22092014 pain-dream
first scene
went into a hi-fi shop in town to ask advice about an
amplifier
the technician who could answer the question asked me to
wait while he done something
second scene
there were two of us in the shop now and the owner of the
shop came in wearing a suit and started talking to the other
customer
third scene
had another call to make while in town and decided i could
do it before the technician got back
it was a blistering hot day
took off my shirt and wedged it in an out-of-the-way space on
a shelf
fourth scene
i was wearing a vest under the shirt
i opened the door of the shop and intended to let it close
behind me
i launched myself off my right leg to start sprinting and the
moment i done that a sharp pain started in the area below the
knee
the momentum of the launch of the start of the sprint was
great enough to make me continue taking steps
fifth scene
every step produced a seemingly greater discomfort than the
one before
it was 12 to 15 steps before i came to a stop and with every
step i heard myself making a whoo, whoo, whoo sound (keep
on meaning to set up a microphone over the bed to find out
what sounds in dreams are externalised)
sixth scene
was propping myself against a building when a girl/woman
appeared and said "i know your father. what's wrong"
i said "i don't know"
seventh scene
pulled up the trouser leg to have a look and there was was a
small bloody gash with a yellow colour just below it in the
area of the funny-bone
was about to pull the trouser leg further up to look at the
knee because that was the pain was worst when the dream
ended
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pain in a dream is new to me
it was real enough for me to look at my knee when i woke up
to see if i had done something to it when i was sleeping
amendment...
on the 16th went shopping with marlene
she liked ham and so we bought two of those wafer-thin packs
of ham that people put in sandwiches and a pack of mini-sized
gammon steaks
when marlene was taken from me put the food in the fridge
thought i may as well use them up
today and the over the next couple of days i pigged-out on
them
this, i am now sure, is the reason for this dream and the
dream on the 25092014
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this analysis/interpretation, was the original entry used to
explain the cause of why there was pain in this dream
the only way to explain this is to associate it with
the thoughts and feelings that have been swirling around in
my head because of what happened with marlene )
if this is the case then as evolving beings we're not even
allowed to have recriminatory thoughts or feelings
it's the nature of reality
reality can only accommodate things that have endlessness
wishing or wanting something not to exist that can exist is an
unreality
1 ^100 years is the most time-reality that love/life can
generate
every conscious entity can endure for that length of time if she
or he wants to
devolving beings are to be identified and observed
we should no more bare ill thoughts or feelings towards them
than we do with a dog with rabies, or an insect or a virus
they are to be identified and grouped together and
quarantined or at least separated from evolving beings in a
way that doesn't allow any form of contact
in short, a thought that breeches reality by wishing to reduce
it's length or time (the endless straight line or universal time)
is going against reality which in turn produces consequences
hence this dream
shop in town
technician
other customer
shop owner
hot day
taking shirt off
attempting to run
sounds in dream
girl/woman/speech
coloured wound
60 minutes
R.E.M.
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