivelled through forty-five degrees and give me time to adjust my balance oddly enough, it worked it wasn't until we got into space that the other woman found out she didn't have a head for heights so before we had time to start exploring the environment we were thinking about the return the view of the universe from outside of the atmosphere was mind-boggling though the dreamerwoke thinking" will space habitation be filled with such mundane circumstances? 19052018 22022019 the name of the dream: cpu (central processing unit) limitations most of us will have hit the brick wall when it comes to cpu usage this dream overcame the problem of having too many apps (applications) open at one time by using a built-in timer for each app which automatically put the app to "sleep" for a time determined by the user the dreamerfound that when using a dozen or more apps the best sleep pattern was five seconds this stopped the cpu from "freezing" as neared 100% the dream ended asthe dreamerrealised that the computer still had a way to go before it became the all-singing device it has the potential to become addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - computer (7 ?) cpu (1) 21022019 the name of the dream: on the warpath it was nighttime it had been dark for a few hours under the cover of night a resident, for reasons which were to become the most divisive source of speculation in the history of the resident's committee, had not picked up the dog's poop the problem was not easy to solve there were only two dogs on the site and both of them were small dogs the size of the poop meant it could have come from either dog both of the owners of the dogs vigorously denied the possibility it was their dog's doing it was possible it was a non-resident but that was extremely unlikely besides, if the idea that a stranger was responsible, it would mean there would be no one to blame better to stick to the general consensus; it was a resident who was being deliberately offensive sentiments were gradually consolidating against one of the residents in particular decisions, tough decisions, would have to be made it would be better if the person who had delivered the dirty deed got out of dodge before the guns were pointed in their direction the committee was not the sort of people to mess about with addenda: vividness: 3.8 observer the category of the dream - dog poop (1) 19022019 the name of the dream: suburbia observing the rooftops of the houses as seen from the left-hand side of a train or bus moving from left to right first, there was four or five rooftops in the scene, which then became, in the second scene, the first four or five houses in the first scene plus another four or five rooftops of the next row further away the next scene, had another row which showed three tiers of houses, the next scene, four tiers and eventually the scene showed dozens and dozens of rows of houses stretching off into the distance the houses were too close together for there to be a road between the houses thenthe dreamerthought to myself "there must be some roads" the next scene, magically the scene showed an expanse of a built up area with a busy two or three-lane highway the three-lane highway was the only road in the dream the demarcation line between where the front lawns and the back gardens met was at the discretion of the occupiers there were some appealing flower arrangements and generally it appeared to be an harmonious arrangement so it will be assigned a future time-tense the stand-out part of the dream was the third or fourth scene which showed the extra space that was freed up when roads were designed out of residential areas addenda: vividness: 3.5 observer the category of the dream - surburban housing (1) 13052018 18022019 18052018 second dream name of the dream: after the dirty work comes the rewards in the first dream,the dreamerwas in what appeared to be a care-home the care-home was clean, quite brightly lit with lots white and other shades of reflective colours the dreamerhad soiled my pants the dreamerwas too embarrassed to tell anyone and was looking for somewhere to clean up the washroom didn't have a sink big enough to wash the clothes and besides, it was too public a woman was pressing me to come and join a group that was one of the highlights of the social day "i've just got something to do and then i'll be coming,"the dreamertold her the woman wanted to get to the group as quick as possible and left me the dreamereventually came across a shower and bathtub and began showering the water coming out of the shower was alternating between too hot and cold every three or four seconds which meant there was a one to a two-second window when the water was at the right temperature it took ages to get myself and the clothes acceptably clean the scene ended there the whole tone of the dream changed and for the next five scenes of this period of r.e.m. the dream sequences got better and better first was when mohammed althe dreamerappeared on the landing outside of the roomthe dreamerwas in and said "the dreamerwant you to come to a celebration" the dreamerasked him why me and he said "you'll find out when you get there" it was obvious that a surprise waited for me butthe dreamercouldn't think what it could be the next scene had marvin hagler in it he knew that something special was in store for me and said something along the lines of "see you in a bit" in the next scene,the dreamerwas telling people of my invitation and the peoplethe dreamertold hinted or asked me to take them as a guest the dreamerwas experiencing a sense of elevation as the clamour around the requests to go with me grew in the next scene,the dreamerhad just walked through the door of a popular pub in a citythe dreamerused to live in everybody who walked through the door got the once over butthe dreamerwas high on life and it was me who was giving them the once over people turned their heads to their company or picked up their drink whenthe dreamerlooked in their direction that sort of thing didn't happen in this pub the dreamerwas in a supremely confident mood and was gliding rather than walking in the next scene, was at home had just arrived after being away for a length of time sufficiently long enough for my return to cause a celebratory mood one young lad led me upstairs and steered me into the bathroom two people were already in there he told them to give me a smoke of the hash they apologised and said that there were only crumbs left, which there was whatever it is that sets the tones of dreams it wasn't going to let a simple thing like someone not having hash change the mood the dreamersaid something along the lines of "looks likethe dreamergot back just in time" and produced a lump big enough to keep us going for the night the mood of the dream vaulted to a new high, in both senses, it was top grade gear, and the party mood grew in the next scene,the dreameram at home and alone when callers arrive it is a young couple with two children both children are toddlers and both are girls the mother and the youngest of the two girls come through the door last the dreamerlooked beyond them to see if there was anybody else and the woman or the man said "it's just the two of us" the youngest of the two girls was a wide-eyed seeing-things-for-the-first-time child andthe dreamercould see she was ripe for my brand of seduction the dreamerlifted the pitch of my voice to squeaky level pointed at her while looking at her said something like "the dreamerthought you said there were only two of you. there's someone else here" the dreamerheld out my hand to her and said "c'mon" she automatically held out her hand and let me lead her she was mine first dream the name of the dream: potentially dangerous it was nighttime andthe dreamerhad hitched a ride with the two-times world's strongest man geoff capes he never initiated any talk and whenthe dreamersaid knew who he was it didn't get more than a nod of his head the dreamerwouldn't have spoken at all if it wasn't for the fact he was driving like a bat out of hell andthe dreamerthought that if he started to talk he would slow down the dreamertried again to get him into a conversation by asking him if he thought the camaraderie between competitors had changed over the years the dreamersaid, "there used to be a friendly ribbing between the sportsmen and that made the competition more enjoyable." he agreed with that and made a two-sentence reply it worked and he did slow down very slightly for a few seconds but then picked up speed again as mentioned, it was nighttime and the lights of the car didn't pick out any detail in the road beyond forty or fifty metres at the speed, we were going that just wasn't enough distance to make an emergency stop we were going well over a ton the thought crossed my mind thatthe dreamerwould get hurt if the car did crash and then immediately amended the thought hurt, who amthe dreamerkidding,the dreamerwouldn't survive a crash at the speed we were going the dream ended just then 14022019 the name of the dream: accuracies the main theme of this dream was measurements the most vivid scene was a marksman who had a handgun that looked like a flare-gun the barrel of the gun was about five centimetres in diameter the marksman rested his firing arm on his folded left arm and aimed at a length of a tube the same diameter as the barrel of the gun about five metres away being held out at arm's length by the marksman's assistant the projectile or bullet was about ten centimetres long and the same width as the tube the man standing five metres away was holding the projectile could be seen in flight just before it entered the tube very impressive a similar exhibition of accuracy was of an object being dropped from a height of about twenty metres into a container there was no leeway in where the object to be dropped could land it had to be, and was, accurate to within a centimetre in another scene, there was a woman behind a glass kiosk cum office who was being short with her words which were being delivered with a sneer becausethe dreamerdidn't know what everybody except me knew, namely" there was only one way a person could apply an estimate of food over money there was a scene involving a rabbit, butthe dreamerdon't remember the reason it was the object of the dream 17052019 15052018 third dream the name of the dream: for services rendered was handed a lump of hash the person who had just given the hash to me was an awake-time friend from eight years ago and he knewthe dreamerwould smoke all of it with him he then showed me a gold dress-watch and said "the dreamerfound it on the counter" he wanted to know if it was valuable he would know from my response if it was worth anything or not he would either be bunging the watch in a drawer when he got home or he would be spending his night's down the pub for the next week or two the watch was had a square body and it was one of those watches which was either going to be worth a lot of money or something you could use as a christmas-stocking filler it had a two-line inscription below the twelve o' clock position and another above the six o' clock position the words were difficult to make out and for half the dreamthe dreamerwas looking at the watch from one angle and then another and then another" trying to catch the writing in the right light and make it readable the dreamerwas absolutely flabbergasted whenthe dreamerdid make sense of the writing it read "presented to endic.at for services rendered by ?" and the end of the inscription read "a unique design by " ? " .?" and the date and place of the manufacturer" it was much too elaborate a hoax for my friend to have put together my friend asked again if it was worth anything andthe dreamercould sense his anticipation the dreamerwas absorbed in thought and didn't answer him second dream name of the dream: in a hurry for hash in prison in a narrow hallway where there was a lot of activity the reason for the bustle was it was the prison's equivalent of the "happy hour" the leading wheeler-dealer had got a new batch of hash and the buzz was he was doing good deals didn't have anything to strike a deal with myself but there was someonethe dreamerknew who had resources and was always ready to get high and would definitely want some which in turn meantthe dreamerwould get some told the person selling the "gear" to wait where he was for a minute to give me the time to get something he would accept in exchange for the hash; in this case, it was baccy dashed to his usual haunts but couldn't find the personthe dreamerwas looking for sothe dreamernipped back to the man who was waiting for me and said it was going to take longer thanthe dreamerthought to get the baccy as a seasoned wheeler-dealer myselfthe dreamerknew from the look on his face that he had decided thatthe dreamerwas not going to deliver my end of the bargain there and then even worse,the dreamermight ask him to give it to me andthe dreamerwould "square-up" with him later an agreement that nearly always results in the person doing the collecting chasing around for the owed-amount for days the dream faded out first dream the name of the dream: future-tense website hosting this dream was a think-read dream was reading the comments of the most recent entry on my website the comments were of the three-to-seven word type and there were six or seven of them they were neatly laid out in coloured boxes in a line one of them read" "i'm innit too" decided to respond to the comment the rest of the dream was me trying to access/activate the "reply-to" comments feature managed to access one of the replies but, as is usual with my dreams, wasn't able to physically generate letters using the keyboard and type a reply was between states of consciousness and was forming the question "has one.com got any plans to incorporate a message box into the website ?" asthe dreamerwoke 16022019 14052018 the name of the dreams: the powered buggy and the hole in the road dream had a power-chair (mobility scooter) its top speed on the flat was around twenty kmph the buggy slowed noticeable on up-gradients and sped up to about thirty kmph going down the first scene of this mega-scened dream has me trundling along at about top speed on a flat road there's next-to-no traffic in this or any of the scenes another scene is in the centre of a city there is a two to three metre deep and two-metre wide rectangular hole in the ground which has clearly been made with a mechanical digger and stretches from one side of the road to the other; the width of the road is the better part of twenty metres the dreamerlay boards across all of the holes to enable me to drive the wheelie across asthe dreamerdrive the vehicle over the boards they give significantly andthe dreamerrealise that the boards would break if a heavier vehicle were to try to go over them on cue, a car appears thirty or forty metres away heading towards wherethe dreameram the dreamerrun towards it and stand in the middle of the road with my arm out in front of me in an unmistakable "stop" gesture so the car has no option but to stop the dreamertell the driver there are roadworks ahead and he shouldn't try to go across the boards as they aren't able to bear the weight of the car the problem wasthe dreamerhad made such a neat job of laying the boards down it looked like they had been put there as a temporary measure by the firm which was doing the roadworks the driver of the car thoughtthe dreamerwas being overly dramatic, as some people do in such situations, and dismissed my warning and drove away the dreamerwatched as the car moved onto the boards fully expecting them to break and having to call the emergency services but to my surprise, the boards did give a lot more than when my wheelie crossed over them but didn't break under the weight of the car in another scene,the dreamerwas talking to a policeman and pretending thatthe dreamerhad witnessed an incident involving a mobility chair the dreamerasked the policeman who would be liable if the car had broken the boards and crashed asthe dreamerwas relating the circumstances of the accidentthe dreamerslipped up in my account of the story and blurted out thatthe dreamerhad only just acquired the power-chair as mentioned, there were scenes coming and going at a speed in this dream the details given are of the stand-out scenes of the dream the cause of the dream: thinking about using a mobility scooter to move the p.a. equipment for the gig mentioned in the first dream of 12052018 15022019 the name of the dream: the art of mothering this was a prolonged one-scene dream the first impression of the fifteen-month-old baby wriggling and shifting her body from side to side was that she was uncomfortable the baby girl was resting along her mother's forearm and was nestled into the mother's midriff asthe dreamergazed, the expression on the baby's face became clearer, she wasn't in discomfort but was smiling her smile was changing from hardly perceptible to varying degrees of a broad smile, and occasionally, her smile would settle into a relaxed contentment finally, it was possible to see what was happening the mother had, some time previous, discovered one her child's tickle spots was around her lower-rib cage the mother didn't need to look at the child she could tell from the baby's movements that she was hitting the tickle-spot all the mother needed to do was use her middle finger to cause the baby to experience sensations that caused her baby to smile it was the casual, natural way, the mother was using her finger to maintain a state of "contact" between her and the child which was the stand-out bit of the dream to the mother it had become as easy to keep in "contact" with her child as it was to scratch an itch without having to even think about it, the movement of the baby told the mother how much pressure to use and where next to place her finger it was quite an education see a mother using the subtlest of movements to entertain her child the way this mother was doing this was a mother on top of her game addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer the category of the dream - mother/baby () tickling (1) 14022019 13052018 second dream the name of the dream: too popular an awake-time ex-girlfriend from seven years ago turned up out of the blue the dreamerhad some ace hash and was only too eager to impress her she appreciated the "hit" and praised its qualities more than once in the next scene, we were "getting into each other", althoughthe dreamermust admitthe dreamerwas more enthusiastic about getting back together than she was the last timethe dreamersaw her she was a little overweight and it gave her face a "heavy" look in this dream, she had transformed she had a classy two-sided hair-style, had lost weight and her face was a picture of health the dreamercommented "you look really well" in the next scene,the dreamerwas answering the door to a youngish man had never seen him before and he asked me if he could buy some hash beforethe dreamerhad time to tell him no the scene had changed and now there were three young men the closest to me started to make his way through the door the dreamerstretched out my arm and placed my hand on his chest and kept him back he became more determined and nowthe dreamerwas having to use the weight of my body to stop him moving forward the two people either side and behind him began to move forward as well the scene changed again and now there were five young men; the pushing and shoving had stopped the dreamersaid something like "there's too many of you" and this part of the dream ended the next part of the dream was the same house now there was an awake-time neighbour looking through the letter-box it was a friendly face we exchanged one or two sentences through the letterbox that's allthe dreamercan remember of this part of the dream the stand-out parts of the dream: the girl's complexion and the pressure of the young man pushing against my hand notes 1 for the second time the writer is going to explain where you-know-who stands in relation to thc on two occasions, while smoking hash, the state known as a "whitie" occurred whenthe dreamerwas firmly in the grip of the whitie she/he chimed in with "no more blow"; the tone of the sentence was unequivocal the second time, a year more later, her/his words was "remember this time" feeling as thoughthe dreamershould be allowed to decide for myselfthe dreamercontinued smoking it for some years after you-know-who had made her/his thoughts known the dreamerpressed the point on one occasion "is it ok to smoke it once in a while ?" that question got a reluctant "the dreamersuppose so" from the tonethe dreamercould tell she/he was disappointedthe dreamerhad asked then a year or two laterthe dreamerasked: "is it alright to smoke it once a year ?" that question went unanswered lastly,the dreamerasked: "is it ok to eat it once a year" and to my surprise, she/he gave her/his approval the tone of the words carried the feeling of a happy compromise so that's it, people once a year the dreamerhaven't yet met with disapproval for the idea of a weekend of non-stop dancing using hash cakes and hash soups for sustenance friday night to sunday night of being high equals one one-hundredth and an eighty-fourth of a year ! notes 2 an instance of hypocrisy ten days of continual use of marijuana has helped me break the habit of having two periods of sleep in one day for three or four days before using marijuana and for the first time in three years,the dreamerhad not been remembering dreams and the trend is continuing while smoking what influence does cannabis have on dreams ? first dream the name of the dream: stop motion with looped sound this dream took place in my current location there were three of us, all males we were standing in and around the doorway that linked the living room to the hallway one of the others had rolled a really neat joint it was the length of a hand and about as thick as a biro then, the motion in the dream stopped the dreamerwas waiting for him to light it but he didn't both of them stood there motionless the dreamerthought they were playing a joke on me, knowingthe dreamerwould be waiting to have a smoke myselfthe dreamerwould get impatient and say something they played their parts well andthe dreamerdid say something but still, they didn't move the dreamerthought "i'll turn the tables on them" sothe dreamerwhipped the joint out of his mouth of the and put it in mine still, they didn't move the dreamerthought "the dreamerknow how to get them to move. i'll light it and start smoking it myself" the dreamerwould be breaching the etiquette "the roller gets first dibs" that exists amongst tokers and would have a laugh on them they will soon stop playing thenthe dreamerthought the dreamernever lit it because now, after several seconds, they were still stock still andthe dreamerrealised something strange was happening as more seconds passedthe dreamerwanted someone else to see whatthe dreamerwas seeing sothe dreamerwent to the front door and opened it for the first few fleeting moments after opening the door the postman, who wasn't delivering anything to me, was moving but then he too went into freeze-frame before any other thoughts went through my head a dog's bark sounded in the dream it was a low, gruff/growl type of bark it wasn't until the sixth or seventh bark thatthe dreamerrealised it was the same bark which was repeating and, to complete the weirdness of the dream, it was only in my left ear the category of the dream - stop-motion dream (2) notes 1 this is the second stop-motion dream this one has the added feature of sound 1302201 12052018 first dream both dreams about p.a.'s the first one was my attempt to win the contract to host an event at what looked like the stands at a race-horse track gave an assessment of equipment required and costs that was it for this dream the second dream was about what type of music to play and who to get to help me at a week-end festival the last scene of this dream was some people in a car asking me ifthe dreamerknew where such and such a place was the dreamerdid and as it happened, it was wherethe dreamerwas headed it occured to me to suggest thatthe dreamercould take them to it and save me having to walk but the dream ended cause of the dream: a local free paper through the letter-box which listed up-coming events for the summer the emphasis of the first three pages were on out-door music events 12022019 11052018 second sleep, the second dream name of the dream: the girl in care became acquainted with a girl in a hospital she seemed alright to me but was being supervised a kinship between us developed immediately andthe dreamerwanted to help her get out of the hospital the dreamerran up against a brick wall in the form of the hospital's administration, it didn't want to know about any suggestionsthe dreamermade they had the attitude of knowing what was best for her which was frustrating becausethe dreamerknew what was best for her as well the dreamerwould have to see her as an out-patient the name of the dream: the dream of a memory (?) second sleep, the first dream the same people as in the first sleep we were talking about this, that and the other that was it this dream was about as uneventful as they get first sleep name of the dream: reluctant x there were three of us in this dream; two males and a female the male was an awake-time friend from years gone by alan has featured in at least two other dreams, although considering our friendship began sixty-plus years ago and lasted for twenty years, there should have been more the three of us were in a reclining position and loosely clothed the girl held my hand and then kissed it she obviously wanted to become intimate the dreamerfelt awkward and held back because she was alan's girl the girl said "for goodness sake" and took the initiative we conjoined andthe dreamerwas glad we did; it was nice 11022018 the name of the dream: the barber from another time in the barber's chair having a hair-cut the barber had a lit fag dangling from his lips as he snipped away at one point the red end of the fag touched my face it didn't hurt in the dream but it galvanised me into giving the barber a piece of my mind, a big piece addenda: vividness: 3 participant the category of the dream - hair-cut (1) 10022018 the name of the dream: prepping for heaven a multi-themed dream in which one of the themes contained a scene which has been bubbling under the surface of the awake-time memory the memory/image has been presenting itself independent of the mental decision to do so since the first time it occurred three or four days ago how to describe it" big, recall the biggest thing that impressed you as being big, and which is still imprinted your memory as the biggest thing you ever saw now add colour, lots of colour, and a feeling of childish anticipation that the most exciting you can experience is starting to happen give the size and colour linear shapes and nestle them in an area at, behind and above a black horizon so now, the sense of the size of the objects isn't quite as big but the space the objects are in has become the biggest thing your sense of size has ever tried to measured notes 1 the reality this picture memory presents is of an earth-bound observer seeing linear-shaped images or beings almost as big as a planet notes 2 it was within a day or two of this dream that a new variation cropped up during a montage,the dreameropened my eyes half-way and was presented with both the image of the montage and the sights being seen through half-opened eyes? almost immediately,the dreamersaw the breadth of the application's that two different time-tenses or consciousnesses working together could have try it yourself the next time you have a montage addenda: vividness: 3.7 observer the category of the dream - linear shaped beings (1) 09022018 the name of the dream: an escape through a narrow shaft there were three of us, a female and two males somehow we had got trapped in a confined area below the floor which would give us access to the general population a round pipe the width of a person went up through the concrete ceiling and there was a gap of about thirty centimetres to one side of it the concrete ceiling was two-thirds of a metre thick and was two and a half metres above the floor we were standing on the dreamerwas the first to try to squeeze through the gap next to the pipe the difficulty was pushing me up high enough so my arms were free of the restrictions which would let me rest my elbows on the floor above and haul myself up we decided the best plan of action was for the smallest of us, the girl, to be pushed up the girl would have to keep her arms by her side and keep her balance until we had pushed her high enough for her to arms to clear the thickness of the concrete floor the dreamersat on the shoulders of the other man and he lifted me to within touching distance of the hole, now the girl had to climb up the men the idea was for me to place my hands, palm-up, on my shoulders which the girl would stand on and then for me to push her up the dream didn't have the scenes of the girl getting through the gap but the next scene was of the three of us standing in front of a black door that had a see-through panel half the size of the door on the other side of the black door there was a smiling man with a fire hose and about to turn on a jet of water in the last scene, the three of us are barracking and giving the finger to the man spraying the water at the door and full of jubilation we had been rescued addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - enclosed areas () accompanied () 08022019 10052018 the name of the dream: the weekly report the weekly report is a detailed written or spoken account of a persons most important moment or hour of the week and it's something everybody does it didn't matter what the substance of the report/record was, just as long as the person was in the habit of making it routinely somebody asked me ifthe dreamerwould do their weekly report the person who asked me to do it for him hadn't forgotten to do it but intended to ask someone when there was no time left to do it and someone like myself who took the weekly report as being civic duty/responsibility would help out there wasn't time to make up something, it meantthe dreamerwould have to submit an hour of my life as his if the report was reviewed by someone and the person who read it thought it should be highlighted for general discussion then it would come to light that the review wasn't by the person named on the report it would be a permanent stain on my character the dreamerwas giving the person who asked me to do it ear-ache for not doing it himself when the dream came to an end notes 1 this dream may well have a considerable constructive value millions of people submitting the most significant hour the week new thoughts and feelings the report might only take ten seconds to read or listen to or it could take an entire day with the internet at our disposal, it is easy to imagine some reports containing insights or information which could reshape our outlook/values or way of living overnight 07022019 09052018 the name of the dream: broken dream the chime of my door-bell is loud was smack-bang in the middle of a vivid dream when a man delivering goods rang the door-bell the dream was still running for three or four seconds after getting to my feet the dreamer was completely disoriented for those few seconds it was a mix of the two conscious states it could be likened to being slapped across the face while relaxed the dreamerfelt as thoughthe dreamerhad been assaulted whatever the content of the dream was it was broken into pieces whenthe dreamertried to recall the dream it had gone completely from the memory it was though something had been damaged beyond repair and trying to fix it was like trying to re-assemble a stack of snowflakes in a warm room; the effort of trying to do something brought home the futility of trying to do it note 1 perhaps an essential feature of dreams is that for the dream to serve its purpose it has to be experienced in full notes 2 two days in a row that the dreams have not been accessible! 06022019 08052018 the name of the dream: seating arrangements this is the vaguest dream for more than a month lay awake trying to recall it for half an hour it was something to do with being advised not to exert too great a mental effort in another scene, at a cinema and there was a girl who was sitting in my seat tried to get her to realise she was sitting in my seat by repeatedly looking at my ticket and then at her but that didn't work there was a compromise as to who should sit where the dreamerwanted to get to know her but it didn't happen 06022019 the name of the dream: good contact this dream was either in london or amsterdam a person said he would introduce me to someone who would supply me with the hash when we got to the house there were two people there the chap who was going to supply me had an extremely interesting persona about him he had light-brown skin, slightly portly, a deep smooth voice, an engaging personality and was totally at ease his relaxed manner could be a character borne of years of being "laid back" but it struck me as being a natural trait he was only too prepared to give me whatthe dreamerwanted on a regular basis the dreamerbought it there and then, smoked some with him and was walking away from his flat on a double high in the last scene the stand-out part of the dream: the supplier's personality fourth dream: the name of the dream: the frog-being same location as the third dream am walking along when a sound catches my attention looking at where the sound come from didn't show anything a second time the sound was louder but still nothing which looked like it could have made the sound by now the dreamer is standing still so he could zero-in on where the sound is coming from when it sounded again the dreamerl ocated the position of the sound but still nothing which told me where to look the fourth time the sound occurred a slight bit of movement was visible from where the sound was the dreamer moved closer and could now see the movement of the breathing of the animal it was a light shade of deep green, half the size of a golf ball and its eyes were visible if the dreamer had to describe it in one word he would say it was a frog but when the dreamer picked it up it beacame obvious it wasn't your typical frog first off, it was closer to being round than any other shape it didn't have anything that looked like legs where it limbs should have been there was small bits of flesh that didn't look like they could move it or support it when it made another sound the dreamer picked it up as the dreamer is looking at it its mouth opened and a sound with two syllables came out it is trying to say something! whatever the meaning of the sound, it didn't convey anything two more times the frog-thing made noises and still, absolutely nothing suggested itself then, completely out of the blue and out of character with its demure posture the frog-being gave out a shout-scream which lasted, like the other sound-dream a few days ago, for a full two seconds the sound had a bass resonance which filled my head and left no room for anything other than the sound to exist between my ears but the thing was, the sound was completely recognisable as a sound only a human being could make the dreamer realised immediately, this animal, if that's what it is, has intelligence the dreamer is focused on looking at it and ready to really try to understand what is what trying to get me to understand twice more it made the captivating human sound each time the characteristic of the human quality of the sound became more pronounced it would be possible to understand what it was trying to say eventually but it would take dozens and dozens of attempts the frog-like being,and the dreamer would swear to it, could read my mind and jumped out of my hand the dreamer picked it up, it made the mesmerising sound again and then jumped out of my hand again the dreamer isn't ready for it, yet notes 1 if this dream is leading to where i think it may be leading to, then the frog-being should feature in another dream notes 2 this is the second dream within this week where the sound of the dream was the stand-out part of the dream both times the sound reverberated through my being the third dream at the start of this dream the dreamer mentioned the frog to the man in this dream he was familiar with it and knew the name of the species and laughed slightly when he mentioned it the man worked for a financial trading company the dreamer had spoken to him on the phone and he told me to drop in and see him and he would explain what is is the dreamer didn't understand in a couple of minutes he was really friendly the dreamer thinks he gave him some text to read or he was explaining what it was that the dreamer didn't understand which caused this regular dream to become me a think-read dream the think-reading became simple to put together it became so easy it was possible to anticipate the text six. seven or eight words ahead of the last word formed basically, it was two or three sentences that explained the grey areas of the graph there were marker-positions on the graph which indicated, according to where the markers combined and became brighter or fainter shades of red and green, if it was a safe-buy with a good probability of making a profit or if it was a less than probable of the likelihood of being a success or if it was a possible or probable loss by looking at the markers and lines on the screen two or three times as the dreamer is reading the explanation the description the marker-graph became an image category of dream: think-read dream with images (1) notes 1 the think-reading in this think-dream was as easy to read as would be the writing of any new or unfamiliar text that had graphics in it can it be presumed that think-read dreams which contain pictorial descriptions will as a matter of course automatically produce images as the description of the images in the text are dread ? notes 2 another thing" as the images in the text were being formed there was a noticeable shift from the dream-conscious to awake-conscious the merging of consciousnesses continues at a pace second dream name of dream: jumper twilight-time in coventry it was located where the odeon cinema is or was (you can google-earth it) was in a sky-high mood and was jumping asthe dreamerwas walking the jumps weren't hop, skip and a jump type of jumps, the jumps put real distance between the ground and my feet no one else was doing it sothe dreamerpresume the gravity-defying heights of most of the jumps were part of my mood or perhaps latent abilities coming through no one was startled, on the contrary, people were enjoying watching the display and their broad teeth-smiles encouraged me to do more of the same an african male who looked to be in his early twenties started to speak to me sothe dreamerstopped jumping we spoke for a few sentences and he said we should go back to his place the dreamerwas in too good a mood to disappoint anyone sothe dreameragreed within a few steps he had clasped my right arm between his left arm and torso and had a firm grip of my right hand with his left hand and whenthe dreamertried to jump he used his right hand as well which stopped me from being able to jump butthe dreamercould still skip he didn't seem to mind the skipping but his vice-like hold on me told me he had become possessive a possessiveness which became more and more accentuated through his tone of voice and it gradually dawned on me he intended to keep me as a pet, or even worse, a slave it wasn't going to be hard to break free of his grip andthe dreamerwas weighing up whether to give him a hard or soft jolt back to reality when the dream ended notes 1 every ethnicity has a proportion of devolving beings it's too early in evolution to say whether any one of the ethnicities has a greater or lesser number of devolving beings than another or if there is an almost exact balance, so don't let your prejudices sway your opinion first dream the name of the dream: the first day of business had finally put together an awake-time pet project if it was the success there would be the scope for huge expansion which could easily end up employing ten's of thousands of people a team of ten or twelve of us were checking every aspect of what was to be the first day of business the following day we were wearing the clothes we would be wearing on the first day of business; basically, it was a dress rehearsal which doubled up as preparation one of the team was a small man from eastern europe who was the "quietly efficient" type a native british man asked, "why are there two packets of brown sugar ?" the eastern european man said, "the dreamerthought it would help if we had an extra one of as many different of items we would be using regularly and have essential information of the product, quality, weight, cost" and compare them to the same product in the future" whether he realised or not it also meant that anyone and everyone would be able to check and make sure that every product we used and which was a repeat-purchase was the best value-for-money product on the market at that time and it also meant that there were would be no room for embezzlement a man who was responsible for maintaining an ongoing repeat purchase said jokingly "the dreamerhope he doesn't do that with me" the dreamerjumped in, "it's a good idea. do it with everybody. including me" we had all agreed that the following day's business would start at seven-thirty a.m. and it would give us ample time to make any adjustments and improvisations for oversight's the first contact with our client was scheduled for nine the next scene was the following morning andthe dreamerhad just woke the dreamerlooked at the clock next to the bed; it was twenty-past eight a feeling of panic flooded through me the dreamerwas due to meet the clients and begin my part of the business venture at nine o clock which meantthe dreamerwould need to be there at least ten minutes before to demonstratethe dreamercould be ahead of schedule if needs be the placethe dreamerhad to be wasn't too far away but neither was it within walking distance the dreamerhad to consider getting someone who should be doing their job to break their schedule and come and get me couldthe dreamerrun it in time ? first thing's first: wash, dress and shave forget about breakfast, that was a pipe-dream the thought of why somebody hadn't knocked on the door or phoned me kept on going through my mind that no one had contacted me might mean that others had slept in too the day was turning into a disaster in a way, all the future plans for the business revolved around this first day's appointment it would set the tone and it was on a downward slope a feeling that something was wrong began welling up in me and it caused me to wake up the dreamerlooked at the wall clock it was just after four a.m. 04052019 second sleep the name of dream: this was the longest-ever montage the images in the montage were not that varied considering the length of the montage (five minutes plus) mostly they were cartoon figures and settings, mainly they are a rich-pastel colours two or three times during the montage the sequence of images and actions stopped for two or three seconds but a relaxed determintation got them flowing again i was thinking as the images and actions went on and on that a person could quite easily spend a whole day doing it more than once i tried, without any success, to impose new themes into the sequence here's the new thing, this montage contained three dreams part-way through watching the montage i slipped into dream-time three different times the first time it was with a woman, the second was with a dog and the third was of myself explaining and describing to another person that i was experiencing a montage the last dream in the montage... we were in a small room with a window that was three-quarters of the wall he moved to the window and looked out and i said "i'm not seeing what your seeing" he nodded and i went on, "as i'm talking to you i am seeing pastel-coloured cartoon figures and actions" he said "yes, you said the export order for liverpool is here" those words weren't in any part of the montage sequence and i said "now i can see two fat elderly people, a woman and a man who are looking daggers at each other the dirty looks they were giving each other were straight out of a cartoon and i could hear myself chuckling every time there was a slight variation of their expressions so now it was an externalised dream within within a montage! it is also a new category of dream-time conscious: narration of a dream as it is happening the second dream within the montage was of a dog which wanted to approach me but was weary i squeezed my lips together and made a kiss sound and the dog moved forward a little after three times of doing that i was stroking the dog and it was relaxed in the next scene it was a different dog the new dog was a gold-cum-sandy-coloured and its mouth was open and its tongue was lolling out of its mouth in the way dogs do when they are too warm we are in a moving vehicle are looking out of the window and we were in a moving vehicle, i think it was a train the third dream within this montage was of a woman can't remember hardly anything of this dream except it was of a woman probably because it was the first dream within the montage and so much happened after this dream category of the dream: montage-dreams (1) and narrated dream: (1) first sleep, first dream name of dream: seriously sexy curvature same lady as one of the lady's in yesterday's x dream we were both unclothed, standing and with mounting anticipation pulling each other lightly into one another our heads were side by side and our ears were touching the dreamerlooked down during this part of the embrace and asthe dreamerwas looking down the sight of the curvature of her body from her neck down and along the spine and back out again to the peak of the protrusion of her buttock's sent my senses reeling the dreamerwas at bursting point the sight of the colour of her skin and the sweeping curves of her back was a top-flight x visualisation category: x dream (32) addenda: vividness:: 4.7 03022019 the name of the dream: when men stopped believing was watching, or may have been participating in, a review of a piece of art called "man on a train." it was a painting of five of the carriages of a train and it was moving from left to right as it passed through the viewer's field of view the viewer was meant to keep her or his head still as the painting moved from left to right, the idea was to give the viewer a different impression for each of the carriages as the carriages filled their field of view of between 100 to 120 degrees three of the carriages were in colour and had around seven or eight persons in each of them the passengers in the coloured carriages were looking in the direction the train was going or the direction it was coming from the middle two carriages were in black and white and the passengers were looking out of the train looking directly at the viewer when the two black and white black and white carriages had just gone out of the picture, a voice said: "did you see it? why is it in? it spoils it" then, a woman and a man began debating, at great length, the minutiae of the painting and critiquing, of what seemed to be to me, completely insignificant things the debate went on and on" the dreamercouldn't stand it any longer the dreamerinterrupted "the dreamerlike art as much as the next person, but there are other things in life which need to be given the same amount of scrutiny as we're giving to this work of art." the dreamercontinued, "don't you know that the reason men in europe stopped believing in god was that the suffering they had to endure in world war one was so intense they couldn't believe that a loving god would let it happen?" notes 1 asthe dreamerwas growing up the phrasethe dreamerheard, again and again, was, "if god existed he wouldn't have let it happen" the reason for most wars is money only those living in denial or ignorance will fail to see the truth of the matter as usual, it's jewish and british financiers and the other two cliques mentioned in the lead article who are causing the current acts of mass murder notes 1 the pde's of the last couple of days are the foundation for this dream one was watching a biography of turner, the other was listening to a programme that tried to whitewash what was the second greatest act of mass murder (the first is hiroshima) in history by saying that a thousand people were killed when it was, in fact, a hundred thousand addenda: vividness: 3.3 observer and participant the category of the dream - art/war (1) 02022019 01052018 first dream the name of the dream: futuristic t.v. staying with an awake-time friend from twenty-three years ago he had an almost-square wall-mounted t.v. about one-hundred twenty cm it had the most dicreet design of any t.v. i've ever seen the only thing on the front was the name of the manufacturer it was called a google netbox; there were three or four other words written on it the words on the screen were a slightly lighter shade of black than the screen and they became invisible when the set was on the design of the t.v. was captivating but the real bit of tech was the channel-receiver which was itself about a third of the size of the t.v. and had array of about thirty square coloured buttons which protruded slightly the dreameralready had a t.v. but the large gizmo which passed the channels to the t.v. was a must it could pick up any signal which was in the ether which meant tens of thousands and even perhaps even millions of channels it was an internet version of t.v. channels the dreamerordered and paid for one and the delivery and installation of the "techmaster" is the next scene in the dream a woman with a body that had a big frame was reading out the terms and conditions bit of the contract and mentioned a fifty pound charge for maintenance if it ever needed it the dreamersaid "that wasn't mentioned whenthe dreamerordered it" the women said "yes,the dreamerknow" and carried on reading out the terms and conditions as though she hadn't heard me the dreamersaid "just a moment. fifty pounds isn't nothing. in certain circumstances it can be a lot" the woman had obviously had issues about the fifty pounds on other occasions and knew that a person would nod and accept it or would, like me, start questioning it the dreamersaw she was bracing herself for what might be an awkward time to me this sort of sneaky money-grabbing was a sore point and had been the cause of a done-deal becoming undone on more than just one other occassion the dream ended 01022019 the name of the dream: back in prison it was the first day of my sentence andthe dreamerwas in the dining area against the wall furthest away from the serving area there was a part of the dining area that had goods for sale the items were in see-through plastic packets about the size of a credit card the packets were hooked onto the fixture with metal s-shaped hooks the itemthe dreamerwanted was at the top of the fixture andthe dreamerassumed a person wanting to buy an item would be able to detach the packet and make sure it was what he wanted mistake a thin, tall inmate was standing next to the hard cardboard fixture, probably to make sure no one nicked anything and was waiting for someone like me to do whatthe dreamerdid which was to unhook an item to look at it in detail he said "you're not allowed to take them off the board. put it back" the dreamertried to explainthe dreameronly wanted to make sure it was whatthe dreamerwanted but this guy had the protection of the guards and used his position to assert himself authoritatively, something he could only do if he had back-up he caught the attention of one of the guards and the guard began making his way towards us the dreamerhadn't been in the place five minutes and alreadythe dreamerwas a trouble-maker the dreamerknew there would be a harsh punishment and lost control of myself by grabbing the small finger of the hand of the trustee inmate and bending it back until he was wincing and said "if you get me in trouble i'll see you later" the inmate said "now you've assaulted me as well" in the next scene,the dreameram in an outdoor training ground with mud everywhere and am being escorted towards a scene of activity it was two lines of young men in dark-blue overalls who were competing with each other there were being trained for armed-combat there was impressive coordination in their movements and they sounded-off in unison the dreamerknew my fate and had accepted it the dreamersaid to the escort-guard "there is a strong camaraderie between them" the last part of the dream was a montage which had about five scenes it was a trailer of a war film which ended as the title of the film was beginning to show it was called "the desert rats" the category of the dream - prison () and short-clip montage (1) notes 1 the last four weeks is the longest run of entries since beginning dreams diary without missing a day 30042018 31012019 name of dream: a snack and a decent meal, not the first scene, invited three mates back for fried eggs, tinned tomatoes and toast they gratefully accepted and their warm response to my offer told methe dreamerhad asked the right people at the right time the second scene, back at my place on the second floor of a two-storey house in the cramped room of the bedsit, the neon light went out decided to take the tube out of its housing and reinsert it thinking it might be a loose connection in the third scene, asthe dreameram stretching up again and trying to loosen the neon strip from its housing a round bit of silver-coloured metal fell from the light and shorted the electrics (the most vivid part of the dream" 3.6) the mood changed as we all realised the meal was off one of the invited people was really disappointed and started complaining with a challenging belligerence the dreamerapologised as sincerely and humbly asthe dreamerknew how the fourth scene, the three males had left the dream and was still hungry sothe dreamerdecided to "splash out" and go and have a sit-down meal at a half-decent cafe the fifth scene, at the almost-a-restaurantthe dreamerdiscovered my credit cards were back at the bedsit the sixth scene, back in the room the wardrobe was falling apart the bottom of the wardrobe was crumbling and losing tiny bits of wood every timethe dreamermoved something while looking for the cards it was on the verge of becoming so unstable it might topple forward the next time it moved the seventh scene, went to the next floor down where the landlady, a shapely and sturdy woman of about thirty, was telling me she couldn't do anything about the wardrobe until the next day the eighth scene, back in my room and looking down at the front door of the building watching the comings and goings of the people the ninth scene was on the ground floor, asthe dreamerwas leaving the building someone's visitor was coming into the house he said something "sarky" in a dismissive and provocative way as we passed each other notes 1 every scene was a different time-tense the dream-time or inter-undulationary memory was doing its best to put together the pde's gauging it from the addenda: vividness: factor, this dream was mainly past time-tenses ideally, we're trying to achieve a addenda: vividness: factor of 3.3 and higher for all scenes will start putting the addenda: vividness: rating at the end of each scene addenda: vividness:: the average of all scenes" 3.2 participant the category of the dream - food-theme dream without food (1) 31012019 the third dream name of dream: in my place with one or two other people nothing special was happening light chatter, a bit of movement the bedthe dreamerhad slept on was like a bed that someone had just got out of a figure went passed the kitchen window and in the next scene dennis had just walked into the living room he had come to ask what was the best point of departure to get to france "dover,"the dreamersaid "what's the best way to get to dover ?" he asked "train,"the dreamersaid in the next scene, he sat and then laid down on the bedthe dreamerhad just got out of he had moccasin-style beach sandals on and the heels of them were resting on the sheets "don't put your feet on the sheets.the dreamersleep on them" he sat back up the dreamersaid "i'll come with you. i've got the money andthe dreamerfancy a holiday" the dreamerwouldn't be going to france though,the dreamerwould be going to holland; my favourite country there was some more talking about the journey to dover before the dream ended time-tense: 6 notes 1 the most noteworthy thing about this dream was the details of the location the location was accurate right down to the position of the sofa and the colour of the cover of the duvet and the people in the dream are peoplethe dreamerknow currently in the dream, my feet are pointing west whereas the current, and long-standing position, is north this is very much a present time-tense a computer wasn't in this dream and that means the dream was the past of a past undulation the absence of a computer must mean it is between fifty or a hundred or so undulations of the present undulation apart from precognitive dreams, this was the most accurate placement of the time-tense of any dream so far * with one raised to the 99th power years to go in this undulation, you may wonder why there is only a one-year step forward each undulation love/life, you should be aware, is generous to a fault love/life is also ultra-sensitive to the feelings of those who are terminally-ill: see the analogy of parents with terminally-ill children in the endic database * there is also the consideration of soul-partners who are coming-to-be and those who have yet to establish the connection with their soul-partner the wanton acts of murder that have and are being perpetrated in the present and past of this undulation reflect the insensitivity of our nature as we move forward into the future of this undulation our feelings become evermore honed-in to the delicate balance of the qualitative aspect of our lives by the time you-know-who is with us these times won't be of any significance to take a qualitative run at infinity means attuning ourselves in a way and to a degree which we are not yet able to imagine one insight we can project into the forever is pleasure it can be stated with confidence that we will have to be in a state of pleasure at least five and ten thousand times more pleasurable than the most pleasurable experiences we currently experience it won't be football-match emotions, (over the moon one minute and down in the dumps the next) it will be a steadily increasing state of wonder second dream name of the dream: some men just can't wait in bed and there is a girl in the next room who was getting ready to join me she was taking a space-age to come to me through from where she was the longerthe dreamerwas waiting the more arousedthe dreamerbecame it got to the point wherethe dreamercouldn't contain myself so before you could say "cock robin"the dreamermasturbated and had ejaculated and then there was another wait and still, in a state of arousal,the dreamermasturbated again and ejaculated again the dreamerwas still cleaning myself when she walked into my room from her room she said "have you come ?" andthe dreamernodded she deliberately waited for me to empty myself; it would take longer for me to get worked up again the dreamerfelt disappointed with myself for not being able to control myself oddly,the dreamerwas still feeling disappointed with myself even afterthe dreamerwoke up and realised it was only a dream category of dream: x dream (30) stand-out part of the dream: take a wild guess first dream name of the dream: attempted intimidation on the ground floor of a three-storey prison a narrow-faced, narrow-eyed, diminutive inmate thoughtthe dreamerwas ripe for intimidation he made a veiled threat concerning my future the dreamerwasn't in the mood to be threatened the dreamerfeinted a movement with my left arm to the left his eyes followed my arm with his gaze distractedthe dreamerwhipped my right hand to his neck and using the index finger ran the back of the nail across his throat "do you realise how easy it would be to cut your throat with a piece of broken glass ?"the dreamersaid he was looking at me as the dream ended category of dream: prison: closed () cause of the dream: thoughts during the day addenda: vividness:: 3.1 - participant 29012019 the first dream the name of the dream: a peoples banquet the first scene, a family of about eight at a dining table having a meal the atmosphere was more like that of people at a banquet second dream the name of the dream swinging on a star https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BvZJCh34LjQ the first scene, moving about in a largish room singing the song "swinging on a star" and alternating between normal, falsetto and bass voice second scene: one or two other people chimed in at various points in the song which gave the song more swing (the stand-out part of the dream) the third dream name of the dream: deadly peep the first scene had to go to the bathroom the second scene, in the bathroom and whenthe dreamertried to lock the door the latch on the door slid over the latch-catch but slipped back off it just as easily with the slightest pressure the dreamerexpected to be in there for more than a minute or two and began trying different ways of getting the door to close securely a peashooter-sized square metal bar materialised and slotted into position in the latch area and kept the door secure the fourth scene, someone fired a bullet through the door which only just missed me then there was another shot and another bullet which, again, buried itself into the wall the door was made of a flimsy hardboard there was a hole in the area where the latch was about the size of a salad tomato, presumably where the original lock for the door had been there was also a button-sized hole in the middle of the door which looked like it was a peep-hole and there was a gap at the top of the door big enough for someone to stick there head through the dreamerlooked through the peephole to see who it was firing at me and saw the person with the gun who could now also see me the dreamerjumped behind a wall to the side of the door just in time to miss the next bullet the person with the gun knew the bullet wouldn't pass through the wall and poked the barrel of the gun through the peep-hole and turned the barrel in my direction a round tube of metal in the peep-hole became dislodged as the gun was forced through the dreamergrabbed hold of it now he could fire a shot at wherethe dreamerwas but equally couldn't see ifthe dreamerwas still in the positionthe dreamerhad moved to he stuck his head over the top of the door to locate me while he was getting into position it gave me enough time to slip the round, hollow metal sleeve that had lined the peephole, and which was now conveniently bent, and enable it to slip over the barrel of the gun and direct the exiting bullet to fire upwards the bloke with the gun looked over the door, saw whatthe dreamerhad done and said "you must be g joking" the dreamerwas waiting for him to pull the trigger when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 3 observer (meal) participant for the other two the category of the dream - multi-themed dream () food () singing () toilet drama (1) 28012019 24012019 the name of the dream: hurricanes this dream is a new variation of a Montage the first 4 or 5 images, were of winds blowing over walls, fences etc. the montage sequence stopped after the fifth scene and it became a regular-type dream (prolonged scenes) then, after the regular-type of a dream, another four or five montage-motion images occurred swapping between, montages and regular-type dreams happened three or four times in the last of the regular-type dream sequences, a girl said something andthe dreamersaid to her "me?" and she said "yes, mr talk-to-the-feds, me" all in all, there were three or four montage-motion scenes with hurricane-strength winds showing things being blown into the air or along the ground or broken notes 1 the dreamerknew this was going to happen years ago because dreams start at the beginning of time and encompass all the experiences of all people throughout all Undulations, dreams and dreams theory is going to become bigger than any encyclopedia could be it's not just the content of dreams which has to be evaluated but also the content of the dream has to be seen in the context of the type of the dream the dreamerlike a mentally challenging problem as much as the next bloke but there is no doubt, formulating dreams is going to tax the mind to the limit addenda: vividness: 4 participant (regular-type dreams) and observer (montages) the category of the dream - motion-montages alternating with regular-type dreams (1) hurricanes (1) 28012019 the name of the dream: bows and arrows and cars and freeways this three-scene dream opens with one group of about twenty horsemen dressed in medieval garb being pursued by another group of about the same number there is a gap of about two-hundred-and-fifty metres between the two factions the leading group are at an advantage because the lay of the land between them is sharply inclined, the difference in height is about two-hundred metres one of the leading group stops his horse, stands up in the stirrups, half-turns and, with a straight-arm overthrow, propels a two-metre-long spear at the trailing column the javelin/spear curves through the air in a twenty-degree curve and hits one of the men in the chasing column the scene changes to an aerial view which shows a mountainous terrain that stretches several kilometres to the left and takes in about a kilometre ahead where a dozen men are lying flat on their stomachs at the edge of a ravine the men are looking down at a four-lane highway with dozens of cars winding like a snake through the ravine notes 1 this dream has the added interesting variation for the dreamer due to an account of the dream being composed at the end of the dream using the think-writing technique which made recalling the dream, fifteen minutes after waking and having had a cuppa, a doddle notes 2 it's not easy to put this dream into a single time-tense it is assumed because the horses are not in the final scene, this is the dream-time memory mixing time-tenses the idea of a conflict with bows and arrows and spears with highways and cars is just about impossible to reconcile a dream worthy of the twilight zone the category of the dream - three-scene adventure dream (1 ?) medieval-contemporary (1) think -writing (4 ?) 27012019 (26012019) the name of the dream: the sublime simplicity, the bounteous nature" the first scene of this dream is about ten concrete stairs each stair is about a third of a metre high and they are a little deeper than they are high a round, light-silver coloured hand-rail is affixed into the ground at the bottom and top of the stairs and is situted in the middle of the stairs the stairs are sunk into a ridge of grass at an angle of about fifteen derees the dreameram at the bottom-left of the stairs and my girl is half-way up on the right of the handrail the dreamerbegin to move towards my girl and as the gap between us closes, first our eyes make contact, and at that moment of eye-contact our souls reach into each other and the physical presence our souls ignite the mingling of our souls produces, yet again, that oldest and eternally-new feeling of plurailty, of being able to remain fused for as long as we want we can play tag on the stairs for as long as the physical structure of concrete and metal lasts given the variations of speed, hand-contact, lip-contact" on those stairs we can play for years and years oh, the bounteous nature of love/life the superlatively simplistic joy of playfulness the overwhelmingly attractive sensation of the eternal dictate "you must be expansive" notes 1 the third dream within in a month which contained the baulking sensation endlessness this one though was the most pronounced and brought the writer out of his sleep both the sense of an extended presence beyond the physical body, this sensation happened in awake-time, and the sense of freedom associated with the concept of endlessness have happened before but this is the first time they have happened together the two sensations, being fused with another person, coupled with a sense of playfulness, made the concept of endlessness much easier to cope with, thoughthe dreamermust say, in this dreamthe dreamerstill found the sense of endlessness mildly overwhelming and it was that feeling which woke me up addenda: vividness: 4.1 participant the category of the dream - sense of freedom (4) sense of playfulness (1) sense of endlessness (3) 26012019 the name of the dream: gun-threat the first scene, set in an open prison returning to the barracks-style dormitories from the dining room a pleasant looking young lad about ten-centimetres shorter than me sides up to me and makes a threat which isn't threatening in tone, it's more like a suggestion the dreamerwas looking at him and thinking about why he had said it my first thought was that someone had put him up to it and whoever it was wanted me to hit him so they could start a fight with me he then made another threat and pulled a gun out of his jacket pocket the gun was made of black metal and oozed death (the stand-out part of the dream) the dreamerwas so angry that he had threatened my lifethe dreamertook the gun from him and quickly thrust it into my pocket ifthe dreamerwas caught with a gun in a prisonthe dreamerwould get years added to my sentence the dreamerhad to get rid of the gun without delay the dreamerwalked passed the row of dormitories to my right and straight out of the prison the second scene, in town and heading for a large store my intention was to drop the gun into the pan in one of the toilets in the men's room but that had drawbacks the third scene was walking further away from the centre of town, thinking only of putting more distance between me and the prison asthe dreamerwas walking between a footpath that separated two rows of terraced houses, to my left there was there was a crater-sized hole which had seven-feet deep murky water and had thick green foliage on the bottom and around the sides, perfect for disposing of a gun threw the gun into the water and heard the plop as it broke through the surface the plop sound was a lot louder thanthe dreamerthought it would be and sothe dreamerlooked up and around to see if the sound had caught anyone elses attention it had, a woman sitting outside of her house, to the right and a storey above the pool of water, looked to where the sound had come from but didn't see anything and looked away the dreamerwas satisfied it wouldn't be found in a hurry the dreamerwas wondering if my fingerprints would still be on the gun after days or months of being in the water when the dream ended notes 1 the gun in the dream was due to a vivid picture of a gun in an episode of columbo the opening scene of prison is due to the continued feeling of oppression of the societythe dreamerlive in the woman in the chair may be a random factor addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.7 participant the category of the dream - prison () open () guns (1) 25012019 the name of the dream: confusion at the penultimate stop was returning from a day out in exeter the last but one stop the train made before it got to my destination (plymouth) gave me the opportunity to finish the journey by catching a bus from outside the train station got off the train and the confusion began the name of the station was different from the one on the map no onethe dreamerasked had heard of the stationthe dreamerthoughtthe dreamerwas standing on the dreamercouldn't leave the station to check the bus route becausethe dreamerwould have to surrender the ticket to get out of the station the pressure was on ifthe dreamergot back on the train, the next stop might not be the destinationthe dreamerthought it would be the people on the platform became assembled into groups of thirty or so and were becoming as confused as me first, one group of people walked one way then a different group moved into where the first group had been another group of people were coming up from the far end of the platform the train would be pulling out any time now the dreamerwas alone, confused and everybody else was confused in groups it had the potential to get worse the dreamerwoke up before it did notes 1 think this dream was caused by being in a quandary about what, and what not to write, while composing an entry in endic earlier on in the day addenda: vividness: 3.3 observer the category of the dream - pde-influenced (1000 ?) 24012019 the name of the dreams: the magicians and the stretch room had become friendly with two male magicians who lived in the same buildingthe dreamerhad just moved into the first scene, the three of us are in their small flat when they tell me they are professional magicians,the dreamerask them to show me some of their tricks they showed me several different acts the one which impressed me caused me to start, andthe dreamerremember recoiling slightly it was when one of the young lads stood to the left-hand side of his mate and stretched his arm around his back and produced a card from behind the other boy's ear it was the speed at which the card materialised which took me by surprise it was so quick it looked as if it came out of the thin air the two lads became interested in my profession whenthe dreamertold themthe dreamerwas a d.j. they were enthusiastic about doing music events, and whenthe dreamersaidthe dreamerwould let them use my equipment and show them the ropes we began planning in earnest in the next scene, my girlfriend was with me, andthe dreamerask the lads to show my girlfriend the tricks as the trick of pulling a card from behind the ear was happening,the dreamerwatched my girlfriend for her reaction she too was taken aback and showed it by recoiling a little when the card materialised the next scene,the dreameram in the middle of moving my furniture and belongings into my room already in the cramped room is a single bed, a two-seater settee and a table and chairs the two lads are, with great difficulty, bringing up the steep stairs a fold-down, metal-based three-seater convertible bed in the next scene, the three seater bed has found a home and one or two other seats has joined it at this point of the dream, the dream becomes externalised asthe dreamercount out loud the number of people who could sit if needed" it was thirteen or fourteen the dream reverts to being internalised again, and now there are two distinct sides to the room with enough space for someone to walk along between them beyond the furniture, there are sections on both sides of the room which have weight training apparatus and shiny metal frames with weights the room looks to be at least twenty metres long and six or seven metres wide the magicians' addenda: vividness: 3.4 observer the category of the dream - magicians (1) the stretch room addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4 observer the category of the dream - changing perspective in same-theme dreams (20 ?) room-size (1) 23012019 not published the name of the dream: a hint of piousness two men, looked like they were from western indo-china, were taking questions from a live audience the reply to one question from someone the audience was: "it's only people who believe in jesus who will get to heaven" notes 1 there's a point made elsewhere in endic that's worth a second mention back in the late 1980s, the writer became involved with church-going christians what became noticeable straight away was the fact that not one of them was living within ethical parameters the answer given in the dream should have been" "it doesn't matter whether you believe in jesus or not. as long you never commit murder a place in heaven is assured" addenda: vividness: 3.7 observer the category of the dream - christianity (3 ?) 23012019 the name of the dreams: ethical eating and unthoughtful parking the food dream is only partly remembered the theme of the dream was about applying ethics to eating the dreamercan remember a pot of food with parsnips in it and there was quite a lot of emotion about the issue of eating ethically notes 1 this dream throws up the notion that some vegetables have greater ethical content or value than others if this is the case, then there will be a formulatable index which denotes the degrees of ethicalness between vegetables notes 1 to begin work on a list of the "ethicalness" of vegetables will mean ascertaining the date of the emergence of each vegetable a new field of study/research" the tabulating of the evolution of vegetables second dream came out of the house and fifty metres down the streetthe dreamersaw there was a white refuse-collection truck parked in the resident's car park, it looked like it had come off the production line the day before there was no space between the top of the truck and the bottom of the concrete floor separating the floors of the car park; the concrete floor may have been the foundation of the apartments above the car park my sense-impression, which are usually correct, was that the driver of the vehicle had the latest model of a refuse-collection truck and had a highfalutin attitude which allowed him to park wherever he wanted the truck was blocking the access of free movement of other vehicles in the car park which jiggled my sense of reasonableness the dreamerdecided to do something about it it was a struggle to squeeze over the wall and get to the driver's side of the cabin the dreamercould just get my hand to the door handle and managed to open the door and asthe dreamersqueezed further into the cabinthe dreamerheld onto something to pull myself in further the somethingthe dreamerheld onto was a lever which caused the tipping container to start rising the dreamerrealisedthe dreamerhad unintentionally initiated a potentially serious outcome and could feel the panic welling up inside me which was growing when the dream ended notes 2 there's no doubt in my mind that this dream was due to not to stray thoughts during the day but thinking some seriously unhealthy thoughts about the people causing so much of the disruption in the world food dream addenda: vividness: 3.5 observer the category of the dream - food (15 ?) ethics (1) vehicle dream addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - vehicles () parking (1) 22012019 the name of the dream: dorothy and the seal the first scene, going up the stairs of a large four or five-storey block of flats someonethe dreamerknow was concerned about someone they knew and asked me to look in on an elderly woman called dorothy after getting to the top of the stairsthe dreamerwalk along two narrow hallways with doors every three or four metres in the hallway where dorothy lived there were two elderly people in a huddle gossiping the dreamerknew the number of dorothy's door but asked the two elderly where no. ?was as a way ladies as a way of saying hello in the next scene, i'm in dorothy's living-room and beforethe dreamercan say hello to dorothythe dreamerwas amazed to see a full-grown seal spread out on a deep three-seater settee the seal was the size of a person and looked a lot heavier, at least fourteen or fifteen stone the seal was looking at me intently and it seemed the seal was waiting to see whatthe dreamerwould do next the dreamerreacted to the seal the same waythe dreamerwould to a toddler" the dreamerpointed at the seal and started in with the baby talk" "whose the little person then? what's your name? what are you doing here? the seal was delighted, it looked like it was laughing without making any sounds the morethe dreamerpointed and spoke the more excited it became the seal began swaying backwards and forwards, lifted one of its flippers and then rolled over and lay on its back the dreamerknew the position; it was the position cats and dogs take when they want their stomachs to be scratched or tickled or wanted to play the dreamerwent for a soft scratch the dreamerlooked at Dorothy and said, "amthe dreamerdoing it right?" the look on her face suggestedthe dreamerwasn't andthe dreamersaid: "will you move my fingers in the waythe dreamershould do it?" she came over, laid her hand on my hand andthe dreamerbent and moved my fingers in synchronisation with hers the dream ended while we were gently moving our fingers over the seal's stomach area notes 1 this is the second dream of dorothy within a week notes 2 composing and publishing dreams has, again, become the most time-consuming activity of the day and consequently,the dreamerhave taken the easy way out and omitted composing dreams which didn't have quality, or interest or entertainment or" it appears that dreams diary is taking over my life, again dreams theory's implications and applications are thought to be more significant in the long-term than quantum theory has proved to be to date as mentioned elsewhere, it is the single most powerful tool for bringing Soul Partners together using dreams theory to bring couples together was also the prime reason for starting a dreams diary back in 2009 if things go as they could/should, by the end of this millennium we will have enough free time to spend a minimum of two hours each day exploring and merging the two states of consciousness notes 3 the stand-out part of this dream was the eye-contact with the seal asthe dreamerapproached it it exuded intelligence and had the most human-looking eyes of any animal of any dream to date come to think of it,the dreamercan't think of there being this much clarity with human eye-contact in any dream surely there should be lots of dreams with people, especially of the opposite gender, where the eye-contact is the stand-out bit of the dream ! possibly the shape of a human being triggers neural connections which inherently have a "connectedness" in them which isn't there with non man-shaped beings addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 participant the category of the dream - animal () mammal () seal (1) and human (female) relationships () dorothy (2) 00002015 the name of the dream: the golden retriever (one of the lost 100) someone's child had gone missing the dreamerwent to look in a wood at the edge of the village asthe dreamerneared the wood there were half a dozen small bushes in one of bushesthe dreamerheard something or saw some movement and went to investigate peering into the bushthe dreamersaw a golden retriever with five or six of her new-born puppies the mother of the dogs became lively, got up, ran two or three metres and then ran back she done this twice more beforethe dreamercottoned-on; she wanted me to stay with her puppies the dreamerstooped down, that signalled to herthe dreamerwas staying she ran off and disappeared into the wood within moments of the dream she re-appeared out of the wood and stood still it was obvious to me she wanted me to go to where she was, whichthe dreamerdid whenthe dreamerwas close enough she ran back into the wood the dreameronly had to follow her a short distance beforethe dreamerarrived at where she was with the toddler once the golden retriever had done her motherly duty she ran back to her puppies notes 1 will ask you to bear in mind that this website believes that dreams are composed of the memories of actual events of past, present and future undulations with this in mind we have to assign animals with the qualities of human beings at what point do we draw the line between instinct and intellect? 21012019 the name of the dreams: over-priced delivery - smut t.v. two consecutive days when the dream was set in a mega-store, think it was the same store as in yesterday's dream a sixty-five or seventy-five-inch t.v. was on offer for £350 it was within my budget and sothe dreamerbegan the process of buying it in the next scene, couldn't see the brand name on the t.v. and whenthe dreamerasked a female assistant the make of the t.v. she said "panative" everything was going swimmingly until the t.v. was in the box and ready to be taken to the car the t.v., when in the box, was,the dreamerrealised, was too big to fit into the car a female saleswoman suggested we take the t.v. to the car and see if we could fit it in two saleswomen helped getting the t.v. to the car, but asthe dreamerthought it was too big to fit into the car any which-way the dreamerasked for it to be delivered and was told the delivery would cost £100 so now the price had become £450 and it was no longer a bargain price and decided not to buy it the scene of the dream changed to being at home but the theme of the dream remained the same" the t.v. a live audience gave out an anticipatory "ooooh" when the show's host announced "here's the picture we've been waiting for" the dreamerhad to concentrate my ability to focus to see the image on the screen and after a couple of seconds of dream-time a man with his trousers pulled down below his waist was showing his "knob" to a female celebrity it was completely tasteless it had been shown merely to break ground in live t.v. shows there was then another four or five montage-type scenes of male and female genitalia, none of them had appeal and sothe dreamerturned the t.v. in my mind off and woke up : shop dream addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.3 participant the category of the dream - large store () shopping () t.v. (1) home scene addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3 observer the category of the dream - home () watching t.v. (1 ?) genitalia (1) 20012019 the name of the dream: feeling the pinch first scene, it was first thing in the morning whenthe dreamerentered through the large glass doors of one of the high street supermarkets it wasn't a fly-by-night, here today, gone tommorrow, company but one of the long-established national brand-name food chains to my left and on the floor, laid out and covering an area of about four by four metres were what looked to be two or three hundred small glass jars, all the same size (about ten centimetres in heighth and five centimetres across) were jars with screw-on lids just in front of the glass jars there were items which were too big to fit into the jars most of the items not in jars were in see-through packets one of the items noy in a packet and too big to be in a jar caught my eye andthe dreamerbent down and picked it up to take a good look at it whenthe dreamerwas standing up and it was in my handsthe dreamersaw it was a mobile telephone the phone was a stretched oblong shape, typically thin and cream in colour the phone had a small white price tag cellotaped on the front with the price written by hand, it was £32 asthe dreamerwas looking at it one of two men in white shirts standing nearby approached me and said, nodding to my right "you have to take it to the pay-desk over there" the phone was an absolute bargain and anyone who was thinking of buying or upgrading a mobile would have snapped it up it wasn't my style though, it was long enough but it was too narrow the dreamerput it back on the floor and while bent down picked up one of the jars which had five or six rechargeable aa-sized batteries my guess was they had come from a packet which had come apart again, it was another snip of a buy and was on the verge of walking to the cash desk with them when the thought that they weren't new but might have been used and then returned, crossed my mind it wasn't beyond the bounds of reasonable and legal selling practises for a firm to sell something as new without stipulating it wasn't the dreamerput the jar down and went off to buy what it wasthe dreamerhad come shopping for, food,the dreamerthink after the above dream there was a single-scene it was,the dreameram reasonably sure, of myself notes 1 when the dreamer, for one reason or another, gets the feeling that a scene is of self, it shall be categorised as a "selfie-scene" dream there was a liitle movement in the scene so it wont be categorised as a pic although there have been several of these "selfie-scene dreams" over the years that did look like portraits of self (we can assign still pics of self as "selfie-portraits") as with the majority of other "selfie's", it isn't clear cut it is of self, however, as they are "stand-alone" scenes and pics that are not in amongst dreams with scenes,the dreamerdon't know what else to call them it will have to be left to the dreamer to determine whether it is self or not as with other selfie-dreams and pics they can be flattering or downright grotesque, the one in this dream sequence was "acceptibly" me addenda: vividness: 3.3 observer the category of the dream - selfie-scene (5 ?) 19012019 the name of the dream: miss penny it was known within the second second of the opening scene of this dream that miss penny was an oligarch "plant" miss penny had gained notoriety within the last year and in this dream, she is into the half-hour after having had her "15 mins" miss p's claim to misfame is that she had, with the blessing of the "garch's" (an abbreviation of "oligarch"), been given carte blanche to criticise "the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy" through the mainstream media one of the words she had used in her one-line attack of the show was "trite" which, mysteriously, had produced a wave of indignation which threatened to set fellow man against fellow her refusal to recant left deep scars in society, which are still reverberating in the time-tense in which this dream is set miss penny herself was a slight young lady, six-and-a-half stone tops, and about five-feet-four she has the complexion of a person with ginger hair and wears her jet-black hair tight and swept to the back of her head she had been briefed that she wouldn't get what she wanted from me and her mission was to find a way into my life and create havoc even thoughthe dreamerwas aware of her motivesthe dreamerdecided to let her into my life and bed her as quickly as possible the intention was to turn the tables and get her to join me in my purpose in life, sothe dreamerinvited her to come back to live with me in one scene,the dreamerknew she had done her homework when she asked me to fetch an amplifier (she indicated the size of the amp by holding out her arm with her flat palm facing down at about half a metre from the ground) from where she lived with her last boyfriend, saying it was the only thing she wanted in another scene, although she had an intense and determined attitude she gave me a genuine smile whenthe dreamersaid "if you're not careful i'll start calling you miss prettypenny"; alluding to miss moneypenny we were beginning to understand each other notes 1 this dream was a fun dream the dreamertook too long to get this dream typed and the humorous feel of the dream has been lost notes 2 the dream was the result of watching twenty minutes of the film "the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy" before going to sleep addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - women () relationships () 18012019 the name of the dream: the sure-footed toddler on a sunny summer's day outside the flat of wherethe dreamerused to live before wherethe dreamerlive now, there was a steady procession of peoplethe dreamerknew walking down a flight of fourteen brick stairs in all, there were four groups of people known to me who walked down the stairs and each different group was a different scene of the dream it's unnecessary to give an account of the manner of the way each group of people made there way down the stairs, suffice it to say, a few lines could be written about each group which would distinguish the personalities of one group from another the last group to walk to down the stairs was a family of four, two adults and two children the youngest of the children, a toddler of two or three were ahead of the rest of the family she was much too young to be allowed to walk, though navigate would be a better description, down the stairs herself andthe dreamerfelt angry that her parents were letting her try each tentative step she took could have been the one before she lost balance and fell and hurt herself, whichthe dreamerwas expecting her to do on any of the fourteen steps it wasn't until the thirteenth step that she momentarily lost balance but managed to rectify her imbalance and took a confident final step onto the level ground addenda: vividness: 3.8 observer the category of the dream - friends/acquaintances () toddlers () 17012019 the name of the dream: the down-side of generosity had made a really good contact of a hash-dealer he sold me about four ounces of best quality hash in strips of half-ounces the hash was brittle so the deal had about half an ounce in bits that had broken off the slab as he was cutting it up when he was weighing it out made a gift of about a quarter to a respected tough guy not to gain favour but to let him know generosity could have had a good effect (he was one of those types of people who see generosity as a weakness) sothe dreamerknew straight away who had told the ruling criminal-class who sent two or three of their clique to dispossess me of my bit of good fortune the dreamerwas living in a first flat on the first floor and had fallen asleep in a little buggy-hole which wasn't where a person who was looking for another person would look it was the sounds of the flat being trashed which had woken me the dreamerpeered through the door and there was a smart-dressed burly african bloke who didn't know wherethe dreamerwas heading my way behind him was the bloke who was turning the place upside down, not because he was looking for the hash but because trashing people and places were his nature the dreamerkid you not, this guy had the build, and the character, of the cave-troll in the film "the lord of the rings" he would have searched me in the same way he was searching the flat he could and would have searched me by tearing the clothes off my body, causing me no-end of broken bones, cuts and abrasions the dreamerwas in deep trouble but woke up before he got to me notes 1 this dream came about because of the impressions the film "atlantic city" made on me before going to sleep addenda: vividness: 2.8 to 3.1 observer and participant the category of the dream - drugs () hash () 16012019* the name of the dream: the male kerb-crawler it was late at night, after pub-closing time the dreamerwas about thirty metres from antie g's house and was aware that there was a green car keeping pace with me about ten metres behind not sure what agethe dreameram in this dream but am fully aware of the situation in the next scene,the dreameram indoors with auntie g and telling her about the car in the next scene, auntie g is very animated because she can see the car is still prowling up and down the street,the dreamertell her to call the police the dreamerwant this bloke caught and decide to go back into the street and keep him around by pretending to be interested in him long enough for the police to arrive at one point the car has stopped and the driver has decided to come and talk to me at this part of the dream, the car has become a green 5 cwt van the dream ended here notes 1 this dream is the result of thoughts over the last few days there was an awake-time situation when something like this happened the dreamerwas seventeen or eighteen it was about 1 a.m. the dreamerwas on the way home from a dance in the city centre and had about another mile and a half to go was walking along on the left-hand side of the road a car with three men, all a bit on the burly side, pulled up alongside me as in this dream,the dreamerknew exactly, could sense, what the situation was it was seven or eight metres to a junction just ahead of me and the pavementthe dreamerwas on was about three metres wide, sothe dreamerdidn't feel hemmed in the man in the back of the car asked me ifthe dreamerwanted a lift home knowing what the situation wasthe dreamerpolitely declined by saying "no thanks, i've only got a hundred yards to go" he didn't want to take no for an answer and persisted in as friendly a tone as he could muster to persuade me to get into the car the dreamercould see he was looking me up and town and weighing up if he could get out of the car and abduct me as mentioned,the dreamerwasn't hemmed in and knew, being a bit tasty at the four-hundred metres, thatthe dreamercould out-run him if he did get out of the car the dreamerfigured that it was unlikely they would pursue me in the car a car doing a u-turn at a junction in the middle of the night with a young lad "running for it" would draw too much attention to them if another car or person came along notes 2 over the yearsthe dreamerhave wondered what would have happened to me ifthe dreamerdidn't have the presence of mind to see what was happening and had fallen into the trap the dreamerhave no doubt it would have been a life-changing or life-ending outcome see also homosexuality addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 participant the category of the dream - perverse sexual practices/urges (2) 14122017 *dream occured 14012019 15012019 not published the name of the dream: dare-devil flyer, kitchen-cleaning and a montage this period of r.e.m. https://www.verywellhealth.com/the-four-stages-of-sleep-2795920 produced two themes and a montage two small groups of three or four people within thirty metres of each other in a level field which was about six-hundred by six-hundred metres the sound of the engines of a light aircraft got steadily louder and became more laboured as it got louder it was obviously descending there was a thick low-level grey cloud about one-hundred and fifty metres above the ground as the sound of the engine of the plane was at its loudest and it seemed as though the plane was about to break through the cloud and crash to the ground the sound of the engine lessened and the plane began to climb eventually, the sound of plane softened, grew quiter and then couldn't be heard after a few seconds of silence the same sounds that we heard originally began again this time though there was a sense of apprehension the sequence of sounds happened another five or six times and because there was no way of anticipating where the plane would crash each time the sound began again our apprehension intensified and by the last sequence we were gripped by a sense of fear kitchen-cleaning two of us were in the kitchen wherethe dreamercurrently live my attention was drawn to some dust that had become black because it had been there for so long a quick rub with a damp rag cut though dust and showed a clean, white ledge some more areas that needed cleaning became part of the dream and as they were cleaned the kitchen got brighter and brighter notes 1 kitchen-theme from memory, this is the third dream of my current location montage the first one or two images were,the dreamerthink, of me if the remaining four, five or six images were of me they weren't of me this lifetime like the increasing nature of the aeroplane theme, with each new imagethe dreamerbecame bigger, more muscular and by the last image (some of them had movement) muscles were still evident butthe dreamerwas vearing on being grotesquely obese addenda: vividness: 3.3 observer the category of the dream - flying () aeroplane () kitchen-cleaning addenda: vividness: 4 to 4.4 participant the category of the dream - hygene () domestic () montage addenda: vividness: 4.2 observer the category of the montage: physique () torso () 15012019 the name of the dream: how not to carry heavy items three of us were full of enthusiasm to do a gig it meant having to carry an odd-shaped fifteen-kilogram speaker and an even heavier orange amp with no carrying handles to the venue with a gig in the offing, nothing was going to stop us from getting there and making a good job of it both of the other two men were stronger than me sothe dreamerhad the job of carrying light sundry items" leads, mic, etc we hadn't gone fifty metres when the person carrying the amp was complaining it was too heavy and awkward the strongest person swapped items with him, he wasn't phased by the weight then, via the magic of dreams, a shopping wheelie materialised in the next scene of the dream we tied the two heavy items onto the wheelie and the problems were over for the two bigger guys when they discovered that with each of them pulling one of the handles of the wheelie the weight was no longer an issue the bagthe dreamerwas carrying was starting to feel heavy though" the dreamerwoke up thinking about whether to buy a lightweight, ultra-efficient sack-truck for eighty pounds the same as the one a man coming out of a shop in town in awake-time about six months ago let me move about addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant manually moving heavy items (2) 14012019 the name of the dream: the job seeker desperately needed a job and was methodically going from business to business along the high street of a busy city centre trying to sell myself after trying a dozen or so businesses hadn't had any luck the same two reasons were given for not employing me" eitherthe dreamerdidn't have any experience in the type of work the companies specialised in orthe dreamerwas too old decided to try one or two more places before finally calling it a day the next doorthe dreamerwalked through was well-lit and had about twenty cubicles, ten on either side of the oblong room, separated by a single sheet of a chest-high glass plate don't remember what it was the companys' service or goods were after speaking to the person who started the company, a patient, friendly man, he too saidthe dreamerwas too old for the job and that should have been that asthe dreamerwas getting up and leavingthe dreamerproposed that the company could do something unusual with regard to one of the things he had said during the informal interview whenthe dreamerwas out of the building and a few steps down the streetthe dreamerrealisedthe dreamerhad left something in the buildingthe dreamerhad just come out of and turned around and went back to pick it up the stocky man in a white shirt who had interviewed me was now standing and further into the room my parting remark must have tweaked his imagination because now he was overly polite and keen to hear more about the suggestion i'd made the dreamerrealised he would employ me ifthe dreamercould expand further on some of the details of the idea while explaining to him he motioned to someone to come over to us and listen to what was being said the final scene of the dream was me saying "sothe dreamershould be here tomorrow at the same time, ten-thirty ?" he nodded andthe dreamerwoke up to the thought thatthe dreamerhad been job-hunting all day but it was still mid-morning notes 1 this dream was due to one of the hundreds of repeating memories of awake-time experiences which assert themselves every now and then for no particular reasonthe dreamercan put my finger on the awake-time experience this dream was based on an occassion when, as a teenager living in london,the dreamerwas so desperate for money/workthe dreamerwent methodically from retail shop to retail shop in a street of retail shops trying to, and eventually, getting a job by by referring to a prestigious clothes shop thatthe dreamerused to work for there's also a funny aside to this awake-time experience which will get a mention if there is another dream which has the same theme as this one addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.9 participant the category of the dream - job-hunting (1) 13012019 the name of the dream: the creative camera-man, agricultural innovation and nonsense banter the first scene, a slow zoom-out sequence which lasted about three or four seconds of dream-time the opening shot showed a length of rail-track which went about two-hundred metres into the distance as the field of view gradually pulled back to within ten metres of where the camera was the scene revealed first, the legs, then the legs and buttocks and then finally the legs, buttocks and the head and hair of a smiling woman in a skin-tight leotard leaning over with her face upside down smiling into the camera the camera-man was attempting to be artistically creative as well as suggestively provocative the second scene, another observer scene which showed eight to ten furrows in the ground was unable to determine the width of the furrows but they went off into the horizon the furrows were being hewn out of the ground by an unseen bit of technology from overhead that was causing the soil to become dry and was making little dust-devils the statement" "the phelps award for the most significant contribution to food production in history" accompanied the scene the third scene, there was an air of expansive good-naturedness in what looked like a thirty or forty-seater cafe with a group of four, five or six males sitting near the entrance-door andthe dreamerwas at the far end of the cafe about five metres away the males had or were trying to "rib" me good-naturedly,the dreamerhit back with something along the lines of "a deflated football would be able to challenge your intelligence" one of the lads gave out with a flabbergasted laugh and came back with something like "how can a person make sense of that" there were teeth smiles all round addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.5 participant and observer the category of the dream - three-scene dream (18 ?) 12012019 the name of the dream: tea and toast there were three or four scenes in this dream it had been decided that the toast that had just been made from a newly-opened loaf of bread was too thick and too brown, certainly not worthy of a connoisseur of toast perfection was achieved in the last scene of the dream it was a slice of thin white bread that was still a little soft and white at the edges, lightly-buttered with a hint of salt in the butter, a light-brown centre and as hot as the piping hot tea that accompanied and complimented it notes 1 two food dreams within a few days addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant and observer the category of the dream - food () toast () 11012019 the name of the dreams: the food organiser and tripod vehicles the location looks like it is the mess of an army barracks able to cater for more than a thousand people it is an all-male institution, possibly a military base it is time for a between-meals meal of cheese on toast the food on the eight or so plates already prepared and ready for eating looks like small pancakes the first of the diners are starting to trickle in and have put a plate of the food on their tray and are sliding the tray along a counter to where the drinks are the chief caterer is wide-eyed with apprehension he isn't going to have enough food ready when the flow of men is at its peak the dreamerhave a bread-cutting knife in my hand and start cutting the bread into slices at a rate of about one every two seconds the dreamersay something along the lines of "keep the bread coming!" the chief caterer sees it will be possible to have cheese on bread ready for everyone and is looking at me admiringly as the dream ends second dream this dream is of vehicles in a mountainous area most of the vehicles are regular-looking vehicles which have the driving and seating arrangements of a typical car there are two or more of another type of vehicle which is mounted on a silver metal tripod and has wheels that look too small the tripod supports are about three metres tall both types of vehicles are jet-propelled there is concern that if the vehicle ahead of us accelerates the exhaust from the jet engine will reach us addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.6 participant and observer the category of the dreams: food () and transport () 10012019 the name of the dream: practising what you preach living in a bedsit and was in bed waiting for my girlfriend to arrive in the next scene, in bed with a girl but it wasn't the girlthe dreamerwas expecting the girl andthe dreamerwere chatting and getting to know about each other we were kissing intermittently and talking about our respective regular partners at one point while kissing and chatting she asked whythe dreamerwas here with her andthe dreamersaid the most absurd thing" "ifthe dreamerwasn't here with you i'd be rock climbing" she thought it was funny and it changed her mood the dreamerdecided it was time to introduce some serious pleasure into the proceedings and began to practice whatthe dreameradvocate" pleasure without conjoinment it was obvious she hadn't experienced as much pleasure before she was gyrating and thrashing about so muchthe dreamercouldn't keep in contact with her the dreamerstopped and waited for her to become relaxed again when still,the dreamerrolled back over onto my left side and felt for her only to findthe dreamerhad finished dreaming and was alone in bed feeling an empty space notes 1 twice in one week when touch-pleasure activity has been halted because the sensitivity has been too intense notes 2 the first dream when the writer has actually practised pleasure without conjoinment in a dream see also the art of pleasure (28102018) addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - x touch-pleasure (1) 09012019 the name of the dreams: a sensuous stomach, the little girl and the stretch and sway a few of us had seen the possibilities of converting an underground bunker into a dance club and tonight was opening night as the club was underground it meant the sound of the music wouldn't reach the street and it could go on all night in the first scene,the dreamerwas there first and was testing the room for acoustics and resonance and was adjusting the treble, middle and bass frequencies while dancing to a compilation of my favourite dance tracks in the second scene, there are about five of us for some inexplicable reason,the dreameronly had a bath towel as clothing the towel went from my waist to my shins; it didn't stop me from enjoying dancing though andthe dreamertried some new dance moves in the next scene, there were about a dozen people in the club and an atmosphere was becoming noticeable in the next scene, a young girl walked in with a three-year-old toddler the dreamercaught the toddlers attention as she passed by whenthe dreamerpointed at her and said "hey, she looks funny" the tiny-tot responded straight away with a teeth-smile and a started laughing the dreamerkept her laughing for a prolonged period with a few more quips before the scene ended in the next scene,the dreamerwas with an awake-time girlfriend of thirty-plus years ago she had fallen asleep while sitting on my lap on a settee and was lying flat on her back along the sofa the dreamerhad the urge to feel her stomach, so pulled up her blouse or cardigan and rested the palms of both of my hands on her mid-section as her soft stomach moved up, the frailty of her body became apparent and when she breathed out my palms sunk into her body and it produced a really sumptuous feeling (the stand-out part of the dream) she woke up with a start, thought about what was happening, and relaxed again as she realised it was just me at it again enjoying touching a female notes 1 the new dance moves were from the pde's of two days before when, while doing stretching exercises, it occurred to me that some of the movements of the exercises could be incorporated into a dancing routine (the stretch and sway) addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4 participant the categories of the dream: music/dancing () children () sensuous touch (ber) (3 ?) 08012019 the name of the dream: too sensitive it was the first time in bed with a new relationship the lady was a little apprehensive but willing to experience what was an important aspect of her life we became conjoined relatively quickly and within a second or two of dream-time the young lady was telling me to stop, whichthe dreamerdid think the scene changed, then again, almost immediately after conjoining, she told me in a frantic voice to stop it happened again on the third time we conjoined her jerky, involuntary movements and panicky voice told me what the problem was she was new to this type xual activity and her nerve endings were being stimulated for the first time the intensity of the feelings being sent to her brain was overwhelming her notes 1 this dream can be incorporated into the art of pleasure LiNK TO PLEASURE DREAM we can undertake an appraisal of the "life-length" of the pleasure receptor cells in all areas of the body and act accordingly maintaining the sensitivity of the pleasure cells is undoubtedly achieved by applying the "gentle touch" the pleasure receptor cells in the lips may well be tied-in to thoughts and sights and the lips could still be developing addenda: vividness: 3.3 particant the category of the dream - x () informative () 07012019 the name of the dream: stranded in rural land there was a group of seven, eight or nine of us in two cars and we were at a roadside cafe stretching our legs and having a drink and a snack before setting off on the final part of the return journey we might have been coming back off holiday or it could have been a day-out, either way, there was about two-hundred miles of road to go our group made up the bulk of the people at the cafe the dreamerwas the youngest and most sprightly of what was an assemblage of an evenly balanced mix of genders and was regarded as a youngster a stranger, not sure if it was a female or male, and myself became friends when it was announcedthe dreamerwould make my own way home it generated an air of apprehension among my colleagues and one or two of them pointed out it could be a mistake ever-ready for something new to happenthe dreamerdisregarded their resrvations and assured them it would be alright my companions got into the cars and the serious, almost grave, look on their faces as the cars as they pulled out of the car park was the last but one scene of the dream in the last scene,the dreamerdiscovered the personthe dreamerhad struck up a friendship with lived locally and she or he would be walking back home and, one by one, the options for getting back home by catching a bus or train, or getting a taxthe dreamerto somewhere with public services were dashed and the dream ended as even the idea of stcking my thumb out and hitching a lift seemed futile notes 1 can pinpoint the sprightly feel and the sense of apprehension (the two stand-out parts of the dream) in the previous day's experience's (pde's) addenda: vividness: 3 participant and observer the category of the dream - location/settings () rural (5 ?) 06012019 the name of the dream: the celebrity dream it was a blisteringly hot day just about everyone was wearing a skimpy t-shirt or was bare-chested (alas, no women in the dream) in the next scene,the dreamerwas in a bodybuilding gym as big as the ground floor of a department store and it was kitted out with every type of mechanical aide, weight-stand, bench, rack" imaginable it was much too hot a day for working up a sweat and that was probably the reason why there were so few people (about fifteen) in the place however, the most dedicated, or is that the vainest, of us, are doing the occasional rep of this, that or the other with maximum weights arnie, of "i'll be back" fame was doing squats, he looked absolutely enormous (one of the two stand-out visual scenes of the dream) we swapped comments and watched and critiqued as we each done a leisurely rep now and then the scene changed,the dreameram sitting down in what might be the carriage of a train but the seats are facing each other with the access-aisle for the passengers between the seats at one pointthe dreamerlook across the aisle and see a man sitting on the floor between the legs of a man sitting on the bench-seats the man sitting on the seat is leaned forward with his head above and apparently resting his head on the head of the man on the floor at first glance, it looked really freaky, like one body with two heads, one attached or growing on top of the other the dreamersaw the opportunity for a fun photo for the photo,the dreamerimagined getting behind the man sitting on the seat and resting my head on his head in the same way his head was resting on the man sitting on the floor a picture of what it would like popped into my head" the dreamerhad pulled the hair at the sides of my head out sideways and had a broad teeth-smile, the person sitting on the floor had a fun-smile on his face and hid his arms from view, as did the man sitting on the seat the man sitting on the seat was wearing an off-white mac and his clothing was dishevelled, it was columbo, again (22122018) it would be a great fun-photo via the magic of dream-time, a sophisticated, multi-functional camera (the aperture dial and film-speed and the other features on the top of the camera was an equal stand-out visual of the dream ) was resting in my hands asked a passer-by to take the photo and the dream ended asthe dreamerwas trying to explain, without success, to the passer-by about the settings of the camera addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 4.2 participant the category of the dream - celebrities schwarzenegger (1) falk (2) 05012019 the name of the dream: the website had been developing my website for some while but was still discovering and experimenting in one scene,the dreamerleft lots of blank lines between the top half of the text and where the text began again the blank spaces were big enough to contain two or more pages of text in the next or another scene,the dreamerwas reading an email from the providers (wordpress) of the website their programmers had discovered a new and significant way of utilising a page with large gaps or spaces between the text with new features and had got the idea as a direct result of coming across my website with the large gaps between passages of text they were so pleased with what possibilities had opened up the letter told methe dreamercould have any and every feature that was or would be available for their products andthe dreamercould have as many pages and .com names asthe dreamerwanted for free, for life 04012019 the name of the dream: the modern vintage bike was surfing the net whenthe dreamercame across a bicycle made from modern materials but had a vintage look to it and it captured my imagination the bike had a basket on the front and a basket on the back the triangular frame had a light metal alloy green plate which filled the gap between the tubes of the frame the pedals were thick and the bike itself looked "chunky" although the weight of the bike was the same as the bikethe dreamerhave in awake-time (one of those bikes you can lift with your little finger) the person selling the bike was asking one-thousand pounds but was prepared to take my bike in exchange for the one being sold the end of the dream was me in a state of dejection asthe dreamerrealised that swapping my bike for the advertised one was a monumental blunder the bikethe dreamernow owned didn't have any gears (the bikethe dreamerhad to start with had twenty-seven gears) which effectively made it "unfit for purpose" to get the performance of my original bike from this new vintage-look bike would mean having to spend more than the value of both the bikes combined the longer the last scene of the dream lasted, the more depressedthe dreamerbecame it was a relief to wake up and find i'd had been having a bad dream notes 1 the previous day's experience's which caused this dream are clearly remembered addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.3 participant the category of the dream - bicycles (1 ?) 03012019 montage approximately fifteen to twenty different themes female nudity and furniture are two of the themes still remembered as this is being typed three days later addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 4 observer the category of the montage: multi-themed (4 ?) 02012019 the name of the dream: a good giggle the laughing part of the dream began about a third of the way into the dream to begin with, it was a soft titter that grew and grew and grew until it became a noisy and unstoppable giggle that woke me out of the sleep although the dream produced a nice feeling,the dreamerwas still feeling tired and went back to sleep, and now, some hours later,the dreamercan't recall what the dream was about addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - externalised () laughing () 01012019 the second dream the name of the dream: wasted fried fish arrived at the bus station with half an hour to spare was feeling peckish and with more than enough time to eat a meal it follows that the second scene would be of me in a cafeteria was sitting on a bar-stool style seat with my elbows resting on a narrow shelf about a third of a metre deep waiting for someone to come and take my order in the next scene,the dreameram giving the waitress my order of fish and chips the waitress was writing the order when a man sitting near to me said, "you can have this fish" the dreamerlooked to where the man was sitting and could see the fish on his plate it was a shade of amber and crisp and fresh (the stand-out visual part of the dream) the dreamerwas about to ask the waitress to strike the fish off my order when another voice behind me said: "you can have mine as well" his plate too had a tasty-looking fish on it, only not as big as the first one the dreamerwas about to have a banquet for a few coppers the waitress admonished the two men in a friendly manner and said something along the lines of "we don't allow that" and went out of the scene with her pen and notebook the dream ended there addenda: vividness: 3.7 participant the category of the dream - food () fish and chips (3 ?) first dream the name of the dream: unappreciative it's not just the brick walls that stop a person dead in their tracks when walking while in prison; in prison, brick walls come in many varieties those of us who find "a pleasure shared is a pleasure doubled" will be able to identify with the sentiment when it comes to having a "toke" sharing your weed in the nick is something of a status activity it says to others that the "system" hasn't completely got the better of you and it also allows you to demonstrate your generous nature the two lads who were enjoying the benefits of being "high" weren't my best friends in prison but, as mentioned, a pleasure shared" the "session" had been going on for an hour or two and, eventually, we had smoked all of the blow the two lads asked ifthe dreamerhad, or could get, any more whenthe dreamersaid "no" they got up, and without a "thanks" or "goodbye", left me at that moment the "feel-good" factor from the hash vanished and a sense of betrayal took its place it felt as though i'd just come up against a brick wall notes 1 in recent daysthe dreamerhad spoken to someone who was aware of the situation we all find ourselves in and had chosen to live in, and for, the moment the attitude the person had toward me was reflected in his parting comment it has played on my mind for the last few days and is the cause of this dream notes 2 the underlying cause of most, and maybe all, of the reasons people choose the here and now over the future, reduces to one thing, not being willing to put in the effort of acting ethically addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - prison () closed ()hash () attitudes 31122018 the name of the dream: strange sounds in the shadows no sights, but a quiet, occasional, pop-cum-crack sound, was the first scene of this dream the light of a bedroom or kitchen window or perhaps it was the moon, showed two figures, a woman and a man, just ahead and walking towards me on the unseen path that ran along the end of the gardens at the back of the houses of a terraced street, was the second scene the third scene had more light and allowed the observer to see thirty or so miniature chihuahuas two or three metres ahead; from their formation, it was obvious they were on leads a mini-situation was averted by reaching over a gate to the left, lifting a latch and side-stepping into the garden the woman or the man commenting on my actions being sensible ended the dream addenda: vividness: 2.2 to 2.8 participant the category of the dream - four-scene dream () people and dogs () nighttime () 30122018 the name of the dream: the madam met a girl and invited her back to wherethe dreamerlived l lived on the first or second floor of a building on the corner of a junction the roomsthe dreameroccupied straddled both sides of the junction which meantthe dreamercould see the junction and one street from one of the rooms and the junction and another street from the other room a new relationship was going well and the girl in her mid to late-twenties became a open-ended guest within a few days she began mentioning her lack of money was a problem for her and somewhere in amongst the suggestions that came to the fore as possible ways for her earn some money was the idea she could "go" with men a friend of mine became involved and he "went" with her to find out what she would and wouldn't do they spent a few hours together and he proclaimed that she was o.k. with "straight" x and oral x but that was it at the end of the dream,the dreamerwas feeling slightly jealous of my friend that he had "explored" her becausethe dreamerhadn't "been" with her yet the dream ended addenda: vividness: 2.9 to 3.2 participant and observer the category of the dream - relationships () female-non-intimate () male friend 29122018 the name of the dream: a civilised prison this prison had a relaxed regime which allowed the inmates a large degree of self-determinism and gave us complete leeway in terms of activities the rooms for the prisoners were two-man rooms on either side of a long hallway morning call was a woman and a man with heavy shoes walking along the corridor (the clump, clump, clump of their shoes had a resonating effect which got through to a sleeping-persons unconscious state) the woman had a forced upright walk and wore victorian-style clothes this dream wasn't set in victorian times though, the corridors and rooms were brightly lit with neon lights the dreamerwas awake and had thrown back the blankets and lay on the bed wearing just my underpants the woman looked into the room and looked away quickly when she sawthe dreamerwasn't dressed andthe dreamerwas looking at her the dreamerwoke myself out of this dream asthe dreamerwas on the third or fourth line of the chorus of the song "he's back in town" by the rockin' berries,the dreamerwas in fine voice addenda: vividness: 3.9 participant the category of the dream - externalised () prison () 28122018 the name of the dream: the bike accident in the company of an awake-time friend of a long time ago the scene changed and in the next scene he is driving away on a compact motor-bike the view of the scene was from above, as though on a hill, and about two-hundred metres away (probably an observer scene) too late to avoid a car that had turned sideways a dozen or so metres ahead of him, he hit the car the momentum of the bike took the front wheel up the side of the car and smashed through the windscreen and became lodged in the window-frame on driver's side in the next scene,the dreamerwas on the scene of the accident the driver of the car was taking a defensive attitude about his part in the accident while my friend lay injured it was undoubtedly his fault and if he knew my friend he would have known better than to try and lay any of the blame on him my friend had an acute sense of fair play as well as the ability to put people twice his size out of action with one punch the dreamerlet the car driver cement himself into his skewed version of the event knowing that he would be paying for it one way or another when my friend had recovered addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.5 participant and observer the category of the dream - friends and associates () s (2+) vehicle accident (4 ?) 27122018 the name of the dream:a gig mentioned to the proprietor of a new business that some entertainment,the dreamerhad music in mind, would be an attraction and could boost the business he must have had the same thought himself because he agreed with me immediately he was also in agreement with my suggestion thatthe dreamerwouldn't ask for payment unless the business was going at least as good, and a little better, than he hoped we agreed that the arrangement should happen straight away, the evening of that very day it meant there were only about six hours to get everything set up, but being used to doing "rush jobs" was nothing new and there was, in fact, ample time andthe dreamercould take my time within a scene or two of the dream it dawned on me the amp and speakers weren't within walking distance which meant someone with a vehicle would have to go and collect them, now the pressure was on the first personthe dreamerturned to had the character of someone who could and would be helpful providing there wasn't anything which could and should have been organised but was overlooked the dreamergave him the keys to my place and he left the dream within a scene or two, he was back with the equipment two more people who had an effusive nature came to mind and then appeared in the dream both of them loved to dance and it showed in the next scene of the dream when there was a sequence of just their feet and legs as they danced in free-dance style to some music as they danced there were two or three occasions when their feet and legs were in synchronisation (the stand-out visuals of the dream) there was a small area just in front of where the equipment would be, which was more than big enough for more than three people to dance before the gig started we could practise doing some synchronised movements one person could start a dancing pattern, first one, then the other, could slowly meld their movements with the first and second dancer we could invite people into the stage area to dance with us we could give prizes for the most original movements we could video the occasion the ideas were coming thick and fast, the gig was "on" addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant and observer the category of the dream - business () music () 26122018 the name of the dream: the christmas-day dream a young girl asked a question about reality, one question led to another and it produced a monologue along the lines of... "a position or point is infinitely small and exists only fleetingly as a moment of time and changes in position from moment to moment. only exists once in a fixed place of the mind after which it becomes a historical fact. a permanent place is the next point of an endless sequence of points. infinite distance reduces any place to something infinitely small. the where of infinity becomes the when of time and vice versa. repetitive experiences are approximations. notes 1 this dream occurred during the day on christmas day in a short sleep brought on by eating a heavy lunch and too much wine addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - philosophy (1) 25122018 oos the name of the dream: literary achievements this think-read dream starts" youtube urgently needs literary agents to assess submissions for the book of the month prizes" and continued" this months award for best programme goes to quick-draw there were other sentences related to the above sentences but have kept to the most relevant info notes 1 after writing this entry into the dreams diary decided to check to make sure there wasn't a programme called quick-draw, and wouldn't you know it, there was not only was there a programme but it had been devised by google; don't consciously remember seeing it at any time there wasn't a book of the month club offering prizes for literary achievements the category of the dream - think-read () youtube (2) 24122018 the name of the dream: pre-world war ithe dreamerhousing estate in the second scene of this dreamthe dreamerwas walking through a district of a town that was built of dozens and dozens of streets of terraced houses the dreamerwas looking for a house wherethe dreamerhad been before but couldn't recognise the house from the front and had got used to walking along an unkept metre-wide path that separated one row of houses from the next at the back of the houses still,the dreamerwasn't sure exactly which house it was but knewthe dreamerwas within four or five houses of it then, the woman of the house appeared in the dream and we walked another couple of houses along the path to her house there was a fairly steep declining path that ran from the gate to the back door of the house in the next scene, we were inside the house there were three or four people in the room it was the kitchen but it was also where the family spent the day and it had a couple of lounge chairs the home was bare of trimmings like pictures or ornaments and the dream must have been before-t.v.'s. because it didn't have a t.v. someone asked out loud if anyone had a cigarette paper the dreamergot mine out and handed one to him he said "thanks" that he had to say thanks for a fag paper seemed wrong andthe dreamercertainly didn't want him to say it again sothe dreamerput the packet of cigarette papers on the shelf above the fire and said something like" "will leave them here" the atmosphere in the room changed the family were a notch below being hard-up but as is often the case with people who haven't got anything they didn't want charity the dreamerrealisedthe dreamerhad touched a raw nerve and diffused their feelings by saying "in fact from now on everybody puts their tobacco tins on the shelf and leaves the lid off the tin off so anyone can help themselves whenever he or she wanted one" everyone saw the humour in it and there were teeth-smiles all round addenda: vividness:: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - poverty:() humour:() 23122018 the name of the dream: missed the bus in unfamiliar territory and decided to catch a bus a bus appeared over the brow of a hill seventy metres to my left on the bus,the dreamerasked the conductor for a ticket to " .? hill he said he didn't know where" ? hill was (the dreamerknew the full name of the destination in the dream but it has slipped from my memory as i'm tying this) the dreamersaid "surely you know if the bus stops at " ? hill or not" the conductor suggestedthe dreamerask at the ticket office across the road the man in the ticket office told me where the bus stop was andthe dreamerturned and headed out of the building asthe dreamerwas going through the doorthe dreamersaw the busthe dreamerwanted on the other side of the road, it was pulling away addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - transport () buses () 22122018 the name of the dream: columbo's car this dream starts with two of us on the move in a car the car didn't just look like the car used in the t.v. series columbo, it was the car in the television show, only it was in mint condition the second or third scene of the dream was of the car itself at a standstill next to the curb (the stand-out visual of the dream) we were using the car to transport electrical equipment to potential buyers the dreamerwoke from the dream to hear myself replying to the other person in the car who had voiced the concern that we were overstocked "we can always hire or rent the equipment or we can bring more people into the business as salespersons"the dreamersaid notes 1 this dream was the result of watching an episode of the t.v. series columbo in which the car has an unusually dominant part in the story-line of the episode (season 2 or 3) notes 2 this dream is a challenge in placing it within undulations this dream is a challenge in placing it at the where and the when within undulations nothing suggests that the writer will be located in north america within any of the time-tenses close to the undulation we are currently in perhaps the stand-out scene of this dream is as an observer if so, this, in turn, gives us an insight as to the sheer scope of the dream-conscious embracing as it does all duplicatable experiences at every point of evolution from a mono-cell to transmutation (7 ^9 to 1 ^100 years !) addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 3.9 participant and observer the category of the dream - visually-stimulated dream () t.v. () and externalised dream () 21122018 the name of the dream: x dream yummy addenda: vividness: 3.8 participant - the category of the dream - x dream (46) threesomes (2+) 20122018 the name of the dream: the premiere the first scene, a cinema with a few hundred people watching a film the film was a docu-film with a story-film which incorporated the main ideas of this website it was part-narration which swapped into action/drama sequences every now and then the latest technology of synchronising voices to lip movements was being used to give the appearance that the actor's and narrators were speaking in the native tongue of any language the audience and the original cast of the film were english-speaking to make sure we were getting the effect we wanted the people in the film had been given the latest technological treatment and were speaking in a foreign language with english subtitles the subtitles had been artistically synched to match the words of the foreign language so the words on the screen formed as the words were being spoken in the film in the next scene, about forty of us were in a brightly lit coach (the stand-out visuals of the dream) the dreamerwas eating a packet of crisps when a young girl said "eating crisps and smoking is not a good example for youngsters" my reply was "if the worst thing that everybody did was eat a packet of crisps once a month and smoked half a roll-up every couple of hours we would be knocking on the doors of paradise" addenda: vividness: 3.7 participant the category of the dream - technology () films () lip movement/sound and language transposition 19122018 the name of the dream: the abandoned boat was walking along a quay stopped and looked at a small boat it looked abandoned and the morethe dreamertook in the detail the surerthe dreamerwas it had been abandoned clambered on board and headed for the cockpit it occurred to me it had been abandoned because it wasn't seaworthy and then the thought occurred that it might sink no sooner hadthe dreamerthought that than the boat started sinking, fast it was sinking from the back first and beforethe dreamerknew it the cockpit was about to go under it would be futile to try to get out by swimming down and then out the water was now at chest level and the only waythe dreamercould think of getting out was to smash the cockpit window then an open window in the cockpit came into view it was small but it would be possible the dreamertook in as big a breath asthe dreamercould manage and made it to the window the exertion of climbing through the window used up all of my breath andthe dreamerthought "i've had it" the dreamerwas taking in a deep breath asthe dreamerwas waking addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - my own death (2) drowning (1) 18122018 the name of the dream: el calimante this dream was mother and son as the proprietor's and mainstay of an ordinary persons restaurant for plain-food cuisine mom was chef par-excellence andthe dreamerwas washer-up supreme between us we had produced a niche in traditional meals like stews, sausage and mash, pie and cabbages etc. and were sitting pretty at the lower-end of middle-classdom all of the scenes of this dream were 3.5 plus in terms of addenda: vividness: there were two scenes of mom looking very appealing the scene of her that sticks out is of her standing still, almost at attention but with her formal posture broken by her left knee which was cranked and gave a look of repose her hair was closely cropped and a little dishevelled which gave her an "every woman" look her shoulders and hips were nicely proportioned and all in all, any mans gaze would have lingered, very appealing indeed in another scenethe dreamerwas walking the walk of a man with a sure-footedness that had strength to spare the dreamerfeltthe dreamercould have walked forever another scene had a serious-minded man listening to my words very intently asthe dreamerexplained why the sky had the hue it had "the bomb was eight-hundred meg"the dreamerpronounced and he then became gravely concerned the militarists were playing at being "big boys" again and had detonated the biggest atom-bomb ever in the persian gulf but life would go on notes 1 the name of this dream is not of my making it was a voice from an unidentifiable location as the dream began notes 2 the reader will be able to put the causes for this dream together were the reader to read the three latest updates at endic.at addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 4 participant the category of the dream - multi-themed () walking () mother () kitchen/restaurant () politics/world affairs 17122018 the name of the dreams: the music-less music festival and something to eat got to the site early was amongst one of the first few hundred to get there picked my spot about thirty metres from the front of the stage and near to the side where the stalls would be no sooner hadthe dreamerput a really neat and perfectly symmetrical joint together, lit it and taken the first drag when a professional scrounger stretched out his arm in an "give-me-a-toke" gesture he had no chance you might thinkthe dreamerwas being mean but when someone is looking for a hand-out of the first smoke of what was going to be a day to remember it sorta spoils the vibe he stood there becoming more resigned to having to wait untilthe dreamerwas good and ready to be charitable the dreamerdidn't like having to make him wait and about four or five drags laterthe dreamersaid "when you get up in the morning you like to wash and dress before you do anything else. well it's the same with me" a few drags later when the smoke was half gonethe dreamerhanded it to him he had accepted my point of view and in an acknowledgement of my outlook smiled in satisfaction as he accepted it in the next scene, the field was jam-packed with thousands of people the dreamerhad left my spot and had gone off to get a drink or something to eat and by the timethe dreamergot back to wherethe dreamerhad been sitting there wasn't space for someone to sit down in the last scene,the dreamerwas away from the main throng and moving further away still whenthe dreamerrealisedthe dreamerhadn't heard any music in any part of the dream the music-theme dream changed to a get-something-to-eat dream it was evening and a brightly-lit corner shop filled the dream (the stand-out visuals of the dream it was a shopthe dreamervisited regularly it was my favourite haunt for food because it sold both sweets and savoury foods in the following scene,the dreameram in the shop and after making a friendly remark asked the woman dressed in white behind the counter for her spiciest food she scooped a watery tomato-based ladleful of soup from a stainless steel container in amongst half a dozen other containers and moved the ladle close enough for me to dip in my little finger she was smiling confidently and was expecting me to nod with enthusiasm afterthe dreamertasted it unfortunately, it wasn't spicy enough, in fact, it didn't taste spicy at all my disappointed reaction to the food infected her and she became disappointed the dreamerwas still going to buy a fair amount of food butthe dreamerwas feeling her disappointment when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.7/8 participant the category of the dream - two-themed dream () taste () food () festival and food () 16122018 the name of the dream: a fair wheeler-dealer lived in a community of about two-thousand people a small building which was purpose-built for communal purposes was being used on this occasion to sell unwanted items to the general public the sale was winding down and there were only a handful of people left a young lad of fourteen or so with ginger hair stood on his own in the middle of the room and his face was flushed (the stand-out part of the dream) the dreamerwent to him and asked if there was anythingthe dreamercould do he opened a large carrier-bag and showed me the contents they looked to be completely worthless a half-metre piece of wood, two pieces of foam, one thick the other thin, folded in two and another item that looked to me like a crossword puzzle in a tatty box he asked me to go outside with him in the next scene, his parents were talking to me they explained he had bought the items on a whim and had wasted his money and couldthe dreamerrefund it the parents were being as civilised as they could knowing there was only a slim chance of the lad getting his money back the dreamerhadn't sold him the items and realised the lad was in the doghouse for being daft enough to be persuaded to buy them in the first place and his parents had made him try to get his money back, which was why he was red-faced with embarrassment in the first scene of the dream the dreamerwasn't the sort of wheeler-dealer who would sell a child rubbish and felt awkward that someonethe dreamerknew would the dreamergave them their money back and the father of the boy asked about one or two specific items he wanted the dreamersaid: "things are coming and going all the time. we'll have them sooner or later" addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.6 participant the category of the dream - embarrassed people () young boy 15122018 the name of the dream: the tenacity test the dream opens with a disabled teenager of about seventeen at the top of a steep mound the mound was very steep, about 75 degrees and about fifteen metres from top to bottom the mound was a testing ground which was used to test a young mans determination or strength and it was also something a young man had to do if he was to copulate with an extremely appealing young lady of about seventeen a person had to go from the top to the bottom of the mound by steadily slipping down the decline by holding onto strips of a rounded material on either side of the mound the strips of cloth were too small to grip by hand so a person could only use the tips of their fingers to bear their weight there were a couple of scenes of people going down, one of the was of the disabled lad the scenethe dreamerwas in had me about two metres from the top of the mound and pulling myself up the dreamerknewthe dreamercould, and did, manage to get to the top there were then three scenes of the naked or partly-dressed girl she was the epitome of healthy sex; fresh-faced, slightly sweaty and eager for the next male she was as insatiable as she was attractive alas, the dream ended before there was any contact between us addenda: vividness: 3.7/8 participant the category of the dream - physical exertion () 14122018 the name of the dreams: prison and the threesome foursome these prison dreams have become old hat (tiresome) and the inclination is to not enter them in the second dream,the dreamerhad persuaded three girls in their mid to late-twenties to come back to my place for a "romp" the ladies were still in their work clothes of white blouses and dark skirts in the next scene, the three of them are sitting close together on a deep settee (the stand-out part of the dream) the dreamerspread out my arms and hold the two girls at the end of the settee and leant forward which took the three of them into a reclining position the dreamerleaned into them and kissed the girl on the left on her lips and then done the same to her friend/workmate next to her and then went to kiss the lady on the other end only she had left the dream the girls were receptive to my advances but asthe dreamerbegan unbuttoning the blouse of one of the girls but they were being coy and made me woo them by asking me questions to whichthe dreamerhad to give seductive replies asthe dreamerwas answering them my thoughts were of the girl who was no longer in the dream and the dream ended as my priority became to find out what had happened to the missing girl addenda: vividness: 3.7 participant the category of the dream - kissing dream () 13122018 the name of the dream: the archery and gun club and the gun-only club the first part of the dream was at the archery and gun club the dreamergot a score of two, one was the highest score, for archery and three for gun skills the second part of the dream was the gun-only shoot got a score of one for that there was the talk of getting me to apply the skills in some sort of serious situation but don't remember the details the stand-out visuals of the dreams were the colours of the jumpers in the first dream it was an all-brown outfit with a button-up top that stopped at the bottom of the neck and in the second part of the dream it was a grey jumper with a red and yellow band all the way around the jumper at chest level note 1 awake-time instances of dream-type events (2) fairground (1) cousin jim and self (1) this dream brought to mind an instance of an awake-time experience the dream-type outcome was when my cousin andthe dreamerwas at a fair when were ten, eleven or twelve we had a go at the pellet rifles where you had three shots and had to knock down three ten-centimetre sized metal-shaped men with three pellets to win a prize cousin jim knocked down three of the metal-men with two shots the dreameronly knocked down two with my pellets and jim came to the rescue and knocked down a third figure with his unused shot and we both won a prize a few minutes later we had a go at the coconut stall where you would win a prize by knocking a coconut off a stand about five metres away with bags with beads in them the dreamerknocked the coconut off the stand with two bags jim hit and dislodged his coconut with his three bags but it didn't fall yes, you guessed it the dreamerknocked his coconut to the ground with my unused third bean-bag and we both walked away with a coconut in both cases, one or the other of us could have been refused a prize but back in the day there was a little more good-will floating around it's the sort of thing that only happens in dreams all together now in the key of f#" row, row, row your boat" addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - archery and gun () 11122018 the name of the dream: the return of animosity the opening scene has me talking to a mountain of a man somewhere during the conversation he realises something about me which was in the past, whichthe dreamerthought had been resolved andthe dreamerhad forget about someone, however, wasn't satisfied with letting bygone's be bygones the mountain-man knew the man who was dissatisfied with me and the lastthe dreamersaw of the mountain-man was of his bed-sized back receding into the distance as he hurried off to tell the dissatisfied man and when he had left the scene the last scene of the dream was of me feeling uncomfortable as the old feelings of animosity returned notes 1 this dream springs from earlier on in the day when a male showed hostility while we were talking addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - emotions () angst () 09122018 the name of the dream: solid energy a new type of energy was discovered it was situated outside of the galaxy, it was black and solid and it followed the contour of the galaxy from an indeterminable point to the left of our view of the galaxy to its centre and it was roughly the shape of a jagged-edged elongated teardrop it was so powerful in its raw form that everyone who tried to harness it killed themselves it occurred to me that it would respond to a particular approach and a quick test proved it did the dreamerkept the secret of how to apply the energy to myself and was wondering how best to use it when the dream ended notes 1 this dream was caused by thinking about how to represent the presence of the energy in picture-page "new habitation" observer and participant addenda: vividness: 3 the category of the dream - technology () energy () 07122018 the name of the dream: the baby in my arms it wasn't my baby, it was the baby of a male acquaintance the dreamerdidn't rate the father, his life was more important than the baby's and the reasonthe dreamerhad the baby in my arms was that the father didn't have a clue as to how to hold and comfort a baby that needed attention for one reason or another the father had passed the baby to me when the baby began making complaining sounds the father couldn't appease the baby and it made the father look incompetent as a father, which he was the dreamerseated the baby in the crook of my right arm so that the weight of his upper-body was against my bicep and his head was resting between my shoulder and pectoral and my forearm and hand was supporting him at the front which allowed his legs to dangle free (standing-holding-baby position no.1 ) the position let me stoop and swivel and swing and rock the baby and the left-arm was free to make a baby meal or whatever in the final scene of this dream, the mother and baby were locked in eye-contact and asthe dreamermoved closer to the mother we could both see the outside of the baby's lips were turned up very slightly exuding a subtle smile of satisfaction addenda: vividness: 3.3-7/8 participant the category of the dream - babies (8 ?) 06122018 the name of the dream: my scientology dream this dream was a single long scene set in an office that was staffed by about eight or nine women had walked into the premises off the street out of a sense of curiosity the dreamerwalked throughout the length of the office looking at each of the women asthe dreamerdid so but not one of them looked at me the women didn't pay any attention to me at all, it was as though they hadn't seen me all of the women were either tapping away at a typewriter or looking at a screen eventually, one woman did respond to my presence whenthe dreamerasked if anyone had read the bible orthe dreamermight have said: "has anyone got a bible ?" she had a mildly confrontational tone but it didn't cause me to react in a like manner and her tone softened and became helpful when she spoke a second sentence that suggested wherethe dreamercould get a bible nearby the dreamerwalked out of the building and out of the dream thinking it wouldn't be too difficult to introduce them to the truth about what life is all about notes 1 this dream was produced because of the thoughtsthe dreamerhad during the day when thinking about a documentary about scientology the bit of the film which stuck in my mind was of a couple of the women in the film who had been brainwashed into the doctrines of the cult/clique the dreamercould tell that had they not become involved with the movement they would be normal and genuinely attractive young ladies this is one of the lesser problems we have to deal with addenda: vividness: 3.4/6 participant the category of the dream - scientology (1) 05122018 the name of the dream: the gully was walking along a gully that was about a metre wide there were no signs of dampness at all in the next scene, there were patches of dampness in the next scene, there were patches of dampness and the occasional small puddle in the following scene, there was a continuous trickle of water about half the width of a credit card then, the trickle became a stream about half a metre wide at this stage of the dream, it was still possible to carry on walking along the gully although my shoes were getting wet and muddy in the next scene,the dreameram having to wade through the water and the thought occurs to me thatthe dreamershould get out of the water onto and what had become an embankment glancing over my shoulder,the dreamersee a surge of water rushing towards me and beforethe dreamercan wade my way to the embankment it has reached me and nowthe dreameram having to swim to get out of the water the force of the water is making it difficult to get to the bank and another glance in the direction of where the water is coming from shows that beforethe dreamercan get out of the water an approaching big swell of water, which will overwhelm and submerge me, will be upon me a state of panic begins to grip me sure enough, the swell of water reaches me beforethe dreamercan get to the embankment but luckily it pushes me in the directionthe dreamerwas headed the tips of my fingers just manage to grip onto a solid rock above my head on the embankment but the force of the water is preventing me from manoeuvring into a position which will allow me to pull myself to the right and up the water has become cold and my fingers have lost their flexibility and my body is becoming rigid something tells me there another wall of water approaching and if i'm not out of the water before it gets to me i'm a goner the dreamercan't pull myself up and out of the water sothe dreamerlet the flow of the water lift my body to the left and up just high enough for me to cock my left leg onto the rocky embankment the dreamernow have to try to bring my right arm into a position that will enable me to get into a lying position, then a kneeling position and crawl away willthe dreamermake it ? a sense of accomplishment says yes but the dream ends before it actually occurs addenda: vividness: 3.2/3.6 participant the category of the dream - life-threatening () water (3 ?) 03122018 the name of the dream: the stretch taxi it was around pub-closing time and was headed back home about two miles away was feeling hungry decided to get a taxthe dreamerto the nearest indian takeaway to wherethe dreamerlived and walk the rest of the way don't remember phoning for a taxthe dreamerbut in the next scenethe dreameram climbing into the passenger seat of a taxthe dreamernext to the driver asthe dreamergot into the taxithe dreamersaw there were two more sets of seats behind the front seat and they were occupied with females and males, so now there are six of us in the taxi in the next scene of the dream, the taxthe dreameris stopped and the drivers seat is empty someone opens the door next to me, gets in, and pushes me into the drivers seat, so now i'm going to be doing the driving the dreamerlook back at the passengers and see there are two more seats at the back with two women in them, so now there are eight in the taxi by now the original feeling of hunger at the beginning of the dream has become the dominant aspect of the dream andthe dreamerwake up with a craving for a curry meal and begin making plans to order a takeaway later on in the day notes 1 this dream is obviously a composition of different Tme-Tenses (as are many of our dreams) that the dream-time conscious can string together experiences from different time-tenses across Undulations indicates just how powerful, and useful, this emerging faculty will be when we start using it as it is intended to be used 02122018 the name of the dream: the runner has a sweet-treat left the house in almond tree avenue for town don't remember what it wasthe dreamerhad to do in town but whatever it was it had to be done in a hurry just missed the bus the at the bus stop at the bottom of the hillmorton road and decided to run through manor house estate and try and pick up the number 21 bus at the bottom of the hill leading to the shops at bell green there wasn't anybody at the bus stop which told me the bus wasn't due or had just gone then ran up the hill and got to the shops at bell green only to see the busthe dreamerwanted was pulling away from the stop (the strengththe dreamerfelt in my legs while doing the two bouts of running was the stand-out feeling in the dream) there would be a few minutes before another bus felt a pang of hunger and decided to buy something sweet from one of the shops in the shop, the sweets and biscuits were near the cashier's till checked my change before buying anything expecting only to have enough for one bar of chocolate and became slightly elated whenthe dreamersaw there was large gold coin worth half a pound and two silver two-shilling piece coins, a three-pence coin and about five two-pence coins,the dreamerwas rich there was a bit of a queue waiting to pay and the people waiting were standing in a line in front of the shelves with the sweets and biscuits the dreamerasked a woman to give me access to the shelves and she tutted because it meant she had to move backwards from the till bought two bars of chocolate and joined the back of the queue the queue shuffled once or twice and as we neared the till my attention was drawn to a large red and white pack on the bottom shelf the pack was the size of a six-pack of crisps andthe dreamerrecognised them as penguin's marshmallows (the stand-out visuals of this dream) chocolate-covered marshmallows were among my favourite sweets the dreamerdidn't thinkthe dreamerwould be able to afford them butthe dreamerhad never seen marshmallows in a bag that big and was curious to know how much they cost to my utter surprise and great joy they were marked, in thick black writing, as twenty pence the dreamerhad paid twice as much as that for just one of the bars of chocolate the dreamerdecide to buy a packet and whenthe dreamerpicked it upthe dreamersaw there were twenty marshmallow cakes in the bag that was it,the dreamerbought two packets and whenthe dreamerhad the two packets in my hand the bags of biscuits were even bigger thanthe dreamerfirst thought, they now looked to be twice as big as six-packs of crisps the two packets of biscuits were too conspicuous to carry as they were, and is the case with dreams, in the next scene the biscuits were in a half-sized dustbin-liner bag andthe dreamerwas heading for the bus stop while waiting for the busthe dreameropened one of the packs of biscuits and started eating one as will be known to those of you who like chocolate-covered marshmallows, the way to eat them is to get to the marshmallow by tonguing away the outer shell of away the chocolate and then sucking out the jam before starting in on the white the bus came asthe dreamerwas eating it got on the back seat of the bus (those of you who can remember the two-person operated double-decker buses will remember they had two three-seater seats facing each other as you got on the back of the bus) the conductress gave me my ticket and whenthe dreamerhad paid for itthe dreamerreprimanded myself for not buying a return ticket and saving two or three pence the triple-sugar treat of jam, chocolate and marshmallow was almost sensuous (the stand-out taste in the dream) asthe dreamerwas looking around to see if there was a child to share the marshmallow experience with the dream ended participant addenda: vividness: 2.9 3.4/5 the category of the dream - running () taste () food () sweets () 011212018 the name of the dream: sweet dreams are made of this there are five, six or seven of us and we are joined by another person and he leads us into a disused factory which he has made into his own domain the minthe dreamerhanger-shaped building is about fifteen metres wide and thirty-five metres long and six or seven metres high and is set in an area of other disused buildings that are bigger and smaller the scene, when looked at fleetingly, makes the statement "abandoned" it was the sort of scene you would look at for a second and would instantly forget about once it was out of your field of vision whatever part of the scene you looked at was either a shade of black or brown and it was surrounded by overgrown brown grass, overturned and rusted water tanks and broken pallets the person who had made the building his project had cleverly, almost artistically, kept it looking dilapidated from the outside by using planks of wood which had been roughly hammered into place to hide a gap in the side of the building we had to wrench the wood away and squeeze through the gap sideways to get in and then the plank slotted firmly back into place when pulled back into place from the inside inside, the building must have been an engineering company that used it for making goods that needed lathes that used lots of oil because there were still patches of oil-stains on the walls and on the floor one-third of the length of the building had been cleaned up and was being used by our host for cooking and sleeping the rest of the floor was smooth and shiny out of sheer impulsethe dreamerpretended to be waltzing with an imaginary woman one arm was around her imaginary back and the other arm was holding her imaginary arm out in front and leading the way the floor was so smooth it was possible to slide when swirling musical sounds which complimented the movements came out of my mouth the other men joined in the fun and now we are all dancing and singing and smoothly sliding music, a subtle accompanying music, gradually replaces the sounds coming from our mouths our movements became even more fluid as the music fills our conscious and we are whisked away to a place where only dreams are permitted the dream becomes a timeless experience that has no description then the music fades and finishes as the orchestra ends this particular melody the music is ready to begin again but at that moment between when the music finishes and is about begin againthe dreamerawake completely relaxed but disappointed the dream had finished but knowing this dream is as good as it gets, for now addenda: vividness: sight 3.2/3 sound 4.3/4 participant the category of the dream music () dancing () 28112018 the name of the dream: the vowel song in a secure prison but there was a noticeable level of camaraderie it was ablutions time and everyone was expected to be efficient with the time at the sink otherwise the last people in line wouldn't have enough time to do everything that had to do be done the dreamerbroke into a higgledy-piggledy vowel song a melagatawny, gronamotory, rigidiliry oh and an elimedeery, tugidumumsy, abigromeasy hey with a... there were about five or six lines in that vein the men didn't deride me or object butthe dreamercould tell that some of them couldn't muster an upbeat feeling and pick up on the "vibe", most did though there was another scene, wherethe dreamerwas at a small and deep sink made of stainless steel dipped my hand down into the sink and pulled out an assortment of eight or ten pieces of shiny stainless steel cutlery (the stand-out bit of the dream) the cutlery was all the same design but some of the knives had a slightly longer blade than the others was trying to think of what applications the knives with different lengths of the blade might have when the dream ended notes 1 the happy mood accompanying the singing part of the dream was the result of doing my sums earlier on in the day was aware that the singing was externalised for some of the lines of the song it was also the first singing dream for quite a while addenda: vividness: 3.3-3.9 participant the category of the dream - prison () closed () singing () externalised () 27112018 the name of the dreams: pedestrian priority, the tree that fell and the drummer who didn't love music we were a gang of five or six builders's/labourer's who had been charged with making a busy roundabout with five roads leading to it more accessible for pedestrians at peak traffic-times, the pavements became choc-a-bloc with people who were waiting for a break in the traffic so they could cross the roads it meant widening the pavements and putting pedestrian crossings with those black and white poles with a goldfish bowl shape and size flashing lights on top (whatever happened to them ?. they were eminently practical in that both pedestrians and drivers could see them from a distance.) we were about to start modifications on that part of the pavement, which was most in need of being broadened, when the theme of the dream changed" two of us were in a big garden which had a large tree that was growing at the bottom of the garden next to an imposing solid wood fence that separated the house from the street beyond the person whothe dreamerwas with was in charge and it was his job to figure out the best way to trim the tree of the branches which were hanging over the fence without disrupting traffic he had the idea that it could best be done by pulling or pushing the tree so that it became tilted and make the lower branches easier to get to;the dreamerthink he thought the tree would rest on the fence the tree had other ideas it must have had shallow roots because the wire that was slung around the trunk of the tree at about two-and-a-half metres from the ground toppled the tree completely on the first tug of the wire and the tree crashed into the fence shattering it into splinters the tree narrowly missed a person walking along the pavement from left to right in the dream but in the next scene of the dream the problem was the traffic was blocked and cars were starting to form a queue on either side of the tree the man who had the idea of tilting the tree stood there mortified it was the end of his reputation and career no one was hurt but that wasn't what had turned the man into a statue the emergency services would have to be called it would be an item on the news and it would be the source of ribbing for the rest of his life how could an intelligent person make such a monumental blunder ? the dreamercould already see the funny side of it and began laughing out loud and that set the tone for the next dream" two of us had been practising on our guitars and had reached the time when we're ready to incorporate a drummer and become a group we both recognised that a drummer could make or break the would-be-group and we were in agreement that we wouldn't compromise the quality of the group merely to begin performing via the magic of dreams, or as luck would have it, about a week before there had been a dream (not published) in which a young man with long black hair had really impressed me with his ability to get me nodding and ready to dance with the beat he could generate with just his tom-tom's a bass drum appeared in the dream there were six or seven people in the next scene,the dreamerturned to my partner-in-music and said, "this is the personthe dreamerwas telling you about" we were telling the drummer that we really rated him and would love to have him join us the drummer decided to play hard to get and feigned disinterest eventually, he became rude and began talking to one of his friends asthe dreamerwas talking to him the dreamerbegan smiling a broad smile which let the drummer know he was throwing away a great opportunity and he would live to regret it he knew he would probably regret it but was enjoying disappointing me the dreamerwas still smiling broadly whenthe dreamerwoke notes 1 people enjoy disappointing me addenda: vividness: 3.2/3.5 participant for all but two of the scenes the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (27 ?) 24112018 the name of the dream: a fresh start the dream starts as an observer looking down at a room about ten metres in width and seven metres in length the room has six or seven chairs and two or three tables in it the tables are too low and small for ease of use and may be the reason why there were only two or three people in the room the practicalities of the room were someone's afterthought there was a largeish kitchen that looked like it could cater for several dozen people's and there was also a door at the right-hand corner of the room the dreamerwent scouting the door led into a village-hall-sized building which could hold more than a hundred people, just right for bingo or a dance found some tables and took them one at a time into the "lounge" area in the opening scene now people could pick up and lay down cups and plates with ease it did the trick and in the next scene there are seven or more people sitting in the lounge and on hard chairs supping drinks and conversing a few more homely touches and the room was fit-for-purpose no one stopped me from going to "work" on the big main room and in the next scene there is a p.a. on the stage and chairs and tables along two of the sides of the room and, most importantly, there is some serious socialising going on amongst the people who are content to let me take charge of organising the entertainment in the next scene, there are four or five people, girls and boys, cuddling and kissing to the left of where i'm sitting one of the girls, while looking at me as i'm looking at her and her friend who is being more than just friends with a male, puts her and inside the trousers of a male who is necking with a girl sitting on his lap, and begins to masturbate him;the dreamerget up and leave the girl had done what she did to let me know that what she was doing to her friend's male companion she would do to me alas, her act contained more xuality than affection i'm nobody's idea of a prude but her act wasn't in line with my idea of a relationship andthe dreamergot up and left in the next scene, the girl andthe dreamerare in bed and the girl is listening to me talking it is one of those monologue scenes" "in order for us to have a relationship we would have to move away from this area.the dreamercouldn't have a relationship with you and stay here. the thought of looking the girl and boy in the eye with them both knowing you had masturbated the boy while she was kissing him would be too difficult for me. it would mean we would both have to change our jobs. as we lie here my overriding desire is to hold you and kiss you but there would be no point in becoming more involved with each other unless you are prepared to start afresh with me somewhere else" " there was more to the monologue that is written above but that's the essence of it happily, the girl also wanted a fresh start to our relationship as the dream came to an end notes 1 there is a difference between group love and group x if you're treading the evolutionary path then your imaginings as to what group-love in heaven entails are as good as mine linear shape, we'll keep it simple and project we're all Equilateral triangles means that when we touch it can only be either the points of our triangular selves or the length of one of our sides which can come into contact with each other we'll indulge in a flight of fancy and say that when points touch that is a kiss and when sides touch that is the equivalent of present-time conjoinment it makes good common sense to imagine that we make contact as a "block or group" whilst experiencing the endless variations that straight-line-action in endless space contains the word lust carries the connotation of self-indulgence self-indulgence is not a characteristic of love join with me in distinguishing the difference between pleasure-for-self, and then practice by putting one, some and all other beings before self the rewards are mightily great addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.4 observer and participant the category of the dream - relationships () female () 23112018 the name of the dream: the interview this dream played out in sync with the transition from dreaming to waking had placed an ad in the local paper asking for anyone interested in becoming involved in a discotheque to call at my place the dreamerwas asleep when a caller rang the bell at about nine in the morning the dreamerdragged myself to the front door and let the person, a lad about nineteen, through the door the dreameranswered the door in a long t-shirt and black underpants and seeing it was a male didn't rush to get dressed and walked ahead of him into the living room in the next scene, we are both sitting in the living room and it is a bit dark in the next scene,the dreamerhave just put a spotlight lamp into a bayonet fixture in the ceiling and turned it on by a switch on the wall the filament in the bulb slowly started glowing but even after a couple of seconds it still wasn't glowing white the dreamerlooked at it and said "don't rush yourself" and had to wait another two seconds or three seconds for the bulb to light up the room the dreamerstarted the conversation with the visitor/applicant" "are you familiar with computers ?" "yaw" he replied in a drawling way the way he said it didn't tell me if it was a yes or a no sothe dreamerasked him "is that a yes or a no ? " "yaw ! " he said again, in exactly the same way still more asleep than awake the thought, "either this guy has got an attitude problem or is lacking communication skills" crossed my mind either way, he wasn't the sort of person who would be any good for the job the dreamernever said anything else and came out of the dream while thinking about how to disassociate myself from him addenda: vividness: 3.3/4 participant the category of the dream - strangers () 18112018 the name of the dream: luxuriously-warm in a stark environment the dream opens as a single person is taking in the sight of a dome-shaped cavern about fifty-metres high and about the same distance ahead in the next scene,the dreameram in front of a small stall waiting for someone to hand me a large cup of coffee while waiting for the coffe music begins playing out the music has a beat andthe dreamerbegin to move and sway to the song and eventually lift my feet and do a couple freestyle movements at the end of one of the freestyle movements that encompassed a one-hundred and eighty degree turn, a girl about my size has deftly placed herself in a position so that at the end of the turn we are face to face and almost touching we begin dancing smooch-fashion but in an energetic way in the next scene, we are back in the cavern the cavern has got more detail in this scene there are high ridges of rock which seperate one part of the cavern from another in one of the distinctly seperate part of the cavern there is a small area that is slightly elevated and it has seating and floor-lounging cushions where a person can stretch out in the next scene,the dreameram seated close to the floor leaning back at about forty-five degrees with my thighs bent also at about forty-five degrees relative to the floor the girl who joined me in dancing in a previous scene comes and sits astride me with her back resting on my thighs the girl, an african girlthe dreamerthink, has coffee-coloured skin her hair is styled in about forty ringlets that reach down to her chin and are level all the way around her head the dreamerstretch out my legs so now they are at about twenty-five degrees and simultaeneously straighten out my upper body which causes her to be more in a lying than a sitting position we haven't yet spoken a word to each other she puts her hands around the back of my head in response to me cupping the back of head with both my hands we nestle into each other, first cheek to cheek and then our faces are burrowed into each others neck with our lips resting on each others necks but not kissing for a while we hold that position it is while are lips are touching each others skin that a warmth thatthe dreamerhave never felt before washes through my body and mind while wallowing in the feeling the girl breaks away from me and speaks for the first time "? (someones name) will get half of the money and you will have the other half" at that moment it was a completely inappropriate thing to say it broke the magical moment andthe dreamerhad to try to regain it the dreamerneeded to do away with any notions that money would have anything to do with our being together the dreamersaid, and could hear myself saying asthe dreamerwoke up, manner "the dreamerhave got, and can get, as much money asthe dreamerwill ever need" addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - love relationships () african (3?) 17112018 the name of the dream: think-read dream: bizzare incidents of unintentional deaths was reading an article in magazine, or it might have been on the web, about people who had ben killed unintentionally there was a list of about ten instances of people who had been killed in the most unlikely of ways and friends and relatives were trying to get an official acknowledgement of their deaths the first was a man who had been whisked up into the sky the man was an amateur meteorologist who had attached a device which measured an aspect of the low atmosphere to a sturdy length of metal wire which unwound from a very large fishing-reel-shaped drum this account of a bizzarely unlikely circumstance was the only one of the ten or so instances in which visuals accompanied the description of the incident there was a sequence of three or four one-second videos, each a zoom-in of about a second and which began where the previous sequence left off, of the increasing shock and disbelief on the man's face as he was vaulted upward the remainder of the video sequence showed what happened a low-level, supersonic, secretly-developed jet capable of about mach 5 at about one-hundred metres had snagged the wire and the man had somehow become entangled in the wire the video also showed an orange/rust-coloured vapour trail left by the jet which dispersed within two or three seconds of it leaving the jets' engine there was another two or three-second visual recording which captured the jet as it had gone past where the ametuer meteorologist lived it showed the jets's vapour-trail going from being over where the man lived to dissapearing beyond the horizon in about one second it had come and gone too fast for any of the detail of its shape to be visible it was the latest bit of "kit" and there was no way the military-structure was going to acknowledge it existed another incident, was of another man who had been seen running for his alongside a hedge life as a wheat-thresher was about to scoop him up along with the wheat there was a reason why the man's death had not been acknowledged the dreamerthink it was something to do with a legal point which made the farmer responsible the other accounts of unacknowledged deaths in this think-read dream were equally unusual in their own way one which wasn't in the dream and sticks in the writer's mind was of an american husband and wife who had a deadly quarrel and it led to one or the other of them trying to kill his or her partner using a shotgun the couple lived on the third floor of a seven or eight-storey block of flats that had been built along the high street of a town or city the person who pulled the trigger of the shotgun missed the person he or she was aiming at and the shot went out of the window a second or two before the gun was fired a man had decided to end his life by throwing himself off the top of the building he was precisely in line with the window when the gun was fired and he died from the gunshot wounds before he hit the ground the circumstances of the incident were such that the law didn't consider that the person who pulled the trigger had committed murder however, unbeknown to the sucidee the owner's of the building had put up a suicide net the day before to prevent people from using the building to commit suicide the person who pulled the trigger was guilty of murder notes 1 there were times while think-reading the accounts of "bizzare incidents of unintentional deaths" when the writing became smaller and smaller and it got to the point where it dissapeared completely and visual content formed this is the first think-dream for more than four months is this to be the new format for think-read dreams ? visuals taking over when the writing has laid a sufficiently comprehensive descriptive foundation and then the dream-conscious can then generate images notes 2 the dreamerthink this dream comes from thinking about unintentional murder during the day people still do not yet fully understanding the consequences of taking life no doubt, coming generations will ponder the circumstances surrounding unintentional murder in detail the grey area is where reality is, for evermore, furnishing a greater quantity and love/life is adaping to that increase in an enviroment which contains The Principle of indeterminacy consider, the three of pthe dreamerand the endless numerical sequence which follows pi the universe is the three of pthe dreamerand the straight line is the endless numerical structure 3.141" addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.7 observer the category of the dream - think-read dream which produced visual scenes 11112018 the name of the dream: folders the dream begins with a pot of oxtail soup being cooked or heated put some pepper in it and it noticeably enhanced the taste/flavour decided to make a note of the fact and the next scene of the dream is of two folders the folders were a different colour to the ones we are familiar with, they were tinged brown yet again, the sticking point was physically typing the letters at this point, and for the rest of the scenes of this dream and right through to the end of the dream, the awake-conscious became more prominent by concentrating on the words on the folder, all the words on the folder/s had one or two-word descriptions, it was possible to change the words on the folder and subsequent folders but the words in my mind weren't the words which showed on the folder when a new folder materialised in the dream continued attempts showed an increasing number of folders in the last scene, there were about eight folders the dreamerwoke from this dream xually aroused notes 1 whythe dreamershould wake up from this dream feeling xually aroused is a complete mystery: there was absolutely nothing in the Pde's which could have brought this on the thinking is" procreation, is a part of the mechanism by which love/life realises eternity's mechanistic command "increase numerically" remember, reality calls the shots and we have, yes have, now and forever, to expand reality is not concerned with the qualitative only the quantitative in order to obey eternity and experience endlessness in a qualitative way sentience had to become love and that, in turn, meant attuning and organising itself down to the minutest detail to the characteristic's of inanimacy it has still yet to be realised what the ordering of the minutia of the detail entailed for you-know-who this dream is thought to be a step in the ordering of love/life's procession postulate 4 the more we order or align ourselves to eternity's command the greater will be our feelings of pleasure (see also The art of pleasure) notes 2 even when the first formulations began more than thirty years ago the idea of increasing numerically was inherent in the writer's outlook and the avoidance of taking life became the number one priority addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - computer () folders (2 ?) plus-food () oxtail soup (1) 11112018 the name of the dream: "othe dreameryou" had a pair of cockatiels in a cage about two-thirds of a metre in length and depth and about a metre high had decided to take them with me and go to a pet shop and actually see what food it was they liked to eat before buying it had tried porridge, bread and making a mash with different ingredients but they didn't go for it the pet shop got it right first time they got stuck right into some small grains of something or other in one scenethe dreamerwas walking along and had to put the cage down for a reasonthe dreamercan't recall asthe dreamerwas stooped down and was fiddling around with a fixture attached to the cage a bus pulled level with me and opened its doors without realising itthe dreamerwas stooped down next to a bus stop and the driver had assumedthe dreamerwas waiting for a bus not wanting to make the driver feel awkward for being consideratethe dreamergot on the bus, plus catching a bus was a good idea as the cage was too big to hold comfortably without it knocking against my leg a mild wave of panic gripped me when it occurred to me thatthe dreamerdidn't have enough money to buy a ticket the dreamerpulled all the coinsthe dreamerdid have out of my pocket and was relieved whenthe dreamercould see there was more than enough to pay for a journey there was a prolonged scene whenthe dreamertried to separate the coins and keep hold of the cage at the same time it became time-consuming sothe dreamerheld out all the change in my upturned hand and let the driver pick out the right coins the next scene was one of three stand-out scenes of this dream, asthe dreamermade my way nimbly between the seats of the half-full bus to two empty seats on the right half-way down the carriage and asthe dreamergot level with the seatsthe dreamerswivelled and turned asthe dreamerlowered the cage into the seat next to the window both the cage and my bottom touched the seats at the same time in the next scene, the birds were leaning into each other with their feathers puffed up, the temperature was below what they were used to in the next scene,the dreamerput my finger through the bars and tickled the back of the neck of the male to my surprise and utter delight, he turned his head through about a hundred and ten degrees and without looking directly at me said "othe dreameryou" the dreamerbegan letting out chuckles the dreamerknew cockatiels could be fun but this pair was going to be real company the dreamerlooked up and around to see if anyone else had heard whatthe dreamerhad just heard on the opposite side of the bus, two girls were getting ready to get off at the next stop one of them was almost standing upright and looking elsewhere but the one still seated had heard it and was looking at me with astonishment and wonder the dream finished there andthe dreamerwas still letting out chuckles whenthe dreamerwas awake a truly delightful dream and the first laughing dream since 10082018 addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.7/8 participant the category of the dream - chuckling (1) animal () dinosaur () birds () cockatiels (1) 10112018 the name of the dream: the wanderlusterer in her in the company of two or three other aunts mother announced her long-held secret desire to see the world asthe dreamerwas the only male in the room it was pretty obvious it was my cue to respond my suggestion was to do the travelling in a three-quarter or one-ton two-berth van we could raise enough money to get a van and convert it into a mobile home if we both sold our furniture and other home-fixtures mother was becoming more animated as the planning and suggestions of bringing it to fruition took shape the whole idea and the chat of what we could do and the scope and variations it would throw up took the planning to a new level it was definitely "on" within a scene or two, we are kitting out the van and only a week or two away from "hitting the road" in the last scene of the dream,the dreamerturned to mother and said "you'll need a skill" addenda: vividness: 3.1 participant the category of the dream - mother (5 ?) 07112018 the name of the dream: an oligarch by nature an acquaintance mentioned me to someone who was the head of the local crime syndicate in the first scene of this dream, i'm sitting in a car next to the driver, the head of the syndicate, and there is another person in the back seat the driver is talking to me in a casual manner his comments and remarks are specifically designed to get me to reveal my character and views on certain topics and people the dreamermust have convinced him thatthe dreamercould fit in with his set-up because in the next scene of the dream we, along with someone he knew, and a couple of my friends he didn't know, are at my place he is checking out my friends he was disrespectful of anyone who didn't have the same values as himself and in particular he thought nothing of people who didn't have an assertive attitude and even worse he thought that people who had a physical disability shouldn't be allowed to live this was bad news for one of my friends one of my friends in the dream, an awake-time acquaintance up until two and a half decades ago, was as bright as they come tragically, she had been left for dead by a hit-and-run driver when riding her bike while she was studying theoretical physics at m.i.t. she was in a coma for eight months and when she became conscious again she was seriously, and permanently, disabled not that his majesty knew her story in the next scene, the girl showed me a red scald mark on her hand (the expression on her face when she showed me the mark on her hand was the stand-out part of the dream) while she had been making coffee he had deliberately poured scalding hot water on her hand his majesty was seriously bad news the dreamerknew that if the time and place presented itself he would find a way of "doing away" with her this guy had to be reined in it was while thinking of how to go about it when the dream ended notes 1 this dream came from thoughts and the feelings accompanying the thoughts during the day it was whilethe dreamerwas wondering about the character/nature/outlook of the chief british oligarch the chief of the oligarchs is the person who gives the go-ahead for the assassination of high-profile people the dreamergleaned a little of his personality the day or the day before princess diana was assassinated one of his connections who was keeping him informed of princess diana's public comments (by this time she had left prince charles and was pregnant with her partner and didn't have much good to say about britain) told the chief oligarch what diana had said publicly "you'de have to be crazy to live in this country" in the silence that followed the message of what diana saidthe dreamersensed his presence he was about to give the order to assassinate a historically significant person diana was pregnant with the heir-apparent to the throne from a british point of view, this was, arguably, the most audacious assassination ever why did he give it ? the sense of identity of both the chief british oligarch and the chief russian oligarch's (the only other oligarch-type structure with the same sort of clout as britain and russia is the group named mj-12 or majestic 12, in america, read HERE and listen Here) is the same" their sense of identity is, first and foremost, the land they live in and preside over to the oligarchy, to insult the character of the nation is taken personally princess diana might as well have said "you'de have to be crazy to have children in this country" the implication which comes from this is the person who presides over the country is mad the idea that he might not be a full shilling hit a raw nerve diana didn't understand the mentality of the oligarch structure and it cost her her life the dreamerwas up and about in the house with the telly on the night diana was killed the dreamerstopped writing for a moment when the news flash said "princess diana has been in an accident" and wondered just how bad it was a few minutes later another news flash came on and said "our reporter is at the scene and has spoken to princess diana and she complained her arm was hurting" the dreamerthought "oh diddums. you've been in a car crash and your arm's hurting. you should be grateful you're not in excruciating pain" ten or fifteen minutes later the next news flash said as coldly as dead fish "princess diana is dead" it was obvious from the way it was said it was a statement of fact she had gone from a hurting arm to being dead it was the comment about being crazy that signed her death warrant they are insane but don't tell them to their face addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.9 participant the category of the dream - bad people (11 ?) 06112018 the name of the dream: a game of cricket it was a formal game of cricket in that we were all in white but the field itself didn't have defined borders and there weren't any stands nor were there any spectators in the dream the cricket field was bigger than usual and it looked as though it was set in an area of greenery that had trees off to one side about sixty metres from the centre of the pitch the dreamerwas in an outfield position about thirty metres or so from the wickets the batsman played the ball too far to my left for me to stop it from going past my radial position relative to the pitch which meantthe dreamerhad to run further away from the pitch to get to the ball the ball was heading for the rough grass at the boundary of the field and if it went into long grassthe dreamermight not be able to find it and it would be game over a maximum effort of sprinting got me to the ball as it had just gone over a one-metre incline and before it went into the "rough" on the other side of the incline the effort of the thirty-metre sprint took all the strength out of my arms andthe dreamercould only manage to throw the ball about twenty or thirty metres towards the pitch the fielder closest to me anticipatedthe dreamerwouldn't have the strength to throw the ball all the way to the pitch and closed in on my position and was in just the right place when my throw landed on the ground in a perfect pick-up, swivel and throw he got the ball to the wicketkeeper one step ahead of the batsman who was looking to get as many runs as possible and had thought he had time to get the extra point when he saw my weak throw it was jubilation for our team andthe dreamergot most of the credit notes 1 the first dream about cricket clearly remember thoughts and images of cricket during the day addenda: vividness: 3.3/4 participant the category of the dream - sport () cricket (1) 04112018 the name of the dreams: aggrieved and happiness am in a prison where a visitor has the visit in the prisoner's cell mother was visiting me and the person who shared the cell was in the dream also within a few seconds of dream-time of my mother being in the dream a notorious badass entered the cell and went to the far end of the cell and slouched into a semi-lying position at the pillow-end of the bed mother was standing by he was an awake-time lad from senior school days and he was a genuinely fearless person on one occasion he took on the second toughest boy at school who was also another fearless and bigger boy who knocked him down about five times but he kept on getting up whatever other characteristics he had you had to respect his dogged determination not to be beaten he knew that my mother would have brought treats for me and it was reasonable in his mind that he should be part of someone's generosity the dreamerwoke up feeling frustrated within half a minute had fallen back to sleep and the next dream washed away the undesirable feelings in the previous dream had just boarded a bus and immediately to my left was a baby boy of eight or ten weeks in a pram the moment our eyes made contact he went into an open-mouthed broad smile and he stretched out his hand to touch me it was my own baby boy who had featured in a dream from three days before which had contained good feelings addenda: vividness: 3.1/2 participant the category of the dream - prison () closed () mother (1) 28102018 the name of the dream: a threesome the first scene, in amsterdam a young girl, seventeen or eighteen, latched onto me she was a typically exuberant teenager; excited with the newness of life and, like so many young and happy girls, she had lots to say her extrovert nature made her appealing andthe dreamerwas perfectly happy to let her into my life she wasn't, however, a girlthe dreamerwanted a relationship with but that wasn't a problem for her a scene or two later a young man about the same age as the girl was asking passers-by for money it didn't take long for me to recognise he had character problems, he came across as being "slow" after handing him some money the young girl andthe dreamerwalked on in the next scene, we are walking along at a casual pace and he is talking to the young girl immediately it was noticeable that his personality had changed for the better he speech was no longer hesitant and the expression on his face had gone from being lost and forlorn to enthusiastic he and the girl were getting on like a house on fire as they exchanged a to and fro of words and mannerisms there were a few more scenes and as they played out the girl and boy were becoming evermore friendly it was a joy to see them engrossed with each other; they had become an "item" we went from place to place, a coffee here, a gift shop there knowingthe dreamerhad brought them together produced a deep, warm and wonderful feeling of satisfaction a beautiful dream notes 1 if a simple situation like this can produce such pleasure for the writer what must it be like for you-know-who bringing into being couples who will be together forever and will be becoming increasingly happier the longer they are together! you will be forgiven, if, like me, you feel a little envious of her/his creative abilities addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - matchmaking (1) unintentional (1) 27102018 the name of the dream: the art of pleasure 27102018 this dream is set in a future time-tense dreams diary has reached the stage when visualisations accompany all the dreams there is still some way to go before the accompanying visualisations are wholly accurate but a dreams diary in this time which doesn't give a fair visual representation of the dream just doesn't get viewed on the internet my own outlook is simple" women lead the way in the experiencing of pleasure and men won't achieve an increase in their experience of sexual pleasure before learning how to generate greater feelings in the females for the female, the act of conjoinment has the added pleasure of the accompanying sensations that only women know" the feeling of accomplishment of being able to produce more life in the concrete form in this dream,the dreamerhave a three or four bedroom set-up it is my pleasure to instruct women on how to produce the greatest pleasure for a woman without conjoinment my "set-up" is geared for introducing this approach into our lifestyle very early one morningthe dreamercan hear one of the lasses moaning in pleasure as she is practising on herself while watching the latest pleasure-dream video showing what a male should be doing to bring out the maximum feelings in her it causes me to become aroused andthe dreamerdecide to make a video of myself masturbating without ejaculating to the sounds of a female masturbating now read... the Art of Pleasure notes 1 this dream was not an act of indulgence, it is a dream for this time because everyone has to be aware that a minimum level of pleasure is necessary to embark on straight line action (it is the case that none have insights into the totally overwhelming sensations that occur when the mind is exposed to endlessness. take my word for it people, it will cause you to baulk) that the acclimatization to pleasure is being introduced at this time will give you an insight into just how great our feelings of pleasure will have to be in order to "buffer" or "cushion" ourselves to the exposure of endlessness we have to begin imbuing ourselves with a feeling of pleasure now and it has to increase exponentially for the next 5000 million years ! acclimatising ourselves to permanently-increasing levels pleasure is something which has to be approached in a purposeful way the dream marks the beginning of the process notes 2 both sexes have, in the writer's experience of x, yet to learn how to produce large volumes of prolonged pleasure in the opposite sex without conjoinment it has not yet been formulated but drawing from his own experience the writer suspects that oral sex is not one of the practices we need to incorporate into the art of pleasure the sensations accompanying ejaculation expend "spiritual" energy and it has to be measured (it may be finite in its application throughout earthly evolution and even through to Transmutation) addenda: vividness: 3.4 - the category of the dream - timed-to-occur (100 ?) x dream (40 ?) participant 25102018 the name of the dream: lost love a big bed, very big bed, a bed that was too big was the opening scene of this dream we had been "matched-up" and it was our first night together it was her effusive excitement for life that made her a beautiful girl every moment was the pinnacle of existence and it generated the next new moment the circumstances of our relationship were that we should become parents, it was expected of us and the people who had matched us up expected our relationship would be consummated on the first night and the public were also being kept informed of the details of our relationship her personality was such that it was a joy just to see her living and experiencing life to conjoin would have changed her mood and consequently changed her personality and that was something which was unthinkable the dreamerwas content to be in her arms and within touching distance of her essence we fell asleep the dreamerwoke in the very early hours and began subtly moving her arms and body to bring us closer she awoke and her personality had changed she was no longer the ray amongst all the other rays of light but a discontented child the dreamerhad woken her out of her sleep and it caused her to become moody, almost hostile the dreamercouldn't believethe dreamerhad turned her into the person she now was and there was nothingthe dreamercould say or do to make her go back to the way she was she got out of bed and left the dream in the next scene, the alarm had been raised that she had gone off on her own and the dream had become a manhunt for a missing person the dreamerwent looking for her in the busy metropolis and the next scene of the dream was of me standing at the top of three shiny metal escalators two of the moving stairs were bringing people up and the middle one was a down escalator the next scene is me having got off at the bottom of the down-escalator and looking into a throng of people and realising there wasn't the slightest chance of finding her in the next scene,the dreameram walking along a quiet road with a slightly burly african man alongside me he turned and looked at me and said "she loves sex. she lives for sex" it began dawning on me what had gone wrong allthe dreamerhad wanted was to basque in her personality without realising that her personality was the way it was because she was living in a state of continual anticipation of the next sexual experience * only you-know-who has a complete understanding of the interplay between the sexes addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.7 the category of the dream - the female personality (1) participant 23102018 the name of the dream: multi-themed dream living above a shop the entrance to the shop had a very narrow door went into the shop and there were three or four men dressed in khakthe dreameruniforms waiting for me the men were politely disposed and their uniforms were braided and had badges and patches indicating rank and achievements they wanted to get to know me and began talking about the characters in greek mythology was out of my depth and was listening mostly although the impression was they expected me to chime in with comments and remarks as they went into depth about why the greek writers had given one character certain attributes and why they had been given the names they had after a few minutes,the dreamerbrought plato and socrates into the discussion the men didn't want to talk about them and the conversation changed to me and whatthe dreamerwanted and liked to do one of the men offered me a "teenth" of hash, whichthe dreamertook and realised at that moment they were there to do my bidding then another man gave me a "quarter" of hash and waited for me to say something this segment of the dream ended and a sequence of scenes involving a stately model of a rolls royce began the car was in dire need of several jobs needing to be done to the bodywork, it looked a wreck but drove like a "roller" should there was a prolonged scene of driving and thoroughly enjoying it the theme changed again and now i'm in a sturdy, very sturdy, rowing boat the small river or big stream could barely accommodate the boat there wasn't a tiller and it was being steered by the current of the water the river/stream began narrowing and eventually became too small for the boat it grounded alongside a smooth extent of grass which filled the field of vision to the left and right but had a block of flats and a winding road about a hundred metres away in front of me asthe dreamerbegan to pull the boat out of the water three young men in a much smaller boat appeared in the dream and they were intent on being a nuisance they deliberately began obstructing my way with their boat the dreamerwasn't in a mood to be intimidated and purposefully and aggressively began banging my boat into theirs as we pulled our boats along and as my boat was much sturdier they quickly realised if they wanted to intimidate me it would have to be at a personal level and my no-mood-to-be-pissed-about look was enough to end the confrontation in the next scene the boat had been pulled about thirty metres, don't know howthe dreamermanaged to pull the big rowing boat at all, it must have been made of a strong but light wood,the dreamerlooked back and could see the boat was gauging fairly deep tracks into the smooth grass and had completely ruined what was meant to be a communal area for the residents it then occurred to me that the reason the three men had tried to obstruct me was that they knew the boat would churn up the grass it meant having to spend hours and hours to get the gouges out of the grass andthe dreamerhad still yet to get the boat onto the road about fifty metres away without making any more marks in the grass it was a dilemma thatthe dreamercouldn't overcome there and then and was probably the reason the dream ended notes 1 you-know-who has laid the rules down for me concerning hash she/he is perfectly happy for me to use it once a year i've stretched it into a friday night to sunday night weekend notes 1 on money dream haven't checked the database but it's possible that this is the fifth picking-money-off-the-floor dream if so, this is the first dream that has accurately referred to other dreams of the same type in awake time, have found many individual one-pound coins but have only ever found two one-pound coins within a few metres of each other one was on one side of the road and almost immediately after crossing the road, a few metres after picking up the first coin,the dreamerfound another one on that occasion my friend let out an "oh, what" of disbelief addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.6 the category of the dream - a multi-themed dream () car, boat and men in uniforms (1) participant 22102018 the name of the dream: kissing dream the sincerity, more so than the sensations, of the kiss caused the writer to dwell on it for some time upon waking and made him forget the bulk of the dream before it the scenes of the dream which are remembered begin when a lady and the writer were on a bed and naked except for our underpants the lady was lying on her back, waiting the dreamerstraddled her and leant over her so my forearms were taking the weight of my body the dreamerclasped her head with the palms of my hands which kept her head still her body stiffened perceptibly as my hands held her head still andthe dreamerthen lowered into the kiss asthe dreamerrested my lips on hers the contact of our lips sent messages to the brain which signalled that a minimal movement of the lips would produce the best sensation the kiss gradually become more energetic and the dream ended about five seconds of dream-time (= x's 5 or 10 seconds of awake-time) later as our lips were slowly, and only slightly, pursing and unpursing notes 1 checking the database shows that this is the first "just kissing dream" for eight months and my life has been the poorer for it one of the thoughts that occupied my thinking upon waking from this dream was that the reason for the absence of kissing dreams containing non-sexual pleasure was that my outlook had hardened over the last eleven months and had passed the point of constructiveness thinking further brought forward the chronology of events that matter over the last year and pinpointed the specifics probably the most disappointing thing to have happened and which caused a lessening of my estimation of your characters was the failure to respond to the dream of (16022018), when the daily entries were suspended in an effort to get you to respond to the lover's will via a dream again, a lack of conviction that you-know-who knows best prevails also, the dream of (23092018) had been playing on my mind and was troubling me it was the only dreamthe dreamercan remember when women had demonstrated hostility towards me while reflecting on these points, one thought led to another and eventually a "yes" filled my mind as it was being considered that things are happening as slowly as they are because you-know-who is letting it happen (see analogy 3 ?) but shouldthe dreamerconsider that the effect my sentiments are causing is bringing about equally adverse effects in another respect (my note 35.2 x's" ) the decision was in the hands of the lover the reply was (my note 3 to 2) it has been determined that things should happen thus the sole remaining survivor of a genetic line of those countries of the central powers in world war 1 priority goes to those closest to the end of child-bearing differentials 1: length of time as combatants 2: per million of the current population" country a: one hundred survivors country b: ninety survivors country c: eighty survivors country d: seventy survivors country e: sixty survivors rotation period 1: country a: ten, country b: nine" etc. notes 2 my ref (poster 1) notes 3 it is unlikely in the extreme that even the most vindictive of the devolving of the british oligarchs would sanction the murder of these women (note, russian oligarchs) if things are as it is believed they are there are contingincies in place for punitive action notes 4 see also the "art of pleasure" from a dream on the 17052018 and scheduled for publication on the 27102018 notes 5 it should be clear by now that the subtlest and most profound communications coming from the lover come through in dream-time notes 6 are you still insisting on doing things your way ? addenda: vividness: 3.5 the category of the dream - kissing dream (35 ?) participant 21102018 the name of the dreams: the chess-player playing a game of chess on an electronic gizmo the gizmo had switches in line with the squares of the screen-board which enabled the player to change the postion of the piece forward or backwards pushing the switch forward moved the piece forward and pulling the switch backwards brought the piece back; the switch probably had a left/right move capability but the dream was centred on a single forward move a forward move whichthe dreamercouldn't make because, again in a dream, physically moving something with the fingers was frustratingly impossible the more mental effort that was put into moving the switch the greater the frustration became the dream ended with a mounting sense of frustration notes 1 there has got to be a reason why this particular problem, not being able to cause an effect in a dream via finger movement, keeps recurring it is currently thought that it is because the dream is in dream-time and the determination to move something in a dream, although enacted in dream-time, is coming through an awake-time command/impulse the difficulty is one of evolution we have yet to master the art of being able to use our awake-time abilities to complete a dream and, even more radically, will only be able to do so when we are able to affect an awake-time event through the dream-time conscious ! there are indications that such abilities will be active within a few million years addenda: vividness: 3.6 the category of the dream - chess game (2 ?) electronic (1) participant 15102018 the name of the dreams: riches, poverty and a little boy who found a friend 1st dream had just been presented with a cluster of silver items encrusted with gems the dreamerhad to cup my hands together to hold them all at the same time was still taking in what it would mean to my lifestyle when a smiling face held out another handful of assorted silver jewellery for me to take and beforethe dreamercould appraise those someone else had entered the dream and was bringing even more items 2nd dream this dream sequence was set in russia two or three houses of the meagrest design with two or three impoverishedly-dressed people standing in the foreground they were the picture of dejection they were oriented to the fact that things weren't going to get better the dreamercouldn't help but feel sorry for them 3rd dream in a building that looked like a mall but was almost deserted a boy of seven or eight was standing on his own looking for someone or something he was obviously unsure of his surroundings; the environment he was in was just too big for him to grasp he saw me asthe dreamerwas moving closer to him and his demeanour took on a resigned characteristic he had no choice but to surrender to whatever reality it wasthe dreamerwould present to him the dreamerspoke as to him asthe dreamerwould to my own son and within a few exchanges of sentences he knew he was safe the dreamersuggested he go to the cafeteria about thirty metres away and ask someone there the dream ended as he was walking away with a gait of confidence notes 1 this dream encompassed extremes and a constructive ending; a well-balanced set of dreams and the reason for entering it into the diary addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.8 the category of dream: a mixed-theme dream (50 ?) participant for first and third dream and observer for the second dream 12102018 the name of the dream: the high jump was looking at a screen (it might have been a t.v. or a computer or a phone) the scene was of a typically-tall high jumper, thin but with the muscles of a body-builder, a wedge-shaped torso and wearing a skin-tight leotard; he also had long hair he was standing at about fifteen metres from the bar at an angle of about three to five degrees from the centre of the bar the field of vision was from about three metres behind the bar and took in the run-up area but none of the stadium or other competitors, if it was at a stadium or a competition a voice said "a new world record" the athlete sprinted for seven or eight metres, slowed his sprint almost to a halt by stubbing one of his feet and then picked up his speed and was still speeding up as he planted his foot for the jump he was square-on to the right-hand side of the bar as he started to rise the stand out part of the dream was the way every part of his body seemed to roll over the bar as he rose and the way his body slithered like snaked down the other side one way a person could keep that close to a bar without disturbing it was if the leotard had heat-conductive properties and the bar was cold the skin could feel the coldness of the bar in the same way we can feel the coldness coming from of a lump of ice as we reach out to touch it the dreamerwoke up to hear myself saying "that's some jump" addenda: vividness: 3.4 - the category of the dream - athletics () high jump (1) observer 07102018 in the early evening, upon waking from the second sleep of the day, as the transition between sleep-time and awake-time was occurringthe dreamerfelt a presence in the dream which left the scene of the dream and accompanied me into awake time distinquishing between the two different states of consciousness, and, specifically which state of consciouness the presence belonged to, wasn't possible a sense of total relaxation and calm filled a second or two at the end of the dream and persisted as a diminishing sensation for ten or twelve seconds into awake-time it was such a deep and pervading sense of relaxationthe dreamerwas able to wallow in the sensation for half an hour feeling the same presence in dream-time and through into awake-time is a new experience that a person's presence can stradle both states of consciousness is intriguing to say the least this is the second time it has happened in recent days and it is why it is being noted obviously there was no one in the bedroom there are at least two possible explanations 07102018 the name of the dreams: my hole in the ground and generosity was living rough,the dreamermean really rough it was a hole in the ground about the width and length of a double bed; not even high enough to stand up was lying on my back trying to get to sleep there was a hole about half the diameter of my head wide and about half a metre deep directly above my head through whichthe dreamercould see the dark night sky the hole in the ground was also the local hot spot for the insects who were coming through the hole above my head in ever-increasing numbers a stone about a third of the size of a coconut was my insect-repellant but the insects were coming in faster thanthe dreamercould kill them the theme of the dream changed and nowthe dreamerhad just given two men who were down and out of luck a few hundred pounds the girl whothe dreamerwas with wasn't too pleased about it as it meant our plans for an extravagantly good time out had just changed the dreamerfelt good about being overly-generous to the two men though and there was still enough money left for us to have an enjoyable time ourselves the dream ended notes 1 the first dream was caused by eating an extremely sugary lemon meringue cake just before going to sleep the second dream was the physiology having recovered from the excess of sugar and producing a normal dream for the first dream vivdiness 3.4 participant the category of the dream - food-influenced dream () sugar () insects 04102018 the name of the dream: bananas in syrup this dream was set in canada there was a sombre air to the dream to begin with as it was expected that the dreamer would want to set a serious tone to his visit there were important issues to be dealt with but the moment was hijacked by the need to be appreciative of life and enrich it with music a castanet and/or a very soft brushing of a cymbal set the tempo the dreamer began softly repeating a three-word mantra in synchronisation with the rythymn the people in the dream picked up on what the dreamer was doing and began to improvise within a few scenes the song had become a rousing subtlety and longer it went on the more it lifted the soul the feelings it produced would influence the decisions when working on the serious issues the song was still building to its peak when the theme of the dream changed to a man driving a mobility scooter he was deliriously happy so much so it lifted the heart and produced more feelings for an appreciation of life but without the connotation of beauty the song contained notes 1 the thoughts and feelings and sights and sounds during the day which produced the scenes for this dream are clearly remembered and it's quite possible that the order of the scenes in the dream follow the same order of the thoughts, feelings, sights and sounds as they occured during the day notes 2 the melody and a description of the structure of the song is being witheld the dreamer is going to try and reconstruct the song in the dream in awake-time addenda: vividness: 3.7 participant the category of the dream - music () canada (1) 27092018 the name of the dream: the magical music ball at the computer the screen showed a music sheet with seven or eight notes along with it below the line of music, there were three balls and each ball had about thirty facets the facets were hexagon-shaped, alomost, but not quite, like the pattern on footballs one of the balls was twice as big as the other two and it was this ball which caught the attention four or five of the facets were a glossy black and the rest were shades of light-orange when a new note was added to the line it sounded and at the same time the balls reacted to the note by changing the colour of one of the facets which affected, to a lesser degree, two or three of the surrounding facets if the melody of the composition was enhanced when a new note was added the principal black facet of the biggest ball was affected and its a shade of shiny black took on a clearer, crispier shade of black the other facets of the ball responded as well but much less perceptibly the two other balls changed similarly notes 1 the dreamerthink the idea of the programme was to turn the black facets into other colours the quality of music can be considered to be a purely subjective experience however, the writer's experience with music and the commonly-shared response to certain melodies tells a different story" there is an objective beauty/appeal in music notes 2 one of the distinctive characteristic's of mammal man-shaped beings, along with hair and breasts, is our feel for and love of music music is our baby may explain why this so another time dinosaur man-shaped beings "baby" is colour addenda: vividness: 3.8/9 participant the category of the dream - music () composition () computer ()the name of the dream 23092018 the name of the dream: the academy was going through the induction process of an academy the first thing we were given were short easy-to-remember names, mine was up/down there were a dozen or more males in a queue receiving cardboard-wrapped electronic instruments the two or three people before me had been given electronic devices which all seemed to be video/audio equipment the objects varied in size and shape and they defined the specific type of work we would be doing the device that was placed on the counter for me was more than twice as big as any of the other instruments from the bits of it that were visible it was obviously sophisticated andthe dreamercould tell from the way it was placed on the counter it was heavy the dreamersaid to the guy behind the counter "trust me to get the heavy one" and he said "you've got an important job to do" after taking it off the counter and walking for a few steps it began slipping from my grip there was a feeling of panick for a moment realising that if it dropped to the floorthe dreamerwould have completely blown my "cred" the counter was just inside the door of a brightly lit cafeteria-style mess hall with a eight or so tables and each table could seat between six and ten persons the girls had already been allocated their devices and there were two women sitting at the table wherethe dreamerhad to sit the girls were dressed in dark-blue skirts and jackets, a white blouse and air stewardesses-style cap/hats, the men were wearing dark-blue trousers and white shirts immediately after sitting down there was an air of animosity eminating from the women the dreamerknew what the problem was" notes 1 ladies,the dreameram pissed off do you think that life got to where it is by sneaking around ? do you think that life pick and chooses who it wants and doesn't want to spend eternity with ? love/life has the most embrasive, magmanimous nature imaginable when love/life realised it had achieved an endless and unimaginably desirable state it's one and only desire was to share it moving forward to this undulation" the writer stood on a street corner on the same day of the week for two years handing out flyers conveying what love/life had achieved every saturday for most of those two yearsthe dreamerkept on thinking that this saturday would be the saturday when a woman who understood what was happening and realised the signifiicance of what was happening would present herself and help me to get the word out to others the dreamercould have accomodated thousands of women over the last quarter of a century if only you had the courage of your convictions but look what happened without exception every one of you went into secretive or coveteous or clique/group mode if there's one thing that turns love/life off it's the mentality that a qualitative, eternal life, is something that is for "special" people all are called, none are chosen it's not me who's not cooperating, it's you addenda: vividness: 3.9 participant category of dream: ? 21092018 the name of the dreams - flying on my feet and flying in a helicopter the dream began in a building that had about five storeys the dreamerwas on the roof and began to make my way to the ground there were two flights of stairs between each floor and the stairs had thirty or so steps the steps were narrow enough to grip the handrails on each side of the stairs the handrails were made of a smooth wood after descending down one or two flights of stairs it was realised that by pulling the bottom of the sleeves of the topthe dreamerwas wearing down and covering my palms it was possible to slide down the stairs and further it was possible to regulate the speed of the slide by adjusting how much of the palm was covered by the sleeve heads were turning as my speedy self seemed to others to be flying down the stairs and by the timethe dreamerhad reached the ground floor, which turned out to be the concourse of an airport,the dreamerhad developed the knack of transferring the momentum of the slide to the soles of my feet and could slide in a straight line and in a curve for a few metres after coming off a flight of stairs in the final scene of this part of the dream, which was one of the two stand-out parts of all the sequences of the dreams in this sleep, using the momentum gained by the hand-slide it was possible to give the illusion, to people who hadn't seen the hand-slide down the stairs, thatthe dreamerwas floating by merely pointing my feet one way or the other a great little dream another theme of a dream in this sleep was to do with a helicopter a helicopter was up for sale at a price whichthe dreamercould afford after paying for itthe dreamercould fly it away, whichthe dreamerdid the helicopter was surprisingly easy to fly and there was a long sequence in whichthe dreamerput the chopper through its paces in terms of manoeuvrability and speed and quickly satisfied my desire to fly a helicopter there were then a few scenes wherethe dreamerwas sitting in the helicopter on the ground with the instrument and cockpit lights turned on notes 1 this dream came from thoughts and feelings during the day specifically, a loose and light feeling in the legs which enabled the most comfortable and natural walk for more than twenty years which bolstered the belief that there is a happy ending for all of us there was an x sequence dream in this sleep but have left out the details wishing to present the other dreams as "boys own" dreams also, it should be recognised that the leap in the improvement of walking has come about as a result of applying the suggestion which occurred in the dream of 30062019 when you hear the expression "just a dream" you may be being deliberately misled by those who are attempting to subvert the newly gained knowledge coming through in dreams and dreams theory addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.8 participant category of dreams stairs dream; body movement () stairs (1) helicopter dream flying () helicopter () 14092018 the name of the dream: an appreciation of life was visiting relatives it was a balmy day, when the temperature of the skin and the temperature of the air were the same took a baby out of the house, went to the bottom of the garden and had just laid the baby on the ground near a person-high privet hedge the boy-baby was about ten months old and was dressed in a grey jumpsuit both of us were lying down;the dreamerwas lying on my left side and the baby was on his back the dreamerreached over his body and put my right hand under his back so now he was slightly on his side and began smoothing his back with long, slow, strokes he was looking at me in an appreciative way the dreamerbegan talking to him after a sentence or two the tone of my voice stirred emotions in him and his look showed it contained admiration the dreamercontinued talking" "if these moments was the final moments of our lives we would have experienced life to the full. life can do this. it can produce times when there is nought else which can be added. this now is our past and our future. we have fulfilled life's destiny" notes 1 this dream came from two different experiences during the day the first was the sense of accompishment after composing a dance track made up of the parts of half a dozen different songs and the second was the thoughts and feelings which came about while watching and thinking about a programme which portrayed the effects of the asteroid, which brought about the demise of the dinosaurs, for the twenty-four hours following its impact notes 2 it was originally thought that the asteroid which ended the reign of the dinosaur class of beings was an attempt by devolving beings to destroy the world it is now thought that it was evolving dinosaur man-shaped beings who could guage precisely how to end the reign of the dinosaurs without killing the species of mammal which would give rise to us the thought that evolving beings would cause such wide-scale destruction to life was resisted for more than twenty years we, mammal man-shaped beings, will have to make a similar decision do we assume that the ten-thousand species of mammals will become extinct naturally which allow the next class of man-shaped to emerge within a relatively short time or will we find that the natural demise of mammals will not happen for thousands of millions of years and have to inerfere with a natural order ? addenda: vividness: 3.7/8 participant the category of the dream - babies () 09092018 the first dream the name of the dream: the giant computer printer it is a society in which, when a person's words are thought to be of value, they are given a computer and printer which prints out what they write the paper that flows from the computer is ridiculously big; about the size of a broadsheet newspaper and each sentence is spaced a metre from the previous one the sheet of paper went from the back of the computer, ran along a conveyor belt and when it is about four metres long the person writing is expected to tear it off at the far end with a deft flick of the hand the dreamerwas new to the machine and a man was instructing me on what buttons did what my problem wasthe dreamercouldn't flick the paper and make it tear cleanly or tear off at all the instructor advised me, or it occurred to me, to use my left hand the dreamerdid and the paper tore off cleanly and the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - computer () printer (2) second dream the name of the dream: my girlfriend's willy it was the first day out of the hospital for my girlfriend she had just had a sex change and was keen to see what she's looked like compared to mine in the next scene, we are standing over the bowl in a toilet cubicle making out we were two males having a pee neither of us passed any water but she was delighted to see they looked the same in both colour and size in the next scene, we are still standing but hers wasn't visible although her pubic hairs were and she was emanating an air of demureness that was enough to arouse me andthe dreamermoved in front of her, put my hands around her back and cupped her soft, sensuous buttocks and pulled her into contact with me addenda: vividness: 3.4/5 participant - the category of the dream - x dream () sex change (1) notes 1 there's a nobel prize in psychology ready to be awarded to the person who can make fruedian-sense of this dream notes 2 am assigning both of these dreams to the present of a long-gone past Undulation notes 3 about one-in-ten dreams that are remembered aren't being entered 05092015 the name of the dream: warmth in the winter this dream took me back to days as a youngster when the cold of the winter wasn't noticed due to the body's ability to generate the heat it needed to function there were four of us, two girls and two boys we were on foot and we were going from somewhere to somewhere else it was winter and hard snow and ridges of ice had fromed on the road we were walking along the road was a country road which was empty of traffic it was either christmas day or new years day the first scene and the stand-out scene of the dream, was of the four of us walking abreast we all had thick overcoats on three of us we wearing dark blue coats and one person had a grey coloured coat we were in holiday mood and for some reasonthe dreamerwas in a sky-high mood and was feeling over the moon addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 3.6 participant the category of the dream - winter females and males () christmas/new year () snow and ice (1) 03092015 the name of the dream: the man on stilts a one-scene dream a man on stilts walked in an area with quite a few people in it my first impression was that he was a showman he had the broadest smile a face was capable of forming asthe dreamerwas watching himthe dreamerrealised he wasn't wearing the smile of a deliriously happy person but his smile was that a comple and utter nutter and that he wasn't on stilts but had a deformed body with legs twice as long as his body like the being at the 2 minute mark of This video addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 3.6 participant the category of the dream - odd-shaped man-shped beings (1) 02092015 the name of the dream: the prison visit for the first time in a dream about prisonthe dreameram a visitor and not an inmate the person who was the inmate was an awake-time acquaintence from twenty-five years ago he was on a serious charge but he wasn't guilty of it the stand-out part of the dream was when he was talking about why he was being framed for the crime andthe dreamerwas convinced he hadn't done it (don't know what crime it was he had been charged with) andthe dreamerwas the only person who could help him get released notes 1 the Pde's of this dream are clearly remembered if there's any justice in the world the people behind this person's incaceration will be brought to book addenda: vividness: 3.5 to 3.6 participant the category of the dream - prison () closed () visitor (1) 01092018 the name of the dream: what not to eat before going to sleep in the centre of a city was on a push-bike that had a home-made trailer fixed to it on the trailer was most of all of my worldly possessions was on my way to do a disco had just got to the top of a slight incline that curved to the left and was picking up speed when something caused the bike to stop and threw me off the bike wasn't hurt but whatever it was that caused the bike to stop wasn't obvious put the bike in a recess by the side of a building and went to the point on the road where the bike stopped there wasn't anything which looked to be the cause" no hole in the ground, no bump in the road, nothing the dreamerstooped down and checked the lie of the road for an unevenness, again nothing something had caused it andthe dreamerstooped down again and double-checked for any sign of anything it was a mystery,the dreamerwas perplexed had a job to do and would have to try and figure it out later and so went back to where the bike was the bike wasn't there, it had been nicked it was a complete disaster everything of importance was on the trailer" music equipment, video equipment, computer and storage devices, phone" there wasn't anyone in sight the dreamerhad been robbed, but good woke out of the dream feeling thoroughly depressed notes 1 for a half-hour after waking the thoughtthe dreamerwhythe dreamerhad dreamt the dream was on my mind checked the pde's and attributed the dream to a decision to put money before principles on a certain matter settled on that as being the reason; there wasn't anything else that came to mind the only other thing that could bring about a feeling of depression like that was food andthe dreamerhad only eaten" then it dawned on me a two-sausage sandwich, pork sausages, twenty minutes before going to sleep was the culprit it was the first timethe dreamerhad eaten pork sausages before going to bed for years there's definitely something about pork which is incompatible with our physiology have still got about forty pork sausages in the deep freezer they are going to be used as a breakfast item for here on in the physio/mental effects will have less of a detrimental effect in the morning have whittled down chicken meat to once a month or less, pork is getting the boot eventually addenda: vividness: 3.3/4 participant the category of the dream - food-influenced dream () meat () pork sausages (1) 28082018 the name of the dream: applications was using a spreadsheet to amend information there were between one hundred and two hundred vertical columns visible in the spreadsheet in the dream by expanding the information in a dreams spreadsheet, and this is probably true for any type of spreadsheet, accessing specifics became a doddle by simply inserting a column in between or before another column with the new reference or references in the dream it was locations and running the spreadsheet had between twelve and twenty lateral columns of categories between the date and the dream-time length of the dream it became necessary to add a one-character reference to the coumns of categories which gave the distance in kilometres there was a feeling of accopmpishment in the dream when the spreadsheet had been expanded and the new column made referencing a specific dream that much easier notes 1 not sure how to make a spreadsheet available for a visitor wanting to sift through or find information in the dreams diary via a spreadsheet this dream makes a dreams spreadsheet a compelling neccessity for both author and reader it will materialise sooner or later notes 2 this dream is the balancing of personal and shared information during the day came across a tutorial which explained how to synchronise songs with different tempos had been trying to find out how to do it for years the discovery of the information, via a youtube tutorial, has given me enormous scope for mixing and composing tracks this dream is love/life balancing personal and shared acheivements addenda: vividness: 3.7 partcipant/observerver ? the category of the dream - informative () sharing () 24082018 the name of the dream: four in a bed arranged (paid) for three young ladies to have an afternoon sex romp two of the girls were awake-time acquaintances from the recent and not so recent past who had been sexual partners in awake-time and the third was an awake-time friend of one of the others was in bed and undressed first and asked the girls to join me in the next scene, the girls were in the bed and on the right of me but weren't undressed pulled a blanket or sheet over us and began undressing the girl next to me (this is the fourth x dream with this young lady and she is officially in an episode dream) don't know if it's the same with all men butthe dreamerget sexual arousal from undressing my partner in the next scene, the two of us are naked andthe dreameram on top of her and resting on my elbows we never touched each other's genitalia andthe dreamerwas reaching readiness by gently rubbing my crotch against hers it took a bit longer than usual to attain conjoinment andthe dreamerwhenthe dreamerhadthe dreamersaid playfully "aah, there you are" there were two or three scenes of wonderfully sensuous kissing while conjoined (the stand-out part of the dream with a addenda: vividness: rating of 3.7/8) this dream was great and with another two ladies waiting it was going to get better in the next scene, the dream went to pot two or three males, they may have been co-tenants but they certainly weren't friends at that moment, were in the dream at the far end of the room and were making remarks they had enough respect for me not to come too near the bed but the only way to keep everyone happy was to suggest to the other two girls that they take one of the other men as partners the dream ended before the suggestion was made notes 1 the second serial dream both serial dreams are of women can't think of a better theme for repeatedness addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.7/8 participant the category of the dreams: x dream () three females () and episode x dream: (1) (c) 22082018 the name of the dream: the man with x-ray eyes didn't remember the first scene or two of this dream which showed the whole room and the total number of people in it was at a table with five or six women playing a game of strip-jack naked some of the women had no clothes left to forfeit andthe dreamerwanted to get the girls who still had panties on to lose them a bit of dream-magic came into the dream which allowed me to see through the table and see who still had panties on there were five or six six scenes of the girls crotches and it turned out that only one player still had hers notes 1 this was close to being a montage perhaps this is a new category of montage which bridges to a greater degree the awake and dream-time consciousnessess notes 2 it is also possible thatthe dreameram an observer in this dream/montage which in turn poses the question whose memory is it ? the question opens speculation as to the nature of you-know-who x-ray vision is well within the scope of, on this occasion the lover is a male, his abilities attempting to nail down his character is a hopeles task and those who try to will have made the mistake of assigning one characteristic to a being with endless characterstics it can be confidently stated that the simplest broad-brush assignation to apply to her/him is that she/he can only bring an increase of the quality and quantity into being the writer has no of memory's of straight-line action to pass on to you mix overwhelming freedom with playfulness and you'll be on the right track notes 3 the third dream in a row which has a high addenda: vividness: rating (more than likely it will happen) how time drags when waiting for something good to happen addenda: vividness: 3.7/8 participant/observer ? the category of the dream - dream-montage (1) female genitalia (1) 21082018 the name of the dream: mr pinky the first theme and the two, three or four scenes of this dream were about a neighbour the neighbour was immobile and over the past few years it had been a challenge to persuade, cajole, encourage, berate" him into regaining his mobility in this dreamthe dreamerhad managed to infuse in him a renewed determination to get on his feet and the last scene of this dream-theme was the feeling of gratification as he got to his feet and was moving about enthusiastically with the aid of a push-wheelie the theme of the dream changed and the image was that of a face on an object the shape and size of a half-radius mantle-clock the clock and the face was the same colour, a striking pink the face became animated and began talking to me it asked me to consider my own experiences of life and appraise/evaluate my wrong-doings then, incomprehensively, its face became still, unhinged iteslf and receded into the back of the clock and was replaced by a face which slid into the place where the previous face had been and it became a fully animated in its facial expressions and eye and mouth movements it was a little unsettling to realise it was a being which could take any form it wanted butthe dreamerwas more intriqued than anything else the were no inflexions in its voice everything it said was said in a matter-of-fact way then, a second presence made itself known in the dream as the voice was asking me to consider all of my actions a scene of a man who looked really happy about something was occuring to the left while looking at the scene of the happy man the voice said, "a self-confessed murderer" wasthe dreamersupposed to make a connection between the actions of a self-confessed murderer and my own actions ? it's certainly true that i've done a few shitty things that are wrong, but murder ! the dreameram, and always will be clean a thought or feeling occured to me and without moving my head my look darted to where the face was it (a hethe dreamerthink) was scrutinising me the dreamerwas becoming suspicious of the motives of the face notes the addenda: vividness: of this dream indicates this will happen there are many adjustments we have to incorporate into our thoughts about the future becoming linear in form is difficult enough to come to terms with but the idea of a being that can be the shape of a pink, half-radius mantle-clock ranks as on of the most bizarre forms of reality imaginable the writer couldn't have thought of it, it could only occur in a dream addenda: vividness: 3.9 to 4.1 participant the category of the dream - fore-warning ? (1) 20082018 the name of the dream: doughnuts, vaping, crazy stairs and a portable organ the first part of the dream was set in exeter can remember the details of the narrow streets had a five-octave portable organ in a black bag that had straps which enabled it to be carried by hand or over the shoulder the with me and it was causing all sorts of problems the organ was just too big to be carrying around in a small town centre which was jam-packed had to dodge people while walking and turn it sideways every few steps to avoid knocking into someone there were a couple of times in the dream whenthe dreamerwondered why it wasthe dreamerwas carting it around had a craving for jam doughnuts and there were three or four scenes of different shops bought three or four doughnuts in one shop the woman at the counter was friendly and handed me a white paper bag with the doughnuts in them and they were polished them off in record time the taste of the warm jam and sugar was on of the many stand-out features of this unsually vivid dream but still the craving for more was asserting itself not wanting to reveal my weakness for sugary things bought the next bag at another shop and they satisfied the craving it was a couple of scenes before it was realisedthe dreamerhad not got the organ with me anymore and it would mean retracing all the previous scenes of the dream to find it the theme of the dream changed andthe dreamerwas on concrete stairs with iron railings couldn't get my body to turn the tight corners of the stairs and got stuck a six-foot four awake-time buddy of thirty years ago appeared in the dream and showed me how to contort my body around the corners of the stairs the follow-on scene of this dream was the apartment at the top of the stairs it was a large room with eight of us in it can remember taking in the layout of the room and the people and how spacious it was and feeling envious thatthe dreamerdidn't have accomodation like this which could seat about twenty people in comfort four people were sitting on a sofa and chairs about five metres away and four of us were sitting at a table to my left was a petite girl of about twenty she had porcelein-coloured skin and looked like a doll she was wearing a tight fitting, loose-knited white cardigan she was determined to engage me in conversation and got my attention when she showed me an e-ciggie shaould had bought that very day there was a bit of conversation about the merits of vaping and then the dream started to become externalised "whenthe dreamerfirst bought one there was the decision of whether to get a twelve-strength vape or a three-strength. (the dream became fully externalised during the next sentence)the dreamertried a six-strength tobacco flavoured liquid but it was too harsh andthe dreamersettled for a fruit-flavoured one, it was rasberrythe dreamerthink." awoke to the sound of my own voice, again addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 3.8 participant the category of the dream - multi-themed dream (25 ?) food () sugar (2 ? ) 12082018 the name of the dream: inhuman was explaining to an awake-time acquaintance how easy it is to degenerate within a lifetime the man in the dream said it wasn't possible that he would do something wrong for any reason" my point was that it happens little by little my view was it was possible to go from having unlimited courses of action to increasingly restrictive ones the thrust of the reasoning was" once a person associates with people who have accepted into their thinking or lifestyle uninhibited activities a person can be influenced by that person the dreamerwas trying to present the circumstances through which a normal person can be persuaded into justifying doing things they wouldn't normally do for instance, a woman or a man who has the responsibility of a family cannot consider the idea of giving up their duties to the family and letting them fend for themselves it is more likely that a woman or a man who works to keep their family will say and do things in the course of their work which will ensure they can continue to work and keep their family even if it occasionally means misrepresenting the goods or services they represent the conversation in this dream was due to me saying that a stage of devolution is a cannibalism addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - cannibalism () conversation (1) 12082018 the name of the dream: the easter parade was one of about twenty-four thirty and forty years old's at a regular meeting place where we hoped to meet the boy or girl of our dreams it was part of the routine that at the start of the evening we would separate into our genders, twelve in one corner of the room and twelve in the other one at a time, we would walk into the centre of the room and with as much style as we could muster turn completely around, in the same way, fashion models do on a catwalk, and then give a three, four or five sentence presentation of ourselves when we had all presnted ourselves we would go into the lounge area and socialise when it was my turn, on the spur of the moment,the dreamerdecided to do some completely out of the ordinary and not do a poised walk and give polished mini-speech but instead took three or four quick steps to get the momentum do a running head flip/spring it was somethingthe dreamercould do as a teenager and do it on the pavement to boot, it should be added, so doing it on carpet shouldn't be a problem the run-in steps were a bit too strong andthe dreamernearly lost my balance when landing on my feet butthe dreamerknew the effect had been achieved whenthe dreamerheard a few ooh's then, finished it off with "my name is john. let's go, babe" in the next scene,the dreameram rifling through the bottom drawer of a metal filing cabinet looking for the file with my particulars in it at first glance, it looked like there were more than a dozen stiff, brown paper folders but after lifting three of them out there was a box the size of a folder and half a metre deep with about thirty chocolate easter eggs all the same size and wrapped in different coloured crinkly foil addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream - female relationships () easter () 10082018 the name of the dreams in this dreamthe dreameram waiting for a lady friend there is an elderly gentleman in the dream and we are in an upstairs room it was daytime andthe dreamerwas arranging the room ready for her the first thing was the bed, it needed to be neat and clean the elderly gent was in the room andthe dreamerwas going to give him a tenner for answering the door and telling when the girlthe dreamerwas upstairs when she arrived the dreamerwanted to be in bed ready the dreamertold him what was going on and he as quite intriqued with it there were two beds in the room, a single and a double originally the single bed was going to be the bed we would be in but then it seemed a better idea to use the double bed next to the window the dreamerdrew the front curtains first but it was still too bright sothe dreamerclosed the curtains at the back of the bedroom whenthe dreamerturned around the elderly gent was lying down on the single bed he was talkative and alluded to being in the room when the girl was in the room the dreamerwas thinking it would be better to drop the keys to her from the upstairs window and was about to give the elderly gent the money and tell the him to go when the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.3/4 participant the category of the dream - pre-date activity () bedroom (1) 10082018 the name of the dreams: christmas merriment and new year's eve christmas merriment with the exception of the last scene, all of the scenes in this dream had lots of people in them in one scene, the skin of my face crumbled off whenthe dreamerrubbed it and the skin underneath felt ultra smooth which made me feel young again in another scene, my laughter was so intensethe dreamerhad to bend down and rest my weight on my right hand to stop myself from falling over in another scene, the person with me was walking five or seven metres ahead, not because he was embarrassed that heads were turning becausethe dreamerwas laughing but because my laughter was affecting my ability to walk and he had to be somewhere andthe dreamerwas making him late in another scene in a shop, someone introduced me to a well-dressed man who took himself seriously the dreamerwas in no mood to be serious and asthe dreamergot within hand-shaking distance of himthe dreamerdone a pirouette on my right foot, lifted my left arm, folded it across my face and stooped down so he had to lean down to reach my hand to shake it in another scene,the dreamerwas making with the one-liners asthe dreamerwas handing out lots of two-folded sheet that presented ideas, serious and humorous, through christmas-themes wasn't laughing in the above scene but was in a sky-high mood in the last scene, billy connolly, looking distinguished in a two-tone dark brown outfit that matched the tone of his skin, walked into the roomthe dreamerwas in and had a ready-to-be-merry look on his face notes 1 a crying dream and a laughing dream within a few days of each other ! both laughing and crying dreams are something of a rarity that both types of dreams should occur within a week does seem to have significance that this dream and the one below are tied in terms of differences and similarities seems coincidental exceptthe dreamerdon't believe in coincidence addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.7 participant - the category of the dream - laughing dream () christmas-time new year's eve this dream was on the eighth of this month (didn't have time to enter it on the day) it is the afternoon of the 31st everything to do with the music was set up and a quick test of the sound system produced one of the clearest sounds of any dream with music (the stand-or most vivid scene of any part of the dream) there was an air of expectation that this party was going to be especially good it was going to be held on the first floor of a pub if the capacity of the room was exceeded then people could still be part of the party in the downstairs rooms where the sounds would still be clear if all the rooms became full people could stand and sit outside, where a quick check told me, the music would still have its feel of presence people were popping in throughout the afternoon and making sure the evening's celebrations were going ahead that people were checking the event was on told me a lot of people would be coming notes 1 the quality of the sound of the music in this dream is due to the re-mixing of a song during the day before this dream when, as a result of trying different settings on the equaliser, a harmony of women's voices on a songthe dreamerhad listened to many times before became audible to me for the first time addenda: vividness: 3.7/8 participant the category of the dream - music () new year's eve (1) 09082018 oos the name of the dream: the "roller" - old enemies become friends three people came to me wanting help with something or other it meant going to the car in the next scene, there were three cars in an area that could hold four cars the three people were bowled over whenthe dreamerwent to my car the car didn't stand out amongst the others at first glance it was only when my car was in full view that even without knowing the make of the car it was a dream car it was a dull grey-blue with one or two discreet lines of gold (the stand-out part of this dream) the front was slightly sloped, like a porsche 311, but the back had linear lines to its shape the interior was equally impressive, a brown and yellow colour-scheme it oozed class notes 1 this is the second time this car has featured in a dream (didn't make a record of the first dream) it is also the second time people who had always shown animosity in previous dreams are now friends addenda: vividness: 3.7/8 participant/observer ? the category of the dream - car () rolls royce () 08082018 the name of the dream: at the flick's the first scene shows three of us, males, having just taken our seats at the cinema the number on the tickets had us seated at the far right of the right-hand aisle about a quarter or a third of all of the seats in the cinema were occupied there wasn't anybody within ten or fifteen seats to the left of us and nobody else in any of the rows in front or behind us as would be discovered the person who allocated our seats when we bought our tickets at the ticket office had deliberately put us away from the bulk of the other cinema-goers didn't know about the others but il liked to sit at the front and at the centre of the screen it was decided we would move to the centre of the screen which would put us in amongst the bulk of the audience we found ourselves sitting next to three or four girls on the left of us a short time afterthe dreamerrealised my right arm was pressing against the girl next to me she was wearing a short-sleeved garment andthe dreamercould feel her skin (the stand-out part of the dream) it wasn't a "manoeuvre" by me and my apology to the girl for leaning into her was sincere in a gentle voice, she said "it's alright.the dreamerdon't mind" the dreamerknew an invitation whenthe dreamerheard one and said "well, in that case" and laid my arm on her arm and clasped her hand she spoke again, "i'm with thirteen of my friends" and indicated with a movement of her head to a row of seven or eight girls sitting in front of us the dreamerwas in a light sleep and woke up at this point addenda: vividness: 3.2/3 participant the category of the dream - females () cinema () 06082018 the name of the dream: a narrow outlok am in the house of a family of four, five or six otheir outlook of life has two facets, money and sex this family has no interest in art, fashion, fun, sport, politics" they are not a happy family, consumed as they are with acquisition or indulgence a possible point of friction between the eldest lad, a burly twenty-year old, and myself was easily overcome by handing him about fifteen silver coins of different values the moment he had the coins in his hand he turned and walked away from me without saying anything i, and the point of contention, no longer existed there was a scene with the lass of the family more unharmonious moments, have forgotten the details the stand-out part of the dream was the way the burly bloke instantly changed when he saw the coins the dreamerknew there wasn't more than a few pounds but until he had counted it an unkown amount could be a lot addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - money () silver coins () the addenda: vividness: of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the content of the dream will occur in a future awake-time Time-Tense participant means it is something you have experienced to be an observer in a dream means it is something you have witnessed the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference 04082018 first dream the name of the dream: sorrow despite the uncompromising stance this website takes toward beings who chose not to join with love/life the recognition of the loss it produces, does, on occasions, reduce love/life to tears this dream was one such occasion once a being has chosen not to join with love/life it becomes a non-remedial circumstance the lover deals with it by placing himself in the position of experiencing the final stages of non-existence alongside those beings you andthe dreamerwill, now and then, find ourselves dwelling on the ramifications to both parties the emotion which accompanies the realisation of the loss to love/life was the origin of tears of sorrow of sorrow addenda: vividness: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - the mistake () second dream the name of the dream: the photographic studio the letting agent or sub-letting agent was eager to let the room and was agreeing with everythingthe dreamersaid it was a first-floor office and the letting agent was giving me the go-ahead to drill holes in the wall and have discreet parties among other things it was obvious he needed to unload the tenancy agreement onto someone as a matter of urgency andthe dreamerwas his life-line he was almost breaking out in a sweat still, it suited my requirements and of course, he was absolutely certain whenthe dreamerasked him if it was big enough to be a photo studio he dismissed the idea of it not being big enough with a derisory gesture addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - business () photography () the addenda: vividness: of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the content of the dream will occur in a future awake-time Time-Tense participant means it is something you have experienced an observer is something you have witnessed the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference 03082018 the name of the dream: blow the blow,the dreamergot the girl the dream starts in someone's living room the place looked more like a squat than rented accommodation there was a couple of lounge chairs but that was it of the half dozen or so people in the room, three were sitting on the floor and another was sitting on the arm of one of the chairs the dreamerwas standing my reason for being there was to "score" some weed in the next scene,the dreamerhad about an eighth of green and put "one" together it was rubbish everyone was smoking it though and there was ne'er a muttering of complaint from anyone, they actually seemed to be getting "off" on it the dreamerlooked at the fella who had got it and he had a false smile on his face and we both knew it was weaker than wet straw went to the bathroom to get to the bathroom meant going through the room where people slept there were two mattresses on the floor one person was asleep and a girl who was awake got to her feet whenthe dreamerwalked in she was wearing an above the knee dress and the hem had five or six saw-teeth cuts evenly spaced around it she stood just inches away from me and was tapping my shoulder and resting her hand here and there as she was gesticulating while talking in the next scene, we have our arms around each other and are swaying slightly as though smooching to a song the dreamersuggested we go to her place or my place but she didn't reply within seconds of dream-time,the dreamersaid "we'll be more comfortable at my place" and she said "we can do it here" the circumstances weren't ideal but i'd got the girl blow the blow notes 1 the girl in this dream is fresh in the awake-time conscious she may have been in a film or is someonethe dreamermet in the last few years and made an impression on me notes 2 some people do get a "high" from ultra weak grass the dreamergot about 5lbs of it from a plant i'd grown no matter howthe dreamertried to smoke it never gave me the slightest "buzz" gave it away one girl had about 2lbs of it and the next timethe dreamersaw her she still had most of it and was aglow with gratitude addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.3 participant the category of the dream drugs () grass () and female () relationships () 30072018 the names of the dream/s: in prison and out of prison the first dream was in a russian prison it was a barrack-style prison with about six barracks it was my first day the dreamertook it on myself to get things organised for the entire prison, cooking, recreation, washing roster" only to find everything was already fully organised down to the finest detail the prison was didn't have any of the trimmings that went with a western-style open prison" no t.v., table-tennis, magazines, shared visiting room it did have a strong sense of history in particular, one man was a legend he had been a champion of the causes of the injustices of the past when the prison was new and the old soviet regimes imposed austerity and rigid discipline the man's legacy was a series of essays written as a diary the sentiments in the papers still set the tone for the camaraderie that prevailed in the camp/prison the worst thing a person could do was denigrate or criticise his character or writings much of the prevailing prison way of life was based on his utterances second dream was being myself in the citythe dreamerwas born in there was a semi-celebratory atmosphere throughout the dream there were two scenes whenthe dreamerbumped into an old friend from my twenties in both scenes, he was friendly and smiling in every other dream with this person in it he had shown his disappointment/disgust with me by not talking and giving me hostile looks the discord was of my making a stupid contrivance to end a long telephone conversation we were having because a person in the room with me was becoming impatient because he couldn't speak the dreamertold the person in the room with me to knock the door and excused myself from the telephone conversation to go to the door when it would have been completely acceptable to say there was someone in the room with me andthe dreamerhad to get back to him the person on the phone picked up on whatthe dreamerdone in another scene, a young man deliberately bumped into me so he could speak to me in a scene in a pub, there was a paper with my name on it on the counter the slightly stained paper was the copy of the menu of a mealthe dreamerhad ordered so long beforethe dreamercouldn't remember it back in the day, it was the procedure of the pub to get the customer to sign the menu of the meal they had ordered in another scene,the dreamervisited a music shop that sold musical equipment and disco lights the coloured lights going on and off in sequence was the stand-out part of the two dreams addenda: vividness: 3.2/3 and 3.6/7 particpant the categories of the dreams prison () open () and home town () steve (5) 28072018 the names of the dreams: first impression and survival of the species first dream started a business have acquired the premises for a business but there is no office equipment, no desk, no business name, no chairs" just a bare, carpeted-office space about the size three living-rooms not even sure what the business is there is a half-radius recess in one of the walls become obsessed with putting one or a bunch of flowers in the recess and go off shopping for a vase and flower/s in the last scene of this dreamthe dreamerwas walking through an enclosed market looking among the stalls for that perfect combination of flower/s and vase then, the first adventure dream for many a month began the world was in the grip of the latest news rising sea temperatures will cause a deadly gas trapped in rock thousands of metres underground to expand and seep through to the surface the gas is so lethal just one or two breaths will be enough to bring about the demise of a person there was then several short scenes there was a consensus that there would be large underground caverns and finding ways of finding them was the best option for survival in one scene, a chasm opens up which leads down to the bowels of the earth a small party of five or so people are needed for the daunting task of descending into the chasm with the purpose of searching for underground caverns which would be suitable for habitation at the bottom of the descent, an energetic river or lake of lava is visible and is clearly telling us death is waiting for anyone foolish enough to go near it in one action scene, a daring plan of free-falling most the way down before opening parachutes and using the hot air updraughts to get far enough below the surface was suggested and was acted on gliding down through the air was the stand-out part of the dream someone, it may have been me, was narrating the probable scenarios which would be the consequences of the changes to the eco-system and the plans we could take to survive" "some could live by eating animals and vegetables whose natural habitat was underground" was one of the suggestions "people would fare better in small groups, a dozen people would be optimum" was another "three or four families comprised of three or four people" was yet another there was a calm air of confidence that many would survive in the tone of the narration and it made people feel secure the suggestions for averting the accompanying effects which would be caused by the gas went on for a while longer and were still forming in my head for a while after waking addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.6/7 participant category of the dream, adventure dream (3) natural disaster (1) 24072018 the names of today's dreams: the ferry incident, the oriental family, the artist the opening scene was an aerial view of a vessel from about two-hundred and fifty metres the first impression was that it was a small ferry-sized ship that was dumping a container over the side the next scene was twice as close and the detail showed it was a ferry that was lisping and a vehicle was slipping off the deck and into the sea the next scene was closer again there were four or five vehicles and they were all in danger of going over the side the dream then changed and became a family of six that had just got out of a car the dreamerwas describing to someone whatthe dreamerwas seeing in the dream" (the second day running that the dream was being described as it was happening) "one of the children is chinese" then, in the next scene" "one of the parents and one of the children are chinese" and in the next scene, "both the parents are chinese and one of the children is chinese" and finally, "two of the children are not chinese" the dreamerthinkthe dreamerwas a reporter giving an account about a family of survivors from the ferry incident the next dream was in a hospital ward with three or four beds a woman was leaving or she had just come in and was showing me two of her paintings one of the pictures was a4-sized and the other was half the size the bigger of the two paintings was quite good andthe dreamerasked ifthe dreamercould buy it the woman was pleased i'd asked her to sell it to me, took it as a compliment, and was thinking about selling it to me the smaller of the two paintings wasn't as appealing but the texture of the canvas and the brush strokes stood out (the stand-out part of all the scenes of all the dreams) the subject of both paintings was clear in the memory during the dream and for a few seconds upon waking the dreamerwas looking forward to giving a lengthy description of them when typing the dream but, alas, the details faded from the memory within minutes it is thought that within a few years the "rapid-fading" of the memories of dreams after coming into awake-time will have diminished so when you read these entries they will "come alive" and will seem as real to you as you read them as they were to me whenthe dreamerdreamt them the addenda: vividness: of the dreams: the ferry incident 3.1 the oriental family 3.7 the artist 3.4 to 3.9 observer participant participant the category of the dreams: disaster () ships (1) families () oriental (1) painting/s () female/s (1) 23072018 the name of today's dreams: montages - dizzying displays the first dream was about alligators the four-legged monsters were albinos they exuded menace the dreamerwas outraged that society allowed them to roam freely it's almost as if they were the keepers of law and order killing whoever they wanted there were one or two safe areas where their bulky bodies couldn't enter but the safe areas were only good for an emergency a bit like a matador who has to take refuge behind a shielded area when the bull has got the upper hand there were several scenes every one of them contained the threat of death the last scene was the worst two of them, side by side, had just appeared and they personified homicidal tendencies thinking about this dream whenthe dreamerwas awake it struck me that this dream pretty well sums up the situation of the way more than just one or two societies are structured a clique of killers free to kill anyone they want and chewing up people as a matter of course was feeling more tired than usual after this dream and decided not to get out of bed and lay there letting the tiredness dissipate there was then a dream in whichthe dreamerhad to meet a woman at a coffee bar in a mall and give her some clothes that needed altering there was one scene of a close up of her face it showed her depth of character a serious woman who knew men but had never loved one or perhaps she had loved and lost woke from this dream still feeling tired and maintained the sleeping position then the first of four different themes of montages began the first theme was of males in the nude and i'm happy to report there wasn't one which displayed male genitalia it was an exhibition or a celebration of the magnificence of the male form sculptured bodies of every shape and colour sleek without being overly muscular mostly, they were in a reposed position they were all relaxed, confident, proud" then it was the women's turn again, there wasn't any genitalia on display there was only one nude female in the entire sequence of more than twenty images the sequence was portraying the versatility of the female man-shaped being her artistic gentility her persistence, full of grace the contentment of beings who know they're on the right side of life the dreamerthen lapsed back into sleep and another dream it was the woman alterationist again she was informing methe dreamerhad won a million pounds a male from the company who was awarding me with the money wanted to ask me some questions he wanted to know whatthe dreamerwas going to buy with the money the dreamergot the feeling ifthe dreamerdidn't give him the right answersthe dreamerwouldn't get the money then the woman alterationist in the dream started asking me questions she wanted to know what was running through my mind at that moment the question triggered another montage (the Oligarch's, particularly the russians, are well skilled in manipulating a person while dreaming) this time the theme of the montage was of interior designs they were all of a modern, clean-lines, mainly pastel-coloured furniture and design scheme as each new image presented itselfthe dreamerwas describing whatthe dreamerwas seeing to the woman asthe dreamerwas describing whatthe dreamerwas seeingthe dreamercould hear myself saying it in awake-time (one of the distinguishing characteristics of montages is that they happen in awake-time) the dreamersaid to the woman "have you ever hypnotised anyone before ?" she didn't say anything this montage sequence was unusual for the different angles of the pictures and the zoom-in panning within the still images then the theme of the montage changed and it became shapes of almost abstract form and my narration of whatthe dreamerwas seeing stopped there was nothing identifiable it was like a close-up photograph of the corner of a picture frame you knew it was part of something you would be able to recognise if you could only see all of it the images went on and on couldn't make heads nor tails of a single image-sequence was on the verge of halting this montage more than once what was my mind doing ? in total there must have been more than a hundred image-sequences in the four different themes the two stand-out parts of the dreams and the montages were the two white alligators at the end of the first dream and the detail and motion in the zoom-in and panning of the decor-theme montage this is the first time there have been dreams and montages within the same sleep the new things just keep on coming the addenda: vividness: of the dreams 3 to 3.6 participant and observer the category of the dreams: animal () reptile () alligator (2) and female () alterationist (1) the addenda: vividness: of the montages 2.8 to 4 observer the category of the montages: the male form (1) the female character (1) interior design (1) unidentifiable inanimate objects (1) 22072018 not yet published the name of the dreams: a chance of l'amour on the dance floor three of us at a dance it was new year's eve although that wasn't apparent at the start of the dream was only familiar with one of the other two males, "the man from iran" asthe dreamerused to think of him we had been dancing on our own up until the part of the dream when the man from iran mentioned we should try our luck with the ladies the iran man pointed out there were four girls sitting at a table about five metres from where our table was the dreamersuggested we walk from where we were across to the other side of the room which would take us past the four young ladies ifthe dreamerwent ahead of him by four or five steps he could see which, if any, of the women, gave me a looking over andthe dreamerwould do the same for him on the way back we walked across the room and when he caught up with me he nodded a couple of times which meant that they had looked at me we were standing still at the other side of the room andthe dreamerthought to ask the man nearest to me what time we would be able to catch a taxthe dreameruntil this was to give the impression we had walked across the room to speak to him in case the girls were still looking our way and he said something along the lines of, "not to leave it too late" we headed back to our seats and as he was walking past the four girls the dream ended notes 1 here's something i've started doing recently you may want to give it a go as well when you think of something, say a time when you went to a dance, try thinking of a time when you went to a dance in a dream it doesn't have to be a dance when you last played with some children" ate a meal" walked the dog" watched the telly it will stimulate the dream-time memory/conscious and may make remembering your dreams that much easier (add to this observation to the entry "how to remember your dreams") hope you're keeping a dreams diary it may have a use in a thousand years from now notes 2 thought about dancing and the man from iran during the day addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream dancing () accompanied male (1) 22072018 the name of the dreams: an abduction and the standing high jump two of us are on our way to see someone we are walking on the left-hand side of the road moving away from the point of view in the dream about ten metres from the house a dark coloured ten-cwt bedford van comes to a sudden stop the back doors get flung open and two men jump out and grab the person to the right of me one of the abductees said something cynical as they roughly but efficiently bundled my companion in the van 2nd dream there was a small crowd of all males in the ablutions of a senior school or barracks a competition to see who could set a new record for the highest standing high jump was in progress there was a silver pole that went from the floor to the ceiling shaving foam was squirted on to the top half-metre of the pole the person who went before me generated a round of approval with a jump that was about the two-hands length from the ceiling it was a good jump butthe dreamerfelt surethe dreamercould beat it bent my knees and breathed in and out hard two or three times and sprang up my upward movement was halted when the thick link-metal strap of the watch on my right-wrist caught the side of a sink "my watch got in the way,"the dreamersaid was looking down and positioning my feet ready for the next attempt when the dream came to an end notes 1 there was nothing in the Pde's which points to the cause of either of these dreams dreams which don't have their origin within a day or two before the dream are being viewed thus" pre-Transmutation experiences are attached to the reality of the Universe the universe is finite the universe is a mechanical monster indifferent and without quality the number of different realities which can happen is finite (see Poincares Recurrence Theorem) all of the different realities of the universe have been experienced (see Terrible Love) there is only one optimum way to attain transmutation approximating that optimum route, to within the accuracy allowed within the Principle of indeterminacy, means assembling the atoms, elements, compounds, molecules, dna etc. to be in the right place at the right time for the duration of time needed to attain transmutation (a minimum of five-thousand million years) the right place and the right time is reflected in dreams (see Precognitive Dreams) optimally, the dream should be desirable for all characters in the dream and the dream should happen in awake-time upon waking this suggests that awake-time and dream-time should be of equal length it also indicates there is a gradual shift towards dream-time taking place abduction addenda: vividness:: 3.2 participant/observer ? the category of the dream - abduction () male () pole-jump addenda: vividness: 3.4 participant the category of the dream - competition males () standing jump (1) 21072018 the name of the dream: a no.2 - call of nature was having an argument or was being forceful in making a point to someone when a dire call of nature made me run like mad for home within a dozen or so stridesthe dreamerlet out an "oh" and my bowels took charge and let go of the unwanted matter upon wakingthe dreamerfelt myself thinkingthe dreamerhad done a no.2 in my sleep the dreamerhadn't but within a minute the need to go to the toilet was dire, as it had been in the dream notes 1 this is the second dream wherethe dreamersoiled myself in a dream the first time though there wasn't the need to go to the toilet upon waking notes 2 the dream conscious is obviously connected to the awake-time conscious can't remember ever having to go to the toilet as a matter of urgency in awake-time and dreaming about the experience that night it's still early day's in dreams theory but have the feeling that it's safe to say the dream-conscious precedes the awake-conscious postulate 3 the experiences of the day are assimilated and ordered by the dream-conscious before being passed to the awake-time conscious (precognitive dreams) add postulate 3 to dreams start page addenda: vividness: 3.1 - participant the category of the dream - a call of nature no.2 (1) 20072018 montage a new type of montage (Mixed-Theme montage) approximately eighteen images most of which lasted one second or longer all of the pictures with the exception of one image had faded from the memory before the entry was written the one which is clearly remembered is of an exceptionally healthy-looking, shapely body with a slight tan notes 1 montages occur in Awake-Time conscious to date all montage sequences are observer only addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4.2 observer the category of the type of montage: mixed-theme montage (1) history 1990 the first time it happened it wasn't a fleeting image but a prolonged image of the bedroom it was quite startling to see something that clearly with the eyes closed, almost as real as an awake-time image it unnerved me for a few seconds it happened three or four times within a week or two sometimes there would be more shelves in the bedroom than there actually were or the room would be slightly longer or wider but it was unmistakably the bedroom it wasn't realised at the time but it is now believed that this is a dormant ability which became activated along with other abilities following the Quantum Shock 19072018 the name of the dream: running late had to make a train journey and arranged to meet and talk to as many different groups of people as possible on the way the people would be in groups of three to five and would be in spread along all the carriages of the train managed to join the train at the second stop not everyone knew whatthe dreamerlooked like and asthe dreamerwent to my seat and passed people they were looking and talking in a dejected mood they assumedthe dreamerhad been let them down what would have been a relaxed five or ten minutes with each group meant to make amendsthe dreamerwould have to put on a "show" and was mentally preparing to be effusive and witty as the dream ended addenda: vividness: 3.4 - participant the category of the dream - train () people () socialising (1) 18072018 the name of the dream: the china connection am a millionaire in this dream decide to put a million pound into a heroin drug "sting" had made the first contact with a chinese supplier the next step, getting the drug into the country, was more dangerous it involved a british contact and straight away the deal felt like a double-cross was imminent it meant telling someonethe dreamerknew whatthe dreamerwas doing in casethe dreamerwas arrested for the crime somewhere along the line it was decided that a letter explaining whatthe dreamerwas doing should be left with a commissioner for oaths or a solicitor then there was a chance that the oppressors would become aware of the precautions and make it a matter of national security andthe dreamerwould be framed was still trying to work out the best way to cover myself when the dream ended notes 1 this dream was the result of thinking about the destructive effect of heroin in places like britain and america during the day (see link 1 and 2) link 1" governments importing drugs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHxGQjirV-c&t=4293s link 2" governments importing drugs https://endic.at/U/UKRA/UKRAiNE/OLiGARCHS/THE%20DRUG%20TRADE/the%20drug%20trade%2006102014.html addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the caregory of the dream: drugs () heroin () 17072018 the name of the dream: the con job went to the pictures on my own at the cinemathe dreamergot into an argument with one of the employee's about how muchthe dreamerwould have to pay the manageress, miss tekla, was summoned miss tekla recognised that my complaint, about an offer the cinema had made in an advertising campaign of a reduced price for tickets on a certain day, didn't specify which screen, of four or five different screens, the offer applied to was a valid complaint and offered me free sweet and savoury food items to offset the misrepresentation she was over-generous with whatthe dreamercould have to eat it didn't take me long to realise that the cost of the consumables outweighed the profit/loss of the price of the ticket the dreamerpointed it out to her and suggested thatthe dreamerwould waive the offer of food ifthe dreamercould have a seat in the front row (my favourite place for watching films) and pay for the food a front-row seat would be the last of the seats to be taken and as it was unlikely the cinema would ever get a capacity house in the afternoon it made her decision easier miss tekla saw the economic sense of it and agreed the dreamertold her a friend was joining me, which he wasn't, and could she give him the same concessions she had given me she said yes the dreamergot on the phone and told my friend that if he could get to the cinema within fifteen minutes he could get in for nothing he got there in time we were settled into our seats with our sweets waiting for the film to start and feeling dead chuffed to have beaten the system when the dream ended 16072018 the name of the dream the scary spider (not) was looking at an inanimate yellowish something through a magnifying glass whenthe dreamernoticed a bit of movement got a fine-pointed bit of metal and lifted the yellowish something to see what was underneath it it was a spider got some tweezers and was going to try and pull the spider out into the open and have a good look at it when the grippy part of the tweezers got to within in a body's width of the spider it made an awful screeching sound the dreamerpulled the tweezers away thinking it was a warning sound made by the spider to a possible threat i'd never heard a spider make a sound before and wanted to hear it again again, as the end of the tweezers got close to the spider it made a high-pitched screeching sound but nowthe dreamercould identify what the sound was it wasn't a warning to a perceived threat but a spider-scream of fear the dreamercalled someone into the dream to hear whatthe dreamerwas hearing the sound was unmistakable it was a scream of fear a cowardly spider ! soon there were several people gathered listening to the sound it made the scene changed, gravity was in charge of my movement andthe dreamerwas past the point of no return of being able to stop myself from lying down when someone threw the spider onto that part of the couch where my back would come into contact with the cushion could feel the weight in my body andthe dreamerwas too tired to sit back up (the stand-out part of the dream) the thought of the spider under me didn't bother me and began drifting off to sleep to be on the safe side, just in case the spider hadn't been crushed by my weight asthe dreamerfell on it,the dreamermoved my body around a bit that should finish it off,the dreamerthought addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - animal () insect () spider (1) 15072018 the name of the dream: vying for love there are two men who want the same girl and the girl is undecided the girl says the best way to find out who is the best man for her is to go with both men and the one who makes her feel the best will win her heart either man could do whatever he wanted but there would be no x (conjoinment) don't remember who went first but whenthe dreamerwas with herthe dreamerpositioned her so that my left hand could cup the back of her head and with my right hand loosened her upper-body clothing and exposed her right breast and while using using my lips and tongue to stimulate her nipplethe dreamermassaged the various parts of her gentalia that have pleasure receptor cells with the palm and fingers of my right hand there were several scenes, each scene had variations after six, seven or eight scenes the girl said she had chosen me the dreamernoticed the other male, he looked utterly defeated (the next dream was almost a replay of the first dream) it may or may not have been the same woman and it may or may not have been the same boy it was the same situation" one female and two males again we competed for the woman's love on several different occasions this time thoughthe dreamerdeliberately lost addenda: vividness: 3.5 participant the category of the dream : x dream () there was a dream yesterday about strangulation it wasn't entered because it was a stand-alone dream of three scenes which didn't relate to anything it occupied my thoughts for most of the day asthe dreamertried to understand why it occured it wasn't until after it was thought about in the context of today's dream that it made sense the name of the dream the lover's love the degree of the lover's love this dream is an insight into the lengths the lover went to to ensure he always comes after everyone else in every circumstance be it on earth or in heaven it has been arranged, to within an hairs breadth, that it is impossible for anyone to "out-love" him regardless of what the conditions, circumstances" are 14072018 the name of the dream: celebration the world is going through a major upheaval for the good the majority of people are listening to the events as they unfold on the radio first, there was a pronouncement of historic significance, then a song with upbeat lyrics and an easy-to-remember melody was played after the song, there came another decree from another part of the world the dream went on like that for five or more scenes between every song the spoken word told of yet another historic change in one or another country, sometimes there were two pronouncements the overwhelming number of the population was caught up in a fever of celebration notes 1 this might well be D-Day it was a vivid dream which means it is more than just a possibility it is something which is going to happen the dreamerwoke to the sound of a song of the type being referred to in the dream being played in a car out side ! ? addenda: vividness: 3.8/9 participant/ observer ? the category of the dream D-Day (1) 13072018 two different themes in this sleep the first one was to do with messages and whether to use a visual or audio format the second theme was an altercation between a group of people who were going hunting the hunt was abandoned when the group couldn't agree on what size the bore of the guns should be 11072018 first dream a dream about a dog: animal () mammal () dog () second dream the name of the dream: greys two greys and myself in a room about the size of a living room one of the greys was lying on a table, she or he was seriously ill the other grey was standing nearby watching whatthe dreamerwas doing there were twenty-four wooden pegs about the length and width of a big cigar the pegs looked like the pawns used in chess but without the base or the bails used on the top of wickets in a game of cricket the pegs were evenly spaced on a wooden frame which had four tiers and there were about five or seven centimetres between each peg in another scene, the pegs had been moved andthe dreamerwas counting out loud the number of pegs in their new position (the stand-out part of the dream and it was externalised) there was a bit of hesitation at number twenty-three (for some reason the number was a crucial aspect of the diagnosis as it revealed the competence or degree of the severity of whatever it was that was afflicting the patient) beforethe dreamersaw the last peg and said with a confidence that implied a remedy was possible "twenty-four" notes 1 this is the first ever dream about greys it is one of the cornerstones of dreams theory that the content of dreams are events that have, and, depending on the Time-Tense, will happen again the events of this dream, will, therefore, not happen for centuries or longer it is certain that greys of the dinosaur-class of man-shaped beings and mammal- man-shaped beings will share the same timeline for many thousands of years into the future it is possible the greys in this dream are of the mammal-class of man-shaped being addenda: vividness: 3.8 participant the category of the dream - greys (2) mammal/dinosaur (?) 10072018 second sleep, the second dream the name of the dream: the conga there was a dream about placing an ad in a paper before this dream the accompanying rhythm to this dance dream was" da, da, da, (then up a pitch) da/da da, da, then" da/da, da, da, da, da,, da" da/da, da, da, da, da,, da the dreamerwas aware people were looking at me the dreamerwasn't being exhibitionistic the rhythm had gripped me andthe dreamerfelt compelled to move to it there were four or five different scenes in the last scene, a man stood in front of me and brought me to a stop he said something like" "the dreamercan see what it is you're dancing to" notes 1 this dream wasn't as good as the dance dream of 08112017 but, like that dream,the dreamerwoke up in a great mood that's four feel-good dreams on the trot on more than one occasion in awake-timethe dreamerhave, spontaneously, broke into dance steps while walking i'm going to assert that there is a connection between music and feel-good dreams for the past few days whenthe dreamerwas at a loose end and without the motivation to do something purposeful,the dreamercomposed "rave riffs" composing original riffs and modifying existing ones means listening intently for minutes at a time to the same patterns of notes and beats we should note that all forms of desirable experiences (a devolving being gets "pleasure" and gratification from acts of violence) originate from the experience of straight-line-action prior to straight-line-action, it was a state of indifference we will probably find that appealing feelings we get from melodies, beats and rhythms are at the edge of the cross-over point between non-destructive indifference and the endlessly variable structure contained in straight-line-action there was a village in medieval england that danced non-stop for two weeks it is going to be revealing to discover whether x dreams or dance dreams are the most numerous type of dreams my ref (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Medieval_dance) addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of dream: dancing () solo () outdoors () first dream the name of the dream: three under a blanket it was nighttime, it may have been closer to dawn than dusk, and it was mild weather the dreamerhad joined forces with a girl unknown to me we were settled under a quilt or blanket with a bit of a view of the town we both had accommodation but neither of us suggested going to each other's place within a scene or two, another girl joined us and she too got under whatever it was we were using as a blanket the late addition to the trio was interested in me and the other girl became less prominent in the dream as we got familiar with one another the dreamerlet the newcomer knowthe dreamerwas interested and put my left hand on her upper-thigh she responded straight away by turning on her right-side and swinging her left leg over my legs and resting her leg across my hips her bare thigh made contact with my genitalia (the stand-out bit of the dream) the dreamerwasn't wearing trousers, and she immediately pulled her leg away she was obviously wanted x but it was happening too fast the dreamerput my left-hand between her legs,the dreamerwas lying on my right, and she reached over and started to fondle me the dreamerasked her if she wanted to go and get some breakfast she never replied butthe dreamersensed she did the dreamerstarted to ask her what she wanted to eat but my voice sounded gruff sothe dreamercleared my throat and woke up to hear myself saying something about mushrooms and bacon notes 1 these x dreams,the dreamerhave noticed, often occur in clusters of two or three or more as unlikely as it seems there may be a connection between music and x have made a mental note of the possibility addenda: vividness: 3 to 3.5 participant the category of the dream - x dream () threesome 2f () outdoors () 09072018 the name of the dream: three in a bed on this occasion, the young lady brought a companion with her normally that wouldn't be a bad thing this time though it was a male the dreamerknew the young man and it wasn't a problem nor wasthe dreameroffended when he went first the woman's personality was her most attractive feature and she knewthe dreamerliked her she also knewthe dreamerwouldn't mind waiting she was lying on her back with the other male on her right-hand side with me on the right the young man was either asleep or trying to get to sleep lying on his right-hand side the dreamerwas lying on my right-hand side and looking at the girl who was naked her face, breasts and genitalia were flushed red she looked really healthy (the stand-out part of the dream) her prepuce and clitoris were up close to her belly button andthe dreamercould see the marks her trouser-belt had made just above her belly-button she suggestedthe dreamershould begin andthe dreamersaid "i'll let you rest for a while" she replied she had to go at five o`clock (it was four o`clock) the dreamersaid again that it would be alright if she had a little rest it took me by surprise when she said "it's alright,the dreamercan do it sixty times in a day" the dreamerfelt as though she was exaggerating or bragging and said something along the lines of "andthe dreamerthought you were my girl" the dream ended without foreplay or coitus notes 1 this is the fourth, fifth or sixth x dream with this girl, although this is the only one where there was no pleasure in it this young lady features in more dreams of all of the serial dreams and of all categories of dreams, which is heartening the sequence wherethe dreamerwas admiring her healthy body will stay fresh in my mind for a while is there a female in the history of the world whose genitalia extended to within two or three centimetres of her belly-button ? can a woman do it sixty times in a day ? it seems excessive to me addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 4 participant and observer the category of the dream - x dream () threesome 2m () indoors () 08072018 the name of the dream: the seven seas approximately seven scenes in this dream each scene conveyed the depth and breadth of the water covering the earth in one scene two men were waiting expectantly for me to join them all of them except for their feet were visible in the scene from wherethe dreamerwas observing to where the men were standing was about thirty metres behind and to each side of them was an expanse of smooth grey water that touched the horizon in all directions in another scene, the sea showed its menacing character energetic thirty-metre waves crowned with wild, white horses ready to buck anything that tried to ride them in another scene, a submarine the size of an aircraft carrier was making out to sea the sea had been conquered first from above and now this, the stamp of authority of the will of man-shaped beings to best the indifference of the forces of nature each scene of this dream had its own unique character which produced a feeling of excitement the other scenes were equally impressive but they faded from the memory quite quickly addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 4 - observer - the category of the dream - at sea () 07072018 the name of the dream: the two of me a two-scene dream in the first scene of myself,the dreamerlooked glamorous, appealing and highly shagable in the second imagethe dreamerlooked exactly likethe dreamerlooked the last timethe dreamerlooked in the mirror" the opposite of above notes 1 i'm sure there must have been more images during r.e.m. but this is all that is remembered from this sleep addenda: vividness: 4 - participant and observer - category of dream images of self (2) 06072018 the name of the dreams: out and about - in the house wanted to add two bars of soap to the essential-items-to-have-in-my-backpack "survival kit" didn't have a box or container the was just the right size to keep them in went into a bookshop wherethe dreamerwas on good terms with the owner who would have an assortment of boxes of about the sizethe dreamerneeded he got me a box of exactly the right size within a minute in another scene,the dreamerwas in the library looking through the two-volume compact version of the oxford english dictionary (can associate this dream with a recollection during the day) there was another scene wherethe dreamerwas sitting on the brown and cream coloured linoleum-covered floor of wherethe dreamerused to live the room looked spacious but the spacious look came at the price of no seats or a table 05072018 the name of the dream:the dreamershould have known better there are valid reasons to incorporate a serious approach to rest and relaxation into our lifestyles in this dream,the dreameram using my skills and instructing women on how to lay on their backs with their arms folded across their chest with legs slightly raised a gentle massage around the neck area complimented a feeling of well-being what was a genuine and sincere attempt to maximise the body's ability to replenish itself at opportune times during the day soon took a different turn it was as much the woman's fault as much as mine let's face it we're locked tight into a pleasure cycle 04072018 the name of the dream: folder issues, again am at the computer and trying to organise files within folders could double-click the folders and get access to the files within the folders o.k. but the files in the folders had radio buttons which made a change to the content of the file each file had five or six radio-button options which would, when clicked, cause a black dot to appear in the centre of the radio button just clicked (the stand-out part of the dream), and automatically change the written content of the file without having to double-click the file and change it by re-typing it the difficulty was in remembering the name of the folder which had been accessed and why it had been accessed in the first place one radio button changed the content in the file from "a film about natural people" and another button changed it to "a teenage couple change the events of witch mountain" (don't remember the exact wording) clicking different buttons produced sensible changes in some instances but not in others notes 1 as mentioned, the difficulty was remembering the name of the folder which had been accessed and why it had been accessed in the first place currently, and as it has been from the beginning of think-read dreams, the limitation is in the recalling of the written word and the associated thinking addenda: vividness: 3.8 to 4 - participant - the category of the dream think-read dream () folders (2) files within folders (1) radio buttons (1) 03072018 the name of the dream: the lengths women will go to aliens have landed and people have gone into hiding a group of about twenty of us have holed up in an abandoned building the size of a bowling alley in the next scene, three or four girls join us and explain that the aliens are choosing couples who can continually copulate to join them one of the newcomers wants me to be her partner and find out if we could maintain conjoinment continually there was an air of futility to it but at least we would be enjoying our lives the girlthe dreamerwas with couldn't go on after a couple of hours and one of the girls that had come with her took her place it was whilethe dreamerwas with her that it occurred to methe dreamerhadn't actually seen an alien or an alien spaceship and the whole alien thing was a ruse concocted by nymphomanics it was whilethe dreamerwas going through the motions of x with the second girl (externalised dream) thatthe dreamerwoke out of the dream notes 1 the dreamercompletely misinterpreted the original entry addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream x dream () second dream the name of the dream: health and fitness again as with the previous theme, there was a singular measure of a persons standing in society" their fitness one exercise, in particular, was used as the yardstick to measure the health of a person" pull-up's behind the neck the dreamerwent down a flight of stairs in a spacious open-plan building and at the bottom of the stairs was a pull-up bar anyone who went down the stairs was expected to use it it meant having to jump up to grab hold of it a step or two before the bottom of the stairs people stopped and watched if someone was using it the dreamerfound the first two timesthe dreamerfound it difficult and knew people watching thoughtthe dreamerwas sub-healthy on the third time,the dreamerfound that thrusting my chest out allowed me to bring other muscle groups into play and made the exercise easier in the last scene,the dreamerhad full and glistening muscles in those parts of the body employed by the exercise addenda: vividness: 3.2 to 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream muscularity (2) 02072018 the name of the dream: the whatsit standing at the entrance/exit area of a shopping mall with two other people we had a see-through tube shaped like a matchstick man without the head about the size of a toddler the tubing was about ten centimetres wide and had different types of liquid in each of the five segments of the tubing we were trying to collect donations from passers-by to spend on the development of the device the bulk of the dream was a scene wherethe dreamerwas explaining the usefulness of the device to two shoppers notes 1 spent twenty minutes after waking up trying to figure out what it was that thingy could be used for addenda: vividness: 3.5 - participant - the category of the dream devices/inventions () see-through objects (2) 01072018 the name of the dream:here and there sitting on a chair next to the dance area at a wedding reception the speeches have finished and the dj plays the first song the song is sam cooke singing "twistin' the night away" several people go to the floor and start dancing it's a slippery wooden floor which allows me to do an almost full circle turn with one good twist/thrust of the hips a bit of carpet half a metre by half a metre is on the floor by my feet it is just big enough to stand on and whenthe dreamerdo a hip/thrust it has enough momentum to spin me around twice then, there are three scenes wherethe dreameram dancing with girls the scene changes completely to country terrain andthe dreameram looking for the girls in the previous scenes to get to wherethe dreamerthink they are means going through a wooded area the trees have thin trunks and are growing too close to each other to squeeze through the only way to get to the other side of them is to climb to the top of the trees and go from one tree to another at the top of the first tree, whenthe dreamerattempt to get to the next one, my weight causes the next tree to bend and the more weightthe dreamerput on it the further it bends the dreamerthen discover that ifthe dreamerput all of my weight onto the tree it bends into the next tree and getting from tree to tree becomes simple at the edge of the mini-forest, the last couple of trees have thinner trunks than the others andthe dreameram able to cause one of them to bend down to the ground by pushing against it as one of the girls comes into the scenethe dreamerbend it down so that the top of the tree is almost touching the ground in front of the girl the girl is impressed with my little manoeuvre andthe dreameram climbing down a tree to go and join her when the scene finished addenda: vividness: 3.3 to 3.5/6 - participant - the category of the dream dancing () wedding (1) and trees () climbing (1) 30062018 the name of the dream: winning isn't the be all and end all the second fastest four-hundred-metre runner in the country missed his qualifying run to secure a place in the national squad for the olympic games the form book showed he was indisputably the second man for the squad and would be in with a chance of qualifying for the finals as well as being part of the four by four-hundred relay team his reason for missing the qualifying run was perfectly understandable and everyone agreed the reason for missing it should not disqualify him from taking part in the games and he was going to be given the opportunity to do a solo run which would be the official qualifier the dreamerwas at the track as he was limbering up and it occurred to me that if he had a pacemaker for the first two-hundred metres it would help to produce a better time he was in agreement and there was nothing in the rule book which said we couldn't do it he was in the lane behind me,the dreamerwas in lane three or four he had overtaken me by the time we came out of the first bend and he was slowly pulling ahead of me a little voice in my head said "lengthen your stride" the dreamerdid and it dramatically increased my speed so much so,the dreamerwas catching him up andthe dreamerrealised thatthe dreamerwould catch him up by the time we reached the second bend and it was obvious to me thatthe dreamerwas going to win the dreamerliked and admired the other man and felt it would be wrong to beat him and decided that breathing down his neck would push him around the final bend and down the home straight in a faster time the dream ended before the race finished notes 1 this dream was the result of thinking during the day that lengthening my steps while walking might improve my stability in walking somethingthe dreamerwill try whenthe dreamergo out later addenda: vividness: 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - running () athletic track () 29062018 the name of the dream: a girl montage there was a two-themed dream before the montage sequence but that was quickly forgotten as the moving and still images began it was an exclusively all-female show with asian-girls/women featuring frequently after about thirty imagesthe dreamerrealised it was going to go on for a long time and relaxed into it at one point the sequences and images were so absorbing and clearthe dreamerrealised my mouth was wide open in amazement and in an act of vanity recomposed my face it was predominantly but not exclusively x-themed there was a rapid change of themes for parts of the montage with there being about four images's/sequences for each slightly different theme notes 1 it was only a few days ago that the thought thatthe dreamermissed not having montages occurred addenda: vividness: 3.5 3.9/4 - observer - the category of the dream Mega-Montage () x-theme () 28062018 the name of the dream: proof of Pde's during the day a faulty fire alarm sensor in the flat wherethe dreamerlive sounded three times indicating there was a smoke or fire-threat when there wasn't one in the dream, a fire alarm, the same sound as the one in awake-time, sounded three times throughout the dream notes 1 this is proof positive that the previous day's experiences are a main factor in the forming of the content/themes of dreams 26062018 the name of the dream - an underhand sales-pitch in a small town which only had four or five shops in its high street one of the shops sold mobile phones the dreamerneeded a phone for someone else and in the next scene a salesman is singing the virtues of a phone it was matte black and had everything a modern phone should have and one or two new features which made it a good buy the dreamerdecided to get the new phone for myself and give the phonethe dreamerwas using to the person who needed one it was a done deal until the salesman gave me the phone he had been showing me as the phonethe dreamerwould be buying the dreamerwanted the model of phone for sure butthe dreamerwanted it in a box that hadn't been opened the salesman tried to fob me off with the phone he had been demonstrating and nearly broke down in tears whenthe dreamerinsisted thatthe dreamerwould only buy a phone in a box his emotional ploy nearly worked and it was touch and go for a scene or two of the dream asthe dreamerstarted feeling sorry for him in the end,the dreamerdidn't buy the phone and decided to give the person who needed a phone onethe dreamerno longer used addenda: vividness: (3.1) - participant 25062018 the name of the dream: controversy there was a controversy about whether the account of an event of historical significance given by a book was correct or if a film that portrayed the events slightly differently was right a highly charged emotional debate was being televisd which was becoming a shouting match between people who were noted for their level-headedness the issue was the use of a weapon which had caused the loss of a lot of lives in another scene not related to the previous scenesthe dreamerbecame introverted when it was revealed thatthe dreamerhad a secret crush on carole king that went back to my early teens observer in the first scenes 24062018 the name of the dream: the shortcut was headed for home in the middle of the night there weren't any ghouls or vampires about but any time which could be shaved off a nighttime trek which didn't have any people or sights or sounds in it was enough of a justification to find a way to shorten it decided to take an established shortcut of mine, which took a steep climb, three hundred metres and four or five minutes out of the return route the only drawback was climbing over a two-metre slatted wood fence not an obstacle for an athletic, full of life, twenty-something-year-old person like myself upped-and-over'd the fence in the blink of an eye and landed in thick, mushy, squelchy mud didn't see that one coming all of a sudden the shortcut had become a negative gain it would take five or ten times more time to clean my clothes than was gained by taking the shortcut could see the ground under my feet this scene was in shades of black, darkest brown and grey my sense of smell let me know that the two or three centimetre-deep mudthe dreamerwas wading through wasn't honest to goodness natural mud but was a really obnoxious smelling animal excreta looking aheadthe dreamercould see it went on for fifteen or twenty metres but it never occurred to me to go back, the damage to my shoes, socks, trousers and my sense of being clean and kept had been demolished thenthe dreamerknew why the poo was there the person who's propertythe dreamerwas on had decided to piss off those who were making a path through his property in the same waythe dreamerand others were pissing him off by not giving a second thought to his sensibilities of his land being trespassed upon the dreamersuppose it was as good a way of any of getting people to give him his due consideration putting barbed wire on the fence would have been completely inappropriate anyway,the dreamerwaded on and opened a gate which would get me back on the public ground and my jaw dropped to the floor there was a man four or five metres in front and to the left of me and another man ten or twelve metres in front and to the right of me and they both had shotguns or rifles the man closest to me had the rifle under his right arm with his hand taking the weight of the gun half way along and under the barrel which was pointing to the ground his left hand was in his jacket pocket and he was the picture of standing relaxation the man furthest from me also had the rifle under his left arm his left hand too was under the barrel which was also pointing at the ground but his right hand was on the trigger-housing guard and he could,the dreamerhad no doubt, have his firing finger on the trigger before the barrel was levelled at whatever it was he intended to shoot they looked like what they were" professionals neither man said anything or moved the dreamerknew what was wanted of me the dreamerstarted walking forward but not at either of them whenthe dreamerwas a couple of metres past the man on my left him he began walking at my pace two metres behind and two metres to the left of me the dreamerwas being arrested for trespassing the manner of the arrest... that there are two armed private security guards, meant they were going to make an example of me andthe dreamerwould get a stiff sentence the thought that two armed professionals would shoot a trespasser dead didn't strike me as a probability, in fact asthe dreamerthought more about it became clearer" this was to be a "show trial" justice would be done in a fair and measured manner, the last thing they wanted to do would be to shoot a person dead for walking through someone's private property the man ahead and to the right of me reached a one and a half metres high wrought gate, opened it and stood back to let me pass through it and asthe dreamerdid he said something in a friendly manner that clinched it they would definitely not be shooting anybody three metres through the gatethe dreamerran for it there was no way two middle-aged men with rifles were going to catch the school cross-country champion and county representative in the four-hundred metres the dreamerhad managed to lose them within seconds of dream-time no sooner wasthe dreamersavouring the satisfaction of having got away when the next scene introduced another person into the dream who was also intent on "taking me in" the dreamerdidn't give him chance to corner me and got away from him although he did almost catch me nowthe dreamerfeltthe dreamerwas free and clear and was on my way home the sense of being free and clear perfectly complimented the ambience of the night initially, the temperature made this dream feel like it was happening on a summer night then the temperature began changing with every cognizant evaluation of the temperature, it dropped noticeably soon, the night air was a degree or two above freezing then it went to freezing, then to below freezing and then it started to become uncomfortably cold and then it became a cold-snap a few snowflakes appeared in the dream then the snow got thicker and then thicker still, it was difficult to see through it then the snow was being pushed by the wind then the wind got stronger and stronger, now it was a blizzard at the height of the blizzard, the scene changed first, a few drops of light rain and then, like the snow, then the rain went through three, four or more changes until the narrow concrete stepsthe dreamerwas walking up had a torrent of water eight centimetres deep gushing down them the temperature wasn't a factor in the rain scenes notes 1 about twenty scenes in the weather-theme dream which makes this an epic dream first epic dream for a while that's two lengthy dreams in two days addenda: vividness: 3.1 to 3.5/6 - participant - the category of the dream epic () weather (1) 23062018 the name of the dream: embarrassingly raunchy it took twenty minutes to understand why, when this website advocates/promotes a gentle, sensitive and prolonged state of pre-ejaculation pleasure (those moments immediately before the pleasure explosion), these types of x dreams occur it is because the films of females viewed (for the purpose of research) engaged in x always seek to experience the eruption of ejaculatory pleasure the dream 17052018 is to be the introduction page to an entry which will be called "the art of pleasure" over the coming years, we will endeavour to introduce the three main forms of pleasure into our lifestyle and set the trend for coming generations 22062018 the name of the dream: wow ! was surfing at the computer and had just joined a written livestream conversation judging from the length of the script, the chat or conversation had been a going on for many minutes beforethe dreamerjoined it there were just two people type-chatting as the fast-flowing script was making references to other people and websites the dreamerbecame immersed in the conversation when a namethe dreamerwas familiar with came on the screen and another familiar name showed within two or three sentences the livestream didn't have a scrollable chat-box but the computer in this dream had on its left side a four or five centimetre-wide, grooved roller about as thick as a thumb built into it, which could rotate the roll of paper with all of the conversation of the livestream on it backward or forward here's where it gets complex" becausethe dreamerneeded to scroll back and reference previous commentsthe dreamerwas no longer abreast of the latest remarks of the livestream and then, via the marvel of the inter-undulationary memory (Notes 2), the written livestream conversation became voices so nowthe dreamercould hear what was being said and carry on checking the references on the paper roll then, the dream went into completely new territory when the reason some of the names seemed familiar was because they were phrases and words of mine then the dream took another new turn" the dreamerwas no longer someone who was being talked about but the voice began talking directly to me it wasn't a friendly voice everything he said spelt doom and gloom" the police wanted me, my accommodation was burning,the dreamerhad better do this or that or else, my possessions were confiscated" i'm not sure ifthe dreamersaid it or vocalised the thought in my head but i'd had enough of this unseen person whoever it was and became defiant the dreamerbegan waking from the dream and asthe dreamerwas waking and even whenthe dreamerwas fully awake he was still berating me it was a full four or five seconds beforethe dreamergot my bearings" had fallen asleep while listening to radio plays on a memory stick plugged into the telly the t.v. play settings were set for "play all" the playthe dreamerhad been listening to asthe dreamerfell asleep had finished and had gone through two or three more plays before the one which woke me up the recorded volume of the play whichthe dreamerwoke up to (woke me up ?) was much louder than the onethe dreamerwas listening to whenthe dreamerfell asleep loud enough to penetrate dream-time and affect/influence/merge with the dream notes 1 for reference" the playthe dreamerwoke to was Fahrenheit 451 andthe dreamerthink the influence of the play on the dream began somewhere between sixty-four minutes and forty-three seconds and sixty-six minutes and twenty-seven seconds notes 2 it's possible that the external sounds caused or at least influenced this dream addenda: vividness: 3.7 (the sight of the paper-scrolling mechanism) - participant the category of the dream externally-influenced sound dreams or merging awake-time sleep-time conciousnesses (1) 21062018 the name of the dream: fighting over nothing this dream came about as a result of stray thoughts during the day occasionally a string of five or so stray thoughts asserts themselves" was in a shop and bought something, a shirtthe dreamerthink the dreamerbought the item from the only shop in town that gave a coathanger with a purchase for some ridiculous, reason coathangers had become impossible to get whenthe dreamerpaid for the item the salesman brought out a bag of coat hangers from under the counter and was going to give me one there were forty or more wire coathangers which had be come tangled and ten or thereabouts of wooden ones the dreamerdidn't expect to get a wooden one sothe dreamertook about a dozen of the wire ones the salesman told me to them back butthe dreamerrefused and said something like "you've got plenty. what does it matter" whenthe dreamerrefused he called security and they took them off me and said they might be pressing charges in the next scene,the dreamerwas outside the shop and the salesman was walking towards me he face was contorted with disgust andthe dreamersaid something which made him hostile he was going to hit me sothe dreamerkicked him in the crotch and he looked nauseous with pain the dreamersaid, "do you want me to do that again ?" he was well past the point of wanting to do anything and he shook his head in a manner which conveyed total defeat notes 1 there was another dream with violence either before or after this one in both instances,the dreamerwas in the wrong catch those stray thoughts within the first sentence or two they will foul up the content of your dreams addenda: vividness:: 3.3 first scene and 3 for the second - participant - the category of the dream - stray thoughts: () man-to-man violence () https://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/20062018.html 20062018 the name of the dream: technology troubles two or three men had called on me wherethe dreameram living now there was a disruption of world-wide communication systems the cause of the problem was beyond the atmosphere of the earth and out of the scope of the means to repair it the men who had called on me were hoping there was a remedy of a theoretical nature which hadn't been envisaged at one pointthe dreamerasked rhetorically what time it was asthe dreamerlooked at my wrist watch the dreamercouldn't see the face of the watch clearly sothe dreamerturned the kitchen light on there was a lingering silence of four or five seconds while we all waited for the neon tube to flicker on notes 1 addenda: vividness: (see below) represents the Time-Tense of the dream the addenda: vividness: rating indicates the likelihood of the dream happening in a future time-tense of awake-time a rating of 5 would be a dream that is as clear as a summer day and is most likely to happen again in the future of awake-time whereas 2.5 and below are events that are less than likely to occur in a future time-tense addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - business () photography () the addenda: vividness: of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense participant means it is something you have experienced an observer is something you have witnessed the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference addenda: vividness:: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - technology: () problem/s: () https://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/19062018.html 19062018 the name of the dream: larger than life a one-scene dream of an office the office went off into the distance as far as the eye could see it was well lit and it followed the curvature of the lie of the land it reminded me of the time whenthe dreamerwas five and the family went on a holiday to the seaside andthe dreamersaw the the sea for the first time there was an air of anticipation of seeing the sea the person driving the car said "we'll see it when we get to the top of this hill" as we went over the brow of the hill the land fell away and joined an expanse of greyness bigger than anythingthe dreamerhad ever seen or imagined; it was bigger than the sky the impression of the image of that moment is still fresh in the memory as my mind was presented with a new perspective of size this office was like that at the furthest point the office looked to be dozens of kilometres away the office looked as though it occupied the entire surface of whatever it was it was built on like my first sight of the sea, it could quite easily have gone all the way around the planet addenda: vividness:: 3.8 - observer ? - the category of dream: size: () office: (1) https://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/18062018.html second dream the name of the dream: a crowded bus got on a bus, went upstairs and sat on the front seat within three or four stops the bus was full up andthe dreamercould feel the person next to me pressing against me the pressure of the person seated next to me was increasing when the dream ended addenda: vividness:: 3.1 - participant - the category of the dream - bus-travel: () pressure against the body: (1) first dream the name of the dream: intellectual property a think-read dream about rights of ownership it went along the lines of" "the automatic removal protocol (a.r.p.) of content has been completed all material which is listed in the a.r.p. has successfully been removed if you wish to add content belonging to " ? (the name is forgotten) you must now re-submit an application to access " ? content" the message went on forever notes 1 whenthe dreamerwoke up from this dream it brought to mind another think-read dream which seemed to be a prequel to this one andthe dreamerspent seventy-five minutes looking for it in the database couldn't find it the dreamerknowthe dreamerhad the dream within the last couple of months butthe dreamermust have decided not to enter it into dreams diary not entering dreams, for whatever reason, can bring about the loss of vital understandings and formulations with applications which would have enriched our circumstances the more this website tries to streamline or condense the methodology of dreams theory the more the dreams demand to be expanded addenda: vividness:: 3.3 - the category of the dream - think-read () copyright (1) https://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/17062018.html 17062018 second dream the name of the dream: with friends like that we were four males in a room it was another smoke-in four familiar faces and a relaxed atmosphere out of the blue they jumped me the dreamerwas disoriented and incapicitated from the first blow the dreamerthink they were robbing me it caused me to wake with a start addenda: vividness:: 3.2 - participant - the category of the dream - violence () first dream the name of the dream: the tennis coach was having a game of tennis on a hard-court with someone who was new to the game as is the way with games the idea is to bring out the best in the person you're playing that's the way it was in this game don't remember if it was a girl or a boythe dreamerwas playing butthe dreamerdo remember they were enjoying the game notes 1 this dream reminds me of an awake-time experience of a game of table tennis it would have been easy to give the personthe dreamerwas playing an humiliating defeat but that wouldn't have been rewarding for either of us instead,the dreamerwas determined to get a good game going it meant using different speeds and angles to place the ball at the limits of the others persons ability to get to the ball within three sets my opponent was causing me to stretch it could have been a game of ping pong but become an energetic game of table tennis addenda: vividness:: 3.4 - participant - the category of the dream - games () tennis (1) the addenda: vividness: of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense addenda: vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - business () photography () the addenda: vividness: of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense participant means it is something you have experienced an observer is something you have witnessed the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference https://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/16062018.html 16062018 the name of the dream: a con job the opportunity to make oodles of money came my way the dreamercould be the advertising agent and sole booking agent for short-term holidays and honeymooners the location was a "lake" with fishing and boating facilities the dreamerhad struck gold it wasn't untilthe dreamerwent to take photo's of the "resort" for the advertisement that the awful truth of the situation revealed itself" the lake turned out to be a stretch of water a hundred metres by three hundred metres the near-side edges of the land next to the water was churned up and the far side was a uninviting, if it was accessible, wheat field the boating had nothing to do with sailing but was rowing boats in a state of disrepair the accommodation for newly-weds was the upstairs of a dingy mini-hanger with a corrugated roof where the rowing-boats and paddling boats were housed but the at-the-door stalls and nearby-hot food restaurants were, in legal-speak, accurately described a mobile food van with sandwiches, tea and hot dogs was within a few metres of the hanger and the restaurant was a fish and chip shop a hundred metres away my job was to take photo's that fitted the worded description in the advert if there was any come-back yours truly would be the whipping boy notes 1 this is the way people who extract money out of people by misrepresentation get away with it as long as their description of the goods or sevices are "legally" accurate, as would be the case in this dream, they are not con-men notes 2 this dream takes me back to the time when, as a budding photographer,the dreameragreed to do a weekly glam photo for the local rag on the third week, the "editor" (an ex-employee of the times) wanted me to ambush a male client of a call-girl set-up at the designated time and place (a hotel room in the afternoon)the dreamerwas to be in the wardrobe of a hotel room with camera ready and when a prearranged signal was giventhe dreamerwould burst out of the wardrobe and make with the flash photography the dreamerwas game to start with but it dawned on me that someone who could afford an expensive call-girl would probably have the money to hire a couple of thugs to call on me if there's another dream about a photography con of some sort i'll tell you, in an aside, of a really funny incident about what has to be one of the most brazen attempts by a man to get a woman to pose in the nude 15062018 the name of the dream: mixing time-tenses five or six of us had just watched a film asthe dreamerwas wondering what film to watch nextthe dreamerthought it would be a good idea to let one of the girls choose the dreamerdecided to ask the girlfriend of latest pair to join our little group the dreamerwas about to say "" .. can choose what film to watch next" and realisedthe dreamerdidn't know or had forgotten her name sothe dreamerthought to get the film list on the screen and her name would spring to mind in the meantime asthe dreamerbegan looking at the screen for the folder which contained the filmsthe dreamerrealised the storage disc which had the films wasn't attached the computer the dreamerwas searching my memory trying to remember where the storage disc was when the boyfriend of the girlthe dreamerintended to ask said "we'll have to go after the next film" it was three or four thoughts later thatthe dreamerrealisedthe dreamercouldn't find the storage disc because the locationthe dreamerwas in was not my current time and location but the time and location of thirty plus years ago when six of us, three couples, would gather for a weekend of films and smoking ! notes 1 this dream gives us a bit of an insight into how the dream-time memory works the dream was the result of me thinking beforethe dreamerwent to sleep that it would be possible to have a private film club wherethe dreamerlive now and had spent five minutes or so assessing whatthe dreamerwould have to do to set the room up for half a dozen people the idea of having a home film club sprang from the dream 12062018 it is assumed that the dream of 12062018 is a future-tense dream another dream with this theme will make this a serial dream the category of the dream - mixed time-tenses: () film club: (2) 14062018 third dream the name of the dream: beauty is in the sound of the listener was walking along a wide path which went through a wooded area the sounds of amor off to my left and out of sight drew my attention asthe dreamerlistened the sounds took on a special quality which reverberated through me the dreamerknew thethe dreamermust know the woman who was producing those sounds the dreamerwaited for the couple to come out of the bush they came out andthe dreamerfollowed them to the end of the path the couple split up and the woman went to the right and the man went to the left the dreamerdidn't see her face but the colour of her hair was fixed in my memory the dreamerthoughtthe dreamerhad lost her when the colour of her hair seperated her from everyone else in the crowded scene the dreamerbegan moving toward her and whenthe dreamerwas about four metres away she turned around to speak to someone she wasn't anything like whatthe dreamerthought she would look like in fact, to me she was unappealing she must have qualities which a person would find very appealing butthe dreamerknew she wasn't for me second dream the name of the dream: the run in a rural area running along a two-lane "a" road that twisted and turned, went up and down and only had short lengths of straights there was no sensation of movement in my legs the effort was in keeping the speed at a constant rate which would enable me to follow the line of the road at top speed while avoiding the sparse traffic and occasional push-bike the distance covered in the dream was three, five or seven kilometres the speed varied between thirty and seventy kilometres an hour with the average speed closer to sixty than fifty notes 1 this dream was the result of thinkingthe dreamermay regain full mobility the experience itself has to be a future time-tense and the low addenda: vividness: rating suggests it is a long way into the future notes 2 the longest run in any dream so far addenda: vividness:: 3.2 participant the category of the dream - running () road: () first dream the name of the dream: kiss, touch and go a girl likes the look of a boy and wants him to kiss her if she likes the kiss she parts her legs and invites the boy to touch her if the boy's touch is more pleasurable than the kiss they arrange to continue enjoying each other notes 1 this dream was shorter than usual for a pleasure-dream it is thought this dream is a scheduled dream, i.e. a dream timed to occur now it is from you-know-who to people in general and is meant to introduce the idea that pleasure can/should be organised dothe dreamerneed to say the "touch" part of the dream was the most pleasurable part notes 2 this dream is also tied in with the dream of 30052018 (scheduled for publication in about five weeks) the connection between that dream and this one will be obvious notes 3 it is to be my privilege, ladies, to show you what you will look like a few million years hence none of the films produced about extraterrestrials even hints at the state of mind that accompanies evolving beings it is an intense sense of well-being which produces physical characteristics which will blow your mind the person to person contact this website had with three females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings some years back was charged with a sexual connotation their wondrous and appealing sense of well-being has a cheeky, very cheeky, fun-filled approach to sexuality the three females who "dropped in" exuded this cheekiness they left me lying on my back with my legs spread open with nothing covering my body my sense of their frame of mind was "wait until we get our hands on you" contemporary mammal man, you had better start adjusting your outlook to women she has a lust for more life at least twice as great as yours keeping abreast of her evolution is a non-stop endeavour of "catch-up" more than being physically fit, a male has to have a "fit-for-purpose" outlook of life that compliments the character of females addenda: vividness:: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - pleasure without conjoinment: () * the addenda: vividness: of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense addenda: vividness: 3.3 participant the category of the dream - business () photography () the addenda: vividness: of the dream indicates the degree of likeliness that the experience will occur in a future time-tense participant means it is something you have experienced an observer is something you have witnessed the category of the dream is for evaluation and reference 13062018 the name of the dream: comfortable in a room about four by three metres it was a home cinema set-up the sscreen was about two metres wide and one ond one-third metres in height and was fixed at headhieght to the three-metre wall the only light in the room was the light from the screen there were'nt any chairs just bean-bags and cushions the bean-bags were big enough for people to sit in and the cushions ranged in sizes from a metre square to a third of a metre square it could accomodate fifteen people in comfort most of the people were people already in the room and the film was about to start whenthe dreamerentered and went to my "reserved" position a metre or so from the back wall "my" position allowed me to lie on my right side with a cushion behind my back and against the wall there was a girl who had inadvertantly encroached into part "my space" it meant that whenthe dreamerwas lying down with my head propped in the viewing position her thigh was under my head she didn't like me using her leg as a cushion and kept moving her leg to get me to change my position the dreamerwas having none of it,the dreamerrefused to budge from my well-established viewing position another girl came into the room and laid down and positioned herself so that her head was level with my waist she positioned her cushions in such a way thatthe dreamerhad to lift my left leg up so there was no weight on it and when her ccushion was in placethe dreamerbecame even more comfortable and to top it off she hooked her left arm under my right leg so that her hand was resting just above my knee the girl who was originally unhappy with my position must have seen what the new arrival had done and realised that if anyone was going to change position it would have to be her she compromised and put a cushion under my head the dreamersaid to her "that's really comfortable", she didn't reply it was perfect,the dreamerwas so comfortable from head to feetthe dreamercould feel myself going to sleep the film would be starting any moment but hadn't started when intro/end-credit music started playing and was still playing whenthe dreamerwas fully awake here's a nice little touch" the dreamerwent to sleep while listening to a ninety-minute radio play the music at the end of the play in awake-time coincided with the beginning of the film in dream-time ! it's conceivable that in another time in another place the dream-time film that was about to start in this dream becomes a dream-within-a-dream category of dream in a future time and place altogether now in the key of c major" scene by scene dream your dreams see past and future blend: " (sung to the tune of merrily row your boat) 10062018 the name of the dream: maximum security in a maximum security prison there was no free association with other inmates other long-term prisoners became trustees and delivered food which meant they could, and did, do small favours like getting a pencil or passing a message to another inmate which was highly forbidden a corrupt turnkey would, for a price, smuggle out a letter or make a phone call it all hinged on the prisoner not to reveal who the inmates and prison staff were if anything came to light if a trustee was discovered to have broken the rules then the much-prized ability to move around the prison with a fair amount of unsupervised freedom would be taken away and he would be re-categorised as a "tier 1" prisoner in and be in virtual isolation for many years after if a prison guard was implicated then he would lose his job and the other prison guards would make sure the inmate suffered to the breaking point it was the tacit understanding that a breach of prison protocol automatically got the prisoner a bloody beating for incriminating a guard the dreamerdesperately wanted to send a letter and had got hold of a pen from a trustee the dreamerhadn't been careful enough and was caught with a partially written letter a guard came into my cell and asked me who gave me the pen "i'm sorry sir,the dreamercan't tell you that" and said the same thing when he asked me whothe dreamerwas going to give the letter to the next and last scene of the dream was a view at a distance of about one hundred metres away of the ground-level prison with a red, smokey curtain-plume that looked like it was a liquid, (blood) rising from the entire area of the building notes 1 this dream is the result of watching bouts of bloody boxing during the previous twenty-four hours addenda: vividness:: 3.7 participant for the first two scenes and observer for the last scene the category of the dream - prison dream () closed () 30052018 unpublished the name of the dream: the art of pleasure 5 and the outlook for pleasure the unusual content of this dream was when our motions stopped and we spoke of things unrelated to what we were doing and how our resumption of movement after speaking complimented the emotions in the speech at one of the pauses, for about five sentences and the longest of all the spoken parts of the dream, as she was talkingthe dreamersaw how she was feeling and got an insight into what it was she liked me doing most she spoke quickly so as to finish speaking and continue and without realising it the way she positioned herslf ready to re-conjoin told me she saw me as being hers and a lifetime of pleasure was ahead she liked the momentary talking but more than that it was when the whole of the body was steeped in the best of sensations that the purpose of a woman and man in union touched upon and became what was previously in the realm of the transcendental for some men the most rewarding aspect of x is seeing the sense of well being it produces in your lover notes 1 this dream lasted for about forty-five seconds of dream-time which translates to more than five minutes of awake-time the longest x dream so far if this trend continues awake-time experiences may well become to dream-time experiences what dream-time experiences are to awake-time experiences 29052018 unpublished the name of the dream: another drug-deal dream found out that a friend of 30 years gone was back in town got to where he lived and was in his flat in the next scene there was two strips of carpet in the room which formed a cross one of them was furled up in the middle and we grabbed the ends of the carpet and straightened it by pulling it in the next scene another acquaintance made at about the same time was in the room with us and was whetting our appetite with the promise of a good grade of blow he could get hold of there and then he went on to say that if we wanted he could some cocaine which was an even better "hit" than the hash the person whose flat we were in was enthusiastic in the next scene another person whothe dreamerdidn't know was in the dream and wanted some ss well we had to buy a minimum amount of eighty pounds worth the dreamerhad enough money my friend didn't have any money, as usual, and the latest addition to the dream had sixteen pounds the person who was getting the drugs didn't think it was a good idea whenthe dreamersuggestedthe dreamerwould pay for the taxthe dreamerand all four of us could go together the bloke who only had sixteen pounds wasn't prepared to part with his money unless he could go along sothe dreameruggestedthe dreamerwould cover his money he was happy with that the dreamerhadn't seen the acquaintance for quite a few years and knew if the chips were down and he needed a fix wasn't beyond diddling me out of my monaey and keeping me waiting before repaying me the dreamerwasn't prepared togive hime the money unlessthe dreamercould go with him but he explained it wasn't possible my answer was to give him twenty pounds and when he rutuened with the drugsthe dreamerwould give him the money to get the rest he was umming and ahhing andthe dreamerfelt something wasn't right the dreamerbegan complaining" "allthe dreamerwant is a smoke", "i'm happy with hash", "it's my favouite drug", "i've tried all.." was still complaining asthe dreamercome out of the sleep st-out and straightening the carpet addenda: vividness: 3.2/3 28052018 unpublished name of today's entry: a bank holiday monday at the computer a lead article said it would be the hottest day of the year sothe dreamerdecided to head for the beach at the coach station was informed that the coach stopthe dreamerwanted was a hundred metres away at the coach stop the notifications board told me it was the right stop but didn't have the times of departures a helpful woman said she would get a timetable from an information kiosk the leaflet gave the times but not the departure point, the woman told me the coachthe dreamerwanted was on the other side of the road at another bus shelter on the other side of the road there was still no information about departure times another helpful woman suggestedthe dreamerask a bus driver the coach driverthe dreamerasked happened to be the driver of the busthe dreamerwanted and told me the bus would be leaving in two minutes from across the road arrived at the seaside and bought some milk and chips tried one of the chips and they were too hard a hundred metres from the beach a woman was offering passer-byer's sample chips they were delicious sothe dreamerbought some the beach was choc-a-bloc with people sothe dreamersettled for a patch of grass overlooking the beach after a couple of hoursthe dreamerheaded back home at the coach stationthe dreamerhad to walk the length of the station three times before finding the boarding point; it was set aside from the rest of the numbered departure points the coach left the staion and a few stops along the route two young ladies were holding up the coach because they couldn't use their credit cards to buy a ticket the driver told them to get off the bus the dreamercould see they were upset andthe dreamerasked the driver to ask them if they wanted me to lend them the five pounds they needed the girls were visibly relieved and promised to give me the money when we arrived at our destination where they could access an atm when we arrived the first atm wasn't dispensing money the next nearest machine was fifty metres away the girls got the money but as a ten pound note we had to try four different places before we managed to get the ten-pound note changed end of the" notes 1 the above wasn't a dream but a condensed account of whatthe dreamerdone on this day the actual dream for today was a three sentence think-read`dream the sentences were long sentences, really long sentences it was someones review of how great a book was it was boring, boring, boring it would take ages to write it into dreams diary and so it was decided to do something different hope you didn't mind 27052018 unpublished second dream the name of the dream: reversal and ascendancy of traits in the frst scene cc andthe dreamerare heavily laden with shopping and fall through the door of a pub inside the pub and before settling at a tablethe dreamerpick up a menu to see if it has food thatthe dreamerwant the pubs fayre was more than adequate but then the scene changes to a supermarket the dreameram on my way in and cc is on her way out we have words and cc goes through the exit doors whilethe dreamerhead into the supermarket within a few stepsthe dreamerrememberthe dreamerowe her twenty quid and dash back out and see her loading her shopping into the back of a taxi the dreameropened my wallet and picked out one twenty pound note from others (the colours of the notes is stand-out part of the dream) and hand it to her in the next scene we are seated facing each other on a bus cc is wearing a lilac thick-thread button-up blouse and a dark purple skirt (the stand-out part of the dream) the dreamerform the sentence "that outfit really suits you" but don't speak it notes 1 in awake-timethe dreameram the most able-bodied and she has the clearest mind in this dream my mental processess are sixes and sevens while she is fully able and mentally in charge notes 2 this is the fifth or sixth dream with cc in it before categorising dreams there was a serial dream of her the dreams being referred to are in the "lost one hundred" dreams which may yet surface : the stand-out part of the dream: the two-tone outfit second dream name of dream: should have been an x dream in the company of a male in a room above ground floor in a house of bedsits the dreamerleave the room, to go to the toletthe dreamerthink asthe dreamerclose the door behind me a girl opens her door to my left her door is at a right angle to the door i've just closed with only five centimetres of wall seperating the two doors merely being outside of the door places the person in front of the other persons door so now there is less than metre between us it was one of those occasions, i've only had two or three of them in awake-time, when a sexual connection occurs is made at the moment of eye contact like magnets, without thinking about, without willing it we were physically embracing my hands were everywhere except in my pockets and likewise she was was exploring and responding another friend of mine came calling and the first we knew of his presence was as he was squeezing passed us the dreamersaid to her "let's go into your room" the dream ended before she said anything 26052018 unpublished the name of dream: measured passion-unmeasured passion for the first time in a dreamthe dreameram an elderly person there were three x scenes in this dream two with young women and one with an elderly lady the dreamerhad not taken into account the effect energetic x would have on an elderly lady and she was not stable on her legs the last scene of this part of the dream was of me going toward her as she was about to cross a road notes 1 it will be another four, five, six or seven years beforethe dreamerget my strength back and vital physiological systems are at an acceptable level between now and then it will have to be instructive-x (non procreative see first dream and notes of 17052018) notes 2 the opening scene of this dream was of me having to get out from under a large metal frame in a room of a house being demolished and being pushed into a crusher the scene repeated three times although there was slight variation in one of the loops the category of the dream/s: x dream (33) and looped-sequence dream: (2) confined space:(1) addenda: vividness:: varied between 3.3 to 3.8 notes 1 it will be another four, five, six or seven years beforethe dreamerget my strength back between now and then it will have to be instructive-x (non procreative see first dream and notes of 17052018) see first dream 17052018 25052018 unpublished second dream name of dream: beethovan's class a man is explaining or teaching a class of children (?) the story-line of a song the song is laid out on a three-metre by one and a half metre blackboard with the words of the story written under the bars and there are four or five bars in each line of music and there are three or four or five lines the narration/explanation is in three or four or five or six-word sentences and each sentence fits one bar of the music the music may have been transposed from orchestral to non-orchestral instruments at one point in the dream the teacher says "this is where/when/what beethovan" there was at least four sentences/bars of music thatthe dreamercan remember being explained in the dream although the words aren't remembered the tune didn't stick in my memory either notes while this entry was being composed it triggerd the memory of a filmthe dreamerwatched umpteen years ago two scenes of the film are clearly remembered the one which has relevance to this dream was when beethovan was explaining to a colleague the story which accompanied the music while he was composing the muisc as it was playing in the film something about a man going to the rescue or to join the love of his life did all of beethovan compositions routinely have a story line ? category of dream: music: classical: beethovan (1) the addenda: vividness: of the dream: 3.7/8 first dream the name of the dream: intracies allthe dreamercan remember about this dream is that the theme was about intracy 24052018 unpublished name of dream: contrivence this dream is in current time; time-tenses 4,5, and 6 circumstances are such that certain information pertaining to the recurrence of people is being kept back organisations who thrive on secrecy know something is being held back and are using devious tactics to find out what it is the latest attempt is to make out that the bit of knowledge they want and you need is getting to certain people of my choosing by coding it into file names of content whichthe dreamerpost regularly they hope that ordinary people will come up with incorrect interpretations which are relevant to their lives and that will put pressure put on me to affirm or deny what people have incorrectly construed the aim is to get enough different plausible possibilities of what the information is and present the ones that are most alarming in one scene, the latest favoured "decoding" showed a picture via the mainstream media of a file name that looked something like this "Lk0te-6" which became three sentences of a believability the more outrages the interpretation the more likely people were to hold onto it there's nothing the controllers know how to do better than feed your fears notes 1 this dream is the result of thinking during the day about an awake-time situation which is in fact causing the cessaton of the continuation of genetic lines many people have been caught in this net because of an unenlightened understanding of the delicate, wispy nature and the solid concreteness of the substances love/life has to use to incorporate immortality into a our finite corporeal selves if and when it does become public knowledge it should, if nothing else, bring about a more comprehensive insight and an appreciation of both the frailty and strength of the substances that we are comprised of and more than that, the incomprehensible determination of the lover to share with us a reality that she/he knows you want 17052018 first dream the name of the dream the art of pleasure 4 this dream is future tense dreams diary has reached the stage when visualisations accompany all the dreams there is still some way to go before the accompanying visualisations are wholly accurate but a dreams diary in this time which doesn't give a fair visual representation of the dream just doesn't get viewed my own outlook is simple" women lead the way in the experiencing of pleasure and men don't achieve an increase in their experience of sexual pleasure before learning how to generate greater feelings in the females for the female the act of conjoinment has the added pleasure of the accompanying sensations that only women know" the feeling of accompishment of being able to produce more life in concrete form in this dreamthe dreamerhave a three or four bedroom set-up it is my pleasure to instruct women how to show men to produce the greatest pleasure for a woman without conjoinment my "set-up" is geared for introducing this approach into our lifestyle very early one morningthe dreamercan hear one of the lasses moaning in pleasure as she is practising on herself while watching the latest pleasure-dream video showing what a male should be doing to bring out the maximum feelings in her it causes me to become aroused andthe dreamerdecide to make a video of myself masturbating to the sounds of a female masturbating notes 1 the art of pleasure (new page) this dream was not an act of indulgence, it is a dream for this time because you all have to be aware that a minimum level of a feeling of well-being is necessary to embark on straight line action (it is the case that none have insights into the totally overwhelming sensations that occur when the mind is exposed to endlessness. take my word for it people, it will cause you to balk) that the acclimatization to pleasure is being introduced at this time will give you an insight as to just how great is the feeling of pleasure we have to be immersed in order to "buffer" or "cushion" our exposure to endlessness we have to begin imbueing ourselves with a feeling of pleasure now and it has to increase exponentially for the next 5000 milion years ! acclimatising ourselves to permanenty-increasing levels pleasure is something which has to be approached in a purposeful way the dream marks the beginning of the process both sexes have, in my experience, yet to learn how to produce large volumes of prolonged pleasure in the opposite sex without conjoinment it has not yet been formulated but drawing from the writer's experience it is suspected that oral sex is not one of the practices we need to incorporate into the art of pleasure the sensations accompanying ejaculation expend "spiritual" energy the dream was a "timed-to-occur dream" the art of pleasure pleasure is put into three categories 1 pituitary pleasure 2 the pleasure of x 3 the pleasure of laughter/smiling ~ pituitary pleasure pituitary pleasure is considered to be the superior form of pleasure when a persons is in a certain frame of mind and thinking along cerain lines (propitiously/magnanimously) the pituitary gland releases chemicals (details link here) into the brain and it produces a feeling exactly the same as the feeling accompanying ejaculation the writer has experienced this twice it doesn't leave you feeling drained and it can occur seconds later and seconds after that and seconds" the quality of the deeds which follow this feeling become enhanced for reference and incorporating into the pleasure page" https://endic.at/T/THE/THE%20N/THE%20NERV/THE%20NERVOUS%20S/THE%20NERVOUS%20SYSTE/THE%20NERVOUS%20SYSTEM/the%20nervous%20system.html x pleasure (details" https://www.quora.com/What-happens-in-the-brain-and-body-leading-up-to-orgasm ) also relies laughter/smiling pleasure 16052018 fourth dream name of the dream: the baffled patient being tended to by a nurse in a cubicle in a hospital was wondering whythe dreamerwas being given the "once-over" the nurse who was a mind-reader tapped the side of a see-through tube with a mouth-piece at one end that gave the tube the look of a snorkel "we're putting a hole in this" she said was trying to figure out what she meant as the dream ended was trying to figure out what she meant whenthe dreamerbecame fully awake still trying to figure it out twenty minutes later third dream name of the dream: the selectee's six people had been selected what we had been selected for wasn't known we each had our own self-contained accomodation the accomodation was already furnished the dreamerhad been there for a while and had familiarised myself with the mod-cons in the living room and was opening and closing drawers and cuboards to see what they had in them in one compartment, in a thigh-high, half-metre wide cupboard was a large, stiff, brown envelope the envelope had pictures and a concise description of the skills and interest's and other bits of information of the other people who had been selected after looking at them for a whilethe dreamerpicked up the old-fashioned style phone connected to a screen half the size of a laptop that was within arms reach and dialled the number of one of the women selectee's the dreamerwas looking at her on the screen and said to her "the dreamerthinkthe dreamerknow what we've been selected for" in the next scene the two of us were in my living room andthe dreamerwas telling her whatthe dreamerthought was going on "we've been selected because we have a broad range of abilities. between us we have technical, cooking, writing, inventive, artistic, social, organisational, manual and other traits necessary to be self-sufficient." there was more converstion for half a minute or more and then the woman left me the dreamerwas thinking of what changes to make to the accomodation when the dream ended and for a little while into awake-time second dream name of the dream: reprobative behaviour in prison a typically claustrophobic prison environment; low light, sparse, dingy" it was my first day it was evening before my processing had finished a tolerent and talkative turnkey showed me to my cell it was a three or four bed cramped cell and he was talking to me whilethe dreameroriented myself the dreamerneeded to go to the toilet and he told me it was just to the right outside of the cell the dreamerwalked out of the door and without thinking closed the door behind me it wasn't untilthe dreamerwent back to the cell thatthe dreamerrealised whatthe dreamerhad done didn't feel the need to tell him thatthe dreamerwas going to get someone to open the door and went straight to where there would be another member of the staff in the next scene another prison guard had opened the door andthe dreamerwent through it first to the left of the door and hard up against both the wall the door was built into and the left wall was the first bed the white of the sheets caught my eye andthe dreamerlooked down and had surprised two men under the sheets and naked with one lying on top of the other the man on top jumped out of his position at high speed and went to the furthest point away from the door the repurcussions were going to be scandalous the dream ended the category of the dream - prison: closed () notes 1 first dream name of the dream: fairly sure that there was more at the beginning of this dream than what is remembered it starts on a football pitch the game is between nottingham forest and another team which isn't identified in the dream the play of the ball is at the bottom-right corner of the field around the corner flag one of the players deliberately puts the ball out of play to gain the advantage of a goal kick the referee cites the player for unsportsmanly gamesmanship and the offending team is deducted a point the loss of a point takes the team from being one point ahead in the championship race to being level-pegging's the team isn't too perturbed although there is a drop in the feeling of the players and their supporters that winning the championship was no longer a sure thing the game part of the dream ends there and in the next scene in the dreamthe dreamergo from being an observer to a participant i'm filling in the details on a computer of what size of shortsthe dreamerhave been using and what sizethe dreamerrequire for the next dozen or so games while filling in the formthe dreamerrealise it's possible to keep the onesthe dreamerused and get a new pair without having to hand back the onesthe dreamerhave it was my chance to amass dozens of pairs of shorts and hand them out as gifts or raffle prizes or make a few bob from selling them to accrue lots of pairs of shorts it meant changing the dates the shorts had been used and also different sizes for each different date and changing the dates meant back-dating so as to double-up on the number of shortsthe dreamercould claim for the dreamerwould have to do it several dozens times then for the first time in a dream the obstacle of clicking the pointer of the computer on a box on the screen became possible this was the longest part of the dream and it required more concentration over a longer period of time in a dream thanthe dreamerhave ever been able to muster before the dreamermanaged to keep my concentration focused on whatthe dreamerwas doing (bear in mind that there were figures to remember and what boxes the numbers would have to go into) for at least twelve to fifteen different scenes on the computer screen this was in the epic dream category the dreamerdoubt ifthe dreamercould have done it in awake-time ! definately a break-through in the application of applied concentration in a dream ! it must have triggered something in the id because the next part of this dream was great fun i'm on a train and a carriage with less than a dozen people in it my mood is such that no matter whothe dreamertalk to it causes them to smile allthe dreamerwant to do is make people happy and feel good and it came easy the highlight of this part of the dream was whenthe dreamerasked a girl if she would like me to sit in the seat in the opposite side of the carriage to and one row in front so we could talk without me having to raise my voice the girl was up for fun but nothing else and she quipped something about my hair soiling the white cover on the head rest and spoiling her view if she wanted to look to her left in another scene the train was entering a station and as is the case with a largish station there were several sets of rail tracks which crossed and melded with other tracks as the train was slowing, it was about a kilometre or so from the station itself, a line of about fifteen faces attached to bodies were standing on a moving platform without sides it slowly caught up with the trainthe dreamerwas in and then kept abreast of us for a few seconds and then started receeding amongst the line of people on the sideless moving platform was a cheeky looking young girl looked who like she deserved to be out-cheeked sothe dreamerstuck my tongue out her the scene changed again to me standing on a platform and asking a member of the rail staff what platform and time my train was due the dreamermade a mental note of what he said and decided to double check what he said with another member of the rail staff whenthe dreamergot to the platform category of dream: epic dream () 07052018 name of dream: frustration my wife was unwell and it was causing complications with her second pregnancy and she was on her way to receive specialised help the dream starts on a train with two female escorts and self in a train carriage of a train used exclusively by the hospital, my wife and a third female escort are in the adjoining carriage but neither my wife or the third escort feature in this dream the dreamerhad just received news by mobile phone the news was crucial information about our first child which could affect the mental state of the mother which in turn could/would boost her physical state the entire dream revolved around me trying to explain to the two escorts that my wife's mental/physical state would change for the better if she had the news the escorts argued that the condition of the mother was finely balanced andthe dreamerwas refused permission to speak to her at all the escorts were adamant that whatever it was thatthe dreamerhad to say would have to be relayed to her by them the dreamerwas equally determined to pass on the information myself as it concerned circumstances which was only known to my wife and me andthe dreamerwould be able to inject subtleties of tone and meaning at certain points the women were wearing their "our word is final" hats and either wouldn't or couldn't see my point the dreamertried two three different ways of presenting my point of view and finally decided that the only waythe dreamercould get access to my wife was to wait until we got to hospital even thenthe dreamermight have the same problem the only thingthe dreamercould think of was to get legal representation before making the callthe dreamerprepared my point of view as briefly as possible each timethe dreamerhad formed a one or two sentence presentation of my rationale a counter-argument formed in my head my reasoning was sound but it wasn't more valid than the opposing reasoning that happened three or four more times and was still happening asthe dreamercame out of the sleep notes 1 the overriding tone of the pde's were positive, more so than usual (my ref. take-over), so am not looking for an answer in the pde's for the feelings of frustration in this dream it's possible to take the view that there was one particular, fleeting, moment of the previous day which formed the content of the dream but this website holds the view that the reason we have dreams, and more imortantly, remember our dreams, is so we can evaluate them and continue to do that which brings about dreams we find desirable and identify and remove from the pde's those experiences which produce dreams we find undesirable it is easy to recall momentary sights being featured in a dream but momentary sights/thoughts/emotionss" aren't usually remembered as being the cause of the theme of a dream this website holds the view that unless the content of the dream can be assigned to particular sights/movements/thoughts/emotions" that occurred the day before the dream then the content of the dream has to be assigned to something other than the pde's we have to consider the possibility that, like precognitive dreams, a proportion of dreams are timed to happen this is a mechanistic interpretation which is moderated by love/lifes ability to act out of accordance with inanimate reality (see axiom 3) 03052018 published out of sequence name of dream: four in a bed two of the ladies were in their element, asthe dreamerwas, but one of the girls wasn't the dream was completely satisfactory apart from that came out of the dream and was playing it over in awake-time adding a little here and there asthe dreamerwent back to sleep nowthe dreamerwas in a room about three by two metres the room was an ablution with four or five sinks and a drinking fountain; one of those ones that have a toggle at the side of the basin which could be moved sideways or up and down and at any angle but it had to have downward movement to get the water to spurt it was while on the third or fourth swallow that an "ooy" sounded out it couldn't have been any louder without waking me out of the dream it lasted a full two seconds of dream-time it resounded off the bare, granite walls and the solid concrete floor and shook me right out of a relaxed dream-state into a state of attentive-awareness then the scene changed" there was a large, stocky man in dark clothes who filled the door frame and he was not happy it wasn't until the moment when the door was opened that and saw the man in a uniformthe dreamerrealised it was night-time and yes, i'm in prison again it was the middle of the night; the night-guard had been doing his rounds when he came across my empty bed and was put out that he had to open and close doors to find me;the dreamerhad to be careful howthe dreamerreacted, ifthe dreamersaid the wrong thing or didn't move in the right way he would make an entry into his log and it would mean misery of one sort or another if the prison governor had to spend time adjudicating a minor infraction; but more than any of these things, the night-guard had been totally officious and had used his safe position to address me like a dog that was in the middle of pooping on the doorstep in my book he had just verbally assaulted me but how to get back at him without getting into more trouble ? the dreamerslowly looked around and said in a quiet purposeful voice "where amthe dreamer?" the guard didn't respond, he was weighing things up the dreamerthen asked "who are you ?" still the guard was silent, he had bought it, almost he then said "c'mon" a few steps along the doorway he asked: "which is your room ?" the dreamerwasn't going to fall for that the dreamerwas looking from left to right and slowly shaking my head with uncertainty every time he asked "this one ?" after asking me three times he opened one of the doors and motioned me in "this is your room" he stated the dreamerlooked around the room, made out likethe dreamerwas thinking for a few moments and said resignedly "i'm in prison" the guard said "yes" the dreamerwaited for what seemed to be a long enough time "the dreamercan't get to sleep.the dreamerhaven't slept for two days" then, "i've been a sleep-walker all my life"the dreamerlied convincingly, and continued with" "it's been the cause of more trouble than anything" the guard was becoming human again andthe dreamercould see he was ready for the full treatment "in case you're wondering what i'm in for it's handing out papers in the street calling the government liars and murderer's andthe dreamerwas charged with libel" the guard hadn't come across a real-life cool hand luke and was looking at me the dreamerasked him if he could give me a smoke and in the next scene think we were back in his night-office ifthe dreamerplayed my part and things went well there could be a cup of tea to go with the fag the category of the dream - prison () closed () and x dream: (31) notes 1 of x dream it is a sad fact that the writer is getting more pleasure from his dream-time x dreams than he is in awake-time the pleasure's of x is a whole bookful of knowledge on its own for starters" the level of pleasure that is associated with x is almost at a minimum at this time compared to how it will be again, pleasure is a state, a state that increases five and ten-thousandfold while we are man-shaped it doesn't stop there the next time you engage in x try to imagine " you are in an incomprehensibly intense state of pleasure and are minding your own business enacting straight-line-action when you feel a level of pleasure in your back greater than anything you have known before while still moving forward you spin around to see what caused it and there's nothing there you spin back around again, still moving forward, and see another mathematical entity a little way ahead of you and the mere sight of the mathematical entity produces an increased sense of well-being you have just experienced loving-fun coming from a more seasoned straight-line practitioner plying hide and seek or, you are moving in a straight line experiencing a state of pleasure when your feeling of pleasure becomes even greater still still moving forward you turn around to see what caused it and there's no one there you have just experienced mysterious love (a more seasoned straight-line practitioner dropped out of the fourth dimension touched you on your back and popped back into the fourth dimension) the most seasoned straight-line practitioner of all knows more ways of producing pleasure than there are quons in the universe playful love with a small amount of mystery" playful love with a large amount of mystery" mysterious love with a large amount of playfulness" mysterious love with a small amount of playfulness" playful love with a large amount of mystery and a larger amount exciting love" playful love across five dimensions" playful love with exciting and bold love across five dimensions" playful love with exciting and bold love across six dimensions" exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love across seven dimensions" exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love with five entities across seven dimensions" exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love with five entities across eight dimensions" exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with twelve entities across eight dimensions" exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with twelve entities across eight dimensions" exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with twelve entities across eight dimensions while turning on a vertical axis" exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with twelve entities across eight dimensions while turning about a vertical axis while tilting slowly forward and backward" exciting and bold love with a hint of blissful love and playful love with two groups of twelve entities across eight dimensions while turning about a vertical axis while tilting slowly forward and backward" 02052018 published out of sequence the name of the dream: breakfast in my head was in a queue at a cafe in a railway station and had ordered a breakfast of tomatoes, eggs, beans, bacon, toast and tea there were a couple of people in front of me the queue shortened and whenthe dreamerwas the next in line to place an orderthe dreamerdug into my pocket and brought out all the money therein the dreamerlooked at the coins and realised thatthe dreamerdidn't have as much asthe dreamerthought in fact, there was not going to be enough to pay for the meal while counting the money and hoping the coppers might add up to the better part of a poundthe dreamersaw a fifty-pence piece on the floor asthe dreamerbent down to pick it up another fifty-pence coin came into view asthe dreamerpicked both of them upthe dreamerbecame aware that the man behind me was exuding a condemnatory presence in the next scene,the dreamerwas trying to juggle the money,the dreamernow had four pounds something, to get as many of the items of food asthe dreamercould was still trying different combinations of foods to fit the moneythe dreamerhad when the dream ended the category of the dream - money on the ground (4? 5?) cafe (1 or two) 01052018 published out of sequence second dream name of dream: the restauranteers four of us, two women and two men, having a night out at a classy restaurant we men had decided to live beyond our budget an spoil the ladies the evening would take every penny we had the restaurant was very, very popular and had international standing; best service, food, and drink available without being exclusive most if not all of the tables were four-seaters with about three metres between them we had eaten our meal and had hours to go before people would begin leaving for home when it occurred to me that a little imprpomptu entertainment might be a good idea the dreamersuggested an off-the-cuff improvised minthe dreamerevent to my friend he was up for it so we stood and positioned ourselves at the point furthest away from the closest seven or eight tables which gave us ample room to move around he began to speak in ye olde english style the dreamerdon't remember word for word but it had a theme like this" "you" he said "terrible knave that you are have besmirched my families good name" the dreamerresponded with "and you have a misguided opinion of yourself. were it that you had a good name to sullythe dreamerwould not deem to speak unwell of you. your very accusation is unfounded andthe dreamerdo believe you speak with a mischevious intent" he came back with" "the mischeviousness is not mine but yours. it was you who saw my wife with envious eyes and with lust in your body did seek to possess her very soul" "you words have summoned outrage within me"the dreamerbegan "it is well for you thatthe dreamerdo not have a sword about my person. for ifthe dreamerhad the flat edge would find not your shoulder but your backside" the dreamercontinued "what haughty claims you have for you and your wife. it is becausethe dreameram a man of principle thatthe dreamerspeak not of roumours that abound in nearby villages and towns of escapades concerning a couple who leave morals at home and seek to make charlatans of unsuspecting maids and lure decent men into the ways of the ungodly" and continued, "tis true you wife has a wholesome body and a wily wit. it is you who does not deserve the title of gentleman for having turned a goodly woman into an impish nymph and who has lured her into a trap set by the very devil himself" and continued "the dreameram of mind to bring you to book and speak of you to clergy and sheriff. the reasonthe dreamerdo not is to keep out of harms way the minds of children who would hear such things. it is well that none of what is being said here" " it went on like that for another ten sentences or so and by the end of it a small crowd had fromed a circle about us the scene changed,the dreamerwas on my way to the bar or toilet and a small, full-bodied young lady wearing a tight black dress was teeth-smiling at me as we approached each other as she passed she said that she like my speech the dreamerthought it was an ivitation and said "the dreamercould make myself availble and do it in private" the dreamerfelt confused when she said "no thanks" the next scene was at the cashier's desk near the entry/exit doors the dreamerwas headed back into the restaurant and decided to pay the bill then instead of on the way out the dreamertook out my wallet and handed all of the money in it, thirty pounds, to a man who handed it to the cashier he never said thanks or gave me a reciept he thoughtthe dreamerwas giving him a measley tip the dreamerbecame a bit panicky if my mate couldn't cover the bill our reputation would be mud the dreamersaid to the cashier "i'll pay the rest of the bill on the way out" think the dream ended there 29042018 second dream name of dream: confusing times another dreamthe dreamerthought had been forgotten but following the success of remembering the previous dream persevered trying to recall it, and did woke up and looked at the wall clock; it was four o clock in the next scene was in the kitchen area when a woman and three or four children came through the front door and into the living room/kitchen the next scene, the woman was folding up washed clothes and the children had made the place their own the dreamerwas flabbergasted the dreamerhad to ask, "what are you doing ?" "mrs ?'s housework" she said while continuing with arranging the clothes mrs ? was the next door neighbour the dreamerqueried "why are you doing it here?" "mrs ? isn't in and your name is point referenced" she said matter of factly the dreamerknew what she meant if, for whatever reason, mrs ? wasn't at home couldn't be accessedthe dreamerhad volunteered to accept the shopping or medicines or anything else it was the sort of thingthe dreamerwould offer to do but couldn't remember actually being asked the youngest boy was about seven years of age and eager to be friendly the dreamerhad a bit of fun teasing him and tricking him with a play on words and he loved it his deep-smile reaction to my word-play was the stand-out part of the dream a childrens radio play was coming through the t.v. the screen was displaying a colourful still picture which suited the theme of the play andthe dreamerbegan listening to it myself it was an entertaining story with children character actors andthe dreamerbecame immersed in it it was the longest part of the dream and if when remembering the dream initiallythe dreamerhad focused on remembering the details of the story it would have made entertaining reading the play went on for a space-age and there were thingsthe dreamerhad to do the dreamersaid "the dreamerhave to go out at five o clock" one of the children said "it finishes at at four o clock. it will be over in a minute" the clock was at four whenthe dreamerhad woken rather than say it's not four o clockthe dreamerwould let the person realise their mistkake for themself the dreamersaid "there's a clock on the wall. what time does that say?" when a voice said "three o clock"the dreamerbecame confused trying to figure out why the clock was an hour wrong to start with then the woman said "we have to leave at five ourselves" that done it the dream had become too complicated to cope with andthe dreamerwoke notes 1 there was a point during this sleep whenthe dreamerwoke up to the sound of an adult male voice introducing a childrens radio play and started listening to the play and thinking asthe dreamerlistened it was a quality production the dreamerhad listened to bits of the play several times before as a result of falling to asleep while listening to a narrated pre-historical programme which comes before it on a continouous loop on a usb (the t.v. has an "auto off" facility which is set for an hour) will use the childrens play to "crash out" to in the next sleep and report anything worth relating happens in that dream notes 2 did the dream-time conscious intergrate ongoing awake-time stimulthe dreamerto the dream or were awake-time and dream time "cooperating ?" notes 3 there was also another dream which had elements of both conscious states in it in this sleep again it was while trying to click a part of a computer screen to get a different page to show on this occassion the awake-time conscious came to the fore andthe dreamermanaged to press down on the device which would command a change of page, which it did and thenthe dreamerslipped back into dream-time the determination to apply pressure through the fingers to get the computer to go to another page in dreams is producing some unusual coordination between awake-time and dream-time the conclusion is that dream-time conscious needs to be able to work a computer for reasons that will reveal themselves during this millenium 29042018 first dream name of dream: what! three females and no x in line with most dreams recently,the dreamerthoughtthe dreamerwasn't going to be able to recall it until, after trying twenty or more times to remember the dream, a quick flash of a memory told me it was there and it was just a matter of coaxing it into awake-time ten or so probing thoughts later it began presenting itself it was walking and sitting-on-the-grass weather it was set in exeter in the park near central station with the statues in it was in a fabulous mood and it was as thoughthe dreamerwas the person who had discovered walking seamless movement without being aware of any sensation in the legs a day when there is a ready-to-smile smile on the face a day when it feels as if nature itself is in a good mood one young lady and myself traded glances and shared the same smile the next scene was back at her place she shared her accomodation with two other women, all looked to be twenty ish' think they may have been grads or post grads my good mood was still playing out the dreamercaptivated their imaginations and attention by answering their questions and remarks with simple reply's that hinted at intelligence but mainly portrayed a man in love with life and people and especially women the girls started to take me seriously, too seriously the darting looks to each other asthe dreamerspoke and whenthe dreamercaught them stealing quick look's at my crotchthe dreamerknew where it was leading one of the girls was noticeably less good-looking than the other two; a lady who men didn't automatically take a shine she emanated the air of a woman with a history of unsatisfactory relationships she had to try to make herself wanted by men, not something women are happy doing to make all three of the girls accessible, to what to me be would be a fantasy-reality,the dreamerwould first have to win the affections of the woman who had been least successful in her interactions with men fate threw me a life-line, she had a two-year old daughter in the next scene the mother was presenting me to her daughter for the first time the three women and my first-time-encounter with a two-year old child ! if ever there was a test designed to guage a mans character" it was make or break time the little girl was dressed delightfuly, bushed dress (the type that has white padding and makes the skirt flare out) and a bow in her hair it was easy to like her she was in front of me sitting on her mothers knees her fists were almost clanched, as is the way with very young ones the dreamerput my forefinger in one of her hands and cheated a little bit by gently scratching her palm with my nail she grasped my finger from the pressure of her holdthe dreamercould judge how much movementthe dreamerwould be able to make in her whole arm the dreamergave, what would seem to be to the toddler, a hearty hand-shake, and while shaking it said in a soft, fun way "my name is john. how do you do ?" she didn't back away or change her expression my next move was to go for her ribs or the side of her neck or her toes" if this went rightthe dreamerwas set up for at least a year the trick was not to rush things" notes tie-in smooth walking with last heel-squats an the firmness of the steps the following day 28042018 second dream name of dream: a contemporary building and historic buildings can't make heads nor tails of this dream * an open-air sports field with the usual sloped-tiered spectator area running around it and a wooden fence enclosing it not all of the stadium was visible in the dream that part of the stadium which was visible, about forty-metres, was stacked with collapsable, wooden-slatted chairs about two, three or four metres high and went to the top of the enclosing fence in the next scenethe dreameram on top of the chairs unfurling a white thin canvas with about two or three metres of the chairs still to be covered along the length of the chairs in the next scene am lying on top of the chairs looking down at a wild-west, one-street town with about twenty or thirty buildings the dreameram "casing" the bank in the town assessing the best way to rob it the dream changes to a think-read dream and the message is "if you find a bag with money in it its becausethe dreamersuccesfully robbed your bank but left some for you" still in the dream,the dreamerwas trying think whythe dreamerhad written the message there was then a period of composing and re-composing the message then, the composing of the message gave way to me slipping in and out of awake-time and dream-time conscious asthe dreamertried to remember what it wasthe dreamerhad dreamt of today thinking that the dream about the stadium was an awake-time construct andthe dreamerwas awake whenthe dreamerwas in fact still dreaming still dreaming,the dreamersettled on the thought that at leastthe dreamerhad a dream and was maintaining one of the longest runs of recording a dreams on a daily basis it wasn't untilthe dreamercame to the computer to make the entry thatthe dreamerrealised this was the second dream of the day category of dream: dream-time/awake-time (1 ?) notes over the last couple of months there has been several instances like this when the dream-time and awake-time have become indisdinquishable if nothing else dream theory is paving the way to us getting used to the idea that the two apparently different states of conscious are more connected than we realised and, most radically, the dream-conscious is the "parent" state of the two types of conscious ~~~ first dream name of dream: the incident in the hospital in the reception area of a hospital with an awake-time acquaintence of twenty plus years ago not sure why we were there the dreamerdidn't need treatment andthe dreamerdon't think he did either we may have been there visiting the person with me was talking to two female members of the staff one was admin the other was a nurse or doctor the dreameroccasionally looked at them as they were talking but was mainly looking elsewhere the tone of their conversation changed the dreamerthink one of the ladies said something demeaning to my mate or he had said something which caused one of the girls to respond with a quip which was slightly derogatory she said something like "what do you do then ?" he didn't respond to her remark but instead went straight for her jugular and said "how many lives have you lost ?" the woman was hurt and stunned my ears picked up and my attention became fully focused on the chat he pressed her, "c'mon. youv'e saved lives. how many have you lost ?" the women weren't going to take that sort of remark one of the women picked up a phone and asked for dr birch things had moved into the area which breached hospital protocol the dreamerwas thinking of telling him to apologise before it got ugly the dream ended there 27042018 name of dream: burly busker saw a biggish' girl walking along a street in the centre of town she had a back-pack which looked liked it weighed a good twelve kilos and a guitar slung over her shoulder her clothes were all-purpose and of the army-style; loose trousers and flak-jacket with boots in the next scene we were talking one bit of conversation led to another and when she mentioned that her portable p.a. wasn't quite loud enough in the next scene we were back at my place with me showing her an amp and speaker set-up which would meet her needs the wire which connected the amp to the speaker looked like it had been cut into with a knife, it was a clean cut whenthe dreamerman-handled the wire it broke in two there was a sturdy screw-in connection about the same size as a house bulb which connected the wire of the amp or the guitar to the speaker it didn't take long to get the wire ready to be soldered to the back of the two-point screw-in connection she was helping with moving things around and when she positioned the speaker she felt its weight and her face told me it was a lt heavier than she expected the dreamermentioned that that the weighed about twenty kilo's and it might be too heavy for carting around she acknowledged it was too heavy for her the conversation changed and the dream became an externalised dream and after saying two or three sentencesthe dreamerwoke to the sound of my own voice, again the stand-out part of the dream: screwing the bayonet-style connection into the speaker the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: have never come across an amp or a microphone which had a screw-in connection do they exist ? 26042018 name of dream: introspective nymph x-dream details withheld 24042018 published out of sequence second dream name of the dream: will the last person in the dream please stop talking don't remember the beginning of this dream which contained the details of how it was that an ex-boxer and myself had come into the money we were talking about what we could do with the cash at first we considered buying the place he was living and doing up the place he became enthusiastic about the idea of starting a cafe it wasn't a bad idea and had plenty of scope the dreamerwent on "one" at this point of the dreamthe dreamercould hear myself talking the dream had become externalised "we could run it ourselves" "we could get a friendly, chatty type of chef who would be on friendly terms with the rugulars" "we could keep the food simple. mashed potato, peas, pie and gravy" "we could could have a small menu which offered a variety of more elaborate meals" "we would need a drinks licence" "if it became succesful we could go nationwide" "what would you want to do if it took off ? " the dreamerthen realised the personthe dreamerwas talking to had left the dream the dreamerwas talking to myself in a dream, yet again first dream the name of the dream: a knight in dull armour living in a protected or sheltered accomodation a middle-aged woman whothe dreamerwas attracted to asked me to write a petition on her behalf to a tribunal or commitee which would present her reasons for having access to her daughter her reason for being in the type of accommodtion we were in was because she had become addicted to cocaine and it had ruined her domestic life my reasons for being there was also drug-related but not because of using drugs the dreamerhad supplied heroin the dreamerhadn't explained my reasons for being in the housing unit but but told her it was because of heroin and let her assumethe dreamerhad was also an addict it was easy to read between the lines and understand what had happened in her life a glamourous and exciting personality had found herself in a humdrum lifestyle with a possesive husband who had tied her to the home through the responsibility of a child her husband had manipulated the domestic scene to keep her in the house the woman and me were considering what would be the best reason to give to the tribunal as the dream ended andthe dreamerawoke to hear myself saying "why don't you speak to them yourself ?" the category of the dream - relationships () notes 1 second day running that heroin has featured in the dream the reason for it being in this dream is, it is thought, because after yesterday's dreamthe dreamerhad thought about the afghan war and weighed up the possibility that the war in afghanistan was a ruse by the militarist's of america and britain to get the heroin and use the money from selling it to their own population to further their militaristic ambitions 23042018 second dream name of the dream: music, cronyism and heroin at a bare, wooden, four-seater table in the restaurant area of an empty nightclub the dining-area had another fifteen or so of the same type of table and was alongside of the dance-floor the dreamerwas tapping away on the keyboard of a laptop in the next scenethe dreamerwas in the same place and reading a paper the club was still empty only now there was music playing two or three songs had played and each song was as good or better than the previous one the dreamerhadn't heard the songs before and wanted to know who was singing them and the titles of the songs so thatthe dreamercould add them to my collection the paperthe dreamerwas reading was the daily mail and wouldn't you know it, it also happened to be the same paper that was sponsoring a competition which wanted to know particular personal snippets about some of the members of the bands there was 1.3 million in prize money and at £10 for each correct answer it would mean that a one-hundred and thirty-thousand contestants would win something notes 1 one of the drawbacks of dreams is the speed at which they become forgotten the details of the words in the think-read aspects of both sequences of this dream stayed fresh in the memory for several seconds after the sequences had finished it's beginning to be the case that dream-time memories are slowly becoming more accessible to the awake-time conscious in detail and quantity notes 2 the sequence of the dream with the songs playing must have been seven or more minutes of awake-time if the scene with songs in it represents one-third of this dream then the total awake-time of all of the dream of this sleep must be close to thirty minutes of awake-time this means the remembered part of this r.e.m. must be more than half of the total r.e.m. for the sleep coupling this with the dream in the second sleep accounts for most of the entire time adults are in r.e.m. in any one day (one to one and a half hours) which is about half of the time a baby dreams for on average) check r.e.m. for lengths of time and if a trend of r.e.m. lasting longer is occurring and/or can be established notes 3 some of us have noticed that the top 40 has over the last ten years has undergone a major change youngsters born into this type of "popular music" now think that songs that don't have a melody, which means you can't sing along to them, and which you can't dance to, is what pop music is all about the reason the songs haven't got melodies and don't have a dancing beat is that bands who perform the songs that get into the charts do so because they have friends in the pop and music industry who make sure that it is their mates who get promoted and publicised and not those who are more talented (cronyism) giving friends jobs and positions instead of giving the jobs and positions to the people with the most talent is called cronyism and the oligarch-controlled countries are built on it and it is also the reason why we haven't got a decent football team it won't be realised by most people that the silky-smooth voices of melody-less songs have the appealing quality they have because the artist's are taking heroin heroin and pop stars go back to the eighties many a no. 1 hit song made it to the no. 1 position of the charts because of the quality of the singing-voice which accompanies the use of heroin more on the use and the consequences of heroin, who is supplying it, how it gets into the country, what the money is spent on" another time notes 4 isn't it just typical of an oligarch-controlled country" handing out a small basket of essential items to one in every five-hundred people and the recipients of the baskets basking in the warmth of their win and momentarily thinking how great life is the instance of a village in russia a few years back which had suffered a natural disaster and was completely demolished sticks in my mind meanwhile, the bulk of the population continue to scrape by first dream name of the dream: a changing world one of, if not the, most influential dynasty of the banking structure was giving a day-by-day account of his month-long incarceration as he was speaking his words became translated into think-read form there were five, six, seven or more clearly readable sentences which were,the dreamerthink, at the end of his account of being in prison he didn't get abused or receive harsh treatment when he was locked up he did however fully understand that he would be in prison for life if a compromise wasn't arrived at he had resigned himself to the possibility of spending his life in the prison that had tiered-landings as is the style of many prisons the world over it was while he was relating the last days of imprisonment thatthe dreamerbegan recalling and narrating my own period in prison somewhere between realising that the person in the dream was finishing or had finished telling his experiences of being in prison,the dreamerstarted recalling and narrating a period of my own imprisonment the experiencethe dreamerwas recalling was not of this lifetime but of a past time-tense whenthe dreamerhad been in the same situation as the man in the first part of the dream and was being held as a bargaining chip my recollections were also being re-formed as a think-read sequence notes 1 the crucial points of sleep-time-cum-awake-time experience are" for the fourth or fifth time in last month or so immediately after waking and trying to remember the dream and thinking it had been forgotten the dream came to the fore when re-tracing the latest awake-time thoughts led seamlessly to the beginning of the sleep-time dream, or, while thinking in awake-timethe dreamerbecame immersed in the dreamthe dreamerwas trying to remember the sleep-dream came from awake-time thoughts while going into sleep-time memory both themes were of the same nature again, sleep-time and awake-time are fusing together and also again, this type of experience is re-affirming the outlook that the dream-time conscious will replace the awake-time conscious as being the "master-conscious" in the fulness of evolution also of late, memories, mostly pleasurable, of dream-time conscious states are becoming the dominant memories whenever the memory is tapped for details that the sleep-time conscious may be superior to the awake-time conscious and become the "full-time" conscious was the most radical thought that came from that flurry of insights and thoughts which began ten months ago re-tracing awake-time thoughts immediately after waking promotes access to sleep-time memories (add to how to remember your drearms) this dream began with one of the historical banking families' being interviewed or it may have been a narration by him to a biographer and without realising it at first it became a continuation of my awake-time conscious relating my own experiences of being imprisoned by the same people who had to yield their grip on the world of finance to get one of their own back one-quarter of the content of this dream was narrated and translated into think-reading in awake-time 22042018 name of the dream: conflict of outlook was earning money by manipulating the local stocks and shares in properties specifically, the prices individual landlords and small associations of landlords were asking the dreamerhad carved out my niche whenthe dreamersaw the opportunity to start a service which offered a no-advance-fee for tenant's who couldn't afford to pay an advance and/or deposit for a flat ifthe dreamercovered the advance fee and deposit by being selective about which property or properties they should live in it was easy to make the value of the assets of one property, in particular, go up or down and move money from one company to another beforehand there was one landlord in particular who didn't like the fact that his livelihood was determined by me mainly becausethe dreamerdidn't like him because he had an attitude problem toward life 21042018 the name of the dream: self portraits seven or eight pictures of my face most of the pictures, one or two had noticeable movement in them, were recognisable as myself two or three though certainly did not look like me, at least not in a waythe dreamerhave seen myself in a mirror in this lifetime nor are the youthful complexion of the face's somethingthe dreamerexpect to see in this life the pictures that didn't portray howthe dreamerlook now could be of different time-tenses also, it's just possible it was you-know-who if it was then another possbility has opened up" with the exception of a handful pictures, the pictures pages referred to as "personal picture pages", whichthe dreamerthought were me, could be the lover notes 1 dreams diary is in such a state of flux it seems unlikely that it will be complete in foreseable millenniums, unless we are interacting with d-man before then notes 2 when a person starts reading dreams diary for the first time, for accuracies sake read it from first to last entry for fun, read it lucky-dip style category of dream: mini-montage: self (1) addenda: vividness: 3.4 to 3.7/8 participant/observer ? 20042018 second dream the name of the dream: someone out there" had just purchased a new programme and was looking at the options before running it there was a complimentary programme which came with the main programme asthe dreamerread what the extra programme could do its usefulness revealed itself it could hone in on any part of the main programme and fine-tune it to the nth degree the main programme itself was a tool for fine-tuning applications the extra programme took efficiency to a completely different level it gave the computer the means to raise the accuracy of any other programme installed on the computer well beyond the specifications that came with the original programme the "add-on" was more valuable than all the other programmes on the computer put together it was like someone had taken the latest bit of space-age military technology and bundled it in with a typically handy programme by mistake not only that, there were four copies of it the programme was in a visual form it was a triangular tube with rounded corners along one side of the triangle was a dark metal corkscrew, along another side was a ball in fluid and on the otherthe dreamerthink it was a scale with a red dot of light when using the programme the three different mechanisms changed the pace they moved at from imperceptibly slow to too fast for the eye to distinguish imagine being able to select one letter from a document and saturate it in whole or in part with as many pixels of any colour and make the letter turn on its axis while making it glow and dim as it increased and decreased in size as the letter took on each hue of the spectrum in incremental steps or randomly as slowly or quickly as you wanted in the next scene,the dreamerwas with two acquaintances and beside myself with excitement showing them what it could do the dreamersaid "iv'e had this sort of thing has happened before. the member of the staff in the company responsible for designing and/or publishing a web page had added to the page an overly generous offer and made it available on the internet for a fraction of a second knowing that at the exact moment it was made available there was only a one in a million chance that someone might also at that same exact moment click the download after purchasing it" andthe dreamerwent on to tell the guys in the dream of two awake-time instances about five years apart whenthe dreamercame across two great deals but whenthe dreamerwent to buy them for the second time the page no longer had the offer on it although the url was the same first dream the name of the dream: not if i've got anything to do with it this dream was set in a large village environment (about a thousand families) a preliminary meeting of less than half a dozen people was gathered with the purpose of forming policy it was believed thatthe dreamerwould want a key position in the administrative/policy-forming committee someone suggested that certain aspects of the admin structure should have an elevated or privileged position an outlook that had obviously been envisaged by a few people who had already assumed that they would be making the important or crucial decisions and it smacked of self-interests one person said " "it will be us who" " the group/clique mentality was beginning to take root my hackles were up the dreamersaid loudly and demeaningly, "us ! " and again, "us ! " the dreamerwas determined not to let the group/clique mentality take hold someone was "hushing" me in an imploring way as the dream ended 19042018 x dream details witheld 18042018 name of dream: peoplethe dreamerneeded to be with had gone without me it would take hours of running to catch up with them the dreamerstarted running at a fair pace along the only path the people could have took so at least finding them wasn't going to be a problem there was nothing but fields of beige-colured grass in every direction in the next scene the path took a long wind to the right the dreamercould leave the path and run though the shin-high grass and take a substantial amount out of the distance the straight-line through the grass would take me along the side of a wood to my right and two hundred metres away and closing in on methe dreamercould see a large animal which was running alongside of the wood due to the anglethe dreamerwas running at the animal could catch up with me within four hundred metres in the next scene, the animal was only a hundred meters away nowthe dreamercould see what it was it was a stegasaurus but without any blades on its back (this was the stand-out part of the dream) at a hundred metres its size took on a new perspective, it became threateningly big and the dust it was kicking up told me it was heavy the dreamercould be have been wrong about its intentions but it didn't look like it wanted to be friends (the dreamerhad probably strayed into its territory) the trees in the wood were sturdy and too close together for the animal to get to follow me it was just a matter of ten seconds before it had caught up with me shortened the time it would take to get the wood by changing the anglethe dreamerwas running at but it would take me perilously close to the beast would,the dreamerwas cutting it fine in the next scene,the dreamerwas in the wood and was on a path that looked like it had been made by people, although this path didn't look like it was hardly ever used came to an animal gate/grid only this was one was much more intricate than the one we see in our fields it was a two-stage grid/gate made even more complicated by the first part of the grid which, like a see-saw, went down when the animal stood on it, became level when the animals weight was in the centre and then lowered as the weight went through far end of it the gaps between each of the bars of the grid were too close together for an animals foot to get wedged into but what was the purpose of the design ? and if that wasn't bad enough, when the see-saw bit of the grid-gate was low enough for the animal to step onto the next part of the grid-gate there were two narrow'ish plates it had to walk along to get across was it to ensure that only animals with a certain level of intelligence could use it ? an animal, which looked the size and shape of a donkey, done the first manouvre but was having difficulty placing its hooves on the plate of the second section of the grid-gate the dreamertried to help by guiding its legs onto the plates but the animal shunned my attempts to place one of its feet on the plate by jerking its leg away from my grip whenthe dreamergot hold of it the category of dream: animal: dinosaur: stegasaurus and mammal: donkey or mule notes 1 the first dream sequence is obviously past-tense unless of course dinosaur-man has dinosaur zoos the size of counties or countries if dinosaur-man has dinosaur-zoos it's conceivable that" * the name of the name of dream: nighttime de ja vue there were two of us, both males we were iin grizzly adams's terrain" thick forest with tall trees and a fair amount of bush we were prospecting for gold although the word prospecting is a bit misleading the dreamerhad some "insider-information" the dreamerwas the only one who had the precise location of where to find what was going to be a life-time "payday" the info had been passed to me by a totally reliable person who knewthe dreamerwould do the right thing and give him a share there needed to be two of us sothe dreamerbrought another person in on the venture after the first day of trekking we had set up camp for the night and were around the camp fire and in high spirits before we had considered bedding down for the night two other men showed up they had twigged or had been told thatthe dreamerknew where to find gold one of the new men had an arrogant air about him andthe dreamerknew he would double-cross if he got the chance in the next scene it was the middle of night the dreamerhad a stick as heavy and the shape of a metal pole the dreamerwent to where the cocky late-comer was sleeping and began beating him with it the noises he made woke up the others when everone was awakethe dreamergot the person whothe dreamerhad hit to agree he would done asthe dreamersaid or else" he agreed in the next scene it was night again and it was the same setting as the night before first it was just the original two of us and then the two men from the previous night showed up at the same time as they had the night before only this time the arrogant male wasn't so arrogant the dream was a "looped" dream when it was realised it was a "looped" dream it meant tonight, in the middle of the night,the dreamerwouldn't have to beat him so hard to get him to agree the last scene of this dream was the expression of the man who had been hurt by me only now he had a defeated and forlorn look the dreamerhad a hunch may know he was in a loop as well cause of the dream: known but known revealing the category of dream: looped-dream: (1) 17042018 name of the dream: ending copyright accidentally discovered a way to remove the logo, photo's and brand marks from web pages it opened up all sorts of possibilities was applying it to one company in particular when the dream ended 16042018 third dream name of the dream: think-reading can be pleasurable at first, and as is common with a think-read dream, it was stopping and starting when forming the sentences, which was a bit of a labour quite quickly though it became easier and easier to read and eventually the sentences were forming as fast asthe dreamercould read them then, at the very end of the dream, it seemed as though the forming of the words and sentences and the reading of them was simultaneous it seemed as thoughthe dreamerwas re-reading my own composition it was a think-read dream about someone who had written a book was think-reading a review of the book the writer of the review went into an explanation of the author's life-experiences and explained that the author had been peer-pressured into writing the novel the circumstances of author's life, the way he was expected to deliver an artistic work of art in line with family tradition and how his yearning to be an ordinary person, gave the novel a unique and insightful perspective this think-read dream was a pleasure to read, the first time have got pleasure from think-reading in a dream notes 1 it was calming and satisfying to be able to think-read the writing even though the reviewer used sophisticated literary skills it may be there is a library of books available to the dream-time conscious so when we want a change from box-montages" notes 2 will check the time-tenses of think-read dreams to discover if they are mainly future time-tenses if they are then our descendants are destined to re-write their previous literary works the category of the dream - think-read () book ()) second dream name of the dream: a menacing person a wimp, who knew thatthe dreamerknew that he had the backing of violent friends and family, tries to intimidate me with the threat of violence didn't hit him but threatened to and that was enough to bring on the wrath of his clan a coward who is brave with a crowd to support him, and it must be said have come across women who used their aggressive family to get away with intimidating people, is a particular type of cowardice which brings out feelings of despicability in fair-minded men sure enough, people came looking for me and at their first attempt to do "justice" only just managed to keep out of their clutches by a whisker by taking an unattended push-bike and peddling for it like mad his connections went even further thanthe dreamerrealised. the police were on my case as well was in trouble and felt it was a matter of survival it didn't matter wherethe dreamerwent, a person or people on foot or in transport would appear in the dream in another scene, still on the bike, three men in a car came up from behind whenthe dreamerwas waiting at a busy roundabout drivers had to swing around me andthe dreamerwas causing problems but it would be me who got hurt at least this way there was a chancethe dreamerwouldn't get injured if the crew in the car behind got their hands on me they would have to mess me up as badly as being in an accident just to maintain their reputation in a later scene, a policeman was talking to me about a petty point in the law concerning riding the bike hadn't done anything wrong that mattered and was puzzled over why he had pulled me over the conversation had been going on for a while before realising he was keeping me in one place long enough for the people looking for me to block off any way of me getting away again this time there was no way the bike was of any use the dreamerhad to "leg-it" like the devil was after me had slipped their clutches once again the "hunt" was still on when this dream ended aside was in my early twenties and at work whenthe dreamercame across an awake-time version of the wimp in this dream the first time anyone spoke to him he would exhibit a genuinely aggressive attitude which made you think he would become violent to the point of being homicidal if you upset him but this little rat, asthe dreamersoon found out, went a step further, he exhibited his genuinely violent bent with women as well (if there's one thing that rankles men it's men who hit women and children the staff of the company shared the tea-room and afterthe dreamerhad seen him performing his act twice with males it seemed the best thing to do was not talk to him, whichthe dreamerdidn't he was like it with everybody except the administrators of the company it didn't matter who spoke to him, he gave out with the truly menacing attitude big guys, small guys, young women, old women they all got the "treatment" there was one chap, a mini-sized hulk and an irishman to boot, who was unintimidatable and even-mannered he rebuked the little nasty the little rat fell as silent as a priest contemplating god the dreamerrealised, his violently dominating characteristics were natural but he had no courage decided what to do first, go and talk to him" if there is another dream of a coward will insert an aside into the entry of the dream and complete this note third dream the name of the dream: the shoe wheeler-dealer in the company of my peers, friends and friends of friends someone mentioned he liked the style of my shoe's the shoes were black and white without being garish and were latticed-leather on the upper-front the dreamerthought they were pretty neat myself the dreamerliked them so muchthe dreamerhad bought more than one pair it was a bit of good fortune thatthe dreamerjust so happened to have the other shoes with me and realised the potential of a profit was in the air in the next scene, there are at least three boxes of the same shoes being examined by the people in the room money was being exchanged" the dreamerwas in wheeler-dealer mode cause of the dream: bought two new pairs of shoes recently and the boxes they were in are still in the living room ready to be re-used for storing other items 15042018 the name of the dream: good news from the doctor with a dream-time buddy we had a day planned the first thing to do was to go the doctor's surgery buddy needed to go and it was going to be a quick in/out at the surgery the doctor had finished with buddy and we were moving toward the entrance/exit door when the doctor enquired about my health the dreamersaidthe dreamerwas o.k except for a long-standing malady, whichthe dreamerhad learned to live with the doctor, a genuinely caring and world-weary man who could adopt an air of superiority, knew what my problem was and asked me ifthe dreamerwas still feeling any pressure in a particular part of my back the question was the key factor in diagnosing whetherthe dreamerwas improving or not the dreamersaid the pressure had moved from one place to another he said "oh, really. whereabouts ?" the dreamersaid it had moved up orthe dreamermay have said down, don't remember which he asked me to tell him exactly where it had moved from and where it was now it meant having to pull the shirt out of my trousers he was placing his fingers here and there andthe dreamerwas saying a "bit higher", "to the left" the doctor then needed to touch the area around my hips in the next scene i'm standing in my shorts and socks undergoing a full-blown examination after a while the doctor pronounced that my condition had now reached a point where, with the proper care and guidance,the dreamercould be one hundred percent better in next to no time the dream ended here with me feeling in high spirits cause of the dream: thinking about my physical conditiion during the day addenda: vividness:: 3.2/3 the quality of the dream: 3.8 the quality of the sleep: 3.4 notes 1 in awake-time i'm haven't got a regular doctor the waythe dreamerlook at it is" when a person registers with a doctor a person has in that act admitted into their thinking that something might go wrong in their life how much of what goes wrong in our lives goes wrong because we think things may go wrong ? how much of who we are is formed by what we think and what we do ? 14042018 name of dream: joining consciousnesses the dream was about three dogs was having difficulty in remembering the details of the dream after the third scene and because whenthe dreamertried to recall the fourth scenethe dreamerbegan having difficulty in recalling the three scenesthe dreamerhad rememberedthe dreamerdecided to type whatthe dreamercould remember in case the three scenes that were fresh in my mind faded completely typed the first two sentences easily enough but whenthe dreamergot to the third sentence it wasn't making sense with the first two sothe dreamerput the third sentence first and put sentences two and three as sentences one and two nowthe dreamerwas having difficulties in remembering and composing when trying to put the written scenes in a different order to what they happened it finally started coming together whenthe dreamerstarted think-reading whatthe dreamerhad written and began composing it in think-write style however, the think-write technique was not of the type of think-write dream of 18012018 but in the style of a think-read dream of 15092014 all in allthe dreamerhad spent so much time trying to form the wording and the order of the scenes the third scene had slipped from my memory altogether the dreamerabandoned trying to put this dream together feeling dissapointed with myselfthe dreamerconcluded that unless there was another dream in the next sleepthe dreamerwould be having later on in the day, today would be the first day without recording a dream since the 28032018 tried to rationalise why the details of dream was so elusive and what could be done to avoid it from becoming a regular thing though about it for a while and then woke up into awake-time after some time in awake-time it was realised" it was the type of dream that was the dream not the scenes of the dogs a little smile formed asthe dreamerthought again whatthe dreamerhad known for many years, as much as anything, in you know who's eyes, i'm a tool it's possible thatthe dreamerfurnished the thoughts that caused the theme of this dream but the real cause is, i'm sure, the dream was scheduled to appear about now notes 1 three points 1 believedthe dreamerwas in awake-time and at the keybord from the momentthe dreamerbegan to type a record of the dream 2 stradled both dream-time conscious and awake-time conscious for seven or eight thoughts 3 on our way to transmutation awake-time conscious and dream-time conscious become fully inter-changeable category of dream: timed-to-occur: think-writing in think-reading style (1) 13042018 the name of the dream: prequel to x with miss x this is the second pleasure dream with this unknown lady it's possible this dream will become a serial dream (three dreams) neither dream contained x although in both dreams we were both unclothed a slightly longer than usual pleasure dream the first scene was a kiss and it was fairly brief, about three seconds of dream-time in the second scene, we had re-positioned ourselves she was lying on her back with her right arm under and around my neck with her hand resting on my chest her left arm was at her side or resting on the left side of her body the dreamerwas laying slightly lifted on my left side with my left hand under her head with my elbow taking the weight of my body and poised ready to rest on her if she pulled me down we began another kiss the dreamertook the lead and refrained from pushing back body when her hips began moving up and down instead, using two, three and four of the finger-tips of my right hand,the dreamerwas pulling up and gently letting go of her left nipple; my lips and tongue would have been the best "tool" for that motion but the night was still young the sensation of the kiss and the feel of her nipple was something to be savoured at that moment it would have been a good time to conjoin* but, as this website is hoping to convey, the purpose of pleasure is to acquaint and imbue our physiology with ever-increasing levels of pleasure not sure what, if anything, went through her mind whenthe dreamerdidn't conjoin her movements in response to what she was feeling were a natural consequence of the situation, a built-in stimulus-response mechanism, put there by you-know-who the second kiss was most of the dream, between eight and twelve seconds in dream-time (don't forget, in awake-time ten seconds is at least five, six or seven or more times longer than dream-time) in the third scene, we touching but were not pressed against each other she said, "the dreamerwant to be with you for a while" she was referring to the relationship can't remember exactly what my reply was but it contained the words" "take our time" she then said something else whichthe dreamercan't remember andthe dreamerreplied "why is something wrong? " the dreamerwoke up asthe dreamerwas saying "why is something wrong? notes 1 *conjoinment occupies a special place within our consideration of pleasure we can begin to separate the building of pleasure via non-procreational sexual activity and the explosive pleasure of synchronised ejaculation in conjoinment the sensation of pleasure is part of the "toolkit" of an evolving bein we have to learn why we experience pleasure and how to use pleasure to make more of it the sensation of pleasure is set to increase by five and ten thousandfold before we transmutate feeling that much pleasure permanently is necessary to cushion what would otherwise be a stupefyingly overwhelming sense of freedom (the word endless and the experience of endless are two completely different things) notes 2 it looks like the categorising and formulating of dreams will not be completed in the writer's lifetime people are invited to copy and paste all pages related to dreams and dreams theory and put them into a database and have a go at categorising them it will be one of the things the writer has to "catch-up" with at the start of the five-hundred-year epoch which follows the current one-thousand-year epoch the database/s which the writer refers to most one-thousand from now will" p.s. keep a copy of The Current Database addenda: vividness:: 3.7 participant the category of dream: pleasure: () kissing and finger touch: () non conjoiment: () 12042018 third dream the name of the dream: a double-catch a catch-the-frisbee dog contest is in progress it wasn't just a dog-catching-a-frisbee competition the dogs handler was to catch the dog with the frisbee at of the heighth of the jump with the frisbee in the dogs mouth someone who was practising it in the practise area and didn't catch the dog right and the dog got hurt cause of the dream: often think of playing with a dog doing frisbee-catch participant the category of the dream - animal: () mammal: dog (13) frisbee-catching (1) second dream the name of the dream: street-walker in the local gym which had enough equipment to cater for about ten people americans were in town and were scheduled to drop in and see what facilities the gym had was doing a shoulder-width-and-heighth straight-arm hold barbell exercise three americans came in andthe dreamerlost my concentration on two or three occassions and either bent my arms or had to lower the bar most of the time was doing the exercise right and when it was done right my shoulders felt immensely strong in the next scene was out and about in town and felt so much strength in my legs while walkingthe dreamercould adopt any one of two or three different gaits was impressed by my own ability to change my style of walking and was still trying new ones as the dream ended the stand-out part of the dream: the feelings of strength in the shoulders and legs the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: this may be howthe dreamerwould like to feel or howthe dreamerhave felt or howthe dreamerwill feel cause of the dream: pde's: a continuing drive to regain strength and mobility and thinking about the american political-influence earlier on in the day a participant the category of the dream - health: strength: () addenda: vividness:: 3.4 the quality of the dream: 3.7 the quality of the sleep: 3.7 name of the dream: street-walker third dream the name of the dream: a dance and a death first scene, was at a dance in the company of three or four others, all girlsthe dreamerthink second scene, on my own in a pub a girl came into the pub and began asking questions about one of the girls who was at the dance in the previous scene between the first scene and this scene the girl had died the girl asking the questions was ardent in her quest to find out what had caused the girl to die and wanted any information which would satisfy her feeling that someting unusual and possibly untoward had happened the dreamersaid, "the dreamerwas with her just before she died and she didn't seem to have anything on her mind" the young lady in her middle-twenties didn't say anything thinking it might make her feel betterthe dreamersaid "she was enjoying herself at the dance" the girl never replied : can't make head nor tails of the reason for the second scene 11042018 name of the dream and references: my sister's playful brother it was the prodigal sons' homecoming reception not sure wherethe dreamerhad been butthe dreamerwas back it was going to be a semi-formal affair the dreamerwas chatting to an acquaintance while the reception room was still being set up there was a long table which would have a delicacies and drinks along the lenghth of it and there was a stage furthest away from the entrance door the dreamerwould be relating my adventures and achievements in snippet-form as people walked along the table picking and choosing what to put on their plates second scene my sister turned up and had some fantastic news she had become engaged to " ? (can't remember his name) he was a prize he was a celebrity in his own right and, it must be said, occupied a more celebrated position in society than i in fact the engagement became more of a talking point than my return the dreamerwas fond and proud of my sister and obviously she occupied a special place in my life but she had stolen my thunder a little ribbing was in order when she was within earshot of the personthe dreamerwas talking tothe dreamersaid just loud enough for her to ear "don't ask her about ?" the momentary look of consternation on her face told me she had taken the "bait" the man caught on to whatthe dreamerwas doing and played along it was only asthe dreamerdeberately made light of the value and sanctity of marriage and how it was overrated that she began to thinkthe dreamermight not be serious about whatthe dreamerwas saying but she still wasn't sure in the next scene my sister andthe dreamerhad moved away from the table and we were away from the main body of people the dreamercould see see she was still a bit concerned and she had decided to ask me whatthe dreamerthought about her new realtionship the dreamercouldn't stop myself from silently laughing and my body was jerking in the way it does when a good belly-laugh is in progress my sister had formed the question she was going to ask and had said half of it before turning to me and delivering the pertinent last few words of the sentence the dreamerhad to put my fingers to my teeth and pretend to be scraping them so she wouldn't seethe dreamerwas fit to burst out laughing id'e had my revenge and it had ran its course my sister realised she had been "had" and her face became a wonderfully relaxed teeth-smile which carried an admiration for the male sense of humour and a tinge of weariness from the momentthe dreamerhad penetrated her cacoon of bliss to the end of the dreamthe dreamerhad been the jester-joker of the gathering and the dream was one long parade of smiling and laughing whenthe dreamerwoke the endorphins were gushing through my body and the feelings lasted for minutes after waking the stand-out part of the dream: sisters teeth-smile a participant category of dream: pleasure () humour/laughter (1) addenda: vividness:: 3.8 to 4 the quality of the dream: 4 the quality of the sleep: 3.7 10042018 second dream name of the dream: dreamtthe dreamerwas making leek soup and was tasting it asthe dreamerwas making it the stand-out part of the dream: the taste of the leek in the soup cause of the dream: a physiological need/desire for soup ? or it might have been throwing away a fair-sized container of leeks away the day before a participant the category of the dream - food: (6) taste () leek soup (1) addenda: vividness:: 4 the quality of the dream: 3.2 the quality of the sleep: 3.4 first dream the name of the dream: was trying to organise folders on the computer and woke up frustrated at not being able to single left-click a folder and drag and drop it category of dream: computer () notes 1 this is not the first dream that has caused a feeling of frustration becausethe dreamercouldn't left-click and drag and drop an item on a computer screen with this dream andthe dreamerthink with at least one of the others it was for the same reason" not being able to drag and drop in this deam andthe dreamerthink with one of the others the sensation of pressing my forefinger was still happening after the dream had ended there may be a good reason for feeling frustrated the capacity to exert pressure through the fingers into a dream is a faculty that does exists but is not yet developed the frustration can be likened to a child who becomes frustrated when being shown how to tie a shoelace or eat with a knife and fork" knows it can be done but hasn't yet developed the coordination to do it 09042018 name of the dream and references: first theme think-read dream got a notification from youtube thatthe dreamerhad been given a "strike" for a breach of copyright because it was my second "strike" my account would be suspended was cursing and fuming at first but then realised it wasn't the end of the world had already given up on the the world's first 24/7 live channel devoted exclusively to e.t.'s making a difference after the cursing and spitting thoughts and feelings had faded the think-read message changed and became a first-aid tip to apply to birds with broken wings (another dream of a bird with a broken wing 20112017) the category of the dream - think-read: () youtube: (1) it then went from a think-read dream to a normal-type dream it was night-time asthe dreamerturned from the path that ran alongside of the road onto the path that led to the housethe dreamersaw a bird about the size of a pigeon, it might have been a pigeon, standing just in front of the the outside door that led to the garden it was obviously alive but was standing motionless there was a gap of about ten or twelve centimetres between the bottom of the door and the ground through the gapthe dreamercould see the legs of a cat which was walking back and forth from one side of the door to other side the door the cat could smell the bird and was moving about waiting for the bird to come under the door the cat's movements had alerted the bird to the precence of the cat and was in a dilemna the bird was out in the open and wanted to get into the relative safety of an inconspicous area the dreamermade a movement towards the bird the bird considered me threat and tried to fly away it attempted to fly over the garden gate but crashed into the wall just below the top of the garden gate and fell to the ground as it was trying to fly awaythe dreamercould see that one of its wings wasn't flapping properly and that was the reason it was in the predicament the dreamerrealised it was my movement that had frightened it and stopped still hoping it would calm it down after ten seconds or sothe dreamerstarted to move towards the bird again and again it tried to fly away and crashed once more it would be easy enough to catch it but what then ? then the hints about healing birds with broken wings in the think-read came to mind in the think-read part of the dream a splint was mentioned it occured to me that ifthe dreamerput a thick elastic band about its body it would keep its wings still untilthe dreamercould get it a to a vet the following day the dream ended here notes 1 it was only yesterday when it was stated in the notes of that dream that the next dream that this website has of a bird it would write an aside about birds and now, here we are only a day later with a bird dream ! (see the aside below the notes) the stand-out part of the dream: reading the think-read message a participant the category of the dream - animal: dinosaur: pigeon (1) addenda: vividness:: 4 for the think-read dream and 3.2 for the normal dream notes 1 it must be a possibility that the thoughts about writing an aside while writing the account of yesterday's dream affected the content of the dream of this sleep to think otherwise will mean having to consider that some dreams are "timed" to occur or one type of dream will "trigger" similar themes see aside was in the habit of taking some brown bread with me when taking a walk along the path which runs alongside the river exe the pigeons would eat just about anyting but it was noticed that brown bread made the birds eat with a hint of frenzy the dreamerwould take about a third or a quarter of an eight hundred gram amount of bread with me on the walks usually asthe dreamerwalked along,the dreamerwould break off a fistful of bread and squeeze and rub it in my hand and let the bread fall through my grip as it broke down into small bits it amused me to see the birds take a few beak-fulls of bread and then hop or flutter to the head of the trail of bread it wasn't much fun to just throw a lump of bread down and watch a free-for-all scramble this way was much more civilised and everyone got some on this daythe dreamerdecided to try something new holding the bread in one handthe dreamerbroke off small bits of bread with the other hand and pressed them into pellets about the size of small peas again, as with the previous method, there was a bit of a scramble to start with but very soon it turned into the hop and flutter style this new way of feeding the birds meant that it took a lot longer to drop the bread usually it would all be gone in about fifty metres but this new way kept the food going for three to four hundred metres occassionalythe dreamerwould glance behind to see the hopping and fluttering because it was going on for so longthe dreamerdidn't look back as often asthe dreamerwould normally the bread was very nearly all gone when the woman of a woman and a man couple walking in the opposite direction said in a quizzical and amused way as they were level with me "what's going on here then ?" it was just me feeding the birds in my own peculiar style,the dreamerthought the dreamersmiled and looked behind and looked at what they were seeing and saw a picture that has become a fixed memory the birds weren't hopping and fluttering but had become fifty or more birds walking as though out for a liesurely walk themselves occasionaly, one in every two or three of the birds would pick up a bit of bread without changing its direction or the pace it was walking try to imagine it" fifty pigeons over an eight metre distance walking in single-file it's the sort of thing that only happens in dreams altogether now in the key of c major" row, row, row, row your boat gently down" 08042018 third dream name of the dream and references: wordy two was a contestent on a t,v. show a woman and a man hosted the show not sure if it was for a prize or money or prestige each contestant had thirty seconds to say as many different words as possible the dreamerwent about it alphabetically" darling, do, dollar, don't" fever, forever, friends" rat, ratchet, rattle" was given a score of nine out of ten and was leading was dead chuffed with my performance and done it some more after waking up cause of the dream: was talking to someone an hour earlier and we were trying to remember the names of film stars and the names of the films we thought were their best perfomances one way of recalling the names and words of people, places and things you used to be able to remember at will is to go through the alphabet lingering on each letter it does work second dream name of the dream and references: wordy two of us was looking through a phone book looking for the name of someone cause of the dream: probably the same reason as the previous dream first dream name of the dream and references: group-hug daytime and out and about a cat which culd have been grex (13022018) appeared just in front and to the right me the dreamerthought it was grex and stooped down and pulled the front of my jacket or shirt out in front of me at about a forty-five degree to the floor whenthe dreamerdone this with grex in awake-time he recognised it as an invitation to climb up me and onto my shoulders either this cat wasn't grex or his character had changed sothe dreamertried saying something to him whichthe dreameralso used to say him" in a squeaky voicethe dreamersaid "where you bin'" he appeared to remember it and let out a soft miaow the dreamerput my hand on the back of his neck and gave him a nail-scratch arounf his ears which brought him closer, so now he was nestled into my knee the dreamerput my other hand on the other side of his head and we were now hugging in the next scene, another cat, a black one (grex was also friendly with a black cat back in the awake-time day andthe dreamerwould get back home and find the two of them huddled together: got a photo of the two of them in this position) was next to grex the length's of the two cats bodies were touching each other andthe dreamerwas soothingly finger-rubbing the neck/ear area of both cats at the same time it was a feline-human group-hug just then, from the left of the scene a dog about the height and length of the cats but twice as stocky and was within a body-length of us the dog had seen what was going on and decided to have get a bit of the action her or hisself this group-hug was getting too popular in the final scene it was the four of us andthe dreamerheard a woman's voice say "look at that" the stand-out part of the dream: the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: a participant category of dream: animal: mammal: cat (5)- addenda: vividness:: 3.7- the quality of the dream: 3.8- the quality of the sleep: 3.4location notes 1 whenthe dreamerhave the next bird dream there's a little aside which you will find endearing and there's another little awake-time event to relate the next time there's a bumblebee dream and ifthe dreamerever dream about a bull there's another unusual thing which happened 07042018 second dream name of the dream and references: drag and drop this dream was about how get a parachute to automatically open there was an app on the computer or phone which allowed a person to link the height a person wanted a parachute to open in the event of a having to bail-out in an emergency there was a recommended minimum height which it should be set at although it could be overriden the code on the the app would be synced to the automatic progamming built into the parachute which caused the parachute to open at the specified height the dreamerhad been using the app, or it had been in use for a while, and it was a standard, though not compulsory, part of an air-travellers package when they bought an air-ticket the dreamerwas on a flight and had just dragged and dropped the app on the phone into the parachute app which in turn caused the parachute-pack to blink a light and make a sound which confirmed that the parachute had been programmed the dream then got a bit confusing the dreamerwas going to have to use the programmed parachute and was wondering what height to get the parachute to open but in order to do thatthe dreamerneeded to know what the terrainthe dreamerwould be dropping into was if it was mountainous it would be be best to set a hieght and override it if needs be the dreamerseemed to recall that something had gone wrong with the parachute height-opening programme when a concorde flight had to ditch also at this point of the dream,the dreamerbecame aware of being in free-fall and realisingthe dreamerwas in a dream and not having to worry if the parachute didn't work the stand-out part of the dream: looking out of the window of the plane the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: don't yet understand the significance of flying/faling dreams cause of the dream: ? time-tense: an observer and a participant category/s of dream: flying/falling (3) awareness dreaming (2) addenda: vividness:: 3.3 to 3.7 the quality of the dream: 3.3 the quality of the sleep: 3.6 notes 1 being aware of being in a dream as it was happening is highly unusual for this person it is believed that it is beneficial to be aware of being in a dream this belief will be borne out if this type of dream starts to happen more often being aware of being in a dream will enable a person to steer the events of the dream first dream name of the dream and references: 06082015 and 05082014 and 18082014 and 21092014 and 27092014 and more in one scene it was a spacious jungle or forest with trees fifteen or twenty metres high but that was all nothing happened don't recall seeing any living thing in another scene dogs two dogs are in a wooded area one was a doberman the other was a dog with a sturdy build when the dogs saw each other the hair on the nape of their shoulders stiffened and they ran at each other snarling the moment they got to within pouncing distance they dropped their aggressive manner and became friendly another scene was of a t.v. show which was highlighting the lives of two famous personalities of years gone by one was of an establishment figure the other was jimmy jewel he was leaning forword on the edge of a lounge chair with a cigarette in his left hand he was ultra-relaxed and super-confident the t.v. programme was in black and white in another scene it was late evening, after pub-openinng time was wearing shorts and walking with a strong step one or two shops were open and decided to get a quick bite of something felt through the cloth of the pockets of the shorts for my credit card couldn't feel the credit card in any of the pockets and began running back to wherethe dreamerlived to get the card in the next scene the cards had magically appeared the sight of the blue of the card was the second most vivid colour in any of the dreams next scene: was now going in the same direction asthe dreamerwas headed at the start of this sequence a well-groomed brown horse and rider passed me going the in the opposite direction the horse and rider ooked like they were practising a dressage routine then another horse, a black one, going the same way as me passed by don't remember seeing a rider on it next scene: was at the digs of thethe dreamerlived in before the placethe dreamerwas living in the dream they were crummy, run-down digs the way in which people accepted living in them suggested this type of accomodation was standard went in through the always-open back door and up to the second-floor next scene: walked through the door of the roomthe dreamerused to live in expecting to see my two old buddies the room was now a girls bedroom there were four girls in it the dreamerknew two of them the two young ladiesthe dreamerdidn't know were uncomfortable with a male having come into their room while they were dressed for sleep one of the girlsthe dreamerknew felt the same way and said the landlord wouldn't like it if he found me in the room the dream continued and we were chatting casually in the next scene one of the two malesthe dreamerhad come to see was in the room with us we were talking about going out for the night the following day he asked me ifthe dreamerhad clothes that would be suitable for a night out the dreamersaidthe dreamerhad casual jackets and dress jackets the dream ended somewhere here the stand-out part of the dream: jimmy jewel sitting on the edge of the chair leaning forward with a cigarette in his left hand exuding confidence and charm the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ? cause of the dream: unable to assign any of the pde'e to this dream category of dream: multi-themed dream with different scenes () addenda: vividness:: inconsistant the quality of the dream: low 3's to high 3's- the quality of the sleep: 3.2- location notes 1 have just searched the database to see if this is the first multi-scene dream with different themes it isn't one similarity emerged immediately have yet to formulate the causes and meanings of the wide content of dreams assuming some headway is achieved it means this websites dreams diary is to be used for reference purposes for coming generations 06042018 name of the dream and references: this appears to be a one-scene dream two young men were asking ifthe dreamerwas still looking for musicians for the band which they knewthe dreamerwas forming the dreamersaid that thr group was formed and didn't need anybody else one of the males said in a challenging way that he and his mate should be in the band; inferringthe dreamershould dismiss members already in the band and let them take their place the dreamertreid to put him at ease and said "there's plenty of talent around. you wont have any trouble getting members for the group" he replied with something along the lines of "yes, but you'll be able to get it organised better than we could" was a bit non-plussed the dreamerwas supposed to break up my band and start a new band with these two young men can't remember anymore of this dream, if there was any more to it the stand-out part of the dream: the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: cause of the dream: time-tense: an observer/a participant category of dream: addenda: vividness:: the quality of the dream: the quality of the sleep: location notes 1 yet again the memory of awake-time thoughts and dream-time thoughts and memories continue to merge the dreamerknewthe dreamerhad dreamt just after awaking, there's a "sense" of the dream being there the dreamerwas trying to remember the visual content of the dream but couldn't bring them into awake-time recalling the most recent thoughts was what brought the dream to mind this may be the way for those of you who are trying to remember your dreams rather than trying to remember the visual content of the dream, go over your most recent thoughts and see if it works for you notes 1 this dream is a continuation of another dream from a while back (didn't enter it or it is one of the dreams of the lost 100) this is a serial dream but because the other dream isn't in the diary it can't really be given the status of a serial dream there is obviously significance to serial dreams, quite probably an important significance the significance will come to be known eventually first sleep name of the dream: a kiss and a cuddle and a whole load of trouble first theme was visiting a familythe dreamerhadn't seen for a couple of years towards the end of the day-long visit someone suggestedthe dreamershould sleep there for the night everybody was in agreement about it the daughter could sleep with her sister andthe dreamercould have her bed the dreamerwas nestled into bed and starting to drift off when the girl whose bedthe dreamerwas sleeping in came ito the bedroom and hovered over me asking without asking that she wanted to get into bed with me the dreamershuffled about a bit to make room for her and let her knowthe dreamerknew what she wanted and she slipped in beside me to let you know i'm not a complete letchthe dreamerdidn't want x but felt more like a sincere exchange of embraces between two people who appreciated the simple joy of sharing their feelings some clinging embraces and savoury kisses fitted the bill perfectly second theme outside a court or tribunal where a a genuine misfit of society had been sentenced his crime was one against society as a whole and it stirred a sense of revulsion in ordinary people and a gathering of a few hundred people wanted a greater punishment for the man than the one which the court or tribunal had passed down third theme it was evening andthe dreamerwas returning from somewhere or other asthe dreamerentered through the front doorthe dreamernoticed a car pull up to a stop about forty metres away on the other side of the road it struck a chord with me becausethe dreamergot the feeling it was the same car that had passed me at a snails pace about a hundred metres from the front door asthe dreamerwas almost back home in the next scene there was a heavy knock on the door andthe dreamersuspected it was the driver of the car and the forceful knock told me to be weary the dreameropened the door slowly and sure enough whoever it was tried to push his way in the dreamerwas partly braced asthe dreameropened the door and was able te resist the initial pressure the person was stronger than me and was gaining ground in the door-push sothe dreamerhad to use my back to press against the door sothe dreamercould pass the strength from the pressurethe dreamergot from my legs asthe dreamerbraced them against the wall on the other side of the hallway it was a stalemate butthe dreamercouldn't keep it up forever and it came down who had the greatest resolve to get the upper hand the dreamerwould try to bluff it the dreamershouted "go and get dave" to a non-existent person and then again "get dave" that done the trick the pressure against the door lessened and then stopped whoever it was knew he could get the better of me but an extra, unknown person, was something he hadn't bargained for causes of the dream: can place the three different sources of the thoughts which caused these three dreams from the previous day the first theme was the result of thinking about women in a different light as transmutation looms ever-larger in our minds a determined resolve, which can only be achieved by incorporating the subtle recognition, that eternity has to be approached with love you/we/the dreamercan't barge our way into eternity it means digging deep into our character and laying the foundation via the understanding that the glue of love is the only tool we have and it's never too soon to start practicing it the second theme was the result of thinking about two particularly nasty anti-scocial criminals of recent years; crook and tobin third theme was the result of trying to think who it was and what they wanted am referring to the two people who knocked, in an insistent way, on the front door in the middle of the night within the last month or two time-tense: an observer in the second theme and a participant the other two addenda: vividness:: 3.3 across the board the quality of the dream: 4, 3.1 and 3.4 the quality of the sleep: 3.3 after waking up from this dreamthe dreamerintiated a montage sequence which became a new category of mntages" mixed themes montage (1) 05042018 name of the dream: struck up an acquaintence with a woman she was slim, fair-haired and as tall as me and smartly dressed we went back to where she lived we were feeling each other out she wanted to know about me but compared to herthe dreamerwas a lot less interesting in factthe dreamerwasn't surethe dreamerwas up to her standards she was sharp-witted and it got in the way of her femininity from my point of view she was very appealing to me and sothe dreamerlet the her ask lots of questions about me the dreamerwas lying on my front on the floor turning the pages of a newspaper the woman made a joke which made me laugh on the front page of the newspaper there was a photograph which took up most of the page the photograph was of a woman who looked like the womanthe dreamerwas with the dreamerhad turned several pages of the paper beforethe dreamerrealised the woman on the front page and the womanthe dreamerwas with were the same person at that momentthe dreamerlooked up at her and she answered the questionthe dreamerwas about to ask it was her on the front page she was a police woman who had been dressed to look like a woman who the police were trying to find the dreamerbecame aware of another man in the room the dreamerthink it was her husband and they were seperated but were still on amicable terms he didn't mind me getting to know his ex-partner but between him and her overly confident manner a relationship between us was becoming less likely the stand-out part of the dream: the photograph on the woman on the front page of a newspaper cause of the dream: during the daythe dreamerwas lamenting over not having struck-up up a meaningful relationship with a woman, any woman, over the last thirty years a participant addenda: vividness:: 3.8 the quality of the dream: 3.5- the quality of the sleep: 3.5 notes 1 can't remember a woman making me laugh in a dream before this dream 04042018 name of the dream: two women, ice-cream and cars with two petrol tanks evening time out and about with a local man went into a shop to buy an ice-cream but the shop didn't have any the local chappie wanted to buy a car which must have two petrol tanks we went into another shop the shop did have ice-cream again, he asked about buying a car which must have two taps for the petrol the dreamerasked him why a car needed two taps he said something about it helping the car to keep its value there were two women in the shop who were interested in us joining forces for the evening the local man was hesitant he had a girlfriend the dreamerdidn't and it looked likethe dreamerwould have to go with the women on my own someone suggested the pictures the women were happy to do something as long as we ended back up at their place the dream ended there a participant category of dream: addenda: vividness:: 3.2- the quality of the dream: 3.3 awareness dreaming (1) the quality of the sleep: location 3 (windmill road) notes 1 yet another dream when the thoughts and circumstances of the dream merged with awake-time thoughts andthe dreamertied in the thoughts and circumstances of the dream with awake-time thoughts before realising they were two different conscious states it is becoming clearer that the two different conscious states are linked dream memories and awake-time memories are to be associated with one another in the same way we associate events we witness and which become memories as being the same as memories of events we participated in 03042018 second dream name of dream: awake-time tactile in a dream there is no doubt in the mind of this website" dream-time can house the exact same desirable experiences as awake-time probably even more so the stand-out part of the dream: the feelings transmitted through the pleasure receptors of the skin the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: a furthering of the conjoinment of the two states of consciousness cause of the dream: thoughts about women a participant category of dream: x dream(29) addenda: vividness:: 4.4 the quality of the dream: 4 the quality of the sleep: 3.4 time-tense: every tense ~ name of the dream: dilapidated housing, a bottle of water and fine art a run-down house with blocked toilets and seedy management one part of the dream was externalised it was while talking to a plumber who realised just how bad the house was and seemed to be asking me to report it to the health and safety authorities the dreamerturned to him and said "the dreamercould make a fortune ifthe dreamerrented out some of the rooms of wherethe dreamerlived. it would be the hotel royale compared to this one" in another scene of the dreamthe dreamerwas being interviewed to do the artwork for the label of a bottle of water the colour of the label was orange in another part of the dream, it was a collection or presentation, it was a bit of a montage, of art-work the pictures in this bit of the dream were as fine a collection of fine-art as iv'e ever seen delicately done, extremely detailed, colour and black and white" the stand-out part of the dream: the colour of the label on the bottle of water an observer in the art-work sequence and a participant in the other scenes category of dream: externalised/water (10)- addenda: vividness:: 4.1 for the art pictures and 3.7 for the interview sequence and 3.5 for the other two scenes the quality of the dream: 3.8 overall the quality of the sleep: 3.4 notes 1 there may or may not be a connection to the water-theme sequences in this dream but whenthe dreamerwoke up my mouth was dryer than other times when iv'e woke up with a dry mouth 02042018 name of the dream: close to true love category of dream: x dream (28) 01042018 name of the dream: no amorous advances causes problems at aunt g's in the company of three or four women and two or three men the dreamerwas the person in the spotlight my girlfriend was unhappy with me we had only recently struck up our relationship and she feltthe dreamerwasn't being as forward as she expected or wanted her sense of a meaningful partnership included kissing and petting and words which solidified my commitment to a long-term relationship she was misconstruing my lack of passion as a signal thatthe dreamerdidn't want her it wasn't that at all the dreamerfelt comfortable with her and she was, in my mind, the womanthe dreamerwould be spending my life with my true feelings would become known to her as time went by a woman and a man friend, or they may have been relatives of my girlfriend, were showing a little hostility towards me andthe dreamerwas considering going on the offensive when the dream ended cause of the dream and notes: during the day had been recalling the situation/circumstances of a relationship when in my mid-twenties a very attractive young woman did, to my complete surprise, accept my advances and agreed to have a date with me the dreamercouldn't believe my luck she was exceptionally attractive and had those personality traits, obliging, somewhat demure, a permanent gentle smile that we men find so appealing and the physique of a model to boot she wanted me to meet her family before we had our first date the dreamerarrived at the house in the living room,the dreamermet her father and brother but there was no mother the two men were totally hostile towards me andthe dreamercould see the girl was uncomfortable they were spitting out dismissive and contemptuous jibes and remarks from the very start there was a violent undertone to them they didn't frighten or intimidate me the dreamerwas confused what was even odder was that physically they were like chalk and cheese the man was fair-haired and slight and the son was bulky, much taller, jet black hair and the more hostile of the two (have come across this chalk and cheese, father/son pairing more than once since the seventies) the ten-minute encounter with the father/son pairing left me with the impression that the father of the two was completely dismayed and disillusioned that he could have fathered such a miserable creature and it had changed his outlook of life there is no waythe dreamercould make sense of it it wasn't until the case of the child-swapping case was uncovered in south america that a plausible explanation surfaced bearing in mind just how sinister the acts of devolving beings can be, child-swapping is one of their lesser crimes how this beautiful girl could keep her attractive qualities living with two men like that is one of three reasonsthe dreamerkeep on returning to our brief time together the dreamercan't remember what happened on the first date but when we met on the next date she was insistent, andthe dreamerdo mean insistent, that we go back to my place she let me know just what she wanted when we got there when back at my placethe dreamerwent out of the room for a couple of minutes and whenthe dreamergot back she had stripped off and laid there in black underwear fair coloured skin, blonde hair, an out-of-this-world physique, a magnetic personality in black underwear" it was an awake-dream by the time of our third date, a few days later,the dreamerhad changed lodgings and we were sitting on the sofa watching the telly within a few minutes, she told me she had met another man and wanted to be with him the dreamerremained calm and composed and asked her if she was sure she said she was we walked the seven-hundred metres to her home while we were walkingthe dreamerwas talking about this and that but she didn't want to talk she responded to whatthe dreamerwas saying with nods or quick yeses her body was rigid as though she was bracing herself for something she looked troubled, something was wrong it was her manner and gait as we were walking back to where she lived that has stuck in my mind another thing has come to mind as this is being written" whenthe dreamerfirst met her she was with a friend her friend, it is now realised, was her "handler" the reader should know, this person's gene has been *****d about with, used and manipulated by people for the last two thousand years or more they have peculiar mental and physical characteristics and are easy to spot note 1 in the last week, the sharp distinction between the thoughts and the and the sights in dream-time has begun fusing with awake-time thoughts and their accompanying mental imagery in the latest two dreams after this one, the train of thought has included both time-senses andthe dreameram unable to tell you where one ends and the other one starts a re-defining of consciousness is occurring the blurring or merging of conscious states has given me an idea for a little experiment if the experiment produces the results that it is thought they may, it will be a breakthrough in accessing or opening inroads to inner-self 31032018 name of the dream: out-passioned it's kinda intimidating when the woman's sex-drive is greater than the man's i'm not complaining, just hope it doesn't swing too far in the woman's favour cause of the dream: the endless fascination/appreciation of life's ability to bring more life into being a participant category of dream: x dream (27) addenda: vividness:: 3.8 the quality of the dream: 4 the quality of the sleep: 3.8 30032018 name of the dream and/or references: the riches of a poor family was visiting a family with four girls all under the age of ten the mother was quite a slight woman and liked to wear dark-coloured clothing she saw the children as her treasure and guarded them with a diligence that only women have she wanted to share them but was very cautious about men her husband had left her and, like most well-adjusted women, wanted a man in her life the girls were typically loving and innocent to the world's ways and regarded males as something wondrous the children andthe dreamertook to each other the mother didn't realise just how much enjoymentthe dreamergot from the company of the children the dreamerdidn't find the mother particularly attractive she wanted me to show her affection and let herself relax in my company the dreamerdecidedthe dreamerwould become involved with her the mother and the children were preparing to go shopping and she gave the girls an equal amount of pocket money of about one pound fifty the dreamergave each of them a little more a participant category of dream: serial dream addenda: vividness:: 3.3 the quality of the dream: 3.7 the quality of the sleep: 3.4 notes 1 this is the second or third dream of this family, which makes it a serial dream the family is a familythe dreamerused to board with in london in the 1960's second dream x dream it may have been the same woman as in the first dream it was evening or night-time and it was the first time we were going to conjoin we were outside; it may have been a beach the women was letting me lead she had no idea of what to expect the dreamerthink women like it that way; they hope it's going to be that type of x which fulfils all aspects of what can happen when a couple want enjoy each other typically, men tend to expect women to enjoy them enjoying the woman it occurred to me about seven years ago, there's a much more rewarding way of intensifying the pleasure/enjoyment of x for both the woman and the man the dreamerwas going to introduce her to my "the woman's pleasure first" philosophy this was going to be my pleasure in a way women aren't familiar with we were both still clothed: she was wearing three or four garments and there were two or three on me the dreamerlay on my back and manipulated her onto the top of me within a short time the tips my fingers found their way under the elastic band of her trousers" the stand-out part of the dream: the first touch of her skin inside her trousers the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: x dreams are meant to be dreams that are tactile cause of the dream: thinking about women during the day a participant category of dream: serial dream/x dream (26) addenda: vividness:: 4 the quality of the dream: 4 the quality of the sleep: 3.4 third dream name of dream and references: a mixing of consciousnesses (h4) this six or seven-second dream happened in awake-time the dreamerhad just woken up was still feeling very sleepy and began thinking about a fairly recent relationship my thoughts took me into a bed-scene, it was part-memory but mainly mind-embellishment the dreamerwas awake andthe dreamerwondered if my partner was awake as well the dreamerasked "are you awake" and she said "yes" thenthe dreamersaid "give us a kiss" and she rolled over and our lips automatically found each other the kiss lasted for a full five or six seconds and it could have gone on a lot longer or led to something else it was though, just a kiss thatthe dreamerneeded at that moment when the sensation of the kiss had filled my sensesthe dreamerstarted to pull away but she was still in a kissing mood sothe dreamerpressed back into her lips and laid my hand on her bare hip and kept contact with her skin with my hand asthe dreamerrelaxed back into a sleeping position she could have touched my hand andthe dreamerwould have responded but she didn't and the experience ended there category: kissing dream (15) 29032017 name of the dream: was the manager of a shop or office sitting with the awake-time girlfriend of an awake-time acquaintance of many moons ago she was dressed in blue and was preoccupied with what she was doing she took a package out of a bag and unwrapped it there one or two packages wrapped in see-through polythene which contained two or four ounces of marijuana inexplicably in amongst the marijuana were a couple of bolts and two or three metal sleeves for use with a squat-stand whichthe dreamerhad been searching for a couple of months ago the dreamerhadn't found them at the time of this dream but why they should be part of this dream isn't understood she may have known they were mine but she re-wrapped the parcel with the metal items and when they were wrapped the metal objects chinked every time the package was moved in the next scene, her boyfriend had shown up she was so upset that he had managed to find her she started crying the male asked to me to get some take-away food from a shop nearby in the next scene,the dreamerwas back with the food and it was just the male and me in a kitchen area the male didn't want to talk to me and was walking away asthe dreamerwas speaking to him the dreamerasked him whatthe dreamershould do with the food and still he didn't say anything the dreamerwas wodnering what was going on with him and me an his girlfriend when the dream ended the stand-out part of the dream: the sound of the metal in the package the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: sound is becoming more prominent in dreams will assume that it is dreams becoming more detailed a participant category of dream: people/emotions/sounds addenda: vividness:: 3.3 the quality of the dream: 3.1 the quality of the sleep: 3.4 27032017 name of the dream: the sermon in the room the first scene there were three of us the dreamerwas explaining the mechanics and consequences of a persons decisions and actions in the second scene there were four of us the person who had joined us had a position of responsibility in the community or society he was having difficulty in recognising how his decisions had more of an effect on himself than it did on others someone had told him that there was a person (me) who could explain it he was sincere in his approach to listening to what would be said it would be the right thing to do to explain the main points to him in a deliberately slow way the dreamerbegan" "everything we do becomes a part of reality" the monologue went on for more than a dozen sentences and there was still three or four main points to cover after the second or third sentencethe dreamerbegan coming out of the sleep and was listening to the sound of my own words by the seventh or eighth sentencethe dreamerwas fully awake but continued talking the dreamerwanted to know ifthe dreamercould say what it wasthe dreamerwanted to say in awake-time by the twelfth sentence or sothe dreamerrealised there were other points to be explained but they would not be in chronological order and would have to backtrack which would confuse the issue next time this situation arosethe dreamerwould begin "before there was time, before there was anything" cause of the dream: formulating the story of us during the day a participant category of dream: same-theme same-sleep-serial-dream (3) addenda: vividness:: 3.5 the quality of the dream: 3.7 the quality of the sleep: 4.1 notes 1 serial dreams are considered to be most relevant when they occur in different sleeps this serial dream in the same sleep has relevance what the relevance is hasn't been identified yet 26032018 name of the dream: you slept last night most of the occupants were settling in to their homes on a new housing estate even though it was still in the finisheing stages of being completed there was mounds of rubble to be collected and most of the tradesmen were still there fitting and painting doors and window frames and there was also light construction equipment still in use mixing concrete it was alive with activity as people were getting to know one another and the children were engrossed in exploring their new environment the women were making their mark and one group of women had become the unofficial official commitee pointing out to the workers and their husbands what colours they wanted and what chores should be prioritised one woman asked a man who believed he knew what it was he thought should happen, in what order and why, to explain his views the man gave a responsible and tert four or five sentences reply which covered the main points the women had already agreed were the priorities the man's ideas finished with" and made eminent sense the wordly-wise woman who led the women recognised the man's good common-sense and acknowledged his understanding in her own way she said "you slept last night" notes 1 the intuuitive feel for and understanding of life in women is to be given greater sway 25032018 the name of the dreamthe name of the dream is dancing a trait of heaven ? was at a shindig, think it was a wedding reception, with mainly middle-aged people they were having a good time dancing to the birdie song" the bump" the hokey cokey" the song let's twist again began playing it was an opportunity to get a group vibe going with my left handthe dreamerheld the hand of the person who was at the end of a loosely-formed line and with my right hand held the hand of someone else hoping she would pick up on whatthe dreamerwas trying to do in the next scene we were all in a circle but our movements weren't in sync with one another the dreamerbegan chanting "left hip, left hip" "whilst thrusting my left hip in rhythm with the beat of the music and was still doing so asthe dreamerwoke up 24032018 the opening scene of this dream was of two lions at a distance of about thirty-five metres in the second scenethe dreamerwas in a seated reclining position one of the lions was now a dog with a very large face not unlike the face of a bulldog but without the flappy jowel-skin its head was as big as a lions' it opened its massive mouth and grabbed my right arm and now my right arm, all the way up to the shoulder, was in its mouth it was trying to get more of me into its mouth andthe dreamerknew if it got my head into its mouth it would probably try to bite through me the dreamermust have been expecting something like this to happen becausethe dreamerhad a pistol with me and the gun was in my right so now my right arm and the gun were inside the dog it was the lion-sized dog or me the movement of my wrist and hand were not restricted andthe dreamercould point the gun in a fairly wide arc the first shot didn't phase the dog-lion in the slightest sothe dreamerpointed the gun down and pulled the trigger the dog gave out a death-grunt the dreamerknew it was fatally injured it didn't try to eject me though the dreamerwould have to fire again there was movement from the dog and it made it difficult to cock the gun after what was the longest sequence of the dream, several attempts of trying to pull the hammer back,the dreamermanaged to fired again and the lion-dog relaxed its grip of me andthe dreamerpulled my arm out of its insides then it was its mates turn this lion-dog was much younger and looked more like a wolf it was still big though and it done exactly the same thing as the dog before it opened its mouth and put my right arm into it with much more skill than the previous dog there could be no pussyfooting around with this animal the dreamerfired the gun immediately it died straight away 22032018 name of dream: a good catch with an awake-time acquaintance of twenty-plus years ago we were in an area about two metres wide and roughly six or seven metres long we had a soft ball, a tennis-ballthe dreamerthink, and the game was to get the ball to touch the wall behind the person the rules were" a player couldn't bounce the ball of the sides or the floor or the ceiling of the room and the ball had to be thrown under-arm because my under-arm throw was stronger than the other playerthe dreamerwas scoring twice as many points he was a trier if nothing else as my tally grew he became more determined and placed some good balls the fact that he was younger than me by a generation told him he should be winning and that he wasn't winning only spurred him on the dreamerwas toying with him and was laughing more and more as he started getting sweaty but had no intention of giving up have you ever seen the determination of a child who was giving it their all ? the dreamerwas laughing out loud asthe dreamerwoke a participant category of dream: physical games (3)/externalised dream addenda: vividness:: 3.3 the quality of the dream: 3.8 21032018 name of the dream: three's lovely company this dream should have gone on longer the stand-out part of the dream: all of it the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: still got passion cause of the dream: thoughts during the day a participant category of dream: x dream (25)/ references: x (b2)- addenda: vividness:: 3.7 the quality of the dream: 4- the quality of the sleep: 4 20032018 name of the dream: killer whale in the swimming pool it was party time there were two rows of lights from the back of the house leading to a large swimming pool the dreamergot into the pool and then under the water to see if the lights were visible, they were when my head was above the water-linethe dreamersaw a killer whale at the far side of the pool, it seemed to be stationary it didn't give me cause to be concerned, after all killer whales are quite friendly but then it wasn't to be seen, it was under the water and out of sight nowthe dreamerwas on edge the dreamerneeded to see it the dreamerdipped back under the water-line but still couldn't see it it was possible it was coming at me from an angle the dreamerwas too far away from the side of the pool to get out of the water before the whale got to me the dreamerstuck my head above the water and took a big gulp of air and went back under the surface the dreamerwould be better off ifthe dreamercould see it coming after a few seconds of dream-time my lungs were ready for more air what shouldthe dreamerdo? the longerthe dreamerleft it the greater the chance the whale would be on me but the thought of it catching me unawares from under the water ifthe dreamerstuck my head above the water for more air was my greatest fear my lungs were at bursting point the dreamerfelt myself take a gasp/gulp asthe dreamerwas waking the stand-out part of the dream: the air running out when under the water a participant category of dream: animal: killer whale (1) addenda: vividness:: 3.4 the quality of the dream: 3.1 the quality of the sleep: 3.9 notes 1 first-ever dream with a killer whale in it 19032018 name of the dream and/or references: the house next to a road with a ten degree slope the ridiculousness of it it was all wrong but there it was neither the house nor the road should have been there from twenty-five metres to the left of the house to the start of where the road began its decline on the right of the house was a two-lane, asphalt road from the top of the road to a t-junction at the bottom was more than a hundred metres it was unlikely a person could walk up the steep and there could be serious repercussions for someone going down it if they lost their balance to the right of the house a winding road weaved its way off into the distance and looked like it would join the road that branched to the left of the t-junction about five hundred metres to the left the house was isolated there were no other buildings of any sort along the access road the asphalt road crossed the front of the house but whether it connected to other roads somewhere to the left wasn't in the dream the person who chose to live there must have had a lot of money or a lot of influence or both to have it built an observer addenda: vividness:: 3.7 the quality of the dream: 3.3 the quality of the sleep: 3.9 18032018 second dream name of the dream and/or references: snowy isolation was in isolation not sure if it was a prison or not butthe dreamerwanted to escape from it the prison was in a forest or at the edge of a forest outside there was snow on the trees and the snow was thick on the ground there was no chance of trying to bribe the guards to help me escape, it would have to be done in a roundabout way it was a cunning plan:the dreamerhad to bribe the right people to get me a fish and chips meal the people whothe dreamerapproached were big-stomached men who liked food themselves and could sympathise with someone who wanted their favourite food over and above everything else and would be less likely to think of it as being part of an escape plan the dreamerhad convinced the two men involved that fish and chips was somethingthe dreamermissed more than anything else in the world andthe dreamerwould pay handsomely ifthe dreamercould only have my favourite meal of fish and chips; something which was never served as a meal in the prison or whatever it wasthe dreamerwas in and wanted to get out of it would have to be a meal because a hot meal couldn't be brought into the placethe dreamerwas in without other people becoming aware of it and someone would have said something which in turn would have turned the spotlight of suspicion onto the guards arranging the meal had cost me a small fortune because the food couldn't be brought into the buildingsthe dreamerwould have to eat the food at the edge of the forest, which was the nearest the meal could be delivered to outside of the place of my isolation the dreamerwas at the edge of the forest when bright lights lit up the night the dreamerthink they were the lights of a car which had come to take me to freedom the stand-out part of the dream: the fish and chips in my hands the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: on the verge of being free cause of the dream: a news item a participant category of dream: prison: isolated (1) addenda: vividness:: 3.6 the quality of the dream: 3.7 the quality of the sleep: 4 18032018 second dream name of the dream and/or references: mice in a store a neighbour from six years ago asked me to pick up a lightweight raincoat from the store where he had bought it a few days before and was having it altered got to the three storey store and went up the escalator to the first floor on asthe dreamerwas going to the collection counter a couple of children aged five or six were making excited sounds about something asthe dreamergot closerthe dreamercould hear and see what they were excited about there was a mouse with a dark fur and complete with whiskers under the bottom shelf the mouse was straight out of a child's picture story book its whiskers were twitching and its eyes suggested an intelligent awareness the dreamerwould show the children that mice were friendly the dreamerproduced a nugget of food about the size of a pea and bent down and held it out near enough for the mouse to get without having to come out of the cover of the shelf the mouse took the morsel and delighted the children when it began tucking into it within a second or two of dream-time another mouse appeared butthe dreamerdidn't have anything to give it sothe dreamerheld out my finger thinking it would come close and let me stroke it it came close alright, close enough to bite into my finger the scene changed andthe dreamerwas walking out of the store with the raincoat and there were two uniformed police officers, a woman and a man, checking the items people were taking out of the store the dreamermade a joke about something and the dream ended with the sight of the two smiling police officers the stand-out part of the dream: the face of the first mouse a participant category of dream: children/animal (1) addenda: vividness:: 3.4 the quality of the dream: 3;7 the quality of the sleep: 4 17032018 name of the dream: think-read targeted programming this think-read dream appears to be a memo or a summary of a new programme or stratagem being used to collect information about popular trends and interests for the purpose of ever-greater control or manipulation by those who seek ever-greater control of the manipulation of people the message was a two sentences long or two short paragraphs and was a memo or explanation on the usefulness of spy ware for the shadow government "the programme being offered is designed to gather information on what people are downloading and want to watch and find interesting or find enjoyable without putting their identity at risk the programme is designed to gather information on what people want/like by gathering their downloaded or viewed material and assess, using the mojo, what it is they find enjoyable in the area/s of entertainment/media and use the resulting information to deliver a systems programme to deliver appropriately modified programmes in order to deliver the most enjoyable programmes in their lives via their delivery system most and probably most importantly to asses the programmes effectiveness in relaying modified information to the general population the gathered information will enable the production of another programme which, through it's mojo, will list for people programmes they will find enjoyable and then be use the response to the new programmes to develop more effective programmes for the purpose of finding their most suitable programmes that serve to play with other programmes which then release information/other programmes to get/find out what it is that people want to download in order to present them with enough valuable information to get them to sift/desist disallow destroy enough dreams about programmes on the internet being available for people to download programmes, films etc was in fact they very subtle gathering device which people would undoubtedly use to get the film-music-programme book-photo information they wanted with the least bother/greatest ease in order to facilitate the manner/way in which to the people enjoy their valuable time in their lives" under their" so as to enable them to deploy their own programmes/mojo's to distinguish between there/what people do enjoy there lifestyles for the purpose of gathering information which can then be used to deploy/activate another programme/s in which their own developers/developments brought them enough programmes for introducing enough programmes to furnish/further their goal/s achievement to have that enough power perhaps people to prevent/allow enough people to enjoy " of providing entertainment for consumption dreams about the adverting or promoting the means through which the controllers of society can manipulate people through a programme which ostensibly ,,, no, does make their life easier but only because it will enable the people who manipulate other people more effective ways of doing in the stand-out part of the dream: the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: cause of the dream: time-tense: an observer/a participant category of dream: think-read (18) addenda: vividness:: the quality of the dream: the quality of the sleep: location notes 1 this message could have been word-for-word butthe dreamerhave been remembering dreams without having to take notes over the last week and didn't feel it was necessary to have a voice-memo machine to hand when waking up 16032018 name of the dream: uncle les on the telly entered a house with an awake-time friend of more than thirty years ago in the living room, there was a woman and two men and a dog with longish dark hair the two men looked too alike to be anything other than father and son as soon as we were in the roomthe dreamersaid: "hello, remember me?" the younger of the two men got up from lying on the floor and sat at a table the woman and the man were in lounge chairs and the t.v. was on the woman didn't respond to my question, in fact, none of the people in the dream except me spoke in this dream the dreamerwent on" "the dreamercame round and took some photo's of the family a few years ago" hesitantly, the woman leant her head forward in a partial nod she didn't remember me butthe dreamerwas so familiar and friendly with her she knew that she had forgotten something which she shouldn't have forgotten, quite possibly for the first time in her life, andthe dreamercould she was concentrating on trying to recall the timethe dreamerwas referring to the dreamerextended my hand to the dog and it came to me andthe dreamerbegan to give it the ever-popular dog-treat of a slow itch-cum-massage behind the ears while the family were looking at each other and me and back to each other with a curious-to-know-who-i-was smile on their faces the dreamerlooked around the room hoping to see one of the photographsthe dreamerhad taken and jog their memories while looking around the room the t.v. caught my eye and on the screen was an uncle (my ref L) being interviewed my uncle looked like he could be another brother or father of the men in the room of the people we were visiting that was it when doing the photographs for formal occasions people would often ask me to come to where they lived and take family photos in their home surroundings it was whilethe dreamerwas trying to remember the function which my uncle had attended and introduced me to other members of his family that it began to occur to me thatthe dreamerhadn't been to this house before in fact, i'd never met these people before or seen them before untilthe dreamerwas invited into their home how could that be ? why hadthe dreamerknocked on their door along a street that had hundreds of doors most uncannily, why did the telly show some film of an uncle who looked like he was a member of the family of the doorthe dreamerknocked ? now it was my turn to become confused and the only thingsthe dreamercould think of to say was things that were lies" "the dreamerjust thought i'd pop in and say hello" "the dreamerwould take some photos butthe dreamerhaven't got a camera with me" andthe dreamercould hear more lies coming from my mouth asthe dreamercame out of the sleep the stand-out part of the dream: uncle L on the telly the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ? cause of the dream: thought about the uncle in this dream about three days ago a participant addenda: vividness:: 3.5 the quality of the dream: 3.7 the quality of the sleep: 3.7 location: 3 notes 1 we're into deep analysis here my uncle was alive on the t.v. in the dream the dreamerhad visited him in hospital him a day or two before he died thirty years before this dream and we both thoroughly enjoyed a double ice cream cornet having thought about him a few days before this dream why did the dream-time memory not serve up this dream in the sleep on the daythe dreamerthought about him ? do we need to consider that the dream-time memory "stacks up" memories and presents them in the much broader context of the pan-undulationary memory ? and if that is the case an examination or appraisal or analysis becomes an extremely complicated process will opt for the possibility that the pan-undulationary memory has so much material to align it orders/presents memories in a different way to our awake-time memories we might have to start thinking that the themes of dreams or the quality of dreams are being "spread out" as evenly as possible within our lifetime or lifetimes for an entire undulation or perhaps they are presented as averages of "packets" of the experiences across millenniums or even across all undulations ? the coming forty generations will have the opportunity to evaluate over the lifetime of many persons the connectivity of dreams; be prepared for revealing surprises about ourselves 15032018 name of the dream and references: an organiser's buzz there was a definite buzz brewing eric burden was ready to do some gigs a local newly-emerging voice would definitely be interested in sharing the stage andthe dreamerhad heard another local talent singing recently who was good enough to be a star in his own right organising the where and when of a concert had fallen on me and it would also be necessary for me to bring the three of them together for a first meeting which would be the making or breaking of what had the potential of being something of national interest in the next scene, two men and an awake-time friend of some years ago who had a heart of gold but was absolutely no judge of character had brought the two men to my local hangout, a busy tea, coffee and snack cafe, to talk about moving my belongings fifty kilometres within a sentence or two of the conversation, it was obvious these two men were capable of picking up my goods and making off with them all they had to do was to con me into trusting them to do the moving they were fairly skilled at a con and were doing a reasonably good job of giving the impression being men who were negotiating the price of a day's work by asking me the amount of space the items would take up, how much it weighed in total and other relevant information but their real skill was the way they managed to divert my attention by haggling in a completely genuine way about the price of the day's work; it was wholly believable what con men and crooks don't seem to realise is an honest man has a character which recognises looks, sounds, gestures, poise etc. which aren't in his own character as the dream neared the end,the dreamerheard myself saying" "the dreamermight bring someone along to give us a hand" the dreamersaid it to give them the impressionthe dreamerwould be hiring them the dreamergot their telephone number but had no intention of ever speaking to them again the stand-out part of the dream: the buzz accompanying the idea of bringing a quality event to fruition cause of the dream: recent thoughts of doing something similar a participant category of dream: music addenda: vividness:: 3.3 the quality of the dream: 3.6 the quality of the sleep: 3.4 14032018 name of dream and references: insistent entrant second successive prison dream this prison was even more lax than yesterday's prison it was so laxthe dreamerhad managed to smuggle my girlfriend in for a few hours the dormitory-type barracks had eight beds either side of the room andthe dreamerwas sleeping down against the wall furthest from the door the scene changed andthe dreamerwas at the door responding to a knock and asking who it was who wanted to come in the person never answered but the door started to open it was, as mentioned, an easy-going place but not so easy-going that it would tolerate non-inmates from coming and going whenever inmates wanted the dreamerhad to stall the would-be entrant from getting in long enough for my girlfriend to get dressed the door started to open again andthe dreamerput my weight against it so it didn't open more than a couple of centimetres the weight of the person against the door ceased andthe dreamerwhispered loudly to my girlfriend to hurry again, the door began to be pushed open and the gap was almost big enough for the person on the other side of the door to get their head through, which is what he tried to do the dreamerput my hand around the side of the door and made contact with his head he was really making an effort to push his way in and for the longest part of the dream it was a push and shove battle of determination the scene changed and now it wasn't a girl that was in the room but a long-time male acquaintances the dreamertold him to get out through the window and the dream ended as he was doing so the stand-out part of the dream: my hand pushing back the head of the would-be entrant the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ? cause of the dream: this oppressive society a participant category of dream: prison: open () addenda: vividness:: 3.7 the quality of the dream: 3.3 the quality of the sleep: 3.6 13032018 name of the dream and references: prisoners plan a wedding in a "soft" prison shared a cell with two others and we had become friends when they found out whatthe dreamerdid for a living they asked me to do the music at an up and coming wedding their release from prison was imminent, as was mine, and we spent most of our time going over the details of the wedding day as the day of our release and of the wedding drew near some of the details would have to be finalised when they were out of prison which meant they would have to contact me and let me know what song the bride wanted to dance to when they led the dancing after the meal they were going to leave the choice to me andthe dreamersuggested "stay as sweet as you are" sung by nat "king" cole or "can't take my eyes off of you" by andy williams we were still beavering away with the plans as the dream ended a participant category of dream: weddings (3) prison: () the quality of the dream: 3.7 the quality of the sleep: 3.8 notes 1 wedding day themes have featured frequently over the last couple of months if memory serves there have been three or more in the months before this one 12032018 name of dream and references: the uninvited wedding guest at a wedding reception but not as a guest or relative walked into a room next to the room where the wedding party were having their meal a woman guest twigged thatthe dreamershouldn't have been there and started making an issue of it the woman detective summoned the equivalent of a bouncer if it had been an awake-time situationthe dreamerwould have left and that would have been that in dream-time though it's not that simple things seem to either work out wonderfully or the situation degenerates into a full-blown drama there were lots of people coming and going andthe dreamermingled in with the crowd the dreamerducked into the room where the main body of guests was and went to the far side of the room the dreamerneeded to become one of the invited and had to merge a man was struggling to get the small pieces of onion floating on top of a bowl of soup into a ladle sothe dreameroffered to do it for him with a certain amount of deftness which wasn't born of practicethe dreamergot fifteen or twenty bits of onion into the ladle the dreamerwas wearing dark trousers and a white shirt and the man whothe dreamerhad helped with the soup said thanks in a way that told me he thoughtthe dreamerwas part of the hired help and that was my cue to get chatting the dreamerstood with my back to the door so anyone looking for me would see the back of me chatting with a guest and wouldn't guessthe dreamerwas an intruder the dream faded a participant addenda: vividness:: 3.5 the quality of the dream: 3.3 the quality of the sleep: 3.6 second dream the name of the dream: the hair-hat was browsing in a shop which sold all manner of things a woman walked in wearing dark-themed clothing and a hat which looked like it could be her hair, it looked like it could have been her hair which looked like a hat, and that was where the appeal was a person would have to look for a lot longer than she or he would have done to figure if it was her hair or not getting noticed is half the battle, is it not ladies? she alluded to her head and asked the sales-person for another hat like one like the one she was wearing the headgear did suit her, perhaps complimented her face would be a more accurate description it was white on top and merged unevenly into black about half-way down past her ears the hat went down her neck and was tickling her skin where the neck becomes the shoulder she was dead chuffed with the effect it had and wanted a second one just like it the dreamerknew the feeling,the dreamerhave had clothes, and items, which were just right or special in one way or another and bought a second one observer/participant ? addenda: vividness:: 3.6 the quality of the dream: 3.7 third dream the name of the dream: an embankment, a shopping trolley and a brightly-lit supermarket it was night-time don't remember much more about it than that 11032018 first dream the name of the dream: grammar was being interviewed or being coached on how to write an application for a job there was one scene where the other person in the dream said something about using a noun at one point whilethe dreamerwas writing category of dream: grammar () second dream a brown horse and rider being observer viewed from the side and above the horse was doing a bit of dressage in an enclosure of about fifteen metres by fifteen metres the horse approached a marked line about two metres at the farthest part from wherethe dreamerwas viewing the scene a horse with its rider was approaching the far end of the enclosure a voice shouted a command and then a person on the ground made a signal with his arm and the rider of the horse gave the reins a gentle tug and the horse, with the subtlest movement iv'e ever seen a horse make, moved its whole body ninety degrees into perfect alignment with a line on the ground and came to a standstill it was obviously a real horse and a real rider but the impression was that of something which had a mechanical precision and when the movement was completed it looked more like a still picture or a classical painting third dream it was a crowded, slightly claustrophobic, all-male environment it was the ablutions area of what might have been a barracks or a penal institution there was a feeling of oppressiveness one person was keeping a vindictive eye on me the dreamerhad to go to the toilet and whenthe dreamerhad finished there wasn't any toilet paper the dreamerhad to get off the seat and crouch-walk a couple of metres to get some the dreamercould feel the evil eye watching me the stand-out bit of this dream was wiping my backside fourth dream was in a restaurant or up-market cafeteria ordering a meal a message had to be sent fifth dream for some reason this dream gave me the feeling on was on board a ship the stand-out parts of the dreams: the seamless movement of the horse and wiping my bum the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: that animals can make movements every bit as aesthetic as humans and the soft feel of the excrement asthe dreamerused the toilet paper an observer in the horse dream and a participant in the others - category of dream: multi-themed dream addenda: vividness:: the quality of the dream: the quality of the sleep: 3.4 notes 1 have yet to formulate the reason behind multi-themed dreams perhaps all dreams are multi-themed and i/we don't remember all of them 10032018 name of dream and references: a ticket to japan on the phone to a japan getting prices for a flight (had been on the phone with them earlier on in the dream) the line was poor quality and the conversation was taking three times longer than it should have taken the quote for the flight was two-thousand two-hundred not sure by how much but the original price had been less as soon asthe dreamerhad got the quotethe dreamerended the call cause of the dream: thinking about japan during the day a participant category of dream: unassigned addenda: vividness:: 3.1 the quality of the dream: 3.1 the quality of the sleep: 3.6 second dream name of dream and references: invasion of the viruses was in a stationary car there were more vehicles in the scene than people most of the traffic was at a junction fifty metres up a seven-degree incline just off to my right a woman was walking from my right to the left across the car park which was about half the size of a football field for no observable reason, she dropped to the ground beforethe dreamerhad time to think about what had caused it another person further to my left also dropped down and then another and another" people were dropping everywhere the dreamernoticed that none of the vehicles had crashed or was crashing and concluded it was an airborne virus the dreamerlooked to see if my window was closed and reacted quickly whenthe dreamersaw the door was open by five centimetres or so the dreamerwas sitting in the car wondering whatthe dreamershould do and where to go when the dream ended the stand-out part of the dream: the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: cause of the dream: a prolonged sense of security during the day time-tense: any future time-tense a participant category of dream: unassigned addenda: vividness:: 3.7/8 the quality of the dream: 3.2 notes 1 there can, of course, be airborne viruses which could cause people to drop down as they were walking along but as far as i'm aware such an incident as the one in this dream has never happened, hence the time-tense 09032018 first dream name of dream: the london bridge incident there were six or seven of us standing on a corner in a built-up area next to a bridge which connected the two sides of a river more or less across the bridge, a squad of soldiers were walking alongside and in front of an armoured car they had rifles and were coming to quell a potential take-over of authority whichthe dreamerwas leading the dreamermade a sweeping gesture with my right arm to the men behind me which indicated they should a make a sideways flanking manoeuvre to the right of me we weren't going to get the better of guns we would have to out-fox them second dream name of dream: slightly nervous bloke on the bus sitting on the seat next to the aisle on a bus there was a smartly-dressed man in his late-twenties with a good complexion and a shaven head near the front of the bus he was standing and trying to do something he looked up and then looked at me and immediately looked away when he sawthe dreamerwas looking back at him the dreamerknew that he would look at me again as soon as he thoughtthe dreamerwouldn't be looking at him he was a little perturbed when he glanced at me within a second or two and sawthe dreamerwas still looking at him name of dream: the fag paper cheque near a railway station and wanted a cup of tea the dreamerhad plenty of money but it was all in the bank the dreamerwas confidentthe dreamercould persuade the person who could give me a drink that he would get money but he wanted something more than just my assurances the dreamergot out a cigarette paper and wrote some of the details of my bank account on it he accepted the paper as he would have a cheque the stand-out part of the dream: the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: cause of the dream: participant in every one of the dreams category of dream: multi-themed dream addenda: vividness:: 3.3 to 3.5 the quality of the dream: 3.2 to 3.6 the quality of the sleep: 3.6/7 location: london 08032018 name of dream and references: meter-cheater had found a way to cheat the electric meter managed to amass about thirty pounds of silver and was explaining to a couple in the dream, the girl was a neighbour from ten years ago, how to do it they were hopingthe dreamerwould give them some of the money the dreamerwas going to give them some butthe dreamerwas stringing it out because ifthe dreamergave it to them straight away they would go out and spend it andthe dreamerwanted them to make me a cup of tea in the next scene,the dreamerlooked in my backpack for the jar with all the money in it to show the couple how much moneythe dreamerhad made (the jar in the dream was a jar thatthe dreamerhave been using for something over the last couple of days in awake-time) but couldn't find it which was a bit of a blow because nowthe dreamerdidn't have the money to go and do some spending the dreamersaidthe dreamerwould have a smoke and get going the dream ended the stand-out part of the dream: the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: cause of the dream: probably thoughts about money time-tense: coin meters are more or less of the past so this dream is assigned as being a participant category of dream: money () addenda: vividness:: 3.8 the quality of the dream: 3.3 the quality of the sleep: 3.3 05032018 name of dream and references: meal on a train we were four men on a train we were at a slightly larger table than on today's trains the table was covered with a white cloth we were talking although what we were talking about doesn't come to mind we were alone in the carriage sitting next to a living-room-sized window the scene changed: two of us were at another table on the opposite side of the carriage and sitting next to the door adjoining the carriages the other two men had also changed their seats and were now at the furthest point away from us and still seated on the same side of the aisle as when the dream started we were about to be served a meal we had to have tables-for-two as it was going to be an extravagant meal and we would need a lot of surface area in the third scene, there is food on the table andthe dreameram talking to the waiter about what drink to have the dream ends here time-tense: future tense, possibly time-tense 2 depending what happens over the next ten years or one thousand years observer category of dream: passenger on a train (7) addenda: vividness:: 3.7 the quality of the dream: 3.7 the quality of the sleep: 3.5 04032018 name of dream and references: unassigned 1 the setting for this dream is in an era when there aren't any of the mod-cons that we have" fridges, cars, mobile phones, t.v" . but there were flying machines albeit made of crude natural materials like rock and clothes made of hemp there was, however, plenty of the skulduggeries, deceit, and the acquisition of wealth and people-control by violent methods two brutus-type agents of the controlling clique were trying to get me to reveal how it wasthe dreamerwas making so much money the dreamerknew what was happening and was trying to confuse them by getting complicated about the waythe dreamerdid it the dreamerhad to be careful, if they thoughtthe dreamerwas holding back information or worse still misleading them they would resort to torture they were undoubtedly going to kill me anyway as soon as they got the information but they knew if they killed me without getting what they wanted it would be the worse for them we were flying through the sky in the rock-contraption and there was a rock-computer in front of me it had a keyboard with about fifteen keys on the keyboard andthe dreamerwas telling one of the agents what to type in the "computer" didn't have a screen or any leads coming or going from it it did do something because there was the sound of something mechanical happening every time a key was pressed it struck me as being a toy abacus then it occurred to me it wasn't doing anything sophisticated but it was meant to fool me into thinking it was to get me to reveal my methodology the two men tried to fool me into thinking it could send messages againthe dreamerhad to be careful ifthe dreamersaid something which let them know they weren't fooling me they would use force after two or three attempts to make contact didn't workthe dreamersaid "we're not going to get through on this. the communications network must be out of order" the thugs had no conception of the phrase communications network andthe dreamercould feel them getting frustrated it would be so much easier to use force the dream came to an end cause of the dream: thoughts during the day participant addenda: vividness:: the quality of the dream: 3 the quality of the sleep: 3.4 category of dream: flying/falling (2) notes 1 as you should be aware, this website maintains that everything which happens in dreams is something that has happened in awake-time to make sense of the details in this dream we have to bring into our thinking the idea of undulations once we do that things, which don't not to make any sensibleness in any way, start to assemble themselves it is necessary to realise for instance that disentangling beings who have allowed themselves to become life-takers from those who are oriented to reality (go out of their way to make sure they don't take a life) goes way, way back there was an undulation when one or some people had the knowledge to give us every single mod-con we have any many, many, more we don't try to imagine one person having the knowledge to provide every family or every person with an atom bomb a limited form of thinking would understand it would spell doom you-know-who, having carved out an endless desirable existence that will continue for eternity will go to the ends of the universe for as many undulations as necessary in an attempt get waverer's to understand what it is that reality has to offer 03032018 name of dream and references: barking dog gets the back of my hand had to go to the shops there were shops within a hundred metres of wherethe dreamerlive but they didn't have certain items basic to my diet it meant going to the next nearest shopping area a kilometre way althoughthe dreamerwas in familiar territorythe dreamerhad to ask people where the bus stop was the first personthe dreamerasked gave me directions" "go up that road, turn right and the bus stop is along on the left just past the garage on the right" in a dream what you need to hear when asking for directions is "keep walking and you'll come to it" "keep to the left until you get to the junction. then cross the road onto the right-hand side of the road. walk along until you see" " forget it the dreamergot lost the dreamerdidn't know wherethe dreamerwas,the dreamerhad to get my bearings orthe dreamercould end up going down the hole with alice a busy junction came into view it meant walking up a hundred-metre incline and bearing to the right whenthe dreamergot to the top of the hill the junction was no longer in view but there was a busy street visible between the houses which looked like it led somewhere looking along the roadthe dreamerwas walking onthe dreamercould see it had fewer buildings in it the furtherthe dreamerlooked that was another journey into the beyond there was only one option,the dreamertook it the dreamerpushed open the gate of the house next to me and walked up the garden level with the back of the house was an outhouse or brick garage or something which closed off any means of going anywhere other than between two brick walls to get to the street after a few steps a thigh-high but not bulky, dark-coated house dog was on my case the trick with dogs in a sitution like that is to keep moving but not pick up your walking pace and offer the dog the back of your hand there was, of course, the chance the dog would grab my had but to stand still and say "good boy" does, on occasions, infuriate them the dog was on home-ground andthe dreamerhad invaded its area, it had to be macho it began barking fiercely and moving along with me but it didn't attack (two dreams on the trot with dogs in them and in both dreams the dog's bark was audible and that's after umpteen dreams with dogs with no sounds of barking ! dreams becoming more detailed ? ) the old, "give the dog the back of your hand" counter-attack tactic had worked again on the street and down the hill to my right was a busy out-of-town shopping centre buses, people, pedestrian crossings, high buildingsthe dreamerwas back in civilisation didn't have a clue wherethe dreamerwas but anyone would be able to tell me which bus to catch to get back to" "whereabouts is itthe dreamerlive?" * there were two or more scenes in this dream which followed the same pattern of going from one unrecognisable location to another but you've got the idea there was also another dream in this sleep which came before this one it was a totally different setting with conversation and emotion the last scene of the dream before this one meant going out to buy things and have assumed the second dream is a continuation of the first albeit the content of the first dream was so different to this one this might well be a "twinned-theme dream" the stand-out part of the dream: the dog barking the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: an increase in the auditory content of dreams ? cause of the dream: thinking about what shop to buy this month's groceries from earlier on in the day participant category of dream: animal: () category of animal: mammal () category of mammal: dog (11) name of the dream: barking dog gets the back of my hand addenda: vividness:: 3.8 the quality of the dream: 3.5 the quality of the sleep: 3.4 location 12 senses: sight: colour: black and white: motion: taste: sound: emotion: weight: size: shape: 02032018 first dream the name of the dream: walking the dog evening: was on my way somewhere an elderly gent who wasn't very mobile and lived in a block of flats about fifty metres from wherethe dreamerlived was on the grass outside where he lived keeping an eye on his dog the dog was small, a bit bigger than a pekingese the dreameroffered to take the dog with me and told himthe dreamerwould be back in ten minutes (thinkthe dreamermight have been on my way to the shops again) he was pleased and agreed the scene changed and it was now about a hundred metres along the road the houses were mix of semi-detached and terraced houses with gardens for a stretch of about five or six houses every garden had a dog in it the dog was in in dog-heaven as it went to and fro back and forth from garden to garden; there was a noticeable spring in the way it was walking a dog in one of the gardens began barking (the first time a dog has barked in a dream) time-tense: 9 the quality of the dream 1.1 quality of the sleep 3.9/4 cause of the dream: offering to take the dog of a man, who couldn't leave the house, for a walk a few days ago participant category of dream: animal: () category of animal: mammal () category of mammal: dog (11) category of dream: doggy dream (11) qod 3.7 qos 3.9/4 addenda: vividness:: 2.9 location: 3 second dream name of dream: wafer and cream evening, nearly home on the way back from somewhere fancied something sweet there was a shop about fifty metres off the route home that would have some the dreamerentered the shop it was a lot bigger and brighter than the shopthe dreamerhad thought of went to the counter and asked the woman serving for something sweet to eat she suggested a soft cream she showed me a tub with cream-coloured cream in it the dreamersaid it looked nice and she replied "they're really nice with wafer-strips" she produced a vivid beige-coloured wafer about the size and shape of a twelve-inch ruler she let me eat a bit of the wafer but not any of the cream the dreamerdug into my pocket and brought out all the change a quick look at my hand andthe dreamercould see it was mainly coppers and not enough the dreamersaid "i'll be back in a bit" and turned and walked away briskly notes 1 postulate 3: a dark dream is because it has been experienced fewer times across all undulations which means a bright dream is an experience frequently experienced across all undulations does the notion that a dark dream is older than bright dream bear out? the stand-out part of the dream: the sight of the wafer time-tense: participant category of the dream: food (5) ice-cream (1) addenda: vividness:: 3.5 quality of the dream: location 3 third dream name of dream: sociability at the social club was in a working man's social club it was a typical working man's social club large, long rows of tables fairly close together, one large bar, high ceiling, an air of amiability" in the first scene,the dreamerhad just entered the room in the next scene,the dreamerwas moving between two of the rows between the tables asthe dreamerwas walking alongthe dreamerwas having a two, three or four sentence exchanges with different couple's and individuals as this part of the dream progressed my replies to the sentences got shorter and shorter until eventually, it became three or four-word rejoinders the responses became witticism's or wisecracks the dreamerwas on a roll, every rejoinder produced a teeth-smile the dreamerwas on an endorphin high, and rising the stand-out part of the dream: the feeling of well-being in the last scene cause of the dream: a feeling of relief following the decision to stop trying so hard to get things moving participant category of dream: pleasure () humour: () spoken: (5 ?) addenda: vividness:: 3.9/4 the quality of the dream: 4 01032018 name of dream and references: newton's class think-write (2) black and white (1) a blackboard with sentences the blackboard more or less filled the field of vision the sentences were variations of the way a sentence could be formed there were four or five sentences on the blackboard the dream started with two or three of the sentences being completed but can't remember what they were the detailed part of the dream was a sentence which read" where/when is time prevented/invented in space the words invented and prevented were in boxes in the sentences on the blackboard the person trying to complete the sentences was an african man he said, "newton should have asked, when in space should time be invented?" quality of the dream 3.5 quality of the sleep 3.8 observer category of dream: think-write (2) black and white (1) addenda: vividness:: 3 notes 1 this dream is a variation of a crossword think-write dream and because the blackboard and the writing were in black and white it suggests it comes before the first entry/instance of this type of dream 28022018 first dream name of dream: the man in the stocks in a town centre three men were in medieval stockades one of the men had been raised so his feet weren't touching the ground his weight was being supported by a contraption around his upper-body there was a bit of a crowd who had gathered to watch them being freed one man was freed only to be re-trussed with a curtain of chains he implored, begged, wailed, pleaded for it not to be done in the last scene, his hands and head were in a stock again only now he had the weight of the chains to bear as well in the last scene, a close up of his head and shoulders, he had become determined and it showed on his face he would endure the pain, abuse and humiliation but one day he would be free time-tense: 9 quality of the dream 2.8 quality of the sleep 3.6 the stand-out part of the dream: the look of determination on his face in the last scene the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: some men can muster a resolve that transcends determination cause of the dream: see notes 1 observer category of dream: twinned-dream addenda: vividness:: 2.4 notes 1 these twinned-dreams are becoming regular many years agothe dreamerremember reading that the mind thinks in extremes balancing experiences and facts may have been an early form of reasoning second dream name of dream: getting ready to dance at a gig with about eighty to a hundred people the stage was elevated by about one and a half metres andthe dreamerwas standing on the stage to the right it looked like your typical village hall there were four musicians it sounded like they were tuning and testing their instruments the only soundthe dreamercould latch onto was the drums in the next scene,the dreamerwas sitting and slapping my knees to the beat coming from the drummer one of the musicians began plucking a note in time with the beat and within a short time the other instruments were accompanying the beat instead of the drummer the dreamerbegan varying my slapping beat every fourth bar by putting in extra slaps and off-beats then the musicians began doing the same with their instruments the audience had started listening to the sound and were standing bunched up in front of the stage we were on the verge of getting people dancing when the dream ended don't remember seeing anyone dancing at any time during the dream quality of the dream 3.3 quality of the sleep 3.6 cause of the dream: see notes 1 above participant category of dream: twinned-dream addenda: vividness:: 3 27022018 name of the dream: chopsy in a narrow'ish corridor in what wasthe dreamerthink a maternity ward in a hospital a woman, someonethe dreamerknew, was standing next to me holding a baby of a few days or weeks or months old we were standing next to a window which had a radiator that was in a recess underneath the window she said to me "the dreamerhave to go to the toilet" the dreamereagerly took the baby from her the dreamerhad the baby in my right arm and could feel its spine was bent more thanthe dreamerthought was comfortable for the baby sothe dreamerstraightened my arm which straightened the spine a bit the dreamerleant into the baby's face so our cheeks were touching and my lips were touching the corners of its mouth the dreameropened and closed my mouth at a rate of about twice a second while making a sound that sounded like someone eating to my delight the baby, without opening its eyes, done a reasonable impression of whatthe dreamerwas doing and once in the middle of the duet made an mmm sound the sound caught the attention of three small children to my left who looked up the dreamersaid "who wants to kiss my baby" the dream ended as the children were moving towards me quality of the dream 3.7/8 quality of the sleep 3.4 the stand-out part of the dream: the touch of my lips on babys' cheeks participant category of dream: baby babies addenda: vividness:: 3.2 25022018 in a room with one or two other people an elderly man with a walking stick was walking slowly from the far side of the room to the door a metre to the right of me he looked grim someone said something and he replied "very aggressive" he took another step, lost his footing and fell flat on his face with his face still buried in the carpet he said "very aggressive" 2nd dream came across the opportunity to earn some cash while surfing jumped to a new page in the browser and went to the favourites bar to press the symbol (avatar) which would open the page and give me access to placing some money on what was a sure investment tried three, four, five times to highlight the symbol and click it but it wasn't showing was trying to figure out whythe dreamercouldn't see it when the dream ended 2402018 name of dream: everyone's dancing doing a gig at an unused office space on the ground floor the room was about eight by eight metres there was a slightly elevated section about two metres by two metres which was wherethe dreamerwas set up there were about twenty mature teens and they were all dancing the music playing wasn't a particularly great track to dance to and that they were dancing to it told me they wanted to dance it was going to be a cinch to keep these people dancing the room was too bright there were a dozen or so white pygmy lights of about 40 watts peppered above the dancing area got a chair and positioned it under one bulb which looked to be twice as bright as the others asked one of the lads to hold my legs asthe dreamerstood on the chair the dreamermeant my legs but he took it to be the legs of the chair whenthe dreamerstood on the chair it felt rock-solid andthe dreamerfelt safe the bulbs were the bayonet-bulb type and should have been easy to remove butthe dreamerstruggled to get it out when the bulb had been removed it dimmed the room noticeably and a cheer went up that was the cue to remove most of the others quality of the dream 3.9 quality of the sleep 3.7 the stand-out part of the dream: seeing everyone in the room dancing and the solid feel of the chair the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: going to get people dancing one way or another and have been feeling a bit of the strength coming back into my legs of late category of dream: dancing () addenda: vividness: 4 - participant - the category of dream: dancing () second dream name of dream: the caligula template this is the second or third most depressing dream ever the last dream which brought about these type of feelings was the dream of 10122015 this dream was in shades of grey, no colour whatsoever, and that on its own is a good enough reason for it to be made into an entry the first dream ever in shades grey there is also another reason why this dream occurred there is a choice to be made the choice will be explained in the next entry in dreams diary the dream" the person dictating events is in a reclining position and is relaxed a despot who's cruel pronouncements are issued in an unemotional way his natural state was a complete indifference to the suffering that would occur as a result of what he said he must have been born like it a natural psychopath a child had been born and the balancing of life was accomplished by ordering a reduction in life "five to the pen" was his response to the news of the birth of a baby the pen, the dreamer found out, was a compound where wolves were kept in the next scene a naked, fully pregnant woman, was being dragged along the ground by her hair she was not resisting she was crying in the most heart-wrenching way and that was where the dream finished time-tense: 9 quality of the dream 1.1 quality of the sleep 3.5 the stand-out part of the dream: the feeling of depression the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: see the next entry the cause of the dream: see the next entry observer category of dream: twinned-dream (2) addenda: vividness:: 1.4 notes 1 the only dream which had no colour before this dream was a nightmare as a child notes 2 the dream is named the caligula template because caligula comes across as being the best example of a psychopath the film caligula (download the film here) will give you an insight into the brutality and depravity of the roman empire there was nothing romantic about the romans 23022018 name of dream: a cry for help working on a building site my co-workers were an amiable crew and things are o.k. heavy equipment was being used to demolish a building and its foundations to enable even sturdier foundations for a bigger building was under construction the old foundation and twenty metres of the earth below it were in a mound to one side of the site next to the hill of excavated earth and concrete was an earth removal container which was two to three metres high and twenty to thirty metres long and it was almost full the dreamerwalked around the front of the container and slowly started up the mound of rubble to get to the top of it asthe dreamerwas about two metres up the side when a section of the mound loosened and in the way of an avalanche slid to the ground taking me with it it pushed under the container but had enough room to crawl out then yet more of the rubble came loose from the mound and it was enough to wedge me under the container and out of sight it was a dire situation andthe dreamerknewthe dreamerwas in danger and shouted "help me" which woke me out of the sleep quality of the dream 3.1 quality of the sleep 3.8 the stand-out part of the dream: being pinned under the container the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:the dreamerthink it's me asking you to help me to help you cause of the dream: thoughts during the day category of dream: emotional stress (20) participant addenda: vividness:: 3.3 22022018 name of dream: categories of dreams in a queue of about thirty people people were looking at me and smiling someone laid their hand on my shoulder and squeezed it in a friendly gesture then a smiling someone tapped me as they went passed then a hand squeezed my buttock andthe dreamerturned around and was relieved to see it was a female then another female with no sense of shame grabbed my crotch it didn't hurt sothe dreamerdidn't stop her her manoeuvres were,the dreamerassumed, an embarrassment to others sothe dreamerled her around the corner of a building where no one could see us the scene changed andthe dreamerwas walking along a busy street there was a man in his late twenties and an elderly lady who was incapacitated to some degree and a young boy of four or five or six the man was struggling to cope with the two of them the dreamerpicked up the young lad and placed him on my hip facing me we had to go up a steep gradient to cross a dual carriageway when we were on top of the steep there were four or five railway tracks we had to cross nearly lost my balance once or twice but we got across the tracks alright we then had to cross a dual carriageway it hadn't occurred to me there would be traffic on it it was a bit dangerous but no one beeped their horn or had to swerve or slow down after getting across the road we had to go down another steep to get back onto the streets the man thanked me we were going in the same direction sothe dreamerwalked along with them as we were walking the boy started tugging at my clothes he wanted to be carried again the man was happy to let me give a helping hand again the dreamersat the youngster on my right forearm and lifted him to a little above waist height with him facing forward and his left arm was around my neck as we were walking my steps were out of sync with his balance and the effect was he moved forward from my body as one leg stepped out and he came back toward me as the other leg made a step he was looking at me as we were walking and twice as his face got to within a whisker of mine he leant in a little further and kissed me on the lips quality of the dream 3.8 quality of the sleep 3.9 the stand-out part of the dream: being kissed by the boy the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: a young boy may want to show his affection with a lip-kiss participant addenda: vividness:: 3.7 notes as a youngster,the dreamercan't remember ever being kissed by a mane and it's certainly the casethe dreamernever wanted to kiss a man it's one of those things in picture page "the dreamerlove you" you-know-who looked like he was going to kiss me again,the dreamerdon't care WHO it is,the dreamerdon't CARE who it is,the dreamerdon't like being kissed by men and that's all there is to it 21022018 re-defining: awake-time dreams and sleep-time dreams today's dream was a seven or eight-scene dream set in amsterdam this entry though is not about the dream it is the three one-scene dreams that followed three short periods of sleep after waking upon waking and making voice-notes of the dream in amsterdamthe dreamercontinued watching the filmthe dreamerhad been watching before going to sleep the night before still a little tired, occasionallythe dreamerlet my eyes close while watching the film on three occasions, the filmthe dreamerwas watching, a black and white film, was replaced by colourful one-scene dreams asthe dreamerwoke and then drifted back into sleep three different times the dreams varied in length of between two or three seconds and three to five seconds of sleep-time (multiply the seconds in sleep-time by a minimum of ten seconds to get the awake-time length of time) the sleep-time sequences of the three one-scene dreams today lasted long enough to take in the detail of the scene which isn't usually the case with montages however, box montage sequences do have the same lengths of time attached to them as sleep-time dreams it may be that there is a constant time value for both sleep-time and box montages which is in the process of being recognised so" there are two types of dreams" 1 sleep-time dreams 2 awake-time dreams sleep-time dreams occur after going to sleep and don't usually have an awake-time conscious element awake-time dreams occur after waking up and do have a degree of awake-time consciousness to them they are abbreviated to sleep-time dreams and awake-time dreams notes 1 one of today's dreams is yet another testament to the different types of conscious states eventually becoming indistinguishable or are fusing with one another the dreamerwas out of bed and had taken two, three or four steps to the door beforethe dreamerrealisedthe dreamerwas responding to the situation in a dream 20022018 name of dream: an inspector calls had upset the oligarchs past the point of their ability to tolerate me ifthe dreamerwas evicted it would put an end to me airing anti-national sentiments the dreamerwould be reduced to a soapbox on a street corner the grounds for eviction was based on the flimsiest of laws "using my abode for the purpose of the dissemination of information which could could mislead people" the laws which protected a residents right to accomodation were much more staunch the dream begins with me in the hallway behind a barricade of furniture and sturdy items and keeping them in place by leaning and pushing it's going to take a while for the bailiffs to get it the dreamerphone the police a flat-hatted inspector arrives complete with an upright posture and a conductors baton under his arm he listens to both sides of the argument he moves ten metres away from the door and makes a phone call he is getting legal advice within a couple of minutes he pronounces thatthe dreamerhave the right to remain quality of the dream 3.5 quality of the sleep 4 the stand-out part of the dream: the inspector arriving the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: support cause of the dream: wondering what the inner-clique of the oligarch structure expect of me during the day participant category of dream: pde's-influenced addenda: vividness:: 3.6 second dream name of dream dream: a cat with eight lives standing at a bus stop which was on a busy dual carriage way there were seven or so other people there as well the stop was the one before an international airport most of us were looking in the direction the bus would be coming from a juggernaut passes by it is no more than ten metres past where we are standing when the sound of its air brakes accompanied by the sounds of metal under strain fills our ears we turn and look and see the lorry shuddering and juddering to a halt it stopped in an impressively short distance the dreamerstooped to look under the truck the dreamerdidn't know whatthe dreamerexpected to see it was a pleasing sight; it was a white cat sitting in a haunched position with its tail lying along the length of its body the dreamerstarted walking to the back of the lorry rubbing my forefinger and middle finger against the thumb and making squeaking sounds by sucking air through my pursed lips it was moving towards me and was just about in touching distance when the dream ended quality of the dream 3.7 quality of the sleep 4 participant category of dream: animal: mammal: cat (4) 19022018 name of dream: buidings in the dark was with an acquaintance from fifteen years ago and he takes me to his latest hangout, an abondened castle at the top of the castle, there was a steeple with small ledges that got narrower the further up it went at the very top, the ridges weren't deep enough for the sole of the foot to take the weight of the body the dreamertried to get my big toe to take my weight but it couldn't take it andthe dreamerlost my footing and balance and the scene changed asthe dreamerwas slipping back down the steeple in another scene,the dreamerwas in what looked like an abandoned warehouse and asthe dreamermade my way to a window to get outthe dreamersaw a partly rolled large cigarette and picked it up and finished rolling it in another scene,the dreamerwas looking for the personthe dreamerwas with at the beginning of the dream the dreamerheard his voice coming through a hole in a small broken window and was looking for a way to get into the building when the scene changed in another scene,the dreamerwas at an open window which anyone who wanted to get into the building could have used to gain entry in the next scene, a young male propped a board against the wall next to a window frame that didn't have any glass and gave the window the appearance that the building was occupied and someone was in in another scene, was walking away from somewhere with another male and each of us had one arm about the shoulder of the other every scene in the dream was dark quality of the dream 3.2 quality of the sleep 3.6 addenda: vividness:: 2.7 18022018 name of dream: job dispute don't remember much of this dream a scowling face that is mightily angry because the person he thought should have got a jobthe dreamerwas offering didn't get it quality of the dream 3.2 quality of the sleep: 3.7 participant cause of dream: thinking about jobs for people during the day 17022018 name of dream: gold and silver afoot the third or fourth dream of this exact theme and the first scene it is evening, i'm on my own and walking along a streets a glint of colour draws my attention to an object on the ground a closer look andthe dreamercan see it's a pound coin whenthe dreamerbend down to pick it up other coins are nearby the coins are a mixture of pound coins and fifty pence and twenty pence pieces, there may be some ten pence and five pence coins as well ten or twenty steps along and it happens again only this time there is more than one pound coin and there are one or two fifty pence coins but there aren't any five ten or five pence ones and so it goes for five or so more scenes so now instead of seeing just one gold coin whenthe dreamerlook without stooping downthe dreamersee two or three coins and whenthe dreamerstoop down to pick them up there are even more gold coins with two-pound coins amongst them at the end of the sequence of these scenesthe dreamerhad between one hundred and two hundred pounds the dream changes scenes completely and a girlfriend of more than twenty years ago is in the dream we are walking along in this scene it's not a pavement-next- to-the-road scene but a metre-wide tarmac path that cuts through a football pitch-sized, and slightly muddy grass field, that links one stretch of pavement to another the tarmac path wasn't in the original design plans for the estate but because people coming from a different direction had hewn out a path across the scenic-cum-playfield as it took sixty or seventy metres out of the walk from where they were coming from to the shops there were going to the local authority had been forced to implement a solution to the resident's complaints that their children's play area was turning into a mud-bath at first, it is the two of us walking along the eighty-metre long tarmac path andthe dreameram telling her about what's been going on in my life we are walking and talking when the same thing that happened at the beginning of the dream starts happening again the dreamertell her to watch what i'm doing whenthe dreamersee the first cointhe dreamerpoint it out to her and then bring her attention to the other coins nearby which she hadn't previously noticed there are a couple more scenes of seeing and picking up the coins; by now it's almost exclusively gold coins the dreamerexplain to her that it appears to be only me that can see them as there are other people in this part of the dream who must have seen me bending down and picking things up from the ground as they approached from behind and then overtook us because we were walking very slowly as one of the passers-by started looking at the ground around his feet the conversation was still about money the dreamerrelated to her my recent financial dealings on the stock market and how the big financial institutions always come out on top because of their "trawling" tactic and asked her to evaluate whether a countermeasure which had occurred to me looked as if it could work the dream ended there time-tense: the pound coins have the edges of the new ones that only recently have been brought into circulation which means this dream is a present time-tense dream so it is either time-tense 2, or 4 quality of the dream 3.7 quality of the sleep 3.7 the stand-out part of the dream: the scene with the first two pound coin the significance of the stand out part of the dream: wealth is a state of mind ifthe dreamerhad all the moneythe dreamerwantedthe dreamerwould still be writing this cause of dream: the recognition earlier on in the day of the sentence above participant category of dream: money/wealth (12) 16022018 "˜the most important think-read dream name of dream: the garden the last line of today's think-read dream was "this dream is not a new dream. it is the way new things can happen" this think-read dream was a no-frills dream no pictures, no people, no sounds, nothing at all it was if the person who wrote it didn't want anything to detract from the message the message of eight lines didn't make any sense at all andthe dreamerwas ready to forget about it when the dream of 24102017 came to mind the word garden was used in that think-read message too in both the dream of 24102017 and in today's dream the meaning of the word garden was used to convey a state or a meaning or a purpose in life is it possible that the two dreams are connected ? the message seemed to be a long, very long, odd type of proverb it told the story of someone who had introduced "new things into the garden" and enriched the garden and also of the consequences of not introducing new things into the garden the line "" doesn't introduce new things into the garden" " can not go to the toilet" (there are a few interpretations of what that could mean) was in the message the message made the same point repeatedly" new things need to happen the words "dream" "garden" and "new things" was used once or more than once in every sentence the words "go to the toilet" were used twice time-tense: ? quality of the dream 3.4 quality of the sleep 3.6 cause of dream ? category of dream: think-read (17) notes 1 who's writing these messages ? where are they coming from ? what time-tense did they originate in ? are they from self to self ? are they from you-know-who and timed to occur at this point of time ? if they are from the lover they have come from time-tense 3 or 9 for application in time-tense 5 14022018 name of dream: the adventurer and a box-montage (the first) the dream in the sleep which came before waking up had some cool special effects in it a quick mention of it... was walking through thick, lush grass which came up to my shins in an open expanse of the countryside the green plant life was so fresh it looked wet the impression was no one had walked through it before me something in the distance caught my eys andthe dreamerstarted running towards it after about ten stridesthe dreamerran out of ground and am falling through the air while falling a river or stream eight hundred or more metres down comes into view the scene was similar to the gorge in pic 2, only the gorge in the dream looked twice as deep and there was thick foliage everywhere instantly,the dreamerknewthe dreamerwas a goner and instantly after that thought, a thick bush about half as big as a house and growing sideways out of the cliff about thirty metres below me came into view andthe dreamerlanded in it to get to the cliff-face it meant breaking branches andthe dreamercan remember the effort of pushing and breaking branches the dream went from participant to observer at this point, and now i'm in what looks like a rock cave looking at one of its walls the wall turns into squares the squares dissolved out of existence before reaching the ground a young man wearing a suit and and a shirt with the top button of the shirt undone and a tie which was slightly dishevelled steps though where the wall had been he was an adventurer his sense of adventure gripped me and some exciting things began after seven or eight scenes the dream became fairy-tale like andthe dreamerknewthe dreamerwould have to remember it for dreams diary after waking it took thirty seconds to get the voice recorder ready for use and after dictating up to the bit of the dream when the wall dissolves couldn't remember what happened after pity about that do remember it had a sense of fantasy qod 3.9 qos 3.7 the stand-out part of the dream: the wall dissolving the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: the dream has become a new category of a dream fantasy-reality (now categorised as weird and wonderful) participant and observer category of dream: weird and wonderful (1) notes 1 thinking about the dream and what the awake-time circumstances would have to be for this dream to happen in awake-time are being held back until we get going some of what has to be conveyed needs to be conveyed when people are in a receptive mood and for that we need the right atmosphere box montage woke from sleep still feeling a bit sleepy changed position in bed a couple of times and relaxed a regular montage began after a dozen or so scenes the format of the sequences, all of which had motion, began showing in a rapid/runaway style the sequences became too fast to take in then, the format changed from single sequences to a group of sequences of about eight across and the same number of sequences down and they were all the same size, hence the name box-montage ( pic 1 ) well, it's one thing to have a "one-image-a-time" montage but this new format" it was like giving a child the keys to a sweet shop first of all, they were all in colour and all had motion it was possible to view one "box" then go to another, look at that, and then go back to the one before none of the sequences watched was looped how long each sequence would lastthe dreamerdidn't discover when you've got fifty or more films to watch, you want to take a quick look at each one before deciding which one to view, which is whatthe dreamerdid after two minutes or thereabouts the assembly of films had other sequences forming at the corners and at the side it struck me,the dreamercould go on with this for hours sothe dreamerturned over and opened my eyes and looked at the wall clock to see what time it was it was still early and there was nothing pressing to do sothe dreamerrolled back into my previous position ready to indulge myself closed my eyes and went to continue wherethe dreamerhad left off less than a minute before couldn't summon the images though the dreamerfelt likethe dreamerhad been robbed still, the sequences beforethe dreameropened my eyes was still fresh in the memory so it would have to be re-runs category of dream: box montage (1) * it was only a few weeks back (04122017) when replays of montage sequences were the latest cool faculty of the dream state a week later (09122017) the latest and greatest new faculty was the freeze-frame, and now this how many new faculties are there going to be ? * notes on the box montage was unable to get the freeze-frame option to work in this box montage, nor the replay it was possible to zoom in with some of the films though again, the semi-sleepy state comes over as being the best frame of mind to be in to bring montages into being another consistency is the awake-time time-sense that accompanies them and further, the post-sleep state of consciousness is the time when montages are more likely to occur so, upon waking and without opening the eyes is the best time to try it 13022018 name of dream: grex it was evening in location two there were three characters at the start of the dream a young boy of eight or nine and a cat with a thin fawn coat the boy was dawdling didn't want to get authoritarian with him and decided to lure him into walking at my pace went into an off-license and bought two small bars of chocolate while the boy and grex waited at the door when back outside there were three young adults standing there as well grex had been frightened andthe dreamercould tell it was the twenty-year-olds because of the look on their faces you've probably seen the look" a slightly sadistic smile that people who delight in intimidating people exude they lost a bit of their composure when they sawthe dreamermight take them to task but they weren't overly worried; it was still three onto one besides, there was the youngster and grex to think about the dreamerpicked grex up and placed him around my neck with its back legs hanging loosely over my left shoulder and its front legs draping down my front-right side with its head brushing against the side of my face the dreamergave the boy one of the bars of chocolate and said "we can get another one when we get to the next shop" grex was comfortable now andthe dreamercould sense he was his relaxed care-free self again we were just starting to move away from the front of the offie when a friendly person whothe dreamerdidn't know that well but well enough to have a friendly chat with came up behind us he was a sturdy peaceful man with a satisfied-with-life charisma he was, like me, something of a loner his calm confident manner disturbed men like the ones who had picked on the small boy and most despicably had delighted in frightened a cat men who like to dominate other men are quite common but happily not that numerous; the balance is tipped toward peacefulness one or two men like the ones being described had made the mistake of trying to disturb, through violence and aggression, the demeanour of the man who had just joined us on two occasions past his response to violence toward himself put paid to aggressor's, when, with one blow of the fist, he knocked all the aggression out of them; they had never heard the maxim "never rile a peaceful man" he had to demonstrate his defensive prowess twice and both times it was with bully-men who had the reputation of being the type of people you kept away from and if you did find yourself in their company you had better know how to kowtow his "one-punch and it's over" status was legendary, particularly amongst the bullies it was my chance to make the men who had got a kick out of taking on a boy and a cat feel like the small men they were the man who just joined us was walking in the same direction as we were the four of us were ten or fifteen metres from the shop from the shop whenthe dreamersaid something which was designed to make the man who just joined stop and turn around and look the dreamercould almost feel the bullies at the shop squirming as they thoughtthe dreamerhad just told the peaceable man what they had done and if that wasn't justice enough across the other side of the road walking in the opposite direction to us was another no-nonsense man who was respected by everyone the dreamertold the man who had just joined us thatthe dreamerhad to give him a message and would only be a few seconds the dreamercrossed the road, said hello and some other things to the man and then pointed down the road and said something fitting like "be careful if you go in that offie. there's a woman in there who will eat you alive" the dreamertook a look at the three offending men asthe dreamercrossed back over the road they were dawdling a time-tense: see notes 2 qod 3.4 qos 3.6 participant category of dream: animal: mammal: cat (3) notes 1 grex is german rex the dreamerbought a german rex for a bit of company in 1988 it didn't take long to realise it wasn't like other cats as in the dream,the dreamerwould lay it across my shoulders whenthe dreamerwent out and about usually, for safety sake, its front paws would be in my right hand and its back legs in my left it was completely content in that position it would follow me just like a dog among the memories of it is the time we went to the park in the dead of night the dreamertook a torch with a tight beam asthe dreamershone it here and there both grex and myself would take in the scenes the torch highlighted we climbed trees together that night the dreamercould walk it on a leash and had got him to respond to a whistle when his meal was ready friends and neighbours were well impressed notes 2 what has got me wondering is why, when the exactitude's used to ensure that all the random events which could change the course of history and evolution are so carefully woven into our lives, the exactness of events from undulation to undulation isn't accessible to the sleep-time memory perhaps they will be let us consider that the moment of conception for dreams and dreams theory was 2009 (see the origins of dreams theory) and its birth was october 2017 october 2017 was when the notion occurred that the sleep-time conscious is superior to the awake-time conscious and is slowly coming to the fore our corporeal selves and the awake-time conscious are nothing more than the means through which we enter into a necessary stage of evolution the more we practice using the sleep-time faculties the more accurate will be the chronology of the information therein 12022018 name of dream: the return of the alligator been a couple of years since the last crocodile dream all these allagator dreams have a menacing feel to them was in a two-storey house which had been converted into bedsits the dreamerwas in friends room who lived on the second floor,the dreamerwas on the first floor there were three or four people in the room when the alligator came through the door it didn't seem to see anyone else it came straight for me the dreamerjumped onto the bed and was safe for the time being it appeared another two times in different scenes of the dream and both timesthe dreamermanaged to thwart it the dreamerwas more than just a bit unhappy about the way the owner of the reptile had given it the freedom of the house there was every chance it would catch me unawares the dreamerhad got into the habit of opening the doorthe dreamerwas about to through and peer into the room the dreamertold the person who had brought it into the house that if he didn't get rid of itthe dreamerwas going to take action the dreamerhad already formed a plan to get it to put its head over the bath and kill it by thrusting a half-metre hunting knife through its throat and into its brain the dreamerhad become homicidal towards it the dreamerknew it would be gone eventually the matter still hadn't been resolved when the dream ended woke from the sleep and had a mini-montage of women in wedding dresses time-tense: past tenses quality of dream 2.8 quality of montage: 3.9 cause of dream: had to be stray thoughts or did it ? category of dream: stray thoughts notes 1 the contrast between the dream and the montage is worth a mention was both the sleep sequence and the montage something of my own making or is the montage of my making and the dream not or is it vice versa ? to begin making inroads into answering these sorts of questions a new entry called "the rate of change of evolution and devolution from undulation to undulation" is being initiated 11022018 name of dream: nervous dog an awake-time friend of some years ago had a golden retriever as a pet the dog had been traumatised, it had an accident or an operation or had been mistreated the effect was the dog was nervous of people the dreamertried to coax it to come to me by talking to it but it didn't come to me whenthe dreamermade a move towards it moved back then whenthe dreamermoved back it came forward a little the dreameroffered it the back of my hand to sniff, usually offering the back of the hand works for timid and aggressive dogs alike, but again it backed away and yet again it came forward when it was withdrawn thenthe dreamerstretched out both arms and invited it to come to me in the same way asthe dreamerwould to a toddler or a crawling baby that done it when it was close enoughthe dreamerput my left hand on its chest below the dog's chin and ran the nails of my fingers down its spine and it produced a quivering of the dog's skin the dog was a normal dog again and proved it with a lick qod 3.5 participant category of dream: doggy dream (11) 10022018.html 10022018 name of dream: a prison of the future a person only attended this prison if they wanted to the prison was a low-ceiling building, along the lines of a large hospital ward it had beds which were arranged like a hospital ward as well but with a lot more distance between the beds the prison was for someone who had committed a crime and only felt as though they needed to be reminded occasionally that they had done something wrong and sleeping at the prison was an acknowledgement by the person of having done something wrong my crime was teleporting an item from its place of origin to wherethe dreamerdesignated it without taking due care and attention to the place where it was being received the item was,the dreamerthink, a bag of chips the problem was the device which received the item made a bit of a bang when the item arrived if you knew an item was coming it wasn't a problem, you knew what to expect, but if another person happened to be nearby it could give her or him a bit of start a bit like letting off a banger too near to someone on bonfire night time-tense: any future tense qod 3.0 participant category of dream: future technology category of dream: prison: open: () addenda: vividness:: 3 cause of the dream: ? 09022018 the name of dream: message from a goldfish notes 1 the notes are being placed first in this dream because there is a tendency not to read the notes after reading the dream that's o.k., but this dream, it is thought, has an urgent message which needs to be evaluated the dreamercan't remember the last timethe dreamersaw a goldfish nor is the last timethe dreamerheard of or spoke about a goldfish remembered neither canthe dreamerrecall ever reading about a goldfish or seeing a film with a goldfish in it or seeing a photograph of a goldfish the point is, there is absolutely no reason thatthe dreamercan think of why a dream with a goldfish in it should occur a dream that seemed to have no basis for being dreamt about is not new to this website what is different about this dream is the manner through which a communication was presented the dream... was about a half of one metre away from a fish tank and looking into it almost immediately a goldfish like the one in the picture swam from left to right across the front of the fish tank and then disappeared from view behind some ornaments soon after it re-appeared from the left and swam out of view again, only this time it was moving more slowly and seemed bigger when it returned for the third time it was swimming slower still, almost in slow-motion and it was as close to the glass of the fish tank as it could be the image of the goldfish filled my field of view over a four or five or six seconds period of sleep-time, the goldfish moved from the bottom of the fish tank to the top those few seconds became everything as the goldfish moved slowly up the front of the glass, and closer to me, it's mouth was opening and closing in a slow and deliberate way as it was as close to the surface of the water as it could get, the dreamer realises, it is gulping for air it turned slightly to the left as it reached the surface; at that moment its movements looked that of a whale which has come from the depths of the ocean to draw air the dreamerlooked into its eyes and believe me, people, it conveyed its feelings to me as meaningfully as an animal ever has it was unmistakable, it was gulping slowly because it was dying from a lack of oxygen and it was asking me for help the image of the goldfish was replaced by a fish-less tank as it was at the beginning of the dream the dreamerkept looking expecting it to re-appear and see again whatthe dreamerhad just seen but it never came back notes 1 time-tense: 5 qod 3.0 qos 3.7 addenda: vividness:: 4.1 participant the category of the dream - timed-to-occur () informative () the stand-out part of the dream: the moment of eye contact the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: see notes 2 notes 2 is the writer reading too much into this dream or do some of the writer's dreams have a significance for us all? assuming it has significance, what is the significance ? most of those familiar with the k-t extinction event will hold the view that the prime factor which brought about the demise of the dinosaurs was the cloud which blocked out the sunlight long enough to stop the growth of plants once the plants had stopped growing the dinosaurs that relied on vegetables for their food had nothing to eat and began dying too then, when the dinosaurs which relied on vegetables for their existence died, the dinosaurs which ate the dinosaurs which ate the vegetables had nothing to eat and they died too , imagine the sudden loss of all vegetables in our lives, no bread, potatoes, rice, corn... the same thing happened with the fish the sun's light didn't reach the oceans so the plankton began dying and when there was no plankton the fish which ate the plankton died and then the bigger fish which ate the smaller fish died and so on this website hasn't searched for information to link this dream with the possibility that if the seas where the goldfish originated, or are currently most abundant, does not have sufficient oxygen, and if there isn't sufficient oxygen in the water and something isn't done about it, then the loss of one particular genetic line amongst the population of the goldfish will die and it will have ramifications which affect the quality or quantity of the lives of all man-shaped beings that's your job a job which will only be done if the question "has this dream got ramifications for us all?" is uttered where it matters 08022018 name of dream: james smith the second this dream is set in africa an awake-time friend from a few years back is with me we are standing at the top of an open-cast mine the mine was shaped like a shuttle-cock and was tiered the tiers had been made into standing and sitting areas it could accommodate four or five-hundred-thousand people there was music playing but whoever had set up the p.a. hadn't done his homework and the music sounded like it was coming from a pocket-sized transistor radio or a mobile phone the dreamersaid to my friend "we could get this place humming with a bit more organisation" but he wasn't the slightest bit interested;the dreamerknew why the music stopped and a voice came through the speakers it was an essay or a soliloquy and was composed by a man and it was introduced as a song by james smith the second, he was an african man it began" "words are the second most important means of communication we have; language is the first" it was meaningful and captivating andthe dreamertried to think-read it sothe dreamerwould remember it but it was too difficult, besides it was satisfying to listen to it it had made its way into my psyche time-tense: 4 qod 3.7 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.6 the stand-out part of the dream: the words of the speaker the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: the souls of all men contain goodness 07022018 name of dream: my baby's safe the care of my baby had been entrusted to the wrong person he was a heroin addict and both he and the baby were living in squalid conditions the dreamertook my baby from him and started for home it meant going through a railway tunnel there was a narrow ledge a half of a metre above the track and it was only a third of a metre wide not being fully physically ablethe dreamerwould be taking a chance and would almost certainly hurt the baby ifthe dreamerlost my balance and fell a woman entered the dream and when she realised what was wrong she gladly offered to take the baby through the tunnel she herself lost balance and had to drop onto the tracks but she was sure-footed and didn't fall over when we were through the tunnel we started talking and she walked along with me asthe dreamermade for home the dreamerexplained the situation and the dream ended asthe dreamerwas saying "everything will be alright eventually. there are a few bumps along the road" 06022018 name of dream: party-goer's and friends at a bus stop in the twilight hours there was a bloke already at the bus stop whenthe dreamergot there we started a chat he said he was going to a party and wanted to know how to get there the dreamersaidthe dreamercould take him there and couldthe dreamergo as well he didn't exactly jump at the idea and hadn't committed himself when his girlfriend came into the dream he told his girlfriend whatthe dreamerhad said she looked at me giving me the up and down and then asked me my name there was umming and ahhing before either of them said anything elsethe dreamersaid "what sort of music will it be? "the girl asked "what sort of music do you like?"the dreamersaid, "carl cox", she said "who's carl cox?" a little demeaning was in order" the dreamersaid "if you don't know who carl cox is i'm not surethe dreamerwant to go";the dreamerthink they realised it was tongue-in-cheek demeaning nothing had been settled when an awake-time friend from years before came into the dream and the two people already in the dream realised that it now meant that ifthe dreamerwas going to go with them yet another person would have to tag along the scene changed here, still early evening, to another bus stop ! his name was alan (also in dream 16122017) and we got to reacquainting ourselves the girl and boy party-goer's were no longer in the dream;the dreamerwas now engrossed in a conversation with alan we had settled that he could sleep at my place and were still talking when his awake-time girlfriend from our teen days entered the dream she was a pretty little thing, unassertive and desirous of having the right man in her life for all her life she had found that person in alan it meant thatthe dreamerwould have to stay with another person for the night but that was never going to be a problems on the way to my placethe dreamerwas talking twenty to the dozen and at one pointthe dreamersaid something which would conclude with me saying his girlfriend's name it wasn't untilthe dreamerhad to say her name thatthe dreamerstopped dead and a slightly awkward empty pause occurred for all of us of the three of uss alans girlfriend seemed affected by it most the dreamercould, of course, remember her, althoughthe dreamercan only ever remember ever speaking to her once, compared to her dispositionthe dreamerprobably seemed brash, still she obviously thoughtthe dreamershould have remembered it the dreamersaid "give me a clue" she said something which referred to a colour andthe dreamersaid "hazel" not getting it right didn't help things and she made a dismayed sound the dream ended just after that time-tense: 4, 5 (the most accurate time-tense placement yet.) qod's 3.6 qos 3.7 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.3 second dream name of dream: getting the feel of it in a living room with a lady the conversation touched on health that was my cue to mention the benefits of exercising at one pointthe dreamersuggested she had a little go at doing an exercise she said o.k. the dreamerproduced a dumbbell that weighed a couple kilograms and showed her how to do a seated one arm shoulder press and suggested she do three of them she had a go but was really struggling the dreamergave her few tips and coaxed her into doing another two when she had finishedthe dreamerapologised for pushing her too hard but she was genuinely pleased with what she had done andthe dreamercould tell she was feeling the blood rushing around in that part of her body and liked the feeling time-tense: 3 or 4 qod's 3.3 3.2 3.4 qos 3.4 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.4 category of dream: weight training (5) 05022018 name of dream: extremes of societies was found guilty of not paying a bill the sentence was death after the sentence had been passed and the convicted person left the courtroom the sentence was automatically made into a life sentence the next scene was a busy reception where people were re-sentenced again there were dozens and dozens of people in the reception area who had been sentenced that day there were three men in a cage who looked apprehensive and angry the looked like they could be mudrerers the latest sentences were given out to people at a glass-partitioned office and everything was happening fast the sentences were being reduced from life in prison to various amounts of years in prison to months in prison to community work to fines" the dreamerended up with three months in prison time-tense: this seems more likely to be a future tense than a past tense qod 3 qos 3.6 category of dream: prison: closed () participant addenda: vividness:: 3.4 cause of the dream: probably the continuing thoughts of today's injustices notes 1 the shock value of the extreme penalty" hmm devolution starts with a relatively minor thought containing injustice for someone see death-outcome assertions 04022018 name of dream: double standards two men, putin and a celebrity, were lying relaxed putin was on his front and the other male lying on his side almost at a right angle to putin their faces were about a third of a metre apart the unknown male leant forward and kissed putin on the lips putin had the same satisfied look on his face before and after being kissed the dreamersaid to myself "you bastard",the dreamersaid it twice "typical",the dreamerthought, "one law for the lawmakers and one for the rest of us" qod 2.9 qos 3.5 observer addenda: vividness:: 3.5 category of dream: homosexuality (1) cause of dream ? 03022018 name of dream: lost (2) on a bus thoughtthe dreamerknew the road the bus was on but some of the surroundings weren't right ifthe dreamerwas wherethe dreamerthoughtthe dreamerwas the bus would turn left at the t-junction two hundred metres further on asked the driver if the next turn was right or left he said left andthe dreamersaid that's alright. that's wherethe dreamerwant to go it meantthe dreamerwas only six hundred metres from walking through the front door as we were approaching the t-junction the bus turned left in the next scene, we were in a bus depot andthe dreamerdidn't know wherethe dreamerwas there was a bus behind the onethe dreamerwas in andthe dreamerthought it was the bus to get on to finish the journey asthe dreamerapproached the bus a man got off and asked me to "wait over there" asthe dreamerwas walking to where he indicated a man in a grey uniform said to me "where are you going?" emphasising the you didn't like his tone of voice sothe dreamerreplied "going to get some information if that's alright with you again he asked me a completely irrelevant question andthe dreamersaid "what's it got to do with you?",the dreamerwas getting uppity by now "he said "if you don't tell me i'm going to take you down" the dreamercompletely lost my cool and shouted in my loudest, steady voice, and it reverberated from every acoustically reflective material for thirty metres, "down" paused and saw him cringe and then again, even more vehemently "down" he shrank and made off like a rabbit and was still accelerating at twenty metres asthe dreamerfinished him off, "you're going to take me down" but by then he was in amongst other people who wouldn't know whothe dreamerwas shouting at a wannabe authoritarian had bitten the dust my situation wasn't any better the dreamerwas in a strange place and it looked likethe dreamerwas going to be sleeping in a waiting room the dreamerwas becoming concerned and as my concern compounded and was looking for a solutionthe dreamerrealisedthe dreamerwas in a dream and woke up time-tense: qod 3 qos 3.4 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.3 the stand-out part of the dreams: the shouting category of dream: lost notes 1 thatthe dreamerknewthe dreamerwas dreaming before the dream ended is relevant 02022018 name of dream: mini-montage children's gallery a montage sequence with twelve or fifteen different pictures the pictures were children's themes the pictures were drawn using single lines; there were no "filled-in" areas each picture was instantly recognisable a house, a tree, a bird" the colouring was in pastel it could have been a set of pictures which someone was presenting to a publisher for approval to accompany the words of a book a picture on one page the writing on the next you must have seen this type of format for a child-book and know exactly whatthe dreamermean q 3.5 - qos - observer - addenda: vividness:: 3.8 the stand-out part of the dreams: the simplicity of the drawings the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: can be life simple? category of dream: mini-montage notes 1 wouldn't it be great if the technology in the dream heisenberg's proof was available to us now we wouldn't to have spend years studying art each one of us with our own unique style dreaming up pictures that no one else would dream of each person conjuring up pictures worthy of being put on display it would take umpteen lifetimes merely to browse through them all the future iS coming and it is unstoppable 01022018 first dream name of dream: mechanics unknown you've seen the film, here's the dream" including myself, there were four people in the dream, a girl and two other males the dreamerwas sitting close and listening to one of the young males who was talking directly to me: he looked like he was in his early twenties the conversation had been going on for quite a while the scene changed and it went from me sitting and listening to me standing and moving the dreamerwas two metres to the right of the male and moving slowly further to the right the dreamerwas looking at the personthe dreamerhad been talking and could see he was still in the same position as when we were talking within less than a second of dream-time,the dreamercould see that neither he nor the other two people in the dream were moving they were stock-still, completely frozen in time their absence of movement didn't take me by surprise or phase me in any way,the dreamerwas at ease; the situation seemed natural this was obviously not an experience that was new to me the dream ended there but knew the dream could have continued time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 qod 3.8 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.4 the stand-out part of the dreams: last scene the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: a glimpse into the future category of dream: freeze-frame (1) cause of the dream: ? notes 1 the three females who "dropped in" on me a few years back (transmutation) were at a stage of evolution ahead of the people in this dream the ability to move amongst people without them realising you're not there is less than sixty-five million years away ! second dream name of dream: perfect kissing position while out running came upon a girl with her friend in the next scene, it's just the two and we are sitting on a wall in the next scene she is behind me and squeezes the back of my neck and it sent a shudder through me the dreamersaid: "that sent a shudder right down my spine" and then said "do it again" this time when she squeezed the sensation was so intensethe dreamerhad to pull away and leant forward she kept her grip and it caused her to lose balance and we both ended up on the ground next to one another our faces were just inches apart we were in the perfect position to kiss at first contact, her lips were tight but then loosened and softened and the kiss lasted for about eight or ten seconds of dream-time the dreamersuggested we meet again but she didn't seem enthusiastic in the last scenethe dreamerwas standing and asthe dreamerstarted to walk awaythe dreamersaid: "i'll see you later" time-tense: qod's 3.5 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.4 the stand-out part of the dreams: the kiss category of dream: kissing dream (14) cause/s of the dream: a persons continuing desire to experience pleasure notes 1 there was quite a bit more at the start of this dream but the recording was garbled third dream name of mini-montage: 3-D girl there were about ten pics of nude and flimsily clad women in this mini-montage two linger on in the memory one seems to have become a fixed memory the one which is already fading was an overtly aggressive stance that was so blatantly provocative of sexuality it intimidated me this woman had made herself into a sex-war machine sex was a battle she intended to win there may be a man somewhere who could take her on but it wasn't me the one that appealed most was nude her genitalia was the healthiest part of her body, it immediately caught the eye it seemed as though her major labia was in 3-D while the rest of her was in 2-D it almost seemed as though it was a separate entity if that's on the outside then what's on the" the dreamerwanted to explore" amazing time-tense: q 3.5 observer addenda: vividness:: 3.9 the stand-out part of the dreams: 3-d pic category of dream: mini-montage cause/s of the dream: a persons continuing desire to experience pleasure notes 1 for every woman, there is a man who is perfect for her 31012018 first dream name of dream: baby in prison a man was walking along the second-tier landing of a prison he was carrying a baby in the crook of his right arm with the baby's body lying along his forearm and its head resting in his palm the atmosphere of this scene dark and foreboding time-tense: qod's 2.8 qos 3.5 observer addenda: vividness:: 3 the stand-out part of the dream: the feeling of oppression the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: category of dream: prison: closed: () /babies: (1) cause/s of the dream: the emotional content accompanying thoughts during the day second dream name of dream: regimental prison (1) in the first scene,the dreamerwas sitting on the end of a bench against a wall with a dozen other men we were wearing thick dark-blue jumpers and darker trousers in the next scene we were standing in a line in what looked like a gym, and againthe dreamerwas at the end of the line in the third scene, the other men were doing something energetic whilethe dreamerstood there watching the instructor came over to me and said: "why aren't you running"the dreamersaid "the dreamercan't run" the instructor said sarcastically, "why, are you crippled " andthe dreamersaid "no, disabled" the instructor asked a couple more questions and realisedthe dreamerwas not an able-bodied person he stood there with his mouth open not knowing what to say the dreamerknew thatthe dreamershouldn't be there and now so did he he was going to have to leave the men and take me somewhere and get it sorted out the instructor was annoyed that someone had not done their job and wanted, but didn't, to give me a dressing down and lay the blame on me category of dream: prison: closed: () third dream name of dream: in the arms of my baby it felt as thoughthe dreamerwas carrying a heavy burden it felt as thoughthe dreamerhad been carrying it all my life the dreamerentered the room where my girl was lying down the dreamerwalked over and joined my girl lying down and the burden came with me in her arms, there was some solace the dreamersaid "the dreamerhave missed you" notes 1 it is those who have known great things who feel wrong-doings most acutely http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/30012018.html 30012018 name of dream: x (d) simply superb it's difficult to convey the intensity of the feelings in this dream when both the woman and the man gave more than they received there was nothing more we could have done the contract between genders had been fulfilled time-tense: qod 4.2 qos 3.7 participant addenda: vividness:: 4 the stand-out part of the dreams: the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: category of dream: x cause/s of the dream: thoughts during the day notes 1 changes are occurring the feelings in dreams are becoming more real than the memories of the experiences of awake-time memories we know from the 12112017 dream that the inter-undulation memory is more accurate than the awake-time memory in all likelihood, we can confidently speculate that the inter-undulation memory is more accurate in respect of feelings too it is thought that this is because then inter-undulation memory has more experiences to draw from within our lifetime we should be able to accurately place the time-tense of most of the dreams at the moment only one in fifty dreams have correct placings notes 2 the writer has now reached the point where he can induce this type of dream it's come at the right time there's absolutely nothing happening in awake-time now, how to make the dreams longer or seem longer http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/29012018.html 29012018 first dream name of dream: diamonds there were three of us, two men and a third personthe dreamercouldn't see standing between the personthe dreamercould see and myself and we were standing in front of a woman the woman was talking but for some reason, the words weren't reaching my brain her voice was loud enough for us to hear but we couldn't hear what they were every bit of our conscious state was fixed on what she was wearing our brains had shut down the other senses so our eyes could totally focus on what it was we were seeing this woman, whether by design or not, could hypnotise a person into just seeing what had captivated us was the diamonds that were nestled into the net-weaving on the front of her cossack-style hat, her eight centimetre long earrings with three diamonds in each earring and a necklace with a mans hand-sized elongated v-shaped design around her neck i've seen large expensive seen diamonds on the fingers of women that made you look at them longer than you did at other jewellery but these, they were in a different league the unnoticeable movements of her head that must have been occurring as she was talking and was causing the earring diamonds to move slightly and made the diamonds flash and glint and drew the attention to them; the diamonds in the hat had the greatest effect after looking at the spectacle for about eight or ten seconds of dream-timethe dreamerglanced over at the man on the right of the person standing next to me (never did see her or his face) every timethe dreamerlooked at himthe dreamerbegan laughing whoever it was that conceived or discovered or designed the outfit knew the effect which she/he wanted to create and it had the desired hypnotic on the african guy whothe dreamercould see the way his eyes were going from hat to necklace to earrings over and over and the stupefied look on his face made me laugh louder every timethe dreamerlooked at him andthe dreamerwas laughing asthe dreamerwoke from the dream time-tense: qod's 3.6 3.2 3.4 qos 3.7 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.8 the stand-out part of the dream: the light coming from the diamonds the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: category of dream: jewellery http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/28012016.html 28012018 first dream name of dream: lion-dog a dog was the first scene of the dream it was on the lawn outside of the front of the house (location 2) the dog looked about one year old it was well built especially around its chest, like a doberman but with shorter legs and a slightly longer body it had short, thick, smokey-grey hair over all of its body except for around its neck the crop of hair around its neck was mostly on the top of its body and anyone who saw wouldn't have said it was a tuft of hair but a mane the dreamerimmediately thought it was an unusual breed of a lion and the thoughts and feelings associated with lions accompanied the first impression its movements though were unmistakably dog and when the mind had time to take in the dog's movements it would go back to being relaxed it was the initial first impression that everyone would have which gave it its uniqueness it would draw looks, comments and interest wherever it went and if anyone was slightly startled when they first saw the dog that feeling would be replaced within a second as she, yes it was a female, emanated her retiring disposition smokey and me would be the latest buzz in the hood second dream name of dream: mom's treat it was either mom's birthday or it was thatthe dreamerwas flushed and wanted to give her treat invited one of her sister's and a non-relative whothe dreamerknew would be welcome to both mom and aunt and began mentally arranging the night out first, we would have a drink at a pub near a picture-house and then we would go to the cinema and then more drinks with a nosh-up, didthe dreamermentionthe dreamerwas flushed, afterwards with about hour to go before we had to go into townthe dreamerwent to the house of the friend of mom's to bring her back to where mom andthe dreamerlived the dreamerwaited while mom's friend got ready and it took five minutes to cross the green which separated the two estates to get back mom andthe dreamerlived as we turned the corner and our house came into view there was a medium-sized removal van which was loaded from the side and parked outside the house with household items, some of whichthe dreamerrecognised was surprised beforethe dreamerbecame suspicious and exclaimed: "ay up, what's happening here?" the dreamerknew something wasn't right and whisked out the phone, called the police and explained the situation and they said to stay where we were until someone arrived the police had arrived and were listening to me when the dream ended third dream name of dream: the changing tide was walking from somewhere to somewhere and passed by a large group of people smiling and in a jubilant mood they were outside a court that had just made a statement which was in favour of ordinary people the judgement meant that people as a whole would be protected from arbitrary claims by companies who, let's speak plainly, were, as usual, feathering their own nest's at the expense of decent ordinary people was handed a sheet of paper and was reading the relevant sentences and the dream then turned into a think-read dream the important sentences were "the court believes the rules are imbalanced. we now believe they should be changed" time-tense: qod's 3.3 3.2 3.4 qos 3.4 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.4 the stand-out part of all three dreams: the smiling faces outside the court the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: thoughts during the day that change is occurring category of dream: doggy dream 10 mother dream 12 and externalised dream happy-ending dream 30 cause/s of the dream: notes 1 could tell from the sound of my voice asthe dreamersaid "ay up, what's happening here?" that it was externalised http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/27012018.html 27012018 name of dream: house arrest first dream first, all my gizmo's and most of the electrical devices that were in continual use were confiscated and allthe dreamerwas left with was a portable t.v. that had a forty centimetre screen and a stereo system with twenty-centimetre high speakers then there was someone checking on whatthe dreamerwas doing wheneverthe dreamerdid something different as the dream changed scenes the room the dream was set in began to fill up again with even better items than the ones that were there before andthe dreamerfelt thatthe dreamerwas back in control of my life and was in the position to dictate what happened in the outside world notes don't know whatthe dreamerhad done to be getting this sort of treatment possibly it was a time when the society was a lot more oppressive than it is today this is the sort of situationthe dreamercould imagine being in ifthe dreamerhad been born in the russia of today which means this dream was the past of a past undulation or even the present of a future undulation second dream name of dream: think-read (16) computer (4) at the computer when a message came on the screen which read" "the programme has not been installed. it is a danger to the computer and can cause irreparable damage" note 1 this message is the first the time have read the message on the first read third dream name of dream: the delivery couple at home (location 2) when a lounge chair was delivered it was unusual because the chair was delivered by a man and a woman wearing matching clothing,the dreamergot the impression they were married the house had been extended at the back with a conservatory that was as wide the living room and the same length seeing it in the dream for the first time was the stand-out scene of all three dreams the french doors in the original part of the house blended perfectly with the design of the conservatory which had an even more spacious feel to the conservatory because it was mainly made of glass and it gave even greater depth to the length of the combined rooms which was about thirty metres in one scene of the dreamthe dreamervolunteered to make a cuppa' and went to the kitchen the delivery woman was standing in the doorway between the living room and the kitchen sothe dreamerplaced my hands on her hips to let her knowthe dreamerwas there and expected her to move to one side the delivery woman put her hands over my hands and pressed them firmly into her the dreamerhad never seen her before and it was unlikelythe dreamerwould see her again andthe dreamercouldn't see where it could lead to as the person whothe dreamertook to be her husband was right there time-tense: qod's 3.0, 3.0 and 3.6 qos 3.7 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.2 to 3.4 the stand-out part of the dream: the impression of depth of the living room and conservatory the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:? category of dream: cause/s of the dream: ? http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/26012018.html 26012018 name of dream: air display and a think-read (15) about cream pastries two lines of jets with about ten or twelve of them in each line in one scene they swooped down and headed towards a hanger the hanger was somewhere between five hundred and seven hundred metres high and two or three hundred metres wide at either side of the hanger there was a slightly flattened semi-circular chute about one-third of the width of the hanger both rows of the jets disappeared momentarily after they entered into the hanger and then, still in formation, re-appeared out of the top of the chutes in a nose-up position in the next scene, a close-up of just one of the jets filled the entire frame of the movie the jet had just emerged from the chute with its nose pointing up and was balanced between falling and rising and it remained hung in the air for a long moment if it wasn't for the colour of the exhaust flames changing colour very slightly it would have been a picture the jet then slowly lowered itself, tail first, back into the chute everybody watching was stunned it captured the imagination and it was so impressive the buzz was it was alien technology the dream changed scenes and went from the air display to a stationary aeroplane on the ground the plane was the size of air-force one, maybe a bit bigger there was a screen on the side of the plane which was displaying messages the screen looked as though it was part of the plane asthe dreamerbegan to read the message the dream turned into a think-read dream the dreamernearly got the two-sentence of the message in one read but slipped up and had to go back four or five words and amend one word before the whole message fell into place the message was" "the negotiations are in recess and the two parties will now take a break and enjoy some ** pastries. five of the world's royals regularly eat ** creams and pastries" time-tense: one or more of the future time-tense qod 3.5 qos 3.8 observer addenda: vividness:: 4.2 (jet scene) the stand-out part of the dream: the nose-up stationary jet and the coloured message on the side of the aeroplane the significance of the stand-out part of the dream:? category of dream: air display (2) cause/s of the dream: jets were in the pde's notes 1 the harrier jump-can/ could hover if you have seen a harrier jump-jet you will have seen that even in stationary mode there is a noticeable wavering the craft in this dream was perfectly stationary in the nose-up bit of the dream that was what got the buzz going Here is a clip of a harrier jump-jet http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/25012018.html 25012018 name of dream: it's my tune someone had brought legal proceedings against another person for using the melody of his song and changing it and calling it his own the tune was catchy and had been a hit sometime before, quite recentlythe dreamerthink the original song was played in court and the second version was played and the two were compared the person who changed the song had done nothing more than lower every single note of the original song by one half of a pitch and changed the tempo a little the person's legal counter-challenge was still being argued in the court when the dream ended the dang of it was the tune that was modified sounded much better than the original and would probably be a bigger hit than the original and apparently, that was a valid legal reason for counter challenging the originality category of dream: music (30) http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/24012018.html 24012018 name of dream: short stay moved into a new area and had the choice of two schools to go to the onethe dreamerchose was a boarding school and had extensive grounds and several hundred pupils the problem with large schools is that to organise them properly the organisation becomes a dominating feature of the school and such schools have an impersonal feel, this one was no different the dreamerwas in the dormitory which was white everything with a small suitcase that had a new pair of light-grey suede shoes and a shaver in it it was an open-plan dormitory that had about two hundred beds in it whichthe dreamerassumed slept the entire year/age-groupthe dreamercame into was talking to somebody a few beds away from where mine was and he told me it wouldn't be safe to leave my shoes in the locker and suggested somewhere then a lad with a trolley came into the dream and was putting sheets and blankets on the beds sothe dreamerwent to make my bed up the scene changed and discovered my shaver was missing the scene changed again andthe dreamerwas holding my watch,the dreamerdistinctly remember the make of the watch it was a timex,the dreamerseem to remember a hair-spring was poking out of the side of it it was broken sothe dreamertook the metal back off and then separated the glass front from the rest of the watch and had a go at fixing it made a right muck-up of repairing it and if it wasn't beyond repair beforethe dreamertried to mend it was now between one thing and another decided not to stay at the school and started gathering my bits and pieces together on my way out of the grounds, a member of the staff sided up to me and tried to counter the reasonsthe dreamergave him for leaving the last scene of this dream was out of the school area completely and in the high street looking for a shop to replace the missing shoes time-tense: 3, 4 - qod 3.3 - qos 3.4 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.4 the stand-out part of the dream: looking at the watch the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: category of dream: school dream 5 cause/s of the dream: ? notes 1 there were at least two more dreams in this sleep thoughtthe dreamerhad made notes on one of the others but couldn't find them ifthe dreamerdid http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/24012018.html 23012018 name of dream: short stay moved into a new area and had the choice of two schools to go to the onethe dreamerchose was a boarding school and had extensive grounds and several hundred pupils the problem with large schools is that to organise them properly the organisation becomes a dominating feature of the school and such schools have an impersonal feel, this one was no different the dreamerwas in the dormitory which was white everything with a small suitcase that had a new pair of light-grey suede shoes and a shaver in it it was an open-plan dormitory that had about two hundred beds in it whichthe dreamerassumed slept the entire year/age-groupthe dreamercame into was talking to somebody a few beds away from where mine was and he told me it wouldn't be safe to leave my shoes in the locker and suggested somewhere then a lad with a trolley came into the dream and was putting sheets and blankets on the beds sothe dreamerwent to make my bed up the scene changed and discovered my shaver was missing the scene changed again andthe dreamerwas holding my watch,the dreamerdistinctly remember the make of the watch it was a timex,the dreamerseem to remember a hair-spring was poking out of the side of it it was broken sothe dreamertook the metal back off and then separated the glass front from the rest of the watch and had a go at fixing it made a right muck-up of repairing it and if it wasn't beyond repair beforethe dreamertried to mend it was now between one thing and another decided not to stay at the school and started gathering my bits and pieces together on my way out of the grounds, a member of the staff sided up to me and tried to counter the reasonsthe dreamergave him for leaving the last scene of this dream was out of the school area completely and in the high street looking for a shop to replace the missing shoes time-tense: 3, 4 - qod 3.3 - qos 3.4 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.4 the stand-out part of the dream: looking at the watch the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: category of dream: school dream (5) cause/s of the dream: ? notes 1 there were at least two more dreams in this sleep thoughtthe dreamerhad made notes on one of the others but couldn't find them ifthe dreamerdid http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/23012018.html 23012018 name of dream: money/wealth 11 two of us were going through items in a box or bag the items were all on the small size, nothing bigger than a golf ball every one of the items had a useful value the more we rummaged through the box or bag a more expensive object was discovered the dream ended just after we came across a gold trinket it was the size of a thimble and had chinese writing on it it also had a number on it it was a different colour gold to the other gold items, it looked a deeper shade of gold and felt heavier it also looked very old andthe dreamersensed it had significance in the chinese culture we were both infused with a sense of having hit the motherload time-tense: 3, 4 - qod 3.4 - qos 3.5 - participant - addenda: vividness:: 3.6 the stand-out part of the dream: the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: category of dream: money/wealth cause/s of the dream: see notes below notes 1 there has been a bit of a run of these types of dream lately it is believed they stem from a sense of financial security which has taken root in recent months unfortunately, a sense of financial security carries with it its terrible twin" a sense of financial insecurity a sense of financial insecurity is, of course, a tactic used by british and jewish financiers to infuse a sense of insecurity in the lives of people who don't see the merit of accumulating wealth for its own sake people who would, were they in the position to do so, see wealth was distributed evenly there have been dreams in which there was great wealth for everybody great wealth for everybody is not a difficult thing to achieve it does, however, mean that the natural fair-minded disposition to other people inherent in Evolving Beings is allowed to flourish a flourishing society has its roots in the outlook that we, as man-shaped beings, are an extension of eternity the only thing which eternity expects of us is that we follow its lead and incorporate expansion into every aspect of our existence the unhappiness in our and other peoples lives is brought into being by people who are attempting to exist outside the realm of reality second dream name of dream: persistent pussy was lying on the floor in the living room there was at least one other person in the room althoughthe dreamercouldn't see them asthe dreamerwas lying there the cat licked my face, my eyethe dreamerthink the dreamerfound it distracting and so rolled over the cat came around to the other side of me and licked or attempted to lick my face again the dreamerrolled back over onto my left side again the cat didn't walk around me this time but jumped over me and headed for my face the dreamerput my hands on my head and shielded my face with my forearms the cat jumped over me two or three more times trying to figure out how to get to my face it first tried pushing its head under my arms and then tried prising my forearms open by pushing its head through them and then got really determined and started to headbutt its way through my forearms the other person in the room starting laughing at the cat's antics time-tense: could be almost any time-tense - qod 3.4 - qos 3.5 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.6 the stand-out part of the dream: the head butting the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ? cause/s of the dream: ? category of dream: animal: mammal: cat (4) http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/22012018.html 22012018 name of dream: high in the air in a basket read about a bit of news which described how easy it was to travel between countries in a basket using helium without needing an aeroplane-sized balloon it wasn't expensive to do, in fact, it was dirt cheap it came down to whether a person was prepared to be adventurous the dreamerwould take a water raft and water-wings in casethe dreamerhad to ditch in the channel apart from that it seemed fairly straightforward a scene or two laterthe dreamerhad the journeying-basket but my ideas of a glamorous ride were dampened when the basket was in front of me and it was a lot less glitzy than imagined and the sight of the helium-filled canisters around the side of the basket made me realise it was a bit of crude kit a bit like a boy buying a toy plane that could soar above the houses in the advert only to find that it was powered by a wind-up elastic band there was only one scene of flying but it was right up there, really high up in the air but apart from that there wasn't anything else about flying the next scene was in a bank and the cashier was weary of me thenthe dreamerwas outside the bank leaning back against the wall, thinkthe dreamerwas waiting for a transaction to go through and thenthe dreamerwoke up to the sound of myself singing "return to sender" and then thought about elvis presley for a minute before getting out of bed and making a cuppa, whichthe dreamerdrank quickly, and then made my way to the computer and typed this entry and now the dream entry is done the rest of the day is mine to do with asthe dreamerplease time-tense: various - qod 3 - qos 3.4 participant addenda: vividness:: 3.6 the stand-out part of the dream: seeing the cylinders around the basket the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ? category of dream: flying/falling (1) cause/s of the dream: ? http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/20012018.html 20012018 name of dream: lounge in a car the family were in the car and on their way to the holiday destination the car was full somehow seven people, two adults, two teens and three children, had managed to fit into the vehicle a fair amount of the holiday time was going to be taken up travelling, thirty-six hours ! the car was too noisy, even the youngest was complaining next scene a different car; now the sound of the car wasn't a problem but it was way too small and everyone felt cramped up someone had the idea of taking the back seat out and putting in a wooden frame next scene that done the trick the car was magically transformed into a small living room now we were seated along both sides and the back facing one another and everyone could lean back with their legs stretched out the holiday was underway either an and or of time-tense: 3 - qod 3 - qos 3.8 - participant addenda: vividness:: 3.5 the stand-out part of the dream: the last scene of the dream the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: a happy ending category of dream: travel dream cause/s of the dream: haven't got the foggiest idea notes 1 can't see any significance at all in this dream the only thingthe dreamercan think of is that the mind wanted to express it was satisfied with the pde's http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/18012018.html 18012018 name of dream: crossword think-write 1 they have been given the name crossword think-write because as they are being composed a selection of words appears in a column of four or five 1 x 3 rectangles part one crossword think-write dreams are messages "from me to you" think-read dreams are messages "from you to me" or think-write is a message sent and think-read is a message received when composing a crossword think-write message a selection of words becomes visible in a column when forming a thing-read message a person "vocalises" a word in her/his head and the word becomes placed on the "write-line" part two crossword think-write messages column/s every column in this dream was made of four or five 1 by 3 rectangles every column was above or below the write-line but not on it there were columns to the left and the right of the last word on the write-line there were columns several words to the right of the last word on the write-line and in one scene there was a column several words to the left and below the last word on the write-line the dreamerthink, but am not completely sure, there may have been an empty column or two somewhere above the write-line as well the columns were coloured every column had four or five words in it ~ there is the scope for crossword think-write dreams to become extremely elaborate see Matrix Mechanics ~ the dream" was at the computer searching for a vital bit of information whichthe dreamerdidn't thinkthe dreamerwouldn't get an answer to but got the answer straight away at that momentthe dreamerfelt a surge of gratitude toward the provider of the information and decided to post a sentence of praise the think-write crossword-message was going to be" "it was "*" who provided the solution butthe dreamerdon't want to mention the company's name because they get good enough publicity as it is" notes 1 after waking and after three or four attempts to remember who it was who posted the answerthe dreamergave up trying to recall the name the dreamercouldn't see any point in making the dream into an entry because the part of the dream which was thought to be the crucial part of the dream, the provider of the information, wasn't known it wasn't untilthe dreamerhad been up and about for about an hour that the applications of the dream dawned on me (also read the p.s. of notes 2 in the dream This Dream) notes 2 there was nothing in the pde's which pointed to the cause of this dream it is concluded it is you-know-who moving things along the reason for this dream is that it would be realised that crossword think-write dreams are a new and valuable tool again, it wont be until other people start posting their dreams and allow everyone the opportunity to cross-reference their dreams for continuity, compatibility and commonality and discover if crossword think-write dreams are a constant and constructive aspect of love/life in the same way as dreams that are less than desirable are associated with stray thoughts, unsocial attitudes and destructiveness are connected notes 3 as this is being typed an application for crossword think-write dreams has presented itself" ? example... you post, "the dreamerhad a crossword think-write dream last night which said "jayne,the dreamerhave lost your phone number. it is important thatthe dreamercontact you. is your surname smith ?" the jayne smith has a think-read dream from the person who had a crossword think-write dream *my reference name is john 10 21 57 11022015, which means twenty-one minutes and fifty-seven seconds past ten in the morning of the eleventh of february two-thousand and fifteen** (see Time for Time) my chosen name is googoled it is expected that the current time-format we use will change when we begin interacting with D-Man it is thought that d-man will have the age/time of the universe accurate to within one million Planck Times this, in turn, brings up the question" at what time does our dependence on the universe stop ? and/or at what time does the reliance on Quons for our existence stop, assuming we no longer need quons for our existence after Transmutation ? notes 4 when the momentum of change is underway WordPress will have to be able to host a few thousand million free websites time-tense: 5 - qod 3.5 - qos 3.4 - participant addenda: vividness:: 4.2 the stand-out part of the dream: the colours the significance of the dream a new faculty for use in dream-time category of dream: crossword think-write dream cause/s of the dream: see notes 2 above second dream name of dream: merkel and me 1st scene on the continent and my documentation was being checked 2nd scene in a police station the most casual/relaxed atmosphere of any police station i've been in was being questioned politely by angela merkel 3rd scene angela merkel taking one or two delicate puffs of an electronic ciggie 4th scene reading three or four a5 sized sheets of papers which were folded twice and three or four cards 5th scene searched for a card three times, couldn't find it came across an official-looking note that had "fled the scene on it" and became anxious 6th scene a wallet with seven or eight different slot/pockets and three compartments there was a two-pound coin in one compartment andthe dreamercould feel another coin in another compartment which took three or four attempts to find it was a fifty-pound coin, which meantthe dreamerwas rich (think there was a fifty-pound coin in another dream) 7th scene lying with angela merkel not sure if we were naked but both of our shoulders were showing and they were bare she was softly, very softly giving me meaningful soft-kisses on my cheek time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 7 - qod 3.9 - qos 3.6 - participant - vividness:: 4 the stand-out part of the dream: 7th scene the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: ? category of dream: kissing dream (13) cause of the dream: not known notes 1 this is the thirteenth kissing dream in the dreams diary thirteen is my new lucky number ! 3rd dream name of dream: stray-thoughts dream 50 this dream was all bad feelings and hostility time-tense: 5 - qod 2.8 - qos 4.1 - participant - vividness:: 2.9 the stand-out part of the dream: none the significance of the dream: to remind me to keep my thoughts in check category of dream: stray-thoughts cause/s of the dream: stray-thoughts notes 1 how a sleep can contain a tender love scene one moment and change to this type of dream hasn't yet been formulated an hour after writing the sentence above the thought occurred" a constructive dream, a love dream and a destructive dream the constructive dream cancels the destructive dream and we are left with love ! http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/17012018.html 17012018 name of dreams: u.f.o.'s - sky-high car ride first dream a car and its passengers fell from the sky there were three occupants in the car when it was taken into the sky the occupants of the car came out of the sky ahead of the car and landed or were lowered safely to the ground (see e.t. lowering people to the ground Here) the event must have been announced beforehand because there were several crews from the media filming the event from the ground the three men who were in the car were not scared about what had happened and were full of smiles and enjoying the attention they were getting as soon as they were on the ground there was film of the event which included the car coming out of the craft and the men coming to the ground the whole thing was as solid as a sighting could be and would convince everybody who would see the film of the existence of extraterrestrials time-tense: 1 or 2 - qod 3.6 - qos 3.3 - observer - vividness:: 3.6 the stand-out part of the dream: the happy mood of the men as they were being interviewed the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: evolving e.t.'s and ourselves are compatible category of dream: u.f.o.'s cause/s of the dream: had been thinking about looking on the net for new sightings and posting them second dream name of dream: money 10 three of us had come into possession of two suitcases with money and valuable possessions in them the money was neatly arranged and the bulk of the money had money-bands around each wad there were about ten wads of money in each suitcase that had money-bands around them and each wad had fifty notes of twenty pounds the unwadded money looked to be about one-tenth of the amount of the rest of the money either an and or of time-tense: 3, 6, 8, 9 qod 3 - qos 3.3 - participant - vividness:: 3.8 the stand-out part of the dream: counting the unwadded money the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: unsure category of dream: money dream cause/s of the dream: thinking about money and how muchthe dreamerwould need to complete five projects currently being mulled over third dream name of dream: ten in a bedroom think the occasion was a wedding the bride and groom must have been a very popular couple because people had come from near and far to be there those people who couldn't get back home on the same day of the wedding were offered somewhere to sleep one of the persons who offered sleeping accommodation said they could sleep eighteen people the arrangement was nine women would sleep in one room and the men would sleep in another the scene changed in the dream andthe dreamerwas now looking at the room where the men would be sleeping the room could sleep nine people alright but it meant two groups of three men would be sleeping in the same bed and two other men would be sleeping on a mattress on the floor what didn't look promising was that the room was big enough to house the beds and the mattress only if the beds and mattresses were touching, andthe dreamermean touching in the scrunched up sense the scene changed to the evening when the beds were occupied as is the case with pre-planning, it looks great on paper but almost inevitably something unforeseen crops up one of the men, or it might have been his partner, had decided they didn't want to be separated and so now there was a woman sleeping in the room the scene changed again" the partner of the woman vigorously jumped out of the bed the man who was on the other side of his partner had made a "move" on his wife or girlfriend and he was going to do something about it he said "let's settle this outside" the dream came to an end http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/16012018.html 16012018 name of dream: organiser 5 had landed the contract to be the site manager at a shallow, open-cast mining project which would have forty or so men working on it for three, four or six months had presented myself at the interview for the job as a modern-looking, fair-minded and innovative manager at the interview my new approach justified the company accepting a lowering of profits to ensure they fulfilled the contract on schedule and avoided penalty clauses and the proposals would stand the company in good stead for future contracts by ensuring that when the word got out that the company gave the best working conditions there would never be a shortage of applicants for future business what clinched it for me was the proposal that the wives or girlfriends would be able to accompany the men there would be the two accommodation sites one accommodation site would be for the women and the other for the men the sites would be separated by about five kilometres audio/visual communication links between the two sites a four-day working week (monday through thursday) on thursday nights the men would be transported to the women's site for the long week-end sleeping and entertainments for both sites during the week and more detailed planning for the long weekends water, food and cooking arrangements drinking only on thursday night, friday and saturday termination clauses for employees who didn't keep to the rules wives or girlfriends of the men who had knowledge or experience of nursing and emergency procedures would give their partners an edge when applications to work for the company were being assessed was thinking about how to include children for a few minutes after waking either an and or of time-tense: 1, 2, 4, 5 qod 3.8 - qos 3.8 - p - addenda: vividness:: 3.5 stand-out moment: at the male camp assessing where to start the organising the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: as the cause of the dream (below) category of dream: organisational cause/s of the dream: thinking about how to organise a venture of similar complexity during the day http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/15012018.html 15012018 name of dream: x dream - can't wait we were three couples going out for the evening it was my job to pick the girls up from their various locations and we would all meet up at the rendezvous had collected the first girl and we were waiting at the home of the second young miss who was making a few finishing touches to her appearance when the first girl to be picked up came over to the large seatthe dreamerwas on and sat on my lap she placed her hands on my chest and under my jacket and then slid her hands over my shoulders which caused my jacket fall off my shoulders she said "you're so handsome" and then said something else of a complementary nature and then pulled my head forward and gave me a really long kiss a good snog never hurt anyone sothe dreamergot into the swing of it that was my mistake, it was though someone had fired the starting gun and it was a race to the finish her hands had loosened my clothing and beforethe dreamercould stop it from going any further in a way which didn't seem like a rejection to her she had my genitals in one hand and was unclothing herself with the other while my senses were reeling from the sensations of her in the cowgirl positionthe dreamerfelt a twinge of embarrassment and awkwardness the other young lady came to my rescue and with typical female diplomacy and threw a blanket or sheet over us it was supposed to be a night out and amour after some women just can't wait either an and or of time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7 qod 3.9 - qos 4.1 - p - vividness:: 3.7 stand-out moment: under the blanket or sheet in the last scene significance of the stand-out part of the dream: most pleasurable category of dream: x dream cause/s of the dream: thoughts and feelings during the day notes 1 there was this one time whenthe dreamerwas on the dance floor with a new-found girlfriend at one the city's most popular dance clubs the music was stopped while a couple of bouncers came onto the floor and removed a couple who had got carried away they had removed the clothing that would get in the way sometimes love/life just can't wait http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/14012018.html 14012018 name of dream: derby-copter at my auntie's house (g) on the lawn at the front of the house was a bullet-shaped contraption that was the size of a two-man bobsleigh and like a bobsleigh, it was hollowed out it was as makeshift as something could be it was a garish green and it looked like it was something straight out of a soapbox derby of an early disney filmthe dreamerhad watched as a kid in the next scene, it was flying about three hundred metres away a hundred metres up it made a terrible racket andthe dreamerthought to myself "it's noisy" then my auntie said "isn't it noisy" in the next scene, it had just landed in the front garden only now the helicopter blades were prominent, there weren't any blades on it in the first scene the dream ended there either an and or of time-tense: 3, 6 - qod 3 - qos 3.8 - o - vividness:: 3.8 stand-out moment: the colour of it in the first scene category of dream: unassigned cause/s of the dream: unknown notes 1 it's as likely as not that the three scenes of this dream aren't in chronological order but were put into a logical sequence by the dream-conscious what brought this dream about in the first place ? it's possible to connect the sound of the helicopter to a helicopter which flew over the house a few days back the colour, the shape of the device, the sound it made and my auntie weren't part of the previous few days experiences between then and now though if the stand-out feature of the dream is assigned to the noise it made then that could explain it but then why a four or five day's delay before the dream-conscious presented it to the present-time conscious ? and even if it was the helicopter sound what connection or relevance has it got ? the only thing which presents itself is ifthe dreamerdraw your attention to the noise of the helicopters that used to wake up large swaths of the population at the last placethe dreamerlived as helicopters flew just above house-level whilst pursuing a joy-rider or car thief the police would wake thousands of people out of their sleep whilst pursuing a joy-rider or car thief; there is a disproportionate response to events here it wouldn't surprise this website to find out that the use of helicopters in the middle of the night and which wakes thousands of people out of their sleep is a deliberate ploy done to make people feel less well a person who is tired or fatigued is a lot easier to control than is an alert person ! which makes the relevance of this dream an alert-notice to the subtle and sinister methods used by The Oligarchs to maintain control of what people do http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/13012018.html 13012018 name of dream: lion being shot in africa from wherethe dreamerwas lookingthe dreamercould see two hedgerows about two metres high separated by seven or eight metres of grass the hedgerows stretched away into the distance as far as the eye could see about sixty metres away and between the hedgerow, there was a brown african bull resting on the ground with its legs folded underneath it a lion came into the scene about twenty-five metres away from wherethe dreamerwas and was walking in a very casual manner toward the bull the dreamerpointed at it and said "lion" a man with a rifle appeared to my right, took aim and fired a shot the lion, still moving casually, turned its head, looked at its hindquarters, and then started walking towards us the dreamerhad a moment of panic as it looked as if the lion was coming to get us after a couple of steps in our direction the lion changed direction again and carried on walking the way, and in the same manner, it had been walking before being shot the lion took another three or four steps and then slumped to the ground the way it fell to the ground told me it was dead time-tense: 6, 9 - qod 2.8 qos 4 - p -vividness:: 3.5 stand-out moment: the casual manner of the lion category of dream: unassigned cause/s of the dream: unknown notes 1 a lion that has been fatally wounded doesn't react casually after being shot perhaps it was in greater pain before it was shot perhaps it was at the end of its life and was about to die anyway second dream name of dream: x dream: reunited (my ref. b) a friend of mine took me to the house of a friend of his unbeknown to him, or me, the partner of his friend was an awake-time girlfriend of mine from some years before the dreamernever spoke to her during the time my friend was there when the person who had brought me got up to leavethe dreamerfollowed him to the door and said "i'll catch up with you later" and turned and went back into the living room it was obvious to me she wasn't satisfied with the relationship she was in andthe dreamerneeded to find out if the looks she had been giving me meant whatthe dreamerthought they meant they did, and within seconds of dream time we were undressed and conjoined about fifty seconds of dream-time later the sound of the back door opening caused us to separate the dreamerheaded upstairs for the toilet two or three steps up the stairsthe dreamerknewthe dreamerhad to go back and get my clothes had gathered the clothes and was going back up the stairs when the dream ended either an and/or of time-tense: 1, 4, 7, qod 4 - qos 4.2 - p - vividness:: 3.5 stand-out moment: a long, moist kiss while conjoined category of dream: x dream cause/s of the dream: thoughts about women during the day notes 1 the ex-girlfriend and me had been separated by circumstances beyond the control of either of us (i'll tell you about it sometime) at the time we spilt-up our relationship was very much an ongoing one we suited each other down to the ground she was the only girlfriendthe dreamerever had who had a sense of humour she didn't make me laugh out loud but her sense of humour regularly brought a prolonged smile to my face and as is the case with smiles they produce Endorphins she used to enjoy me "ribbing" her, whichthe dreamerdid routinely we only ever said "no" to each other once the time she said no to me it really rattled me and althoughthe dreamertried to hide it she knew she had "got" to me within a day or two,the dreamergot the chance to give her a tatse of her own medicine it was a night in at my place films, music, food, marijuana" by an open fire the dreamerfelt bad about it but it had to be done she had gone out of her way to make herself look appealing on the night" clothes, just the right amount of make-up and she was in "that" frame of mind with "that" look in her eyes the look on her face whenthe dreamersaid "no" affected her more deeply than expected andthe dreamernearly buckled it had the desired effect though, neither of us said no again notes 2 it is agreed that it is the woman's prerogative to say no, however; when a woman says no she has to live with that decision a male isn't obliged to accept an invitation of "yes" after the female has said "no" notes 3 very few people understand the writer's position with regard to gender of mammal-man-shaped beings, it is only he who can be either gender in any point of time throughout the course of evolution that he manifests as a male is due to the fact that males are, generally speaking, bringing up the rear in terms of evolution it is the writer's "lot" that, of mammal-man, he is always "bringing up the rear" as we edge toward Transmutation his feminine traits will emerge and he will become a "her" again it is slowly coming to be realised that women are ahead of their male counterparts where it matters most" the disposition to love notes 4 there was just one time in my life whenthe dreamersaid "no" first it was at a community centre for teens a girl a sent her friend over to tell me she wanted to go with me the dreamerlooked over to where she was the dreamerknow a "wrong'un" whenthe dreamersee one the dreamershook my head the girl who sent her mate over to me made a gesture and said "f" off then" what do you think ladies ? was my judgement right ? was my "no" justified ? http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/12012018.html 12012018 name of dream: plant 1 came across a young man who was down on his luck whilethe dreamerwas out and about we got on together andthe dreamerinvited him back to wherethe dreamerlived in the very first scene of us back at my place, he became confrontational there followed seven or so more scenes and in each scene, he was provoking me into becoming violent in one scene he wheeled a motorbike into the flat the dreamerwas in a controlled-anger mode and said "the first chancethe dreamerget i'll be throwing that out of the window" he wanted me to strike him butthe dreamerknew what he was trying to do and wasn't going to fall for it in the last scene of the dream,the dreamersaid "it comes down to which one of us falls asleep first" his expression told methe dreamerhad out-foxed him time-tense: 3, 6, 8, 9 qod 2.8 - qos 3.1 - p - vividness:: 3.6 stand-out moment: the last scene of the dream cause/s of the dream thinking about someonethe dreamerhad befriended recently thinking about the antagonistic nature of the oligarchs, and what to do about it notes 1 three awake-time mega-montages followed this dream the theme/s of the montages wasn't obvious http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/11012018.html 11012018 name of dream: bed dream 2 in front of a computer screen there was red dot the size of a lower-case letter o above a rectangular section which had instructions which took up more than half of the screen the red dot was throbbing and was waiting to be clicked the decision to click the red dot would be taken if the person decided to accept an invitation or offer to win or try or buy a product the product was a luxury single bed the dreamerbarely looked at the writing in the rectangular area and clicked the red button the scene changed andthe dreamerwas in the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night with the bed which had just been unloaded off a delivery vehicle there was light enough to see my surroundings coming from somewhere andthe dreamercould seethe dreamerwas at the bottom of a lane that had a steep'ish gradient the dreamerbegan to push the bed up the hill after half of a minute of dream-time of pushing and stopping and pushing and stoppingthe dreamerrealised the task of going up the lane was beyond me andthe dreamerwould have to leave the bed the next scene was me in a building sitting outside of an office with its white venetian blinds closed waiting to be seen by someone before anyone saw methe dreamerneeded to go to the toilet the last scene of this dream was of me soiling myself the sensations of passing excretions was so real that asthe dreamerwokethe dreamerfelt the bed a mixture of time-tenses qod 2.9 - qos 3.7 - p - addenda: vividness:: 3.8 - stand-out moment: the effort of pushing the bed category of dream: multi-themed dream notes 1 thatthe dreamerfelt the bed asthe dreamerwas waking will tell you how real the sensations in dreams can be this dream brings to the fore the opportunity to assess the conditioning we instil in ourselves to accommodate the body's need to expel waste as things are now as baby's we aren't encumbered with the thought processes that toilet-training demands and it is a fact that eventually the need to pass solid and liquid excretions never becomes a neural configuration for that to happen we will have to refine our diet to the point that waste is never ingested in the first place the indications are this could be achieved within a handful of millenniums notes 2 this is the type of dream which makes people think that dreams are insignificant what have dreams like this got to do with anything ? i'm looking forward to other people sharing their dreams online in the near future it's going to be educational and fun sifting through each other's dreams and again" pairing up with your Soul Partner, could happen for some within this lifetime and a dreams diary, it is believed, will become instrumental in bringing that about aside: moon/star this may be nothing before settling into bed to watch a film for half an hour before going to sleepthe dreamerchecked the Live Stream Channel to make sure it was streaming there are four screens on the stream the bottom-right screen is a live-feed from a camera which shows a sky/land/sea area of about one or two kilometres wide, two or three kilometres of depth and about twenty to thirty degrees of height there was a large white object at the upper-left area of the screen couldn't identify it by looking at it on the computer screen sothe dreamerrolled up the blind and looked out of the window it was a quarter moon pointing to the right about one moon height below it and slightly off-centre to the right of the moon was a bright star they were the only two objects in the sky ! (have never seen a sky with just those two objects in it before. highly unusual) being a staunch believer in u.f.o.'s (have seen one)the dreamerlooked at it for a couple minutes ready to do a screen capture just in case nothing happened though second dream name of dream: Think-Read numbers (14) failed to dial urgently needed to make a phone call it was my own numberthe dreamerwas trying to dial the dreamercould remember the numbers of my own phone but the numbers on the dial pad of the phonethe dreamerhad borrowed to make the call weren't laid out numerically it was after five or six attempts to remember where the numbers were on the dial-pad after locating them and then recalling the location each time a new number was tapped in thatthe dreamerbecame frustrated and gave up time-tense: 5 qod 3 - qos 3.8 - p - vividness:: 4 - stand-out moment: none - category of dream: number/think-read numbers 1 notes 1 yet again, a dream where the ability to use numbers with ease was lacking it is assumed that these dreams with numbers, that have been occurring in recent weeks, is the dream-state conscious "cutting its teeth" with numerics http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/10012018.html name of dream: who's the boss ? was presented with a charge-sheet the charge was "the dissemination of seditious, illegal and libellous information" had been handing out flyers levelling all manner of accusations against the Oligarchs for a number of days in the middle of town the heinous crimesthe dreamermaintain the oligarch structure was perpetrating were" cannibalism, child-sacrifice, swapping babies in maternity wards, adult gang-rape of minors, the spreading of diseases" (in the same way as war is good for business for weapons manufacturers so too is ill-health good for the drug companies) the dreamerhad obviously hit a raw nerve and the people committing the crimes decided to do something about it the dreamerwas in an interview room in a police station there were three, four or five men in the room and they were "leaning on me" the men were probing for a weakness in my character or an angle which would get me to recant they meant business the dreamerrealisedthe dreamerhad only one way out was thinking how to make my initial response believable when the dream ended this is an and/or time-tense of 3, 6, 7, 9 qod 3 - qos 3.5 -p - vividness:: 3.3 notes 1 during the day had been thinking of how to present crimes being enacted against humanity by the oligarchs to ordinary people * http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/09012018.html name of dream: x dream - sight and finger sensations 1 a two-scene dream in the first scene, my girl was standing at the furthest point away from me in a room about six metres by four metres" waiting the dreamergot up from the couch, walked over to her and held her hand and led the way back to the couch she lay back on the couch her eyes were closed the dreamerhad my arm under her neck and leant down into her and said: "let's kiss for an hour" within a minute or two of dream time,the dreamersaid: "let me touch you.the dreamerwon't hurt you" she never said anything just afterthe dreamerbegan to touch herthe dreamerglanced at her face her face had an intense sensuous look that was most noticeable around her mouth and eyes, which were still closed at that moment the sensations of her came through my finger-tips and the sight of the pleasure on her face produced the same sensations in my head of the pleasure she was experiencing (empathetic x sensations) the dreamerwoke up at this point and construed the dream and made it continue for another twenty minutes this is an and/or time-tense of 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 qod 4 - qos 4 - p - vividness:: 3.8 stand-out moment: the sensation of touch and the look of pleasure on her face notes 1 one thing that always gets me thinking is that regardless of the frame of mind of a woman or girl is in she is always receptive to kissing notes 2 for a male, the pleasure-receptor cells cover about one ten-thousandth of the surface area of the body for a woman, the pleasure-receptor cells cover one five-thousandth of the surface area of the body on the way to Transmutation, the pleasure of x experiences will intensify ten-thousandfold for males and five-thousandfold for females as transmutated beings, we will enter the heavenly state with those feelings of pleasure described above the feeling of pleasure being described here is the minimum physical state needed to begin the experience of the endlessly-expansive character of eternity notes 3 this point is going to be repeated until you are fed up with hearing it" getting to heaven begins and ends with keeping abreast of the writer ethically for the next five thousand million years (see Ethical Parameters) http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/08012018.html name of dream: haute cuisine 1 at an extremely elegant restaurant was at a table and in the company of a couple of ladies dressed up to the nines, bejewelled, and wearing their hair up the women were wearing light-coloured clothing and their posture told me they had been to a finishing school their confidence was somewhat misplaced they weren't that good-looking what tipped the balance out of their favour was their teeth-smile their teeth were evenly-spaced and symmetrical but their teeth were just too big the food, however, was perfection one of the dishes put in front of me was on a clear-glass boat-dish about three centimetres deep, twelve centimetres one way and five centimetres the other it was a two-layered creation dark-white on the bottom and snow-white on top the top looked like folded white tissue paper it was obviously going to taste out of this world but the intricacy of the weave of the top layer kept my gaze on it and the dream ended beforethe dreamertasted it the time-tense is an and/or of 1, 2, 3, 4 - qod 3.4 - qos 3.5 - p - addenda: vividness: 3.5 - stand-out moments: the teeth-smile, the haute cuisine food in the last scene notes 1 not 100% sure why some people like to flash their teeth when smiling http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/07012018.html name of dreams: x dream - in a hurry - winning ticket the second consecutive hurried x dream unlike the previous dream, both parties were satisfied with the quality time-tense: 3 - qod 3.6 - qos 3.7 - p - addenda: vividness:: 3.8 stand-out moment: the final part of the dream notes 1 why there is an urgency in both dreams is not clear it may be that in one respect time is running out second dream name of dream: Ravel's Bolero was at a table in a public place and asthe dreamerwas reading and writing bit's "˜n' pieces of ravel's bolero was sounding out of my mouth on occasions,the dreamerwas adding to the melody by stuttering an extra few notes the notes complemented rather than detracted from the tune someone nearby heard the variations and began a conversation time-tense: an and/or of 1, 2, 3, 4, 6 - qod 3.6 - qos 3.7 - p - addenda: vividness:: 3.6 third dream name of dream: winning ticket in the dream,the dreamerwas woken out of my sleep an excited somebody was telling methe dreamerhad won a money-prize on a scratch-card the dreamerhad to verify it and went and saw a woman who was asking a small gathering to check their numbers for the number ninety-three on the third line down on their scratch-cards it was in my numbers with more than a little enthusiasm,the dreamerpushed my way through other people, who were disappointed not to have won, to where the woman who was asking people to check their tickets was standing and thrust the ticket at her she looked at the ticket and said "yes, it's a winning ticket" the dreamerthink she anticipated whatthe dreamerwas going to say next and beforethe dreamercould ask how muchthe dreamerhad won she said "we just have to wait to see if the person who has the number ninety-three in the fourth row of the ticket makes a claim" the dream must be a future time-tense because with the twiddle of a nob or two on the tablet-sized screen she was holding the woman organiser showed me the asset's of both the woman and myself our assets were neatly laid out on a five or six step display about a metre and a third high and eight metres or so wide a quick comparison of our assets showed thatthe dreamerhad, by far, more assets than the woman and only a stingy, greedy, money-grabber would begrudge the woman-winner the prize at that momentthe dreamercould see the amount of the prize money on the screen of the tablet it was forty-eight pound it was going from bad to worse why hadthe dreamerbeen woken out of my sleep for a measly forty-eight quid ? it was more likelythe dreamerwould pay someone fifty pounds to make surethe dreamerwasn't woken out of my sleep time-tense: 3 - qos 3.7 - qod 3.6 - qos 3.7 - p - vividness:: 3.8 stand-out moment: the picture on the screen of the tablet showing my asset's they were impressive notes 1 perhaps there is a moral somewhere in this dream it's something to think about for the rest of the day http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/06012018.html name of dream: improvised song 5; rub-a-dub eight or nine two-line impromptu lyrics sung to the tune of Rub a Dub Soldier" i'm just a rub-a-dub soldier, trying to keep the music alive music makes us feel young as we get older, keeps the spirit alive looking forward, never over the shoulder, to a destination, do we ever arrive ? i'm just a rub-a-dub dubbing, keeping dancing alive singing is a way of romancing, sweet tunes keeps love alive can see other people coming, it's the start of a vibe we're all rub-a-dub soldiers, a part of the music tribe * woke up on the seventh or eighth couplet time-tense: 5 - qod 3.5 - qos 3.7 - p - vividness: notes 1 was awake from the third or fourth line onward which makes this an Externalised Dream http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/05012018.html name of dream: into the heart of postulate 1 the significance of this dream lies in both its location and time-tense the time-tense underpins the efforts of love/life across many undulations which encapsulates the present of the present undulation (time-tense 5) the location in the dream is not a location which exists in time-tense 5 this dream exemplifies the endeavours of love/life and epitomises or sums-up the trials and tribulations we are currently experiencing and will continue to experience for many undulations to come at this point in time this dream has a slightly oppressive feel to it the oppression in the dream reflects a limit of love/lifes capacity to indulge devolutionary trends and practises at the expense evolutionary trends and practises your attention is drawn to the despair love/life feels as it "closes down" or "tapers off" those circumstances which permit beings with death-outcome realities to practice being themselve the dream itself had four or five scenes the most relevant one is where the dreamer is running at a sustainable pace from place to place delivering a message running in the dream occupied most of the dream time-tense: 3, 5, 6, 7, 8 and 9 probably future tenses - qod 3.2 - qos 3.6 - p - vividness: 3.4 second dream (second sleep) name of dream: dream-state mate 1 got a text from a girl whose phone text-name was "boys from brazil" the text read" "where canthe dreamerfind you ?" time-tense: 5 - qod 3.4 - qos 3.4 - p/o ? - vividness: 3.4 stand-out moment: as the dream ended and it was realised it was a "follow-on dream" notes 1 the original dream took place in a large and crowded bed and breakfast, there may not have been a breakfast the dreamerwas going from room to room, opening each door and calling out a name, can't remember the namethe dreamerwas calling out one of the doors opened into a single room in the room was a girl sitting on a bed next to a window she looked lonely the dreamerwent and sat next to her and she responded to my presence by leaning into me x followed butthe dreamerfelt it was done with too much haste and we both felt it was unsatisfactory or could/should have been better the dreamertook her number and remembered her phone name because it was unusual the name she was using was also the name of a film which didn't have any connection to her or us whichthe dreamercould associate with it notes 2 this dream is a continuation of a dream from the second or third of this month it wasn't made an entry because the original dream was an x dream with so many infants on the receiving end (currently eighteen thousand children dying each day) of the realities brought into being by those with Death-Outcome Assertions in their souls it occurred to the writer that his x dreams are, to a person who is suffering, inappropriate however, this dream is a new variation within the dream-state and needs to be placed on the record notes 3 with the trillions upon trillions of variations of experiences contained within all undulations so far enacted it shouldn't be a surprise to realise that there will appear to be an endless variety of new experiences waiting to be tapped into within both the dream-state and the awake-state the reader needs to bear in mind that the experiences of undulations are finite the point that experiences with finite values become bland within the context of eternity has been made elsewhere it is though, an important point and the experiences of undulations should be noted by the individual as something which is nothing other than the means to an end that being said the experiences we will be enacting throughout this undulation are/have been tailored to be the run-up leading to the forever newness embodied in straight-line action and our experiences throughout this undulation can be considered as part of the conditioning or preparation we have to undergo to acclimatise ourselves to endless variation http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/03012018.html name of dream: comfortableness can be complicated the whole of this dream revolved around the variations which came from making modifications to an adjustable bed an awake-time neighbour was interested in buying an adjustable bed the same as the onethe dreamerhad bought a week or two before the slats of the bed were made of wood and didn't have any degree of flexibility it was thought that if a different material was used, in the dream the wood slats had been changed for black, semi-rubberised, slats, it would give even greater comfort through flexibility there were eight or more changes that were suggested as being improvements and with each new suggestion a different scene occurred in the dream showing the bed with the new changes keeping abreast of the changes was quite difficult for each new suggested change, it meant rolling back the design features that had been added which could be three, four or five modifications in effect, it meant having to re-design the bed from scratch every time a new idea was introduced the difficulty was re-summoning the pictures in the order they would look with the new changes added the degree of difficulty in bringing the pictures to mind was akin to a think-read dream but with pictures and not grammatically correct wording surprisingly, it was easier to recall pictures in sequence than it was to remember the word-sequence of think-read dreams time-tense: probably future tenses qod 3.7 - qos 3.8 - p - vividness: 3.3 stand-out moment: the ease with which pictures could be recalled in the correct sequence 01012018 name of dream: warming technology 1 two of the dreams last night featured a cylindrical object about half a metre tall and approximately the width of an average-sized clenched fist in one dream it was a portable heating device anything combustible could be dropped into the top of the cylinder and the device, which didn't weigh hardly anything, would convert it to white heat at the bottom, there was a slide-across flap that went around half of the width of the cylindrical device and was about seven or eight centimetres in height when the flap was open enough heat came out of the opening to make toast or marshmallows and if the area it was in wasn't much taller than a person and not more than a couple of metres wide it was efficient enough to warm four or five people in an impressively fast time the dream was set in a small courtyard which had three or four or five-storey buildings which surrounded the courtyard on four sides the courtyard itself was not more than five metres across people were gathering and the merits of the device were being talked about as this sequence of the dream ended time-tense: probably past tenses - qod 3.4 - qos 3.5 - p - addenda: vividness: 3 2nd dream: name; sound technology 1 in this dream, the cylindrical object was a portable p.a. and a music player my girlfriend and me were enjoying being the centre of attention, which is what we became every time we turned on the device on this occasion, we were sitting in an empty part of a very large cafeteria which could cater for a couple of hundred or more people the nearest people to us were fifteen to twenty metres away we chose a popular piece of music and slowly and subtly increased the volume of the music and balanced the volume of our voices so both were at the same volume it didn't take more than seven or eight seconds for heads to start turning in our direction this is what was drawing peoples attention to the music and the voices of my girlfriend and me in the dream they could hear what we were saying in a normal tone of voice twenty, and more, metres away ! time-tense: future tenses - qod 3.7 - qos 3.5 - p - addenda: vividness: 3 notes 1 the trick to playing music that people twenty metres away can hear without it being obtrusive is to have high ohm speakers the dreamerfirst became aware of the merits of high impedance speakers whenthe dreamerwas about twenty-two the dreamerwas friendly with a sixteen-year-old boy called julian and we both lived in muswell hill in london shortly after becoming friends he took me to his home we went to his room it was sparse but had style he turned the music on andthe dreamerbecame confused the dreamercould hear the music only too clearly but couldn't see where it was coming from allthe dreamercould see was the stereo system, a deep alcove with shelves which had books and a t.v. on them there were two radiators, one either side of the room, and the sofathe dreamerwas sitting on and there may have been a picture or two on the walls after eight or nine or ten secondsthe dreamerhad to ask: "where's the sound coming from" he pointed to the radiator nearest to me and said "there" the vast majority of you will be familiar with what a speaker looks like but very few of you will be able to visualise an electrostatic speaker will let you delve into the technicalities of them for yourself the thing about them which is relevant to this dream is their clarity and their ohmage typically, professional speakers are eight ohms, electrostatic are sixty-four what does that mean ? in the summer when the french doors to the garden were open and the family were moving between the living room and the garden people would comment that the sound of the music was as clear at the far end of the garden as it was in the living room the beauty of high impedance speakers is that the volume stays the same at greater distances away from the speakers even when the music is being played softly the dreamerbought the speakers from julian a couple of years later for £55 dreams 3 and 4 only vaguely remembered the first an x dream the second was something to do with deciphering notes 1 an x dream only partly remembered ! must be getting old 31122017 name of dream: x3a there has been a dream which has been trying to assert itself for the last week this dream seems to be it it concerns the whereabouts of a hundred or more dreams for the first half of the year 2015, which, for the life of me,the dreamercan't locate one dream, in particular, the carmen dream, is needed for reference gave up looking for them a couple of weeks back and re-wrote the carmen dream from memory this dream gave, in tabulated form, the location of the dreams the name of this dream was the stand-out bit of the dream x3a seems to be significant but haven't got a clue what i'm supposed to do with it the saga of the missing dreams continues" time-tense: all future tenses - qod 3.1 -qos 3.5 - p/o ? - addenda: vividness: 3.9 30122017 name of dream: taken by surprise/one-scene dream was mulling over what area of my life to enhance by investment had recently spent several hundred expanding my wardrobe had also recently spent more than half a thousand on a freezer becausethe dreamerwas convinced that blanched and deep-frozen fresh veg was healtheir than two or three days old veg (it is the case that blanching and freezing food on the day it is picked keeps more of its nutrition than food which isn't blanched and frozen for two or more days after being picked) of course, the way to go is for a master-class level of organisation which presents food for consumption when food is deemed to be at its most nutritious (as it stands the profit-margin drives the main considerations in the presentation of food) had also recently spent half a thousand on an adjustable bed (there are noticeable gains to be made when the quality of rest between work-outs is taken to its extreme it was noticed that the degree of recuperation was greater when a seated position was replaced by a reclining with feet raised position, and further, that those times when reading and writing are necessary, which takes up most of the writers time, adopting the reclining with feet raised for computer activities added even greater repair and maintenance opportunities had also spent more than half a thousand on dental work in the last six weeks although the work was done satisfactorilythe dreamerhad allowed myself to be persuaded that teeth should conform to the current standard-look of semi-circularity tom cruise and guy pearce are two people whose teeth are of this style the teeth are o.k. but they're not me sothe dreamerdecided to have my teeth re-worked only this timethe dreamerwas going to insist on having the style of teeth which is my natural look it was the day of my appointment with the dentist the dreamerwalked through a door or two after entering the building the reception was ahead of me but my sight was drawn to a dental room where a composed, and fetching in dark blue and white, sat a ready and waiting for me rosamund pike it wasn't whothe dreamerwas expecting to see and it completely disoriented me how had she got there ? she hadn't been in the pde's what was she doing in the dream ? whythe dreamerwas so unsettled by her appearance in the dream is a mystery to me but it has to be related" the dreamerwas slightly panic-struck so much so,the dreamerhad to end the dream, whichthe dreamerdid by blinking (this is first time thatthe dreamerhave ended a dream by blinking) time-tense: 1, 3, 4 - qod 3.8 - qos 3.7 - p - addenda: vividness: 4 origin of dream: the theme for this dream was founded in the pde's but drew its imagery through the inter-undulation memory the theme for a dream can also come directly from the inter-undulation memory although the reasons for this happening aren't yet formulated dreams appear to originate either from pde's or are presented to the mind as information (as in the case of pre-cognitive dreams) notes 1 why was the inter-undulation memory used when there was ample present-time imagery to draw from ? there may be an answer if r.p. has had dreams of being a dentist 26122017 name of dream: think-read (13) dating-service 1 came across the phone number of an awake-time girlfriend of days gone by thinking it might be possible to rekindle our relationshipthe dreamerrang the number the girl who answered the phone called herself sugar it turned out the girlthe dreamerexpected to talk to had given her number to a dating agency, due no doubt to her popularity with the men, who were cashing in on her popularity the dreamerasked the girl on the phone how it worked she gave me the name of the company it came up straight away whenthe dreamertyped it into the address bar there then followed the most comprehensive set of choices of anythingthe dreamerhave ever come across every conceivable variation which accompanied a choice was given and every variation of the chosen choice had variations which themselves had further choices time-tense: 1 or 2 - qod 3.2 - qos 3.8 - p - vividness: 3 stand-out moment: towards the end of the dream as the options of options kept on repeating there are at least two different causes for a dream 1 self-stimulated (pde's) 2 life-stimulated (presented to the mind as information), as in the case of pre-cognitive dreams this dream is 2 notes 1 as think-read dreams go this one was easy to read despite the never-ending run of options it was producing notes 2 this dream has pointed to a way of bringing together Soul Partners this dream has also presented a new format for a dating site 25122017 three different scenes of rectangular screens there were two or four in one scene, six or eight in another and about a dozen in another the screens were displaying information about the person's physiology the information was coming onto and going off the screens too fast to read the screens were monitoring in the minutest detail the changes to the person's metabolism as they were eating notes 1 this dream, it is thought, is an aspect of the refining we enact as part of the transition from the man-shape to linear form your guess is as good as mine as to what changes we experience as we Transmutate for sure, there is no eating in heaven perhaps this dream is giving us a nudge to start thinking long-term this is very much future time-tenses: 1, 2, 3 addenda: vividness: 4 qod 3.3 qos 4.3 p/o ? the category of the dream - food (1) there are at least two different causes for a dream 1 they can be self-stimulated (pde's) 2 life-stimulated (presented to the mind as information), as in the case of pre-cognitive dreams 24122017 name of dream: ocean water 5 there were three of us about two kilometres from the shore in a dark-grey unfriendly sea one of us was convinced he couldn't make it to land and was projecting he was going to die, he might have been injured the other two didn't feel it was hopeless and managed to persuade him to try the water was only slightly choppy and was making the swimming more difficult but not enough to stop us making headway about a third of the way to land we came to a breakwater wall the wall a little less than a third of a metre wide and was only submerged below the sea by a finger-length we were able to stand on it we were walking along it when the sea began to get choppy the waves were strong enough to make standing and walking too difficult so rather than chance losing the support the wall was giving us we decided to get back into the water and feel our way along the wall we came to the corner of the wall we could now see exactly how far it was to safety it was still a full kilometre and the chop and swell could easily change at any time and we were tiring we were not, by any way of looking at it, out of danger time-tense: the settings for this dream is being assigned as 6 and 5 in terms of circumstances qod 2.7 - qos 3.8 - p - vividness: 3 stand-out moment: the resonance of the wall the dreamerkicked the wall asthe dreamerscrambled onto it and could feel it was under great pressure and might collapse pde's: probably thoughts about our current situation notes 1 20122017 name of dream: doggy-dream 9 was at the home of an awake-time friend and his dog was looking extremely unwell the dreamerwatched it climb into the second-drawer of a column of drawers and could smell the ill-health of the dog and it smelt like death the dog itself probably didn't have a concept of death but knew it was experiencing the worse state it had ever known the look on the face of the dog was that of a very old man this is a and/or time-tense of 5, 6, 8, 9 qod 2.8 - qos 3.3 - p/o ? - vividness: 2.9 stand-out moment: the look and smell of the dog as it settled into a sleeping position pde's: nothingthe dreamercan put my finger on 19122017 name of dream: a night out 1 it was evening andthe dreamerwas on my own seemed a good idea to go and socialise, perhaps find someone and fall in love went to one of the more popular drinks and dance places it had a low roof, two and a third metres or so there were one-metre-wide round pillars spaced evenly at about three metres apart it looked as though there was thirty or forty of the cylindrical columns there was a wooden collar that went around the pillars at a little below chest height the collars were deep enough to rest the elbows on against two of the walls and forming an l-shape, are comfortable-looking sofas which could set three people it was mainly males in the drink and talk area and they outnumbered the women by three or four to one still, it was fairly early and the ladies wouldn't want to get there too early, it might give the wrong impression the dreamergot a drink and went and sat on the comfortable seating next to the entrance doors which led to the dance area the lounge seats were, unbeknown to me, exclusively for the women the dreamerstarted getting glares from the men the dreamercould see something was upsetting them but was completely in the dark as to what it might be the longerthe dreamersat there the more people turned to look andthe dreamercould see some muttering going on among the men as they looked at me the dreamerknew trouble could flare up butthe dreamerassumed someone would come and tell me what is that was wrong before it got to that stage someone came over alright, in fact, three someones came over they thoughtthe dreamerwas deliberately provoking them and weren't about to engage in dialogue they were ready to wade in as the dream ended 18122017 name of dream: going by train to a music festival my girlfriend and me were at a cafe at the bottom of fore street having a meal before we went to the train station and caught a train to birmingham to go to a glastonbury-style music festival for fifty thousand people my girlfriend had never been to such a big music event before and she was wondering what to expect the dreamertried to explain" "imagine a triangle that has one point at the cathedral green and another point at where exe street is nearest to the river and the third point is the bridge outside. now imagine the triangle is full of people. the music will be as loud as a disco. there will.." my attention turned to a car which had just pulled up outside of the cafe it was a futuristic lamborghini-style car but it was a four-seater a couple got out of the car and came into the cafe they became involved in the conversation my girlfriend and me were having the dreamerwas enthusing about the festival when the man of the couple said something and he and his partner got up and left just before the couple went it crossed my mind that it might be a good idea for the four of us to go to the festival in the dream-car perhaps the man had picked up on my thought and getting up and leaving was his answer" "you got no chance" time-tense: 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 8, 9 qod 3.2 - qos 3.6 - p - vividness: 3 stand-out moment: flashy car pde's: nothing comes to mind 17122017 name of dream: multi-themed dream 100 a right old mishmash of themes in this period of R.E.M. can't remember all the details of every one of the dreams or the sequence they were in and quite possibly, every one of the themes isn't remembered four of us were at a formal night out in plush surroundings both the women were wearing white and the two men were dressed in a black suit with a white shirt things were going swimmingly when the tone of the dream changed and the man became concerned that something had happened to his wife or companion he began relating to me what sounded like a conspiracy against him and that the disappearance of the woman was an attempt to coerce him the next scene involved an awake-time friend from some years ago he was explaining there was the chance of exposing putin of being a heroin addict which would weaken russian influence and credibility on the world stage and predispose the collapse the Oligarch structure second dream a think-read dream (12) it was from wikipedia it was a request from wikipedia for a donation the dreameram currently making a donation of £2 a month asthe dreamerbegan reading it, it became obvious thatthe dreamerwas going to be asked to increase my monthly debit in this think-read dream, it was possible to predict and replace the words because the message was already clear beforethe dreamerhad finished reading it " external factors have caused me to leave the computer for today" time-tense 1, 3, 4, 7 - qod 3.8 - qos 3.6 - p notes 1 the phrase "awake-time" and the phrase "dream-time" are states of consciousness it is becoming clear that the two easily-recognisable different conscious-states will, on the way to attaining Transmutation, be routinely inter-changeable it is reasonable and sensible to consider that in the same way that our current state of awake-time is the more prevalent state at the moment the polarisation of the two states changes and the dream-time aspect of our consciousness becomes the dominant state of consciousness and the awake-time becomes less accessible with the eventual outcome that transmutation can be defined as that moment when the awake-time state is no longer a part of our consciousness as we begin the experiencing of timelessness notes 2 is wikipedia in such dire straits that it needs to appeal to people who are already donating and if so is it because that the average person finds wikthe dreamerto high-brow to be of any use to them ? if that is the case then wikthe dreamermight want to consider a different or new presentation of the vital knowledge it shares with us wikthe dreameris undoubtedly a valuable database of knowledge it is also undoubtedly a fact it is just too formal for the average person it was Niels Bohr, alone amongst his peers, who recognised the need to express knowledge in a way that ordinary people can understand who knows, perhaps ordinary people would respond to the request for a donation if they could grasp what it is that wikipedia is sharing p.s. here's an interesting little twist" went to the mailbox late on in the day yesterday, after posting this diary entry there was a mail from wikthe dreamerwhich had arrived the day before the mail apologised for having sent me a letter asking for a donation whenthe dreamerwas already donating the error was due to wikthe dreamerhaving two email addresses for me ifthe dreamerhad read the mail before the sleep which produced the think-read dreamthe dreamerwouldn't have had the think-read dream and notes 2 wouldn't have been written there will be people who will have read the entry yesterday but will not read this p.s. and will consequently have thoughts and opinions which are incorrect ! will leave things as is it may cause pause for thought for someone, somewhere, sometime 16122017 name of dream: doggy dream 8 afternoon in a city centre there weren't many people about for a large city in the next scene am in the foyer of cinema and again not many people in the next scene, i'm at the sweet counter deciding what to buy decide to get three or four inexpensive single items and not one large packet of something the next scene is in the park lounging in a lying position a golden afghan dog is a few metres away this afghan dog didn't have long hair though it had a tuft of hair that covered its throat otherwise its coat of hair was about the same as that of a golden retriever it was an attractive dog and was just standing there, perhaps it was looking for its owner or waiting for its owner to come or call it two or three people beckoned the dog to them but it didn't respond the dreamerheld out a three or four-centimetre stick of pink candy and drew its attention to me it made its way towards me and as it was almost close enough to get the sweet into its mouththe dreamerbroke a small piece of the sweet off and put it on my chest the dog tongue-scooped it into its mouth and waited for more done the same thing again three or four times each time putting a bit of the sweet on different parts of my body the dreamerput a piece on my ear and the dog licked it off and continued to lick my ear at that point, the dog's owner appeared and stooped down close to me the dog's owner was a woman she dressed fashionably and had film-star looks she had been watching the dog to see who it would go to and whoever won the confidence of the dog would be the person she would give herself to in the next scene, we are kissing in earnest and we are both thoroughly enjoying each other my friend alan is nearby he was an awake-time friend from childhood we first met at junior school and would become inseparable as teenagers he was exceptionally good looking and was a magnet for teenage girls there were only three or four occasions during our long friendship whenthe dreamerbested him for the attentions of a girl the owner of the dog was so enjoyable to kiss it seemed the right thing to do to ask her to let my friend kiss her as well she agreed and the dream ended time-tense 1, 3, 4, 7 - qod 3.8 - qos 3.6 - p second sleep first dream x dream: (23) s second dream name of dream: teeth 1 can't remember if there were any scenes or images pertaining to this dream before or after this dream sequence as it is recalled" it was a single image with only the minimum of motion in it it was of the head of a girl/woman she was in her early twenties she was smiling a teeth-smile she exuded an air of confidence and happiness this is a and/or time-tense of 1, 2, 3, 4 - qod 3.8 - qos 3.6 - p/o ? notes 1 my ref: diagram; teeth 1 15122017 name of dream: x dream (22) qod 3.6 - qos 3.7 - p notes 1 although the memory of x dreams retain their freshness in awake-time the accompanying release of chemicals which relaxes the body isn't present as it is when awake this, it is thought, is because in dream-time the physiology is already in a much-relaxed state can the two different states of relaxation be coupled? 14122017 name of dream: doggy dream 7 an awake-time friend asked me who or where would be the best person or the best place to look after his dog for short or long-term periods the dreameropened a browser and began looking was reading out to him what looked like the best of the services the dreamerexpressed my doubts about most of them andthe dreamersuggested it would better to ask someone he knew who would look after the dog for him he had been waiting for me to say it "how about you ?", he asked the dreamerlet out a sound which expressed being duped the dream phased out slowly andthe dreamerwas speaking the last sentence" "start a website where other people like you want other dog-lovers to help each other to dog-sit" woke to hear myself saying "" or call it share-care" time-tense 4 qod 3.4 - qos 3.4 - partcipant stand-out bit of the dream: being "had" notes 1 was still feeling tired whenthe dreamerwoke up laid in bed for an hour and more waiting for the tiredness to leave my eyes during that timethe dreamertried four, five or six times to get an awake-montage going had given up and went into a sleepier frame of mind and that was when images began forming* the first sequence was a zoom-in of a squirrel eating with the food in its paws it was too real to be any time other than the now** the images would be coin-sized in awake-time as extremely small-sized as the sequences were they had such clarity they could have been zoomed-in on ten times and still would have been as clear as clean stream water the detail was such that a person could not have seen what is being described here and recalled it from memory and got such detail the fact that this sort of imagery encompasses non-man-shaped beings gives us an insight into what to expect with solid (for all-undulations-to-come experiences) five-thousand million years hence (see Wholly Empathetic) ifthe dreamerhad reached out to touch the squirrel it would have reacted the dreamerwas aware that it was aware of me the images being described formed on a white background and initially, they were white with shades of off-white to mid-gray there five or six in total they all had motion in them and three or four of them had delicate spots and touches of one two or three colours *it is mentioned elsewhere that a relaxed frame of mind is more likely to induce montages and this experience reinforces the experience that a semi-sleepy state is a or the way to produce them **postulate 1 of the (12112017) has now got company postulate 2: the more vivid the images/sequences of montages are the more firmly imprinted they are into inter-undulation time (will eventually discover if this postulate can be applied to dreams) second dream name of dream: think-read (11) grammar 1 started think-reading the message/info read it once but missed something and couldn't make sense of it went back to the beginning and started again nope, still didn't get it after the fourth or fifth try,the dreamerwas becoming frustrated why amthe dreamerunable to read it ? another try, only slower this time slower there was an "a" tucked in close to one of the words it had a comma or a semi-colon which wasn't anywhere as noticeable as it should have been the dreamerthen realised it wasn't a message or info but it was a question so,the dreamertook another run at it but got stuck again then the reason for still not being able to finish the question became clear" there was a "b" with a semi-colon or comma, again not easy to see immediately after the b now it became completely clear" it wasn't a single question but an either/or question the sentence was "is it" a, it isn't the tear in your eye that hurts when you cry but the hurt in your toe when you stub it or is it" b, it wasn't the tear in your eye that hurts when you cry but the hurt in your toe when you stubbed it" time-tense 5 - qod 3.5 - qos 3.4 - p stand-out bit of the dream: finishing it notes 1 *in the dream it wasn't isn't and wasn't, it was were and something else but can't remember exactly how the sentences were worded notes 2 where are these dreams coming from ? it is concluded they are as much for yourselves as i notes 3 the message coming from this dream is" there is a level of mental effort required to make our way this dream was an exercise in concentration in dream-time ! 13122017 name of dream: little detail 1 woke up, thought about the dream, fell back to sleep and whenthe dreamerwoke for the second time and tried to remember the dream only two wispy recollections are all that presented themselves one was to do with dancing and the other was a sense impression which implied happiness qod - qos 3.5 - p notes 1 it would probably have got a high three for quality 12122017 name of dream: finding the rowley's was in a built-up area of the town in dream 2 to visit peoplethe dreameronce lived close to the dreamerwas about to knock the door when a womanthe dreamerdidn't know came out of the house the dreamerasked her: "do you know where people who used to live here have moved to ?" she did; one bit of conversation led to another and she suggested we go indoors the friendly and amiable woman said she had four children and during our talking, she asked whatthe dreamerdid for a living the words "an architect" came out without me having thought to say it beforehand don't know what made me say it, it just came out in the next scene her husband, a girl of five or six and boy in his mid-teens were in the room with us the family were expecting another young man but he never showed in the dream the husband asked me a question about architecture it became embarrassing for everyone as it became clearthe dreamerhad no knowledge whatsoever of the job the atmosphere became awkward andthe dreamerwishedthe dreamerwas somewhere else amid my deepening discomfort, the young girl peck-kissed my cheek it didn't make the situation go away but it broke the intensity of the moment in the dream and the dream ended moments later time-tense 1 or 4 - qod 2.9 - qos 3.7 - p stand-out moment: the face of the woman at the start of the dream name of dream: an uphill struggle at the bottom of the road that goes from spon end to the large green where the fairs are, or used to be, held was on what looked like a foldaway bike with two gears in the first gear it would mean peddling like mad just to maintain enough momentum to keep the bike going without losing balance and in the second gear the rider would have to stand on the peddles and use both the body weight and muscles, again just to keep the bike going forward fast enough to avoid coming to stop it didn't matter which method of peddling was used, andthe dreamerswapped between the two styles for most of the dream, it was maximum effort finally, and with a sense of accomplishment and great gratification, the bike got over the brow of the hill and a level expanse of bright greenery spread out invitingly before me time-tense 1 - qod 4 - qos 3.7 - p stand-out momentthe sight of the greenery 11122017 name of dream: thoughts about food 1 in a high street fast-food cafe was ravenous and eating the food too fast someone at the next table commented on it in a way whichthe dreamerwas meant to hear the dreamercould have ignored him but felt a rejoinder was appropriate it led to a prolonged conversation the dreamerpointed out that the way a person eats reflects how hungry they are and went on to demonstrate how a person could eat in a refined way if they wanted to even though they were really hungry he sawthe dreamercould out-refine him in table manners ifthe dreamerwanted to and his companions sat silently whichthe dreamertook as a sign of acknowledgement thatthe dreamerhad proved my point the lad who first spoke was smarting the dreamercould see his attitude toward me was veering towards hostility andthe dreamersaw that when they left they were standing twenty metres away on the corner waiting for me to come out the dreamerwas feeling uneasy as the dream ended time-tense 4 - qod 2.9 - qos 3.8 - p pde's: may have been emotions but unsure second dream name of dream: only the wise in a house of a family from the indian sub-continent who had emigrated to the u.k. the eldest son of the family was something of an entrepreneur he had come up with a way of copying the first line of a web address and reconstructing the product or service of what it was that the people of the web address offered he gave me a demonstration from an url of about twenty characters, he reproduced a solid object of considerable complexity it's potential was obvious and he had impressed me the dreamergave him the web address of my website and could see he was in a state of perplexion as the dream ended time-tense 3 - qod 3 - qos 3.8 - p pde's: nothing obvious 10122017 name of dream: camera dilemma trying to make up my mind whether to buy a movie camera that takes single frame shots or a still shot camera that takes movies both cameras fit into the hand just right so there's not much to choose between them there the still shot camera is lighter but is limited to ten minutes of movie-making and the quality of a movie is acceptable but not as good as the camera designed for movies the movies of the movie camera are as good as they come but there aren't as many features with which to modify the still shot as there are with the camera designed for single shots the single shot camera isn't as expensive as the movie camera but the movie camera has an sl-mo capture and replay option there is the option to be decadent and buy both cameras but that would be too indulgent the salesman has got his eye on the commission factor and is subtly pushing the movie camera and that automatically pushes me toward the still camera the movie camera looks more professional and will impress would-be clients butthe dreamerwon't be able to soften pictures and make a woman look more attractive" the dream was fading to an end but the dilemma was ongoing assigning the time-tense of 3 to this dream qod 3.2 - qos 4 - p pde's: nothing in the pde's points to this, it was though, an awake-time situation of three years ago second dream name of dream: an inconvenient convenience living in a bedsit on the second-floor of a two-storey house the landlord had come to the decision that it would be a good idea to put a steamer outlet pipe in probably so he could put in his advertisement in the paper that the kitchens had a steam-cleaner for added hygiene and cleaning pots and pans and convey the impression of an all the mod-cons establishment to potential tenants in theory, it wasn't a bad idea in all the kitchens in all the bedsits in the house, it meant running a pipe from the water radiator to the kitchen sink it wasn't until the conversion had been done thatthe dreamersaw that the pipe from the radiator crossed over the workspace to the left of the sink and effectively made a third of the work surface area redundant the surface area that was left barely had enough space for a plate and certainly not enough for two occasionallythe dreamerwould need to dine a lady and she wouldn't have been over-awed to see me dishing up her dish on a plate balanced on the top of a pan the thoughts of other inconveniences were coming to mind when the big body-blow hit the dreamercould tell the tenant in the next room to me was in his kitchen area from the unique sounds of the kitchen that were coming through the cardboard walls he used his new mod-con andthe dreamerjest not whenthe dreamertell you it was like being next to a train in the station as it let off steam really, it was that intrusive it was going to cause all sorts of problems you wouldn't be able to use it if your adjoining tenant was asleep if your adjoining tenant wanted to piss you off he could justify using it in the middle of the night because he wanted to heat up a milk drink it would justify the landlord adding more to the rent" another dream that ended unsatisfactorily this one is definitely going to the dustbin of the past time-tense 9 - qod 3 - qos 4 - p pde's: not stray thoughts but unconstructive ones notes the money-minded amongst us still have the backing of the police and the courts to ride slip-shod over ordinary people the writer is living where he lives now because in the last place he lived the problems portrayed in this dream were actual you can hear your neighbour going to the toilet, you can hear your neighbour farting, you can hear your neighbours telly, you can hear your neighbours arguments" it's the same old story" use cheap materials to shave twenty thousand pounds off the cost of each new habitation built for ordinary people living in england twenty thousand times two hundred thousand is four billion pounds per year going into the bank's pockets each year, and it's even worse in america people are being housed in accommodation that is illegal the law is perfectly clear on this point a person should be able to generate thirty-five decibels without the sound being intrusive to the adjoining houses as this country gets poorer and the problems start mounting and it gets to the point where people decide to start pushing back they could reclaim their right to an even distribution of the wealth by bringing civil lawsuits against the councils who are hand-in-glove with their legal counsel who are hand-in-glove with the architects who are hand-in-glove with the banks who are hand-in-glove with the politicians who are hand-in" which would force a rebuilding of much of this country's housing the money-minded may well try to introduce laws as a result of this comment of a dream and make this possible tactic illegal know this mr and mrs money-minded british and jewish financier you've very nearly ridden this country into the ground and a groundswell of discontent is rising do it peaceably 09122017 name of dream: in a rush the first scene is in a car on the dual carriageway which circles around the outskirts of a biggish city don't know why i'm in a hurry but something is propelling me with a sense of urgency being in a rush is working against me first,the dreamerdon't get off at the right exit thenthe dreamergo past the exitthe dreamershould have taken thenthe dreamerhave to go around a large roundabout three times beforethe dreamerget my bearings whenthe dreamerdo get off the dual carriageway the scene changes now i'm a couple of kilometres from wherethe dreamerwant to be and have to catch a bus catching the bus isn't a problem but paying for the ticket is the dreamerdig into my pocket with my left hand and grab most of the loose change and bring out of my pocket so many coinsthe dreamerhave to keep my fist tightly clenched to stop the change from slipping out of my hand the dreamermust be holding onto something with my right hand becausethe dreamerpresent the change to another passenger and ask him to take out enough out of my fist to pay the fare as the man is taking one coin at a timethe dreamercan feel the change is loosening in my grip and am expecting the bunch of coins to collapse, like a fistful marbles held too tightly would do, and spill to the floor the man taking the coins is aware of what could happen if he isn't careful and was doing an excellent job of imitating a surgeon removing a foreign object from next to the heart he had almost got all the coins when, on what was the last coin needed to pay for the ticket, two pennies got loose from the rest and fell to the floor the dreamersaid "the dreamerwas going to give you a tip for your help but you've blown it" he took it in the spirit it was spoken and was smiling asthe dreamerwas waking and heard myself saying the sentence above * within two seconds of being awake and lying there with eyes closed there began another, the second, in two days, mega-montage (the chances are there will be even longer sequences than these. will see if they can be counted in future sequences) the first and longest sequence of the still and motion images were the same in respect of the colour of the clothes people were wearing without exception, they were all wearing red tops and white skirts or trousers it went on for at least one and a half to two minutes of awake-time as with the last montage of this length, 04122017, there were more than a hundred and it was possible to perpetuate the sequences althoughthe dreamerthinkthe dreamer"maxed out" at the end of the last sequence when brown colours starting appearing unlike the previous long montage this montage was in awake-time with this montage, it was also possible to freeze images (yet another new feature in motages) the time-tense for this dream is thought to be 6 - qod 3.2 - qos 3.6 - p pde's: can't rember anything during the day which would have caused this dream notes 1 the time-tense for the montage is thought to be a mixture of all the time-tenses but this another question to be answered in the future 08122017 name of dream: nowt queerer than folk this dream is in a society where much is tolerated, perhaps too much it starts with a man called taff and myself taff is a burly man in his late twenties and looked a little like a strongman called gary taylor taff prefers men to women and, wouldn't you know it, i'm the object of his affections no, change that i'm the object of his carnal desires in the first scene of this dream, he's standing close to me and his face is within centimetres of mine he's wearing tight-fitting clothes the t-shirt hasn't got sleeves and his whole appearance declares his orientation to life" flesh of the body his needs put decorum to one side and his continued badgering to persuade or convince me we are meant for each other is becoming bothersome at this point in the dream, another man comes into the picture and is within three or four metres of us this moderates his insistence andthe dreamertake the opportunity to end the talking "there's another man who loves you" and then sealed it with "i'm in love with a woman" the cushioned blow is enough for him to accept my rejection and the dream ends as he's seven or eight metres away and moving further away still the time-tense for this dream is an and/or of 3, 6,7, 9 qod 3.2 - qos 3.9 - p pde's: can't remember anything during the day which would have caused this dream notes 1 homosexuality, it must be mentioned, represents a specific point of Devolution second dream name of dream: happy hols 1 living wherethe dreamerlived before wherethe dreameram now there was a knock at the door the dreameropened the window next to the door and a man asked to see (an awake-time girlfriend who was a regular visitor) the girlfriend must have been expecting him because beforethe dreamercould turn around and call her she was at my shoulder she had a bath towel wrapped around her that covered her above her breasts and was clutching money in her left hand the dreamercould see she was holding two ten pound notes and two or three one pound coins as she leaned across me and handed the money to the caller through the window she said: "i'll give you the rest later" in the next scene, the girl in the first scene and her friend andthe dreamerare sitting in a train in the seats to the left and right of the aisle nearest to where the carriages were joined the girls were sitting opposite each other to my left the friend of my girlfriend asked, "where will we be staying when we get there ?" the dreamersaid, "the dreamerdon't know" both the girls paused in thought,the dreamercarried on" "we'll get off the train and see which street looks the most inviting. we'll walk along the street and when we see a restaurant or cafe or a pub we like the look of we'll go in. when we come out we'll buy a paper and choose the name of a guest-house we like the sound of. every moment will be a new adventure. today it's britain the next time it's" " the friend of my girlfriend stretched out her arm and leaned across the aisle to touch me on the shoulder in a gesture of affection the dreamertook her hand and kissed the back of it the girls were crackling with delight the dreamerdidn't feel too bad either the time-tense for this dream is an and/or of 1, 4, 7 - qod 3.2 - qos 3.9 - p pde's - quite possibly thought of the ex-girlfriend third dream name of dream: day-dream 1 was walking through town and christmas was all around to my right was a children's carousel with several youngsters enjoying the ride the song accompanying the ride was last christmas by wham and had a good beat, good enough to make me feel like moving to it there was a girl of five or six three metres from the ride watching and dancing the girl hadn't yet learnt to sync her body movements to a rhythm and only one leg was lifting up as she disjointedly bobbed up and down how she might look wasn't on her mind the music had taken her over and she was part of it she stopped suddenly as though something was wrong, something wasn't right, something was missing she then darted to where a pram was and started moving things around and,the dreamermust say, she was doing it with haste after six or seven seconds she had hold of something and rushed back to where she had been before and held it out at arm's length before her it was a rag doll about a third as big as she was she now had a partner to dance with notes 1 a male might not see the female perspective here enjoying life without someone else just isn't possible 07122017 name of dream: heisenberg's proof the dream started with the words "heisenberg's proof" on a white background a volunteer was hooked up to electronic equipment which was in a console on the far side of the room the room itself was quite large all of the room wasn't in view but whatthe dreamercould see was roughly thirty metres high, thirty metres deep and thirty metres wide there was a windowed console at the far side of the room which was raised close to the roof there were three screens which were closer to the ceiling than to the floor and they were evenly spaced from each other by three or four metres each screen was rectangular and about three or four metres high and four or five metres wide don't remember seeing anyone the equipment could show the images a person was seeing in the dream as they were happening in the dream the equipment could also interact with the images of the dream and insert images which became part of the dream which the dreamer would see as being part of the dream the experiment was to establish whether the dreamer was familiar with the content of the dream the volunteer was dreaming of cameras one image of a picture the dreamer was seeing in the dream was too dark to see in detail or it might have been darkened as a part of the experiment an aperture feature was introduced into the dreamer's images of the camera if the dreamer used the newly-installed feature to brighten the picture it would demonstrate she/he was familiar with the workings of cameras the feature introduced into the dream was transparent, rectangular in shape and if it was used a red dot of light came on at the left-hand side of the rectangle the image the dreamer was seeing was closest to me and was about four metres away when the dreamer adjusted the introduced aperture feature it proved that the dreamer had knowledge of cameras another different test was carried out on a different aspect of the dream and that too was proven the time-tense for this dream is an and or of 1, 4 qod 3.7 - qos 3.8 - most definitely an observer pde's: nothing comes to mind which probably means it was introduced by you-know-who for our appraisal notes 1 Werner Heisenburg, in conjunction with Niels Bohr and Max Born, were the three people who formulated Quantum Theory between 1900 and 1925 following Max Planck's discovery of The Quantum of Action in 1899/1900 werner heisenburg will always be remembered for The Principle of inderterminacy the principle of indeterminacy is now, deliberately misguidedly, called the uncertainty principle,: see Who Discovered Relativity notes 2 this dream means in a future Undulation heisenburg becomes famous for something other than the principle of indeterminacy notes 3 this dream may well be an invitation for someone to change the time-tense of this dream from one or four to five it is also possible that more than one person may think of an application in the event of that happening the date of each submission will be attached to the submission 06122017 name of dream: sultry swede was on the last but one leg of a european tour not sure ifthe dreamerwas alone or not after enquiring at the ticket office about train times was told the ticket had to be obtained from a representative of the swedish government and was given the address the dreamergot to the address but it didn't look at all like it was anything official, anyway it was the right address don't remember ringing a bell or knocking on the two and a half metre high glass doors, perhaps there was someone monitoring a camera which showed the entrance somebody, don't remember if it was a female or a male, came through two other smoked-glass swing doors a metre or two from wherethe dreamerwas standing on the outside of the building, opened the front doors and beckoned me in asthe dreamerwas walking through the two inner-doors the perspective or rather the angle of view in the dream went from a straight-ahead view to a down angle view the first thingthe dreamersaw was the shoes, and particularly the ankle-strapping of the shoes, on what was obviously the legs of a woman slowly, deliberately so, the view began to move up her legs and then showed her crossed legs and then up to the split in her dress which showed about a third of her thighs the scene then changed to her face she was wearing a cat-mask but it didn't have whiskers or a smile/grin the mask covered most of the front and side of her face,the dreamerthink the hollow of her cheeks were showing, her forehead was showing and her eyes were sparkling with life the dream ended the time-tense for this dream is an and or of 1, 2, 3, 4, 7 qod 3.5 - qos 3.7 - p/o ? - pde's - had thought about the lover and women, among dozens of other things, throughout the day notes 1 got to thinking" which part of the brain/mind presents these images/scenes and why did the old noodle serve up a view/perspective/angle of a women's legs that was straight out of a hollywood film that was, blatantly, meant to seduce ? the long, drawn-out up-the-legs sequence didn't stir any emotions especially, the eyes were much more captivating so why did the dream emphasise these characteristics of the woman ? after several minutes of deliberation, the obvious answer presented itself it was you-know-who producing and presenting her/his self she/he, who you dare not speak of in public, is having fun with us the manly-shape is the first shape with eternal qualities; it is however well past its sell-by date the really difficult scenarios have been played out the worst of the suffering for both her/him, and us is now, and forever, behind us you-know-who is gearing up for the good times when death is no more and all that's left for us to do is to love in a fun-filled way the dreamerfirst became aware of her/his playful nature when Cherub was presented a couple of years ago the writer can still feel the lover's presence in that mini-movie clip now and it has been asserting itself, little by little, over the years yeah,the dreamerknow, it will be another five thousand million years before she/he's with us but when you're enjoying life you know how quickly time passes perhaps this entry will lighten your mood and give you an insight as to what the future has in store for us 05122017 name of dream: psycho bully 1 in custody, again it wasn't prison though it was a young offenders institution in a dormitory which was claustrophobically small my bed was at the furthest from the door against the wall and the closest to the door, one of the inmates was looking at me with murderous intent he was one of the top three of the institutions most violent prisoners and he was thinking about what he was going to do me as he was listening to someone standing to the left of him talking into his ear the someone was a trouble-maker but of the passive kind the dreamerhad pulled him up about a bit of mischief-making he had instigated and he didn't like being told off the dreamerknew there would be no use in trying to talk to the psycho, in his mindthe dreamerwas already condemned, for him it was now just a matter of where and when to vent his natural violent tendencies it was a tightly controlled establishment and had been designed or modified to minimize the chances of violence flaring up there were only a few places which were blind spots from a security point of view one of them, the first an inmate would encounter on the way to the ablutions, was a small ninety-degree zig-zag about two metres long in the next scene we had all gone through the zig-zag andthe dreamerwas the last to go through becausethe dreamerwas the last in the order as we filed out sure enough, the psycho and two others were waiting asthe dreamercome out of the zig-zag two of them moved out of the area, they just wanted to make surethe dreamerwould be where the psycho could get me, after that, it was a fore-drawn conclusion what the ending would be, and now it was just the psycho and me in the dream the dreamerlifted my arm and thrust it out straight with my fist clenched and my finger pointing at him the gesture was unmistakable, it said: "you" it was like waving a red flag at a mad bull he came at me in a rush my plan was to get around the second corner of the zig-zag far enough ahead of him to be stooped down as he turned the corner himself and rugby-tackle his legs, somethingthe dreamercould do well at school, and take it from there the dreamergot around the corner ahead of him but didn't get down into a crouched position because one of the prison officers was dashing down to wherethe dreamerwas my guess is the prison guard would be aware of which of the inmates to watch most closely and seen the potential aggravation psycho was not so stupid as to attack me with a guard as a witness the dreamerwas safe and the dream ended the time-tense for this dream is an and/or for 6, 8 or 9 category of dream: prison: closed: () qod 2.8 - qos 3.6 - p pde's: thinking about devolving man-shaped beings notes 1 this is the second time within a few days whenthe dreamerhave been in a life-threatening situation and someone has come to my rescue there must be somebody up there who likes me 04122017 name of dream: strictly adult first thing, if you're a parent with youngsters this website is out of bounds for them from here on in the dream was watching a sporting eventthe dreamerhad downloaded from the net when part-way through it another video started to play the dreamerwas a bit annoyed at first (a bit of malware has infected the computer and ads are hijacking just about every pagethe dreamervisit) it was x material and sothe dreamertook a few seconds to look at it and then began what was the longest-ever run of a montage sequence it totalled dozens and dozens, quite possibly a hundred and fifty, and then something happened which has never hapened before" the dreamerwas able to rewind or go back and look at a previous image/sequence the image/sequences rolled on and they were as varied a bunch of x scenes as i've ever seen at one point in the flow of images and sequences (the length of time of the image/sequences varied between one second and a quarter of a second of dream time) the detail of the visuals became too dark to see clearly amidst this deluge of image/sequences, there was a half of one second of a still image with the words "stryker presents" " the montage continued" the pictures were going by so quickly now some of them were just impressions then the words "what's the second greatest pleasure" appeared momentarily then more sequences then again "what's the second greatest pleasure" and still the seemingly endless run of image-visuals kept on coming then again for a third time, another message appeared which read "styrker and" (can't remember the name) presents" " by nowthe dreamerwas wondering what it could be referring to the dreamerthought it was going to say bestial x or anal x or child x as the imaging continued a long message showed which had too many words on it to read in an instant the dreamerbegan to think-Think-Read it (it was the most difficult message i've had to think-read for quite a few months) as the slogan appeared time after time (it appeared briefly about seven times)the dreamermanaged a word or two here and one word there between the movie/sequences and, with the new faculty of replay, eventually managed to string the sentence together it read "the second most pleasurable thing is the act of murder or the accomplishment of killing" and then began a stream of moving and still images of various types of murder of both sexes of all ages the dreamerthink all of them were acts of individuals being killed, no pairs or groups the time-tense for this dream is an and/or for 5, 6 and 7 - qod 2.7 - qos 4.1 - o pde's the computer playing up thoughts about the dream referred to in notes 1 of the second dream of the the entry of 27112017 and, of course, women notes 1 this website is going to keep reminding its readers" dreams are comprised of actual events notes 2 you've only got to remember the atrocities i.s.i.s performed when they began running amok (drugs, the group/clique mentality, weapons and a wad of money will turn a testosterone-fuelled young man dissatisfied with life into becoming murderer) to realise just how easy it is to do and how recently it was, to believe that this dream is founded in fact 03122017 name of dream: an echo of christmas a brief acquaintance from the past turned up out of the blue at about this time of year he was in a subdued frame of mind,the dreamergot the impression he had turned to me reluctantly or at someone else's behest he spent most of the day with me during that timethe dreamerwas assessing what would be of most use to him and getting things ready for him to take with him when he went he never asked for any money andthe dreamernever thought of offering him any the dreamercouldn't get over how subdued he was like a man who had accepted a fate he didn't want whatever it was that was preoccupying him it didn't lessen, on the contrary my last sight of him, which troubled me, was of him turning the wrong way out of the door which led to a brick wall it was if a brick wall was more inviting than an open path as laden as he was with gifts and useful items the burden he was carrying was greater by far 02122017 name of dream: story/saga 1 in the last scene,the dreamerbefriended a young man who was down on his luck we were discussing what we would have to eat and where to get it from when the dream ended qod 3.8 - qos 3.2 - p - pde's - not sure if this dream came from the pde's notes 1 a story dream is a dream with the same theme and which can last for most, and perhaps all, of the time the brain/mind is actually engaged in dream sequences this dream continued with the same theme for three different periods of time the periods of time was separated by two brief bouts of awake-conscious and finished with me hearing myself speaking out loud asthe dreamerwoke the scenes in the dream varied in lengths of time one, in particular, lasted for what seemed to be more than half of the whole dream within this long period, a whole saga of the same theme played out (imagine a film which didn't change scenes for twenty minutes) this dream is a new category of dream for the time being, they are being called story/saga dreams as their purpose becomes known they will probably be re-named notes 2 it's now an hour sincethe dreamerwoke and allthe dreamercan remember of the dream are vague impressions from one bit or another how we're supposed to remember the contents of something which lasts for twenty minutes i've no idea perhaps it's the old practice makes perfect routine being thrust at us notes 3 the thing that's becoming clear is that dreams theory is a big, big subject there's no waythe dreamercould have a family and a job and devote as much time to uncovering what's in the old noodle as is presently possible it may be the case that to make sense of dreams we will have to cross-index the types of dreams with more than forty different types already identified, it means there will be more than One Raised To The Fiftieth Power (1 ^50) possible variations to cross-check ! and if you're wondering what the number means, it's telling us there are millions of more ways to categorise dreams than there are stars in the universe hope you like a challenge second sleep name of dream: mountain bike ride 1 three of us had just finished a mountain bike ride the two young men were younger than me and had been friends more than twenty years ago we arranged to do it again in the next scene, we were ready to do it again but one of the other two hadn't shown up we set off it was a thick brush with just an outline of a trail and it was more challenging than anythingthe dreamerhad done before in the next scene, we had to do a drop-jump of about one and a half metres it was the most difficult manoeuvrethe dreamerhad ever tried the moment of hesitation and the drop and the landing was the stand-out part of the ride the dreamerfully expected to get a bruise or worse the other rider was out of the scene andthe dreamerwasn't going to get left behind and make him come back as that would have blown my cred the dreamermanaged to lift the front of the bike sufficiently asthe dreamerwent over the edge and it was just enough to make the bike land on its back wheel the bike hit the ground with a bump and my crotch hit the seat of the bike but, wonder of wonders, it didn't hurt and the bike stayed on two wheels in the next scene, we were off our bikes and talking the other rider looked at me with a serious look and said "the dreameram getting a weight for a few hundred pounds (he was talking about hash) the dreamerwas interested and asked how muchthe dreamercould get a quarter of it for and he said "ninety pounds" he said something about keeping it to myself and the dream ended favoured time-tense 7 or 9 - qod 3.4 - qos 3.7 - p pde's - thinkingthe dreamerwould like to go for a ride on the bike sometime (still have a mountain bike and regularly think about going out on it) 01122017 name of dream: skinny's skinny four different scenes where all the clothingthe dreamerwas wearing was a cloth, zipper bomber-jacket and if that wasn't bad enough it wasn't zipped up it wasn't an attempt to be provocative, nor was it becausethe dreamerwanted attention it was a natural, innocent act, of an adult with a child's mind the reaction of the people who saw me was slightly reserved but none were concerned in the last scene of this dreamthe dreamerwas in a room and a girl was there she looked and then looked away and moved her right hand, with fingers open, to her eyes and said politely to put more clothes on favoured time-tense 2 qod 3.1 qos 3.3 - p - pde's:no pde's thatthe dreamercan put my finger on notes 1 the chances are that if a baby wasn't schooled into it and the climate was right the only thing she/he would wear was shoes second dream x dream (21) - qod 3.7 - qos 3.3 - p pde's don't blame me becausethe dreamerfeel the need to fill the endless with life notes 1 first dream thatthe dreamercan remember whenthe dreamerforgot the details of the x dream because of thinking about another dream 30112017 name of dream: insignificant dream ? spot looking at myself in the mirror and seeing a boil-sized spot on my forehead time-tense 9 or 6 - qod 2.9 - qos 3.1 - p or o ? pde's: during the day my hand automatically went to an irritation on my forehead notes 1 the next timethe dreamerwent to the bathroom and looked at where the irritation was there was a pimple the size of a pin-head notes 2 this isn't the first insignificant dream entry notes 3 after thinking about it, this one-scene dream does have significance i'm a cooked-meal man four out of five of my meals are meat and veg (my veg to meat ratio is about three to one) a look at diet diary (uploading the diet diary sometime next year) will show an imbalance in the ratio of cooked meat and veg meals to non-cooked meat and veg meals over the last week or so notes 4 being a film-goer it can't help but be noticed that more than just one or two of the big-name film stars have developed wart-sized spots on their faces this will be due,the dreameram fairly sure, to the chemicals used in foods to flavour, colour, preserve and" the foods and thus enhance the profit margin time and money are big factors in our lives, there are however bigger ones, and with a whole world of things to do, allocating time to buying, preparing and cooking food isn't always the priority it should be incorporating into our lives the twice or thrice daily mundane task of the seemingly insignificant act of eating will slow the tempo of our lifestyle and bring us back to realising the importance of taking the time to eat cooked meals as a way of life it takes up more of our time, yes, but it is hoped that the very large time-scales you are becoming familiar with will be balanced by the realisation that it only takes a second for a person to change their time-tense from one to nine shopping, preparing, cooking and eating food is an excellent way of making us reduce the tempo of our lifestyles and avoid the type of catastrophes that often accompanies the frantic pace of a money-first outlook it will also ensure that those handsome faces on the silver screen will be blemish-free notes 5 this dream scene brought to mind another insignificant dream from the last few days in that one-scene dream, there was an inviting looking savoy cabbage although, it is worth saying, iv'e seen better-looking savoy cabbages in awake-time that an informative dream, which is whatthe dreamerthink it was, has presented in the dream-state a cabbage whichthe dreamerwould have considered inferior to those seen in awake-time has caused me to think (because of postulate one" 12112017) the savoy cabbagesthe dreamersee in an awake-state might be over-fertilised to get to the size they are if that's not the case then the bigger, brighter cabbages in the awake-state are actually of a more recent time-tense and have not been around for enough undulations to become a permanent part of the inter-undulation memory this makes sense when it is pointed out that the one-scene dream of the cabbage was an improvement of the cabbagesthe dreamerhad seen in the shops and had thought about during the day before having the cabbage dream second sleep name of dream: claustrophobic situation on the inside of a large store next to the entrance something had caused a bottle-neck of people from moving into the store there were about fifteen semi-burly men wearing white shirts who were blocking the access to the rest of the store the dreamercouldn't get passed the men and the doors didn't open outwards trying to push them into the store only made matters worse as it caused the mini-throng to push back which caused me to have to stoop down sothe dreamerwasn't pressed against the door allthe dreamercould see from my lowered position was the legs and back of the men's torso's there was a moment of mild panic asthe dreamertried to stand up and realisedthe dreamerwasn't going to be able to the slightly panicky feeling intensified as the crowd of men lost ground to whatever it was which was causing them to bunch up and they edged back onto me by about a quarter of a metre if the men directly in front of me crumbled to the ground there would have been hundreds of pounds of weight lying on top of me favoured time-tense 9 - qod 2.8 - qos 3.3 - p pde's: this dream is easy to pinpoint used dumbbells earlier on in the day to do dumbbell stoops and in typical me fashionthe dreamerused too much weight the dreamerdidn't get the breathing in and out in sync with the movement and at the bottom of the movement and there was too much pressure on my torso for me to be able to breathe in the dreamerwas on the verge of dropping them and taking a breath in 29112017 name of dream: a nightmare of a child a girl of five or six she was on a sofa in a sitting position coming out of a sleep as she was waking she peed herself the urine jetted from her body in a stream she was sweating profusely and her fringe was stuck to her forehead she looked at me and spoke a sentence the sentence was a question which queried whether she was different it was as though someone had just come out of an anaesthesia sleep and wanted to know if the operation had saved their life then she was asleep again qod 3 - qos 3.4 - p or o ? notes 1 the stand out part of the dream was the deeply sincere manner she spoke it was if she thoughtthe dreamerhad the ability to make one reality or another for her this might be the time to remind ourselves of the characteristics which can endure forever in the forever there probably isn't one adult person who has retained the characteristic's they had as a five-year-old anywhere in the world yet that it is what it takes to merge with eternity the ability to change realities in a moment an open-mindedness which can embrace a new happiness the ability to absorb new thoughts and actions in an instant complete flexibility to be in one state or another to get to where we seek to get means complete trust in every other person the thought of self-before others won't exist the simple act of giving without receiving, which children find easy to do, will have become the norm" this is the gist of what we have to become that two adults arguing in the presence of a child-mind can cause such a severe reaction gives us an indication of just how poor our understanding of ourselves is * Nightmare As a Child 28112017 name of dream: xh2 x dream (20) qod 3.3 - qos 3.5 - p notes 1 the problem with x dreams is that they occupy the mind upon waking and, not for the first time, i've forgotten the dream that came before it 27112017 name of dream: travelling man was between countries and in the centre of a city and needed to buy something to eat decided on a takeaway meal and ordered one from the biggest roadside van i've ever seen there were three people working the stall the person who took my order was a woman and we got into a friendly bit of chit-chat the meal was nearly ready and it was time to pay the dreamerdug into my pocket and brought out all the money in it and soon realised there wasn't enough to pay for what i'd ordered not that it matteredthe dreamerwould have enough in my wallet whenthe dreameropened the wallet there was just one ten unit denomination note in it and that wasn't enough either thenthe dreamerrememberedthe dreamerhad four ten denomination notes stuck to a thick piece of paper in amongst my paper items it took longer thanthe dreamerthought to find the folded sheet of paper and when it was unfolded the notes were stapled to the paper the dreamerattempted to prise the staples open to free the notes but the notes started to rip at this point,the dreamerbegan apologising to the woman she remained amiable and unconcerned butthe dreamerwas starting to feel the pressure the dreamersuggested paying by card but the smile on her face loosened which told me that wasn't an option the dreamerasked if there a cash dispenser nearby the woman's expression was changing by the moment a slow, drawn-out shake of her head meantthe dreamerhad to come up with something else business etiquette demanded a sales-person should be friendly whatever the circumstances, she was, however, becoming a different woman and was looking at me in a different way the dreamerknew the look she was beginning to suspect a con the dreamerhad a chequebook the dreamerasked her half-heartedly, "will you take a cheque ?" the dream ended there in fade-out fashion qod 3.7 qos 3.4 - p notes 1 this dream is not untypical of the writer's awake-life experiences there are quite a lot of these types of incidents that could be related perhaps an "odd-memoirs" page is something for the future second dream name of dream: compromising situation 2 in the bookies a man in his late-twenties walked past me and said to another man standing within a metre or two of wherethe dreamerwas "" be standing by the door" within a second of dream-time, one of the two of them then said "" will have the shotgun" there's no waythe dreamercould not hear what they were saying the dreamerwas implicated one of the men looked at me and said "we want you to stand there" as he looked to my left the dreamerknew the man who owned the betting shop and he seemed reasonable enough the robber's wanted me present just in case the shop emptied a bit and me being there would make it look like a normal day and wouldn't ring any alarm bells in the head of the owner of the shop who was very much security-minded the shop-owner would have reason to be even more security-minded than usual on the day of the robbery the robbery was going to take place on what would be the biggest sporting day of the year and lots of people who wouldn't normally bet on anything would have a little flutter on one or other of the sporting events the dreamerturned to one of the men planning the robbery and said "the dreamerwon't grass you up butthe dreamerwon't be here" they started threatening me that was their mistake the owner of the booking shop was more vigilant thanthe dreamerrealised and read the situation he suddenly appeared from behind the partition between the shop and office and was striding towards us holding something, it looked like a heavy metal bar, spitting and cursing obscenely as he was getting nearer the owner of the premises was something else, the robbers knew it butthe dreamerdidn't he was as tough and fearless as they come he had long black hair and looked as solid as a statue his walk had an unstoppable gait to it the robbers knew they only way they would be able to stop him was with a gun the robbers left the building before he got to them in the next scene, all three of the would-be robbers were on the floor outside of the shop it looked like they might be dead qod 3.7 - qos 3.4 - p notes 1 the entries over the last two days are jumbled up a bit one or two of them should be for the twenty-sixth although the record will now show no entry for the twenty-sixth will have to leave them as they are becausethe dreamercan't remember what the actual order should be the mix-up is because there was a dream on the twenty-fourth which was going to be an entry then changed my mind but didn't erase it from the other entry on that date and published it beforethe dreamerrealised whatthe dreamerhad done the reason for bringing this up is because this second dream in this entry is related somehow to the one which wasn't published the dream not published was named "compromising position" it's similarity to this dream would be plain to see and was a lot more grave the dreamerwas told to do something and ifthe dreamerdidn't a girl about ten or twelve would be murdered we have to keep in mind that dreams are not fantasy-events but memories of experiences, albeit as often as not, from different time-tenses the dream being referred to may yet find itself as an entry 25112017 name of dream: xh time-tense: 1 or 2 or 3 or 5 or 6 or 7 or 9 - qod 4.5 - qos 3.7/8 - p pde's: thought about her notes 1 this dream was so sensationalthe dreamerspent too long thinking about it upon waking and forgot the details of the dream before it notes 2 the nervous system has to be considered as being dormant at the moment we're so immersed in an unethical lifestyle the capacity for the nervous system to deliver qualitative experiences to the brain is, to all extents and purposes, not needed notes 3 and this was with a womanthe dreamerdidn't get on with! second sleep name of dream: unexpected guests was expecting a group of youngsters for a confab about an ideathe dreamerhad all at once everything changed when eight or nine mature adults in informal but tasteful attire came through the door and were obviously ready for an evenings entertainment the dreamerwas thrown into confusion how did they know something was planned? where were the youngstersthe dreamerwas expecting ? those questions and more would have to be answered another time in the next scene, they were all in the living room and in a buoyant mood and some of them were looking at me there was no way out of it, it was time to become the host "would anyone like a drink?"the dreamerasked, looking at them but not looking at anyone in particular one man, slightly burly and expensively, but tastefully dressed in a country-man style, said in a semi-jokey way "have you any neat bourbon ?" he said the name of the brand but he might as well have said something in traditional mandarin my blank look told everyone thatthe dreamerdidn't worse than that,the dreamerhad been expecting youngsters, the strongest thingthe dreamerhad was a four percent proof malibu mix, some babychams and a couple of dozen cans of soft drinks and even worse still, the only thing to eat was crisps and peanuts my mind was racing,the dreamerwould have to go to the "˜offy thenthe dreamerwould have to rustle up something decent to eat it would mean leaving them there whilethe dreamerwent shopping whenthe dreamergot backthe dreamerwould have to do some cooking this just wasn't going to work the dreamersimply couldn't think my way around the situation but forever the tryer,the dreamerheard myself saying to one of the ladies "what canthe dreamerget you ?" asthe dreamerwas waking up 24112017 name of dream: drive thru the night-drive all night the first scene of the dream was taking the cover off the bike and seeing the controls and gauges between the handlebars the next scene is motoring along at a steady forty or fifty kilometres an hour on a single two-way road which was wide enough to be a dual carriageway the road was completely clear of traffic, which was my idea of driving heaven (driving at top speed at every opportunity wasn't my style.the dreamermuch preferred the easy-rider way of riding. ifthe dreamerfound myself on a long, clear, and a more or less straight stretch of road, my idea of speed was seventy or eighty kilometres an hour. that way you could still take a look around as you were riding without the road throwing up some unwanted surprises) within a few seconds of dream-time riding a police car in a recess on my side of the road and facing slightly towards me, but could have easily, with a slight swing of the steering wheel, started off at speed in the same way asthe dreamerwas going if it had to, gave a quick flash of his headlights to get my attention the quick on/off of the lights didn't suggest he wanted me to stop but equally, he could have argued in court that it did the dreamerresigned myself to being detained (the dreamerwas driving without insurance) the dreamerstarted slowing and asthe dreamergot to about within fifteen metres of the police carthe dreamercould see the policeman was half-in and half-out of the car he shouted "are shorts the latest fashion now?" his remark/jibe didn't concern me, just the opposite, it meant he didn't want me to stop the joy of the ride was over however and within less than a second of dream-timethe dreamerwas back to wherethe dreamerwas when the dream frist started nowthe dreamerwas thinking of howthe dreamercould go for a ride at night on a road that wasn't likely to have spot checks and things the dreamerturned to the computer and brought up a map of the area the map showed a twenty to a thirty-kilometre radius of wherethe dreamerlived the detail in the map was the second most stand-out part of the dream and ifthe dreamerhad wanted to make it the priority point of the dreamthe dreamercould have concentrated on writing the names of roads and areas and the colours in the map don't know if it's the same for everybody butthe dreamerfind ifthe dreamerdon't put the minutiae of the dream into the awake-world description as soon as poss after waking it fades from the memory the most stand-out sequence of the dream was after the picture of the map was gone and the next scene of the dream started playing out as mentioned, was on the computer and a quick click of the mouse and the map was replaced by six or nine yellow/amber coloured folders, the like of which we are all familiar with within a second of dream-time, one of the folders had writing on it don't remember what was written on it but asthe dreamerscrolled down more and more of the folders had something written on them then the folders had pictures on them and then the pictures became picture-posters the one which caught my eye straight away was a poster-folder with two sentences, one sentence on either side of the folder, which spread like a snake from top to bottom of the folder and read "drive thru the night" and "drive all night" the dreamerdidn't click the folder open because the artwork and the captions on the folder-poster told me everything an all-night rider would need to enter rider-heaven was in it the dreamercouldn't believe that someone with a love for riding a bike had experienced his joy being marred by police checks, as had happened to me in the first scene of the dream, and had gone to all the trouble of making an easy -to-read map for fellow and female bike riders the dreamercarried on looking at what other goodies were available and the next onethe dreamerstopped and looked at was one which had a japanese man with a stern look on his face and the caption read "why the japanese like to die riding" the dream ended asthe dreamerwas looking at the next picture on a folder the caption was "the next sexiest thing" retro (or regrade) smoking" the picture was a semi-clad female voluptile the letch in me was asserting itself the name of dream: drive thru the night-drive all night time-tense have decided not to time-tense each individual scene the reason is" every individual has it in her or him to change the time-tense of the dreams here at dreams theory for instance" as far as i'm aware folders which have pictures on them don't yet exist not being a computer aficionadothe dreamerwouldn't know if it's possible to put writing or pictures on the outside of a folder whichthe dreamerassume would have to be an option when creating a new file folder if it is possible then the person who introduces it will have changed the time-tense of the scene with picture-folders in it from 1 or 2 or 4 to 3 and in the years to follow there will be many opportunities for people to change the time-tense of the scene of the dream and if it's a one-scene dream then the whole dream will have had its time-tense changed the new ideas coming through dreams theory are not copyrighted nor will they ever be subject to legal compromise's any person who develops or initiates the use of anything coming through dreams theory knows they have made their mark on the future for all time and they will always be part of that future surely any person with their eye on the future will be satisfied with immortality in lieu of a payment qod 3.5 - qos 3.7 - p and o notes 1 if had woken one hour earlier this sleep would have been four periods of sleeps and five dreams in one day which would have been a new world record for me now the speculation is " how many times can/does/will the writer sleep and dream in one day before he's done for this lifetime notes 2 it wasn't until the policeman shouted "are shorts the latest fashion now?" thatthe dreamerwas aware thatthe dreamerwas wearing shorts which brings up another point" people from the awake-world are needed, in many instances, to forming the contents of a dream so now we have both states of consciousness affecting the other my belief is the inter-undulation conscious is greater/more enduring/more constructive/more inventive than the time-conscious we'll know for sure when we're interacting with dinosaur man 23112017 three dreams in two sleeps so far today think-read (10) all three of them were low quality but the quality of sleeps was quite high (every cloud..) one was right on the verge of me being violent towards three anti-socials who had blatantly ripped me off one was to do with accommodation in whichthe dreamerhad to lie to avoid admitting to a breach of the house rules second sleep a think-read dream on the computer in whichthe dreameruncovered the log of a type-chat which showed the chat of someone pretending to be me to get access to my funds will probably be having at least one more sleep and with any luck, it will put these into the rubbish bin where they belong third sleep name of dream: back to school this dream began with me as a competitor at a weight-lifting competition remember seeing the scorethe dreamerwas given and think-reading some of the details but that was all of the detail that is remembered of this scene in the next scene, i'm at home setting up an olympic barbell with weights was using about ten or twelve small weights ranging from half-a-kilo to two-and-a-half-kilo the dreamerloaded the bar with about three or four kilos on each side whenthe dreamerlifted the bar it felt unevenly balanced sothe dreamerput it back down a quick look at the weights revealed that there was indeed different weights at each end of the bar the dreamerbegan to change the weights and notedthe dreamerneeded to take two one-and-a-quarter kilo weights off one side and add one weight of a different weight on the other side the dreamerbegan to add the total weight for both sides of the bar with the intention of dividing the sum by two and simplify the numbeer of weights needed to just two weights, one on each end of the bar the dreamerbegan to adding the total weight of the weights on the bar together "one-and-a-quarter plus one-and-a-quarter equals" "two-quarters equals" "one-half-kilos plus two one-kilos equals" "five minus two, one and a one quarter equals" "one and a half plus" it was no use,the dreamercouldn't work it out the dreamerwoke up after half a dozen attempts of trying to make the numbers make sense because the mental effort of doing sums in my head in a dream was too strenuous ! it was draining me mentally the dreamerwas becoming mentally fatigued in a dream! it was more restful to be awake than it was to be asleep! comments on back to school the dreamerhave no idea of how many of you who dream regularly have think-read dreams a two-minute read of this dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/15th.html will convey how difficult it was to successfully compose two sentences of a think-read dream for the first time the chances are think-read dreams are a necessary part of discovering self it's not just possible but more than probable that information necessary for understanding our spirit will mean some of what we need to know will come through in written form lately, think-read dreams are becoming commonplace in the writer's dreams and have become easier to read (practice makes perfect) now we have to learn to do arithmetic in dreams ! it's back to school for all of us time-tense 5 -qod 3.8 - qos 3.7 - p pde's - have been watching weight-lifting competitions downloaded from the internet on the t.v. regularly for the last week or two notes 1 you may get some satisfaction from knowing that whatever elsethe dreamermay be, when it comes to doing sums i'm a complete dunce 9see aside below) perhapsthe dreamerbecome as good at doing think-read sums in dreams as badly asthe dreamerdo with addition and subtraction in awake-time aside: it was the first day back at school after the summer break and the first day as a second-year junior teacher was q and a'ing us on fractions she came to me she wrote 1/2 on the blackboard "what fraction is that ?" she asked me the dreamerthought for a long second "a oneth"the dreamerreplied "no, try again," she said "a second"the dreamerreplied "the expression on her face became quizzical "try again," she said "a twoth,"the dreamersaid her face slumped in dismay and she turned to someone else 22112017 first dream name of dream: bespoke accident was the passenger in a car and we were out in the country the road was narrow and became single file as we drove over a hump-back bridge which was about ten metres long we were more or less off the bridge when the sound of a motorbike filled our senses the dreamerswivelled around to take a look and saw a scrambler dirt bike was on the bonnet of the car behind us the biker must have driven the bike up the boot and over the roof of the car because there was no space on either side of the car whilst on the bridge the biker was totally testosterone driven and nothing was going to stop him from going where he wanted to go the bike finished its manoeuvre, landed on the road and had just passed us when the scene changed in the next scene, another biker like the first one had a man trapped into his bike somehow a man had got his leg, which was showing his bare leg up to the knee, and this was the stand-out scene of the dream, trapped through the front wheel and between the spokes of the bike without his leg being cut, scratched or grazed was trying to work out how it would be possible for that to happen when the dream ended name of dream: bespoke accident time-tense ? qod 2.8 - qos 3.6 - p and o notes 1 contrary to common thinking that dreams are a series of jumbled up images which don't have a place in the "real world" dreams are in fact snippets of realities which have happened in past undulations and will continue to happen in this and future undulations the second sequence of this dream is baffling it's possible that if a bike like the one in the dream landed with enough force and the spokes of the wheel was made of a metal that was very supple, the wheel would momentarily bend and cause a gap between the spokes large enough for a leg to fit through you have a go at thinking in what circumstances a leg would be in that place at that moment the spokes of the wheel were mishappen the point that has to be considered is" every conceivable circumstance or set of circumstances which can happen has happened ! welcome to his terrible love second dream at the kitchen window when mom passes by the dreamercan she is in a hurry she is on mission to a woman-only meeting to support a popular member of the community who has been disproportionately punished for saying something or doing something against another woman in the community the woman she has wronged is not a well-liked person but she has a core group of supporters who think an aggressive attitude in a woman is the way to tackle problems, be they communal or personal the dreamercan see there is a steady, and growing, stream of women going up the hill to the meeting place who want to make their feelings known this is the chance for the women, who, it must be said, outnumber the supporters the woman with an aggressive outlook on life by three to one or more mom was in fighting mood and was no mouse when it came to taking on other women or other men come to that the dreamercould see she was about to strike a blow for fair-minded women and nothing was going to stop her having her say she knewthe dreamerknew she was on a mission and gave a hurried smile which contained a genuine feeling of pleasure whenthe dreamersaid "any chance of a cuppa' ?" name of dream: mom on a mission time-tense 1, 3, 4 or 7 - qod 3.6 - qos 3.6 - p notes pde's: scarcely a day goes by when my thoughts don't linger on mom notes 2 currently, there are plenty of women with an aggressive attitude 21112017 reading a review which was comparing one type of sound system to another there was no competition really the one which got all the best press completely overshadowed its competitor without naming the companies involved one of the systems was called the feathered model name of dream: think-read (9) p.a. systems time-tense 5 - qod 2.8 - qos 3.4 - p notes 1 another easy-to-read think-dream the third easy-to-read think-dream in a row ! 20112017 was at home with my mother we both heard a clatter in the kitchen the dreamerwent to find out what it was asthe dreameropened the door to the kitchen there was another flurry of sound a white-feathered bird with a broken wing in obvious distress looking very frightened my mother suggested it should be put out of its suffering the dreamersaid "the dreamercan't do it" time-tense 1, 3, 4, 6, 7, 9 ? - qod 2.8 -qos 3.4 - p notes 1 again, nothing points to why this content found its way into a dream second dream an army of ants was on the move they weren't in a charitable mood time-tense 9 ? - qod 2.6 - qos 3.4 - observer notes 1 unable to pinpoint why this dream occurred third dream a film was in production on the set was a strong-man called big z he was amused that his role needed a scene in which he took a tentative puff of a joint he wanted the fame the movie would bring so he complied time-tense 1, 2, 3, 4, 6, 7, 9 ? - qod 3.3 - qos 3.4 - observer notes 1 no pde's for any of these dreams there are still a lot of thingsthe dreamerdon't understand about the theory of dreams not sure why these dreams happened name of dream: cabbage 1 a one-scene dream which showed a savoy cabbage on display in a box with other savoy cabbages the one cabbage that caught my eye was the one on the top of the others time-tense 5 - qod 2.9 - qos 3.3 - observer pde's: have been unable to find a large-leaf, dark green and firm savoy cabbage for ages and was wondering if and whenthe dreamerwould find one which was howthe dreamerthought one should be this dream showed an acceptably decent one notes 1 this dream wasn't entered on the day it happened it wasn't until the cabbage mentioned in notes 5 of the dream of 30112017 that's its significance was realised it's now thought thatthe dreameram being pressed to enter every dream, regardless of its content or theme there may be some dreams coming shortly won't be received gladly by some people 19112017 first sleep first dream with a friend from some years ago and his three children and the latest addition to the family standing outside a small shopping area waiting for mom to return the latest addition to the family started crying and the baby's milk bottle appeared from somewhere the dreamerwas getting ready to do the honours when mom shows up mom gestures to me to pass the baby to her the dreamerhad the bottle in my hand by now and said to the mother "do you want me to feed her?", hoping she would let me give her the milk-feed mom shook her head in a way which was a definte no the baby stopped crying as soon as she was in mom's arms mom loosened her clothing and began to breast-feed baby category of dream baby food time-tense 1,2,3,4, 7 - qod 3.3 - qos 3.3 - P notes 1 as of this entry, this website believes that its dreams are not, in the main, the result of its pde's someone else (shhh) is at the helm notes 2 also as of today, memories are put into two groups 1 inter-undulation memories 2 present tense memories * further, we shall hold the view that memories and consciousness are one and the same notes 3 this dream is you-know-who telling us Breastfeeding is the way to feed baby ! in case there was any doubt second sleep first dream category of dream x dream (18) time-tense 5, 8, 9 qod 3 qos 3.9 p pde's being held back for the time being notes 1 not all x dreams are top-notch experiences this one may well be a warning second sleep second dream category of dream Think-Read (8) "the authenticator app is causing the jpg file to switch between programmes twenty times a second it can gain access to... this issue is known all the best, the gang" time-tense 5 or... - qod 3 - qos 3.9 - p - pde's - no pde's notes 1 the four points in the dream are the ones that have stuck in the memory until this point (one hour later) this was the second-ever longest think-dream of all the think-read dreams this was the easiest to read notes 1 before publishing this entry this website will follow the advice in this dream will finish it later and let you know what happened (00:42 20112017) 17112017 a neighbour and friend from secondary school (my ref; b.l.) was much bigger than me but was a little envious of my gymnastic abilities each year the males of the senior classes chose their best exercise on the vault and performed it in front of the whole school my friend simply wasn't agile a handstand was beyond him whereasthe dreamercould do a short-arm over the long-vault in the dream my friend was in the showers and sinks room the dreamerwalked into the area where he was and he said "watch this" and he done a forward somersault from the standing-still position he performed the movement with impressive height but unfortunately his momentum threw his head forward when he landed back on his feet and he bashed his head seriously hard into a sink the dreamerknew better than to try and say something sympathetic to someone who is experiencing a lot of pain and watched him fighting back his anger to do something violent to take his mind off how he felt time-tense 9 or 6 qod's 3 to 4 qos 3.6 p and o pde's nothing comes to mind notes as is becoming commonplace with my dreams recently, there was nothing in the pde's which points to what caused this dream perhaps a rethink is necessary to further understand the mechanism of the causes of the themes in dreams what's the word" ancillary? alternative? preferred? discard? notes 2 there were five different dreams in this sleep only one dream is being entered because the time is needed to complete the dreams database for referencing as soon as possible 15112017 three dreams and a Mini-Montage first dream an x dream (17) in a tent in a garden second dream money dream third dream an old acquaintance and health issues mini-montage (women in red/pink bikinis) time-tense qod qos p/o pde's for mini-montage time-tense 1, 2, 4, 5 qod/montage 4.3 qos 3.5 o notes the dreams were as-usual (3 to 3.5) in terms of clarity of images the mini-montage, by contrast, was as clear as a film on a screen also, the awake state was fully present during this mini-montage also, after the first sequence of the montage, there was a degree of controlled-imaging possibly the next step in controlled-imaging is to be able to do it in the middle of the day between the furthest points of one sleep and the next if and when midday controlled-imaging has been accomplished the question is" what are its applications ? if it can be called into action in the middle of the day it will have unlimited entertainment value perhaps we have yet to realise that all the really hard work has been done and its time for a life of recreation ! 14112017 was at big arc-shaped bridge in a built up area, probably london was talking to a celebrity about the politics of what was happening in the country the dreamersaid "did you know that only three per-cent of the surface area of the country is built upon ?" he replied "the dreamerwant to think about things in my own way" the dreamerfelt he knew what was what with the politics of this country but was reluctant to do anything about it and with that he made off with some haste : time-tense 3, 4, - qod 2.7 - qos 3.8 - p pde's thought about a three or four-sentence conversation with a young man a couple of years ago in the very brief conversationthe dreamerbrought up the point about the refusal of the government to build on the land and he tried to defend it by saying that most of the land was unarable the dreamercountered by saying "i'm talking about houses" notes in notes 2 from the third of this monththe dreamersaidthe dreamerwould have to enter every dream regardless of whether it seemed significant or not that still holds true but the problem is some of the details in dream contains explicit x material of some very well known people, in this dream it was ray winstone in isn't the case in this dream but it does mean that dreams theory may never be complete if it ever gets to the point where important understandings are unable to be shared beacause of embarrassment to others then this reason for not making a dream an entry will have to be put to one side notes 2 that people with a priviledged position in society would rather keep their lifestyle than speak the truth is a constant source of irritaton to this website ordinary people aren't compromised in this way and are thus able to remain more closely aligned to the expansive nature of life the dreamerspoke to an elderly lady, a staunch royalst, who didn't try to deny princess diana was assassinated but rejoined by saying "the queen didn't have anything to do with it" people know the truth but are too scared to say anything 12112017 was outside the housethe dreamerlived throughout my teens (when first recollecting the dream upon wakingthe dreamergot the impressionthe dreamerwas walking towards the house, although after replaying the scene a couple of times the impression was thatthe dreamerwas an observer) it was undoubtedly the housethe dreamerlived at for more than two decades except for one detail, a window about a metre high and two-thirds of a metre wide the bottom of the window started about half a metre from the ground if the house being described had a window in the place being described then a person looking through it would have seen the front door, the stairs and the door to the living room there was a teenage boy at the window the dreamerrecognised the boy as someone who was in the same class as me in school (my ref; c.t.) the teenager had a piece of 4"³ x 2"³ wood in his hand and asthe dreamerlooked at him he drew it back and smashed the window in the next scene, he was at the front door of the house being let in he was obviously deranged which meant my family were at risk in the next scene, he was sitting on the sofa and my mother and father were sitting in the matching armchairs either side of the sofa the dreamerglanced a quick glance at my parents and said "didn't you hear the window being smashed ?", ifthe dreamerdidn't say it out loud then it was a loud thought, my parents didn't say or do anything the dreamergrabbed both sides of the front of the teenager's jacket with my right hand, pulled him towards me and said: "what the hell are you doing ?" the teenager didn't say anything but was looking at me without any concern the dreamerrealised he wasn't aware he had done anything wrong and that he was mentally disturbed and further realised that my reaction wasn't going to be constructive the dreamerput my right arm under his head and my left arm under the joints of his knees and lifted him up and laid him on the sofa the dreamerthinkthe dreamersaid something at this point in the dream but can't remember it ifthe dreamerdid the dream ended time-tense 9, 6 -qod 2.7 qos 3.7 p and o pde's nothing in the thoughts of the pde's points to this dream not the teenager from school or a teenager on the rampage, no thoughts or sounds of breaking glass, no thoughts of the parents, no thoughts of something related to the house, nothing notes 1 three possibilities" 1 watched a t.v. programme about a killer-psychopath the day before the pde's which would make this a delayed-theme dream if the theme/contents of dreams are going to be linked to experiences from days, months and years before a dream the value of the interpretation of dreams of this type will become unconvincing 2" it's a plant by you-know-who and the significance of the dream will become apparent in the future 3" this is a new category of dreams not yet understood notes 2 17102014 on the off-chance that the people who are now living at the house in this dream done some improvements to the house and put a window in the same place as the one in the dream,the dreamergoogle-earthed it lo and behold, there was a window there albeit only half the size of the one in the dream at first,the dreamerwas amazed but then noticed that the people living next door had done the exact same home-improvement so had the occupiers of the house next to that and so had" then it dawned on me" the window had always been there ! the dreamermust have looked at that wall with the window in it from the same angle as in the dream ten thousand times over the decades and equally,the dreamermust have looked through it for just as many times from the inside of the house, so" dreams theory, postulate one inter-undulation memories are more accurate than present-tense memories this postulate makes assigning time-tenses more accurate and optimises the quality of a situation or circumstance the time-tense for this dream is now 1, 2 or 4 08112017 dance the mood fantastic they don't come much better than this a sunny summer's day in the precinct in the centre of town it is a two-tier precinct when the architect originally conceived the design for the precinct he imagined spacious, uncluttered access to every part of the precinct with plenty of room for people to manoeuvre with their large bags of designer outfits and such in this precinct in this time, mature-teens had turned the precinct into a socially-oriented gathering place shopping sprees were incidental to the overriding impulse to meet new people and enjoy life in places in the precinct there were clumps of people who were shopping but, overwhelmingly, it was the youth culture which gave the precinct its character the teens were the people who were leading life andthe dreamerwas one of the responsible teens and, boy, on this daythe dreamerwas humming with vibrancy there was a melody somewhere, it might have just been in my head, which had a beat which was causing me to tap my thighs and lightly, almost imperceptibly, skip and sway swinging to the left, slowing and then picking up the pace lightly slapping out on the beat on my thighs, on the walls, on the glass of the shop-fronts, occasionally expressing the beat on the side the bag of somebody's shopping the dreamerwas on the second-tier now and was headed toward a cafe with outside-seating when the melody and beat diminished and very nearly, but not quite, faded out there was still a song in my mood but that was almost washed away asthe dreamerneared to eight or ten girls in summer clothes five or six of the girls were seated, totally relaxed and were smiling that smile which only women who want, and can give more life, have but it was the three or four girls who were standing which channelled my concentration there was one who was breathtakingly good-looking she didn't stir the emotions, she elevated the spirit it brought out in a person the recognition that true beauty was an elevated position to which we all aspire she was something which life produces in very small quantities too many of her would make the rest of us feel inadequate, unsubstantial still, my mood hadn't changed and one of the girl's friends standing next to the beauty caught my attention she was a plain beauty, or did she just seem plain by comparison? it didn't matter,the dreamerknow a good thing whenthe dreamersee it, and when she looked at methe dreamerknew we would be good for each other the dream ended with me carrying on my way, asthe dreamerhad before encountering the girls dreams don't come much better than this - time-tense 1, 2, 4 - qod 4.4 - qos 4 - p pde's 1 a noticeable improvement of movement during the day 2 was thinking about he-whose-name-you-dare-not-speak and how his femininity comes through in women 3 a young girlthe dreamerspoke to on the bus a couple of weeks ago notes 1 because my recovery back to mobility is a long processthe dreameram acutely aware of the slightest improvement which causes feelings of jubilation and in turn gets blown out of all proportion in dreams 2 femininity can be seen as the biological mechanism through which love/life implements eternity's command to increase endlessly the beauty in this dream epitomises love/life's multiplicative nature in mammal man-shaped beings 3 the young girl on the bus is the plain beauty in the dream since that brief encounterthe dreamerhave realised it was an opportunity lost to implement an idea from more than a year ago yesterday it was prominent in my thoughts andthe dreamerresolved not to let a chance like that pass by again if the young girl should read this! other notes there were three stand-out moments in this dream the beauty, the plain beauty and the opening sequence with the exceptionof the "fade-out" at the end of the dream, which was about one-tenth of the whole dream, it was all stand-out it was while wondering what women in the far-off future will be like that it occurred to me thatthe dreamerhaven't yet had a dream that takes place in space get ready for some really stand-out space-dreams 06112017 a tired john and a concerned relative the dream starts with me waking from a sleeping position and feeling tired, very tired the first thingthe dreamersee is a mature young man looking at me the male is either the brother or a son of the woman i'm in a relationship with he says "the dreamercan go and get you a black leather mattress or if you don't want thatthe dreamerwill take you home" he talks in a no-nonsense manner and his tone of voice and look tells me it's time to make a choice the situation is" i'm sleeping in the living room and he doesn't like it people in a relationship sleep together he's too sensitive to towards his mother/sister to ask questions about the sleeping arrangements but knows something isn't as it should be the dreamerwas touched that he would take on the expense and go to the trouble of getting a new mattress and said "you would do that for me" and then "give me a minute to wake up please" the dreamerwas waking from the sleep asthe dreamerheard myself saying the last sentence before the dream ended there was a final picture or scene of me looking at myself in the mirror the dreamerhad dark bags under my eyes and looked unwell (this is the stand-out part of the dream) the dreamerdon't remember looking that unwell in this lifetime time-tense for first scene 3, 6, 7 qod 2.8 qos 2.5 p time-tense for second scene/picture 3, 5, 9 notes in the first scenethe dreameram participating the mirror scene,the dreamernow realise, was as an observer this is the first dreamthe dreameram aware of whenthe dreameram both particpant and observer in the same dream! pde's tried resting to the fullest extent during the day to see if lying down all day was beneficial this dream tells me it's not too much rest or inactivity during any given day is not in accordance with what we can/should be doing there is an optimum minimum/maximum movement/rest ratio for every individual it is time to start tieing dreams in with Metabolic Maintenance to get a more accurate picture 03112017 this dream was about a scoring system the value of the thing being scored was displayed by a dark-coloured ball in a thin transparent square container which had liquid in it the container was about three diameters of the ball in width and five ball-diametres high, the container/s could have been any size the liquid in the container was responsive and could, very subtlely, change colour the ball rose and wavered and fell in the container as its rating rose or fell in the second scene, there were three or four of the transparent containers which looked as if they were joined together my attention focused on one container in particular, probably because it had the most movement in it inside the container, there was a light-grey small, wispy column which changed its shape, like smoke in a still room the light-grey column of the smoke-shaped liquid was about the height of a ball and asthe dreamerlooked at it the width varied from one-seventh to one-sixth of one ball-width time-tense 2 or 5 it doesn't seem likely that the technology being described here will have been developed within the writer's lifetime the only way it could happen is if the d-man class of man-shaped beings begin sharing their technology with us (see lead article) qod 3 qos 3.1 p/o ? pde's the pde which brought this dream about was the scores being given at a weight-lifting competitionthe dreamerwatched on the telly there was argy-bargy about whether the referees had got some of the scorings right or not in the programme, the decisions were close calls but it is the case that life has the ability to be meticulous about the most insignificant thing notes thinking about it, a scoring system, or any situation with serious consequences, which had a qualitative attachment would be useful when decisions are based on measuring devices which are too crude to measure a difference thinking about it further, a liquid substance which reacts to the prescence of consciousness seems feasible (see The Act of Observation) notes 2 wasn't going to make this dream into an entry but like those times when we throw something away only to find a use for it later, all dreams regardless of their seeming insignificance will have to be entered if it's in a dream it's there for a reason ! this dreams thing is taking over my life ! 31102017 time-tense qod's 1st and 2nd 2.9 p qod 3rd 3.1 p inter-undulationary dreams two dreams first dream first scene was making my way along the walkway alongside of a canal or a river the ground was uneven andthe dreamerwas laden with a collapsable wheelcahir and a couple of bags the dreamerhad to get up an embankment to get onto the road the dreamercouldn't have done it on my own but as the luck of the dream would have a family which had two young boys were at hand the dreamertold the boysthe dreamerwould give them a pound each if they would they would get the chair up the slope they jumped at it next scene was at a railway station still had the chair and baggage and the family from the previous scene were also still in the dream the platform was narrow which made the station look busier than it really was the train pulled in it only had two or three carriages and was on the track beyond the track that our platform was servicing people started letting themselves down onto the track next to our platform and going to the train it started something of a stampede and againthe dreamerpromsed the lads money if they would help me get my things onto the train several peolpe had boarded the train and some my belongings were on it or were about to put on it when the train started pulling away everbody started shouting,the dreamerwas shouting loudest a guardsman showed at the back of the train and was gesticulating and saying something couldn't hear his words but he managed to convey that another train was coming for us second dream had got out of a car with a half a dozen presents the presents were mainly big ones it was my aunties house and relatives from another part of the country or another country had arrived the guests were a family of four or five with one or two children and a new addition to the family the dreamerwas excited because her guests were an old real-life girlfriend whothe dreamerhad been scheduled to marry as a teenager and had broken up with her first husband and had started a family with another man twenty years before in the real-life situation with my ex-girlfriend things were not going how she had expected in the real-life situation going back to a year after we split up she was at the same aunties house in the dream and looked glum the dreamerfound out later that the man she married, a canadian she emmgrated to canada with, didn't want children and it was causing a lot of friction my entire family clan were staunch supporters of "the get married and have children" outlook of life back in the dream" the dreamerwalked through the front door and said something to make my prescence known the dreamerwalked through to the back living room and went in the ex-girlfriend's new addition to the family was in a pram or cot that had a partial overhang andthe dreamerpeered into where the baby was whenthe dreamerlooked back up from the pram my ex-girlfriend was standing there looking at me intently the look was unmistakable andthe dreamerwas thinking the same thing this could/should have been us the dreamerasked her if the baby was a girl but she didn't reply the dreamerspoke to the baby and could see the baby respond with an open mouth smile the dreamersaid to the ex-girlfriend "it looks like she's smiling to me" again she never said anything but looked at me even more purposefully and the dream ended the realtionship with the woman of the child in this dream broke up through circumstances outside of my control andthe dreameroften wonder what our lives together would have been like the woman of the child in the dream was the very first female to make a real impression on me the dreamerwas five or six or seven andthe dreamerremember the instance as clearly as any memorythe dreamerhave the dreamerwas with my mother at a bus terminal in the centre of town and she appeared in front of me a bubbly blonde talking her head off blonde hair, blue eyes, pink skin, red lips, white teeth and full of life the dreamerhad never seen anything like it at that age there were no connotations of sexuality attached to either of us she became my first girlfriend whenthe dreamerwas sixteen and we were together for about a year we were ready to, but never did, conjoin * tried the imaging when falling into sleep as mentioned in the entry for 30102017 time-tense qod 3.3 qos 3.4 p met woman who invited me to a party she saidthe dreamercould bring friends the impressionthe dreamergot from our short conversation was that the party was a no-expense-spared extravaganza highly formal but with the promise of every acceptable form of adult entertainment the organised entertainment would go on for days and days and we would be expected to expand on on the scope of what happend by improvising with variations and off-shoots of the activities by using our individual talents and imaginations to enrich it the party would,the dreamergot the impression, be open-ended if indeed it was not already in progress and my invitation was to make it even bigger or replace people who couldn't maintain the pace my invitation was for the following day managed to find three girls who wanted to come with me arrived on the grounds it was stately settings with a wing annexe to the main bulding the dreamerjoked to girls as we took it in "the dreamerwas told to use the servants's entrance" while waiting for door to open two or three more couples showed up one of the men gave me the impression he and the woman he was with were pretending to be part of my group one of two large doors open and we go into the main buiding the woman who invited me was standing there with a board in her hand she said "john,the dreamersaid you could bring ten people and you have brought ten people" she nods in approval and writes something on the board, it could have been a tick against my name the dreamernotice a highly-polished oblong table with seats touching each other there were four in line either side of the table and three or five hugged the curves at each end dream ends * awake with eyes closed and thinking about the dream when a classic montage begins a burst of more than ten different sequences they happen so quicklythe dreamerdidn't have time to take in the details of most of them the two or three that gave up their detail showed individual girls all in white and dancing only one sequence lingered long enough to for me to recognise the situation" they were ballerinas whatthe dreamerthink is happening with this dream is we are moving into another gear with dream theory this dream is laying the foundation for increasingly more sophisticated themes and intricate connections the dreamerbelieve this dream may be the first of an episode or serial dream or a reference point for another or other dreams you-know-who has lined up for you which are designed to draw you into the dream state we can expect to have to begin linking dreams and themes together and if the wedding photos dream (Ref) is anything to go by dreams will be linked over years and decades 29102017 first dream met two young girls the dreamerhad captured their imagination and was going to show them the "ropes" the dreamerhad to go home for something and the girls came with me my mother was in the house, she weighed up the situation and stepped in she began an argument in front of the girls and it was enough to scare them off the girls left the house andthe dreamerwas fuming the dream ended with me saying to mother "you and me are officially at loggerheads" dream 3 in a shop that was a house that had been converted into in a mini-market the ceiling was high enough for five or six shelves the highest shelf was one and a half metres up which would have bee too high for a smaller person to reach there were three or four rows of shelves but they were too close together when there were only a handful of people shopping it was practical enough the problem was, when it was busy, as in this dream, getting from row to row was one long "excuse me please" the dreamerhad done the shopping and was almost at the front of a queue in a line of about ten people the dreamerhad to move the bags of shopping from my right to my left to give people leaving the counter room to walk out, sothe dreamerstepped to one side of the queue and re-arranged the bags and asthe dreamerwas doing that the queue shuffled forward and filled the spacethe dreamerhad created whenthe dreamermoved again, as in the second dream,the dreamerbecame livid that the entire queue was in the frame of mind which cooperated in taking my place was more thanthe dreamercould swallow the dreamerwaited for the person being served to finish being served and gave the bloke who had been the person behind me in the queue a wild look he sawthe dreamerwas going to confront him and let me get served first the dreamerwoke out of the dream at this point feeling really tired * the dreamerspent a full twenty minutes figuring out what it was in the pde's which had caused the two low-quality dreams eventually,the dreamerpinpointed it as being a long minute of stray thoughts the day before it took another few minutes to implement a series of thoughts which made me raise my tolerance to devolving beings and was mentally relaxed my eyes had been closed since waking andthe dreamerwas still in a semi-sleepy state and ready for more sleep as sleep beckoned a montage began the first two or three scenes could,the dreamerrealised, quite easily have become undesirable ones ifthe dreamerhad not made the effort and resolved the problem of what caused dreams two and three to happen the rest of the montage of images took on pleasing forms and movements * three points here" 1 it takes but one thought to initiate a stream of thoughts once a train of thought begins it tends to follow the quality of the initiating thought 2 montage sequences are most easily initiated in a partially sleepy state if we are to make meaningful progress as we begin the transition into an "the awake dream-state" the body needs to be relaxed and the mind needs to be at peace 3 usually, the writer enters into a sleep while thinking about things he will now try imagery as a "lead-in" to sleep it was successful ! three clear images with motion a person hasn't just got be relaxed and peaceful a person has got to be near to the point where they have "let go" of the ability to control their mental activity * third dream this dream was a high 3's in terms of quality a marked increase over the first few dreams the improvement in quality was undoubtedly due to the re-positioning of tolerance mentioned above this dream was on a sunny day in a field with short grass there were four to six groups of people with three, four or five people in each group it was predominantly groups of families the first peoplethe dreamercame into contact with were three young boys the dreamersaid to the young boys "if you can tell me who was on the throne when queen victoria was alive you will win a hamper as a prize" they gave the right answer andthe dreamertold them where to go and get the prize from the dreamerasked a women with children a similar answer-in-the-question question she got it right as well and won a hamper * the dreamerwoke from this second sleep feeling more refreshed and relaxed than any sleep for weeks or even months the moral of this story is, of course, keep those Stray Thoughts in check * it is now thought that this last dream is a "undulation-hop" an undulation-hop is a dream which comes from a different time-sense to the previous dream or scene this possibility means the mind/brain is even more sophisticated than we have previously thought the only way this website can see how this might be possible is if the brain/mind has the ability to Fractalise experience dreams theory is getting more and more complicated it should simplify itself after this initial "starting phase" time-tense for second dream - 6 and/or 9 - qod 2.7 - qos 2.5 - p time-tense for third dream - 6 and/or 9 - qod 2.7 - qos 2.5 - p time-tense for fourth dream - 3 or 4 - qod 3.8 - qos 4 - p notes there were five dreams and a montage in this sleep but the details of the first dream are not remembered 28102017 two x (15 and 16) dreams and a car dream the street wherethe dreamerlived was on an incline and at the bottom of the street is a t-junction for a few hundred metres to the left and right of the junction is a row of houses the houses have a one-way access/exit road for the residents the access-road is necessary because just a metre or two from the access-road is a busy dual carriageway the dreamerturned right at the junction,the dreamerthinkthe dreamerwas on my way to see a family who used to live two doors from wherethe dreamerwas born and had moved because they had more children than that house could accommodate, and asthe dreamerwas walking along the pavement of the houses that run parallel to the carriageway someonethe dreamerknew stopped in his car scene two we are driving on the carriageway a police car appeared behind us and is flashing its lights the driver of the carthe dreameram in started accelerating and kept accelerating the sense of acceleration and the powerful thudding of the engine was the stand-out part of the dream before the dream ended we were moving at least one hundred and seventy-five kilometres an hour notes the only thing in the pde's which might have caused this dream were thoughts concerning cars because of this thoughts are being assigned as the major factor in forming the theme of a dream there's another entry from a few years back which lists the things which were then considered to be the major factors in the forming of the content of dreams it may be revealing, when there is a database to tap into and find it, to discover if thoughts were thought to be the major influencing factor then too time-tense 3 -qod 3 - qos 3.4 26102017 kissing dream: (12) a quick kiss time-sense qod 4 qos 3 p got chatting to a girl in a shopping mall or it might have been a large office we were standing at one point in the conversation, she said when she got home there was a programme and a film she wanted to watch it sounded very much like an invitation the dreamerlet her know thatthe dreamerwas interested by referring to another film which had the same actor whichthe dreamersaid was worth watching she became even friendlier and the tone of the conversation became relaxed the dreamersuggested getting groceries for a meal on the way back to her place she was saying something in reply to my suggestion when, as smooth as silk between two of her words, she leant forward and kissed me without breaking the flow of what she was saying her expression didn't change as, while or after the quick kiss andthe dreamerdidn't see it coming it was a natural spontaneous show of her feelings it was the stand-out part of the dream a natural, strong bond had formed and it was going to be a long-term relationship * usually in a kissing dream the sensation of the kiss is the stand-out moment in this dream, the sensation of the kiss was only incidental to the emotional sense of happiness 25102017 time-tense qod 3.8 qos 3.9 p laughing dream (pool table) there was a dream before this one which was also humorous have forgotten most of the details though this dream" there were three of us, all males, playing pool it was a good-natured atmosphere with lots of banter when someone played a good shot one of the players would say "he relies on flukes" or "i'm gladthe dreamerdon't have to rely on flukes to win" the trick was to reply with an equally sharp remark "it's funny how opponents usually say that when they know they're losing" or " you do realise you have to pay up even if all your opponents shots are flukes" it was my turn to play a shot" it was a difficult shot andthe dreamerdidn't expect to get it nor did the other two there were three balls clustered around the bottom-right pocket the dreamerknew the theory that needed to be applied to make the pot but it was well beyond my abilities allthe dreamerknew was that it was a slow ball the dreamermade a slow deliberate stroke which sent the white ball down the table at a snail's pace asthe dreamerwatched itthe dreamerhad a feeling" the dreamerstarted walking, following the ball down the table not daring to really think it would do what it could do as it reached the contact point with the first ball it was barely moving the dreamermoved in closer to see what would happen the cue ball seemed to go into slow motion the dreamerwas mesmerised the dreamergot closer still the dreamerbent over to within half a metre of where the balls were and placed my hands, one hand on the left-hand side of the corner of the table and the other on the right-hand corner of the table, and leant over into the table my position at the table blocked the view of the balls from the other two guys to my sheer amazement, the resultthe dreamerknew was possible but never thought would happen, happened, the cue-ball knocked the balls perfectly andthe dreamermade the shot it looked even better seeing it through the eyes than it did in the imagination it was one of those moments in your life when you realised you had "it" in you do world-class things the dreamerstood up and turned and looked at my two mates expecting them to be nodding with ackowledging with what was a superlative act of precision but they were looking at me with a mixture and disgust and disdain then the penny dropped" they thoughtthe dreamerhad helped the ball into the pocket with my hand teasing remarks were an acceptable part of the game but using your hands ! it had lowered the game to below an acceptable standard it would have been hopeless to try and persuade them the dreamerbegan laughing at the irony of it the dreamerwas the only person who would see the best shotthe dreamerwould ever make the morethe dreamerlaughed the more disgusted the other two became and the more disgusted they looked the morethe dreamerlaughed the dreamerwoke up still laughing hard * this is the fourth or fifth laughing dream this year a few years back two or more laughing dreams a week were the norm an appraisal of the pde's revealed the thoughts, feelings and actions which caused this laughing dream they may start to become regular again 24102017 think-read dream (7) time-tense - qod 3.8 qos 3.9 p this think-read dream began as a dream and continued through the stages between deep-sleep to being fully conscious if you ever find yourself in a think-read dream you'll come to know just how laborious they can be they really do tax a person's ability to concentrate to continue, eventually, the writing in the dream stretched out to about two-hundred and fifty to three-hundred words it was part of report which done a study of couples and procreation in brief, it found that nearly all of those who planted their seed in the "garden" were successful in their attempts to create life whereas those who viewed sexual activity as "happy hunting grounds" were only successful one time in ten the words "garden" and "happy hunting grounds" was used often in the textthe dreamerwas reading in the dream and are not terms that are familiar to me in the context they were written if there has been a study of couples as mentioned above and the terms mentioned are used then there's an interesting interpretation which can be attached to this dream if such a report doesn't exist then this dream can be assigned to a specific time-sense * this was the most elaborate think-read dream to date it's with a bit of an apology that this website has to declare that its most prominent dream-theme is x dreams the reason for so many x dreams is because this website is acutely aware that our numerical value, when viewed within the context of eternity, is appallingly small further, no matter how many of us there are, it will always be an appallingly small number the expression "the more the merrier" in no way expresses the situation in which life finds itself there is a primal driving force which underpins our existence and which is compelling life" you must, forever, be increasing the dominance of x dreams reflects our position again, view life not as a by-product of eternity but as an extension or continuance of eternity second sleep time-tense qod 2.6 p 10 a three-girl dream in this dream, the dreamer is entrusted to look out for the best interests of three girls they were all in their early twenties with that demeanour which men find attractive and typically they trusted men my lifestyle was a bit hectic but by and large handling this type of situation as well within my scope they were getting ready for a social evening and they all wanted to bathe there was only one bathroom but it was large enough for the needs of the three girls the dreamerwas organising everything which would be needed to make the evening's activities a success inexscusably, at one stagethe dreamerbecame totally absorbed in one specific part of the organising and forget about the girls the dreamerwas a full twenty minutes out of sync whenthe dreamerremembered that the girls didn't have towels andthe dreamerhadn't shown them where the towels were by the timethe dreamergot to the bathroom the girls had finished bathing and the bathroom had got too cold for comfort they were wet, didn't have the means to dry themselves down and were looking despondent the dreamerturned the heating on got the towels and made my exit hoping asthe dreamerleft that the girls would not let my mistake affect their enjoyment of the evening 23102017 time-tense qod 2.9 qos 3.2 p the dreamerwas given a supervisory order by the courts it meant travelling fifteen kilometres to the people who were doing the supervising it was a sunny day and whenthe dreamergot therethe dreamerhad to go around to the back of the house it was a fenced garden a young male man, who was also under a supervision order, was at the gate to let me in we had taken a couple of steps into the garden and the young man said "the car isn't working" that meant it would be a great inconvenience for getting back home there were four elderly people sitting at a table and looked to be having a good time one of the two women looked at me and said "that's him" asthe dreamerwas walking the twenty metres to where the four people were sittingthe dreamercould feel my walking becoming more deliberate (this was the stand-out bit of the dream) it dawned on me that the four people saw the supervision of people as something of an event and it produced in them an air of superiority the dreameralso realised that the car was working and inconveniencing me was somethingthe dreamerwould have to like they were going to "toy around with me" andthe dreamerwas supposed to take it the dreamerwas forming a verbal attack of them in my head when the dream ended 22102017 time-tense 1, 2, 3, 4 qod 3.9 qos 3.3 p 10 was living on the first or second floor in perfectly acceptable accommodation in a block of flats the dreamerwent to a neighbour to ask for some coffee he was dressed in slightly formal casual clothes there was another man in the flat he gave me a quick look of polite recognition andthe dreamerwas forgotten the man who opened the door was congenial enough and some sentences passed between us a girl walked into the room she was slim, veering toward gangly she was wearing a tightish two-piece dark suit and a white shirt or blouse she had the mary quant hairstyle that was one or two centimetres longer than the original style and the bottom of her hair splayed out all around her head except for her forehead she was wearing glasses that were fashionable the dreamerdidn't think that she was my cup of tea she spoke a couple of sentences to the man who opened the door to me on the third sentence, in response to something the man said, she mentioned a male and broke out into a prolonged and delightful chuckle with a startling immediacy,the dreamerknew that whatever she was on the outside it was housing a fabulous personality andthe dreamerhad to get to know her was waiting for my chance to join in the conversation when the dream ended 20102017 time-tense 1, 2, 3, 4 qod 3.9 qos 3.5 o 10 there were two dreams which were remembered in this sleep both had a holiday theme to them the second dream is the one of significance there were three sequences two of them were aerial views and the third was looking down but at street level at first,the dreamerthought it was a holiday resort but then realised it was something much grander there was an air of excitement with lots of colour the two sequences which stand out were the aerial scenes the first one looked as though the scene was being viewed from a mountain-top about three kilometres away looking down onto a promenade in this scene, the view took in about eight hundred metres of the sea there were hundreds and hundreds of people along the promenade with the greatest concentration of people at the departure point where a boat which looked like it could ferry about two hundred people at a time was accepting boarders this scene also showed the boat which had previously departed and it was about five hundred meters across the bay the second sequence looked like it was being seen from a satellite it showed the entire expanse of water between the departure and arrival points and five kilometres of the land of on either side of the water there were three boats like the one in the first scene at an equal distance from one another at various points of the crossing all three boats left a two-boat-length wake as they were moving the dreamerwould say they were moving at fifteen to twenty kilometres an hour the destination point was bustling, almost a bazaar the dreamergot the sense it was somewhere in southern europe although, depending on the time-tense, it could have been anywhere the view being described was a 24/7 live-feed which was the, or one of the, most watched live-feeds in the world the thing about the dream is that there wasn't a two-way flow of the boats all three of the boats in the aerial scene was going one way this, again, depending on the time-tense, has been and/or will be, the most orderly migration of people in the history of the planet this could mean the boats were being made on the side of the water people were departing from and being used for a completely different purpose afterwards thinking about this dream two days later, the boats could be used for children's playhouses this dream opens up yet another point to take into consideration when formulating dreams" this dream could reasonably be seen as any class of man-shaped being" dinosaur class, mammal class, the class which follows the mammal class or any of the classes of man-shaped being which are scheduled to emerge over the millennia and milliards to come first dream met two young girls the dreamerhad captured their imagination and was going to show them the "ropes" the dreamerhad to go home for something and the girls came with me my mother was in the house, she weighed up the situation and stepped in she began an argument in front of the girls and it was enough to scare them off the girls left the house andthe dreamerwas fuming the dream ended with me saying to mother "you and me are officially at loggerheads" dream 3 in a shop that was a house that had been converted into in a mini-market the ceiling was high enough for five or six shelves the highest shelf was one and a half metres up which would have bee too high for a smaller person to reach there were three or four rows of shelves but they were too close together when there were only a handful of people shopping it was practical enough the problem was, when it was busy, as in this dream, getting from row to row was one long "excuse me please" the dreamerhad done the shopping and was almost at the front of a queue in a line of about ten people the dreamerhad to move the bags of shopping from my right to my left to give people leaving the counter room to walk out, sothe dreamerstepped to one side of the queue and re-arranged the bags and asthe dreamerwas doing that the queue shuffled forward and filled the spacethe dreamerhad created whenthe dreamermoved again, as in the second dream,the dreamerbecame livid that the entire queue was in the frame of mind which cooperated in taking my place was more thanthe dreamercould swallow the dreamerwaited for the person being served to finish being served and gave the bloke who had been the person behind me in the queue a wild look he sawthe dreamerwas going to confront him and let me get served first the dreamerwoke out of the dream at this point feeling really tired * the dreamerspent a full twenty minutes figuring out what it was in the pde's which had caused the two low-quality dreams eventually,the dreamerpinpointed it as being a long minute of Stray Thoughts the day before it took another few minutes to implement a series of thoughts which made me raise my tolerance to devolving beings and was mentally relaxed my eyes had been closed since waking andthe dreamerwas still in a semi-sleepy state and ready for more sleep as sleep beckoned a montage began the first two or three scenes could,the dreamerrealised, quite easily have become undesirable ones ifthe dreamerhad not made the effort and resolved the problem of what caused dreams two and three to happen the rest of the montage of images took on pleasing forms and movements * three points here" 1 it takes but one thought to initiate a stream of thoughts once a train of thought begins it tends to follow the quality of the initiating thought 2 montage sequences are most easily initiated in a partially sleepy state if we are to make meaningful progress as we begin the transition into the "awake dream-state" the body needs to be relaxed and the mind needs to be at peace 3 usually, the writer enters into a sleep while thinking about things he will now try imagery as a "lead-in" to sleep * third dream this dream was a high 3's in terms of quality a marked increase over the first few dreams the improvement in quality was undoubtedly due to the re-positioning of tolerance mentioned above this dream was on a sunny day in a field with short grass there were four to six groups of people with three, four or five people in each group it was predominantly groups of families the first peoplethe dreamercame into contact with were three young boys the dreamersaid to the young boys "if you can tell me who was on the throne when queen victoria was alive you will win a hamper as a prize" they gave the right answer andthe dreamertold them where to go and get the prize from the dreamerasked a woman with children a similar answer-in-the-question question she got it right as well and won a hamper * the dreamerwoke from this second sleep feeling more refreshed and relaxed than any sleep for weeks or even months the moral of this story is, of course, keep those Stray Thoughts in check * it is now thought that this last dream is an "undulation-hop" an undulation-hop is a dream which comes from a different time-sense to the previous dream or scene this possibility means the mind/brain is even more sophisticated than we have previously thought the only way this website can see how this might be possible is if the brain/mind has the ability to Fractalise experience dreams theory is getting more and more complicated it should simplify itself after this initial "starting phase" time-tense for the second dream - 6 and/or 9 - qod 2.7 - qos 2.5 - p time-tense for the third dream - 6 and/or 9 - qod 2.7 - qos 2.5 - p time-tense for fourth dream - 3 or 4 - qod 3.8 - qos 4 - p notes 1 there were five dreams and a montage in this sleep but the details of the first dream are not remembered 18102017 time-tense 1, 3, 4 qod 3.8 qos 3.5 p was lying down recuperating or recovering from something a medical carer was near an emergency call came through for my carer but he couldn't go the dreamerdecidedthe dreamercould do something the dreamerwas on my feet and making for the destination the carer couldn't go to as fast asthe dreamercould run the dreamerremember having to hold onto the sides of a car parked alongside the road of a busy pedestrian street and squeeze past three or four people to keep the momentum going the dreamerbroke into a sprint and that took me about fifty or sixty metres to the edge of a big drop which was too big to jump down looking downthe dreamercould see the groundthe dreamerwas standing on covered a historical structure which had a large wrought-iron gate which must have been hundreds of years old ifthe dreamerwas careful it would be possible to lower myself onto the top of the gate and ifthe dreamercould keep my balancethe dreamercould bend down and get a grip of the gate it was slightly dangerous butthe dreamermanaged to do it asthe dreamerwas scaling down the gate which was about three metres high there were people on the other side of the gate and it looked as though they were tourists looking around the structure whichthe dreamerassumed had historical significance whenthe dreamerwas on the groundthe dreamerbroke into a run again and was weaving my way around various impediments which prevented me from running in a straight line to my destination the dreamerwas moving at a pace when the dream ended * the previous day's experiences which caused this dream was the feelingthe dreamerhad asthe dreamerwas part-way through a new and expanded exercise routine of squats and deadlifts which were the most intensethe dreamerhad done for two or more years and made me feel healthy my forearms are still noticeably bigger fifteen hours later! 17102017 time-tense 1, 3, 4 qod 2 p 10 in a fairly busy city-centre was returning to the corner of a junction wherethe dreamerhad left flyers on a fold-away seat with a sign that read "free: take one" so people could help themselves whenthe dreamerwasn't there everywherethe dreamerlooked there were uniformed men every fifteen metres or so standing at the kerb the uniforms were black or navy-blue trousers, black leather or synthetic shiny jackets and peak-caps with a shiny peak asthe dreamerwalked past one of themthe dreamercould hear his voice clearly his voice had a distinctly german accent and he spoke in a confident tone in the next scene,the dreamerwas talking to someone about the contents of the flyers 16102017 time-tense qod 3 p 2 sister and self at the bus stop it was the first day back at school and we had got to the bus stop an hour before we needed to we were exploring the stream that run along side of the road someone said there is someone running amok and damaging the cars in the car park at the front of the pub acrossthe road from the bus stop we could see from where we were that it wasn't a someone but a something it was a tube-shaped life-form that could turn itself inside out its outside was grey and its inside was brown it had a malevolent character and was putting big dents in the cars every time it bashed or jumped onto one of the cars in the next scene we were back at the stream again andthe dreamersensed it was time to catch the bus and made my way up the incline from the stream to the bus stop just in time to see the bus turning the corner of the road fifteen metres to my right by the timethe dreamerhad got over the metal barrier that seperated the path from the stream the front of the bus was passing me the dreamernoticed the number of the bus the number of the bus served the district of the area our family lived in before we moved to the location the dream was taking place in the dreamershouted out hoping to get the bus drivers attention but he didn't hear me we had now gone from being an hour early to being late a relative or someone who had our interests at heart offered to get us to where we had to go * two odd things about this dream the first was the thing-being will assign the animal-being as coming from some stray thoughts during the day the second was the number of the bus which was clearly out of the time-tense cum location of the dream as this dream is being explained the number of the bus which we were waiting for is clearly remembered why did the conscious conjure up the wrong bus when the correct bus was obviously on tap? the thinking is that the time-tense of dreams may have a lot more significance than is curently being given to them the time-tense factor may be the key to figuring out anomolies in dreams, such as the ones in this dream, and may also be a break-through in understanding dreams in general there doesn't appear to be an easy explanation so it will have to be a complicated one the creature is truly primeaval a large dog-sized tube-shaped being with a destructive nature must precede the dinosaur class of being a mobile being without any limbs must have come even before any of the creepy-crawlies in the insect world the caterpiller which has legs at the front and back of its body but none in between and can rear up on its back set of legs is the closest of any creature which comes to mind thinking about it further, there are tube-shaped creature that live in sea which have the shape of the creature in the dream the evidence which supports the origin and evolution of life seems reasonable so, you-know-who realises he can bring into being others who can experience the qualitative state of straight line action to get to the point of transmutation the act of earthly evolution is necessary after having attained their man-shaped status some man-shaped beings make the decision to not maintain an ethical lifestyle an ethical lifestyle in absolute terms means aligning oneself to the characteristic of Endlessness to act in a way which is not endless is contrary to eternity and eternity cannot accomodate it an unethical lifestyle "constricts" the form of being and prevents life-forms from progressing to the point of transmutation further, constriction becomes restriction and restriction eventually becomes self-destruction the process of the unravelling of the man-shaped form brings about shapes which weren't necessary to achieve the man-shape odd, easily-recognisable non man-shaped forms don't happen until milliions of years into the future of this undulation" link to 14 shades of grey https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwVy_6biLuE so how does this way of looking at things help in understanding the creature in the dream? how can a creature which lives in the sea be bashing cars about ? reference to similar looking creature (pecognitive 22042016 http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/precognitive%20dreams.html) 15102017 qod 2 p 10 time-tense first dream the whole of this bit of a dream which lasted for about ten seconds of dream-time was the feeling of being unwell it took just a few seconds after waking to realise what produced it" the last thingthe dreamerate before going to sleep was a heavily-laden ham sandwich second dream qod 2.9 p 10 time-tense a girl in her mid-teens had a rabbit as a pet the rabbit was frisky in a waythe dreamerwouldn't have imagined was possible the girl was taking great delight from watching the antics of the rabbit third dream time-tense qod 2.7 qos 3.3 p or o in the dentist's chair can remember the dentist's face and his serious look and his determined manner can see the syringe in the dentist's hand as he comes towards me the dreamersee the syringe going into my mouth didn't feel a thing * a reminder people, if there's any pain in a dream, i've only ever had one, you need to identify the cause as a matter of urgency * have had a run of animal dreams over the last ten days didn't enter them into the diary because they didn't seem to be significant will now cross-check them against 13102017 qod 3.4 - qos 2.7 - time-tense 7 - p - 7 on a skateboard in the city centre the smoothness or gracefulness of the movement was determined by a person's alignment to their attitude to life, especially whether their outlook contained equality for other people the thought of the reverence for life gave the board momentum and propelled the board further in direct proportions the skateboarder's love for other people a single soft push of either foot could take the person on the board for a hundred metres regardless of the gradient of the ground the movement was virtually mind-willed in another scene, three of us were in a car on a very wide road, the equivalent of a ten or twelve lane motorway an american was driving a limousine-sized car the dreamerwas in the back seat and was pushed hard to the right of the car as the male driver attempted to go fast and keep the car accelerating on a long turn to the left the driver realised he hadn't got the smoothness of the turn correct and had to decelerated to an unacceptably slow speed to keep the passengers from being shifted around in their seats in another scene, the mind-set which produced productive outcomes came through when writing a person's descriptions flowed more expressively through the pen when the writer has the well-being of other people at the forefront of their mind 11102017 set in the west of the u.s.a. an established settler, previously one of the original pioneers of the west coast, was dedicating his life to helping new settlers through the mountains which, for one reason or another, might claim the lives of "greenhorns" on this occasion, it was a family of three a doctor, his wife, and their elderly teenage daughter in a small green canyon, there was a family of lions the settler decided to draw the big cats away from the family by sending a horse into the canyon once the lions had eaten the horse they wouldn't need to attack the family the horse was sent into the canyon and it drew the big cats out the lions, however, must have developed a taste for human flesh and ignored the horse and began to stalk the family the lions were a lot more skillful at hunting human prey than the guide realized and in the next scene the big cats had out-maneuvered the settler and the family and were moving in for the kill the settler, himself as brave as a lion, knew what he had to do he went to the doctor and got the doctor to fill a syringe with a narcotic or a poison and with a sacrificially-creative act snatched it off the doctor and pumped it into himself he said something to the family just before the drug took affect and then steered the horse toward the lions the last scene was of the guide slumped over the horse heading toward the lions * the pde's of this dream are remembered as you familiarise yourself with your own dream content, the chances are you'll only find merit in writing into your diary things which have a constructive use to other people qod 3.7 qos 3.5 o 10 10102017 decided to go on a holiday on the spur-of-the-moment was travelling very light no wheelie or backpack just my cards and pound coin in my pocket the dreamerlived near to the train station and only needed to go one or two stops on the bus to get the station got off the bus along with two elderly women and asked them where the train station was one of the women pointed and started giving instructions on how to get there the dreamerinterrupted her and said "oh yes,the dreamerknow where you mean" in the next scene,the dreamerwas crossing the road wherethe dreamerhad just got off the bus asthe dreamerwas crossing the roadthe dreamersaw a fifty pence piece to my left the dreamerpicked it up and thought "i've got twice as much money now as whenthe dreamerleft the house" the holiday was off to a good start the dreamerwoke out of the sleep and was thinking about the dream for five minutes and then went back to sleep and the dream continued" the dreamerwas now at my destination, holland,the dreamerthink the dreamerhad got friendly with a woman and we were both staying at the same place my room was directly in front of us when we got to the top of the stairs the dreamerwent into my room and put a small packet on the bed and then went straight back out to where the woman's room was she was at the opposite end of the ten-metre metre corridor the dreamerdidn't see where her room was but knewthe dreamercould find it the dreamerwas at the other end of the corridor from my room from andthe dreamerwas just about to walk through a door to a different part of the floor whenthe dreamersaw two men go into my room the dreamerhurried back to my room and asthe dreamerapproached the roomthe dreamercould hear the two men assessing my status they were appraising ifthe dreamerwas worth robbing at another time the dreamerwalked into the room and said "get out and don't come back " the two men scuttled out andthe dreamerwas thinking about the situation when the dream ended qod 2.8 qos 2.9 p 10 09102017 was living in a tent someone accessed my computer and hacked a business deal from it given my circumstances it was worth quite a bit the dreamerthought it was the girl living in the tent next to me she denied it butthe dreamerwas convinced it was her she wasn't going to admit it and looked like there was nothingthe dreamercould do as a parting shotthe dreamersaid "this is going to come back on you" * there were more scenes after this scene qod 3 qos 3 p 10 05102017 a three episode serial dream! the first episode was five days ago the second episode was three days ago the third episode was yesterday the subject of the dream is an all-white shih tzu dog in the first dream the dog was a companion to a street beggar the beggar was scruffy and dirty and didn't look the picture of health the second dream was in the same place as the first dream neither the beggar nor the dog were in the scene but where they had been squatting there was a stain of what might have been blood or poop in the third dreamthe dreamerhad gone passed the place where they had been in the previous two dreams and was on the corner of the street ten or fifteen metres from where they had been asthe dreamerturned left at the corner a young indian lad was trying to befriend the dog the young lad picked the dog up and we went back to where the beggar and dog had been in the first dream the lad put the dog down where the stain was the dreamerthink the lad wanted to re-familiarise the dog with sights and smells it knew and would accept the boy but when we got to the place where the beggar and the dog had been squatting and the dog had been placed on the spot for a little while the lad tried to pick the dog up it avoided the boys attempts to be picked up the dreamerpursed my lips and sucked in which made a kissing sound the dog looked to where the sound came from and was looking at me whilethe dreamerhad its attentionthe dreamerbent down and massaged just behind its ears the dog didn't pull away and after a few secondsthe dreamerstood back up and cupped my hands and presented them to the dog the dog recognised the gesture and jumped into my cupped-hands and licked them once or twice and made itself comfortable the young lad was no longer in the scene and as the dream endedthe dreamerrealisedthe dreamerhad contented dog for a companion * this dream has really got me thinking how deep can/does the interaction between time conscious and inter-undulationary conscious go? new entry, two consciousnesses 01102017 today's dream, an externalised dream, is more of an informative dream in this dream the writer was explaining to some people how life arrived at the point we're at now the dreamerwoke up in the middle of a mini-monologue" "before this universe was the way it is now it there had to be enough mass it seems to be the case that life remained attached to mass until the maximum amount of mass reality could furnish, the 3 of pi, was arrived at there is, for instance, the formulation that decrees that if the mass of the universe is a certain amount then the universe becomes locked into an endless cycle of expansion and contraction which lasts for one raised the eight hundred powers of years for each cycle" that particular scenario, we now know, is not the fate of the universe but we have to consider that life remained attached to mass until the endless numerical structure of pthe dreamerwas reached there's probably a whole new area of understanding as to what happened before there was enough mass for what we would recognise as a universe to occur which did not collapse back in on itself through this entry it is hoped some of you will begin to get insights as to the length and depth of the lover's experiences through the 3 of pthe dreamerand gain a determination to do right by him notes it's also possible life can only increase the number of individuals its by returning to its "roots" is the heavenly state life discovering the straight line ? 30092017 people become very sensitive whenthe dreamercall someone a devolving being and ask me not to be so straightforward about it this dream was an instance of it * the point needs to be kept on being made" every single person who is devolving chose it the loss of someone's life by natural causes is hard enough to come to terms with a life lost through an accident will plaque those close to the person killed for the rest of their life when a person we know is killed intentionally it produces violent feelings within us which may never fully subside but the person who takes the life of a child, knowing, in the light of genetic theory what the consequences are, should be openly admonished there are many not yet aware of the information at this website however, most, if not all, of the heads of state of most, if not all, of the countries of the world know what you, the reader, are acquainted, or are becoming acquainted with go and tell the parents who have had the life of one of their children snuffed out deliberately that they shouldn't get angry about it or better still, try imagining it happening to one of your children what would you say ? qod 3 qos 3.1 10 p 22092017 name of dream: the bretheren this dream will be our reality within a few millennia either side of this point of time in a future undulation in this future, there is a brethren of families when a couple discover they are to become parents the couple are transported off-earth and join all the other millions of other couples who have passed through the same point in their relationship this dream begins with my partner discovering that she probably can't have children her despair is compounded because she knowsthe dreamerlove to be in the company of children andthe dreamerwill want to find another partner her world has ended it wasn't sympathy or pity or a type empathy which steered me the simple plain fact was" she was my girl the dreamercouldn't even think of being with anyone other than her the thought of leaving her wasn't in my mind nor was it howthe dreamerfelt until this point of our partnership, she hadn't realised just how deep my feelings toward her were thatthe dreamerthought more of being with her than of being within the brethren made her see me in a different light she was completely surprised and became overwhelmed with joy the dream then became a sequence of scenes of love and passion one scene, in particular, made the dream memorable and it is the scene which has spurred me to enter the dream into the dreams diary about half the way through the sequence of scenes, through a natural impulse to please me, she was moved to organise and prepare an extravagant formal night in it was going to be a minimum seven-course meal with drinks it must have taken days of planning and organising the dreamerwas standing at the back of a room which had a higher-than-normal ceiling in the middle of the room and just off-centre about four or five metres from wherethe dreamerwas there was a two-person table the proportions of the table in a big room gave the table an added feel of intimacy it was a small table, hardly big enough to put the main plate and a side plate and the drinks and the drinking glasses on, and the table was covered with a white cloth that almost draped to the floor for a moment the table looked much too small but that was how i, a man, saw it the dreamersoon saw how my girl, a woman, saw it the smaller the table, the better it meant we would be closer to each other on the table, there was a small bouquet furthest away from wherethe dreamerstood was the kitchen door my girl came through the door carrying a laptop-sized square cake which looked like a tier of a wedding cake she was also carrying a look of assuredness and she had an air of contententment her long dress was a light beige and the cake was white and there was an adornment on the right side of her hair which was quite fetching it struck me it could be a wedding-day meal it further struck me just how muchthe dreamermeant to her my love for her deepened in that moment the scene changed the cake and the meal were no longer relevant the meal had been abandoned we were standing next to the table embraced and kissing in our formal clothes sealing our deepened love for one another * this dream brought about the understanding that there will be those who, as the profound implications surrounding procreation become understood, will find themselves in the same position of the girl in this dream it brought to mind those women who refused the opportunity to accept the writer's offer to conjoin with him over the last thirty years knowing who he was eternity encompasses all time and all eventualities the worst is behind us let your mind dwell on an earth where the brethren is a reality it is known that each new undulation things here on earth get better and better and better as we unwrap the future qod 4.2 qos 4 p 10 05092017 in room with marylin monroe the dreamerhad a thick wad of one thousand denomination notes which belonged to her gave her four of the notes she was concerned thatthe dreamerwas keeping the money told her she could have it all but was trying to persuade not to take it all as the dream ended qod 3.2 p 10 25082017 was in a room that had a small bar the room had a dark green or blue freckled carpet (the carpet was the stand-out feature of the dream) there were no more than five or six people in the room all the people in the dream were females the room was about ten by ten metres two people were at the bar, one person was behind the bar serving and the other person was standing the other side of the bar talking with the barkeeper two or three other people were more or less evenly spaced about the room standing against or near to the walls the music that was being played had a beat which caused me to start dancing after three songs had been playedthe dreamerwas still dancing within twenty or thirty seconds of dancing to the fourth songthe dreamernoticed that my movements had become more fluid and one of the ladies came near to me and began dancing too this was the first dancing dream in which my movements weren't spectacular or noteable for one reason or another in fact my movents were only slightly better than the movementsthe dreamercan currently perform will now incorporate a minimum of ten minutes a day of dancing into my exercising routine 12082017 serial dream in yesterday's dream,the dreamerwas getting ready to go abroad and had bought an air ticket and went to the city where the flight would be departing from in today's dream,the dreamerwas in the city where the flight took off from there was an altercation or argument about something andthe dreamerwouldn't be able to catch the plane in the dream,the dreamerremember thinking "i've lost the ninety pounds air-fare" 19072017 here's an intriguing little dream in this dream from a few days ago, it wasn't made into an entry,the dreamerwas given a present no idea who gave me the present the present was a mobile phone the phone was about the size of the one i'm using at the moment, a galaxy 5 the phone in the dream was heavier than the one i'm using and it's main functions, the volume control and the on/off switch, were easier to access and it also had two rubber grips positioned on the sides which allowed the phone to be held in such a way which enabled the main controls to be accessed very easily in the dream of a few days agothe dreamerused the phone and spoke to the person who sent it to me not all the details of the brief conversation are remembered but what was remembered was the request to send them a photograph of me in today's dream,the dreamerreceived a call on the phone it was an elderly female who spoke in a faint voice which was slightly croaky she said, "what's it like?" it was her way of saying "we haven't got a photo of you yet" the dreamerknew what she meant but decided to misunderstand "it's very sexy" she didn't answer butthe dreamerheard a mature male voice say "he's talking about the phone" the dreamerrecognised the voice and realised who the woman was there was something which didn't quite fit in with my understanding of her situation andthe dreamerwas trying to think of what it was and think of whatthe dreamershould say to her original question when the dream ended * this dream may very well be you-know-who filling in the gaps to an assessment of my interpretation of what's happening with the two types of consciousness as laid out in the dream of the sixteenth of this month you should be aware that to you-know-whothe dreameram very much a vessel to be used she/he will use me to get a thing done in a way which produces a "most love/life" situation in as fast a way as possible after finishing this writing the writer will phone the people in today's dream and report back qod 3.7 -qos 2.8 p 10 17072017 in this dream the dreamer held a prominent status in the world of money he was being asked by a real-life acquaintence of some years ago to buy the latest super-sleek aero dynamic skateboard and also stake the requestee for the entrance fee to take part in a highly prestigious skateboard race we were at the track where the skateboard race would take place three or four of us were standing at the starting grid there was a decline of about twenty degrees over a distance of a couple of hundred metres to the first corner which was banked a skateboarder would easily get up to forty plus kilometres per hour by the time they reached the corner we had two of the latest design of racing skateboards with us and we unpacked them the person who was pressing me for the chance to take part in the race was given a skateboard and showed us his skill it was dissapointing he made a mess of taking the corner and was giving the reasons for not having got it right he was banking on his association with me to let him take part in the race and not because of his merits as a racer his abilities as world class racer existed in his mind and nowhere alse the dreamerhad a go on the other skateboard the waythe dreamercould steer the skateboard with deft shifts of body positioning was obviously superior to his in fact it crossed my mind to be an entrant myself the dreamerwas conjuring up a design for a protective suit and helmet in my mind as the dream ended this (youtube link in here), the second video viewed showed something very simlar to the motions in the dream qod 3 - qos 3 - p - 10 16072017 a group of four or five people were talking about the merits of smoking marijuana in one way as opposed to another there was a general conensus that using liquids to cool the smoke was the best way to go at one point in the conversation somebody said that the best quality of weed was in wolverhampton and that a new technigue for smoking it using a comb was the latest and greatest way of getting the best effect was waiting for the person who mentioned it to give a detailed explanation of the new technigue when the dream ended * over the last few days the thought that the combining conscousnessess need a another appraisal has been prevalent in the thinking for some months now the determination to make sleep a pivotal part of conscious development has, and is, being evaluated and practiced specifically, time-conscious is going to be regarded as a mere mechanical enactment throughout earthly-evolution and that the combining-consciousnessess contains most, if not all, of the experiences and knowledge needed to achieve Transmutation there may in fact be more scope for the development of self through the experiences of combining-consciousnessess than through time-consciousness qod 3.4 qos 3.4 o 10 13072017 in the kitchen cleaning up after a meal when a member of the staff came into view she began talking to me sothe dreameropened the window the girl who was speaking was rosamund pike, the girl who played a lawyer in the film "fracture" she told methe dreamerwas one of the people who had been selected to move into a luxury block of flats she was quick to mention she was also going to be carrying on her job there as a carer she came came to the window she was in a playful mood and whilethe dreamerwas talking she grabbed the ends of the curtain and and wrapped the curtain around my head as a head scarf which covered my hair and tucked it under my chin she was getting no end of pleasure out of teasing me the dreamertried to ask for details about the new accomodation but she only wanted to be playful and didn't answer the questions qod 3.8 -qos 4 - p 04072017 in the house lounging on the sofa with the girlfriend she was more inclined for non procreational x than procreational decided to steer destiny when the time was rightthe dreamerasked her if she would like me to get her something to eat she was genuinely interested the dreamerbegan suggesting what to cook and she nodded most enthusiastically when roast potatoes was mentioned the morethe dreamercould imprint my decision-making as being good for her into into her psyche the more likely it would be she go along with me whenthe dreamersuggested that other peoples lives were more important than ours andthe dreamerwould get the desired result qod 3.4 - qos 3 - p 03072017 the star of this dream was a young, small black cat the cat had three or four patches of white hair which accounted for about two-thirds of its surface area there were two of us tickling the cat someone was tickling its neck and ears andthe dreamerwas using my nails to tickle its stomach the cat was experiencing delightful rapture the cat had the look of someone laughing but wasnt making any sounds (babies does the same thing) it was feigning resistance to the tickling by pawing at us without its claws drawn the dreamerstopped the tickling twice to see its reaction and both times its facial expression changed to one of reduced pleasure and the mock resitance with its paws stopped both of us made comments about the unnaturally human characteristics it was demonstrating category of dream: animal: () mammal: cat (3) * the thing about this dream is that usually with a dream of this qualitythe dreamerwould be able to remember the pde's which caused it * a new faculty of the brain has emerged in the last few months it's in the very infancy of its development and it isn't sure what its applications or uses will be this exciting ability is being kept back to let you know that because the knowledge herein isn't getting disseminated with a passion, and is thus delaying the changes necessary for us to move forward, the writer is not letting you in on everything he knows two can play at the secrecy game! 2nd dream there was a buzz that e.t. activity in the form of craft was happening over the grounds of a stately home out in the sticks armed myself with a camera and a video camera and went to check it out there was indeed three of four u.f.o.'s doing there thing a few hundred metres above and around the grounds the activity was about as unspectacular as it comes and even though it was possible to capture good pics and film of them it was just about the least "viral" evidencethe dreamerhad seen someone mentioned that a river that run through the grounds had been populated by exotic water snakes in the next scenethe dreamerwas alone in a two or three berth rubber dingy with an oar and video camera filming the snakes again the water snakes were little more than large leaches and athe dreamerhad decided the whole thing wasn't worth the effort the river was wide but shallow then some man-made, remote-controlled fancy-looking droid/craft appeared and began manouevering in an eye-catching way the next scene was a conversation with a girl about the elgin marbles (http://spenceralley.blogspot.co.uk/2011/01/eglin-marbles.html) they were going to be split up and distributed around the world so that lots of people could see them in the next scenethe dreamerwas putting forward the same idea for the sumerian tablets the girl in the dream said she thought the greek stones were more significant butthe dreamergot the impression she was just being argumentative the dreamerwoke up to hear myself saying "the babylonian culture is of much more significance than the greek civilisation" qod 3 - qos 3.4 - p 21062017 four of us were going to the races there was going to be an air diplay as well the dreamerwas keen to see if my ability to predict a winner extended to horse racing andthe dreamersecretly hoped a u.f.o. would show up at the last minute someone announced that she or he had invited a friend the dreamerhad a mobile phone or tablet which had a programme that listed the original four of us andthe dreamerquickly amended it for the extra guest the programme on the device was very elaborate it gave an accurate profile of any person based on a photo of them and their size and weight we were talking and apppraising the information it displayed about the newcomer when the dream ended qos 3.6 = qod 3 - p 18062017 it was the beginning of a new relationship the young lady andthe dreamerwere relaxing on a double-seater sofa watching the telly she was becoming anxious that we hadn't kissed her talk was not about the fact we hadn't embraced but it was edging around it in other ways the dreamerfelt completely relaxed and began explaining to her why it wasn't necessary to become intimate the dreamerwoke from the sleep while speaking the third sentence of whythe dreamerwas taking my time" "we are going to be in this situation many, many times. let's wait until both of us are sure we want our relationship to be something special and it will endure for all time" qos 2.9 - qod 3.3 - p 16062017 on a single-decker bus bus with a friend and a friend of my friend we were fifteen or sixteen and had on school uniforms we were wearing white shirts and grey trousers andthe dreamerthink we had dark blue jackets it was daytime and judging on what the other passengers were wearing it must have been spring or summer there looked to be fifteen people on the bus my friend andthe dreamerwere sitting on the left hand side of the bus the dreamerwas in a creative mood and decided to do something daring with a certain amount of deftnessthe dreamerwhipped off my trousers and folded them and hung them on a hand bar on the back of the seat in front of me and waited for other people to follow my lead the dreamersat there in my shirt and tie and white underpants feeling quite comfortable with myself a quick glance at the expressions of the other people on the bus told me they thought it was acceptable and they were thinking about following my lead evreybody's expression changed from being mildy pleased to gaping shock when my friends friend took his trousers off and, with the presence of mind to stand up pressed against the side of the bus facing outward so his back was facing us, revealed his bare bottom of course it would be a male who decided to copy me but he hadn't done it to shock people but merely because he had picked up the vibe of good fun and wanted to be part of it he was obviously embarrassed but the need to feel part of the fun had overcome a his reservations almost immediately everyone on the bus realised what sort of person he was and that he wasn't being deliberately prevocative the dreamerbegan laughing and it got harder and harder and and everyone else starting laughing too the dreamercan't remember ever laughing this long and hard in a dream before and there's only one instance in my life in whichthe dreamerlaughed longer and harder for the record" in the this life instance of laughing longer and harderthe dreamerwas laughing for so long and so hardthe dreamerbecame too weak to stand and had to drop to all fours and crawl away form the source of mirth asthe dreamerwas having difficulty breathing in this is the first dream as a teenager if i'm not mistaken this dream is set in the now of a future undulation qod 4.2 - qos 3.4 - p - 10 15062017 a complicated and intriguing dream with almost nothing to reference to any part of it except a type of elevated freeway the freeway-type construction was way up in the sky, was half a kilometre wide and dissapeared over the horizon the freeway could not used to travel along until it had been fully constructed to complete its construction we had to imaginine what we thought the future would have the accuracy of what was thought would cause the elevated freeway to construct itself further into the distance the means of applying what we thought the near-future would be was done by standing in front of a console the console was receptive to a persons thoughts and feelings it was while the dreamer was appraising just how sophisticated and how monumental the task of construction was going to be that the sleep ended big, really big construction is something dinosaur-man has experience of we know they can build objects hundred's of thousands of kilometres long from this bit of evidence the off-earth habitation is going to be huge it may have to accomodate ten-thousand-billion (10 000 000 000 000 000) people! the next major step in our progression into the future is undoubtedly when we team up with our man-shaped dinosaur cousins 3.7 - 3.7 - p 06062017 outside of a house when a car pulled up with three or four people in the car in the back seat of the car was a girl about three years of age the young girl looked distressed and was on the verge of crying the card door opened andthe dreamerwent towards her with my arms outstretched to pick her up she backe away from but responded whenthe dreamersaid something which put her at ease in the next scene we we in the house the family was there the family comprised the mother a girl about ten years of age the girl of three whothe dreamerhad took out of the car and a boy of thirteen or fourteen the mother had no control over the two eldest children and done and said nothing to mederate whateveve it was they wanted to do the girl of three moved toward the boy who was sitting in an armchair as she was directly in front of him he stood up and knocked the girl over when his leg straightened when he was standing the girl was more dissapointed than hurt his callous nature was more thanthe dreamercould stand the dreamerjumped in front of him and pointed my finger in his face and said "if you do that again you andthe dreamerare going to fall out" the dream ended the pde's which formed this dream are well remembered as is usual with the writer there was a full range of emotions during the day but the sense of injustice between males and females was the dominant feeling perhaps i'm not doing enough to bring to the attention of men the cause and effect of the chauvanistic attitude qod 3.3 - qos 3.5 - p 05062017 at a neighbours house two young girls came to the house after a night out one of them had left me a letter from her previous visit the dreamerhad read the first line and skimmed over the rest of it picking out words here and there it was telling me that she didn't think there was any future for us reading between the lines told a different story my reply to the letter was full of emotion and left her in no doubt that were we to give a go it would become a relationship which was only dreamed about was still composing the letter whenthe dreamerwoke qod 3.8 - qos 3.6 - p 01062017 been having 3.5 qod's regularly lately they would make enjoyable reading but dreams theory is taking a back seat currently 27052017 was on a bed in a bedsit with two male companions chatting about things the other half walked in with a tray that had tea, bisuits and sandwiches on it the drinks and food were laid out in a caring and neat manner we were well impressed the tray was laid on the bed and as one of the other males moved to get to the tray the tray started sliding it was sheer good luck that my sudden movement to stop the tray from coming to an abrupt halt and the things on it from spilling over didn't cause an even bigger mess than would have happened ifthe dreamerhadn't moved i've no idea where this dream come from at a guess it was an uneventful thought-day with the most important thing in it being a thought along the lines of "the dreamerneed to slow down a bit" qod 3.6 - qos 3.5 - p 24052017 was regaining the ability to move around normally slung a camera tripod over my shoulder and went into to town to find photo opportunities it was early morning and there weren't many people about set the camera on the tripod and panned it around and noticed that people were avoiding getting caught on camera soon it was typically busy andthe dreamerdecided to stand at a corner between two buildings wherethe dreamerwasn't so niticeable and started snapping away the scene changed it was very busy now andthe dreamerwas just another person in the crowd there was a dog standing still just in front of me it had longish black hair and it looked like it had some of the setter breed in it it wasn't with a person and it had a lost look and conveyed a sense of wanting to have direction the dreamerstooped down and motioned it towards me with my hand and some friendly sounds it came to me andthe dreamernow had a dog this part of the dream ended asthe dreamerwas thinking what to get it to eat in the next scenethe dreamerwas the entrepreneur with a banner pinned to a wall with the words "the youtube interviews" in red and black the camera was "rolling" and when the right face with the right gait came alongthe dreamerengaged them in conversation qod 3.9 - qos 3.3 - p 22052017 in a street that was crammed with people the dreamerwas looking for someone in particular the dreamerwas looking along the street in one direction but it was hopeless there must have been several hundred people in just a one hundred metre span the dreamerturned and looked right and immediately spotted a green, long-peaked cap about thirty metres away it was the personthe dreamerwas looking for the peak cap, the main feature of the dream, is remembered from the pde's againthe dreameram unable to interpret the dream perhaps the dream hasn't got an interptretation but is just a reflection of the pde's qod 3 - qos 3.7 - p 20052017 tonights dream was as good as yesterdays was bad it revolved around an app for mobile phones the app was a square which had squares or lines on it and almost filled the screen depending on where the square was touched it returned information which included feature based on the users personality a query which had an amarous "feel" to it would give results with amorous content the "feel" feature of the app came from the touch of the finger there were two people who featured in the dream in succession, the first was bob meuller and the second was paul schofield during the day the pde's featured news stories concerning bob mueller but, and this is the reason this dream is being entered, paul schofield hasn't been in the time conscious for decades while looking for images of both men on the internet the similarity of the facial features of both men, as younger men, became apparent if their lives hadn't run concurrentlythe dreamerwould have surmised that the person in the dream was the same person at different times in their life at this momentthe dreameram unable to make the connection why paul schofield featured in the dream it is thought that at sometime in the future of this undulation when the intricacies of dreams are more fully understood the reason why paul schofield featured in this dream will have an answer qod 4.1 qos 3.7 p 10 18052017 what a shocker of a dream two murders, blood and intence rancour not entirely sure what caused this dream an extremely violent film, the thing, stray thoughts or the blood in lambs liver probably a combination of the three qod 2.7 - qos 3 - p 17052017 second sleep the stand out bit of this dream which appeared out of nowhere it was a great bit of punk music with a noteworthy melody easily a no.1 it had the soul of the clash and a melody of pop song of a different genre it wasn't a song in my collection andthe dreamerasked someone what it was called it reminded me of another band andthe dreamersaid "is it the anarchist's?" and "the archaist's?" it wasn't a tune which was published but it obviously has existed and may find itself in the punk genre of the 70's in a future undulation another indicator of the improving circumstances of future undulations qod 3.6 - qos 3.9 - p x dream (14) qod 3.6 - qos 4 - p 15052017 the stand out bit of this dream, which appeared out of nowhere, was a great bit of punk music with a noteworthy melody which could easily become a no.1 hit it had the soul of the clash and the melody of pop song of a different genre it wasn't a song in my collection andthe dreamerasked someone what it was called it reminded me of another band andthe dreamerasked "is it the anarchist's?" and "the archaist's?" it wasn't a tune which was published but it obviously has existed and may find itself in the punk genre of the 70's in a future undulation another indicator of the improving circumstances of future undulations qod 3.6 qos 3.9 p 10 second dream x dream (13) qod 3.6 qos 4 p 10 13052017 in the kitchen cleaning up after a meal when a member of the staff came into view she began talking to me sothe dreameropened the window the girl who was speaking was rosamund pike, the girl who played a lawyer in the film "fracture" she told methe dreamerwas one of the people who had been selected to move into a luxury block of flats she was quick to mention she was also going to be carrying on her job there as a carer she came came to the window she was in a playful mood and whilethe dreamerwas talking she grabbed the ends of the curtain and and wrapped the curtain around my head as a head scarf which covered my hair and tucked it under my chin she was getting no end of pleasure out of teasing me the dreamertried to ask for details about the new accomodation but she only wanted to be playful and didn't answer the questions qod 3.8 qos 4 p 7 11052017 adventures in dutchland was in a queue in a shop with four or five people in front of me waiting to give an order for something to eat the person behind the counter said next customer please and when no one moved forwardthe dreamerthought the the people in front of me had given their orders and were waiting to collect them the dreamerwent to the front of the queue and beforethe dreamercould give the order the girl behind the counter said "look at this. someone's too important to wait in the queue" the dreamertried to defend myself by pointing out that no one had moved forward to give an order when the assistant had said next please and decided to get noisy and playful and said in my best french accent "ladeee's and gentlemen. when you are asked to place an order don't place it. you will be accused of being someone who is better than other" the scence changed to a hotel where someone was putting together a bong after one or two people had had some of the bong the person who put it together suggested to me that we go another place the dreamerhad the feeling he wanted me out of the hotel so he could come back after we had left and could rifle through my belongings and nick whatever he wanted the dreamerwoke up asthe dreamerfiguring out a plausible way of of excusing myself from going without making him aware thatthe dreamerknew what he wanted to do qod 3.4 - qos 4 - p second sleep this dream seemed insignificant andthe dreamerhad forgotten it then, unusually, without any prompting it came to the fore an hour after having forgot it and for this reason it is being entered the dreamerwas adjusting the sound of the stereo equipment there was some interference at the top end of the sound spectrum it turned out that the interference was due to the radio not being tuned in finely enough to the frequency and was producing "hiss" and some light crackles there was a fine tuning feature built into the radio which could be adjusted by a knob on the outside of the housing there was a clear panel at the front of the mainly wood radio which allowed the fine tuning mechanism to be viewed into optimum position the mechanism looked like the arm of a record player with a wood or metal wedged-shaped part which was flexible and could be seperated from the rest of the arm at the tip where the stylus of a fecord players would be it was the size of baby's nail and about four millimetres thick and looked like it was wood the fine tuning was achieved through turning the knob on the outside which in turn moved the wedge-shaped wood tip seated just a little back from the tip of the arm onto what looked like a metal slope and the more the knob was turned the further up the slope the wedged-shaped tip went bending back as it was being moved further up the slope which reminded me of a shoe horn only on a much smaller scale the slope or slide-slope was about four centimetres wide and little more than twice as long as its width at the top of te slide-slope there was a flat platform the size of my thumbnail for the wedge-shaped tip to rest when the tip of the wedge was nestled on the platform it was bending back at about forty five degrees to the head of the arm (there may have been a bevel on the very tip of the wedge but that might be my imagination) when the wedge was on the platform proper a valve-sized bulb began to wax and wane a green light the slightest adjustment of the knob it produced a significant increase in the brightness and the quality of the shade of green the light gave off immediately the first adjustment of the wedge on the platform was made both the quality and the quantity of the sound and the light grew a second adjustment of the wedge produced a sound of such penetrating purity people living nearby began complaining about the volume even then there were still three or four crackles of interference each second and the light was low it was asthe dreamerbegan to realise the potential and the applications of the device the dream came to an end quality of the sound and the quality of light qos - p - 6 three-themed dream qod 3.5 - qos 3.9 - p 10052017 second sleep two themes both were to do with the internet the first on was the comments of post which was very popular it was footage of the images of the outside of the spacecraft of human mission the thng was the images were coming from the reflection of something in the craft and were indiscernable the colours were vivid and were mostly purple it was obviously something significant as the movements that could be seen were not earthly the comments were furiously attacking the like vote being assigned to the the uploader of the film and not to the person who gave the uploader the film in the first place the second dream was to do with the stock exchange polish residents were seething that the polish zilotthe dreamercould be traded against the euro but that it was the people who were paying for a run on the polish currency which was losing its value at a disasterously fast rate qod 3.4 - qos 3.7 - o first sleep got friendly with two friendly males my age we went back to where they were living rough it was a subterrenean setting with just enough room to sleep for three or four people they had cardboard on the floor and a radio and that was about it after a while of light-hearted comments and observationsthe dreamerdecided to "hit" them with genetic theory the dreamerbegan" "with just one assumptoionthe dreamercan prove to you there is life after death" they gave me that slightly blank and slightly interested look the dreamercontinued" "in the same way you can only flip a coin twice before either heads or tails comes up again and in the same way a dice can only be rolled six times before the same number comes up again so to it is with our genetic combinaitons. our genetic combinations are based on the way the nucleotides can be assembled there is a maximum number of ways the nucleotides can be put together as life continues indefinately into the future eventually all the combinations will have been used up and the same "numbers" of the nuleotides start coming up again that, using just that one assumption, is an arithmetic proof of life after death it is similar to poincares recurrence theorem which is a well established in science the dreamercarried on" "now we have to add the condition that for life after death to occur we become parents and our children become parents and their children beome parents and so on indefinately into the future" so for life after death to become a reality we make one assumption and the assumpion carries the condition that we create life and not destroy it the dream was ending asthe dreamerwas saying things like" "nowthe dreamerhave to go and find more people to talk to" ~~~ it will come to be realised that to take the life of another is to take the life of oneself strictly speaking the destruction of life applies only to children theoretically its possible to live a life of abstinence from murder and once it is agreed that children are the holiest of holies we could go on to play games of war as parents you simply wont believe what has happened in undulations past as all possible scenarios were played out qod 3.5 - qos 3.8 - p - 5 or 9 09052017 my step father was going to accompany me on a journey about two hundred kilometres up country he had three cars one that had different coloured doors, looked like it wouldn't pass it's m.o.t. but ran quite well a black one which looked o.k. and ran really well and a classy one which looked great and ran superbly the dreamerwas trying to explain to him thatthe dreamerwould be better of using the black one because the car with two different coloured doors was more likely to be stopped the dream ended without the issue being settled qod 3.3 - qos 4.2 - p 08052017 what would have been an extremely enjoyable x dream (12) if my partner wasn't so noisy qod 4 - qos 3.7 - p 07052017 insignificant dream the only bit of this dream remembered is to do with shirts and jackets there was a clothes rack about two metres long andthe dreamerwas trying to decide which shirt went best with the jacketthe dreamerwanted to wear in the endthe dreamersettled for a rough-cloth green shirt but wasn't entirely happy with it qod 3.3 - qos 3.4 - p 06052017 first sleep first dream a man with a violent naturethe dreamermet more than twenty years ago was on my case because of a casual remark he was becoming more and more intent on causing me grevious harm as the dream ended second dream all my valuable and treasured items were in the pannion bags of a push bike the bike got a puncture andthe dreamerleft it about a hundred metres from wherethe dreamerwas lived it crossed my mind that it might be stolen butthe dreamerneeded to get home and get to sleep in the morningthe dreamerwent to where the bike was to find the bike was still there but the pannion bags had gone there were six or seven youngters in the scene andthe dreamersaid "eighty pounds reward if anyone can get my bags back" and when no one showed any interestthe dreamersaid "no, make it one hundred" the dream ended there qod 3.2 - qos 3.5 - p 05052017 third sleep new type of dream: grid selection this is mind-willed selection the dream started with a mixture of single-shot images then single-shot in slide-show fashion and then it became a three, then four and then twelve grid selection of images to choose fromthe dreamerawoke to full time-conscious the dreamerwas at various stages of time-conscious throughout this dream and became fully time-conscious asthe dreamerwas trying to manipulate a non existent cursor with a non existent mouse to select one of the images to see it as a single picture and awoke tapping my thigh thinking my finger was on the mouse where does/can these and new faculties lead to? a next possible step is to choose whether to have still or motion montage sequences to view in magnificent detail there may also be a theme-grid fuculty twelve types of dreams to choose from" beach party, sport, x, etc also possible is a montage slide-show with hundreds or thousands of different themes to choose from in goups of twelve the limit's would then be the time a sleep lasts within which to choose and experience a particular theme that is assuming that the time-conscious is an endless experience which we now know it isn't so how quickly does the timeless conscious become the full-time reality ? this idea led to this thought" adjusting to our ultimate timeless conscious state is, it is known, an endless endeavour on it's own right the combining-conscious states may well have a much shorter time to combine than had been thought up until this point these dreams may well be the result of thinking about the current states of mind the most evolved beings of the dinosaur class are in now which the writer has access to via a visitation from three females of the dinosaur class of man-shaped beings within the last five years it was while recalling the visitation earlier on in the day the writer gained an insight into the conscious state of what this was and which caused him to balk (link to the word balk) this, the third of three montage dreams in three different sleeps in the same day, appears to be rushing the inactive abilities of the timeless conscious into life with one raised to the one-hundreth power (1 ^100) years to work in my thoughts are" "how can there be a rush do to anything" the answer may be that life has only five thousand million years to bring all beings into existence and the evolutionary/devolutionary process has to occur in within a certain period of time there is no leeway in the sun's cycle qod 3.5 - qos 3.7 - o first sleep x dream (11) and montage of couples any of the scenes in the montage sequence would have appeal to companies which want to use a tasteful/artistic representation in their ads this dream had so much pleasure in it a new entry in Endic will be created to explore the expanse of pleasure capable of being experienced by the man-shaped being through and beyond x new endic entry pleasure qod 4.2 = qos 4 - p and o - 10 02052017 new category of dream alternative realities to the pde's there were six, seven or more variatons or presentations of the pde's which the timeless conscious brought to the fore they weren't exact in detail of the pde's, nor dothe dreamerthink they were meant to be or could be the dream sequences could easily be associated to the pde's the purpose of the dream sequences was to present the pde's as they could/should have been there was one scene in particular in which a stirringly poignant response would have been achieved had a slightly different set of words been said in a slightly more sincere manner so now dreams can be used not just to evaluate the pde's ranking in terms of their absolute position to the optimum alignment to love/life, now we know dreams can also show the alternative realities which can be achieved this type of dream may be related to pre-cognitive dreams if there is a connection it will eventually show itself qod 4 qos 3.9 - p - 7 01052017 at a popular nightclub the dance floor was full the girls spontaneously created a round space in the middle of the dance floor the girls wanted the boys to go into the centre of the space and continue dancing the girls would choose which dancer most suited their style of dancing and would partner up with that boy that was my cue to do some fancy moves the dream came to an end asthe dreamerwas doing one of my original fancy moves qod 4.1 qos 3.4 p 10 30042017 made a succesful visual programme for the internet and had gained considerable cred because of it the dreamercouldn't quite figure out why it had become so succesful the origins of the endeavour were examined and it turned out the video which had made it popular was nestled in an obscure file whichthe dreamerhad forgotten about it was in a file called "teddy bear" andthe dreamerwas beginning to realise beforethe dreamerlooked at it there was going to be something about it which had chlidish appeal the dreamerwoke up before seeing what was on the film this dream was due to thinking about the child-like nature of evolving e.t.'s during the day qod 4 qos 3.4 p 10 28042017 was in a strictly controlled environment but it wasn't a prison there was an air of supervision which we didn't try to breach about a dozen of us, all males, were herded into a t.v. room the front seating was two brown, plush, triple settees with a a matching single-seat armchair in between them the dreamerfound myself sitting on the triple-seater furthest from the door sandwiched between someone who was friendly and a and lanky, surly bloke the momentthe dreamerrelaxed into the settee the deep comfort of a well-made piece of furniture made itself felt the dreamerthought to myself this is the style of seating in which money works it way out of the trouser pockets my keen sense of good fortune asserted itself casuallythe dreamerpositioned myself on my left side and gradually worked my hand between the seat cushion and the back cushion within a couple of movements of my handthe dreamerfelt a coin the dreamercould tell it was a pound coin every timethe dreamerrepositioned my handthe dreamercame across another coin it didn't take long to explore and gather all the coinsthe dreamercould reach without my probing hand being felt by the people either side of me another opportunity presented itself when the person to my left fell asleep and leant into me which justified me standing up which in turn meant he would relax further into the areathe dreamerhad been occupying nowthe dreamercould sit on the floor and stretch my right arm into the empty part of the settee and search between the cushions in the left hand corner in a pefectly naturally relaxed position again, almost immediatelythe dreamerfound more coins the dreamerput them in my pocket and the problem now was has to keep the coins in my pocket without them clinking and alerting my fellow opportunist's to my having money in the company of men who have no money a few quid is worth going to a bit of trouble to acquire nowthe dreamerwas on the kings throne with my business acumenthe dreamerwould be top wheeler-dealer with a rosy future asthe dreamerwoke upthe dreamerwas searching my pyjama bottoms and trying to figure where the money had gone qod 3.3 qos 4 p 10 27042017 in a busy cafeteria with a partned-couple we were waiting for service a manageress caught our attention from a distance and asked us to pay at the tlll the dreamersaid to the couple "she thinks we have finished, she doesn't know the piled dishes on the table are from the previous customers" the dreamerwoke to hear myself saying in a loud voice "we haven't started yet" qod 3.3 qos 3.5 p 10 26042017 two peoplethe dreamerknew had a drug-dealer mate the three of us bought an ounce and had a smoke the dreamergot pally with the dealer amd asked him for another ounce the other two people weren't in the next scene in which the dealer produced another ounce it was a different type andthe dreamerrolled another and the dealer said "the dreamercan let you have it for thirty-five quid an ounce" it didn't take me long to work outthe dreamercould set up a decent network and shift a few ounces a week the dreamertook a drag of the jointthe dreamerhad just rolled and felt a wave of pleasure it was quality gear to boot the dreamersaid "what is it, afghani?" the other person didn't reply the dream was ending andthe dreamerfelt dissapointed to find out it was a dream qod 3 qos 4 p 10 25042017 in a changing room which had row after row of cubicles my view of the cubicles was a slightly elevated one which allowed me to see the extent of the layout it looked to be twenty or thirty by twenty or thirty they all had black curtains or doors and sides this could be something which would be in the ship of yesterday's dream there were less half a dozen people of using the changing rooms which meant it was almost empty the dreamerwake from the dream at this point still thinking about what was what qod 3.7 qos 4.2 p 10 24042017 this dream was set at sea the dreamerwas in the water next to a metal-hulled ship it was bigger than any ship today the deck of the ship was at least seven oe eight stories above us and we were making preparations for a race or a pageant three or four of us were assessing where and how to hang a thick rope along the side of the ship to attach decorations there was a lull in the activity andthe dreamerdecided to lounge horizontally on the water using a in buoyancy suit and revel in a warm stream of water coming from the depths one of the other men came over and asked me whatthe dreamerwas doing and told me get away the dreamertold him whatthe dreamerwas doing and he explained that the warm water was a constant stream of sewage that all ships of this size flushed as a matter of course the dreamertook a good look at the water around me and realised what it wasthe dreamerwas wallowing in and had shown my ignorance of the way a ship works the dreamerwas feeling pretty stupid asthe dreamerwoke up qod 3.3 qos 3.5 p 10 second dream there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr he was asked about max planck's' quantum theory neils replied "the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was" andthe dreamerchimed in anticipating of his last word, which we both said in unison "bumby" qod 4 qos 4.2 p 10 23042017 nearly an x dream qod 3.7 qos 3.4 p 10 second dream there was a group of people gathered around neils bohr he was asked about max planck's' quantum theory neils replied "the road which led to a general acceptance of his theory was" andthe dreamerchimed in anticipating his last word, which we both said in unison, "bumby" qod 4 qos 4.2 22042017 a think-read dream (6) a charge-sheet in the form of a single sheet of paper a bit smaller than a4 size had been posted through the letterbox the dreamerhad been carged with stealing a cabinet and the papers therein the dreamercouldn't make the writing read as a single, smooth-flowing sentence the dream ended asthe dreamerwas still trying to read the writing without having to go back to the start of the letter/sheet and read it all the way through without having to think-read it into a coherent whole applying the roney analysis to this dream means a society has and will re-exist in the past or future of a past or future undulationor will exist in has and/or will exist where the most serious crime is a relativity petty qod 3.3 qos 3.7 p 10 21042017 sitting next to the aisle in a coach the seats were three-deep and there were two girls to the left of me the dreamerfancied my chances and was making with my best smile the gitls looked at me with some disdain my expression was asking why one pointed to my feet and said "your feet smell" it took me by surprise the dreamercertainly didn't think so the dreamerput a couple of inside my shoe and rubbed them against my sole the dreamersmelt my fingers and was embarresed to find they smelt the girls went back to ignoring me and the dream ended qod 3 qos 3.8 p 10 20042017 this dream was brought about by thinking during the day what it was that the lover experienced in the initial stages of moving from the three of pthe dreamerto the endless it was as though two vast sheets were spread throughout the extent of space one had an orange colour the other didn't have colour it was more like a grey mist but was solid the two were in proximity to each other, almost touching there was a sense of resignation of comitment of toil ahead, or was it from a weariness of something past? a slightly unsettling settling feeling occured as an effort was made to make more sense what it was that was being observed and as the dream ended similar feelings have accompanied other efforts to understand the experiences of his evolution which is whatthe dreamerthink this dream revealed well beyond the scope of mortal experiences other various points of his evolution have been glmpsed over the years this dream was considerably more contemplatable though qod 3.4 qos 3.4 o 10 17042017 this was one off those weird ones was at the sink washing food ready for cooking a worm the thickness of the lead for mobile phone earplugs and about five centimetres long fell out of something it was about to disappear down the sink-hole when it made a sticky substance in no time at all which stuck onto the metal of the upside of the sink strainer the dreamercouldn't see where it was for a moment and thought it had gone down the drain the bottom of the sticky substance had formed into a small globule the size of a pea asthe dreamerwent to loosen the substance off the metal with my finger so it would get washed away the worm emerged from the cocoon of viscous and tried to get out of the sink the scene changed and the cocoon shape had changed inito a short cylinder the chamber was being used in a in diagram to explain that space couldn't have holes in it but it could have chambers through which something could pass but would automatiically loop back to where it started from immediately it emrged from the far end of the chamber the diagram itself was part of a visual indexing system which would be incorporated into an all-encompassing index which seems to be calling to be created qod 2.9 qos 3.8 p 10 16042017 walking on the pavement of a road that was on a ten or twelve degree incline someone, it might have been me, shouted "u.f.o." looking up, the lights suggested it was a u.f.o. but as it went overhead the fuselage and cockpit of a plane could be seen before a sense of dissapointment could set in another voice said "look" and everybody looked up and saw a craft definately not of earthly-design but it was low enough to see inside and it did have man-shaped beings in it before anyone could say anything else a display of craft filled the sky the dreamerwas taking in the movement and shapes and colours asthe dreamerwoke qod 4.2 qos 4 p 6 x dream (11) 15042017 was in a small function room it could seat about fifty people and there was a circular area about five metres across which was for dancing it was adorned with cheap, glitzy furnishings which looked expensive there was a low-hanging chandelier every body was there but nothing was happening it was obvious music was missing butthe dreamerdidn't have my equipment asthe dreamerwalked passed one ladythe dreamerheard her say "he can be entertaining" that was my cue to be "on" the dreamertook a run and jumped onto the chandelier in a way which caused it to start revolving in a circular motion just inside of the dancing area as the chandelier circled the dance areathe dreamerlet go with one hand and started blowing kisses to the ladies with the other hand as my gaze met the eyes of the different women in my line of vision asthe dreamercircled with one womanthe dreamerdidn't blow any kisses but pursed my lips and moved them around in the way one does when savouring a nice food or taste that got people laughing sothe dreamerdropped to the floor and began a "routine" firstthe dreamerbegan shadow boxing with the chandelier which was now swinging back and forth and turned my back on it and let it knock me over when it swung back at me the dreamerthen turned around the room and began an impromptu-remarks session with everyone one at a time the next theme in this two-dream sequence was to do with sounds there was a consistent danceable rhythmn which was coming from an unidentifiable location the dreamerstopped trying to figure out where it was coming from and began listening to it in earnest the rhythmn had a tune buried in it which was easy to predict and go along with after building a bit of a song and humming along with it the tune/rhythmn started changing and very quicklythe dreamerrealised it wasn't a tune at all but it was the repetative sound coming from a machine nearby as the sound became clear it lost its harmonious quality and the tune wasn't noticeable the sound was going to go on and become a nuisance and would have done ifthe dreamerhadn't decided to re-form the machine sound back into a tune which became pleasant to listen to again the dreamerwoke out of the sleep and it got me thinking, just about any inanimate sound could become qualitative if a person's mind-set was so disposed 01042017 two dreams and both dreams were arguments in the first dreamthe dreamerwas arguing with max planck in the company of four or five people he became more and more irate the morethe dreamerinsisted his constant was one raised to the minus forty-third power he was almost shouting, "90, it's 90" the dream ended in that tone the second dream was about a key the dreamercouldn't find my front door key the dreamerwent to an office where they kept backup keys the person who could give me a spare key told me they didn't have one because it was a security issue the dreamerkept pressing him that he did have a spare key and he explained thatthe dreamerhad the only spare key because it wouldn't make sense from a security point of view if someone else had one the dream ended asthe dreamerrealised he was right and suddenly remembered where my spare key was hidden qod 2.6 & qos 2.9 p 10 13042017 second dream the ground was sodden which meant navigating around the edges of a field near a river all my possesions were in a cloth bag about the size of a dustbin liner the dreamerhad to leave the bag hidden in amongst some bushes as they were making it too difficult to walk the dreamermanaged to get wherethe dreamerwas going both dreams were about possessions! qos 3.1 qod 3.4 p 6 first dream living in a society where there was a sharp divide between have's and have not's the dreamerslotted in at the bottom of the have's a mark of my status was a full-length crombie coat it was the evening andthe dreamerwent to the cinema, it was almost empty someone was sharp enough to get me to leave my coat in the cloakroom the momentthe dreamerwas in my seatthe dreamerknewthe dreamerhad made a mistake and went to get my coat back the dream ended asthe dreamerwas looking for the person who had the coat the dreamerhad the feeling the coat ws gone qod 3.1 qos 3.7 p 10 12042017 in a stadium interviewing michael johnson after a new world record had been set in the 4 by 400 metre relay a re-run of his teams world-record run was shown he was animated stand-out part of dream was the clarity of his face and the depth of the stadium qod 4 qos 4 p 10 10042017 a woman with a round, deep cut about the size of a thumbnail asked me to stop the bleeding there was quite a lot of blood coming from the injury the dreamerknew to stop the bleedingthe dreamercould use a tornequay and apply pressure to the onto the wound the dreamersaid we needed some clean cloth to apply to the cut and the girl asked ifthe dreamerhad any tissue paper the dreamergave her the tissue paper but knew the wound needed a skilled person to treat it the dreamerwas thinking of the quickest way to get her to the hospital as the dream ended qod 2.8 qos 3.8 p 10 09042017 the dreamerposted a cynical video of a plane crumpling up and gave the title "human technology" beforethe dreamerhad time to post the second onethe dreamerwas under a merciless attack of vitriole and my standing as a good guy was radically diminished the dreamerrealisedthe dreamerhad goofed big time and was retreating under the criticism the dreamerwas in big trouble and was thinking howthe dreamercould get out of it for thirty seconds after leaving the sleep and had a noticeable feeling of relief whenthe dreamerrealised it was a dream this is the sort of thing that happens when, regardless of what the circumstances are or how justified my feelings of despondancy are,the dreamerallow myself to to think the worst about people qod 2.3 qos 3.8 p 10 08042017 this dream was set in at an olympic games-type sporting event the different sports were spread over an area of about fifty square kilometres the dreamerwas accompanied by another person while we were watching one event a trio of chinese persons who were associates of the personthe dreamerwas with and with whomthe dreamerhad become fiendly with were a kilometre away watching a member of one of their family competing in a sport event the results of the event which the threesome were most interested in was shown on a screen and the person related to the chinese group had won the dreamerknew they would be celebrating big-time andthe dreamerhad the idea of looking at them and seeing just how jubilated they were through some powerful binoculars within a short timethe dreamerhad picked them out and could see them in the stands of an open arena the stand-out* bit of this dream was the clarity and detail when seeing them through the binoculars *it has to be mentioned that a new faculty of the mind is emerging namely, the "stand-out" part of a dream, usually by virtue of clarity of vision, sound, movement etc. has taken a firmer place in the visualisable imaging faculty it was mentioned as first occurring ? years ago and has over the last month become more available to the now conscious state this particular ability has a distinctive character, it has a serious or sombre or no nonsense feel to it it is considered to be love/life in "business" mode qod 3.7 qos 3.7 p 10 06042017 another holland.hash dream went to a party with a male friend at a house only to find a queue of mainly girls stending in a loose formation of two's and about fifty pairs the dreamerwas told to form another queue at another door at the same building the dreamercouldn't figure out whythe dreamerhad been chosen to stand apart fron the queue that was already formed asthe dreamerlooked around a line of people two or three abreast had formed behind me andthe dreamerrealisedthe dreamerwaas the start of a queue to another party the door opened andthe dreamerled the people behind me into the building and upon to ther oof the dreamerwas getting the music organised and the joints were being passed around as the dream ended qod 3.8 qos 4 p 8 05042017 this dream was at a baseball game in america the dreamerwas watching the game from the sidelines with two other people the depth and clarity of the details was the stand-out aspect of the dream the ball floating off into the distance and the colours of the uniforms of the teams the dreamersaid "must have been amazing for spectators to have seen babe ruth hit the first infield home run" my companions were duly impressed thatthe dreamerknew and felt that qod 4 qos 3.9 p 10 30032017 in a city-centre it was heaving and there weren't enough retailers to cope with demand there were queues for everything in one of the queues at street-level there were a family of three just ahead of me a girl, six or seven years of age, and her parents the parents found the child excess baggage for their lifestyle and were making serious comments to the people who they had to apologise to when the girl sought their attention that they could have the child if they wanted her the child seemed amiable enough andthe dreamerwas wondering what it must be like for her to know she wasn't wanted by her parent's in another queue in a multi-storey store the family of three were there again and had been served and had moved away from the pay-area asthe dreamerwas about to be served the woman at the till realised the family of three had left something of theirs behind those of us who heard what the check-out woman said looked around for the family but they wern't to be seen within a few seconds it occured to me that ifthe dreamercould find the family and ingratiate myself with them that asthe dreameraccompanied them back to the counter the girl with them might get friendly with me and her parents would make the suggestion thatthe dreamercould have her the dreamerwould gradually warm to the idea and we would come to an arrangement which resulted in me taking the gitl into my life the family had left the shop so now it was a near mission impossible task to find them in the throng of the centre of the city when outside the shop the most elaborate movements of any dream i've ever had began firstthe dreamerpicked up speed and, at at guess, i'd saythe dreamerwas moving at an almost constant rate of about fifteen to twenty kilometres an hour the dreamerwas weaving and swerving and gliding, occasionally coming to a dead-stop for only an instant asthe dreamerbounced off one foot or the other and changed direction at one pointthe dreamerwas running through a grassy area where people were siitting and munching and drinking on seats and on the grass there were thirty or so pigeons pecking at scraps and foraging asthe dreamergot near they all flew up into the air in different directions the dreamerdon't thinkthe dreamercould have slowed down even ifthe dreamerwanted to andthe dreamerwas in among them before they could get above my head-height and some were only a few centimetres into the air with amazingly subtle movements" a slight tilt of the head, a dip of the shoulder, a bend of the knee, minute side-steps, a bay hop" and ne'er a feather was ruffled at another place, a long curved walking area,the dreamermust have been running with my body angled at thirty to thirty-five degrees asthe dreamerleant into the curve, slowing only marginally the dreamereventually came across the family again and was thinking how great it was going to be dad again when the dream again qod. 3.9 qos 3.6 p 10 three dreams remembered one was a day out which involved catching three or five different buses the destination has been featured in at least two other dreams over the years with one of the connections the bus driver was downright awkward and there were words exchanged in another dream there was a snake which was eating another snake and the third dream is too vaguely remembered qod's 3 qos 3 p 10 26032017 the theme of this dream revolved around a machine/device which pressed studs into shirts the type of stud, coloured, patterned, precious metal" would make it more fashionable or stylish or expensive the studs would be used to clip other clothes or adornmennts to the shirt and give it versatility the dreamerwas selling the idea to someone who had the money to invest in the machine the dream ended with me wearing the shirt with an add-on fluffy overshirt which enhanced my shape andthe dreamerwas feeling chuffed with myself andthe dreamerwoke to hear myself explaining to the person who gave me the loan that it would save me no end of money over a lifetime qod 3.5 qos 3.7 p 10 25032017 my girlfriend wasn't talking to me the dreamerdon't know what i'd done wrong andthe dreamerwas stubbornly refusing to ask it was obviously my fault butthe dreamerfelt she should tell me what it was we tried to carry on as normal the phone rang and she calmly and pleasantly said it iwas for me the dreamerwas too tired to get out of bed andthe dreamerthought she would tell me who it was or would take a message the dreamerassume, she in turn thought, thoughtthe dreamerwas being childish and refusing even to respond to anything she was part of and put the phone down and went out of the room from her point of view it was a snub too many she started singing a farewell love song the dreamergot the message and started singing it back to her she left the house andthe dreamerwas thinking howthe dreamershould go about making things up when the dream ended qod 3 qos 3.7 p 10 24032017 2nd sleep my friend andthe dreamerwere in a home envoroment two young women dressed in clothes which were expensive, fashionable and fitted them like thin leather gloves, which enabled us to see the full shape of their fingers, called on us and asked to go back to where they lived my friend andthe dreamerummed and ahhed about it for a long, long time and eventually decided we would we got out into the open where there was a black stretch limousine the women sat in the driving compartment and we in the lounge the woman driving was making it her mission in life to impress the hell out of us by driving at break-neck speed without crashing she held the curves and the corners like an expert the dreamercouldn't hear the engine but could tell from the way people walking ahead and going in the same direction as us were turning around that either the engine and or the tyres were under a strain we arrived at the plush apartment block and the driver side-swerved the car into a bricked area, which the car could only fit into if it was in sideways, and came to a stop the dreamerwas duly impressed we got out of the car and realised we were parked in a bricked-designer flower-bed the woman had indeed been driving like a bat out of hell and and we had only got there in piece by the grace of god the dream ended 1st dream (the dreams might not be in the right order) the dreamerwas an inmate of a prison the dreamerworked in the clothes shop my job was sweeper-upper the dreamerwas the bottom of the pile and the other inmates didn't pay any attention to me the dreamerwould take whatever was on the floor back to a largish table and sort through it and keep anything which might be re-used" buttonss, zips, strips of cloth" the dreamermust have been doing the job for some while on the table along with the boxes of buttons and cloths were a writng pad, a radio, a an open book, whichthe dreamerread a few lines of in the dream, some loose change, a mobile phone and other items the policeman who had arrested me, don't know whatthe dreamerhad done to be in prison in the first place, came to see me he had come to gloat he had a mocking attitude to his speech andthe dreamerknew not to react, which was what he wanted "how are you?"the dreamerasked in a completely natural way it took him aback and and his expression and tone of speech changed immediately the dreamertold himthe dreamerhad settled into prison life and feltthe dreamercould do the sentence and wouldn't make another mistake like the one which got me imprisoned he had to acknowledgethe dreamerwould probably be alright and was stiil standing there looking at me as the dream ended 2nd dream the staff of a prison kept a notebook of events one guard showed his notebook to the inmates so they would know what he thought the prisoners should know about him on one page the book had four five lines in it" in this little notebook is whatthe dreamerknow in this notebook is you in this book is how others know you you and me is this notebook category of dream: prison: closed: () 3rd dream kissing dream: (10) this dream started off as an x dream and turned into a kissing dream qos 3.8 qod 3.3 p 10 23032017 two dreams remembered the first one was to do with hash the second was in a cinema which was also used for dancing, both dancing and film-watching could happen at the same time it was a hot spot which was renowned for couples finding serious and long-term partners the dancing area was in front of the screen and stretched across the the length of the screen which was about twent-five metres wide and projected ten metres in front of the screen everybody who was dancing was within the dancing area butthe dreamerwent to a darkened area to the side of the screen which was not being used while the friendthe dreamerwas with stayed close to the screen at the edge of the areathe dreamerwent into the dreamerwent into the area at the side of the screen becausethe dreameronly wanted to dance andthe dreamercouldn't "let-loose" in the designated area without taking up too much room it is times like this whenthe dreamerreally wish things had gone as they could/should have gone twenty plus years ago, then dreams like this could have been simulated via the graphics and motion team who would be skilled enough to produce images and short films as they were being described in the dreamthe dreamerwas able to move my hips a full half of a metre around the x axis (left to right) of body and could bend my knees and get about ten to fifteen centimetres through the y axis (up and down) there were some "standard" fancy moves as well but the "hip swivel" was the stand-out part of the dream which caught the girls attention the dreamerwas enjoying the dancing too much to start talking as you should be aware by now this website believes that the events in dreams are drawn from real-life, the time-conscious so this actually happened at a future point of time in a past undulation or it can hapen at a future point of time this undulation qod 4.3 qos 3.4 p 10 20032017 2nd dream" for my reference 191 ufo entry 19032017 the first dream was me trying to help a struggling taxthe dreamerdriver make more money had to resort to unethical methods to do it qod's 3.0 & 3.6 qos 3.7 p 1st dream o 2nd dream 10 19032017 two thouroughly depressing dreams it didn't take long to figure out what caused them in the first one, a female and two might-makes-right aggro merchants waltzed into my flat and headed for my phone to make a call the dreamerbeat them to the phone and began a defense of my corner by warning them that their attitude and manner would backfire on them if they didn't show me some respact the dreamersaid it in such a way that it made them hesitate the dream ended with them stiil braced for violence in the second dreamthe dreamerwas with a girl and we were in a dark, watery underground cavern two or three men, one of them had a chest as solid as a rock, knew we were there and had come to claim us the girl was in full view and they began moving towards her the dreamerwas out of their view behind a part of the cave that jutted out andthe dreamertried to take the short burly one by surprise and hit him with a solid piece of something or other which made contact with his breastbone the dreamermight as well have hit him wth a three-foot long toilet roll it didn't phase him one iota he didn't even look at me as he said "put him to use" in the next scene the girl's hands were bound and her face was one of total defeat the dreamerhad been stood in a shallow pool and was being used as bait to attract carniverous fish the dreamerwas thinking stray thoughts for a full five minutes after waking qod 1.8 qos 3.4 p 10 18032017 serial dream before writing about the dream some comments from december until now dreams diary entries weren't posted for a few reasons it was thought that people were more likely to rally or respond to the situation it was thought that people were more likely to rally or respond to the situation if it was wrapped in celebration and happiness as opposed to being motivated by the sheer urgency of it the dreamertend to do this; throw myself into a course of action on, what seems at the time, to be a good idea which will get things moving so, motivated by this latest idea the three months before christmas were spent solely on getting the "worlds first intercontinental live-stream internet new years party" organised and by the beginning of december entries into dreams diary had stopped there were to be three parties spread over the christmas/new year period a momentum would be generated which would lead to regular rally-parties the dreamerwould gradually introduce the "ethical message" and within a year there would be enough pips amongst you who would become noticed nationally and the love-ball would have begun rolling we would be converting people into pips at every new party things would have taken a new direction as we all recognised that the future that backons is full of non-stop, fun-love, playful motions with the knowledge that it only ever becomes more so any life-loving person would have jumped at the chance of such a lifestyle as it turned out, despite the initial enthusiasm of people who were invited, only two people turned up for any of the parties and they arrived so latethe dreamerhad begun packing everything away so what had happened? several factors" people would rather see me disappointed than happy" people are fearful of associating with me beacause it throws the spotlight on them and draws the attention of the people who will kill for the flimsiest of reasons" men resent me" women cold-shoulder me becausethe dreamerwon't go with women who haven't got the sense to recognise the ethical nature of life and wont change" the people who want things to stay as they are, increasing wealth for themselves which means decreasing wealth for you, division between factions, wars, reducing health care etc. are dancing with glee the dream two women came into wherethe dreamerwas and presented me with a blue paper folder with about frty pages in it the dreamerbegan reading it and realised it was a script for a wedding film or play or tv programme upon waking and thinking whythe dreamerhad dreamt itthe dreamerrealised it was the full script of the wedding albumthe dreamerhad received through the post in the dream of 12032017 qod 3.4 - qos 3.5 - p - 10 13032017 staying at a plush hotel it was so expensivethe dreamerwas struggling to pay for two nights got friendly with the second bush president he was trying to make out he was an ordinary guy the dreamerdiscovered he was making an arms deal we were talking in his room andthe dreamerlevelled with him and told him squarely "your family is in with the people who manufacture arms" he became embarrised and didn't say anything in another scenethe dreamerwas carrying a flat, robust metal briefcase which was too heavy to carry without changing into a style of walking which meant having to carry it while walking sidewards carrying it down a long flight of stairs in the hotel was a feat of strength the dreamerlaid it flat on its side andthe dreamercould then let it slide down the stairs the dream ended asthe dreamerwas surfing down the stairs on the breifcase qod 3.3 qos 3.5 p 10 the category of the dream:manually moving heavy items (1) 12032017 second sleep the comments preceeding dream entry 18032017 have caused me to re-think about what it isthe dreamershould be doing with my life it seems thatthe dreamerhave to change the outlook of expecting historic events occurring any day now and concentrate on relaying insights and thoughts for this and the coming generations for the next thousand years which will enable equally important progress to occur in regards to the workings of the mind after this dream today it makes me thinkthe dreamershould resume dreams diary with a fourish and see where it leads an initial thought is that there is more information to be drawn from combining consciousnesses than there is in time-conscious the future we are moving into has already happened in the future of a past undulation, with very slight variations, and whatever events do happen over the next thousand years are already there waiting to be tapped in combining consciousnesses for me this means relative isolation it now makes sense why picture page easy isolation is the first, and probably the last, picture for this generation this form of isolation is as easy for me as was the isolation depicted in easy isolation for the lover should circumstances changethe dreamerwill of course change to embrace them qod 3.5 qos 3.5 o first sleep the dreamerwas a wedding photographer one day a hard-back wedding album came through the post the dreameropened it expecting to see the wedding day photo's of the couple who sent it it was thought that the people who sent it wanted me to use some of their photo's in my portfolio which potential customers would think were my own and i, in turn, would get more business and then pay the sender a royalty whenthe dreameropened it there weren't any photos in it at all but what looked like a written account of the wedding day those of you who have dreams with writing in them will know it's a bit of a labour to read while sleeping so within a few secondsthe dreamerhad dismissed any notions of using the writing and the dream ended over the next few days there were several dreams which didn't seem to have any rhyme or reason to them andthe dreamerdidn't think they were worthy of being entered into dreams diary between this dream and yesterday some of the dreams kept surfacing while in the time-conscious state but because there were no entries to refer to the dreams were gradually fading from the memory 10032017 2nd sleep should have been an x dream walking between two rows of eight or ten nubiles with that smile on their faces qod 3.9- qos 3.7 - p - 10 1st sleep on my own walking into town something caught my attention andthe dreamerlooked up, more or less dirictly overhead it was a cloud-grey flying saucer which was camouflaged to some extent by the this, grey cloud about it it was round and about three-hundred metres across and was slowly spinning about it axis the dreamergot excited and began cross-waving my arms and shouting to it the dreamerwas making so much noise other people looked up up and saw it too the other people started shouting and gesticulating whan half a dozen of us were calling a waving a couple of carriage lights underneath the spaceship started blinking which caused us to make even more noise that in turn drew more peoples attention and then the clouds around the craft began froming a round pattern around the craft and the clouds began turning in synchronization with the craft the dream ended there with everybody feeling an air of satisfaction qos 4 - qod 4.6 - p - 5 04032017 this dream ws all about movement the highlight was a standing jump that vaulted me fifteen feet into the and whenthe dreamerlandedthe dreamerseemlessly began doing street dancing qod 4.2 - p - 10 second dream the dreamerwas making with the one-line quips and raising a few smiles a toddler of two or three years of age was sucking on a milk bottle that looked like it had a fruit drink in it the dreameropened and closed my mouth in goldfish style, my way of asking a toddler for some of the drink the girl holding the drink had a round close-cropped hairstyle and she would have looked like a golliwog if her hair hadn't been ginger a couple more scenes passed and the ginger-haired girl was approaching me holding out the drink bottle the dreamerdidn't want any of the drink but her act of generosity couldn't be deciined the dreamersucked in a mouthful of it and gave her the bottle back and she walked away the drink had the cosistency of and tasted like srambled egg the dreamercovered my mouth asthe dreamerspat it out into a waste bin category of the dream: food (4) scrambled egg (1) taste: scrambled egg qod 3.7 - p - 10 3rd dream the dreamerboarded a crowded train with people getting on, getting off and struggling with their luggage it was ordered chaos as the throng thinned outthe dreamernoticed a baby in swaddling clothes on the floor the dreamerasked a woman who was carrying a baby if it was hers and she said "no" as she shook her head there were three or four other women there and they were looking at me and didn't indicate it was their's the dreamerpicked the up the baby and dashed off the train the platform was as crowded as the train was the dreamerdecided tyo keep the baby and was thinking what to tell people sothe dreamercould keep it p - 10 - qos's 3 03032017 kissing dream: (8) qod 4 - 3.3 - p - 10 02032017 a game of table tennis was being played a big girl v's a medium to small sized boy/man the girl was getting murdered she didn't stand a chance the dreamerasked to play the male the dreamerwas in top form and puty the three first serves past him as though he wasn't there the game became serious and the people close to the boy went into a huddle they decided to play dirty a petite big-busted girl in her late teens wearing a nipple strap and skimpy shorts which showed some of her buttocks and inner/upper thigh appeared at the table the dreamerlost my concentratrion and she started winning we had to retaliate a couple of virile young men who looked like film stars with the body of adonis with over-sized members wearing semi-see-through skin-tight white mesh outfits joined our side we started wiinning was waiting for the counter-move from the opposition asthe dreamerwoke over the last few months the memory of the experiences in dreams are becoming as, and more vivid, than Time-Conscious memories and experiences? embelished qod 3.5 qos 3.5 p 10 2nd dream kissing dream: (9) qod 4 3.3 p 01032017 in an accomodation with two young women i'd had a relationship with one of the girls in awake-time some years ago andthe dreamerregretted ending it but in the dream the relationship was still ongoing in the dream she was reserved about the relationship and didn't really want to go on with it her friend did want us to continue though and so she did she was experiencing pleasure as we were lying close together asthe dreamerwas gently fondling her breasts (the fondling was the longest part of the dream) the dreamerhad to do something for my mother and it meant leaving them the dreamertold the girls to treat the place as their own, which really pleased them as they could tuck into the food, bathe etc. and the dream ended asthe dreamerleft the partment knowingthe dreamerhad won on them over and was looking forward to being back with them * could be a theme for a film here the film starts as in the dream the man wakes and decides to do the things he done in the dream to get back with his girl successive dreams lead to greater and greater desirable outcomes in real life and eventually we're left wondering which are the dream sequences and which are the awake scenes qod 3.7 - qos 3.4 p 7 27022017 second dream the elements of this dream" a piece of paper with a song on it" a tatty-looking machine twice the size of a sandwich box which would play the song" the song ws written by my father" my father was either split-up from my mother or was dead" my parents were of different ethnicities" the machine was sold" a tube, necessary for playing the song, which went with the machine, was missing" a person bought the machine without him or the seller realising the tube was not with the machine" the person who sold the machine wanted it back" the dreamersympathised with the buyer" the dreamerknew the words and melody of the song" the person who bought the machine wanted the tube as much as the person who sold it" the tune had the potential to be a money-making hit" the dreamertold the buyer since he now knew the tune he didn't need the tube and the song was legally his" the dreamerwoke out of the sleep asthe dreamerwas trying to sing the song out loud when fully awake and thinking about the dream a series of thoughts flowed concerning taking the oligarchs to court over the illegality of murdering princess diana if the prime minister knew of the assassination then he was an accessory to the fact and if he didn't the oligarch's were accountable the thought of initiating a legal challenge comes from watching the first youtube video on comments page qod 3.5 - qos 3 - pthe dreamer- 10 first dream was doing nothing in particular at friends house his girlfriend walked into the living room with their daughter that was my cue to make like an entertainer one of my set pieces was to go into iggledy piggledy talk" diddley ink poink tink, googly ding tok nok it brought a a straight, broad upper-lip smile from the child and an involuntary hmmph from the mother in next scene we were watching an ad on the telly for a popular theme park the camera done a panorama sweep of the park there was a long queue for the most popular adult attractions the dreamerwoke up to hear myself saying "that's a three hour wait for that one" qod 3.4 - qos 3.1 - p - 6 26022017 tender x dream (10) qod 4 - qos 3.3 - p - 10 25022017 two-scene dream first scene my best friend andthe dreamerwere at his house he was bigger than me and got enormous pleasure out of trying to get the better of me in a wrestle against the odds it was always me who got the better of him wheneverthe dreamerwas in the command of himthe dreamerwould let him know by drilling my fore finger into his ribs or some tender spot which made him wriggle like crazy and make him give in his dad was looking on and was smiling broadly in the second scene we were in a shallow sunken bath in the nude with our girlfriends he and his girlfriend were happy with each other but my girlfriend was asserting her will by not snuggling up to me becausethe dreamerwouldn't comit myself to her wishes (i'm too much of a gentleman to say what it was) qod 4.2 - qos 3.7 - p - 10 24022017 new type of dream" extensive dreaming there were eight or ten different dreams in a complete reversal of trends in this seies of dreams the dream most vividly remembered was the first dream in the first dreamthe dreamerwas under water and moving in a type of motion that seemed to be mind-willed the motion through the water must have lasted as long as the rest of the dreams put together as each dream ended the dreams were being catologued in a word-indexing fashion by length of time and type and there were seven or so words giving a satisfactory description of each dream (an interpretation of picture-to- words programme) in the last dreamthe dreamerwas being pusued by a giant fish with a humongous teeth the dreamerhad a plan to let it get me in its mouth and then activate a spring-activated extendable device with spear tips at each end and a large round collar a metre or so from the pointed ends, which just happened to be handy, and which would stop the jaws from closing the dreamerwas in its mouth and waiting for it to stop trying to close its mouth when the dream ended which for each of the dreams details qod 3.8 - qos 4.4 - p - 10 22022017 time-tense 1 or 4 or 5 or 7 this dream was about technology the first thing-to-do on the computer after getting up was find a music track and by the timethe dreamergot around to entering the dream into the dreams diary the memory of the dream had faded the dream was about entering the find queries in a way that the search results gave all the information that was needed after pressing the entering in the key-words qod 3.8 qos 3.7 p 1 21022017 second sleep two dreams remembered in the first dreamthe dreamerwas deemed to be the best person to organise a meal for about a dozen people it pleased me that at least one of my ablilites was recognised andthe dreamerwas busy arranging things when the dream ended qod 3.7 - p - 10 second dream an acquaintance of some years back gave me some clothes the clothes enhanced my physical appearence and suited me perfectly the person who gave me the clothes in the dream had given me a pair of trousers in real life many years ago the trousers he gave me twenty plus years ago gave my legs a shapely look the dreamerwore them to death and feltthe dreamerhad lost some appeal when they became too scruffy to wear anymore the dreamerwas thinking howthe dreamercould reward him when the dream ended qod 3.7 qos 3.3 p6 first sleep x dream (9) the memory of the tactile sensations in x dreams are becoming more prominent in the memory than the memory of the tactile sensations in time-conscious qod 3.4 qos 3.7 p 10 19022017 building structures from a multi-rectangular structure that took form as my will created it the structure became ever-more sophisticated and it then became as great asthe dreamercould imagine and thenthe dreamerrealised it could go on into infinity it became an overwhelming and woke me up this dream was another step in willing images to form while partially time-conscious another ability which manifested itself a week ago was the ability to project cartoon sequences but only in a simple form (beano comic style) and only in black and white but with moving images the thought arises "˜the minds ability to will realities can manifest itself in both a time-conscious state and timeless conscious (flat space) state' qod 4 qos 3.8 p10 18022017 on the run from the poilice again in a rural area thinkthe dreamergot away this dream is the result of making a cynical remark on a film uploaded to youtube (it's official" the denialists are the loony tunes) qod 2.8 qos 3 p10 14022017 violence in dreams a dozen or more of us were on a submarine in a thick fog with calm waters preparing to repel attackers the fog was so thick we couldn't see past the end of the bayonets on the end of our rifles the dreamerwas in the front line and in command the dreamertold everybody to lean forward and probe for the attackers with the point of the bayonet it worked without seeing the damage we were inflicting the attacker's were repelled this dream was probably caused by watching a series of violent films qod 2.8 qos 3.3 p 1 11022017 x dream (8) qod 4.2 qos 3.3 p 10 10022017 in tonights main dreamthe dreamerwas a boxer it was just my opponent and me we were ready to be announced to the audience my opponent, a five fooy six muscular african, was giving me the look the dreamerfelt confident and was trying to imagine how my biceps looked compared to his whenthe dreamerwoke up qod 2.7 qos 3.4 p10 09022017 qod 4.2 qos 3.8 p 10 1st dream three stand-out scenes in this dream one of them was about my hair some men are sensitive about losing their hair i'm one of them (one of the distinguishing features of mammals is their hair) in the dream, the hair i've still got was crunched up it gave the appearance of being a full head of hair albeit with the hairline high on my forehead what was striking was the similarity in the style of my hair and the style of the hair in one of the pictures of the lover haven't analyzed these three dreams yet (it looks like i've got to give more time to dreams. a more elaborate interpretation and explanation of dreams is, it seems, being prompted by you-know-who) another scene had me doing some fancy footwork while dancing the thought has occurred while making this entry that the origins of some dreams aren't in the pde's but are of combining consciousnesses further, the writer's dreams aren't always generated by himself but by you-know-who the third one is personal (rhho) p.s. the picture pages which aren't going to be presented will, either further on into this undulation or at this point of earthly evolution of a future undulation, will be yours to appraise 2nd dream qod 3.5 qos 3.7 p 2 it was a summers evening the dreamerwas about a thousand metres from home the dreamerwas driving a motorbike the dreamerwas driving it illegally (without insurance) the last set of lights before getting home was against me asthe dreamercame to a stop there was a police car and a policeman was motioning me to pull over the policeman told me in a stern manner to get my front indicator light fixed the dreamersaidthe dreamerwas sorry and that done the trick and he moved away from me to go back to his car 08022017 qod 3.9 qos 4.2 p 10 the dreamerfelt as thoughthe dreamerwas not accomplishing anything and was trying to organise my life a friend of twelve years ago wanted to show me something and asked me to go with him in the next scene, we were at the entrance to a field on the opposite side of the field and about a hundred metres awaythe dreamercould see four or five adjoining areas each about five to seven metres wide and separated by canvas where different events would be happening at the nearest one to me,the dreamerrecognised an orange extension lead and knew it was mine asthe dreamerlooked longer at and into the section where the cable wasthe dreamercould see an extensive table and things had been so arranged so as to enable a p.a. and my d.j. decks and other accessories for a disco the dreamerthen realised my freind had initiated a mini-glastonbury and it was ready for use the dreamerbecame elated there would be enough room for a six-foot screen and enough space in and in front of the open-marquee style area for more than a hundred people the dreamerwouldn't need more than five hundred watts and as night fell the disco lights would really create an atmosphere the dreamerwas pleased beyond words with my friend who had shown initiative to make me happy and was thinking of him as the dream ended 07022017 qod 2.9 qos 3.1 p 2 this is the third dream this week with the same dog the dog is a large mongrel it is large enough to stand on its hind legs and use its forelegs to hold onto me, although its grip isn't very firm, about my chest from the back of me it is on a lead and the owner encourages it to go to me in this dream, it didn't just grab me about the chest as in the previous two dreams but this time it grabbed the long hair on the back of my neck and was attempting to pull me back the dreamermanaged to free my hair from its teeth and knewthe dreamerhad to do something a bit on the violent side to get it off me the dreamerjumped upwards and backwards so thatthe dreamerlanded on the dog as we both hit the ground the dreamerthoughtthe dreamerhad hurt the dog as the dream ended * there's was nothing in the pde's of the previous few days that could be assigned to this dream the dreamercould probably figure it out ifthe dreamergo back to lying in bed and thinking about my dreams before opening my eyes 06022017 qod 3 qos 3.3 p 10 x dream (7) 05022017 qod 3 qos 3.3 p 10 the dreamerwas sleeping rough a refuse collection company which had a lock-up area in an industrial estate where they kept household items until they were recycled let me sleep on one of the mattresses for the night for 10 pounds the following daythe dreamergot day work in a cafe washing up and serving tables the dreamergot 20 pound for the work and with the extra 10 poundsthe dreamercould have a shower and get some clean recycled clothes the dreamerhad to wait until a security check by a vehicle with a spotlight had checked the compound wherethe dreamerwould be sleeping before going into the compound the dreamercould still the spotlight of the security vehicle sweeping another area asthe dreamerwas settling into a sleeping position and the dream ended 04022017 qod 4 qos 2.9 4 p the dreamerwas living in the west country it was a summers day andthe dreamerdecided to go to london for the day the dreamertook fifty pounds spending money with me on the tube on the way to the centre of the city, the young man next to me began a conversation before he got off about five stops later he handed me two pounds and fifty pence and said "give this to one of the women in the carriage" it seemed the sort of surprising random act thatthe dreamerwould do and it seemed a natural thing to do the dreamerstood up and walked down the carriage looking at the faces of the women for the face which seemed most likely to accept the gift the dreamerhad got to the end of the carriage before seeing the woman who looked like she would accept it the dreamerexplained whythe dreamerwas giving her the money asthe dreamerhanded it to her she was bemused and a little flustered but accepted the money as she gradually realised the gesture didn't have any other motive than for someone to be on the receiving end of an act of generosity from a person she had never met and would never meet this was the first theme of the dreams in this sleep 03022017 feel-good dream qod 3.8 qos 3.3 p 10 the dreamerwas standing outside wherethe dreamerlive it was a narrow buiding squashed between two, three or four glass-fronted offices or shops it was a sunny day andthe dreamerwent walkabout the dreamerfelt good and my mood kept improving there were two scenes whilethe dreamerwas walking whenthe dreamerbegan singing the dreamerfelt really good 02022017 qod 3 qos 3.3 p the dreamerwon or was given a cat that was between being a kitten and a cat the dreamerput it inside my jacket but it was trying to get down to the ground in the next scene,the dreamerwas holding a black lamb which was twice the size of the cat two animal dreams in two days! same dream entered twice amend 01022017 doggy dream a black and brown dog latched onto me whilethe dreamerwas out and about the dog kept on disappearing" over a fence, down a street but reappearing every half minute or so and stayed with me for a few seconds and then was off again qod 3.9 qos 2.7 p 10 28012017 qod 3.5 qos 2.8 p 5 bumped into a girl from my school days whothe dreamerreally fancied she was above average good-looks even then but she had become wealthy and it suited her she agreed to come back to wherethe dreamerlived and so hello to the family back at the house,the dreamerribbed her and she took it o.k. we were considering going out somewhere when the dream ended 25012017 qod.3.8 qos 3.2 o woke up this morning and tried to remember the details of the dream i'd just had but couldn't pinpoint any particular part of it on the third or fourth attempt at trying to remember it something highly unusual happened a dream from two or three days ago started playing out (the dream from a few days before was nothing special and sothe dreamerdidn't make it into an entry) then, suddenly,the dreamerrealised, the dream was an extract from a filmthe dreamerhad watched one or two days previously the dreamthe dreamerwas remembering was from a filmthe dreamerhad watched the day after the dream! what is noteworthy is that this precognitive dream was about rest and relaxation we are capable of dreaming about dreams we are going to have and not just about awake experiences we are going to have this tells us that anything we can experience is ready and waiting for us it is obvious, every conceivable variable that follows any and all experiences of doing and being have been ordered into the greatest quality and quantity of experience at any given moment throughout the entire finite circumstance of Lov-Len what has to be brought to your attention is this, in a future undulation world war 1 and world war 2 do not happen what is thought to be the optimum solution in our current history won't be relevant in a future undulation likewise, what is thought to be the best solution now can be improved upon and will be improved in a future undulation this "rolling out" of experience can be applied to our current situation when a connection between a flurry of thoughts shows itself it suggests to me that we're on a "roll" this same "roll" occurred when composing auditoriums* in choices a few days ago as the option of choice 3 was thought about a run of several details unfurled and seemed to be begging to be used there are things about this option which cannot be presented (devolving beings are ready to thwart love/life's endeavours) the dreamerdo not understand why a dogged determination to get things done is adhered to when the same result can be achieved quicker yesterday another option presented itself and will be posted into choices in the next two or three days p.s. dreams are still being entered as usual in dreams diary but i'm having to save time where possible to get other things done (the website is a mess at the moment as is my bedroom and living room) i'm prioritising rest and sleep for the next few years in an effort to regain full mobility 24012017 qod 3.7 qos 3.3 - p in a function room which could seat two hundred people but it seemed empty with just the twenty or so people who were in it it was a jewish group and they wanted to hear whatthe dreamerhad to say within ten secondsthe dreamerfelt confident enough to present myself my tone was an encouraging one and the people listened carefully they responded to my continuous flow of ideas andthe dreamerdecided to go into detail the dreamerhad a blue folder which had fifty or sixty sheets of a4 paper in it there were only four or five blank sheets the rest were all the main points which people, in general, find interesting and they were completely unorganised on a few occasions whenthe dreamertried to reference somethingthe dreamerhad to skip to another point orthe dreamerwould have revealed my lack of preparedness the dreamerquickly outlined four five of the most popular ideas and noticed the people were discussing and commenting between themselves as they heard them the reaction of the people told me it would be o.k. to take the proceedings to another level there was a small unused table to my left the dreamermoved the table and a chair to a central position in front of where they sat and said "let's start getting organised" the dreamerbegan asking questions of them" "how often can we use the room?, can we do any catering here?, is there a p.a. system?, is there an internet connection?" the dreameropened the folder and got out a blank page "our aim is to try and change the direction of history by 2026. this gives us one hundred and eleven months. we'll use the first three months to lay the foundations for the following one hundred and eight months. we'll meet once a month for a critical appraisal of what's happened during the last month and see what did happen and what didn't happen. why what we wanted to happen did happen and why and what caused some things not to happen" the dreamersensed it was time to ease the pace the dreamercontinued, "how long can we stay here for now?" and someone answered "three hours" "good. right, we'll break the time into six half-hour segments. to show you it's not all work and seriousness for the first half an hour we'll spend just getting to know each other. the second half hour we'll start outlining what needs to be done and we'll do the same, alternating between work and play, for the rest of our time together now" the above is the dream asthe dreamerremembered it six or seven hours afterthe dreamerwoke (more computer problems) and the order of the scenes of the dream is incorrect whenthe dreamerwoke still full of the desire to organise and turned sideways while still in bed and picked up a pen, swung myself out of bed, picked up the notebook and started writing to some of what i'd said in the dream 23012017 externalised dream qod 3.4 qos 3.2 p 10 was in an unused or abandoned snooker hall another person came into the scene and was making me explain whatthe dreamerwas doing there the dreamerthinkthe dreamerwas sleeping rough and had got in through a window the dreamerwas explaining in an apologetic way the mood became calm andthe dreamerbegan giving the man an idea which could make the snooker hall make money the dreamersuggested he turned the snooker hall it into a pool hall and to get it started promote a winner-takes-all competition on a regular basis the person who could win two games consecutively against five or seven or ten challengers would win the money the man said the same person would win every time the dreamersaid "there's a lot of talent out there as" and went on to tell him about a real-life professional pool hustlerthe dreamerwas friendly with for a few months he was so confident of winning any game he would go into a strange bar and tell the people playing at the pool table he could beat any of them and he would make the bet without the money pay if he lost talk about living dangerously this one time his opponent had put him in an impossible position and the outcome of the game depended on the shot the cue ball was against the edge of the table just a few centimetres away from the bottom right corner pocket the ball he had to pot was hovering over the middle-right pocket but it was in behind two balls which didn't have enough space between them to get the cue ball through if he hit the two balls in front first he would have lost the game and he would have been in deep trouble beforethe dreamertell you how he did it have a little think to see if you can figure it out if he was only a millimetres out he knew he would need an ambulance so how did he do it? he hit the ball with precisely the right amount of down-stroke, sideways spin and forward momentum to make the ball jump onto the felt on the top of the table (if the ball had touched the wood the ball would have been out of play and he would have lost) and it rolled down the table on the felt, came off the felt at precisely where it had to so it would land on the back and top of the ball he was aiming for with just the right amount of forward momentum to push the ball he needed to pocket backward and into the pocket and then carry the cue ball forward with enough momentum so it didn't get pushed back into the pocket by either or both of the balls which would land on the dreamercould hear myself telling the man in the dream that new talent was coming through every year and a previous winner couldn't enter the competition a second time asthe dreamercame out of the sleep 22012017 the dreamerneeded a lead to show someone a video a woman who lived a few doors away had one andthe dreamerwent to where she lived to ask her for a loan of it beforethe dreamercould knock on her door another door opened and my mother came out the dreamerwas tacken aback she had never looked so unappealing there was nohing in the pde's which referred to mom possibly meat-influenced (pork sausages) qod 3.2 - qos 3.5 - p 21012017 new category of dream: montage of self it wasn't until the last photo thatthe dreamerrealised the pics/sequences were of myself the dreamerdon't look anything like the person in the pics/sequences the me of these images were a lot better looking thanthe dreameram now these portaitures were/are obviously of a different point of time of this and or a future or past undulations there's hope for me yet qod 3.7 - qos 3.5 20012017 was at a live performance and after the actthe dreamerwas talking to one of the band mentioned that five of us were forming a band and were ready for doing gigs he said he would be interested in being our agent and we arranged a meeting there were five in our band and in the next scene in the dream the six of us were sitting on a bench in a small room and it meant leaning forward to see the face of someone who wasn't sitting next to you at one pointthe dreamerasked the agent-to-be a question he didn't reply when he didn't reply the second timethe dreamerleant forward to look at what he was doing and realised he wasn't there where he had gone and why he had gone? the dreamerfelt obliged to say something "i'm not sure we needed an agent anyway" "besides, i've heard the band he plays in and their not all that" the dreamercontinued, "there' no reason why we can't do it ourselves. they say the latest trends in bands is for the group members to do everything themselves" "i'll be in charge of the female fan-club and someone else can do the male fan-club" "they say that the best way to build up a good following is to have affairs with the girls" "it might be a good idea to have some girls dancing on stage while wer'e performing" "i'll put an ad in the paper tomorrow and interview the applicants" "it will be best to have young girls. their bodies will be more supple and they'll have more energy" "we can have them scantily dressed so i'l get girls who have firm, largish breasts and shapely bottoms" "long hair is more appealing" " the dreamerwoke up listening to my increasingly lecherous monologue four or five sentences later qod 3.5 - qos 3.5 - p 19012017 the dreamerdone a favour for a young woman she was so pleased she was going to reward me with x the dream never got to the x scene but the conversation and the emotions leading there were simply superb a total understanding of one anothers feelings demonstrated our ability as people to have experiences that enhance our characters to new levels the dreamercan't imagine how these type of personality traits exhibit themselves enacting straight-line-action the dreamercan't wait the wholly empathetic feelings accompanying this dream gave rise to the most satisfying sleep in recent memory qod 4.1 - qos 4.3/4 - p 16012017 second sleep forgotthe dreamerwas doing the music for a womans party she was too polite to say anything so she caught my attention by appearing topless briefly about forty metres away got to the party but couldn't stay and showed three or four people how to use dj decks to change the music qod 3 - qos 3 - p first sleep three of us, all men, were having a drink at the local one of us suggested getting some chips to eat on the walk back home the dreamerwanted hom-made chips and suggested going back to my place both of my friends hesitated the dreamerproduced a full-spread newspaper with about a hundred pages from somewhere which contained just about everything a mind could want to reference and began looking for an example of howthe dreamerdo them someone mentioned women sothe dreamerlooked in the entertainments pages a montage sequence began which showed a woman fondling a man with each new picture/sequence the man got bigger and every new picture/sequence showed his privates in more detail the dreamerdon't find the sight of a vagina or penis in anyway appealing to look at, unless of course it's my own, and this thing in the moving picture paper library was as grotesque as they come penis's and vaginas are sorry-looking things at the best of times on this occasion it looked uglier with each new photo/sequence the dreamercaught sight of the man's face at the beginning of this montage sequence, it was terry thomas the dreamermoved on from the articlethe dreamerwas reading but realisedthe dreamerhad to go back to the entertainments section for women and entertainment it was whilethe dreamerwas looking for, but couldn't find, the female entertainments section again without think reading through each new category thatthe dreamerbecame frustrated and the dream ended qod 3.3 - qos 3.4 - p 15012017 new category" sleep within a sleep waking up from a sleep in a dream which was itself in a dream the dreamerawoke into a dream andthe dreamerfound myself in located in exeter it was a dingy room with a high ceiling in the dreamthe dreamerwoke up tothe dreamerhad to go out but can't remember any more of the dream qod 2.8 - qos 3.9 - p 14012017 2nd sleep ultra formal dinner party for the worlds most famous and the mover/shakers a modernistic predominantly wood and glass three-storey spacious building set in its own grounds the mall-sized palace had been built on sloping grounds so the entrance was a level below the ground floor it could accomodate thousands of people people had been arriving for days before the main evening the dreamerwas one of early arrivals the dreamerwent through the foyer and started to climb an open semi-circular staircase to the first floor a young woman dressed formally had fallen asleep on the stairs and was lying on her side on the third step on the first floor there were some guests talking about the guest-list andthe dreamerheard a young mant say "it gives his name but doesn't say who he is" dream ended there qod 3 - qos 3 13012017 qod 3 - qos 3 - p new category of think-read dream (5) a think-read combining-consciousnesses dream which had vague, smokey-type image sequences which seemed to be trying to adhere to a straight line as they formed and dissolved as the words became clear the images faded the message was" "for the last year your site has been ad- free and has been of the best quality. we now have to reduce the quality of the stream or you can accept ads" this is almost certainly from a past undulation (see the roney analysis) qod 3.5 - qos 4 - p 12012017 half a dozen or more of us were part of a smuggling gang taking money through the turkish border we were all wearing black suits with white shirts and black shoes and socks the border-search was a pat-down of the upper-body and a hand-squeeze of the ankles the dreamerwas last in the queue and there were two more to go through the check before me the dreamerhad to prepare some scampy shorts of a trio of female singers for the laundry and was keeping the border-guards waiting they border-guards were becoming impatient and motioned me to come forward for the check the dreamerwas nervous because everyone else had taken two notes through in their socks andthe dreamerhad put three or four in mine the dreamersmiled cheekily asthe dreamershook the last pair of shorts and laid them on top of the other two the dreamerfelt relaxed the dream ended there qod 3.4 - qos 3.3 across a middle-eastern 11012017 a double-deck game of three card brag, discarded two cards the dreamercould have had a prial of aces but chose an ace, two three running flush the dream finished before the cards were turned qod 3.5 - qos 3.2 09012017 qod 2.6 - qos 3.4 - p type of dream time-tense 6, 8 or 9 first dream in this dream, i'm a passenger in a stationary car a man, the driver, jumps into the car he has just come out of a bank after robbing it he starts the car and drives off in typical getaway fashion the noise of the engine of the car is startling so now he's driving like a maniac and causing everyone within hearing distance to turn and look the dreamertell him to slow down and not draw attention to us he's still driving flat out as the dream ends qod 2.5 2nd dream p - time-tense 5 - qod 3.3 a girlthe dreamersee on a fairly regular basis in real life asked me if she can borrow a pen the dreamertell her there's one on the table she writes something and gives it to someone not visible in the dream she then comes back to me and cozies up to me she runs her hand along the side of my face tenderly the dreamerlet out a little giggle and play coy she decides not to take it further i'm thinking of what it wasthe dreamershould have said or done asthe dreamerwake up third dream qod 3.8 - o type of dream: see time-tense - time-tense 5 here's a new variation" fell asleep while watching a film the central character of the filmthe dreamerwas watching wenthe dreamerfell asleep was a woman playing a serious role in a drama film in the film in the dream the woman was cast as a fun-loving person, the opposite of the serious dramathe dreamerwas watching whenthe dreamerfell asleep what i'll do now is look to see if the dream sequence was from another film and if it wasn't then the dream sequence was from an awake-time experience of events that happened in a previous undulation but if it is her in another film then" 04:23 10012017 made a reasonably extensive search to find a film in which the girl plays a happy-go-lucky role couldn't find one 08012017 in this dreamthe dreamerwas composing a song to events it was set in a factory the visual was a zoom-out of workers at their various machines each of the machines the operators were operating made a different sound which was incorporated into the song as the zoom-out brought them into sight time-tense 1 or 4 - qod 3.3 qos 3.2 07012017 in a vehicle an african woman was having trouble stopping her child from crying the dreamerstretched out my arms in a come-to-me gesture it took the little girl three steps to get from mom to me the dreamersat her on my knees facing me and put one of my fingers in her palm and she closed her hand and held onto the finger with a surprisingly firm grip the dreamercould feel she needed changing she stopped crying the moment she was seated and was smiling within a second or two the stand-out part of the dream was the sensation of her hand gripping my finger time-tense 1, 5 or 6 - qod 3.7 qos 3.3 06012017 a tired john and a concerned relative the dream starts with me waking from a sleeping position and feeling tired, very tired the first thingthe dreamersee is a mature young man looking at me the male is either the brother or a son of the woman i'm in a relationship with he says "the dreamercan go and get you a black leather mattress or if you don't want thatthe dreamerwill take you home" he's talks in a no-nonsense manner and his tone of voice and look tells me it's time to make a choice the situation is i'm sleeping in the living room and he doesn't like it people in a relationship sleep together he's too sensitive to towards his mother/sister to ask questions about the sleeping arrangements but knows something isn't as it should be the dreamerwas touched that he would take on the expense and go to the trouble of getting a new mattress and said "you would do that for me" and then "give me a minute to wake up please" the dreamerwas waking from the sleep asthe dreamerheard myself saying the last sentence before the dream ended there was a final picture or scene of me looking at myself in the mirror the dreamerhad dark bags under my eyes and looked unwell (this is the stand-out part of the dream) the dreamerdon't remember looking that unwell in this lifetime methinks this isn't/wasn't me but you-know who he's filling in for me rather than have me experience those things which would totally demoralise me time-tense for first scene 3, 6, 7 - qod 2.8 - qos 2.5 - p time-tense for second scene/picture 3, 5, 9 notes in the first scenethe dreameram participating the mirror scene,the dreamernow realise, was as an observer this is the first dreamthe dreameram aware of whenthe dreameram both particpant and observer in the same dream! pde's tried resting to the fullest extent during the day to see if lying down all day was beneficial this dream tells me it's not too much rest or inactivity during any given day is not in accordance with what we can/should be doing there is an optimum minimum/maximum movement/rest ratio for every individual it is time to start tieing dreams in with metabolic maintenance to get a more accurate picture 05012017 two dreams and controlled-imaging two new development's occupied the writer's thoughts upon waking and caused him to forget most of the detail in both dreams he does remember the content of the first one, a violent one the second one, an x dream (6), was as good as the first one was bad a good one and a bad one in the same sleep is itself something of a novelty the dreamercan't recall it happening before* have initiated a database for dreams about twenty entries so far have started with the earliest dreams and am working toward the present now that dreams theory is the priority project it should be available by spring the new development brings into being a new category of imaging the imaging faculty is named "controlled-imaging" it occurred while trying to stimulate a montage immediately after waking it was discovered that the imaging centre of the brain/mind can produce an image with any content it was tried with three different types of subject matter and produced varying degrees of success the degree of success may have been due to the order in which the imaging was enacted but between the imaging and the second discovery, which was also occupying my thoughts, the chronology of the images was forgotten the new realisation may be more important than the image-controlling faculty and it is very easy to prove or disprove and will be verified or disproved within a week" test the origin of controlled-imaging goes back to" "startled" it should also be remembered that all the original things at this website followed on from the Comprehension this is the third time within a week this theme-content has been present three times does seem to make it important in one way or another time-tense ? qod 3 - qos 3.1 - o second sleep was in a lively urban area, location 2, where five or six groups of teenage girls were all listening to their favourite music the dreamertried to organise a full-blown disco, with me as the mc but they preferred to listen to just one or two lines from each of the songs they liked after trying unsuccesfully to get them interestedthe dreamergave up and the dream ended qod 3 - qos 4.3 p first sleep montage dream yet again, the old noodle has tapped into an area of experience not even concieved of this dream was a demonstration of what we are physically capable of sometime in the future there were or five or six completly different ways a supremely supple body can manipulate its limbs one of the sequences had a man standing on one leg while the other one was rotating like a windmill only at what must have been three or four circles each second the last one was of a man who didn't have any shoes on and could put one leg over his head the and other one in a position which enabled him to twist one or both arms into a position which didn't allow at the first look to tell where the rest of the the limb started and because of his convoluted state it wasn't entirely clear whether his legs were attached to his shoulder or if his arms were attached to his hips the other sequences were equally impossible to attain for contemporary man this was a dream about dancing which had occupied my thoughts during the day musing about how agile and mobilethe dreamermight become as the limitations on my current inability fall away qod 4.2 - qos 4 04012017 this is the third time within a week this theme-content has been present three times does seem to make it important in one way or another time-tense ? qod 3 qos 3.1 o 03012017 ball/s floating in liquid this dream was about a scoring system the value of the thing being scored was displayed by a dark-coloured ball in a thin transparent square container which had liquid in it the container was about three diameters of the ball in width and five ball-diametres high, the container/s could have been any size the liquid in the container was responsive and could, very subtlely, change colour the ball rose and wavered and fell in the container as its rating rose or fell in the second scene, there were three or four of the transparent containers which looked as if they were joined together my attention focused on one container in particular, probably because it had the most movement in it inside the container, there was a light-grey small, wispy column which changed its shape, like smoke in a still room the light-grey column of the smoke-shaped liquid was about the height of a ball and asthe dreamerlooked at it the width varied from one-seventh to one-sixth of one ball-width time-tense 2 or 5 it doesn't seem likely that the technology being described here will have been developed within the writer's lifetime the only way it could happen is if d-man begin sharing their technology with us (see lead article" endic.at) qod 3 qos 3.1 p/o ? the pde which brought this dream about was the scores being given at a weight-lifting competitionthe dreamerwatched on the telly there was argy-bargy about whether the referees had got some of the scorings right or not in the programme, the decisions were close calls but it is the case that life has the ability to be meticulous about the most insignificant thing notes thinking about it, a scoring system, or any situation with serious consequences, which had a qualitative attachment would be useful when decisions are based on measuring devices which are too crude to measure a difference thinking about it further, a liquid substance which reacts to the prescence of consciousness seems feasible (see the act of observation) notes 2 wasn't going to make this dream into an entry but like those times when we throw something away only to find a use for it later, all dreams regardless of their seeming insignificance will have to be entered if it's in a dream it's there for a reason ! this dreams thing is taking over my life ! 02012017 kissing dream: (11) (my girl and her three sisters) time-tense 1, 3, 4, 7 qod 3.8 qos 3.5 p struck up a relationship with a girl about twenty-one we were comfortable together and she was just my type fairly early on in the relationship we were sitting together on a settee which wasn't designed for lying on comfortably her three sisters were on the far side of the room seven or eight metres away my girl was unusually forward and was giving me soft peck-kisses around my neck and gradually moved to my cheeks and finally my lips the dreamerwas mindful of her three sisters but they didn't seem to notice we were there sothe dreamerstarted kissing her first on her lips and then on her face as she had done with me it was while kissing first her face and then back to her lips again thatthe dreamerrealised the softness of her lips and the softness of her skin had exactly the same texture whetherthe dreamerkissed her lips or face it felt exactly the same (this was the stand-out part of the dream) of course there were no protrusions on her face but if her face did have protrusions the shape of lips and if my eyes were closedthe dreamerwouldn't have been able to tell ifthe dreamerwas kissing lips or protrusions we broke away from kissing and her three sisters were looking at us and smiling a pleasure-smile that surprised and slightly startled me one of the sisters said "you can live here if you want" in another scene one of her sisters was going through a door next to wherethe dreamerwas sitting and stopped and said "you don't have to break the law anymore now" the dreamerwoke to hear myself saying "what is it i've done" * there was a really raunchy scene somewhere in this dream sequence but am unable to place it chronoligically without going into detail" the dreamerdidn't realise women could be so genuinely concerned about the health of their man's genitalia * after waking from this dreamthe dreamerhad a quick dip into montage territory and was delighted when a new form of montage occurred you've probably seen a drawing being made without the hand or pen being visible as the picture was taking shape it was a mini-montage of that type of imaging second sleep x dream (6) qod 3.2 qos 3 first sleep alas, the sound being sought occurred before this recording started but" this sentence, at fifty three minutes and forty eight seconds "" is there a trick to getting rid of dandruff?" came immediately after an image sequence of dandruff falling like fine snow from my hair occurred but the rest of the dream , if there was any more to it wasn't remembered at all upon waking the memory of the image sequence was triggered whenthe dreamerheard it while searching for the baby-talk perhaps the one image-sequence was the whole of the dream note the breathing pattern becomes noticeably different as the dream state is entered this means, if the assumption is correct, there were at least two other dream sequences which aren't remembered 01012017 was in the dingiest, most depressing, dungeon-type prison ever oddly the turnkeys were sympathetic one in particular stuck his neck out for me but the chief officer overturned his suggestion, althoughthe dreamergot the feeling he didn't want to it should be recogniised that these frequent prison dreams aren't the result of me feeling guilty about things i've done this type of dream is the result of the oppressive feelings that come from living in an oligarch-controlled nation (what it must be like in russiathe dreamershudder to think) the situation isn't helped by men, and women, who will not speak out and say it like it is (home page) it's yourselves who are putting distance between us not me qod 2.8 qos 3.4 p category of dream: prison: () closed: (1) 31122016 first sleep had to pick up some money for a job done at the house there were two young boys using a long, thin bit of flat metal trying to scoop coins through a small gap at the bottom of the door they looked up at me and thought they were in trouble they didn't realise the door was open and were even more non-plussed asthe dreameropened the door by the handle the money had been stacked in piles of £1 coins, fifty pence pieces and smaller denominations the dreamerpicked up the pound and fifty pence coins and shoved the three or four other stacks of coins to them qod 3.4 qos 3.5 p second sleep was in a small room the moment you took a step into the room you were up against the bed there was a single bed, a dressing table about a metre long and half a metre wide against the wall which left about another half of a metre gap between the bed and the dressing table on the bed was a polar bear the size of a stocky young men and looked like it weighed about two hundred pound from it's movements it was obviously a youngster the dreamerdidn't feel threatened and wouldn't be frightened ifthe dreamerhad to share the bed with it when it was time to sleep howeverthe dreamerknew it would be just a matter of time before it became hungry the dreamerhad shepard's pie in a white porcelain bowl about half the size of a fruit bowl and put about an eighth of it into the lid of the bowl put it near the polar bear the dreamerdon't think the polar bear even saw the lid portion and went straight to the bowl and woofed it down in about three gulps the dreameroffered the bear something else in a mug and the stand-out part of the dream was the movement of it's nose as it sniffed at the contents in the cup first ever dream of a polar bear qod 3.0 qos 3.3 p 30122016 epic dream what a dream! an x dream (5) that contained responsibility qod 4.3 qos 3.2 participant 28122016 a baby in the family a real-time teenage best friend andthe dreamerwere chatting away as we were walking back to wherethe dreamerlived the dreamerunlocked the front door and my friend entered first and enthusiastically said his hello's a chorus of shhh's resounded through the room "the baby's sleeping" my mother said looking towards a baby cot the dreamerwoke up wondering whose baby it was qod 3.6 qos 3.8 participant 27122016 montage sequence (with one exception all images were black and white) this montage had four unusual characteristics compared to other montage sequences. 1) it happened before going to sleep andthe dreamerwas fully conscious. 2) it was black and white. 3) the images and movements were blurred or undefined. 4) there were at least fifty image/sequences (more than double that of previous sequences) the thought has occurred that because montage sequences contain more consciousness than dreams it may be a natural ability which can be brought into the conscious state at will what the purpose of such an ability is isn't known yet or has yet to be developed in a way which has purposeful applications spectator 25122016 montage sequence hadn't slept for twenty eight hours and was feeling tired the momentthe dreamerclosed my eyes this montage began this montage sequence was different to other sequences in that every image/sequence was in a frame (imagine the task-bar of your computer twice as thick and being on all four sides of the screen) specifically, what this experience has highlighted is the very slim margin between the awake-state and being asleep spectator 23122016 most of this dream was spent planning a robbery with an accomplice he had come across a metal wardrobe-size safe in the government dept he worked in it was oligarch slush money which wasn't on the books if the money went missing a full and proper investigation wouldn't be possible which upped our chances of getting away with it in the next scene we had opened the safe and were amazed at just how much money there was and how we were going to transport it in the next scene we were having some friends over for a meal our guests were on their way andthe dreamerwas standing at the cooker doing the cooking which was two large pots of sauce, one white and one brown the dreamerwas still thinking about the robbery and kept getting the feeling we were going to get caught my girlfriend came into the kitchen and let me know the sauce needed more of something or other in it the dreamerphoned the guests and asked them to stop off somewhere and buy some chips qod 3.3 qos 3.9 p 21122016 in a wooded area with a group of thirty or so other males we were picking up rubbish, it may have been a prison work-party the dreamersaw an oval object about the size of a pomegranate and picked it up the outer part of the object had two distinct halves which were metal or a hard plastic on the top there was a finger-hole which was there to enable the finger to press down onto the inner body of the object which could be depressed one of the work-party came over to me and let me know it was his the dreamerasked him what it was used for and he explained it was a plunger for a particular situation in plumbing the dreamerwas very impressed with the cleverness and the simplicity of it and asked him if he had designed it he nodded the dreamerwalked over to where a couple of supervisors were standing and said to them "this person has invented a device which has useful applications and a person who can originate one good idea can originate two good ideas" the next scene was in the same place just a few metres from the previous scene there was a brown patch of ground about two-metres across there were two women and a man standing evenly-spaced around the inside edge of circle and they were waiting for me to take my position as soon asthe dreamerwas in position the four of us began rising into the air the dreamercould feel the firmness of something solid under my feet but couldn't see anything the dream ended as we were ascending qod 3.8 qos 4 p 20122016 a taxthe dreamerpulled up near me to pick me up it was a large limo-type taxi, a mercthe dreamerthink the dreamergot in and the driver began reversing very fast the dreamercould feel the weight of the car asthe dreamerwas pushed back in my seat, it felt likethe dreamerwas sitting in a luxurious sofa it looked like we were going to crash into a lamppost but the driver was in complete control and pulled up in time the car began accelerating and asthe dreamerwas pushed back into the seat and again the feel of comfortableness was the stand-out bit of the dream qod 3.2 qos 3.3 p 14122016 13122016 x dream (5) participant it should be mentioned that most, if not all, of these types of dreams have a wholesome nature where the writer is the participant 12122016 was at a train station with another person the personthe dreamerwas with hardly spoke at all the dreamerthink he had a mental disability we had a choice of which train to catch the train which was going first was leaving more or less straight away the dreamerdecided to get on it we tried to get to the platform but there weren't any stairs to get to it as far asthe dreamercould see it meant having to cross some tracks on foot the thing which made me decide not to try to get across the tracks was that the line looked like it hadn't been used for years there was long grass growing between the rail track and the platform we would have to go to was deserted and the buildings and structures of the platform looked like they hadn't been used in many years sothe dreamerdecided to wait where we were and catch the later train it meant we had time to get something to eat we were in a fairly busy cafeteria which served a cook meal there was hot pork still on the bone and it looked delicious two men in white catering attire we were ready to serve us one of them could seethe dreamerhad my eye on the pork and said "how do you like your pork?" the dreamersaid "large and succulent" he cut off a sliver of about 12 ounces one of the men said something to the personthe dreamerwas with but his reply didn't answer the question the dreamerspoke on his behalf and said something which made the men behind the counter smile another question was directed at the personthe dreamerwas with and his reply didn't make any sense at all the dreamerjumped in and quipped "do you know what century your'e in?" four or five people laughed out loud and the dream ended there qod 3.9 qos 3.5 p 10122016 a dream about e.t.'s and ufo's it brought the reasons for people being so reluctant to talk about the evidence to the fore upon waking the idea to do something more about the problem was considered the thought of listing the film studios in the forefront of portraying aliens as killers over the years and coupling that info with with their links to the oligarchs and the oligarch structure began to form" qod 3.1 qos 3.3 p 09122016 embarrassment in dreams was in a small accomodation with an oriental woman the dreamercould tell she liked me andthe dreamerleant forwards to give her a quick kiss as soon as our lips touchedthe dreamerbecame ravenous and went into a full hard lip-press she was taken aback for a moment but soon responded in a similar fashion it was her who then went into overdrive and reached down and held onto me the dreamerbegan pressing my pelvis into hers in a x rhythm beforethe dreamerknew what had happened she loosened my clothing and hers and conjoined us the sensations were as good as usual and this dream could have gone on to a natural conclusion but after half a minute or so another woman's came from the right of me it was a friend of the woman and she spoke to her in a causal way and the womanthe dreamerwas embracing began talking back to her in an equally relaxed manner the dreamerwas mortified the stuation got worse when a mans voice sounded at the back of me the dreamerimmediately stopped everything and re-dressed myself and went to the nearest corner of the room and buried my face in my hands it was the most embarrassing moment of my life the dreamerwas thankful to the nth degree that the womanthe dreamerwas embracing hadn't let my trousers fall to the floor, that would have been the end of my own sense of respectability forever the dreamerwould never have been the same again the dreamerkept my face hidden under my hands and was shaking my head and letting out the occasional sound of disbelief the conversation between the three of them continued and it was obvious they had taken the situation in their stride the dreamerhad to get away but didn't want it be an unsociable exit the dreamerbegan waking and for some eight or so secondsthe dreamerwas still feeling the embarrassment to the extent thatthe dreamerducked my head under the quilt to keep my face hidden can't think of what the pde's were which brought this dream on the chances are the origin of this dream is something much more subtle qod 4.2 qos 4 p 07122016 secretive goings on the dreamerhad become accepted as a useful addition to a group of personnel who were part of a government "black ops" set-up in one scene there were three operatives of imposing physical stature dressed in black and they looked like they could cause some serious problems a meeting was set up in an isolated area andthe dreamerarrived there with one of the operatives who was the spitting image of lou diamond phillips we were waiting for someone andthe dreamerwas out of the car looking for them a car sounded its horn and we both turned to see someone who wasn't part of the operation sitting in a maxthe dreamercar he had obviously deliberately drawn our attention to him and sat facing away from us indicating he didn't want us to approach him the manthe dreamerwas with was seriously concerned someone he didn't know was ahead of our game and must have known what was happening the dreamerrealised the man in the car was letting me know he was on my side the man pulled away from his stationary position and waved his hand in an acknowledging way as passed by us the operative was stunned how could the man in the car possibly have known he would be there? he was expressing his disbelief of the situation when the dream ended qod 3.2 qos 4 p - the category of the dream - secret services () celebrities () philip ou diamond (1) 06122016 an undressed young woman who looked like she had just got out of the bath moved closer to the camera of her computer clasped her hands and said "i'm looking for a firm relationship" qod 3.9 qos 4 04122016 3rd sleep the dreamerwas in my mothers company we were talking about an up and coming visit of relatives the husband of my mothers younger sister was to be stopping with us but no mention was made of his wife the dreamerexclaimed, "does that mean iris is dead?" the dreamerwoke from the dream at that point the dreamerhad sent but not received a christmas card last year the dreamerthought one of them had died at of this writingthe dreamerstill don't know qod 2.6 qos 3.3 2nd sleep 1st dream in an aunties house (g's) x was in the air someone said "in a while" it became a while andthe dreamerbegan looking for her tried one or two rooms but couldn't find anyone the dreamerwent upstairs but still there was no one anywhere the dreamershouted out something hoping she would answer a sound from downstairs drew me back down the dreameropened a door and my mother was sitting on the toilet she said "a bit later" the dream ended 2nd dream was walking from the bus stop back to wherethe dreamerwas living (location 3) the dreamerhad a grey dog with me which was just out of the puppy stage (a real life dog from 30 years back) he didn't seem to want to walk sothe dreamerpicked him up after a half a dozen steps he was struggling to get out of my arms the dreamerput him back down again but he seemed to be having trouble moving the dreamerthought he was ill the dreamerbent to pick him up again and noticed a few blobs of poop near him and whenthe dreamerlooked at him again he was letting it all go doggy bags weren't compulsory back then andthe dreamerbegan cursing to myself the dreamerlooked for something to put it in there wasn't any paper to be seen the dreamerwas becoming impatient, this wasn't somethingthe dreamerwanted to have to expend time and mental effort on a plant with cabbage-sized leaves came into view which would do the job even better all the poop went into one leaf andthe dreamerdropped it into a drain next scene the dreamerwas another forty or fifty metres closer to wherethe dreamerlived there was a two-tone brown piece of wood which was about two inches square just ahead of me the dreamerdone a little shuffle to get myself into position to kick it onto a lawn a metre or two to my left the dreamerput no more energy into the kick than was necessary to move it a metre or two but whenthe dreamerkicked it took off and went about thirty metres and nestled into a position in the wall which seemed to be made for it as it was symmetrical to the wall and complimented the colour of the wall if that wasn't enough of a surprise whenthe dreamertold someone nearby what had just happened and drew their attention to itthe dreamernoticed the wood had landed perfectly flush into a position in a gap between the first and third of three other similar brick-shaped objects which were there for decorative purposes the dreamersaid to the person "you couldn't do that again if you tried" and "it would take a million years to do that" and was thinking of what else to say when the dream ended third dream was on my own in what looked like the stoke area of location 146 the dreamerwas walking along a busy row of shops in what seemed to be early evening the dreamerwas taking in the sights and sounds and then, for no apparent reason the scene of the dream changed the dreamerwas now in completely unfamiliar surroundings andthe dreamerhad a quilt wrapped about my unclothed body the surroundings were spacious apart from a building to my left it was a distant horizon in every direction the dreamerwas standing at the edge of what struck me as being the car park of a motorway cafe or the customer car-parking area of a small mall or except there were no vehicles the dreamersaw a group of five women standing and talking about thirty metres away and walked towards them asthe dreamerapproached them they began dispersing the one who was closest to me was finishing her cigarette and walking away from me asthe dreamerapproached the dreamersaid "exscuse me, i've lost my bearings. can you tell me what area i'm in?" she said "america" and after a small hesitation, "your'e not him" the dreamersaid "not who?" she said "moses" in that moment the dream began to make sense the dreamersaid "how about jesus?" the dreamerwalked to the door where she had walked through to the left of that door was another door the dreamerdecided to go thorough that one and not the one the woman had walked through it was the men's room a man, 6 feet eight if he was an inch was facing the wall the dreamersaid "dothe dreamerlook like a reasonable person?" he said something with an american accent andthe dreamerdidn't understand a word of it but the tone of voice told me not o speak to him again back out in the openthe dreamerdecided to go to a police station and let the police disprove my story thatthe dreamerhad been abducted by good-guy aliens and put in america for a purpose how were people going to be able to explain getting howthe dreamerhad got through customs, was in england the prior to appearing in a car park, point them to my website" ?" this was going to be fun qod 3.8 qos 3.8 http://endic.at/D/1%20DREAMS/year/2016/month/december/date/31122016.html 01122016 new category of dream: kaleidoscopic environment head/torso/arms/observer montage dreams this dream had about seven different picture sequences they were all of women in the act of giving or receiving x the man wasn't evident in any of the sequences, not so much as a finger the two sequences which are most vividly remembered are of a young woman in the cowgirl position her movements were what a girl enjoying dancing would be be making not backwards and forward but left to right sideways turning, more in the fashion of the "twist" dance by complete contrast, there was a frail, pallid looking woman on her back who was totally unresponsive as the thrusts pushed her back she was either in a deep sleep or dead it is said that the the mind thinks in extremes this dream may have been the mind encapsulating all of the possible realities we can experience not too difficult to asses what the pde's of this dream was a womanthe dreamerspoke to in the street a few months back said that man think about about sex every two seconds now there's a woman in need qod 3 - qos 3.2 30062016 name of dream: carmen there were three things in this dream that had characteristics which should be brought to your attention it was bizet's carmen for those not familiar with the song you can treat yourself to it Here http://endic.at/carmen%20with%20chorus.mp4 there were twenty or thirty people in this dream we were in a circle and began to shuffle in a slightly stiff manner when the song began then, when the chorus began, we began to move more fluidly and started humming along with the tune each time the chorus came in we began singing in harmony with it our harmony was at a different pitch to the song we then started to ad-lib the words of the song and, believe it or not, the sound of the performers meshed with ours and the song took on an even more appealing sound it was beauty in music there may be those who scoff at the thought of the song sounding even better than it does this is dream-time reality people dreams are where your most daring fantasies can/will come true the most relevant aspect of this dream was the chance to gauge how long a dream lasts for those who know the song also knows the song lasts for four to five minutes this was the first time it has been possible to get an objective comparison of the difference in values of the sense of time in dream-time and the sense of time in the awake-time if this difference between dream-time and awake-time holds for all dreams then the difference in time-values between sleep-time and awake-time tells us that dream-time passes at least ten times more quickly than awake-time experiences ifthe dreamerdidn't know the song and based how long it lasted purely on the dreamthe dreamerwould have said the song lasts for twenty to thirty seconds ! either an and or of time-tense 1 or 3 qod 4 qos 3.5 p/o ? addenda: vividness:: 3.6 stand-out moment: the harmonies the significance of the stand-out part of the dream: our ability to appreciate beauty in any form category of dream: informative cause/s of the dream: ? 26052016 holiday with brother in amsterdam" transfer from voice 1 on samsung phone 22052016 epic dream 2 within the first few seconds of this dream, the word love sounded out the sound of the word conveyed the stamp of time the word love could have been the first sound a baby made (possibly the baby hadn't cried when she took her first breath or had just learnt it as her first word or perhaps it was a spontaneous and simultaneous collective sentiment [a sentiment so powerful it took on form], that emanated from two or more babies (it would be a challenge to a film director to portray this scene) there was an air of efficiency but also a professional detachment of what was probably a hospital the dream had me at a dozen or so different places, walking along corridors, walking up stairs, standing and sitting in rooms at about the tenth scene a single note, of what sounded like a sitar, resounded throughout the building gradually, in very subtle ways, the air of detached efficiency started to change first, the lighting became softer, then people, without actually saying anything, became more amenable there wasn't the detached air of professional efficiency there was previously people slowed as they walked past as though they wanted to stop and speak the single note sounded again, and again subtle changes occurred the lighting became lighter, the building looked cleaner, the women's uniforms had style again the note played, only now the lapse of the time between one note and the previous one had shortened the dream continued like that" every time a note sounded the intensity of congeniality improved, people walked with a more relaxed gait, smiles became more regular, little touches of cooperation could be seen, the tone of people's voices took on concern, compassion, friendliness, interest" eventually, the notes formed a melody the melody matched the new mood caring dominated the drive to accomplish love had taken residence there the dream ended this dream could, with the right director, be turned into a great film 20052016 epic dream 1 a dream-drama of a thousand scenes, but no story each scene stands alone, complete in itself there were dozens of scenes in this dream the dream itself was a long one, a very long one atmospherics an air of trepidation accompanied many of the scenes and every scene conveyed the need to accomplish the big size of the sea and of the even bigger size of the city every person was a person of courage every thought and movement were weighed for advantages and disadvantages never knowing if the next man would be an indispensable ally or an undefeatable foe minds so pricked to danger they could sense the air on their feet not knowing whether to chance to bribe a guard and winning the day, for if the guard was a man of loyalty it would bring immediate death men dressed in the toga-style but with the top and bottom separated and made of sackcloth scenes a tumultuous sea with giant white horses, a battle could be sensed raging between the horses, but no fighting could be seen movements of great subtlety and stealth as fingers touched sheaved-knives and swords tall rampart-type streets, empty and filled with caution a woman poised, dressed stylishly, and waiting, waiting, waiting" a man against a wall, slowly, patiently, inching his way along another man in an enclosed area, his body cocked, ready for anything a fearless gate-keeper confronting a would-be entrant comments this dream could be this point of time of a past undulation of mammal man's evolution; it could also be this point of time of a future undulation this dream was thoroughly enjoyable despite its theme it was akin to a think-read dream in that oneself could will the next part of the dream to occur unlike a think-read dream, it didn't present the dreamer with a conclusion but can't life be viewed like that? uncountable different parts that never conclude based on the pde's, interpretations could be assigned to this dream instead, it is preferred that it be left without analysis (paralysis through analysis?) we can analyse our dreams, and the analysis can be correct it is thought though that the points made so far and the application of the awakening common sense should be enough to get people by for this epoch it is hoped that this is the first in a long line of epic dreams and it is thought that the best way to achieve that hope is to regard this dream as the timeless-conscious demonstrating it's unique character therefore, the timeless-conscious is going to be left alone, in terms of analysis, and left to do its thing" merging with the time-conscious 22042016 serial/episode dreams this is the third serial/episode dream of the writers unillustrious life the first episode of this serial dream (a one-scene dream) was the day before this one in the one-scene dream,the dreamerwas standing and looking down at a rectangular see-through malleable plastic container that had a removable top to it the contents were clearly visible the objects in the plastic container were about five centimetres tall and about two and a half centimetres wide at first look, the objects looked like mushrooms, only the stalks were noticeably hyperboloid in shape (pic 1) and at the bottom of them were what looked liked thick white/grey roots the cap of the mushroom-like objects was grey/brown with four or five red spots on it and the cap of the mushroom-like objects stuck out from the stalk by about a centimetre my first thought was that they were sweets the dreamertook the lid off the container with the intention of smelling it to confirm if were sweets the dreamerdon't recall if it had a smell or not but decided not to eat it and that was the end of the scene of this one scene-dream ~~~ the dream the next night started asthe dreamerhad just gone through the front door of the house wherethe dreamerwas staying it was a two-up, two-down house andthe dreamerhad a bedsit at the back asthe dreamerwalked through the hallway to get to my room, on my left, the door to the flat at the front of the house was open the dreamerlooked in and saw a man looking at me the dreamerstopped and stood and glanced around the room there were two men one had a pair of earphones on and was busy adjusting knobs and switches of audio equipment and the other, the manthe dreamersaw first, was holding a microphone and, asthe dreamerwas about to find out, was hosting a radio competition the man holding the microphone invited me to be the challenger to the person who was on the other end of the phone i've won a few real-life competitions in my day (the last one was over the christmas season just gone. in that onethe dreamerwon a handsome sekonda watch) sothe dreamerfancied my chances, besides, what didthe dreamerhave to lose? it was a three-question competition and the winner would be the one who got all of the three questions right it seemed the quiz lasted about three seconds in this dream, but we're in timeless-conscious in dreams, and could have been three minutes anyway,the dreamerwon, easily, too easily for the quiz-master he was one of those sorts of people who's got a bug up his a when it comes to smart a's with an air of smug delight, his smile had broadened, he was the adjudicator and his decision was final, he pronounced the challenger on the phone was the winner (this may be linked to a real-life phone-in competitionthe dreamerwas in back in christmas time of 1968. in that competition,the dreamerdidn't win outright but was level with my competitor at the end of the quiz. the host of had to choose who was the winner andthe dreamerwas the loser.the dreamerfelt i'd got the short end of the stick then too) the dreamerlooked at him with disgust, and he was loving it i'd have the last laugh though the time would come when he would need a stand-in challenger again he'd come knocking on my door and i'd tell him to shove it) at that moment though,the dreamerwas well mift the dreamerturned away as quickly asthe dreamercould so he wouldn't be able to gloat at me fuming and went into my room the dreamerwent to the other side of the room and emptied my pockets of bit's "˜n pieces on to the top of a table the dreamerturned around and immediately noticed that one of the mushroom-like objects, from the dream the night before, was on the other side of the bed within a second, again, in timeless-conscious it's hard to tell, of me staring at it the mushroom-like object began morphing it became a five-centimetre cat it was sleek and had the body of a cheetah, although it had the face of a kitten it began to walk along the bed towards me (it is at times like thisthe dreamerwishthe dreamerhad an expensive computer graphics programme and the skill to use it. i'm not going to attempt to describe its movements. the movements of the animal were out of this world. it wasn't flying or anything like that. it was the" ) the dreamerstood fixed, trying to make sense of what it wasthe dreamerwas looking at the dreamerwas very slightly nervous, this thing could be or do anything it wanted the man who had hosted the radio quiz was standing in the doorway his teeth smile was bearing down on me he let out an ordinary, quick, laugh amazement, awe, incredulity" yes, but laughing, definitely not the dreamerdid start laughing, though, and woke to the sound of my own laughter (this is also the third laughing dream this year) ~~~ the movements of the, what i'm going to call a being, being are indelibly fixed in my memory the time will come,the dreamerhope, when they'll be a little help on hand which will enable me to share some of the thingsthe dreamerhave to share those of you who are new to dreams and dream theory" you are missing out by not tapping into your timeless-conscious there's stuff in there that will broaden your view of life, and even enrich your life ~~~ it's possible that the one-scene dream was a "set up" i.e. the one scene dream episode of this serial dream sequence was contrived to arrive at the second scene "set-up by whom?"the dreamerhear you asking take a wild guess this explains whythe dreamerdidn't win the phone competition and the out-of-context smile of the quiz-master ~~~ hopefully, this is the first and second of what will turn into a multi-episode, and if it carries as much significance asthe dreamerthink it might, it may turn into a multi-serial dream we know from other episode/serial dreams they can span years ~~~ this dream has opened up new thoughts regarding evolution" the writer has assumptions regarding how evolution occurs, i.e. all classes of the man-shaped being (summary: long version. part 8) follow the same pattern" primitive fish, amphibian, and several stages of quadruped it's possible that within the next two or three hundred or two three hundred thousand or two or three million or two or three hundred million of the hundred thousand million classes of beings scheduled to emerge over the next five thousand million (summary: long version. part 8) years will go from a sophisticated "vegetable" stage to the quadruped stage missing all the in-between steps ~~~ over the past three months, dreams and dream theory have been neglected and i've got out of the habit of remembering and recording dreams perhaps this the time to start anew, and asthe dreamerget back into the routine of remembering dreamsthe dreamercan tell you howthe dreamerdid it and it should be the same for you but these dream entries take up masses of time to convey putting this and the other entry together has taken three to four hours! 31122015 the name of the dream the friendly green lizard in a room with another person a small green lizard about twice as big as a newt was scurrying here and there the dreamerstooped down so that the back of my hand was resting on the floor and offered the palm of my hand to the lizard the lizard accepted the invitation and it ran onto my hand, up my arm and stopped on my shoulder but then jumped off and onto the floor almost immediately againthe dreamerput my hand close to the floor so it could run up it and made a squeaky sound to get the lizards attention it not only got the attention of the lizard but the lizard mimicked my sound almost exactly as it climbed onto my hand and up my arm and onto my shoulder again when the lizard was on my shoulderthe dreamermade another sound only this time it was more of a soft cluck it duplicated the sound yet again and the other person in the room darted a look at me and we knew the lizard had intelligence but, as the first time, it jumped back onto the floor almost straight away the dreamerthen realised the lizard was looking for something to eat the dreamerasked the other person in the dream to use two jars to make a flour paste whilethe dreamerattempted to coax the lizard back into my hand the other person made the paste but it was much too watery and then the theme of the dream became two men trying to make a bread paste for the next couple of scenes and the lizard was no longer in the dream when the dream ended notes 1 this was another dream that was above 3.5 in addenda: vividness: it looks like only dreams that have a high level of addenda: vividness: are becoming worthy of becoming an entry into the diary this trend isn't just of my choice vivdiness 3.7 - participant - the category of the dream - animal () reptile () lizard () green (1) http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 30122015 two types of consciousness in dreams if movements and visualisations in dreams get any more sophisticated than this, this website would like to hear about it however, it is not the incredible motions and sights in this dream which makes it worthy of note it is because in this dream the dreamer got closer than ever to being able to form the content of the dream while in timeless consciousness admittedly, it was towards the end of the dream (the "crossing-over" point between the two states of consciousness) however, the ability to affect the content of the dream was marked, distinct" there were, at least, two separate occasions when consciousness went from one state to the other the implications, if taken to their logical outcome, have fantasy-level implications another step has been taken in crossing the bridge of comprehension of self we are entering a world where time and timelessness co-exist we can carry on using the comparison/analogy with quantum theory" the quantum character of substance is the timeless conscious and our everyday experience of reality (classical mechanics) is time-conscious our time-conscious can, and does, affect events at an atomic, and even at a simple molecular, level (see the act of observation) it is beyond dispute that pde's affect the timeless conscious the dream itself" sequence one* a sickeningly-smug religious man, wearing a black habit with white trimmings at some of its edges, and large black skullcap, was, at first, normal size, but became the size of a finger-puppet, whenthe dreamerattached two or three string-cables to him which were highly responsive to my touch the slightest touch sent him one metre one way and then he swung back, with slightly less momentum, to more or less where the movement began he became life-sized again and was still maintaining the composure of self-righteousness, which is whatthe dreamerwas trying to change the dreamermind-willed him to finger-size again and gave him another, slightly more energetic, push when he was life-sized again he agreed with my way of seeing things (will let you work out for yourselves what the pde's were for this part of the dream) sequence two was at a computer or a games console the dreamerpressed something or toggled something and the screen came to life, and a video sequence began the sensation of movement was immediate and fast, too fast, but before it unsettled me, my mind became focused on the shapes and colours and" the dreamerwas on a roller-coaster ride, but it wasn't a carriage, and it wasn't on tracks couldn't see the shape of whatever it was that was transporting me, indeed it may have been just a mind thing it was a roller-coaster ride through a tube the surface area of the tube was now the screen and it became a rapidly changing display of kaleidoscopic images that were continually changing, some stayed formed long enough to take in the detail the roller coaster movement went at a slope down, slope up, slope sideways, twisting up, down and sideways, turning as it was twisting up, down and sideways, slowing down, speeding up, and always at a break-neck speed it was a saturation of patterns and colours, predominantly orange it was taking the mind to the very limits of its ability to perceive volume of input of motion, shape and colour then it stopped, and the moment it stopped the desire to experience it again filled the senses sequence three the dreamerwas back at where the dream began*, at a computer screen or game console, when the cross-over between states of conscious states occurred it was possible to re-enter the roller-coaster reality twice more as a result of me wanting to, while in a time conscious state in this, a time-conscious stimulated dreaming sequence, the motions and colours weren't as intense as the original but, like eating another spoonful or two of a sweet pudding after becoming sated, it was still o.k. it happened again on the second attempt, again the detail and newness of the experience had deteriorated the dreamerknewthe dreamerhad crossed back fully to time-conscious asthe dreamerwas trying for the third time comment we have to open up to the possibility that this type of dream can happen as a shared dream and, who knows, perhaps as group, and as a collective shared dream notes *becausethe dreamerdidn't get to the computer straight away after waking can't be sure which of the first two sequences came first the third sequence is in the right place http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 24122015 intricate graphics in dreams this dream is being made into an entry because of the extremely sophisticated pictures and visual sequences it contained the reasons that caused the dream are known we don't need to go into those what has to be thought about is the ability of the dream-time conscious to produce such complex visual content this is the second dream with this type of visual content; the first was on the 15102015 we're entering into a new dimension of abstract form (e.g. linear-shaped clouds) the conundrum is why does the dream-time conscious feel the need to introduce to the awake-time conscious completely unfamiliar content when everyday visualisations could do the job just as easily the first thought is we are being exposed to another aspect of reality one which is as equally important in the understanding of self as quantum theory is to understanding physics is the timeless conscious the underlying character upon which the time conscious is built? physicists found themselves questioning the credibility of their discoveries as quantum theory was being formulated" "can nature really be as strange as the experiments indicate" (werner heisenburg) the answer, we now know, is yes furnace place falls into the category we're talking about for now, the dream-time conscious is going to be assigned as being the underlying character of the awake-time conscious: the conscious upon which the awake-time-conscious rests or is built 21122015 http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html externalised /laughing dream these dreams are becoming too much listen to this" the first half of the dream was a replay of a dream from between five months and two years ago unfortunately that dream wasn't made into an entry for dreams and dream theory if it had it could have been accurately analysed and purposefully used does the idea of spending half of your day concerning yourself with sleep and dreams seem a waste of time? for some reason dreams and dream theory seems to be high on the agenda of love/life in that, and this, dream" got onto a single-decker bus/coach the bus/coach, almost immediately, started going too fast within a couple of seconds (sleep-time) it had got out of control and careered off the road and into a circular tunnel, which went under another road, and became wedged between the sides of the tunnel managed to squeeze out of the coach via the front door and began walking towards the other end of tunnel which was about thirty metres away the entry/exit to the tunnel to whichthe dreamerwas walking was at ninety degrees to the tunnel itself and was quite steeply sloped and the light of day was reaching into the tunnel" this is the end of the old dream the new sequence begins here" to the left of me were a budget-film crew (sound man, director and camera man) they were filming a crime movie two men were having a fight against the wall on my left the bus that had crashed had drawn two athletic, have-a-go type women, into the tunnel, to do they're christian duty they bounded into the tunnel and stood for a moment looking around to see where they could be most helpful the dreamercouldn't help myself,the dreamershouted, "stop it, stop it, stop fighting" it worked the two, very healthy, women pounced on the two actors fighting and stopped, in double-quick time, what they thought was a real fight as they were wallowing in the satisfaction of a job well done they began to realise that they had interrupted a filming sequence and it didn't take them long to figure out who the culprit was in the next scene of the dream one of the women made a hasty exit from the tunnel and the other one, wearing trousers, was slouched in a squat position, trimming the skin off the ends of her fingers with her teeth the dreamergot the impression she was on the verge of coming over to me and poking me in the eye for making a fool of her now,the dreamerhad begun silently laughing the moment they had started moving, at speed, toward the two fighting actors my amusement was growing, and every timethe dreamerrecalled the expression on their faces, as the embarrisng truth dawned on them, it became stronger between looking at the girl with a disgusted-at-herself-for-being-so-easily-duped look on her face and recalling the expressions of the women (an awkward bemusement) at the moment of realising what they had done, the silent laughing had turned in to involuntary, noisy tittering and chuckling it got to the point where the laughing was interfering with my physical ability to breathe a final glance at the girl showed she was becoming infected by my laughing, and it was starting to make her smile the dreamerwoke up at a point of the laughing fit wherethe dreamerwas not breathing in enough to feed my body with the air it needed to laugh the dreamerwas laughing hard for a full minute after waking and it took another minute or two after that for it to subside completetly (still chuckling a little as i'm writing this) this dream was the result of whatthe dreamerthought was witty and amusing writing in a chat room on the internet yesterday this entry has been made into an entry to point out the timeless conscious mind's ability to turn or use a semi-disastrous event as a prequel for a bloody good laugh we need to learn about, and develop, the faculties of the timeless conscious there's so much good stuff to unearth in it a quick read of this article provides the scientific evidence of the benefits of laughter the above corporeal interpretation explains laughter as the pituitary gland releasing endorphins into the brain methinks it will, eventually, lead to laughter being tied into the timeless-conscious perhaps a straight equation of a numerical increase or enhancement of love/life this is the 3rd laughing dream this year http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 19122015 time conscious/timeless conscious dream got back into bed after going to the bathroom and was waiting for sleep to claim me again after a couple of minutesthe dreamerbegan to feel more awake and realisedthe dreamerwasn't going to back to sleep the dreamercouldn't figure it out" hadn't laid down during the day before and watched a film, as is common for me had put twice as much effort into weight traning than usual had been more active than usual about the house had gone to bed early (10 pm) normally that would have guaranteed a full-nights sleep or, as has always been the case until today, would have fell back to sleep within seconds of getting back into bed after coming back from the bathroom the dreamerwas miffed it would meanthe dreamerwould be too tired to go through the whole day without having a sleep which means my sleep routine still wasn't settled after coming back from the bathroom and before getting back into bed had looked at the wrist watch on the table" it was just after 2 am after about 5-10 minutes, asthe dreamerstarted feeling more awake it was noticed, through the cracks of where the curtains meet, the street lighting was brighter than usual curious as to why that would be,the dreamerparted the curtains and had a peek it was the daylight! it was 8'o clock the dreamerhad dreamtthe dreamerhad woken up gone to the toilet, had the clear sensation of the cold bathroom floor on the bottom of my feet, looked at the watch beforethe dreamergot back into bed" the cause of the dream? fell asleep the night before watching the film dark skies in the film two people had been "tampered" with and their waking and sleeping states had got mixed up o.k. my mind latched onto the idea of not being able to distinquish between awake and sleeping but that the sleeping mind can so fully convince the awake mind of a different reality! you had better start accepting it people" there are going to be more twists and turns marrying the time conscious and the timeless conscious than there are in figuring out how we got here from nothing http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 10122015 externally-influenced dream woke from this dream feeling drained, lethargic and more tired than before going to sleep it was the most violent dream the writer has ever had close to being a nightmare three scenes of apparently wanton murder its only saving grace was there were no children involved a dozen or so people were burnt alive by some type of liquid fuel a hose was jetting out a fountain of the fuel at any and everyone who came near me there were some truly horrifying images in the dream and they were still occurring asthe dreamerawoke feeling ill feeling defeated that i'd had stray thoughts sometime during the daythe dreamerbegan going through the thoughts and feelings of the previous day there were one or two thoughts that weren't fully "wholesome", along the lines of not feeling too perturbed by the idea of homosexuals not gaining access to the future" but nothing of a destructive nature which would produce this type of dream then it occurred to me that the last dream that was really violent happened more than a year ago it was identified as being brought on by eating too much ham the food the day before this dream was typically low-meat content meals so it couldn't be attributed to food then it was thought it might have been a combination of food and thoughts (had eaten some corned beef for the first time in several months) but that didn't make enough sense lay there for a full half-hour or more trying to isolate the cause of the dream and eventually gave up thinking it was one of those dreams that didn't be analysed at the very momentthe dreamertook that decision an image-sequence popped into my mind and the reason for the dream revealed itself" fell asleep watching a film (automata) which had a scene of a man-shaped being doused in a liquid and then setting fire to itself the scene lingered on the eyes of the being as it was burning and it conveyed a sense of melancholy it was clear" this was an externally-influenced dream comment normally this type of image-sequence wouldn't have affected the writer in the way it did over the last week or so, since the entry of stray thoughts was composed, the writer has kept his thoughts and feelings in line with the underlying thrust of life" an ever-increasing quantity and quality of life honing in on inner-self produces, for evolving beings, a more relaxed and wholesome feel for life any increase of orientation to more life will produce a change in the person's conjugate position when the change is sufficiently great it will re-position a person's temperament to the degree it will be affected more easily by life-reducing circumstances, such as happened to the writer because of watching the burning sequence in the film the point is" the violence being put out through all of the media outlets is depleting your children's feel for life, and consequently your chances of making it into the future http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 05122015 informative? dream reference: dream 05122015 was trying to steal some toothbrushes from the counter in a store toothbrushes" six or seven assorted individual and coupled items in each package" a mixture of items" toothbrush and re-usable/disposable wet shave razor" two different types of toothbrushes, one soft, one hard, a packet of four (all soft) and two or three individual packets of mixed items by the same manufacturer (blue and grey design/colour and sleek/modern looking) had my hand hidden under a cloth and was slowly inching my hand to the itemsthe dreamerwanted and was succeeding next? dream first scene a public playground from seemingly nowhere a steady white/blue beam of light, about thirty centimetres wide, emanated from two feet above the ground for about a second near the wire on the inside of the playground second scene within a second or two a blue/white pulse light, like the green pulse light in the original film of war of the worlds, again seemingly coming out of thin air from the same place the beam of light came from the dreamerknew what was happening" two kids had got hold of the invisibility cloth (although in this scene it had become big enough to cover the two kids) and were using it to have some fun at the expense of grown-up's one was holding a hand-held gun which shot the pulse light and the other was operating a mounted-cannon gun which was emitting the steady beam new scene a small group of people were gathering around but kept their distance (most people publicly deny the existence of aliens but secretly harbour thoughts about them and weren't going to take any chances" ) a young woman who was more curious than afraid was approaching the point of emanation of the light next dream first scene was at a cash machine that had a small slit in the brickwork a metre or two away from the cash dispenser had stashed some money there previously and was retrieving it people thoughtthe dreamerhad got the money from the machine but couldn't figure out howthe dreamerhad got so much money out of the machine (the limit was £250,the dreamerhad hundreds and hundreds) next scene a queue had formed hoping they would be able to do the same next dream standing at the end of a tight alley wherethe dreamerleft my push-bike overnight second scene a male person (had been wondering about a person in real life and real time, and if he had joined the "force" or not turned out he had because he was now using a push-bike) couldn't leave his bike where he wanted to because mine was there he couldn't see me becausethe dreamerwas still invisible woke up asthe dreamerlay awake thinking about this dreamthe dreamerrecalled another scene in the dream (associated with the two-scene push-bike dream sequence) of me looking at my wrist-watch and noticing the time was two minutes to six on a wild speculative hunchthe dreamerdecided to check the time in real time which prompted me to get out of bed it took about two minutes to get dressed and look at the wristwatch it was exactly 5 a.m., not 6 a.m. as it was in the dream this may or may not be significant but there is an imaginative idea forming that a synchronization between dream time and real time, will have implications and applications related to "getting connected" this dream is entered because of the possible application of sleep-time and real-time for use in getting connected and also because it is another one of those dreams in which packeted toothbrushes of the same colour and design had featured in another dream in the last year and that dream itself was based on an real-life incident from at least eight years previous to this date (looked through the images pages of blue/grey toothbrushes, no matches) ~~~ this entry has taken 3 hours to get to this point have still got to colour the words and re-read it and probably change it it's going to be closer to four hours than three before it can be published this entry is typical of how much time this web site spends on dreams and dream theory for each entry we're now at the stage where the time it takes to keep abreast of sleep and dreams is going to take up half of the day and, it's demanding greater attention http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 02122015 stray thoughts dream this dream wasn't a quality dream it didn't take long to figure out what caused it while composing the new page stray thoughts the writer allowed himself to dwell on disastrous thoughts and feelings towards devolving beings anything less-than-loving content has been removed http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 25112015 laughing dream externalised dream this is only the second laughing dream this year time was whenthe dreamerwas having two or three a week the point to be made is more important than the details of the dream itself the point is" this dream was the result of following through with my own suggestion of doing and thinking things for benefit of other people it really does work the most influential factor in producing enjoyable dreams is not to allow "stray thoughts" into your view of people stray thoughts (thoughts which contain a reduction in the quantity or quality of life) are counter-productive to nice dreams for the simple reason that reality demands, yes, demands, of us that everything we do, think etc. embodies endlessness that's all there is to it and that's all there is to it sweet dreams http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 23112015 name of dream: crumpets and photographs in accommodation of average size was eating crumpets two or three uncles were there and were looking at the food got the feeling they wanted some and went into the kitchen and started toasting another four or five second scene it became a full blown gathering of the clan with twelve men and the room had got bigger third scene was back in the kitchen opened the fridge to find another couple of dozen crumpets and a dozen scotch pancakes had materialised fourth scene back in the living room where everybody was eating and there was an atmosphere of celebration a large oval silver platter with twenty or thirty slices of beef had come from somewhere bread and other items were needed to make it a proper buffet-type meal left the gathering and went off to go to a nearby shop for the food fifth scene was outside and the surroundings were unfamiliar to me, it was going to be necessary to catch a bus sixth scene was in a street that was curved and sharply inclined there were buses and it was bustling with people it occurred to me that it was going to take too long to get the food and get back to the family gathering in good time seventh scene was walking along another street when a voice to my right said "hello john" it was someonethe dreamerdidn't recognise standing in the entrance of an open-front shop which sold assorted up-market knick knacks he was smiling eighth scene he raised his hand to offer me something andthe dreamersaw what looked to be a £20 note the dreamercould see the zero butthe dreamercouldn't see the two he handed it to me and then the number became clear but it wasn't a 2 but a 3 a £30 note was a sure sign of prosperity he could seethe dreamerstill didn't understand who he was or why he was giving me money then he said "thanks for the photo" the dreamersaid "have a good christmas" and then realised it was christmas and, asthe dreamerstarted waking from the dream and realisedthe dreamerwas dreaming,the dreamerheard myself say "or shouldthe dreamersay a merry christmas" ~~~ again, as is becoming the writers waking routine, with eyes closed, lay still in bed thinking about the dream after half an hour the pieces started to fall into place" in another dream, a year to two years ago,the dreamerwas the official photographer of a wedding in that dream the man who gave me the £30 note in this dream asked me to take a photo of a young man (a real-life person who had been a regular caller to my home over a period of four to five years 15 to 20 years before) in the dream of a year or two before he was not the father of the young man but the lover of the young man's mother the man who asked me to take the photo in the dream of 1 to 2 years ago thought the young man epitomised what he thought a decent, clean-cut, well-balanced young man should be and was proud to have become involved with a woman who could produce such a fine example of manhood and he regarded the young man as his own son in the dream of one to two years ago there had been a gap of 18 months to two years between the wedding and the man receiving the photo the time-gap was becausethe dreamercould never remember to give the photo to the young man to give to his step-father the man who wanted the photo had resigned himself to not getting the photo and had formed a poor opinion of me he was completely surprised when it turned up and it restored his belief in people he had wanted to show his gratitude to me for some years himself but, like me with the photo, the circumstances had never presented themselves" until today's dream! analysis/interpretation comment the crumpets were the result of me thinking how muchthe dreamerhad enjoyed honey and peanut butter on crumpets the day before, but that's the only one of the pde's of this dream that writer can put his finger on this in sharp contrast, or perhaps the complete opposite, of yesterday's dream the really complicated bit is how a dream from more than a year ago should find a conclusion in this dream the one factor that may explain it is that the writer began practising his dancing steps with a determination the day before for this dream for the first time in more than fifteen years and was pleased to discover he had still "got it" this dream has produced the outlook that dreams aren't just the influence of the pde's but are to be evaluated over years or, incredibly, over a lifetime and, c'mon people i'm only twenty five years ahead of you, even more incredibly, across lifetimes! more than just a little bit of satisfaction was derived from this dream that dreams can be this sophisticated bolsters the view that dreams are a portal to understanding our inner-self quantum theory opened the door to understanding the physical world and it's applications are still only in their infant stage dreams and dream theory, it is boldly conjectured, is going to be as big a breakthrough in understanding what the soul is and just what relationship between our soul and our corporeal selves is, as quantum theory was in explaining the workings of the inanimate worldPOSSiBLY A NECESSARY PREREQUiSiTE TO BECOMiNG PURE SOUL (SEE YOU)possibly a necessary preresquisite to becoming pure soul it was obvious from the outset of dreams and dreams theory that it was going to become a "biggie" it looks like it may become even bigger than was first envisaged category of dream: serial dream/externalised dream "˜supercalifragilisticexpialidocious means" something to say when you have nothing to say http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 22112015 two -themed dream: humorous & inventive first dream in an enclosed area about four times the size of a sqaush court two men came in followed by two women both the ladies were very attractive the first of the two men who came into the area moved out of the squash court the second of the two men was a burly, well-dressed and serious- looking chap second scene the dreamerwas in a comfortable chair one of the women sat opposite and close to me the other one was two meteres to the left of her and the man was was to the back and left observing me the woman closest to me exuded a nervous apprehension the dreamerasked her what her job was. she said "the dreamerwork for aa media" the dreamersaid "so they know where you are then" it disspated her anxiousness and she visibly relaxed and the other woman smiled and moved closer the dream ended there not much in this dream to write home about am making this an entry because it was possible to pinpoint every thought of the pde's that formed this dream the first of the two men who entered the dream was an acquaintance from some years back who let me down on something quite serious and who was in the doghouse had thought about him during the day the second man represented the establishment had been thinking over what the outlook of the oligarchs was and how best to nullify their influence the point of this entry is to make you aware that it is possible to understand why you have the dreams you do" the most influential thing which forms the content of dreams are you thoughts of the pde's the second dream" way too complicated and time-consuming to go into in detail these few sentences alone have took more than 90 minutes suffice to say it was a business venture" had a woman in it (no, not xul. mores the pity)" was set high in the sky going into the detail of dreams is a feat of concentration it took almost two hours of thinking about these two dreams to recall every detail and marry them to the pde's lying there after waking for two hours with eyes shut did produce some other insights into dreams though going to have a drink (coffee) and will then add some more to why do we dream http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 19112015 humorous dream one scene humour in a dream is nothing new for this website this difference in this dream is that the joke was on me can't tell you the specifics of the humour except it was two people who were at ease with life, more so than myself at the moment the penny dropped there was a non-plussed moment for me but it immediately changed to a feeling of appreciation of being out-humoured in a way that is one the hallmarks of my sense of humour this dream is the result of realising during the pde's there are people out there who are on the train and don't know it http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 13112015 feel-good dream first scene at the start of the dream there was a baby bear in a small room it was in a semi-frantic state looking for food the dreamerpicked it up and and left second scene was in the company of six or seven other people and the bear was the centre of attention third scene took the bear home and let it run around the house big mistake fourth scene every time it the bear moved it broke something or knocked something over fifth scene magically, a sturdy thirty foot tall pine tree and a cave appeared in the back garden sixth scene the dream ended asthe dreamerstepped out of the back door and into the garden a feeling of satisfaction swept over me asthe dreamerrealized that between the simulated habitat and human company the bear would be completely happy ~~~ have had a run of enjoyable dreams this last week it has prompted this entry the dream itself was caused from watching the last third of the film monsters inc. (had watched the first and second part the two previous nights.the dreamercrash out while watching films) the enjoyment of the film transposed itself into the dream where both the bear and the human got what they wanted the enjoyment factor of dreams over the last five or six day is the direct result of following my own advice and not allowing "stray thoughts" to figure prominently during the day by stray thoughts it is meant thoughts which do not contain life-enhancing outcomes for other people regardless of who they are or what they've done it has led to this consideration" , and because it's such a radical thought it may have to be rescinded at any time, the part of the brain* where the dream takes place may not be the digestive system of the soul, the analogy being used to simplify the reason of why we dream, but it may be the you consideration the gratifying feelings in this dream weren't as great as the feelings that were felt while watching the film but then again there are plenty of instances where the content of the dream was far greater than the conscious experiences on which the dream was based so to determine with greater accuracy which of the two possibilities is closer to the truth, i.e. the dreamer in us is more real than the conscious self or the dreamer in us is a barometer of our conscious selves, a little experimentation is needed what this web site will do, and if you're in the position to do it, you do it too, is, on the run up to christmas, maintain or instil in ourselves a wholly "others are more important than self" attitude and, without spending less than the world wage on yourself, follow it through in deeds what the experiment is trying to establish" if our dreaming self can be more enjoyable than our conscious self * id, person, essence, psyche, soul, spirit, you" the writer is in a unique position to define that part of the person which remains constant in the eternal sense it's not just memories in the same way that a person who practises playing the piano develops flexible fingers and those characteristics become part of the genetic structure which, if continued through successive generations, would result in even more deft skills so too it is with practicing ethics the more it is practiced the more those traits which produce evolutionary progression manifest themselves once more; the characteristics and abilities which lead to more life aren't an intellectual ideal but the natural order of the state of being notes the implications of this are that in the dream state we would have to able to communicate with each other, move together" this web site has no experience of doing this externalised dreams makes communication possible but even then it's a one way thing other ideas that led to insights about things what were previously thought to be beyond our range of understanding started off in this unwieldy state will let this idea run for a while and see if it takes us anywhere 06112015 woke up today feeling completely refreshed and relaxed and lay there luxuriating in the feeling began reflecting on the dream i'd just had" the dream being thought about had so many new sights and variations in it that after an hour of thinking about the dream it dawned on me" for an interpretation/analysis of dreams it will mean having to organise the content of dreams into many distinct groups and categories the need to make this entry galvanised me into action and got me out of bed in the dream" a game of jathe dreameralathe dreamerwas being played not in a court with a cesta but with a cap on a flight of stairs with what could have been a small but heavy ball-bearing that would have caused an injury had either player, and, it should be mentioned, the personthe dreamerwas playing was playing with great reluctance, got their head in the way of it two mineral stones, one was oval/round, predominantly black with white streaks, the other was cube-shaped, predominantly white with black streaks a class of spider-insect about the size of a grasshopper but with a body the shape of the spaceship millenium falcon with an "i'll attack you if you try anything with me" and a "the dreamerwant a friend" character all its own a group of avant garde thinkers led by myself some of them were enticed into making money from the mineral stones. some of them wanted to make a name for themselves by exhibiting the friendly spider. the game of jathe dreameralathe dreamerwas certainly the result of watching a bit the film tron various thoughts during the day can explain some of the other contents of the dream but too much of this, and many other dreams, aren't understood http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 28102015 informative dream first scene the dreamerwas employed as a dogsbody in a factory although the company supplied a sweeping brushthe dreamerhad bought my own into work because there was more demand for brushes around the factory than were on tap and it took the pressure off me having to wait or hunt around for one there were two or three people in particular who let their resentment of me get the better of them and had hid my brush knowing it would cause me problems being me,the dreamerwent straight to the people whothe dreamerwas sure were behind it and asked them where it was they shook their heads and were ready to get angry ifthe dreameraccused them of doing it looked in all the places where it could be hidden and ended up back at wherethe dreamerhad left it the people who had moved the brush were and looking at me with an air of sly satisfaction that there dirty deed had succeeded in causing me to become flustered the dreamerhad no choice but use a company brush second scene the dreamerwent to get one from where they usually were only to find the two brushes that were there had been screwed together in such a way that it was completely impractical to use them it was the end of the working day by now and the dream ended andthe dreamerwoke still feeling annoyed and frustrated interpretation/analysis being honest, happy, and having an open disposition with a flair for originality doesn't go down well with some people the thoughts and memories during the day which furnished this dream are remembered the dreamernever left the house during the day and spent most of the day at the computer several things went particularly well exercises seemed unusually productive" came across four or five exceptionally good songsthe dreamerhad never heard before and they brought a compilation of disco songs together beautifully" ate three hearty meals" zeroed in a little closer to getting a 3d programme to render a more life-like depth to the picture and for the first time the cloud backup system proved its worth whenthe dreamerfound a registration key which saved me having to buy the programme again also during the day, the memory of a conversation with someone a few years back had been recalled and this relatively short period of reflection dominated this dreams content the person was given to trying to bamboozle me with misleading comments and statements on one occasion, being in a open and well-disposed frame of mind,the dreamerfollowed through on his comment by asking him a two or three questions in quick succession which brought the incorrectness of what he had said to the fore it laid the lie bare and he became disconsolate and moody you will know whatthe dreamermean if you can think of a time when you were in the presence of a parent telling a child something and when the child asked questions (they have the knack of getting to the heart of the matter by asking a few "why" or "how" questions) was rebutted with a "don't ask so many questions" was the reply as we create the circumstances where honesty and openess become the norm, the bullshiters of this world will become uncomforftable at not being able to lie or get out of a situation they have created by becoming angry and/or violent these people will feel as out of place in a peaceful environment as a peaceful man does in a war zone we've still got a ways to go yet main point that so many good things happened during the day yet the the main theme of the dream was dominated by a mere fraction of the total time of consciousness causes the writer to conclude that the psyche has to address problems before it can engage in enhancing itself this dream exemplifies the situation mankind is in the good stuff isn't going to happen until we overcome the things that are holding us back. see oligarchs note the spirit or soul or essence of the person is undoubtedly housed in the brain the body sorts out the food via the digestive system dreams are the extremely subtle mechanism the psyche uses for bringing out the compatibilities and incompatibilities of the previous days experiences bad food will cause salmonella and can make a person feel very ill bad thoughts, feelings etc. will cause bad dreams and can produce nightmares and night terrors which are equally awful in another way note 2 the test of a correct theory is that it explains and predicts at the end of the day reflect on the main thoughts, feelings, images etc. of the day and see if you can predict whether the dream/s you are going to have will be desirable or not http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 15102015 multi-scene/multi-theme dreams first dream a group of 300-500 people wanting to be friendly was slightly apart from them trying to avoid being the focal point started walking to the right of the people 2nd scene was as far right asthe dreamercould go and couldn't go any further because it was at the edge of the sea 3rd scene there was a green, plastic-coated, 15 feet high, chicken/rabbit mesh fence which was there to prevent anyone from falling over into the sea about thirty feet below 4th scene everyone gravitated to the fence 5th scene the people at the front put their fingers through mesh and let their weight rest against the fence 6th scene the weight of the people caused the fence to give way 7th scene most of those who had their fingers through the mesh kept a grip on the fence as it gave way but eight or so people fell onto the sand without knowing for sure it looked as though some were injured 2nd dream in a built-up area the buildings were sturdy, castle-like and looked as though they had been there for a long time 2nd scene was crossing a bridge over an impressively energetic river there were two young ladies in front of me the river was turbulent the water was washing up against the buildings and where the water was swelling against the buildings it was forming into sideways-funnel vortexes 3rd scene there was an air of awe as the water began defying physics as it began sculpting itself it produced giant holes and recognisable images of real-life objects as it flowed tumultuously 3rd dream: kissing dream three or four people in a shop being served or waiting to be served 2nd scene a man and a woman were doing the serving a man who had just bought something was quietly talking to the person he was with he was concerned that he had been given more money back in his change than he had given to pay for what he bought although he didn't bring the discrepancy to the assistant's attention 3rd scene the same thing happened with the next customer when it was my turn to get servedthe dreamerasked for two bars of chocolate and paid for them with the largest denomination notethe dreamerhad thinkingthe dreamerwould get even more back proportionally to whatthe dreamerhanded over, andthe dreamerdid the male assistant knew what was happening and wasn't worried about it the dreamerwas trying to understand what was going on at firstthe dreamerthought the female was mentally challenged a concentrated look at her told me that wasn't the case 4th scene the dreamerwas with the woman in a room and we were looking, more than talking, to each other it became obvious she wanted to be more than just acquaintances she lent back and pulled me on top of her and we started kissing after five to ten seconds of very enjoyable kissingthe dreamerstopped and was trying to understand what was happening asthe dreamerwoke category of dream: kissing dream (7) analysis/interpretation most, but not all, of the significant points of the elements of the third dream sequence were thought/sights and feelings from during the day although not all of the thoughts during the day which produced the content of the dream were remembered we can now evaluate those thoughts retrospectively for instance in second dream second scene, the presence of women suggets the turbulence in the water was the result of turbulent thoughtsthe dreamerhad during the day concerning women without knowing what the thoughts were it's a safe bet it is along the lines of a continuing theme of troubled thoughts concerning women that has been going on for more than 20 years the details of those thoughts are to do with non-interaction a hardening of this resolve will occur in less than three months if" the events of the day are, in this persons experience, the principle cause of the content of the dreams we can comfortably assume the reason we dream is the same reason we eat and breathe and love" to stay alive dreams, we can provisionally postulate, can be likened to the digestive system "we dream to assimilate, evaluate" the experiences of the day before and, like food, the better the quality of the thoughts, feelings, images etc. the more enjoyable our dreams are" so, our goal is to have laughing, singing, kissing, flying etc. dreams for the entire period r.e.m. the postulate above is the initial basis on which dreams and the theory currently rests http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html september 26092015 in a block of flats wherethe dreamerused to live and a too-young-for-me girl insisted on a kiss the dreamerbegan making a meal of it and she said "don't be greedy" the dreamersaid "don't limit yourself" category of dream: kissing dream (6) inerpretation/ananysis again, the qualiy of the kiss was the stand-out aspect of the dream upon wakingthe dreamerbegan remembering other kisses and comparing them the most vivid kiss that presented itself was a real-life one of 35 years ago elsewhere in dream diary it is said that the quality of kisses in dreams seem more real than awake kisses this entry changes that opinion http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 22092015 music in dreams first scene was at a train station when an impressively large train (it looked as tall as one of those double-decker trains but it only had one tier) came in as soon as it had come to a stop the engine revved up andthe dreamercould tell from the sound it was about to start moving (this train was keeping to a time-table that was measured in seconds) the dreamerran to the front of the train to tell the driver to wait untilthe dreamergot on second scene the driver was sitting relaxed in a semthe dreamerreclining position andthe dreamercould tell he had gunned the engine to make me hurry up the dreamersaid something to him and he said something to me and we both relaxed the dreamerasked him if he wanted a cup of tea he said yes andthe dreamerwent off to the buffet to get it third scene asthe dreamerwalked through the first carriagethe dreamersaw it was full of mainly smartly-dressed men then began to rib me andthe dreamerhurried on to the buffet carriage fourth scene ordered the tea and took a sip fifth scene (second dream?) was in a built-up area, in londonthe dreamerthink, there was a town hall the size of the albert hall sixth scene was talking to a young lad who told me he was a singer/songwriter and was asking me ifthe dreamerhad any suggestions as to what to do to make it in the pop music world the dreamerasked him to sing one of his songs he sang seven or eight lines andthe dreamerwas completely blown away the first four lines of the lyrics were full of real emotion and when he started to sing the chorus lines the quality of melody vaulted onto another plane the difference of quality between the lyrics and the chorus was moving (a bit like the change of melody in poker face) only in the dream both the melody and chorus were better (the dreamertried to sing it into the voice recorder of the phone whenthe dreamerwoke up but what was in my mind and what came out of my mouth was as different as chalk and cheese) seventh scene we were in a pub with other members of his band andthe dreamerwas asked ifthe dreamerhad any suggestions it occurred to that he could roughen the style of the singing for the lyrics (something like bankrobber) and brought in one of the group to do a harmony instead of double tracking his own voice eighth scene the dreamerwas sitting on some stairs in the pub looking down at where the group was and began improvising on howthe dreamerthought the harmony should be sang the group looked up at me with a look that didn't show admiration the dream ended there http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 11092015 think-read dream 4 one scene dream came across an article while surfing on the net there were some people in washington who wanted to talk to a young girl from a south american country they wanted to find out how a girl (the girl had left home to go and stay with her sister) of thirteen with no education could write a story worthy of the nobel prize in literature there was a photo of the girl in the article which triggered the memory of the face of the girl in the film amelie the article went on to give an outline of the story the girl had written" while playing near the house where she lived she found an egg the girl took the egg home and put it in a box some time later, to her delight, there were chirping sounds coming from the egg the bird hatched out it had a dozen or so light spots on its grey/brown feathers the story continued about the adventures of the girl and the magical bird" in this think-read dream the outline of the story went on for about another ten or twelve sentences when it was realised it could go on for dozens more sentences andthe dreamerdecided to stop doing the think-reading analysis/interpretation the theme of this dream came from looking through a list of the top 250 films of all time had watched twenty or thirty minutes of the film amelie four or five years back and had been meaning to see the rest of it the face of the girl had the same type of smile that the girl in the film amelie had, although the picture of the girl being sought portrayed a fun-filled lively extrovert will try to watch the rest of the film today http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 09092015 music in dreams had done the dj'ing at a party everybody had gone a few of us were lying down and drifting off to sleep left a compilation of songs playing and the sounds filled the whole building and was considering turning the volume down the music playing was good enough to want to listen to and kept me awake and listening the next song was of a completely different complexion but again it had a mesmerising quality and kept my attention the third song, like the previous two, was a completely different style of song it didn't have a melody to speak of but it did have a feel to it which produced a sense of admiration for the singer who had projected his own feelings of love into the song looked over at someone across the other side of the room who had also been kept awake by the music and was looking at me in appreciation of my choice of music the dreamersmiled back at him asthe dreamerbegan to wake up the realization that it was the individuality of the different artist's which had given the songs their appeal interpretation/analysis thinking about heaven during the day was the basis for this dream one of the things that will keep you thirsty for heaven is the insight which will reveal the scope for the limitless expansion of individuality which heaven holds for each and every one of us see also" the roney analysis http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html how to remember your dreams 6/7092015 unremembered dreams there was another episode dream that was going to in for these two days left it too late after getting up and they slipt from the memory "the dreamerdon't have dreams" is a common reply people give to the question "how often do you dream" as surely as a person breathes, they dream to remember dreams start by saying to yourself after waking up "the dreameram going to try to remember my dreams" try thinking the thought a few times during the day and then again when you put your head on the pillow as you enter into sleep if you do it over a period of days and weeks it will come dreams happen for a reason understanding what the reason is and, more importantly, why you have the types of dreams you do, will result in a greater understanding of yourself http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 04092015 was sorting out what belongings to keep and which ones to throw away in a large (3 feet by 5 feet) black leatherette carry-all was a 5-piece set of percussion instruments each in their own smaller bag decided to keep the three smallest bags changed my mind a few seconds later and decided to keep all of the items within a second or two began walking with a feeling of frustration becausethe dreamerdidn't have the presence of mind to be able figure out where to put them this dream is entered because it raises the question" "what are the limits of a dreaming mind ?" http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 03092015 name of dream: kissing in the flats two scenes category of dream: kissing dream (5) the memory of the quality of kisses in dreams isn't less than the memory of the quality of kisses while awake redefining the word abstract is necessary in turn. the words conscious and subconscious come in for a re-examination the fact that we can/do experience in dreams those things we experience while awake tells us that the abilities of the brain, to a large extent, and, most remarkably, is capable of exceeding the conscious functions, while dreaming (select precognitive dream/s) opening remark concerning the consciousness in the dream state http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 29082015 externalized dream (singing) jingle bells duet with a child and mother looking on interpretation/analysis the thoughts during the day which produced the three main details of this dream are clearly remembered http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html episode dream 27082015 it was the same opponent and the same hall as yesterdays (26082015) dream this time though we had a choice of three different swords ranging from a light, easy-to-wield sword and another one slightly bigger or the same one that was used in the previous contest the dreamerchose the same on as the first time the contest wasn't re-enacted though the content of the first dream was caused by thoughts during the day about how to deal with devolving man shaped beings who had an intractable bent for killing this, the second dream, was result of thinking about the first dream during the day this is only the second episode dream the writer has had the first, as a child of nine, was a wholly enjoyable dream in both instances the content of the dreams were brought on by thinking about them during the day http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 26082015 first scene was in a small hall a serious altercation led to a duel whatthe dreamerthought was going to be a fight to the death with a large, brutish opponent changed into a exhibition of killing skills second scene had a large heavy sword the opponent andthe dreamerwere eight metres apart the winner would be the person who could get to a block of wood next to the other person and chop it in half third scene cut through the wood in three swings of the sword and beat the opponent http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html first scene: in an unfamiliar house with six or seven people three women and four men two of the women were african http://endic.at/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-time%20in%20dreams.html 20082015 time in dreams. first scene: it was a sunny day, very warm.the dreamerlooked at my watch and saw it was two minutes before 12 a.m.. went into a pub and bought half a pint of guinness shandy. second scene: was outside of the pub and out of the pub's premises on the pavement with the drink, the drink was in a dimple glass. third scene: took a sip of the drink which was really refreshing. two males in the dream became belligerent andthe dreamerbegan looking for a way out of the situation. fourth scene: right on cue, at three minutes past 12 a bright white double-decker bus entered the dream. fifth scene:the dreamergot on the bus and was chatting happily to someone on the bus when the dream ended. analysis/interpretation. first scene the dream lasted 5 to 6 minutes of awake-time (thirty or so seconds of sleep-time) during the day of the dream remember thinking it was the warmest day of the year and got dressed ready to go out alas by the timethe dreamerwas free to go out the weather changed to cool and so didn't go out the crossroads junction was near to wherethe dreamergrew up during my early years (family connections meantthe dreamervisited there 20 or more times a year over the following decades) this specific road junction has featured many times in dreams over the years there must be a reason why this real-life place occurs so often in dreams second scene the glass was vivid in the dream. don't understand why the glass was such a dominant feature of the dream third scene sincethe dreamercan't remember a particular instance of a satisfying drink during the day of the dream, the satisfying taste of the drink may reflect a physiological need for a drink during the dream fourth scene: the white bus must surely be equivalent of a knight in shining armour coming to the rescue fifth scene the outcome of life is a happy ending. in the writer's experience, as often as not, the content of dreams are formed by the thoughts a person has during the day of the dream and still recognition of his sacrifices go unmentioned http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html three-scenes dream 16082015 first scene" on a settee was with a real-life female acquaintance of 20+ years ago her intentions were the same as mine she knew me well enough to be able to "play me" she diverted the moment by talking about where she would like to live resignedlythe dreamerwent along and we got talking about the pro's and con's of living in one place or another second scene" the dreamerwas sitting on the floor and the next "diversion" became about what to eat another conversation about food began the dreamergot enthusiastic with the topic and became engrossed in it third scene was back on the settee when the next "diversion" was on the topic holidays the dreamerbegan to go into the details of getting a holiday organised when she realisedthe dreamerwas playing her game the dream ended this woman was one of only three or four women the writer knew who had a sense of humour interpretation" she's often in my thoughts so it follows she'll be a regular "visitor" in dreams the theme of this dream is the result of a real-time experience we shared, andthe dreameroften think about, in which the tables were turned on her and she was less than happy about it upon reflection it's not a man's prerogative to say no and the real-time situation should have been different http://dreams-and-dreams-theory.com/dreams%20diary%202015.html 10082015 sounds in dreams (latent beauty?) was in a town or city needed to make some money went into a pub and talked the landlord into letting me d.j. it went o.k. and was chatting to a customer about the merits of music a song was playing which was a perfect example of whatthe dreamerwas describing the dreamersaid "take this one. "it's got just the right pace. the lyrics express deep feelings. the harmonies are exceptional. the pitch is just right" at that pointthe dreamerstarted listening to it properly my appreciation of the song reached a point wherethe dreamerthought to myself "what's this one called?" then "who's it by?" it was in my collection of songs butthe dreamercouldn't remember who sang it a track this good would normally be right at the forefront of my memory the dreamerbegan looking through the lists of songs to refresh my memory of who it was the dreamerlooked for the lists and it started to dawn on methe dreamerdidn't have the song interpretation/analysis the confusion of the situation caused me to slowly wake whenthe dreamerwas fully awakethe dreamerwas still trying think of the name of the group who sang the song it took a full half minute for me to realise it was a song i'd never heard before the dreamerwent to sleep while watching a film aah" that's it,the dreamerthought, the music was in the film started watching the film again from where i'd left off it wasn't in the film this is the first dream i've had with outstanding quality of music which i've never heard before where did it come from? the closest to it in terms of quality is along the lines of songs by the delfonics this one though was more accomplished by far and penetrated the soul a lot deeper where did this sound come from? 06082015 multi-themed dream first theme" evening, socialising in a pub, smiling, good humoured banter" someone rushed into the pub saying a monster was on loose and was making its way to the area sure enough, within a few seconds this nimble seven-footer with an extraordinary large head and a menacing look was visible through the windows and was heading to the door of the pub everybody, including myself, panicked and ran for it the monster-man came into the pub and everyone was trapped the dreamerhid behind a wall in the pub and was expecting him to get to me eventually then the words of the person who first raised the alarm played through my head again andthe dreamerrealized it was a hoax the monster-man got to me and realizedthe dreamerknew he wasn't a monster and things started to get back to normal second theme" thought of a new way of making money through a new technique in photography and so printed off mini-sized and a4 sized examples whichthe dreamerstuck on walls in public places and started to make some dosh third theme" went back to the home of two ladies x activity clear plastic bag by the side of the bed with very small fish swimming around in it one of the women said they were a food so tried them and they weren't unpleasant to eat even though they were alive as they were being eaten fourth theme" was playing football in a park with a cat the dreamerwas in goal and the cat was doing a good job of using the flat of its paw to strike the ball and was scoring as many asthe dreamersaved the last paw/kick really made me stretch the dreamerdived to the right and just managed to push the ball away with my right hand under where my right hand made contact with the ball it touched the ground and landed in some fresh animal muck went back to the house wherethe dreamerhad been in the previous dream-theme and used the fish like a soap, rubbing them between the hands to make a lather fifth theme" in an auditorium with an audience of five or six women was giving a lecture cum demonstration of xual foreplay with young woman who was wearing just a skirt and lying on her back was still giving a demonstration when the dream ended this dream was the direct result of thinking about multi-themed dreams while composing an answer to a question about multi-themed dreams that had been asked on a q and a forum the details within the dreams are various thoughts and influences during the day have any of you watched lifeforce ? 15062015 was revisiting the family of a previous dream (date" ?) a familythe dreamerused to board with in london in the late 1960s the family had five or six young girls, the eldest was ten or twelve to the girlsthe dreamerwas the centre of the galaxy and they were gathered about me one of the girls handed me four or five pennies puzzled,the dreamerasked her what they were for she said, "the last time you were here you said you marry us if we each gave you a penny" my mind paused for a moment before her words caused me to become the personthe dreamerwas whenthe dreamerwas her age feelingsthe dreamerhad forgotten about filled my being and awakened that gone-by time as a boy water welled up in my eyes and tears began trickling down my face the unhideable love of childhood had stripped away the accumulated years of me "growing up" a mixture of uncontainable happiness and deep regret" the dreamerfelt her love, the lovethe dreamerhad lost http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/DECEMBER/9th.html 09122014 writing/(informative dream?) had been acknowledged as being the person who could lead mankind into the future was in a largish room that had a floor to ceiling window which looked out onto an expanse of greenery about 80 metres wide and a hundred to two hundred metres long there were many people milling about outside the greenery was inclined and at the top was a building or buildings the dreamerwas in the presence of a group of about 14 people the people were the behind-the-scenes movers and shakers of world policy they were listening and watching whatthe dreamerwas saying and doing i, began writing" to give away what is desired for self is to give to self" to share with others what is desired for self is to receive from self" to" woke up as was beginning the third sentence interpretation/analysis it may be worth noting that this dream breaks a succession of love, x and kissing dreams it can be construed that they truly are some of the special effects of love/life (let's hear it for the lover) http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/notes/notes%201.html 19112014 while speaking to someone yesterday (19112014) they mentioned their dream from the previous night while it was being related the realization occurred that in the absence of influencing thoughts, images, etc. in the day, emotions become the dominant content of the dream emotions are considered to be of a lesser order in the table of the experiences of the human condition now we can introduce the idea that dreams are "tiered" in the writers experience the highest tier is the runaway experience that accompanies a comprehension of space the lowest order is the feelings that went with the one and only nightmare the writer had (as a child) which in turn prompts the need to highlight the sensitivity that goes with childhood the worst feeling ever experienced by this person was the result of the emotional content of parents arguing this is another example of how interaction produces results the dreamerknow you think that with the knowledge presented so far you know all you need to know in one respect, and one respect only, this is true in terms of improving the quality of our lives" we have only scratched the surface dreams http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/NOVEMBER/2nd.html 02112014 (first think-read dream 2) externalised/two-themed/think-read (informative ?) dream first scene, lab set-up the size of a large classroom between six and nine people in three tiers standing in an off-set line formation facing toward a pulse-gun which could detect the heart and fire an unseen packet or bubble of "physio" energy the gun was used for the treatment of the heart second scene,the dreamerturned side-ward to discover if the detector could still locate the heart at that angle it couldn't and hit the person behind me who needed life-saving surgery next dream, was think-reading an article about the way the body ejects viruses it was a highbrow wiki-type article which needed a dictionary to look up the definition of every other word the mental effort in forming the sentences got too strenuous and eventually woke me out of the sleep the theme was about expelling viruses anally the gist of the article was the inter-dependence of the workings of the body and, specifically, the importance of the role of the excreta in the isolating of the virus the crux of the article was the chemical substances or the substances in the cells which play the key role in surrounding the virus and keeping it isolated interpretation/analysis: don't know if this dream has an application in the real/conscious world or is just the result of thinking about the workings of the body/heart during the day wouldn't have made this entry in the dream diary if it hadn't woke me waking up in the middle of the night while the dream is still in progress is taken as a "prompt" from you-know-who his attention to the heart marks the end of an attempt to incorporate dementia into the sphere of priorities for this epoch http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/28th.html 28102014 thought/food/conversation-influenced dream: first scene, in a built-up residential area thoughtthe dreamerhad become trusted by a man trafficking in drugs but was unaware of his treacherous motives next scene, was given a mission to track down drug-related criminals who were holed up in thick brittle bush the bush was so brittle and spikey it was necessary to wear a special protective suit next scene, moved stealthily through the thicket and found the two men next scene, the momentthe dreamersaw them they moved out of their position andthe dreamerrealized they knewthe dreamerwas there as they moved away from methe dreamersensed that something bad was going to happen to me next scene, unbeknown to me my movements were being tracked andthe dreamerwas being monitored by others who were fighting the war on drugs there was a violent, fiery explosion this explosion and the way the men died was the most brutal and horrific vision of death i've ever had in a dream next scene: back to the original scene and the man, not in the picture, at the start of the dream the man was being assassinated by three or four men who were pouring dozens of bullets into him with automatic rifles again, althoughthe dreamercouldn't see the man being shot it was clear it was a bloody and brutal execution interpretation/analysis the violence in this dream is,the dreameram absolutely certain, due to eating ham http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/26th.html 26102014 this is the last of the routinely daily entries it's time to give our attention to the heart hopefully what we have so far in dream theory is enough to get the ball rolling will continue to enter new dreams that have something important in them informative dream: first scene set in africa, talking to an african girl/woman who was about nineteen her attitude to me was that she regarded me as she did with all other people, just another person she saw all people the same way, as a separate part of self that embracive acceptance of all people that goes with childhood the natural tendency for an immediate friendship with any and every other being here was a woman who didn't see a difference between a man and a woman next scene, bought an expensive diamond ring at an affordable local price next scene, we were sitting talking andthe dreamergave her the ring she laughed thinking it was my sense of humour next scene,the dreamerexpressed my feelings by leaning over and kissing her on the neck my lips were slightly parted and without thinking about itthe dreamertouched her neck with the tip of my tongue that was the moment her thoughts changed the moment of magic when two people make that transition from two people in life to two people in love the dreamerwas no longer another person among many my feelings had touched her in that way which produces the thoughts and emotions which we describe with the word love it can come from the woman or the man the time and the place is one of the marvels of his terrible love try to imagine how it can be that love/life can arrange events so that two people can be brought together from a vast array of seemingly random circumstances how could events in heaven possibly be translated to events here on earth when the people who are affected by the events had never met before ? it's easy to imagine someone suggesting to their best friend that they come around to sunday lunch having already invited someone that her or his best friend had mentioned they liked and that from initial meeting love blossomed but how could you do that from another place without either one of them having met before ? further, how could you be sure that both of them would exist at a point in time through thousands of millions of years of murderous events ? this is the basis by or through which soul partners make the connection to each other in the first instance next scene, we were thinking of how we could be together permanently she was part of a national darts team who played international games her team were scheduled to play a game in france in the near future it was the opportunity we needed we could get together in a culture we could both identify with next scene, we were near the top of a wooded hillock that overlooked her village which had about five hundred people in it the villagers were being shot at by a group of armed invaders at first it was a slaughter the villagers gradually became organised and began fighting back effectively there were a group of armed villagers on the hill near where we were who were preparing a flanking manoeuvre looking down into the village it was obvious that the tide had turned and the villagers would repel the invaders there were some skirmishes going on the other side of the hill a stray bullet hit my love interpretation/analysis: for some years now it has been the writer's intention to write an entry specifically addressing the problems that accompany people's sense of identity the entry, called identity, responsibility and happiness, inspired by a neils bohr, appears to have found its natural place and the time here two of the main causes that furnish the divisions which allow wars and animosity to flourish are nationality and ethnicity it was recognised many years ago that a persons identity is tightly bound up with her and his (mainly his) sense of national identity it is so thoroughly ingrained into a persons sense of identity that the mere mention of not seeing oneself as a being who belongs to the country they live in has a treacherous tinge to it "for king and country" is, and has been for many centuries, the rallying cry when mustering a fighting force it is currently being successfully reinforced via the oligarch-controlled mainstream media for a day or two just count the number of times the word british or england is used on british t.v. programmes and you will get the picture and understand why it is that britain is the most unequal society in the western world it's not just this country, it's all of them even the handful of countries who aren't controlled by the oligarch's do it it's the same systemic creeping-death that has found its way into every country in the world via the old testament through the notion of unintentional murder there is some relief coming through the european union which is successfully ridding the continent of the nationalistic outlook which whips up divisions but even here ethnicity is a closet issue the problem of identity has its roots in the absence of a person's ability to compare the finite numerical value of individuals against the overwhelming and incomprehensible reality of endless space the realization of just how thinly spread out life is within the infinite will produce the recognition of just how appallingly few of us there are what people see around them in the world is the complete opposite of our timeless, eternal reality over-crowded cities, self-serving motivations, people ready to snuff out people's lives at the drop of a hat" it's a complete nightmare the extremes are being pointed out in an attempt to bring about a thought or two in your mind that the here and now is no more than a moment or two of the greater reality awaiting those who choose it this dream itself is the second one in which an interaction with an african woman has contained insights both the first one and this one have in common that aspect of character which is so appealing it borders on fantasy all four of the ethnicities have their fair share of devolving beings and it will serve us well to keep in mind the bigger picture of evolution before allowing ourselves to form outlooks that favour one over the other any thought which reduces the stature of other beings will reduce your own standing within love/life the frame of mind that will keep you on an even keel should be along the lines of recognising that the frailties and foibles between one type of man-shaped being and another came and come from the mistake we live in linear time and it's not possible to turn back the clock however, it is possible, through repetitive practice, to rectify those things that contain the unreality of non-existence the more often you think the thought that all man shaped beings are/were invaluable the more you become part of the forward thrust of life by taking responsibility for your thoughts and identifying with all other man shaped beings the happiness this fleeting time-reality contains will produce the feel for life expressed in this dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/25th.html 25102014 two-themed dream: first dream, first scene" had won second prize in a lottery or competition the first prize was a party-sized trifle my prize was an unimpressive looking concoction with a marshmallow or a soft biscuit cake stuck on the top of it mine was in a fridge second scene, opened the fridge to have a look and took it out it was in a pyrex-type jug whichthe dreamerhad to tip forward to get out from between the shelves the contents of the jug swelled toward the angle of the tip and the biscuit-thing started sinking the dream came to a welcome end second dream, first scene" had been out and about for a few hours and arrived home (the placethe dreamerused to live beforethe dreamerlived here) where an acquaintance and his son were waiting for me the dreamersaid "you been waiting long" and he said "ages" second scene, inside the flat he said "" ? is looking for you" the person he referred to was trouble third scene, was closing the windows and drawing the curtains sothe dreamercould give the impression of not being in and the acquaintance made a jibe along the lines of" "no point in looking for trouble" fourth scene, the details of this scene had faded by the time got around to writing it http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/24th.html 24102014 dreams and dreams theory: the beginning, straight-line-action related dreams: first scene, an impressively big structure that was an assembly or gathering area it was also a launch area it looked to be four to eight square kilometres it had a skeletal look to it, as though it was made of girders there were small and large groups on every part of it second scene, it was the beginning of a week-end or a week long activity every group was preparing, and discussing how to maintain motion that could be sustained indefinitely in a qualitative way the dreamerlistened to the reasoning of several different groups the predominant theme was mathematical it was agreed by all that it had to be done in a straight line third scene, one group thought that the best way to sustain motion was to have an intertwining, in the same way a rope is made or how women plait their hair, mechanism although it could work in theory when it was tried it caused lumps or knots in what should have been a seamless or smooth formation the way it was tried out was by people launching themselves from the structure into the surrounding environment which was in zero gravity and endless space fourth scene, another group used the straight line action approach but had problems because they were using a mechanism other than love-motivated reciprocating actions it occurred to me that initiating motions with the attitude of just wanting to be might have merit the dream ended without the idea being tested interpretation/analysis the sense of space and the intensity of the feelings associated with the application of the various mechanisms of motion was the stand-out features of this dream there is difficulty in employing the roney analysis to this dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/23rd.html 23102014 two-themed dream first theme, first scene" what looked to be a cinema that had been converted into a dancing arena there was room for fifty or so people to dance down in the front it was fairly busy more, than a hundred people second scene, there were about a dozen people (all womenthe dreamerthink) already dancing at this point in the dream the dreamerwas raring to go and was the first male to start dancing third scene, it soon became an exhibition, some of the moves were jacksonesque (we really do need to present these dreams in animated comic-strip form to do them justice) andthe dreamerbecame the whole show within a half a minute. this dream ended here second dream, first scene" four of us (all fair-haired males) were on holiday and had arrived at our destination second scene, we are in a shop buying something to eat we settled for baguettes with white meat third scene, a boy of four or five was given a baby-sized one and stole the show when he looked at his and said "boy baguette" we all felt a warmth and liking for him fourth scene, the dream changed its feel about here we were out of the shop and a menacing predatory dinosaur came from between two streets and made its way towards us fifth scene, the dream became jumbled up and there were other scenes which are too vague to recall http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/22nd.html 22102014 two-themed dream: first theme, first scene" the telephone rang it was my eldest auntie she said she was coming over couldn't remember what it was we had arranged to do second scene, we were waiting for someone an uncle arrived (not her husband) was having polite conversation with my uncle but could tell he wanted to know why we had gathered the dreamerthen realised my auntie hadn't actually said why she was coming to see me it was just a casual visit and there was no reason why the uncle had to be there dream ended second dream my mother was at the door with her belongings her items were in a flat travel bag that must have been three or four metres long and a metre and a half high there was tension between her and the person who brought her the driver was agitated because he had been compromised into carrying an item he didn't want to transport was getting the cab fare when the dream ended http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/20th.html 20102014 two-themed dream: was in a rink that was slightly elliptical in shape there was a black line about one metre from the edge of the rink that ran all the way around the rink the black line splayed out to about two metres for about three metres halfway along the long side on each of the long sides, the idea was to maintain a gracefully still motion in the one-metre lane and do something eye-catching in the "˜manoeuvre' area the rink was shiny and looked like it was made of wood the skates were of the single-blade or roller-ball design the dreamerwas practising in the central area by scooting around soon got the hang of it and could do some pretty nifty moves which got the attention of some people second theme, first scene" had a whistle-sized object which had a wire which went from end to end inside it there was a opening in the device big enough to get a finger in so a person could use their nail to pluck the wire which would produce a note (not in the dream but worth adding is the idea that the wire could be stretched to make a different note) by plucking the wire every time the song hit the note the device made it possible to get a simple accompaniment second scene, the device had five or more wires and had become a pocket zither the dream ended asthe dreamerwas trying to play it using most of my http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/19th.html 19102014 externalized/informative dream ? two men were playing a game of billiards the winner could decide whether important decisions were taken by an individual who was deemed to be the most knowledgeable or whether important issues should be decided collectively (democratically) the game was being viewed from the "˜spot' end of the table the stroke was played and the red ball went into the left-middle pocket and the white was rolling toward the same pocket the ball got as close as it was possible to get to the edge of the pocket without falling in the dreamerwoke up to the sound of my own "oooooh" interpretation/analysis: how, when the situation exists that the right decision is not clear-cut, do we arrive at the answer ? the greatest quantity and quality of life ? http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/18th.html 18102014 informative dream ? first scene, was observing someone in an elaborate overall that covered the hands as well they were suspended above a fine network of fibres that looked as delicate as a spiders web the breast/nipple area of the overalls had finely engineered conical-shaped nozzles that could release a tacky fluid when the wearer of the suit brought the nozzle into contact with the delicate weaving they were suspended above in a free-fall position the overalls also had the same mechanism on the fingers of the overalls the finesse of the engineering on that part of the hand which released the fluid was much more sophisticated than the breast/nipple mechanism while watching the operator performing a manoeuvre she or he came into contact with the web-like structure with the nozzle of the hands of the suit and the whole network of fine strands lifted in response to coming into contact with the tacky substance second scene, in contrast to the first scene which was done with high levels of concentration and serious purpose this scene had the same sort of atmosphere as you would expect at a fete everybody was having a good time and there was an abundance of smiling faces a woman was in an ordinary type overall which, like the overalls in the first scene, had liquid-release valves around the breast/nipple area the fluid release mechanism on the woman's overalls was a purely fun thing though and it became obvious why people were laughing an smiling when a man tried to suck out or drink some of the liquid from the crude mechanism around the breast area and it went all over him interpretation/analysis: now, if we take the roney analysis seriously then what we have here is a bit of future technology this is the more purposeful side of dreams and dream theory you are now being asked to consider whether the interpretation being put on the analysis of dream content has any merit and/or relevance and/or application in our lives now or in the near future when we get going, when we get going, dream analysis will be presented in an animated comic-strip form http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/16th.html 16102014 dreams and dreams theory: the beginning, same-theme dream, first scene" was out cycling in the evening it was an ordinary bike but there were two of us on it the dreamerwas doing the peddling second scene, stopped to ask instructions from a couple sitting and having a drink outside of a pub and got an awkward response third scene, was heading out of the built-up area towards the edge of the city the bike suddenly slowed because the brakes were defective the front light was very bright and lit the road like a spotlight there was something wrong with the linkage of the braking system and the bike slowed again fourth scene, sat back on the seat to do the peddling (had been standing-peddling up until now)and could feel the passenger's (don't know who it was) p000s digging into my coccyx fifth scene, got to the area where my aunt lived but didn't know the number of her house had to go through the back gardens where there were clothes hanging on clothes-lines to get to a door to ask if anybody knew her sixth scene, a teenage girl answered the first doorthe dreamertried and whenthe dreamerasked her if she knew where the personthe dreamerwas looking for lived she said she didn't know but said her mother might know and asked me in seventh scene, there was some conversation and the young girl said "you've got bad breath" the dreamersaid something apologetic and she said "i'm a nurse.the dreamercan make it better" she told me to lie down and pull the front of my shirt out of my trousers she lay down next to me with her knees close to my head and started kissing my stomachthe dreamerresponded and started massaging and squeezing her b000000s eighth scene, could see her mother through the legs of the chair and thought it would be best to get her involved the dream ended interpretation/analysis the sameness of this dream is the aunt in the dream although she doesn't make an appearance (because she died a decade or so ago ?) will have to start an index reference for dreams http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/15th.html 15102014 first scene, wandering around coventry late at night with nowhere to stay second scene, standing in the street looking up at the football stadium and thinking it looked less impressive thanthe dreamerremembered third scene, up in the stands behind the goal-keeping area taking in the structure and thinking it would be possible to have a musical event using my p.a. equipment fourth scene, bedded-down going to sleep fifth scene, awake and looking around sixth scene, four or five people were going past me on the way up to the commentary box they saw me and were curious about whatthe dreamerwas doing there but weren't alarmed or bothered about me being there seventh scene, was in the commentary box with them and asked one of them if there was anywherethe dreamercould have a wash he pushed a door open and there was a washroom with the sink visible eighth scene, was more or less finished washing myself when one of the group said: "how are you off for money ?" the dreamerrealized he was going to offer me some andthe dreamersaid "if you're trying to tap me you're out of luck" someone laughed andthe dreamerwoke up http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/14th.html 14102014 was trying to get people interested in a prototype emergency food pack for use in life or death hunger-situations it consisted of dried potato, several small whole potatoes, a plastic sheet about two or three square metres, a tinderbox or matches, a collapsible spade, a small cooking pot and salt the idea was to plant the potatoes which would be ready for eating by the time the dried potato had been used up the plastic sheet was for collecting water overnight via condensation interpretation/analysis can't think of what it was that caused this dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/13th.html 13102014 delayed-theme/two-themed dream: first theme, first scene" a woman of a large family was having difficulty organising a meal for her family helped out by buying an extra large grill/oven which could cook two lots of burgers at the same time second scene, the dream ended as the burgers were placed on the cooking tray and there was obviously going to be more than enough room to do the meal second dream, first scene" was approaching a small gathering of people clustered around someone who was proposing something radical second scene, jimthe dreamerhendrix was in the crowd and wasn't getting any attention the person's proposals were so revolutionary it made jimthe dreamerhendrix's impact on society seem insignificant the dreamersaid "the dreamercan remember when you were radical jimi" the dream ended there interpretation/analysis: first dream, the oven/grill part of the dream was from tuesday last week when it was necessary to have to two separate cooking dishes to cater for seven people second dream, earlier on in the day was programming the recorder to record several of next week's programmes considered recording a programme about jimthe dreamerhendrix but decided not to http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/12th.html 12102014 delayed-theme dream: first scene, a young girl unaffected by me telling her off for not keeping a dog on a leash the dog was wandering to and from the street to the road second scene, called the dog to me and when it got close enough gave it a light smack on its hind quarter third scene, the dog didn't know what it had done wrong and it slinked away into a small cluster of bushes felt emotions of annoyance for not being able to impress on the girl the importance of taking responsibility for the dog and frustration for not being able to think of a way of educating the dog to the dangers of the road interpretation/analysis: a week ago there was an instance of a man whose dog had sauntered into the road and was completely unaware of the danger from cars two cars had to slow and stop to avoid it the dog's owner became angry with the dog and began shouting at the dog the dog knew it was in the doghouse over something timidly and reservedly, the dog walked to where the man was remember looking at the dog as it walked by me and noting that is was bemused as to what it had done wrong http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/10th.html 10102014 thought-influenced dreams: first scene, in the city centre of a town wherethe dreamerused to live had two parking spaces for a business that supplied peeled potatoes my prowess at peeling potatoes peeling was so good it had become a successful business was talking to someone who was interested in knowing how the business got started in the first place second scene, was holding a large potato in my left hand and one of those t-shaped peelers in the other was having difficulty in peeling the potato with it, dream ended interpretation/analysis: during the day had been thinking about a comment someone made earlier on in the week about the importance of the potatoesthe dreamerhad supplied for a meal the most real aspect of this dream was the potato in the second scene, the colour, the shape" the memory of it has as much reality as any potato that can be recalled from a real-life experience http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/8th.html 08102014 speech-spoken word-influenced dreams: first scene, explaining to one person in particular in a group of three or four people about the features of a pen the dreamertold himthe dreamerhad been trying to buy a pen for the last few years which would always write when you used it all the pensthe dreamerhad bought would need coaxing into use when they hadn't been used for an hour or two it meant running the pen frantically over a part of the page to warm it up the 'must do' something about this moment came whenthe dreamerhad to fill in a form to get a reduced price on an item" as usual the pen needed warming up but there wasn't any paper to hand to run the pen across it wouldn't do to use the form andthe dreamerstood there feeling, and probably looking stupid, while trying to think of how to get around it determined to get a pen that done the job,the dreamerhad spent £30 on one pen and a similar amount on another was about to spend even more on another told the salesman what was what and he suggested a pen the shop had in stock bought the pen but wasn't over confident it would do what was expected later on in the day went on the internet to find a pen that claimed it would always write the penthe dreamerhad bought in the shop earlier on in the day was a toshiba and so went to their site first two or three searches at the web site and the penthe dreamerhad been looking for over the last half dozen years came up on the screen it wrote upside down, on wet paper, in zero gravity and at -20 degrees below freezing the jam on the bread was the price £12 for 10 pens with a free retractable pencil-pen and 12 refills, a lifetime of pens for just over a tenner not only that, the pen can cut through a hair from someone's head" second scene someone fetched a length of wire the width of a human hair everybody was thoroughly impressed dream ended there were several themes in this dream but this was the only one that revealed its details interpretation/analysis: this dream was the result of explaining the virtues of the pen to a group of four or five people earlier on in the day when were about to play a game of scattegories applications: we are now at the stage when we can begin to use our dreams to our advantage we know that dreams can inform us what experiences during the day caused a problem we know that thoughts produce the theme of a dream we know that talking about something in particular can form the theme of a dream we know that reading about something can produce the theme of a dream example of application... a parent wants a solution to the problem of why two of her children are "always fighting and squabbling" it will need to be a sincere and genuine attempt to getting a solution the parent thinks about it during the day the parent reads about the problem on the internet (try this link ) the parent talks about it to a friend the parent writes the details into a blog or reads about other people with the same problem (try this link) http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/7th.html 07102014 vivid-thought influenced dream, one scene dream brightly-lit scene, a woman wearing a red dress with a tight, pink, waist-length jacket she was lying on her back rubbing her self extremely energetically with both hands the dream lasted for about four or five seconds this dream has produced two new categories of dream" one scene dreams and vivid dreams interpretation/analysis: as with all dreams the writer applies the roney analysis there is nothing about this scene that couldn't be a slice of real life it was probably, but not definitively, marlene this dream was brought into being as a result of thinking about marlene and how her feelings of not having someone to love in a physical way impacted on her it was as vivid as any dream i've ever had http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/5th.html 05102014 fleeting-thought/two-themed dream, first theme, first scene: was composing a new layout for the home page of this website and was having trouble getting a word to link to a particular page second scene, managed to get it to work by using a word with more letters interpretation/analysis: this dream was formed from a single, fleeting thought during the day possibly the most important about this dream is that the thought was remembered a stand-alone thought mixed in with all the other thoughts and feelings and sights and sounds, tastes and smells of hundreds and thousands of sensory inputs during any day if you have difficulty in assigning the reason for the theme of a dream this may be the reason why the question is, "why did the dream machinery latch on to this particular thought and make it the theme for a dream ?" new category of dream" fleeting-thought influenced dream, second-theme, first scene: this was set at the home of wherethe dreamerlived in my junior and teenage years had nearly completed putting together all the components to make a barbeque just needed a board about twenty-five metre squared to level a bit of the ground, there were some comments second scene, the wood had appeared and the barbeque cum party was under way third scene, was the last to arrive and was having trouble getting into the garden using the entrance at the side of the house used the board to enable access to the garden interpretation/analysis: unable to put my finger on the reason or cause for this dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/4th.html 04102014 recurring dream, same person, same theme; xual: interpretation/analysis this is a recurring theme/dream because i'm at a loss as to know what to do about marlene there's no doubt marlene has symptoms of dementia the uninformed consensus is that it's a deteriorating condition with no chance of recovery, however, that's by no means written in stone, quite the opposite, with the exception of three or four separately identified types the prognosis is bright there are at least four proven prognoses for other types of the ailment links to articles read so far with this particular problem i'm stuck on how to contact her brother allthe dreamerknow about him is that his name is john what has to be taken into account is that nothing happens to the writer by chance every single little thing that happens in his life is there by design it wasn't just chance that marlene was standing by my door on that day at that time there's more going on here than a chance encounter although the writer considers the heart as the number one priority for all people it may be we're getting involved in a secondary priority think about it and respond if you're inclined to 95 minutes R.E.M.types of brain waves http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/3rd.html 03102014 same-day influenced dream first scene was deleting entries from the web site on u.f.o.'s which didn't seem to carry much weight second scene after deleting 4 or 5 had a look on the internet to see what new sightings had been uploaded third scene every new upload of a u.f.o. sighting was more impressive than the last and the final one looked at was as dazzling as a carnival andthe dreamerrealised that my input to the u.f.o. scene was no longer needed" it had an impetus all of its own interpretation/analysis was working on the-web-page-to-be `red giant` and had been looking at sun/space photos one photo in particular reminded me of a u.f.o. sighting and got me thinking about them e.t.'s are going to figure in our lives in a major way in the very near future as is to be expected the oligarch-controlled media barely mentions them the oligarch's, with monster-sized egos, can't bring themselves to acknowledge that there's something more influential in life than themselves 40 minutes R.E.M. types of brain waves http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/2nd.html 02102014 two-themed / externailsed dream first theme first scene was in palm tree avenue which is within a couple of hundred metres of wherethe dreamerlived between the age of 6 and 18 there were 30 to 50 people holding a political meeting on a small green nearby david cameron was doing a reasonable job of defending his corner for people living on amounts greater than the `world wage second scene listened to what was being said for a while and decided to add my two-penneth made my point sarcastically, "don't you realise",the dreamersaid to the gathering at large, "the cost of sending children to a public school ? it's a thousand pound a week. then there's holidays. the children work hard at school and they deserve a holiday during the school breaks. we like to get away from it all and find the seychelles a good place to relax" a few people started smiling when they realised whatthe dreamerwas doing second theme first scene at the alterationist's in exeter was lying down on a pile of paper second scene the alterationist's son came in with his exceptionally good-looking girlfriend third scene there was conversation between the males while the father done a repair to something his son was wearing fourth scene the father had seen the couple out of the building and returned to the room wherethe dreamerwas still lying down he was really happy about the way his son's life was going and was singing`yellow submarine the dreamerpicked up on his good mood and joined in had sang the chorus line twice and woke up asthe dreamerwas singing it the third time interpretation/analysis first dream small crowd, david cameron seen his smiling face on the telly, without the sound on, a lot over the last two days second dream: alterationist reset my mobile phone and his was the only numberthe dreamerwanted to keep and had been thinking about young girls and boys both dreams had feel-good endings comment can't tell you what a relief it is to be having normal dreams again (see analysis/interpretation for 28th september 2014) http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/OCTOBER/1st.html 01102014 kissing/x dream: first scene and second scene, forgotten third scene, kissing with a difference; a little difference that made a whole new world of difference fourth scene, we were guests at the house of a famous person the dreamerwas embarrassed thatthe dreamerwasn't wearing clothes that suited the surroundings the famous person put me at ease andthe dreamerfelt comfortable about having x category of dream: kissing dream (4) interpretation/analysis: you'd better believe it men women out-passion us by at least two to one they just need the opportunity to do it their way there were one or two scenes before the memorable part of the kissing dream the stand-out part of the dream was the kissing itself as much as i'd like to share this dream experience in full it would be bad etiquette to reveal another person's inclinations it is the case that where there is both kissing and x within a dream nine times out of ten it has always been the kissing which was more enjoyable this dream was also an informative dream; it was sensational x dream (4) an added aspect to kissing which vaulted kissing into a new realm can't think why it never occurred to me to do it it is thought that the reason why kissing holds such a special place in the feelings between women and men is that kissing is represented in the heavenly state as the sensation that is produced when physical contact occurs between two beings and stimulates a feeling for more life in a numerical sense if this the case then it is indeed the subtlest of mechanisms that take the time equivalent of 1 ^ 83 000 years to reach a crescendo the explosive sensations we experience through the act of x may be related in some way to the explosive ideas we attach to the big bang, although the assertion "this time we do not stop" suggests the big bang comes about for a different reason in terms of trying to understand what the beginning and the end of the mechanistic nature of the cyclic nature of love/life is it seems likely we haven't even learnt the basic structure of the language of love in its broadest sense and we're trying run before we can walk or tell a joke before we can talk when attempting to formulate these matters, still, it's not a hanging offence to think about them and who knows what such speculations will throw up http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/30th.html 30092014 short-term consecutive-theme dreams, first scene, was sitting at a table next to me was another man at least half as big as me again it was part of a formal introduction to a religious cult we were at the lowest point it was possible to be within the hierarchy of the organization, more specifically, the person next to me had superiority to me by a matter of hours or days his manner was friendly and although he was bigger than methe dreamerfeltthe dreamerwas on a par with him second scene, an air of anticipation was growing as senior figures within the group were expected any moment third scene, three men dressed formally appeared and seemed separate, distant from me fourth scene, in a different place and it was just the other new guy and me in a spacious area the dreamerwanted to talk to the three men who had been in the room in the previous scene immediately the mood and feel of the dream changed the dreamerhad opened a sacrosanct door and the full weight of officialdom was making itself felt fourth scene,the dreamerwasn't allowed to talk to them,the dreamerwasn't even allowed to talk about them the reprimands were coming thicker and faster as the dream ended interpretation/analysis, both today's and yesterday's dream had secrecy and structured authoritarian themes still reeling from the previous seven days of the oppressively rigid encounter's from both the police and from hospital staff how severely such attitude's affect a person is relative to that persons own disposition or outlook of life how good or bad the world appears depends on an individual's sensitivity or feel for life depending on how many day's, week's, month's or the year's the same theme lasts indicates the sensitivity or feel an individual has on that specific facet of life http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/29th.html 29092014 written-word/externalised/two-themed dream first theme, first scene, part of secret book society clandestinely moving through streets and back-alleys to get to a meeting second scene, at the meeting it was a very large hall and had two or three hundred people in it which was a surprise considering it was supposed to be a small secret set-up third scene, wanted a cigarette was waiting for someone to start smoking sothe dreamercould ask them for a light analysis/interpretation: secrecy, cigarette second theme, first scene: in a war environment in a middle eastern city the city was in ruins people were rebuilding the ruins and building bomb-shelter type accommodation second scene, felt the situation needed music found a small blackened frying pan that produced the sound of a chord whenthe dreamerran my nails along the bottom of it in skiffle-style shuffle-danced around in a small circle singing a single line that was easy to vary" "gotta have a lotta love, mmm mmm" "we need a lotta love, yea, yea" done it six or eight times although people took notice realised it wasn't going to change the situation in a way that made any real difference interpretation/analysis - middle east war environment, beleaguered people, music, futility http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/28th.html 28092014 delayed-theme/consecutive-feel-good/informative dream a truly delightful dream (with a dash of poignancy) that makes the dream state what it is" a place where there are experiences better than the best things we can experience in our conscious state first scene, reading an article in a paper or magazine about a teenager who had come up with a way of measuring the polarization of light (see delayed theme further on down the page) the lad was the son of a farming-family they lived in a rural area and lived a more or less isolated life the young man dreamed of being someone else somewhere else he had heard or read about the difficulty science was having in establishing how to measure the polarization of light and the wavelength of light at the same time second scene, he devised an apparatus that consisted of a photon-emitter and a photon collector-plate the collector-plate was transparent and it enabled an observer to clearly see both the position and the shape of the particle/wave third scene, he was overcome with joy a young man with no distinguishable achievements had answered a question that had baffled the best brains in science it was the happiest moment of his life he now knew that even though he lived what he thought was a drab life he could quite easily realize any and all of his dreams if he wanted to fourth scene, he was filled with an unbounded happiness the first thing he decided to do was to fly the crop-sprayer aeroplane he knew he wasn't supposed to fly it until he was a year or two older but that didn't dissuade him up in the air in the plane, his thoughts were soaring way above the height the plane could fly he could do anything his thoughts were sweeping and soaring but the plane couldn't do what his thoughts were doing; so when he put the plane into an impossible manoeuvre it crashed analysis/interpretation delayed theme" took a book to read (quantum reality) on the train to exeter on the twenty-fourth read and re-read the couple of chapters that explained polarization in an attempt to come up with an easy-to-understand graphic definition that could be used in the entry-to-be on polarization informative dream" the contrast in the types of dreams between the violent dream period between 21092014 and 25092014 and yesterday's dream had caused me to re-think what it could be that had changed it was the ham and,the dreamernow believe, that it was, specifically, the blood in the ham that was responsible for the violent dream period! it had occurred to me, because of another violent dream (21042014) that the thoughts and feelings associated with marlene weren't the cause of the bad dreams and had been considering eating a large amount of pork to test the theory this dream has convinced me (although may still try the pork test) there hasn't been any other significant changes in my life that would cause such a big difference to the content of the dreams feel-good theme x dreams are all well and good but this is the type of dream that lifts us above and beyond the mundane the very stuff of the spice of love/life, never knowing what new angles or directions our thoughts and experiences will take us always and forever surprising us always something new and exciting and inspiring and rewarding and uplifting and" the spur that drives us on with an ever-increasing momentum the heavenly state is, beckoning, beckoning, beckoning the poignant bit... the writer was reminded of the time he read a one-paragraph item in readers digest about a man in spain his wife had just delivered their first baby into the world he was so happy with the mixture of a first child and it being a boy his heart exploded and he died of happiness ! the sheer poignancy of it the poignancy in this dream didn't tarnish the overall quality of the dream not even sure the boy/pilot was killed there doesn't seem to be any other reason why the story would mention the crash, though perhaps, it was a local rag it also brought to the fore the magnificence of his sacrificially-creative love http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/27th.html 27092014 multi-themed dream first theme developed a really heavy-duty gravelly/phlegmy cough analysis/interpretation" smoking a bit more than usual during the day it crossed my mind thatthe dreamerwas slipping backwards in phasing out smoking second theme, an acquaintance of some years back thought he had found a system for beating the casino's and asked me for a way of signalling someone at another table what card he had the dreamersaid "looking left or right" he went off to try it analysis/interpretation" this dream was brought about while setting up my place for a game of cards in the evening the person mentioned was always trying to figure out ways of making money by getting the better of the establishment it still makes me smile whenthe dreamerthink of him third theme, large ships in a port, two men dressed in rescue-team suits were informing me my mother had gone missing while on a ship cruise in the antarctic analysis/interpretation" can't think of what prompted this theme 50 minutes http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/26th.html 26092014 two-themed dream /kissing dream/x dream (3) first theme, first scene was in a cafeteria that could accommodate 50 or 60 people and was looking out onto a golf-course-sized lawn there were men running around andthe dreamerheard a voice say "now she's gone into ?" second scene marlene came into the cafeteria she had a sweaty face and torso we saw each other and moved towards each other third scene, we embraced and had one of those soft, supple lip kisses that lasted for 5 or 6 seconds the fourth scene when the hospital personnel were a few feet awaythe dreamerwhispered "we'll be together soon" category of dream: kissing dream (3) analysis/interpretation this is the most obvious and easiest analysis/interpretation have yet had a child could put this one together second theme first scene x second scene x analysis/interpretation now this is more like it this is how dreams should be pleasurable, enjoyable, moreish, repeatedly desirable it is worth mentioning again that of the experiences awaiting us in the heavenly state pleasure hardly figures at all there are much, much more fantastic feelings than pleasure when enacting Straight line action read the link and try and get an insight it must be the sexist in me butthe dreamerfind myself intimidated when the female is showing greater passion than me during x both themes were with marlene it occurred to me while thinking about the situation with marlene that in an ideal world the situation would be to have alternate days with marlene and the days in between with a different ladies, tragically, the people who currently control our live are too oriented to death to embrace life see oligarch http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/25th.html 25092014 first theme, first scene, seven or eight of us were at a woman's house there was an even mixture of women and men second scene, it had whittled down to five of us and another person left third scene, there were now four of us andthe dreamerfancied the woman one of the men was a real-life person from twenty years ago the other man was a sturdy muscular thirty-year-old he became awkward with me and his manner had a threatening undertone the person from 30 years ago decided it was time to go fourth scene, he became belligerent with the woman, who,the dreamerhad just discovered, was his current or ex-wife or girl-friend fifth scene, he started making threats sixth scene, the woman looked at me and formed the sentence "call the police" with her lips seventh scene, two or three men came through the door one was a real-life person who was a no-nonsense tough guy, he pointing as he was striding to the troublesome man and said "get out" eight scene, the aggressive man didn't move and then the no-nonsense man hit him twice in the head there were headbutts and more punches and eventually, the troublesome man was subdued analysis/interpretation: don't remember having so many dreams within a few days that had violence in them was in someone's house the day before yesterday and someone had filled a usb stick with 100 films for him they were all this years filmsthe dreamerhad a quick look at ten or twelve of them to see if any of them were worth adding to my film collection every single one had extreme violence in it they weren't fringe-films with unknown actors, they were the latest offerings from the major studios with all the top names taking lead roles to this, we add the latest news items" violence, violence, violence it seems the whole world is caught up in violence this web site has a theory about this which means the major film studios are in on the conspiracy or have been caught up in it without realising it or this person is deluded and paranoid second theme, first scene, was relaxing by the river wherethe dreamerused to live had a green plastic bag with me second scene, found a yellow plastic bag with items in it whichthe dreamerrecognised as coming from a stately house a mile away third scene, walked with the bags to the grounds of the mansion and came to a steel cattle-gate which led onto the estate proper the dreamersaw three or four people on the other side of the gate and recognised one of them as someonethe dreamerdidn't want to see third scene, was now at the house itself and could see that some sort of event was ongoing or being organised fourth scene, was in the house itself and was explaining my presence to a couple of people the dreamerwas hoping the items were things they valued and would think it appropriate to give me a reward no such luck (mean gits. only got money to spend on their mates) fifth scene, they had become suspicious of me and thoughtthe dreamerhad stolen them sothe dreamercould claim a reward and had called the police andthe dreamerwas being scrutinised by a detective he thought he had caught me out when he said "watch where that woman goes" the woman went through a door andthe dreamersaid "she's gone into kitchen" he said "how do you know which part of the house she went into"the dreamerexplained thatthe dreamerhad gone from room to room henthe dreamerfirst got there looking for someone to talk to about the itemsthe dreamerhad found" end of dream analysis/interpretation: relaxed start to dream, mini-treasures, big-house, activities (was thinking about organising an event during the day), looking for a hand-out ?, both dreams had the police in them (still thinking about marlene) http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/23rd.html 23092014 first scene, a young boy and myself were climbing up scaffolding that was attached to the side of a cliff the cliff was a 100 to 120 metres high there were four or five workmen about seven tiers of scaffolding below us second scene, about two tiers from the top we went into a cave and made something to eat third scene, when the meal was ready to eatthe dreamersaid "this meal needs potatoes. let's get some" fourth scene, the dream ended when we had gathered everything together and were walking along the cave away from the cliff-face analysis/interpretation: yet another dream with the beginning missing am thinking that the beginning of dreams holds the key to the interpretation of them the spoken bit of the dream was probably due to thinking about a meal that is on the tuesday-lunch-club menu for today looked on the internet yesterday to see what ingredients are in chile con carne after looking at the ingredients thought "there need to be some freshly-cooked vegetables with it" the first vegetable that always comes to mind with me is potatoes analysis/interpretation: young boy, cliff-face, scaffolding, workmen, climbing up, cave meal, spoken word http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/22nd.html 22092014 pain-dream: first scene, went into a hi-fthe dreamershop in town to ask advice about an amplifier the technician who could answer the question asked me to wait while he did something second scene, there were two of us in the shop now and the owner of the shop came in wearing a suit and started talking to the other customer third scene, had another call to make while in town and decidedthe dreamercould do it before the technician got back it was a blistering hot day took off my shirt and wedged it in an out-of-the-way space on a shelf fourth scene,the dreamerwas wearing a vest under the shirt the dreameropened the door of the shop and intended to let it close behind me the dreamerlaunched myself off my right leg to start sprinting and the momentthe dreamerdid that a sharp pain started in the area below the knee the momentum of the launch of the start of the sprint was great enough to make me continue taking steps fifth scene, every step produced a seemingly greater discomfort than the one before it was twelve to fifteen steps beforethe dreamercame to a stop and with every step,the dreamerheard myself making a whoo, whoo, whoo sound (keep on meaning to set up a microphone over the bed to find out what sounds in dreams are externalised) sixth scene, was propping myself against a building when a girl/woman appeared and said "the dreamerknow your father. what's wrong"the dreamersaid "the dreamerdon't know" seventh scene, pulled up the trouser leg to have a look and there was was a small bloody gash with a yellow colour just below it in the area of the funny-bone was about to pull the trouser leg further up to look at the knee because that was the pain was worst when the dream ended analysis/interpretation pain in a dream is new to me it was real enough for me to look at my knee whenthe dreamerwoke up to see ifthe dreamerhad done something to it whenthe dreamerwas sleeping amendment" on the sixteenth went shopping with marlene she liked ham and so we bought two of those wafer-thin packs of ham that people put in sandwiches and a pack of mini-sized gammon steaks when marlene was taken from methe dreamerput the food in the fridge thoughtthe dreamermay as well use them up today and the over the next couple of daysthe dreamerpigged-out on them this,the dreameram now sure, is the reason for this dream and the dream on the 25092014 analysis/interpretation was the original entry used to explain the cause of why there was pain in this dream the only way to explain this is to associate it with the thoughts and feelings that have been swirling around in my head because of what happened with marlene if this is the case then as evolving beings we're not even allowed to have recriminatory thoughts or feelings it's the nature of reality reality can only accommodate things that have endlessness wishing or wanting something not to exist that can exist is an unreality 1 ^100 years is the most time-reality that love/life can generate every conscious entity can endure for that length of time if she or he wants to devolving beings are to be identified and observed we should no more bare ill thoughts or feelings towards them than we do with a dog with rabies, or an insect or a virus they are to be identified and grouped together and quarantined or at least separated from evolving beings in a way that doesn't allow any form of contact in short, a thought that breeches reality by wishing to reduce its length or time (the endless straight line or universal time) is going against reality which in turn produces consequences, hence this dream shop in town, technician, another customer, shop owner, hot day, taking the shirt off, attempting to run, sounds in a dream, girl/woman/speech, coloured wound http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/21st.html 21st september 2014 21092014 multi-themed dream, first theme two scenes in bed with a couple who were established partners too xual to detail second theme, several scenes in the living room of a family who were struggling to make ends meet thought it would be appropriate to offer them some money the last of the scenes remembered was giving one of the grown men a fiver (had about fifty pounds in my wallet and it was in a time when a fiver was an amount that could buy a family its basic needs for a week or two) third theme, first scene, was travelling abroad in a country that was impoverished (again it was an earlier time in history) was trying to get back home and the nearestthe dreamercould get to making it home was to catch a train to france second scene, can remember saying "parie, parie" to a porter in my best squeezed french third scene, he conveyed to me the trainthe dreamerwanted stopped at the platformthe dreamerwas standing on fourth scene, a massive train thundered into the station there was nothing to indicate where it was going andthe dreamerbecame hesitant about getting on it the train was gone beforethe dreamercould change my mind and board it fifth scene,the dreamerwas left alone on the platform with no one else anywhere to be seen fifth theme, first scene, was in yet another train statio something was amiss but can't remember what second scene, a fast-talking, smarmy and too obviously cunning con man was trying to lure me into going with him or go along with a suggestion the dreamersensed he was bad news and declined third scene, when he realizedthe dreamerwasn't going to be fooled two of his mates suddenly appeared and it was their intention to rob me using violence fourth scene,the dreamerkicked him the groin and he still had his con-mans smile on his face as he was crumpling to a heap fifth scene, a small crowd of locals came from behind me and set upon him with sticks and began beating him violently over all his body sixth theme, first scene, yet another impoverished country (by now any semblance of affluence was gone.the dreamerhad no money, no belongings.the dreamerwas destitute) was looking away from wherethe dreamerwas out into an expanse of a semi-industrialised area second scene, a young urchin with a winning character and sincere smile warned me of an impending threat to my life third scene, he looked to a bend in view of the expanse and indicated that was where it would come from fourth scene, he jumped off the elevated walkway where we were standing and ran across about a forty metre gap to a line of decaying buildings and disappeared through an opening and the sound of roaring began fifth scene,the dreamerlooked to the bend of the view and saw a low wall of white water coming sixth scene, it was easily strong enough to wash me away sothe dreamerran to the point in the buildings wherethe dreamerlast saw the boy seventh scene, found a gap just big enough to get through and got as far asthe dreamercould into the buildings eighth scene, the water arrived and was lapping against some stones a metre away. the dream ended there analysis/interpretation: sexuality, money, lack of money, people, travel, trains, foreign countries, bad people, good people, violence, poverty, water, unsatisfactory ending http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/20th.html 20092014 happy-ending dream: first scene, was on a bus coach the second scene, a news story of a bank robbery came over the coach p.a. the third scene, the coach went off the road and into a ditch the fourth scene, four of us were in a waiting room (two girls, two boys) the fifth scene, we were told the luggage was unrecoverable but it would be valued by remote machinery and compensation would be paid in silver bits by an automated cash dispenser we would be given value tokens to put in the automated cash dispenser as soon as the valuation was completed the sixth scene,the dreamerwent last and couldn't get anything on the first or second token but on the third token the machine paid a jackpot of tens of thousands the dreamersaid, "it's put the stolen bank money into my claim" the seventh scene: gave the girls what would be two or three thousand pounds worth each and gave the other man about seven thousand pounds worth of the little bits of silver we were all very happy with the way it worked out: the end of the dream analysis/interpretation: the most real part of this dream was the sound of the bits of silver as they poured out of the money dispenser the two things that happened during the day that connect to this dream is hearing the previously unheard sounds that became noticeable when listening to music through a new pair of speakers and a coach-trip brochurethe dreamerbrowsed through for ten or fifteen minutes earlier on in the day all the other elements of the dream must have something to do with emotional states, fleeting thoughts, persisting desires or other, as yet unrecognised, dream-forming stimuli, coach journey, stolen money, two girls, two men, coach in ditch, damaged luggage, (luggage again. second time this week) bits of silver, automatic machinery, happy ending http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/19th.html 19092014 two-themed dream: first theme, the first scene wanted to be part of a group or gain access to something or other to become part of it a woman had to examine my teeth within a second or two she declared that my teeth weren't good enough and dismissed any chance of me becoming part of it the second theme, scene one, a man dressed all in white with fair skin and fair hair was standing at the door he looked more of a vision than a person he said "i'm from the local helper's association and i've come to help" the dreamersaid "come on in" the dreamerturned to lead him in and then something gave me pause for thought and decided against it and saidthe dreamerdidn't want his help and asked him to go analysis/interpretation: desire to become part of something, teeth, a man in white, hesitation http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/18th.html 18092014 emotionally-based / two-themed dream the first theme, first scene, an indian person had invented a cylindrical-shaped strimmer that recycled the energy of the machine as it was using it and had solved the energy problem the second scene, another invention (am trying to remember what it was. will put it in the entry if it comes back to me) the second theme first scene, sitting on a two-tier concrete step there were about twenty-five kgs of two or three-inch screws scattered around where there are two of us came into possession of about one-hundred pounds worth of marijuana had the idea to hide the marijuana in amongst them if a prison guard happened to appear the second scene, in an open cell in an open prison and the people in the cell, all african, were amazed at the amount of moneythe dreamerhad made in just a few hours one said, "you must have had a rush on"the dreamerreplied, "as soon as the cell door opened everyone flooded in" the third scene: organised a game of cards for five people and thought it would be a good idea to have a woman in on the game we were playing cards when a bottle of mango chutney became the main content of the dream andthe dreamerreturned it to another cell which was another card game, only this card game was reversed in terms of gender (four women and one man) there were a few sentences of good-natured banter the dreamerleft their cell and asthe dreamerwas going back to mine when someone in my real-life (an authority figure) said to me "is there a woman in there ?"the dreamersaid, "yes" and she said back, "you could get in a lot of trouble over that" the dream ended the odd thing about this dream was there was nothing that happened during the day that could be even remotely connected to the themes of these dreams on the contrary with the exception of the first three hours of the day, which were extremely rewarding emotionally, the day was filled with feelings of frustration and defeatism and a determination to get around what was a body-blow to me, but more urgently, the degradation to the life of someone else however two aspects of the dream could be related to events and thoughts over the last two or three days the first three or four hours of yesterday were unusually satisfying and it is thought that this determined the tone of the dream but why was there no visual connection between the most rewarding part of the day and the themes of the dream ? a new category of a dream" emotionally-based dream analysis/interpretation indian man cylindrical strimmer, concrete steps, a large number of screws, marijuana open prison, money, african men, cell card game, mango chutney, women's card game, real-life figure being referred to this month was brought about because ham was eaten as the last food of the day the second dream happened because of eating a larger than usual amount of beef as the last food of the day it isn't remembered what the food was that caused the first original dream some twenty or more years ago but it has to be assumed that the similarities of the dreams are too similar for them not to be connected that the meat of devolving beings can cause undesirable feelings in dreams wasn't considered before this month the dreams were of pieces of food being regurgitated which were causing a mildly choking similar to the reaction the body's mechanism employs if a person tries to swallow an amount of food that is too big for the throat the interpretation being put on these dreams is that consuming the solid tissue of devolving beings too close to going to sleep, as commonly experienced with cheese, does not suit the physiology http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/15th.html 15092014 "˜the first think-read dream name of dream: think-read dream 1 first scene in the centre of a large busy town looking for a sign that points to the railway station second scene having a confab with a railway employee about buying a ticket third scene a woman in the same situation as me (we both missed the last scheduled commuter service and we would have to use the employee's transport-home train) fourth scene slept during the journey and woke to find a message on the seat next to me could only read the message by "think-reading it" one word at a time the first word was your, whenthe dreamerhad read that word in order to read the next word it meant using a word that made grammatical and contextual sense before it could be read (in this instance it was luggage) the next word could be is/was/has etc. if the sentence wasn't making sense it meant going back to that part of the message where more than one word could be used to form a grammatically correct sentence and trying different words until the right one had been chosen and the next word revealed itself in both grammatical and contextual sense while reading/forming the messagethe dreamercan remember thinking "why is it in the luggage office" and "well how did it get broken ?" the dreamerrealisedthe dreamercould go back to the note/message and ask the question, "how did it get broken ?" and sothe dreamerdid the message began forming itself and eventually it all made sense the note read" "your luggage is in the luggage office because the hand-strap of the large black bag broke as it was being handled and the contents spilled out. you can collect it from there up until 1 a.m." think-reading was the longest scene of the dream and it took bleedin' ages the think-reading became a real chore and it may have been the case that the task of think-reading was becoming so much of an effortthe dreamerconcluded the message sothe dreamerwouldn't have to keep on think-reading when the message was fully formed andthe dreamerfelt relaxedthe dreamerwould eventually get the luggage backthe dreamerwoke from the dream analysis/interpretation centre of a large busy city" train station/journey with a woman in the dream" one-word-at-time message (second time recently that a message has occurred this way in a dream) missed the last train from birmingham to coventry http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/12th.html 12092014 tactile-informative (physiology) this dream started in a spacious underground station was asking an african man for instructions to get somewhere he told me the exitthe dreamerwanted got to the start of the exit and was taken aback by how steep and long the incline to the street was there was the strong sensation of gripping the hand-rail asthe dreamergot toward the top of the steep andthe dreameronly just managed to pull myself up the last half metre a woman with a young baby in a pram was standing at the top of the exit anxious to get into the underground but she could see it would be unsafe to try and get the pram down the dreamertold her she shouldn't even try it. the dream ended the sensation of gripping mentioned was so strong it was on the verge of waking me up this is the second night running the dream has had an incline in it analysis/interpretation: the sensation of grip was linked to weight training earlier on in the day (had to grip a dumbbell more firmly than usual to do a particular movement) pushed myself too hard and stretched a muscle or ligament or fibres and breathing was uncomfortable for the rest of the day the grip aspect of the dream enabled me to identify the reason for it the steep incline" the underground" the african man" the woman and baby" note am keeping the time spent on dreams and dream theory to 2 hours an entry (times up for today) http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/11th.html 11092014 two-themed dream: first dream" moving-sequence influenced/same-day influenced dream was looking into where the driver sat in the latest model of a jaguar car which had a fully computerized push-button dashboard which was clustered into an area the size of a laptop keyboard took it for a test drive in the centre of a townthe dreamerused to live in the very centre of the town was at the top of an in incline the lights were against me and at the top of the incline and although the incline brought the car to a stop the car started to slip backwards andthe dreamerbecame panicky whenthe dreamercouldn't figure out which of the buttons to press to apply the brakes sothe dreameraccelerated to stop the backward roll which took me through the red stop lights the dream ended with the police on the scene the cause of the dream was, in part, due to watching the italian grand prix andthe dreamerremember dwelling on the way so many of the operations were done through the steering wheel the second dream" written-word influenced/same-day influenced dream this dream wasn't all love and kisses either someone, who wasn't in the dream, was trying to kill someone in a telephone booth using a snipers long-range rifle the dreamerwas part of the security team trying to catch him the dream ended before the shooter was caught this dream was brought about by reading up on the origin of the word assassin note.. could spend an hour or two trying to analyze the intricacies of the associated themes within these dreams in the future as the analysis of dreams becomes formulated an easy-to-use guidebook will help us to make sense of every single aspect of any dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/8th.html 08092014 ssame-day-experiences influenced dreams / delayed-theme dreams was getting things prepared to do a discotheque for an evening wedding reception a few days hence a helper who had been looking forward to doing the djaying had become wary that we would ever do one and was voicing his reservation's that it wasn't going to happen two causes for this dream, 1, earlier on in the day had all but finished getting my pad ready for receiving visitors had been making half-hearted attempts to get it ready for the best part of a year but just couldn't bring myself to make it a priority with all that's been going on since the start of the ukraine crisis. 2, was spurred on to start thinking about getting a discotheque going as a result of dream 05092014 notes ~~~ this dream has brought about two new categories of types of dreams 1, same-day-experiences influenced dreams 2, delayed-theme dreamsame-day-experiences influenced dreams / delayed-theme dreams was getting things prepared to do a discotheque for an evening wedding reception a few days hence a helper who had been looking forward to doing the djaying had become weary that we would ever do one and was voicing his reservation's that it wasn't going to happen "you've seen the request"the dreamersaid, indicating with a look to a letter, asthe dreamerwas getting the equipment ready he became convinced asthe dreamercontinued with the preparations and got into helping getting things ready two causes for this dream, 1, earlier on in the day had all but finished getting my pad ready for receiving visitors had been making half-hearted attempts to get it ready for the best part of a year but just couldn't bring myself to make it a priority with all that's been going on since the start of the ukraine crisis. 2, was spurred on to start thinking about getting a discotheque going as a result of dream 05092014 notes ~~~ this dream has brought about two new categories of types of dreams 1, same-day-experiences influenced dreams 2, delayed-theme http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/5th.html 05092014 thought-influenced dream there was a gigantic spaceship hovering in the atmosphere displaying a stream of writing along its hull am on the ground with other people the writing was in two-tiers and was running as a ticker-tape style information read-out of events that were going to happen eventually,the dreamertwigged-on to what was happening love/life has the ability to copy and paste real events the people in the spaceship are able to tap into periods of times in the future but can only experience and portray it in written form the implications of their abilities were too startling, too stark becausethe dreamercould interpret what was being displayed the dreamerwas assigned with superhuman abilities and elevated to a position of a deity because copying and pasting leads to understandings that increase knowledge which in turn increases the quality of life to a degree which is sufficient to enable us to continue along the right track of evolution for the foreseeable future it resulted in the choice for this person to ascend and leave earth and the evolutionary process behind once and for all for this undulation the dream ended when the choice to ascend was declined, preferring instead to continue to interpret and implement the lifestyle which the intricacies of copying and pasting had opened up to us the basis of this dream is a decision that was taken earlier on in the day which anticipates someone else's decision, which will be taken in the near future, and it was also influenced by thinking about the lifestyle we will be experiencing at the gathering place this entry may lead to an insight of the lover's abilities and highlight the futility in, and the consequences of, trying to steer the course of mankind's history when that course does not contain an increase in the quality and quantity of love/life in the same way that you andthe dreamerhave at our convenience the means to copy and paste words, pictures, moving images etc., that convenience is available to the lover in real-life situations over great periods of time involving a few or all people the outcome of the decision mentioned above is already known to the lover contingency planning has begun in case it does happen if it does happen the writer will explain in a little more detail the way the lover uses this person notes" the thought keeps occurring that there is something useful or important to be got from being aware of the start of any dream sequence what's the first thing the mind/brain does to get the images, thoughts etc. to become part of the faculty's of the consciousness/memory ? can it be something simple like a basic sine wave that grows in complexity ? http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/4th.html 04092014 thought-influenced dream was working on a web page tried three or four times to review the page became frustrated when the page wouldn't show the new entry and woke up from the dream during the day had been thinking that it had been two days since had done anything on the website and it was probably too long to go without adding something http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/SEPTEMBER/1st.html 01092014 two-themed dream walking with great ease and flair in town with an old girlfriend shopping for and buying clothes tried on some clothes in a large department store it was some sort of special occasion, party atmosphere liked a jumper, in particular, was trying it on in a fitting room as when the dream ended second dream" with friends in town again looking for somewhere to have a smoke five or six of us ended up in a stretch limo the car stopped at a junction and we started pushing it dream ended http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/31st.html 31082014 two-themed dreams both dreams had x content it might be thought that a normal person wouldn't have this many of this type of dream there are good reasons for it the next 1000 years can take many different courses (schrodinger's cat) day by day the best one is being replaced by the next best one the lover has done all that needs to be done to let the best one happen women who are not yet connected to their soul partner instinctively know what it is and in the course of time men will acquire the instinct too by indulging the second and third party (the russian's didn't want to join the european movement seventy years or so ago nor will they in the future and the third party are even more entrenched in the past than the second party) you're going over ground the lover has already covered over the next one thousand years the incompatibilities of outlook, which are in the genetic coding, will manifest themselves as physical malady's for which there will not be a remedy (exactly in the same way as there is no way to get beings who are committing murder to change their outlook) the new habitation will only constrain them not change them the worst possible future is that there will be more people with untreatable conditions than healthy people these types of dreams is the way love/life is keeping the hope of the best of the possible future's alive http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/28th.html 28082014 sitting in a car there was an air of expectation was waiting for someone or for something to happen a white cloud or a cloud of white smoke filled an area about the size of four or five houses fifty metres in front of wherethe dreamerwas it formed into a twirling pointed funnel and started coming towards me it looked menacing sothe dreamerscarpered ~~~ there was a lot more to the dream than is in this entry most of the detail was forgotten by the time this dream was entered into this page because something else happened during last nights' sleep for the first time in almost thirty years and for only the second time in my life,the dreamerwas woken up by my own snoring both times there was a quality/depth to the sleep that gave me a feeling of being rejuvenated the dreamerlay there for an hour savouring the feeling for every secondthe dreamerlay therethe dreamercould feel the tiredness in my bones seeping away this sleep was brought about by a finding the perfect way of doing dead-lifts which enabled me to do fifty without any real effort or strain wasn't keeping notes of what was happening in my life thirty years ago but weight-training was part of my routine then too will assume that it was the same thing that brought about the same type of sleep that caused me to snore the first time it happened the dream itself was due to thinking about the situation in gaza one day there at each other's throats the next day there's an extended cease-fire the next day their at each others throat's again a rapid kill-no kill, start-stop, situation is what's to be expected when devolving beings get going http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/26th.html 26082014 externalized-laughing dream three-themed dream the first dream was of me lying on a bed in a room that had microphones on mic stands and one or two japanese people tending to technical things this dream was the result of thinking about how to use the dream state to further our understanding of how the mind/brain works and, specifically, to capture the externalized content of dreams the second dream started off with a tense situation over the ownership of a pedal-bike it was undoubtedly my bike andthe dreamerhad caught the person who stole it red-handed the thief dashed out of the scene and the dream ended there with me feeling rankled thatthe dreamerdidn't get the bike back the third dream, again, started off with antagonism, in it, the mother of our child was angry and frustrated thatthe dreamerrefused to resume our relationship another man related to the woman was there, and, obviously, he took her side realizingthe dreamerwas on a hiding to nowhere,the dreamerleft the next scene didn't have any details thatthe dreamercan remember a baby six or seven months old was making happy baby sounds andthe dreamerresponded with like-sounds that went on for four or five exchanges of sounds it was realized that the baby andthe dreamerhad something in common the scene changed to a different place where my mother was there with the baby my mother was trying to convince me that it would be for the best if the relationship with the mother could continue the dreamerbecame vehement and made three or four points saying whythe dreamerdidn't want to get involved the final pointthe dreamermade was with the most determination "the dreamerdon't want to and that's it. don't mention it again" my mother said, "it would be for the best though" andthe dreamersoftened my stance my mother was like that she had a character-deformity that made her try to bring people together she was forever match-making she loved people being in love the next scene was with the baby and we were doing the sound-swapping thing again it reached a crescendo of reciprocation the dream ended with the baby looking at me with a broad smile on his face andthe dreamerwoke up laughing (second laughing dream this week) the eye contact of that final moment of the dream is one of those aspects of a dream that gets etched into the memory notes: each of the themes were the result of thoughts, whichthe dreamerclearly remember having, during the day the bike" it would be an idea to record the sounds when sleeping" the mother/child relationship" remembering a particular interaction with a baby by and large men don't "get off" on babies (their too busy being manly) when you get into it you will realize that babies need as much, if not more attention, than toddlers this person is famous for getting a six-week-old baby laughing a long, loud, really deep guttural laugh when babies are lying on their back on a flat surface try putting your cupped-hand under their head this person found it gets a positive reaction http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/25th.html 25082014 externalized-laughing dream, five-themed dream 1 a twenty or more storeyed building: open-plan glass structured: waiting for a lift: in a dilemma about something 2 multi-room in a stately house: clothes theme 3 large room with an open fire 4 in a low-roofed enclosed cave with a coal shale floor: claustrophobic feeling at first am on my own and have a claustrophobic moment then another person is in the dream the dreamerget out, the other person remains trapped and says "i'm insane" and the dream ends 5 large store: in a sky-high mood with an old acquaintance from 30+ years ago walking-cum-floating movement when moving from place to place am in a great mood but it is misconstrued or resented and is taken as being flippant and disrespectful old acquaintance walks away from me have a fawn jacket in one hand and take it to the old acquaintance who is now lying down on a masseurs couch the dreamersay, "is this yours,?" he says, "no"the dreamersay, "it should be"" he nods the dreamerleave the jacket on a peg by where he is lying down and go on my merry way woke from this dream laughing before opening eyes while trying to probe the details of the first dream an in-the-head sudden muffled sound woke me up in a start notes: first and fourth dream are separate or distinct periods of r.e.m. is the last dream or final r.e.m. period the mind "˜summing up' all of the r.e.m. or dream periods for that sleep ? http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/23rd.html 23082014 externalized-laughing dream second laughing dream this year a female friend of 20 years ago andthe dreamerwere in a room we were both completely stoned she had the fridge door open and was drinking from a jar she was a heavy-duty coffee-drinker but on this occasion wanted a dark fizzy drink asthe dreamerlooked at her she was poised with a jar in her and looking perplexed could see she was struggling with something or other and said asthe dreamerpointed to the dark fizzy on the table next to wherethe dreamersat "it's over here" she looked at the fizzy drink next to me and then at the jar and realized she hadn't been drinking, what she thought was a dark fizzy drink that had gone flat but beetroot juice (the dreamerused to use beetroot juice to splash on chips) throughout a three second period, with a grim resignation tinged with disgust, she said "oh, jesus christ" she had told me the worst possible thing a living being could have in their body was beetroot she hated it with a passion if you'd known the woman and you would know that she was as mild-mannered as they come and didn't hate anything it would be acceptable to have a good laugh that something as simple as beetroot juice could cause such an emotional reaction if you've been "out of it",the dreamermean really shit-faced stoned out of it, you'll know that this is the sort of thing you do if this had been a real-life incident it would still be making me smile today first thing" you'll find mentioned elsewhere at this web site what the lover thinks about weed" he's against it it adversely affects the mental processes what has caused the writer to defy the lover on this is the fact that being stoned on marijuana gives a person pause for thought when it comes to doing things that are wrong and particularly violent acts in the early 1980's the writer and another person were laying the groundwork for committing a very serious crime whenthe dreamerwas "straight" the thought of doing what was being planned didn't twinge my conscience at all but when smoking bud it did in fact, while smoking a joint just thinking about it gave me a feeling of fear as the seriousness of the crime became clear it is thought the reason the lover is against my use of it is that for a person who has made the Transition in Thinking the effect of the t.h.c in cannabis are more disruptive than it is to those who haven't the mind/brain is so much more of a creation than is the creation of the universe it's as, or more, finely balanced than the critical density of the universe which is known to be balanced to an accuracy of at least 1 ^60 of a degree the universe has to be at the critical density in order for straight line action to occur the workings of the brain have to take on continually complicated configurations throughout universal time to attain those changes which will make the heavenly state accessible the lover, of course, knows precisely what the consequences are the long and the short of it" cannabis lessens the quantity and or the quality of life in the near and/or long-term http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/22nd.html 22082014 thought-conversation-influenced dreams this dream was set in amsterdam struck up an instant friendship with a chinese man and mentioned thatthe dreamerwanted some soft, fresh, moroccan black he decided to let me know about his illegal drug supply operation and took me to where the organization operated from he showed me around the building and then took me through to a room where a woman and man were doing something important he said "this is" and this is" " they were faces that were familiar to me andthe dreamersaid "the dreameralready know them" the chinese man look astounded and said to them "what kind of fool do you thinkthe dreameram" for some reason, it was the kiss of death for the woman and man and they both looked resigned to their fate the dream ended there every part of this dream came from thoughts, memories and conversations during the day can't figure the ending though http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/21st.html 21082014 unassigned categories of dreams this dream opened up in a self-serve cafe on the first floor of a building in a built-up area the dreamerwas in the queue when someone close to me said something which had to be written down the dreamerstealthily took a pen from a man's shirt pocket to write it down the man was so impressed with the deft way the pen was taken from him he got friendly and began a conversation it turned out we both had music in common the scene changed to a hall where the music was going to be played he was in the process of organising a musical event but didn't have the right equipment for what he was planning after assessing his equipment it was obvious he didn't have enough wattage for the venue this part of the dream ended with him being pleased that the equipmentthe dreamerhad would enable him to go ahead and hold the event the scene returned to the cafe where a man who claimed he could levitate was going to give a demonstration the scene then changed to down in the street where the levitation was taking place it turned out to be a genuine act of levitation which impressed us all the scene went back to the cafeteria where a fuss about whether we should eat the meal and then pay for it or, as the owners wanted, pay for it first and then eat it suddenly a wall of water higher than the building we were in was rushing towards us someone said, "what is that" ? and it became obvious a seriously dangerous situation had developed the dreamerremember moving away from where the water would be crashing through the large glass window as it broke through the window the glass smashed into large and small pieces and caused fatalities the water quickly filled the cafe and in the next scenethe dreamerwas managing to keep on top of the water the only way out of the situation was to take a deep breath and swim to the end of the cafeteria where the water was still coming in and get outside and above the water to breathe as the water was swirling me aroundthe dreamertook a deep breath and was just about to duck under the water whenthe dreamerpassed that part of the self-serve counter where the sandwiches were the dreamergrabbed a sandwich and took a big mouthful and immediately thought "this is a bad idea" asthe dreamerrealised opening my mouth was going to affect my breathing the next scene was back in the street outside the cafe where someone else made the claim he could fly and was about to do it he took off and moved straight up and away and returned in the angle of an arc everybody was thoroughly impressed and we all applauded and cheered woke up at this point but my eyes still very tired was laying there with my eyes closed for about three to five minutes and fell asleep again for a couple of hours during which time had another dream the dream was with my second eldest brother we were using a magazine as a frisbee the first few flicks made the pages flap wildly, which is what you would expect if you threw a magazine across a room, but that soon changed and within half a dozen tries we were getting the gliding effect, then we were getting a semi-permanent hovering effect, then a new movement for the frisbee" a hovering stall-before-fall effect the magazine-frisbee was hanging for an unusually long time at the pre-stall-fall stage am sure if the dream had gone on the splayed pages of the magazine would have taken on a life of its own and begin to fly gracefully notes: nothing in this dream can be assigned to anything that happened during the day perhaps a new category of dreams is needed http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/20th.html 20082014 word/conversation/thought-influenced dreams the contents of this dream" arnold scwharznegger, manfred hoeberl, two films and politics there was a two-hour window in which to discuss politics and political strategy one of the films was half the way through when the confab began the conversation lost its momentum and changed to deciding whether to watch the film that was showing and talk afterwards or talk then and watch a film later analysis" the two films were the result of a chat with someone about actors and films the personalities and politics was the result of thinking about them notes it is becoming easy recognise what generates dreams and it should eventually be possible to use the ability's of the brain to instigate solutions and insights (see precognitive deterministic dreams) the writer will be maintaining his stance on not associating with people who are not living within ethical parameters a broad range of themes was part of today's thoughts why did the dream settle on these three it could be that these were the most productive to the writer from a conjugate-position of love/life point of view http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/19th.html 19081014 two-themed dream/thought-influenced dream there were half a dozen or so people in a very elaborate spaceship there was an air of anticipation as we readied ourselves for an encasing procedure that would give the spaceship the ability to endure for an unlimited amount of time someone voiced reservations about the long-term effects it would have on us the process began and the noise of the encasing had the sound of permanency the dream stopped there and was replaced by one of an x nature the first dream was brought about by trying to understand what the physical composition of evolving beings is while composing page four of the entry "the mistake" earlier on in the day http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/18th.html 18082014 multi-themed dream/film-influenced film the first theme was something to do with washing clothes can't remember the details the second theme" the ukraine/russia crises was over and was on a train on my way to russia with an attache case full of money and expensive items that were going to be used to help people who were having a hard time making ends meet got off the train in a city where the hardship was obvious the very first personthe dreamertried to encourage to organise things saw the contents of the case and took me to a group of nationalists who weren't happy with the way the crisis ended and were looking for a way to find faults with my motives feeling invulnerable,the dreamerwas not prepared to compromise the way the valuables were used (they weren't going to use the wealth in a way that benefited most people) when they realisedthe dreamerwouldn't budge they decided to take me out of the equation and dropped me off the top of a fifty-storey building the dreamerfell through the top of another building (had watched the last ten minutes of the empire strikes back. anything skywalker could do" ) and into the next scene this dream sequence was in a classroom where there was a discussion about the value of different people in society (had been thinking about how equality and work could be married several times over the last few months and thought the solution could be "time-for-time" a web page entry explaining how this could work will eventually be presented) the lecturer was maintaining that some people were more important than others needless to say, a debate began the debate ended whenthe dreamerproved my point by using an analogy between boys and men the lecturer left the room smarting and quipped "and you're obviously a boy" the next scene was a high-speed pursuit (again, watched twenty minutes of a film earlier with a car chase in it) the dreamerwas chasing a suspect we both had super fast cars eventually, the suspect drove off the main road along a dirt track that ran alongside a field with twenty or thirty metre-tall plants in them the suspects car had crashed and was overturned but there was no one it the dreamerbecame aware of a huge black object the shape of a wide bullet that looked like a spaceship the top half of the spaceship morphed into a giant alien who was who was ready for trouble realisingthe dreamerwas out-gunnedthe dreamerbacked off and the alien-cum-space ship took off assessment" all the main visual aspects of the dreams" the clothes, the ukraine/russia crisis, being dropped off a building, the debate, the time-for-time idea, the car chase and the alien ship can be joined to thoughts and images during the day the attitudes interwoven throughout the dreams are attitudes the dreamer holds the way the dream ends" in two of the remembered dreams there was a concessionary-ending in one it was a fantasy-film ending http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/16th.html 16082014 was in a room with a woman who had just become an acquaintance the xually graphic aspect of this dream was the result of meeting someone earlier on in the day two periods of sleep and two dreams today the first scene or two of the second dream today vanished from the memory almost instantly it would probably have explained what caused the dream the theme of the dream was a woman and me striking up a relationship and beginning a film project the idea of the film was to portray the real meaning of life our shared emotions was the key factor in this dream they produced some sublimely touching moments one, in particular, was getting a robot to feel and appreciate life and exhibit love another was the excelling harmonies that flowed from an impromptu duet as we took it in turns to originate lines and sang them to the tune of "where have all the flowers gone" the dream ended, while we were still singing, with the sun shining over a hilly area the size of a county http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/15th.html 15082014 two-themed dream had a raft of things to do the first thing today and by the timethe dreamergot to the computer had forgotten the details of the dreams there were a few days on the trot during the past week when a certain satisfaction accompanied the detailing of the previous night's dreams as they were being written immediately after waking should we make the analysis of dreams the first order of the day ? happily, this person is in the position to try it let's see if any constructive happens http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/13th.html 13082014 film sequence dream in an underground, but nothing that fits into my experience of them, that was absolutely jam-packed with people there wasn't more than a metre between the elevators which extended to the edges, both in the depth and the height of the scene the elevators were arranged diagonally to each other the depth showed twenty or more elevators with the ones furthest from view between forty and eighty metres in height there were four or five people abreast of each elevator and toe to toe assessment" this is the first time the writer has had the feeling there were too many people it looked like there were about one-hundred thousand people in the sequence applying the roney analysis to this dream suggests there has been a poor organization of large numbers of people in undulations past there are at least two interpretations of this dream the one favoured is" there can only be too many people if the organization isn't right http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/11th.html 11082014 a tender love dream in a room with two women and a man accepted an invitation to cuddle from one of the women andthe dreamerimmediately suggested we kiss the kiss was surprisingly forthcoming and felt the direction of the togetherness should be toned down the woman felt differently and it meant having to steer her feelings into a less passionate state having done that we continued in a way that allowed tenderness to dominate our feelings and they could have gone on indefinitely things continued like that for the rest of the dream which ended when my hand accidentally brushed against her nipple and it brought out her procreational instincts at which point the man in the room came over to us and suggested we stop http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/9th.html 09082014 a loyal champion of the cause was making the case to an audience that the writer has done all he needs to do and need not involve his self any further (with current affairs) the writer wasn't sure he felt/feels that more could/can be done the writer is in a quandary on this point this dream is a direct result of that quandary this dream that may recur http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/8th.html 08082014 two-themed dreams x dream (2) have had some graphic x dreams before but this one takes the cake the first theme of the dream was brought about by images and thoughts the news today was the most death-filled five to ten minutes of news the writer can remember watching (they move with great fury for they know their time is short) mixed with the images of c-clip (my reference) the thoughts surrounding the news contained the understanding that the lives being lost would be replaced through love/life and the emotions and feelings contained in the replacing of lives would be greater and the lives would have immeasurably more longevity the dream itself was ten to twelve different scenes, each one lasting between a half and one and a half seconds of dream time the scenes were much too xual for a description; suffice to say, when it comes to love/life and reproduction, love/life does it with a passion that is driven by a hunger for more life that would make death-oriented beings hang their heads in shame the sequence of images stopped and was replaced by a lying down view wherethe dreamercould see my left knee and a woman's right knee a metre or two beyond our knees was a nude male who began talking about his x habits within a sentence or two, it became apparent that he was homosexual and rancorous emotions surfaced in the writer when the woman next to him insisted on listening to what he had to say the theme of the dream changed to a gymnasium-sized room where there was excited talk about someone special who had just joined us the buzz was he could levitate suddenly the person was sitting in the lotus position in the centre of the room immediately he rose up into the air and descended again but in a less than a steady way he looked like david blaine the writer had seen the illusionist do a fifteen to twenty-centimetre levitation trick on the telly umpteen years ago and thought then he had used helium or something akin to it to do the trick sothe dreamerchallenged its genuineness again from the lotus position he rose and descended only this time it looked much more real then again from the lotus position, he began lifting and suddenly he gained speed went out of control, bounced off the ceiling, then off the wall, then off the floor and was on his way toward the ceiling again when (there was a microsecond break here. again, my reference) he turned into a bumble bee the bumblebee was flying erratically, and from person to person someone said "he's scared someone will hurt him" the bumblebee landed on my hand, walked a bit, and then flew off the dream ended there nothing stands out as being the cause for prompting this dream though it makes sense to think they are related", hmmm http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/AUGUST/6th.html 06082014 the dream opened up with a fierce fire in some residential buildings the fire, image-influenced dream content, was not from a news clip but from a film the writer watched before going to sleep (life oriented beings are so easily influenced by disruptive events it's a wonder there's any happiness at all in the world) within a second the scene changed to a conservative cabinet meeting where the cause of the fire was being discussed it took a humorous turn when one person started to explain how he knew from personal experience how difficult it is to clean dustbins (where the fire began) using cumbersome protective gloves it then got even funnier" the cabinet leader, a very attractive version of margaret thatcher, had been born in an up-market maternity ward in a posh constituency but it came to light that she had, in fact, been conceived in the working class town of barnsley the meeting then became very serious again as a damage-limiting cover-up story became the main topic of the meeting the writer was in the process of making up an comically lame excuse for such a serious breach of etiquette when he woke up http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-THOUGHT%20iNFLUENCED%20DREAMS/thought%20influenced%20dreams.html 05082014 thought-influenced dreams sometimes a meal will cause the writer to sleep during the day" the first theme of this multi-themed dream was about christmas eve woke up in the dream at midday and got a bit panicky because it was going to be touch and go whetherthe dreamercould get into town and buy a bottle of whiskey and be back in time for the beginning of the festivities the second part of the dream was about a friend the writer had in his teenage years who was more interested in a wooing a girl than anything else and a friend of his who was a budding guitarist who was more interested in being friendly than he was being a musician the third part of the dream was in the kitchen of the house the writer grew up in the kitchen had been expanded and could now seat ten people and had become something of a meeting point for people a young woman was proudly showing the results of the very first vegetables she had grown (flat beans) these three themes are the result of three distinct thoughts that the writer remembers occurred during the day one about christmas, one about the adjoining kitchen where he currently lives and one about spending more time doing musical things it may be that the other details in the dream were associated thoughts that surrounded the distinctly remembered thoughts which determined the main themes in the dream in which case the main factor in determining the content of dreams may be thoughts http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-WORD%20CONVERSATiON%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-word%20conversation%20inluenced%20dreams.html http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-WORD%20CONVERSATiON%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-word%20conversation%20inluenced%20dreams.html 04082014 was in a meeting where a children's party was being organised the entire dream revolved around the details of the logistics of the party" what was needed" how many" where to buy them from" the dream ended when the adult organiser's had done everything and we were getting stuck into a page-sized steak sandwich this dream was brought about by a conversation during the day when a committee the writer belonged to came up in the conversation am fairly sure it was the use of the word committee and the thoughts and feelings associated with the committee, that was the basis of the dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-MOViNG%20SEQUENCE%20iFLUENCED%20DREAMS/moving-sequence%20influenced%20dreams%20index.html http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/JULY/31st.html 31072014 was baffled couldn't figure out why the dreams over the last few weeks were less enjoyable than usual it wasn't until yesterday (310714) when the writer didn't watch any news and had a typically pleasant dream that it got the writer thinking, then the penny dropped the news over the last few weeks was mainly about gaza with the accompanying explosions it was recognised and mentioned in the dreams diary entry of 11062009 that fireball-type explosions unsettled the mind and affected the quality of dreams (no dream in this database for 11062009) it must be one of the "lost 100" even without the visuals of explosions the non-stop barrage of murder and unnatural death presented to us every day by the oligarch-controlled mainstream media will cause a mild depression in life oriented people (this is well known to the Oligarchs) the news format of the mainstream media is a mixture of death and sport it's the ancient roman empire outlook of life (a devolving beings future) to those heading that way" love/life does not salute you you're love/lifes tragedy a permanent poignancy in an otherwise joyous mathematical function ordinary people, do yourself a favour and give the news a miss this website will keep you appraised of what's happening through the ukraine entry http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/JUNE/20th.html 20062014 had the same meal as the last meal of today as the meal on the twenty-first of april 2014 in an effort to establish if the less than desirable feelings in that dream were caused by an unusually large amount of meat but didn't remember the dream ! http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/MAY/1st%20may.html 01052014 externalized dreams the dream began with someone in a small group asking me whatthe dreamerthought was a hypothetical question my answer was something along the lines of" "if a person suggests something is it fair to accept what the person says as being true?" (wasn't going to enter this dream into the diary to start with. it was a few hours before it was and by then the precise wording of the question had been forgotten)the dreamersaid "yes" the next scene was of someone whothe dreamerhad known as a boy/teenager and he was walking away from where he lived in the next scene,the dreamerwas upstairs in the house where he lived there was a cat miaowing outside a bedroom door it was obvious the cat wanted to go into the room sothe dreameropened the door and let it in with the door openthe dreamercould see the friends mother by her bed andthe dreamersaid sorry for intruding she immediately asked me whythe dreamerhad testified to her having done something it then became obvious why the opening scene of the dream was a matter-of-fact type question" my answer was meant to be used to incriminate the friend's mother the externalized aspect of the dream began asthe dreamerstarted speaking, "just a moment"the dreamersaid "the dreamerdidn't know that the questionthe dreamerwas asked was going to be used to incriminate someone" (at this pointthe dreamerrealizedthe dreamerwas becoming conscious but finished the point) "ifthe dreamerhad been told that my reply was going to be used in a court of lawthe dreamerwouldn't have answered the question or would have qualified it" the cause of the dream" that day someone brought to my attention a newspaper headline it was about max clifford the person who brought the story to my attention said he was convinced he was guilty because he was the sort of person who would do something like that for the first time in many a month,the dreamerread a tabloid it's wasn't too difficult to understand what's going on max clifford was the only person who had the character to mention my existence on the telly it is the courage of his convictions which has brought about his predicament (there are a handful of people who have demonstrated the courage of their convictions. they, through their progeny, will be offered more life this undulation) some of you will be aware there has been a spate of prosecutions of sexual crimes against high-profile people in recent months ken barlowe is the one that most people will have heard about he was persecuted through prosecution because he had the temerity to voice the fact that a person's disabilities were/are brought into existence as a result of them doing things, undulation after undulation, that reduce the quality and or quantity of life time and time again this touched a raw nerve with the british oligarchs there are many amongst them and their families who have mental and physical disabilities when you control the media and can use the resources of a country to persuade, bribe, induce" people to do say and do what you want them to do there's always enough people to do the oligarch's bidding the oligarch's know that the mere mention of a sexual crime will condemn that person when the accusation is made through the mainstream media too many ordinary people, being lazy-minded, believe everything they see and hear on the telly the tears shed for the loss of the original ancestor's of today's oligarchs were shed many, many undulations ago the lover tried and tried and tried to get them to see what that they were doing was wrong and what the consequences would be he suffered in ways you can't imagine" until, literally, the end of the universe understand fully the following points" the mental faculties of the "original sinners" were working perfectly there was nothing in the environment that could harm them there was no external reason at all that could have given them the cause to choose non-existence perhaps they just wanted to be different from everyone else (see also the mistake) for the record, the oligarch structure putin heads is the most powerful in the world and putin has a major role in forming its strategies (this website is fairly certain it was he who formulated the rationale that convinced people close to and far from the writer that it is, inevitably and ultimately, a doom and gloom no-hope outcome for everyone other than the writer) he is wrong! israel's netanyahu and britain's cameron (the second and third most influential oligarch-controlled countries in the world) do not originate strategies http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/APRiL/24th%20april.html 24042014 precognitive determinism this dream is a picture dream there was another image before the main one but it wasn't dwelt upon and the details faded quickly from the memory the picture in the dream was of chips there were twenty or so of them in the picture what caught the attention was their colour they were much browner than the ones that the writer usually makes the next day decided to have chips and make them the vivid golden-brown colour they were in the picture dream when it came to cooking the meal it meant cooking them differently in order to get them the same colour as they were in the picture dream it was simpler than it was thought it would be the writers approach to eating is to let his hunger lead him to when he eats and as the need for food increases it determines what to eat the meal was home-made fresh bread, chips, mashed swede, chicken pie and gravy the meal was every bit as enjoyable as usual and yes, the chips did have a more-satisfying-than-usual quality this person is only now starting to take dreams seriously enough to get "with it" and let dreams influence his waking state in a way that dictates his motivations (see precognitive dreams) people who don't regard dreams as anything special may find this alarming it can be pointed out that the average person probably didn't regard physics as being particularly relevant to their lives either the knowledge that has come from quantum theory in the last two decades has opened up pathways in the neural structure which has changed our way of thinking so radically that the views that were expressed before its implications were realised has made our previous ideas about reality as outdated as a flat earth it is believed that dream theory is going to reveal more about what is important in our lives than quantum theory ever will this is the most intellectually and rewarding situation imaginable a mechanism whereby previous events and actions that can enhance the quality of life present themselves before doing the same or similar things pre-mechanistic determination! the writer has acted on the content of dreams before, this dream though is the first that is recognisable as being from the self that are for self the applications are immense" pre-dream-pooling of the previous nights dreams before taking decisions of profound importance (the issue will be presented the day before) it was mentioned some years ago that there was some frustration about there not being memories of past experiences what's emerging far-surpasses that limitation memories from previous undulations that can guide us on our way now! wow things are taking off like a rocket, let's hear for the lover it is believed that what's happening is in the vein of the roney analysis and the more we act on our dreams the greater the benefits will be http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/APRiL/21st%20april.html 21042014 (food influenced dream ?) two different dreams both of them had ill-feeling in them the first was in a house watching a large-screen telly that was hanging from the ceiling there were four birds in the room (cockateelsthe dreamerthink) one of them was very unhappy about being there and was exuding an air of restrained belligerence and defiance a big black predatory bird in flight came onto the screen and the unhappy bird became uncommonly frightened, not sure if the frightened bird thought the bird on the screen was real or not but it acted as though it was, and flew to me for safety but was so frightened and unhappy about the situation it was in that it bit into my foot between the big toe and the toe next to it there was no sensation to the bite nor was there was any feeling in the second bite immediately afterwards the scene changed to wherethe dreamerwas about five metres away from where the first scene took place and was standing looking up at where the bird that didn't want to be there was sitting on its perch shaking with fear the second dream" walking down a street wherethe dreameronce lived there were eight or nine of us of mixed ethnicities and we were happy with each others company went to a shop for something and joined the queue of about twenty people someone who had been a friend for a long time came over and was looking for trouble and began to goad me into striking him so he could retaliate with greater force the dreamerfelt intimidated and was trying to figure out why the friend was doing what he was doing it then became clear that he was a closet racist and was venting his hatred on me for mixing with non-whites there was nothing in the day that that was obviously the reason for the content of this dream the possibility of the cause of this dream may be the diet for that day not being a big meat-eater (a quarter to one half of kg per week) it is thought the unusually large amount of pork meat (one hundred and fifty grams" five and a half oz) for the main meal of the day might be the reason for this unsettling dream it will be easy to test this theory will keep to the usual amounts of meat for three or four weeks and eat the same meal again http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/APRiL/15th%20april.html 15042014 (a taste of freedom) Whoooa! usually, the writer wakes up from dreams in a semi-sleepy state this dream was the first that has jolted him wide awake there was nothing, no images, feelings etc. that preceded it there was a dark, featureless slumber then there was a white/blue-light/space which drew the conscious into it as it was being looked at it took on depth and the depth began expanding in all directions of the one hundred and thirty degrees or so image (vision ?) the attention became focused at the centre of the image as it began increasing in depth the thought "the endless" occurred then, suddenly, things became dramatic over the course of about three or four seconds the endless took on a new perspective as its depth deepened in a smooth but fast way until the depth became a tangible quantity which caused the mind to balk as the reality of endless depth diminished the individuals identity of self and forced it to withdraw as it realized it was experiencing something greater, so much, much greater than its ability to encompass the dream lasted a second and a half of sleep-time, but, people, you had better believe" it is going to take every minute of the evolutionary process to adjust to the endless in a way that allows a continually-expanding state of mind to become part of our conscious there have been two experiences that were notable for their sense of space/movement/freedom before this one the first, another dream, as a child and the second, while fully conscious, is mentioned elsewhere at this website both of those had both wonder and appeal this one, however, was a mind-expanding one and it is the writer's delightful privilege to pass on to yourselves one of the features of the heavenly state this dream-experience was similar to the quantum shock although it wasn't as sudden from "normal" self to a different mental state faster than our current mind process's can willfully perform applying the roney analysis to this dream/vision leads to the conclusion that all of our desirable experiences of previous undulations are re-emerging as evolution takes place what is also new is the idea that the endless void of space can, subjectively, be turned into a colour-rich environment http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-THE%20RONEY%20ANALYSiS/the%20roney%20analysis.html http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/APRiL/9th%20april.html 09042014 ˜the roney analysis - ˜precognitive dreams preface to the "roney analysis" in a nutshell the roney analysis is saying that the images and sequences in dreams can be from any time-tense" far, far off into the future, right to the very end of time, and at any point in the past, all the way back to the beginning of time imagine a caveman or cave woman having a dream of looking through the window on a plane and and now try and conjure up what sights you would be seeing in a million years from now when you're living in a space station that has two-hundred thousand million living on it the roney analysis the dream that triggered the thinking" it was nighttime and was looking at a cluster of four or five lights way up in the atmosphere another person came into the dream and wanted to know what it wasthe dreamerlooking at "u.f.o.'s" was my reply and he said "no they're not" when he said that the group of lights turned into about twenty lights of different colours and it became obvious it was u.f.o.'s the dreamerdashed to the house to get my camera and whenthe dreamergot inside there were people rushing about "there are u.f.o.'s in the sky at the front of the house,"the dreamersaid, thinking it would get the people rushing about to stop what they were doing and get interested in what it wasthe dreamerwas excited about a voice standing on my left shoulder said "take a look out there" indicating with his head the dreamercould see at the periphery of my field of vision he was indicating the back of the house asthe dreamermoved to the window a bright white light started to get brighter and brighter andthe dreamerrealised the light was coming from a huge spaceship that was coming down to the ground the dream ended there with me in a state of resignation that e.t.'s are much too advanced for us to do anything other than accept that they are superior to us in every important way" technologically, altruistically, responsibly" thinking about this dream made me wonder" where did the images of the lights up in the atmosphere come from ? does the mind have the ability to generate images that fit the dream or is every conceivable image, thought, emotion etc. that can exist in reality already there in the brain in the form of a modifiable template? this, in turn, produced the notion that the content in dreams may be jumbled up in terms of time, and further, they could have come from the experiences of previous undulations, as is suggested to explain precognitive dreams thinking about my own dreams, every single dream i've had, and i've had some really bizarre ones, could, when thought about in the context of a love-length, exist in actuality, so now this possibility has to be entertained" everything that occurs in dreams has already hppened the odd and baffling sequences in dreams are the mind drawing on experiences that have already been enacted or witnessed in previous undulations ! the seemingly random generation of images, motions etc. that occur in dreams is the mind using the experiences we've had in past undulations ! the mind is presenting the most apt image available from our own experiences to the dream sequence, albeit the aptest content may be hundreds or thousands or even millions of years before or after now ! this, in turn, means the brain contains the memory or has the ability to retrieve or construct or reconstruct any and all of any individuals experiences from that initial moment when their own, unique, experiences began* if so then dream theory, and especially the analysis/interpretation of dreams has taken a completely different, radical turn interpretations of dreams based on this theory will be referred to as "the roney analysis" formulating which undulation it was an individual was conceived and whether the memories of the mother or father or both is passed on to their children or if memories are truly personal (can't be passed on) or only certain types of memories can be inherited or" is not a priority for this website but knock yourself out http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202014/FEBRUARY/feb%2015th%202014.html 15022014 laughing dream the first dream this year when was woken out of the dream because of my own laughing" in a picture house that only had seven or eight rows of seats either side of a central aisle there were four or five of us men who had arrived late and our wives were in the front row and all the seats were taken the dreamergot the attention of my wife and gave her a smile and she waved which in turn had a knock-on effect on the other wives who then all turned and waved to their respective husbands what was funny about it was the short distance between where the men were standing and the front row (three or four metres) it was the same circumstances and the same sort wave a toddler gives to someone who is within a metre or two of her or him it made me smile and decided to capitalise on the moment, which one or two of the men had also latched on to, by saying something which caused another childish response and everybody, except the women, realised what happened, and started laughing two points here" the sense of distance that a child, and to a lesser extent, women have, is different from males why that is so is to do with the attitude of a person or outlook on life" the more attuned a person is to life and other people the more distance there is to reality again, children and women are leading the way this dream was the result of the day being an "other persons day" (spent all day working on things that were for the benefit of other people) this an externalized dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202013/dreams%20diary.html 13092013 dream within a dream never had one of these before dreamt someone was staying with me and while we were sleepingthe dreamerdreamtthe dreamerwas explaining something important to him was talking out loud in the dream within the dream (speaking out loud in dreams is quite common for the writer) which woke up the guest and he began talking to me about the points that were made in the dream whenthe dreamerbegan reiterating the points in the dream within the dreamthe dreamerwoke up alas, it took three hours to iron-out a problem with the computer and by the time it was working had forgotten what it wasthe dreamerhad said out loud in this dream within the dream it may be linked to some unusual mental activity in the last week (will go into what that is if it continues and can figure out what it means) http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202013/dreams%20diary.html 12082013 loving thoughts-laughing the last time laughed this loud and long was in 1978 (while awake) it was that type of laughing when you have to force yourself to stop laughing to take a breath it woke me out of the dream andthe dreamerplayed the scene over half a dozen times before it didn't make me laugh out loud any more the funny scene involved an acquaintance of five years back he was at my home and was using the computer for something or other the computer itself was a desktop that had three screens, like a woman's bedroom mirror, and each screen could work independently of the others or in sync with either or both of them had programmed the computer to respond randomly with a vivid picture on one of the screens when it was not being used and the other two were bieng used when he began touching the keys a 3d black and white picture jumped onto the right-hand side screen and took him aback as he overcame his disorientation he saw the funny side of if and started having a laughing fit that caused him to lose control of himself and he slipped off the chair and onto the floor asthe dreamertook in the eventthe dreamersaw the funny side of it too and started laughing as well am currently in the process of buying a 3d t.v. and during the day had been thinking about what sort of effectsthe dreamercould expect when it was installed also earlier on that day, while at the computer, had a series of humorous thoughts concerning a screen cast which had a love-theme the moral of this dream must be" think loving and happy thoughts http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202013/dreams%20diary.html http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-iNSiGNiFiCANT%20DREAMS/insignificant%20dreams-18-5-2013.html 18052013 insignificant dreams ? got a couple of new saucepans while cooking with them was using a metal knife to move the food around in the pan as was doing so the thought ocurred that the knife could score the bottom of the pan so began using a wooden utensil the dream that night was of me looking into a saucepan that had deep scores along the bottom why did the subconscious reaffirm a decision that had already been taken ? possibly as a validation that a correct decision had been made with the possibility that a future dream where the previous day contained thoughts and actions that were not so easy to resolve would be validated, or invalidated, via a dream or is it that the content or theme of a dream reflects the most significant thought/action of any given day (just goes to show how uneventful the writers life can be) or neither of these two interpretations http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AN/DREAMS%20AND%20DRE/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20TH/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-EXTERNALiSED%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-externalised%20dreams%20april%2020113.html 16042014 "˜externalised dreams: dreams in which the content of the dream can be observed by others (movement, talking, laughing, singing, shouting etc.) externalised dreams happen to the writer on a regular basis why does it happen? the initial thought is... in the fullness of time there will not be a distinct difference between being awake and being asleep (it is known that we do not sleep in heaven) the conscious and sub-concious merge the things that can be experienced in dreams that can't be experenced in our waking state (flying-type acrobatic feats etc.) will eventually become natural abilities it looks like it will start to happen within a million years so externalised dreams are to be viewed as latent abilities beginning to emerge the emergence of these latent abilities will begin when our dreams produce content that both the dreamer and those observing the observer's are considered desirable http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202013/dreams%20diary.html http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-FOOD-iNFLUENCED/2013/MARCH/12th%20march%201.html 12032013 food-influenced dreams in a prison cell with a dozen other men who didn't like me rancour, hostility, resentment" that'll teach me to eat cheese before going to sleep http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202013/dreams%20diary.html 31012013 what an incredible dream first dream of its type" an adventure dream http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202013/dreams%20diary.html 11122013 had been thinking throughout the day which points to put in the entry 1st july 2013 there are three extremely serious consequences that are inherent in the issues to be written and only one that promises hope the dream was of a flood there were four people in the dream" a child who had drowned and was floating on top of the water and a man with a child who were occasionally sinking and were on the verge of sinking below the turbulence as the man and the child got to within arms length of the boat he shouted that there was another child that needed saving the writer informed him that the child was already drowned and we both started crying as he passed the surving child into the boat the water was gushing into the boat and we both started bailing the water out with our hands as it became apparent that we were saving the boat from sinking the dream ended the interpretation of this dream is that, regardless of whether the points are written into the web page or not there are half who can be saved and half who can't http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202013/dreams%20diary.html http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202012/dreams%20diary.html 31102012 informative dream what a strange dream small cluster of shops in a one-street town centre (similar to plympton, possibly based on the visit there) the dreamerfound a larde wad of money but did not assert a claim to it the dreamerfelt thatthe dreamershould have made a greater effort to acquire it in the next scene in an area of coventry (spon end) a wind blew a silver purse decorated with five or six rows of evenly spaced beads on both sides and another object into my grasp the small purse contained a silver latch key and a gold coloured £2 coin and another coin made an effort to find out who the key belonged to and returned it to the female a fruitful realtionship with amorous feelings began ~~~ earlier on in the day it was realized who would win the american election am fairly sure the money in the dream was the winnings from a betthe dreamerwas thinking of making and using the money to pay for a visit to holland the writer took the thoughts of what he was thinking of doing to bed with him that night ~~~ the intended bet was wrong in three ways" it would have been hypocritical an entry in a web page earlier on in the day promoted doing the opposite of whatthe dreamerwas thinking of doing it was also a personal indulgence or loveless act it was based on insider knowledge it is worth pointing out that when a person accidently spills some water or stubs their toe or drops something or when there isn't an external cause for the mishap; it isn't the lover telling them off or punishing them it's all to do with reality the thought that precedes or accompanies the accident is an unrealistic one that is it can't be expanded upon into infinity ~~~ the £2 coin and the new relationship was the alternative outcome for not using knowledge for personal gain after waking and thinking this dream was one dream that would be unfathomable it became clear when it became obvious what the meanings associated with the dream were" it was the decision not to place the bet 14082012 for the first time in a year or two woke up laughing from the dream (was laughing so long and loud it woke me up) it was a singing/laughing dream that was brought on by a continual desire throughout the day to make a concerted effort to get something in particular thing organised for other people http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CG%20DREAM/DREAMS%20AN/DREAMS%20AND%20DRE/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEO/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY/DREAMS%20DiARY%202012/dreams%20diary.html 22072012 food-influenced dreams this was the second dream of this type within a month another dream with this content occurred some years ago that there was such a large time gap and the fact that it was remembered suggests it needs to be expounded the first of the dreams being referred to this month was brought about because ham was eaten as the last food of the day the second dream happened because of eating a larger than usual amount of beef as the last food of the day it isn't remembered what the food was that caused the first original dream some twenty or more years ago but it has to be assumed that the similarities of the dreams are too similar for them not to be connected that the meat of devolving beings can cause undesirable feelings in dreams wasn't considered before this month the dreams were of pieces of food being regurgitated which were causing a mildly choking similar to the reaction the body's mechanism employs if a person tries to swallow an amount of food that is too big for the throat the interpretation being put on these dreams is that consuming the solid tissue of devolving beings too close to going to sleep, as commonly experienced with cheese, does not suit the physiology http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/DREAMS/DREAMS%20BEGiiNNiNG%20(THE%20FOLDER%20BELOW%20THiS%20ONE%20iS%20NO%20LONGER%20iN%20USE)/A%20RELEASE%20FROM%20FOLDER%20AFTER%20CHECKiNG/DREAMS%20DiARY%202012/dreams%20diary%202012.html 13022012 there were three distinct dreams last night the memory of the thoughts that caused the themes for the dreams during the previous day are still clearly remembered there was also some strong emotional content during the day the emotional content during the day was greater than the emotional content that accompanied the thoughts which prompted the dreams it is concluded from this that thoughts are a more influential in a persons life than emotions the dreams themselves" one was sexual the next was a world where everyone was rich beyond belief the third was a world where our man shaped dinosaur cousins were as visible as clouds in the sky are multthe dreamerthemed dreams only ever a manifestation of desires? this will be borne out if it is a common experience amongst all people if multi-themed dreams that have undesirable content are commonplace then it is reasonable to assume that the person needs to evaluate their outlook and/or lifestyle see dreams and dream theory upon waking and thinking about the dreams a new realization occured which is going to make bringing soul partners together a lot easier than had been thought however; it does mean world wide cooperation (the writer is not going to encourage the group/clique/cult mentality by putting essential information on this web site when the vast majority of the population don't have access to it) more life available this undulation and only seventy visitors a day ! it's sheer madness http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/DREAMS%20DiARY%202012/dreams%20diary.html http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202012/dreams%20diary.html 12012012 listened to the news earlier in the day in which iran called israel liars and israel called iran liars for some minutes after, the currently held view of evolution and devolution was overidden by a whole gamut of possibilities of other ways it might be happening the dream that night was set in the deepest, densest jungle scene that the writer had ever seen, dreamt or visualised all manner of deadly creepy-crawlies were out for a kill the emotion in the dream, which was initially a mild form of panic, was quickly replaced by a determination not to allow killer instincts to gain sway when the determination to best the killer instincts had established itself the threat of danger, and the creepy-crawlies, faded and the dream ended this dream highlights the delicate and subtle nature of love/life how a calm mind that lets its imagination run amok will pay for it the lesson learnt from this dream is, keep thoughts and feelings towards all man-shaped devolving beings as generous as possible the lover is giving such beings as gentle and as gradual an exit from existence as circumstances and reality allows http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY%202011/2nd.html 24092011 although there were no conscious thoughts during the day of the previous night's dream this nights dream was with an african woman (the writer knows that the lover has no qualms about using the writer to experience certain things with the sole purpose of them being relayed to yourselves) the sensation of the kiss in this dream was almost, but not quite, as pleasure-filled as the night before what was different though was that the second scene of the dream was of us being about two metres apart there was an air of mystery about the woman that is still playing on the writers' mind the atmosphere was recognizable as a look into the character of the lover his self (don't overlook the fact that african mammal woman was the first extension of mammal man's soul partnership's and as such is special in the same way a first child is special not more important or favoured just special) the dream didn't highlight love or pleasure it highlighted an air of mystery it was more of an insight into the depth of the range of experiences that awaits us as individuals as we probe the infinite the character of love changes into a completely different thing in the far-off reaches of eternity notes" it should be noted that although we are individuals our individuality is a part, or rather, an extending part of an individual part of the lover his self each individual person is a result of love in heaven and love on earth http://endic.at/D/DO%20-%20DT/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory/dreams%20diary/dreams%20diary/dreams%20diary.html 22092011 a triple-themed dream the first theme was of being in a car with very few other cars in the dream it is thought that this was a knock on effect of mulling over and extending an entry in politics; the three-party interpretation earlier on in the day which addressed the problem of the car in our lives the second theme was trotting up a flight of stairs in a sprightly manner no doubt an expression of the desire to be able to move normally ( a desire which won't go away ) the third theme was" this is one of those dreams that remain personal. the writer doesn't want you to know just how unhappy he is with the way you are dealing with the current state of the worlds affairs quick index http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-RECURRiNG%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-%20recurring%20dreams%2019th%20september%202011.html http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-RECURRiNG%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-%20recurring%20dreams%2019th%20september%202011.html 18092011 recurring dreams dreams with the same or a similar theme the reason we have recurring dreams is that there is an important issue to be resolved they recur to prompt us to pay attention to them and make necessary changes to find the solution example" a person dreams of being in an ocean or in or by a water environment on a regular basis on one occasion the surface of the water is smooth the smooth surface of the water is a reflection of the dreamer's emotional state which in this example denotes the dreamer is calm in another dream, some days later, the water will be choppy or turbulent this denotes a change of or in the dreamer's feelings of the subject matter that caused the dream in the first place the recurring theme of the dream will be because of circumstances which could be work-related or money related or because of a relationship or because of a moral or philosophical dilemma or one of a thousand other possible set of circumstances it is for the dreamer to identify what is causing the undesirable feelings in the dream and resolve it by adopting a different attitude and then acting it out in real life until the water in the dream is consistently calm turbulent waters and the attending feel-bad emotions brought on by an incident or experience not of the dreamers making, i.e. a physical attack or experiencing violent attitude or an upsetting news report in the media or" the list goes on, should be easy to identify how to resolve circumstances forced on us is a social/political problem in the first instance living within ethical parameters is the solution see also dreams and dream theory entry by lola noble and the writer notes" consistently calm waters in the dream and the accompanying feel-good emotions denotes there is no issue to be resolved is there a reason why it is water and not wind or a terrain ? http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/DREAMS%20DiARY%202011/dreams%20diary.html 02092011 although there was no conscious thoughts during the day of the previous nights dream this dream tonight was with an african woman ( the writer knows that the lover has no qualms about usining the writer to experience certain things with the sole purpose of them being relayed to yourselves ) the sensation of the kiss in this dream was almost, but not quite, as pleasure-filled as the night before what was different though was that the second scene of the dream was of us being about 3 metres apart there was an air of mystery about the woman that is still playing on the writer's mind the atmosphere was recognizable as a look into the character of the lover his self (don't overlook the fact that african mammal woman was the first extension of mammal man's soul partnership and as such is special, in the same way a first child is special (not more important or favoured just special) the dream didn't highlight love or pleasure it highlighted an air of mystery it was more of an insight into the depth of the range of experiences that awaits us as individuals as we probe the infinite the character of love changes into a completely different thing in the far-off reaches of eternity it should be noted that although we are individuals the individuality of ourselves is a part or rather an extending part of an individual part of the lover hisself each individual person is a result of love in heaven and love on earth http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/DREAMS%20DiARY%202011/dreams%20diary.html 01092011 what a great kissing dream category of dream: kissing dream (2) https://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20DiARY-2009/7th%20june%202009.html http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/dreams%20diary%2011th%20june%202009.html http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/DREAM/DREAMS%20AN/DREAMS%20AND%20DRE/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEO/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY/dreams%20diary%2011th%20june%202009.html 09072009 "˜the origins of dreams theory you would be right to think that being in touch with you-know-who has endless advantages the downside is he is a hard taskmaster and he expects the writer was prompted a few days ago ( 2nd june) to start a dream diary but made the mistake of thinking he could do it at his own discretion he won't let me think of anything else until this is underway there's obviously something important to be conveyed, sooner or later, (it would be foolish of the writer to try to fathom what) from the start it should be known the writer usually has love/kissing/sex dreams an analysis of all the details will be necessary for an interpretation and for this reason you may want to keep the dream diary away from minds that are too young and while your at it keep them away from those bloodbath and murder news stories that are shown regularly before the watershed hour of nine p.m.; they're guaranteed to produce less than desirable dream content, and further, screen children's programmes that have fireball-type explosions in them they have a an unsettling affect on a calm mind and alter the theme and the overall quality of a dream the affect on the mind of fireball-type explosions will be known to some, but not all, in the film and t.v. industry, they wouldn't be there if there wasn't one or more persons in the chain of the production of the films or programmes with a death-outcome-assertion finally, start your own dream diary and in the not too distant future a blog site will be opened up and we will compare and dissect the meanings of what the content of our dreams means and make sure we are in agreement on important points http://endic.at/1/diary%20basic%204th%20july%202009%20(2).html 04072009 the writer has concluded that he should make getting back to health his priority not being able to move as he is used to doing is affecting what he thinks and it is creeping into the things he writes also the amount of time needed to prepare a new entry (a seven sentence entry can take the best part of a day) is clashing with his fitness recovery plans if things go as the writer thinks they can he believes he can be doing those things he was doing fifteen years ago within a year and some of them in six months (turning the corner in sync with the economy) if anything of significance needs to be passed across then an entry will be made in the usual way http://endic.at/1/devolved%20basic%20september%2022nd%202009%20(2).html 22062009 there are at least five states a being can occupy the least in terms of quantity and quality is that as a devolved being a devolved being goes from being a mono or multthe dreamercelled entity to an inert life form in the shortest possible time in which that change can happen the inherent ethical bias that devolved beings had took trillions of undulations to lose completely and cannot be reacquired for those who are losing their ethical bias... between now and next year is the final chance in all eternity to change their state from being a decreasingly quantitative/qualitative one into a state that is becoming increasingly quantitative and qualitative there are some who will not take the opportunity they are to be considered insane http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/DREAMS%20DiARY-2009/dreams%20diary%20june%202009.html 12062009 1st dream a highly graphical x dream (1) upon reflection, dreams with sexual content wont be analysed it is now thought they are meant to be between only the individual and the lover 2nd dream the writer, as a close friend of a person being groomed for public acceptance, was asked to influence the remarks he might make at a interview that would define his career, alas, the interviewer coaxed the interviewee to use the word (either dead or ?), that was to be avoided and his career as an establishment figurehead was finished the writer thanked a panel of 5 or 6 people of the establishment, who had deeply disappointed expressions on their faces, for allowing the up and coming personality to continue with his career as he and his close friend walked out of the room and the dream ended this is a two-themed dream http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/DREAM/DREAMS%20AN/DREAMS%20AND%20DRE/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEO/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY/DREAMS%20DiARY-2009/dreams%20diary%20june%202009.html 11062009 a typically enjoyable kissing dream with a slightly amiss moment woke up for half a minute or so then went back to sleep only to have another even more sensational kissing session with a different person one of the many intriguing aspects of dreams is the almost indistinguishable emotional feelings between them and memories of real events the quality of kisses in dreams are always of a stand out quality whereas in real life that isn't always the case although real life stand out kisses have the advantage in the mind of being of reality and thus can be repeated but then, there are recurring dreams which can also be repeated category of dream: kissing dream (1) * http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-CONSCiOUSNESS%20iN%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory%20-%20consciousness%20in%20dreams%20-%2011th%20june%202011.html 11062009 the closest the writer came to being able to make himself get out of bed and start doing things while asleep was when he was six or seven or eight and willed his self to continue the really satisfying dream from the previous night it wasn't just a "i'm glad this isn't a dream" type dream in awake dreams there is a level of control through which the dreamer can introduce into the dream whatever content is desired ~~~ there's no sleeping Heaven somewhere along the path of Evolution the need to sleep/dream will no longer be needed incorporating the subconscious into the conscious (it's possible that it's the other way around i.e. the conscious becomes incorporated into the subconscious) is, without doubt, a major transition of evolution one of the writer's interactions with E.T. suggests that e.t.is able to manipulate/merge the the conscious and sleep periods it is safe to say that for most people some dreams do have a moreish quality try revisiting a dream you enjoyed and experiencing it again http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/DREAMS%20DiARY-2009/dreams%20diary%20june%202009.html 10062009 with a girlfriend in the early evening at the edge of a largish city centre an air of foreboding-cum-fear arose and then a group of a killers entered the picture looking for victims mostly everybody starting running for their lives in the direction away from the writer the writer and someone else were left alone as a couple of the killers moved towards them the dream ended http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/DREAMS%20DiARY-2009/dreams%20diary%20june%202009.html 09062009 on the underground asking for directions and looking at the maps for a place called ? pde's earlier on in the day had problems finding a web site of the same name the connection is too obvious to look for any other meanings but why the underground and not rooms in a house or drawers in a sideboard quick index http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/DREAMS%20DiARY-2009/dreams%20diary%20june%202009.html 06062009 5/6thjune 2009 only partly remembered all dreams, whether desirable or undesirable, should be remembered desirable dreams tell you that the previous days experiences were in accord with the love/life and you should continue with the attitudes and activities that produced them undesirable dreams tell you that you were out of accord, or were subject to events that are out of accord, with love/life and should take steps to change yourself or the external factors that caused the undesirable dream http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/DREAM/DREAMS%20AN/DREAMS%20AND%20DRE/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEO/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY/DREAMS%20DiARY-2009/dreams%20diary%20june%202009.html 05062009 in a room with two men they had all of the writers belongings and were treating them as their own the dreamer asserted himself and began collecting all the things together except for a power tool and a couple of weight training dumbbells which had been modified to suit their requirements the dream ended at that point the larger of the two men was known to the writer (a couple of dozen conversations) the other the writer had seen for the first time only a few of days before both have a bullish disposition in real life the meaning being attached to this dream is, don't allow yourself to be intimidated by size or attitude (there's a really effective way of dealing with bullies. it completely decimates them and causes them to change in double quick time) notes 1 a common feature of kissing dreams is the fullness of the lips http://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-PRECOGNiTiVE%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-precognitive%20dreams%20basic%20june%202009.html 11052009 informative dreams a kiss before waking last night (11th may 2009) the writer dreamt of an acquaintance from more than 20 years ago the woman, not someone he had or wanted a relationship with, had, in the dream, taken on facial and personality characteristics that were so appealing the writer had to respond to the desire to kiss her the thought of kissing her did occur to the writer all those years ago but for reasons that elude him now he didn't the events in the dream were tied in with a film he watched (leaving las vegas) before going to sleep while watching the film it crossed the writer's mind that a woman's facial characteristics and her personality traits were, and are formed, in a greater measure than he had previously thought, through her experiences with the opposite sex had the writer given in to his inquisitiveness all those years ago the woman in last nights dream may well have become, albeit only by a small degree, more womanly in last night's dream as the writer moved closer to her, at the moment our lips were about to touch, he woke up waking up with an unfulfilled feeling when it could have been a fulfilling feeling we can learn, and heaven knows there is much to learn over the next 5000 000 000 years, from each other and from our own experiences and in particular from our dreams pre-dream diary the name of the dream: who was the mother ? as tough as they come, even as a baby in a completely run down house it looked like it had been bombed doors missing, walls with holes, open stairwells with no bannisters baby was single-minded in respect of going where he wanted to go he didn't want to be played with, or cuddled he wanted to explore the surroundings and nothing else we were on the second-floor he crawled off the landing and fell two floors onto the ground oddly, he landed in the same position as he fell, on his hands and knees it appalled me to know that he had been left alone in a place wher he could kill himself he cried for a second the cry sounded more like a cry of dissapointment than of pain he recovered and continued crawling out of sight made off after him vowing never to let him hurt himself again addenda: vividness: 3 - observer - the category of the dream - babies (4+) you-know-who (3+) 2nd dream the name of the dream: baby and me with exception of the cot in the middle of the room, the room was bare the baby let out a cooing sound there was no mistaking it it was the sound of someone calling out replicated the sound and ducked down out of sight before he could turn to where the sound came from he cooed again, and again,the dreamerchanged position before he could locate me that happened a couple more time before we made eye-contact his blue eyes studied me this was a baby every man who liked to have fun with a baby could relate to vividness: 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream - babies (5+) 01062009 precognitive dreams precognitive dreams are the dreams that perplex people a precognitive dream is the result of the experiences of previous undulations there is no experience there are no set of circumstances or events there is nothing that can happen, either desirable or undesirable, that has not already happened throughout the duration of a love length, in previous undulations all the variables that reality can contain had to be factored, through experience, into the evolutionary process so that evolution could be completed by the ethically oriented and the ethically orienting and also predispose the conditions to enable the act of one times one to continue for eternity everything you have experienced, are experiencing or will experience, has not only happened before but is destined to happen over and over again, throughout the duration of a love length, for all undulations to come the worst things that can happen have already happened the best things, those experiences which contain the greatest quality and quantity, has already happened for googoled beings however each new undulation the quantity of the quality is increasing an increase of the quantity of the best thing which can happen intensifies the feelings of the previous best thing which happened making the latest experience of the best thing that can happen even more desirable it's not just a win win reality, it's an increasingly win win situation let's hear it for the lover ~ animate, inanimate and the variable the variable is the compounding of a person's personality traits the inanimate universe doesn't vary from undulation to undulation the electric charge of the electron is always exactly the same you andthe dreamerhowever are the complete opposite, we are forever changing the innermost part of our being is slowly accruing a qualitative energy every time we do, think, say, produce, reproduce, induce, share, disseminate, create" becomes more firmly embedded into the fabric of reality the trick is to do things which contain an increase in the quality and quantity for others the sad truth is when a person does things that reduce the quality or quantity for others the effect on others is temporary whereas for the originator the act compounds into ever-greater acts of a reduction of the quality and quantity which the person who brought them into existence has to experience ~ the writer's precognitive dreams began in his late teens the first was a plane crash with a loss of many lives the writer regarded it as a coincidence but couldn't forget it the second, mid to late 1960's, was the images of oriental faces in great sorrow with rubble buildings in the background the night before a chinese earthquake the third,1972, was while on the way to work one day when the writer suddenly realized that the surrounding buildings and the driver were part of the previous night's dream he turned to the driver and said, "the dreamerdreamt that we were driving to work in my dream last night andthe dreamerturned to you and said you've left the handbrake on" the driver looked down andthe dreamerfollowed his gaze and we were both more than just a bit surprised to find that the handbrake was still on the fourth was in 1974 it was a helicopter crash with the loss of lives a two-week stint as a labourer on an oil rig had come to an end and the writer was due to be helicoptered to the mainland for 2 weeks off the helicopter crash dream of the previous night didn't happen but the writer was curious about it he bought a newspaper and scanned the headlines and sure enough, a fatal helicopter crash had occurred the fifth was in 2007 it was when the writer went into a shop to pick up an item that had been paid for and the shop assistant became flustered when he couldn't find an accompanying item that went with the main item as the writer was watching the salesman becoming a bit irate it triggered the memory of the previous night's dream of the salesman behind a counter in an agitated state looking for something the writer mentioned the dream aspect to the salesman the writer isn't sure if it relaxed the salesman or not the last time it happened was in 2008 it was while cooking a meal as the writer was about to put a piece of food into a hot oily frying pan again it triggered the previous night's dream when, in the exact same surroundings, a food item was placed in a frying pan and the fat energetically boiled over the writer initially thought not to take any notice of the dreams contents as he felt he would be taking things too far if he began acting on his dreams then on a second consideration gave in to his caution knowing that if nothing did happen he would have crossed a line of reasonable behaviour so reservedly and at arm's length, he placed the food in the frying pan the amount of oil that jumped out of the frying pan wasn't as much that was in the dream but it was still enough to have made a visit to the hospital necessary so that's 3 dreams that didn't involve the writer directly and 3 that did the writer believes that the reason why these dreams happen is to give him credibility so that when he has a dream about something that has major ramifications that concerns everybody he will be taken seriously http://endic.at/D/DO%20-%20DT/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-precognitive%20dreams%20basic%20june%202009/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-precognitive%20dreams%20basic%20june%202009.html https://endic.at/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY%201/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-PRECOGNiTiVE%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-precognitive%20dreams%20basic%20june%202009.html june 2009 a precognitive dream is the mind/brain drawing from the experiences of past, present and future undulations precognitive dreams are the dreams that perplex everyone there is no experience, there are no set of circumstances, there is nothing that can happen, either desirable or undesirable, that has not already happened throughout evolution in previous undulations all the variables that reality can contain had to be factored, through experience, into the evolutionary process so that evolution could be completed by the ethically oriented and ethically orienting people further, because of the mechanical nature of the undulationary process, it also means that the mathematical function of one times one will be able to function forever without a breach in its function ever occurring again (see the mistake) everything you have experienced, are experiencing or will experience has not only happened before but is destined to happen over and over again, throughout the duration of a love-length for all undulations to come there is a variable but the worst of the extremes that are contained in the destructive outcomes that this variable can give rise to have already been nullified, again through the lover's terrible love the variable is the person's response to the truth an individual's response to the truth will either increase the quality and quantity of more-life outcome realities or it will decrease the quality and quantity of life-outcome realities although the qualitative aspect of life has been experienced before, throughout the entire period of a love-length, an increase in the quantitative variable is completely new to love-life, eternity and the person or persons who choose an endless existence (see Ethical Parameters) the difference is that the worst thing that can happen has already happened and the best thing that can happen is an open-ended scenario within the context of eternity, any finite goal that can be achieved will be achieved and the last thing we want is something that comes to an end) that may never be fulfilled experiences that are exactly the same from undulation to undulation, with the variable already mentioned, and are, in the writer's experience, there to produce insights into events that have happened in previous undulations which are less than desirable and can be avoided now that dream theory is subject to public scrutiny it should start a trend that makes taking dreams seriously an acceptable point of view http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-THE%20CONTENTS%20OF%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory%20-%20the%20contents%20of%20dreams%2025th%20may%202009.html 25052009 the content of dreams that dreams serve a purpose and that an uderstanding what that purpose is will result an enhanced quality of life the content of dreams 1: colour 2: motion 3: emotion 4: shape 5: sound 6: touch 7: taste there is a division in thinking here there are those who maintain that it is possible to experience pain in a dream pain in a dream is not in the writer's experience the experience of pain in a dream may have significance the initial thought is that a person who feels pain in a dream may be undergoing a change in his/her conjugate position if it is in fact the case that pain in a dream represents a change in the conjugate position of the dreamer she/he can be aware of this possibility and take steps to correct their lifestyle the content of a dream was initially, for the writer, formed by his mental activity during the day but the content can be influenced by external events the feel-good content in a dream is a direct indication of a persons perception of life it is thought that it is not possible to have a feel-good dream that contains murder, torture, rape etc. if such circumstances do exist they are to be assigned as being a serious breach of an individual's attunement to love/life a person thinking and acting in accordance with love/life can expect regular feel-good dreams the more intense the feelings of love the person has the greater the feel-good factor of the dream will be it's a great way to start the day, to wake up from a dream laughing http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/CHECK%20BY%20URL%20FOR%20WHiCH%20FOLDER%20TO%20PUT%20THEM%20iN/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory%20index.html 25052009 dreams and dream theory that dreams serve a purpose and that an uderstanding of what that purpose is will result an enhanced quality of life dreams diary archives 25th may 2009 this is going to be one of those entries that will keep getting bigger and bigger and bigger who cares if they dream or not does it matter anyway? a show of hands would you rather wake up smiling or laughing with memories and feelings that are pleasing or wake up feeling less than as good as you know you can feel? 25th may 2009 types of dreams that dreams serve a purpose and that an uderstanding what that purpose is will result an enhanced quality of life 25th may 2009 dreams will, to start with, be put into two groups 1: remembered dreams 2: unremembered dreams unremembered dreams will become the focus of our attention in the years to come there is a division in thinking here there are those who maintain that it is possible to experience pain in a dream pain in a dream is not in the writer's experience the experience of pain in a dream may have significance the initial thought is that a person who feels pain in a dream may be undergoing a change in his/her conjugate position if it is in fact the case that pain in a dream represents a change in the conjugate position of the dreamer she/he can be aware of this possibility and take steps to correct their lifestyle the content of a dream was initially, for the writer, formed by his mental activity during the day but the content can be influenced by external events the feel-good content in a dream is a direct indication of a persons perception of life it is thought that it is not possible to have a feel-good dream that contains murder, torture, rape etc. if such circumstances do exist they are to be assigned as being a serious breach of an individual's attunement to love/life a person thinking and acting in accordance with love/life can expect regular feel-good dreams the more intense the feelings of love the person has the greater the feel-good factor of the dream will be it's a great way to start the day, to wake up from a dream laughing 25th may 2009 notes the combinations and permutations of types of dreams runs into the hundreds of thousands perhaps dreams will come to represent points of transition from universal reality to straight-line-action reality in a future environment unremembered dreams may become a reason to see a doctor http://endic.at/D/DO%20-%20DT/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory%20-%20delayed%20dreams%2012th%20may%202011/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory%20-%20delayed%20dreams%2012th%20may%202011.html 12052009 delayed dreams an event which occurred sometime before" days, weeks and even years, and which becomes the main theme or sub-theme of a current dream see also informative dreams it was obvious from the beginning that dream theory was going to be a big one that was going to grow and grow the completion of this theory is not going to happen in our lifetimes isn't it just typical of love/life to package the expression of freedom, the realization of aspirations and the experiencing of seemingly unfulfillable desires in a tiny fraction of time we call rem there is little doubt that one of the more significant advances that will occur during this millennium will be an understanding of ourselves insights will flow from dream theory which will seem like revelations our perception of reality will slowly adjust to the surreal nature of straight-line action as it does the distinction between what we are experiencing now in dreams, assuming you are enjoying your dreams, as that ever-looming-larger reality takes root in our soul the distinction between the unconscious and the conscious will merge (you do know there's no sleeping in heaven) whatever it is that makes rem necessary in our lives at the moment it will be superseded as our spirit matures those wholesome and delightfully enjoyable experiences in dreams will become part of our waking state and the distinction between the dream world and the real world will become entwined dreams and dream theory is destined to have as great a contribution to our knowledge of ourselves as quantum theory did in the understanding of physics see also the nervous system in endic http://endic.at/1/D/DREA/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY/DREAMS%20AND%20DREAM%20THEORY-iNFORMATiVE%20DREAMS/dreams%20and%20dream%20theory-informative%20dreams%20basic%20june%202009.html CHECKED TO HERE 11052009 informative dreams a kiss before waking last night the writer dreamt of an acquaintance from more than 20 years ago the woman, not someone he had or wanted a relationship with, had, in the dream, taken on facial and personality characteristics that were so appealing the writer had to respond to the desire to kiss her the thought of kissing her did occur to the writer all those years ago but for reasons that elude him now he didn't the events in the dream were tied in with a film he watched (leaving las vegas) before going to sleep while watching the film it crossed the writer's mind that a woman's facial characteristics and her personality traits were, and are formed, in a greater measure than he had previously thought, through her experiences with the opposite sex had the writer given in to his inquisitiveness all those years ago the woman in last nights dream may well have become, albeit only by a small degree, more womanly in last night's dream as the writer moved closer to her, at the moment our lips were about to touch, he woke up waking up with an unfulfilled feeling when it could have been a fulfilling feeling we can learn, and heaven knows there is much to learn over the next 5000 000 000 years, from each other and from our own experiences and in particular from our dreams * pre-dream diary dreams the name of the dream: who is the mother? in a completely run down house it looked like it had been bombed doors missing, walls with holes, open stairwells with no bannisters baby is as tough as they come he is single-minded in respect of going where he wanted to go he didn't want to be played with, or cuddled he wanted to explore the surroundings and nothing else we are on the second-floor befoe he knows what is happening baby crawled off the landing and fell two floors onto the ground oddly, he landed in the same position as he fell, on his hands and knees the dreamer is appalled me to know that he had been left alone in a place where he could kill himself he cried for a second or two the cry sounded more like a cry of dissapointment than of pain he recovered and continued crawling out of sight the dreamer made off after him vowing never to let him hurt himself again vividness 3 - observer - the category of the dream: babies (4+) you-know-who (3+) 2nd dream the name of the dream: baby and me with exception of the cot in the middle of the room, the room is bare the baby let out a cooing sound there was no mistaking it it was the sound of someone calling out the dreamer replicates the sound and then ducks down out of sight before the baby could turn to see where the sound came from he cooed again, and again, the dreamer changed position before the baby could locate him that happened a couple more time before we make eye-contact his blue eyes studied me this was a baby every man who liked to have fun with a baby could relate to vividness 3.3 - participant - the category of the dream: babies (5+) * as is going to be realised dreams are an integral part of evolution