2nd june 2009

in the early 1990's when everything the writer thought about yielded to either the love or the quantum perspective the notion of beginningless presented itself

this impenetrable facet of reality wouldn't take on a form that a mind could work on

the situation didn't change until, in a moment of idling thinking, a shocking picture of a trapped, mere speck of consciousness, at the very edge of reality presented itself

as the feelings that it produced began to be accompanied with thought an understanding started to form and the words

"shed no tears" entered the writers conscious

the unimaginably bad has been experienced by the lover and a persons worst fears as to what the worst thing that can happen is has already happened and cannot be experienced again

the beginningless and all of your worst fears have gone with it

the endless is describable...

it is the overwhelming freedom that accompanies a beings ability to exercise their free-will to act in infinity, an increasingly exhilarating, pluralistic, colour-rich, pleasure-filled fantasy reality, ... and  it is ours

(courtesy of the lover)

until then... if you want endless contemplation or the ultimate intellectual challenge... try the beginningless